Father I thank you
For your amazaing amazing love God I thank you for the reality of the cross and
the freedom it brings God I thank you that I've been able to see it
for nine and half years I've been i a place of freedom
My wife has been in a place of freedom we've seen it
since the beginnning God I ask you to help me be clear on getting
the simplicity of the gospel so that we can be free
so that we would stop trying to do mininstry Just become love God, instead of just doing
stuff You know the two years that I met George,
i've been just living in a place of redemption and righteousness and i;m just free and i've
been free since the beginning out of a horrible life I just got born again
and got a brand new dad that is just amazing although my natural dad is here
hey dad he's awesome
when i got born again, i got brand new dad which enabled me to love my natural dad
the way i was suppose to Jesus came to reveal the Father
he came to reveal the Father you know i was just, I'm overwhelmed of the
fact that you and i get to reveal the father everywhere we go we get to reveal the father
we ge to reveal father it's amazing when they see you they ought
to see the father Jesus said if you don't believe me the things
that i say believe me the things that i do
For it's thet father that dwells in me that does it
God the father God the son
God the holy ghost so, it's God the father
God the son and God the holy spirit
the same holy spirit that raise Jesus from the dead
when i said yes to God he came and made his home in me
and he likes to live there there's no unworth in the world
why would God put his spirit in something that is not worth it
we have a hard time with value because we let our value be determined about
how life treats us or parents
or jobs or how collegues
or how relatives or how siblings treat us
we allow that to be our identity and our identity is suppose to come from a
brand new father if the value of something is always determined
by the price that's paid for it in the world the value of something is always
determined by the price you pay for something so if heaven went bankrupt to get you back
that's a pretty high price that was paid for something that was worthless
in matthew six it talks about it's matthew five, matthew six
it's amazaing Ive lived in matthew five six and seven
romans five six seven and eight my whole life
ive lived there i just live there
i got the b attitudes in in in matthew its the attitudes of being
its who i am because of what he did to make me become
matthew five through seven so i get to live in that place and bless those
that are despiteful
that persecute me and i pray for those for those who depsitefully
use me and when people are mean to me
I love them well what do mean, they were mean to you
it's not just grace, grace is not just like this weird thing
grace is an amazingly beautiful thing that enables me to live like Jesus lived
enabled me to walk liked the son walked because i am a son
God's my dad its like powerful man
i haven't been hurt for nine and a half years and you can't hurt me
i really haven't i mean i've lived there
i live there still it hasn't gone away
and people have told me awe you'll see because they allowed life to speak to them
louder than the cross they allow situations to speak to them louder
than the life of Jesus Jesus became sin so I might become something
and if see that if he who knew no sin
became sin so that i may become something
i better realize what i've become or i might do
to get instead of just become to do
Man, why would i
why would i walk into a bar and see someone's finger
it's a really hostile environment that's a very dark place to be
unless you realize you're light and it really doesn't matter
i went to pick up some broiled chicken because they have the best chicken
and saw a girl with a hurting finger as soon as you go up there and started to
talk i knew exactly who you were
where are you i knew exactly who you were as soon as
I was like that 's the one with the splint i told my wife
she goes you were getting chicken
i said yaaaah she was in the parking lot
with my kids in the car it's a drive by
you just go there someones hurting
you're there you are light
that's coming to the scene you now bring light there
what is does is it enables that place to be broke open
so let's say, let's say you go to another place
and let's say it's dark and let's say people are scared
because it a dark it's a hostile environment
once you go there you break it open
to make it easier for other people because somebody plowed
dude, this is amazing it's fun, it's exciting
life is a gift you got this short opportunity
you get to leave a legacy of what it looks like for someone to be possessed
by God you can be possessed by the father
you can be possessed by the spirit of the world
or the Spirit of the Lord you can live in the fear of man
or in the fear of the Lord the fear of the Lord isn't a scary thing
it's the only place to live and righteousness is the only this that empowers
that thing to take effect man it talks about in Hebrews
and it says this you know what
he's talking about Melchisedec in Hebrews five
and he says by this time you ought to be teacher but you need someone to take you back to the
very first principles and oracles of God
and you've come to need milk instead of solid food
but yet the word says to desire the pure milk of the word
Paul says it desire the pure milk of the word
desire the word desire it
with all of your heart desire it
don't be conformed to the world but be transformed
by the renewing of you mind so that you can approve what is
and what isn't God's will grace is beautiful
grace enables me to walk like Christ walked and Christ never tried to sin
and get away with it he walked free from it
and he did it all for us so that we could step into the same thing
when i got born again i left sinorism
i left habitual sin i left it
i didn't want to do it anymore i left it
and God crushed the reality of my sin nature he crushed it
i'm not dual natured i'm not a bipolar Christian
i'm not I'm not
sometimes i do sometimes i don't
and who's gonna save me he already saved me
he saved me he crushed it
he crushed it he condemned sin in the flesh
he condemned it i'm not condemned
he condemned sin in the flesh and i see it man
and i've been free from it and i live in it
and today i was driving up hear listen
i'm driving and last night i was driving home from the airport
and late late
and i took a wrong turn on the turnpike and i had to go back and pick something up
from the airport in harrisburg because i left it
and i didn't have exit 247 on the other way so i had to go 24 miles this way
and come back so i caught myself speeding
and i don't speed because i don't have to
i don't and it convicts my heart
it's convicted in that place your conscious gets clean
and washed by blood and it enables your conscious to be free from
wanting to sin when you get born again
your conscious gets sensitized by the blood of Jesus
he cleanses my conscious from dead works in order to serve God
so my conscious gets sensitized it gets completely clean
and if i don't violate it it stays that way
and if my conscious gets violated
and i confess to God that's not twisted by saying
God please forgive but by saying
God that's not who i am
my conscious stays clean so i was going a little fast
and I was like oh God i'm in the car
by myself no ones looking
on the turnpike people are cruising
I looked down I saw my speedlimit
and i said oh Jesus
i'm sorry Lord people are like
that's weird no
that's my conscious would it be possible for a person to live
with a clean conscious we can't afford to violate it
it's all we got I'm not talking about perfection
in my own strength I'm talking about his perfection
the blood of Jesus the perfect blood of Jesus
Listen if you want to live without fear
then we have to understand the blood of Jesus because it's the perfect love of God that
cast out all fear fear is present when the love of God is absent
and the love of God isn't revealed in your day's experience
or how life treated you the love of God is revealed as an innocent
man unguilty who hung on a tree
when you were yet a sinner Christ died for you
that's the love of God it's revealed right there
we allow this and this and this to tell me well if God loved me
then why we have all these different reasons
of why God might not we allow the devil to get away with murder
and we blame God for stuff all God's ever done is love us
he does't have bad things to give us all good things come from the father of lights
all good things come from him people even teach the trials
and fires are sent by God to teach you a lesson
what what are we thinking
the fires aren't there from God to teach you lesson
the fires are there so you can manifest God so that you can teach the devil
that he shouldn't have touched you but we don't think that way
because life powers us and squeezes us
no more i'm cyring out from my heart
this is real love i'm in love with God
i'm tired of watching the body of Christ get run over
life is short man we're here to leave a legacy
we're here to make an impact on the world and society
man is it possible to walk like Christ walked
if it wasn't then first John wouldn't saythat
if anybody say abide in Christ he ought to walk just like he walked
the Bible wouldn't teach that stuff God doesn't just put that out there
and say it's just theological it's just positionary
i'm just positionally righteous no that's your brain
because your brain can't get it there are people out there that take the b
attitudes out and say we don't need them anymore
because that's the old testament
that's the most demonic stuff i think i've ever heard in my life
you tell me your going to take the words of Jesus
out of the Bible and you say you serve him
I'm sorry guys that doesn't work
the only reason people take the b attitudes out
is because they realize they can't do it so let's make it really easy
take that out just realize we're always going to mess up
and we're going to keep doing it because it's the way it is
no it's the way that seems right to man
that leads to destruction but not just of your life
of everybody's life around you because they never see a real gospel
all they see is a good confession dude
i am burning with the gospel i am in love with God
He loves me like he loves me
i'm a daisy he loves me
he loves me he loves me
he loves me he loves me
he loves me i get the last one
guess what it says God's accepted me from the beginnnng of my
being born again he accepted me
and I see it i was rejected my whole life
my whole life i was rejected because i did stuff that caused me to be rejected
my whole life and when I came to Jesus
I found this scripture in Ephesians that says I accepted in the beloved
and i believed it wow
that's crazy so many people say
well you know i've been accepted
well you know let me tell you a story
when i was born i'm not sure if my mom and my dad
were planning for me to be born that night but it happened
two days but watch this
i'm just gonna paint a scenario when i was born
there's eighty million chances of me swimming up a birth canal
eighty million i'm only one of them
what are the odds eighty million to one
eighty million chances i'm swimming up the birth canal
and everyone else is swimming faster than i am
i'm the last one i don't have to hurry
everyone get to the end they're all going to the same thing
the egg so here's the egg
you got seventy nine million, nine hundred ninenty nine thousand
nine hundred and ninenty nine other chances trying to get into the egg
jack hammers sledgehammers
saws chainsaws
trying to get in smoking guns
smoking blades everybody's frustrated
everybody's climbing over eachother to try to get in the egg
all of them and then here i am
no tools nothing
none and then i get close to the pack
an they go whew like the red sea
why because i need to get in the egg
so i get in everybodys freaking out
what is going on who left
who let him through no
who something moved me
and i'm inside the egg and everybody's frustrated
from inside the egg you hear a voice
it's mine sorry guys
i was predestined from the foundation of the world
it was all about me when we allow life to speak louder to us than
that and we allow a women's soul
that wasn't ready to have you speak louder than the reality
of who God's called you to be all life comes from God
why would i psychologically try to figure that one out
why would i try to get rejection off of me when i've been accepted by my father
there's a whole lot more because it called redemption
it's the power of the blood Jesus
it's the power of freedom it's the power of born again
what does born again mean i died to something
so that i might live to something i've been rebirthed
i've been fathered there'se nobody that can take it away
nobody can take this away
nobody it doesn't matter if my mom wasn't ready
God was all life comes from God
so whether you don't know your parents or you don't know your parents
whether you grew up this or you grew up that
whether you were hurt as a little girl whether you were hurt as a little boy
whether you were left on the street corner or not
the day you say yes to God everything changes
and all of a sudden you realize
i'm alive now the hardest part
is trying to get that stuff out trying to forget all that stuff
it's not about forgetting it it's about believing the gospel
either Jesus forgot it orthe Bible's not true
he says he removes as far as the east is to the west
he said he forgets it he throws it into a sea called forgetfullness
neverto be remembered again the Bible says that the handwriting
of requirements against me
were nailed to him on the tree were wiped out on the tree
on Calvary the finished work of Christ
he forgave me he forgot it
he wiped out and he'll never bring it up again
well then why am i still thinking about man
sometimes we're like i need this to get out of me
what if it's not inside of you anymore but what if it's something trying to reclaim
your identity to tell you who you're not
but we don't believe the truth of what the word says
because we keep living by feelings the wisdom of the world
is both sensual and demonic
what if sensual and demonic wisdom is inspired from outside
too what if hell realizes
what if the devil realizes that if you ever believed this
he's in big trouble so what if his whole thing
is to mess with this thing so you never believe the truth
what if he wants you to make the gospel psychological instead of supernatural
i'm not against psychologists i'm for the blood of Jesus
I stand before you free and had the most horrible
horrible junk that God delivered me from
and anytime you revisit you past apart from the blood of Jesus
and the testimony on what he did for you you're asking for spirit of offense to come
in your present tense and bear dead fruit
in your present reality people don't even like that i talk this way
because it violates ministries if the blood of Jesus
and the truth about the finished work violates your ministry
you shouldn't be in it now i'm not being mean
and i'm not pointing the finger at anybody but i'm telling you
if this violates your niche you're in trouble
it's either finished or it's not
the blood of Jesus is either enough or it's not
look I'm not telling you we're not attacked
the devil's a liar do you know that he's depressed
do you think the devil's depressed do you think he's angry
do you think he's bitter do you think he's in unforgiveness
do you think he's hopeless anytime you think that way
he's recreating his mindset in yours well you don't know what i've been through
do you know what Jesus went through instead of seeking the word
we seek Sunday instead of seeking the truth of what God says
we seek another sermon Jesus didn't pay a price for us to just listen
to a sermon Jesus paid a price for you to become the word
of God he was the word made flesh
that came and dwellt among us
and God wants our flesh to become the very word
that we say we know it's not enough to just quote it
Jesus didn't tell you to just memorize ithe Bible
he told you to become it knowing the truth
sets you free that's experiencing it
walking in it and understanding it
through your five senses we're just getting started man
i love this man it's like a fire hose dude
because i'm filled with truth because i've seen it
i've tasted and seen that the Lord is good i've tasted the good taste of righteousness
i've tasted it man and there ain't no going back
because there's nothing to slide back to could it be
see your looking at a burning man right now this never stops
it doesn't matter and as life comes
the harder the devil hits the more i burn
see people think
wow man wow
like how how does this happen
going through fires and seeing Jesus
how is Christian maturity built fire, man
bring it i'm really not afraid of it
people I don't like it when trials come
well your're in trouble
you will beg God to get you out when he's not the one that put you in
trials come for the purifying of my faith so i can see the reality of who he is
in the midst of it and see that i come out of it
not smelling like smoke it's the the bomb
listen when you squeeze an apple
what kind of juice come out what kind of juice comes out of an apple
when i squeeze an orange what kind of juice do you get
alright if i squeeze an orange
into a cup and you drank it
and it was apple juice what would you think
that's strange then why isn't equally as strange
that when a Christian gets squeezed everything but Jesus comes out
welcome to my gospel it's awesome
Paul said it was his i can say it's mine
i say it's mine because the devil wishes
that he never touched me hey i promise you
it doesn't matter he wishes that he never did
see he's not afraid he touches Christians and
ahhhhhhhh God what are you doing
the devil hits you bam
because we don't know him we think it's him
come on man in the garden
he's like a snake in the grass slithers in
gets them to question God did God really say
and right now 2000 years after Christ
2000 after Christ died and resurrected
he slithers in gets you to question
did God really say if God really said this
then why am i going through this same thing
he's not up to any new tricks guys and says that we're not suppose to be unwise
but be aware of his schemes come on man
are you with me i got some heavy stuff to share
and it's an awesome enlightning about enlightenment
it's the passion of the Christ man it's the passion of the Christ
i love watching the people on the screen dance and cheer
i was just in slovakia a couple of months ago
and watched thousands of gypsies get born again
and rejoice and bounce
like crazy becasue they come out of the most
horrible rejection ever and they come into the acceptance
of their father and they just say
yes that's it
that't not just for gypsies that for everyone that would call on the name
of Christ come on man
i planned to set your hearts on fire so the whole world can watch you burn
so that people around you will see your life and get marked
because you were on the scene they see you
and they're like oh my God
i watch it i watch it on planes
i watch airline attendants get overwhelmed
and shake because Jesus loves them
so nicely i watch restaurant people get rocked
i watch waitresses get overwhelmed i watched one happen tonight
because that's the way it is because i'm coming it there
they're going to get overwhelmed i carry him
he lives in me he likes to live in me
i look in the mirror and i say
oh my gosh seriously
i promise ask my wife
i am a nut i'm so not out of my mind
i'm out of yours i'm in love
i am in love he loves me
i've been free for nine and and half years i read your book
the romans seven two years when i met you that day
i got it i read it
i'm like i believe this
i have believed this romans five says
i've been justified wth God i have peace with God
bang i have peace with God
romans six says i'm dead
oh no it's amazing if i'm dead
crucified with him through baptism
reckonned myself dead to
wow if i'm dead to sin why would i want to do it anymore
well i'm just not going sin no you try not to
you're romans seven but if you submit to love
he will create in you a clean heart
actually he give you a brand new heart
jeremiah 24 says he gives me a brand new heart
to know him so it's not just about praying a pray
inviting him into my heart boy if did that
I might hold back my whole life that would be dangerous
i invite you into my heart but you can't have my life
you come to Jesus it's all or none
it's gather or scatter it's
there is no fake little line guys there is not gray line
well i'm working on it
you're not working on it you're being worked on by the wrong god
that's not that's not
like that's not bad talk
it's the truth you either come buring
and come running or don't come
i'm not being mean that's not condemnation
well are you trying to say i'm not working right
no, no, no i'm trying to say submission
is how the devil's resisted therefore submit to God
it doesn't say submit to God then hold up your dukes and fight the devil
i said submit to God resist the devil
how do i resist the devil by submission to God
his rule, his reign, his kingdom, his righteousness
his truth and the Bible becomes my life
and i live there and the holy spirit
the one who wrote it empowers it
and it comes alive in me and then everywhere i go
i walk it out and when you walk it out
you know the truth and then the truth sets you free
because once you walk it out he can't touch it
oh the devil can't touch it that's like him saying
well that's not true well sure i already walked it out
well that's not true either ok
oops sorry
i promise people don't believe in healing
and then when they get healed i've seen thousands
and thousands of people that don't believe in it
then they get healed the pastor is adamently in my face
i don't believe in that that's not for today
well let me pray for you nothing going to happen
let's find out please
i'm not being mean i promise you
i've watched pastors shake and cry
and have to change everythiing they believe because now they know the truth
but that won't happen unless you know the truth
i don't have to have people agree with me i dont' even have to have them hold still
i've watch Jesus just do it because he loves people
he loves people are you guys getting anything
sorry man i'm in love with Jesus
i really am i wake up this way
i got to sleep this way i take naps
if i can this way
i sleep two hours and i wake up this way
it's crazy what love is this
and when you've experience this love it doesn't
it's not a problem for you to lay your life down
for you friend so that they can experience the same love
that you have man
i'm never gonna burn out man how can you burn this out
you can't you can't reject this
you can't burn this out i'm on fire with his flame
it never ever
ends you can't even kill me
what but the fear of it should be gone out of your
life to live is Christ
and to die is gain but we don't look it as a gain
we look it as the end of life it's the beginning
i when i die
it's everything i'm living for the day that i die
it's everything i'm living for i'm gonna stand before him
he's gonna say well done
oh i can sense him loving me because i believe this
i believe it you can't scare me
what are you going to do you can't take my Jesus from me
you can't take him you didn't give to me
you can't take him away from me listen
you didn't give me my acceptance so how can you reject what you never gave
me not that you would
innocence i see it
integrity hold it
keep your heart pure regardless of how people think about you
keep it pure, man burn
passion you have a pure heart
always you carry it
the devil loves to hammer you because of your pure heart
he loves to tell you you're not good enough
he's a liar he's a liar
the devil's a lier man
whenever he talks to us first of all
a stranger's voice we're not suppose to follow
but in order to not follow you have to know the shepherd's voice
so when i know the shepherd's voice the stranger's voice sounds funny
so when a stranger speaks to me i just thank God flippant
he says you're worthless i say
oh thank you i'm so worth it and amazing
come on satan says
you're never gonna be anything i say, oh
that was him God, thank you
that means i'm something you're amazing
why don't we think that way you know the hardest thing for me
is when people come up to me and say i know that's what God says
but the devil keeps saying and i'm thinking
the devil keeps saying the devil said it
so what the devil keeps telling me
come on great
people keeping coming to Christ like the devil is saying
darn i missed that one
i'll go look for another one that's not how it works man
why do we have the helmet of salvation why is it here
why is it here because faith
faith the just shall live by faith
but you have to see the reality of your right standing with your king
a helmet of salvation is given to encapsulate the reality of a believer's
identity so, it can not be torn away by lies
we don't just take stronghold down here it says
the weapons aren't carnal, but mighty
in God for pulling down strongholds taking every thought
that rises itself up against the knowledge of God
captive so how do we do that
you don't just get hands layed on you to get the thoughts to go away
you have to continue in truth you have to study the word
to show not to talk yourself approved
but to show yourself approved you have to not be conformed to the world
the world will try to squeeze you mold you
shape you make you look just like it
but God wants to transform you by renewing your mind
so that everywhere you go you know what is
and what isn't the will of God God says don't be unwise
but know the will of the Lord be renewed in the spirit of your mind
you got to see who you are and what you got
you can't rely just on ministries you have to dive it
Jesus paid a price for relationship we have a relationship with
scripture the scriptures are Godbreathed
you know i started out and i share in hebrews 5
it says by this time
you ought to be a teacher but you need someone to take you back
to the very first principles and oracles of God
and you come to need milk instead of solid food
for you are unskilled or untrained in the word of righteousness
and then it says for strong meat
are for the mature that have their senses trained
to discern between both good
and evil righteousness
and the reality of my right standing with God
hits my heart in such a way so that even the thought
of something that's evil trembles my heart
so that when i' driving down the road and i know the speed limit is a certain way
i know my conscious is clean and i look up and see it
and oh man and i touch myself
God please forgive me
i'm sorry and i don't even have to say
please forgive me when my heart sees it
he does but i stand before my father
in a daily life of repentance if something is out of whack
i just come to God and he's faithful and just
to cleanse me of all unrighteousness and the only thing left
is righteousness but my heart catches me
today on the way here
i'm like oh my goodness my wife's like
are you ok i'm like
no look
i'm speeding i don't want to
i don't want to so the holy ghost
just helps me he's my friend
he's your friend he can do it man
gosh ok
i'm gonna read a scripture i have some testimonies i want to share with
you and then we're gonna pray
ok after i share scriptues, ok
all liers have their no
i'm just kidding just kidding
sorry it's true
but when Jesus comes in you don't want to lie
the devil is the father of lies ok
oh gosh help me Jesus
ok 2 corinthians 11:3
i'll start in verse 1 gosh
he really loves me man it's amazing
for 9 1/2 years God
he loves me and you know what
i'm worse than i was a year ago because i know him more today
and he's given me i can have as much of God as i want
the measure is never on his end he's given me himself
help me hold it God help me hold it together, here
he's so good if you'd see it man
you know in 2 Corinthians 3
it says regret produces death
you know regret is to me
it means like if i regret something
i wish i never did it or i wish i did something
that i didn't does that make sense to you
i mean how many people have ever had trouble with
their past only 5 of you
that's awesome you guys are amazing
those that raised your hands not, no more man
let it be so if you live in the gospel
and your foundation is righteousness and you never look back
you will do yourself very much you will do yourself well
because the devils playground is who you were
i promise you man gosh
ok, another scripture before i get to this one
i got so much bouncing off my heart it's awesome
who know romans 8 oh there
ok romans 8 is pretty amazing
it says it says
i am persuaded right
i am persuaded that that
that angel
nor principalities nor life
nor death nor things present
nor things to come nor any other created thing
shall be able to separate me from receiving the love of God
that's in Christ Jesus did you know to be filled with the fullness
of God is know the love of God
that's in Christ Jesus so God has given me
every bit of him and he's filled me with his fullness
that's in the love of God that's Christ Jesus
but if i don't realize the one thing that can separate me
i won't be filled with his fullness it say
angels nor principalities
nor powers nor life
nor death nor things present
nor things to come nor any other thing created thing
shall be able to separate me from receiving the love of God
that's in Christ Jesus angels
principalities powers
life death
things present things to come
your past isn't on that list but your past has the ability
to separate you eternally from the love God
that's in Christ Jesus because you don't believe the truth
of the finished work and you think you're some kind of onion
you're not an onion i'm really tired of hearing that one
well you're an onion you got to peel away layers
you're not some plant and if you are
be a tree of righteousness don't struggle with this
believe the truth you want to
trust me i'm tired of those voices
they're lies they're not
who you are Jesus is crying out
tonight through my heart
who you really are people say
well you have no compassion you have no idea
it cry out the truth from the rooftops
everywhere i go i have been
for 9 1/2 years it's getting more intense
did you know the end is getting nearer than when i got born again
9 1/2 years ago you know
i'm not prayer for Jesus to get me out of here
but if you don't get this truth you will
if you don't get the truth through the finished work of Christ
you'll read Timothy through escotology eye
you will prayer for him to rapture you out of here
thinking it's a rescue mission instead of a wedding date
the rapture is not a rescue mission he overcame the world
boy we should talk about that
he overcame the world be of good cheer
when you face tribulation he overcame the world
that's amazing he's not coming to rescue me
from the big bad devil that's why people get crucified
and burned at stakes and proclaim
in the name of Jesus because they don't realize
there's a better resurrection they're sawing in two
cutting in half wander around in caves
life is short man you're here to leave a legacy
believe the truth he says this
in chapter 11 this is right after we talked about
2 corinthians 10:4 it's right in there
about the weapons of our warfare right
and it says oh that you would bear with me
llittle folly and indeed you do bear with me
Paul is saying in chapter 11
of 2 corinthians for i am jealous of you
with a Godly jealously that's honestly
where my heart has been for years
burning with a Godly jealously
for the bride to see who she is i know that's where Winnie's heart is
i know that's where George's heart is i've heard him preach
i've heard the stories about you carrying all your Bibles
through the airport and stuff
and Mike that's so awesome
i just got an ipad it has a lot on it
yeah now you do
now you do it was weird
i went into a United lounge about six months ago
just sat there and talked
it was awesome awesome
he told me about walking across the fields
in Texas was it Texas
and it hit me on the plane i'm like that' so beautiful
freedom is amazing it says
for i have betrothed you one husband
that i may present you as a chasted virgin
to Christ so beautiful
i've betrothed you i'm jealous for you
with a Godly jeolously for i have betrothed you
to one husband so that i may present you
as a chasted virgin to Christ
when i get born again and i give my life to God
the blood of Jesus in Hebrews 9 talks about
how much more shall the blood of Jesus cleanse my conscious from dead works
in order to serve God so he's talking about
presenting you as a chasted virgin to Christ
we get born again and God
through the blood of Jesus and the finished work
wipes out the dead works that we wish we'd never done
that produce regret wipes it out
cleanses our conscious from dead works
and all of a sudden gives us a clean heart
pure heart and clean hands
from the beginning so all of a sudden
all the dead works that reigned in me
so the chasted virgin that he wants to present me with
is one that's never been with the world before i've never slept with the world
what's pure religion to care for orphans and widows
we say, oh your religious
but really it talks about it
pure religion is caring for orphans and widows
and keeping we drop that scripture a lot of times
it's keeping yourself unspotted by the world
untainted by the world untouched by the world
so our conscious gets clean the word of God starts
to build it's home inside of my heart inside of my mind
my heart is brand new it wants
it wants to have to have the Holy Spirit and my spirit
communicate it bubbles up
starts to renew my mind it teaches my lips what to say
my thoughts what to think so the chasted virgin
is being built up in Holy bride living stones
Peter talks about this
he says receiving the finishing of your faith
right after he talks about trials it's in
i think it's 1 Peter 3 it talking about trials
and it's talking about dont' think it's weird
when you face these firey trials if need be
for the purifying of your faith and then it goes into
he keeps talking and then he says
you know what you want to receive
the finishing of your faith which is
the salvation of your souls we've taken that to mean
beam me up out of here but he's talking about the salvation of your
souls your mind, your will and emotions
being saved the reality of your thoughts being
completely redeemed oh it's so powerful man
and then right after that it says
gird up your loins of your mind so when it says
gird up the loins of your mind it's talking about going into battle
it's making sure that everything is in tack it's girding up your loins
but he's saying gird up the loins of your mind
which means everythings in tack
salvation, helmet of salvation the truth of who we are
the identity of a believer cannot be shaken
this is really good watch
then he says this as a chasted virgin to Christ
then it says, but i fear
what does he fear lest somehow
as the serpent deceived Eve as by his craftiness
how did he deceive Eve he got her to question
had God said well did God really
come on God knows that when you do this
you'll be like him fine
one he wants to get us into works
so we have to prove we are who we are instead of just living in the reality
we want to always do good works
but it's never in a place of striving we strive to enter his rest
our conscious gets clean our soul gets completely
redeemed man spirit, soul and body
so all of a sudden we got this brand new perspective
of why we're alive and stuff comes
the devil doesn't give up he pounds you
bam, bam bam more and more and more and more
trying to break you but he can't break something that died
it's like a breath of fresh air it's like a holy ghost difibulator
it's like matrix people say
brother i have 30 years in church
wake up and run no i got 20 years i got to unlearn
run why would i look back on all the years that
i didn't get this why not just say
now that i do i'm gonna run with it
and wihen a stranger tries to drag you back you realize it's a stranger's voice
and you run with this it's not about
well i got a lot of religion all this stuff you can not unlearn anything
your brain isn't meant to be unlearned your mind is meant to be renewed
the same scriptures you were taught in the wrong way
the holy spirit can go and in a second
breath on them the right way but if outside of intimacy
you will never get there but in relationship
it's all yours oh
this is powerful man it's exciting
sometimes i got to churches and i do like nine sesssions
just like this man 9 sessions
people are like oh my God
i promise man the whole Bible talks about what i'm preaching
right now the whole thing
when righteousness hits your heart it's all the same thing
it's just a different angle so what we do
is we annialate lies from every angle so they can exist anymore
boom boom boom then all of sudden
it's like ahhhhhh
and when the truth comes it's like
then when a lie comes it will be exposed by the truth of who you
are it doesn't matter
wouldn't you lilke to live there wouldn't you like to live in place where truth
here than when a stranger's voice comes
it's so exposed by the truth of who God says you are
that it wouldn't matter i live there
we can live there i watch other people live there
it's amazing man freedom
freedom freedom
how can you be like this there's no shaming
you can't shame this you can't shame away
i haven't had one day of guilt, shame or condemnation
in 9 1/2 years man not one day
that's not an overwhelming thing in the body of Christ
but it's the overwhelming beginning and ending
of Christianity when you put off this tent
you are supposed to be unoffended unhurt
people have told me oh you're setting yourself up for trouble
buddy you're gonna get hurt
that's wrong that just comes from you being hurt
you're trying to tell me that's fear
it's not believing the word people say
well you don't understand i've been a Christian for 30 years
you haven't been through this you're brand new
well i'm 9 1/2 years old and i still don't see that
and i've been tested always tested
life doesn't stop it's not like when i preach this
it backs off do you think the devil backs off
when you share this stuff oh i better not mess with him
no he tries to reinforce the lie he can't
it's over it's over
i've seen too much man i've watched too many people get free
free i've watched people stay free
i've watched Jesus Christ wreck a life
for nothing else but his goodness
his real grace there's doctrine out there
it's so weird it's this weird doctrine of grace that's out
there right now
it says you can do whatever you want it says hey
it's grace back off i had a pastor come out to meet me
this pastor comes out to see me i was in seattle
i was waiting to go to the youth conference and i'm going to empower a bunch of youth
and i'm so pysched and this pastor comes up to me
i didn't know he was a pastor i said hey man
i said what's up how are you doing
i said can i pray for you
you're hurting right now in your right hip
and i had a word about his back and shoulders and says no
i'm good man you need a script
what are you talking about a script? he said
do you need a script? what are you talking about
a script a prescription
why would i need a prescription? man i was a drug addict for 22 years
he goes are you a Jesus freak?
i say yah he goes
pray off me too i said whoh
what are you talking about? here'e my card
he hands me a card it was holy smoke church
and prescribes marijuana for all of his people
i started crying i didn't come at him
i prayed for him i prayed for him
and God healed him and then his wife came out
all high prayed for her
there's such weird stuff man don't get caught in it man
love Jesus love Jesus with all your heart
your mind your soul
so that you can really love your neighbor as yourself
it's a big deal that's just a little bit of the twist
that's out there it's really bad
let me read the end of this then i'll share
sorry you guys gave me the mic
i love it whether i'm front of
i was just with pastor Bonke's ministry in Africa
we just did a crusade 740,000 people
i got to share my testimony with 300,000 people but whether i'm in front of 700,000
or 300,000 or 1
i'm still before an audience of 1 everyday
and i live with that empowerment everyday
whether i'm on a plane with one person or if i'm in front of a million people
it doesn't change the gospels the same
i just preached at a church on Sunday where there were very few people
it doesn't matter Jesus is Lord
if one person's there it's good
if no ones there i'm just preaching to me in a mirror
it's good it says
for i fear lest satan deceived Eve
the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness
though your minds might be corrupted and taken away
from the simplicity that's in the Christ could it be
that it's that simple Jesus said
unless you become a little child
you can never enter you can never enter
or see it guys it's crazy
it's amazing he talks to nicademous
and nicademous it like aww
nobody can do the stuff you do unless he be from God
we know you're from God Jesus said
no one can see unless he's born again
nicademous goes how can a man
enter his mother's womb and be born a second time
that's crazy i tell you the truth
that which is flesh is flesh and that which is spirit, is spirit
but he gives this model of being born again
and maturity in Christianity isn't that you've been
for 30 years it's that you see the truth
from the beginning and the simplicity of the gospel
from the beginning of your reality of the finished work of Christ
nobody's out all are in
and that can i share a couple of testimonies with you
and then we're gonna pray ok
alright breath
are we ok am i ok
am i alright i dont' know how long we have
what time do i have? just let me share testimonies
then we'll pray ok
that was a lot of word man if you go back and listen
do people have to get their kids or something? is everyone leaving?
you guys leaving i'm really sorry
see you later i hope Jesus gets you in your car
just kidding love you
if you guys get done before i do bless you
love you really
ok i want to share 2 testimonies
they're kind of long i'll shorten them
but they're amazing ok
first testimony africa
i want to share on the reality of the father ok
because i talk about the reality of Jesus can rectify us back to the father
i want to talk about testomonies of fathering ok, gosh
i might share 3 if you get done before i do
bless you, love you but i just want to empower you
these testimonies give pictures too to the truth
ok so i was in tulsa
and i was doing some meetings and it was a saturday morning
and i love guitar places like guitar center
or just like different guitar places because i like to go in there and play guitar
and stuff i love to go and find people in there
who are playing guitars and sing with them
because it's just awesome they get stuck
they do you go into an acoustic store
and someone's jamming and i go
hey can i sing with you they're like
yah man you want to sing
can we just what are you going to sing
oh i'll just make something up
you play the blues yah, yah
alright ohhhh Jesus
and they're like they're stuck man
they can't stop because they agreed to play with you
and i thank you Lord for this store you
love us Lord Jesus
and they're like and you get done
and they're like ok then
i've seen some crazy stuff some guys playing for money
you know? and they're like places
i was down in Dallas we were at a place
in South lake the place right there
at the outlets and this guy is there
he's playing he's got his guitar
he's got a little amp he's jamming
i go dude
can i sing with you he goes
yah bro you want to sing
just keep playing that that' good
so i sang with him man brio's the restaurant
outside there sitting listening and
the people are walking by man
he's singing for money or he's playing for money
for people for tips and stuff i just want to go
sing for the Lord it's awesome
and so i start singing with him oh you are good
he's like yah oh you are good
and we're jamming oh you are good
whoa Lord Jesus and he's like
he's looking around people are stopping
they're looking at us like they're throwing money at his guitar case
i'm singing it gets so good
then all of a sudden we get a standing ovation
from brio's restaurant because people in Texas
love God and this guy goes
he gets done he puts his guitar in his case
and he goes well folks
you've seen it all picks up his stuff
and he leaves and say
man bless you dude
he's says yah, yah, yah
so i went into the guitar store because i wanted to see
my wife had been through some serious stuff
we have some good stuff happen not at first it wasn't
but it's great now i mean
because the first year for the first 8 1/2 months
she wouldn't even go in public with me she wouldn't
she said i'm a freak
and then she got wrecked
and now it's all on so it good
it's all good we live a honeymoon everyday
so that was a good word we do
it's everyday it's awesome
marriage is important God wants to restore
that to the church man because it's covenant
it's so important man it is
it's not ok God hates divorce
and don't be condemned if you've been through one
just don't have it happen again ok
ok ok
alright yah
because God's got a covenant and when we break covenant
people don't understand covenant God's got a covenant
and when he establishes it it's amazing
see God will never break his covenant with me
the use of marriage is a picture of covenant
and if a man gets who is from God and a women gets who she is from God
they can never take away from each other they can only add
listen my wife can never take away what she didn't
give me and i can't take away from my wife
what i didn't give her because God gave her
her and God gave me, me
so we give that together to each other
and it becomes one but we give who God is
to each other ok, alright
to the guitar store sorry
i love that girl she's my best buddy
it's awesome we've been together for 18 1/2 years man
it's awesome it's awesome
9 years of horrible horrible
horrible demonic tragedy
and then Jesus came to both of us and we got married
after 9 years of horrible stuff now we have 3 girls
17, 7 and one's gonna be 3 this weekend
all girls whew
i'm a blessed man sorry, i'm not doing good
time is not on my side it is
if you take every second you redeem it
redeem the time the days are evil
not in your day everywhere you walk
you bring goodness destroys evil
redeem the time back to why it's here
redemption is being brought back to the original union
as if you never ate the tree so i'm going in this guitar store
i'm going back to the acoustic room it was a guitar center
tulsa i go back
there's one guy playing in there but i'm like this is dead
i walk out i'm like
i don't need any strings i don't need any pics
i don't need any equipment nothing
so I walk out and there's this kid
sitting in front of a i wanted to go
because i sang that too ahhhhhhhh
i did it i had a hard core band
we were good wrong stuff
but we were good so this kids jamming
and i go dude i say
man you're really good
he goes thanks man
i'm like wow bro
that's amazing he goes
who are you i go
i'm here doing a meeting at a church he goes
oh, dude i don't believe in God
i go cool man he believes in you
it's awesome and i get down below him
so he can see me he goes
man you're a pretty cool dude
i go awesome he goes anytime
can you talk real fast
he's talking can you talking to for a few minutes
i go sure dude
i go actually i didn't need anything i just stopped by because i stop in here sometimes
and i play and hang out and goes
yah man i always come and hang out
he's walking in the back room he's playing the keyboard
he's really good at every instrument he looks at me
he goes dude
yah my dad killed himself a couple of years ago
but i'm over it he's not over it
and i went no way
and i said i thought about killiing myself
my whole life man and i shared my testimony with this guy
about being suicidal my whole life
my drug addiction for 22 years anger, hatred, all that stuff
i thought about drivng my car off the road and hitting a telephone pole
all kinds of stuff or my girlfriend
i thought about if she ever left me
i would kill her whoever she's with
kill myself i thought about this stuff my whole life
then i told him but Jesus
and he goes i dont' believe in that stuff
i go man
he believes in you bro i just contnued with my testimony
and he goes wow
that's crazy man that's crazy
his jaw dropped because i told him about getting shot at
in new york from 10 feet away
he goes did you get hit man
no dude Jesus
he's like, what so he gets freaked out
and tell him you got a problem with your back
really bad right on the side here
it's always hurting you give me your hands
he goes why because i want to pray for you man
well i don't believe in that stuff whoa
that's what happened he goes
what did you do i said
it's Jesus man he lives in me
bro see my eyes
look in there why
because the eye is the lamp of the body
when your eye is single your whole body is full of light
and if you look into my lamp you'll see light in there
because my eye is not dark it's single
one perspective glorifying Jesus
everyday of my life all day
everyday so the kid's like
man that's crazy he goes
you know what i wish my girlfriend was here
she' religious man she'd love to talk to you man
i go man i'd love to talk to her too
i go she gets migraine headaches right
yah man that's crazy
she's got one right now, man i go
where is she i'm calling her right now
she just left my fourteen month old daughter
they just went next door to get some clothes and stuff
so yah i'm gonna call her man
so he gets on the phone with his girlfriend he goes man
you got to meet my friend i'm his friend
already he goes you got to meet my friend
he's over here yah
man he prayed for my back he prayed for your back
yah, he wants to pray for your head your headaches will leave
he's like i'm bringing him up now
don't go no where click
he goes come on
she'll love to meet you uhh
she did not sound that way on the phone at all
but he's excited because God's touching him
he doesn't even believe it doesn't matter
i'm there listen
this is why you're alive you're on the earth
to help others believe because if they see your life
and they get wrecked they can't ignore it
they may not say anything but it doesn't matter
you just are a seed scatterer a sower sows the word
everywhere you go it's a blitzgrig of seed
everywhere you go everywhere you go
then all of a sudden you come back
and find out that the lady in the bar
had her finger healed you didn't see it healed when you left
you just told take the thing of when you walk out the door
and never see her again until a teleconference
a couple years later i see it everywhere i go
it's amazing we run into it all the time
so this kids' like he takes me across the park
and says dude this is blanking nuts man
i mean his language has definitely not changed
it's not because God has to clean that
no God cleans it now it would be bad if i partook in that
because i'm already clean so i'm not going to talk like that
to try to be social i'm born again
i'm changed from the inside but i can hang out with that
it's not going to get on me you can not slime me man
i'm clean ok, so we walk across
we go into his mom's and his little daughter is pushing the shopping
cart i said hey
is that your daughter he yah
she's just bright eyed born innocent into this world
and has no idea what she's been born into but God planned her
or she wouldn't be here but she's now crossing paths
with someone that knows him oh
and she's just a baby man i believe is touch her
pray for her oh hey
how are you doing God loves you so much honey
he's like freaked out little it's ok
let's go talk to mom she's like
why are you here what happen
i was just at the store i'm not actually from here
i'm from pennslyvania i'm traveling on the road
i'm actually speaking at a church down the road
I said i was talking to your son about Jesus what did he say
he's been through a lot i said he doesn't believe
no he doesn't i can't believe you said that to him
i said, sure i did and he brought me over here
so i can tell you so we walk back
we pray for the girlfriend her headaches leave
they freak out and i get this weird idea
and i think can i buy your clothes for you
they're like whoa why would you want to do that
because i can i dont' have to
i get to you don't have to pray for people
you get to you won't be able to do that when you get
there so we walk up front
get the clothes and stuff he's like
i'm not getting nothing i'm like
come on dude stop
he's like man your, your he's thinking
what's the string where's the string
what's the catch nothings this good
see God's so good because he is truth
he's like what's the catch i said there's no catch man
i just love you guys crazy man, crazy
so how do you think your backs feeling pray for me
how do you think your girlfriend's headache went away
pray for me how do you think i'm getting the clothes
alright alright so he gets a couple of things
and we go up to the counter a guy that got caught up in the wrong life
style is behind the cashregister
he's like wow these are nice
he's getting his kiss some stuff his little girl and
ahh these are pretty
and he goes to the girl to the mom
wow where are you all from
we're about 45 minutes from here we come here about once a month
and bring Jesse to the guitar store so he can play some guitars
he just loves to play some of the stuff they have in there
then he looks at me where are you from
Jesses goes DUDE
let me tell you what happened today so he starts sharing the testimony of what
happened to his back
and what happened to her head and what happened with the clothes
he goes and buys our stuff it's crazy man
crazy Jesse is waiting for the catch
he's nervous right now he's waiting at the cashregister
so we go we ring this stuff out
i go man God loves you i said to the cash register guy
he loves you so much man man i'm sorry for what you've been through
but God is a father and he cares about you
thank you thank you
and he's weirded out and we go to walk out the door
he goes sir you're a very nice man
i said thank you bless you
God lives in me man see
it's true so Jesse runs out the door
to get a cigarette he runs across the parking lot
he smokes it couple of drags
throws it in the parking lot and runs into the guitar store
runs away and i'm sitting there talking to the mom
the girlfriend and the mom's got the baby
she said this is really amazing i said thank you
i really love God and God loves people
and love to be able to love people and i got that
from my utmost ability and she goes wow
i said because it's God's ability in me that enables me to do that
because i see why i'm on the earth i was on the earth
and destroyed and i shared a little of my testimony
she goes wow and i go
why is he in there why does he play
why does he go in there to play she goes
a year and half ago he went away
he got locked up and pawned all of his equipment
to get out of jail i thought whoa
i got to go buy him a guitar wouldn't that be awesome
so i told the mom she goes
no you're not oh my God
no you're not i said
yes i am this is going to be awesome
she goes why are you doing this
i said because God loves you guys she goes
you don't understand i go
i do she doesn't know how much i do
so i go inside she says
i can't go in there because he's gonna freak out
i can't even be in there i don't even know what he's gonna say
so he's over there he's playing the drums
he's got the headphones on and i told the girl
what kind of guitar did he have and she showed me you know
i said wow God told me to get him a guitar
she goes no way
she said are you really serious
i said i am
but i need to go get him so i can figure out which one
she goes she just stood there by the guitars
and she actually just walked out of the store really, no joke
it's a big deal we walk over
and Jesse sees me coming he's got the headphones on
he goes awwww i go Dude
he goes what man
what like he's waiting for the catch
i go come here man i'm gonna ask you a question
we walk over to the guitar rack he goes
i go you had to sell your guitar he goes
oh my God man i said
you're mom told me dude because he's thinking like
you know i go you're mom told me
it's awesome yah man
i had to sell my stuff i had this right here
they don't have the exact one here but this one
this one right here he knows all the guitars
and one catches my eye a guitar out of 300 or so
i don't know a lot i go this one right here
this one what about this one he goes dude
that's my favorite blanking guitar in the whole blanking store
wow,that's awesome i go
no way dude i'm like
let me check it out wow
it's heavy man he goes it's got this
and this and this he knows everything
i don't know mine but he know everything about the guitar
i go no way i go this one right here
i said i'm getting it for you
he say don't blank with me man it was awesome
awesome oh it was awesome
don't do it man don't mess with me
dont' man don't play with me man
like i'm serious man God told me to get it for you
no why would he do that
i said because he loves you
because he's a good father that's why
why would he want you to do that because i'm his son
and he's your father yahhh
dude this bakes peoples hearts because this is who you were created
to live like him, the father
who reconciled Jesus reconciled the world back to the father
not hold the world's trespasses against them he knew what was going on
but he pursued you he pursued the cross
because you were the joy set before him so he went after it
because he knew by getting that he'd have you
and the only thing you'd have to do is believe the truth
that's it so Jesse's like
for real man and he holds it
for real man for real
he goes man i love you, man
i go this is awesome let go man
we go up to the counter he puts the guitar on the counter
the guy at the counter goes you're Jesse right
because he's always in there they drive 45 minutes
3 x a week and it's the only place that give him peace
because his dad killing himself is killing him up here
and that's his only peace and peace doesn't come
that way we look for it in all diffferent ways
sex, drugs all kinds of stuff
none of it maintains peace the gospel is the only thing
that maintains peace the blood of Jesus
being reconciled to God the reality of being justified by faith
just as if i never ate the tree just as if i never sinned
and seeing the finished work for what it is and when i was sinning
and i was twisting Christ died for me
now if he died for if he paid the price for me
when i was so twisted and an enemy
how much more now would he freely give me all things
but what if i don't believe that i would be ashamed to say
i don't believe the gospel believe with me church
be possessed burn
with passion for the truth man don't be deceived
by the lies because all the rest
is junk needless stuff
see how shall we escape if we neglect such great salvations'
in past days God spoke to the fathers by the prophets
but in these last days God as spoken through us by his son
through Jesus who spoke to us through Jesus
come on on the mount of transfiguration
Peter James and john are there
Moses is there Eliijah is there
Jesus is there Moses represents the law
Elijah represents the prophets Christ represents something
that the disciples don't even understand yet
oh it's good that we hang out here let's build 3 tabernacles
but God interupts Peter a cloud comes down
shuts Peter down Moses is gone
Elijah is gone Jesus is there
and God says this is my son
with an exclamation point in past days
God spoke to the fathers by the prophets all the law and the prophets
hang on 2 love God with all we are
and love our neighbours as ourselves and Christ came to reconcile us back
in that love so that we could become it
and love God with everything i am because if i don't love God with everything
i am i can't love you
if i don't love me and if i don't believe the truth of the gospel
I'll try to do things to try to get somewhere with God
instead of just becoming and doing things because he loves me
and i can't love you unless he loves me
and if i see he loves me i love myself
then i can love you God loves me
and i just say yes and then i look in the mirror
and i love me then i can see you for your created value
i don't regard you according to the flesh any more
because if one died we all died
that those that live might not live for themselves
but for him who gave himself then I'm a new creation
all things pass away all things become new
i see you for why you're on the earth then you can't hurt me
and i owe you nothing but love it's powerful man
it's burning in my heart it's awesome
it love it's exciting man
it's amazing that i can even sleep so Jesse looks as this guy
you're Jesse right he goes yah man
i'm not going to be coming to the shop much more man
because i'm finally gonna leave with something man
the guy goes man this is a really nice guitar man
he goes dude i gotta tell you
what's been happening to me today man and Jesse testifies of God's goodness
and God's doing this for me man God's doing this for me
this guy right here what's your name again
because that's what it's about it's not about my name
it's about him i promise man
this happens all the time all the time
i don't live for me i live for him
i live from him don't be condemned
and think it's not for you it's your portion
so Jesse we ring it out
the guy looks at me he goes
you're for real man i'm a Christian man
the guy ringing us out this is the gospel man
i go it is man
it is i need to hug you man
he comes out from around the thing and he gives me a hug
he goes thank you man
i go dude you get to do the same thing
because this is the gospel the one that you believe
you're right man i'm convicted
it's awesome obey you convictions
and you'll never turn to condemnation ok, so we go to the next guy
he's ringing us out like he's gotta check our receipt
making sure we're not stealing he hears the commotion at the desk
he's like whoa man pretty nice guitar
Jesse goes dude listen to this
it's amazing he didn't even pray for him
he's become the greatest witness because God's touching his heart man
he's becoming his father we walk out
he's like shutting us down he's like
well your just a kind person you're wrong man
i ain't kind God loves you bro
amazingly he's like
alright cool
have a nice day but before i go man
he loves you so much and i had to share with him
because i can't walk away God doesn't want anybody to experience hell
it's not his will he doesn't want anybody
are people going there yah
you have the opportunity to help people
not go there walk outside
go to his mom she goes
you really did girlfriend turns around
she's freaked out i said hey
she goes i'm just overwhelmed
i said it's awesome Jesse looks at me
he goes you're for real man
he goes i really love you man
no, no i'm serious
he gives me a hug i go
hey that's the catch man
you had to give me hug he goes man
i said i'm gonna give you my email
i want you to get a hold of me i want to know how you are doing
in a couple of weeks so i went
i put it in the back of their car and mom's waiting
girlfriend's waiting here's the deal
here was the deal bless you guys
and they pulled out and went away
a couple weeks later he emailed me
he's doing amazing that's one testimony
you guys alright almost done
you ok George he's like no, get out
grace ok
um 4 years ago i went
to visit a certain place i had a guy i had been talking to
he was wrapped up in prostitution
he wasn't prostituting but kept having continuous falls
in prostitution he's married
his wife got save a year earlier
and praying for her husband they used to be swingers
it was really bad deal bad stuff
bad full on drugs
just horrible stuff and he calls me on the phone one time
and he says man
another prostitute left my room i said this is your last time
it's over bro he goes what's going on
am I going to die I said
kind of I've been working with
and pouring into him I'm not
I'm not the only one he's calling because i went through the whole drug addiction
thing so he's calling me
so the guy so the guy that night
it flips off it's amazing
i just kept telling him who he was he would tell me what he did
and i kept tell him this is not who you are
this is who you are now i'd go after the reality of his identity
man he goes would you possibly come visit me sometime
so ended up
i was out at Redding they were doing at Bethel
they were doing an event and we had a killer snow storm
and all the airports in the east coast we just had other ones this year
but they were shut down so i couldn't get back
i was supposed to come back for 2 days
spend 2 days with my family then i was going to fly over
he went and he flew my whole family over so my wife and my kids
we got to fly over there hang out with him
fresh out of addiction like he's just brand new
so i'm pouring into him and it's on my heart to pour into him
and his wife because i need their marriage to be solid
because that's what covenant looks like so i want to pour into people's marriages
i want their husband wife thing to be so solid
because that's the picture of covenant that needs to be strengthened
because that's the thing the enemy goes after so i'm going over there
we're going for the first time it's an amazing time
he's got a lot of work to be done you know
a lot of pouring into him he's free from drugs
but it's pouring into him it's fathering him
going after the reality of who he is so, so i go by every 3 months
or 4 months i'm flying back to spend time
just with him not to go preach
just to spend time with him just to maintain this thing
it was weird like my wife when i met her
he lived right beside her like they grew up
it was the craziest thing and i never met this guy before
and now all of a sudden he's in my life
when he first met me he hated me
he couldn't stand me he didn't want to be around me
because i was a freak you know
and now i going there
i'm pouring into him like bro
it's awesome so a couple years go by
and he's like we're out sitting by his truck
he's just talking man how i messed up
he's got a bunch of kids and he messed up man
all his kids watched him go through what he did
he has he has a lot of kids
how many 4
4 kids and everyone of them watched
as he failed his whole life as a father
as a father only because he didn't know the father
but now he's building a relationship with the father
and he he's getting to know who God is
and he burst into tears he goes
man i messed up my family so much man i just want my kids to understand
well he has his youngest son
who was a Christian when he was younger
and he prayed for his daddy to come to Jesus but his daddy was horrible
and such a wreck and he never came
so he gave up on God because he didn't answer the prayers for his
father so he walked away
well his son lives in the same pllace that the dad does
so i said to the dad in one year
your son's going to come to you and tell you how proud he is of you
and he just cried so hard and he's like
there's no way man because he couldn't see it
he couldn't see it i actually prophesied it
because i knew it was a word from God i knew it was
so i spoke it to him right so i'm going to meet his son
he can't stand me dude like he actually wrote a letter
against me it was awesome
empowering stuff but you cant' take this stuff from me
i love that stuff i'll love you regardless
so i meet him he takes me over to his house
he's got his friend over ther partied up i go
how are you doing i'm fine
how about you man always walking away from me
he won't look me in the eye all that stuff
so God loves you man yah yah yah
alright dad i'm done
i'm done done
so he can't really even talk to his dad it's a really bad situation
so about i don't know
9 months later i'm over there
at that place again and i do house meetings over there now
it's buildng steam over there it's awesome
a bunch of people from different churches come together at the houses
and they do a house meeting with about 50 or 60 people
but they're all from different denominations it's pretty cool man
and i'm sitting there so my buddy told his son
that i'll pay you to come and film the meeting so he's like alright
and he pays his son to come film the meeting
and i'm like dude i'm so glad you came
i only came to film man like it's cool dude
thank you man thank you
so he starts filming and in about 10 minutes
his jaw is like this cause it's intense
i'm preaching on some intense stuff on relationship with God stuff
some amazing stuff forgiveness
redemption redemption
it's the power of the gospel the righteousness of God
and he's moving around in different parts of the house
and he's putting his camera down and i remember looking into his eyes
and he's filming and he' gone
God's it's awesome
it's like a rock man bam
a hammer pounding
bam bam the sword of the spirit
he's getting his heart rent man he's like
i could see him tears
trying to resist God's bigger than that
and he hated me to my face he couldn't stand me
he was not very nice at all and he say mean things
but if i don't see him for his created value and i can't see him according to the finished
work of Christ
because i don't see myself I'll allow how he treats me to
to cause him to be stumbled and therefore I'll allow sin against me
to produce sin in me and that's illegal in the kingdom
I'm not talking about easy road it's the fight of faith
it's not a walk it's a fight
to maintain you stance in the midst of hard situations
i mean if anybody had the right to get offended it would have been Christ
come on hanging on a tree
bring yoursellf off of there come on big man
ok forget it God
I'm not dying for them they don't care about anybody but themselves
they don't care about you forget it
I'm out of here that's not what he said
father forgive them for they know not what they do
he didn't come to pull himself down he came to die
so that we might live and he one two punched it
the devil he crucified for my offences
and he was raised for my justification boom
so sam he doesn't say 2 words to me on the way out
he's like hey man cool man
alright dad i'll get it to you
he's out of there for the night
so about 4 months later or 3 or 4 months later
i'm back it's my last night
and they come to eat and we go to like a habachi grill or whatever
and keith, keith is there his son's across the table from me
and his wife i positioned them that way
so i can sit across the table from the people that can't stand me
that's the way i want it i promise you man
you can't take this from me he loves me too much
for me to be afraid of you fear not
which makes me love you profusely
so his son gets up to use the bathroom his wife is there and i say hey
and i say listen God's been speaking to me about you
oh Todd she doesn't want to hear it
then i said listen listen she starts to weep cry
she starts crying God loves you so much
please don't resist him he loves you he's your father
she's crying and he come back
husband comes back and sits down says what are you doing to my wife
i said nothing man just talking to her about God
honey are your ok yes i'm ok
why did you do this God's speaking to me
he speaking about you too and he said
that night at the meeting this and this and this
and these things right here spoke to your heart
about this he's losing it
you know it's amazing no one at our table understand what's going
on at all
it's like we're in our own little bubble so i say
let's go outside man so we go outside
we go out to the porch and we sit there
and i kneel down before him and i pour my heart out
and i share the gospel and they give their lives to Jesus
oh it's so amazing and everyone else came out after they were
done after they were done eating and stuff
i'm still outside on the porch sam comes up to his dad and
he looks at he and says dad
i just want to tell you how proud i am of you
it's one year from the weekend oh man
it's way better than any easter story it's amazing
and that was 2 years ago i poured into him
and watched him grow and watched him not be rattled by anything
and watched him run and burn with fire and in the midst of a perverse and corrupt
generation he's running after God
and nothing gonna stop him and everybody's against him
and everybody's persecuting him but like a sheep led to the slaughter
he's silent and he's not saying anything
about anybody he's just running
and he's ploughing and his dad is ploughing
and he's burning and people are being healed all over the place
where they live and being healed all over the place
and family isn't in agreement with keith son's life
his son's burning nothing can take it out of him
man he's running he missed his whole life
he's not about to miss this his father's 55 right now
he's been burning since he was 51 he's not about to waste a day
he's burning and so 2 years of fire man
go after this thing and his family doesn't understand
so i get a phone call last wednesday at 2 am in the morning
it was text my wife's phone went off
i said honey turn your phone on
she goes it's a text
it's keith he's got a chest tube in
i went what so i immediately called his wife
and said what's going on she said keith's in the hospital right now
there was a bad car accident him and sam were in
i go no way what happened
well there in the hospital i don't have any information
i said i'm there immediately i booked my flight
immediately 45 minutes i'm out the door on the way to the airport
she tells me that a drunk driver came across the road
hit them head on killed sam instantly on impact
listen very carefully mercy calls me to cry out for the drunk driver
immediately mercy, not vengeance
he doesn't know who he is he doesn't get hurt at all
sam's dead and keith is medivaced to Oahu
so my ticket has to be changed so there's a change fee involved in all that
stuff cause i just booked a ticket
so i fly now i go from harrisburg
to chicago from chicago to la
from la to Oahu i land
and it's too late they shut it down
keith has 10 broken ribs severely ruptured spleen
punctured lung internal bleeding
he's in critical condition and it's not looking good
sam's wife he been married now for 2 years he has a 1 year old daughter
she's in trouble i get to the hospital
because keith in there i walk in there and keith
he's all tubed up everything is there
all i can see is the gospel oh listen
if you can't manifest Jesus in the good places
you will never be able to manifest Jesus in the intense places
stuff happens bad stuff happens
to good people that doesn't mean that God made it happen
which is a common deception in the church we can't trust God
because we think he caused this to happen well God can work it out
who knows he's sovereign
stop it the thief comes to steal
kill and destroy Jesus came to give us life
drug addiction and alcoholism is from the thief
God did not orchestrate that at all that man is hurting
i was one i drove drunk plenty of times
i just didn't have any accidents so i look into the eyes of keith
and say hey man I'm so proud of you bro
he can't talk because he's got tubes down his throat
he's got stuff everywhere and I'm telling him how amazing he is
and how proud i am of him and how we're gonna manifest Jesus
in this hospital right now and that every doctor and
every nurse that comes into your room is gonna get rocked with
the blood of Jesus today i promise you
and we're sitting there and the first doctor comes in
how are you doing sir are you a Christian sir
keith is with me he can't talk
he has tears in his eyes because he knows why i'm there
i'm there to bring the kingdom i'm not there to sit there and sulk at all
i'm not talking about mourning and grieving i get that
but there's a different place to grieve from see sam sits with Jesus right now
he got there before i get too that's kind of a bummer
but i know that he's there real grieving
is living your life before a bunch of people who don't know Jesus
it be afraid and putting a basket on your head
and not saying something about Christ and watching them parish
and not make it to heaven that's real grief
that's not place for anybody to be cause your life makes a difference
in the people around you if you dare to sow seed
and not be afraid and be possessed by the king of glory
so the doctor comes over and i say
are you a Christian i say
can we see your hands for a second father i thank you
keith reaches his hand out the iv's in
puts his hand out by himself why
because there's one purpose to be alive it's to manifest the king of glory
and that doctor looks at us and gets completely overwhelmed
ok and walks out nurse comes in
hey honey how you doing
what's going on with you you got some pain going on in the back of
your neck right now don't you
uh yes i do come here for a second
let me show you something i bring her close to keith
oh thank you another nurse comes in
boom same thing
another doctor comes in boom
same thing other friends in there
come on let's worship Jesus
same thing again
praying over keith laying hands on him
making sure to stop the internal bleeding
because he's not gonna make it so keith has to go down to his surgery
cause they have to check and see the inside
the ribs are so broken they're hitting organs and everything inside
he broke the whole side of his body so he goes into surgery
we're in the chapel it's a unitarian chapel
it's for everybody but it's too crowded
not anyone else can come in i have a bunch of people that are burning
on fire for Jesus and they're worshipping
God with music loving Jesus
i walk down the hallway and a doctor comes up to me
and she goes sir i said yah
she goes i have a friend here in the hospital that
has cancer all over her body
would you pray for her if i bring her to you
i said bring everybody that you can i promise man
it's amazing so she brings her friend
another friend another one born again
born again Jesus, Jesus
giving their life to Jesus surrender
cry whoo
yah God why
because that's the only reason we're alive that's why
keith comes back from surgery surgery went well
bleeing stopped internal bleeding stopped
he's doing amazing he's out of it a little bit
he comes back i have 2 more hours i can be there
so i can be there for 2 more hours because i have to leave to do a conference
so i'm there at the hospital for 5 hours we go down
oh no right before keith went down
we went back we went down to the dining hall
all downstairs which is an outside dining hall
in oahua the hospital we were in
so we're outside and i get a phone call
i'm the only one kirsten sam's wife will talk to is me
because that's how they came into the kingdom she's so confused
and so hurt so i get to pour my heart out
and share the reality of life with her of why she's on the earth
what sam was on the earth for she cries
we talk share my heart
sam was mutilated in the crash his body was mangled
it was beyond we prayed for resurrection
and it hasn't happened it is her desire to have the body creamated
so we talk on the phone she settles down
peace fills her heart as a wife i get off the phone
i'm overwhelmed because i get tossed in the midst
and i'm so glad i get tossed in the midst of those things
because i will never be tossed by the waves throw me in man
i am a life preserver i know the truth
you are too we get there
i go up to my friends they're all praying
while i'm talking to kirsten praying for her
cause they love her they want her to do well
i get off the phone and i hit my knees and it's sunny out
and i hit my knees in the cafeteria outside
thank you Jesus you are good
and your mercy endures forever and we're worshipping
and people are crying wailing in some places
in the food court outside
security is on me and i said hey man
he said i understand your grieving i said i'm not grieving man
i'm celebrating and i said but i'm sorry for making anyone
upset people are leaving
and uncomfortable i said man
are you a Christian he said yes i am
i said the holy spirit's the comforter we need him man
God loves you i'm sorry to hurt anybody's feelings
but i said a girl that was lost was now found
because a phone call and Jesus and he witnessed his heart to her on the phone
i'm so glad because she just lost her husband
was married to her for 2 years and they left a 1 year old daughter behind
so what you call grieving is celebration
i'm happy in God because the joy of the Lord
is my salvation man he's like ok
well thank you very much sir so all the security guys walk off
oh it's amazing i go back up to the hospital room
say my goodbyes get on the plane
fly a very way hit the ground
and minister in an hour why
cause that's what we do so that day
keith went from critical to stable the newspaper wrote and article about sam
said he was an amazing man of the church
listen to me here's my question to you
if i would allow his sin against me
to produce sin in me if i would of had an attitude
because he didn't treat me right none of this would have happened
more than that kirsten calls me the next day at the conference
i need you to call me i called
she goes todd cause kirsten kind of fought him a little
bit cause sam was agressive
because sam was possessed so she always
sam it's too much too much
too much like my wife did
but you know sam listened to my testimony
of me and jackie of how i went from 8 and half months
she could she just couldn't understand
then she saw somebody get healed then she said
who am i to stand in the way of God sam saw that
listened to that testimony and knew it was gonna happen to his wife
but he died that the seeds
of not being moved when kirsten called me
i know that sam prayed for all my family and for me to just be on fire for God
she said and i'm so broken i have nothing left
sam got his prayer answered cause i'm gonna go after God with everything
i have i want you to understand something man
you have a short time period whether your life is year
6 months 3 months
or 50 years or a hundred years
every second is to be redeemed cause the days are evil
you have a short opportunity to crush hell for a living
stop thinking like it stop thinking like it
you ok it's intense man intense
but it is really good God's amazing
ok i want the whole school
to come up here please just stand in the line please
no you got to turn the other way face me
please just for a minute
just go the whole way out spread out in a line it really is like a holy ghost defibrillator
it's awesome a single line
ok back up please
back up a little is there anybody that can play keys
cause people in the school were playing keys if anybody else can just play
alright all you guys put your hands up
yeah out forward ok
this is just for the school but there's a purpose impartation is real
but i'm here to tell you that we afford to elevate impartation
without intimacy impartation above intimacy
means you want something to lay hands on you to get something
that can only be grown through you through mystery and walking with God
gifting is something to have but relationship is amazing to keep
the gifts and callings of God are without repentance
you can move in a gifting without moving in repentance
but it's the goodness and kindness of God that leads
men to repentance so to stay in a place of
reality of redemption and righteousness
make sure that your heart stays cued in
hooked in plugged in
to the redemptive nature
life and existence
of Jesus Christ who was crucified
making sure that it's never about ministry
at the cost of identity it can never be about
your ministry at the cost of your identity
you make sure that the reality of who you are
stays so intact that nobody can shake it
that you don't have to build a ministry to look good in front of people
to get a name for yourself because it's about his name
it's never about looking good in front of people or
in front of a church it's about speaking the truth
in love but never holding back
the truth because it might not go over well
people are hungry for the truth they are looking for the truth
they won't walk away from it they're hungry for it
there wasn't one bit of legalism in anything that i spoke
because i've never known it in my life however
this is a passionate flame of love the reality of the finished work of Christ
it's the only one i know i live and a move and walk
in what's called the free gift of righteousness
it's what we're suppose to reign in this life as a king through
we reign in this life as kings through the free gift of righteousness
and the abundance of grace and that word abundance means
it violently excessive so we have the violently excessive amount
of grace to empower the reality
of the free gift of righteousness to be in action
so I'll just go by and I'm gonna lay hands on all of you
we're gonna do it and then what i want you to do
is go and lay hands on everybody out there
lock the doors we want to pray for the sick
we're gonna pray for the sick ok
we have to do it in four minutes no I'm just kidding
i don't know how long we have but
probably 15 minutes or so ok
I'm not gonna pray a long prayer I'm just gonna pray for each of you
ok alright
alright probably ought to following me in case anybody
erupts with joy father I'm asking you in the name of Jesus
i don't normally do this ok but i really heard it in my heart
and you guys have really sacrificed to be a part
of this school i understand that
i actually been kind of not praying in this manner
because we're cultivating
we're cultivating impartation at the cost of intimacy sometimes
but i know that that's not this why would i not want to lay hands on people
after I've shared this truth especially if you devoted yourself
to being a school ministry ok
i'm not gonna prophecy over you i'm gonna pray
and then once i pray for you i want you to find people to pray for
we want to pray for the sick and if your up here and you're part of
that and then we want to pray for you too ok
father i thank you in Jesus name God bless them in Jesus name
Holy spirit we welcome you in Jesus name
thank you father impart father
in Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus name Jesus name
more God more God thank you
in Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus name more God
Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus name Jesus name
come on let's carry the gospel
of Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus name Jesus name
more God Jesus name
unoffendable gospel Jesus name
unoffendable gospel Jesus name
Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus name thank you father
Jesus name Jesus name
Jesus jesus
jesus Jesus
jesus jesus
Jesus jesus
jesus thank you God
make them burning ones jesus name
burning ones God burning ones
burning ones burning ones
jesus thank you
jesus name jesus name
God thank you un offended
unable to be hurt jesus name
come on God jesus name
come on God jesus name
jesus name jesus name
God thank you in jesus name
jesus name jesus name
jesus name God thank you
jesus name God thank you
jesus name come on God
jesus thank you more more more
jesus name thank you father
jesus name God i thank you
overwhelm them God with your goodness in jesus name
thank you God [singing]
more God thank you
Jesus best year is yet to come
God thank you jesus
come on God let them not miss a second God
jesus thank you come on God
let them make a mark in the world jesus
jesus burn
flame of fire jesus name
jesus name jesus name
come on God jesus
jesus come on father more
jesus reach your family
reach your family jesus
jesus thank you father in jesus name
thank you father bring grace
jesus flame of heaven
[singing] jesus
flame of fire in jesus name
in jesus name thank you God
thank you father thank you father
thank you God jesus name
jesus name thank you father
thank you God jesus thank you
jesus thank you thank you
jesus thank you father i thank you in jesus name
bring great grace God great flame of heaven
in jesus name jesus name
thank you God thank you God
in jesus name i thank you
in jesus name thank you God
in jesus name thank you father
in jesus name awesome king
we love you [singing]
thank you God thank you God
in jesus name i thank you
in jesus name thank you God
in jesus name jesus name
thank you father thank you God
jesus thank you jesus thank you
thank you jesus thank you
father i thank you in jesus name bring great grace God
great flame of heaven it's awesome
awesome king ok guys
i need you to do me a favor if you're up if you're not that's ok
if you are i want you stand up and face there i want people to come up
if you need pray for anything sickness disease healing
please come up here in jesus name
jesus name thank you father
thank you father come on guys
get in front please if you need prayer please
father we thank you in jesus name we command sickness and disease to
leave this place in jesus name dr. john i know you're out there
find somebody to pray for help me pray for some people please
come on guys we want all sickness and disease
to leave this place jesus thank you
father i thank you in jesus name
father i thank you in jesus name
father i thank you in jesus name
God thank you for brand new knees listen if you're out there and your waiting
for prayer i'm gonna call some stuff out
and i want you to check you body father i thank you
in jesus name just like this man said
his knee father we thank you
for brand new knees right now in jesus name
every knee in this house i command it to be healed
in jesus name right now
brand new acls brand new ligaments
brand new cartiledge in jesus name
right now check your knee
father i thank you in jesus name i want everyone that has a bad knee to check
it right now just check your knee
father i thank you in jesus name brand new
brand new God in jesus name thank you
brand new arthritis i command you go
in jesus name every bit let go
in jesus name brand new
in jesus name brand new
every joint be healed necks be loosed
in jesus name backs be loosed in jesus name
knees be healed in jesus name digestive diseases i command you get out
right now acid reflux
get out now chrohn's disease
get out jesus name
jesus name keep checking
father i thank you every cell we commmand
to be healed knees ankles backs
sports injuries i command you go
shoulders be healed in jesus name jesus name right now
jesus name right now God i thank you for brand new hearts
brand new lungs in jesus name
jesus name God thank you
brand new i need everybody to check their body right
now if you got prayer for anything
if i called out something i want you to check it right now
if your knees were hurting you check them right now
if you back was hurting you i want you to check it right now
if it was your shoulder and it's better if anybody has something that's better
right now i want you to wave your hands at me
come on i want everyone to listen
if you're getting prayer and what you are getting prayer for
is getting better i want to see your arms
i want to see your arms keep it right there please
come on father i thank you
for terminal illnesses for cancers to go
jesus name for every disease to go
jesus name father i thank you in the name of jesus
100% healing and wholeness God i thank you father in jesus name
every bit i thank you
brand new in jesus name every cell being healed
brand new hips jesus name
father i thank you for wholeness God in jesus name
every cell be healed in the name of jesus God
jesus name father i thank you
brand new jesus name
father i thank you for brand new brand new
bodies be healed in jesus name
in jesus name right now
jesus jesus
dr john help me pray for people
find people right there
come on God in jesus name
every cell be healed jesus name
jesus name jesus name
check your bodies right now check and see if it's going
come on guys check
if it's gone i need you to help me pray for people
come on there's a whole bunch of people standing up
here that need prayer
father thank you in jesus name God jesus name
thank you father in jesus name [prophecying over someone]
father thank you in jesus name God jesus name
thank you father in jesus name hey guys
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