You Check In and Ego Checks Out

[Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] Oh namaste welcome everyone to satsang today welcome welcome welcome and of course welcome to those who are joining us via broadcasting for today's satsangh wherever you may be I am not finished welcome to all who are joining us for broadcasting for today's satsangh and as always satsangs are dedicated to the supreme himself and in service to those who have that urge to awaken from sleep of ignorance that is all thank you thank you thank you one moment one moment one moment okay I tried you to start rich yes come let me see moody I'm Vishal from Mumbai I love you I love you too I love you I've been planning to come for the satsangh for the past many years and I used all my free will to try to come but I could not and this year I had no plans but I'm here I feel hopeless because all the plans I make they don't fruit if I and what I don't make they fruit if I I sometimes feel like a puppet I feel I have no control over my life or the life of anyone else as good thing so my specific question which has been haunting me for last so many years and even though many people have asked you but I am a lawyer so I may be able to ask in a different way the same question do I have free will or am I completely predestined because I feel I have no free will and I read raman maharishi I read nisargadatta maharaj I read the Bhagavad Gita Krishna tells Arjuna you are not going to kill them I have already killed them mr. Arjun you are not the doer I read raman maharishi and in one of the books written about him similar things that he says that maybe you are not the doer I don't know maybe my interpretation may not be fine but Mooji can you in just yes or no [Music] just yes or no without explanation so you give me no freewill explanation can maybe come afterwards but just in one single word yes or not tell me this lawyer can you just tell me this question do I any Froebel it's simple question [Music] yes and no not that's the trouble is you have limited expression of will but not complete free will everybody no one can contest that you may have the free will to desire and to dream but you don't have the will the free will and the power to make your dream come true in the way you want in fact the whole thing about will and the one who will or won't is illusory but perhaps it's too early to say that some other things have to be understood which when they are understood will also remove the dilemma and also the misconceptions and leave you very happy quiet and free you spoke about the isness business businesses everywhere and businesses we are also isness so if business is doing everything then what are we doing we being what just to try and define when you say we or I what are you referring to we can slow down because it is important I rather not spend a long time also over something if we can get there in the shortest simplest way I prefer so when you say I or we what are you referring to precisely I to understand that I am NOT the body I also understand that I may not be the mind even though it troubles me so much but that's the question if you who are troubled by the mind is what clearly you're not identifying yourself as mind you say you're troubled died mind so what could you be that is trouble to buy the mind the watcher somebody is continuously watching that's that's for sure is that which is what King detachedly troubled by the mind and that which is observing the mind flow without attachment and without identity simple clear sober observing can that be affected or troubled by the mind I'm not sure but are these thoughts which come to me are they coming from this so-called I don't know what name to give it so we use the word isness like you usually do body is this giving me the thoughts for example how did I come this year I got a thought some things happened so how did it happen was it the isness which made things happen and this line is a very complicated route I would rather there are some questions let's put it into two category for now I'll ask questions which are knowledge questions which you can ask how did this happen how does that work so and so and so that's called I would call it a knowledge question and I will put another form of question as freedom questions questions concerning yes and I am not able to control the mind flow my thoughts feelings sensation I have no control it seems over important things in my life and I wish to go beyond that I've heard that there's a state of freedom please how can i attain this state that's called freedom questions they're quite broad also so if we are going to talk about knowledge questions of course the mind is happy in there because it is not threatened by a knowledge question but about freedom question I've put that at a higher place whereby one is searching to free from the intimidation of the mind so to speak or feeling arrests or agitated and want to come away from that state so those questions are pointed towards the liberation from the influence or the ignores of the psychological identity so which question would you want to put to me I leave it to you I just just want to discover that business and I'm here for that so hopefully I will not continue the line of knowledge questions because I do understand that that may not lead me to the freedom but maybe much later it might come around to that but in the time we have here so I will not waste the time no other question but thank you so much for giving me a yes and no answer but hopefully I will I will figure it out somewhere on my own and thank you so much I again repeat I love you Mooji I love you okay you can't go like that I'm a truth seeker I'm a true seeker a true seeker would not go like that hmm you came all the way from Mumbai you've come here I don't know how much time you have here how much time you intend to stay here I don't know Mooji that's true is true you don't know and it's everything is spontaneous after hearing you I have stopped planning I don't know about what's going to happen in the evening tomorrow day after yeah is that is that a cause for worry or for relaxation I have been relaxed now earlier I used to be controlled freak I used to sit in a plane and I wanted to fly the plane I sit in a car behind and I want to tell the driver how to drive the car I want to control everything and idea I got stress and then I go to doctor and he says your stress I said I know and he's saying he says relax and I said I don't know how to relax that's when Mooji came in my life so I have learned to relax but I cannot somehow let go I cannot surrender I have issues in surrendering because I am so much used to controlling everything but you say controlling is not working anymore yes so now there is little improvement that I can let go and I don't plan too much because I realized planning is useless but I still don't know how to just let go my mind what about ringless monkey you cannot let go what about let be you cannot let go what about just let be meaning and let things be as they are you be aware of them and you can also become aware of if I say to you just let things be lifting they are learn to observe for a little bit learn to observe this is an excellent great step in awakening to the truth learn to observe without interfering for a while just observe first of all what is a playing around you just be aware of them but don't try to manipulate we know that it doesn't work just be aware first pay attention and be also aware when reactions arise from you to want to control something so you're observing that also but don't don't log in the to that pull don't be sucked into anything simply observe with detachment or with neutrality it's it's a good point yes yes so by doing that at first you see that maybe they seem so many things happening so much sometime when it gets too much actually it actually becomes easier to pay attention to yourself if the traffic becomes too much you can't keep up and the mind wants to count and say no don't count simply be aware that all this is coming and going everything you see everything you experience is coming and going be very clear about that everything is coming and going now you don't have to keep on watching that forever watch enough to recognize that what you're seeing what you're observing is not stationary it's not stable whether it's on this side of the eyes in terms of the movements in life or on behind the eyes in the realm of thoughts and feeling all are observable just observe okay then at a certain point if you observe with detachment you're observing energy some energy will come back to the place of the observer and you'll start to become aware of the environment of the observer you understand this yes that is very important because right there and then you will feel the presence of grace in the form of peace and some spaciousness a lightness sense of fear or agitation will start to drift away and you become increasingly clear that there's only a sense of presence right in the place of I where I is I am presence become one this is the most significant early steps you can take then you become aware that everything is occurring within and to that sense of presence so the eye naturally the feeling I is there even before knowledge in fact the eye is the first knowing the first knowing it is the unlearned an unconditioned way in which you know your existence it is the first knowing the arising of eye is the first knowledge it is there before the sense of you because you is relative to I it is I that sees the sense of you actually there's no you there's only I because when you say I can see you the knowledge in that form is also knowing itself as I if you understand this simple thing it will also begin to reveal more of its mystery which will deeply please you and it will give you a lot of encouragement and you become naturally more and more at active attracted to that state of peace even as we are speaking now and you're listening it is already spreading inside you natural feeling of being I've been too trying to do this with the watching my breath and trying to be as present as possible not rolling in the past or thinking of the future okay trying to be as alive and as present in the present moment I mean trying to do that through meditation techniques layer watching the breath and what is the result of it result is I get temporary relief Ness and I'm able to maintain it for maybe sometimes two minutes five min what happen if relief which is the fruit of that exercise what happens if even the feeling of relief is also observed can you repeat the last part yes what happened you say after the practice of this the outcome of the practice is that you feel a little relief maybe it doesn't last for very long but relief is experienced and normally at this point many people take that as the prize and say are and now thank you I've got my relief and so on but I will press you a little further to say don't get excited relief also is observed then when you pay attention that relief also is something observable okay and you don't just combine yourself with relief the space in which relief is experienced becomes very very very alive for you you cannot just call it relief you see and continue like that what else comes may be relief comes and then relief goes relief going is also observed that which observes relief coming and relief going that does not come pay attention to them it does not have any shape or form it is not a concept pay attention to that just paying attention is yielding it's giving back a tremendous awareness of yourself that is the real fruit of spiritual pursuit otherwise mind arises is judging I felt relief but it's only for 10 minutes and then more things come and then after that distinct so the mind will come and it's going to ramble on and because you abandon prematurely you're observing the mind take over and say yeah well you know it's not so successful because the all this is happening again and the same mind is doing it so is it possible to remain in this state 24 hours no no not no need first of all if you if you are hungry you go fishing and you are fishing out there after you catch the fish do you have to stay all day no you catch your fish it's okay for now eat your fish so what I mean by this is that is to really if you follow you can still follow with me yeah so when you are observing my dance you see what's happening is that you are protecting in some way your field of being so it is not intruded upon by the mind flow you're becoming much more self aware right not object aware but self aware and this self awareness is what you are longing for you see so once you are fearless if there's more you'll enjoy also observing you will enjoy this play of observing it's not a task it becomes a joy because each time you look but you don't identify with what you see in the beginning it might feel difficult because the reflex of habit is to keep going back into the old identity as a reference point but as you observe with detachment you'll become aware of just the spaciousness in the place where you are that is and so you become naturally attractive to that state and you want to be there more it's a natural attraction not a fatal attraction so when I feel good in such a state should I should I label it as good and actually feel good because my goodness is immediately followed by its do a dual dual a thing of not feeling so good yes pay attention now so when that sense that spaciousness that joy is felt inside you see what is actually doing it's not building up the person it's weakening the personal sense which is the cause of much mischief there is a sense of goodness of lightness as you keep on just observing that don't try to make it anything just observing then it will convert the eye that has become the person who wants to control into the presence which observe and radiates peace can I can I say that when I'm fully aware the mind that time does not does not exist when you're aware it means that you are self aware you can be aware of mind but you are not sucked into the mind flow you are able to observe it but with the touch meant when you observe anything with detachment you keep the power of your presence when you observe something with interest or desire you hemorrhage energy and the energy goes and it's just dissipated and it's law quickly thank you very good please tell me what is your state of being now as a result of looking like this I am extremely present I and I'm just listening without thinking I repeat I'm listening without thinking here because I'm hoping that some word or words may trigger something inside me yes which I already my business knows and I might just discover this i that is on duty now looking to see what will benefit me he is going to cause trouble this I feeling that arise don't identify with that don't put yourself in this position because it is not a good Assessor it is not a good it is also a very emotionally unstable so it will feel yeah now our next may all known so don't give the measuring to that one let that one itself be measured meaning that you are aware of that state but don't identify in fact as far and as long as possible don't identify with anything or as anything there's a spaciousness which is present with you don't go into shape when you go into shape you come into time situation change all these things come so when I do that I feel scared that I may go mad I feel I might become a zombie yes I might forget Who I am yes the mind is going to throw some mud at you for a while and you have to take it for a bit it also it will begin to come up like this in the form of yes this thing for instant what you mentioned like I'm going mad that's what Kant comes up when you feel you're losing the sense of control because we are obsessed about control because of the fear that life is always on the verge of some chaos and you have to control otherwise everything will fall apart that's a an illusion and a delusion which is perpetuating a state of sadness in you so what happen is when these states come as you are relaxing you see is that the next charge of stress is coming like you're going to go crazy and what happen is that we quickly believe these thoughts and you believe them into existence and they become your experience you're not going mad as in fact you are already mad you are becoming sane but we don't know that yet because we have associated being in control with being on top of the water so this you must also relax and trust because every every step when you are searching for truth even if it feels like it's bitter it's going to turn to be to your advantage on air that are there any signs that you can tell us that yes I am on the right path and there are you know some signs which I know that I'm on the right path this transformation happening because sometimes since I don't have access to you every day and I can't call you up in say muti this is happening to me is are there some guidelines or some things which can tell me yes I'm on the right path you have so many help you only need to become aware of it even the invitation you mentioned that is a tremendous friend because it's like I call it the listening mirror because as you listen and you follow it's revealing your troupers and you must pay attention to that and and in some way verify don't keep doubting because the mind will keep coming is he and the whole habit or reflex is to keep believing when the mind say we give we the mind energy is highly overrated you have given too much respect to it you believe in it even though it lies so often we still feel that is the only the only real that's your private Google you use your mind like that but as you become more aware of your natural and intuitive power there will be a switch from relying upon the mind which is very very turbulent state and very unsteady state to rest more in the in the presence of being you see so that's a good indicator you start to feel less stressed more spacious more open more open you see and they come quickly it's not that you have to wait for six months you know eight not quickly this is a tree that bears fruit immediately the ones planted this tree bears fruit immediately what is the fruit of this tree peace joy openness spaciousness contentment the blossoming of universal love this is your piece plenty of indicators plenty of support muscle you simply need to be aware of them many times things come to you and the mind miss labels them as inauspicious when in fact if you watch from your stillness you'll see that something that looked like it came in rough packaging at the diamond in it but the mind is saying haha who will send something like that in the bin so these things you develop much more sensitivity much better quality of discernment but they are coming automatically I'm not giving you a job just saying all you need to do is to keep paying attention to the traffic of thoughts sensations at first and don't own them just if you don't own them meaning that you stay detached from them you'll become naturally self-aware not phenomenon aware only but self-aware is not an object awareness it's a sort of vibration field and you'll enjoy and you become naturally attracted to that the more you are attracted to this the more you will develop in it Mooji is there a technique is your what technique technique for example you say be self-aware be this do that my question is is there a specific technique to do that for example there may be a technique to watch your breath which may bring yourself awareness or at least in the presence so is that okay okay let's do now you're asking like that I've given you a very simple direction your lawyer you know okay I don't know how much you listen the very simple direction now you're asking even technique I'm gonna show you now if I say including all that I've said to you right now if you don't hold any any impression in your mind don't don't be thinking oh yeah okay this question no question and also nothing that you think you know if you can just leave it aside for now just leave everything yes everything everything pull the change everything don't touch anything at all but really do it and anyone can join in this is so simple leave everything first even your identity your role as a lawyer as the father as whatever just for a moment just don't hold those and just leave them aside for a moment so that you can experience an emptiness and do this now just drop everything yeah this is going to be the easiest of technique it's a non technique technique drop everything just don't hold on don't carry don't put anything in any pocket or nothing leave everything keep doing don't hold on whatever you can think of just just leave it for the moment and when we are finished like this in a few moments you can pick them back up again but just like this you do it just do it now hmm yes just empty empty empty you're not a container of information now beyond memory don't refer to memory or time just I did empty empty empty and everyone can do this this is one of the great free gifts of life empty empty empty empty empty and don't pick anything up now so empty empty empty empty even of somebody in being empty just empty just don't imagine emptiness they just lets everyone can do some people find even this difficult because they feel it's a technique there's not a me just you drop it empty and even the idea okay now what don't touch that no next no next simply be pay attention no event empty empty empty all I ask you is only to be aware empty awareness empty and aware no waiting no concepts hmm maybe mine wants to come in to say something but not right now later empty stay empty okay empty empty now like this just pay attention first that it is possible first thing that it is possible to drop everything okay don't pick anything up and even the sense that okay I have done it don't touch even this you have done nothing at all you just allowed that the usual habit to not be engaged with message so first of all be aware of what is here if everything can be taken out you will come now to see everything I have left out what is it that remains by itself which was not put there and cannot be taken out even the sense of yourself as a person don't use that as a reference so even if the person the self image the self portrait of yourself can be disregarded for a moment what is here now don't answer yet and just use my questions pay attention what remain you see and that which remains that which remain yeah is it personal does it have to make any decision answer that which remains cannot be described in words or symbols but it can be experienced yes it has been experienced by another or where what is experiencing it it is experience itself it is experience itself it is experience itself so it's not one thing experiencing another thing it is an experience single it is an experience single okay stay right here in this is it is there any effort here no I know it is not doing it's a happening yes is it a happening I think so no don't think look is it an happening pay attention now everyone who chooses to look in this way is it a happening please answer but it is not a doing so it is not a doing it is a presence and maybe new English word presencing I'll accept for the moment can it can it by itself because did you create it no no can it go away no thank you is there a boundary beyond which it is not limitless limitless and forever can it become sick No depressed no confused no no thank you so it's the nameless we can't name it it's not an object yeah it's not put too much commentary I am going to ask like you told me before yes or no I'm going to say for you yes or no okay you are becoming aware and you are aware of it now but where has it been all this time always been here it's always been here how do you know it's always been here you said that without thinking and I accept what gives you the authority to say it's always been here because it feels that way and if I don't see a beginning or an end yes okay then the next question you have half taken you did not create it was it born or created no neither okay can it come to an end no thank you just like this is good is it a belief system no it's reality it's the truth Satya is it bound by time not at all timeless okay let's take one more question and that would be this question is what must you do to reach it you do nothing why I do nothing no effort or far away from you is it no distance no distance so if you say and you agree it is not personal it was not created it's not merely a mood or something it's not the philosophy or a set or some kind of belief system is it a religion no no it cannot become sick or depressed or confused it was not born it cannot die it is not time it cannot fade then I ask you you're discovering it now but where has it been until now you say it's always been here it's timeless there has no part of the universe where it doesn't exist now I asked this question to you what can you do to get to it how much distance you say in no distance and so this is what I say that if all these things are true you did not do and you did not have to go away to do any research about this out of your own being you could confirm with such confidence then you must be speaking perceiving knowing yourself this is the self is it an object does it have shape now comes this I feeling the I feeling that come and say yes but how can i how can i how can i I mean how can I use it it will it help me to find a better job and then who is this me where it come from because this is what I say when the mind will come and it is important that the mind come because your understanding must be tested the mind will come in the most powerful way as I it will arise as I itself if it says you know well you know how can I do this you know how can i how can I keep staying here I said how are you staying here at the moment are you staying here so until this question come and if this question is accepted then comes a doubt then comes some struggle just like that simply what to do keep marinating your attention in this natural self-discovery don't let it turn into any story you don't need any adventures simply marinate your attention in it and gradually the noise of mind and the duality and all of these things they are completely thinning away to thinning away anything anyway this is your sadhana if you want to say meaning your practice to because mind will keep coming and saying oh it was much better yesterday the self cannot be better one day and less one day so it's just a question of whether it can trick you into purchasing duality again in this way and this you must watch vigilant watch and as you keep looking sometime man will say but how long I've got to keep looking you know it's just so I mean we're not getting anywhere and to see if something comes from you which is judgment identification it will try to appeal to these energies or powers in you if it catches them it will pull you into some shape you remain shapeless simple thing if you can do this because this is what the sages have done if you want to say do they've paid attention they've understood the mechanism of the psychological identity and they have transcended its influence just like you but if you go with habit and yeah I don't know it was very nice when I was in Rishikesh but now I don't know and anyway I can't call Mooji he's too far away and Allah and you're back into role as mr. stupid because that's what it is the mind in the form of ego is stupidness believing in itself and so you have been shown now to what extent you will accept this simple guidance simple and effective immediate effectiveness of this guidance as soon as you come to this seeing I say to people a storm is coming a storm is coming what it mean that the mind is going to come and the only way it can blow you is by getting you to reify personally because right now if you're followed you are not a person you are the pure consciousness mine can only intimidate you or to somehow overwhelm you if it gets you to become personal and that has been easy in the past let's see how easy it is now and he will keep coming and more you don't say all wise the mind keep coming and why does it keep coming because that itself is mine you already picked it up they just observe what did you know observe and stay in that neutrality that is the most excellent advice I can give you I know honor it that's all follow it and you will yourself be the proof of its success Thank You Mooji thank you once again I love you love you too very good very good can I see you yes you sure yes come I don't watch it I have morning good bunny I may take coin take your moment you came into my life one year ago I was experiencing a full full full suffering in my life and it's like everything changed and nothing changed when you say everything change and nothing change is that good thing yeah because I realized that the change was in my like who I was thinking I was in my life and now it's like I see myself recognizing my own self like I see clearly as everything he's here to support this to support this recognition from childhood to tendencies to attachment to my job my parents like everything is for this and but now I see also this and it's all happening inside me without no effort at all when I ask you what is your most I don't know if I can ask question like this please ask what is your most unchanging kanna is there an unchanging it experience yes I'm changing this and you know that I always hear and I'm always fresh yes as yes as or something no no no no no no it's something I this is this is this is like the thing it's sometimes I feel confused about that but it's also when I when I contemplate when I see I see it's again something that appears inside million well looking what appears inside you the confusion ah thank you this is very important everything appears and disappear yeah it's it's like I feel like disappearing like I see myself my dynamic living is like living life and works and happening but actually my the reference that I heard about myself it's like slowly disappearing and I don't know where it goes but never mind and this beautiful I am just checking in that's something the dynamic existence is playing and something action reaction interaction life flow yes and no this and that is happening but none of this is leaving any deep footprints in the being can anybody confirm like this is happening in your dynamic your dynamic room let's put it like that where exist the play of life relatives job all that their family all these things are there a play seems to be there but now it used to be met before personally and so much struggle much suffering then as a result of your understanding and you came to the no mind awareness itself which has no history as anybody discovered their history less self mmm the farm less that is and then also in the realm of change and so on why are you once was living as a person now it is replaced by just presence a sense of presence seem to be functioning there but it is not building a story there its functioning fine things seem to be a bit more distance in the functioning but you're not looking for things to give you happiness you are the happiness is your presence radiates happiness you're not begging for things somehow this night have blood is neither there's no pride there's no arrogance also there is a kind of equilibrium within you a serenity is there peace is there you don't have to tell anybody but you may find that some people you naturally can talk with them because someone you recognize this is the dance of life but there's no ego to want to tell someone how enlightened you are because then you're not it is subtle things I don't want to go into them let's get through the door first the rest what is inside your room you can experience an explorer but I'm happy to check in with you to hear that you're seeing is authentic authentic and it will continue to become more ripe more mature purer this is like this is the thing I sometimes in my dynamic field let's call it like this there's like waves for of illusions or like sometimes something something I feel I feel like it's pulling me but again it's I see all of this all this game it's seeing and I also see like why it comes because it makes me feel myself more deeply it never ends like like more and more this is the mystery because here it is in some way there is a maturing continuing a deepening continuing against a background of unchanging awareness how will that make sense apart from experientially there continue as long as the life force is here the body is here and consciousness is here they will continue a deepening a mellowing it's almost seem like unending scope a combing out of the noise of personhood every experience is a gift for you bitter or sweet you will turn it to the advantage a ripening of consciousness happening inside happening inside or against a background of unchanging awareness you are evolving inside your own infinite nests have I gone too far now this is what's happening and this distinction is very important the background is the imperishable the unborn awareness the no mind self in the dynamic field there seem to be growth deepening mellowing an increase in joy a widening of love all this is happening spontaneously and yet you check actually there's no one really here there's nobody to build a history out of but there's presence this presence whose vibration is the sense I am is not personal it's a mystery the mind cannot explain it is says in whatever state in whatever place a yogi or one of this nature wherever your body falls they merge in absoluteness wherever under what condition even if they were stressed in that moment a play of stress in the in the moment body drop they are again their absolute necessity March in Brahman but they already mentioned ramen these things cannot be explained so the waves that come the waves that come they somehow carry a certain vibration like a mix between presence and person yes but it feels very quick very quick like tight suit or something yes and then I watched two or three satsang a day since I met you so it's easy to just watch satsang and listen and just fall away in a way yeah and the sometimes if I can expose something and take this chance it's like fierce because I really don't like have any reference about myself like I feel like I'm floating like around time and days passing but nothing to hold on and like I don't know I don't have any wants or things that I used to want they are not not here now anymore I just wish I wish you know wish for best wish to feel I'm also inspired and interesting to see what else I can find out I I being what I mean like work because in my dynamic experience I feel it's depending like more and more and more you know I feel interesting interested to to feel myself more this is the only thing that I can I can wish for you to feel yourself more personally as a shape or in the shapeless this is a natural this is a natural evolution is a natural unfolding that is natural no not not percentages yes peace all day when I say this is a kind of maturing inside the infinite do you understand what it mean in your heart you see this yes it's like something is maturing inside zero yes sometimes I feel I don't understand how it can be yeah you know if there is a place to understand that feature will come doctor this is love that is love itself not at the back there's someone waiting okay no mojo so the one who is not existing he's cooked and this thought appears can you can mooch it smell something and then the others thought appears so of course which is gonna ask who is who wants to check this who wants to know I won't ask that it's enough that it is an auspicious request in fact to come forward and ask yes there seemed to be nothing for things to land on but can I come before you to check if you can smell me out get you something you see this is ver this is intelligent this is the kind of people person I'd want to spend more time if I have time or my student or something this we look together that is the kind of earnestness it takes to win freedom not to think I'm free anyway because you know some adviser words or something this quality of earnestness of vigilance is what is deeply invited this is how you I see your authentic Ness that you're willing to come and see if there's something to expose please do because also the feeling to hide and to to just think yes I've done it I know what it is it's an easier route it's easier to feel like that yes I understand everything he says I don't need to go to verify anything and you don't see that there may be a subtle arrogance hiding in that so when someone comes like this yes I have time for you yeah actually can I say no actually there was a feeling there is a feeling that if I don't come to you it will be supporting of some habit fear to come to you and supporting of some fear of thoughts as not fear thought like thought why should I come to master and I asked him something if I'm pure self I actually don't need yes what's to lose what's to lose what did he lose so you came and need master verify very good and then something goes I knew it all along this is these subtle things the one who is genuinely wanting to look they will look like that what's to lose if you ask then it verifies is good then the mysel we see there was no point in going can you smell that one yeah it smells very bad I mean the smell is working good these are the subtle things this is the area I prefer to work because the most subtle distractions and delusions are going to work right here outside the very gate of Nirvana if you want it's just a terminology and it's only useful for some discussion for a while it will soon be used up when it's finished I don't want to place you outside gate on a run I don't want to introduce inside gate of Nirvana also at one time even this word I will not use it they are just all the words are you know I'm putting nothing in the fridge everything is used today no cupboards no fridge fresh food so like this looking I find spontaneously and automatically my attention goes to you because I it feels good feels good at the moment I feel nothing that calls my attention to say oh let's look at this yeah unless you have something to say bring out and say actually this thing keeps coming and we can look together you serve and I will see if I can hit back something I mean they coming sometimes but it doesn't matter because they all in me and they are made from me as nothing so it's fine this is it you see they come stuff come mind come even thoughts come yeah you're not good enough ah but something a greater understanding says they can come welcome er so they can come but they are nothing for me once they used to be something once the mind would come in and go no no no oh my god like it's more generous but now you see the things come and you understand what they are they are nothing you understand that the DNA of all things appearing in consciousness the DNA of them is consciousness it's okay and to pay attention to that hmm they have to appear and in front of something that gives them energy gives them the okay or ignore and like this somehow this kind of vigilance automatically you see or there's some autocorrect thing that just cleans things up it's beautiful and it is a joy or so yeah I love you so much I love you so much thank you thanks to you let's just check in what is here any content any disturbing content any joyful content any Content container just checking we're just a space of is any name important any role that is deeply significant anybody who is win something resting in your own radiance what is time for you what is wealth for you what is reputation for you things come things go what to keep please stay please stay for you who are you for you silence and the infinite appearing in a human form don't speak about it with anybody marinate in it [Music] it is not a creative activity not this subsequent one may create do's and dont's can play but yourself is not a creative outpouring it simply is it did not come from someplace it is not going to someplace perhaps mine may come and say but you know I can't stay like this forever you who can't stay like this forever you can't stay like anything for five minutes only forever can stay forever and it doesn't stay don't entertain the psychology of the mind it will come if you can make use of its cunningness then do then quickly discard but don't take it on a date look see discard look see make yourself but don't entertain don't don't over nourish this kind of play of personhood it's going nowhere or rather it's always going somewhere else is the self a state or a stateless state knowing that all states come and go all experiences of beginning and ending this is not knowledge for the head this is not knowledge for the mind this is your confirming to your direct experience clouds of thoughts and feeling sensation sense of time they are floating by but the sky is not floating by you are like the sky mind is like the wind the self is like space the wind need space to blow out but space does not need the wind wind or no wind space remains unalterable reflect in you as you is the spirit of truth it is not in need yet bodily needs emotional mental needs will be fulfilled it is fine but the self notice has no needs it does not depend on something else this you may say is the Lord supreme so are you full or empty okay thank you well we developer long now say I have no words to express my view let me first explain mean Indy because my sentiment can only be expressed in Hindi Molly for you so they start the engine please do please do un should somebody translate yeah in Indy then somebody is there to translate somebody is there yes you can translate them Ramdas is coming in is okay he can do thank you Bava evita Juve MIDI and my power till now whatever has come into my experience JC parmatma as Tito I may only perky one shoddy tight leash a permit my asked it which only pakka akka wakka pancha did I just like God and you know he has my finger and brought me there Jehan Mary at the hot Makia trauma militia hayehudi where my spiritual journey is being supported JC mattress otra at aerosol cumin when he was just like 17 or 18 years old muchacho que buscan Sadia via I was led to Osho cetera Martin is opposite Rocco ocean emulating shadi 17th March 1975 1975 also initiated and the hunky with you know name but I and give him a way of meditation a technique mission uppity Anita Asuka shot Mary otra shall tear a 1990 was following Osho Osho Kazan Ichabod Chitra hasta tuna mu j o shahe ramen also see Dr Octopus on Satya after that also Siddharth alia in Mahara Osho Siddharth G Ahmet orchard Siddharth see in Osho Dhara there's another place or as astutely capacity to apply the blessings of the existence myopic of mascara I can feel your grace up keep us on Nikki but doctor I have come to you know made up island of what my first experience is Jai Simha opening is pretty I'd say Mira like a meeting my spirit right Osho Dharam a a chakram yet after death oh sure there is one program in Osho Derek all death after death in that program how many OpCo whose vision may the spirit guide you to medical in that program he saw you as his spirit guide mahoto egg hope Neil vision deja up Cody katha he saw like a dream surreal kind of dream in which he saw you licking aha JC shall shut up guitars and way but here as he sees you in physical form you're dashing he got Mooji Romans via measure dasiver Gaia or deshyla rocky up key blessing on me on purpose be now he feels a shower of grace upon him you jalaja apne Mooji bhula diya happening pass he feels that you have really call them to you are geeky martyrs and kill ye for his father for further guidance baba Mooji wotty please bless me now the sweet duck Ashok Assad or showed her on a Jovi Hannity who jebediah till now whatever he has learned from ocean at Osho Dhara was my sake or with this witnessing carry Anwar Mooji Hotaru I have just come to the place that I am the witness and this place shame Willian were FK guided meditation card Mooji hota hai whenever I follow your guided minutes meditation I the same place of witnessing I was a novice probe man and timpani a tiki root men in that experiment the last what he's got last place my egg as she is to tomorrow Tom he reaches that place jaha's ship egg under jaga WA and Webb curtain there's something which is a live inside now which are there is no thought no question a couple is no time nakaoka Ichabod there is no place no distance ship hmm only that I exist yeah upon ooh honey yeah open abonnieren iike ashes that I'm staying as myself that that's a feeling yeah Samadhi Kay barnacle Knepper after he comes out of that state of Samadhi locked is antique a mahogany bahara ayam he feels that he's come out of the ocean of peace Peter Cadogan booth a child of the devil inside he feels really very nice do both suka shook head on and pull very happy way joyous very peaceful or primpin geisha very very loving full of love Oh show cotton Baba Joshua says primarykey atre Jairus whisker hey that the the the part of love is is better or higher Baba Musa ppattani make a shape Lamia bhakti marg me Purvis : he's saying but I don't know how do I enter that part of love up Josh bad or ugly Hutton Baba shopton he surrenders everything at you at your feet of mooji Appalachia please take me yes when you spoke earlier and you were saying that you you attained a certain state where there is just the ocean of a piece there all this is there no I'm listening quite keenly which is the next thing you will say and then you said that somehow when you came out of it and [Music] just a piece everywhere I am feeling yes when I came out from that state yes from somebody it said yes then I feel much peace I have in the system on that occasion yes yes yes there must be the this traveling I that goes into something and comes out of something in that ocean of peace this is really I used to we have a song you said they said like this you know if you imagine a raindrop is falling towards the ocean and if you could say that this raindrop was aware of itself and he's falling and he sees I'm going to the ocean yeah then it may have a fear what will happen because ocean is water I am water also what will happen if I go to the ocean hmm will I be able to come back and tell my friends about what it's like to visit the ocean is he so i suni he's gone he is ocean himself how is going to come out so what comes out is the idea you had of yourself going in and an idea you have of yourself come out because the ocean ocean that we are speaking about is the only thing that really exists everything is apparent everything come and go including the one who visits the ocean comes and goes this has to be understood before I move on to another point because here a lot of misunderstanding take place like yes I went into the experience and experience bliss and the joy and you know but it didn't last somehow either it left or I left but something left and I want to know how true this is really yeah it would not have been the final state because in the earlier times of my own experience you see in 1987 I said that I God became a reality for me see I was brought up in a Christian environment we have had many occasions of going to church and feeling the the the presence of Holy Spirit and you know feeling wonderful and I would come out from the church and go into the town and I was walking through the town and nothing could touch me it was like you are doused in spirit it's as though I'm dipped in spirit and you'd come walking through the town and you could hear all this music and policemen and the noise and stuff but nothing was coming in and nothing was merging with me so I knew this from before but in 1987 it took this experience happened again but in a very profound way that the peace arose inside and it never left since 1987 whatever we say that is know but throughout that time was a journey of changes also because I still retained the force of identity was still with person and that felt like I'm under God's grace now he's taking care of me and surely did also I was growing very fast super fast than before there was I was so attracted so single focused but still with identity there and still under the grace the shower of grace of God you see so it's still beautiful and wonderful miracles are happening many things were shown inside me in the grace of God but in 1993 I came to India my intention was to go to Calcutta to visit Sri Ramakrishna's place because I don't read much at all but I had found a book of ramakrishna I went to go there no other intention I had in India but to go to Calcutta at Dakshin is far and to visit the place where master lived but when I came here I was in Delhi for like 10 days arriving basically and then somehow came to Rishikesh and I stayed Manjula and through meeting some people they told me Papaji I did not know any spiritual master didn't know anything but guru nothing to accept you what I learned through Ramakrishna Paramahamsa and through meeting Papaji before this it was just love love fills everything just a love and the silence was there and me and in meeting Papaji I intuitively felt I'm in the right place but some resistance is there something nothing mind was still there somehow and then eventually I wrote letter to Papaji and he called called me up and I sat with him and some of you may have seen what happened he told me he read my letter and he is told you want to find God but you want there to be you and God and that's not possible if you really must know God or find truth you must disappear and I told you I didn't understand what is what kind of talk is this if I disappear who will be left to find God exactly it could not I could not comprehend such such a statement and my person took it as an insult he is making fun of me to speak like that who can carry out an instruction such as disappear who can do it is it so I decided to leave this place but somehow I was packing to go still very angry about the whole thing this was not the way I intended to meet Papaji I thought he was going to come and embrace me and say my son you have come and it was not like that so now I'm leaving I took a break and I went to sit somewhere just to cool off because it was very hot in in Lucknow and was hot outside out inside also but somehow a what he had said my mind could not fathom it but it was already in the serum was already in and suddenly it went off and in that instant I could not find myself the self I thought I am is it it was not there and yet something was there to witness the absence of the usual self my favorite idea of myself it was gone it was gone I was felt lost I can't find myself like this who experienced this so in the same way that the idea you have of yourself visiting the self and coming out is only an idea still it has a force force of habit of time a momentum there that persisted and I could not see what was believing in that that belief was also an energy inherent in the consciousness that was feeding it I attention belief identity was very strongly but in that instant it it was not there but I am was there and is here you see so this thing I bring it to you because when you say like that yes something came out I said this thing that come out kind of escaped as an identity and so it recorded and remembered the experience as that itself the ego will experience it as a near-death experience but what happened or you may say oh you know I I lost it the higher the sattvic ego will realize a mr. chance there or something like that but actually now today what is your wish in this moment I think without your blessing I can proceed on in this way so and if you will guide me what to do and so they continue this and how I should continue and along with your blessing Wendy I can do that yes again and now if we cannot bring a little focus to it now our Gees asking what I can do now and of course I'm gonna go straight to the eye with what this eye that says you know what I can do what practice I must do that I is a conviction there is a strong identity and belief in that position I have done these things I was with Osho ji for some time I took any this thing have studied of practice and now what I want I want your blessing i what should I do now so this I can we just take a look at it everyone know it but know it more intimately sometimes we we call ourself I we are aware of ourselves as an i but that I represent personhood also may be a spiritual person may be a seeker i but it is one that cannot confess I am that the self itself yet because it is more strongly identified with time and change habits intention dream practice all these things so that I and its qualities its attributes or characteristics is you are aware of it isn't it you are aware of it sometimes because we so strongly identify with something you feel you're not aware you are not able to observe it because it's closer than intimacy and something that's that one with you you cannot know when I gave example that a knife can cut many things but it cannot cut itself why cannot cut itself or the tongue can taste so many tastes but it cannot taste itself or a scale can weigh so many objects but it cannot weigh itself why because it is one you see and actually we are one but only because we imagine ourselves to be the ego identity which naturally knows something is wrong and is trying to get the thing is right then it believes there are two that the ego identity is trying to reach the higher self so that is the play of Amaya and how to get out of it that's what we are doing here pointing out that this I is it is constructed I this I feeling I am this person I am a spiritual person I am trying to get to my higher self at some point must be come to seen that that is a dreamed idea I have of myself what is possible today as you're standing here though what is possible today as I was coming in somebody shouted to me Baba I have no time I like people with no time mean I have no time to waste if there is any time it must be only to be free so all this is identity all this crisis or the separation and all of that is to do with personal identity not by itself identity means believed in some level but it is mine is all it is so suction so my new-to-me minut yes right man you something knows it is minut this is our enquiry start something is aware but that is minut what ceases minut the fact is already that it is perceived that function of i person's self trying to get something is minut what by what watched by words I checked here oh yeah it is my Newt is observed that is my neutral yes yes so what is it that is observing that is my Newt is that sig is that the minut thing is it significant to the one who says that's my Newt as you are telling Allah I am sunder standing atop like the young lady came before and what did she say yes my mind comes up with some things but it doesn't matter power that is power mind says how about this go sit over there I'm talking you see it slapped it away some people mind come and go oh my mind is saying my mind is having trouble know you believe in that and you believe it into existence when you come to a place where you see that you are the witness of the mind and all of its nice or not nice less does not affect the one who observe it then it becomes insignificant for you when the mind stuff becomes insignificant it loses its power to influence the consciousness I got the point power you got yes I can proceed what do you have told I think I got the point yeah and I can proceed proceed a little bit we have a little bit of one or a couple of minutes so that one is seen that is a in the mind the person the one who is struggling to become better and better oh no that's my Newt okay yeah that is my note we don't need to talk about him any further he was getting away with something but I caught him and he said I don't write what is left now just don't think just look what is left if mind and all that mind meaning the content of the sense of person even Who I am the historical person that I keep referencing as that being myself something says that is my new dresser so if that is seeing the person which takes up so much big autobiography and so on is regarded by something now that is trivial that is men you'd then let's leave all that that which observe that is minut what is the state of that thank you I need your position thank you now I'm clear who need blessing them actually no no it's a good place a good point that yes blessing will not hurt blessing will not hurt in fact in fact it's you who you know what why would it hurt did I say yes because I'm here for you I am here in service to your to your seeing you ask please a bless of course address that as you continue looking you will not fall for the - the tricks you will see them and even if somehow you feel tricked you will use that experience to protect that not happening again next time you're constantly growing as I said earlier the wise man builds a house with the stones that is enemies throw at him and lives happily in this house he doesn't complete complain police look this is the stone to throw at me last week no he uses it and the wise person no is using every experience but bitter or sweet to somehow expand their consciousness this is what you're doing and some people may say just like he says yes thank you and it's a genuine tense maybe that's enough that's it from now the rest I can do myself can be mean like this it can also mean who is getting hot in here thank you why can I go and I go which one is it or it can mean what that yes I see now and that you know please bless me that I stay with it but you are still here you are still here so I just want to make sure we make the best use of it and then it's time now you see but what I I can leave it with you now I think so you have to keep confirming actually then if the ego identity is regarded as a trivial thing what can be big because that's the only troublemaker there is all the world all the universe all the stars the moon the trees everything nothing is against you nothing is against you hmm except your thinking and your personal identity this you must overcome you don't have to overcome two trees you don't have to overcome the rivers never cover come if something presents itself like this is a big hard thing for you then yeah um what must you overcome if you see that ego is it's a trivial thing reflect on that thank you thank you okay okay just remaining last check with everybody hmm my advice is before you leave home or whatever before you get into any discussion with someone first thing check in and be empty check in and be empty and you'll see that from this empty unsaved up energy just to be empty that whatever comes the spontaneity will take care of it what you see don't start getting involved with people discussion when you're already full of noise if there's a noise inside yeah you see it's traffic quickly hmm be empty get used to this empty don't let the mind judge it don't let the world judge it because they'll tell you emptiness is waste of time you know you should always have something thinking about so and everybody nobody has space because we are full of information full of noise you become empty in this emptiness you see a silence is there - where is the silence there's peace where is peace there's contentment where there's contentment is love we just love this truth take a little time check-in you check in an ego will check out you will check in and move in that no need to pick up anything move in that and you find that somehow you're moving in a field of spontaneity and freshness mind is clear fluid and in service to the truth that's all that's all as you are now it is not a place of effort there is peace there is no peacekeeper just peace it is happy to be there by itself it doesn't need any support the flower is not holding on to the fragrance it releases radiates fragrance all these things are natural the natural is good thank you my mistake there is you thank you know the last day this is the song is called forever you song is called forever you and they are your words from the book the mother of God my love [Music] Holy Mother you are the single force inside our hearts no power on earth can stand against you blessed we are your light to shine upon us that we could no fill holy spirit' speak your language see with your [Music] and feel you inside Oh blessed we are that we are nothing but [Music] ha yeah [Music] be holy here always let us walk in the night of your presence and sing honor and glory to your name [Music] consciously taken and every heart be full of gratitude joy and privilege sir what a grand illusion [Music] Dulli [Music] resting effortlessly in your lap of unfading [Music] I exist only because of [Music] only for you through through I am a forever [Music] ever [Music] you forever [Music] [Applause] I would like to read just a few verses from avadhuta gita it's okay wherever a yogi may meet his end that means to drop his body whether beside a holy river or elsewhere in a poor person's Hut his births are through emerges in Brahman supreme of himself he who has realized the innate unborn incomprehensible self never becomes stained while enjoying the fruits of his desires he remains always free of stain free of Gama the ascetic concentrated on the self is never bound [Music] he goes beyond illusion beyond comparison beyond farm beyond any support beyond the body and its nourishment he goes beyond duality fear desire and powers it is the Lord the self the eternal that he attains his attainment is not the Vedas nor initiation nor a clean shaven head it is not a guru or disciple or bountiful treasures or the practice of postures or wearing of ashes it is the Lord the self the eternal he attains he does not envision the form of the great Shiva or Shakti or any other gods he does not see Kundalini or light forms or the feet of God nor does he perceive his own soul like a jar with its contents it is the Lord the supreme self the eternal that he attains that is the essence from which the sentient and in sentient universe is born it is like the ocean which gives birth to the form on its surface it is that by which everything is maintained and dissolved it is the Lord the supreme self the eternal he attains he does not attain many or a one that is separate from himself it is not something other like an object with measurements it cannot be objectively proven or compared with anything it is the Lord the supreme self the eternal he attains he may or may not attain concentration he may or may not attain freedom from the senses even he may or may not abandon all actions it is the Lord the supreme self the eternal he attains beyond mind intellect body and sense organs beyond the subtle elements and the five gross elements beyond the sense of ego or even the etheral body it is the Lord the supreme self the eternal the attains thank you [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Applause] [Music] another powers I did [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Applause] [Applause] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] he's only going to do one of them [Applause] [Applause] [Applause] [Applause] you you [Music]

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Length: 138min 36sec (8316 seconds)

Published: Wed Feb 26 2020