Being The Beloved Son 3

[Music] how are we this is a honest question not a pentecostal response question but um who who can say that they feel objectively [Music] different than when they first arrived just this honest question oh wow okay that's what aruna and i want we want genuine sustainable life change yeah um there's not a comment on anyone else but we don't want you to come see the gift or the be entertained or be impressed we want sons of god to come to maturity yeah yeah yeah so i didn't know that you're going to uh have an offering tonight but i'll just say this um as far as trading is concerned for me i preached the gospel and the trade has been paid for for that okay and that trade is the blood of christ you have access to everything i have said already i haven't given you anything new i've only told you what's already inside you if you give me a dollar a million dollars it doesn't actually change that you have it okay but all the ruins revelation is money activated unless you give him money it doesn't work and if you give him a thousand dollars he will answer all your ufo questions [Laughter] so i want to make that clear i i understand the trading system and just my particular deal with god the god which i'm going to talk about today actually that ties very nicely um is god asked and i said yes and that was our deal and god said if you um will you follow my voice and then all the provision will be there and that's that's my deal yeah so when i travel to places i just say when do you want me i'll be there don't sign any waivers or deals or things like that and so fast worked quite well and but that was my that's not more spiritual that was my walk with god we're about to see that today so we want to start governing and governing creation and these things uh if you come from a faith background or a pentecostal background or a spiritual warfare background oh my goodness more work to be done something to attain to some level to achieve and as we learned yesterday anxiety literally spikes it is ptsd it is trauma that's what it is going to church can be a trauma inflicting experience and you shut down i mean you can't hear god yeah you're going to be the state and all those things we're going to learn more about that today so we'll be laying a platform that you're a new creation you're righteous all the time you can boldly go before the throne of grace in your time of need be a conscious sprinkle clean because you are the righteousness of christ you are his righteousness okay all the good things you've done don't qualify or the bad things you don't do don't disqualify you it's your new dna your new dna is the spirit of christ you're there you belong there there's no question about it you're already there can you go there are you already there so questions answered yep you can boldly go before him in your time of need not your time of awesomeness but your time of need you can go bubbly yeah and your good things if you go there with your good things then it doesn't count you go there out of the work of christ that he's done for you and that alone okay and now you're there knee before god but guess what it doesn't have a still face he adores you okay you are the beloved son in whom he's well pleased that's what you are no matter your life situation no matter your life decisions no matter any circumstance or behavior you've been involved in your dna is the beloved son and whom he's well pleased so you are that and you want to become the beloved son in whom he's well pleased listen to him and listen to him is to be like him and he sends reign on the good and the evil the just the unjust mercy mercy mercy mercy mercy mercy mercy then judgment okay that's that's god's pattern and that's your pattern so on the first night we talked about removing our emotions from the knowledge of good and evil and that trading platform okay and uh and we talked pretty straight about like maybe facebook and the political situations and what's going on now instead of grab your emotions but you are god and god hasn't taken a side there is children these children are fighting if your children are fighting do you take one side and get really angry at the other i'm gonna smash that that crew you you are the father the father's heart we're the only father heart here we're the so we need to love those people they're all lost they all need the kingdom the kingdom is the only answer for them and they ask jesus what about this crew that herod killed and mixed their blood they're asking why did this happen what's the cause and effect jesus and jesus answers with another question he doesn't like a question he says he says um what about the people the tower fell on what about them were they bad are they good get in the kingdom as he says get in the kingdom they've killed john the baptist well that's healed the sick that's just the kingdom is the only answer and we have to remove ourselves from these very accurate justice issues if you eat on that level it's very accurate yep you need to remove yourself from that level and become love and lay down your life for all yeah and speak well of all and hold them in your heart but you can't hold them in your heart if you've got judgment against them but you only take into heaven what you hold in your heart so the high priest had the names of israel the stones of israel on his chest and he could take it before the throne room mercy seat because they're on his chest so unless you hold the whole political system in your heart or whatever's happening in your heart and if you're in judgment against them you're not holding them in your heart and you're going to the throne of grace for judgment and so here we run into the court system that's very popular at the moment and the courts exist and you can use them that you're right as a son but use them as jesus would use them don't use them as a christian or a human going to the pledger case you are you go in as a christ and you want justice for the earth and the justice is what christ paid that's justice all that sin that's happening out there has been paid for no matter how bad it gets and it's worse it's worse the things you're hearing on facebook and all the crimes and all the things are hidden and that's just maybe one percent of how dark it goes that's shameful to know even speak what the evil do in secret when paul walked into ephesus all the things were saying are the elite doing this these crimes these horrible crimes they always have paul walked in he wasn't shocked it was happening in the temple of artemis quite openly terrible terrible trading systems on human bodies of all ages and sacrifices and all other things didn't do a prayer walk didn't sign a petition walked in son of god didn't do warfare walked in son of god yeah and that's what you are and he didn't come in to judge them he didn't come in to expose them just set the new record in fact in ephesians 5 where he says it's shameful to even mention what he will do on secrets so he said be the light light exposes darkness yeah and then jesus defied here i believe he says i commend you for not even knowing the so-called dark secrets of satan that's what we want to know is satan at the super bowl halftime show it is and it is all the conspiracy theories that it probably just they're so it's worse so when you do get darker and darker okay so so you're completely righteous yep and now you could be righteous you prefer a god that adores you it absolutely adores you and that adoration you're in resets your whole body and it's very important to reset your whole body because everything reproduces after its own kind and we want to bring redemption to the body so we can bring redemption to this earth yep so that that's the reason we've gone through this pattern and uh can you bring up that video i have a theology video that sums it up very nicely for us [Music] did you know creation is talking to you wherever you go and whatever [Music] so you won't forget to remember what's true every day when the sun rises high the warmth that you feel is remember don't forget to remember alone [Music] don't forget to remember and when you catch these [Music] the flowers remind you god makes all things new don't forget to remember forget to remember [Music] so just like the stars won't forget how to shine don't forget to remember that all of the time god's light will guide you wherever you go and your love from the top of your head to your toes [Music] i won't forget so that's a little summary of where we're at so far so we hear the change uh creation we're one team okay and uh it was two different systems the full of adam and the suppression of of uh nature they didn't happen at the same time it's two different systems going on here adam fell as restored you can get back on with restoring creation naming it calling out what is true nature but we're going to give away the salvation that we have okay so we must know who we are and all the church programs how much would you have to do them to become the person that can change creation it takes ten lifetimes it's a gift and you have it yeah so um when i was starting to practice this you just got to start learning as a child just start being silly and just and do embarrassing things just to yourself and so i was out the back of my house my house in australia is on a river and there's a walk along the river i'm out there i'm just walking around and saying well trees i want to apologize you should be something else and i haven't been doing that it doesn't release to you the revelation i have i want to give you the glory that i have i was just talking to creation just saying i'm son of god i'm here you see me i see you i'm giving away i was touching all these trees and then um and then i'm on the path and as i stopped i saw an animal move towards me and it was we call them echidnas so it's a hedgehog spiny ant either whatever you call them here yeah yeah porcupine so yeah and in australia they are nocturnal yeah and you never see them either you could have 20 in your backyard you would never know um it's daylight and i'm walking i'm just crunching through the leaves and they're very shy creatures looks up to me walks up up walks up to my feet walks across the end of my toes like this and walks off yeah i was just thinking today oh that was like four years ago now so my testimonies are getting older and older and older and older so i need to start again yeah but i couldn't maintain it because of basically just anxiety i just couldn't mean i somehow felt this level christianity i had to maintain to be this person you end up disqualifying yourself you're not even to get out and do it today you're giving the spirit man away yeah i'm not giving the fact i read the bible didn't read the bible whatever you know or whether i watch hbo or i don't watch hbo i'm not giving that away it doesn't matter i'm giving away what christ has given me i'm just accepting it that's what i am all right so that's what we're coming to say how do you be this you just believe what god said so let's talk about a principle here i've got my scriptures here if i need them right i better turn that off so god weirdly enough claims to be invisible in the bible old testament anew and very clearly he claims the bible to be seen so what is going on here yeah so so we have um moses seeing god face to face yeah and we have jacob saying i saw god in this place yep i saw him got him and then you have john who went to heaven in revelations saying that no man has seen god will ever see god we have timothy or paul saying to timothy god is the invisible immortal god invisible can't be seen john when he's in in the spirit says i turn to see the voice yeah what's going on here got this spirit we need to understand that because you are spirit you're a life-giving spirit you look like your dad so we need to understand what's happening here because we want to do the same thing if you want to affect the earth but you have no body yeah then uh how are you known how's god known god's known on the earth this is how he expresses himself out of his wisdom and his desire this is his pleasure as word that's how he expresses himself in its entirety directly i mean all creation is also obviously him as well his nature but he expresses himself directly through his word and so his word is who he is that's it his word is how he has chosen to express himself not physically in physical manifestation and men yearn to physical manifestation it's called idolatry we want something we can touch taste and see we don't want the word we don't want a promise we don't invisible god that said he would do something we want it here yeah and christians do want jesus to be here that's better that he left and replace himself with spirit your spirit god is spirit and he wants to be spirit he's saying will you love me for who i am will you know me for who i am will you choose spirit over everything you taste touch and see the desire for manifestation to touch it yeah adam and eve had this situation they had a promise from god or something they could touch taste and see something they could reach with their own hand and take all sin all sin is reaching with your own hand to take something in your own strength that god wants to give you through his nature does not be a naughty thing anything not by faith is sin yeah so god wants us to delight in letting the word do the work and that is rest but it freaks you out yeah it's a rest that freaks you out because following the spirit modifies the flesh and the flesh has been in charge and the flesh has been trying to protect you because own wisdom is trying to protect you yeah hence it puts you in permanent vigilant beta state adrenaline is trying to protect you looking for something physical and we're replacing it thank you body but the word has come god will never leave me or forsake me i'm the apple of his eye he adores me yeah that word which we can't see taste or touch you can touch tasty money in your bank account but god's promise to provide for you which one do you want to choose but you cannot serve two masters god who is word spirit word and who always does what he says and mammon takes touch sea golden calves tree of knowledge of good and evil relying on egypt i suppose that splintered read egypt rather than god's promise i will defend your country and when soldiers are coming in physical chariots where you're going to choose physical church from egypt or a promise it's really difficult but that is what we're doing to become a spirit being we're moving to word to promise he let the word do the work when the devil was tempting jesus he was tempting him to reach with his own hand to do something if you are the son of god not beloved son because beloved son's at rest a beloved sound looked after if you are the son of god good theology if you're the son of god do this but jesus let the word do the work yeah so god reveals himself as word and the more mature you come you want to be the more you believe word over anything else which is childlike faith yeah maturity is following the spirit which is believing the word if you're a completely left-brained person and you think i only i don't know what god's saying what like like remember a scripture same thing because the holy spirit doing the scriptures are the scriptures saying the holy spirit is doing it's the same thing do you want a personal prophecy journal word of knowledge believe the scripture done personal prophecy the worlds of grace prophet came and said sir i see thus saith the lord that who you lay your hands on shall recover wow or he could just read the bible that says who you lay hands on shall recover bang prophecy not from the prophet but from yahweh logos believed his reamer as a word of knowledge bang prophecy it's like what hang on this book all this time but we've been attached to gifts why gifts that we can taste touch and see the man of god is here and god gives us these gifts because we're carnal that's what they're there for because we don't believe until we believe we get the gifts until we believe which is love these are the gifts but now i'll show you a better way yeah the gifts are great i want gifts i want more gifts i want to use those gifts well so i can let them go and be my true self create a new record in me and be my true self because i've never seen it before i don't just believe god says do this i don't believe it so god goes all right here's a healing gift bang heal heal okay see how healing works it's possible yes okay give me the jacket back and heal out of your divine nature the gifts are given to the corinthians the naughty church the northerly church gets the gifts it's true they were doing all sorts of things it's shameful to mention what the corinthians do in secret the worst paul says even the pagans are horrified of what you do and what they get prophecy but those things don't achieve anything i've got this jack at the heel all right heal this guy heal this guy it's not from love it doesn't even count in heaven it doesn't count doesn't go through the fire well this whole ministry is based on jackets they get to heaven you guys go thank you for the jacket take it back all right what have you got well oh no because yeah ten thousand see the church just went the healings just went the jacket went it's just a jacket are you like me what's god like he's like his word his word is him he is his word there's no difference between them and that's why not believing his word is the cosmic crime adam and eve didn't believe the word they didn't believe the promise the one the grave of the arm of flesh which under a curse always leads to death knowledge and evil or unbelieving word god is invisible he wants to be invisible so we can become mature mature is to be spiritual if i was a i could be a bible theologian that understands greek and hebrew and aramaic and babylonian texts and all these things like that it doesn't make me mature it doesn't mean i believe god will act by his spirit mature sons are led by the spirit of god and you can have some 12 year old that loves god's voice however they understand it and they're more mature than me the theologian and they'll be able to govern the ear of the car more than i will because they know what god's like no cities five cities densities when jesus says surely surely it will be like this it's jesus surely surely i don't know what more he can say this is what it's going to be like the kingdom is like this then that's what it is he's not prophesying he just came from there he can still see it now he's saying surely sure is a blue flag in the corner i promise you he can see the blue flag like really well if it's not a blue flag what if word is not telling the truth what if the truth is not telling the truth so god reveals himself and we set the parameters by our response okay it's by our own confession by our own faith god says you can go and take canaan and have your own land and you can have houses and build and field you that plant and wells you didn't dig just remember me but you can go you can go do that they can have a look and say it's too big they're too big and they were they were slaves they'd never fought before they're going out against world cities and armed men and giants it's too much accurate true on a natural level they've looked at what they can taste touch see they've taken physical collapse particle information made a decision about god and god says uh they're like god it's too hard and god's saying you're saying i brought you to the desert to die now whoa whoa we didn't say that we said there's giants in that land that we can't take it but god said i said you could so that's what you're saying that's the only thing happening in in town right now i said you could you said you couldn't but there's no buts i said you could and by the they lived in the results of their own faith until a generation that would believe in the promise would come through they took that land by the promise yeah the land was given to them has been given to them the giants knew they were coming taking that land was a rest was based on the promise not based on their capacity to be an army they looked at the natural look at our capacity to be an army in their capacity to be an army natural okay and there's many good ones that god says when you go to war send out judah with trumpets first crazy but it worked yep and the kingdom works on its behalf and they sent the angels and wiped out the army they didn't even have to fight they didn't break a sweat no one got their sword out the word did the work new testament's the same you set your own confession you don't have to come to my house jesus you just say the word and my daughter will be healed what you think i would do that that's my character i could do it by word that's my nature you think you're thinking that's who i am that's exactly who i am that is exactly who i am i'm a loving god that operates by word and the syrian woman did the same thing both gentiles did it they made a call on god's character okay so this is that centurion that morning killed a dog for mars may have interfered with his soldier boy alma bearer yeah probably ordered the murder of jewish people saw god walk strap to god why he hasn't broken any laws there's no law in his conscience he's not under the law he has there's no reason in his mind he's not thinking i have a tithe do i cut the side of my hair no law no transgression he's made a call on god's character alone didn't look at himself at all no regard for himself just this guy's character and his nature character with a hill yes can he do it by word yes syrian woman probably killed rats to their god maybe slept at the temple to get the thing healed the daughter healed just walk straight up to jesus made a call on his character if you say it will be done just made a call on his character no regards to her pagan activities we are much more better behaved than they were but we've got a rating system they have no consciousness of sin killed some rats slept the temple saw jesus walk straight up to jesus i call him his nature you think i would do that you're right i buried my gift in the ground you're a hard taskmaster you think i'm a hard task master well according to your faith so be it we set the parameters god's revealed himself as a loving father yep and now we know that we're righteous and his loving grace is on us we operate from that place and we're going to start moving from things which in the flesh and uh things being touched taste and see resources to his word being that sustains everything in their life if god as the wealth adds no sorrow it comes from the word it comes from outside this realm and it comes without decay and you can't boast and that's what you give away you come to me say chris how did you get healed of you know lung cancer and i'll say well i took the essential oils and i only had this organic stuff and and then i um i saw the world's best doctors and then my my faster for 30 days that's what i do that's why that's how i got there that's what give to this guy i've just laid a burden on him but he'll by the promise god's goodness that's what i give to him from that promise engage in whatever your faith is and you go have radiation therapy go there with the promise of christ as your healer with a clear conscience this person is getting healed by organic fruit this person's have radiation therapy no condemnation there's no there's no comparison christ is your healer i'm going there with confidence under that word and christ will heal me and now i'm operating the level of where i'm at on this earth if you don't believe that god's going to heal you but you believe it's unchristian that radiotherapy then you've created your own religion yeah just be at peace be where you're at yeah don't go live with the faith that you have but faith comes i mean a clear conscience before god that you can walk before him righteous he loves you and he always does his word heaven has no understanding of god not performing his word doesn't even understand it doesn't make sense it doesn't even it's never happened there's not a realm for it it does look compute yeah so when an angel come if angel came down now and came and said chris tomorrow i want you to go by kansas city town hall the angel pierce i like okay i am uh let's get my car and drive there because i don't have any money the angel doesn't this doesn't make any sense to the angel god said go tomorrow and buy a town hall i'm like but it requires money i'm not an american citizen do i need to do a lawyer and you'll start just just reaching for his sword like he's just playing a little bit it's like i am committing the cosmic crime in front of this angel's face and i'm the son of a son of god this angel like this is the son of god you're going to govern us god says abraham go and set all the israelites free yeah so um yeah how will they know okay throw stick down put your hand in stuff like that oh i'm just but i stutter i'm sending aaron and it says god was angry at him god's angry at the guy who just agreed to go set the whole nation free and you know what happened next what happens exactly straight after that god moves to kill moses does i say abraham moses moses because he committed the cosmic crime and his wife makes a sacrifice to save his life it's there in the bible he's god said three times peter the sub was in the boat the boat's smashing around in the waves and jesus walks walking out strolling out and uh peter says if that's you lord say the word and i'll walk out to you that's the same confession as the centurion that's who you are that's your capacity your nature and by word you will do it so jesus says come so peter doesn't walk on the water he walks on the promise he walks on that word come because that dude said it yeah he's walking out on that because this guy said if i said it peter wouldn't do it go but he's making a call on this guy's character he's god's spirit word he's walking out and then metaphor's very clear he looks at the natural circumstances he starts to sink jesus grabs him and says you have little faith little faith how about 11 dudes in the boat how about those guys well they get told off but they didn't ask god didn't say it to them at the start jesus is very kind he shows some stuff you do it how do we do it i'll do it for you at the end i have a 99.9 success rate in knocking out demons they couldn't get one and jesus says this generation i'm not going to be here any longer how much longer i have to be here with you why because that time he it wasn't like we could cast at demons jesus like i said you could that's the only thing in town and this challenges me oh this is not this is the human situation we're talking about i'm not standing here as some expert professional that's finished it and worked it out i'm saying this is the paradigm that's missing we've just had to we mean oh man so much is missing we have to lay a new foundation and we had to do you know what what gets framed up for you is was what you live in yeah so you're reframing it up what's the frame up you are god on the earth right now and you operate like he operates and you're a god because god is your father and you're born of him so you're human substance and nature he wants you to start operating like him silver and gold have a nun this i have for you word yep and that freaks me out my soul freaks out i remember one time i had i went to this church and i was staying with this pastor and we got into a discussion and i was a guest in the house and i got a little tense this discussion and yeah it got really tense and i just talked about this type of stuff this is back in this is 2013 december 2013 and um and i thought about no we just speak what jesus did we and we don't pray for the sick we heal the sick and his daughter's there and dog goes i've got like crohn's disease will you pray for me i was like i'm gonna pray for anyone that's gonna win the argument anyone doesn't want to win the argument i didn't want to do anything this is true and i said i said to her i won't pray for you i'll heal you and my the tension in that room and in me yeah and i said so long prayers are for your soul short prayers are for god yep so and it's not wrong it's not wrong it's not right it's not wrong it's just an understanding okay so you pray as long as you need to pray but a longer prayer is less is more carnal sure prayer jesus had very short prayers so i said you're healed and oh my goodness was i tense and i couldn't just shut up so i was like so your stomach will work in the morning and that doesn't so i framed it up but i did it for my own soul i could have said be healed anyway a week later i got a message from her it was christmas then and she'd eaten puddings and stuff like that was amazing yeah but i can't because i didn't understand god's love for me that time i had to keep this framework of like i'm a new creation and i need to speak and this is the way to do it i couldn't maintain it because i was the son of god not a beloved son of god and then by being a beloved son of god can you maintain it at rest very strong headed people can maintain that thing that's not for everyone yeah you have to uh be the beloved son this is your nature this is what you do you're a speaking spirit a life-giving spirit and you operate by a word yup how are we going for time not cruising right so you've all had kirby here he's moving from collapsed particle food to word literally living off spirit yeah and he just transitioned he talks about being in percentage that's all he's doing this is becoming a spirit being that's all living off a word i promise for me i did it with provision with money okay you do all different areas and the other areas i'm very bad at it and it's like you think that god shows himself faithful you think he's faithful but you know you just know in the area he showed me i'll believe him in that area you know i'm living for finances but not for health i believe for help and not for relationships i live in relationship but not you know not my job you know like job cheat on you hold on and then this other area free but um so uh in in 2013 i left ministry it was not a pleasant uh leaving it was uh quite awful actually and uh that's unfortunate and um and then i was i went to a shack and god did not rock up as an asian chick as a black woman some dude nothing yeah and after serving god and this is the second time i burnt out in ministry i couldn't believe it i just i felt stupid i felt silly and tomorrow we'll talk about feeling silly because you feel silly and you're a christian and you know you shouldn't then you feel silly feeling silly and you feel stupid for feeling stupid yeah and that's the there's no yeah there's no way out of that so i was thinking stupid for feeling stupid i thought i was got really sick i nearly died god healed me miraculously i went back at the ministry burnt out again and now i have damaged my body again in my emotions and i just can't get up and i stayed that shack for maybe two months and then back into adelaide for another month and nothing was work i said god i need something and i just uh i had about 5 000 australian dollars left which is maybe about 4 000 u.s dollars at that time i thought there was a conference on in england i thought i'm going there i'm going to go to that conference it was in clayton and uh i rang up no no i actually didn't i know i just said i'm going to england i don't know why it just seemed like something to do you can't get further from australia than england i don't know further from adelaide so i'm going to england and then i bought my tickets and then i rang my friend uh millie and i said millie hey i'm coming to london like you're near london somewhere i'll we'll catch up when do you land i said like august 6. she goes ian clayton and i are landing at heathrow on august 7th we're doing a conference together come with us i was like that's the little first glimmer of light like maybe god's looking after me here because it felt stupid i feel like i'd been given something precious and i dropped it and broken it again again i broke it again you know and uh and so i did that and like you know you in that time your four thousand dollars becomes two thousand pounds on landing and down down it goes and then my parents who never travel were actually traveling through france at that time i thought i'm going to surprise them so i did the england thing went over to france i booked the same hotel as them so i surprised them when they got there we did some we lived with paris together and then it's time to go home and i had 1 000 australian dollars i remember because it cost 1 000 to fly one way one-way ticket from paris to adelaide and i'm going back in the car i'm still very tired very just don't know anything about god i reset my whole life you know and that's crumbled and now i'm one of my this 2013 so i'm like 38 and um nothing to show for my life i'm sick i'm tired my name is mud in some circles i've got no money no assets and i feel terrible i'm about to spend on a land in australia broke i remember driving back to the hotel and i said to god you know what i'd like to do i would like to go see spain and italy because once you're in europe you know once you're there everything's there yeah you go next next state there there they go to the next country yeah and so um uh i said but you need to tell me something anything i didn't feel any confidence before god i felt stupid i felt like i just hadn't heard him and messed everything up whatever plan he had for me i just crashed into the ground for the second time and life's getting on um i said if you don't tell me if i don't know something from you by after dinner i'm just gonna buy that ticket and go home yeah and let australia broke no income and exhausted with no capacity to work so um and i got home go back to the hotel and i was going to dinner i opened my laptop and on my laptop my facebook's there and there's a little message that says hi chris my name's brian we knew each other when we were four years old i see that you're in paris i am landing in spain tomorrow i'm doing a tour of spain in italy i've repaid for everything would you like to come with me and i discerned i just said that was god oh my god okay so i'll rip through some information here because it has a very important last point yep so um and then they had enough money i got i didn't have money to leave europe and then you know i flew to turkey they didn't have money to leave the country i landed turkey with seventy dollars in my pocket okay i already booked my first hotel and had seventy or something like that i got to the airport send the euro i went to buy a water and i'm going to accept my euro and some turkish guy bought me water and handed it to me so welcome to my country i'm like if i turn around is he going to be there like i didn't know what was going on and then and then all these stories happened and um and i got to this uh and then i ran out of money and i thought i can't go home and with my last money i bought a ticket from istanbul to a place called izmir airline ticket i was going to land in here without any money but what could i do like i can't do anything else that's the only i can spend that money on another night this hotel i'll go to another city so it's one of the cities people told you to go in turkey so and then my friend was in turkey and they took me out for dinner they said what are you doing i said i'm going to izmir tomorrow i said oh ishmael i said yeah she said a friend that i haven't talked to for about five years ramirez rang me just on the way here they're from izmir they said if any christians come to ishmael tell us and we'll pick them up and look after them i'm beginning to suspect that god has been good to me despite any of my attitude or behavior or capacity because i was producing nothing for god at this moment okay so go to izmir i start listening to a guy called george mueller do you know george muller okay so george miller i've got his i can't read i'm so tired so i've got stuff on audiobook i'm listening to his diary on audiobook and george muller was a german guy that went to bristol england and they were killing kids left right and center for economic reasons like throwing them in jail where there's so many orphans and they could use them for factory work in their last two or three days then die get new kids and he was like this is over we had no money so when they do it they said god when they look after these kids basically he found a penny and said well if you give me a penny give me anything and he said i will never ask man for money as long as i live and from there you go there now he built millions and millions of dollars worth of buildings giant mansions and joint estate buildings overlooking bristol now some of the most expensive real estate in the uk like it looks over and he put hundreds and hundreds of thousands of children through school and got them all trades and never asked for money all the money came from me just saying god's faithful and waited and so you may have heard stories of orphans all lining up at the table getting dressed sitting down there's no food yeah just wait and they never missed a meal in like 30 years or 40 years trucks would break down the wedding would be cancelled someone just thought to do something and he would say and his diary was always like ah the joy of when god sees answers your prayer god alone you told no man i made a decision i'm only going to tell god i'm that's how you live rest of my life i'm not going to ask anyone for money ever again not tell anyone my needs i'm just going to go by god okay now god may change that okay because he's done some things to me recently but that was decision i made at that time and so i did and so um i had i spent my last money i was so i listened to him over and again i was so excited about this transition that's my last money at 20 20 turkish lira i went to bed i woke up the next morning i'm like this is it i've got no money it's on this is happening right now i was so excited i thought i'm going to do what i normally do i'm going to stay in the house and don't eat for three days it's not really faith is it so what will i normally do i'll normally go have a turkish breakfast so you walk down to the coast along ishmael's beautiful coast and you have your egg apricot honeycomb and what else they always give you and uh and strong coffee and so i went down it's a hot hot day i walked down down down and i'm walking i'm thinking someone's going i'm gonna meet somebody i'm gonna find a hundred dollars on the ground you know someone's gonna hand me food like something something because i've listened to all these testimonies yeah and testimony means to repeat it that's gonna happen again something's gonna happen i get up to the cafe against the cafe and nothing's happened and then i this beyond stupid feeling stupid i felt like often stupid like what were you thinking as atmosphere came around me and i could see all these negative things at once which is the tip-off that was spiritual like calling my non-christian dad hey non-christian daniel that god you don't believe in yeah he didn't help me out so can you fly me home like just all these things gone through my head i just felt i believed this is it like does god work for me you know god loves you he does stuff for you but he do it for me that type of thing i felt he does not do it this is like proof he doesn't do it for me and i believed and i did all the stuff getting through spain and turkey into here now and it and it's ending now this whole i saw this i'm gonna live with god like this forever and bang it's collapsing right now and it was like a painful atmosphere came around me like super painful and i and this thing i knew like revelation i knew evil revelation that if i said it doesn't work those words that were the words that this pain would go away it was a it was a horrible alone orphan shock is this awful feeling have you ever burnt yourself and it's so painful you put in water and that oh your whole body relaxes it was like that i was in this emotional pain i never said those words i knew that ah i thought why do i know all this stuff i knew this is spiritual something's happening now i'm transitioning mammals losing me they've built a record in me and my family line over generations and it's about to lose it and it's not going to lose it it's put an atmosphere around looking for agreement and so this is how it works under all areas and i learned from a guy called curry blake if you can't speak in faith just shut up so i just i just didn't speak and i wanted to say it didn't work just that the pain would go away i was like what and then i remembered remember that um when i saw my father in france he gave me 80 english pounds because he was going back and i've used all my money and i cashed all my money and stuff i thought surely i've cashed that in but that's anything i can remember so just just just not face like flint but just just like told you like i went back up to my cabin it was so hot i remember so hot i got there in a tiny little room open up a luggage and it's like the same size of the room like um i went through looking look at this 80 pounds that's i just i couldn't hear god look it's like like just i just i mean and i'm looking i look through everything everything everything everything everything and i opened up everything my toiletry bag everything every pocket every zip nothing that was my hope maybe that's it and when when i didn't find 80 pounds the same feeling came back that came back with a rage murder i wanted to hurt god i wanted to hurt him you have abandoned me this is who you are see you do abandon me see you do leave me this way i've always thought this one look at my life it all came and it's there and like this is how i in that moment knew why they pulled jesus's beard out it was a rage this is my the pain i feel god want you to feel this pain and it was all there i just had to be silent but i wanted to i wanted to hurt god because getting right down to the dna adam leaving eden rage the woman you put me here with it's you so that's there i'm just holding it's a horrible feeling and you're accused the devil is framing this up and also accusing you for having the thoughts of that stuff and like he's trying to find agreement in me he wants to lock down that record and everything's hot and say when yeah molecular structure heats up you can shift it and reset it so it's on and i just sat down i didn't know what to do i wanted to cry like a little kid lost at the shopping center i wanted to rage at god i just there's so much going on i look down and beside me there's a singapore airlines like pencil case and there's anything i haven't opened so i pick it up i unzip it and the 80 pounds are in there i was like it went i knew god is faithful he was cranking a new record in me i went down because what's in me reproduces in others i'll take someone 10 years and give away in 10 minutes yeah i went down and from that 80 80 80 british pounds there's one was a scottish pound he says this is this is not real money there's only english pounds i know they're british pounds he goes only england he thought no all right and then so i gave him 70 pounds from that 70 pounds i probably got 50 pounds with the turkish lira from the sky and with that 50 pounds i went to all the churches of revelation and to patmos and back again and money would just keep coming in at the right moment okay i tell the story and the story and story there's so many stories because every day was a miracle yeah yeah and even going out to patmos i bought the ticket and i was on the island i booked my hotel i was on a ferry they shouldn't even exist they told me there's no ferry to patmos and yet there it was and now i'm going to on the fire of the fat moss and i had no money so i thought well you guys have to provide me food when i get there or something because every day you're waiting for this thing to just stop and collapse and then millie sent me 47 pounds saying 40 testing leads to seven perfection and i was like i didn't care about the prophecy i was like 47 pounds so i cashed it in i got to my room my room was 407. yeah i got around and then i got all the way into cappadocia which in the middle of turkey and cappadocia is where um the this record we're believing now that we're fully god fully man we became everything he is because he became everything we are it was protected there okay they all ran away to the desert to protect the incarnation of christ and then our deification that's what they call it deification we call it sanctification they call it sanctification they call it deification defecation that's the process we're under deification not becoming more holy we are holy when that god-like nation had come out i was there and i booked this hotel and i paid for it up front and the last day once again i paid my last five dollars for food i didn't know how i was going to leave the town the next day but i had faith that god's going to give me a way to get out of this town tomorrow yeah they go see the guy and say what time's check out tomorrow he says 12 o'clock come and pay then i was like what i said oh no no i've already paid i booked on the internet he goes no no that's just the booking you pay at the end i said no no i booked on booking.com he goes no no in turkey at the end and like i had faith for a bus out but this shocked me i didn't have faith for this and i was like oh no i booked a hotel without paying for it now i owe this guy money like what have i done and i can feel coming back again i went back to my room and surely enough i hadn't paid for it at all i just only booked it so i'm in my room i thought god if i pray i'll pray myself out of faith yeah yeah so my faith is in me not praying it's done me not praying is my faith so i went to bed and i thought i'm gonna have awesome dreams tonight like i have really awesome dreams guys going to show me stuff tonight and uh no dreams wake up in the morning and check my laptop no money so i had breakfast in the hotel which was included in the room which i haven't paid for went back to my room checked my laptop no money went for a walk around the town called gorama beautiful town came back 11 o'clock checked my laptop no money packed up my belongings put everything against the door at 11 30. check my laptop there's an email from my dad non-christian dad says ah chris just remembered that you know three months ago i bought your brother a new garage door so they keep everything even i've just paid you the same amount of money because australia to australia bank accounts went straight through and i had two thousand dollars and two thousand dollars is like a millionaire like two thousand dollars can be exchanged for goods and services like it's it's really exciting and i knew and then it's on and i cried i cried and i cried that time i cried and um but it's a record and then from there i got from there to jordan then jordan to america usa then usa into bolivia and peru back to america and then to usa and then to hawaii which is you're not usa but it's a big trip and then to japan and then to um vietnam and then to singapore and then singapore to hong kong and hong kong to home okay and never use my credit card you know never went below zero never had to owe money never paid we'll never pay interest on my credit card should i say like never use debt and this is the point what about have i messed this up all right three minutes i'm home and i'm cooking dinner and uh i've got back and my parents are saying you're gonna get a job you're gonna get a job and um and i'm like in my home cooking dinner at midnight just i like to cook and i was just cooking and uh talking to god and i was thinking ah because i've been believing and believing and on the way back i was in singapore i was about to fly back to australia and i had a dream to go to hong kong i was like oh i can't do it i can't do another miracle i cannot i have any money well i know that have i asked the hong kong people to fly to hong kong on points or something they would do it i know land in hong kong oh no i'll meet someone on the airplane awesome at the airport like i know i was like god can i just go home i can't i couldn't i couldn't do it anymore that's very important point i got to hong kong hong kong was hard and they flew me there and they flew me back and it didn't cost me anything like like it was just so hard and it ended really difficult and i just just hold hold your faith hold hold your faith like you know hold at the cafe hold and then hold in cappadocia and bolivia like hold i'm in bolivia there's tarantulas like just hold like just and just and like and after all this it got you down by the end i was exhausted i was so tired i got home so tired so i'm in my kitchen i'm like god just imagine just imagine knowing that every friday you got 500 dollars just nine 500 comes every friday oh i felt oh imagine that you have to wait you know tomorrow how's lunch gonna happen how's this travel going to happen just the 500 comes imagine that and i spent this whole year that's listening to god like trying to work out what he's saying you know looking at numbers and number plates and you know like is that a bible verse and all these things like that oh my tickets 23a what's 23a like just like just trying to hear god the whole time yeah and that it wore me out and then but i'm i'm always on to hear from god to have to do it every day to eat and um and i heard this music i had music playing in the atmosphere like the movie inception it's like music just playing in the atmosphere and i went i knew god's speaking to me this song the lyrics to this song is what god's saying to me right now i'm like we're on we're back on and like your heart's over like come on god and then the song was like what's the song with the song i know this song i know i know i know i know i know it if i get the lyrics i know what god sang to me the lyrics came you're as cold with his eyes you're willing to sacrifice our love but jesus uses the fence to rule the heart yeah that's what he always does and like and they're like it was it was shocking i was in instant denial and that can't be right and then the fence and everything and then then god told me he goes chris you want to go back back to a job as your source not saying working is not wrong i'm saying your job to be a source us traveling together that's our love that's what we do together you and i travel together that's that's father and son that's what we do i never ever saw it that way i saw it as a faith dynamic believe in the word of god and you follow his principles and it works it was amazing it was unmaintainable and god said to me chris you traveled the world by faith faith is exhausting of itself because of the soul hold believe hold and he told me now go again i just in the world trip with no money i go home he said now go again and this time travel by love don't faith anything in don't confess anything in don't use any principles don't use the wrong second realm laws don't use any spiritual laws just go and know you're loved and it took me three months to obey that actually i got a rebuked dream to go yeah and i went and this time i didn't face anything in i didn't hold the thing i didn't look for the numbers and the number plates and the bible verses and stuff like that and i didn't well i'm doing something spiritual like i'm going to a church revelation that's spiritual god will pay for that i didn't like there's no rat it's just i'm loved i'm just going to go and i found that harder living by faith because faith has laws and principles that always work even if god hates you they still work yeah but love depended completely on his character and nothing to do with me and him your spirit beings we operate by love we operate by word and that is rest as you see that rest caused a lot of wasn't restful but it's from rest and once you transition over and you operate by his character alone because he has qualified you you're holy and blames in his sight forever he looks at you constantly like that mother always with that love world building together co-regulating emotions and intentions together never still face always with you and from that place his word always works and let his word do the work i'm not saying don't work from this rest work 80 hours a day with every 8 hours a week do what you want from rest start 20 businesses whatever fulfill your call the desire of your heart but based on this because there's no you cannot earn it there's nothing you can achieve to get there whatever there is and then if you got there you can't maintain it so you have to complete like you're on the chair you see all the weights on the chair that's it it's always there it's based on his character his delight and all the resources of heaven are there if you will not use the armor flesh the flesh will not inherit the kingdom the high priest was not allowed to sweat it must come from him and when he is your source then all you're doing is governing increase like adam and eve and adam and eve worked they tended the garden but the garden naturally grew they tended what the kingdom was providing now give them a curse but i swept your brow your work against the thorns and thorns and the thistles second atom thorns and thistles into the brow curse over the kingdom wants wants to provide but we set the parameters by us saying yes or no you're a hard task master you've brought us the desert to die if you say it will happen surely it will happen yeah he's qualified to and that's the rest so the seeds found good soil it's gonna grow in you that guy's gonna give an opportunity to choose an invisible promise over a natural physical supply that's gonna be a good moment for you there could be many areas but he will follow us all differently the way we are someone says hard like yes i'm in like you know my friend broke his foot he's like god's held my foot god till my foot okay you have to be that guy you can slowly work your way in yeah like you'd have to go like i'm leaving off communion i'm never eating again or or you could slowly just transition yourself over time eat less and less let your body catch up it's okay but we're all moving to be spirit beings yeah so we can heal the body and all creation good [Music] you

Channel: As He Is Ministries

Views: 10,023

Rating: 4.8536587 out of 5

Keywords:

Id: 9DVqTwc5ikY

Length: 72min 25sec (4345 seconds)

Published: Sat Aug 15 2020