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Cindy: [ Voice quivering ] IT STARTED DOWNSTAIRS... AND...THEN THE FAMILY ROOM... AND THE KITCHEN. [ GRUNTS ] HOARDING HAS RUINED MY LIFE. Pam: IT'S JUST GOT TO THE POINT WHERE THERE'S TOO MUCH. IT IS EMBARRASSING. I THINK I WANT TO KEEP IT. [ CHUCKLES ] LIVING WITH A HOARDER IS A LIVING HELL. I HAVE NEVER TOLD ANYBODY. Laurie: WE JUST WANT YOU TO GET BETTER. WE WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. [ Voice breaking ] I KNOW, BUT WHAT IF I CAN'T GET RID OF IT? --<font color="#FFFF00"> Captions by VITAC --</font><font color="#00FFFF"> www.vitac.com</font> CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS Narrator: FROM THE STREET, MIKE AND CINDY CARROLL'S HOUSE LOOKS LIKE ANY OTHER IN SUBURBAN COLUMBUS, OHIO. I'M GONNA TRY TO MOW THE GRASS TOMORROW, OKAY? OKAY. BUT A GLIMPSE INSIDE SUGGESTS SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY. CINDY CARROLL IS A COMPULSIVE HOARDER. SHE LIVES HER LIFE HEMMED IN BY THE MOST MUNDANE OF THINGS. Cindy: WE'RE HAVING AN AVALANCHE. Mike: YOU CAN'T GET THROUGH THERE WITHOUT KNOCKING SOMETHING OFF. I DO IT EVERY DAY. IT'S YOUR STUFF. I KNOW IT'S MY STUFF. OKAY, THEN. BUT YOU COULD RESPECT MY STUFF. BUT YOU DON'T PICK UP MY STUFF. OH, YES, I DO. NO, YOU DON'T. I TOTALLY TAKE CARE OF IT. YOU CAN'T FIND MY STUFF. [ SCOFFS ] IT HAS HURT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MIKE, MY KIDS. MY PARENTS HAVEN'T BEEN TO MY HOUSE IN 10 YEARS. HOARDING HAS RUINED MY LIFE. DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE CHIPS ARE? Mike: PROBABLY UNDERNEATH SOMETHING. SHUT UP. OH, IT'S HORRIBLE. IT MAKES YOU FEEL BAD. YOU HATE TO GO HOME, AND CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE TO GET OUT OF THAT CLUTTER, THAT MESS, YOU KNOW, AND IT'S SO FRUSTRATING. IT'S ABSOLUTELY THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING THAT I'VE EVER BEEN THROUGH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. Dr. Frost: COMPULSIVE HOARDING IS THE INABILITY TO THROW AWAY OR DISCARD POSSESSIONS THAT ARE OF LIMITED USE OR VALUE. THE AMOUNT OF MATERIAL THAT IS ACCUMULATED BEGINS TO CLUTTER THE LIVING SPACES TO SUCH AN EXTENT THAT IT MAKES THEM UNUSABLE. ONE STUDY SUGGESTS THAT UP TO 5% OF THE POPULATION SUFFERS FROM COMPULSIVE HOARDING. Narrator: FOR EXTREME HOARDERS LIKE CINDY, PERFORMING ORDINARY HOUSEHOLD TASKS OFTEN REQUIRES EXTRAORDINARY CHOREOGRAPHY. I WILL NEED TO GET... OVER HERE TO GET A FRYING PAN. AND THEN I MOVE THAT STUFF DOWN... ...AND THEN I COOK. I USE, LIKE, THAT LITTLE LEDGE THERE TO, LIKE, PUT -- IF I'M GONNA MAKE PORK CHOPS, I'LL PUT A PLATE THERE AND DO MY STUFF. [ Chuckling ] THAT'S MY LITTLE PREP SPACE RIGHT THERE. LIKE, I CUT UP POTATOES THERE. [ PORK CHOPS SIZZLING ] Mike: SHE ALWAYS RUNS ME OUT WHEN SHE'S COOKING. HAVING ALL THAT STUFF AROUND THE STOVE WITH HER COOKING, IT SCARES ME, AND THEN, ALSO, I TEND TO LAUGH AT HER WHEN SHE'S STUMBLING AROUND THE KITCHEN. [ Chuckling ] THIS IS WHEN IT GETS FUNNY, AND I GO, "MIKE, DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE PLASTIC WRAP IS?" [ OBJECTS RATTLING ] AND I HATE TO COOK. I HATE TO COOK. MAYBE I WOULD LIKE IT IF I DIDN'T HAVE ALL OF THIS. I DON'T KNOW. [ Chuckling ] YOU'RE JUST TIRED OF COOKING WITH ME, AREN'T YOU, HONEY? I'M FIXING IT RIGHT NOW, AND THEN I'LL TAKE MIKE'S PLATE IN TO HIM, AND HE'LL EAT IN THERE, AND THEN I'LL EAT RIGHT HERE. Narrator: DINNER WAS ONCE A MEAL MIKE AND CINDY SHARED TOGETHER. BUT NOT ANYMORE. OH, THAT LOOKS GREAT. THANK YOU. YOU'RE WELCOME. OOH. CINDY'S THINGS HAVE LITERALLY FORCED MIKE INTO THE BEDROOM. OKAY. NOW THEY EAT ALONE, SEPARATED BY STUFF. HEY, MIKE, YOU NEED A DRINK? SURE. YOU WANT WATER? YEAH, WATER WOULD BE FINE -- ICE WATER, PLEASE. OKAY, JUST A SECOND. ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU. ALL RIGHT. THERE YOU GO. THANK YOU. ANYTHING ELSE? NO. ALL RIGHT. THAT'S IT. WHERE YOU GOING? I'M GONNA GO EAT. OKAY. OKAY. Cindy: AND THEN AFTER WE'RE FINISHED EATING, I'LL GO BACK IN AND ASK HIM IF HE NEEDS ANYTHING ELSE, AND HE'LL TELL ME, "THAT WAS A GOOD DINNER!" [ LAUGHS ] AND THEN HE USUALLY GOES BACK TO BED. THAT'S OUR NIGHT. Narrator: HOARDING CAN RANGE FROM MILD CASES OF CLUTTER TO LIFE-THREATENING CHAOS. AND DOCTORS ARE STILL DEBATING WHETHER IT SHOULD BE OFFICIALLY CATEGORIZED AS AN OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE DISORDER. HOARDERS ARE VERY DIFFERENT THAN OTHER OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE INDIVIDUALS. THEY TEND TO NOT RESPOND TO THE SAME THERAPY. THEY TEND TO NOT RESPOND TO THE SAME TYPES OF MEDICATIONS AS O.C.D. INDIVIDUALS DO. IT'S QUESTIONABLE AT THIS POINT WHETHER HOARDING SHOULD BE ACTUALLY CLASSIFIED UNDER OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE DISORDER. Pam: OKAY. LET'S GO WAKE UP ISAIAH. Narrator: PAM PEARSON HAS KNOWN FOR YEARS THAT SHE HAS A SERIOUS PROBLEM. MR. 'SAIAH. TIME TO GET UP, DARLING. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? IN HER MARYLAND HOME, POSSESSIONS ARE EVERYWHERE. TODAY IS PICTURE DAY, ISABEL, SO WE GOT TO SEE ABOUT GETTING ISAIAH SOMETHING NICE TO WEAR. WHEN I'M ALONE, UM, I GET OVERWHELMED. I LOOK AROUND AND SAY, "OH, MY GOODNESS. I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START." DID YOU SLEEP WELL? Narrator: PAM HAS CUSTODY OF HER TWO GRANDCHILDREN. BUT HER HOARDING HAS LEFT HER WITH SO LITTLE SPACE THAT ISAIAH IS FORCED TO SLEEP IN THE BED WITH HER. MY GRANDSON ISAIAH IS 7, AND HE'S IN FIRST GRADE. HE'S A SWEETHEART, AND MY ISABEL IS 3, AND SHE, UH -- SHE'S JUST AS SWEET AS SHE LOOKS. ISAIAH, ARE YOU HUNGRY, DARLING? Isaiah: MNH-MNH. GET YOUR SHOES. Narrator: PAM WAS 44 WHEN SHE BECAME A FULL-TIME MOTHER AGAIN. SHE HADN'T PLANNED ON IT, BUT IT WAS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP HER FAMILY TOGETHER. GO TAKE ISAIAH TO THE BUS. LET'S GO. GOODBYE. ALL RIGHT, WE GOT TO LOOK AND LISTEN, GUYS, WHEN WE CROSS THE STREET, RIGHT? MY DAUGHTER'S NAME IS LYNNéE, AND WE STARTED DEVELOPING A LOT OF TROUBLE SOME EARLY ON IN HER TEEN YEARS, AND WE STILL HAVE A PRETTY TURBULENT RELATIONSHIP. SO, WHAT DO WE HAVE TODAY? YOU HAVE MUSIC TODAY? THINGS -- THINGS HAVE -- HAVE TAKEN A TURN FOR THE WORSE, AND I PRETTY WELL HAVE HER CHILDREN FOR THAT REASON. [ Singsong voice ] HAVE A GOOD DAY. Narrator: HER DAYS ARE NOW A BLUR OF SCHOOL BUSES, DAY CARE, AND SERVING DRINKS AS A BARTENDER. AND AT TIMES, THE PRESSURE CAN BE OVERWHELMING. OH, GOD, YES. [ LAUGHS ] YES. THE STRESS LEVELS COME AND GO. THERE'S SOME DAYS I JUST... WANT TO SCREAM MY HEAD OFF, AND OTHER DAYS, YOU KNOW, I'LL TAKE TIME AND GO SIT IN THE CAR JUST BECAUSE THERE'S TOO MUCH CHAOS IN THE HOUSE. WELL, I'LL TRY TO CONCENTRATE. "P." GONNA MAKE THAT AN "O." ALL RIGHT. TRY AND BE NEATER. I KNOW YOU CAN BE NEATER ABOUT THAT. Narrator: PAM'S LIFE IS A CONTRADICTION. SHE'S MADE A COMMITMENT TO HER GRANDCHILDREN'S FUTURE, BUT SHE KNOWS HER HOARDING COULD BE PUTTING THEM BOTH AT RISK. I THINK IT'S JUST GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE THERE'S TOO MUCH, SO IT'S HARD TO CONTROL. I'D LIKE TO SEE THE HOUSE DECLUTTERED JUST TO KNOW THAT THE KIDS WERE COMFORTABLE. Narrator: WHILE PAM STRUGGLES TO FORGE A NEW PATH FOR HER FAMILY, CINDY SEEKS TO RECLAIM HERS AS HER DAUGHTER COMES TO VISIT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWO YEARS. [ Voice breaking ] I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO BE THAT WAY. I KNOW. IT'S OKAY, MOM. Narrator: CINDY CARROLL BEGAN HOARDING 15 YEARS AGO WHEN HER SON, SHANNON, LEFT HOME FOR COLLEGE. Cindy: WHEN SHANNON LEFT, I STARTED SHUFFLING STUFF AROUND. I WAS REALLY SAD WHEN HE LEFT. Narrator: THREE YEARS LATER, DAUGHTER LAURIE FOLLOWED SUIT, AND CINDY'S PROBLEM SHIFTED INTO OVERDRIVE AS SHE MADE EVERY EFFORT TO FILL THE EMPTY NEST -- LITERALLY. Cindy: WHEN LAURIE MOVED OUT, I DIDN'T HAVE TO SHUFFLE BECAUSE I COULD JUST LEAVE THE STUFF IN HER ROOM. HER ROOM WAS THE FIRST ONE THAT WAS FILLED UP. [ Voice quivering ] AND THEN... THEN IT STARTED DOWNSTAIRS... IN SHANNON'S ROOM. HIS WAS PROBABLY THE SECOND ROOM. AND...THEN THE FAMILY ROOM. THEN THE LIVING ROOM. Narrator: SHANNON, NOW THE OWNER OF A LOCAL WINE STORE, STILL REMEMBERS THE LAST TIME HE TRIED TO HELP HIS MOM CLEAN. THAT WAS OVER SEVEN YEARS AGO. SHE HAD A WHOLE BUNCH OF CRAP OUT IN THE BACKYARD, SO I WENT BACK THERE AND STARTED, YOU KNOW, THROWING STUFF AWAY, AND, OF COURSE, SHE WAS BACK THERE HOVERING OVER ME AND, LIKE, FREAKING OUT AND STUFF, AND I WAS LIKE, "YOU KNOW WHAT? I CAN'T DO THIS." WHICH, YOU KNOW, I TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO HER, "THAT'S ALL IT IS, IS STUFF. "YOUR FAMILY IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN ALL THESE MAGAZINES." AND SHE DIDN'T GET IT, I DON'T THINK. SO I STOPPED. Narrator: THOUGH HE LIVES LESS THAN 8 MILES AWAY, SHANNON HAS NEVER BEEN BACK. FAMILY MEMBERS OF HOARDERS ARE USUALLY VERY ANGRY AT THE PERSON WHO'S HOARDING. THEY TEND TO FEEL VIOLATED, THEIR TERRITORY'S TAKEN. HUSBANDS OR WIVES THREATEN TO DIVORCE. CHILDREN, IF NOT EARLIER ON, LATER ON FEEL VERY UPSET AT THE PARENT, AND THERE'S USUALLY, AT SOME POINT OR ANOTHER, A LOT OF ANGER THAT COMES OUT. Mike: I THREATENED TO LEAVE 20, 30, 40 TIMES, I'M SURE. UH, "CLEAN UP THE HOUSE OR I'M GONNA GO. YOU KNOW, I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS." HOARDING, WHEN IT GETS TO THIS STAGE IS ALL-CONSUMING. I MEAN, IT ENCOMPASSES EVERYTHING IN OUR LIVES. Narrator: IN FACT, THE STUFF CINDY'S ACCUMULATED OVER THE YEARS HAS ISOLATED HER AND MIKE FROM VIRTUALLY EVERYONE, WHICH MAKES TODAY A BIG DAY. [ CHUCKLES ] MY DAUGHTER'S COMING OVER TODAY. [ Voice breaking ] SHE HASN'T BEEN HERE IN ABOUT TWO YEARS. SO IT'S A LITTLE HARD, BUT IT'S OKAY. I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHAT HER REACTION IS GONNA BE BECAUSE, I MEAN, THIS IS WHERE SHE GREW UP, AND, UH -- AND NOW IT'S A LOT DIFFERENT. Cindy: SHE WAS THE ONLY PERSON I WOULD LET COME OVER, AND THEN I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A LITTLE TOO MUCH FOR HER, SO I JUST QUIT LETTING HER COME, TOO, SO... IT WAS HARD FOR ME. IT WAS HARD FOR HER. HI, SWEETIE. HI! [ LOUD SMOOCH ] HOW ARE YOU GUYS? GOOD, GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? HI. YOU READY? I'M READY. YOU SURE? [ LAUGHS ] LET'S DO IT. [ SIGHS ] Narrator: LAURIE'S SEEN PICTURES OF THE INSIDE OF THE HOUSE, BUT IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS SINCE SHE'S SET FOOT IN HER CHILDHOOD HOME. [ CHUCKLES ] Cindy: OH. IT'S A LOT. [ BOTH CHUCKLE ] OH. THINK IT'S WORSE? YES. YOU DO? YES. OH. [ Voice breaking ] I THOUGHT IT WAS ABOUT THE SAME. NO. YEAH, I WOULD DEFINITELY SAY IT'S WORSE. IT'S...KIND OF CLAUSTROPHOBIC ALMOST. UH... IT FEELS VERY TIGHT. IT'S -- IT'S KIND OF SAD. [ OBJECTS RUSTLING ] I HATE TO SEE... [ SIGHS ] [ Voice breaking ] I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO BE THAT WAY. [ SOBS ] SO... I KNOW. IT'S OKAY, MOM. [ CRYING ] IT'S OKAY. BUT... BUT... I JUST KIND OF... PUT STUFF THERE TO GET IT OUT OF THE WAY, AND -- AND I WAS TRYING TO ORGANIZE IT, AND THEN I DIDN'T HAVE ANY PLACE TO PUT IT, AND IT JUST GOT BAD. [ SNIFFLES ] AND THEN I TRIED TO ORGANIZE OVER THERE 'CAUSE THAT USED TO BE CLEAN. AND I DIDN'T HAVE ANY PLACE TO PUT IT. SO I JUST SHUFFLED IT AROUND. [ SNIFFLES ] OKAY? MM-HMM. ARE YOU GONNA HELP ME? YES. YOU PROMISE? I PROMISE. [ SIGHS ] WE'LL GET THROUGH THIS. Narrator: TAKING IN THE SURROUNDINGS, IT'S HARD FOR LAURIE TO IMAGINE THIS IS THE SAME KITCHEN SHE GREW UP IN. EVERY SATURDAY, MY DAD WOULD WAKE UP AND MAKE FRENCH TOAST. I REMEMBER THE BISCUITS, THE HOMEMADE BISCUITS, AND CHOCOLATE GRAVY. HE LIKED TO MAKE BREAKFAST. YEAH. THAT'S PROBABLY WHY BREAKFAST IS MY FAVORITE. [ LAUGHS ] I LIKE BREAKFAST. THIS WAS MY SPOT RIGHT HERE. [ CHUCKLES ] IT'S NOT REALLY THERE ANYMORE, BUT... AND THEN SHANNON SAT THERE. MY DAD SAT THERE. MY MOM SAT HERE. [ Laughing ] HE'D TELL YOU, "CALL YOUR MOM AND FIND OUT HOW TO MAKE IT." [ Laughing ] OH, GEE. IT'S NOT THAT HARD. OUR CHILDHOOD WAS VERY HAPPY. WE HAD EVERYTHING THAT WE WANTED. MY MOM MADE SURE THAT WE HAD NICE CLOTHES, AND, YOU KNOW, WE HAD LOTS OF REALLY GOOD FRIENDS. I MEAN, YOU KNOW, WE ATE DINNER AS A FAMILY EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. IT WAS PICTURE-PERFECT. IT REALLY WAS. Narrator: AND THE HOUSE WAS CLEAN. MY SISTER AND I, WE HAD A JOB JAR, AND, LIKE, WE HAD TO VACUUM EVERY DAY AND CLEAN THE BATHROOMS AND DUST AND COOK AND CLEAN. I MEAN, THAT WAS -- OUR HOUSE WAS SPOTLESS WHEN WE WERE KIDS. Narrator: BUT EVEN AS HER ENVIRONMENT BEGAN TO TRANSFORM AROUND HER, CINDY COULD HAVE NEVER IMAGINED THE TOLL IT WOULD TAKE ON HER ONCE HAPPY FAMILY. [ Voice breaking ] I THINK THAT -- THAT'S WHAT'S HARD FOR ME IS BECAUSE... WHEN I BUY THIS STUFF, THAT'S WHAT I ENVISION. I ENVISION THAT THEY'LL ALL BE HERE WHEN I BUY -- YOU KNOW, LIKE, I'LL BUY NEW DISHES, AND I'LL THINK, "YOU KNOW, "I'LL USE THESE DISHES FOR THANKSGIVING, AND THEY'LL ALL BE HERE." SO, I HOARD BECAUSE I WANT THOSE OLD MEMORIES BACK. I JUST HAVE THIS VISION OF WHAT IT'LL BE LIKE WHEN THEY COULD ALL COME HERE, AND I CAN'T -- I CAN'T UNDERSTAND... WHY THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE OF THE STUFF. I BUY THE STUFF TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, AND THE STUFF IS WHAT'S HINDERING ME. SINCE SHE LEFT THE HOUSE IN 1996, LAURIE'S ALSO SEEN A DRAMATIC CHANGE IN HER PARENTS. WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, THEY WERE VERY AFFECTIONATE TOWARDS EACH OTHER -- ALWAYS HUGGING AND KISSING AND "I LOVE YOU," AND NOW, YOU KNOW, AS I GOT OLDER, MY DAD WOULD TELL ME, "I CAN'T TAKE IT. IF YOUR MOM DOESN'T GET BETTER, I'M GONNA LEAVE HER." AND IT'S VERY UPSETTING TO HEAR, YOU KNOW, YOUR DAD TELL ME, "I'M GONNA LEAVE YOUR MOM IF SHE DOESN'T GET BETTER." IT'S UPSETTING. IT HURTS, AND I THINK MAYBE THAT'S PART OF THE REASON WHY I KIND OF STOPPED GOING OVER THERE. [ SIGHS ] WHAT DO YOU THINK? [ SIGHS ] IT'S...A LOT. YEP. IT'S DEFINITELY GOTTEN WORSE. A LOT WORSE. A LOT WORSE. AND IT'S NOT GONNA GET BETTER. NO. SHE'S ONLY GETTING WORSE, AND WE JUST GOT TO GET HER HELP. BECAUSE, UH, IT'S GONNA GET TO THE POINT TO WHERE TWO PEOPLE ARE NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO LIVE HERE. MM-HMM. SO, I MEAN, THERE'S BARELY ROOM NOW. OH, YEAH. I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GUYS DO IT. I DON'T KNOW HOW THE TWO OF YOU LIVE HERE. Narrator: ONE THING IS CLEAR -- THE CARROLL FAMILY IS STRAINING UNDER THE WEIGHT OF CINDY'S STUFF. AND TIME IS QUICKLY RUNNING OUT. Cindy: THAT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENED. Mike: THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED. NO. WE WERE GONNA SELL SOME OF HER STUFF, AND -- IT WAS WINTER. WE WEREN'T GONNA SELL THE STUFF. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT IT, BUT NOT TILL LATER. AND THAT WAS THE END OF IT. NO. I THINK WE'VE JUST BEEN SWEEPING IT UNDER THE RUG FOR SO LONG THAT WE ACTUALLY NEED TO -- TO START TALKING ABOUT IT AND FIGURING OUT HOW TO HELP HER. WE JUST WANT YOU TO GET BETTER. WE WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. [ Voice breaking ] I KNOW, BUT WHAT IF I CAN'T GET RID OF IT? GONNA PLAY WITH KEVIN TODAY, BUD? Narrator: LIKE MOST PEOPLE, PAM PEARSON BELIEVES IN GETTING THE MOST OUT OF ANY ITEM SHE OWNS. IF I THINK IT CAN BE REUSED OR SOMEONE CAN GET SOME USE OUT OF IT, UM, IT DOESN'T GO ANYWHERE NEAR THE GARBAGE CAN. Narrator: BUT PAM'S COMPULSION TO BUY AND SAVE THINGS GOES WAY BEYOND MOST PEOPLE'S. I THINK I'VE GOT EVERY TOY THEY'VE EVER HAD. Isaiah: YEAH, A DOG. Narrator: RECOGNIZING THIS, SHE'S CONTACTED PSYCHOLOGIST RANDY FROST, WHO SPECIALIZES IN HOARDING CASES. Dr. Frost: HI, PAM? UH-HUH. HI -- RANDY FROST. HI. HOW ARE YOU? NICE TO MEET YOU. NICE MEETING YOU. PAM HOPES DR. FROST CAN HELP HER IDENTIFY SOME OF THE CAUSES THAT UNDERLIE HER BEHAVIOR. I HAVE A LOT OF TOYS THAT THE CHILDREN PLAY WITH, A LOT OF THEIR GAMES, A LOT OF BOOKS. CAN WE TAKE A LOOK AT THE REST OF THE HOUSE? SURE. TO YOUR RIGHT'S THE BATHROOM. RIGHT HERE'S THE KITCHEN. THERE ARE THE CABINETS AND THE STOVE. HERE'S THE HALLWAY -- DEFINITELY A BOOKSHELF I WANT TO WORK ON. UM, THIS EVENTUALLY IS GOING TO BE ISAIAH'S ROOM. THIS HAS LAYERS OVER THE PAST 11 YEARS. THIS SEEMS LIKE ALL A JUMBLE. DO YOU HAVE A SENSE OF WHERE THINGS ARE LOCATED HERE? NO, ACTUALLY THEY'RE LAYERED. SO I KNOW WHERE A COUPLE THINGS ARE, BUT NOT EVERYTHING. BUT NOT EVERYTHING. NO. OKAY. AND THEN TO THE RIGHT WOULD BE THE ATTIC. AND THEN THIS IS MY BEDROOM. SO, THIS IS WHERE YOU AND ISAIAH SLEEP. AND YOU GOT A PATHWAY NEXT TO THE BED, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THE CLOSET IS BLOCKED. HOW OFTEN DO YOU GET IN THE CLOSET? I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THE CLOSET TOO OFTEN LATELY. SO THAT'S ONE OF THE PROBLEMS WITH THE FUNCTIONING OF THE HOUSE IS THAT THE SPACES DESIGNED FOR KEEPING THE CLOTHES ARE KIND OF BLOCKED OFF. RIGHT. SO, PAM, WHEN DID ALL THIS START FOR YOU? IT STARTED ABOUT 10, 11 YEARS AGO. I LOST MY FIANCé IN A CAR ACCIDENT. HE WAS ONLY 35, AND IT WAS QUITE A LOSS. [ Voice breaking ] THE CAR ACCIDENT ACTUALLY HAPPENED, UM, TWO DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS. HE HAD HEAD INJURIES. HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR FIVE DAYS. THOSE FIVE DAYS WERE BASICALLY A NIGHTMARE. THE SATURDAY NIGHT BEFORE HE PASSED, THEY HAD TOLD ME THAT THE MEDICINE TO KEEP THE SWELLING IN HIS BRAIN WASN'T WORKING ANYMORE. [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] Narrator: AFTER HIS DEATH, PAM INHERITED HER FIANCé'S HOUSE. BUT WITH IT CAME MEMORIES THAT DEEPENED HER FEELINGS OF LOSS. THE FIRST FEW YEARS WERE REALLY HARD BECAUSE I KEPT LOOKING FOR HIM, OR, YOU KNOW -- HE ACTUALLY PROPOSED TO ME RIGHT IN THE LIVING ROOM. DID YOU FIND YOURSELF HAVING TROUBLE GETTING RID OF SOME OF THE THINGS THAT BELONGED TO HIM? HIS CLOTHES AND SO FORTH? YES, I STILL HAVE A FEW POSSESSIONS OF HIS THAT I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET RID OF. AND I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHY. YEAH. FOLLOWING A TRAUMA, SOMETIMES PEOPLE END UP FEELING LIKE ALL OF THEIR BELONGINGS ARE SAFETY SIGNALS, AND IF ANY ONE OF THEM IS TAKEN AWAY, THEY FEEL MORE VULNERABLE. Narrator: IT'S CLEAR THAT PAM HAS SURROUNDED HERSELF WITH POSSESSIONS THAT HAVE POWERFUL SENTIMENTAL VALUE FOR HER. AS A NEXT STEP, DR. FROST CONDUCTS AN EXPERIMENT DESIGNED TO TEST PAM'S PERSPECTIVE ON ONE OF THOSE ATTACHMENTS. PAM, CAN YOU TELL ME A LITTLE BIT ABOUT THIS? WELL, IT WAS ONCE FILLED WITH CANDIES AND DIFFERENT THINGS, UM, THAT I HOLD ON TO BRING OUT EACH CHRISTMAS. UH-HUH. I HAD SENT ONE TO MY MOM AND ONE TO MY AUNT, SO, IN GENERAL, IT BRINGS BACK THE MEMORIES OF THEM. AND HOW MANY CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS DO YOU HAVE? OH, MY GOODNESS -- TOO MANY. WAY TOO MANY. SO IT'S NOT LIKE YOU REALLY NEED THIS FOR DECORATING CHRISTMAS. NO, IT'S NOT A NEED. IT'S MORE OF A SENTIMENTAL ATTACHMENT. OKAY. LET'S SAY THAT YOU DID JUST THROW THIS AWAY... YEAH, THROWING AWAY SEEMS VERY MUCH OF A WASTE TO ME. LET ME MAKE THIS EXPERIMENT A LITTLE MORE...DIFFICULT, OKAY? LET'S SAY, "WHY DON'T I TAKE THIS WITH ME AND GET RID OF IT?" MM-HMM. WHAT WOULD THAT BE LIKE FOR YOU? DO YOU NEED IT? [ LAUGHS ] I-I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU... [ Laughing ] OKAY. [ LAUGHS ] ...IF I NEED IT OR NOT. [ Chuckling ] OKAY. DR. FROST IS USING A METHOD CALLED COGNITIVE BEHAVIORAL THERAPY. ITS AIM IS TO HELP PEOPLE REINVENT THE WAY THEY PERCEIVE AND ASSIGN MEANING TO THEIR BELONGINGS. SO IF I WALK OUT THE DOOR WITH IT TODAY, HOW WILL YOU FEEL? I THINK...YEAH. OKAY, BUT YOU'RE NOT QUITE SURE. I'M NOT QUITE SURE. [ LAUGHS ] OKAY. FOR PAM, LETTING GO OF AN OBJECT IS LIKE LETTING GO OF A MEMORY. TO FREE HERSELF FROM THIS HABIT, SHE'LL NEED TO REVERSE YEARS OF BEHAVIOR AND GO THROUGH SOME INTENSE DISCOMFORT ONE POSSESSION AT A TIME. CINDY'S ROAD TO RECOVERY WILL BE EVEN MORE GRUELING. BUT FIRST, SHE NEEDS TO FACE HER FAMILY. WHY, OUTSIDE OF THE HOUSE, HAVE YOU, LAURIE OR SHANNON, NOT MET WITH MOM AND DAD AT A RESTAURANT OR ANYWHERE ELSE? I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE ASKING THEM. THEY'RE THE PARENTS. HI, ISABEL! Narrator: LONGTIME HOARDER PAM PEARSON IS FINALLY READY TO PUT HER THERAPY INTO ACTION. TODAY SHE AND SOCIAL WORKERS MARY ELLEN McCANDLESS AND ALICIA POOR WILL TACKLE HER CATCH-ALL ROOM, WHICH STORES 11 YEARS OF POSSESSIONS AND MEMORIES. PAM WANTS TO TURN IT INTO A BEDROOM FOR HER GRANDSON ISAIAH. RIGHT NOW, THE ONLY PLACE HE HAS TO SLEEP IS IN PAM'S BED. Pam: I WOULD LIKE FOR IT TO BE A NICE, OPEN SPACE WHERE HE CAN PLAY, HAVE HIS PlayStation IN HERE, HAVE HIS DIFFERENT GAMES IN HERE. BUT THE CLEANUP WILL NOT BE EASY. THESE WERE CUTE. THESE ACTUALLY GO ON CHRISTMAS BALLS. THIS BOOK ACTUALLY IS A VERY OLD "BETTER HOMES AND GARDENS"... MM-HMM. ...AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT EVENTUALLY MAYBE SHARING IT WITH THE KIDS. I DON'T KNOW. I THINK I WANT TO KEEP IT. [ CHUCKLES ] WHAT YEAR IS THAT? OH, IT'S ONLY '97, SO IT'S NOT THAT VERY OLD. DO YOU THINK YOU COULD TOSS IT? I THINK I CAN TOSS IT. YES. YAY! GOOD JOB! YES. YOU'RE DOING VERY GOOD TODAY, PAM. Narrator: JUST TWO HOURS LATER, PROGRESS. WE STILL HAVE ANOTHER LOAD TO TAKE OUT TO THE VAN, AND THEN WE'LL BE ALL DONE FOR TODAY. YOU GOT YOUR KEYS? I HAVE THE KEYS. [ CHUCKLES ] Narrator: BUT BEFORE MARY ELLEN AND ALICIA TAKE THE DISCARDS AND DONATIONS AWAY, PAM HAS ONE MORE ITEM TO DEAL WITH. I'M GONNA DONATE IT, AND, UH, I FEEL PRETTY GOOD ABOUT THAT. [ LAUGHS ] [ CAR DOOR CLOSES ] Narrator: CINDY CARROLL HAS ALSO TRIED TO STOP HOARDING FOR THE LAST 10 YEARS WITHOUT SUCCESS. [ DOORBELL RINGS ] SO TODAY, SHE'S MEETING DR. FUGEN NEZIROGLU, AN EXPERT ON ANXIETY DISORDERS, INCLUDING HOARDING. HI. HI. READY TO COME IN? [ LAUGHS ] I'M READY. OKAY. DR. NEZIROGLU COMBINES COGNITIVE BEHAVIORAL THERAPY WITH SKILLED PROFESSIONAL ORGANIZERS TO HELP HOARDERS CONFRONT THEIR DISORDER HEAD-ON. LET'S START... Dr. Neziroglu: WHENEVER I SEE A HOARDER, THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THEY'RE GONNA DO IT ON THEIR OWN, AND I KNOW THEY'RE NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO DO IT. THEY WOULDN'T BE HERE IN THIS SITUATION TODAY IF THEY HAD THE SKILLS TO BE ABLE TO ORGANIZE AND PRIORITIZE AND MAKE DECISIONS. BEHIND THIS IS THE LIVING ROOM. MM-HMM. RIGHT? AND YOU HAVE FURNITURE THERE? YEAH, THERE'S A COUCH, TWO CHAIRS, AND A TABLE. OKAY. AND THEN THERE'S JUST LIKE STUFF BEHIND THERE. EXPLAIN A LITTLE BIT TO ME WHAT'S HERE SO I KNOW WHAT WE'RE WORKING WITH. WELL, I HAVE, UM -- I LIKE BAGS. SEE ALL MY BAGS THERE? OKAY. MORE BAGS. WELL, MY FRIEND KNOWS I LIKE THEM, AND SO SHE GOT THEM FOR ME. BAGS AND BAGS. MM-HMM. I HAVE STUFF IN... Narrator: NEAR THE KITCHEN, DR. NEZIROGLU SPOTS A COLLECTION OF JARS THAT OFFERS A GLIMPSE INTO THE WAY CINDY'S MIND WORKS. BUT I HAVE LOTS OF JARS -- LIKE THIS JAR. I LIKE JARS. RIGHT, I NOTICED THAT. YOU HAVE A LOT, A LOT OF JARS. [ CHUCKLES ] I LIKE THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE LIKE THE MEASUREMENTS ON IT. MM-HMM. AND MY FRIEND MADE ME SOME SOUP, AND SHE USED THESE -- NOT THIS PARTICULAR JAR, BUT JARS, AND I REALLY LIKE THE SOUP, SO I THOUGHT I COULD SAVE THESE AND MAKE MY OWN SOUP. AND IF YOU WERE TO GET RID OF IT, WHAT IS THE FEAR? WHAT DO YOU IMMEDIATELY START THINKING? LIKE, IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE IF I HAVE TO GO FIND ANOTHER JAR, IT WAS WASTEFUL 'CAUSE I THREW OUT THAT JAR, AND I HAD IT, AND NOW I DON'T HAVE IT, SO I'M JUST NOT GONNA DO IT AT ALL. SO THE DREAM'S GONE. THIS IS PERFECT FOR WHAT I WANT TO USE IT FOR. OKAY -- THE SOUP. MM-HMM. YEAH. AND THIS IS PERFECT, OR...? THIS IS PERFECT FOR PAINTING. FOR PAINTING. AND YOU COULDN'T DO THAT IN THIS JAR? NO, BECAUSE THAT WOULD WASTE THIS JAR BECAUSE THIS ONE'S FOR SOUP. THIS IS FOR PAINTING. AND YOU COULDN'T PUT SOUP IN HERE? NO. NO. BECAUSE IT'S NOT A GLASS JAR. I SEE. YOU NEED A GLASS JAR. UH-HUH. SO YOU MAKE UP THESE RULES IN YOUR HEAD, ACTUALLY, RIGHT? YEAH, I DO, I DO. DID YOU JUST NOTICE THAT? YEAH, I DIDN'T REALIZE I MAKE UP THESE RULES AS I GO. SHE'S NEVER MADE SOUP. THE LIKELIHOOD IS SHE'S NOT GONNA MAKE SOUP, AND IF SHE DID EVER MAKE SOUP, SHE HAS SO MANY OTHER CONTAINERS TO PUT THE SOUP, BUT I KNOW THAT CINDY'S NOT GONNA GIVE AWAY ALL HER SOUP JARS, SO I WOULD TRY TO LIMIT THE NUMBER OF SOUP JARS SHE HAS MAYBE TO TWO. Cindy: WHEN I START TURNING AND MOVING THINGS, [ Voice breaking ] I WILL TAKE THIS STUFF AND MOVE IT INTO THE TUB. AND THEN WHEN WE HAVE TO TAKE A SHOWER, I HAVE TO MOVE IT BACK, AND SO THEN I FINALLY JUST QUIT MOVING IT ALL THE TIME. I SEE. Narrator: IN DESCRIBING HER ELABORATE STRATEGIES FOR FUNCTIONING IN HER OWN HOME, CINDY'S SHAME COMES TO THE SURFACE. BUT I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO THINK I'M LAZY. I MEAN, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LAZINESS WHATSOEVER. IT'S JUST FEELING OVERWHELMED, NOT KNOWING HOW TO MAKE DECISIONS, NOT KNOWING HOW TO ORGANIZE, AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK ABOUT THINGS. AND THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO LEARN, AND YOU CAN LEARN THAT. [ Chuckling ] OKAY. HOPEFULLY. YOU WILL. CAN I HUG YOU? [ LAUGHS ] THANK YOU. YOU MADE MORE SENSE TODAY THAN ANYBODY EVER HAS. NOBODY'S EVER UNDERSTOOD. AWW. YOU'RE GONNA BE FINE. REALLY. OKAY. Narrator: TO HELP CINDY, DR. NEZIROGLU'S FIRST STEP IS TO GET HER TO FACE THE PROBLEM HEAD-ON WITH HER FAMILY. BUT THEIR MEETING TAKES A STARTLING TURN WHEN CINDY REVEALS A SECRET KEPT HIDDEN FOR DECADES. I NEED A MINUTE. HANG ON. I CAN -- I CAN DO IT. Narrator: STUDIES INTO THE CAUSES THAT UNDERLIE HOARDING ARE JUST BEGINNING. PAPA, ARE YOU HOME? Man: THE DOOR'S OPEN, SWEETIE. BUT THERE MAY BE A REASON TO BELIEVE THAT THERE'S A GENETIC LINK. HOW ARE YOU? OKAY. Pam: HOW ARE YOU TODAY, DAD? HOW YOU FEELING? FINE. FINE? Narrator: PAM PEARSON'S FATHER IS A HOARDER, TOO. AND THE SIMILARITIES ARE EVERYWHERE. OH, MY GOODNESS. IT'S A LITTLE EMBARRASSING. Narrator: ONE STUDY IN PARTICULAR AT JOHNS HOPKINS SEEMS TO SUPPORT A GENETIC CONNECTION. Dr. Frost: IN THESE STUDIES, WHAT THEY'RE LOOKING FOR ARE LINKS AMONG ALL THE FAMILY MEMBERS OF PEOPLE WHO HOARD. LOOKING AT THE DNA PATTERN, THEY HAVE AN ASSOCIATION, SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS THAT'S DIFFERENT ON CHROMOSOME 14 AND THAT'S IN COMMON WITH THE PEOPLE WHO HOARD, OR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS. WHAT THAT SUGGESTS IS THAT THERE IS SOMETHING ON THAT CHROMOSOME THAT'S DIFFERENT. WE DON'T UNDERSTAND IT YET. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT THE LINK IS. WE DON'T KNOW IF IT'S JUST TO HOARDING OR TO SOME UNDERLYING CHARACTERISTIC. NO, NO. THAT'S -- THOSE ARE MY TOOTHPICKS. Narrator: WHETHER OR NOT THERE'S A GENETIC LINK, IT'S CLEAR THAT FAMILY SUPPORT DURING TREATMENT IS VERY IMPORTANT. THIS WILL BE THE FIRST TIME THE CARROLLS HAVE MET TO DISCUSS CINDY'S HOARDING, AND DR. NEZIROGLU BEGINS WITH A KEY QUESTION. I GUESS ONE THING I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND IS THAT WHY, OUTSIDE OF THE HOUSE, HAVE YOU, LAURIE OR SHANNON, NOT MET WITH MOM AND DAD AT A RESTAURANT OR ANYWHERE ELSE? I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE ASKING THEM. THEY'RE THE PARENTS. Mike: SHANNON'S ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. UH, AS PARENTS, WE HAVE NOT MADE THE EFFORT. WE HAVE GOTTEN WRAPPED UP IN -- IN A COCOON -- THAT HOUSE. I HAVE GOOD MEMORIES FROM WHEN I WAS A KID AND GROWING UP, AND MY PARENTS WERE -- THEY WERE GREAT WHEN WE WERE KIDS. I DON'T WANT TO GO INTO THE HOUSE AND SEE THE WAY IT IS NOW 'CAUSE I KNOW I GOT A PRETTY GOOD IDEA WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, AND I DON'T WANT THOSE MEMORIES. I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT. Dr. Neziroglu: DOES THAT SOMEHOW DIMINISH YOUR MOTHER IN ANY WAY, THE FACT THAT -- IN MY MIND? YES, THAT SHE HAS ALL THIS CLUTTER. I DON'T SEE HOW PEOPLE LIVE LIKE THAT. I THINK IT'S... EXTREMELY UNSANITARY. UH-HUH. AND I SURELY DON'T LIVE THAT WAY. I'M A NEAT FREAK. MM-HMM. MY HOUSE IS SPOTLESS. I CLEAN IT EVERY DAY. I THINK THAT THE CARROLLS FELT THAT THEY WERE VERY CLOSE AT ONE POINT. SOMETHING GOT MISCOMMUNICATED THERE, AND THE FAMILY ACTUALLY REALLY STARTED FALLING APART. Narrator: AS SHE PROBES FURTHER, DR. NEZIROGLU UNCOVERS A SURPRISING REVELATION ABOUT CINDY'S PAST. SOME PEOPLE HAVE A SENSE OF DEPRAVATION. SOME PEOPLE COME FROM HOMES WHERE, YOU KNOW, THERE WASN'T VERY MUCH. WHAT WAS YOUR HOME LIKE? I NEED A MINUTE. HANG ON. I CAN DO IT. HANG ON. I CAN -- I CAN DO IT. [ SNIFFLES ] IT USUALLY IS A TOUCHY SUBJECT. YEAH, IT STARTED BACK THEN. UM... [ Voice quivering ] MY DAD WAS IN THE SERVICE. WE WENT TO TURKEY. WE WERE THERE FOR TWO YEARS. THEN WE CAME BACK, AND I WENT TO TWO DIFFERENT, UM... UH, TWO DIFFERENT KINDERGARTENS. AND THEN I WENT TO A DIFFERENT FIRST GRADE, A DIFFERENT SECOND GRADE, AND THEN AT SIXTH GRADE, WE MOVED. AND THEN IN THE NINTH GRADE, I WENT TO A DIFFERENT SCHOOL, AND EVERY TIME WE WOULD MOVE, [ Voice breaking ] I WOULD LOSE ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT I COULD TAKE MY STUFF. YOU WERE ALLOWED TO TAKE YOUR BELONGINGS WITH YOU? MOST OF THEM. MOST OF THEM. WHEN I WAS IN, LIKE, ABOUT THE SEVENTH GRADE, [SNIFFLES] MY DAD BURNED ALL MY STUFF, AND I HAD TO HAND IT TO HIM WHILE HE BURNED IT. AND THAT WAS HARD. WHY DID HE DO THAT, CINDY? HE WAS JUST TRYING TO GET RID OF THE STUFF 'CAUSE I COLLECTED SO MUCH. AND I REMEMBER BEING DEVASTATED WHEN HE WAS BURNING IT. MIKE, WERE YOU AWARE OF THIS SITUATION WITH HER FATHER WHEN SHE WAS IN SEVENTH GRADE WITH THE BURNING? NO. THIS IS THE FIRST YOU'VE HEARD OF IT? YES. IN ALL THESE YEARS? YOU'VE BEEN MARRIED 35 YEARS? YOU NEVER TOLD MIKE? I CAN KEEP THINGS TO MYSELF. I NEVER TOLD LAURIE, EITHER. LAURIE, YOU NEVER KNEW? VERY SAD. IT'S VERY SAD. AT LEAST YOU UNDERSTAND MAYBE WHERE IT'S COMING FROM. I'M NOT SAYING IT'S THE ONLY REASON, BUT IT CERTAINLY EXPLAINS, AND YOU'RE STILL IN PAIN ABOUT IT. MM-HMM. AND, OBVIOUSLY, SO MUCH PAIN THAT YOU NEVER EVEN SHARED IT WITH YOUR FAMILY. I WANT EVERYBODY TO REMEMBER THAT THE DISORDER IS ONLY ONE ASPECT OF YOUR MOTHER. YOUR MOTHER IS NOT THE DISORDER. Narrator: IN REVEALING HER LONG-BURIED SECRET, CINDY'S TAKEN A BIG STEP TOWARD RECONNECTING WITH HER FAMILY. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU, TOO. STILL, REAL HEALING WILL TAKE TIME AND A WHOLE LOT OF HARD WORK. BUT SOMETIMES THAT WORK DOES PAY OFF. HMM. WHOO-HOO! Narrator: FOR PAM, IT HAS BEEN AN EMOTIONAL BATTLE OVER THOUSANDS OF PERSONAL ITEMS. BUT WITH A LITTLE EXPERT COACHING AND A LOT OF ELBOW GREASE, SHE'S TRANSFORMED A ROOM FILLED WITH 11 YEARS OF CLUTTER AND PAINFUL MEMORIES INTO A BRIGHT, CLEAN SPACE FOR HER GRANDSON. Pam: IT TOOK ABOUT FOUR WEEKS TO REALLY GET IT CLEARED OUT, AND IT'S TAKEN ANOTHER WEEK TO GET IT READY AND PAINTED AND ALL SET UP FOR ISAIAH. Narrator: AND THIS IS THE MOMENT PAM HAS WORKED FOR. HMM. YEAH. WHAT'S THAT? BED. UH-HUH. AND GUESS WHOSE BED IT IS? MINE! MINE! WHOO-HOO! WHOO-HOO. WHOO-HOO! Narrator: A ROOM EMPTIED OF THE PAST. Woman: WE MADE THIS ROOM ESPECIALLY FOR YOU, BUDDY. [ LAUGHS ] YAY! YAY! CLIMB ON UP. Narrator: A PLACE FOR ISAIAH TO BRING FRIENDS, DO HOMEWORK, SLEEP, DREAM, AND GROW. THERE, THAT'S BETTER. YOU'RE REARRANGING YOUR ROOM JUST THE WAY YOU WANT IT. [ LAUGHS ] IT'S ONLY THE BEGINNING, AND PAM FACES A LONG ROAD AHEAD. Dr. Frost: PAM MAY OR MAY NOT BE ABLE TO GET OVER THIS, BUT I THINK SHE HAS A GOOD START. BUT BEFORE SHE'LL REALLY GET VERY FAR INTO THIS, SHE'S GOT TO BE ABLE TO CHALLENGE SOME OF THE BELIEFS THAT SHE HAS ABOUT POSSESSIONS AND TO LIVE HER LIFE ONGOING NOW AND CREATE NEW MEMORIES IN HER LIFE. WHOO-HOO! WHOO-HOO. WE'RE ACTUALLY GOING TO SORT THROUGH EVERYTHING IN THIS ROOM, PHYSICALLY TOUCH EVERY SINGLE ITEM THAT'S IN THIS ROOM. REALLY? I LOVE THAT. OKAY. THAT'S WHAT I NEED. I NEED TO BE ABLE TO TOUCH IT. Narrator: CINDY CARROLL IS READY TO CREATE NEW MEMORIES, TOO. AS A NEXT STEP, DR. NEZIROGLU HAS SUGGESTED THAT SHE WORK WITH A PROFESSIONAL ORGANIZER TO BEGIN RIDDING HERSELF OF THE POSSESSIONS THAT KEEP HER LOCKED IN THE PAST. OKAY, SO WE'RE GONNA GO OUTSIDE AND START SORTING THROUGH SOME THINGS SO THAT WE CAN FIND THE TREASURED ITEMS. DESPITE THE SHOCKING STATE OF CINDY'S HOUSE, DR. NEZIROGLU BELIEVES THERE IS HOPE FOR HER. I THINK CINDY WANTS TO KEEP HER FAMILY TOGETHER -- THE FACT THAT SHE CALLED AND WANTED HELP. I DO THINK SHE'S MOTIVATED, AND THAT'S THE FIRST STEP, AND I THINK THAT IF YOU ENGAGE IN TREATMENT, AND YOU FOLLOW THE STEPS, THEN YOU WILL HAVE RECOVERY. THEN IT'S A MATTER OF MAINTAINING YOUR RECOVERY. SO YOU'RE FINE WITH GETTING RID OF THIS? YEAH. YESTERDAY I MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN, BUT BECAUSE YOU'RE HERE, I'M OKAY. [ Chuckling ] OKAY. I FEEL LIKE THE TROOPS HAVE ARRIVED. WE HAVE SOME SOCKS HERE. Laurie: AFTER HEARING WHAT MY MOM SAID IN OUR THERAPY SESSION, YOU KNOW, I'M STARTING TO UNDERSTAND WHY SHE DOES HOARD THINGS. SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE ALONE, SO SHE TRIES TO FILL THAT WITH THINGS AND IDEAS, YOU KNOW, TRYING TO GET HER FAMILY BACK. I THINK IT'S GONNA BE A LONG ROAD AHEAD OF US. HOPEFULLY WE CAN MAKE HER BETTER. Narrator: BUT NOT EVERYONE FEELS SO OPTIMISTIC ABOUT CINDY'S RECOVERY. I'M A REALIST. I DON'T SUGARCOAT ANYTHING. AND [ INHALES DEEPLY ] I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT SHE WILL DO THE RIGHT THING, BUT DO I THINK IT? NO, I DO NOT. I DO NOT THINK THAT SHE'LL BE ABLE TO DO IT. Narrator: BUT JUST 10 WEEKS INTO HER PURGE, CINDY HAS ALREADY MADE SOME REMARKABLE CHANGES. FIRST, A HUGE TRANSFORMATION IN HER KITCHEN. AND THEN WITH HER FAMILY. Cindy: READY? OH, YEAH. Cindy: I FEEL LIKE OUR FRIENDSHIP IS BACK, AND I THINK THAT'S MADE ME HAPPIER, AND IT'S MADE IT EASIER FOR ME. WOW, THAT LOOKS GOOD. [ CHUCKLES ] Mike: WE'VE BEEN MARRIED 35 YEARS, AND NOW THAT WE'RE STARTING TO GET SOME HELP HERE, MAYBE THE NEXT 35 IS GONNA BE AS GOOD AS THE FIRST, YOU KNOW, 20. OH, IT'S ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS. REALLY? Cindy: [ Voice breaking ] I NEEDED TO DO THIS FOR ME, MY FAMILY, AND I NEEDED TO DO IT FOR THE OTHER PEOPLE THAT HOARD. THEY NEED A VOICE. SOMEBODY NEEDS TO HELP THEM. 'CAUSE I NEEDED HELP, AND I HAD TO ASK FOR IT. Isaiah: WHOO-HOO! Dr. Frost: I THINK PEOPLE WHO HAVE WORKED THROUGH THEIR HOARDING PROBLEMS AND HAVE DECLUTTERED THEIR HOME CAN TELL YOU THAT IT OFTEN IS A CONTINUING STRUGGLE... A STRUGGLE TO MAINTAIN AN APPROACH TO POSSESSIONS THAT DOESN'T GET INVOLVED WITH AN EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO THEM. AND SO AT THIS POINT, I THINK IT'S TOO EARLY FOR US TO SAY WHETHER OR NOT WE CAN CURE IT. [ LAUGHS ] Narrator: BUT WHILE A CURE FOR HOARDING MAY BE FURTHER IN THE FUTURE, AWARENESS OF THE BEHAVIOR AND A DESIRE TO CHANGE IT CAN GIVE HOARDERS AND THEIR FAMILIES REAL HOPE -- HOPE TO ONE DAY EXPERIENCE THEIR POSSESSIONS DIFFERENTLY... TO LET GO OF PAST MEMORIES... AND TO LIVE MORE MEANINGFULLY IN THE PRESENT. I THINK YOU'RE PART ITALIAN, AREN'T YOU? [ LAUGHS ]
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Channel: TLC
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Rating: 4.8510456 out of 5
Keywords: reality tv series, hoarding buried alive, twin brothers, compulsive hoarding, discovery channel, tlc, junk, hoarder, hoarding buried alive full episode, hoarding buried alive tv show, hoarding full episodes
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Length: 42min 53sec (2573 seconds)
Published: Wed Sep 16 2020
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