Kingdom Family Gathering 2020 - Heidi Baker (Friday Night)

can we just welcome my dear friend and sister Heidi Baker bless you guys thank you Jesus Thank You Jennifer and Lafe and Christy and Mike and thank you thank you thank you Jesus we love you so much Lord you are our light your I love your our passion and Lord we're here for you sha na na Nana ma say Lord I thank you Jesus I thank you for these beautiful lay down lovers on Valentine's Day Jesus here we are to just to love on you you are the object of our affection Jesus you're the light of our life Jesus you're the reason you're the reason for everything Jesus we love being with you Jesus we love just spending this time with you God we Lord we just want to be with you every day night and day and day and night and night and day and day and night Jesus Jesus Jesus let's just I know we've been singing for several hours but it's worship we've been just worshiping for hours wow you know it's like if you if you ever fell in love and you were on a long long day you didn't look at your watch one time cuz you're just so in love you don't need to look at it cuz you just want to be with the one that you're with well when you fall in love with Jesus like that time just flies by your decide Jesus Jesus just let's just sing his name just from for a few more minutes let's just stare into his eyes and you some of you say oh I I can't see him but just just focus your affections on him right now you go ahead and lead just just sing name the name of Jesus you go ahead and lead out Jesus Sheila lalalalalala geez geez Jesus Jesus just a little more just yeah just like you're you're just right there just with Jesus yeah the object of your affection this beautiful Valentine's Day we celebrate love we celebrate all the sweetness of love the the mercy of love the goodness of love we look into the eyes of Jesus and we just sing Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus who really lalalalay Jesus gee he's Korean oh no no no no no mercy geez Korean a la mulana mercy Jesus Korean on ilana mercy Jesus Jesus Jesus we wanna go deeper Jesus we wanna fall more in love with you Jesus Lord we need oil oil oil oil Jesus here we come Jesus we're buying oil Jesus oh Jesus to the life giver Jesus you're the object of our affection thank you Jesus for making a way for us to run into Papa's arms thank you Jesus thank you Jesus holy spear we love you we worship You Holy Spirit we worship You Jesus we worship you up a daddy we worship you our Living God we worship you Living God we worship our Living God and we say just drop it we pray just drop and drop in deeper drop in deeper into our hearts Lord take us so deep Lord we just get drowned in your love God oh-ah korabik autobus say let it be fun tonight God just let it be fun tonight God we just want to splash tonight God we just want to splash in your River Lord we want to go deep in your River God splash in the river of your glory love God go ahead and just drowned us Jesus we just want to go ahead and just be drownded in your love oh go ahead God take us deep and take us so deep that we just have no other desire but to live in that place of the depths of your heart and the depths of your love thank you Jesus thank you Jesus they you Jesus yes Lord yes Lord yes Lord Oh Sakuraba ah warlord are you ready just have fun in his presence I don't know that's what I was sensing like what do you want to do we just want to have fun in his presence don't you sometimes you just I don't know I just I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna just enjoy myself I'm taking my boots off you know I know where I am does shock Obama there they go oh I'm so happy to be here Thank You Christie and Mike and everyone that's here laughs and Jennifer happy birthday to your ministry we love it love it love it can we just say happy birthday again global missions movement 20 years come on Peter and John and David I think I just Joseph I'd love you guys I could just this is family do you love family I love family I have just can I just give you a little testimony ah I have just been in Brazil for the last 12 days and I'm telling you has anybody been hearing about what's going on there like the glory of God I'm serious the glory of God it is I mean in one day a hundred and forty thousand believers gathered can you imagine that do you know what that's like that is just the most glorious thing ever where all the churches like they got rid of their junk even if it was for a day they got rid of their junk and they just got rid of it and they stopped with everybody just stopped competing and stopped fighting and stopped back fighting I just got together John 17 and we just worship the Lord and you think we worshipped a while tonight some of you I'm telling you oh we just worshiped and worshiped and worship we worship between worship it was just so glorious do you know we get to do this forever we get to be in the kingdom and we we get to be face to face with King Jesus forever and ever and ever are you excited about that I I'm happy about that I just want to go deeper and further than I've ever been before and I've been praying for a word I really have I've been asking Jesus like what is a lord I love this book do you love this book the Bible do you love it do you have it do you read it it's such a great book I love it and oh the Pulaski's are here that is there a just amazing family carrying the Word of God I'm gonna start with a testimony just because they're here is that okay okay I we are the body of Christ we're the hands of Jesus were the feet of Jesus right were the feet on the ground do you believe that we're the feet on the ground well what if you think you're just part of your little movement that's pretty scary what if you're what if you're part of a bigger family that's a lot better what if you're part of the body of Christ what if the body of Christ arts working together what would that look like like that's what we just saw in Brazil I mean I I got to see and and I got the great blessing and privilege of just being there for such a time as this just just to be there and and share the gospel and just think wow four there were four full stadiums in one week of people worshiping the Lord but they didn't just come and worship they were activated to go into all the world and preach the gospel come on whether it's across the street or around the world but what do you do what do you do when the Lord calls you to carry the gospel like how do you carry it have you ever seen a missionary after four decades we should be the happiest people on the planet we should be the happiest people on the planet because we get to carry the gospel but so many times you see sour miserable missionaries or ministers we don't want to be that we want to be excited about God not just hype hype swen like I mean Brazilians are loud I'm telling you they're loud loud I had two earplugs in oh thank you Jesus and things were ringing and banging and but it was glorious I like Lord thank you Jesus on this pray for I have an anointing for deaf ears but lord I don't want to like it to be fine Heelys wow that was a lot why was you so but it was glorious okay I'm gonna start I'm gonna start they tell testimonies in between I don't know why don't you stretch your hands out pray for me how would that be that's okay let's see it's like oh I was trying to look at my watch and had a prayer sign that's awesome it's 908 so just so you know sha cut about any time you have to leave you feel free but pray for me first thank you Jesus thank you Jesus CUDA mush a pray just for I I learned to ask yeah I learned to ask CUDA no no no mush a thank you Jesus thank you Jesus okay thank you that's good that was nice I'm borrowing my seat I had um I have lots of Bibles I were a ridiculous amount of Bibles do you I think my phone I can't remember how many I have on my phone I think I have 15 versions on my phone I love it I love that we have access to the Word of God do you love that sometimes people have access and they don't they don't enjoy it do you have a favorite translation yeah I I love I love the passion the thing is it's not all you know I don't have the whole Bible in it so I borrowed mics because I have my purse is so heavy people carrying it get tired so I just brought one on but the word I believe I want to share from Ezekiel 47 because it has to do melt going deeper and I feel like if we'll go deeper that we're gonna see in a different dimension do you want to see in a different dimension do you want to just carry glory do you like Ezekiel 47 okay I might move around a lot I don't know we'll see the man brought me back to the entrance of the temple and I saw water coming out from the under the threshold of the temple towards the east the water was coming down from under the south side of temple he then brought me out through the north gate and led me around the outside to the outer gate facing east and the water was flowing from the south side as the man went eastward with a measuring line in his hand he measured off a thousand cubits then he led me through water that was ankle deep then he measured off a thousand cubits and he led me through water that was knee-deep then he measured off another thousand he led me through water that was up to my waist can you still move when it's up to your waist can you still do it on your own kind if it's a little harder when you're walking through ankle deep water you can move a bit when it's knee-deep it's a little more challenging when it's waist-deep you're you're gonna start if you have any body fat you're gonna your blaggs are gonna start to come up I do have friends that just sink but most of us float most of us float in some way so what happened was this this angelic being was taken Ezequiel in and he was saying you got to go deeper than you've ever been now this is a literal word for Israel right you know that you you know that about the Bible right that it's really speaking about a place and places and people that actually exists like Israel's still place and and the Jews are still people yeah you're just just checking just checking you I just so much to share so so then the water got what happened to the water what happened it got deeper how deep did again how deep did it get he measured off another thousand and now it's a river that he could not cross because the water had risen and was deep enough to swim in a river that no one could cross me asked me son of man do you see this then he led me back to the bank of the river when I arrived there I saw a great number of trees on each side of the river and he said to me this water flows towards the eastern region it goes down into the Arabah where it enters the sea when it enters the sea the water there becomes fresh swarms of live I love that word do you love that word hopeful fuga like swarms an extravagant amount of fish do you believe that fish speak about souls as well do you believe that yes no are you it's too late 9:14 past your bedtime what do you believe it's about souls that we're gonna see the souls coming in that we're going to get so deep in the spirit and then the souls are coming in and another translation that I love is that strange fish I like that fish of many kind strange fish have you ever come across a strange fish when it empties into the sea the water becomes fresh swarms of living creatures will live wherever the river flows and there will be large numbers of fish because this water flows there and makes the salt water fresh so where the river flows everything will live fishermen will stand along the shore from and geti to an egg lame and there will be places for spreading nets the fish will be of many kinds like the fish of the great sea but the swamps and marshes will not become fresh for they will be left for salt fruit trees of all kinds will grow on both banks of the river their leaves will not river their leaves will not wither nor wear their fruit fail every month maybe we should say that every month do you know you're called to be fruitful every month not just once in a while what would that look like fruit that's just continuously fruitful fruitful trees fruitful trees where you're not just Bering Sea for years we tried so hard we tried so hard ask anyone who's been in ministry for four decades five decades two days ask anyone can you bear fruit on your own can you just you know wait - sometimes certain cultures I travel a lot I've been to a hundred and thirty-one nations now preaching the gospel I love that and I do love that that when God calls you he just calls you and that's my calling I know it I'm I'm called to Mozambique and I'm called to the world so I just count the days and then I know where I'm going I'm not sure who's picking me up or where I'm gonna sleep but had sub-cultures you don't if it's impartation time they want you to go to them and I'm always saying I am different you don't will hes amazing' will works with us he's one of our main leaders down will heart he's awesome he likes to watch everybody like stand up and if you stand up I'll bless you and and then and randy's doesn't like that a lot of times and I've watched life I love watch differing anointed people and I love it David just prophesized positive over everybody he you know I do want to say this I know it's like jumping around but it's okay he's when he comes to Mozambique we have our senior staff we'll get together and then some Rascals will sneak in you know and so we have this one son who's a real rascal he knows him he's like I picked him up nine times he ran away nine times I picked him up nine times do you know what that's like that's a rascal right anybody that runs away nine time back to the garbage and I'm this has to do with with the message I just not sure how yet but but David he was like prophesying it went on you don't sometimes you you can look at your clock and and or you're wondering about what time are really or how long are we gonna go and and I don't know it was probably 11:30 at night and I mean I was wanting to go deeper still but I actually just wanted to go deeper still and sleep on the bottom do you know what I mean just I was ready to sleep I was just I was done I was so tired and here was here was David just prophesying waiting long words over everybody it was awesome and he finally he gets to the biggest rascal we've got like this is a rascal like everything you could do to mess up he's done it but times like 10 do you know what I mean but he's in there because he still thinks he's a leader bless his heart and and he said he did he just like uh his name he calls himself George Rowland Heidi Baker and that's how he introduces himself to everybody anybody been to mozambique Pemba you you've met him and I'm watching this precious man David and he's like he gets to George and I'm thinking all right what's he gonna like okay he's always seeing the gold you know and I'm like I'm believing for it like and he come I think he went on like 20 minutes just pulling the gold just just and I don't know it is undid me because I thought of Hal the Lord like the Lord sees and when we stepped into the presence of God everything changes and the Lord's plan for each one of these strange fish that he's pulling in each one of us all the different varieties of us it's good like what God has to say about you is good only through the blood of Jesus like without the blood of Jesus you should just run you should run really fast and really far because without the blood of Jesus any prophet can pull out the bad stuff like it's pretty easy it's like I used to hear um I heard some of my Pentecostal friends say they used to be terrified when prophets would come they'd be like oh they're gonna call out every single sin it's just gonna be horrible and so they were just like tremble and run and I thought if anybody should have trembled and ran it was George but the Lord too saw just covered George in the blood of Jesus and you know what George is hardly he's very he's just not getting drunk as often he's not stealing as often and and I know he's on some of you like no we should be honest he's on a journey but he's getting there like he's just believing believing that that God could really really forgive him that God could really redeem him that he could really be a son he forgets it for a while and he just falls down but then the Lord just pulls him back oh I love watching Protocol's come home but some cultures you go to their their meetings and and it's time to lay hands on somebody and they want you to pick them so um I could list off about eight countries like that anybody traveled knows and so if they think you're gonna go where people they're shaking you know they'll be like I'll be like don't look I want you to focus on your now just trying to let you know there there could you pick them and and sometimes it's like that in ministry we just to push and we strive and it's like and we see somebody else do it and and you find out you look you hear about Thao in Brazil and Andy bird and you're like harder forty thousand people showed up in a day let's write down their strategy cuz their strategy must be incredible if we could just get their strategy then all of Colorado would be rocked with the power of God well my dear it doesn't quite work like that all your striving and all your strategy will just get you tired you're just gonna get your muscle you're just gonna need a massage there's only one way you're just gonna have to abide in Jesus fix your eyes on Jesus go deeper in the presence of God because what he has for you and what he has for your brother what he has for your sister they're all beautiful things but they're they're all different we are not called to walk in somebody else's anointing we're called to walk in the anointing that God has put on our lives do you understand that yes but when we're in the glory and in the presence and we go deep there will always be fruit because we'll be in the presence of Jesus we'll be connected with Jesus will be delighted with Jesus what is your assignments what is your assignment can you ask somebody that like what's your assignment no ok that's alright it might be too late you know 925 what's your assignments see when you when you understand your assignment and you're fixing your eyes on Jesus you're covered in the blood of Jesus you're holding the hands of father you're stepping on his feet then everything is possible through him you see God is calling us to this place of depth the depth of his heart were totally dependent that's why I believe in the book here Ezekiel he went over his head now I'm not I'm not one of these people I remember many times I've been in renewal a long time as long as possible I remember hearing drink don't think have you ever heard that no okay you probably heard it it probably bothered you a little bit I don't know I drink drink drink drink drink in fact the first time I learned how to drink because I was Pentecostal you know since I was 16 if you drank anything you know like that was fermented you went straight to hell right away and I'm just saying when they first said to drink I was like what are these people talking about it freaked me out I'm just telling you the truth freaked me out and I'm not telling you to drink you know fermented something don't write that that would not be what I'm saying I didn't say that people are strange I remember being in big trouble for going to Toronto I can say Toronto because I saw you're gonna have the people come here and so I can say it some places you can't say it and so I remember the first time I got really rekt you know in God really rekt you know what I mean no I was wrecked as a 16 year old Pentecostal I was wrecked you know I prayed all the time I fasted more than should have been allowed except for Lou Engel he he just keeps yeah I just you oh I got to Brazil first thing there's loose guys they hand me another book on 40 day fasting I'm like thank you I thank you thank you bless your heart I've yes Lord I've done a few you know but oh lord have mercy how many Shaka Rama just saying we all have our gifts you know we all have our assignments and I believe in fasting but I fasted so much I was so skinny and so hungry that I don't know how I stood up you know this went on for about three decades it's beautiful but anyway I got to the the revival and I remember just the revival in and I I was frightened by the people they looked very strange one of them had on a muumuu with flowers the other the man matched you know with a matching MooMoo shirt they looked very odd and I said I don't I don't think so you know I just I just don't think so I don't really like their clothes they're scaring me they had big hands big hands massive hands they were big people with big clothes and big hands and I was scared I was I was scared of them I just defended my PhD and I didn't want to you know lose my my I didn't want to lose it and so when they said you should come forward because I got healed of pneumonia I didn't want to go forward because I knew those big hands those big people with the muumuu shirt and the muumuu dress they were gonna slap me on the head and I didn't wanted to have that happen I'm like no I don't want and they said their theology was terrible their theology was terrible and I was offended I didn't like their theology I was way in the back you know there were six seven thousand people I don't know I didn't count I was a tired exhausted missionary that I wasn't about to count I didn't even think of counting but it was jammed and people were in there and they're like you're not allowed to smoke I'm like a Pentecostal I don't smoke I was just angry as a I flew in an airline where there is smoking you know anyway they told me I couldn't smoke I was offended I was dumped sad I was like and they they said you're gonna be healed and I'm like great wonderful yes I was like holding on to the wall double pneumonia I got totally healed instantly and they said if you don't come forward they called me out you know out of a crowd of thousands if you don't come forward you're gonna lose your healing I'm like oh come on please theology I don't want to come forward I'm not going forward you're gonna slap me on the head and I don't want to be slapped and I don't want to come forward and these people in the muumuu outfits kept saying come forward or you'll lose your healing finally I was like Oh crud Oh crud I don't know if you can say crud in church but I said it crud crud I don't want to go forward and then I thought what if they're right like just I didn't think they could be but I thought in case maybe I didn't want to have pneumonia anymore and I don't want it to like come back if I did go forward I couldn't breathe so I thought I might as well move and I mean tux takes about 25 minutes to get down to the front of a place like that so I'm like down down down I come in just as I thought slap me on the head that's what they did I am and I mean I didn't I'm gonna tell you my testimony thinks Joseph this helping me if you didn't like the message just blame Joseph does say Joseph you shouldn't told her that he said share your testimony so here did so I'm I get slapped on the head now I'd never wanted to look foolish this was very important to me I know you're like two like baby anyway I did not want to look foolish I'll explain that in a minute so I'm on my face I'm not gonna do it because someone will take a video and they'll splice it and stick it on something so I'm not doing not going to show you but I was down there and I was on a carpet swimming like a fish like a fish on a carpet I can't believe that happened to me but there besides the muumuu people there was this other person there Carol you might she's coming here I think and she said she said I don't know how she found out my name but she did swim Heidi swim swim Heidi swim so I'm like a carpet now that's odd that's seriously on this is not water this is a carpets I did not want I did not want to look foolish I did not want anything to do with that with the dress code IIIi had all kinds of reasons to not enter in and so I didn't understand what was going on as I'm swimming on the carpets but I knew one thing that I wasn't called to check my brain at the door but somehow I got so deep in the spirit of the Living God so deep that I didn't here if I looked foolish hallelujah now if you're more afraid about what people think of you than you are of with a holy fear of the Lord because obedience is better than sacrifice obedience is better than sacrifice if you're more concerned about what people think of you than you are with obeying the Living God then you will live your life ankle deep knee deep wherever you can control yourself wherever you can control yourself you will do it your way and you will give God some credits or you could be one of the ones he's calling everyone to come deep I really believe revelation 22 John 4 psalm 1zq 47 come on deeper still deeper still he's calling us deep but if we if we keep worrying about what other people think we're never gonna go as deep as God wants us to go a couple of days ago in Brazil I just I just went deep I was speaking it was a it was a big meeting it was just after the stadium and and it was loud I mean they have like in it even a church even if it was like this size they'd have like six speakers you know it's just and and I'm thinking okay you know I think I just want to get out you know because I could sleep maybe a little bit before I get on a plane to do this again but I felt the Holy Spirit drawing me you know what that's like when Holy spirt show it up he's here what do I do I could just escape and I could just leave or I could I could just say okay more Lord more Lord and and I just thought okay okay I'm prepared now I'm prepared now could you hand me this pillow yes I I prepare myself now I bring this pillow you know I bring this pillow I give him away a lot don't ask for it ahead of time I'll figure out which anyway III bring this pillow why because I was stuck seven days and seven nights on my head like face down so I I now have a pillow because now whenever I the Lord's gonna knock me down or I'm gonna go facedown I like to be comfortable at least I like to be able to breathe as so I bring it with me everywhere some people think it's because I need it for my back or I needed for the plane or what up no it's my soaking pillow so I I I was really grateful for this pillow sometimes I've given away my pillow early that's called unsanctified mercy when you do that you suffer because if God knocks you out or you lay down and then you don't have it it's hard to breathe and so you feel that some of you don't understand you're not writing notes but you know you I'll get there no I'm teasing you honey I'm teasing you anyway I went facedown this was in like really just now now and I'm faced down and the heavy weighty glory falls on me Here I am like you think like that the revival in Toronto I mean that started 25 26 years 27 years I don't know ago I I went there in 84 I don't know 95 95 yeah I've been in lots of revivals I love revivals but just a couple of days ago the heavy glory of God fell on me and I mean it fell on me so strongly that that I was unable to move and that hadn't happened to me in a while nobody slapped me on the head nobody laid hands on me nobody knocked me down with their anointing I simply felt the presence of God and I went face down and as I went face down the heavy weighty glory of God fell on me and as I just pressed in for more and more of Jesus it got heavier and heavier and heavier and heavier and at the end as there you realize it's time to move it was after midnight and I could sense there were some people wanting to leave don't worry that freaks some people out there I I was I just thought okay I'm gonna kind of move now I'm gonna try to lift up my head and I'm gonna get out because I need to sleep for a few hours and I tried to lift up my head and it was impossible it was as gloriously heavy weighty glorious happened to me in that awesome revival in Toronto and has happened to me since but hereafter over four decades of preaching the gospel the Lord invites me in you see another night it wasn't convenient for me it wasn't convenient for me I actually needed to move I thought but if God's touching you it doesn't matter if it's convenient for you God was touching me in that place and the heavy glory got so heavy that I literally couldn't move and I can't remember somebody had mercy on me or they were just tired and they wanted me to go and so they came over and said can we help you I said I hope so like I don't I literally couldn't move and it took it took four people to get me peel me off the floor there and there I am again and you could think whoa haven't you done that haven't you been there and done that and I'm just pressing in for more of Jesus I'm pressing in for love and I was just so in the glory so in the presence that I absolutely incapacitated and I now with social media people just film everything it's ridiculous they film everything I don't go on social media by the way somebody does post for me my devotionals and pictures I don't look at it I don't look what's for what's against I can't I don't want to I don't have time it's impossible for me but I know because I hear about what people you know they take little bits of this little bits of that and they they make things up you know what I mean Rascals and and they picked me up and I I couldn't walk well and I was like doing these steps you know and then I had they put me in this beautiful hotel because it was in Brasilia the capital and and this they put me in this beautiful hotel and now I got a I got a walk in front of those what do you call those people that take care of you in the hotel yes thank you concierge and then there were several people there and I'm thinking Lord they're gonna think I'm I'm drunk they're gonna think I'm drunk and I've already shared the gospel with these people I share the gospel with everyone and so I've already shared the gospel I don't know if they were the shift when I checked in or not but I always share the gospel so now here I go you know trying to walk past these people I've got three girls trying to help me to the to my room and I'm like and I'm thinking oh sweet Jesus what are they gonna think and I'm in the capital city and I mean the whole thing it's like lord have mercy and he's like do you care more about people's opinion of you or do you care about what I'm doing in your heart and I like Lord go ahead go ahead Lord go ahead and I don't care if I look like the most foolish person on the planet if I'm connected to you that's what matters and I'm like god I just want to be with you and they they literally had to pick me up and put me on the bed and one of my assistants marina my Brazilian assistant she's awesome she was laughing hysterically she wrapped me up she said you know she's speaking in Portuguese she's wrapping me up like a taco and she did take pictures sent it to my team there she is completely toasted but I'm telling you I know how to stay full and some of you like what does that help this do is thankful it has to do with trusting Jesus more than I trust my own understanding like if God wants to touch me Who am I to say how if Holy Spirit wants to move me Who am I to say hell all I want to be is the one who says yes so shocked I drop I cut up I say what does it look like Lord what do you want to say now Lord just for a minute sure I must say just pray for him another minute Shana no no no Massa say she no no no no no must say Lord what does it look like God how do you want to touch us what do you want to do you want to take us further and deeper Lord we want to know what it looks like God we want to be the ones that just yield ourselves to you God and you just undo us Lord we want fruit twelve months of the year we want the river of God flowing from the Lamb of God from the throne of God and of the lamb down the streets Lord we want to see the river of your glory love just flowing out of our lives like John for Lord we want to see the glory of your River love flowing out of our life Scott Shea no no no no no no must say so lord I just pray right now you just start start just falling in the room Lord all over the place just start falling on people Lord take a hold of their hands Lord let people start jumping out of the boat let them just start jumping out of the boat let them start jumping out of the boat and into your heart out of the boat and into your heart out of the boat and into your heart shake our bus say okay here we go this is I think this is the next and probably the last point I'm not sure but I think so whoa I am longing to go so deep in the Lord so deep in Holy Spirit so face to face with Jesus that I literally don't argue with him anymore whoa now yeah I'm gonna share this about I'm just loaning it I was in Brazil I am gonna tell you this story years ago 20-some years ago I was in Brazil Randy started calling me to go to Brazil and he would tell people my testimony and I started getting calls all over Brazil and the first time I went to Brazil III said I'm gonna speak Portuguese I'm not gonna use a translator you know I had to learn local dialect in my country and I learned Portuguese from the street kids I got to Brazil the so cocky the way they pronounce everything's different and I made up a whole lot of words so they they they didn't understand me but they said we don't understand her but there's an anointing you know so I thought they were understanding me turns out they didn't understand me but the anointing fell anyway Shekhar Abba and this precious Mandir say oh he just Papa dear say oh he just believed in the call of God of my life he's the first one that invited me to Brazil he and he Randi brought him over to the States and he met me and he just said come on over to Brazil mama and so I went over there and he believed in the call of God on my life this was years ago I don't know 23 24 years ago and I went over to Brazil and I'm thinking they're understanding me no but he understands a thing you know I said LM went to bomb she's really an awesome God and I got in trouble for that but I didn't you know I didn't mean it as just in Mozambique le and Ella we don't really differentiate so Li Grande and then I said be shabby Shadia Noida be shabby shabby and Muslim because simply Ibiza in Muslim peak there are lines and lines of people only in in Brazil be she means gay so us engaged night in gays day engaged all the time gays everywhere gays gays gays so she's wonderful and gays gays gays and people were very concerned with me and my theology but I just didn't know you know and then I see uh killed Casa de baño and they're like how many baths do you need a day Casa de baño and Muslim because is the restroom the toilet and they're like she's always asking for Casa de baño and then I'd say I'll go Matta beitia which means kill your bugs and that's kill your bugs is breakfast might the peace you kill not to be shocked and they're like she wants to kill her bugs take a shower hang out with the gays and and her gods a shake you know I got in all kinds of trouble Mundus over language I'm just saying people don't always understand what you're trying to say and Holy Spirit's like Holy Spirit wants to teach you his language and so you go to a renewal meeting and someone's learning holy spurts language and there and then you don't understand because they're saying something like I just said because they don't understand the language yet do you see what I'm saying Holy Spirit wants to teach you his language but it takes time you need to take the time to learn the language of Holy Spirit so anyway that was my experience in Brazil and it's shocking they invited me back but they did they invited me back and I explained no I don't think God - she and I think I mean that's cues of people not gays everywhere here and there and everywhere and out the door and in the room anyway I mean and I don't take a bath six times a day but I use the restroom more than that and I mean and we don't kill your budget breakfast is beautiful but you know in Mozambique we kill the bugs and I'm turning you know explain myself oh we can get so offended at people it's hilarious oh but anyway this precious man believed in my call you ever had anybody believe in the calling of God on your life I had a spiritual mama Juanita Vinson she uh I loved her so much she prophesied everything that's happening in my life she prophesied all of it she wants she said millions of dollars are gonna flow through your hand I couldn't buy an orange juice I'm like but I believe your mama I believe you mama she just you know one of those prophets they just see way and she would prophesy prophesy awesome rollin I begun yeah it was wonderful but it's all it's all true Oh Shekar ABBA Thank You Jesus holy spurts in the room Shana must say Ike I know he's omnipresent omnipotent omniscient come on but when his presence whoa drops in you should just be I want more I want more Shannon I must say I want more Lord I want more Shane and I must say I want more Lord I want more Shannon and I must see some people just want to get knocked down but other people found out that you can get down you can get down and you can you can just press in for more of God you can get down and you can just cry out for more of God you can trust that God absolutely wants to give you fruit 12 months of the year Wow you can believe the Word of God on your life you can believe what God says over you like so here it was and some of you are gonna be so happy this was not you this amazing anointed Papa dear sale I God is calling you to children and and I prophesied over him and prayed over him and I saw him in the slums the favelas and he just went and he went and the worst slum in all of San Paulo he just he just is a Papa there and so many hundreds and thousands of children have been undone by the love of Jesus through this precious papa but back then he said Heidi I see you that he calls me Mom i de mama I see a big stadium you're gonna be preaching in stadiums so I'm gonna rent a stadium so he called me over there I don't remember how many years ago I tried to blank it out of my conscience but the Lord lets you leave things like this in your conscience right so he rents he doesn't have any money to speak of he goes into debt he rents this gigantic Stadium in San Paulo and he puts up posters everywhere and he he forgot to you know do the thing where you talked to the other pastors in the city you know and make sure they're gonna join you in this do you understand so he forgot to do that so these people started talking about this little blonde woman that calls god ella calls god she and they started talking about the Mahtob issues and the bee shoes and the and the bee says and they started talking and they started going on the radio and and they started warning people about this and so I showed up to the stadium and we came in the back and there were there was a big parking lot but no cars and I kind of thought well is anyone coming or what did we get the day wrong and I walk in and there's this massive stadium and it was totally empty totally empty and there were about two hundred people who were their sales friends who were gonna be Usher's for the stadium the only problem was there was nobody to Usher it was a totally empty stadium I showed up to that now that was one of the greatest tests of my life the Lord asked me what was I gonna do dear sale was crying my dear brother he he'd actually gone into debt we had actually gotten everything wrong we actually I didn't ask to do this he said the Lord showed him to do it the only thing he was just about 20-some years off of the timing and I showed up and then and there the people were there there were just the ones with the usher shirts nobody else came it was boycotted by everybody and the Lord said what are you going to do and I said lord I believe that you want me to stop for the one so the stage had enough room for every one of those uh sure's to come and I said Lord what do you want me to do he said I want you to speak about stopping for the one I want you to preach the gospel I want you to see their faces I want you to understand one of them one of them touched by my spirit is enough I want you to I want you to humble yourself before me and I want you to pour out everything I pour into you and I said Lord yes Lord yes Lord but could we please not have to do this again yes Lord yes Lord but could we please not have to do this again and and I shared the gospel as passionately with those two hundred or so people as I as I share with a stadium of 60,000 or 80,000 people I preached the gospel because he is worthy I gave everything that he gave me because he is worthy I poured out every out that he had put inside of me because he is worthy and you know what happened I prophesied about Stadium after stadium being full with the worshipers of the Living God because he is worthy and instead of getting bitter I I just pressed into the Lord and I said Lord Jesus you can stick me in a corner or you can stick me in a stadium Lord you can putt me anywhere Lord because my life is not my own and I said yes Lord and here don't like this just last week just get to share the gospel in for stadiums was such a joy oh yes and now it's like just getting to share with the one in and just before I did that I was in the garbage dump with our team and just hanging out hanging out no badge nothing with with the poor just loving it oh Jesus is worthy of it all oh jesus is worthy of it all oh Jesus is worthy of it all you don't tell them what to do with you you just yield your life oh so I was in Brazil they do understand me now thank you Jesus oh thank you Jesus and now I say Fela and Ellie and Cafe de Manya Chaka Baba oh yes I got it queues and hay and and COFF breakfast yeah thank you Jesus we can learn things on our journey and it's so so anyway I was in another one of their meetings in a big meeting and and I came from Mozambique there and I'm going home after this and but I've been home but anyway it's too much information it's 10 o'clock so I'm on my face and and and I mean Holy Spirit's there Jesus is in the room and and I feel Jesus present so strongly I'm sobbing my guts out and I'm about to speak and I'm sobbing my guts out and this little baby she was she wasn't even she was dope you're bigger she's bigger she's bigger this little baby she's about 14 months old this Oh baby oh she's one of our mm case and she's the first baby of this family Justin James and she was dying she had parasites and she was dying and I I the Lord told me what she had and they err Vactor out in a in a jet and the hospital didn't want to test for what I said she had because the Lord showed me what she had I said it's Bill hearts yeah you need to kill the parasites bill hearts yeah and they wouldn't listen and the parents finally said no we know somebody who knows what it is and it's bill hearts yeah and they said no nope it's not it can't be and they tested and it was anyway God saved her life and we killed the parasites thank you Jesus but here Shaka Rob I here's what happened I'm on my face and I'm getting ready to minister and the Holy Spirit fell on me it's such a way that I'm sobbing and and I'm just sobbing and I cannot I know that's the wrong thing always be honest I probably could have sucked it up I probably could have said Holy spirt that's enough could we just please not have any more because I'm about to speak but instead I just said more Lord and this little baby grace put her little hands on my feet and she put her little hands on my head and she put her little hands on my arms and she prayed for me for about 40 minutes 14 month old child and the Lord said whoa I'm massaging you with grace I'm massaging you with grace and I'm seeing the the harvest I'm seeing this amazing harvest and I'm thinking of the harvest in our nation and and the harvest in the nation said I just want to run faster and I just want to do more and I just want to go and preach the gospel in the nations and I just want to carry the radical love of Jesus and I want to see this sick healed and I want to see the depressed set free and I just want to run run run run run run run and there I am on my face being massaged by grace and she's praying in tongues this little baby 14 month old and everybody's moving between one meeting to another and and then there's starting and I'm still there sobbing and my eyes had swelled shut and I couldn't read my Bible and they said okay now you're speaking and they try to tap me and I'm like am I do you want me to and the Lord said yes I do but do you know what he said to me do you know what he said to me down there down there anybody know do you want to know I'm on my face being massaged by grace and I hear the Lord saying I'm calling you to the desert will you come I'm married that's what I told him first I'm married I didn't know if he was gonna say a year or two you know I'm thinking thinking I have an agenda I have meetings we have a movement I mean I keep telling is that ridiculous I'm giving God my excuses I'm when God is asking me to go to the desert I'm telling him I married I'm telling him I I have an agenda I'm telling him about my calendar I'm telling him about the fact that I've got this and that and the other thing and I'm having a discussion and he's calling me and then he said he spoke to me in Portuguese and he said to me I'm not commanding you to the deserts I'm wooing you it's Valentine's Day I would like you to stand please I am wooing you he said I am wooing you I want to woo you in its like Ezekiel dude do you believe that Ezekiel was being wooed into a deeper place do you believe that the Spirit of the Living God was on that with Ezekiel if you're on your face don't get up that's ridiculous I don't understand Shanna macoraba Shay I mean he's wooing he's wooing he's wooing and then I said yes Lord I stopped all my excuses I said yes Lord I will come to the desert I did not know if he was going to say we were fasting I did not know if I was gonna live in a cave I did not know where we were going I didn't know which desert all I knew was my God who is God was wooing me I believed that Holy Spirit wants to woo you to a deeper place where your life is completely undone where you're so in love with him where you have only ice formed of ice when you have dove eyes anything's possible in this wooing once I said yes as baby Grace was massaging my feet my head the Lord said I'm wooing you to the streams in the desert and Getti and we're gonna feast in the desert I started balling even more like what what we're moot we're going to the stream in the deserts he said I want you to go deeper in the river than you've ever been before I want you to go so deep that you never want to come out he said if I can trust you in it with the desert time I could trust you anywhere if I could just take you and just you just be with me where I am I can trust you anywhere he said I just want to come and then he told me how many time how many days I'd be teaching and ministering to the Jewish brides and he told me how many days we'd be in solitude and he told me which kibbutz is where I'd be and the caves I started walking in the caves and he told me how many days and he said it's 40 days in the desert and you know if you have a schedule like mine you might as well have said 2 years and I said Lord yes Lord and then I called Roland and Roland was just amazing Roland was so full of love he said that's why I married you I married you because you're so in love with Jesus because your life is completely given to Jesus he said I married you because you're always gonna say yes to Jesus he said I bless you to go to the desert I bless you to go to the desert I call I talk to my team I talked to my senior leaders I talked to my board I had all this concern that they were gonna say I was irresponsible that I couldn't possibly do such a thing we were defending our University to open it was planned to open January twenty twenty twenty and the defense the defense was coming with with all the PhDs and the ministers eighteen years of my life eighteen years of work and now it's coming to a culmination eighteen years of work sixteen years of building and now while I'm in the desert being wooed in the desert just walking with my Jesus day and night just worshiping my Jesus just just being with Holy Spirit just with my Abba daddy God just Oh she'll Allah my CD on that Abbas a just with him in the word with him in the word I I was just half the time I was totally alone nobody was near me I just was like uh there were people but I couldn't see him you know I just would go out to the desert they said you can't go out there I said oh haha shell Abbas say all rubbish I didn't say watch me I didn't want him to I just went I would just be in the caves worshiping counted the days on the calendar he said 40 days before the end of the year I got a call he's wooing you by the way if you if you want to be wooed I got a call in the middle the defense for the university had finally come what was I gonna do I thought about maybe just flying quickly back to Moulton beak in the middle of the desert and adding a few days at the end and I heard the Lord literally heard him laugh he said did I call you to the desert did I will you to the desert did I force you to the desert did it did I or did I will you to the desert and he spoke to me he said you you you get to choose here and I said Lord I just want to be with you I know you called me and so I called my team I called my amazing team I wish I had time to tell you but this PhD first month first Makua in Mozambique to ever get a PhD young guy I led him to the Lord he was baptized in the Holy Spirit he's he's now the rector of our University I called him up and I said I can't come to the defense I can't come it's all the ministers it's all the it's a big big deal I mean it's an accredited university and and I didn't want to look foolish I mean I had dyslexia till I was 16 everybody mocks me everybody laughed at me and then I got hit and renewal I got mocked I became a poster child of what people thought looked crazy I I mean do you understand I didn't want to look foolish I didn't want to fail a defense that there was 17 years to get to I didn't want it to be missing I didn't want to not be there for my team and I start speaking to my team and I'm like guys I I just I can't come I said but uh but you just go for me you just go and you will defend and I I'm gonna walk in the desert I'm gonna just fast and pray and I'ma seek the Lord and I'm gonna trust Jesus so I started to go up high and I didn't contact them during the time that was supposed to be the defense I just spent my time just hiking up into the into the depths of the desert just worshiping Tschida jnana la la hija gibiatti and I just was worshiping with all that is within me and I was just giving God my heart and saying Lord I could have never ever done this I could have never even dreamed of opening a first grade let alone a university Lord and if you woo me to the desert Lord Who am I to say that I should be at a defense Lord you will me into the secret place you will me in Lord you call me and oh I just think of Valentine's Day oh I just think of how people are wooed wood wood wooden hello think of Jesus just wooing you deep deep deep deep deep face-to-face heart-to-heart everything fully given to him and I just I came down I came down and I called my team and I'm thinking we're gonna definitely hear the great news that the defense was was done and we passed and it was all good and I was obedient and I heard the Lord just chuckle again he said I know everything I know everything turns out that about nine people had boycotted the defense for any higher education they boycotted it and they didn't have enough members for us to do the defense and God was removing that minister and putting in another minister on the 15th of January [Music] and so the defense will be when I get home [Music] hallelujah he says to do right now there's gonna be large numbers of fish now the large number of fish is not going to happen the large harvest with all your striving and you're pushing and you're pulling but all fruitfulness flows from intimacy all fruitfulness flows from intimacy and some of you right now this is what we're gonna do shotgun rob us on that I must say some of you right now are just gonna feel like it's a time for you to go and to go and to be alone in the secret place in your own room and you're just gonna go into your own room and you're just gonna pray and worship and rest and that's beautiful Shana [Music] surely [Music] you know I came back from that forty days so by the way that was an official time for everybody to leave everybody that wants to leave it doesn't mean you're less spiritual it just means it's time for you to go you might have a babysitter you might have just some things you need to catch up on like sleep so you just feel free the reason that I I love to do it this way is because some of you the Lord's wooing into to go into your room and just sleep he's just wooing you into going and sleep and just rest [Music] I I don't think I'd had that much rest as I had in those 40 days than I've had in in 20 years just deep deep deep deep deep deep rest d breast in the middle of that forty days we were in a crazy financial situation and I wasn't doing any conference I wasn't going anywhere I wasn't I wasn't writing anything I wasn't nothing I was doing to make people aware of of whatever the needs were I was literally just worshipping and walking in the desert and just seeking the face of God the Lord spoke to one person in Indonesia that just took care of every single need not one word was spoken heed that one person as I was just being wooed into the desert just took care of all the needs for December all the needs that were beyond anything I could have ever strived for with with all the Christmas bonuses the parties the food the rice the beans that 30-some thousand people that had to be fed every day I couldn't come up with a solution but as I was just would into the secret place the Lord just tapped one one man in Asia and it was just all done just one man he just tapped one man and it was completely taken care of Oh Shaka Rama summoning some of you been striving so hard you've been pushing for your children you've been pushing for your education you've been pushing and striving and pushing and striving and I just see the Lord saying it's time to go face down it's time to go face down it's time to float it's time to just go face down and float for some of you right now it the best possible thing you can do is go home to your hotel and hope dear house and just just rest right now it's sleep right now but some of us aren't where it is called to soak a little while in this place maybe another half an hour or so and if I can get another mic microphone that would be great and I'm gonna call Joseph up here and I'm going to call the ministry team I don't want people looking around I don't want you to look around if if you're looking around that's really clear it's your time to go home and that's a beautiful thing a beautiful thing but I just hear the Lord say I'm blowing people into the secret place I've wooing people into the face-to-face encounters on this Valentine's Day oh I want to woo you in to the place of grace old Robichaux toto Boucher where you quit your striving and you quit your pushing and you just yield yourself to me says the Lord when you love me you will obey me all right now no no must show that I must say I I was so undone in Brazil [Music] with the Lord called me to that time in the desert I had to be helped in to the next meeting the Lord fell on me again it was in this huge arena and I was really excited to listen to the other speaker and and and I I remember just being so excited to listen to this other speaker and and I just I just felt the Lord wooing me into the secret place and so I just took my pillow and it wasn't a meeting where people were used to that but I just took my pillow and I went facedown and this other child and all the children were they were off in some other programs but some held this one of the leaders little children I think they were three they started putting their hands on me in this meeting and they started praying for me it was the day after I was no it was the same day that was right oh it was a long beautiful day it was the same day in this little three-year-old was praying over me and right now I want the ministry team just to go wherever the Lord leads you Shino non-anonymous sake every eye closed right now every heart yielded right now or or just be free to go home right now [Music] this little baby this little toddler was just praying again in the spirit she'd Allah Allah none of us a Korean Allah anonymous so many anonymous just Korean Allah Allah Allah was so that I was saying and and anybody on the team if you're facedown the best thing you can do is just stay there but if you're if you're feel like it's your assignment to just just start praying more Lord that you just go and you pray over the more Lord Lord Lord Lord more Lord so this o war Lord so this little child was just praying more Lord more Lord more Lord more Lord and as they were praying more Oh Lord more Lord I was getting heavier and heavier now I need especially ministers to hear this right now if you can imagine it's no joke it's no joke taking care of tens of thousands of people it's no joke building an accredited university it's ridiculous what is needed it's it's beyond ridiculous what is needed and there was this bizarrely wealthy man then it approached my assistants right after I was undone by the Lord he approached her and he said he wanted to meet with me he wanted to meet with me because he wanted to partner with us for our University now Oh ministers and business women in visit entrepreneurs and engineers and medical doctors and lawyers and priests and ministers of all sorts and politicians and all of you need to understand what I'm saying right now because I feel holy spirit is so on this and and if you need to go I've said it three times I'm not gonna say it again I'm not gonna say it again everybody's free to go she'll of us so towboat but if you're free to stay if you're free to go and you're free to stay then that's the best possible thing for us because nothing is being connived but some of you're being wooed to lay down on this altar tonight [Music] billionaire wanted to meet with me [Music] and Holy Spirit spoke to me as heavy weighty glory fell on me and I was weeping in the presence of God the Lord said Heidi I want you to go into your room I want you to leave the meeting I don't want you to stay in this meeting I want you to leave the meeting and I want you to go into your room into your into your hotel room and I want you to go straight into your hotel room and I don't want you to stop I want you to go into your hotel room and I want you to seek my face and and I said but Lord this man this this amazing man is speaking the Lord said I want you to go into your room and seek me I want you to go face to face I'm blowing you honey I'm blowing you in of will we do in I'm blowing you in and they and I I was sobbing and sobbing and I I could all I could say was to one my assistant came over she was gone at first and I'd given away my pillow unsanctified mercy I gave it away before I was supposed to you see I and so I was stuck to the floor without my pillow and I was like Oh Lord yes I'm learning I'm learning I'm learning I'm learning and so I asked for several people and they they helped me and they carried beef they helped me into the van and I'm telling you to this hotel where they were putting me and there's this amazing rolls-royce car and there is the man the very man that wanted to meet with me and he was standing right there at the door at the door of this of this fancy hotel that they'd put me and had the Lord looked at me oh yes he looked at me with those eyes of burning love and I I saw this this man that wanted to partner with the University and there it was looking like a divine appointment there it was his wife was was there in an evening gown and he was there in a toxin and it looked like the most miraculous divine appointment you could have ever had except for this the Lord had said to me Heidi I want you to go and seek my face I want you to leave the meeting I want you to leave the meeting and go into your room and so I noted at this precious man who called me over to speak to me this precious man that wanted to partner with the University which is a massive crazy need had a crazy need and looked like the most divine appointment you could ever imagine how could it be that I would show up right that moment when they were at the door right that moment when they were at the door the same people that wanted to partner the same ones that wanted to bless us in an extraordinary way only problem is the Lord had asked me to go to my room Oly an anonymous Otoro boshane O'Riordan anima so terrible what do you do what do you doing the Lord was you what do you do when the Lord wills you will you be word tonight will you be word by the Living God will you will lay your life down will you give him everything Oh Holy Spirit speaking he's speaking Holy Spirit's wooing you in face to face heart to heart he's speaking to people he's speaking he's speaking he's speaking he's speaking so I said lord I don't know what to do and I heard that Stern and holy voice what did I ask of you tonight Stern Holley firm loving voice he said I can put you in any car anytime I can send any billionaire any time to do anything he said what I need from you is full obedience what I will you to is a life of love and obedience lay down not a life for you decide what I will do with you how and when and where but where are you yield your life totally and fully to me and when I say go you go when I say stop you stop when I will you you are wooed for the sake of love and so I walked by that very man that had the resources and I offered them I did not stop for that one because the Lord asked me to stop for himself and so I obeyed and I went to my room sobbing seeking his glorious face wondering Lord surely Lord surely Lord that looked like a divine appointment God from the very one who had asked to meet with me Lord the very time that my car got there Lord with that amazing situation Lord but Lord you called me and so I yield and so I just went facedown in my room and I started worshiping the Lord and I said Lord you could do anything anytime and you are a God who is able so I just worshiped in a worship and the next morning I was speaking again and I was so undone I was so undone I was so undone I was so undone by the Lord and before I speak I don't like to eat he like nine out of ten times unless but you know you start speaking every day so you you you gotta eat sometime but I don't go down you know to around the people and and I heard the Lord say Heidi I want you go down to breakfast and I was like what breakfast I can't go to breakfast I'm speaking this morning Lord I can't go to breakfast I told the Living God that I couldn't do what he asked me to - which was eight I told the Living God that I couldn't do that because I was preparing and other living God spoke to me again he said I'm asking you to go down to breakfast so I walk down whoa by myself cuz there's no way Marina would have believed it I get a hold of her but knowing she would have believed it cuz she knows me I just don't go I don't go and be around people before I'm speaking I don't go I wouldn't go down there to breakfast I gotta be in the sacred play and I'm just like Lord I don't know why I get down there and here is that same man with this wife sitting at the breakfast table with two soccer teams I don't know he probably owned one of them I don't know I mean he was there at that table and and this other pastor was there at that table and the Lord said this is your divine appointment he said sit down of course they invited me to sit down and and I'm thinking they maybe think I'm rude because I didn't stop for them last night and I don't know what they think of me but I'll obey God and and I I sat down and guess what Holy Spirit fell on us he crashed in that breakfast room show he crashed in in front of those two soccer team those famous football players he crashed in and had that he created a covenant between that family and our family he created a covenant oh and just a few days ago oh I went with that same that same anointed man who's there's a tech guy and I went with him in his plane with the minister from one stadium to another and now he's flying to Mozambique to meet with us with a whole crowd of his friends beloved will you obey God beloved will you just seek his face will you understand that he can do more in one minute in the anointing and 20 years of your striving shooty of allah no no no no no one see who do la la lalalalalala level anyone see more who do la la la la la la no no SC more low career nananananananana wesleyan Aramis Coriana la la la la no machine Anna lana wa see i have more stories that have to do with obedience than most anything else if you love me you will obey me and to obey Him can look like different things at different times you see naturally i thought to obey god as i went away for 40 days in the desert would be too fast but to obey Him was to eat for most of that time when he says fast you fast when he says eat you eat when he's when he calls you to run you run when he calls you to rest you rest when he calls you to lay down you lay down when he calls you to get up you get up it's some of you are saying well how will I know how will I know you know him by spending time with him you know him by the Word of God you know him by the place where he was you into you know him by grace he will massage you with grace you won't massage you with great he will massage you with grace you ready you ready Joseph I'm gonna just keep laying hands on people and you're gonna sing and then in if I don't know another ten minutes or so I think let's go let's go up let's go in if you're looking around it's time for you to go home and I believe it's time for you to go home or it's time for you to minister to someone Sheena la Lala Lala mustache sure Oh Oh [Music] Oh

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