Mystic Foundations 2

[Music] because if it's a bad question jesus doesn't answer you or he asks another question in this place but jesus answered this one directly what do we have to do to do the work that god requires jesus said the work that god requires is this to believe in the one whom he sent so if you believe in the one whom he sent the work is done you're at rest that's what was that's what was required of you now every week we go to church or we go listen to sermons or engage in things to say what does god require of us pastor tell me um preacher tell me uh sermon tell me bible tell me what does god require i want to be a new creation which is what we're being a beloved son god requires you believe in the one whom he sent so you're believing a word okay we're going to return to that point you're believing a word because all things come from believing a word everything in manifesting in this atmosphere in this creation in this life all depend on believing a word the word goes into you and you manifest it the human body the human dna this human structure is a manifesting machine that's what it does and it manifests what it believes and you all believe a word a word that your thousands of years has been telling you what your parents told you what your school told you what your body is telling you it's all preaching it's all frequency your body's preaching to you the weather is preaching to you the the news is preaching to you illness is preaching to you your bank accounts preaching to you your childhood's preaching to you that's all giving you a message a word and we're dying to that and believing a greater word for another realm that has no decay that's all love and that's the word we're choosing to believe that words in us already because christ inevitably of christ is the fullness of all things and christ is in us and all we're doing is lining up what we believe in our heart and thus in our body our cellular memory our dna our frequency this thing here this this actual physical body we're going to change what we believe changes frequency change its sound change the soil and then it grows because a farmer plants a seed he goes to bed he wakes up it's grown he doesn't know how that is the kingdom so jesus is explaining to us the kingdom yep and jesus knows what the kingdom's like and um if you're part of maybe the the grace movement um some truths came through but they are expressed within a certain context and you can hear the the garbage truck outside it's garbage day today so you might hear the garbage truck soon um to take away the spiritual garbage life's uh an awakened dream and um uh in the in the in the grace movement some garbage came in rubbish trash some trash came in and um it's true for a certain level okay and every truth at a certain level is there to help you attain to something the the ultimate truth but the more you want to live out of the spirit you've got to get rid of old truths because they are now a um ishmael for the promise so for example i have the holy spirit inside me the same spirit that rose christ from the dead dwells in my mortal body and it quickens it it gives it life okay life himself life jesus christ is in me and he is giving me life now before i know this or understand this or believe this i get sick i take physical medicine i learned about physical medicine and i learned that maybe western medicine not so good so i get into some natural medicine as we call it natural medicine i learn all these things i learn what tumeric does and i learn what um chemicals do to your body to learn about heavy metals i learned about all these things i get my life right in the area my consciousness is fully on the physical and now i've set myself up a law of knowledge of good and evil it's true but if i start wearing elastic underwear i think ah this is giving me xenoestrogens and if i have some meat from down the road i think oh that's got some uh antibiotics in it okay i'll start getting conspired condemned and approved by this level of understanding i have about natural things okay and if you come to me with kidney failure i say here have this herb and this spice and etc etc and then one day i find out that there's healing and there's prophecy and there is supernatural moves of god and so if i want to move up one to gifts of the spirit all my teaching of health what i've used to attain the promise of health of life from god using his things he made is now an ishmael for the promise i'm going to kick out all my natural thinking to use the miracles okay so if i'm in india i can't go to them and say hey oh i see that you have some disease what you must do is have a hormone free chicken and you must have cold pressed juices every day and you can't blend it must be cold pressed and then you must have essential oil uh must be rose oil it's about a hundred dollars a bottle us and it must come from this factory okay and then one level that's true i wanna heal her by a miracle i have to get all that thinking which is true at one level 30 fold kick it out i start using 60 fold understanding yeah and now i learn about miracles and i learn about all these things but it's another set of consciousness yep and another set of knowledge is good and evil so then i learn more i go ah she's not healed um perhaps there is some uh idle worship in her background this lady from india and i have to work it all out and do my little forms and perhaps she was dedicated to something when she was young or perhaps she watched the wrong movie and then perhaps there's generational curses and then then perhaps the land is cursed because of what their forefathers did and there's more and more and more or more learning yeah and it's true it's accurate it takes a lot of understanding but then you'll be a son of god who is health um miracle can heal can be healed uh healing miracle healing 100 fold i am the healer i am the healer i am health i am life now to go from there to there you have to remove all your understanding of the uh natural law or understanding of spiritual law and just be you just are receive it as a gift so we're anchoring yourself here over here that i am healing in this example i am healing from there we live in the faith where we're at so i am healing i've got it but i've got a bad report from the doctor and it's really affecting my emotions okay so i go and see the healing minister and he can pray for me fantastic i am healing i'm healed already but because i'm not peacefully living in that at rest so i don't believe to believe them on whom he said i'll use these things that god has given me okay and i am christ but it's christ who makes the healing minister work or i am going to go and take some oregano and some medication okay but christ is my healer and it's christ that makes us work because everything is made through human for him the crisis to my rest but eventually i want to keep moving things this way up up to being spirit and spirit alone the spirit is rest spirit runs off your identity it runs off your new nature spirit runs off the fact that you are loved and all things are yesterday man and yours in christ that's how spirit works and um that is a wrath because it's the spirit is your new dna now talk about the new dna that you have which is righteous which is love which is health which is life which is wonder which is beauty which are all the manifest wisdom of god and all the fractal explanations everything he distills into the source of that you're one with that is your new dna is the spirit of god so that's why you're healthy and that's why you'll be healed we're not moving this way we're not like i need to go through all my free masonry curses to slowly move this way because they're blocking me from god i'm here in god and i don't have any directional curses please let me finish this whole explanation before we jump in on this little bit here but i don't have any generational curses because my father is yahweh and yahweh wasn't a freemason and yahweh didn't curse his parents and yahweh didn't uh make a gravenidal okay say the emperor any liberal laws or spiritual laws okay he's perfect and that's who i am now in my life some things may be presenting themselves generational curses and for those people were saying no there's no directional curse of presenting in my life let me tell you this one thing physical death is a generational curse yes yes yes so maybe some of these things are presenting their lives the disconnect comes okay so they're presenting in our life so i'm here i want this i want this to move into my life now all we're doing if i go if i get the limits ministry let's say or i pray through my generational curses it's just a different word that's in me that i inherited it's in this different sound and i'm just removing it so it comes out well all the m comes out how does what you have come out by believing that's it okay now sozo or deliverance ministry or uh i believe in turmeric okay they're all things that engage your faith and if god is your arrest that he is the reason that limits ministry works and he is the reason that tumeric works then you stay in that rest and it comes out and praise god i don't believe that i say god let my inflammation go away i command it to go away it doesn't i don't believe it cause i've had it for 60 years or 20 years and it's never worked me pray for everyone i've got a different sound record in my body then praise god for tumeric turmeric whatever you say okay orange stuff praise god for it okay and here's the source of that and that's why it works so i'm here do i have inflammation no i don't is there inflammation in my body yes there is okay fully facing the facts i believe the truth but abraham well you're facing the fact his bicycle is dead he believed the truth the truth is i don't have information fact is my body is inflamed and all my belief and all my christian it's not presented in my life so i have turmeric or i go see the healing person or the healing rooms or i get prayer through my life and instead of engaging the body i realized that i i grew up scared and scared making information i deal with that memory through sozo okay all it's doing is releasing what's already true okay because i am one with christ in fact i'm gonna be everything that god wants me to be and he wants me to be he wants me to be executive like he is i hear him praying for something jehovah gyra send me provision jehovah rafael semi healing here i'm christopher jairo i'm justified i'm the one who sends it down okay i am christopher rofer i'm the healer i am healing itself it's not a ministry another jacket no receipt i and the father are one me and god are one being everything i want him to do a little kid teach me show me how to watch the car i go and i watch the car's little kid they put little mud circles everywhere he fixes it up okay we're learning and if your heart is desires to be like god not to be a ministry not to win an argument but to be like your father he might get you to heal things in the forest for 20 years and not tell anyone he wants you to be like him okay so i'm learning to be like him because the earth is given to man and heaven belongs to god his earth is given to man okay we're here to govern this earth all of creation is yearning for the manifest sons okay it's been subject to frustration not willingly it has a will there's conscience okay subject of frustration not willingly waiting for us to release it not jesus the tree out there is not waiting for jesus it's not the tree out there is not waiting for revival there's a way for rapture it's waiting for us so we can give the same salvation we have that's what we're doing so we're changing our salvation from one day jesus will come back and save us 30-fold tree you've been subject to frustration one day jesus is going to come back and fix you up okay we give the same salvation we have or 60-fold gold can come down in the throne zone in an area that has revival this geographic area has revival and tree one day revival is going to come to this area and then you're going to have four crops a year one day it's going to happen heaven's going to come to earth if we repent of our ways and change our ways and blah blah blah okay that's going to happen we give the same salvation we have or i am already glorified i am the glorified risen christ and i am letting that come into my body what i do with this i can do with that there's a window out there with the trees okay i give it what they have but i already have i'm not saying wait for jesus to return wait for rapture by saying wait for revival not saying wait for the new anointing i'm saying i have it i am joe have a roofer i am i'm of him i'm his son i've got these attributes i'm the healer i am the banner of love i am the banner of love for creation okay that's my true self that's the anchor that's the reality that's truth fact is my life looks different to that okay but in hearing like you're hearing now it changes this it changes the soul in the body it changes its frequency as it's believed and it comes out so you're now more that than you were 10 minutes ago just by the foolishness of preaching the gospel the foolishness of hearing and hearing alone there's a rest and no one can boast if you believe you've done the work okay we must go to believing to be in rest believing the word a word spoken same way you got saved a word was spoken the same way you receive anything from the kingdom all things on the kingdom come from receiving a word we partake in the divine nature by good and precious promises the word i'm getting ahead of myself but it's a word that comes an invisible word so the more you know god the more you become like him and what you have already have everything you need for life and godliness ephesians 1 every spiritual blessing has been given to you in heavenly places plural that's where you are you're in heavenly places and you are releasing that from the kingdom that's already inside you the oneness with christ that's already inside you you're becoming like your father everything what god to come and do god's saying no i want you to take over i want you to run the creation and i want you to do it according to your will make it in your image shape it how you desire okay that's what the mature sun does okay you slightly take over the company one day you say to your dad you're taking over his company you say should we invest in potato stocks and saying your choice now if you invest in potato or gold or insurance we go this way we go internet whatever you choose i'll give you perspective i can give you wisdom but now it's yours you make a decision you might get a twenty percent result or an eight percent result and that's okay but learning as long as your heart is to be like the father you must know that you have this everything you have because if you don't know you've got it you will do something together and the thing you do to get it the mechanism you will engage immediately is the knowledge of good and evil because unless it's a gift it must be a wage a gift that is dependent on the giver his nature a wage is dependent on you by flesh and we know that no flesh can inherit the kingdom of god we know that the high priest when he walked through the veil was not allowed to sweat in ezekiel 44. he could wait and you close it let him sweat because nothing of human effort can be in there okay nothing of human effort we must leave all the knowledge of good and evil behind the knowledge of good neighbor is this okay we all know it or you'll do it every single one of us okay so let's say that um you want to uh start a soup kitchen for god okay for god this is for the kingdom nothing better serving the poor soup kitchen okay and then you start it up and all of a sudden the council comes in and says we need twenty thousand dollars for your kitchen to be upgraded to council rates okay we need it by monday and let's say it's thursday nearly twenty thousand dollars got in your twenty thousand dollars instantly you start auditing this area your body and your soul have we realized the money did we do the proper research um have i been tithing uh am i reading my bible this is forgot surely he would do it all these things we make up we make them up if you need uh five thousand dollars to go on a missionary trip to israel what's more spiritual than that yeah a missionary trip to israel come on okay so they they love us they love it we come over to your missionary trips all the jews they love it so um i was just in israel working at an orphanage that's pretty funny actually uh last year [Laughter] okay you need five thousand dollars i need it i need five errors going all my friends are going i need five thousand dollars the first thing you do is you order yourself have i been to hiding i've been generous am i close to god at the moment have i been giving 10 of the growth have i been using my credit card rightly am i angry with my wife or angry with my spouse these are all the knowledgeable and evil this is a self-audit you're looking at your flesh okay and you'll approach god here to come get that five thousand dollars you will come and approach him from outside the curtain you come with your knowledge good and evil i have been tiring i have been good to my wife i am a good christian i have been healing people on the streets surely god will give me that five thousand dollars for your knowledge of good i've been working hard in the field i've been working every day in the field and god i want you to give me a goat okay or i've been naughty i haven't been tithing in fact i'll be spending my money on online gaming and stuff like that i'm a terrible person and i actually stole that money from my mum okay you go to heaven with that knowledge of evil the knowledge of good logic evil are both irrelevant in here not relevant banned you can't come in with that it got you kicked out you can't come in with this okay you can't come in i'm about to see that in zechariah 3. this is all you can't come that it is your nature you are holy and blameless in your sight forever and you walk in by the dna that god's given you for the blood of christ and you walk in to say god teach me to be like you in this area no i need five thousand dollars you do need five thousand dollars but you say god for this five thousand dollars throw me up to be like you how can i be that and every child will get a different thing okay this person person a y'all say you have five thousand dollars of course and next person might say guys say you can't have five thousand dollars yet because you have a gambling problem if i give that five thousand dollars it's going to hurt you i want to but let's work on this gambling problem first okay and then you'll be able to go overseas if you go overseas you'll take this problem with you it's only fathered his father you to be like him and everyone gets a different deal everyone gets a different deal how god wants to take you the fullness of the statue of christ in your lifetime in this body peter lord christ three times jesus is restoring him hey hey hey hey uh do you love me yes be much cheap you love me yes pretty much love it yes i do i really really do yep okay feed my sheep yes okay peter and jesus made a decision together okay that's their intimacy that's their relationship that's their love intimacy they agape each other they feel each other they're friends and they unconditional love okay and then jesus says after peter said okay i love you in the future sheep jesus says guess what and you're gonna be martyred after okay you can't be martyred now um peter's reaction to that isn't wow well an honor oh wow that's terrible his first reaction is what about john what's going to happen to him that's his first gut okay and jesus says what's that to you what's that to you if you live forever okay every child is going to go the way they should go if you go to god and say i want to be like you from my nature if you want to uh if you're not going to do it from there you'll grow the way of your denomination which is stuck in old revelation as joseph was saying can't remember revelation how you become like god well you go to church on easter and christmas and you go to confession and become like god you do spiritual warfare and you pray for your generations okay whatever your thing's doing that's what it is how you become like god i'll father you i'm your good father and i'll follow you the way you should go and you rest and it was my idea before the foundation of the world you've said yes you've said god is so good that he will father me into being like him i was like that's who you think i am well done that's exactly who i am and that's what i'm going to do i'm going to cause you the willing to act going to my good purpose i'm going to finish what i started it's a rest it's a rest okay you're over here he's gonna make you like him which is baptism fire that's seraphim that that jess was talking about you're gonna pass through that dude okay he's gonna sort you out and sometimes that's great a lot of times that's really not good because you're dealing with ancient dna and in your dna there are some things like if jesus was here i'd rip his beard out there's some really angry stuff in there yeah and other stuff too stuff that really despises god you don't know you've got it why because if you go to church and you go and you tithe and tic everything's done it's never confronted when god takes all these support networks away from you all these actions and performances it's just you and him you've got nothing to come by his character alone and his acceptance alone from that place of a complete acceptance he can show you things which are always inside you and he can remove them from you he's going to remove them from the earth he's going to take those giants from the land in fact he's going to get you to do it in cooperation with him you can take those giants that bad dna that dna says i want to hurt god or god never talks to me or anything that is not that you are the beloved son of a god human well pleased as you remove or anything that's not that god can trust you with things trust you of his things but you want that thing already all you're doing is removing it from your land these giants this bad dna okay you're moving from the land and these bad dna everything is based on sin guilt and shame which came through sin guilt and shame guilt i've done wrong okay hey we've got oh i'm right okay the blood of christ pays everything i've done wrong jesus can forgive you okay uh and done i'm forgiven for robbing the bank forgiven you know i didn't tithe for the first 10 years of my life forgiven whatever whatever your knowledge good and evil that is that your conscience is conscious of the blood of christ can fix it up i've done something wrong shame there's something wrong about me and this is what the church has fundamentally missed because if there's not something fundamentally wrong about you you probably don't need them so much you probably don't need their ministry they're gifting that in their building oops [Laughter] what was that god they can't just speak to me joseph jarrah yes if you are um this because all ministry is to reconcile man to god new testaments they want ministry mr reconciliation the five-fold ministry are there to build you the fullness of the stature of christ why so that's there to make you exactly like christ if they're not making you like christ they've got the gifting but they're building you to something else their ministry their atmosphere their anything probably very good intent that's not the gospel so the five-fold ministry is there to build you into the fullness of the stature of christ why so that you won't be taken by every wind of doctrine every wind of doctrine you mean what satan's saying no no no not demonic doctrine doctrine good doctrine so you don't get taped by the prophetic movement you get taken by the warfare movement and the glory and grace movement and then the courts of heaven movement and the mystic movement and any other movement you don't join the movement every wind of doctrine sons don't get taken by the wind of doctrine if the risen christ was here and someone says hey there's gold dust breaking out in canada we should go that's amazing you're the reason of christ be like hmm yeah it is amazing but that's just part of what i already have or are you grisen result of god and someone says hey there's some guy that's preaching that says we're saved by grace we should all move that move there move everything to there and invest in that uh yeah no i'm i'm the risen glorified christ yeah you but it's by grace you can receive salvation yeah i receive the fullness of christ i can't deserve it but it's grace we should go to the grace movement or the spiritual war we should go and do spiritual warfare and you know what we can take out demons yeah yeah i'm the glorified christ i don't even talk to demons they run away from me i never see him no but we can learn about all the hierarchies and we can forgive the land yeah yeah no i'm i'm christ these are true and god gives pastors to people where they're at okay and so these people who are preaching this stuff they get it from god yep because god's gonna give those people gonna stay here or hear ministers that's not your problem you're going to stay in the desert you're going to stab me out in sinai you're crossing the jordan and you're going to kingdom and you can be fathered into it by our promise and if you become the risen christ don't get taken by all these wins of doctrine they come in praise god it's the truth of your kingdom your father's kingdom yes that's right yes that's right i'm looking at from this point of view does jesus have to do that yes or no if yes then i'm gonna do it if no i've got an option i'm going to use it if i need it i'm going to use turmeric turmeric whatever you call if i need it oregano already i'm going to use spiritual warfare if i need it i'm going to use the gifts if i need it i am i'm definitely going to use it okay if i need it i'm gonna do it but i'm anchored here and eventually as i start believing the word my need for these things will fall off because creation from our worldview is in three parts okay this is particle form atoms okay and above this is wave form sub-atomic this is newtonian physics this is quantum physics this is affected by the physical body this is affected by the soul waveform is affected by the soul we can affect the performance of subatomic particles by human intent they change what they do according to a human observer a soul's intention political form waveform word form word is the substrate reality to all creation law came from word god spoke a word jesus the word all things are made through him and for him this is all matter word word becomes wave when he is creation and way becomes particle and it's all holy it's holy all the way through but this has been subject to frustration and corruption not willingly so we mature sons of god can bring this word form our spirit spirit and word into here we dictate it and we bring it down by changing and believing it we're going to bring this down how by believing a word believing a word so you can only become this being how much would you have to pray how much would you have to fast how good would you have to be become the living christ the glorified christ on the earth one with him his exact representation the very body of the head the bride equally yoked bride not unequally yoked equally yoked bride what would you have to do you can't you can they receive as a gift so your ten thousand dollars that you want for israel the trouble is religion just presents to you what you could achieve on your best day but no more okay so if if you can get up every morning to an hour's prayer we'll give you that plus praying for the peace of jerusalem all right you have to do my hour prayer and i'll pray for the peace of jerusalem plus plus uh praying for your leaders okay and plus taring for revival okay every morning to the plus 10 percent of the grace of your income okay plus serving the poor okay what you can achieve on your best day you can do that on your best day but on your best day is one day gonna fail when you fail it's your fault because you can do it on your best day but won't give you any more as soon as it becomes impossible it needs to become a gift and that's the cruelty of religion you can get five thousand dollars against israel you don't need to achieve as a son of god you can use silent reaping you can use facebook you could use anything but can you receive it from your father as a son of god because of your pure righteousness because when you receive it that way that's what you give away if i go through fasting and you come to me you need five thousand dollars say right go fast bro do you give what you have everything reproduces after its own kind or if i go through tithing or sewing and reaping so i'm read i'll give you what i have with good intention but if i get it through being the father's son at my dna i go to the throne of grace in my time of need and receive what i need then that's what i give to you you need five thousand dollars you can boldly go to god and ask for it and he will he will father you into it he will father you into it and you get five thousand dollars straight away you get five thousand dollars a year because right now it's going to hurt you but he will file you into a purely a relationship because you received a word which gave you righteousness forever so word we want to go on to rest to do all these things especially these amazing things that joseph's talking about if you're not rest you don't come to your new creation it will become a burden to you and you'll engage level of truth that's been taught to you that you can achieve on your best day and your best day do it again best they do it again best idea again and when you don't do it it's your fault because you can do it on your best today you can qualify yourself for it on your best day christ qualifies you because he's giving you his very self he is your righteousness he's your sanctification he is your doorway in he's giving himself wherever jesus can walk in and out you can walk in and out but he's gonna father you into it you're gonna jump through the window you'll be invited in he's gonna mature you to govern these things so we don't want to enter a rest so anything that's amazing that came to earth anything that's like from heaven that's amazing was done at rest so creation happens at rest no one adam did not be created it just happened to him ultimate rest okay now how did what was happening to adam when he was created we were separated adam and eve i should say he was sleeping at rest um what was abraham doing when god cut the covenant to be good to him forever based on god's character alone he was asleep he was out what was jacob doing we saw heaven he was asleep is that everything is given at rest there's so many examples jesus in the boat asleep jesus says i have nowhere to lay my head son of god that foxes have dens birds have nests the sun goes nowhere to lay his head okay lays him when jesus died on the cross it says and he laid his head the exact same phrase he died and the work on earth okay jesus went on did some stuff was done at rest and then we enter into that rest it is done if you want something amazing to happen from heaven no flesh can be involved because then that's corrupted it must come from the glory it must come from heaven okay so jesus says stripes and hebrew says strive if you have entered christ's rest you have ceased from your strivings and your works yup so strive to enter that rest or you will end in disobedience what disobedience you will do something you don't believe a word and that thing you do is sin it's the knowledge of good and evil it brings death you'll engage in some sort of spiritual truth but not from rest to qualify yourself pay weight you want wages i want return for my thing rather than receiving it out of my nature so the only way for it to be rest is to believe a word a word that was spoken now what is so important because god reveals himself as invisible word because his spirit even though people see him and see aspects of him and see revelations of him he says old testament a new testament you can't see me i'm invisible because he is spirit okay and that's how he's teaching us how to engage with him and bring it into creation okay very important point you're gonna bring it into creation it must come from invisible work now if i was invisible and you couldn't touch me or taste me or perceive me the only way i could communicate to you is by my word that's how you would know me and that's how god in his wisdom when all wisdom and intellect okay uh has revealed himself to us believe in what he says because that is who he is his word and his spirit because he's revealed himself in another way how he explains himself when he reveals his actual self means you're good in creation all those things whether you're showing his actual being is just word it's just a word that is spoken it could be a rumor word it could be an angel could visit you you could see an aspect of creation it could be revelation from the heart it could be from the logos word revealed it could be from a sermon or the aspect of a god or dream or god speaking directly to you but it's him it's him is the word now when you don't believe a word you don't believe truth you don't believe god at his very core when god speaks he's revealing his very self it's not believed that is the cosmic crime and not believe his nature god's love language is to be believed that's it if you believe it you will do those things god's love language is to be believed so adam and eve were given all of creation to govern the very thing that we're the church doesn't believe we're doing that yet okay adam and eve but it's given us that to trade into that to govern that to um to bring about on the earth okay now adam and eve had that and through relationship without shame a shame that says there's something wrong about me there's something wrong about you then you have to address that using knowledge of good and evil either you run away you work hard for it okay but a new creation eliminates shame because there's not something fundamentally wrong about you you're fundamentally divine and lovable and righteous okay that's how adam and eve were fundamentally divine lovable righteous perfect had their own righteousness they gave away but they were living in without shame before god known in innocence absolutely innocent okay and then the devil comes along and says the serpent comes along and says did god really say because the only way to untangle you from this which is always yours is the different word the doubt the change the color the ver twist whatever a perfect word the very person of god of the father the son the holy spirit okay and they doubt the word um then when doubting the word they don't believe they have it if you don't have it you will do something together the knowledge is good and evil and by knowledge good and evil either disqualify yourself or qualify yourself and both abandon heaven you can't do any of those things only christ qualifies you why will god give you ten thousand dollars christ twenty thousand dollars christ kill you christ uh why will god give you a uh you just lost your second marriage do you want to get married again why would god do that for you christ will father you into christ the word spoken word incarnate that's why do you believe the word okay the avenue was supposed to believe god's word that he was that good to them yeah and then be fathered into it without shame they didn't believe the word with the knowledge of good and evil and no good and evil brings in guilt you do all these things and shame you know why you don't deserve it leave that behind and return to innocent your nature your new nature is innocent forever hasn't broken any laws because it's in love and in love there are known laws it's outside time it's innocent forever is the innocent blood of christ innocent forever you can boldly get the form of grace in your time of need or any time okay now god works by word now this is a very very important concept all through scripture old testament and new testament god deals with you on what you say you set the parameters on how god deals with you as far as manifesting on the earth and god's always 100 agape good to you but what you live in depends on what you say by choice of your will excuse me my choice of your will your will what you say what you agree to okay so the israelites walk around the desert god says you can take that land you can take it yep and they say hmm the giants are too big and we're grasshoppers we can't take that land and god says you said i brought you to the desert to die like whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa we didn't say that we said that's too scary we can't do it because there's no no i said you could you're saying that's not true now god's very secure he's like oh what okay it god's very secure but word is substrate reality of all existence and that's what god is his spirit that is word okay and so they've said that god wouldn't do that the very crime of adam and eve and so that whole generation had to die out i didn't believe a word and what happened there's two good spies and 10 bad spies 10 bad reports now can you think of 10 things that would make you not righteous what's 10 things 10 standards that you could look at and go i'm disqualified for god's goodness but 10 things come to mind yep okay the knowledge good and evil the law you can't go in but you can go and buy a promise god said you could yeah new testament examples uh it's all scriptures based on believing the invisible word god says go and attack that camp with 300 people okay it's based on believing a word all of it right right through uh new testament like a good example positive example is you have to come to my house you can just say the word and they'll be healed and jesus is like such great faith i haven't seen all of israel he set the parameters other people said if i just touch the cloak they'll be healed so according to their faith they were healed not their faith healed them their faith set the parameter and the dynamic of how they were healed yep according to your face yeah if you come to my house just say the word okay or uh in the parable um we hit our talent in the ground because we heard you a hard task master oh i'm a hard task master am i well according to your faith so be it okay asked by our confession of his nature depends on how we relate to him on the earth and what's expressed on earth now he does sovereign things like sending his son okay we didn't ask for that he did that okay but we won't become mature we need to change the soil and this soil says he is good and when you say he is good you're going to say his word is true if his word is true you cannot engage your behavior of good and evil to receive it if it's true and i'm going to be fathered into it and being fathered into it will change my behavior i promise you you're not changing to receive you are perfect and god wants to give you these things everything yes everything's your name named in christ plus believing a word an invisible word if the invisible word you receive it okay and until you believe it fully god has given you things here and here and 64 in three fold until that day now adam and eve if they did not eat would they have died no okay because food was beautiful to look at it was for pleasure beautiful to look at and useful eat when the devil showed the food to eve it became useful to eat and beautiful to look at he perverted it okay have a use first okay not pleasure we are being returned to our eudenic state but better if we can't lose it avenue could lose it we can't lose it so we're in this state here in eden if we don't eat we will not die if i don't eat i won't die do i believe that clearly not clearly not and i've gone to try to live off my spirit several times to varying levels of success okay i've had two successful times out of seven i've had five dismal failures horrendous failures okay but it's true okay and uh in that um still face god that message on youtube as used ministries um i talked about my process and my learning okay so because i i'm not living off this yet i have a different record in me my soul my body is still very much attached to food and sustenance okay this stuff is useful and this is useful so when i receive i have communion food i say thank you food you are enjoyable returning to this proper state you're here for my my enjoyment and you're useful to eat a crisis muscles so when i'm slowly transitioning my body back to living off my spirit it's very hard to do in alabama because i keep giving you food okay soul food soul food so true we all use food to regulate your emotions me more than most people okay okay i i use food to regulate my emotions so when i start moving this way i find all these emotions i never knew existed on the ball jesus's beard out [Laughter] you'd be surprised what's in you angry is a is a real thing what i do is i take communion in the morning and communion is three realms it's spirit because your take in in the spirit the body and blood of christ we'll get back to that and then you believe in your soul you confess with your mouth it hits your body and your body you're taking actual physical things your blood is engaged your soul is engaged your spirit's engaged okay when you take communion here i'm taking bread and wine here i'm believing it in my soul i'm making a choice or emotionally i believe it or i'm making a will to learn to believe it and in heaven i'm actually taking in the body and blood of christ which is not body and blood blood is the life force i'm taking the very life force of resurrection himself i'm taking immortality it in my heart and confess my mouth because confessing your mouth brings it into the particle form okay so bring it down i'm taking in the body of christ i'm taking the body of resurrection of life of love himself jesus the word i'm taking in word okay and it's filtering down here and here now sixty-fold and thirty-fold the unseen and the scene everything created is made from word so i need something in my soul or something my body i've got it in word form we know here that if i take in uh mercury mercury magnesium and zinc it goes in my body needs mercury and zinc and calcium it makes molecules out of it raw materials i take in proteins my body goes i need those proteins takes apart back together again protein for protein very inefficient okay but i know that but if i take in a word of which proteins are made out of it could be any of those things now we know that if we eat six meals a day we have lots of food lots of calories we need five meals a day and now people say we only need one meal a day that's very healthy one meal a day very very healthy thing to do one meal a day then we find out that science can make this one big meal to a bar this big and so no no we can make it into a bar this big this one little bar can be a food for a day all the calories there etc etc okay well a piece of bread this big a little cup this big from the spirit it's all word and it can be anything you need you need anything in your soul is it anything in your body you need mercury not mercury magnesium do you need magnesium well words can become magnesium words can become hormone replacement therapy where it become calcium world can become collagen where it can become forgiveness where it can become joy word can become anything you need in your soul i wasn't given this as a child yeah okay but that thing is made out of word you can have it i need this intelligence i need to be more intelligent in this area where word can become intelligence it can become newer pathways everything's made of the word and receiving communion you get everything you need so when i go through these periods of transitioning through uh and i want to start living off my spirit i'm getting better and better at it because every time i do it every time you do it you run into unbelief things a different word in your body you come up against it when you come against it for me i collapse hard like oh and i emotionally collapse and physically collapse but i get up again i'll start again probably twice a year i try this okay and um i've had last two years been very good years i've done once in what's now 2020 2018 and once in 2019. okay normally in november for some reason do it in november and uh so i have communion okay let's say is these things oh and amazon uh will only give you groceries at the moment guess what is rich there's groceries communion cups i register this groceries i didn't experiment the other day and they will give you communion cups so take my bread and my wine okay and i step into heaven or i know i'm divine whatever and i take in word form i take resurrection himself i drink his life i bring life itself to tell me mortal life i take in word form and i call it something and i can call it the food for the day if i believe it whether i believe it's a food for the day i'll say this is breakfast i don't believe it's breakfast i say you just go where your faith's at okay so let's say i'm starting off and i say this is everything i need for the day i let it go as long as that my soul believes it and by lunchtime i don't believe it anymore i have lunch and next day i do it again and i have it for lunch i have it for breakfast i feel good at lunch and lunch i have another one you know do it again refresh okay this is lunch i feel good at dinner but i need to eat it dinner like some board you find that if you don't eat you get bored very easily all right and i'll soothe my soul i eat them eventually you do it for lunch you know breakfast lunch dinner you're slow transitioning across well you can do this for anything food health provision okay we'll talk about provisional efforts but if you live a spirit by a word a promise okay that he is your life he um he quickers your mortal body he is food indeed his body blood is food and he's just a word do you believe that promise not yet but as you hear it like you're hearing things now and the things now possible for you that weren't possible 20 minutes ago could you hear the word so at rest you're qualified for this and you're moving toward you're coming off your soul and your body because your soul and body work but the knowledge of good and evil what's the right thing to do what's a bad thing to do eat sugar don't eat sugar eat carrots don't eat carrots eat eggs don't eat eggs okay well body and blood comes from outside creation so there's no corruption it's the only perfect food and you call it something okay because word becomes wave becomes particle yeah so when i first started i'd have maybe 20 of these a day because my soul gets upset because i'm very emotional especially with food and so i have it and then now there i have another one now i'm doing it boy i get up to do something i have another one i try to teach my soul what's always true this is food indeed okay based on the word and slowly over time my body will transition over okay and so i'm living off this okay and where i can't live off this completely praise god for good emotions okay and no condemnation and praise god mistake and praise god for um digestive um whatever called probiotics and praise god for uh vitamins and then praise god for minerals and praise god for western medicine okay and christ is my healer am i having this when christ is one who makes herbs work and christ is what makes soul healing work and slowly i remove those things very slowly within my uh rest according to about the work doing the work the word must do the work i just hear the word again hear the word again and then frequency changes out comes comes reality to you answer a rest achieved at rest i don't have to fast or pray or get hands left on me to achieve this it's in my nature i'm learning my nature my nature how do i bring this divine nature to earth i promise promise okay so uh how long have you been going for here oh yeah yeah okay so provision works the same way so uh joseph can attest to this i um have done a lot of uh things without any money but based on the promise okay i was invited into it and uh and i started uh traveling the world without any money and then after a while many money in the bank and then i started uh taking people with me because i knew it but i didn't know when the first started when it first started um when it first started uh i didn't believe it okay so i'm going to end this session by telling stories about my transitioning to word form okay and i'll use finance as example i've done with food sometimes health i still struggle with because i was born into sickness and i don't really have a record of health i don't even know what it is i didn't know what i'm believing for and i accept certain levels okay oh that was a pretty good day thank you god and so i have to have have to have my mind transformed in their area okay there's all different areas you think that god's good to one area that's who god is forever but no no we've compartmentalized you know i trust god for finances but not for relationships i trust god for relationships but not for protection so yeah we we that's that's how we work as humans and everyone's got different souls they've had different childhoods and your that was really good to you and gave you money all the time okay but never talk to you you trust god for provision you don't trust some victims okay so everybody's different it's all right and god knows he's gonna father into it you can take that land you can you can if you believe the word a word alone that no flesh can have it so i need a word for provision you only need one verse because i was memorizing all these verses i thought there's flash cards remembering verses remembering verses remembering verses i had a dream and god said chris you just need one verse in the dream that's what he said to me you just need one like communion does everything one word joseph said 70 layers deep like one word okay so uh i need i need a concept in the word that's for me that's just me so um the concept for me adam and eve because eat we understand eating how many did they work to live no did they work yes they certainly did over the garden and make that garden how they wanted it they go talk to god learn about him and then they chose how they wanted the garden to be and they named the animals adam when he was male and female together as one composite whole now and the animals gave them his nature gave them their nature in his image that's why i draft giraffes oh god giraffes that's fantastic no adam well done good work adam adam some other things not so convinced that's been subject to frustration okay we're waiting for us to release it okay uh yeah just let go there so um so i'm saying this to become mature sons by believing word alone that's what that's what this whole thing's about because then you can be at rest and become like him and from there you can express your will but if you're trying to attain something you already have and you express your will you'll be mixed i'm trying to use very practical examples so food was one okay i still live off communion and over time i needed less and less food and then i i did a whole month i didn't lose any weight you lose that sugar salt weight first and then you live a communion for a whole week for a whole month and your weight stays the same okay and i talked to uh i think it was kirby and kevin's like yeah that's cool you're framing up you said this is all the calories i need for the day so it is oh you're enough if a calorie intake equals calorie output everything stays the same because you're saying that's what you have is exactly what you said it was chris you created that wow it's very specific it goes by your words ah you think that's why i am and that's why i am congratulations that's how god works with the bounds of his word and his nature so food is one story i could tell my successes in phase about food i started having communion about 30 times a day and then uh and then i started then i started having one every meal i could believe was every meal and then i started having it once a day yep and then after about week three i went i got really sick and got into these big fasting symptoms um very short story because i make up my physical body that i inherited i'm i can't fast i actually go into self-toxication very quickly i can't even intermittent fast when i'm my normal self i must eat breakfast i must eat dinner because when i start if you don't eat long enough my way starts healing itself it actually starts to poison itself it's awful awful so i can't if i get this wrong it takes a day to find out and so one day i was i was in spain i wouldn't walk in the mountains or no food around my parents i was just showing where i was i tell him i've been the healthiest i've ever been and um and then about a couple days later i started feeling really sick i'd paint my kidneys that that fasting headache you normally get on day two started having it then cause after three days of eating i just started fasting symptoms i had communion i thought what what's going on god that's actually offended angry my first response to most offenses anger my gut response what's going on god i'm doing what you told me to do that's why that's what is the response and um and guys said you didn't call it you just took communion there was no intention i'm very intentional you didn't call it you didn't call your food for the day i went chomp chomp chomp i'm out and uh god's like no no you need to be like me from your heart's desire great with your words yep so uh that's food okay and then so if i have this if i believe that this is enough for me for a whole year then it is but i don't okay i got to a day you can get a day what a week i don't my soul freaks out that doesn't make sense to me let's make physical law sense and i get bored i want to eat and i want to taste stuff you know all these things come in okay so it is what you call it but only in bounds what you currently believe and that's okay because believing comes by hearing it's a free gift and if you want to be like god he will father you into it he'll follow everyone differently so back to the income or just provision administ garden of eden all they did was tend the provision god gave them the night the garden grew creation is good eventually it grew it just brought stuff to them here it is here's more here's more now governor government creation government provision down the provision that's coming it's a rest it's a rest not toiling for it not working for it it's coming to them that's how god designed it creation responds to sons of god okay if it doesn't it gets in trouble as we see later and then adam and eve went from innocence so creation just gives to them knowledgeable and evil now that they why if they disable or they don't and they're under a curse and god says creation will no longer just give to you now by the split of your brow you'll work against the thorns and the thistles and man's been doing it ever since even to this day man still does that works by swelling his brow against the thorns and the thistles yep second adam came last adam came he had thorns and thistles went to his brow the blood which is a divine multi-dimensional before the foundation of the world substance touches that bang a higher words come in love has undone that that curse and the covenants new covenants come in and now if you choose in your heart believe in your soul live in your heart that's true you can now return to god providing for you and all creation must respond now jesus wasn't under that curse he still lived by the law and he fulfilled the law oh he's the son of god he's walking the earth he sees a fig tree and it's not the time of figs not the time for figs it's winter season whatever okay and jesus says curse you for not giving the son of god figs will not want it he's allowed to sin he laid out his life for all creation please let the government as he wants that's love they cursed it because nature was supposed to give him a fig and it didn't that's perversed that's perverse everything's supposed to provide for him fish in the net please don't fish with gold yep whatever he wants man with donkey whatever anything he wants creation's supposed to respond to him he can because he's laid his life down for it he's only doing his father doing it lives by word list by word it's the highest form they're all created 60-fold invisible realm soul stuff and all physical particle stuff must respond because he's here if you're here you engage on this that law level you're here you engage in gravity and friction and entropy you're here engaged in sowing and reaping and blessing and cursing and forgiveness and intention uh soul intention here you engage on word given the creative force like your father believe speak create what joseph was talking about before but from this heart you'll be fathered into it okay you can do sneaky ones here these sneaky ones here but they're ishmaelised for a promise get rid of them i'll be over here so you'll be able to be here for provision you'll start working by the sweep your brow forget that want it over get rid of it okay how slowly the same way you do it for food so we do it for anything okay um unless that's your personality of the faith you know some people you know have broken lungs and broken legs they believe god and they go for a run bang and they're running okay good for them i that's not me man i i'm like slowly slowly take the land and that's what god said to the israelites anyway slowly slowly take the land otherwise it will overcome you okay so i'm slowly attacking the land so i left uh adelaide with a few thousand australian dollars let's say let's say it was five thousand trillion dollars i got to london it's now two and a half thousand pounds and i cost more than 500 pounds a week to live in london and uh so i chew through my money and then i uh i got to france and i was about to go home with a thousand australian dollars left it cost a thousand dollars to get back to australia and get back to australia broke okay and i'm driving back to the airport i said god this can't be here this is this does this has to be something else like i've left ministry just after i left ministry i left everything to follow you and your voice and become a son all i did was go to england for two weeks to spend my savings into france like this can't be it i said god you know what i'd like to do i'd like to go to spain and italy i got back to my apartment and i said after dinner i'll book a ticket at home unless you say differently before dinner i opened my laptop and on facebook there's a little a message came up says hi chris my name's brian we knew each other when we were four years old i see you're in france tomorrow i land in italy i'm going through spain initially would you like to come with me i paid for everything might as well just join me in my apartment all right right so i've got invitation this is on okay but i made the choice of will first yeah and i said this is possible let's say you really you really believe i do that for you yes and you know me that's what i would do for you okay so i go around spanishly as i go through spain you sleep my money goes down up down up down up and close and close to zero because god's trying to take me as fast as my soul can go because fundamentally i don't believe god is good to me because of shame there's something wrong about you don't do this for someone else they're not gonna do it for me and this is really scary for me okay and i'll actually leave the high level high level of anxiety the whole time i want to go down the check will come in might go down and something else will come in down that down up so i didn't have enough money to go home anymore so i can't fly home anymore and i've got about let's say i've got 300 left at the end i'm making that number up just like a very low amount i can't go home and my time in spanish is over because my friend's going home i think god what am i going to do what am i gonna do what am i gonna do uh there's no answer when there's no answer sometimes that means god's asking what do you want to do i said i want to go to turkey i always want to go to turkey so i'll go to turkey is that what i do will you miss now let me go to turkey i bought my ticket to turkey i've got one night's accommodation and i've got about 10 euro in my pocket i landed turkey i get there and um i'm in istanbul at istanbul airport and i um oh no i had i got i had like let's say i had fifty dollars well that said sixty dollars i had sixty dollars and i got there i said you have your visa oh no anyway that's fifty dollars please okay i'm 50 so i have ten dollars left i've already got my first night accommodation and i'm going out i'm going to starbucks i went there for a water i gave him the 10 euro because came from spain and so we accept euro here i was like at the airport my soul was really anxious just like this is my first time i've done this i'm high level i don't really believe god looks after me i believe there's something faulty about me i don't feel guilty my theology is so good that guilt's gone but shame does god really care for me really was he brought me to the desert to die yeah and so and then i went to buy the thing that said you can't get water here without ten dollars and that was enough in itself for me to go this is stupid it's over this is the person from me turned around said hi welcome to my country he bought me the water from starbucks and handed it to me and walked off did he disappear i don't know anyway uh that was it that was just enough just keep my emotions up because i'm being fathered into it this child in the father where he should go other people you might just go reckless abandon other people might be like it's much much slower it's okay this is god bothering his son i did my first night there and i'll go up in the morning i had to check out the hotel i walked out the hotel with no money with my 10 euro and now i am standing in istanbul streets with my luggage uh i left my luggage at the hotel it's someone going out my friend rings me and who lives in istanbul and says what are you staying tonight so i haven't decided yet because you can't tell i decided not to tell anyone there's reasons for this and they said oh my friend uh has a room you have a room at my friend's house i'll bring him up brings back says yeah you can you can go to my friend's house yeah it's not me it's like it's normally an airbnb but you can have it that's that's free oh great so here's my ten dollars i got a taxi there boom out and then i go this place and then that day uh um i can't read the story but things happen like an old chat came through from 12 months ago like my dad found it or um you know some things that kept happening and um and so the money will go up and down up and down and i went to check out of that place and they said yes i will give you a discount rate i said i'm sorry yeah yeah we don't be charged as much we'll charge this much this much will charge for airbnb because your friend will charge you this much i actually got charged that room for those four or five days i'm like what and then another thing happened some money came through i paid for it and then um i went to a place called izmir on the on the coast and i flew there and i only had enough money to get there but not enough money to stay i bought a ticket to izmir because i couldn't stay in istanbul and that's the cheapest flight a local domestic flight anyway i went to dinner with a friend that night and i said where you going i've got an issue here tomorrow i said izmir really that's amazing i've got an old friend haven't spoke to you for five years they ran me today they're from izmir and they said if any christians are coming through send them to my house i'll pick him up all right right so there is me this guy in the chin fix me up i'll sleep at his house i think i'll still have money left now management and every day i need a word that i don't have a testimony here my soul doesn't believe it don't need a testimony neither word and scripture i burnt out being a pastor and scripture i was over it okay i the bible was just like this thing that didn't work for me this has to work for you and so it doesn't work for me there's more shameful i couldn't look at it but i know it's true so need another way in so on audio i've got the the diary of george muller speaking to me and george mueller was a guy from the late 800s early 900s he started an orphanage because he found like he won't look after the kids let's say he found the penny said go give me a penny he can give me and that he never told people what he needed and he went on with it and story after story he went from there to an office or two orphanages to buying land to architecturally designed like uh manor houses that the orphans lived in and over a hundred thousand orphans went through and he never asked people for anything and he told god and here's the stories there's no money one thousand orphans sit up there um one thousand orphans set up their table and they all sit their knife and fork waiting for the food to come in and there's no food they wait and they wait and they wait and something happens a wedding gets cancelled a wedding a bakery truck breaks down there's no order and they never missed the meal in like 30 years hundreds of thousands of children they never told anyone what they needed they only told god all right that's what i'm gonna do the day comes i give away my last piece of money okay i bought pizza that night i wake up in the morning no money this is it this is the day i'm switching i'm so excited because george miller told me not the bible i didn't believe the bible i believe jewish mueller and george miller told me that i that the father never fails never once and when the father comes through for you that comes from him alone you told anyone you only told god you know the father sees you and that's the greatest joy in life i was like okay i'm on so i go up in the morning i walked my tiny flat on top of the hill went down down down did you do what you normally do okay that's the rule do what you normally do and uh because if you stay at home don't eat then that's not the face i thought you're going with your normal day what i'd normally do is go have breakfast on the coast so i walk down to the coast down down down down down i start walking to the cafe and something's gonna happen i'm gonna find a hundred dollars on the ground somebody's gonna come to my phone and meet an old friend you know something's gonna happen i'm looking for it i've heard all that i've had about 100 george miller stories i'm waiting walking along walk along getting closer closer and then i got to the entrance of the cafe i decided to go to they had no money and i couldn't go in i froze and then this atmosphere of condemnation came around me can you describe it that way looking for agreement and it is like you are stupid god doesn't see you it doesn't work for you and the feeling inside me was beyond torment it was such a horrid feeling i can't describe it but it was so painful and so intense i wanted it to go you ever burnt yourself you put your hand in some water you feel like ah okay but while it's burning it's so intense you don't know what to do emotion was like that okay a word came around me looking for agreement did god really say i was to love god so i'm staying there under this intense pressure intense pressure and i knew by revelation but not god's revelation i knew that if i said it doesn't work for me or it didn't work this pressure this pain would go i felt so stupid i just want to say oh it doesn't work i just paint with leave the same way you put your burnt hands in cold water okay oh i need to do this big relief well i've been taught by the word of faith people i've been taught by carrie blake if something non-biblical is happening shut up just don't say anything so just stood there like this i'm sitting outside the cafe with no money in turkey and a thousand thoughts going to you really thought that would look after you you thought they were miracles those checks were coming on those days anyway you thought it was miracles they said money in the bank it's just savings you thought was a miracle just so happened that person called you up all these thoughts coming through and it was tormentous i thought don't say anything don't say anything don't say anything what what what the problem said god definitely didn't say dad i think god what what and then i this thought came to me that my natural father had given me 80 english 80 british pounds and all this time living off no money a couple of months i hadn't spent it i can't remember spending it i thought surely i had surely surely would have cashed it in i couldn't remember cashing it in as you have to go think of so that's the same thing under this pressure i just blanked myself like test pattern walk back up the hill back up to my room and this pressure that i knew i said it doesn't work for me it'll just go away let's hold hold like braveheart oh and then i'll go through all my um clothes take my everything apart everything looking for this eighty dollars that god told me that i'm making this up and it wasn't there and then it wasn't this doesn't work for me it was anger okay the first one was like if you take a child to the supermarket and let's grab your hands and he turns around he can't see you okay he feels so alone he's crushes hmm then he starts to cry as uh wherever i was 37 whatever i just crushed i was like i'm so by myself god does not see me he doesn't look after me i saw myself crushing going down it was a horrible feeling i could get out of it i could get out of it by saying it doesn't work well now that feeling anger came when it wasn't up there and the anger was c you don't look after me see this is what i'm telling you about see it was real anger and i knew i wanted to i wanted to tell god that he does not perform his word that he is not good to me he's good to people but he's never been good to me and this angle was there i just held it hold oh i was really angry like i wanted to hurt god i wanted him to feel the same pain i was feeling this is the pain i've had for 37 years i want you to feel it you've always abandoned me you've never come through for me you don't see me and all these thoughts are there and this is a real thing it's an atmosphere and that's the devil saying are you really the son of god did god really say wants me to agree with him being the father not the good father being the good father so i didn't have an answer i do want to say that so i just sat there in silence and i looked down and beside me there was a here's one there's a little little uh eye patch case from singapore airlines is the only thing i hadn't opened i look down i pick it up i open it and inside was he 80 british pounds and i cried i cried i cried it israel he does steamy i went down to the legal gold dealer and he took 10 pounds out didn't recognize that and from 70 pounds he probably gave me 50 pounds of english lyra and with that 50 pounds i said god i want to go to the seven churches of revelation which they in turkey looked them up and ishmael that already started and with that 50 lira i went to all the seven churches uh it's a very long story so i can't go into it but i just hand people i show picture people a picture of where i wanted to go on my phone they put me in the bus take me on my hand to descend me i went all around countryside of turkey and then i got like ephesus and all those places and then i i got to um i love patmos and i've my last money on that on that ferry to get out there and i paid for my accommodation already and i paid my ferry i was letting there for two days of any money couldn't buy food and as i'm going there i got text from a friend he said testing leads to perfection and so i'm sending you 47 english pounds oh i got the patmos i went it out it just found zeroes because it's grease now and i took out that 47 pounds i got my room it was room 407. anyway i got all the way around and ended up in cappadocia and some more money came in another cappadocia uh it's going to say this to seal it off enough in capital dosia and then cappadocia is where all this teaching that joseph's talking about now and i'm talking about was protected in capitol dossier they all escaped the desert to protect that you're fully man fully god everything god became fully man that you could come for the god he became everything you are you become everything he is that teaching was protected in cappadocia so i said that under that record i paid for my five days apartment there which is very expensive out there i paid for it take my flight out and my last day there i didn't know how to get home but i knew god was going to come through anyway and i was very confident that i was excited to see clubbing do it over and over and over again what how god's going to get me back to istanbul okay and now it goes to the guys i'll check out tomorrow what time is check you said 12. he said you can pay me that i was like uh pay you goes yeah i got no no no i paid on the internet you guys no no you haven't paid yet so you know pay the booking.com you guys no no in turkey you pay directly every hotel i was like really so yeah i went back to check my laptop and that's true i hadn't paid for the hotel now i believe that golf life me home that was like maybe 350 dollars i could believe 350 i couldn't believe for a thousand and fifty dollars whatever it was for my six nights accommodation there in the middle of the desert and that feeling came back to visit me it came back and i knew the more opportune time pray with the son of god i said to god okay brought the bed i said god i spent my last five dollars on a kebab a eurosticker man i said god i'm not gonna pray tonight for two reasons hey me go to sleep not praying is the evidence of my faith it's done you've done with this and if i do pray i will judge my prayer if it's a good prayer i think i deserve it it's a bad prayer i think i don't deserve it it's a knowledge of good evil i'm not gonna pray i'm gonna go to bed with a bad thing i'm gonna have awesome dreams tonight it's gonna be a great night it's gonna awesome dreams it's gonna be fantastic wake up no drinks check my laptop no money got breakfast in the hotel which is part of the room from what you have to pay for check it out it's at 12. give it to my room check my laptop no money i can't tell anyone okay that's the rule because faith for that hints is dead in fact without hints instead don't do that thing okay i can't tell anyone it must be my father on his character alone by his word and his nature alone there ain't my ability to source funds of my own ability so i went for a walk around cappadocia beautiful beautiful city and then i got back to my hotel room at 11 i remember i checked my laptop no money so i packed my bags we get everything ready takes half out i put against the wall it's 11 30 i check my bags and i check my laptop the note from my dad my dad says hey chris how you doing turkey's good uh i just remember that about uh a few months ago i gave your brother some money to fix his house up i gave him two thousand dollars so to keep things even i just sent you two thousand dollars boom two thousand dollars and my dad does not profess to be a christian that's that's all i'll say about that and it's like 12 o'clock in the morning 12 o'clock in the afternoon 11 30 which is whatever 7 30 at night in australia it's the same thing at night my dad goes another christian says saying my brother my son some money to keep things even between the two sons instant transfer because australia to australia have access to it and i've got the money and i cried again either israel it is real so that two thousand dollars and then a lot of details went to jordan went to america went to birmingham i met joseph in birmingham and we went to peru and i went to bolivia back to peru that six years ago today i was working the orphanage six years ago i was working on orphanage in peru this day and then uh back to america and then to um hawaii was to the america then to japan and then to uh vietnam and to singapore and then to hong kong then back to australia yeah and go ahead and move me from there to there okay and part two that the absolute point the story is enough to wait till tomorrow it's a knockout let's go over a whole nother thing the point is i went from provision of what i could work hour by hour to achieve off the promise of god alone i promise you this it wasn't based on my character that wasn't good it wasn't based on my attitude that wasn't good my attitude was you are unfaithful i want to hurt you okay that's not the other that attracts the anointing but i did make a call back to my will job i believe you could be as good or a very angry disappointed son i was like do you really believe i'd be that good if somebody's not tithing not reading the bible who left ministry very angry with me yeah i do and you're right and it's all based on the word that puts me in rest because i'm at rest i don't need provision anymore from earth don't need it i can have it now a choice for me i don't need it okay then i am free to govern without fear i can preach while i need to preach okay they give me money or not i can go where i need to go three people ask me to india i go to india for three people how much is that seven thousand dollars all up yeah of course once you see those three people they've got their money for you it doesn't matter i'm free i've got choice so based on word it gives me choice and choice means i can express my will in this area now i'm not scared of food that's nothing i'm free from okay so food we've got they're locking us down i don't care i take my money i don't care but health i still struggle with so chris will you go to india yeah i can afford that and the food you can afford that well if you get sick yeah i might get sick so i believe god for these things but i don't believe god for health i don't know why but god knows why he's going to file this son into it but i must go by word form but in word form based on his nature alone you don't engage any principles no saying no reaping no tithing no spiritual warfare earthly principles no give me no go to fund send me three thousand dollars overseas for ministry just the word and that's rest and that's wrath based on his character alone now ephesians 1 3 almost read for him him he did this he did this he did this he did this and that is a very practical example of the same thing joe's talking about but the same thing you access all the realms you're father into it slowly slowly as is allowed for you i'm not allowed to do what joseph does i'm not allowed to that's okay i'm a son i'll follow me into it at his place i'm doing a very different thing to what joseph's doing and i can't compare because comparison's a thief or joy i'm like peter what about that guy that says what about him what he goes to all the heavens huh yeah god's gonna follow me into it i'm at rest in his nature and he will do it and when the right time is i will do those things okay very good once again listen very well to a very concept concept-laden thing with some good stories and we all can do it okay back to you joseph wow now you guys get just a small little taste of why i love chris blackburn so much so right after he went to lebanon and then came to the united states um he had a dream um and then he saw me post something about enoch on facebook and then he sent me a facebook message um and uh asked me questions um and when he asked me questions uh i could tell by i function a lot a lot like a rabbi i can uh so based upon the questions people ask um i can tell where they are and and all that kind of stuff and it was very obvious that he knew what he was talking about um and so we decided that we're going to meet and he said hey i'm flying to uh birmingham i don't know yeah yeah is cahaba heights near birmingham i asked you yeah it's gobble heights near birmingham and i'm like convex is birmingham and so we met up and when we met up yep the next day we met up and we went for pizza and it was terrible pizza but chris took three hours and started telling me about all these other people in the world who were just like i was um he answered he taught he talked to me about ian who is now a friend he talked to me about justin he introduced me to millie he introduced me to all these kind of people um and a couple weeks later i was laying in the uh i was laying down and um was engaging heaven and saw this weird place that i'd never seen before and saw the spiritual dynamics of what was going on and god asked me to go there and shift it and i had no idea what it was and he came up to me with a picture in his hand and he said hi in two weeks i've decided i'm going to machu picchu do you want to go to machu picchu and i went what's a machu picchu and he showed me the picture and the picture was the thing that i've been engaging and that was chris and i's first adventure together um six years ago um a few weeks ago um yeah february 14 we left the same day bob left yes yeah yeah and the word pay for it all because you could see that i didn't have everything we needed to do we did anything we needed to do we did yep no it's it's great awesome well um thank you chris so wonderful [Music] you

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