i can't believe i did this.

oh my god I can't believe all this okay oh my god about the tariffs already and nothing hasn't even happened yet today March 10th 2020 I'm trading my hair off okay so it's fine today today it's finally here I'm doing it I'm doing it I'm not gonna let anybody talk me out of it anymore basically sorry I'm gonna take a long time to get to the point but this is not you know this is a big deal for me this is a really big deal for me so I'm gonna cry like I'm sick yeah I'm scared this hair journey has been a lot but maybe I'll probably get to do a separate video explaining everything or like just just talking more this kind of when I get into this before I change my mind so but b-team talk I will say if you watch my last video the travesty I thought was really bad I want to say it's pretty happen having a lot of people agree with me and a lot of people Davis as well but at this point I'm cutting my hair whether you agree with me or not and it's not many how my heart has changed because before I would like I'm not putting my hair I don't know what you guys say and I'm like I don't care what you guys say I'm cutting my hair I just I have to do at this point I'm not gonna lie I have already done some practice pieces because I just wanted to see what I was working with and this is scary for you more it's those like wow my hair is so short it's so short from where it is now but we're just gonna we're just gonna do it the red hair has been so much fun and this is the throat that I've had over the past year and three months and I obviously did not think I'm gonna cut my hair so soon I did not I thought I'm just going to keep trimming it until for like the next six months but I just don't think I can wait any longer and I don't for some reason even though I'm scared out of my mind and I really want to cry my eyes out right now I just kind of want to go through an entire hair journey again why I don't know honestly also if I'm keeping a hundred percent okay I'm going to get to the cutting in a second I promise I'm sorry but if I'm keeping a 1000 if I didn't have a youtube channel I would just keep protective styling until I was comfortable with where I am but since I do hair videos I don't want to continue to do styles and teach you guys about healthy hair when my hair itself is not healthy and I'm just doing braid outs and twist outs to hide the damage and all this stuff so I want to be authentic and true to my words and through to my channel by having the healthiest of hair while I'm teaching you guys how to have the healthiest of hair and how to maintain your hair how to grow your hair blow block today March 10 2020 I'm trading my hair off big chop number two I'm not too scared I'm a little scared okay I am scared let's just do it I can't I have to just do it cuz if I keep thinking about it I'm going I'm not gonna do it oh let's just do it I'm tripping right now I did not think I was gonna do this so fast this is really with not in the game plan at all at all I look at you these and rocks them real tears tears easier $25 so this is better than the trick Lord Jesus if you want to stop me now is your time like let the lights go out let something happen you got 30 seconds alright now have that much time so good enough all right we're doing it spray bottle just going to lit up my hair alright now that I love my hair and it's much longer I'm starting to freak out a little cutting off about this much hair today that's a lot all right let's do it okay hey bruh I ain't no man raised no pun I gotta do this i'ma do this let's go you know fine you gotta do this alright you gotta do this and it's gonna be fine oh my god dude this you better do this okay okay alright it's gonna grow back it's just hanging it's gonna grow back okay Wow okay I did it well I guess there's no turning back now broom cutting off a lot of hair that's a lot of hair oh oh wow that's a lot of hair that is a lot of hair so one here yep okay I can't believe I'm doing this just what's wrong with you why are you doing this are you sure it's fine honestly it's never been more fun a little bit of black there let's be careful we need all the black hair that we can get so let's be careful probably should I went to a professional but whatever snip snip snip and away beep snip snip snipping away wow I'm really cutting my hair that's actually insane I woke up this morning yeah I knew I knew I was gonna do it when I woke up this morning but I hear oh wow wow wow oh god bro my cry this is actually insane it's not horrible I've had less hair before it's not the worst okay we're gonna keep going I'm excited this is this is fun no this is not fun I'm not tripping are you tripping because I'm not home oh my gosh okay it's like not really a sign I'm exaggerating I'm a joke let's get this red hair off of me all right so I'm gonna speed through the rest of this and I'll come back every now and then I guess but gonna keep sniffing this nipping away we were fun with this honestly [Music] okay so I'm halfway through and I'm not really losing my mind anymore at this point I'm definitely at the acceptance bulb like oh it really just is what it is cuz I I did it I definitely did it well I'm not done but there's well there's absolutely no turning back now it just isn't my hair can still fit in while I'm about to conquer world that's fine that was my biggest concerned that my hair that he's spitting point out this is not too bad this really is not bad I'm not tripping other people are probably gonna trip away more than I'm actually tripping but I'm really excited [Music] okay I'm down to my last piece of red hair I already Vicki I cannot believe it Wow okay all right just relax last piece Wow I made this a beret like I said I wasn't even paying attention obviously oh wow I'm looking at myself in the mirror and I'm just kind of shut and there's still some Brown pieces left on there but only God knows what the back looks like oh my god but oh wow I really cut up all my hair this is what I what I want to stop my hair but I think I'm gonna do that in a separate video I kind of just need some time to figure out what the heck is going on let's at least see if my hair can go in a high cuff because that is very important to me I can't believe I did that crazy oh boy Tommy then it's not looking good this now looks nice you can catch without me pulling out all of my brain cells no no you guys think so now that you know I gotta get used to it this is definitely a very large adjustment my hair in this short in about three years my friend just text me an accent I was really cutting my hair well it's really not that bad this is not bad I can rock this just do my edges and be cute this isn't bad this really is not bad like I'm not stripping over this at all it's short it's definitely short this is probably how I'll be rocking my hair for the next very long time I can already feel the headaches coming but I couldn't get definitely gonna be worth it in the end 1000 pretty Jillian Petrelli whatever percent like it's so gonna be worth it I'm really not worried about that I know my hair is gonna grow back pretty well and finally oh my gosh we can go back to healthy hair if you follow me on instagram I've been obsessing over my black hair so I'm so excited for like the next few months and then the years come to just have full thick healthy curls again let's love the styling videos commence thank you guys for watching this video thank you for the encouragement that you guys have given me thus far I'm actually doing a lot better than I thought I would be doing yeah anyway okay I'll see you guys in my next video but let's say goodbye Jessica Rabbit bye girl wow it's been fun it's been a fun year oh my gosh I can't believe a cut-off Wow me man it just needs to be on top of my head his notes in my hands oh my girl it's don't go back it's don't go back it's all go back it's gonna go back it's ok it's ok it's ok you guys it's really not bad I'm like I'm kind of excited I'm talking myself into it ok so goodbye hair ok bye goodbye [Music]

Channel: OnlyOneJess

Views: 273,732

Rating: 4.9610834 out of 5

Keywords: big chop, type 4 big chop, natural hair, natural hair big chop, 4a4b, 4a4b big chop, hair type, only one jess, only one jess big chop, cutting off all my hair, healthy hair, healthy hair tips, healthy hair journey, natural hair journey

Id: D7Lk9QXn1TI

Length: 12min 48sec (768 seconds)

Published: Wed Mar 11 2020