Todd White - I Love Jesus

I went to the gym and I was lifting and I'm I'm balling my head off like profusely crapping Fahim and crying like crying people are like um I am a mess in the best way ever I don't know what it is I just feel like I feel like I got I mean I've always been soft you know to him aggressive towards the enemy but I feel like I don't know I just reached a new place of softness I don't know I don't even know you know when ya pray prayers like God mold me and shake me you squeeze whatever you need to clip whatever I don't know if you guys do but I pray it constant I need you to clip what needs clips and break what needs broken shake anything out of me that's not of you I do not want to manifest me I need to manifest you so Jesus Here I am do it do it again do it again when I read the word I ask him to cut me deep I ask him to show me my created value over and over and over again I asked him to give me wisdom every day of my life because I really need it I need it it seems like now I needed more than ever but I really always needed it and once you taste once you taste and see that he is good this world isn't tasty anymore once you taste and see that he is good this world has nothing to offer you that's appealing gosh hey did you finish that testimony today buddy you didn't I'm over here going you got to be kidding me he stopped halfway through about the guy that you have a problem you don't have a problem your wife has a problem did you finish it oh okay but but the I'm sitting on the corner going oh god oh god tell the whole thing it's so me no because it's love man it's like find it on YouTube it's really amazing oh it's what love looks like in action because then that message I think it's called becoming love yeah it is because I've seen it a lot but I've heard you share it personally life-changing so if you can just what is it Grace Church 2014 becoming love you got fans man [Applause] Oh see that helped me none crime it's so good no it's a it's beautiful it's a beautiful message our isn't it amazing what media can do when you use it in the right way I mean you can be all over the planet at one time where you can only be in one room at a time Media like it's amazing it's astounding all over the world like people are being changed all over the world like we we did we started putting you know trying to get YouTube videos out there for free in people's hands and 2014 we had three hundred thirty one thousand minutes watched and all they are is just in your face intense educational life-changing come on let's seek Jesus with everything we are let's give up this whole worldly life and go after Jesus you can't love him and love the world and just trying to get it out there and last year they tracked him we did over 100 million minutes so I went from three hundred thirty one thousand in 2014 to one hundred million I don't even know how but that's fascinating to me cuz it's all crushing the devil like I can't get into Canada I'm blacklisted from Canada if they well just because my testimony is real yeah well we've been trying for four years so we haven't been able to get in there but the great thing is is the videos are saturating Canada and it's like amazing like it's a way to reach countries that you can't get into your it's still getting even countries that are that you can't get the internet are getting the Internet I don't know how it happens but underground churches in countries that it's forbidden are watching the videos training and going out and being the hands and feet of Jesus man that's like incredible it's amazing let's just not limit God he can he's God and he's amazing amen cool okay well I guess I'm just gonna share about Jesus again I just just gonna share what it means just love him with all your heart all your soul with all your mind with all your strength and love your neighbor as yourself just to actively participate in the gospel you have to deny yourself I don't know if you heard that yet but you you bound to maybe heard it once at least over the last couple days that it's all about denying yourself picking up your cross and following him it's about denying who you were never created to be so that you can finally step into who you really are it's about giving up something that you were never created to be so that you can become who God says you are when somebody gives their life to Jesus they're giving up something that they were never created to be to act like to talk like to think like to walk like so that you can actually step into the true identity that you have with God as your father and you being a son to where you can have this intense relationship with the father that loves you with every part of him so that you can actually become who he says you are and when I read I am like overwhelmed with the fact that you say like I've never I learned it from Dan in the beginning he said just say yes like wouldn't you read your Bible to say yes don't say what how could it be just say yes God says you're forgiven yes thank you Lord God says you're free yes God says seek Him yes he says that he's a rewarder of those that diligently seek Him yes he says to seek him in the secret place when no one's looking that means don't seek Him with everybody but seek him when no one's looking seek Him when nobody sees you when it's just you whether that's in your car in your bathroom in your bedroom and your cubicle no matter where you are you can always lift your heart to Jesus and fix yourself and gaze upon him and everything that you do that's your workplace your doing your job God says to not do your job for the people that you're working for you might do a great job for them but you're gonna do a better job for Jesus so he says whatever I do whether in word or in deed I'm gonna do it as unto the Lord and not for people no matter how amazing my boss is whether he's a Christian or whether he's an atheist I'm gonna do the best job that I possibly can because I'm doing my job under the king so I'm not just gonna do a great job from my boss because he's a Christian and he deserves it I'm gonna do an amazing job for my boss that's an atheist because he deserves it he deserves to see what Jesus would look like on the job well he doesn't deserve that well if you want what you deserve go to hell because that's what you deserve so if you want it this is an amazing upside down inside out world we don't just give people what they deserve we don't just repay people for this you don't just reap what you sow you don't this isn't like Dan said just different sayings that are out there you made your bed now lie in it what if Jesus said unless a seed falls into the ground and dies it abides alone but if it does what happens many come up so what he's saying is that in the gospel when I when I allow him to be my substitute when I allow him to be my propitiation when I see him in the sacrifice sacrificial life that he lived and the sacrificial death that he had and then the sacrificial yet beneficial resurrection that happened what happens is now his life becomes my life here so I don't just reap what I sow do I reap what he sowed so he made my bed now I'm lying in that or I can live with the principle of I reap what I sow and that's like a dangerous place to be now there if you sow to the flesh reap corruption if you serve the Spirit reap life I get that but when you really see who you've been created to be you no longer have fun sowing to the flesh when I see who I really am I realized that I'm no longer bipolar I'm actually a Christian I'm not fighting against the flesh and trying to shut your flesh up be quiet you can't fight your flesh like that you submit to God and your flesh has to bow you guys okay I know this sounds crazy because we've been taught everything counter we've been taught completely different and and people think that this is heresy when I talk about boy especially when you talk like this because when you start to say that you can actually live free from actively engaging in sin everybody thinks oh my gosh this is like oh yeah and the only reason that you say that is because you're gauging in on your life you're living you're gauging that statement on where your life is now and what you've been through you're not gauging what you're you're not gauging what you're saying by what he said you're gauging what you saying what you're saying by the life that you lived because it doesn't seem like a possibility it seems so far away it seems so far away when someone says how you doing and you go I'm doing so good people think well it's got to be some issues we don't believe that Jesus canceled our lifetime subscription to issues we don't believe that because we're gauging what we believe on how we think with a nun renewed mind and we're gauging how we think and the way that seems right to a man instead the way that is right that is righteousness unto God you all right is that too much it's not too much come on well if Jesus really said is free why don't we just be free but we don't use our Liberty as a vice we don't use our Liberty to like control or manipulate and maneuver I'm not using my freedom to manipulate that's not freedom at all that's like control that's that's legalism that's I have to conduct a maneuver you I have to that's wrong man no this is an amazing life I tell my kids all the time because you know they're known as Todd White's kids you know destiny white it's hard White's daughter oh you Todd White's daughter and I've always told her honey you're my daughter but you're God's daughter first and you're not following in my footsteps God has his own footsteps for you to walk in and God created you to be the best you that he created you to be you're not to be like me I mean there are things that you can glean and learn from me and I can help and pour into you but you're not to be just like me you're to be like you but you're to be fully possessed with him so that you and I can both carry the same mind the mind of Christ but in different bodies yet one body it's powerful but I teach my kids man you are responsible for your own faith you can't ride on Daddy's faith I couldn't ride on Dan's faith I was fascinated I'm like traveling around and going to local meetings and and it was amazing cuz Dan would let me sit there you know and I would go up and it was so funny we'd go down to this doctors houses homeopathy doctors sit on the porch and people would come first we'd be in the living room then I got up through the living room then we go on the porch and and Dan would sit here and I would always sit on the right side I don't know why but it seemed like I always did and I would get a chair I'd open my Bible and I'd like having my pen out and I'd be like yeah and Dan we're talking I'll be like oh and I'll just write it down and I'm trying to figure out like how do these go together like oh my gosh this is fascinating like what are you dealing but I would take my notes and I would go back home when I was all by myself when no one was looking when you didn't see me when my wife didn't see me when no one saw me I'll be in my bedroom I'd lock the door I'd go in there by myself I'd open my Bible open the notes ago I would I go how does this go with that and I get on my knees and I'd say God I really have no idea this is crazy like I know you set me free I know you love me I know you're giving me words of knowledge I am so thankful for this but there's more it's not that I'm not content because I told you that godly contentment is great day great gain I'm content with who he's created me to be I'm content with being a son I'm content with him being my dad but I can know him more and when I am around somebody that knows him more than I do I am like it's mine the wisdom of the world is sensual and demonic it's full of self-seeking and envy so what I can't do is I can't look at Dan's life and say he knows so much more than me oh god I wish I had Dan's life that's an evil place it says everything evil is in there but to honor Dan in the name of Dan I receive a dance reward do you know what I'm saying it says you honor a prophet and then in the name of profit you receive a Prophet's reward I'm not so much after the reward as I am to know him more my quest has been to know him more like I read it the other day in first Corinthians 2 where he's talking about man he he's known everything this that I consider all of that nothing for the sake of knowing him yet he's like schooled and brilliant and knows it all but he considered all that nothing I mean this guy was brilliant Saul was brilliant and he said ah just for the sake of knowing him actually he said this it's amazing he goes oh then I might know him and the power of his resurrection and the Fellowship of his suffering people are like yeah no they're not yeah when you say Fellowship of his suffering people were like no just the power just relax I go through enough suffering I need the power no you need to suffer when you press into who God's created you to be and you find out that all this is yours all of it is yours everything according to life of godliness we've read it we've talked about it everything is yours except your past your past doesn't belong to you it belongs to Jesus okay do you believe that do you know that nothing can separate you from receiving the love of God that's in Christ Jesus do you know that the only thing that can is your past it didn't make the list can I just read it real quick oh we're gonna have fun today we have I have fun every day so you can have fun with me or you could not believe it's true oh my are you ready let's just how many of you love Romans eight how many of you fought how many of you find great joy in Romans seven Romans eight yeah Romans seven huh I took that out I just I don't deal with it a lot of people that deal with Romans seven have it in their life as a scapegoat to sin and say Paul did it I'm gonna do it face it we're all gonna do it and live as a failure and live condemned guilty and ashamed and then sear their conscience because they keep going and keep going and keep going and keep going and they don't obey conviction so it turns into condemnation do you know how to avoid condemnation of bayar convictions ask God to convict you ask him to convict you I said it last night being convicted of right standing with God asked him to be convicted of right standing I want you to convict me daily about being right with you God see if we can't get to the place of righteousness we're living on the wrong side of the cross I'm just gonna share it a little bit about that and then we'll see where we go okay I woke up so in love with Jesus today I woke up like Oh God my eyes are still swollen from yesterday god you're so good you're so amazing I love you so much thank you thank you thank you people like what are you thanking him for just him just him thank you thank you I think him that when I am alone with him I'm in the secret place and he sees me in secret and I'm not asking him for stuff in secret I want to know him when I'm in secret because he said if I seek to know him he will diligently he will reward me because I seek Him diligently says if I seek him with all my heart with all my heart he'll reward me and if I'm seeking him for him then he rewards me with him what would it be like to go into the secret place and seek him in the secret place and then get him when you come out like Dan said a lot of prayers are just to ask for stuff what he can do for us but what if we really really went in there and just asked him to be like him I mean we already were created in His image we were Jesus restored what we were created in the image of I love this I said it I think I said it I say it all the time I might have said it here when Adam was told not to eat the tree he did Jesus a life-giving spirit the not second Adam but the last Adam when Jesus paid the price that he did he paid the price for God to come and dwell inside of us that keeps us from ever wanting to eat the tree my relationship with him my intimacy with him the reality of who I am when no one's looking when I'm seeking him when no one's looking that right there increases my capacity to know him exponentially and every day I can know him more than I did yesterday and that's my problem it really is what's wrong with you I'm ever saying that to Dan when I met him in the church suicidal look what is wrong with you he said it's not what's wrong it's what's been made right and I'm like what I had no idea but when I looked in his eyes it's so for real I couldn't shake it I'm like oh my gosh I didn't know what it was it's like a bug that sees the light he doesn't know that if he gets to the center and touches it that's what you are when you know who you are people don't know what it is what is that I see the light just saying I'm serious oh okay I'll just go in first 31 I mean Romans 8 is pretty amazing I learned this a long time ago and I've been a Christian for a long time 14 years not really long but a long enough time that when I when I just when I read Romans 7 and I came to Dan and said I am really really confused because this is Paul and what I don't understand is I've I've read Bremen 3 4 and 5 and I'm fascinated with righteousness fascinated that I'm forgiven and in my heart the last thing I wanted to do was sin I just I just it just I send my whole life I hurt people my whole life the last thing I wanted to do was sin against somebody I just violated my heart to think about it it violated my heart to gosh I I came home from Teen Challenge I know that I'm right with God I'm I'm fascinated that he forgave me he didn't forgive me only he forgave and forgot and he'll never remember it again and he threw it into a sea that he named forgetfulness and I'm like oh my gosh that's Lea this is so good people are like I hear he just found some new thing he's just trying some new thing it'll wear away it'll just go worse I'm not kidding my family's like oh he's just it's just a phase most of them are like he's a liar I mean hurt everybody and I'm fascinated and I couldn't wait I couldn't wait to watch one of my favorite TV shows and it was MADtv was one of my favorite shows and I was like oh my gosh I used to watch started alive and MADtv Saturday Night Live I watched it all growing up with John Belushi all those guys all the comics it was my was one of my favorite shows that and the scary horror shows and that but my life I was quick on my feet I was always like you couldn't you couldn't get me cuz I would undercut it was like I can oh I was the guy at the party that had everybody rolling and the funny guy that made fun of everybody to make himself feel better actually cuz I felt better when people laughed at me even though is that other people's expense and that was just my life I mean I was the comedian guy I was the class clown I got in a lot of trouble I was the guy that always did I told my kid I was I always took the dare I always I boy I did some dumb stuff I did I was the guy to show off got hurt so many times showing off just just so many times lucky not lucky its grace that I'm not dead I should be and I am but not the way that and so I am I so excited like I've got popcorn and soda instead of a bong and a beer I'm not kidding because I got high my whole life and I'm like it's so far gone it's so away from me like it's just done no nothing in me at all like I've been free without ever wanting to use or drink or party or twist this at all contort this at all distort my thinking at all like at all for 14 years it's been so amazing but I'm waiting for this show to come on I'm so excited and Will Sasso comes on who was one of my favorite comedians him and Chris Farley and just they were my guys I mean I was like because I I would pick up their stuff and I'd repeat it and make people laugh and so he comes on in the infomercial and I'm like and made my stomach feel weird and I'm like what is wrong with me like it's like my favorite show and I haven't been able to watch TV and teen challenge and it was like lockdown and I'm like I'm free and I'm like yeah sawsan so comes on again and all of a sudden like it's in the first two minutes they're making fun of somebody and I think it was the president or something and I I like I felt really bad I felt really bad like I hadn't felt bad because I've have had this joy thing going on it's like a whole new world my whole life has changed and I'm like this I don't even know that this is not okay and it was amazing I'm like I turn the TV off and I'm like I'm like crying I'm like and I remember Dan saying it's not what's wrong with what's been made right it's so crazy it was like wow why am I thinking that what is going on that's so crazy cuz I didn't understand what you meant but now I'm out and I'm free and I'm like whoa and so all of a sudden the Lord spoke to me he said I've given you a new heart you can no longer laugh at other peoples expense and I said there know what I'm so sorry I just like and it wasn't like I needed to beg him and tell him how sorry I was he knew right away that my heart saw that it was wrong there's a lot to learn in this because a lot of times people beg God to forgive them but the reality is is repentance is to change the way you think but God sees your heart when your heart sees that it was wrong the father knows that you see it's wrong there right there it's important that you immediately obey your conviction right there so in the Christian life what happens is as days go on and you get in the word and you start to see and you read the Corinthians and you read 1st Corinthians 2nd Corinthians 2 this church that was moving in great gifting but had all kinds of immorality and all kinds of different things that were going wrong and then you you you read these different epistles and you start to learn and understand this Christian life and the reality of of what you're called to and the standards high you know if you really want to know and have a great a couple great chapters on the Christian life like read Matthew five through seven it you read it it's the Beatitudes it's your attitude of being once you get born again it's who Jesus says you to be like it's not your due attitudes you can in your own strength do this but you can become this because he says you can and he reads this chap these chapters he speaks Matthew five through eight five through seven it's all red letters it's like John juillet calls it the Declaration of Independence of the Bible he says the red letters are the Supreme Court of the Bible if you can't find it look in the red letters it's the Supreme Court the Supreme Council it's Jesus speaking and it's just it's just so available it's so amazing but it has to start with you getting past all this does this make sense there's a real reason why we go after this and preach the clear gospel truth and pound this thing shame comes because you don't believe guilt comes because you don't believe you're forgiven condemnation comes because you don't believe the gospel it's all because I don't believe like if you read Hebrews and he's talking about he's talking about rest and we'll probably touch that a little bit today but if you if you see it and he says that they had an evil heart of unbelief he's talking about unbelief itself they didn't enter his rest because of their unbelief it says that arrest remains for you and I right now it says beware lest you fall short of entering into his rest beware yes you thought lest you fall short be careful lest you've fallen short yesterday he who lacks these things is short sighted and blind and has forgotten that he was purified from his sin it's so valuable but it's so overlooked because we're like yeah the blood of Jesus I get it but if you get it you'll never revisit your past again your past will never have a voice in your future you will never ever ever Rick gret something that you wish you've never done because you'll see that the blood has washed it away but the devil will pinpoint this and constantly drag you into this place because he's hopeless he's bitter he's afraid he's ashamed he's totally an unforgiveness and there's absolutely no chance for him so he wants to defeat you in your soul he wants to defeat you in your mind so that you can never realize that you've been given the mind of Christ and the only way to step into the mind of Christ is to believe that the blood of Jesus has purified you from where you were but it's not just a purification process before you get saved it's an ongoing purification process that is constantly on the mercy seat crying out mercy and you have Jesus as an intercessor he is your advocate he is your lawyer that sits beside the right hand and he's not sitting there as God he's sitting there as the Son of man that can relate to everything that you're going through and everything that you've been through and he can relate to our weaknesses he was tempted in all points like the high priest on earth is nothing compared to the high priest that sits at the right hand constantly making intercession to you constantly bringing your life before the father constantly and if we don't believe that this is true you have nothing you can walk in gifting you can walk powerful you can prophesy crazy amazing prophecies but if you don't get righteousness there will be lawlessness in your life he says not everybody that says to me Lord Lord will enter into the kingdom and I understand they says then he then he says to them you know they say well didn't we prophesy did we do this and I understand I've heard all kinds of different teaching on it the more I look at it I'm looking at a key cuz I've had a lot of people in the church think that because these guys practice prophecy because they practice miracles because they did this stuff they're not gonna make it into the kingdom and they think that that's why but that's not what he says he said you practice lawlessness you who practice sin you who actively engaged in it and thought it was okay and thought to me it looks like to you who thought that the miraculous was your ticket in to you who thought that the miracles were your validation of my approval on your life to you who thought that prophecy was my approval on your life to you who thought that these mighty signs and wonders that you did were my approval on your life and he says this crucial crucial piece he says away from me I never knew you there is a difference between me saying that I know God and me knowing that he's actively pursuing and actively knowing me and the only place that I can know that he knows me is when I get alone with him when I settle what's going on through the storm because for some people when they get quiet the storm inside his way louder when stuff was happened way louder than when stuff was happening outside they tried to get quiet in the day as wrong and it just keeps going and going and going and oh my gosh I'm just trying to get quiet with you Lord and all these thoughts keep coming bombard in you you think man nothing's happening here it's wrong God sees us he knows our intercessor beside the father saying look at them positioning their self to know me this is amazing well you can do it come on kids don't give up don't give up I promise you he's a good father he sees us he knows our weaknesses seeing the gospel you can't be strong in the gospel your weakness is a magnet for the strength of God you can be as strong as you want in the natural but really grace doesn't come to the strong it comes to the humble jesus said meekness we are we are supposed to when I read this word I'm supposed to receive this word with meekness I am supposed to receive the implanted word why is it implanted because it grows up and to received us with humility the implanted world word which is able to save my soul it's amazing it doesn't even say receive with meekness the implanted word which is able to get me out of here and get me to heaven that's not what he's saying he's saying when I receive with meekness the implanted word that is able to save my mind my will my emotions my mind taking on the mind of Christ transforming this life not for being conformed to the world and how the church wants me to be or how my boss wants me to be or how my people want me to be but being transformed by the renewing of my mind not being conformed that doesn't mean not being conformed doesn't mean being in rebellion in other words not being conformed to this world because when I say about the church people I can't I got hurt by the church I don't want to conform to that I don't believe in organized religion where you're gonna hate heaven because we're supposed to be one body we're supposed to be the bride we are supposed to be the hands and feet of Jesus we're supposed to be together on this thing we were supposed to have like-minded same mind same spirit one father Lord and father over us all one baptism come on we're supposed to be together in this thing I remember God spoke this to me and I was like there's some just some stuff happened Church wise and God said are you willing to die for them cuz that's what my son did and I mean it wasn't long I mean I'm talking I've asked him to convict me immediately so this isn't something where he waits like for me to get into something for a month it's like the thought comes and the Holy Ghost goes I want that I want him to correct me I want him to father me thanks for teaching me that bro cuz I've asked him to do it since the beginning I need you to father me I need you to help me I'm struggling here Lord I need help please Lord and he's there right away he shows me in the word oh my gosh wow that is crazy I can't believe I didn't see that but he brings Stern correction thanks for bringing that to cuz that's really good with a smile always with a smile just man thank you bro oh no aah whoo okay just talk just talk just talk okay okay well I was brand-new I was only a year year-and-a-half in I mean Hoss a little zealous for Jesus I just I just want him to have my whole life every second of my day every breath that I take every word that I say I know that he's watching I know that he hears and I want him to know that I know when he speaks to me I want to jump I just I want to I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky so what'd you write a song about that I believe the gospel I want him to know that I believe every word that's in this book regardless of what it is I believe it I believe it I've received it with meekness the implanted word I want my soul saved triune salvation spirit soul and body in Thessalonians it says it says may the God of peace sanctify you completely spirit soul and body this thing needs fixed man this thing needs renewed we need to think with the mind that he created us to think with I love what you said about analytical thinking today you said you just think too much about simple things I was like that's so easy to remember because I can't think too much about stuff God gave me a big heart and a little brain and I am so good with that I am so good with that so I so I remember I remember I was at this church and and the pastor came up to me and he goes talked cuz like when you know when we first meet when you meet somebody and you start sharing your heart like oh wow that's so good that's awesome wow that's cool and and then you know when you share your testimony I remember I remember approaching this pastor amazing a pastor he had the father's heart I'm like wow and I would like run I would get permission but I would run down and say hey I just want to say thank you I just want to hug him and thank him for what they are to the body of Christ and I ran down the hallway because the pastor said I could and I ran down there and I went hey man I just wanna say thank you and just I went up and ran up on Larry Randolph one time this wasn't the same one this is a different pastor primary enough he goes whoa whoa whoa I go no no no I just want a hug and I was like 265 so he's like oh no he's a crazy guy with dreads killed me to get me and I go hey I just wanted to hug you and tell you I love you oh okay I'll give you a father's blessing kiss me on the facing kind of looked at me like I'm like hey but I got to meet him afterwards and anyway so this was another pastor like I just want to say thank you man man I was delivered out of so much stuff he goes oh okay that's awesome and I started sharing my testimony and when I started to share certain points of it he looked at me and he goes oh okay and I could tell I could tell that I lost him I could tell that when I shared certain things like the Masons and being raised by the Masons I could tell that something wasn't right to wear my testimony of being free wasn't valid and I'm not faulting anybody I'm just explaining some stuff for you guys okay can you hear me right you have an ear to hear because I'm not faulting anyway this isn't anybody's fault it's just it's just when I shared some certain things people are taught certain things about this or that and there has to be certain things that have to be done in order to get this out and there has to be a method of this or a formula of this and and I didn't know any of that all I did was I met Dan and like I heard what you heard today like all the time and I would go oh man and then Jesus set me free and I'm like it happened man I'm free but oh and I'm crying on the way home I told you yesterday and I go home to church that day and meet the elders and it didn't go over well but it didn't take away my salvation it didn't take away the truth of me being free it was amazing so now I'm a year and a half into this thing and I meet this pastor and he's like man oh okay great hate so nice to meet you what's your name again and I told him and he goes all right thank you you go to church here see yep this is my church all right thank you so so that day that conference was over and I remember going up the following Sunday and the pastor took me inside he gets taught he goes huh can we talk I said yeah man you know he goes yeah he goes hey um I just wanted to just talk to you a little bit I'm like what happened cuz I knew something was wrong you can tell something's wrong he goes well he goes we we actually we know that you're really growing fast and you know this is a marathon it's not a sprint and I'm like I'm saying I've been told that before but I can't find it anywhere in that word well I can't I don't know it I actually talked to you about it and you said no it's a race you run and you run with Jesus and you go for it and you love Jesus with all your heart and you spend time with the father best thing I think he's well everything he told me is the best thing but this is one of them like the hundred things I love the best my favorite scripture when I came to you and said when there was all to talk about spiritual dads and and I'm like oh my gosh dude because they said someone at the church said you need a spiritual father I goes Dan okay no I'm actually supposed to be your spiritual father I'm like I don't know I don't think so and I got approached by another person and he told me you you I need to follow you and I'm like no no way and he said why not I said because I've never seen you love people and I'm not be I wasn't being mean I honestly said that and it made him really mad but I wasn't trying to make a mad I've never seen love in you so I can have you Father me but I'll learn from you and I'll keep coming to class and listening and and I was already marked but it's okay and so I remember I'm like so excited I'm like okay I had like three people obviously it's confirmation I'm messing up and I said to Dan I said man I said you know what bro a couple people came up to me and asked me they're supposed to be my father spiritual father but there's like you're my spiritual dad and you go and real politely dan goes you know I think that's awesome it's an honor that you would want me to you know to be your spiritual father but honestly talk in the Bible it says called no one on earth your father and I'm like yeah but it says you have many teachers of a few fathers when we've had some great conversations over the years it's like a reunion right now I don't know what I don't know my heart's so like pliable squeezed me okay and and so Dan said it says called no one on earth your father and I said okay I said but yeah but there's all this talk about spiritual fathers he goes I know and it's great but a spiritual father will push you into the arms if your Heavenly Father he said here's why and this is the example used which was amazing he said Todd suppose I'm in the meeting and you really need me and you call me on the phone and I can't answer the phone if I can't answer the phone you might for a second think that you're an orphan because your spiritual father didn't answer and I went oh man okay well then you're my mentor like I just switched over cuz that's the next best thing right can't be my spiritual Paul you can be my mentor he said taught I can't I can't imitate him but I'm trying he said Todd he says the Bible said you have one teacher the Christ he said if the Holy Spirit doesn't become your mentor in your teacher and God doesn't become your father and that only happens in the secret place you need to seek God when no one's looking I'm gonna pray for you but this is what you need to do and then he didn't say he wouldn't help me he said you can glean from me I can help you I can pour into you but you have to seek God on your own and you have to go after him with everything you are and you're doing a great job keep going for it like you know cuz I was devouring the word I never read before so this book was like it's just filling me up like it's awesome and so I learned from Dan that God's my dad and the Holy Spirit is my teacher what does that mean that means that there's a lot of teachers and we have five fold gift of teachers so we don't want to let neglect the five fold gift however if you don't have intimacy and don't have relationship with the father you will be swayed by every wind of doctrine that comes in and you can be moved by this one and this one and this one and this one and you will read book after book after book to gain more revelation and you will always ride on someone else's revelation instead of feeding for yourself because God really doesn't want us to be an echo he wants us to be a voice but that doesn't mean that you can't share the same things that somebody that's poured into your life shared but it needs to become yours so that you can be a voice and trumpet who you are not what you know and not what you're learning it's so powerful it only comes through relationship and through intimacy so as I'm sitting with this pastor he says to me Todd he goes we realized you know I know you've shared your testimony before and concerned and we know you're growing and he was really nice about it he goes listen he goes I feel and others have have kind of come to me and talked to me and I knew who it was I knew it was the pastor that I tried to share my heart with and when I said Masonic homes Masons witchcraft like oh my gosh there's things that need to be removed hooks things and I was like I had no grid for it I didn't understand he goes well I mean what we can do is we can go back and we can remove things that are there I go well what's there I honestly I was totally ignorant had no idea no clue he goes well you know they're just there's programs out there that can help you get free from things that you came out of I said but if I came out of it why would I need to be free from it and I wasn't being mean or arguing and I said wait a minute I said I said what about old things passing away and all things becoming new and I'm a new creation that new creation means a brand new creature that's never been on the earth before like that's what it means it means that I'm brand new all the way through not just like my spirit man like everything like I'm brand new like no one's seen this before and my family can attest to that I promise you like I said why wouldn't I believe the blood of Jesus cleansed me and set me free why wouldn't I believe that right standing means that I've been made right with God and if God is for me who could be against me and if greater is He that's in me then he that's in the world how could the world had any effect on me if greater is He that's in me my Bible says he doesn't share houses that he took up residence in me and he doesn't share occupancy with someone what if I believe that and he said Todd not everybody believes that and I go okay but since I do I said time will tell whether I'm free I said I love you but why would I go back into something he says there's gone like the Bible says it's gone he said well we just wanted to offer our help I go okay he was real nice about it and I came to Dan I go Daniel what was that dan goes don't worry about it just be free I'm like okay and it was really amazing and I'm like it it's never creep back up on me like gosh I'm not trying to make fun of something I'm trying to make the most of something I'm not making fun of anything I'm not pointing the finger at anybody I'm telling you that there's a better way his name is Jesus you can either go around the mountain or you can go straight up you can wander around or you can step in you you don't have to be on the wrong side the cross the finished work we are going to stand before God and you're gonna find out that it really was finished you're gonna stand before God and realize that he really did cleanse you you're gonna find out that the blood was really heavens answered God knew the dilemma and his son was the answer but now that the answer has come and then the past God spoke to the father's by the prophets but in these last days he has spoken to us by his son when are we gonna believe that what he spoke he did speak and what he said is never gonna be changed and the new thing that he did he did it's still the new thing it's not an old thing it's the same thing it's the new thing behold I will do a new thing their sins and their lawless deeds I will remember no more that's what God says I can't stress this enough because I meet overwhelming majorities of Christians that can't get past what they wish they've never done or what they wish was never done to them this is like a huge trumpet of freedom because you do not have to look back rearview Christianity is illegal in the kingdom okay when I share this stuff lots of quiet happens lots of thoughts happen they send me emails I throw them in the trash I actually don't get them Tom gets him yeah dan gets the phone calls though how many phone calls have you had about that buddy you know but you've told me about many conversations that you've had with many people that were highly offended because we talked about this do you remember the one we were at Andrew Womack's Bible College we're doing the power and love out there and I was Sharon was sharing my testimony and sharing how God set me free and the lady was out there oh yeah well then why and she's in the middle of the message like lifting up her hand she's interrupting the message and she's not being me and she's just I got lots of questions because she's been in trouble for a long time and she's been through satanic ritual abuse all kinds of stuff oh yeah well then okay well and I'm like just Sharon and and she probably asked 10 questions in the middle of service like it's it's it's not normal one time it's not normal ten times people are like getting agitated but all she's doing is crying out for truth all she's saying is I really need help this is crazy and so we ended the night and she came up and said thank you so much she's crying the next morning I was greeted by her pastor came in and I was teaching in the morning and pastor came in she goes you're Todd right I go yeah I go she goes she goes yeah she told me what you shared last night I go all I did was share my testimony she is yep she said you shared righteousness I said absolutely she goes well not everybody believes that I said whoa I said did she tell you all that I shared she was yep she says she's free I said that's awesome she goes she's not free I've been working with her for seven years every week and she has been coming to me every week for seven years she comes to one meeting with some hotshot preacher and now she thinks she's free you're not free honey and I looked in her eyes said honey you're in sin right now you're telling her that she can't be free and you're a pastor I said God have mercy on you I wasn't being mean we can't help we can't do that why would you do that here she'd been paying every week for seven years to get free the lady goes I don't know why why can't I be free why is she sad said honey I gotta go speak I love you I she goes oh I'm sitting and listening to you today boy I had to be careful on how I sure because I don't want to project at her and come at her and say you're wrong and I'm right listen to this I got a microphone I did that one time and Dan was there it's true I learned a valuable lesson I watched an Smile go like this first time in my life I never saw anything like it I'm Sharon and I think that I'm right but I didn't really know and it was not right dan goes don't you ever do that again I went what I do he's like you projected from the pulpit to prove your point you preach the gospel you preach the truth the truth will set people free it hit me we need Corrections and we need it we need it gosh I've opened up so much I'm just being vulnerable just talking this is this is it we need correction we need people that can speak into our life that we that we trust that we see Jesus in their life so many people don't want correction they don't want it you read Hebrews 13 buddy read Hebrews 12 God says don't despise the chastening that's the instruction of the Lord don't despise it it's good I want God to correct me I want him to father me I want him to say this is not okay if I'm not okay I want him to tell me so that I don't need somebody else to tell me but if someone sees something that I don't see and I see Jesus in their life I need to honor that take it to the Lord and say God I love you I want to always keep my hands clean my heart pure I want to keep my eyes clear I want to be able to see I want to be able to know and hear his voice I don't want to try to some preach some doctrine to make me look special now I want freedom man I want the body of Christ to be free I want us to be able to receive correction I wants to be able to have mothers and fathers that was speaking to our life but I don't I don't have the need to say I'm a father or just it's a weird thing because I want to be able to do that but I believe that just like Dan fathered me in a way where he said I can't be your spiritual father and the way that you're thinking but I help you and glean from you and I can push you closer to the Father and I can help you and and I can and that how part of that help is correction part of that help is asking questions and if you're wrong boom I just call Bill Johnson the other day I had a question about something he goes what man he goes you're really you're really hungry and I think it's amazing he said but your conclusion is totally wrong and I went oh tell me and he's laid he shared it was just something really little but it was so big if it if it got to here it was beautiful I'm like man thank you and it was like freedom it was just amazing but we have to be open for that you have to be vulnerable and you have to be teachable and yeah you have to have Holy Spirit be your mentor and you have to have God be your father and you have to believe the gospel you have to live with a clean conscience and have the blood wash you clean you have to have the blood purify you from all that stuff you have to believe the blood it's constant it's every day his mercy is new today I woke up and his mercy woke me up today every day he's not mad at me he's not bummed out with me he loves me and his gaze is constantly on man he never looks away and he's always saying I see you I'm serious I think I thought I see that fall I dream a dream I see the dream I see the vision I saw the way you corrected your kids I see the way that you want me to help you correct your kids I see that you want to model me before your kids that's awesome here's how you do it oh that's hard I know Paul but it's great it's good it's the Christian life it's growing in your in your character with God see if I don't grow in my character with God if I don't grow in the fruits of the spirit and I press so much into the gifts of the Spirit I can press in then I can earnestly desire the spiritual gifts which is amazing especially that you might prophesied says just earnestly desire he says yet I show you a better way and that better way is love and Dan really does a great job of nailing that thing down and first Corinthians 13 is impossible without Jesus it's impossible patience is impossible without Jesus being like perfect and complete lacking nothing is impossible without Jesus because patience is the is the answer to be in perfect and complete lacking nothing and you can't get the patience unless you go through trials and people hate trials they want an easy easy life no no you're gonna hit trials you might as well learn how to face it with Jesus we don't just need the gifts and press it into the miraculous God will float through your life on a constant basis but man the fruit of the Spirit is amazing fruit is grown and gifts are given gifts are freely given by God but fruit is grown and when you grow that fruit the same fruit self-control patience all the stuff that I read yesterday on that list plus the list that's in Galatians 4 I mean when we have the list of the fruit of the Spirit love peace patience kindness gentleness meekness self-control but it is amazing and we need to have that because if we don't have that we grieve the spirit so we need to press into a place to our righteousness abounds righteousness abounds we put on the new man of righteousness holiness and truth we put on this we look at Philippians and we see put your mind on these things things that are noble things that are pure things that are lovely things that are good report we need that stuff it's so solid it's so beautiful because we can't afford to be this gifted amazing people that has no character in their life and we can't afford to press into legalism because we think that by legalism we're going to get character and if we have this character that we're okay with God God didn't just want you to walk in character he wanted you to be powerful he didn't just want you to be powerful he wanted you to walk in character he wanted you to look like Jesus powerfully full of character integrity passion but we have to believe the cross to get any of it well not really I've seen people that don't believe the cross but walk in great power see when I when I see what the blood is done for me when I see it and I receive the love of God I don't have to receive my identity through someone's praise because I did a miracle when I see how much he loves me that is payment enough when I see his love when I see the reality of what he did for me and what he always does for me and what he thinks about me when I see that he has more thoughts for me than there are grains of sand in the whole world and every thought is for my welfare when I see that he knit me inside my mother's womb whether my mom wanted me there or not when I see that he knit me there whether I was born through this or born through that or whether my mom rejected me neglected me whether my mom said statements like I can't believe I'm pregnant we can't afford this what are we doing I can't believe this what are we gonna do I wish this never happened when all those statements are made the scripture never changes God knit me inside my mother's womb all life comes from God so no matter what she thought or my dad thought none of that matters because when I get born again I'm Reif honored I have a brand new dad and he thinks differently of me than my earthly mom or dad did so my DNA changes I I have been given the divine nature of ABBA when I get born again I have the divine nature in which I'm partakers of the precious promises and then all those things that were said about me are done to me don't matter because I have a brand-new dad so my bloodline changes so no generational curse makes it through the new bloodline of Jesus everything shifts and everything changes that's not just the theory that's the reality of what I've been born into I've been born again which means Reif honored I've got a brand new dad but if I don't get to know my new dad then my old dad can affect me and my old mom can affect me but when I meet my new dad then I'm not mad at my earthly dad or my earthly mom because what they did they didn't know what they were doing so I can forgive them father forgive them they know not what they do yeah but you don't know how they treated me but you don't know how you treated Jesus we were like yeah but you understand my wife cheated on me she she cheated on me well when's the last time you cheated on God when's the last time you played the harlot with the world when's the last time you had an affair with the world not in a sexual way just with your intimate way instead of being intimate with him you were intimate with the world it's a good thing God doesn't think like we think it's a good thing God thought like he thinks so good man when God came into my life I was so mad at my mom because she put me in a children's home I was out of control man my dad left I was I freaked out I remember a couple days after my dad left I was up in my room we had vinyl records I had all these vinyl records I took every record and threw it against my plaster wall and chipped every piece of every bit of my wall all around my room I could care less didn't matter that's just the beginning man I was a wild child I was like ah I lost it I was so mad at my mom man she only did what she knew best to do she only did what she could do she had an offer that they could take care of your son because I was out of control my mom was working three jobs trying to take care of the family she couldn't do it so they offered to pay for me so the Masonic homes they paid for me but they they didn't no one had to pay anything they paid for me they gave me an education I'm up there I didn't know that cult stuff I didn't have any idea like I didn't care about any of that stuff I broke into their temple I was I didn't care it's like whatever it is put on their hats we'll have fun who cares I started getting high at 11 years old I need care about anything me myself and I had no idea I was so angry at everybody else it was always someone else's fault because that's what sin does that's what that life does it'd be a real shame if we became Christians and it was still always someone else's fault and we never took ownership over stuff Adam says to God come on did you eat the tree and I'm like well you you made the woman if you wouldn't have made her I wouldn't hate the tree sin always makes you blame somebody else never makes you take ownership ever Eve this is true God knew it was true he's like well you know the snake 2cb you made the snake they blame God craziness man and I blamed everybody else but when Jesus came all that stuff all that my mom rejected me my dad neglected me everybody hated me people touched me wrong when I was a little kid that's not the other thing all that stuff went out the window man cuz I realized I was the issue the gospel sets you free from you so that you can be free from the world you don't have to have a problem with everybody else people like we don't know what they didn't mean good luck if you got a problem with them them in them it's not that it's you it's you you're the issue get over you yeah but you don't know what they did to me it's you you don't get stand before God and say it was damned he's gonna say it was you and you're gonna be on your face for a thousand years in a puddle of mush it was me I'm not getting man you got a problem with your neighbor it's not that miss you you can't love your neighbor then your neighbor can hurt you if you love your neighbor they can't hurt you and you can't love your neighbor unless you love yourself and you can't love yourself unless you believe the gospel I don't know how you get out of that sort of why you'd want to get out of this while you just jump in and say yes remember yesterday you're screaming out show us how I'm trying I'm trying man it's the same thing over and over and over and over again it's the blood of Jesus man it's the freedom that only he brings let me just read a section of Scripture here that I told you I'd read I'm getting better dude I was as long as you two get to it that's like 30 minutes I want to read the whole chapter it's so good are you ready Wow there for whoops now you gotta read seven because if it's there you got wise therefore if you see therefore you go oh my gosh what was there before I gotta know why it's there for maybe Dan I'll hit Romans seven you will hit Romans seven munching this is so fun see it's joy but mance intense it's like haha what was that oh oh then all of a sudden you wake up oh wow oh my god I see you in there for real Jesus I see you in there oh that's that's true I look in the mirror that's what I see him he likes to live in me he chose me I don't care if you choose me or not he did like come on we grow up pick me pick me to the last one man was the last one no that's not the gospel you're the first one thank you Lord for picking me I picked you before the foundation of the world I don't understand that let's just start with you knitting me in my mother's womb because I get that I believe you and the other part it's just way deeper than you knit me in my mom's womb do you know many people I talk to you that are so hurt because their mom did not want them you know me people I talk to you because somebody told them that your mom didn't want you in when you were in the womb and so now we have to break rejection off of you how dare you say that to people what are we doing do we really want to pull tears that much out of somebody to tell them what they're not do we really want to start there do we really need to feel important by telling somebody something that they're not or we guess at just to pull an emotional response to bring people back into a place it's where they believe that that's the reason why they are the way they are why can't we reap what Jesus sowed I'm not being mean I'm telling you that it's not okay to tell people that oh that was heavy whoo Wow I have turned into a case here case for Christ yeah well okay I'm just gonna share from verse one would be okay go back and read seven but before you read seven read five and then read six and then read seven in the light of him talking to people that are trying to get right with God through the law read five how you've been how you have peace with God because you've been justified by faith you have peace with God read it go to six you're dead you just her dead buried with him in baptism let's send no longer have dominion over you because you have surrendered and given your life to Christ read seven in the light of the context it was written I write to those that know the law where he is trying to relate to Jewish brothers and sisters that are trying to obey the law for right standing with God and he said even though I know what to do I do those things that I shouldn't basically saying there's no way for me to live this way and get it right who shall save me from this wretch that I am thank God Jesus Christ and then in Romans 7 he goes from in from the law to Romans 8 in the spirit and he goes through in the gospel and what Jesus has done and he starts in Romans 8 with that so when you read 5 6 7 & 8 you'll get a context for what it's shared and you won't look at Romans 7 as a scapegoat to remain bound therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus oh my now I'm reading the new American Standard so it takes a part of that scripture out because it says in the original text that for those who do not live according to the flesh but according to the spirit says for the law of the spirit of life and Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and death see here the freedom here there's therefore no condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus Moses was given the Ministry engraved on stones the Ministry of condemnation that had glory we've been given the Ministry of righteousness that has much more glory you with me it's kind of relating this it is relating the same thing for what the law could not do because it was weak as it was through the flesh God did in sending his own son in the likeness of sinful flesh as an offering for sin he condemned sin in the flesh so powerful so he says in Romans 7 it's sin in me that's doing it but Jesus came to condemn sin in us from functioning this is all about mind renewal and God not just because of memorization because faith doesn't come by reading faith comes by hearing so as we read we need communion but there's something that clears up communion and communion gets cleared up when the muddy past gets erased and the reality of a clean conscience gets completely renewed because the blood of Jesus cleanses us from dead works cleanses our conscience from dead works so that we can serve the Living God you guys okay so the requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the spirit for those who are according to the flesh set their minds and the things of the flesh in other words they set their mind on the carnal nature they set their mind on carnality and the things of this world gratifying you all the stuff that Dan was saying we shouldn't do and more but you're praying for me me me me fleshly concerns carnal concerns you are not a carnal and a spirit man you are a spirit man that has flesh do you know that Jesus says that you have become flesh of his flesh and bone of his bone once you become one with God what do you do do you say that now my flesh that's his flesh is sinful no it's the way that seems right to a man that produces that sinful life James says look it says that no one can say that God is tempting him or he's tempted by God for God cannot tempt nor can God be tempted but each one is led away by his own lusts and desires from within what does that mean that means that each one sins because he's led away by his lusts and desires I read yesterday in Peter that you've been delivered from the lust from the corruption of lusts that's in the world so the corruption of lusts that's in the world is there when you think according to the way that seems right to a man and not according to righteousness in the way that is right to God so the unrenewed mind can't think about anything but carnality there's nothing there we need to give Dominion to the Spirit of God so that our spirit can tell our flesh to shut up and sit down and listen but the way you do that is being renewed in the spirit of your mind and you setting your mind on the things of the Spirit and not of the things of the world I never feel I could get anywhere but I get somewhere but I don't know I just there's there's so much in here and it's a constantly unfolding revelation God's Word is so it's like a flower it just keeps going it's just so good those who are according the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh but those who are according to the spirit to the things of the Spirit for the mind set on the flesh is death but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace because the mind set on the flesh is hostile towards God it's at war against God now Romans 5 says that we've been justified by faith we have peace with God where does peace with God sit in your heart or in your mind both the war against God is in your mind your mind any place that the minds not renewed tries to fight against God so it's a constant renewal process asking God to breathe on the word so that you don't be conformed to the world the system of the world but you'd be transformed by the renewing of your mind and God can breathe upon the word and alive and active in your life and he separates your soul from your spirit so when he does is the first place that God comes to do as he separates your spirit man from your soul so the Holy Spirit in my spirit I read in 1st Corinthians 2 how he communes with the spirit the spirit knows the deep things of God your spirit knows the deep things of you and all of a sudden those two they come together and start to train your soul but if you never get into the secret place open your Bible and ask God to renew your mind this process gets put off and put off and put off and put off because we think that we have to know it all when we get alone with him but we don't have to know it all that's why you're getting alone with him so when we get alone with him we ask him to do this what he does is he wants to you way more than you want it he wants you to think with the mind of Christ instead of the mind of man he has giving you something that the prophets in the past they prophesied about this day to come they couldn't have it and now we have what they couldn't have they rejoiced in what they saw we have it and we're sad about something we don't understand we have did that make sense they rejoice because they saw that we were going to receive this righteousness apart from the law imputed to us they saw the reality of no condemnation being available because the law would have been fulfilled by Jesus and the blood of Jesus on the mercy seat cleanses our conscience from dead works to serve God you never have to look past your past doesn't exist in the eyes of the Father well if the enemy can get you to spin around and look you can't steer forward because he who puts his hands to the plow looking back isn't fit for the kingdom why because there isn't there looking back in the kingdom however you are not in the flesh but you were in the spirit if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ he does not belong to him but if Christ is in you though the body is dead because of sin yet the Spirit is alive because of righteousness but at the spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his spirit who dwells within you this is not just for the miraculous looking the same spirit that raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you it is not just for the miraculous to happen through you it's for healing for your physical body it is for the renewal of your mind because the spirit that's within you is the one that renews this thing and your mind is part of your mortal body he will quicken your mind he will quicken your soul he will quicken every part of you if you just let him and believe him I wish you guys knew me in school before Jesus you would be like boy did he really do a great job on you Wow so then brethren we are under no obligation not to the flesh to live according to the flesh where if you are living according to the flesh you must die but if by the spirit but by the Dominion of the Spirit by the Holy Spirit in your spirit by the communion that you have with the Holy Spirit the love of the Father the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and communion with the Holy Ghost if you are living by that you will put to death the deeds of the body you will live for all who are being led by the Spirit of God these are sons of God it's so important to know that God's your father and you've been adopted by him if you have not received a spirit of slavery or for you have not received the spirit of slavery leading to fear but you have received the spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out Abba Father the spirit of self testifies with our spirit that we are children of God we are children of God and if children then heirs and heirs of God and fellow heirs of Christ if indeed we suffer with him so that we may be glorified with him fraud consider that the sufferings of this present time aren't even worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us for the anxious longing of creation waits eagerly for the revelation of the sons of God for the creation was subjected to futility not willingly but because of him who subjected it Adam in hope that creation itself also will be set free from its slavery corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God for we know that the whole earth groans and suffers pains of childbirth together until now creation is groaning for you to manifest your father creation is groaning people that you're walking by are crying out the way they're crying out see sometimes we think that creation groans oh God show us Jesus but it's not I go up to a guy in a gym he looks mad tell him tell me he got Jesus underneath all that mass bro I always do the big guys tattoo tell me there's Jesus in there I'm believing him he's like oh I'm like oh you're groaning bro Oh get out of my face I hate you oh you're groaning he's groaning for me to manifest the one and only true God and the only way I can manifest him as if I know that I'm adopted by him and the Spirit of God is inside of me crying out Oh father daddy God people are angry I hate you I hate you all you're groaning don't tell him that but they are they are groaning see when someone treats you like that they want you to manifest the Father because they've never seen it they've seen all the other responses all of them all the other responses talking to a Muslim the other day in the gym and he's like he's hammering me but he's hammering me with not truth so he's why believe this and I believe that and I believe this and I came and talked to him cuz he just and the cross is this and this is not the other thing I mean I'm just done with debate I'm I'm not a debater I'm not good at it I don't want to be good at it I'm just like wow and God says ask him if someone came in here to put a bullet in his head ask him if he would jump in front of you like you would jump in front of him so I said man I said dude I just heard this in my heart what I said someone came in here and held a gun to you would you would you expect me to jump in front of you cuz I would but could I expect you to jump in front of me and save my life well I well what I believe is that family is this and and I believe that family comes first I didn't ask you about family and he says yes but in the Quran we believe I said no no if somebody was gonna kill me would you jump in front of me to save my life would you lay down your life for me he says I can't say that I would I said that's the difference man see I would lay down my life for you because I know where I'm going do you really know where you're going he said I I can't answer that I said I Love You Man it's so nice to talk to you today he's like it was a shaken thing not only this but we also ourselves having the proof the first fruits of the spirit even we ourselves groan within ourselves waiting eagerly for our adoption as sons the redemption of our body when we go to be with Jesus for in Hope we've been saved but that hope that is seen is not hope for who hopes for what he already sees but if we hope for what we do not see with perseverance we wait eagerly for it the same way the spirit also helps us in our weakness for we do not know how to pray as we should for the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words and he who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is because he intercedes for the saints according to the will of God Hey called you a saint again that's amazing we know that God causes all things to work together for good for those that love God to those who are called according to his purpose for he for those whom he foreknew he also predestined to become conformed to the image of his son the Christian life is not to get stuff the Christian life is not to pray for things the Christian life is to be conformed to the image of his son the Christian life is to be an imitator of God dear children and walk in love even as Christ loved us Wow it's in there what shall we say to these things if God is for us who can be against us he who did not spare his son but delivered him over for how will not also freely give us all things who will bring a charge against God's elect God is the one who justifies if God justified me why am i listening to charges of the enemy who is he who condemns the devil because he is condemned Jesus Christ is he who died yes rather who was raised who was at the right hand of God who also intercedes for us who will separate us from the love of Christ will tribulation will distress will persecution will famine or nakedness or peril or sword just that is written for your sake we are being put to death all day long for we consider we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered but in all these things we're overwhelmingly conquered we overwhelmingly conquer through him who loved us how do we conquer through him who loved us we are more than conquerors what does that even mean I mean I know it means that like we're conquerors but we're more than why because Jesus conquered hell death and the grave and when you see the reality of who you've been created in the image of and whose nature you've actually become partakers of you have conquered hell death in the grave because you're never gonna die you'll put off this tent but death where is your sting it has nothing in you fear loses its grip because the perfect love of God casts out all fear none can remain don't take back on you that yoke of slavery that fear bondage because the devil is petrified because one day it's over it's gonna be over his fate is finished it's sealed there's no chance for him to repent he's done and he wants to take your mind and twist it he can't come up into heaven and dethrone God he tried he came up there tried to rise above and God said no and he put him here and then he created man in His image because God loves it when his creation steps on the devil's net and reminds him every day you messed up big time so the devil thought I can still kill and destroy sees the first out of me deceives him he takes the keys Jesus comes he doesn't know about Jesus he has no idea there'll be a resurrection he doesn't know all he knows he's healing everybody at the devil oppresses jesus heals everybody is oppressed by the devil jesus heals oppression by the devil jesus heals he has to get rid of him he has to take him out if he takes him out he's really because all he decided he was still kill destroy it's done it's finished if I kill him it's over come on and they tried to and they couldn't they tried to and he couldn't and he tried to and he couldn't for three and a half years he tormented the devil tormented him and then Jesus let him pluck his beard out he let him crown him with thorns he let him you deflate his mutilate his flesh he let him rip his flesh off his body he laid his life down no one took it from him he laid his life down freely he laid it down boy the devil knew if he only knew he knows now but if he knew then he never would have done it because all he knows how to do is steal kill destroy steal kill destroy steal kill destroy we got him now we got him now we got him now we got him now the devil I could just imagine him surrounding the cross that day looking at him haha everybody's taunting bring yourself down off of there The Devil's like he can't yes no idea that love is up here he has no idea that he's playing into the hand of God he has no idea way more into the hand of God that he has any idea about going love it it's amazing Jesus Father forgive them the devil's never seen anything like it they know what they do see the devil doesn't know that cuz he's selfish he's self-centered he's full of envy he wishes that he never messed up he wishes he wishes he wishes he could have it again he can't have it he's hopeless he's cut off forever he could never have it again he can't repent he wishes he can repent so he wants to stop you from thinking that you can he wishes that he wasn't hopeless so he wants to create a new hopelessness he wishes that he could be forgiven but he can never be forgiven so he wants you to think that you're not forgiven because he knows that the keys are loving much is being forgiven much he knows if he can shut down the reality if you believe in your forgiving you can never really become love because in the measure that you forgive is the measure that you can love and the only way to really love is to believe that you're fully forgiven because you're supposed to fully be loved so he's watching Jesus he's watching him fade he's seeing his breath being taken away he sees him on the cross it doesn't even look like Jesus he's unrecognizable on that tree you can't recognize him underneath that mutilated body is Jesus and you can't even recognize him it says that you couldn't even see him because of his visage so Jesus who knew no sin he became sin on the tree see the devil didn't know that he was becoming sin the devil just saw he's wiped out see we were created in God's image when we took on the very nature of God's enemy so we didn't even look like what we were created to look like we didn't look like God's kids anymore we look like the devil so what Jesus did was he became unrecognizable so that we could become recognizable so Jesus who knew no sin became sin so that I could be recognizable become right with God but the devil didn't know that he thought yeah she said it is finished and the bail and darkness and rocks and Saints oh I guarantee he had a clue something was wrong I didn't rip the veil nevertheless and Jesus went that said in Psalms 88 it says that he descended to Sheol and went and paid the price for humanity see because it wasn't done there he had to go and pay the price and so he goes and pays the price and the Devils having a field day yeah Oh get him boys and Jesus emancipated emaciated in hell paying the price for mankind and the devil thought yeah I love it the example that you gave when I was first born again and I saw you say this it was like on the third day the Holy Ghost was coming in when he came in and he didn't say Gabriel get my friend Michael get my back I'm going in now be careful there's Devils everywhere and I'm in the service listen I'm going oh my gosh oh no it wasn't like that it was like this light lit up darkness Oh woo and the Holy Ghost has these keys with him called the keys to hell death and the grave the keys to Hell itself death in the grave revelation 1:18 he says come on here you go let's get out of here Oh The Devil's like just believe it I can see it and it's true Satan call the huddle that day and he says guys guys settle down settle down see what Satan can't do is come up to heaven and kick god off the throne but he is fully convinced that he can come into your soul and dethrone Jesus from ever sitting here he wants you to have a form of God but deny the power thereof he wants you to go to church but do nothing with it he wants you to be a passive Christian and never share your faith because you really don't believe that you're forgiven and you can't work up the boldness when all you have to know is that you've been completely forgiven and your sin and your lawless deeds have been wiped out and God remembers them no more and when the devil tries to remind you of who you're not you just thank God for who you are and you keep moving forward those guys get together come on guys oh we can't be throwing God which ride it's that's why we're here and now we killed the son of God we we killed innocent blood the Covenant it's over wait a minute also be easy guys we can do this look man's a pushover they fall for anything all we have to do is whisper all we have to do is tell him whether or not God this is gonna be easy all we're gonna do is get men self focused self-centered full of envy come on full of jealousy full of Rage full of anger it'll be easy all we have to do is touch them touch their family come on touch their finances oh we got it it's easy don't blame God anyway guys listen this is not gonna be complicated look now that this has happened we only have a short time we have to run deception on the count of three we break and we go deceive the world are you ready one two three break and it the same thing today as it was that day and the devil is after you never believing that God loves you but in all these things were overwhelmingly conquer through the him who loved us listen very carefully for I am convinced that neither death nor life nor Angels nor principalities nor things present nor things to come nor powers nor height nor depth nor any other created thing shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord he says angels principalities no first he says death life angels principalities things present things to come your past didn't make this list because God dealt with it and your past has the ability not to separate God's love from coming but to separate you from ever receiving it because if we don't believe the finished work of the cross we can never believe that we're right with God and if we don't believe that we're right with God what do we really have we have a religion without relationship we have just another religion the world has many many religions there's only one that has a relationship to where the very King the very King that created you humbled himself became a bondservant to come to die to live the life that you live to be tempted at all points yet without sin to be crucified in innocence yet died a sinner's death to be raised a brand new man the firstborn among many so that you could be free from the law of sin and death and righteousness apart from the law could be imputed to you you can believe that when he said it was finished your past was totally in that right there and that on that tree he wiped out all the handwriting against you God has more thoughts for you than outnumber the grains of sand in the world one cubic foot think with me one cubic foot of sand has more than 1.6 billion grains in it and he has more thoughts for you than outnumber all the grains in the whole world what if your mind got ahold of 20 thoughts and held fast to 20 thoughts God had for you what if your mind got renewed with 50 thoughts that God had for you what if your mind got ahold of a hundred thoughts that God thought about you and it's not like he thought about it once he thinks about it all day every day what if you and your soul being renewed got renewed with a thousand thoughts that he thinks about you every day listen the lack is not on his end it's our job to diligently seek Him to establish relationship and to start with right standing with God and to finish with right standing with God stand to your feet please Wow Jesus I thank you for this word that you taught me today just so many different things that he shared with my heart today as I was sharing so amazing he's just so beautiful God I'm asking you to make this real for everyone in here and that we would burn with a healthy desire to see the world know you that God as we go out there today we would encounter people with your love God we wouldn't try to talk anybody into this but we would really share our hearts about who you are god I thank you for miracles thank you for signs and wonders I thank you for prophetic words God I asked you to flow through everyone here Jesus I thank you I know that the key to this is right standing so father I thank you I'm asking you to give this word of righteousness to everyone listening whether by CD by DVD or whether you're in the room now God let us receive this word so that we can live unashamed father I thank you for amazing encounters for everyone in here I thank you for grace grace grace speaking to the mountain move in Jesus name Amen amen [Applause]

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Published: Sun Aug 25 2019