The Highest Question That Will Destroy Delusion

[Music] you [Music] oh and namaste welcome everyone to satsang today thank you okay okay come please talk to you I was talking a lot about this doer compulsive doer that just had the feeling that he was the only one who was able to take care of this body and you pointed me back constantly to who I truly truly was and so since last time I really took this strongly to heart and I sat and I was watching also when I was not sitting what was going on there but not only there also the one who wanted to get rid of this kind of Savior who was like so actually saviours what yeah who's taking care of me basically who is so you're saying to me just that catch you're saying that last time we spoke you are you had brought up the feeling that there's this kind of this sense of someone who who is the one who is doing always doing and taking care of your own self or something separate from you doing that it's something separate from me it's like the mind who is like constantly in this active mode making sure that I'm on the right track and so this is good because what you seem to be saying then you are clear that there there's a distinction between yourself and your mind and that it's from the mind that's saying you know listen you got to do this then you got to do that if you don't do this then this gonna happen that type of thing and you became aware of that and last time you were like really pointing me back who I truly was and you were asking me who are you speaking as I feel like several times when I spoke about that and so yeah something really I feel deepened then something is more clear like this separateness with that one and also the one who wants to get rid of it and who is kind of obsessed with being in a calm state of mind and so I'm also like what happened to that one also we're getting sucked Lina first of all you I'd identify that in the mind was coming it's from the mind that's coming all this advice and the sense of the need to do and the doer and so on was there you recognized that and then okay now okay there is a distinction between this doership identity and what I am and now you're including that even the the one the seeming one who wanted to get rid of the door yes this has not reached you yet that's also something another is there another mode oh my into something okay so then it becomes really clear where I am in this in this thing it it seems like very clear yeah so it's so something is kind of still narcoleptic so something is too like you know these people who fall asleep while they eating yeah what is called what they call the narcoleptic narcoleptic yes they just have this tendency they fall in their plate it's very painful for them but they would know about it if they fall asleep in the play they know they just suddenly they fall asleep and then they fall and so I have the feeling to be a little bit like that because the mind activity is so strong so I just I check in I check in and then suddenly it just it catches me and I like it something is caught Wow can we look at that even more because now you say that when you begin to investigate these these tendencies something you use the word clear as it's becoming clearer more and more clear that I'm not these functions or this behavior actually whereas for a very long time we were not so clear that this thing that there was that myself was different from this kind of obsessions or behavior or this inner chatter now you're becoming more aware that there's a seeing of that is a recognition of those things that is not trapped in the bubble of that play and the more you are becoming clear about it this falling into your dinner is happening no but it's laughs I get caught again it's like something gets caught again it's not me then I am I ever inquire and I see again that that one who is kind of falling asleep going with his thoughts whatever is not true I see it it's an all tendency and also the mind is trying to convince me that like it's trying to convince that one that he's having too much mind activity anyway and so like he's serving more and more dishes and that at one point I'm not gonna be able to keep up but when I check in I I see that that might rusev is not doesn't need to keep up with all this and it's just seeing everything anyway but then when when I fall in my plate and it hurts because it happens often the pain when it's quite long then the mind comes in says and the doer again comes and says what are you doing with Georgie's pointing this is not actually such a strange thing and I reason why I'm I'm just walking behind you and really finding your words a bit to make it more clear because this thing where you see well you use a term like falling into your own plate I can put it in other ways like sometimes we come and we are we are sitting for satsang or we might be doing a guided meditation and people are very very much present and as soon as we say okay just pay attention just to your breath or anything like this they're out like what happened is like something just pull the plug out and boom they're gone is it true it's a fake sleep it is as though there's something and that does not want you to go deeply yes into recognizing the falsehood of the mind and certain things that we believe about herself and as soon as you begin to look at that it gets very busy inside like a very strong force of destruction is playing and it can take different roles it can be falling into your plate it can be falling asleep it could be you know somehow you can't bear to be in here because it's too hot and you have to run outside or something but now you're on to it and the more you're on to it sometimes it gets worse for a while it is as though something is being exposed inside which is not true and in the presence of your satsang or your earnestness to discover the truth about yourself this thing is being exposed and it cannot hide it's like trying to hide in a glass house somebody say yeah there's nowhere to go it's gonna hide so it may feel deeply uncomfortable but only for a while don't panic and don't run off and go identify with it then go on oh I can't stand this place it's just I feel so uncomfortable because that is again the same guy who gee I don't feel I want to run off it's just that where it catches something inside of me is this association between a long-term pain even though I don't have a problem with the pain I really want to use it as you say I really like when it comes the first feelings are this is good now I can really like deepen something but when it lasts for a while and when these thoughts come about what are you doing with gorgeous paintings etc and it lasts for a while then like I have the feeling I'm like this guy who decided to leave the math young but it's still lying in bed and saying oh my god I don't know if this is gonna work without the Mafia I feel a little bit like that and like I had a good examples of mafia falling asleep in your plates goods good I like it like it's refreshing refreshing I have the feeling that there are so many things that are still tying ropes around all the trees of sahajiya and I need your help to chop this off because like it's catching me on this like and then I start to become like something like goes again into this person mode and defends everything and let's have a look at that because I said sometimes the actors won't go on the stage until the audience is seated yes they won't play to an empty room okay these things won't keep coming unless there's someone that they come for and who are they coming for then they are coming for the mmm the idea you have of who you are and not your true self you are coming for your self image the memory of your identity and so on which is not yet fully transcended you see something is happening something is happening because even to be aware of this and to be speaking as you're doing right now is a sign of your maturing in your understanding but you're not yet it's not yet over the snake is leaving the house his head is in the garden but the tail is still inside the room okay no time to go and Stroke him right now so what it means like that it means that somehow you're seeing is deepening but it's as though the enemy so to speak is panicking it's fighting for survival and it will come up like that and so for a while you're gonna be him you may experience like you're in for a bumpy ride but only as long as the identity in you as a person is still there I'll and active because it's like one hand cannot clap the clap you have to have two hand so this is one hand these IDs ideas these these habits are coming but if there's no identity connect to connect with them they just die right there they don't they don't have any power they cannot go on what feeds these habits is our self-image ingest habit identity this keeps the game going you are becoming aware that we wait a second these things are actually their functions in me but they're not a definition of who I am or what I am you're seeing that but the seeing is not yet finalized the seeing is not totally stable the seeing itself is fluctuating you see now if I say the seeing is also fluctuating of this then there must be a deeper seeing which is can see this would you agree or not yes you see at this deeper place where even the functioning of perception is itself perceived I'm going to say again in this deeper place where even seeing is seen have I lost you no okay we're even the fact that you're alive and conscious there is an awareness of it and the awareness is not somewhere else is right here in the very core of yourself not hidden it is there and yet we can go to all our lives just role playing and not seeing what is here before even the role came it's just how life is everyone picks up some conditioning and it obviously is meant that all the beings will be conditioned first into believing that I am the body a very natural innocent belief and it seemed our environment help us to have a very strong identity with the body but is necessary for experiencing we're not speaking against the body but the depth of identification with the body and with the conditioning that arises on this belief I am my body fundamentally I am this body that's what I am when you see this body you see me we don't say the body is my house I am where you see this body you may go to my house and knock on my door I'm not there but generally if you see this body I'm quite likely home so buddy and home there's no separation for most people and yet I say the body is a mortal body it's a time body it had a birth time it has a lifetime it has an end of life time it is a mortal body but an immortal being aside it an intelligence that is not at the mercy of time or change now many of you maybe believe this a few of you have really seen and know this and yet at the same time find that we slip back into personhood very easily and fewer still are those who know this and artists you follow what I'm speaking or not I would say that this is perhaps the most auspicious discovery in the human Kingdom because everything else is bound by time whatever we imagine or whatever we have or whatever we aspire for that seems to be external to ourself is bound by time it's ephemeral meaning that at one tight as a beginning as an end is there anything about us that does not have an end even does not even have a beginning this is the kind of thing we are looking at and discovering here in Monte sahaja and not everyone moves through this exploration smoothly because the minute a human being from the start becomes interested in self-discovery some kind of war begins inside like a struggle like there's a force within us that is not supporting self-discovery it seems as though this force is only attractive to a bodily life a personal life of you know whatever the thing that person wants which is fine it's also a play of consciousness and there's another force also presence within us that is always aspiring for something higher to evolve to learn to grow and in some cases to awaken to the truth of who we are very few people have this even believe that this is possible but here it has to be a discovery not merely belief and this is why we speak like this and we explore we're not asking you just to believe what I say you must test what I say in you and then I would like you to come back and report what is your finding what have you discovered not what you believe only believe is good but experience is more profound so what you're reporting is a journey into your own self-discovery and what is happening is that the more you go more deeply sometimes you know you think oh I should be coming to an end by now but it's as though the bridge extends and some things feel like it's going on too long and then there's a sense of why does this keep going on and when complaining and you don't realize it you're almost on a journey back to personhood this play is like this sorry while you were saying just now about these forces that don't want you to to reach this true place I don't know it just came up in me while you were talking for in my experience like these negative things they were like making me strive and often they helped me to let go like for example when I was working and was having this career whatever when it became really very bad something inside knew that it was a time to just stop and this is what brought me here gorgey but now I'm home you know I just found this place and I'm here and and I just feel that there's maybe still a belief that things that strive is gonna bring me somewhere else I don't know slow down slow down man the things the mind driving yeah this drives the bar for for like suffering basically no no it's driving for what like trying to I don't know it maybe it was not the right word not striving but like the fact that things were like difficult or you know like I don't have this big problem with pain I can bear with pain like if it gets really too long then of course I'm suffering it but like I can take in quite a lot of effort of pain whatever and like it brought me you know I have like there there's inside this kind of belief that like when it became like really bad then when I would let go of something it would bring me to some somewhere else and for example here like this extreme mind attacks whatever like you speak about it very often like it helps you you can bear a situation on your person anymore without even knowing really like it brings you into the right place and now I'm here and I just like maybe something is it I don't know now you're here and just speak a little here means what no I mean yes following your pointings yeah tell me about now now I'm here speak about that internally for me sergeant sahaja yeah but internally what it means thanks to your pointings I I realized this place inside of me that is not moving where where nothing is really needed to be done on done or like it doesn't need the mind to strive or to attack tell everyone what that place is like does it mean that you have given up and your becomes you stagnate and and you're just a vegetable or what I want some because there's some new faces here and you're saying something that many people have come to recognize you say that when you come to this place you've come to recognize a place within yourself where you don't have to be pushing and striving and you know all these all these things and what just happening everything is unfolding by itself the thing is just like I'm seeing everything whether I want it or not it's just seeing everything in front of me and what's different about this sorry what is different about so you're saying now you're seeing it you're seeing this and is that from a much more contented place a much more stable place but it means now you're seeing all the things just happening by themself this is me this is clear like but then there's this being put in again into the play when the mind starts yeah what is being pulled into the play is it this this perfect place no of still okay so something is being pulled in yes and whatever it is us being pulled into the play it's also observed isn't it yes yeah does that not mean something for you that if you can observe it it's it's not something to to run off with it's not something to identify with it's just a cloud passing because it has to come up to a point where you recognize that these are just things that come and go and you're not caught by them so easily as you once used to be now you can see okay yes we know where that thought is going and leave it that's that's the part where like not leaving it necessarily talking like and when you spoke like now I was wondering if there was not like I don't know this is like trying to expose everything and if they're not like some beliefs that I still stuck there I cannot see you I don't know what is happening this more you come to discover yourself the more old ideas and beliefs are falling away by themself because the old ideas and habits and beliefs they lived through the person and not through the presence consciousness my consciousness doesn't need a history doesn't need to relate to past in quite the same way let me give you an example of you met sometimes people were deeply attached to past so much so that they're really present when you're speaking with them it's always about something that's past or maybe sometimes someone who is always about to future what they're going to do next time when when you're gonna do in two years and so on have you ever met someone who is just present present meaning what they're just not concerned about the present even what it mean it's almost like a state of emptiness but it's not the emptiness that the mind usually associate emptiness are not empty in this way but almost still you understand what I mean by still like no still not practicing to be still still even if they're speaking even if we are doing something there's a stillness about it in India we see this quite a lot you know there can be so much outer movement and noise even but if you are attentive you notice that there's a stillness about it and that is to do the quality of being then of becoming have you noticed these things have you ever been to a place that is in the countryside somewhere which is very glad hard to see any people but there is some discomfort you see the curtains moving but they never if it is quiet but it is not silent that stillness you come to within your own self the more you recognize what you're not you will naturally become more quiet more present because the mind is not fluctuating between past or past and future future the mind itself it's as though the negative energies in the mind is swinging from past to future so that you're rarely present present not as time but present as presence you can't practice presence you can only recognize that that's all it's really here that is true everything is a cloud passing now that is not a cynicism it's not saying oh you know I don't worry about that gonna doesn't matter so the clock know the strange thing is when you're empty in this way in the proper way you are very much conversant with life love is flowing from you and peacefulness and equanimity of mind serenity of being all these things they come they're not even cultivated they arise in you just like a plant does not or a flower it does not work to produce it's it's fragrance when it blooms the fragrance come by itself same thing with us the more you let go or recognize what you are not unhonored at seeing the more this fragrance of peace is coming from you this natural happiness not even happy about something just happiness so much so that yourself and happiness they go together it is natural to be happy and to be at peace but we have become almost habituated to states of anxiety and intentions and desires and attachments which are not happy and contented states of being you are moving in the right direction you began to question some things that we all just take for granted like this is just how I am how are you what your mind says or where your heart and attention is these are the things so if you notice you've come to a place where you recognize that there's some thing in you which is just is it's not a construction it's not a practice it doesn't get weaker or stronger it just is and that that is worth discovering and honoring and the more that you pay attention to that because it seemed for a while our attention is always on things which are moving and coming and going the fruits of which is just restlessness but the moment you discover this is you have transcended many bad habits you have transcended and this is where I say that there's a force inside that works to the mind to keep your attention up on things which are momentary and passing and that's what you're noticing and every earnest seeker of truth will experience this it's like for a while you feel under attack why because you have a shared identity as consciousness and person and the personal content or Factor creates this this movement in you and the conscious part of you observes them and gradually gradually you're stabilizing more in the consciousness and less in the person it takes time to recognize and stabilize in the timeless and mind itself will keep you thinking about mind it's the same one that's saying you know when are you gonna follow Mooji spy X exists a 1 is the mind taking a risk to tell you you're not giving enough attention to movies paintings no it's not taking a risk because it knows that that will torture you because it already prepares the way in which you will hear that and knowing because you're prone to feeling maybe guilty or that you're not doing enough to the mind itself we're going very subtle very cunning but you must be wise not cunning at the beginning it was like really trying to look for this space and always like the mind telling me you you can see it you you you're not seeing even the greatest salesman in the world cannot sell you if you don't buy can I say like this thank you I told story some time ago that in London when I was living in London so much and Trafalgar Square you know what I'm going to say Jeff Fargo Square is a very very famous place in London and for many many many years Nitori scores don't go and eco center of London Trafalgar Square and there are thousands of pigeons in Trafalgar Square and photographers in taking pictures you know titurius polaroid pictures give us the picture same time you give five pounds of you know you have a nice souvenir of London pigeons on your head and but some few years ago the mayor of London announced that as from a certain date because they say the pigeon is very popular in London but London is a modern city and it's a health hazard or this pigeon poo and stuff like this is on it's not healthy we're cleaning up the city we don't want the pigeons however you must not harm them but we have to get rid of them or you honor to hit so the mayor says as from a certain date it's illegal to feed the pigeons because they used to go and have a you know you buy a little tub of corn and you feed the pigeons the pigeons come and put a little and you put the pigeon and this kind of stuff Allah and so the mayor said no enough we don't want any more pigeons in Trafalgar Square but it's illegal to harm them okay so the time came boom it is illegal it's police looking around see if you're buying anything or or these photographers are showing up no photographers no corn still pigeons looking around what's up where's our forger where is it so that went on and in one month Jafar got square no pigeons a few one or two is still hanging around really the veterans okay they started showing up in my town which is like four or four miles away five miles away in Brixton we start have pigeons in the market what's pigeons now my point is like this if you keep feeding the pigeon thoughts pigeon thoughts are gonna keep coming if you don't feed them you don't have to kill them but you don't feed them and what's feeding them being identified with them and say yeah this is happening to me and the thoughts are God because it's got you for me they're coming the I I don't have any more rice but they're coming and flying on my head and I'm thinking that maybe they might go away if I get some more some more rice some food corn corn rice okay we will this story ever end I mean have happened we got the point yes very good okay next one we have someone who can translate are you going to speak English now why aren't you able to speak okay talking good conference let us speak from the chair no come to the microphone is good that's what time to me and property I didn't want to go it's all these people are gonna see me talking and can I sit in my chair no come come come come come come come come it is really good to come it is very good to come not all of Italy's watching you coming to the valley Pablo 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Benny okay I feel a man having a panic attack so I felt I couldn't come here I don't feel well okay it's a perfect panic attack no not speaking to - okay just one more to be launched it and it over not a super Khedira tentacles Vanessa governmental no me sinto been you know naked chief hecho pasta and sick my part okay little yeah yo T so no Vanita a salute re it is so noted earache a loss Sakata volume molto bene okay momento I'm gonna be very quick okay I had many things to tell you and I wanted to say many many things but now I don't feel well and it's not that I do it on purpose but I'm here because I'm going back to Italy and I wanted to talk to you okay so notice ooh decor sequester Sarah multiple in theory their salute Artie a perky boolean Coronel Sonora I've a request a Sarah maitake they can o2t okay so this evening I just came here like running because I really want to say goodbye to you but and I really and I want to tell you that this serenity that seems everybody else has I don't feel it yet okay see looks like a condo TV Doka stock auntie Amy Santo tranquil La Serena pero cuando poor troppo da de casa martino lament a a cue for today made a quarry you know other so did natalia - tanta cozy Tafari patrol Amenti - no reaction when I'm with you with you I feel this serenity and I am at peace but as soon as I go to the village the mind takes over and now that I am living to Italy and I have many things to do I feel the mind it's gonna like really take over okay now I want you to start to speak very slowly what I know speaking the micro okay cool okay volley or the circuit to Parliament element of a lot of it almost to be an only talk to my friend okay momento repeating speaking so quickly because I have this panic attack any David soul be aware of the panic attack but don't go with it for a moment sequence of Avenida Christie a tequila panic oh man on liccardi printer you are not in the panna cotta okay to nonce a quest attack or a panic Oh see see me a present Alondra cetera Cordillera arrow you know this count taken are wanna appear Fortuna and contra Tati include moment omean pokel motto era more tamama Virchow my sonnet robotic a Pando intro in neil ambient because he straight because the content agente i am a trained a ok if you remember it happened in London you were there I was in a discount and I had this panic attack and you were there and you call me beating calm me down and this panic attack happens to me when I enter places with a lot of people or they're very confined okay so now slower than that even speak more slowly Devi relent re parlor and Cora VPN or equal okay stay pearl and honest I am NOT the hurry okay Iran Ephrata and you here here here in you this place is not so not in a hurry a the inter detailed quarry not afraid it's okay I want to hear you so no Copperas Coulthard below the Atlantic Ozzy there are that's all know me elementary schools I and they're also not we concept a volley ball Chris I said in Italian no duty I really wanted to tell you many things but right now nothing comes to my mind the only things I want to tell you is I really wanted this serenity I see in other people okay very good allora yeah no psycho sonic.we para una if there are wound enduring couple moon or not this is a Latino per game mmm Napoleon episode no Dylan only a yo is the same promoter she know there are a day don't see you know that I'm here mainly for Haruna I would go anywhere for her I feel that she needs the grandmother this is good crib in but I want you to be here right now for you but that's a little bit to see a quick but a stencil see equal okay well like a yo-yo a locavore a Yankee apparel on your main t put drop or non non CE firma okay so that is what I would like as well I'll show you now I will show you now and I said to the monster coming yeah that's so not you can go prima if I don't faint before thanks faint after Veneto okay right now this is good no it's good right now I don't want you to remember anything at all you don't have to search for your mind in your Oroville okay legendary to turn on Devi record RTD nolanda Beecher carry Mullin lotta meant a no-pressure since a Brazilian just just for this short time with me questo periodo a momento con man just don't hold on to anything at all no no the nearest rittany interaction there - yes just not about that rule not about Clelia not about home not about leaving antipope re their own at the d'Italia this a toga party NOLA but many young kids no no no just leave everything for a moment I don't act it really that we don't identify with anything at all you can do it I would like to see this because I don't know when I'm going to see you again it to look WAY far a yellow so a particle of a cheesy preparation also conductivity repress in the world and I want to take this chance to meet you in a fresh way evaluated it I request a momento we're supporting each other in concur tu moto Frisco Nova yeah so don't hold on to any story at all no not a part in it too soon Astoria not even about yourself Yankees what this day so just be completely empty just like I found one hole and everything is taken away all your ideas your mind about what you must do and who you are everything is just let's just go for a while is about the completamente chemistry for su casa grande poco a totally today lead a credit to talk want a contracted she wanna know young was to poke you can have it back in a few minutes corporate bring the little this was like working it's okay but just for this short time would be just simply don't hold on to anything don't be a container of anything at all for a minute my / / / adesso legendary - to Molly's room continued touristy completamente water yes even if there feels some tension in your body what it means it just means there's some tension in the body nothing more don't make any stories at all let's see just do this in case she saw everything seminal copper cause of all t reg is another it in Sione no not the Carly nice una storia and I don't expect anything at all from you you know miss Bethenny interative yeah so are you it must be a fan to the day it's me that I have expectation so the expectations leave them for a moment allarakha christosp it that even meet read apart it's possible possible yeah no no you do everything is the empty empty empty for a moment see water crystal meant not waiting also cinta Spiteri Kolkata as possible okay okay don't create anything career in order don't imagine anything an imaginary ruler it's possible possible yeah what do they I look at you it's possible okay you can look at me don't make any stories about it me Picard are a mess insane is to historia I'm asking you to do this because I want you to tell me what is here now take yesterday for a job perk a automatic adesso kozachik one a desk is there anything to worry about the truck Sione no no no no no no tip oh so directly a sink immediately because I meant oh so no more to tranquil la Phnom Penh son ent they start open my own or Grandda sports apparel Atalanta to Turkish the Giant Dipper cannot sauna beat whatta okay you know like now it's like you said I feel very calm and I'm not thinking about anything but it's a real effort it's been a real effort for me talking in front of people it's okay so even talking in front of people just let it go okay Christopher Clara Devon Tilly are treating me in ticketing natural and are yeah it's just an idea every day let everything that's in there to talk until there's nothing else to let go thinking or even a new level of sharing daddy it's not difficult when I defeat you now if you have done this there is there is something that remain that cannot be taken out the poor advantage or a mannequin cause I cannot waste any more so you're aware of what I'm speaking second cell Paoli see ya what is here now what is here now mmm did you did you create it what is here now what is here now because I check one equal okay chair like grotto which is no effort no effort support see yeah so so no come see for Cecil and Giamatti right now if it there was just me and you don't touch me and to carry me encased Concetta yeah and the tricky one don't touch you in NK concerto - yeah don't hold on any idea about yourself or me for a moment - under into three days hotel Oh silly me is this possible possibly right now yes yes this right now this thing is there any time here in questa momento questa cosa child del tempo they got our tempo yes cause I guess I sent a notice the space quistis passio own tempo is it outside or inside fre adentro no there are no so cuando us kodak we okay no me partly came on TV don't support opera escort our melody a quarry and now I feel it's inside of me but I'm afraid that when you don't speak to me when I go away I don't know if I can take it with me are you keeping it now in quest a momento las que tratan endo / k equal cosas que tratan endo no is it thing that can come back o una cosa que por venir a upon darsana look watered in through the tech way stockist integral cosas capo and arsenic or carry vato allora are you going somewhere [Music] are you feeling there are you put drop hop up and over the for edik we force a perk of this so no non sake we don't know I be needed a stay and Abey DFT a point of a less control le Talia to the tolls el suelo merit or non-capital I feel these things has arrived and my fear is that when I go back to Italy and all the things I asked you don't hold on even to your self-image or any idea about yourself joke yesterday remover equal CC idiot Estes because this is imagine a detail so can you leave this afro is it possible to leave this for a moment polish la parte Peru nasty okay now speak from this place where you're not speaking about your identity sorry that was supposed to do a non Chinese who need in Tita I know actually / me excuse mood Nonna factually / me not possible for yeah that's also tranquil paradise so a responder Tacoma and so look at me kidding no no no no spree miracle okay I got it - Mickey ad you did every spondylosis primera okay it's not easy for me I mean I feel calm but I cannot put into words what I'm feeling right now okay okay okay don't put it into words allora no meter la parola don't think anymore about it you know pants are chilly and how are you feeling now oh there's so committee same venom is sent to tranquil let me send over their name you say when you leave this place and you feel it will go in yes I did talk a cuanto a por que cuando vive le Quebec we start since at Sione's compile C ok so right now I'm going to ask you just to put your cardigan and just go for a walk go down to the mullah and come back and see if it leaves you go particular so IDs IDs and limited educated in Seattle Monday far away posse just a final mallet ordinary if it is a crista causes Campari just just for a moment then she see how you're feeling now no I'm Cora Cho Lancia and cultural panic or basic in Oviedo to the kitchen get adesso ESCO ESCO tranquil Amenti if I took a look Amy dish okay okay so no more too serene and cuesta momento okay sir your serene in this moment go and walk there it will take you five minutes go there and come back and then we can come and tell me how you feel after badly I'm okay if it's leave you okay thank you thank you let her know it's okay Charlie let her walk by herself a bit thank you so much for calling me up here and first of all I just want to say that I'm really grateful that I've had the opportunity to stay here at SIA for the past days I'm extremely grateful for that and yeah the past days has been a little bit bumpy and I will try to express myself as clear as possible very much related to what you talked about earlier about this this force from the mind yes I what I'm feeling inside is that I am really exploring myself and at one moment I feel tremendous joy and a happiness inside that I haven't been experiencing before an extreme calmness and I can really feel that that part is growing more strongly inside at the same time I feel also that this other force is continuously growing even stronger as well something is trying to to pull me and this part which is not really part of who I am but something is really trying to pull me so yes strong even if I if the even if it's there are still our ideas which I now have the ability to stay the attached from and there is this force growing stronger that I can't really stay attached from and this morning it was so obvious I was at the puja shiva temple it was almost a little bit comic because I I don't like flying insects and bikes and a little bit scared of them and this is like the home they were surrounding me all the time you know and it's like it was a sign almost like something's trying to disturb me and then I felt this force was continuously growing more more stronger inside and I was panicking about it because I felt like I'm not really moving in the right direction yeah yeah yeah listen this is a universal thing it's a human reversal thing and almost everyone who's been here for a while know what you're speaking about anyone who in whose heart or mind has come some some interest some attraction towards self-discovery it's going to experience these things we carry it with us these interrelated opposites display of light and darkness is inside every human being as soon if you are if you are not interested in this thing you interested in the world and so on and everything and getting things and becoming somebody it's like you will not experience so much this you experience this when you are really on to something it's as though there's really a chance to to wake up to become more true to yourself then you start to feel these forces moving inside and there will come in many in different forms in shape it's something in the mind becomes loud and you can't sleep and all this thing and you may think is the the satsang is the cause of it I was fine before I came here I can't me a crazy place and so on but not totally because at the same time as you say you will experience deep states of peacefulness and joy and somebody feel whoa it feels really good I'm experiencing in a way that I've never experienced before and this ain't a war yeah ambushed by all this of tsunami of thoughts and all this kind of stuff and at least you're becoming a bit more aware of the potential of your mind it's as though you dare to want to be free and so it's activated this energy and will come all the stuff things that we have picked up in a very naive way things that you we just absorb in life by society by family by friends by all kinds of places and they have not been in service of the truth of you and now these things they start to come - a noise and I'm telling you don't panic it's okay actually it's a good sign it means that the things which are not in service to the truth they are disturbed and it's like they're coming up to the surface and it can feel like that it feels like whoa you're enjoying your best time and your worst time and it's like a roller coaster for a little bit but trust that which brought you here we have to go through things sometime and things you may think why is this happening to me and why is what is happening and so on but here you've been told just observe them but observe them with some detachment if you deserve if you observe what's happening in your mind with detachment so you're not quick to identify with it you're watching it with some distance gradually what comes to happen is that you begin to notice not just the chaotic States but you begin to notice that there's a silence in you that is not engaged it is not pulled in it is not part of the activities that have in the mind you know you begin to discover a natural silence in your being and that will keep on growing the more you discover that and you are attracted to that then - still says though it's like a screaming child you do this but you stay with it and gradually the the deeper truth becomes more strong in you and the noise in mind gradually becomes more weak as you see and come to recognize what it is that it's not the truth of you this is the kind of play that many people experience and it may go on for some time but each time you're growing more wise more detached more strong more you as you really are and not just you as you imagine yourself to be something I am what I felt this morning as well was just kind of before this arise was that I I felt I felt quite first i felt quite strongly in peace but then i started to feel like that you know that's something inside of me was kind of dying off that i didn't really know who I was anymore yes but it was like almost I could almost I could see it was like a fire blow fire about flowing and that some parts of me were was dying off and then it was like okay but what's what's actually left to me yeah probably because whatever what I was used to referring to was it's not really something I feel connected to anymore she was that does she have a reason to be really afraid that many people are yearning for that it's like the idea you have of yourself which you used to rely upon as the reference for who you are and that is changing it's becoming someone more deep and for a while you may feel I don't know where I am and that might sound like whoa you need help but actually you are becoming more sane - what really is here the old idea is not enough for you something maybe eventually ideas about yourself will not be enough just yourself will be enough not the idea of you you see so this is another thing that you may experience and feel oh you know I feel lost as well I feel great oh it's okay it's it's a bit of a bumpy ride for a little bit may feel like that but I feel this is I'm very encouraged to hear you speak like that I don't know how much how long you've been following satsang but to be at this stage so early and I had not seen you before except the other day when I said when I saw you and you spoke at me I feel it's very good trust that you're not going mad you're becoming sane so the old ideas we have about ourself at some time it they become redundant they are not in service you're growing rapidly back into yourself so everyone who has gone through these stages they know what is I wouldn't they understand that thing it can go on for a while if you keep on feeling afraid oh no no I want to go back to you like this but if you just pay attention just watch everything coming at first it may feel like it's a big risk maybe I'm going to lose something really valuable and oh gosh and you feel really tense and then it passes and you realize thank you you're so much better than panicking and holding on to what is naturally time to leave it's very thank you okay I haven't been speaking to you for a while and I felt - to share what what's been happening sound it feels like more and more I'm recognizing myself to be just without form and unbound and limitless and this there's a lot of space yeah reason yeah and what if someone were to say to you you may be just imagining all of this it's ridiculous what is ridiculous what they say or what you feel what they say I'm just check-in oh yes no it's like it's like actually since I came here since I first time I met you I know this it is possible and now it feels like I'm experiencing my my freedom so maybe I just wanted to see if there's anything you would you can point out because I don't want to become somehow complacent in whatever I don't know if that is the right word yes would write this good word it's a good word also but it's a very genuine thing we're honest thing to say that yes these experiences there are just so it's so rich but I don't want to fall into complacency I don't want to be you know falsely confident about something you know this is good it's a good it's a good your attitude is very good for me you're discovering that you're not just a thing you may be discovering that you are no thing and that could be the most profound and beautiful recognition that can happen inside you that you're not merely the the body is an object but that which perceives this body and all bodies is not an object and you find yourself even there these are not things you're going to be able to talk about easily in this world because most people will not understand you maybe your family don't understand you maybe your best friend won't understand you this is not a cappuccino conversation it may be something that you need to just sit with with yourself and maybe you can share with some of your Sangha but it is good and in satsang is the appropriate place the right place to be speaking about this you are discovering that you're not merely this object this object will pass this object of a body is like a burning candle the flame is always bright but one day it will not be here in this way you see but something is here that not a burning candle it is not subject to time or change and it is discovering itself in this body in this life and you say it's a joy see a peace they ask you what if someone were to say but it won't matter it's not a conversation piece you don't have to tell anybody about that just be that if it wants to speak it was peak in the most appropriate time and your mind does not need to be your secretary in that moment and it's fine and as you deepen in your understanding the wisdom will come along with the discernment to know when something is your mind and when it is not you see it will come by itself even without practice it will just begin to emerge in you the power to just know when this thing is not true and you don't even know sometimes you won't even have to think it out it just will not stick you just keep confirming your true place all that you see all that come there belong to time and their momentary and it is fine it is good that things change but it's the greatest when they change in front of the unchanging all that appears on this side of your eyes belongs to time and change coming and dying and even behind the eyes in the realm of thoughts and feeling that also is changing but deeper end is the unchanging is not a place that you go to you will just know it is limitless you cannot come to a boundary beyond which it is not and the imagination is not necessary not required imagination itself appears in it and disappears in it and these words may sound a bit strange if you've not heard things expressed in this way before but just let them find their way in you and there is intelligence in you because what I'm speaking about even if it appears that your mind has never heard it your heart no it and so this is just very pleasing to hear and what to do now well whatever is destined to be done will happen in front of something which is unchanging and in recognition of itself it's good enough thank you so much Scotty should go G yeah and I want to bless you and just thank you thank you so much thank you okay that's good and I was taking lovers day I I felt to come before you yeah we didn't speak in satsang for a while and I felt to check in with you yeah there's there's so many things that are happening inside sometimes you feel like another image came into mind today is quite interesting like I feel like haunted by a ghost sometimes about the girl from the ghost of the ego is I see it coming and I see it manifesting and feels like there is I think I feel in a way a part of the ego that wants to stop this there's a thing that it still wants to get rid of the ego and and there's this space that doesn't want anything and in between these two actually there's I'm looking for myself and I cannot find something yes yeah this is good enough I'm looking for myself and I cannot find anything the one who is looking for the self is what it's possible to identify if you say some data so it says I'm looking for myself first of all it sounds strange in the world because nobody's looking for themself everyone assume well and me what am I looking for me but the trouble is that the me that most people think is done is just the fiction of them the idea we have about himself so they will not be able to understand someone like you saying I'm looking for myself as a boy this guy's weird the guys there is they were looking for himself okay but something here understand a little bit I'm looking for myself what it mean what it mean I who is looking for myself am I the one am I not the one already who is looking for himself I'm seeing no no no I'm not judging him you're saying you know yeah yeah okay so I'm looking for myself but I find nothing okay I'm looking for myself in the highest sense I'm looking for what I could possibly be because there's a natural feeling of I I am I I am here but here is a funny place this place here because it's been arcs I am looking for myself please qualify what the eye is that's looking for the self I am looking for myself the one who's looking is who we love but do you know we laugh you know yeah I'm looking for myself yeah do you know who the one who speak is I'm looking for myself but I don't find anything the one is looking is oh there is looking there is a and there is a sense of her and I that's looking also there's a sense that you know something - what what is commonly referred to as myself is searching for something beyond what it's told is itself can it be found can I find myself are they two of us for the root of the thing yes yes you're looking for the root of the seeing is that the same question can the seer be seen meaning there's something forget about anybody else in the world there's just you for a minute okay and so you are seeing everything else everything else everything that you know is what you see and except that I see this okay you are the seer of everything emotions feelings objects time you are to see of it you are seeing everything you are seeing everything can you yourself be seen this was a question I asked someone if you can't fold it right now and it feels like crazy in your head leave it alone but some people are caught by it because it feels like a very profound thing to contemplate that which is seen why this question can the seer be seen what's the value of such a question to see if the seer of all things which appear is it also an object that can be seen and if the seer is an object that can be seen by what is it seen who has been fascinated by this question who's been calling here okay a good amount of people here is fascinated just fascinated or discovering less hands went up when I say when do you know okay what has been discovered what has been discovered there is the the seeking stops and there is there is nothing to if the seeking stops something sees the stopping of the seeking its joy not so this is the cessation of seeking is not that which recognizes the cessation the ending of seeking is what who will know something other than it are these questions relatable that I'm speaking it does it mean something to you okay good let's carry on them there is not - it's not - it does that mean there's only one who are making it yeah can you put it in the hand sir can there be an answer like an answer to this question Candice ear or the perceiver less use of broader word perceiver I mean what would perceive whatever it is that called existence or time or this are you and me and this and that Navin and L life and death gods and demons you and me the world what is perceiving all of that can that which perceives all of that can that itself be perceived what's the point is it tangible or intangible is it a form or without form the which knows knowing that which knows knowledge and ignorance what can be said of it who are you who is that which arises as I in this body is it personal is it impersonal is it relevant is it messing with your head can you give an answer and then I'll be satisfied with more by what is the point of the question well amongst questions askable it is amongst the highest it will destroy delusion and reveal the unity of the mind and heart even your answer is perceivable whose answer what is the point of the question who survives this question who survives this question something doesn't want that this question is put in this world what is the evidence and the proof that you are different from me from where the disk infection come so rightly your point was that I have been looking for myself but I found nothing there is the correct statement what has been looking for yourself some intelligent principle is searching for its own source and finding that nothing that is recognizable as a sense or from the mind can be that which is looking whatever is found that the mind says here a samurai comes to you with a sword I've come to meet my lord where is he what's most precious for me I want to find him in you okay take home I take everything I've learned by identity but that take all my possessions not this take my highest aspiration so not that take me not that what I've come to prostrate to my lord where is he but can you give please take care of anything everything from here which is not true any service the body is true for what is meant to be but it's not the truth that you seek everything is in its rightful place but it's not the one you seek there's nothing to curse but is everything to leave find that one and everything is in its right place why curse anything the body is not on offense the body is very necessary for experiencing the mind - has his role but it's not the one to help you to find who you are he came a little later I don't know if it is fitting to offer an apology for people who may not understand my words it's okay for now you don't have to chase them or nothing if you're not able to hear them it's okay because something else is with you that is taking care of you it's okay for me there's nothing now to destroy only to see only to recognize why to kill something that doesn't really exist apart from imagination maybe these words are too I don't know strange your quest is good thank you if your request is granted taking everything that's not true who recognize it is granted if your request is granted remove everything that's not true who will be here to evaluate with the debt is granted or not it is the same one that you are now and that one is undivided and yet this feeling may stay here for a while maybe God keeps this feeling in us a kind of duality to play on a certain role that is still important I am the duality and the non-dual I am all of this and I absolutely none of this I have the person and I'm not the person who is going to understand that a part of my play is apparent and in time yet I am the timeless is this a personal statement is it courage that it takes to say something like this and yet I can say to you it's fine you know it's fine you're in the right place you're just fitting back into you are you disappointed what I say no no all this all this play of a net energy prey of resistance and surrender and all of it is good resistance and trouble helps surrender pain helps us to be humble yes there's this third I don't want to put hide or protect anything yes and to pretend in any way because the mind is then go to the place where nothing is is that an irresponsible guidance it's strange thing a paradox to say go to the place where nothing is and when it is recognized you are fine with everything strange go to the place and that you are not personal and you'll be okay with your apparent person if your mind is still so much dwelling in you know you and he and me and you and listen that world where will your piece come from and yet we can say but I can't stop my mind I can't stop my mind could you help me to stop my mind how you can stop your mind only you stop what it means when you stop giving the mind mind food and getting involved with your person and mind is the relationship we create the psychological mind I'm the tompa my name is great natural expression and usefulness and pragmatic functioning all of this is fine but when we made a mistake of identifying personally with mind then you come mind becomes a minefield when you recognize because you must come to recognize the difference between yourself and the mind in its psychological manifestation when you recognize that you are in the place of the seer even the most subtle s you're in that place and that all things perceivable are phenomenal to that and that itself is not a phenomenon that's why you say I cannot find anything it is no thing it is not a thing but all things manifest because it is it is the no thing inside each thing is it a clue maybe this is all too much I don't know this good can I can I say yeah this understanding that I cannot find myself as a thing as a thing thank you I cannot find myself so we say I cannot find myself there must be yourself to say I cannot find myself isn't it you say you completely say I cannot find myself as a thing good can you bear that seeing is it is it a disappointing discovery what happens is after a while it's the understanding is not there it yeah maybe the understanding exchanges itself as something much more subtle maybe just becomes contentment what I mean is there is a forgetfulness or after a while this seeing is not clear and we and I can see it because there's this thing of me and the other and it's clear when I'm reacting and I treat the other like something I've said something about that okay it's a good thing you say this because it's true you come to this understanding if he's most profound but then you forget and then you it seems as though you go back into the duality of the you and me and rather like this no which means that it's still time to keep contemplating this because you may feel yeah been there done it thank you Amalia okay and it is not like this maybe you have to just keep on recognizing recognizing until there is no more thing to recognize genuinely not something that your mind says have been there and done it but that somehow if it is genuine it it keeps itself in its own focus in a natural way not in a sweaty trying heavy way it's something some may be to block complacency so if it comes up like this then it's a bitter taste to you not because oh I thought I'd finish that and now it's back again not in that kind of probably but more or disappointed me but more that you look and think okay you know and you sharpen your your Dharma eye and you look again we did with it's like this okay I know that maybe it's getting on a little bit for it's enough for you or we are okay if anybody feels tired and you want to go and just stretch you guys get some fresh air you can do that it's it's fine who wants to say something that's important probably right now you're good for the moment thank you so much can I start with you from now okay okay you're fine with this you okay not tired okay thank you so much I feel this all satsang you've been speaking to me already and everything everything that was addressed I can relate to it so I just felt that I really wanted to come because I have not been speaking satsang for a while and this last such things you really touched something that I I I saw that maybe there was some holding back to come in satsang and speak okay because I can follow your guidance and even now also to confirm what you say and there's a lot of gratitude for you in everything but I still see when I I sleep back to old states under I mean it becomes more and more like in other words you slip back not just to all states but slip back into identity slip back through into I mean person things and that's okay it would happen but what is not so okay he said it happens and it is not checked you follow because you cannot say oh you always gonna make sure it doesn't happen no it happens that identity happened and somehow you find that whoa this is playing but now but now with the difference that that doesn't go very far before something is full wait a second but that's not true or do you still get pulled around the block until your knees are rubbed off being drugged by your mind and when you're in you know sort of like the burns unit you go oh oh that was my mind or do you somehow you know but that's not are you finding that increasingly the duration of our delusions are shortening please answer me please thank you I need to hear from you that if this is true no not expect what is no I want to hear because for so long I miss it even be talking and then I start to ask people tell me what you think enable do this is not good so I'm gonna start checking on each of you what have you understood in your heart not in your head yeah and I can say yes that because of you the impact is less than before I can see that yes but the doubt came a bit of like is it just if when you say example of the blades turning still but the power is cut like they just came this now it's like some days ago so let me explain that for people who may not have heard this example I say sometimes that we got fans here it's getting hot so sometimes if to use the fans so if you can use it as an example that if the fans are turning you know we know that the power is on if you switch off the electricity to the fan okay the blades keep turning for a while isn't it but they don't just turn front it stops you turn it tends to but something knows the power is cut no and gradually the blades come to stop because they're not being fed you see so we're talking as an example like this power cut to the mind says something what is the power cut to mind the mind seems to be in this storm what is that way just to switch off this power is it something out there no the switching off of this not the mind spinning but the relationship with that is the spinning when it is recognized but I am the weakness of that I am NOT that and that seeing is honored meaning that it keeps on being confirmed so the attention is on here not on the spinning not watching when it's going to stop then it may stop you don't even notice you follow or not it may come to stop because your thing is not to turn the switch off a fan and wait and see when it stops something knows the power is cut what is the power cuts to the mind in this way when I say mind and I mean mind in its universal context - Universal thing you need your mind to to operate your job or to look after your children or to run a business or to you know just everyday life that's not the trouble that's not the mind we are talking about we talk about the mind in its psychological manifestation in personhood this is it so whenever that comes when you the consciousness in whom the mind is a function gets so totally identified with your mind play then things just go out of they go into our strangeness when you are knowledge and recognize but I'm the witness of that then the power stays in the weakness and not in the turning lathe when the attention is not in the turning then they don't register as anything just like you go walking in the market these are marketing and so Martina tomorrow if you go into the market tomorrow and there is nothing you are interested in can you be distracted you are only distracted by the things you are attracted to isn't it we are only you don't have to overcome something that has no interest for you yeah your overcomes things that you you get tied up with and then something transcends this and so much of things in life you're not troubled by them because you have no particularly interest in it to form some relationship in it so you can some people can walk all the way to the market and then nothing at all then you say Oh where's your time in the market what market you see another person come back with ten shopping bags haha both are walking it's the same with the mind so many things could appear as though there were thoughts that you could get involved in but if you have no interest then they cannot register as even ever appearing you see so the things that keep coming up are things that are in relation to who consciousness is consciousness interested in the price of tomatoes today it's more from mine and of course from the regular day to day that's okay to say all the price of tomatoes of Joplin's on this fine okay there's not a life-and-death thing but for some of us the things of daily life is like life and death the things that particularly things that we are attached to would you agree analogy if you're not attached to a thing it's not going to help you that much we are chiefly troubled by things we are attached to whether these things are things or maybe a concept or an ideology or whatever you see so until or unless your mind say this thing happened experientially nothing happened it is true that you feel what you feel but it's not true that what you feel is truth and something inside have the wisdom the expanding wisdom to discern the difference in this at a certain point you will not have to go outside for reference for what is true your wisdom within you is naturally expanding in this way this is why I say blessed is the one whose life is the evidence of what is true not you say with your mouth would you do something different in your action it's something like this now that people have to watch your action it's actually in your presence it's your presence that communicates to the heart and not just your mind and your mouth it's the presence that speak to presence so the point for you is that the duration of destructiveness or destruction is lessening as you are deepening in the understanding and the recognition of the truth you are how are you baby they're caught in a line you must go in it they don't know me they won't you have a little against America my heart and my mind I'm good I just can't look around and all the people otherwise I get a panic stand up stand up okay okay okay slowly turn around and look at everybody no see nothing II don't know anything don't do come come assist me you want to you told me you want to experience you told me I want to speak with Mooji I want to experience the serenity that I see in other beings so look at them don't engage it just looks good look at that I put some gonna show you she was saying hello to the people she knows and to the ones you don't know listen loot the whirling kana quarry yeah I say hi to them as well with my heart okay carry on just don't Korea yes and relax defeat Chile no no your mind say it's difficult and revere subito I know and I would get up and go right away yeah see CUDA with joy relax maybe this it's the time to be anywhere today so no no no no if I'm at the Lancer so many see why they survived I got that they I'm so good right now don't don't make me get anxious I'm so good no I don't trust you I don't trust what you say kiddo just relax Laura no no no no naturally madrina volure Farrell Aparicio Cepero no knife actually it's not easy it's not easy Mooji I don't want to be precious but it's not easy she doesn't want to be pressured or precious precious what it mean precious yeah no no you don't have to be a princess I don't see you as a princess Lima sujebi teleprinter face this one said like a princess but it's not like that yeah c'mon c'mon dream you song she took my day today Senora master con el toque encierro so tranquil de perro mentoring you'll see a somewhat open elite satin satin dueling lazy perky yo vengo peers and sangat row non capisco niente I did what you said I went outside and I remained like with everything you said and calm but I feel that I'm penalized because if when I come to satsang because they don't speak English I don't understand what you're saying all the time limits ionic or the in through the main lip rendered al gala to espera Sione del visa miss Coco lo que de le persone a second PC Magary petraea which in our me deep you know at least I said in attack a chair come so what I can do I can look at your face and expression and feel something inside from your expression but I cannot understand the words that you say to everybody and I wonder if I could understand I could find easier this but I only asked you to understand what I spoke with you today it's start a college-educated simply she mentally come friend already rich appear collocated it tour jete see see see see Corazon all tranquil ancora so no Queen I'm Steve McQueen st. and I miss your attitude I guess a nomad you grow so no Queen I will try to again give the translations to the SATs honest we will do it again soon we will start again you remind me of this peristeri commentary MOA for near a letter discern LED versa lingo Perry satsangha cozy podría sentir el italiano see ascertain rebound orator know you're returning in September see September October we know a chick got a significant Magary quantify Sun sank only YouTube not so cool I will try to follow the satsangh go online when you broadcast it ok very good emote ok capisco and maybe Chino sempre piu to stone keratin tiene que te conozco pero comedy not so my blue schita Avicii let's see of agility come ever rain so I all really hope I can understand I can get your closer to you because I'd be knowing you for many years but I haven't felt that you're getting closer I feel you're getting closer yes in Turkey to this tablet in hand oh I am very happy that you came today and serving today so no more to Philly ticket or g7 aqua parlor siesta on grass for sonofa to multiple in theory it was a big effort but I'm very happy obtain it the kata volume or to Benin yes thank you ok yeah what because I love you very much ah tell what I'm doing you see my posture cozy fight on a nice achieve a DI mucho para charm over Benny I say they are so good and if I see you tomorrow then can we hug you tomorrow sure we can love tonight also don't you brush AMA days [Applause] look look look now no you forgot didn't you she forgot she was nervous sushi I said when she turned around she was here she was an empress because she forgot she was nervous she forgot she was nervous when I'm with you I forgot about that [Applause] [Music] request says that you have to wait for her she's coming back in September okay yeah yeah yeah she would have a doll [Laughter] you're good thank you it's just thank you so much again and again and it says have this prior that to fully be observing you I'm to move with you always and because we have really dispirited to see how you move always with love and respect and compassion and whatever happens and they're not effective right and I just wish the same for some things I feel affected by but not so deeply and I have feelings but I don't suffer them thank you do we have time thank you thank you so much for doing here in this late evening and all the things that we're going on and me all the people told that you gave the Beautiful answers and whatever but I just felt I just wanted to ask if I can give you a hug to pass can I come yeah yes thank you was it that was it is this good thank you thank you oh gee he's the first time I speak to you in something you know this beauty was thank you I want to say so many things but I don't want to say what my mind has thought before now I've been here for one week that's what I can say even if it doesn't feel like time and yeah it just feels like a continuum and it also feel some magic in it I cannot explain mmm in this yeah and the body I can feel that is time going on night and day when I go to sleep and I wake up but it doesn't matter like as the same as the season like I feel I'm here and it's somehow a very breezy nice spring almost summer I don't know but I don't know what that means in this moment that I'm here with you it's like everything is coming and it's just calling to be silent and every being I meet here they just keep reminding me des and they are like the proof of your living presence as God for me not for me as a person as one but it's very you know subject to judgment and to change is changeful and it's fluctuating and that's painful because now I know it cannot be denied yes we cannot help when feelings of judgment they come we cannot know about them coming before they come but when they come we can use them to see whether they entertain some part of us and whether they are providing something valuable to us because sometimes even they have it to judge others reveal something of still something very personal something may be afraid something that is coming from a partner for herself that is that is not happy place and although our minds might tell us that it's okay to do that and and may just out of habit we do it and not really not take it seriously and this habit is a very human thing that sometimes we compare what we perceive as the worst in others with the best in ourselves as we perceive judgments are based like that then they come from the ego identity and for a long time it's very difficult to stop that from happening until you begin to feel the pain of it and you feel the claustrophobia of this way of being and thinking see so it happens I don't know if there's anyone who have never judged that you can move on beyond that and you have come to monte sahaja you have had the chance to to be here and to feel with your own heart the atmosphere the quality of the presence here the the the inner quality of the beings who live here and move here the the beauty and silence of this place and so you can testify yes you know from your own experience and it is good you say everything comes to remind you of your silence still judgements come and they will come they will come we can't help it and don't try so hard to stop judgments from coming only remember what you are when you remember what you are not just as a kind of like a trick but true direct recognition and then these judgments will not have a place to hold or or not just judgments other forms of negative functioning of the mind they will just become more distant because you are learning and discovering how to be with yourself that's the most important one too with comfortably when you're comfortable with yourself you automatically are in the presence of God when you're comfortable with yourself love flows towards other beings much very easily compassion and joy and it's such a wonderful discovering you know that doesn't end this is why I say this is a fruit that keep tasting sweeter and sweeter every day it never becomes over sweet this is the fruit of your spirit and I'm happy when people can come like yourself and taste for yourself and see that is the best remedy for a troublesome mind so thank you very good thank you sometimes you have to go through hell to go to heaven and like someone say you don't get to stand up without falling so everyone has to learn we're here like - no one can live without making mistakes everyone needs to do it you see I remember the story that is a beautiful story from the Bible it said that there was once a woman who was being chased by a whole lot of people men and women who were about to stone her to death and can you imagine how desperate she must have been no friends and they're chasing her to the streets to stone her to death and she and Jesus happened to be walking nearby and she ran right up to him I fell at his feet how desperate she must have been save me please and then he held her you know and all the people came all together with the stones in their hand and he says for what reason are you stoning this woman because she's committed adultery and it is written this is punishable by death oh very good well let the one who is without sin throw the first stone Jesus say let the one who is without sin throw the first stone there is some quiet because nobody dared to throw because in this village everybody knew each other and everybody had something to hide and if someone was to 0kl there's a muddy way hey I know you I know what you did last night how can you say you are without sin so one by one they drop their heads and they dropped their stones and they went away so sometimes it's like this in life you have to go through strife you have to feel things but the wise person I'll say builds a house out of the stones that their enemies throw at them and lives in this house happily you see I would like to say whatever trials or tribulations may come to you and they will freedom is free but it is not cheap and I'm not talking about money I'm talking about sometimes you have to go through things but a wise one an earnest seeker will see it in the highest way they will take good from bad from even the things which are untrue or painful their find value in that and that is the nature of the one who seeks truth so don't worry if things come to you the various things people may say things may happen so many things happen in this world but it will not live they pass like all things pass clouds are just passing find that which is not passing and you will know your home don't worry about what people do or say even though it may be painful and pain you must feel just like you want to feel joy you will feel pain but the one thing I would advise and encourage for everyone you see transcend things of this world but don't be cynical about life and don't worry your salvation is not in the hands of anyone but God so don't worry about anything if you worry you can't help it that too will pass that too will pass we're here for something much better than that many of you have been here for some time discovering why you're here why are you here you declared something I came here to find truth while you stay because there's only that here you come to a place like this Sammartino in the very in in the most unpopulated place in Portugal in the bush what for what for we don't have any cinemas we don't have a football club we don't have anything like that so it's not a place to be easily distracted but even here you will be distracted if you come for that in this search for truth I feel very happy because I don't see a reason why you should not find it and I don't see that it's so difficult in itself as I say the truth is simple but the seeker of truth is complex and if you pay too much attention to the complexities of personhood and ego it will slow you now and will make that which is most natural to you seem impossible so that you here I took it for granted yes they are earnest because for what are the reason sometimes we go to places that are impregnated with spirit but they also have a lot of other things there and we can waste our time in these things when I was a child I used to go to a school in Jamaica it was called Bethesda school Bethesda school and there was a story in the Bible about birthplace called Bethesda actually when we made the place here a place like a pond is called now lotus garden a pond is there but the first name I gave it was Bethesda because we had the school and it was right near a river that went into the sea there's called bethesda school and I want to tell you a little bit about Podesta to close this evening because Bethesda the story goes that there was once a pool maybe say a little bit bigger than the size of this room and there was a natural spring pool there and the story goes in the Bible that once each year not on the same day an angel of the Lord would come and they would touch the water and the water would sort of shimmer and anyone who jumps the first person who jumps in this pool will be healed of whatever it is whether it is mental psychological physical whatever troubles you'll be healed right there and then so the word spread and people start to travel to Bethesda because they saw people who were lame walking again people who could not speak of talking people who were deaf could hear and all these things that they must go to Bethesda many people came and in the beginning everybody was sitting around the Pool of Bethesda watching the water somebody would talk what's in the water with sometimes a little branch from a tree would fall in the water and it was turn people what a jump in and I call off the search is less it was just a twig sometime a little breeze would blow and it was not the angel of the Lord but once a year the angel would come they couldn't see the angel just the water Stern somebody would jump in and then they'll come out healing and thank you God hallelujah praise God it's on now but over time one where people come and sitting there waiting and then they're gonna be tired of waiting and they start to play cards and the pool dummy knows up a dummy no after a while they had a souvenir shop bet that's the cups and t-shirt I've been there I've done that since I this and all these different estate agents renting flats near to Bethesda no the most expensive ones are just one step from the pool another one - like this big business come and after a while you know every now and again an angel will come touch the water somebody jumped nobody go oh no what was I doing and I was sort of buying a t-shirt and then the angel come to have to wait for all year like this that was the story of the test I see everybody got back into their old habits but in this bethesda you're not in competition with others you're not even in competition with yourself your own earnestness and vigilance wins today that is your own angel touching your the water of your own spirit nothing in the world exists as a distraction it's just that we get distracted I would just like to take a minute just like this okay thank you sorry to keep you so long but it's as we are going for a few days away I wanted to make sure I could see you to my heart's content we got to have a bit of music before we go to bed [Music] you [Music] Oh Jiji you see [Music] Girija thank you you're consistent and patient persistent and taken us to the place where the isthmus is tasted so we understand that this is a place the space you don't just give it you live it this is amazing you walk with us it's like you're living in their shoes you talk with us you were living proof of your pointings inspiring us to trust in life as it unfolds more valuable than gold how blessed we are to express our hearts in this Sangha there is so much love it's such a privilege to serve so what vision is cured and the living is pure you save us from our cravings and desires you save us and you raise us higher you save us and pave the path to freedom but let us find our own way exactly what is needed g-g-gee you say [Music] Papaji or GG you say [Music] Mooji Baba Papaji ramen ah this one that you are is the one that I am by your grace this understand not just in my head but in this life you've led us to experience the Spirit is so alive it's clearing out the mind so fear cannot survive the mere that you provide the ego cannot hide its lies cannot divide I got my eyes up to the sky giving thanks to the most high as the sky is now inside so even though it tries the MA can not deny that the taste of your grace has this mad for God the taste of your grace is removing the Mirage the taste of your grace makes every wall fall and the taste of your grace is all all if all is delightful so much light flows through your forms but you are so Oh GOG Daisy [Music] on the Jesus say [Music] g-g-gee [Music] Oh [Music] papa moody - you saved our life [Music] glory be to God the simple reality who alone is real from whom display of existence emanate the Lord of the universe the one that resides in the heart of all living beings the purpose we exist and one we exist to discover and there's no water freedom apart from realizing the truth of her own deepest self within you know who is beyond all names and form who alone can be called the timeless the imperishable the unborn the uncreated one and the highest purpose for which we exist to discover being how many with me one with that which we can never not be yet in this dream we imagine we are separated from glory be to that one we have no other way to explain the source from which we can accept him he had called my father and my own self yourself our self oneself the recognition of whom and through whom we find life timeless and imperishable that in this life we must transcend ignorance that appear to veil the timeless one I have no other purpose in life the same one I see in you whose name is I have muscle they aren't given name the untruth never is and the truth never is not so find this and be free this is the root of our connection apparently broken only by ignorance and arrogance a separation imagined thank you you [Music] [Music] you

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Length: 170min 21sec (10221 seconds)

Published: Sun May 05 2019