Who's Your Daddy? #3/4: Creating A New Record in Your Heart

[Music] [Music] if my arm sets incorrectly and it's crooked it goes the doctor they x-rays it he sees it set incorrectly what does he have to do has to re-break it the exact same re-break has to reproduce the original crime of a rune [Laughter] if i get a deep cut in me yeah i'd actually turn his mark off if i if i get a deep cut in me and it doesn't heal properly okay it gets infected i go to the doctor he undoes the bandage and he sees it all infected what do you have to do to this deep cut has to reproduce it so gets a scalpel out and recreates the exact same cut to clean it out words have come to us which are injuries and they haven't set properly we re helped ourselves out of the knowledge of good and evil yeah we've decided this is the way to go i'm going to work hard or i'm going to bail out of life or we've made ideas about ourselves our worth our value okay which are not god's perfect love you're not loved you have to do something you don't got the mountain you get the law okay and the jews disqualified themselves from going up the mountain okay that's us we disqualify ourselves we've got this damage in us and now we're going to take responsibility for it and we want to undo this damage maybe someone lays hands on you maybe you have an encounter maybe an angel from heaven pours warm love honey through your body whatever that is and sometimes god wants you to overcome because if i lay my hands on andre and i heal him that's great but it's not his overcoming reward he wants you to take the land you to take the giants of your dna to you to restore your family line this is your inheritance you do it by being the true youth you are called to be as a rumor was talking about so god doesn't care for me was the word that was given to me and here's the trouble with that god's everywhere so the universe doesn't care for you i thought it would be easier my my new age friends just believed the universe cared for them and they were happier than i was universe is good they've got no law so no transgression like sleep around do drugs yell at their mum i believe the universe is good they were happier than i was i wasn't doing any of those things yeah so i disqualified myself by my own knowledge of good and evil which is correct but it's a wrong father i'm showing a different nature you know adam could have gone back to see god if he didn't condemn himself because enoch did he looks an unregenerate non-christian human being seven from adam yep he went back it says after he had a son he sought the lord he understood a good father he knew who god was after he had a son he saw the lord so anything that's not of god that loves you comes under another fathering and that fathering always leads to death always leads to death okay and then you fight for your survival but by fear of death you're held captive to the devil either break all fear of death relational death financial death opportunity death emotional death reputation death death death physical death sickness is death all that fear of death has to go and at some stage in your life you need to make a stand somewhere that's okay god will take you at the pace of your soul he knows each individual child what they've experienced okay and he loves you more than you can understand and he will take you your pace i uh left ministry in 2013. i was overseas and i i left ministry um pretty burnt out and broken okay so you can't serve god more than being a pastor clearly that's the highest call on the earth yeah i did that i did that i burnt out again for the second time so clearly everything said chris there's something fundamentally wrong about you you can't be a pastor and you're sick and you're broken i couldn't work i was gone i knew i was gone i could see myself third party looking at myself this guy is broken he couldn't even hold down a simple job i was broken i had nothing to offer god except the bad attitude okay and god's like finally you're not working as soon as you stop qualifying yourself i can give you the kingdom i can give the kingdom to an angry and find out murderous bitter broken person who's not qualifying himself for it but as soon as you qualify yourself for it he can't give it to you because you can reward a system of another father okay so it took me to be broken twice i burnt out twice okay so i'm burnt out and i'm thinking either i'm going to go go for broke here either i can be a son of god in the earth or i can't there's something fundamentally wrong the way i understand life i thought surely there's a way to live i thought thought it was a way to live live from the kingdom where the word provides for everything i just want to talk about tonight but we're going to give it a practical example now to follow him from a rune being very practical and so i'm in turkey and i run out of money but i can't earn money i can't go back to adelaide i'm a failed pastor in adelaide and what happens when i go back to adelaide also as my friends who've lives and moved on and they're doing really well and i'm broken i'm just a sick kid my whole life i just couldn't put it together that's how i felt um i'm one of my late 30s and um so i'm there i'm like either god is it gonna be a miracle or it's not um i decided to see if i could live off the word of god in that if he said to do something you just go do that word and all the provision will be there yeah and to help me i listen to a guy called george muller if you know the story of george mueller jewish mueller this is like the short version one want to look after orphans and he found like a penny on the ground because i said you've got to give me if god can give me a penny he'll give me a million dollars he decided to net that's my summation of it and he said i'm never going to ask man's money again i'll never ask man for money i'm gonna ask god but i'm only gonna tell god my needs yeah and so he ended up building what would now be millions upon millions of dollars worth of real estate and housing and looking after thousands of thousands of children orphan children and he gave them all trades and they'd have no food doesn't matter it always provides the kids problem it's my problem set the tables everyone come dressed knife and fork plate and then they'll wait you won't tell anyone i've told god please hold this is the heat they heat you up okay the pressure the tension heat heat heat heat and then a wedding will be cancelled or a bakery truck will break down or be over supply and they never missed a mule like for 20 30 years so you're waiting for the food the pressure the pressure molecular structure's changing all the words are coming to you this doesn't work you're an idiot what are you doing there's 500 kids everything wants to get a word into you you hold then the answer comes the food truck was always coming god sent it five hours ago planned the wedding three years ago whatever you know and the food comes everyone gets fed and you reset this is who my this is the nature of my father so i'm listening to him and i'm in turkey i'm like okay god this is what i want to do i'll live off your word and you'll provide me the same way you provided for george miller and all those orphans i'm going to recreate that record on the earth in me and right now i feel like you don't even care for me i feel like i feel you actually have disdain for me that's how i felt okay um so that i work use all my money so i wake up in turkey one morning listening to george miller's diary in my ears i get up and i'm full of faith i'm excited i've heard a word a word a word it's changed this energy set but it's not locked down okay i've got some injuries in me some other words from another father in me either from adam my great grandfather from my childhood it doesn't matter how it got there i'm taking responsibility for it i can take the giants in that land giant bad dna i can take them that's mine to overcome so i get up and walk down i've got my computer bag it's hot i walk down the road i'm in izmir in turkey i walk down to the coast i turn left i'm walking i'm thinking this is it what's going to happen about all these miracles is someone going to meet somebody to bring me some food am i going to find 20 in the ground if someone's going to send me money on you know something's going to happen you can't stay in bed because or not you can't fast that's not faith you know you can't tell anyone okay because faith without hints is dead remember that okay you can't tell anyone i've told god this is it am i seen or am i not and it's not about food it's not about twenty dollars this is it's a small pattern of the bigger thing that clearly god does not care for me and doesn't see me and the kingdom doesn't work for me god loves me but he doesn't like me okay and this one over overcoming now i'm 37 years old with no money nothing to show for my life walking down everything hangs on this breakfast i walk down [Laughter] i walk down to the cafe i get to the cafe and nothing's happened i can't go in the cafe and nothing's happened i stand there and i crumble i'm a 37 year old man and you've seen the the take your kid to the shopping center and let go of his hand and then your mom can be just there be once you can't see it look down they go okay that was me but i didn't do it on the outside on the inside i was just crumbling going it's like he doesn't see me it doesn't work for me and this atmosphere came around me the best way to describe it you understand i was in the atmosphere that was yelling that at me and it was painful it was like a soul pain all my fears were realized in that moment it doesn't actually work for me god doesn't actually care for me all these gospel things i put all my faith in it this is it everything on everything was you know all chips on black you know everything was was on this okay okay this and i believe it hadn't happened and i was crumbling down and there was a soul pain no one could i could can describe it there's a soul pain this non-descript soul pain going through me and i knew that i said it doesn't work those words the pain would go i'm thinking to myself why do i know if i say the words it doesn't work which is it doesn't work for me well you don't do it for me i thought that's amazing that i know this fact i learned from carrie blake that if you can't agree with the kingdom shut up okay that's his rules if you can't agree with the kingdom just be silent so stood there in silence like this and i am a drowning man oh my god this is my last shot of the kingdom this is it tell you've got to give me something something something i'm waiting there standing at the door of a cafe like this and i remembered that three months previously my dad gave me 80 english pounds gave me 80 english pounds and i'll be living on low money for about two months now i'm thinking surely i spent that 80 pounds in europe that's the only thing i could think of that's it that's the only thing i can think of so i went to get those i thought i need to check my bag if that 80 pounds is there the pressure's still on i walk back about 15 minutes up the hill to my tiny apartment i've gone to my tiny apartment and i'm just this pain this is it i can't say anything that this pain isn't gone have you ever burnt your hands and you put it under water yeah oh your whole body goes ah okay that's what it's like i'm like if you just say it doesn't work ah it will go i knew this but why do i know that this is filled it's heated up the molecular structure has gone hot and there's two fathers wanting me to set in their pattern okay but god will only be chosen by free will will dabble by coercion or by training so i open up my bag which is as big as my room okay i'm packing it all going through everything in my bag i go through everything and the 80 pounds isn't there and now a new wave comes and it's not just you're this is you're forgotten anger came when i say anger i mean murder and i wanted to cause jesus pain i wanted him to feel the abandonment and the pain that i felt and if he was there let's just say i knew and this is this is the thought that came to me i know why they pulled your beard out wrath anger murder another father is there i wanted jesus to feel the pain that i felt if he was there i would you know either wanted to cause him that pain and i'm watching myself have these feelings okay and they're real they're real genuine feelings not fleeting it's like this is what i want to do right now and god is hitting it up and the ancient word is coming the first night out of eden is coming okay god's after my human line i'm there and i'm mercy angry i told i sit down on the bed i'm holding holding and this is really disturbing for me to be having these feelings and thoughts after being a pastor twice and a question of my life okay knowing that everything reproduces after its own kind and i'm here i'm just waiting waiting i've gone through everything and i looked down and next to me is a singapore airlines eye patch case and then put the key with eye patches that's the only thing i haven't checked and like everything i pick up this eye patch case as i pick it up it goes like you couldn't wait an extra second like i knew i unzipped it and there was the 80 pounds yeah and anything resets to good chocolate but what did god do what is my fear god always abandons me he doesn't keep his word so that's that's the broken arm it's gonna have to crack it and reset it all you have to do has to recreate the exact same pain it doesn't always have to do it this way i'm saying this is a way but we need to know because when people lay their hands on us okay but life will recreate these things small things you didn't get a car park big things you're gonna die of starvation in turkey alone whatever is recreating this and you reset it okay and go do it again about two weeks later and that reset it okay and now i know it's in me i have faith for it okay i just know god always provides for me but before i didn't think he saw me yeah i remember one time i was at church and this guy was talking about he went to heaven and he goes everyone gets to heaven jesus comes and meets you and i was a pastor at this time i was like wow i never thought jesus would talk to me in heaven i didn't realize i thought that until he said jesus will come and talk to you in heaven i didn't think i'd ever meet jesus jesus in my life i honestly thought he didn't really care about me and if you don't know god loves you you would do something i became a pastor what could possibly go wrong you'll do something no the knowledge good and evil that's the best thing i could have done okay serve him yeah and i was a good pastor but we're comparing church to church not church true son of god and everything reproduces after its own kind so no matter how much i i preach grace it's the sound that's you it's you yep preaching to jacket comes on and off but it's you who are you who is your father is he a good father does he love you for who you are if you won't receive freely from god things you clearly don't deserve you'll never become like him because to freely receive from god things you don't deserve is to be the beloved this is my beloved son in whom i'm well pleased how do you know if you're beloved what is the beloved the beloved is the object of someone's affections how do you know you're beloved we have to do nothing and observe god wants you to become like him he wants you to send rain on the good and the evil the just and the unjust [Music] the just and the unjust but unless you receive it that word won't come into you you have to receive something you clearly don't deserve completely based on the character of another that you have maybe never experienced in your life you received another word you inherited another word yeah from generations past and in your life every word you receive that's not from the father says there's something fundamentally wrong about you and put you in fight or flight not rest and digest not health when you're running from the bear you lose all love there's no serotonin there's no oxytocin that's what we love spirit we love spiritual warfare the adrenaline comes there's a fight on there's a babylon but jesus didn't do spiritual warfare he was the beloved and when the devil tried to tempt him this is my beloved son whom i'm well pleased he hadn't done anything yet the devil came to attempt him straight after and there was as if you are the son of god not the beloved son if you're the son of god do something jesus said no the word will do the work i'm the beloved son no spiritual warfare no mapping no cleansing the bloodline he jut no prayer walks okay we're all fine but he's the beloved son of course the words can work for him let me shadrach in the bedroom god will do this if he doesn't he's still god i'm just going to surrender to this word so in your life things are being communicated to you yep that says you are not the beloved son of god you're not the object of his affection you are not gazed upon with the light and good things are planned for you well as soon as you don't know that you must go to a work system which works in the knowledge of good and evil if i do good i'll get good but do bad i'll get bad it's the death death tree prior to condemnation you're going to lose both ways and then that's what you reproduce in other people why that's your seed reproduce after your own kind the best thing you can do is receive a gift that you clearly don't deserve and that the father will do that for you can you receive what you don't deserve you give it away or we become like the person who's forgiven the big debt and won't forgive the small debt and that's torment in fact it's not your nature that's nature of another father that's not you at all you are the one that laid his life down before the foundation of the world for all the sins the price has been paid a price has been paid that you can be loved have your inherent value we've got different sounds in us we can't even see it we'll talk about talent before not seeing the door yep you won't even see the door you just qualify yourself already when i went back into ministry in 2013 that didn't end well when i burnt oh i went back in 2011 in 2013 i was pretty burnt by it nothing to do with them just me just me this person here um i was so i was like god are you for real are you serious again i feel upset i said i prayed couldn't you show me you couldn't have told me and i to instantly saw four times god told me to get out of ministry one two three four three of them were invitations to come live in america when was a dream job which i turned down why are turning the dream job for i disqualified myself a different sound i turned away i thought wouldn't that be nice so i literally called the desire of god's heart for this son satan that's deception i called light darkness it happened again patricia king invited me to come live and stay with her i was like get behind me satan no there i was like no no i'm a pastor i'm working here very responsible another church invited me from america to come uh here of good friends i can see all the so god was like oh you won't accept your dream job a secular dream job nothing spiritual enough for you okay go work with patricia king oh still not spiritual spiritual enough for you like go pastor a church okay someone spiritual enough for you okay i'm gonna take this thing down to zero and so i did write down the point i was so angry with god this is what you always do you always abandon me because we can work with this but you can't work with works you can't work with any self disqualification you have to pretend you're ringing angry with god it's all right don't pretend to be anything else that's fig leaves that's what it is we just come to god as you are and this if there's murder in you maybe it came from seven generations ago it doesn't matter we're taking responsibility to let the blood cleanse that to change our lines yeah we're redeeming this earth jesus took the sins of the world into him and he forgave it there's things which were said to you all done to you or not done to you and you've taken that into your body a sound a word that doesn't come from a loving father now it's in you like jesus he took it into his body we can take it to the grave and leave it there we are going to remove that from the earth those words those generational patterns you ever heard the story of like this guy's a seventh generation pentecostal pastors kid you know and his great great grandfather was a brawler and a fighter and a drunkard on his seventh wife and you know his kids live in america and he found jesus and he stopped drinking the next one stopped heck of his marriage together the third one went the bible college and like they all knocked out all these things and this kid's walking in the glory of god from day one and you know and sees angels and all these things like that you think i wish my great great great grandfather did that you are that grandfather you're that person and you're you're not taking alcohol out of the family or drunkenness or or cocaine you're taking death you're taking humanity out this is the generation that's going to move from being a human to being a son of god you chose to be here at this time and you are removing that removing sickness from the earth or you heal the sick removing sickness from the earth are you raising the dead removing death from the earth giving money to the poor removing poverty from the earth as you change this as a rumor saying you change this you forgive your mum stars are brighter forgive your dad dogs are happier we are the microcosm of the macrocosm this body is now the earth you change this quantumly entangled you change planets solar systems fish under the sea everything all of creation is yearning for manifestation of the sons of god well sons you you show his nature all of creation is yearning for us to show the father's nature that's what mature son does in austin um glacier falls glacier park in montana i had a two second one second dream one second stream was this was a teacher running on the wall what what's um michael j fox has a sitcom when he's younger family ties the actor from femi well get behind me the actor from the actor from family ties was the teacher the dad the dad i don't know why he's writing on the blackboard he says what are the gates of hell he turns around and says anything to do with death i wake up i was like remember that like like life life life heavens about life death came through another father we only speak life life to the people you see on tv life the people you see in the debates life to your parents life to you we're only here to bring life to bless those who don't deserve it but you must receive that word in you first oh is this religion yeah otherwise you'll serve people when they don't respond to you you'll get angry with them receive a free gift that's what we're going to do now father we step through a veil which is the torment of jesus christ into your presence and we say we make a declaration you are a good father you are the good father we receive that into our hearts right now and may it change us and we trust you we trust you we trust you and we say lord this record which we have we can take that land we can take those giants that say you are not a good father you don't perform your work and we take responsibility for that record in us we don't care how it got there adam our great grandfather ourselves which presented to you and say wash it by the blood and change the record in our hearts the word in our cell of the memory our dna change the epigenetics remove it from this land you are a good father and we recognize all the ways you work angels dreams visitations revelation and also offense intention that's who you are we love you for who you are we welcome you to change us to know in our dna in our heart that we are the beloved son we trust you we trust your method each of us individually the way we should go and we say you are the good father you are a good father and we are your beloved sons and receive that for free and now lord bless these people that they receive a free gift that they clearly don't deserve to reset make a marker a new word a new epigenetic marker a new record in the heart another word that they'll see see who you truly are we give up all our actions to qualify ourselves and we say lord we will never work or qualify ourselves for a blessing again amen amen very good [Music] [Music] you

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Length: 32min 59sec (1979 seconds)

Published: Wed Nov 25 2020