Where The Wild Things Are: Dr. Matthew L. Stevenson

and one of the things that I've been anointed to do in this season is to lay foundation for the future one of the things that you have got to understand is that the closer you get to the future the more critical foundation Examination needs to be every attack of the enemy is going to be aimed at a foundation he's never going to hit you at your strengths he's always going to come for your weakness and for many people particularly in this season they have more excitement and more zeal than they do foundation the average Christian does not know the essential doctrines of the faint they can teach you what they were taught or explain to you what they were taught but they can't defend and uphold the rudiments of our gospel and God has been dealing with me about the necessity of laying right foundations in people and the most important foundation you're supposed to have as a believer is in God his father Jesus said when you pray pray like this our Father and that's so important because it meant that God's preference was not to be asked for anything before you and him were on the same page about who y'all were he later acts or later prayed about daily bread and resources but the way you seek God determines what you want from him and I think the problem is that there are very many people that think that God wants to use them but have not resolved that he wants to love you first and so if you don't see and understand God his father probably because you had a bad one then it's going to corrupt your ability to receive what he wants for you and so he wants to be father more than anything else in the world and that's the foundation of all he wants to do for you and the reason this book is so important is because it was not written to average people one of the things that you'll know about all nations all around the world as we tend to attract the gifted and while that is a great thing it is a horrible thing because the gifted are crazy and and we gifted have things that are bigger than them and so I am on a mission to salvage the greatness and the gifted by helping them not to lose their mind sometimes when you were gifted you tend to think that you are what you do well and when you find out that there's somebody else who does what you do well better than you then you go into an identity crisis and I'll get there in about ten minutes but I have to teach you that you are not what you do well you could be the most amazing singer in the world and there's somebody else who sings better than you some of the greatest preachers in the world are in storefront churches and nobody knows who they are and so it is so important that you don't mistake your ability for your identity and the way you prevent yourself from doing that is that you learned that above all I'm God's son and because I'm his son he's gonna make sure that I do well and whatever he calls me to do and so my book table is for those of you who are gifted who are extraordinary who need to make sure that your foundation is right you have to get this and this is a book about pain and so I know that we don't like to talk about that but it is essential that you have a play a pain plan if you don't have a pain plan the thing that hurts you the most particularly the stuff that you're afraid to look at is the greatest threat of all your potential and so I endeavoured to help you discover that our journey through that here I deal with separation anxiety the subject of abandonment all of that stuff and I'm kind of getting into my message but I do want you to go ahead and get this I want you to have this here with these glasses yeah I mean not glasses I'm sorry forgive me I told you I'm having with whiplash I'm in and out you come so after after we're done screaming at hollered and rolling on the floor meet me outside somewhere to me know and Evan and set me up and we'll sign some books and stuff join me in the book of 1st Samuel the 17th chapter and I'm going to give you two portions of this and we'll scream a little bit and then we'll sit down but set First Samuel chapter 17 verse 12 and I'm going to tell you another reason that all nations Huntsville blesses me in the other six all nations campuses we have seven total when I say open your Bible they do just like this I have not seen a physical Bible in church in years so it blesses me that y'all got by with it no that's hilarious but I love love love man first samuel 17 verse 12 now david was the son of that efj right of bethlehem judah whose name was Jesse and he had eight sons and the man went among men for an old man in the days of Saul and the three eldest sons of Jesse went and followed Saul to battle and the names of his three sons that went to the battle were Elliott the firstborn the next unto him Abinadab and the third Shema verse 14 says and David was the youngest and the three eldest followed a song but David verse 15 went and returned from Saul to feed his father's sheep at Bethlehem now go all the way all the way down to the thirty second verse of the same chapter and it says in David said to Saul now everybody knows that this is a story of Goliath coming to confront the enemies of Israel and everybody is trying to figure out who is going to find this and in verse 32 we see David's mentality is this and David said to Saul let no man's heart fail because of him him being goliath thy servant will go and fight with this Philistine before I give you my text I want you to know that a large part of your life effort is going to be finding your fight so and and and that's going to be a difficult thing because many of us begin in somebody else's fight and you have to find God to find your own fight verse 32 verse 33 and Saul said today that you are not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him because you are a youth and he is a man of war from his youth verse 34 and David said unto saw thy servant kept his father's sheep and there came a lion and a bear and took a lamb out of the flock and I went out after him and smote him and delivered it out of his mouth and when he arose against me I caught him by his beard and smote him and slew him 36 thy servant slew both the lion and the bear and this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them seeing he had defied the armies of the Living God 37 I'm Baptist so forgive me this excites me right here David said moreover the same God that delivered me glory out of the paw of the lion hey hey and out of the paw of the bear he will deliver me out of the hand of this Philistine and Saul said to David go and the Lord be with thee father help me to preach this in Jesus name Amen I'm talking to you tonight from the subject where the wild things are where the wild things are there's a couple of things that you cannot control about life and one of them is who you're born to none of us had the privilege of pre selecting the vessels that we would later know to be our parents and so consequently because we could not choose who we would be born to we could not choose how they would train us and and those are the pillars on which many people's purpose hinge is home training and a lot of you may be fortunate enough to have had powerful consistent healthy home training but that is not the story of the vast majority of people in this community or the one that I serve a lot of the hell that we've had to fight we learned it in the home and the devil knows the power of a hurting home because a hurting home cultivates hurting people that the house then is the first place where perspectives are trained you learn how to see men in the house you learn how to see women in the house you learn what it means to be safe and protected in the house you learn the definition or you determine what trust is like in the house and many of us underestimate the power of that house education and what we learn and what we did not learn one of the essential elements of that is also this you learn two ways you learn by being taught and you learned by observation some of the trouble in our lives is not because we were taught wrong it was that we saw and sometimes we're born into the hand of people that say do what I say so what you and I are up against as we are pivoted against an unprecedented battle for the future is undoing what happened to us at home the journey and the fight seems a lot bigger than that it feels like what we're up against is a degree and statistics and racial inequality and gangs and all of that stuff but norm our most profuse hurts have nothing to do with who we are today and everything to do with what happened to us yesterday and I love the story of David particularly in a Hut's feel content because this church is a Davidic Church the anointing of David is on this church that the power of a Davidic spirit is in the church and you've not begun to see the types of things that are going to be born in this church just through praise and worship there's going to be things that happen where Kings are going to be crowned as you learn to value the Spirit of God there is a Davidic mandate on this church to this city but a part of what you've got to understand is if you are called by God to be like David then you've got to understand his journey and what he went through before he would reign well part of what infatuate smiie about him is that the prophets prophesied in the Book of Isaiah that there would come a root out of the stem of Jesse Isaiah said that millennia before Samuel came alive which meant that his rejection was predetermined it was not circumstantial it was not coincidental I don't even know if Jesse knew that his awkward behavior with David was a part of God's plan now let me let me help you understand this God prefers that we have a healthy grooming process doesn't he he prefers that we have healthy handlers right but when a man or a woman resolves that they're only going to allow God's dealings to go so far then God's gotta find a way to even make that negative thing work to the advantage of a person now that was just a very highly educated way of saying even if your parents handled you wrong it may not have been to your disadvantage now I don't want to I don't want to start a riot but but for many of us had we been as close to our fathers as we wanted we could have become the double portion of what they were like and if your father was a ho help me in here today if he was a crackhead if he was a womanizer then having the relationship you wanted could a risk getting what he wanted after you and so the way God disturbed the curse was he allowed for some distance to happen knowing that even though it hurts you now is gonna heal you tomorrow it was all a part of the play I know that sounds weird because we know that God's idea is for people to be what they're supposed to be but even when people decide they're not going to be that God has a way of using that dysfunction to usher us to Him for some of us God didn't allow it because our daddies would have been gone look at how much we go through to get acceptance from them even though their hellish or they could worship other stuff we'd live our adult lives trying to get affirmation from them but sometimes rejection is necessary to look introspective Lee Davis said it like this when father and mother forsake me then the Lord so I find that it was prophesied that rejection would be the backdrop of baby journey now the reason this is significant to you is because David was going to become the bloodline say bloodline he was going to be the bloodline of the Messiah God was looking for a story to produce the Messiah a storyline a genetic line a path it's where mental health specialists get the term pathology or consecutive repeated behaviors it took for the Holy Ghost to disturb a genetic path so that the Messiah could come through somebody else's deliverance is about to be born from your dysfunction I'm gonna go over here because they don't want I said somebody else's freedom it's going to come from your personal torments God is anointing the stuff that you are ashamed to pour somebody else out to curse it was prophesied that he would be born to Jesse and Jesse was a man who had powerful civil status I'm just warming up he was a respected man he was a man who was normal he probably grew up in the Bible Belt he was a good old deacon you know paid his ties every now and again is saying a mean dr. white Jesse but but Jesse had a secret here he comes he had something that he did not want anybody to know it'll make sense in just a minute he had sons he were proud of and and and they were by a woman he was proud of his wife you understand but but he had a dip glory to God a dip a slip a trip a flip however you want to call it and and and and he conceived an illegitimate son by the name of David and historians say that David was illegitimate because you know nothing about his mother Bible scholars exclude any detail of David's mother from the story because she was probably a woman of the night my grandmother were called a streetwalker glory to God huzi praise His name but sometimes God will choose a dirty thing to bring deliverance through it Mike aren't you glad that you serve a god that ain't scared of dirt glory to God he told a serpent I'm gonna make you eat my dirt and cause the dirt to have dominion over the devil this is why I'm not trying to preach yet the worst thing you could ever do for God is hide your dirt the worst thing in the world you could do is make church people make you be embarrassed about dirt afraid of dirt know what God does is he gathers dirt and he blows on it and then he gives the Dominion come on I'm here tonight pour your dirt I appreciate what you cleaned up but I won't the dirt so he has a dip the dip gets pregnant and out of that pregnancy comes David and we know that Jesse is ashamed of his indiscriminate because he works overtime - hi David passes shemagh he's in the backyard say well the wild things are hee hee listen listen he does not get the same training as a been a DAB in le ebin Shama he does not have the same memories when they would go to to Great America everybody would be in the picture except David when when they would be at the family reunion with Big Momma and ain't Bessie and they would be singing out green around the fire Jesse would not be invited he he by virtue of Jesse's sin had to stay out of sight because had they seen Jesse then a David they would have known Jesse's truth so he was hidden now let's take a psychological profile of what that does to a teenage boy to be compared to a better damn and to be compared to Shama and to be compared to his older brothers and to have to serve him the UH ninjas to have to help clean up their rooms and have to bring them cheese because you know the story David became the servant of people who wouldn't even acknowledge him they would be at school and be like there's that your brother no and it made it worse that he did not look like them remember when the prophet Samuel came and saw him and he had to access there anybody else here so you have to read this in context what made Samuel so dangerous is not that the oil didn't flow on the legitimate sons but samuel was looking for who he thought was the son even he didn't know that there was somebody else there he had to ask Jessie wait a minute something is not making sense and so what's a muse anointing did was not only anoint a new king it confronted Jesse's past I'll get there in a minute because now Jesse had to admit I've not been telling the truth the whole time because the property was like who else is back here now that's the problem when the Prophet comes to town everybody wants to hear the new and nobody wants to deal with the past I'll get there in a minute so he is excluded from all of the father-son moments and what happens is he spins glory the majority of his fundamental emotional stages around animals he was not susceptible or not worthy so they thought to be with his brother so his family became beasts the other thing that you cannot control second to who you're born to is what you're born in I want to talk to you about what your environment did to you and and how what you grew up seeing became a part of who you were one of the things that I believe is happening to this church is you are about to go into a season of opposing generational curses pay that into the time in his life where he was in a war between his identity and a curse now for those of you who treat generational curses like it's luck there are things that are active in your blood that cannot wait to find its way into your future the Bible says in the Old Testament that the sins of the father would find itself visiting the children to the third and the fourth generation this is why it is so important that you be in a house that gasps demos because you can't praise certain problems away now we dance and we shout and we run but at the end of the day iniquity cannot be praised over this is why so many people in the black church will shout and dance and go get high that night go sleep with somebody husband that night why because you cannot praise out iniquitous patterns in the blood now you know what blesses me man of God David didn't even have a real relationship what is daddy but he had his Devils they didn't take trips and journeys and vacations but he was still like the man that wouldn't even pay him attention he had a genetic curse that was operative in his members why because he was born into a mess when you come to the world you don't just have good potential in you you have both good and bad potential heaven in hell are in a competition on who's going to use your potential I can look at you in sin and discern your ministry some of you was the head harlot the head hellish person the head gang banger all you are is a misguided apostolic leader all you are is a misguided businessman and what we need is churches that can reach any side and pull out the treasure that is in the earthen vessel get the dirt off of you and loose you into destiny if you study the life of David I'm almost there you find his father's curse followed him jesse slept with somebody that was not appreciate in two seconds that was not his wife and david grew up like many of you I'll never be like my daddy I don't never be like my mama I'ma be a good father cuz imma be what I never had and listen they use their desire to do good as the excuse to run from pain they were unwilling to confront I'll never do that I ain't gonna be like that I'm gonna be no deadbeat and so he ran in the opposite way but the problem was his motive was off you don't be a good father because somebody else was not you be a good father because you love your children now they sound the same but the motivation is different and one has endurance and the other does not if your love is driven by fear why can't I get no help if your desire to be married is to prove a point or your desire to start a company is because you don't want to be hungry anymore it's cool but it's not gonna last the store gotta help you see that curses are real thing and if you don't believe in Devils and of course this ain't gonna make no sense to you the black church is so full of hypocrisy we will talk to y'all about angels all day most of them Negroes will also talk to you about dead relatives coming to visit you talk about walking in a light one I saw grandma she came to me but they don't teach you about Devils are you talking to dead relatives and they want to act like the devil is a boogeyman listen to me Huntsville if you want to see revival you got to start binding the devil I walk in I hit what we need is deliverance ministry said we got enough folk passing our waters and hot dogs and school supplies y'all need to pass out some paper towel and Casta [Applause] David David is all pastors life I have to give you background to appreciate my verse David has moved on with his life in his position as king he's CEO of his own company leading an army and one day he got relaxed because when you're not healed you get satisfied real quick you get complacent with the wrong stuff he thought his war was over because now he's the king so now this looks like the testimony but that success was only the beginning his testimony was not complete I'm getting hired him started that thing we're still at the beginning he looks out of the Bible says during the time when Kings went to war David saw a woman listen if you are not enrolled in the war you were born for you will be thrown into a war you're not prepared for David should have been doing what Kings did but he got arrogant y'all don't want to have Church he got proud he was keeping up with the culture so instead of being the key he wanted to do with his boys did he was not okay with his exception and he was that okay with his exemption and because he wasn't okay with the standard of God for his life his eyes fell into a trap now when your eyes get trapped your heart is going to follow he looks out pastor Kelsey and sees a woman and decides that by any means necessary forgive me I've been watching Malcolm X all day he was gone he was going to get that woman even to the extent of murder they like no you can't have her she's married and that devil says so what so look does that sound familiar didn't somebody else sleep with somebody else's and the Bible say stolen water is sweet listen to me daughters if you get a man by stealing one I guarantee you you gonna reap what you sow you cannot so pain into another woman however bad she is and that not come to you you gonna reap Lord they don't want to have church tonight you're going to reap every tear he gonna make you hurt just like she hurt because if that ain't true God ain't real you will read what shop that was free so we have a pathology okay we got a cycle this cycle gets so bad that it gets into David's kids his firstborn child dies then he's got another story going on with Tamar and Amnon and and then he's got Absalom who's trying to kill him there's all of this bloodshed because the Bible say lust brings forth death so now you've got a curse that goes from generation to generation to generation up until Nathan comes cuz it takes a prophet to break the curse and walks into the life of David and says enough is enough I'm going to rebuke you but not because I just want to tell you something what I want is repentance without repentance revival can't come so I have to give you the opportunity listen to be confronted with the past now let's go with that let's go to our text when David is first forced to look at fighting something nobody else wants to fight because that's basically what destiny is it is to fight a sign to your life you don't get the future by vision boards and you don't get the future by desire and you don't even get the future about who you know you get the future with a fight because it's not something that devil wants to see you walk into you can't just wish your way into the future it will come by fight now you can only fight something that's weaker than you if you're going to win if you're not stronger than the strong man it's going to swallow you alive look at this conversation Saul says to him you don't have the heart for this your brothers are better show soldiers there have been well up built they've got the odds are not as against them and your youth you're inexperienced with this but it was not that David was inexperienced he was just forced to fight different things from his brother see because of the circumstance his brother's fault men soldiers but David had one thing against his brothers he grew up where the wild things were and any man that grows up where the wild things are develops a series of skills that's better than men who fight other men because men are going to tire out they're going to you you shoot one of them the fight is over tase him you know I'm saying you make him a sweet potato pie if you want and they're out but but but the muscularity of lions and beasts are a lot different so it was not pastor Evan that David wasn't trained he was trained differently he grew up where the wild things want now here is why this is important for you to realize nobody goes into the future without the courage of confronting the past my great concern for this generation is that we have a future consciousness don't we we got Drive we got ambitions we got programs but ain't nobody teaching us how to confront the past you said when you come to me timeout you got a boo I'm gonna ask you how you feel about your mama it's quiet tonight what's going on were you molested why don't we shout now I'm gonna talk about what you were born to it was a mom a crackhead does anybody in your family own anything because why you think that stuff does not matter what the devil is going to do is wait for you are in success so you can take a deep breath and then he gonna embarrass you by pulling iniquity up and saying you still bound you just blessed and bound or popular and bow and successful and still a slave there's a giant and he's 9 foot 12 and everybody's like we are not fighting him and David is like this is about to be your breathe he'll I let me do it and so underestimates him listen to me but you don't ever disqualify a man who's had the courage to deal with his past you never underestimate somebody who's not afraid of what he's been through I'm not afraid to admit yeah that was me I did that when a man can take responsibility for who he used to be then he can step into what he's supposed to be now God has called this entire movement to a generation born in the wild this is my people don't understand us can't get it they try to figure it out like it's a formula they say stupid something ain't nothing new Under the Sun it's gonna be somebody else and all that stuff to cope with our fruit but the real science of what we do is we don't a lot of people and we don't mislead them about becoming something you're unwilling to confront what we do is we don't introduce Jesus to you who you are today we allow Jesus to step into your yesterday so what we do is we confront the past we process the present and then we push the door open so you can walk into the future somebody has got to be a the exception to the rule people who grew up around wild beasts I don't really always do good with the Ivy Leaguers when I do I have to put on my educator radical black man conversation but what I do best when people grew up in dangerous circumstances my anointing offer people who should not even be alive those are the type of people that love to hear from me by those who knows what it is to be on edge of sanity and insanity those who knew what it is to duck and dodge bullets and not know how they were gonna eat from day to day that's what I believe and God is looking up for people who remember what happened to them yesterday cuz that's where they're gonna get the courage to fight what they should do today let me make about two and a half points so now y'all forcing me when you have a wild upbringing it was the devil's intent that David mimicked the behavior of the monsters around him and his most vulnerable moments in life his best friends became lions bears so the devil couldn't have ever had seen a king coming from there a zookeeper at best but it was the devil's intent to make this man a monster I feel like preaching now I don't know who I'm talking to in here but the devil wanted you to become what happened to you he wanted to shape and mutate you so that you would start to embody the monstrous things that happened to you he was just trying to rape you warming up he was trying to ruin your desire to be a mother and crush your maternal instincts so that you can let me and walk over you for the rest of your life my top he was just trying to molest you man he was trying to rob you of the right to be a father because he's afraid of your son so he was trying to take away from you the desire for women so that he could discontinue the scary line of deliver [Music] we are at a wall KOCO with confronting the environment that groomed us what the devil does is make you feel like it was your fault or there was something you could have done or you you could have made a different choice but we can't do nothing about what happened to us other than confronted and here's why if you don't confront the past you don't have the power for the future I want to talk to you a moment about denial when you suppress the fact that you grew up where the wild things are people don't know how to love you right because you rob them of context we're in your life discerning destructive behaviors or trying to figure out why you're not in your potential and you're holding the fact that from ages 12 to 15 you were Balu from The Jungle Book and your best friend was a monkey or a tiger all we need is some context now what equipped David for Goliath was the monsters the monsters became watch me what his daddy should have been he was a product of the system beast room him so they taught him what to eat where to sleep how to feel safe and you learn when you grow up where the wild things are Donnie you grow survival instincts so you start developing habits that just teach you how to survive whether that's be quiet or whether that's open up or whether that's suppress your feelings or whether that's admitting when you actually hurt and so when the devil does that he's always got a potential entry point to whatever God's promises for your future now Satan does not know the future I could have ran right through that no but I'm not okay I'm a holdout with Kevin that when I run I want you to help me okay I could I ran right through that door here if the devil hi Yaya had access to the future it would make him God he is not the Alpha he is not the Omega so what the hey hey Oh hold it down what the devil is doing with you is playing clues and categories the one place God is a lot Satan out of is the future he did whatever he did to your past and he can do whatever he's doing to your today but there is not a thing he can do about your tomorrow so how does he try to mess with you he looks at you watch me and he discerns and deciphers what God keeps you alive he's looking at some of you like why does he keep getting all these angels and why so much mercy happening and then he tries to come up with an intelligent conclusion about what God is doing but he cannot get to the future unless you decide to take him there and how you take him there is that you don't confront what happened to you where the wild things were now what happened to you and what happened around you can either work for you or against you David Kristina picked up some skills out there in the Wow Joshua was called to a people born in the world the Bible says they knew not the Lord and he had to circumcise them because they wouldn't become what happened to them trauma is such a real thing and you can't Botox it away you can't show any of the way you came booty implant it away there's nothing you can do with trauma trauma is going to trap you when you least expect it ask me how when when Satan came to tempt Jesus he offered him a promotion he told him I will take you to the top of the mountain see just because things are going right in your life don't mean that you okay some of you are so immature that you think because doors are opening that God is behind it no the devil has the power to take you to the top but his intent is to make sure that he embarrasses your tail are you up there so all favor is not from heaven some of it is a snare you got to have the integrity to admit when you're not ready that's a whole new seminar some of you are calling on a success that your soul cannot sustain and you got a pattern behind I'm working in here you got addictive behaviors you got a deal with you are a chemical depressant it's for some of us it's not just having a bad day you dealing with what the Bible calls us spirits of a heaviness and until you confront that stuff you have no continuation in the future now when it was time to fight Goliath the men who fought men were not strong enough but the man who grew up where the wild things were I'm gonna tell you what happened I wish I had three days to do this the skill set that David had was he was afraid of different things from his brothers because his brothers grew up man pleasing and being around men their fear was around their reputation men pleasing the fear of man the Bible says it brings a snare because David grew up talking to animals he didn't have enough sense to be scared of a giant it didn't register in him that he should not do what he was about to do when they came for TMZ in the shade room to interview me was I I just did what I've been doing the whole time I've always grew up fighting things bigger than me it was that determination that qualified him to fight the Giant and to gain the victory the lesson in that is in that is this your skills that you learn from your history can either be sanctified or seductive see God is trying to sanctify what you learned in the wild people kill me they'd be saved routing fight still all people you had all kind of hellish drunk boldness you can say start talking in tongue and that boldness completely disappears you don't invite nobody to church you're concerned about what folks think about you when you would get drunk glory to God over 50 Patrol hallelujah you had some hit come on don't look at me like that some of you got real thirsty just now I'm telling I know my people y'all was out oh my god if a patrol or if it was old granddaddy or look Jack whatever your particular thing was about you know they say a drunk heart speaking sober truth Oh everybody I've ever cussed I was on some liquor praise the Lord I didn't have enough sense to say I wasn't gonna do it but here's a problem you should not be more bold off of liquor than you I am the Holy Ghost the Bible said be not drunk with wine has an access but be filled with the spirit now your decision is who's going to have your skills Satan or God now you like God but don't nobody know what you've been through it's already in the power of Satan because Satan is the one who Stewart's secrets if you're not being transparent then you're not allowed truth to do what it's supposed to do in you and the Bible say he will know that and the truth is what makes you free you're sitting in here smiling and pretty and got your look cleans clipped the other day boscia I don't nobody know that you were molested by your uncle oh that you found out at 23 that your father was not really your father or your man and you grew up with a single mom who always chose me and over you for her own survival and the television raised you or your grandmother raised you when she was older in age and didn't have the power to protect you from porn and so now you had a reckless cycle of sexual desire because it your medicine some of you have no clue why are you so depressed and why you always want to kill yourself it might be because your mom wanted to kill you when women have meditations of abortion there are things that enter the life of that baby in vitro she opened you to the spirit of death that environment was enough to put something in you that's still alive now there are people who won't teach you well but when Jesus came into your life that starts it that gives him the right to be Lord but you still need deliverance let me bust your bubble just cuz you prance up here and shake somebody hand does not fix your life it just gives Jesus the right to be the one who fixes it up until then you don't have a savior or a healer or a deliverer and you're gonna be left to your own devices but when he becomes a lord then he wins the right to free you now some of you don't sit still long enough to get free ask me why because freedom is frustrating freedom is not an easy thing freedom is not something you're gonna spend a year doing you spent 20 years being programmed by seeing you're not gonna spin one getting out you lived your life with the wild things now you got to unlearn and I'm become everything you became there's a byproduct but what you went through your problem is you're in a rush and you're in a rush because of your culture you want to keep up with everybody you graduated with and everybody who's around you but you must be integral to your own process because if you don't your promise is going to die oh that I would be able to impart to you the mentality that you don't have nothing to prove not to social media not to your culture not to your whatever you you have got to be integral with where you ad and it's a shame that ion ovens act is doing more so work than your preachers it's an embarrassment that she's more effective and don't even believe in Jesus and y'all don't even do altar calls in this city it's a shy we are suppressed you hold your anger in nobody knows why you act the way you do and then you get mad cuz people write you off but they write you off cuz you won't own up to what's happened nobody has the power for the future if they don't have the courage to confront the past and you don't walk into the future by walking into the future you walk into the future by looking behind you like what the heck just happened to me make you suicidal sometime you bet oh my gosh she really liked me now you can't laugh about it cuz it still hurt I get you but when you come out of you like that is really crazy I mean I hole ate a fried bologna sandwich with somebody who molested me my god don't make no sudden moves it's okay the one thing all of us have in common is pain but the other thing we got in common is potential there is so much more in you than what you are aware of and I don't want you to become a cheapened version of it because you don't have the bravery to look in your past the difference between an apology and repentance is how much work you put in to keep it that way if you see anything I'll or forgive me by your blood hallelujah that was an apology because you have no intent to stay away from it your mentality is still the same your company is still the same your number is still the same your environment is still the same you be free cuz you at home with the wild things now that don't convict you there is a whole village in this story being terrorized the Bible say night and day because Goliath is threatening them the longer it takes you to say yes to God the longer somebody is suffering because of the lack of surrender in your life so you've got to be whole not just for you you're supposed to be hold for everybody coming after you and what part of what happened to us particularly in the 70s 80s and 90s is that we became high functionaries which means that we work through everything we're gonna grind through it all somebody trying to kill us sickness disease somebody died we're just gonna work it all through and we think that we're not gonna feel it no it's gonna come up maybe a year maybe two maybe after you got your own family but it's going to come up because you've been trained to deal with the fruit but nobody has the patience to find the root but until we deal with the root issues we're going to continue to get bad fruit nobody wakes up a crack at it nobody decides that - I'm gonna be a porn star mommy I hear it's really well-paying nobody looks up and says hey I'm gonna have six divorces that is so flat yeah those are not your ambitions those are things you become in response to your circumstance good thing is if you sanctify them skills though if you sanctify them instincts if you sanctify that refusal to die what it's going to produce in you is power for Giants and everybody else around you only fights men ROTC people but when you were born in the wild you don't fight games with jealous preachers that's why I don't care about them I was born in a while so fighting a monster with a microphone I got time for y'all I punch people like you so it's it's better for me to just keep going down still off you I'm growing in that you're not my enemy my enemy is a much greater issue I'm busy helping people heal so you can say whatever you want I'm on an assignment and I'm not wasting time with haters I'm talking to you how many of y'all got all kind of social network wars time out haters nobody care you have got to be acquainted with a bigger war the war you exhausted by is beneath you but it's because you don't know your own strength you still scare to dig up the dirt how to deal with who raised you some of you today I'm making decisions to try to appease people they can't be pleased I want you to know that you should never have to fight for acceptance we don't fight for God's acceptance we don't go into the throne of God like exactly except no he accepts us before we accept him here is my caveat there are many of you drained because you're starving for the acceptance of your parents choosing schools are not picking men or not even with joining this church look at how dysfunctional it is for you to fight to be accepted to the people you were born to and while you're doing this circus parlor trick performance it's still not enough to feel that void because they're not even powerful enough as people that's a spot for God you got to get so whole than if they accept you good if they don't accept you good I've got a giant I've got to fight we must get undistracted and get all the way deliver where the wild things are it was God's plan that your mom and your dad be the first guardians to your story the first escorts into the future and depending upon whatever was going on in them don't leave here mad don't don't go on Facebook and tag them like you wouldn't know that for me no no don't go call your daddy like you and your dad beat foul use what I'm teaching you to go on your own journey I've been pretty much saved all my life with a few exceptions few Saturday nights again the real but for the most part Ben say filled the Holy Ghost so I had no real logical way to reproduce anything the minute my family did up until tragedy hit and when tragedy hit all of them Stephenson Devils that I heared under Sunday school and heated under choir rehearsal and here under the Youth minute it came up why because tragedy will reveal the truth about where you are everybody's okay when life is okay but when pain shows up whatever you have not dealt with is gonna say hi I'm here God doesn't just wants you successful he wants you whole think about what type of life you live every addict every addiction every addiction for everybody you know it's a way to medicate pain and here's the if it's a sex addiction if it's an alcoholic addiction if it's a percocet if it's we here's what it does you take it and you go on a real trip you literally come out of your life and you get high you don't care about nothing that's why people drink drink drink and drive they you get drunk you know who you slept with you know who happened to you you wake up and all kind of crazy stuff but here's a deceptive part about it and a couple hours you coming back to your life and your problems and your memories and your fears and the curses you've been living under because somebody said you would not be and could not be and so some of you have such poor self-esteem that you entertain all attention cuz it's better than what you did not get the wild things had one disadvantage pastor 80 they didn't speak human this is my David had to encouraged himself in the Lord because his mother and his daddy were too distracted in their own drama to give him the necessary blessings I'm to my focal blessings so he had to assume them from monsters good thing is he learned to fight that way the other day a lion came upon me I am not afraid to stand up against a giant I'm here to talk to somebody that's gonna get unknowing it to fight until you're done I'm not saying fight until you're tired fight until it's bad I want you to fight until you don't look like it no more I want you to fight other people can't tell where you've been I want you to fight you don't want it anymore I want you to fight until it's bad because when you have authority over it in you you can have authority over it in people you know what's missing from today's altar calls is the absence of authority there's a lot of people in the body of Christ binding stuff that still binds them you like I bind you that devil then I bind you seriously come on out I buying you the devil is like no you have no rights to find me I have common ground with you we were just together last night you can't break it until you've broken it people are always like you come to the altar all in all again you got to grow up sometime it's not a matter of people's desire sometimes it's a matter of the absence of authority in the worker if you are an undecided man or woman you can't call nobody else into a decision you don't have authority over addiction you don't have authority over depression and you shown the heck ain't got authority over us until you crucify your own members that's what God wants for this church this shirt means everything to me before we coined it a term we've been doing it for years we all got broken people and for a while there used to frustrate me I'm like would you please send me somebody normal and Laura spoke to me I said that doesn't prove who I've called you to be I'm gonna always trust you with broke it be see God doesn't send the broken nowhere he entrusts the broken to people and he brings men and women who had been born in chaos to an environment of divine order under the Word of God under the power of deliverance under the gifts of the Spirit to have curse broken so that they can become trophies buildings are not trophies to God TV shows are not trophies to God the lives of men who had been called out of curses are trophies to God so that's where we at we are in a season where we confronting what raised us and some time it takes you a while to get there there times I look in the mirror and I look so much like my daddy I get scares me oh Jesus the blood right now father come out you got an older you get you start finding yourself saying certain stuff like them and the crazy thing is you don't even have to be around them all the time it just comes up the shame is what I want to deal with tonight cuz many people can't confront the past because they're still embarrassed about it you've not accepted it which is why you won't tell us nobody wants to meet yeah I've been in group sex parties or I should do orgies or I was a prostitute or nobody wants to admit that we want the prettier testimonies crap like this he brought me out of darkness all right ma'am what type tell us that okay cuz you know you delivered if you can give some details praise the Lord if you got to be ambiguous it's because you still got a caveat and you're going back to it and sure some of you are one test from the old you one storm one disappointment to the you you used to be and you use your backslidings to threaten God about what he'd better do or else bless me because I could go back there give me this job I can I will it wasn't easier in the world go act like you ain't gonna be in them clubs any nobody gonna know you ain't one of us see many of y'all can't ever God is built you so that even if you go back they don't know you false flag it you marked hey hey you're March now you've got to deal with it I feel many of you in here grieving you hey grieving your right to be normal I'm talking to your apricot head so you are grieving so prune here you are green and the right to be a regular person why can't I get away with them why they get to do that why do I get convicted you must be okay with what God is calling you to do if you're not okay with that standard it's going to become a curse to you how dare you envy the life of a slave just cuz it looks fun don't mean they free do you remember what it is to wake up and not after and plater you didn't have HIV what prayed it you didn't get herpes or thank God that you didn't kill yourself you don't want that no more nobody goes to jail and look at somebody and say that Deborah is a man you show got it me only in the church do we come to the triage and life of the nurse why in hell are you here if you don't want to be healed you don't get perfect attendance rewards in heaven ain't no angel see they're like oh she's here again that's good no no no no no no no if what's on this house is not working to undo what the devil did to you your coming is in vain and your bad marketing because if you stay broken unbelievers are not impressed with the changes you ain't made yet some of you are the only Bible very many people see every day and you're not an impressive version cuz you won't put in the due diligence to get the victory for real you don't hey you know you don't want to spend them nights in cold sweats you want God to take it away and you not feel it but but for some of you God's trying to take that thing out of you cold turkey he's trying to drag the thing out of you and and he wants you to feel he's trying to deliver you without anesthesia cuz he wants you to feel every angle of this so you can remember how hard it was to get delivered so you'll never ever ever go back if he makes it easy then you'll go back every day but if you bleed to get out of this if you cry to get out of this if you fight to get out of this the chances of you stand out is real I don't wanna lie to you it's gonna be easy glory to God you're gonna look at that phone some nights this is how you know you're free or not you've got to be honest with yourself about what you would do if you would never get caught you got to search your soul to find out what you would do if you knew you could get away with it you know in prisons solitary confinement is is one of the highest forms of punishment just before death row and the reason is such a strong form of punishment because men were just not created to be alone we just we were born for relationship and so when you're in solitary confinement the dark is off you by yourself all of that stuff what torments men is not the dark it's their thoughts and so many men and women have never had enough illness to think about what's happening in their head what's happening in their hearts you get all kind of flashbacks all kind of memories you start talking to yourself tweaking itching and stuff ain't nothing wrong with you your mind is now and your heart has had the opportunity to vent to express itself while wait to a nervous breakdown or or until you make a victim of somebody else because you're using them as a pond for your own pain men when you sleep with women cuz you got a need you take their soul you you literally tie that woman you can get up and walk away but your DNA is in that woman she now is gonna mutate and start carrying on some of your crap women the same thing is true do you know the biblical definition I mean the do you know Miriam's dictionary for vampire is a seductive woman you're living as a vampire sucking the life out of man because of what you can't seeing you culture is killing us which is why this church is so necessary cuz you've got to come in a place that takes the shame off for you so you can face a giant and not care about what it happens not to you like yeah I did that that was me found mm-hmm if you are discouraged by this then here's some encouragement go find the oldest picture of you that you can and compare that that's the type of side by side you need to see who you were when you were at your darkest I so love you and where you where today so you may not be where you want to be but you made some astounding progress if you if you go and find a picture of you hung over or a picture you when you used to get high or a picture of you when you was with a man that was beating you and put it next to who you are now it'll give you context and hopefully what he'll do is give you faith that if the Lord could do this much in this short amount of time if I commit to him if I sell out to this thing and do my time it's amazing what he could do I'm looking at some people that are in some immense psychological warfare and as many of you from spouses you're being abused you reliving things you're hearing that rage and that anger and it's not normal you've got to be willing to face where you've been that's the secret to what we do we don't encourage people to lie I love the fact that in all nations Huntsville and every campus if a trans best I walked in we'd hug them just like they were normal people and loved us to out of there it's sad that they could walk in any church in America and be treated like a disease as if they're Devils are more dangerous than the ones with the mics men and women of God have had tendencies for years I grew up trying to figure out why we was all related I'm serious and my church we were all legally related and I didn't acts any questions tonight about 15 like wait a minute though my pastor was my grandfather and several of the Dinkas were my uncle and some of the people and you know what happened when my papa went to the grave that's when all the answers came out that's how black people do it we'd be like you my cousin how what but ain't you married to Lord don't lose your future to family secrets oh it's quiet today and don't you not tell old family secrets cuz your mammy think is disrespectful that Oh what goes on in this house stays in my house foolishness is why everybody in the house is crazy and broke and can't stay married longer than 20 seconds break the curse break the curse break the curse describe the cycle and do it for the vine glory to God I said do it for the vine if you can't do it for yourself do it for Jesus if you can't do it for your money do it for Jesus cuz he can't wait til you get free he's excited about your freedom he is anticipating watching destiny it's not just about becoming something it is also about unbecoming things you see before you came to the world you were perfect in God you became a lot of things and respond to life and pressure and then the devil also knows the power of impartation so you know how in the kingdom of light somebody takes you on and starts to impart to you and mentor and lay hands on you that stuff works in the kingdom of darkness as well think about your life coaches your your gang leaders or people that raised you they become sources of impartation a part of what you don't know is molestation it's also a form of impartation somebody is opening you up to a new round so the devil knows the power of the way that stuff works you understand that and all of that stuff happens to you because Satan is afraid of your future that's what he's scared of because it is the x-factor he has no clue what God is trying to do with you but if he if it's anything on the scale of Jesus he was like let's let's make sure these curses are fully intact so that whatever God wants to do with them doesn't come to pass how many of you were born with a wild things are I know I was found I want you to get back to I don't know if y'all doing this now get back to testifying I'm about to do it myself in my own and that focus is religious in church again why testimony brings accountability if you tell me you a crack hand over the mic then I'm gonna ask questions and vulnerable hours hey where you at what are you doing come out of this realm of secrecy come here sweetheart I'll sit down I'm gonna give all to call in a minute I see such profound ministry getting ready to come out of you and I was sitting there in that water and a part of what the Lord began to show me is how there were moments in your life where your dreams tormented you and and you know in your development as a woman your foresight became the source of torment you would get feelings around when bad things would happen and then there was a point in your life where you felt like everything you loved died just your stabilizers walked away and would not be consistent so it created a massive level of mistrust in your life but the day where you're going to be tormented by your discernment it's done God is gonna take those skills you learned in the wild and you're going to be a woman who prophesize with such extreme power now there was and I don't know anything about your testimony there was an extreme amount of boldness that would come out of you when you were angry and in a rage I mean just you would mouth off I'm talking about like ad teachers in high school you would flip off and then the devil started working to silence you so that you just would not say anything until it was the worst I promise how the muzzle is coming off of you [Applause] and even even in this house you're going to be a woman of such immense wisdom and and there's going to be the gifts of the Spirit are going to flow powerfully through you now the Lord has been dealing with you probably for about two years now about walking in integrity with your gift and and and you're not afraid of the gift you're afraid of the responsibility of it and God says he's about to give you a bonus you've never known before you I've got you have got to launch out on this yes and you've got to never ever go back I bind the spirit of timidity fear and even whatever the devil is messing with you about concerning your identity as a mother I curse that right now and I say you're going to be much more than you had ever dream in the name of Jesus activate every gift every assignment let the prophetic spirit break out in her life with great boldness and may she never ever be ashamed of where she's been again in the name of Jesus come on put those hands together for the Lord come up of those hands together for Jesus hallelujah there is there is coming such a move of God to deal with shame in this church and I believe that it's going to bring hundreds of people in as we start dealing with a confronting the past people have hope for the future that's the problem people don't have the courage to confront the pass so they suppress it they hide it and they're not willing to walk in it but God is doing something even in this church through prayer he's doing something in worship where God's gonna deal with shame offer people how many of you I believe that he's gonna start to undress and disrobe shame commitment you've been preparing for the day that is before you and you have been having a foundation laid in your life four things that you are almost suspicious but not fully confident in and I promise out of the things you've seen from God are going to happen and there's going to be a day where where the this nation is going to call upon you as a voice of deliverance and I see [Applause] I see I see the Isaiah 60:1 anointing on you it's not just going to be what I sense from you is is a powerful preaching anointing but there's coming the scribes anointing is next and God's going to give you platforms that's going to startle your family prepare they're going to be afraid many of them have not known how to conceptualize prosperity but the Spirit of God says what he's found in you is a willingness to step out of three generations of debt and he's going to do a miraculous thing i prophesy he's going to do a miraculous thing for you and the miraculous thing that the Lord is going to do for you is he's going to give you a start that nobody else could give you you know of what I speak there were circumstances that had left you in such depression because you felt like you walked away from the opportunity of a lifetime but when I hear the spirit of grace saying is if you will stop grieving Ishmael my god I will release you into the Isaac's season we agree with that in Jesus name we agree with that we agree with that we agree we agree we agree we agree come on hallelujah I said we agree we agree we're going to we're going to begin to pray for many of you in this issue and we're gonna pray that God does an amazing work God is going to move so powerfully in this church it's going to be unlike anything you've ever seen before ma'am are you married with this white shirt on you're not married will you come to me please you go here to this church okay let me pray for you okay and I'm gonna pray that the final season of that residue where your mind was under such gross attack from that black man praise the Lord the the esteem hit you took that has you the best way to say it is afraid to love and afraid to truthfully be loved I'm at your Satan's plan for you is to drive you into poverty and to and to put his hand on a generation or like an iniquitous pattern of alcoholism okay but God is making you the divine exception there is a strong preaching grace upon you as well and God's going until you wreck your life in the best way possible and he's going to provide for you I'm looking at your living circumstance ma'am and what I see is that the Lord is about to make a way for you to get out of that okay I see that there is a massive strain and and heaven heaven is going to reward you with what you cannot afford he's going to reward you with what you cannot afford last month you had an opportunity to be bought it seemed almost like bribed praise God and the Lord says you walked away from an unclean opportunity and the Holy Ghost says because you walked away from me he's gonna open his purse to you and he's going to favor you greatly come off of those hands together for the Lord hey come up with those hands together for Jesus hallelujah I want this guy right here you that come to me the Spirit of God is pulling you out the shadows man lift your hands I see a deep conspiracy a profound network of relationships of environments that's been on assignment to hell to literally kill you and it's trying to use an open genetic curse of rejection praise God where the best way to describe this without bein too specific is that there have been wolves older that have been sent into your life to recruit you into a life of destruction because of the silence of your father there there was a silence there because you did not turn out how he wanted and because of that there have been men that came around to take that place today God's breaking the curse and I'm gonna tell you this he's about to undo that thing in your blood pass 80 will you come here he's undoing that thing in your blood right now will you embrace him glory to God come on put those hands together for Jesus come on all nations at all you got aren't you glad you saw a redeeming Savior hallelujah we're gonna do an altar call so if pastor Dee or pastor Jeremy whoever you know as license to do that or whatever when I call it I want you to do it come here lady the prophetic is in your eyes and lift your hands up he's but he's about to deal with your addiction to worry you you have a tendency to stress and often because you have such great intuition about where things are going but there is a greater consecration God's calling you to a time of fasting and prayer that's going to put to death the powers of Hell that have been working in your mind and a part of what he's going to do is he's going to draw very many people to you if you will remain a submitted woman but the Spirit is it's going to be like the mantle of Deborah is going to come upon you and you're going to know what it is to move in great access and I see something getting ready to happen with you even government Lee I'm talking about literally with government and and God's gonna give you the grace to speak into to interpret the dreams of and to stand alongside kings in the south it's happening immediately come up with those hands together for Jesus Holly there's a lady right behind you Satan has been trying to kill the intercessor in you and discourage you concerning prayer and a part of what he has been doing is make you be so hard on yourself but it's been difficult for you to be as committed as you want to be God is doing a thing in your chemical makeup lady you were born to a line of women that struggle with chemical imbalances and a part of what the Spirit of God is about to do is settle your chemical self he's about to do a thing he's going to do something in in your literal glands your thyroid is about to experience a miracle from the Lord and you are about to experience the sweetest sleep that you have ever had and God he's going to deal with this promise to sickness there is an attack on your health because Hale is afraid of what you'll like when you have all your energy but the spirit of grace is doing the thing for you even tonight and he's gonna start with it by prayer you're going to notice that as you commit yourself to journaling again and to prayer that what he's gonna do is he's gonna open up the floodgates of years of bound and blocked emotions and you're going to find that they are open so that you can be restored put those hands together for Jesus hallelujah I'm hearing the Lord tell me to give a very specific altar call so I'm gonna do it but I just want to make sure I am completely compliant with what God is saying come here Kimmy there has been such immense shame that is operated not externally but internally in your life and it's been this way since you were like 15 years old where shame and and strong guilt would be the glue that kept you to wrong people and wrong places and wrong things but the Lord says there has been such powerful progress and and though it seems as if you're not progressing the way you want because God has given you an extreme sensitivity to what he wants and it almost feels like it's unrealistic like you'll never get there but I prophesied the strength is coming to you for a season of healing and a season of restoration I'm looking at you as a man whole not just a man with money and not just that the Lord says he's promised you a lot of things materially and you're going to have that that borrowing that that needing people all of that is done in the next season of your life your provision is going to flow from your total obedience do not be afraid but I saw a wolf in a robe and I saw a monster in a color Satan is going to try to pull you into cycles through men that have like almost like opportunity as the bait and the Lord says if you will go into a season of nose nose and if you will break or remove the bark cold from your forehead and not be purchased what I will do for you in the next season will be bigger and better than anything you could have ever have done for yourself you're about to meet El Shaddai and he's going to give you the abundance and I want you to hear this very specifically he's gonna give you the end button of three generations you're going to know ownership you're going to know travel there's so much God's gonna trust you with but you've got to let him finish what he started father I'll loose the grace I lose the grace right now in the name of Jesus I'll lose grace and God says even those that have threatened to like exploit you I'm looking like I'm looking through a list of DMS and inboxes of threats and of people from the past two years ago I'm looking at on-again off-again folk that you would cut off and they will come back around God says if you will close the door and change the locks I will do such a thing for you that people will have no choice but to admit that my hand is upon your life and you and I want to there is a I don't know anything about you and your mama but there is a there is a heard so there is a very profound need to be nurtured that God's going to address and he's going to deal with years of regret and years of memories that's going to bring you into the promise of God for your life I bless you and I reverse every curse ever spoken against you I come against the words and the judgments and every demonic declaration over yourself from church people from people that school from people at work every every judgment written against you and I release God's Word to your life and His Word to your future and his word to your promise in Jesus name come up with those hands together all right we're going to do this I keep hearing something in the spirit about somebody homeless almost like living in a shelter and I know that's a very embarrassing thing to admit but if you will obey the Lord at some point in and come up here from ministry before this time next week God will have broken the issue I'm about to run around here all nations he reveals it to heal it if God is dealing with this issue that means there's provision in the room come on I said there's provision in the room this all the way in the name of the son of God you're getting exactly what you came here for tonight the Lord is about to open a door I declare over both of you that before seven days time before seven days time before seven days times I break the power of poverty off of you and I and the Lord listen I'm gonna tell you what's happening whoever that is holding this provision over your head because you made a choice to separate yourself God's going to judge this and he's gonna let something be fair to you I'll lose this to you in the name of Jesus lady God wants you to know he has not forgotten about you he is not forgotten you were crying yesterday at 2:30 asking God why he had forgotten about you and the Lord says I have not forgotten about you I'm gonna give you a house I'm gonna deal with your lungs oh come on I feel the power of the Holy Ghost I said I feel the power of the Holy Ghost I feel the power of the Holy Ghost all right we're gonna have a altar call I know it's late I want to pray for those of you in the room and I know this is going to be a courageous altar call but don't miss your freedom for fear of judgment don't I don't care if you a preacher I don't care if you got a EP coming out tomorrow I don't care if you got a grant I don't because if you don't handle pain right we're gonna lose all of that greatness I feel like there's a specific anointing in this room for molestation and rape victims now many of you may have had some degree of ministry from this but there's a group of you who are tormented by this and many of you were men nobody knows and some of you even as I'm talking right now you're trying to contemplate the consequences of coming forward and who's going to know and what they're going to say some of you your spouses don't know and when I tell you I can hear the cry of broken boys coming out of grown men in this room because you've never confronted it you got older than it you moved over it but God wants to start at the foundation if you were here and you're believing God you're tormented by pictures you see things something happened with incest a lot of you playing house and opened up stuff some of you that have strong pornographic addictions who were introduced to it through family members and and uncles God wants to cut the thing at the root what we do tonight is not going to completely fix it but it'll give you grace to start a process where you can confront the wild things if you're here and you experienced rape when one of you women is really recent I'm picking up in my spirit some of you is in the last 30 days Shh there's a unique anointing coming in here for this come to me right now from all over the room don't be afraid don't feel judged wherever you are come come come come come come come come come come come don't even think about it don't think about who's looking don't think about who's watching come come come I don't care how young or how old you are come now come now there's a woman in here you became pregnant from rape and you aborted the baby and you're afraid to own that come up come on God's going to heal tonight come on all nations this is what we do this is what we do as I said several of you are in relationships with and they are like sexual relationships with people and is strictly provisional for rent for money for bills come God's gonna break soul times today he's gonna break soul ties today there was a girl I met several years ago God's talking to me about her and she's a radio person number nine or something six is she here six come here I just heard something very specific about you yeah that's her what I call her nine let me tell you this God said to tell you you will live and not die something [Applause] there is a there is a there is a looming thing over your head trying to threaten to come back and God said tell you this thing is not coming back God's got way too much ministry you've not begun to see the types of national access God's gonna plan for you this this this cancer not only will not spread it's not going to kill you we forbid the curse of this thing the torment of this thing the fear of it we've burned by fire and we released life to you God sending some benefactors that don't want nothing from you and he's gonna completely restore you for the sake of what he wants out of your life and purpose in the name of Jesus come up with those hands together for the Lord come up put those hands together for Jesus alright we're gonna pray whoever I don't know them the you got people who do the altar and stuff come on appreciate you home whoever is on the team and stuff Coco I see promotion is coming and I see that it's it's not just going to be natural promotion but there is spiritual promotion God is opening up the full psalmist profile to you and a part of what that means is that you're going to sing people into deliverance and at first is going to be an accident you're going to be singing and hear people screaming out but I'm telling you there is an oil over your life for manic depressant it's going to be amazing you're going to sing men and women into emotional stability there is a shift in your authority whatever you just live through God said it was because he wanted to graduate you and you passed with flying colors I wish I had praises I said I wish I had praises that's all I want is a praising hallelujah ress Christina I'm gonna need all the help we can get Donnie sorry come on take your swoosh off and come up work are we gonna pray and we're gonna believe God to completely there's gonna be a day the nation is gonna know your name come here you you're going to preach the gospel of peace who you are who you were is not who you are and tonight is gonna be the final night you disqualify yourself from going where you're supposed to go and God I promise our divine separation over you that the Spirit of God is going to in some relationships to bring you into focus it's going to be hard but for seven days a spirit of grace has been showing you why you've got to break some things relationally to move into the future God at hope and and the reason you you have been afraid to do it is because you you think you owe people an explanation I prophesied God's gonna give you grace to not apologize for what he's trying to birth in your life and birth in your future and birth in your family I say it is so and not otherwise over you all right lift your hands we're just going to surrender this thing to God this is a beautiful thing and as you're lifting your hands I don't want you to think about what you deserve or not I don't want you to think about whether or not something was your fault or not I don't want you to think about all of what the devil is trying to make you feel like you lost out on because of this God has the ability to restore years the word declares I will restore the years that the locust the palmer worm the cankerworm has stolen from you and I see and I prophesied the restoration of years over you as your hands are lifted right now I want you to do a very hard thing between you and God I want you to think about whoever and whatever the perpetrator was sweetheart with these hoops in your ears all the way at the back you yes ma'am I think you should probably come up here for prayer I want you to think about the perpetrator as hard as you can because we can't minister to you until you forgive them whether it was on purpose and listen forgiveness is not a favor to them you're not doing them a favor and you're not saying that whatever they did was right you're just saying you're breaking their influence off of your soul it's not about injustice you got to release them because as long as you have unforgiveness these people have a right to you they have ownership so we release right now come on I'll walk you through it just lift your hands and don't I want you to do it as an act of your will we release every perpetrator right now every rapist every molest or we release them right now into the the forgiveness of God they are your responsibility come on release them out of the prison's of your memory come on come on come on open your mouth I know it's hard release them from from oh my god I see like group and gang sexual activities come on release them come on release them some of you as the Lord has shown me dorm rooms and things that happen yeah release them come on he's read he's revealing this to me come on God begin to show me these things in cars come on released him for a lot of you it was at gunpoint come on release them right now even if you don't know their name release them I released him right now I break their authority over me come on don't be ashamed I release them that they're not gonna hold my emotions they're not gonna hold my my my memories anymore come on come on come on come on come on you don't have to live her you don't have to live her you can be whole release them come on if it was an uncle if it was a pastor if it was a grandparent whoever it was wherever it was now release your parents forgive come on come on release whoever you're blaming for not being there whoever you're blaming for not protecting we're not showing you come on open your mouth release them release them come on you've been looking for somebody to blame because they didn't protect you they didn't believe you come on they were nowhere to be seen release them release them release them come on all over this room come on all over this room come on release them I know it hurts but sometime healing has to hurt I want you to think about them deepest places come on come on come on think about those memories in those places come on come on release them that's how you start healing come on come on all right now one more round now release yourself forgive yourself come on forgive yourself come on oh you can't sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself release yourself release yourself come on come on all over this building [Music] now father father at the name of Jesus these people have renounced have released and have broken the legal rights of hell now I'm asking that as we minister to them that you would immediately unseat that you would immediately evict that you would immediately cashed out every spirit of fear of lust of witchcraft of torment of death those that have had abortions and miscarriages because of these issues I'm asking for healing that as we address these powers by their name or their family name that you're going to release them and set them free in the name of Jesus come on y'all but you the minister lift your hands and receive it come on all over this room be gentle guys I want you to minister to them in the love of God come on [Music] come on awesome [Music] [Music] the fires have deliverance the fires of the fires of my liver [Music] buyers of dealers the fires of deliverance the fiery liberation come on it's free indeed who he sets free is free indeed who he says free is free indeed Oh God he says he says [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] the shackles are broken you said free the shackles are broken cuz ya'll said free the shackles are broken you're set free because he's enough some God the shekels are broken and you are free the shekels are broken and we'll set em free the shackles are broken and you're set free because he's an awesome [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] our heart bow because we're free our hearts bow because we're free our hearts mouth because we're free and also God our hearts bow because we're free our hearts bow because when free a heart bow because we're free ah [Music] don't work image until the day of Jesus [Applause] [Music] [Applause] situation we lose the shackles cuz we are free we loose the shackles cuz we are free we lose the shackles cuz we are free we lose the shackle cuz we are free he loses the shackles cuz we are free the shadow he loses the shackles cuz we are free he loses bush [Music] [Music] we worship you our Lord you are worthy to be praised [Applause] we worship You Lord you are worthy to be praised come on say we give you all come on you are Topton we worship you O God me exalted we come on we worship [Music] we give you all we were [Music] [Applause] [Music] let's sing about that time we give you all [Music] [Music] [Applause] Oh [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] we were [Music] worthy a worthy god a worthy God a worthy God a worthy God so worthy God so worthy God a God who restores a God who delivers a God who restores a God who delivers Oh God who restores a God who delivers a God who restores a God who delivers a God who restores and a God who delivers a God who restores and a God who deliver delivers you from the darkness delivers delivers you from the bondage [Music] you out of the hands of Satan out of the hands of yourself delivers he's a God who delivers [Music] come on sing our God is an awesome God [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] he raised forever he raised [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] come on McLaren from your spirit [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] see here a [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] come on here [Applause] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] one more time here ace [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] just [Music] come in trice and Noah's coming in searches so good coming in try us and Noah's come in and searches okay coming in try us and know us we want to be clean we want to be clean inside we want to be clean we want to be clean inside no my heart of stone we want a heart of flesh no my heart of stone we want a heart of flesh come inside and Noah's come and sad and trials search our hearts and Noah's search our hearts and try as we want to be clean there is such a desire in the room and hunger in the room these type of moments we are accustomed to but tonight it is literally jumping over what you have experienced to who you shall become and I just tell all nations this I just know no other way to be I I leaned over to apostle and I asked him I said did you happen to catch 11 o'clock service Sunday because whether you know it or not all nations you know the whole message was about Shane and he says no I didn't get a chance to catch it he says I've been meaning to but I haven't caught it and I said it's clearly what God is speaking to our house about getting over the spirit of Shane he comes in and wrecks us on Shane and tells us that God is addressing our past and when we talk about the two men on the cross the two thieves on the cross grace is only reserved for the guilty and if you can to milk to guilt you can't receive grace so how do you receive grace is admitting I'm guilty grace is not reserved for those that are trying to hide their hand but grace is reserved for the guilty and God is trying to do something to where we are coming out of the shadows and coming out of the case of who we used to be and using this we parallel it on Wednesday that there is power in your testimony your real testimony God is trying to cleanse a people so so white that he's saying it doesn't matter who tries to bring up your dirt but in order for you to testify about it you got to be over it because the dichotomy in church is we aren't testifying we're advertising so you're telling people what you're dealing with with the hope that that spirit comes and connects with you but I can testify about what I survived and what I lived through I'm telling you tonight that what we have heard and how God has spoken is no coincidence it is all what God is saying to us as a church as a people and as a house so tonight don't be alone we're just going to keep going but tonight I don't want to end this service without giving you the opportunity to connect with Christ if you don't know and so if you're saying I desire to be saved I don't know Christ I want God in a new way we call it a card or life because you're not living until you get him so if this is you I want you to make your way come on [Music] are you saying hey I've been saved but I kind of been doing my own thing I need to get back on the right track with Christ you're saying I need to recommit I reconnect my life with Christ I want you to make your way to this altar now I want you to make your way to this altar now come on if this is you I want you to make your way come on come on come on come on come on come on come on if this is you make your way make your way make your way make your way make your way come on come on come on come on our nation is you better not get tired come on you celebrate these people you celebrate these people thirdly a call to partner if you believe that all nations is the church for you we just got a phrase that we say every now and then if you're coming come now if you believe all nations is the church for you you need to be under this umbrella you need to be under what God is teaching you need to be under what God is doing and if this issue we want you to let me be the person to tell you we would love to have you so if this is you and you want to make a commitment on a Friday night that all nations is the church for me I want to be here I don't care where you live I don't care where you got to move from I don't care what you got to do but you have heard the voice of God some of you all have been contemplating this for weeks and tonight was the exclamation point on your yes if this is you I want you to make your way to this altar right now come on come on come on if this is you I want you to make your way to this altar come on come on come on [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] this issue I want you to make your way for any of these three Carter life how to reconnect our Carter partner do this real quick look at your neighbor ash your neighbor hey neighbor you want me to walk with you hey neighbor you want me to walk with you this is this is your time this is your moment this is you make your way [Music] he ran [Music] oh my god he reigns [Music] such a holy God he reigns over heaven and earth [Music] the Apostle has stepped out he's going to be in the bag he's gonna be in fern excuse me signing books one of the things that we were talking about right before he walked out was the importance has our church continues to grow and as I search continues to mature he says hey I don't know what you've been teaching your people but whatever you teaching him is working and one thing that I want you to know and he said this he says it's just important for them to remain in the tent that when the thing begins to grow the enemy wants to pour you from where you have learned and pull you from what you are connected to so our task is to remain in the tent to not be distracted by the enemy's tactics lack of consistency lack of commitment now is not the time as you see God growing a thing in your life for you to waver on your commitment as it pertains to your relationship with God so it's important for you to stay in the tent if all nations is not your tent I'm staying your tent wherever you are wherever God has placed you but also let me help you in your relationship with your pastor don't you be in the tent trying to kill the 10 so you be in the tent support the tin help build the tin protect the tent all nations alright when the hold on there is because we got this real worship music on and y'all some of y'all - you know you tie your I need everybody to stand real quick come on you gonna stand to walk out anyway because we have a culture of celebrating life and one thing I will not allow down this is this is just I don't apologize Who I am we have a culture of celebrating life and I will not allow visitors to dictate our culture this is what we do over here so when we saw these people walking to the altar this look this look roody-poo yeah we don't do that we celebrate them they just made the best decision of their life [Applause] it changes everything when you get connected to the right people when you get connected to the right church it changes everything and the reason why you not excited maybe because you're not connected to the right Church you go as a leisure Club but maybe we go as a life transformation so all nations we have to fork our life [Applause] that sounds like all nations come on that sounds like all nations that sounds like whole nation you better celebrate these two people that have come to give their life to the man also all nations we have four to reconnect with Christ tonight [Music] and we have to to partner with this great church [Music] so tonight we're going for a long time I just thank God for each and every one of you hearing the voice of God moving when you heard the voice of God knowing what God was calling you to do knowing what God was saying in this moment and I believe that as you confront your fear of walking up to this altar god solidifies some things in your life and as you constantly confront fear let this vault be a pillar and a starting point so every time you feel fearful when God speaks the thing I'm gonna do it no matter who's around no matter who's watching no matter who's opinion whatever it may be you have to be so committed to your growth that you would do it in front of people I told the church on Wednesday we got to make it okay to put people to change in front of us how you met somebody is not who they are right now because you're not even how you were the only people that don't like change is people that don't want it and the people that don't change but if you believe that you change people can change and guess what God loved your worst enemy too we don't like that type of talk cuz I hate us I always gonna be I hate us lies the reason why some of you all are in contention with certain people is because you need them so the enemies trying to create a barrier so that y'all don't communicate but the moment child tall doors are beginning to open up some of the some of the people that you need you afraid to talk to touch your neighbor say get over it get over it boy come on let's celebrate them if y'all go follow come on come on let's celebrate them all right we're about to be dismissed listen I thank God every one of you I think off each and every one of you Casey come here let me pray for you come here come on Erica bye do you came to this altar for this altar call but there's so much more that God is doing in your heart he's solidifying you and I speak to this continual continual habitual habits of rage it's because you have not confronted to pass when Apostle was preaching he was talking directly to you but God is trying to break the cycle of your anger yes y'all quiet y'all got because some of y'all deal with anger anger issues too and only time you can speak truth is when you mad don't worry I'm a preacher on this Sunday cuz that's witchcraft the enemy wants you to feel like you can't express your feelings in a sober situation so it has to be fueled by anger so your content can be right but the motive driving it can be the enemy and God is dealing with this think of your anger and God is gonna give you a piece about where you've been and about what you've done about where who you are you would not question who you are any more cases seyton I speak to you now you have lost this one yeah come on yeah come out of there I see just think of frustration and anger and bitterness I speak to you will not have you strength we gonna overpower this thing this is a fight to the finish and baby you're gonna finish this one we're not going back into the same cycle we're not going back into the same habits we're not going back to the same coping mechanisms I cast every taste of liquor off of your lips every bit of we I cast it now now that the enemy will not have you to cope the same way that you have coped in the past but I decree and declare you gonna pick up the Word of God as a coping mechanism for your situation I speak that power will be your portion and you are a deliverer once you get deliver but I speak that power will be your portion and the enemy will not have you he will not have your mind he will not have your thought process he will not have your language but what comes off of your lips will be what the Lord desires for you to say and I speak freedom over your life now Lord freaking out she's a-- and the mighty name of Jesus we pray come on I need some prayers in the building I need some celebrators in the building we can drive out the end of it now come on I need somebody to celebrate for her ask me freedom over her anger will not be your portion don't mind me free just be free just beats me free [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] come on I need some banner to celebrate for her [Music] if you know anybody in anger management you need to celebrate their corners go heal you here heal your mama here here your Fathead daddy he'll heal if anybody in your bloodline deals with anger management you should have been shouting in the anger issues you should have been shouting if you are bipolar I'm talking to your tail if you if you deal with bipolarism do need to be shout because that thing is a serious issue in the body of Christ [Music] one moment you up the next moment you down don't nobody know how to talk to you and claim to be a Christian i speech the ability on your emotions in the house say oh you want about a prophesy in show season you about to get a new car but I'm proper sign that your mind be right cuz you can get a new car and still be the same hell yeah you're gonna miss manage the new like the same way you did the old because one moment you excited about what you got then in this moment you comparing what you got to somebody else we thank the Lord for our apostle come on can we give it up for our apostle we thank God for him laboring and preaching prophesy and all to call everything we just thank the Lord alright so we're about to be dismissed I know some of you are famished and you need some vittles but on Sunday on Sunday on Sunday on Sunday 9 a.m. and 12 it's gonna be no joke so if you are offended I'm not changing it all right so listen we're gonna pray for you to be dismissed and then when I prayed it for you to be this vicious hug somebody on your way out so you know you like I like you don't print when I say man you hook somebody in you tell them hey I may be mad but I feel better cuz a lot of times you won't you'll lead a church shower sometimes you need a church reflected like what just happened that shame that same thing I needed to get up out of me come on let us pray doing the father God we thank you for the asesina without your superb though we pray Lord that this word tonight begin to uproot some things in us and God we know that as the preacher goes for the demons are like whack-a-mole that when the word is preached there show their head and we gotta cut it off so it never drop comes back again god we want to deal with what offends us and we want to deal with what hurts us but God we thank you for your man of God that has come to set us free and we thank you God for him hearing strictly from you now God is relieved from this place let us not leave in your presence your special agent protection around us they will make it a destination safely and when we make it there safely we'll find that all as well know we love you we thank you we honor you God it's in the mighty name of Jesus that we pray somebody say Amen [Music]

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Keywords: Apostle, Matthew Stevenson, all nations, where the wild things are, anwa, huntsville, pastor, adrian davis, fire, 2018, td jakes, candy west, brian williams, glory, shame, mass deliverance, cookietruth, wild, free, jesus, worship, preaching, bible

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Length: 145min 47sec (8747 seconds)

Published: Tue Apr 10 2018