Rapist-James

there's no didn't I I don't know how to explain to you I don't know the words to tell you what it feels like to truly truly [ __ ] be alone and happen no I don't know the words I thought I can't describe how that feels you know it's been 40 years I'm still crying that my pain Oh 53 so James where you from originally I'm from Indiana Louisiana look what's sitting treatment and what what brought you to LA okay well what would brought me to the LA I don't just want different I different I'm gonna check online everything to be different I was raised by my mother to dad wasn't around no compared to never better it's awesome then my dad died when I was eight separate though I said no and he married had in the past month I hate coming me now yeah from what I can remember from early stage early years of my life I have been exposed to all of it I knew you were about sex before I was into didn t video like that my mother my father normal esta you doesn't think that's what I would what I was being he got back three times I guess so better became violent to stop when I was this is true I mean what age do you think this all of the yeah Matt you did throw from the earliest stage I remember really yes before I was I remember being at my mind right now I remember being a child wave I must just become individual you told me to go in there just gonna be ready really I don't no idea what we go wow yeah so I mean so and you know there was a reinforcement and as a child I was I was a subjected force I didn't have a choice if I said no I'm still gonna that was very fun Maldon brother was doing he was doing an 8 a 5 years old no way yeah our Father we had a different father my guru appearing on a regular base that out that I was not partisan that's what was going on with going on i cup everything all the swag all this [ __ ] the problem is with the Tommy they sell me that rape and sexual offense it's okay as long as you care mutters this is what you do to show the other person how much you care about that's what I was taught it was okay to rape that it was located to do it was okay to force myself and do what I want I was taught that that was okay verbal abuse psychological used is nothing emotional psychological piece idiot with a tongue stop series of it and they tell me well when I was 16 I didn't I got into trouble what were you arrested for rape rape of who house those you raped your mother and this or I'll stick to your wrist from the family so that means now it's completely about myself but I had no one that you talked to I had no one to correct no one shoulders brown but I've never the worst feeling in the world is waking at the more late night at night on asleep it's true no doubt I'm by myself I hadn't known it's his day right now I have not one time remember would do anything to know what happened she allowed it over him I did nothing except when I was talking because for me I didn't know it at it now the differences are true did not know the difference between through experience that was perfectly normal okay performance so the first time she actually talked to me after that that we gesture why did that I just I said we mean why and she said one utilize I said ma much that didn't you you know damn everywhere I would like before see your life no we but I did and kids do some violent extremely but it's not you know example to man or they're ugly convicted friends all robbery attempt to say sorry 10 to second all my crimes or violence so that's harder not to kill not killed I've been in prison for killing me I didn't I did all my [ __ ] I did like 26 years over a period of time over 26 years I did 18 year prison sentence first 10 years that I just first general in prison the what right this bit yes which actually it just sort of happened [Music] you know do I really I would say I don't know which I really do cherish magic I met I met I met Europe we looked our work with teachers I do what I want and there's nobody gonna change anything about me and I do whatever I can become justice is going just as violent it's the deck smuggler and I don't like Western Europe Ireland [Music] packet without creating myself I can see Dewey - how'd you read that dog I can't okay it's not I could do that just nothing [Music] that's a [ __ ] he's nothing cash war together I can't change Oh did you I've tried but I can't goddamn and that's like taking a soldier putting them in their army this is what they do and they tell him it's okay to kill she'll kill him he's got a gun he's the enemy killing folks kill them kill them give me gives out the service he gives the duty getting fired they're putting him in prison telling me what's wrong what son of a [ __ ] you trained him you told you that's the [ __ ] that one I hope I had no control we get you diesel I hear horror man I have no one look at me man it looked me straight in a bunch of [ __ ] night I can't call me I can't call my brother I can't call my sister I can't call my graph I can't call nobody but you can't so why are you telling me I don't know how you hear when you've got somebody and I don't but you

Channel: Soft White Underbelly

Views: 3,723,333

Rating: 4.625607 out of 5

Keywords: soft white underbelly, mark laita, human interest, rapist, rape, rapist interview, prison, child abuse, murder murderer interview, violent criminal, sex offender, murder

Id: WpgDPwo64lo

Length: 11min 27sec (687 seconds)

Published: Tue Aug 13 2019

Reddit Comments

[u/AnchovyProphecy]

Interesting stuff

[u/stripedtanker]

Ended up finding this guy after watching him:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ2gQZrsmas

[u/Glum-Quantity-5756]

I too watch a lot of Soft White Underbelly. I find that my life describes alot of what they describe their teen lives as.