Podcast #190 - Choose Your Own Story

thank dick big day ding ding ding welcome back to the Jimmy Julian podcast aka the disturbed podcast aka the what what why disturb down with the sickness this week we have wonderful me in these guys you've heard me talk about me on these over and over and over again it's the only underwear I wear ok if you haven't tried them I don't know what in the world you're waiting for but it better be good man descends incredible underwear with sustainably made sustainably sourced material from beechwood trees right to your door so you know if to do anything just open your door Beach wait why do I hear you can you hear you Beach oh that's the oh there we go it's better oh I'll share a funny sorry about why we're still doing this janky set up guys twenty percent of your first pair at Mandy's free shipping and satisfaction guarantee when you go to me undies comets Emmy UND IES na komm / Jenna Julian treat yourself you will not be sorry honestly you guys also wink yo got a say lately we've been 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yeah it's really good no patios big one it's good it's good yeah it's so nice to just like have a glass of wine and be like doesn't taste I agree with you wine is good I mean the cold white wine I like you know what I wanna I wanna start branching up a wink let's get a little adventurous here oh why are you talking to her like that dog dog I don't know how the audio is for right now it's it's super frustrating let me tell us what's happening Julian okay when you move there are quite literally hundreds of things that you don't think about setting up or taken care of or creating ways to you know have the existing amenities in your life fits your new house weather weather you know whatever your interests are like there's cable there's the basic stuffs like cable powered all that and then there's a whole nother level of [ __ ] like you know what services are we gonna need or was sir what's our grocery routine or whatever there's like a million things that are happening one of the things when we moved was okay we were separating the podcast in the stream room so we needed to like change our equipment set up so we need to order a PC for the podcast because just like a basic PC to you know record the audio so we're not doing it off of a little sound recorder so I ordered this PC and because there's a hundred things going on and I'm getting emailed about this and that you know every day I missed an email I don't know how I missed but I missed an email that came at the beginning of May it's like right when we were moving and what is they the email said dear God don't let me bit that's a hello Beach it said basically because we are shipping address was different than our billing address which I'm sure a lot of you guys have tried buying things with that situation before and a lot of companies don't like that so they were like because your billing address is different than your shipping address we can't ship your order we can't ship your PC it's already built but we can't we can't ship it to you and I missed that so a month goes wrong waiting for this piece I just think it's gonna arrive like I man this sure is taking a long time so I've like literally like three days ago I gone to my email you know what I wonder what the status is with that and I find literally to the date it was like like May 17th or something like that I checked it on June 7th or some [ __ ] or 15th or whatever and I was like you so I responded I was like oh I'm so sorry for the delay can you please send it to our billing address or whatever and they're like oh I'm sorry the window has passed you didn't respond to time the orders been cancelled and I'm like oh my god no no no it's not I'm so I you might need to talk a little close here my emotions from this week but basically I was like please please can you please give me you know make the order happen before it cancels because otherwise if we had to redo the whole order it would take so many more weeks and luckily the customer service came in clutch so they're sending it so they're sending you know but so we're gonna have a setup in here soon that's what oh my god that's the idea we'll see if it actually happens I don't know I kind of get that it's good I thought it's a fee like we're gonna be cutting out that thing for a year it's possible I don't even know how to operate that I don't know how you do that you I don't know it's easy to operate it's just it's like not convenient for certain things you're basically wild and out of control okay you're a wine dinosaur yeah more than a wine is soy - or - or can you tell me what this is that we're doing Julian was like hey for the podcast you want to play a game called mommy can I can't go and go out and kill tonight is that what it is what like what is it so I want I just felt in the mood to play some sort of like adventure choose your own choice adventure games online because I think those are really fun and they make for good content when you're listening to a podcast as I've been listening to more podcast lately fine I have and I want to try to like do stuff that I wanna listen to you know so I think I feel like I choose your own story is a good idea so I found this website called choose your story calm Oh play create share your own story games so this is like a basically a hub for if you want to play all sorts of different themed Story games if you want to post your story games if you want to rate them if you want to review them there's it's kind of like a big deal and I was searching like a pop apocalyptic like survival once and I was like oh that's cool but then I found this one that said mommy can I go out and kill tonight and immediately I was I was captivated I'm Kal that title I'm ready what how does it work it is a modern adventure by Mac mad Glee that's the name of the user who made it I can read the background and the features but basically you start it and then each moment each step or whatever you're presented with options what to do and you're choosing each option which at the end of the story will determine how you how you fared I'm ready this story contains graphic violence sexual images all situations oh my god so it's just normal Jen Jillian podcast oh my god you were a good boy but then you turn bad no I'm a drug addict cop cop killer manipulator these are all names you could be called but Leon helped you hide the evidence and you were never cop for your crimes oh you who are once so far gone yourself now help others you take care of them when no one else will and yet the creature who who first strayed from the path of righteousness has not fully disappeared is still part of you a dark psycho six cyclist is threatening to get out you sometimes hear it's voice at night whispering well you try to fall asleep an eternal battle between the dark and the light rages within your mind which side will you listen to during the most crucial of days I feel raging it's like kinda like the wolf among us it does feel like the wolf among us all right I'm ready this is an advanced game where you create a character choose four of seven unique traits and distributing a hundred points between your three stats however you see fit these stats do it I don't what's just play just play mommy , can I go out and kill tonight why are we talking to our mommy like me mommy mommy okay before you read before you begin the story you need to create a character character has three statistics and four traits if this is your first time reading this story please read all the directions carefully before choosing yeah yeah we'll skip them if you've read the story before feel free to create your character without reading any of this okay statistics the stats are endurance intellect and luck you may modify these in any way you choose with the points you are given but remember endurance must always be at least 10 every stat is important and will play a part throughout the story endurance this stat represents your overall health while combat is not the only feature in the story it certainly plays a role a character with an endurance of 10 is a pale sickly creature who needs only to be hit in the face to be knocked unconscious or killed the character with a hundred endurance it's pretty difficult to kill outright but you can still die or be incapacitated depending on the players choices if your endurance ever reaches zero you will die and the story will be overall endurance directly influences the traits of weapon master and healer and plays a role with a trait of bruiser intellect this night represents how smart you are intelligence involves memory cognition knowledge and among other things a character with an intellect of 10 is a complete [ __ ] barely able to multiply 5 by 10 a character with a hundred intellect can do advanced calculus equations in his or her head while discussing astrophysics intellect will never change throughout the story although when while the stat will not obviously kill you by reaching zero it plays a significant role in your success or failure in many actions throughout the story and I like directly influences the traits of the pharmacist diplomat and the role with the trait of psychic Luck this stat represents how lucky you are lucky plays a mysterious role throughout the story but should not be disregarded as unimportant many times in the story mmm sorry many times the story will roll a random number without your knowledge and luck will play a crucial role in the outcome so there's RNG involved a character with ten luck is so unlucky that even when he walks outside his house he's likely to be run down by a truck a character with a hundred luck and nearly do anything without fear of reprisal however every time you specifically use your luck the step decrease oh so it has a lifespan is a very important point to remember luck directly influences the traits of street smart and psychic and plays a role with the trade of bruiser it also plays a small role with every other tree ok now we pick our trait we can only pick four ok you may only pick four bruiser you are extremely strong when given the choice you will hit much harder when you hit someone in combat however the strength comes with a recklessness that will cause your strikes to be slightly less accurate while not dominated by any statistic both luck and endurance play a part when using this trait diplomat you know how to talk fast articulately and equally good and you are equally good in persuading and bluffing others this trait can get you out of many difficult situations diplomacy is not the same as street smart and will not always work with those you might consider undereducated intellect is most important when using this trait healer you're able to heal yourself by regaining lost endurance points you cannot use this trait whenever you want but it can be invaluable during parts of the story when you have chance you have a chance to regain your loss and dirt Endurance's most employment using this trade pharmacist you can identify any pharmaceutical or herb including illegal substances this knowledge gives you the upper hand when figuring out a particular subject whether a particular substance is dangerous benign or even useful in situations you might not otherwise be able to determine in Alexa's most important in this tray six cents you're able to you were extremely intuitive in many situations when the right choice is not clear your six cents will enable you to pick correctly avoiding many unpleasant outcomes furthermore you can determine other players I started you can determine another's intentions far more easily such as when they are lying or wish you harm Lucky's most important using this trade but in the light plays a part street smart you know how to get around the urban sprawl without getting conned mugged or outright beaten utilizing skills you have learned from a long stay in New York City and you can talk your way or fight your way out of many situations in st. Louis you will otherwise have to face street smart is not the same as diplomat but it will always work with those you might consider educated luck is most important using this tray weapon master you're an expert with WEP any weapon you come upon in addition to your already expert hand-to-hand training any weapon you wield be it a katana or a pencil will become deadly in your hands endurance is most important ministry okay it's also important to know that there are four statistics you cannot choose your change these are that your level of psychosis your psychedelic state your level of sobriety and score will all be modified depending on your choices throughout the story so those are out of your control okay so let's pick right radar character okay well this is cool you just like what are you doing oh okay so I'd only talk about our traits what kind of traits you want in the mole divvy up our endurance and in elective okay um I think that if we do something physical something using our brain and then something like sixth sense or healer or pharmacists you mean yeah I say weapon master is a little better at than bruiser because weapon master only requires endurance bruiser requires luck and endurance and there's also a downside to bruiser which is you're you're you're kind of shots yeah yeah so I say weapon master for a physical what okay that sounds good weapon master yeah wait you need to go back what happened wait what oh I accidentally okay so we have to we have to do the traits first oh [ __ ] otherwise it'll just end the story okay okay so we have to yeah that was the problem all right endurance so see it says must be at least 10 to continue so we needed a Durance plus 10 okay so endurance is 10 okay but we have a hundred points I know I think we have to divvy on that before we okay trades go for it okay so let's do intellect 10 mm-hmm locked mm-hmm but but just think about our traits and then you'll add a module there yeah yeah so scroll down I'd say for weapon master that requires endurance so we're probably looking at spending at least 30 points into ender and cool let's add 10 more so with 30 endurance and then I think they should be relatively even right yeah 30 30 30 want to just do that yeah and then we'll add a little more to what we think making a pretty balanced person each yeah we're super balanced you know I mean this isn't really how I would divvy up my champion points and elders okay so we have 10 extra points where do we put them um well we're 30 33 got it why don't you go down and look at the traits so we can pick them but not you don't have to click on yeah you can count on luck and endurance so I know I'm just looking ice a diplomat is pretty good healer is pretty sorry I can't really hear you you're talking to the side of your mic I'm sorry do you want to play the games I need to be able to hear your guard Diplomats pretty good healer is pretty good pharmacist six-inch street-smart I'd say six cents is valuable pharmacists is valuable healer so we definitely need endurance so that I'd say it looks like most of those are on luck and intellect the thing is about endurance as it decreases throughout the story so use luck and intellect or you're saying we need more I would say we need more endurance that because we're preparing for it to just go down why don't you go 40 30 30 we can also add by ones - okay 35 all right 1 2 3 4 5 ok now we have 5 points left let's do to luck 3 and elect how's that yeah that's good two three done okay it's a weapon master yep what was the other one house six hands or street smart why don't you pick one it's your diplomat okay so your diplomat weapon master six cents I'd say or street smart I like this because he uses both okay and then I'd say either healer or pharmacist - healer what okay so we're we have everything picked character created cool let's do it each where we go now okay sorry um when you're finished click character created begin the background do you have more points to add or something I don't know all right this needs to equal hundred to continue right - oh this is what yeah let me see one hundred out of a hundred this needs to equal harder to continue don't you hit save or you're at 110 no no you know order were save up at the top right okay oh no it's it's like one let us go go through [Music] save okay sorry um you know sorry okay intellect let's try to I don't know I don't know why it's doing this this is weird you're still at 110 I know but like it doesn't all right we figured it out time to go um begin the background right yep you weren't always a problem child until age 15 you were the epitome of good straight A's no mind-altering substances and a full scholarship to a progress right no that part's not right but okay depends means however you hated nearly everyone around you so you transfer to a public school used your wire I don't like to assembly in the in crowds values your good looks determine women and start you Oh ladies whoa every hot girl in your school like to you every jock hate you but god damn they respect you you smoked weed by day and [ __ ] a different cheerleader by night oh my god oh my god this story is graphic you were a god oh my god College came and went in a blur but you scored trade it straight A's in those years the drugs got harder and your friends got rougher trouble came with two cops trying to bust you for possession distribution but you took care of that handcuffed them with their own tools and shot on both in the back of the head your friend Leon helped bad guys Jason Derulo go ahead your friend Leon helped you dispose of their corpses Wow neither of you were ever caught years past me became a shell of your former self shooting heroin and cocaine intent on nothing but blissful oblivion you almost died your brother saved you from this hell and your mind convulsed with the revelation and possibility of self-actualization returning to school you got a doctorate in science specializing in psychiatry psychiatry and nursing you were so far who were so far gone now help people you take care of them and no one else will and even when and even one are you okay what Wow what are you talking about I'm just reading No and yet the first sorry and yet the guy who first strayed from the path of registered here ed all that okay all right to which side will you listen during this most crucial of days all right wake up it's our only choice we gotta wake up ready to wake up something awakens you you're not sure what something is it doesn't matter all that matters is you're awake it's 9:00 on a Friday morning you have rounds at the hospital Stacy's lying beside you who arms slung across your chest and moans as you surreptitiously attempt to free yourself without waking her knew you stride to your bathroom and throw up throw yourself throw out yourself into the shower hot water blast your face and then figure Eight's you you soap up and try to forget you got maybe four hours of sleep most of the night of vague recollection images of creep unbidden into your consciousness images of creep images of crete that's a weird sentence stacy bent over on the bed on the balls of her feet you thrusting into her oh my god don't read any of that don't read any of that is porn are ya oh my god actually gonna skip that that's so extra wow you fit a showering drought for the fluffy green bath towel and put in new content porn take fifty milligrams of [ __ ] boost prong boost Baroni boosts perón buspirone II I don't know buspirone and a multivitamin brush your teeth and get a drink of water cover the tattoos with TaylorMade thousand dollar black pinstripe soup and bright lime green silk tie stacy opens her eyes momentarily smiles sleepily then shifts her stomach and pulls the covers over her head bring home some leather restraints you hear her mumble you laugh outright okay now we have the options to enter the kitchen enter the computer room into the bathroom go to work we gotta go to work let's just skip it all go to work yeah each leaving your house you lock the front door and smile ruefully at the back at the black 2005 Scion x8 you've customized the thing with tinted windows and a bazooka subwoofer for sure oh we're a [ __ ] huh yeah we sound like the worst person ever it's small and not the fastest car in the world but it gets thirty-six miles a gallon handles great and you can parallel park the thing anywhere all for 13,000 measly bucks some people think you're 6-3 170 pound frame is a bit too big for the ride but they're wrong comfortable and stable gets you where you need to go to the right of your apartment there's a walkway which leads to a dumpster in the alley you hope you didn't forget anything because you won't be coming back here for quite a while we can drive to the hospital go back inside or follow the walkway I don't want to go to a dumpster in the alley you didn't you hope you didn't forget anything okay so we just go through the work I don't want to go to a dumpster I'm a douche bag and I'm wearing a very expensive suit that just did porn didn't do porn I did porn do it we just really graphically described our night hey you guys must you should be happy we didn't read that you're on the road doing 40 down Kings Highway you pass a quick trip on your right Uncle Bill's pancake house on your left and a multitude of car dealerships on both side highway 40 is coming up fast you signal you merge you accelerate 65 nice keying the stereo to your favorite 90s music confessions of a knife the thrills the thrill kill Kult source album comes on you left as you hear the sampled Joanne Joanne [ __ ] I'm gonna find her and I'm gonna kill her blaring through the car and a standard 200 watt surround system the subwoofer you added in the small interior to allow music to resonate filling you with sound all of that is extra glancing in the rearview mirror you see red and blue flashing lights a mother [ __ ] pigs you in Bertinelli mutter pulling you over pulling over four and wait for the cop to approach okay are you and you one choice it's just being an agitated state of mind let's get agitated agitated you watch the cop in the rearview mirror he's talking to his radio calling in your car images return you the handcuffed cops they first pleading in bargaining then going silent as you fighter the forty-five semi-auto point-blank in the back wad he's flashback to when he killed the cop Oh God okay it was like this escalated so fast what is going on quarter-sized holes in the posterior skull fragments and anterior explosions above the right eye half their faces gone absolutely pieces of brains sprayed about the background yeah bright red red blood flashing onto the pavement like Jack like a Jackson Pollock painting dark red afterwards sleeping oh my god this is so graphic right the sudden realization that you killed another human and not any human a [ __ ] cop judges and juries tend to execute cop killers you were afraid the disturbing thing is that fear outweighed any guilt you might have otherwise felt well what about the children if cops can get up if cops can get it up oh my god can they even procreate did the innocence wonder about their dads absence did they did conceive of horrible realities their tiny Minds couldn't verbalize did they simply ask eyes wide with puckered cheeks where's daddy isn't he coming home mommy dad what can she really say that's our only choice why don't you tell them what the choices are the choice is what can she really say okay her answer wait this is so this is all just like mind I don't know okay fraid rub clenched her body her the significance that her husband didn't call to say he was going late perverse thoughts that she married a [ __ ] cop realization that the kind of this kind of [ __ ] was bound to happen meant to happen maybe even if she asked for it doomed her kids by accepting the late hours the violence the danger but how could she respond no PD he's not daddy daddy finally enforced the law in the wrong place at the wrong time [ __ ] with the wrong person his vanity and overconfidence precluded basic self-preservation in costume and so he died a brutal death there'll be a funeral with guns fired into the air and unison salutes the whole hack nudge [ __ ] shebang you'll be the male child sitting next to the casting like like a perverse colored recreation of John John and Jack live with it I always have and the memory of the corpse is slowly sinking beneath the putrid waters of these river their eyes glassy staring at you with unspoken accusation the abruptness of their these unbidden images startles you and you and induces emotional NAHASDA nausea can this pig see into your soul irrational nonsense you think wiping a bead of sweat from your forehead well I want this prick hurry up so that was all just like him living like reliving all that in his head when he got pulled over well I don't this prick hurry up you wonder I'm late I'm late I'm late you feel yourself getting and we angry both off of nervousness and a basic loathing basic loathing for authority this bastards gonna make you late and you did nothing you feel like telling him to piss off so you can either wait for the cop to approach or speed away and try to lose his ass let's get live come on can we please speed alright speed away go ahead there's only two choices like I would wait for the cop but if you want to speed away let's speed away you ever dangerous Aries do what you want see this is this is this was bound to happen what we come to a head here where there's an Aries choice there's a Virgo choice go ahead speed away shoving the stick shift in the first you've got it the Scion moves forward but not with any high-pitched whine our low growl you'd expect from a sports car rather it sort of eases them to traffic acceleration is almost nil nevertheless you managed to hit 85 before three-car cars are right behind you sirens wailing and their red and blue lights reflecting off you mirrors your Laden foot slams down the gas and the Scion cross to a hundred after about 20 seconds one squad car pulls up to your left the other two remain behind you glance over and see the cop is grinning what do you do do you turn hard smashing your car into his pull over and give up if you wish to use your sixth sense trade click here all right let's use our sixth sense trade ok your intuition tells you two things first the cop is a better driver than you second your car is much smaller lighter and more fragile than his trying to smash him wouldn't be very very very foolish and probably result in your death however the decision is yours to make well now you can either pull over or smash his car that's in really it did because if we had smash we would have died mm-hmm interesting pull over and give up good thing we sped away am i right ladies enough you think there's no possible waking out on these cops so you may as well pull over and get what's coming to you you pull over now we're in extra trouble Julian it was worth the attempt oh you shut off the engine the cop that was to your left squeals to a stop in front of your car the two behind you pull up next to you and directly behind respectively all three cops get out of their cars guns drawn and descend upon you hands on the wheel [ __ ] the first one shouts you obey the cops open the door grab you by the neck throwing you on the pavement we didn't need to do this cops around you you impatient Aries you're prone body and scream in unison don't move you guys stay absolutely still they begin bludgeon you with their nightsticks and yelling he's trying to escape he'd be baffled by this behavior if you weren't quickly approaching unconsciousness when the beatings finally end they handcuff you and officer piles roughly sure searches your batter battered flesh he finds doesn't find anything that's the only choice officer piles fists you and finds nothing more value to him you want wonder what the hospital not to mention the doctors will think when you start showing up for late rounds you he starts writing a ticket Oh a ticket the least of your worse okay that's the wrong option an $80 ticket oh we can look at it oh I kept it an ER ticket you're gonna have to call your attorney and pay him 200 to fix this thing okay get arrested that's our only choice sir only soraa's get arrested all right so now we're arrested this is crazy are you how are you feeling like this is crazy I feel like we didn't need to get arrested satisfied and sweating profusely sir piles pulls you and pulls you up and leads you to a squad car he roughly pushes you in in your head smashes against the roof after that beating he almost passed out from that last blow you're under arrest for leaving the scene and resisting arrest you have the right to suck my [ __ ] when I ask and the right to get your teeth kicked in if you refuse they seem like a cool I gave you the option keep going you will remain wisely silent perhaps you've been impulsive enough for one day the handcuffs are chafing your wrist the cop gets back on the highway makes a u-turn gets off taking you the Richmond Heights Police Station do you sit there and wait for the inevitable or thrash about wildly screaming obscenities all times no more Ares decision no I mean it might cause some sort of distraction you know stop it that's disgusting I don't want to flail in the back of a cop car sit there waiting for an inevitable good we sit there and wait you did this officer Powell shoves you into the station causing you to stumble momentarily your earlier rage has been so planed by fear of the unknown and you've never actually been arrested the cop takes off your handcuffs and you feel relieved you rub your sore wrist and try to get the red lines to go away he grabs your hand and starts fingerprinting you first your thumb then all your fingers phone rings and you hear a dispatcher in another room call out the location of a crime you're you serve a your surroundings besides officer piles no one else is present there are a bunch of cubicles through a door to your left a row of holding cells to your right and a break room straight ahead thinking finish fingerprinting you officer piles grabs your time and starts walking you the holding cells do you think you have a good chance of shaking him and running off so you choose maybe even gaining tangible goods in the process but you get a little more but you may get a little more psychotic all right you have four options here five options you try to break free free and run to the cubicles do you try to break free and run to the break room do you try to break free and run to the holding cells and you try to break free and run to the exit or you can let them lead you to the holding cells initial thoughts here follow the rules there's four options okay then you pick I don't want to pick the bad stuff am I good at picking bad decisions let's let's use our sixth sense no that's not a choice pick one well what do you get if you are under the cubicles what's the best thing you could find a stapler the word about the break room um food food holding cells holding cells where you're getting taken to so that wouldn't make sense to run to the home or you can just run out the exit which that's stupid I think well let's run to like the cubicles or the break room I think cubicles because there's a lot of places to hide okay let's do it all right we're under the cubicles you run for the cubicles to your left out of your peripheral vision you see the exit door open up in two cops enter they see you immediately around towards you while officer Pyle screams get him and gives chase running into the room you slam the heavy wooden door it's tiny glass window filled with chicken wire presumably for safety the lock clicks and you observe all three cop cops fumbling with their keys you haven't much time glancing around you see a door in the north wall pass one cubicle to the west lies a pseudo maze of cubicles if you're going to act do it now you can lie down and let them take you around north to the door or west of the cubicles cubicles okay go for it the cubicles open north towards another cubicle east towards the middle cubicle leading to where you were fingerprinted and south to a lone cubicle the cops still after you and are screaming the ubiquitous freeze whatever you do you better do it quick you can run south to the lone cubicle east to the middle north to the northwest or lie down with them take you pick one let's go north the cubicle is plain and uncluttered the desk is nice and tidy the carpet is vacuumed and there are no pictures to be seen you can go east towards the north cubicle that's so confusing or return south from where you once came of course you still hear the cops and they sound very close let's go east so towards the north cubicle ok a large wooden door sits on the north wall a desk sits right in front of you and the solidarity red chair sits right behind it solitary what am I saying on the surface of the desk is a small assignment reads register all evidence with officer on duty obviously this isn't any ordinary cubicle it's some sort of a sort of guard station albeit empty no wonder the cops seem like a bunch of Keystone's they can't even man this desk whatever is behind the door must be of relative importance I think we should run through that door let's do it silver metal shelves lining lines three of the dirty concrete walls most shelves containing a plethora of boxes and items bagged in clear plastic evidence room an old fat old room print fan grumbles with its duty directly in front of you presumably the storage room is a shoddy replacement for an evidence hold there are no guards at most I didn't seem to be missing any sort of label a square sign has been taped to long shelves but there is no sign of the third or fourth each sign has a block letters printed on it black on in black ink the first sign says aah 8h the second sentence is cute is easy you assume one shelf without a sign is I through P but you have no idea what the fourth shelf is it seems bare also you see a door on the east and south wall you have no time to mess around so what do you do you can check out a through H I through PQ through Z you can look through the evidence or you can check out the fourth unlabeled shelf you can run out the east or south or let the cops get you why don't you check out that fourth unlabeled shelf I mean I know we're in a hurry but like that's a good idea yeah this long shelf is devoid of anything save a good of save a good bit of dust you cannot determine why the other shelves have plenty of items while this main shelf is completely bare you what you can't determine however is that at least three pissed-off cops are trying to catch you you hear them approaching alright we can examine the rest of the soldier okay just look at one of them a through H yeah let's do it oh [ __ ] yeah you search the shelves and find a box cutter lying oh okay wait a weapon has to be lying next to a cane and a [ __ ] suit the only only the box cutter looks useful as you already walk with a steady gait and you aren't into deviant sexual behavior well you're not into it that much besides it's a wicked looking box cutter that appears to have extremely extremely sharp blade meanwhile you hear the cops approaching all right we can keep examining that's the only choice it does examine the rest of the storage and it takes you back to this let's go I through P I through P an old suede bowler hat and pencil catch your eye on the shelf but you don't either those the rest of the room Q through Z yeah an old pair of rollerblades catches your eye at first you wonder what if you could skate away from the cops faster than running then you haven't skated then you realize you haven't skated in years there's a metal wrench next to the rollerblades it's rub yellow rubber grips and strong jaws look perfect for twisting and turning and well wrenching you hear the cops approaching we already checked out all the shelves now we can run to the east door or the south door okay let's go east Oh God we're in the break [ __ ] four cops are sitting in this room drinking coffee and gorging themselves full of Krispy Kreme Doughnuts one particularly obese cop has his right hand in his pants and voraciously scratching his genitals with a sigh of relief nice just then however the cops chasing you burst into the room and officer pauls yells you idiot don't you hear us this bastard has been running around the station trying to escape officer piles heaves with exhaustion and his face nearly purple he grabs at his left arm for the four cops stand up oh yeah so when you walked in the those guys didn't seem to notice you the four cop stand up but their face is only registered confusion as though the message hasn't set in yet you calmly survey the room barely out of breath despite your run and consider your options as you do so officer pilots collapse to the floor - cops notice this fact with horror go help him oh because he just like passed out the other four have now encircled you know as you see it you can either lie down and let them take you try to fight your way out or run like hell this would be the most strategic place to fight but you need a decent weapon to overcome the odds and even then you'd most likely have to kill one or more of the cops so you can start swinging if you have the cops gun click here okay we don't dodge the cops and run through the West door - your cops are under this house door lie down and let them take you we have the box cutter yeah but that's not a choice that says dodge the cops and run is probably our best option cuz start singing start swinging says start swinging question mark oh it does have a question mark damn we didn't get any of the cops guns how could we have done that I don't know you better start running boy alright let's go through the snow west door well we're back in the storage area we're back in this direction so let's go through the south door okay a large wooden door sits to the north wall a desk sits right in front of you with it oh this is the same how do we get out god I'm stuck run to the north door back in the storage room south door its amazed by you gotta figure it out that's cubicle the cubicle is plain an uncluttered oh [ __ ] run through the West cubicle keep going my god dude I'm at the middle cubicle dude I'm like getting I keep looping around through these through three cubicles or north oh we got caught the cops catch up to you when you run to the north cubicle who you are running from the cops chasing you and you mess around and take too long the cops burst from every direction and roughly tackle you damn it mm-hmm okay well you get taken to holding the holding cells this is this is hard man the cop unlocks the steel door right in front even it opens it on creaking hinges you brought into a long hallway line on either sides by holding cells groups of prisoners lounge and mouths of them most of them staring at you through the bar without surprise an enormous cro-magnon skin head emits a deep laugh as you're dragged by his hand reaches through the bars his bicep easily doubling the diameter of your head his shoulders plastered with a black swastika and ropey muscles of his forearm tattoo but the words laying leavened two fewer the black ink blurs as you pass so he's just a Nazi in jail and the cops beat at his hand with their nightstick causing him to withdraw it see you have no time to decipher its meaning the hallway is a dead end at an impenetrable concrete wall they open yourself to the right throw you in and lock the door behind you okay you can look around yourself oh my god how long is this this is crazy I have no idea you asked me if I wanted to play a game called mommy can I go out and kill tonight I know it's crazy you look around warily the cell is a square plain concrete with no windows the bench lines two of the walls and the far one is this stopped up you're overflowing there are no windows given the space a drab colourless depressing air you occupy the cell the first two people two people I'm sorry I'm like reading a lot this is getting like the first is it held early black man sitting on the bench with his eyes closed the other is a skinny Hispanic standing right to the right value neural urinal arms folded across a shirtless chest glaring me the way he's staring at you is a bit alarming you can talk to the black man you can sit down by yourself talk to the Hispanic man or examine the euro let's talk to a black man you walk up and say hello his eyes remain closed he doesn't respond get the [ __ ] away from him you hear the Hispanic say you repeat yourself still the man doesn't show any sign he's heard you I said get the [ __ ] away from him the Hispanic man takes a menacing step towards you suddenly recall that you were wearing a very expense I'll be it rumpled and dirty after your ordeal all your training dictates that you walk away or try to calm him calming him seems unlike you unlikely what seems likely is that you're about to get punched in the nose for your suit maybe you're being too docile showing weakness by minding your own business maybe you should get verbally abusive and turn maybe you should even add an ethnic slur oh no walk away and sit down by yourself or tell piss off Blanc before I got you sit down well we have to establish some sort of ailments down uh okay we sit down better not cause troubles sit down wait for the cops to give you your phone call you post bail and get the hell out of there there's no clock anywhere within view but you realize it must be later than 10 excuses start flooding your mind ways to explain your lateness your thoughts are really interrupted by it or when is it how do you say that I don't know I have voice you what you're too good for me you look up and see this panic standing over you nice suit Holmes he looks at you meaningfully all your training dictates that you walk away that's the same thing tell him piss off or ignore him and hope he goes away ignore him not saying that word you pay no attention you look at the floor avoiding eye contact hoping he'll go away leave ET Missourian excuses hey you he shoves your shoulder you still ignore him you know who I am he leans in minion screams your ear you deaf [ __ ] seconds later your lift to do a standing position and you're not a small guy he pushes you down on the cold floor cell standing up standing up you brushed your suit off and try to sit back down all the while maintaining an air of indifference that's when he comes for you you're beating awaits that's our only choice is our beating awaits yeah he backhands you across the face much like the cops did the slap stings just as much a millisecond later he punches you square in the eye knocking you to the ground your face smashes into the hard concrete of the floor knocking a lute knocking loose' filling and engaged your you turn but he's already on you punching you once twice three times in the face this panic grabs you by the throat with both hands beating at his hands does no good this bastard is much stronger than he looked you struggle and gasp for breath leave that boy alone CJ the soft voice comes from your left but you can barely hear it you can't breathe you feel yourself losing consciousness leave him alone I said the hands relax their grip you grasp for air like a fish flopping uselessly on land as your vision clears you see the voice come from the back oh sorry you see the voice came from the black man CJ is standing over you fists clenched but a moment later he backs away our only choice says lucky you saved from certain death you slowly get up from the hard concrete floor and rub your neck still breathing heavily the black man looks up and says you smart but timid boy mind in your business don't get you killed as fast but CJ wasn't gonna let you be he stands up and you regard him with ambivalence his face looks vaguely familiar but you have no idea where you would have seen him his hair is a wild fray his clothes dirty his stink reaches you from here and you wonder how you didn't smell it before with one hand he scratches his stubble chin the hand is scarred beyond belief thick pinkish lines stacked on top of normal tissue make it look like a malformed Club you know me yes you remember now who could forget that hand yes you say you were in the hospital because you wanted to kill yourself right boy that's right he slaps his thigh with the meat hand and moves closer you know insurance remember I remember and you knew I was about to kill my [ __ ] self right you consider thinking back I knew yes but you let me stay anyways that week was hot maybe 105 degrees for three days in a row and shelters are often full I did see J cracks his knuckles to your right you notice he's standing almost behind you and you didn't get [ __ ] for that his breath is fetid like old sardines I didn't get paid if that's what you mean the man looks satisfied he smiles and sits back down with a look from him CJ moves away from you and sits on the opposite bench didn't think so the Blackman says thoughtfully names lamonta sit down I want to talk to you doesn't look like you have a choice our only choices doesn't look like you have a choice you sit down next to him as he requested he just stares at you with a smile on his face minutes pass you hear the skinhead from down the block yelling something incomprehensible gave you a break because you gave me one what's your name Dominic you were playing who are names Dominic Oh fine good name is any he says what you're doing here looking like you do you explain the circumstances leading up to your arrests and he laughs CJ snorts nice moves boy sounds like you ain't as smart as you look you let the comment go he's probably right show me what you got in your pockets show you show him everything you have besides those things you got anything else our only choice says nope nothing nothing else glad you was straight with me Dominic he looks over at CJ we don't tolerate no lying [ __ ] up in here you straighten your suit jacket and wait for him to speak again lamonta leans over and whispers I got a proposition for you ignoring this sinking feeling that this is some sort of filthy godfather about to make you an offer you can't refuse especially in a confined space you reply I'm listening okay okay listen here first off you ain't gonna get a phone call so you ain't gettin outta here tonight he coughs I don't know what that word is then continue awesome payphones broken it's Friday they'll hold your ass till Monday you don't get bailed out his information sets in two more days in the cells Stacy we'll get really worried and you'll get fired for being a no-show Miranda rights violated because the payphones broken not possible not possible you consider pounding on the bar skin a cop's attention I know what you're thinking they don't care they'll sit they'll say you smashed up some phone or some [ __ ] smashed up the phone or some [ __ ] I'm but I'm in with one of them owes me a favor he'll let you use the station phone you got someone to call yeah my girlfriend you mumble lamonta smiles you know she'll answer I think so yeah okay good that's real good now he's the proposition I get the cop to let you use the working phone you call your woman he watches your eyes right you could get out of here tonight I only want one thing in return what's that you'll hold your breath certain he's going to demand you pay CJ's bail or for an attorney to let him sit order to let him stay with you when I get out I want you to call this number he passes you a tiny slip of white paper scrawled in pencil are the numbers three one four or five nine four two or nine six Isaac will answer tell him Ella's got taken down in Richmond Heights finish the deal then hang up think you can do that Webb boy do you have access to a phone why can't you just call the number you Riley asked because those [ __ ] cops been listening I can't have that gotta be definitely outside now you're gonna do it or not you make the mental note of the phone number and the name consult your character sheet if you need to remember so you'd say oh okay I'll do it or you say no I'm getting and keep trying to get in the cops attention I say we do it let's do it seems like the best option okay you evaluate his posture expression in eyes and you don't sense any dishonesty you're quite a good judge besides the way the cops have treated you in the past couple hours led you to believe that you may never get out of the cell LeMond taste proposition might be your only way out I'll do it give me a phone all right just remember you [ __ ] me on this one I'll find you you don't doubt he would or at least his friends would neither would be good lamonta cashes in a favor walking up to the bars lamonta calls out yo Stine you have expected skinhead to yell out mockingly but he doesn't instead you hear heavy footsteps of a cop officer Stein walks up to the bars glances at you back at Lamont a what do you want want a well my friend here pointing at you to make his phone call officer pals won't like it I don't give a [ __ ] what pals likes man give this man his phone call reluctantly officer Stein nods his head you wonder what lamonta did for him because that that would cause this obedience opening the cell door the cop points you in the direction of the phone falls right behind you you hear him whisper you tell me what you're doing for lamonta and I'll tear up that ticket let you out right now hohoho what do you what do you say glancing me right you see the skinhead sullenly look at you eyes like tiny black calls lamonta couldn't hear from where he was ok so basically the cop is offering the free you right back no snitch if you snitch snitches get stitches I don't think we snitch no snitching okay so our offers refuse and let him lead you to the phone or tell officer Stein what he wants them eh we go to the phone refuse phone is sitting in a desk or your fingerprint officer Stein points to it says two minutes and he crosses his arms and stares at you expectantly you pick up the phone quickly dial home the phone rings once twice three times answer baby answer please you mutter on the fifth ring she answers hello Stacy it's me oh hi Petey eyes work you hear her close the refrigerator door actually maybe I'm not at work I got arrested arrested what the hell happened I don't have time to explain this my only phone call I barely got even got to make it I need you to come to the Richmond Heights station to bail me out it's right off 14 off on bail of you okay I'll be right up see you soon she hangs up so intelligent this one great sense of humor but knows when to get serious and I get things done a strong woman and you're lucky to be with her great sense of direction too unlike you who just lost five minutes from your house you have no doubt she'll be there to bail you within the next 15 minutes Stein leads you back to yourself that's her only option sign says all right you got your phone call you sure you don't want to tell me what you're doing for Lamont a you shrug in wisely remain silent wisely wisely wisely wisely he leads you back to yourself opens it slams the door shut behind you hope Stacy has $1,500 that's your bail angry he walks away once the cop is gone Lamont he grabs him how'd it go boy grabs your arm how'd it go what well Stacy's on her way you sit back down on the bench Lamont a sits next to you and CJ still standing at the urinal with a peculiar but the peculiar gleam in his eye Lamont he says it's time try to shake you down you not thought so and you didn't say [ __ ] good man you made the right decision Dominic don't forget to make that phone call hell yeah I won't Stacy arrives is their only option less than 10 minutes later two cops you don't recognize approach one the cell one opens up the door the other stands to the side hands on his gun sink you made bail out r'mante looks into your eyes his blood shot in a matter of factly I held up my end boy don't [ __ ] with me you leave the cell you walk away you glance over your shoulder and see Lamont say clenching the bars watching you you go meet up with Stacy you step outside and it's beginning to get dark thanks for coming so fast that was the worst you give her a long kiss on the mouth no problem now tell me what the hell how both of you walk towards the car it's been released from lockup and it's parked on the side of the station telling her everything everything leaving out no detail she registers only shock is all that true or are you exaggerating usually do you saw unfortunately I'm not exaggerating Jesus paid both you in the past couple of hours both of you allow the past couple hours of said and she says so now what you're gonna call that number what time is it five o'clock she states I don't think he should call it I don't they don't know who you are you think about the statement for a while actually I told that guy my first name and when the cops let me out they said my last name she looks at you for a while her mouth slightly open and says oh no in in the lip in the it be a comical except it be comical except for your situation I know look what God did you scratch your head okay so you can make the call you can forget it you can make the call and go home okay so you make the call go to the hospital forget the call go to the hospital make the call go home forget the call go as even make the colander work yeah let's do that I'm going to make the call then I have to get to the hospital you say all right good luck maybe call me later tell me what happened she kisses you and leaves you at your car you get in your car and drive out of the station head back to the highway there's a phone by the hospital you can use ten minutes later you arrive at the hospital parking in your spot you get out and walk directly to the payphone remembering the number you dial it after two rings you hear a male voice answer yeah la got taken down in Richmond Heights finish the deal you stay more meekly than you meant to the voice doesn't respond the phone hangs up dead you hang up well that went well you think going into the hospital you step into an elevator and take it to the fourth floor considering various various excuses along the way there's no there's one option it's just as inside the elevator doors open up and you stand in a small ant ant room auntie Ramona say that a locked door on either side of the behavior of medicine inpatient unit the walls have been freshly painted painted dark green and the sport at high foot high strip of patterned wallpaper to the top the hospital executives thought a quick makeover of the lobby would otherwise cover up the disgusting state state of the unit and improve visitor relations getting your master key you ignore the buzzer and the joining sign which reads push button in state business unlock the east door and you enter the unit you enter the psych ward the inside of the unit is very different from the touched up pant room everything is that drab gray and the drywall is cracked in places most of the unit is geriatric patients and wheelchairs many of them are total care that the fact means this fact means they shouldn't piss themselves and can't move much less walk and due to dementia they often try to stand up this place is held coincidentally it's shaped like a big H 15 Plus old demented people try to stand up ripping out their catheters feeding tubes falling and smashing on their faces on the floor with six total staff on a good day and only three covering the area you're now looking at it's ridiculous for the clinical director to expect safety a couple of years ago you worked here as an RN and these factors were the major reason you so quickly got your master's degree no longer would you be one of those foreigners so struggling to keep their licenses and health their backs from all the lifting now you talk to the patients right orders and leave no more lifting no more cleaning fish feces no more a tower for patients yelling in your face well nearly the you nearly scream that's right every time you enter the unit yeah you can go up to the nursing station or enter the bathroom hold on there's a map and it's shaped like an H yes this is the unit above and below the center of the H it says elevators the red dot is where you enter patient room and then there's patient rooms on both sides of the age and the middle says nursing station and we're up at the top right and it says legend the red dot is where you entered the unit the black box is the staff bathroom so those are the two places we could go right next hmm I don't know nursing station yeah you walk up to the nursing nursing station Devon the unit security sees you immediately secretary sorry um sees you immediately and says hi dr. Singh I don't have my PhD yet and even if I did I know you don't want me I know I you know I want you to call me Dominic you respond affectionately Devon is your first name only several hard workers in the unit and you have a positive professional relationship she refuses to call you by your first name citing respect as their reason I've got your roster here your rosters a list of patients that you need to see and possibly write orders on Devon hasn't mentioned anything yet about you being late no doctors are in sight dr. Gulliver and yet you casually ask Devon winks at you conspiratorial II nope no one knows you were late dr. st. she glances at the whole clock damn you are late everything okay her sense of genuine concern you sense her genuine concern yes Devon everything's okay had a little car trouble okay well she's a roster she starts to walk away her you start to walk away and she calls after you dr. st. your cell phone you left it here yesterday afternoon so that's what that thing was thank you I was running right where I'd left that not being a physician has its privileges you don't have to be on call so it's not as strange not strange you forget your phone nonetheless you're glad to have it back so you can take the cell phone so now in our inventory we have our character sheet a speeding ticket and a cell phone looking at your roster hi Dern good look Nina Ross sir you have three patients to see today dr. Zola must have discharged the other two first there's Julie a 37 year old female with bipolar disorder she was admitted after she tried to over to overdose on 15 tylenol but then decided she wanted I went to the emergency department she's very depressed and cries frequently since her admission she's gained 15 pounds next was Antonio 25 year old male with antisocial personality disorder he was admitted when he went to the emergency department and stated he would kill himself he has a history of crack cocaine abuses homeless and very manipulative and drug seeking despite his charming demeanor he is prone to outbursts and physical violence most likely Antonio lied about wanting to kill himself get free room and board this statement is not pious it's commonly called malingering in the psych profession finally there's April a 51 year old female with psychosis not otherwise specified Nos she was admitted after a cop saw her in the middle of a busy street holding up a Bible over a head yelling passages from revelations April is hyper religious and bizarre and often places the hall reading script paces the hall reading scripture aloud and then lapse into absolute silence for hours okay you can talk to Julie Antonio April and then you're finished with your rest so we're probably gonna end up talking all of them let's just start all right we talked to Julie you find Julie in her room she's sitting in her bed weeping you knock on the front door and say hello she slowly looks up blotting the tears from her eyes are you here to see me she asked Olli I sure AM let's go into the group room and talk you realize it'll be therapeutic to get her out of this room where she has no doubt sequestered herself you unlock the the group room door and let Julie Ann and Tony here come striding in and you to you and Stan's inappropriately close what's up doc you gonna write me some percocet might actually hurt me he says affably smiling smiling confidently I'm with another patient Antonio he smiles his smile fades ever so subtly but you're gonna write me that percocet his eyes were on two he moves a step closer you're in my space again we talked about this last time remember I'll speak with you later Antonio backs up starts smiling again one fist is clenched you wait till you move safely away before you turn your back and enter the group room don't forget about that percocet you hear a call from the hallway you sit down with Julie you can hear what she has to say sitting down you say things don't look like they're going so well she leave sniffles and replies no you wait but she doesn't know about two months ago your office Julie was bouncing off the walls smiling joking laughing her current depression is more part of her bipolar disorder than any understandable stimulus such as getting divorced or losing one's job I'm getting fat she finally continues look at me I've gained like 20 pounds you're currently treating her with several drugs most notably xanax and depakote addressing these factors you reply we don't want to change anything in this crucial point or let's rethink your medicines or I'll think about concerns and get back to you I'll think and get back to you for sure yeah all right you can go back to your rounds Julie I'm Julie I understand your concerns but I'm not sure we're going to what we're going to do about them let me think about and get back to you she sniffles nods and gets up to leave I'll see you tomorrow now we can talk her then Tony oh okay it's not too hard to find Antonio he's been following you around ever since you were out on the unit he's hovering over you dressed and dirty he just wants parkas that oh yes his fists clenched as you approach the D room he stands up from the card game he was playing in strides toward you sup doc my turn everyone insists on calling you doctor doctor because you write prescriptions and you were tired of correcting them your turn let's go to the staff lounge to talk it looks exactly like the day room with glass doors sink tables and chairs but it's in plain sight of the nursing station staff lounge I thought you take everybody the group room hee hee questions you know if your being alone with this little punk in the group room but such an action would be unwise considering his violent tendencies motioning him to the staff lounge you ignore the comment see what Antonia has to say ok sitting down with Antonia you consult your notes this patient has been here for three days and you don't have him on any medications despite having stated to an emergency department nurse that he would kill himself he evidences no signs or symptoms of depression rather he has a normal he has normal sleeping patterns play cards all day orders extra food on this tray and wanders the unit though his about his staff demanding some doctors fake fix his ingrown toenail and give him pain medicine Port Antonio stares at you expectantly so Antonio you feeling suicidal oh yeah I want to kill myself what sort of things make you want to kill yourself [ __ ] doc everything I just want to kill myself Antonio looks annoyed and leans towards you across the table have you formulated a plan to kill yourself plan what do you mean plan he looks confused how would you kill yourself ignoring your question entirely he says you're the best doc here I'm starting to feel better but I need to look at my toe I need some pain medicine he tears off his shoe and puts his dirty foot on the table his great toes nail obviously ingrown it's brown and crusty hmm gross this isn't a medical unit Antonio you're here because you're a danger to yourself as you told me Antonio Antonio seeing that his polite words are getting him nowhere he narrows his eyes [ __ ] I need some goddamn pain meds this thing hurts alright I'll write you some Tylenol extra strength or I can transfer you to medical you start to get up your assessment finished percocet doc I need percocet Tylenol I ain't gonna do [ __ ] he screams he nearly screams holding his gaze you say evenly you won't be getting any percocet here Antonio he stares back with obvious rage gets up slams the table with his palms leaves the room you shake your head and consider discharging him jotting down a few notes and get back to your rounds he dropped something on the floor or you go back to your rounds oh he dropped something on the floor well in his anger something dropped from Antonia Wow happening it more carefully you cease to steal the condom you certainly can't just leave it lying on the floor you pick it up either throw it away or keep it maybe it will prove of some use to you we picked up a condom y'all Oh all right let's go talk to April April April is pacing up and down the hall Bible in her hand her head hangs low her Brown curls of sweeping hair hover her hair sweeping her shoulder with each step she's very tall for her sex but not certainly so like the volleyball player you once had an award approaching her you say her name wants April she pauses in her meditation and looks up no recognition apparent in her eyes it's Dominic she continues to look at you her eyes Dolan mouth slack as though she's sedated walking back to the nurse's station she you ask a nurse how April's been today she was screaming for hours before you got here running up and down the halls we gave her some ativan Iams so April's sedated for a necessary factor obviously that's why you prescribed it to her to be used as needed you walk up to April who's still standing over there watching you April let's go to the group room and talk okay she responds April stands next to the chair obviously unwilling to sit down you sit hoping she will follow your lead how are you April about 30 seconds later she says fine she sits down are you hearing voices she says yes I hear God's voice she grips her Bible firmly in her hand what does this voice tell you he tells me that you're all sinners all of you the devil works in ways we cannot imagine April thrusts the Bible at you in accusation how's your husband you shift the subject knowing that this woman was a reliable first-grade teacher only two weeks ago apparently paying no attention she raises her voice and yells sinners all of you April then begins to silent pray silently pray although her thin lips move with each words she then lapses into a stupor estate it ignores you you're not going to get anything out of her at this point the blood tests are fine no drug or alcohol abuse no psychological trauma you can determine from speaking with the husband the best thing is to hope that she snaps out of whatever psychosis she's in out of in until whenever she becomes Restless or agitated than she was now Thank You April I'll see you tomorrow she stands up without answering leaves the room you jot down notes and continue with your browse you're finished with your rounds finnish-speaking all three patients you head back to the nursing station and write your orders intuition tells you something bad is about to happen but you only wanna know a second to react do you react in time as our only choice too slow to react Oh a fist hits you from the side your drawers crush sideways from the floor to put to your side shaking off you quickly turn and observe your attacker Antonio his blindside you said [ __ ] you ain't even a doctor he swings another right towards your face and nurses are rushing at him from all sides but you and instantly realize that if you don't take action now this punch will definitely connect possibly doing serious damage you've lost five endurance points and allow the punch to connect try to dodge the punch or retaliate it says retaliate after all it is in legal defense of your person I say try to dodge it and I don't think you should punch a patient we dodged the punch rather than let his punch connector retaliate you instinctively dodge you fluidly moved to the side and his punch misses Oh Antonio falls forward with his missed blow but you step away from step away instead of striking him in the throat like you badly want to a second later nurses tackle and Tony from all sides and pin it down you calmly order Haldol 10 milligram I am stat probably a sedation when while Antonio rods in squirms about the floor screaming curse words laced with rape racial epithets Evan goes to the Med room and prepares the drug while you while you yearn to retaliate you silently praise yourself for remaining calm and handling the situation as an adult yes you're 32 but it's difficult to think of yourself as an adult when you're still so filled with vices and violent temperament oh sorry minutes later Evan swabs Antonio's arm yeah then injects the Halal into his left shoulder I'm still cursing and trying to kick you he's dragged towards seclusion ah dusting off your Jackie proceed to your orders all in a day's work Beach you're not even a doctor you finish writing your orders from their charts doing what you told your patients you would think of Antonio from your assessment you decide if he's malingering or and not suicided suicidal at all however due to federal law if you were to discharge him and he were to kill himself you could be held liable hopefully he'll become angry when he doesn't get any percocet our medical attention for his toe and demand to leave against medical advice AMA then you'd be free and clear you'd have to speak with doctors Ayla about this but be sure you put your sure she'll trust your judgment finished with your duties for the day you take a look at the clock it's nearly 5:00 o'clock damn it's late usually you finish a little time a little afternoon this but today has been a unique experience to put him oddly the Sun is very low in the sky and the shadows of Twilight are upon you you go outside the hospital once you were safely out of view of the hospital's entrance you light a cigarette to take a long drag you unlock your car get in and consider your options drive back to your apartment that's all it's getting dark outside your house is illuminated by an orange glow your day's adventures well together in your head squirming like the lost rodents and a status maze paranoia grips you because you were last encounter with the cops at least it didn't end with you murdering the pigs not that the thought didn't cross your mind but that but that was not a past you wanted to revisit your thankfully you managed to avoid you know your natural urge to kill the worthless crackhead that was Antonio crushing his trachea whatever moved what one more of flesh from one more waste of flesh from the world that certainly destroyed your career you randomly wander wonder how lamonta is doing it a few remembers that you didn't rat at least you called his contact one less person to worry about having out for you you go to unlock your door to your apartment but curiously it's not only is it unlocked but it's slightly ajar the door is ajar oh my god you cautiously enter you feel a sense of foreboding everything looks the way you left it but a gnawing sensation tells your brain in your brain tells you to be careful straining your ears is futile you hear nothing no one is in the family room alert you creep room to room but nothing but no appears to be within however your door to your office is closed you don't remember closing it you throw up in the door stubborn as a mule born with neurologic defect you throw up in the door howling like a bloodthirsty pirate expecting the worst it takes a minute to register what you see Leon your friend from New York City is sitting at your computer typing away he seems unconcerned at you hurling open the door and screaming like a maniac your mouth hangs open as he processed the information how you stammer hey dude don't look so surprised he says calmly the cigarette he's holding in his right hand has smoldered down a really long - notice this noticing this he stubs it out I left you like a million messages I didn't know you were coming you begin and when the hell did you get here you asked and what Stacy here you continue hopefully and how the [ __ ] did you get in my apartment you finish relax man like I said I told you to call me back and you didn't so here I am no I didn't see your girl amuse you grant holy [ __ ] you should see the day I've been having I almost killed your ass killed me Leon chuckles I heard you coming since you opened the door man don't forget Who I am and what we did together he arches his eyebrow accusingly but you make no but you sense no malice this is one of your best friends after all and yes he helped you out in a really tight spot but I never asked anything in return you smiled broadly well it's good to see you though I don't know why you're here in a minute anything strange go down the lobby he says in a minute anything straight to go down the lobby you tell Leon everything well what the who's that guy you and Leon sit down on your couch and you recount the date details of your day leaving out nothing during the story his expression barely changes though he lasts with points at points at the end he lights up another cigarette thinking despite self being self sufficient you will welcome any advice you might give you finally he looks down on you and says you stupid [ __ ] we got a lot to talk about oh yeah yeah I found your note on the door from your girl said you left your cell at the hospital that that was helpful you think he assesses your reaction says fine you want some Confucius like advice considering your past choices he tells you least you [ __ ] with the cops we got a lot to talk about you ready you had you think over what Nia Leon has said what do we have to talk about what's going on he suddenly looks dead serious we'll talk about it but not here any good bars in the tornado pit of town the loop has some decent ones you answer which ones you explain the best bars Cicero's and you giving directions you had for the loop-the-loop home of various bars and grills as well as fine restaurants a tattoo parlor and three shops lined Del Mar the main thoroughfare you pull into a parking lot in front of Cicero's and it's a pizza joint and beer joint as you step out of the car a man with a white grizzled beard and tattered dirty clothes approaches you he holds out his hand smiles missing two of his otherwise darkly stained teeth um sir anything for an old vet don't give him anything as your only option patting your pockets you say sorry I don't have anything for you you move on head inside Cicero's it's crowded in here the beautiful decor and upper-middle-class atmosphere in the front is offset by the speedy by the seedy pool table and jukebox to your left at the far rear of your restaurant where a filthy carpet replaces the white tie with its tasteful black squares waitress is carrying bottles of food weave in and out of the customers sitting at tables and white cloth some laughing so I'm getting ready to order various plants hanging from the ceiling Hey Jude is playing softly in the background only two tables are open a booth in the very back can you have a pool table and some bikers and a table right in front of you you take the table to the left or the back you sit at the table to your left Leon walks over from the bar where he was waiting for you and sits down almost immediately a waitress approaches and takes your drink orders needing to drink needing to keep your mind sharp both of you order a coke instead of alcohol the waitress walks off and Leon leans towards you Dom we've been friends for a long time I loved you in the past and never asked for anything in return now I need your help he stares at you measuring your reaction you've rarely seen him so serious of course man but your voice mail sounded pretty bad just tell me what's going on okay listen you know my ties with the Russian mob which is how I helped you get rid of those he looked around to make sure no one was listening corpses there's a guy named Serge I'm not connected that well or I'd have no problem luckily either as he the difficulty is that the mob won't take sides it's not worth their time they'll let us fight it out and deal with the result Leon lights a cigarette and blows a ring of smoke into the air stopped assembling what sort of problem are you having with this guy you asked Leon liens even closer the problem [ __ ] that we we both deal and things that fell off trucks Leon makes little quotation marks with his fingers and you almost laugh obviously stolen merchandise we have to cut the mob a percentage of course to work in their neighborhood Serge is getting pretty big for his [ __ ] britches and hit one of my shipments killed one of my guys took the stuff I don't take care of him I'm dead you pause taking in everything he said I see the problem in but don't you have people to take care of this Leon blows out another cloud of smoke yeah dick bag I have people but I think Serge is buying them off I don't trust those [ __ ] they'd kill their own members for enough money and right now Serge has more money than me I've got ray and I've got you only once I trust only ones who wouldn't turn me in for money old school [ __ ] Oh old school he coughs and looks around and yells where's my [ __ ] coke so what role would I play the waitress comes up glares at Leon and puts both cokes down then walks away without bothering to take your food order neither of you is looked up at the menu anyway you me ray we arm ourselves and bust into surges [ __ ] of an apartment and kill them all how many five six less than ten five six less than ten how about twenty how many Leon listen men yeah yeah yeah there's more but there won't be there and besides we kill Serge and they just get merged mercenaries for hire not my problem we hit them at night without too many guys and we'll be fine you owe me Dom you [ __ ] owe me will you help me or not our choices are of course I'll help you or I can't I'm out of that life now and I'm not going back I say [ __ ] it and do it ya already helped us and he can always expose us bash he did loyalty all right I'll do it you've agreed to help Leon out of loyalty you don't need to be told again how much he helped you how much your new life depended on his aid to getting rid of those bodies telling him you're out of that life would be a slap in his face you just hope he doesn't knock you into oblivion of psychosis time will tell that's what I'm talking about [ __ ] oh he looks around let's get the hell out of here I've got plane tickets not even bothering to order you throw down some money for the sodas and go with Leon our only choice says go to the airport the upper level of Lambert is barren it's late enough that no one is waiting in line to check bags or buy tickets as you walk towards the escalators Leon produces two first-class one-way tickets he laughs at your expression what I know you'd come with me and I don't fly coach I'll get you another ticket when we finish with Serge business must be going well damn you answer it will be a lot better once we get to take once we take Serge out but yeah yeah it's going well our flights at 9:00 p.m. gate 23 let's go together you walk towards security and stand in line it's currently 7:45 p.m. with the advent of terrorism people are taking shoes off and throwing away bottles of lotion hopefully you don't have anything that will call notice to your presence when your turn comes you walk through the metal detector our only choice says nothing beeps any proceed through security finally through security you and Leon head to gate 23 it's now 8:20 p.m. the drab gray carpet does nothing to improve your increasingly poor mood worried you feel your hands start to tremble a pale sheen of sweat covers your forehead and you wipe it away with the back of your hand when you arrive at the gate they're already boarding the plane Leon says ah yeah that's lucky he glances over at you you all right [ __ ] oh you look kind of pale smiling weakly you reply sure I just don't like the fly while I didn't used to like to fly thought I got over that I need to sit down a minute we can't sit down they're boarding no way we're missing this flight come on let's go our only choice says he's right you need to board the plane now you feel almost unable to continue irrational fear grips your mind notions of me notions of nitrous on the plane me Beach notions of malfunctioning engines and 50-ton stones dropping 30,000 feet passengers screaming at the long descent before the final rest two minutes of absolute horror Dom [ __ ] man I've been calling your name for like a minute snap out of it have a drink or something our only choice says take your seat no I'm gonna jump it for a few you and Leon sink into the blush leather seats and breathe a sigh of relief the captain announces that the skies are clear you'll be taking off without a delay a flight attendant immediately approaches with a plastic smile and offers you both a cocktail I'll take a gin and 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leave the plane you're as you're in first class you two are the first of the first of the plane having no luggage you head immediately to the exit outside you breathe in the incomparable smells of New York pollution mixed with the sense of fresh bagels from every corner vendor permeate the air people stride and even run past around you jostling you slightly with their movements eat that's very accurate each has a place that they have to go and need to go now fixed faces and featureless eyes focused on the destination the intensity and purpose of New Yorkers have always pleased and comforted you how very different from the slow easy pace of affable familiar of Midwestern yet a welcome change particularly since you enjoy an anonymity here that is present nowhere else Leon hails a cab and you both get it we're going to Brooklyn 15th Avenue he tells the cab you stare out the window and hope Stacey is okay sleeping on the plane has restored your endurance to its maximum oh yeah yeah our endurance back up there Julian's apartment the cab pulls up of the curb Leon pays the driver and walks ahead of you fishing for his key in his left pocket he his height rivals yours but his frame is a bit lankier striding towards the door his right hand scratches the jet black stubble the top of his head as he is a bit ahead of you and has just entered the lobby Leon doesn't notice you the dwarf who accosted you perhaps four feet tall about five feet wide the creature is absolutely filthy his face line and weathered a huge bushy red beard covers his face and you too can own and you can only see two bright spots where his eyes peer out of as you at you from under an equally thick bushy eyebrows to act two axes are tethered to his belt one on each side of his thick waist he looked like he doesn't belong in this world we got no time boy my name be Corrigan I know who you be you got the symbols given to me and me king will be pleased I got something for you he helps a small piece of stone in his calloused hands and eyeing you meaningfully you have one option it's to ignore the dwarf and enter Leon's room what the [ __ ] that's not a good term is it yeah that's I think that's derogatory well it also sounds like he's having a hallucination maybe there are at least three computers in this room all functional and humming quietly Leon falls into his high-back leather swivel chair and flips out his phone pushing a speed dial number hey what's up dick back yeah yeah come here we're doing it tonight yeah tonight slight pause okay I see you soon Leon hangs up glancing at the wall clock you see it's 1:05 a.m. the flight was two and a half hours you lost an hour going with the East Coast not to mention getting all the way to Brooklyn from JFK you sit on leaves been waiting for Ray all three of the three of you were inseparable until you and Leon both descended into hardcore drug abuse and distribution at which point Ray wisely JumpShip however he has never ceased to be a good friend you would trust him with your life and tonight apparently Rochelle Leon cell phone rings to learn marae's arrival Leon Baz Luhrmann oh [ __ ] dude it's going down ray walks into Leon's room as though he's been in the apartment 100 times before and in fact he has he and Leon grew up together Leon in this very house the only difference is the arrangements as Leon now pays the rent and buys the necessities raised perhaps five nine hundred ninety pounds not obese but rather stocky and solid looking he's an Italian Hispanic mixed with black hair fair skin and a strong jaw raised the most polite of all of you even with an even temperament slow to lose control and yet a terror to behold when he has been roused to anger you hug him roughly in Pat his cheek good to see you again man you too he replies so we're really gonna do it Leon nods really gonna do it Leon gods raise motivation are probably loyalty as he would not normally become a match than anything this dangerous and illegal Leon leaves the room momentarily and that that moment ray gives you a peculiar look as though he wants to tell you something but can't the moment is gone and Leon returns to the room okay my mom's asleep he pulls an old army chest out of his bed I'm from under his bed unlocks it and throws it open with some relish choose one and then we'll decide on a plan three weapons are thrown haphazardly at the bottom whoa a Mossberg 500 persuader shotgun looks like a double pump no it looks like a pump shotgun um a heckler and cost mp5 it's like an SMG or a dual beretta 92fs pistols let me take the SMG yeah the ropey okay when you've made your choice to use the weapon okay use it but think you have to use it in your inventory use item you reach for the heckler mp5 but Leon knocks your hand away either of the other ones I love the H&K [ __ ] Oh Leon glares at you as though daring you to reach her it again he's not worth the trouble so you examine your other options so you have to take the handguns or the shotgun what do you want let's take it use it you you have the Mossberg 500 shotgun and smile at it's comforting way and famed reliability Leon hands you a case of shells which you meth Adak Lee insert into the weapon finally pumping it wants to load the first shell ray grabs the dual Berettas in Leon picks up the mp5 go over the plan or change your mind and choose the different weapon let's go over the point let's go over we're a weapon master we're gonna be fine wait we gotta kill somebody this is [ __ ] up but we're gonna be fine by the way this is not a normal pocket if this is the first time you're watching our podcast is not a normal popular side I mean I honestly didn't know that this would be this long but I am you might not be able to finish it yeah there's a chance I mean I don't know cuz I don't have no idea when the end is yeah so but like because I looked up like some reviews on it and none of them were like this this is like a five-hour thing so I just assumed that it would be why don't we see where it goes in the next couple minutes and if we have to go part two on another podcast we'll do that mmm I'm into it though I think it's yeah that's fun having chosen your weapons Leon array gather around the bed as Leon unfolds a large piece of paper okay I've never been a surges house but I have associates who have one of them was willing well-paid to draw me up a blueprint of the property I'm thinking all three of us should kick in the front door and start killing they're not expecting anything and there won't be more or five of them more than five of them including Serge I thought you said there could be five six no more than ten Leon you asked Ray looks at lea for confirmation of this possibility now fuchal it'll be more than five and we'll have the element of surprise the three of us open fire and everybody dies array looks a bit skeptical but we'll follow your lead what if I run back would not be better you ask yeah I would but Serge has got a pit bull he sleeps out back somewhere he's not sure he's not a trained attack dog or anything but I have heard he's huge and he doesn't like anybody but search puppy dog what about the fence you poke your finger at the diagram how we gonna get past that do you don't even know why he drew that it's just a regular fence we can drop jump it Leon roses I've lies Leon rolls his eyes what'll it be then Oh we'll take the blueprint if you want it studying the map you decide that all three of you will kick in the front door it up and fire all three of you will creep down the alleyway and sneak in back two of you will sneak around back and one of you will go straight to the front if you wish to use your weapon master trade click here if you would wish to use your six cents trade quick you oh I definitely want to use one of our senses let's use the weapon master okay or I mean I don't know six cents might allow us to figure out the best way to get into the house because I don't think that splitting up would be a good choice no I think you say together yeah but I wonder what weapon master isn't that just like our our trait like why would we use that yeah let's use six cents I don't know I don't know either well let's take the blueprint okay what's you success okay you're six you sense that splitting up oh it's me wrong but only if you could somehow take care of the pit bull that looks around back unfortunately your sixth sense tell you nothing more than this thinking about how to stop a pit bull you consider drugs depressants to be more exact quiet ineffective oh no we bout to drug the dog go back terrible person yeah go back and maybe do this only on our thoughts and ask him if he has anything of you oh yeah totally on your thoughts alright we tell her Leon you have a needle no [ __ ] oh I stop that [ __ ] a long time ago he glances at ray and you give and you man this is important I know you're still using I can tell by your eyes give me a [ __ ] syringe and some heroin Leon sighs and puts a pull the clean needle in a small packet out of the toolbox next to his computer fine here ray starts getting angry but you quiet him this is too important we can use this thing on the dog Oh God shooting him would be loud and I want a killer dog anyway you dumped a bit of hair I want to kill a dog who wants to kill a person hmm what the hell is it bad people this is bad all right so you think that you you're Six Senses splitting up into B vest so yeah we will wait I want to use our weapon master trade too because now we're back at this screen okay let's do that okay unfortunately your endurance is not high enough to effectively use your weapon master trade wha damn okay all three of you will kick in the front door and up and fired now all three of you will creep or other Holly way of sneaking back two of you so we'll do two of you sneak around back one in the front yep that's our only choice split up two of us should sneak around back another goes in the in the front door best combination of stealth and assault Ray shrugs but looks a bit vex Leon says I don't know if [ __ ] oh we should probably stick together I'm telling you man splitting up is the best idea Leon arremato finally ray speaks up I don't know Dom I think we should stick together it's not like I wanna bust into someone's house and kill people with weapons if we're gonna do this we need to do it together so you have to go back and make a new plan okay it's your only option I guess you just busted in the front door no we're gonna creep down the alleyway and see you in the back because that dog is yeah let's go in the back I don't think surprise will be enough we go through the front rain odds but Leon says whatever [ __ ] just cuz ray thinks is a good idea I do too I'll do it he sighs dramatically the three of you creep from Leon's room careful not to wake his mother downstairs Leon leads you to a beat-up Volvo it's color is dull white do the dirt and grime covering the ancient paint job the three of you get in Leon at the wheel and drive to search his house pulling up to the curb Leon cuts the engine about two blocks away okay we jumped the fence creep around the back porch and kick in the door kill anybody else you see and watch out for the pit bull you and Ray nod your palms feel sweaty and your anxiety is rising but no amount of ativan would help at this point well someone but you don't you need to be as sharp as possible the outskirts of surges property the three of you climb up and jump down cringing as the fence makes a small amount of noise you sprint down the gravel path towards Search's house even from here you can hear explosions coming from inside the house and loud yelling despite any absence of light there was a house to the left of surges in some sort of store to the right but they sit quiet and motionless without any lights of any kind crouched you can all move even closer to the house you creep down the alleyway to the back porch the alleyway is quiet and very very dark there are no streetlights around and you strain your eyes to make your way to the backyard in less than a minute the three of you come out of the alley and look around the backyard backyard is quiet the porch light cast a long shadow over the yard and you can barely make out a wooden doghouse directly to your left about ten feet from the back porch you aren't sure but you think you see a dog lying with its nose out the front of the doghouse probably asleep as he certainly would have started barking if he had detected you afraid to speak you motion towards the dog but ran Leon's show they see it two eyes widening with recognition and a small amount of their heads with its propping cute propping acuity to the porch that's such an unnecessary word when did being close to the porch you doubt you could sneak sneak up on the porch without awaking to the gut the dog besides you can't tell who's inside the back of the house from this distance and who might be looking out better option would be to creep up and somehow put the dog out of commission but only if you quietly the loud sounds are still coming from the house you change your mind and go around the front you motion for Leon and Ray to wait and then carefully sneak up to the pitbull or you try to sneak up to the porch anyway we should sneak up to the pitfall that was our plan hmmm ever so quietly you approach the pitbull your eyes never leaving its closed once as you approach it snorts and adjusts itself the creature is obviously not very vigilant but you cringe at these movements now within an arm reach of the dog you consider your option maybe this wasn't such an idea good idea creep back to Leon ray can we use the syringe use item we use item fairly slowly you pull the syringe out of your pocket and uncap that is an uncapped so the needle is exposed utterly you're focused on your task you bend it in closer to the pit you bend in closer to the pit when you're close enough to smell his breath you simultaneously grab his collar and Ram the needle into his neck depressing as well as quickly as possible the dog Oh flip flick open in instinctively wrenches away from you you and yelps quietly pulling towards the causing and causing you to sprawl on top of him he tries to shrug you off but quickly goes limp you hurry often and back up but he's not moving the needle is still protruding from his neck very carefully you examine the dog he's still breathing in his eyes are still open he'll be all right though you doubt he'll be barking for another couple of hours satisfied that's still [ __ ] up yeah satisfied that you were both successful and you didn't permantly damaged the dog you moved to Leon and Ray I can't believe that [ __ ] worked alright let's get on the porch and kill these [ __ ] back gorgeous creeping on the back porch you you peek through the screen door straining down to the hallway straining to see down the hallway in the living room on the right way directly behind you out of view of the door there kneeling quietly in there silence is broken homie by Leon taking the safety off the mp5 doing it due to the ruckus within you can see the gigantic television the living room but nothing else the television blares the sounds of gunshots and violence and people are cheering and cursing at each other good-natured inside the room they play in pub G probably you whisper the solution Oh Leon ray situation if you wish to use your weapon master trade click here let's try that I don't think burns wait yeah yeah we don't yeah let's go rushing down the hall and open fire we have the element of surprise we might have the element of surprise bullets creepin creepin what are you gonna do run in there with your claw peak lob feat you it's not a good idea you mean you've come this far creepy why would ya expose yourself you whisper to Leon and Ray that you should all sneak in and then creep from the master bath to the master bedroom making sure no one in the kitchen on is in a kitchen on its way if all your rooms are clear you you can rush the living room you sneak in creeping down the hallway peeking into the kitchen bathroom you see no one entering the living room you see that the Russians have been completely taken off guard without hesitation you fired the Mossberg into one of the restrooms a surprise look in his eyes he lays back on the couch thank God he lays against the back of the couch and lets out a tremendous silence it's unmoving the other three have already tossed their controllers and picked up ak-47 assault rifle neon unleashes with the mp5 spreading the room he manages to riddle two of the men with bullets but not before one is fired at you his bullets tearing into the wallpaper and ending your left shoulder Oh the remaining Russian tries to run for the back of the room but Ray fires his Baretta's into the but his back blowing his body forward and lay unmoving on the tiled hallway smiling Leon moves over to his corpse and in the hallways spits on it there you go search you [ __ ] then a strange thing happens Leon turns and open fires on ray who has already lowered his weapon Ray's body twitches spasmodically with the bullets all stories I got pop administering a moment later he collapses his belly so mutilated that his intestines whose onto the floor like questing worms confusion sets in what is going on Leon points his weapon at you drop it [ __ ] oh you consider he screams louder drop it or I'll kill you no I swear to God drop your weapon now kick it towards me Leon angrily you kick Leon says angrily you kick the weapon towards him isn't is this how you repay a friend you ask better lately on sighs I didn't want it to be this way you know he pauses you know why rain came along on this thing his eyes with considered consideration no you reply sullenly he came along because he didn't want to tell you something because he wanted to tell you something [ __ ] back he wanted to tell you that the cops had been asking some questions lately he was our friend and I stupidly told him what we did all those years ago he didn't say anything but he knew oh he knew knew what knew that only you and he could finger me get me put away Leon arches his eyebrows and looks at you meaningfully so you [ __ ] killed him you yell spittle fly from your lips he couldn't be trusted and neither can i after after I said I'd help you you [ __ ] Leon laughs hey I trust both of you to a certain extent and I needed you I couldn't have taken surges gettin by myself but with both of you and Serge dead I don't have to worry about a thing he raises the mp5 to the level of your chest sorry [ __ ] Leon pulls the trigger nothing happens you realize that gun is jammed the guns [ __ ] jammed if you're going to do something do it now what throw the condom Adam we have no options other than unable to think of anything Leon fixes the mp5 and unloads 20 rounds into your head should we use the condom yes use the condom well maybe but not quite what I had in mind unfortunately pocket that monstrosity and continue onwards dance like we're gonna okay so far eze item we gotta use everything we have okay try thinking quickly you pull your phone and whip it at Leon striking him in the head the blow days is him momentarily and you grab the Mossberg and level it at him oh [ __ ] that worked now you drop it [ __ ] or I'll make your head disappear you say evenly Leon looks in your eyes and sees it you're dead serious he drops the mp5 listen don't kill me I'm sorry about he begins you're sorry you're [ __ ] sorry you just killed our best friend and call blood and you're sorry I have to kill you don't you see please Dom don't kill me I swear I he please shut the [ __ ] up you scream at him shut the [ __ ] up I don't want to hear your lies anymore you hear a voice whispering that if you let him live he'll come after you that he killed your best friend and deserves and deserves vengeance no well no you can escape cleaning and this horrible pass for all time all you have to do is pull this trigger it's time to make a decision kill her mister he was just about to kill us okay then kill him okay then do it alright come on shoot him in the face in Mossberg Wow thinking of all the pain Leon has caused you empty the Mossberg into his head and chest your face called your eyes distant but inside something is laughing as Leon's eyes explodes and the shell relates his flesh know with a horrified expression on his face across the living room floor searching surgeon and other Russians you come up with nearly five thousand cash pocketing it you take one last look at Leon before turning away you walk over to Ray and brush his hair from his face sorry ray if only I had known thank you kissing your finger and placing it against his cheek briefly that moment marks the end of your sanity oh [ __ ] slinging the Mossberg over your shoulder you pick up Ray's beretta stash them in your pants and head for the front door cops sirens scream in the distance but you stride serenely into the car even chuckling a bit to yourself so you've lost it you're not wanted in Missouri at least I hope you aren't but you know but you know you can never go back you practice your your practice your relationship with Stacey your whole life there has finished killing Serge and his armies one thing but killing a friend a defenseless one at that was let's try the last trial on your sanity a calden brutal creature you become unfit for normal life and YC is no longer home either as both of your friends are dead getting into Liana's car where he left the keys for a quick getaway you read the engine and speed off into the night failing to find your destiny you did well I think we finished you did well and perhaps you will find it extremely frustrating to find out that without the tell talisman you cannot continue you cannot end this story or any story if your destiny is unfulfilled and unfulfilled it is this web of lies leads to another and without being able to follow that strand everything is meaningless the breakdown a hundred out of a hundred year level of psychosis we were not spam we lost our mind completely zero out of ten our psychedelic state I don't know what that means like we're not we weren't high or something we voice takes over the whole time maybe no 95 at a hundred-year level of sobriety so we pretty much worse over the whole time except for the plane your total score is 659 out of a thousand your title is I try my best you achieved no ending because the universe refuses to let you progress you were asleep and this story but a dream and a greater reality you cannot fathom Wow wait click on try try again that's that's the only thing that it says and then it takes you back to the beginning are you kidding me Wow how dude it was really fun and cool but like I was now I'm in a like a time-suck where I feel like I want to play it again until we get it right I kind of do too because there are so many different points where we could have done different things yeah that's weak so I'm not so when Ray looked at you in the apartment before you went to do the raid like he was trying to tell you like he knew mm-hmm and he wanted to help or he wanted to like help I let me know but Leon has always been [ __ ] nuts dude cuz he's still your sober but Leon's clearly not he had heroin needles in his apartment dude that [ __ ] was crazy wow what a journey it has been my goodness damn dude the MVP of that story is the pitbull Flo for sure yeah poor guy poor guy hopefully he'll be ok I can only hope so [ __ ] Dom [ __ ] ray [ __ ] Leon hopefully the pitbulls okay it's a pretty cool thing to do like if you guys ever want to go on that website and play those games it's like it's really fun really liked it a lot yeah I mean it's I knew it was gonna be long but it did feel like at times you're like where is this guy you know I mean because especially like the way they detail certain things like they were spending a whole page detailing a room that you're just like okay yeah I get it it's gray yeah you know but no it was cool if it felt like damn I want to make it better probably not be a piece of [ __ ] so if you if you think we hadn't ran from the cops this would have we would have been better Oh probably what do you think would have happened I don't know you you probably would have gotten to work I still had that run-in with Antonio cuz he used to only said that's fine we wouldn't have killed him no but he probably would have still punched you that's fine but then I don't know I don't know oh but remember Leon got into your apartment because Stacy was gone Stacy's gone she's got it going on alright yeah I definitely shouldn't have run from her house but honestly if you asked me if I wanted hops in a story like this do it um will link the site below but it's really fun hopefully you guys enjoyed this I know this was a bit different pacing and such from our normal podcast but hopefully you guys liked it and also I know that a lot of you guys like this stuff and have better you know stories and sites so share that please because we're up for doing more of these if you guys are keen yeah it's fine well we [ __ ] up and we died we stayed sober though over bounine Aires they just can't make it through this story it's just stay sober and everything will end up it's not about you a lesson just gets lose your mind well have a great week don't goes coco insane and in yeah no drugs no violence [Music] you

Channel: Jenna Julien

Views: 2,597,467

Rating: 4.7447901 out of 5

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Id: 01JXhSIHCP4

Length: 108min 26sec (6506 seconds)

Published: Mon Jun 18 2018