Your Highest Prayer Can Be Answered Today

[Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] Shawn Shawn the show [Music] I said to my [Music] circa my [Music] my soul [Music] oh dear come radio [Music] hundred [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] Oh namaste welcome everyone to satsang today thank you thank you welcome also all those who are joining us via broadcasting for today's satsang welcome to you like orgy mm-hmm I like orgy hello you're not ready I'm ready talking I feel like I'm through but I have still this mind play that wants to control some things and I just wanted to bring it to you I'm done I just wanna be done okay this is not an unusual question it's very much earth question what I mean by that is that nearly everyone lives and knows this kind of experience mind is going off into some strange way how long has it been like that my whole life your whole life even from childhood oh I don't know that but there was something from childhood that I also wanted to bring so she brought that up I wonder if it's relevant okay because at some point as soon as we have developed the ego identity you did not develop into develop the ego identity in in a laboratory or something just in life as we go and it seemed like our whole community societies families friends participate it's not some kind of everybody ganged up on you we were doing it all to each other regarding each other as merely the body-mind and conditioned presence so all interact like that as soon you are not this person in fact the earliest not knowledge you have or knowingness you have is just the intuition you know you exist nobody told you that the consciousness announces itself in the body in the vibration the sense I am and this I am we are using it to this very day it is a godly principle but it must be understood the i am-ness is not personal it is the earliest manifestation arising from absoluteness into manifestation the vibration the intuition the sense I am we all say I am all I am it is like the announcement of intelligence and sentience in the body so that's not personal but somehow it is caused in such a way that we it's projected further and it identifies with the instrument the consciousness is here to experience a diversity the elemental play nature everything is to be experienced and the sense of being and the relationship to life all of that does give me a moment and it causes to be an identification arises in the instrument which is necessary for consciousness to taste experiencing and diversity and the identification with the body and the belief subsequently that I am my conditioning my gender all of this sprouts into what you call a person but behind the person the pure aspect of the person is just consciousness it is the same for one is the same for all like that so as we grow in the mode of personal identity the way of experiencing becomes increasingly complex we develop a strong sense of individuality and the sense of autonomy I'm coming to your but I must open up this space a little bit more and we develop desire a sense of insecurity the need to be accepted and loved appreciated all these things are developing inside the personal character like that but it develops into a very also negative complexities come and the person start to experience personal issues likes and dislikes attachments fear all these things come into the play and we will live like that we don't know for how long maybe lifetimes some say you know generally moving with personal identity making choices dreaming projecting seeking ways to fulfill our projections all of this is the big matrix of the human experience and now we come to a point where many beings become exhausted exhausted our our days are only beautifully punctuated by sleep where we have a rest from perceiving and experiencing which brings a certain tiredness to the mind and the body break comes to a deep sleep like that so we come to a point where for many people it is like it's enough you know it's like it's like the weeds are over growing the trees and the more space is needed and sometimes I say the modern perhaps one of the great modern sicknesses is a lack of inner space so much information so much things to do nobody has time not even the unemployed have time everybody is a and so much to do and it's like this so no wonder that we we come into such a stressful environment you see but it's going somewhere it's not just a negative we will experience life sometimes very negatively for a while but this very negativity pushes us to aspire for the positive and ultimately for freedom this is like that when you have come to the stage where you are in such a place like this it means that your you have had a sense glimpse a belief that there's a way out a way out beyond apparent limitations of personhood you have come to find it like that and it is possible because you've come to see that the best a person can be is not enough the best a person can be is not enough that is the outcome of your spiritual intelligence something feels yes I have everything a human being can want but something is missing and for some people that is their Road and their way to freedom they found I am everything I was told I need to have to represent a successful life by itself is not enough there's a hole in my heart I am not happy is he but each one have their own road through which you must come to a point where something is thirsting hungry the two to drop with the heaviness to drop the mind we can say but in that in satsang you say also is it possible we think we can drop the minds it possible chopped the mind then one more stage can you drop the the person who suffers the mind can it be dropped even an was going to drop it we have come to such a fantasy and so I feel I can say all these things because I always have good news for you yeah it's not gonna hand on a bad note oh sorry darling we are stuffed we're not in - no there to show you the way that all of this that seems sometimes a pressing suppressing heavy is also there's an underground stream not this not to discover it and this stream is the stream of your true journey to your liberation as the supreme self you must find that and it's the one thing you must go to find which is not outside you every other journey is a path going somewhere some distance is involved like this but this journey so to speak sometimes it has been called a pathless path because all paths go somewhere they go away from you but this path is no distance or why even called path the path here only represents the urge to seek but the actual distance is only the distance of a concept I thought now we come up to the place you say now my mind has been for a long time it's all this stuff and it's troubling me if there was no you could the mind cause trouble to whom would it give trouble to itself some people say yes all of this is the mind giving trouble to the mind but it doesn't quite touch our hearts who is being troubled by the mind so if the if this one was not there who would be who would the mind trouble it needs an opponent it needs a target and the target is taken to be presently the feeling in us I but this I is a personal i I said earlier the pure I only the I which is of the form of consciousness is the true eye and not any or the use of eye which only relates to time and change life and death the eye in us must not merely represent something personal and body mind there is a subtler higher value of it when it denotes consciousness eye consciousness I'm here that's what the real meaning this one will not be disturbed by the mind psychological play memories strongly feature in this play the memory we have sometimes we are holding on to all the hurts unresolved pain and that is adding to the weight that we feel we have to carry and be getting too heavy so today I'm saying all this so that what I'm pointing becomes more clear how it work and now you say my mind has been troubling me you know I I know what I am but still the mind is me I say let's take a closer look perhaps the one who is saying I know what I am is not what I am perhaps the one who is saying I know what I am but my mind stopping me from being there properly and we are accepting that this position of the one who is saying that I know I am the self but it's not enough this knowledge this knowingness is perhaps still only intellectual conviction a mental conviction it has to be all-pervading it has to be totally clear so the person in the sense the one who say my mind is giving me trouble this one is a universal voice even Kings great diplomats every doctors lawyers every type of person is going to suffer from this mind why you think because you are king you're above it no nobody's above it because all are holding on to the sense I am this person I am unique I'm different from you you see and if that is the only what I call the idea we have of who we are not yet the completeness and only that is going to be attackable by the mind now is it such a bad thing or a good thing let me explain something the one who is being attacked by the mind it has been arranged that this would be so because if it wasn't attacked by the mind if it was not disturbed by its own projection if it cannot control its own projection or if it could control it with its own projections if it was everything is fine you would not wake up you would just perpetuate in a state of ignorance and no ignorant state can proliferate can bring joy and happiness so this para madman God arranged the universe the world like that and it's a love expression because for a while we must taste this sense of identity and we must aspire for something higher than that because you'll see as you grow in your present identity there's a natural urge to evolve beyond this because no state is satisfactory until you reach home no state is satisfactory until you reach home there was one thing where someone a man and his wife and his wife was working with homeless people and then the husband one day come to visit and was talking with one of these homeless people and saying you know I'm seeing that my wife work is very helpful in to help all your homeless people and the homeless man says sir we are all homeless until we find God we are all homeless people you could live in a palace but you are still homeless until you find truth what powerful thing is you also have come you want to be home you maybe have a beautiful apartment but it's not enough home home is it's even a home is where the heart is it's all written rog this means so much that you brought this up right now because you know i sent you that song the Hallelujah song and it's there's something so amazing right now because it was the lyric of it is may every heart be discovered as home within and it's a prayer and it just totally that means so much to me why not see if this prayer can be answered today yeah because everything in my life was literally all the control thought I had it was just ripped away from me in the last number of years and I've been just on my knees and truly like and only in the last six months have I fully just surrendered and thanks to your grace and it's just that's been such a big theme about where is home like it's really big in now yes now I understand that but the control it's like the closer I got to you physically and to be here though is remnant things have been coming up and I'm really grateful because I've learned to be super grateful for all of this really big trauma let's understand the mechanism of it there is a mechanism function in the body mind that it's fine everyone thinks a certain way about what you have to achieve in life but as soon as this one is to search for freedom in the sense of what I'm speaking now freedom to be who you truly are not who you think you are as soon as that spark is lit inside you hmm a storm comes like something is resisting to to break out of the mold and I bet you everyone as a point to say yes you know it was so difficult to come here it was such an obstacle why we think you know if you are coming to search for truth shouldn't the universe kind of like come now something is going no you can't go or the plane is going to crash this is going to do so all these things are happening to put something off that is in the play of this Maya that something can feel the resistance is coming and some people they don't have much to stand up against this resistance so they buckle and they go back and say no it's not for me they live to fight another day but others they say no I know this thing every time I have choosing something that is good something bad seems to come like this cities for many people now I can move on from this point now to say that the who is suffering the mind attack and I want to say it is a mixture of consciousness and conditioning identity mixture of consciousness and conditioning and so one part is it's like feeling under threat you see as soon as you have this idea of personhood and this attack will come and in in a way gradually it goes on your side if you don't give up because you persevere you carry on you push more space comes more understanding come you're growing more and more in not growing in size but in subtlety in understanding in experience this is the growing you see the psychological play of the mind as your tormentor is largely a construct of the mind the one the mind is attacking also is also mixed with lot of illusions both are illusory but because there's a strong belief in personal identity the struggle goes on the one the one you believe you are the idea you have of yourself is suffering from its own projections and now I put to you the possibility is to recognize that this person which you feel is the fact of who you are this personal identity feeling is recognizable not necessarily in every detail but there's a sense that wait this is just my persona this is the mind sometimes you say it's my mind sometimes you think it's your person they are together working but some space exists behind that scenario whereby by speaking like this you can begin to sense Whateley yes I can observe of course it is seen but why has it not been admitted before because the thing in that is seeable you have it's impregnated with so much identity there's so much identity that as soon as you begin to see that it's possibly not real fear comes also that it is it is disappearing in the light of your recognition it's losing its power and even this can bring fear also I am disappearing I'm feeling lost what am I to do is still the voice of the fading one what can I do please watched in the presence of that which is true and just this what I tell you here is the paradox that seems to hide the truth where I was calling the mask of God the mask has a life of its own it's him but it cannot have a life independent of the truth it cannot have it and this is why I asked me this everyone is speaking with conviction yes I did this and when I was 18 I went to live in this place and then I discovered with passion and I did with passion of for 5 years and after this I lived in a cave for three years and I'm good under that under that one that one that one that one and but I didn't get it there something is still troubling no matter what I do my mind is still so strong so we have embraced this position and identity as the fact of who you are and the fact you assume of who you are is searching for some remedy to kick off the mind kick him off so that I can be fine I want to tell you this one will not be fine at best you can say that yes there is something for this one if you have trust and faith in God or in a saint or a sage then you can ride on the righteousness of that sage that trust will help you you will go to heaven with that faith with that trust a willingness to give up the attachment to personhood and grace is helping to to liberate you to take off your weight to develop more trust to feel peace but you can still do all of that and still retain ego you understand the ego has become a sattvic ego in Nice ego but still ego meaning still separated from the full truth of what you are but better than previous ego we are growing we are getting more kind more spacious not so afraid so this one the evolution of consciousness in its form of a person that is experienced and tasted by many millions of people around the world but in satsang here we are pushing a step further that this one even as evolved as it can be is it weakness symbolism that is my point is this one also perceivable is it yeah you may not be able to tell is wearing a white shirt today and stripy trousers not like that but you know the presence of it you know the vibration of it you know the thoughts that are the the pattern of thinking the way of feeling the judgments and so on is the way in which you recognize you know yes and you may say this is me that's just that's just how I am but and we go no further because you cannot jump over yourself it's in but you can surpass the present idea of who you are and God made it so beautifully that even our personality we keep on upgrading and changing so you see if that is possible then at no stage was that your final state the personality is changing its it's losing its shape all the time change like an amoeba is always changing shape something is aware of it if you are five years old and it's the first time you look in a mirror and say ah fascinated when you are seven or eight you are still looking the face is changing when you are 12 and 13 location still changing some changing or you may if you could cut your life up in in in spans of five years and you were interviewed what do you think of life who are you what is what do you want to do what you say at each time over a period of twenty years will its going to differ how you look he is going to change and each time you're gonna feel this is me so which one is the most true you everything is only a stage which is the true you in the realm of manifestation is the realm of change that is always changing so how can anything be fixed enough to be relied on it's always moving by in the force of nature by the law of existence it will always be changing is there something that does not change do you remember or have you experienced anything that has come and stayed never change so all this belongs to the realm of change there's an aspect of our manifest life which is always changing but I am painting also now to something which is never changing and which very few human beings are conscious of it or even give any value to that you see in satsang you are here to discover that not as a concept not even as a belief but as your direct experience and I want to see how you are when you discover this if you can talk about troubles yes after realizing the truth of who you are the mind will not suddenly go okay chello I'm gone no he's gonna keep coming for a while even strong to shake the tree and say no no I'm not gonna let you get away with that I've been with you for five hundred years on video I'm not gonna walk away from you it's you and me but now you will be in a new place where you're not afraid where you can see all this with sparkling clarity where you can see the foolishness of the mind it will not have the same virility the same influence the same impact anymore and your normal state of feeling your ground feeling will not be of this personal static energy always humming away it will be the unchanging awareness itself the you ask question and first of all we are opening it up so it doesn't just seem only personal it's a universal phenomenon and as much as we can bring understanding to it then the last stages of it becomes easier for you you understand what is happening you understand the mechanism mechanism of the psychological identity and observe also that is observable the very one you have always associated this is me what can I do please help me I want to finish all of this this one who has ever put it under the light of introspection who has ever brought it because it has been taken as the fact of who you are and what you take as a fact hmm you don't question and because you don't question the Maya mind has been playing for you understand every shape you take is on your back sometime walking along side by side with you when you're not looking is on your back on top of your head and it will be like this so narrowing it down to you you said my mind is giving trouble and giving trouble it's now is giving trouble particularly as I'm something is responding to satsang and field and mine is getting even more noisy sometimes I'm speaking and your mind is going blah blah blah and so that is yoga sorry sorry I can't hear and sorry sorry I could shout in your ear you are not in pardon a pattern and an additional because it can play like that it can also play that you're in satsang I start to speaker your go to sleep all these tricks and it's good that you experience them to see you know how it can play now if you can observe and acknowledge that there is a space where even this is seen we're even seeing is seen have I gone too far in saying that that even the function of perceiving there's an awareness of it also who can admit yeah still left some work to go where even you know sometimes the bind imagined I'm asking too complex a question or he's gone now he's gonna know we can't follow you see and if you take that reading then you give up no no this is too complicated for me it's too amento that's another trick when I say that even if some thoughts some sensations are so subtle that they are not any words for them in any language yet they are perceived in consciousness so that gives you a hint that even the one you take yourself to be is perceived in consciousness not by the person the person itself is also seen I want to know if you're there even a sense of your person you know you may call it your mind but right now my mind is very jumping jumping about ah who is seeing that that which is aware of mind jumping about is that jumping about also this is an interactive satsang that which is aware of the mind jumping about it my mind doesn't trust you my mind doesn't like yeah okay okay I'm used to that yeah but the one who is aware that the mind is behaving like that is that one not trusting is that one behaving please tell me because I tell you what on this understanding your freedom if you're not afraid because you could be afraid your mind is afraid of freedom but I want to tell you something not really it plays afraid it plays afraid actually it doesn't exist how many people fell off that bridge it doesn't exist it only exists in your own consciousness that is believing in it and in some strange way keeps the fuel of delusion burning still this what I was speaking about to say that in each one your perception of life is unique shaped by circumstances time so many things contribute to the unique way you are experiencing at this moment many of these forces and influences are untraceable but many are coming like that we don't have to go down that road we don't need to that's my good news we don't have to go into over analysis it's simple enough you are aware because you don't meet enough people who are aware you get away with unawareness because we can still on the same page we can talk but as soon as someone becomes exhibit more clarity of awareness suddenly you want to become more clarity for awareness we are competitive this also Minds us God also know about that so someone is leading the way when you find one who is free then everyone how so I know him so I should be able to be free sometimes there's a reluctance and hesitation maybe you think by being free you're gonna be a freak who wants to marry a Buddha we want to imply one is it I'm saying these things not just as a joke because in some subtle way we may be sheltering some fear on the surface you look like you're going for it but deeper down there's a hesitation there is a there's a little bit a check there's a little bit compromise there's a little bit of an avoidance there's a little bit of Spahn meant his to Anand and so it is good that you're aware of it because when you're aware of it you will have to admit it when you admit it its power is diminished and then you are now living without this influence of that negative state which you become accustomed to and then start to protect these are the things that's why I say the truth is simple it's already here but the seeker of truth is complex and strongly filled with many delusions I have to say because what I'm doing you are standing there and I don't feel to throw just a line at you to see if I can hook you in I want to throw a net over as many as possible because I'm hungry and see as much as can be caught and these fishes they they want to be caught mostly they're putting out why you're smelling the bed because of these these are subtle characteristics behavior if you are aware of them then they will not be on top of you anymore come back to the place you are aware even of your present and most intimate sense of yourself can only be known because there is a deeper intelligence a deeper observing place so if you can see now that when you say yeah my mind is so and so and so in a short while it's changed again and then after that is changed again so you're trying to catch a fish and then he turns into a rabbit so and you start to run the rabbit turns into a bird it is not stable your sense of person is not stable keeps on shape-shifting but you perceiving this what shape do you have that which is aware of the sense of the person that you keep relating this is Who I am that which is aware of it does that have a shape does it have quality then I stopped for a moment check in who is in the house check in who is in the house there's some person in there or what is it space this space your landlord is it you or are you a carrier of memory are you a content of so many things memory projection desire or are those perceivable and as they are seen they lose their they lose their grip they lose their influence and they float away in the presence of that which is which is which is like I say some people come would you a blessing blessing it's fine and genuinely also but on one of my walks I met a man he's probably here I hope he is and he says please bless me to wake up to the truth in speaking like this you are somehow looking and in the intelligence of your observing many things which are untrue are floating away because they cannot bear the laser-light the grace light of real seeing they live in the shadow in the blind spot of your identity now even identity is sensed it comes the mind comes in the form of identity and this identity is saying my mind is giving me trouble and there is a knowing a seeing which has not been exercised it has not been acknowledged that all of this all this traffic all these clouds passing they are just nothing is stable everything is passing memory gives the illusion that they are real but they're all passing especially when you have discovered your stillness especially when you have discovered your stillness not you being still just that which is stillness stillness is not trying to be still silence is not trying to be silence peace is not there because of some peacekeeper you are the formless inside the farm near the silence inside the sound you are the unmoving inside each movement maybe you can say you're both but in the movement everything is changing it only makes sense when you recognize you are unchanging let's not even say you are unchanging let's say there is the unchanging recognized because when you say I the reflex is to associate the eye with a person but the I am speaking from is not the person is the intelligent principal on the scene have I gone too far despite in this out now some some person standing in the same place like you when I ask you okay so now what we must do they may say no it's finished so they could just obscene say no actually the problem and the one who stood up to pad the problem is no more here not to trouble it was simply a belief it was a belief it was believed into existence and accepted as true so it perpetuated but now it is seen that it was conjured up in the mind even the idea of myself yesterday walking back when friend came and she was saying or mother was trying to speak in Russian then daughter was speaking it and she saying yes would you I see myself I see I see that I cannot see myself because I am the one seeing I think I'm trying to see the self but I cannot see it because I am it seeing then how many sadhanas you need to practice now how many things to study if you see this does it conquer only a third of the manifestation know everything everything everything that appears whether it is of the elemental appearance or of thought and feeling everything is appearing in its lines does it mean that you will okay what's the point what's the point now what's the point no somehow this dynamic play your relationships all this we will see because there are some beings who are destined to just of wake wake wake up to the complete and their roles are so high most people don't even know nothing about them they don't have to go back another job there are some others can go back you cannot we go and of your own business whatever it is and it's still the self Paramatma has shaped it like that the super supreme supreme self we are still manifest even if you come to that and you're gone a Brahman realization you may still have a dynamic activity going on nobody know who you are actually so I cannot say if you realize then you know yes you're going to be like this and this and that wherever you are is perfection whatever wrong and now speak I still feel the duality well I still feel the duality yes yes they're gonna feel duality because the mind is there oscillating pictures why I'm standing here you see again I'm oscillating all the time yes you see you claim the oscillation I say you observe the oscillation you identify with what is oscillating you say oh I keep oscillating sometimes I am you know lost and so desperate no time swing oscillation field then something is aware luckily the desperation is over desperation is over yeah you have to make sure it's not just over for now a certain seeing comes so profound that you cannot be fooled again you cannot be fooled maybe for a moment because you have the body and consciousness and the life force yes the let's not speak in absolutes them because that combination of body hmm consciousness life force can spin spin out some some thought activity some form but it cannot prevail just momentarily a shape is the internet comes back just like I have a glass of water if I shake it like this and it will shake then if I put it to stop it by itself it come to stop I don't have to wait it will come by itself because the nature is to come back to that so you may experience even some mind remnants an identity was swinging down again and it's not bad because it means that it prevents you from slipping into a state of complacency and you're always exercising this attentiveness that's not a strain that's a joy that's a joy in itself is it good that we're speaking like this yes yes you are finishing your sorrows yeah you're finishing sorrow and the patterning the template is being broken with this understanding that to keep revealing where you are because the habits and the reflex is to keep on holding to a shape and every shape comes into time and change you don't have to go into shape so much let the body be don't say well I can't be shapeless because I can soothe you the body no no and unlike that let the body be no but whatever it is it's not the body that says it is you it is something that's saying I am the body but is in a sense so just when I say shapeless and I say don't touch any ideas nor any self definition for now and what remain again spaciousness what is the what is the gender of space what is the astrological sign of space what race is space what religion and yet I'm not talking about just the phenomenal space I'm talking about I'm using space as a synonym for the expanse of the self what philosophy do you need and yet when it is recognized you see are you missing anything at all are you missing anything only here is your completeness before you thought to be complete I have to have a partner after a job after this we are associated so many perishable things to have a momentary feeling of completeness for a momentary form but all this is seen and perceived from the place of families nature permit yes then acknowledge this harmlessness it's formlessness everywhere apart from here is there a you a form inside the infinite formless do you visit formlessness and then I'll come back to it or is that not also an idea appearing in form short-lived can what you are perceiving intuitively can this now disappear what the quintessence of your understanding just is it mental is it an intellectual conversation so the quintessence can it leave as long as you have the sense of an eye you can Ofili as I don't know if I can keep it this is the nature of the high it want to possess but it is only a speck inside the infinite in fact every movement every happening is merely a blip in the immensity of the none happening do you feel contracted and tight of course not you feel restricted and now I have to make sure that I'm always space only if you let your mind in if you say mr. mind I need your help mind I need your help this is not a curse against mine mine is doing an excellent job it has to play this role for the one for the role you are playing as a person and together it will act as friend and foe and help you to evolve to aspire then one day you will see not needed okay one day [Music] yes you said you see that still there is duality yes you may perceive the functioning of the mind and form and shape why not why should you not does the reality need some condition like I can be real if they're not there that's not true in spite of all things being whatever they may be I am you touch one thing and you say now you see but I'm still oscillating what the costly thought to attach yourself to those stars I know try to find where the next string to hold on to it is as simple as that touch arrange some thoughts we have developed deep relationship with them to memory and chew the memory of previous experience whether you enjoyed or suffered them they are the ones are going to keep coming back to see whether they are invited in or not they may only be the ones that bring in a sense of vulnerability or the ones that promise you a good time yeah you're on top of the world now but you are alone we are partying at come come come so is this a bad thing no it's a good thing you start to at some point see that everything that you once thought were just bad luck was an opportunity for our speciousness to say yes I needed that to see where there was still a tendency to identify and to desire something which creates pain just like that the realization of the self is not prude it's not like you know oh you better be a good little boy now oh no we don't do that sort of thing sometimes people have this also that now from now on you know you are have to be a certain way you have to behave it has nothing to do with any kind of constructed behavior nothing like that it's fresh and spontaneous it's been long misunderstood in fact not known because no one who knows it knows it with the create delusions about it so before you go back to your seat now say something I'm not trying to put words in your mouth but show me yourself just so spacious and yeah is it merely a feeling no no no I'm just checking is it merely feeling that nice feeling hot spacious see is there somebody experiencing spaciousness the very subtle thing there's somebody experiencing uh I like to go to satsang because when I go to something I feel is spacious is it like that then it's a compromise it's not go beyond this and what would create that feeling this I quality that preserves the sense of personhood you know yeah it wants to treat everything including the ultimate as an experience the supreme self is not an experience it is not an event it is not a happening the realization of it may be said to be that occurred but the self does not occur it doesn't happen the seeming awakening from ignorance the recognition of that which is not ignorant may seem that happened okay thank you now sometimes we have a little a talk like this it's gone on for some time and I want to point something out that your mind might be holding a question and by holding on to the question it reduce your listening maybe the answer to your question has been answered by me which is still holding on to your question they say I want you to answer it for me so powerful is seeing that sometimes you see one thing you think is small ting and true that one hole you can see everything otherwise the mind individuals and start to say yeah he answered her but I put my hand up you didn't answer me but you may have already been answered and in fact we are pointing now to such that way I say the quintessence of that when we answer the person you maybe answer one person a little problem but when you're pointing is universal everyone can see sometimes you think your particular problem is your particular problem but your understanding is universal and takes care of that problem also so if you hold on to question too much you insist you know I've got to ask my question but it's already been answered even energetically it's answered but your mind says I got to ask my question someone told me actually ago G to be honest with you actually any sincere seeker for them the invitation is enough if they follow invitation is enough the rest is bonus play play dessert you're only having dessert the invitation is enough for some people you know already we are half way now into our time here in yeah some people asking you coming back next year I said I'm still here who can speak of next year I don't know mind mind so my responses are very broad if you catch the point that single point will catch the universe if you don't catch the point I may spend a whole season on your problem and you still don't come out of it if you're holding identity now this ladies put your hand up very strong and about there I want to see you know what you have to say now another one not taught to ladies let me see what happened let me see whatever I'm not so it's not so specific thank you [Music] you said to me that the eye is misidentified only the formless eye is real yes and I want to say that I am NOT ego I am I am pure intelligence yes I have discovered yeah and this eye that is saying it where is it this also is seen and there is a kind of amazement but it is in front of me yeah yes in front of you you being what your rest the purest you say yes I just wanna make sure you didn't say tourists right here is not so good [Music] furious okay this is good this is good continua I just want to say that now you keep me in your light till I am nothing let me not get away this time yes get away would only be that somehow subtly the egoic identity has found an hiding place I have said before it is so or so amazing is the egoic identity that it can in some way slip behind the eyeballs of the seer and say look there is nothing oh how to catch that one behind the very eyeball itself in the same behold there's only emptiness but at some points by grace or something something will feel actually sorry whoa what was that and you hear I'm going if you're catching yes you will catch it you see however subtle egoic plays you are subtler still because what you are is true and truth the play of delusions and illusions ultimately is to support to support your awakening nature so that no stone is left unturned somehow you see we're not just now asking for nice life just be a nice type know that which will expose all the the hidden and potential play is a scene now from the purity because why you have come to zero you're not holding any shape you're not holding any any particular thing these words will not be evangelical II received most people we still have a strong identity with person and you want to advance from the position of personhood what we are doing here is to show however attractive the person may have been there is above and higher than that it is only momentary its shape will soon be lost it will take another shape and another shape could be another life it could be another body let's be let's be serious about that it's buying time not like this you can say but you are timeless the ways of the mind and the ego are ancient but you as truth are timeless and you have everything with you to use your intelligence your intuition your design meant to transcend the delusions of the egoic identity so I am gonna stay with you right now and you you speak like this and whatever I find I'm gonna keep trying to comb out yes you can comb it out yourself keep combing out every time something comes yes Mooji I understand you now I see that I'm self you who is seeing that it is a certain me MS which is who I'm the infinite no no no I said now this a thought you have to have to be able to smell you out to see if this is really mmm speaking from truth or is it that the ie person is taking the form and appearing to be absolute you have to get car to see then alone otherwise it's gonna continue creating mischief and amazingly I put it that this is the one thing if there is something to really transcend transcend this verse and every other subsequent transcendence become something smaller for you so finish off now you say everything is in front everything that everything that can appear good or bad yes hmm bitter or sweet it's only apparent something parent you don't have to as the self does this the infinite have to move over for a strong phenomena to appear does the self need to move aside for some strong phenomena to go onto the stage of manifestation no can it be injured in some way it cannot be injured can it be weakened there is no weakness no strength also but there is a kind of determination that I must stand in this there's a determination that I must stand with this yes so is is that the self determination not really it's like a devotees determination yes yes yes so the determination is to achieve something the determination is because [Music] because I have experienced states of grace before yes that they have passed yes and then that I know is speaking is which one I'm not trying to get her out to something I'm just say to see if you can see even yeah I have experienced state of grace before so this I is a localized I I've had this before I've come to this place before and I know it can be very tricky yes because something is saying I've done it experienced something really good I've been joyriding the experience and the next thing I crashed yes because there was the sense that I am visiting the formless yes yes yes yes no but another cannot see will form this huh no other can see the fullness thank you thank you so you may say they're still arises a sort of a sense of the need to honor this yes and that doesn't slip into a duality yes yes yes don't say too much about that but there is a you see because sometimes it is experienced as a state and someone feels yay I've done it boy I got it I know I'm the self now I know I'm the self now sending email and Facebook so you see that that is that's not real its self is not to some behavior and also it's not a behavior or non behavior it says you can't describe I can't describe and yet why I was the attraction then if it's not something that can be known phenomenally and say yes my self is even higher than yourself if it's not only of those what was the attraction then you said no it is the only one beyond sorrow only it is the only one beyond sorrow yes you can see why yes I just ask only this seeing is it the fruit of determination or of understanding not at all they're not of determination only grace all glory to you my lord thank you Father for taking my probing yes very good very good thank you please can I can I talk with you privately after satsang please don't refuse me 15 minutes give me 50 my private because what I what I had to tell you it may be not for everybody it's very rare for me to give in to that because I feel what I have to share is for everybody okay yet I know that if there are some things that mean that you have to disclose someone's name and this kind of stuff and then I said what you don't do you need to have to disclose any name can you find a way of conveying that doesn't reflect back on some particular person is enough to say that the situation without getting too personal okay I can tell now then please okay so I'm not advanced at English I need Russian translate Russian translation we have very good Russian translation very good where's my Russian very good shadowing embarrass me now come on okay coming coming I mean the Russians are coming okay thank you so six years six years ago you was in Russia in Moscow in st. Petersburg and I also wasn't there and my Russian is very good sorry okay sorry sorry okay yes it's true I was in Moscow and then sent Petersburg your way Darrell yes and between satsangs in in the break I was laying on the floor and something started becoming with me now I began to to awaken and when it was light my husband my ex-husband came in those moment not one minute earlier or one minute later directly in this moment he came and we can come to to call me to say that he is going to be work that he wanted to to see me goodbye and I didn't ask answer and he started to shake me more and for to shake you yes you were on the floor something happened inside yes you break between the break between satsang you fell on the floor and you something was happening inside in that in in that instant your husband came yes ex-husband no he came and then he was saying that he's going to work and make me yeah and so my experience stop it yes mm-hmm and then after two months so I came to Rishikesh here and I was I wanted only to die in your box I loved here so much my love to you I came here and and from her ste this experience started to repeat again but the experience started to work repeat repeat and but the mind the mind remembered that the breathing and the breathing has to disappear so to disappear the breathing the breathing the mind is saying the breathing has to disappear it's mine situation cause I don't know no no no it's okay I mean sometimes I'm just to see where the voices are coming okay so I couldn't to do it because it was always the mind control and I was here it happened maybe million times in a day and I was like some non ruler here I wanted to only to to manage with it to finish you wanted to end that kind of experience or you wanted to what you want I wanted to to awaken awaken yes yes and but it happened like this I don't know why yeah you know something you said just now which is that you know when this was happening your mind is behaving like that you observed your mind even in that state that the mind is coming with all these things and it saw something was just happening maybe in the body in body mind but you were the presence there that observed these is happening now yes of course hey I observe it but because this is a very important point didn't help me you see this mean didn't help is a little bit different from what I'm saying you were the presence there you are the consciousness there were you conscious with the identity of a person or conscious just as conscious this is very important thing very important thing because you are there and you can see things happening if something is up then the body and mind is going on you know you should you're still breathing so you know you this shouldn't be happening but were you observing all this from a neutral place or from a personal place both yes if it is both then the the personal place was in front of the neutral place it wouldn't be the person is there and it's observing the neutral place the neutral place is there it cannot be in front or back it is the background of everything so it seems like I I don't think yes I am like I am but some thought come and and so I can't disappear okay yeah I I continue and when I came at home in my country the first day meant I was when I left India I was upset yes I was upset because I wasn't changed sir and when I came home at first day I felt so much so big power to Todai and I said and I afraid it that again I I couldn't manage with it and so I closed my mouth and nose with my hands yes I know I don't know why I did it but yeah so and I disappeared and after a wild times at some time I came my ex-husband and he found me situation and I was with open eyes but I wasn't in my body so I was it was very it was very scared because I was blue is your body was blue you were conscious during this time yes my body was blue now I don't yes i suffocated but now I I know I don't remember now what was with me I did yes I've forgotten it so he you broke up my hands broke up my hands and put pull them open yes my hands and become to call me and I hear the he Maya I remember it but I didn't want to come back but then came my daughter she was five years old those there and she become to call me my and I so I returned because I understood that she needs me and my husband yes and he laid me led me to see it were to sleep and when I woke working out moaning time I wasn't a human anymore he was not human anymore yes what you were that I was dead and no mind no thoughts no anything and I was deeply that and and now because you say you was you see you see mm-hmm so at first I was detached it was a I was just detached and then time by time comes love and and world was beyond all-encompassing family today what you want today you are here I have to say everything so but I felt that it isn't enough I didn't I haven't finished those time know something was not finished and it the experience was that I was going down deeper and deeper in this world and and and and they kept coming to yes when it when it wanted to sucked me something happened in this life and I couldn't do it in those moment exactly I don't know why it's like a joke don't know son what happened and when something as soon as there would be an experience of getting sucked in something would happen as if to take her away from this sucked in means do to revel in the meeting to be the self you mean to sucked into that sweat into the self yes actinin yeah yeah yeah III also order this cook with veranke I've explained all this to explain yes I have explained all these things today all these things today you know and it it it very very nicely covers this type of stuff that even if this feeling of something is blocking me or something stops me from really merging with yourself all these things you'll begin to see is nothing then I stopped you from being you being who other than the self it's just another idea preserved through the mind that something is stopping me from you know our usual identity which we can live all of this life with and we can be evolving or sometimes you can be changing but not growing all this is the doomed mind I've shown you the excellent a mirror that you can see where is your true place you're looking that as soon as you pick up some reference for yourself a historical background for yourself a self develops with credibility who is telling the story of the self where's from the place of truth is irrelevant it's finished why should a five year old story still live a two year old story still live yesterday at this time 11:50 in the morning or 11:50 in the night or from what was your experience you can't find it's gone only memory gives a sense of its of its still existing everything is going to come but the habit of personhood is to keep with these references to sustain the identity of personhood as from the place of the self all these things you would not want to talk about them when you speak about them don't make you feel tired yourself will feel tired unless they have a real purpose you were just and that tiredness is your own inner Zen stick that just go not this forget about that it is so beautiful don't miss your opportunity today all these things what happened three years five years ago whatever they become nothing you are walking on the hill and this purple light came around floated over your head and today in nothing at all it's nothing at all it's nothing at all I really am meaning this and please don't be you know insulted by that because all of this the sense of the person is holding this as this is kind of more building up spiritual credibility non is nothing at all from the place of the self you're this bright awareness complete and fulfilled even fulfilled is not it doesn't need fulfilled it's perfect what is perfect nice bulletin it is like that so these things I would encourage yes they keep coming and they keep the image of a self alive this happened to me and what you want to know today about it was it real of course it was not real it's an event in consciousness you something happen memory preserved it so I realize it now it I don't know I'm not in this position now but I'm sure it was added belonging but the version is yeah you're not so it an epod vision instead nonetheless now I see but no like you come back into this unmoving space one thing is to and I'd not deal with its individual because at Tsukuba C beer that drug we do a good support wandering is to be it and another thing is to touch to this isn't it you say one thing is to be it another thing is to like that yes yes now it's like yes I recognize what am i but it isn't so deeply yes the I recognize what I am is also recognizable itself the I that says I recognize what I am there is still some duality there no and the one who says there's two things one is that I can touch it another one I can be it but this I can be it is it a choice for someone to make or there is just it's no matter what is spoken here it is just a parent for a brief moment and that's also gone everything is gone except it what we're calling it why is this not obvious please tell me hmm is it just you to have it hmm that's the feeling attached to feeling somebody's saying attached to the memory of the feelings or the feelings you see and it's still memory feeling memory all these things you see you could be so totally empty which is so excellently above any kind of feeling feelings come and feelings go even in the awakened state feelings come feelings go you're not going to say go away feeling because I'm the pure emptiness no if the feelings are appearing and experienced in the emptiness and there is no trouble there there's no conflict everything is smooth natural you bring the person in and it's a mess you bring the person in and it turns it into some kind of mess you leave it as it is don't try to solve anything and all the nonsense will dissolve this is spontaneous existence is it like that and it doesn't mean that all you should not think thinking will happen when thinking is appropriate effort will happen when effort is appropriate but they will not be engineered or created by some identity that fries yes I think if I do that then this will come and then this like that not with life you are life you're not even living life you are life I understand it Mooji I I I tell that you not because I I'd like to tell you mine John story no I I want to tell you it because it happens again in against it against and I who I can to finish it so I'm here to to ask you I proud you please if you can do you you do it because I am doing it by telling you what I'm telling you that those things they are also if you tell me about this particular thing and someone else gets up and tells me you know I used to be an astronaut and I flew over the earth so many time and stuff for me is same thing and now of course I know yeah you flew over the earth did you see my house and well alright yeah you like this you tell me about this someone will tell something else and they tell something else are these source all important they're important if you are interested in them when you pay attention to the self all these things they lose their appeal now you may think your mind might say but this is really interesting stuff it helps me to be an interesting person I don't want to lose touch with these things fair enough that's fine then you whatever will come out of that belief will happen if you look and from the place of the self you're so beautifully content beautifully you as who the self yourself yes so all these things there okay you may still watch some YouTube we enjoy something still is it makes no difference to yourself your dynamic your eye dynamic self-portrait is enjoying these things why not it's also a part of the great dance the timeless is playing in front of the time or within the time is playing in front of the timeless or whatever it's fine fine fine we can keep it so empty why because it's working by itself already anyway it's working by itself we cannot we can only interfere through the mind when you discover yourself you are at one in in harmony with the what is and what will be or what appear and disappears everything is just fine everything is just fine what is everything whatever it is in the moment where you why am i yes ofcourse I I am business all time but also like it but it isn't so deep you know it isn't same things okay veggie please do it replace you know what I mean mmm-hmm what I can do it's not a doing thing not so much every day every day I know if you were listening this which is what this is you were listening and really checking in and confirming this dis resonate here for some reason and somehow it's not so much of doing is just recognizing and confirming but it is it is it is religion is enough like that but more I had to do if I do for you and then after a while you come back again do again it were off the last time do a bit more again so this again and again and again is the nature of mind something is so pure so already so some tendencies you are still giving importance to them and that's it there's nothing for me to do I've shown and have shown many beings awoke with less than I've spoken they heard one man came to see me yesterday late in the evening and I was told somebody's here they want to see you this man came and he came I said look let her let him come he came inside he said today's satsangh is a song i was going to my place up in top oven up in laxman jhula direction and I start I couldn't go I said I have to come back I have to find you today and came and just wanted to congest wanted to share you know this yeah the seer is seen that the seeker the secret is seen just this so profound was that the seeker itself is a self image appearing in me I am this year few words few words maybe were together five minutes he was so full so empty I'm not saying everyone is at that particular point but somewhere if you see it not as even steps maybe lack as as a thread one end is strong identification there the end no identification somewhere along the line something is moving this way and like a meteorite falling towards the earth its disappears before it touches a seeing is taking place I just the greatest seeing possible the seeing of what I'm not seen from what I am boom more than this mind is searching to to stay in the picture yes but please it's it's it's finished it's finished it's finished the mind the mind person is gonna keep putting there yeah but you know can I tell you a story no but it's a good one no is a magical known keep rat I trust in you too much to let you keep straying pay attention to where you already are that place you did not create you are just discovering that's just this thing ok let's say something in the missing family pranaam guru ji guru ji actually I just wanted to share a quotation which really became like a stop time for me and it actually applies to every one of us here so I just want to share that there are three things which are rare indeed and are due to the grace of God namely a human birth the longing for liberation and the protecting care of a perfected sage encouraged adjust when I read this the enormity of the blessing just made me force because it applies to all of us here in this room all who are following you all who are not here it's just what is striking or itchy is that none of these three things are in our control human birth the longing for liberation and the protecting care of a perfected sage just feel so full of gratitude and I know I go everybody who's here because to receive these blessings is it's just pure grace and even if these first two came true you got a human birth even the longing came this work cannot be completed without finding your master and we are all in that blessed space karate you just wanted to thank you just wanted to thank God [Applause] just wanted to thank all the divine forces that have made it possible for this moment to happen it's too blessed and Guruji maybe just never take it for granted sometimes it feels easy sometimes we get complacent I ask you on behalf of all of us like me we freely recognize this blessing after how many lifetimes we must have come to this point may we not get away I put this prayer to you karate on behalf of all of us all glory to the supreme self without whom none of this can play to come to this place in my view a place where you are now at the very pinnacle after the research the introspection into the nature of yourself I hold this to be the most important doesn't matter if you could build your own spacecraft and go and live in Venus or sometimes but to awaken to the truth which exists behind the facade of personhood and not merely as a belief or as a hope but as a direct seeing this I put this effort energy spoke now like yes these three things to have a human birth is said to be already so auspicious because with a human birth the consciousness can discover and contemplate upon itself in the most effective way this is the gift of the human experience this is the gift that the consciousness has the capacity potential to awaken to its fundamental nature and be timelessly free and happy yes and in the life second thing is to develop the aspiration for liberation because many people it's not in them awakened as yet but there is no there's no dismissing of that each one comes to ripen at the right time even under one tree not all the fruits come to ripen at the same time you see and that is beautiful and that true grace you find one who can help to guide and encourage you beware of this pay attention look from here along the way to speed up that deliverance that is already and you say none of them is in your power to choose yes beforehand we are simply an unfolding of death my heart feels happy to share these things so that each one you know one by one maybe not here maybe in your room maybe at the outside at one of the cafes or on in in some rickshaw or something something just pops in you that clarity it doesn't have to be while you're here somehow it is already burping up all that is untrue all that century so this is why I say it's all auspicious so as vicious of course the mind is going to be here also he's looking for you know you know where I can have a little bit of movement or something but it doesn't matter you are becoming aware of the difference between the pure self and the mind differing yourself and mind you can be without this psychological association with the mind but it cannot live without you you are the greater as the self but as a person you will feel equal or less than this mind as attacking as the self immeasurable you see Thank You Guruji a little poem came skipping along to me and it said take me to meet Guruji he'll like me because I'm all about being free and you know I take place in a tree so I'm going to offer that poem to you the heroes of this poem are birds a pair and they are connected in a way that's rare the one bird is busy watch her go she is constantly flying to and fro she has no time to stop or rest she's just too busy building her nest the second bird neither flies nor fleets doing nothing at all it just sits oh so still and everything it sees I do believe it even feels the breeze the subtlest nuances it does perceive these two birds are a metaphor true that our Guruji uses to give us a clue about a higher subtler way to be our true nature to clearly see the first bird represents a dynamic life the coming and going the doing the strife the second bird is a passive place and entry into the I am space a place of rest of silence of seeing where hectic doing replaced by being when in this place you start to abide the doer the doer ego has no place to hide from a space of time and change and lack you turn around and come back back back to the timeless presence that is your true place home to love and silence and grace with the grace of the Guru the first bird finds its twin with the grace of the Guru your freedom you win with the grace of the Guru noise and doubt recede and take with them fear and clinging and greed with the grace of the Guru it's an end to strife and the start of a spontaneous joyous life with the grace of the Guru the mind comes to rest in the heart with the grace of the Guru of the Divine you become a part the grace of the Guru brings you to this zero place to the end which was also the beginning of the race with the grace of the Guru one fine day both these birds fly away up up higher and higher they fly until they merge into the vast blue sky Thank You Karrueche [Applause] Thank You Guruji for making this life blessed and blessed both discipline okay you come and say yes thank you thank you much for everything you're like teaching us and leading us to understand I've been following your teachings for a few years and you're saying drop of wishes trouble desires of the imagination when trying to find yourself what happens when I troubled wishes and desires and imagination I just I was myself but I don't want to do anything I'm just sitting I don't want to there's no desire to work or to go out with friends or just do anything and did you enjoy that state it's beautiful it's it's nice but it interferes with a normal way of life and years ago I just being like this pleasantly I ended up living on the street and not having anything to eat no work no nothing so how can we live life normally in the society if we just drop all yeah we should I wanted to come in but I just wanted to give some space to hear you speak further to see if you would auto correct or something but what I saw I don't think I'd tell people dropped with desire job first you can't do it I did not really I may have said that once or twice but it is not something that I've emphasized except for someone to whom this advice really belong and I can sense them they say no you usually four people have been in this path for a while and I can say no no don't give so much importance to that don't give importance to that particular thing but I would not broadly say drop desires I don't know who can actually I would ask you more you know for whom are they pick take a look at that if you are I don't feel those are my words taken in context to Saif's understood yeah so therefore you and say yes you dropped these your job job job these things I don't even feel that you could have done that unless the tendency was already in you to do that because if it really felt like you know someone tell you your job decent job in most people think well if I can't do that I've got too much things depending here and so and so and so so if someone that takes that advice who they feel that they heard that advice just drop drop drop down either that person's already already a very elevated state at least potentially I would not be so careless just to throw that out and to say to drop all these things yeah so I would say more or less you know if you are expressing a lot of desire I say you know okay if you have all these desires and they are making you happy why come here what could you want from here enjoy your desires or suffer them but if you come and you I don't know what would have made you say I told you drop this and drop this and drop that it's not my style actually suppose I say to you you want to wake up to the truth stop smoking already I'm giving your birthday so I've stopped smoking Jesus you know and then the cigarettes become very very or something else become very very very even more appealing they start to show up in your dream I know how this work I don't tell people that suppose I tell you listen for just half a minute whatever you do don't think of pink elephants just half a minute okay and pay attention to me what you're gonna see lots of pink elephants so I'm not going to tell you give up desires because of who then something even goes whoa what are you saying I mean why so I play a much softer way I say if that is very strong for you and then let's take a look what is it that you desire so much and we can break it down in a more sensible way then but just to throw this kind of thing out I don't say that I don't say to people give up give up because I know how difficult it is if I'm X if I'm speaking to the person I know how difficult because that has been a cultivated state of being it's a homegrown relationship I cannot tell just give up something I'm not gonna tell you leave your relationship I wouldn't say to someone you know they're struggling then just leave you know I might say to one that I know over and well know something you know but I'm not gonna tell you to do that I'll leave that for you to decide I rather tell you show you what is true when you know what is true you can do the right thing for yourself I don't have to interfere with your private life you don't want to do that so at least I have the opportunity to correct that I am not inclined to say to people give up give up give up because I know how difficult that can feel and most people would be turned off as I try but I can't just stop I have a much higher way than that a much more elegant way a much more acceptable way than that to say so that you tried that and then you say you felt fine but then you end up on the street and things like that what I meant is that you say leave aside thoughts we've assigned emotions in order to leave aside everything you're not in order to see what you are no you don't need to leave aside them to see what you are what you are allows them to be seen what you are is not hidden by these things what you are is not in front behind your habits to say get rid of this habits and then ah you see this thing what you are I cannot be hidden by something so it's it's a misunderstanding it's not - really what I would pint planet see thank you thank you and good to correct that thank you thank you thank you one more row oh lot more who who has something Thank You Patricia thank you yeah I just I want to think a Sufi music Sufi music yeah okay it's long can you sing a couple of verses because we are coming to ya [Music] just Turkish it's in Turkish yes that's fine Davina Oh daddy our son Oh oh yeah a shy woman the song they didn't [Music] understand him I'm you Oh No [Music] [Applause] thank you okay just to let Monsieur No Mas a motor that was there today I raise hand against my resistance energy of Mike yes first of all I want to thank you I am listening you from last two three years yeah what I want to say is one day I was listening in your directions for your pointings entitled the DNA of every form is shapeless and suddenly I became shapeless yes and how beautiful that movement was you are more nearer to me in universe in board it seems he you are so far but you are so close to me your grace was so close to me that I felt that in YouTube after that I most important thing happened in my life with your preaching that from last 10 years I was in search of perceiver he who was the perceiver and the head questions dies with your pointings he don't look for perceiver and then that thing that belief of your pointings encourages me and I started looking everything everything what comes see what comes see what comes season but guru T that was and and it becomes no so painful last day that uncle-ji stand up I also want to stand up now now that's the moment not now that never I am leaving today and but I I was feeling uncomplete it's not ultimate seeing seeing is not completing itself and completing would be like what I'm looking for see you still yes you're looking ok here this now you're looking for the seer the ultimate seer but like I said earlier it cannot bow in what way will you see the ultimate seer mind is thing mind is guiding me to see this year yes but belief is saying that there is there is no seer yes yes you cannot see this year because you are it seeing you cannot see this year because it is the one seeing even the seeing it is behind when san franciso what you are searching for if it's truth what you are searching for is already the place where you're searching from people feel many nice really that sounds clever but they have not done it that even the place where the search begins along with the one who is searching is already arising in front of something already here that perceive it that is the self can that be seen that which sees even seeing can it be seen no it cannot be seen Giants Giants can it be seen when the very idea of what is having the trouble is the conviction of the seeker that it is located somewhere and it has to solve the mystery who is the seer yes the ultimate seer if the ultimate seer is seen than the one who see the ultimate seer must be more ultimate than the ultimate seer yes an unending riddle how did you begin to perceive when the very act of perceiving is known or perceived it is you if you give it to the mind the man with the Creator some kind of strangeness yeah but you must keep trying to find this year you being who to find this year are you relative or absolute the one who will set out to find the ultimate seer is it a local seeker or an absolute seeker what could absolutely seeking so a relative idea of me is trying to find this the ultimate if you find the ultimate seer then you will be absorbed in the ultimate seer how could you stand outside the ultimate seer to say I can see the ultimate then you will be where placed if ultimately if ultimate means the infinite where would you stand apart from the infinite to see the infinite you presently are only a speck an idea believed in arising in ultimate seeing which doesn't pay you too much attention you said that when you heard that the the the the the the video or the talk that was called the DNA of everything everyone yeah is emptiness or the firmness and that that was so shocking and amazing somehow that whatever you saw became zero became emptiness the root of it is emptiness including knew yourself I did I didn't saw anything I realized I is not there totally vanish yes and I realized that shapelessness and after that for nearly fifteen days I am feeling everything which is visible is not me and I am the infinite yes what took that away or how did it leave what happened fifty after fifteen day on the sixteenth day what happened - takes mine said mine district distracted me from that experience I think so you were different from the experience you say you were nothing you are that itself how can mine distract that which is itself formless you must have become a form for the mind to destruct you which is only an idea that happened spontaneous experience I didn't do anything in that yes yes yes in fact this is good because it shows you don't have to be vigilant to make sure that the mind doesn't come in and I don't see him because then you'll be tiredness oh my god I go to sleep and the mind is not sleepy what you gonna do no it is greater than that that even if in a billionth of a second mind came there is no one to be ready for the mind you are already the mind-stuff come it can only have succeeded in recreating a sense of a self that could become separate and that was believed in somehow you see all these things they are useful for the earnest seeker to say wow that can happen also also that could happen also that in spite of coming to some final conclusive seeing still mine came up and said something you said it distracted you it distracted you but who were you to be distracted it came up and he suggested something it found a little opening where it's possible to to bring you back into the state of a person or something you know it's what did it say to bring you back into being how could it distract it as thought came and what was the thought that come because it's good to know what that thought is how could it distract you I didn't find that thing this is very important these conversations you know they were very rare to be having conversation like this it will be rare that there are so many people sitting in a place like this maybe 7 or 8 or 10 people in northern times you would if you were lucky to find a teacher who could help you it was customary traditional to spend 12 years in a monastery or in some hermit making tea and sweeping leaves to make sure that you had quoted the necessary inwardness to really follow these guidances because the mind would come very easy and in but-but-but-but now you know is it a good sign that so many people are coming is it a good sign that maybe more and more people are thinking wow you know I mean I have to find another another way of looking at life I don't know but it is this very kind of subtle introspection that is diffusing all this crazy thinking and it is the exercise that will exercise and this crazy mind you say like that you see you are come to a state for 15 days what was your state 15 days not continuous experience not continuous experience yeah that continued so now and again you'll get you you'll feel the somehow what would you feel what would happen then when I stopped perceiving when I stopped perceiving the things mother I person identify when drops ultimately nothing next happens for few microseconds or seconds did nothingness happen yes then every then I went percent identity tired or dropped everything do nothing then nothingness creates yeah yes it's understandable in a sort of like way of speaking but it's not true the emptiness it cannot fade I ask you you've been listening to invitation also yes yeah it did nothingness cannot fade what fades is the one who is seeking is fading in its consummation this is the one that come and go yes you know but emptiness does not come and go what we are using the word emptiness now that which the word emptiness is pointing to doesn't have a label called emptiness that does not come if that was not here constantly nothing could be here if that was not even one fleeting micro moment of his absence nothing could exist it is the substratum the source from which all this is manifesting make no mistake about it it cannot go where to go where can the infinite go a second infinity where it can go so maybe you hear the word but you have not experienced what the word is pointing to it's no change and yet if it is perceived through the mind no change the mind and oh and the entity that lives in the mind call a person would be afraid and unattracted to that you must have had a taste somehow you must have had the darshan of that to give you that to give you that craziness to be the one in in billions who wishes to search for your own sort it cannot go peoples areas I was in the state and then it went away where ago where would go hiding behind what does it know the mine stuff an identity came back in and something just sort of like it just creates this illusion of a separate person within a separate thing and trying to find the cells and things like this all this playing in the self itself is not a person who is looking to think oh I hope I never go back to the person what has to happen today we're closing up in a minute you have to be free in two minutes I want to free in micro second if you have to be free in a microsecond what you don't have time to do anything at all if you are to be free in a microsecond you there's no time there's no time if you have to if you want to do something in nine and a half seconds if you are you saying boat you can do something but what are you going to do in a microsecond you can do nothing in a microsecond which is my good news for you whatever it is there nothing you can do to be nothing you can do to be there's not even time to drop something then what is here then which requires absolutely no effort at all don't keep trying to use your mind to conjure up something like you know there is still [Music] even that that is watched dismissed at you don't need to concentrate on anything no no that even that is also seen even effort to effort to be nobody seen also seen what is here then what are you doing what's happening here now you just see seeing seeing what seeing as in creating seeing as in noticing noticing what noticing what about noticing noticing drop doing no no no not here I can tell you now don't get into doing anything so what is already here you cannot no time to make up anything what is what is yeah there's no time even to become there is no time to concentrate you started this trouble okay you say I do I want to be in in an instant okay I will work with you instant instant what you have no time to do anything so instant work is it an instant of doing it's here it's here did it arrive here can it leave no what is it is it DNA no if they're you know how long will this last is it a vision No how much more to do nothing is this a disappointing discovery no no can we go to lunch is it that which is here and gone no it's it yes since when for how it's it how long has been here I don't know what time is it there here it's 1246 what time is it there no how old are you no age we can have lunch thank you thank you wonderful wonderful you came for that we can have you came for that I don't want anyone who come with this urge she said I put my hand up reluctantly because something was resisting to come yes it would still come still come the one who is resist yeah this one you transcend look how he hold on does it matter if he holds on I'm asking does it matter if he holds on hmm if he ties a chain around you does it matter if you hold on good I [Music] [Music] past the point of no return seeing the lies I've seen them you to overcome it all as I can not you me free from mental slavery stand one in you coming through the one inside that [Music] here you come [Music] that's [Music] everyone is in this reach everything is here - did you listen for the one in you one in all ever true I find out my life is worth all I love is here on a standalone one in 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Published: Sun Feb 23 2020