My Heart Is My Home

[Applause] Oh namaste welcome everyone to satsang today here in Monte sahaja and very happy to see you and welcome also to the many friends who are joining us fiber casting today big welcome for you here and very much looking forward to this time together today it's possible we turn this down or we close the door or something it's a lot drifting here one of these is good when I say I'm looking forward to how things will unfold without really expecting but really open to open to your openness open to your openness and [Music] if you have not come merely to learn something or with merely a kind of curiosity but really as though this was the only chance you had to grasp so profoundly what I'm painting because my point is a very direct they don't have any twists and turns and corners it's very direct and so the grasping should be equally direct and immediate it has really been hmm I'm curious to know what is taking so much time or is it something that is really not merely about intellectual grasping some other factor is playing it is not that you are not smart enough well smart is I put very highly actually because someone has to be smart to want freedom it is not that you were merely have the capacity intellectually to grasp but maybe some other factor is playing in the form of some resistance that sometimes we have a kind of an investment consciously or subconsciously in retaining the sense of personhood which when it comes the time to to really go fully into your satsang whatever has been hidden will come to the surface to play a part in whether you go through or you hesitate and because of the the evidence so far is that there seem to be and not quite getting it which I don't accept you don't accept that it has not been recognized because of the difficulty in grasping it but that as with any authentic approach to find what is real and what is true the unreal will come forward and sometimes there is investments in the Unreal that we are not yet ready the part company with and this is what is been playing as that which takes time to to transcend or something so these things sometimes we get the chance to clear them up as we go and someone who is earnest there must be somebody here who want to look beyond to offer themselves up completely in order to go beyond the apparent limitations of personhood this one will come this one will come I have not come here to entertain anybody but to find the one who authentically has come for the most authentic thing in the human Kingdom like this we have come today so welcome to satsang who is coming I see your hand up first you come please for me mm-hmm god whichever one you will go sorry I'm coming now you can start yeah because all the things you just said now about the investment in not grasping it or like all these things well what I said was no investment because it is it is worth repeating yeah the investment in perpetuating a sense of personal identity I've been coming so long yeah and a part of me really deeply know everything that you say and then at the same time it is something really horrible I feel something really dark and and hiding and yeah and it's so much eating okay stop right there because I only will work what I can work with I don't want to give too much time so you say that the I see and I hear you I grasp what you're speaking it's clear enough but there's something dark there that is working with this resistance and so I think we all know that leaves energetically what you are speaking about resistance judgment fear yeah these are coming up and they're playing a very strong tug-of-war tug-of-war one wants to go to the self one wants to go to hell basically yeah okay and you feel caught in that you see but I feel I only ever have good news for you not flattering news we're not here to flatter you or to give you some little cheap premises but to show you something and that is that for many people they feel that behind the facade of their personality you you with me on this when I say that is the facade means that the face that you show the world I'm a nice person except me I'm so funny I'm so sexy or whatever face you show that behind the mask of this face is something sinister dark inconsistent full of judgement okay but there is behind even that a deeper seeing in which both these extremes are perceived it's very important to know this because if you don't know this you will not follow me you feel I don't want to go to that dark place I've been trying to hide that dark place from everybody I'm trying to show everyone I am nice I'm good but there's some darkness I don't want to shine anyone dance because they really reject me they will push me away this identity that plays like that that also is not you the first one is not you also the nice person hello how are you very nice definitely this is not you hm-hm it is maybe our act our behavior and you can perhaps be genuinely quite nice and very liking people and so on and that may be part of it but it's not the whole thing and the one underneath apparently that is trying to hide and not show not to show you the underwears this one also is not to us or you it's not the ultimate truth but unfortunately our identity is living somewhere between these two polarities it is there's a sense in which we believe who we are moves between these two these two polarities you see and that outside of what of that you don't know anything your world exists in this in this place hmm so what else could I be talking about you have no way to recognize anything more than what is you have been experiencing this is what seems to happen we believe very much in the identity that is shaped out of conditioning and belief we believe it to be a fact we never question whether it's possible that it is a fiction not a fact because it seems as though this identity is flowing through your veins the energy is breathing through your lungs that it is closer than intimacy and yet you're here to find out if that is true because as long as you believe this you will protect the one you're suffering from you will not feel you have an option you will try to improve the character rather than to transcend it you see yes something for me to do with like once and for all really clearly somehow being aware of the truth of what I am because this density of what this the self belief that you are saying that it's through the veins and it's everything it seems so all-encompassing and it seems so when you say I put it all aside like you do like just leave this aside and as I said I do that but it seems also so on the superficial layer doesn't seem to be able to penetrate this this because because the the the sense of the you who is doing that who is leaving aside is included in the density easy and why don't I know how to do that why don't I do that well listen and see what will happen because if you say I understand I understand what you see but there's a density in the identity and it seems like it's though you have been advised or pointed to let's leave all of that aside something believes it can or tries but the result is superficial you say why does it not have such power mmm I try to leave it aside you see but it doesn't seem to have any power why has no power let me ask you who is the one who is trying to leave it aside let's take a look as we begin to look more closely you'll find that perhaps your seem to be understanding less as we look more closely towards that which is perhaps the root of the sense of the problem destructions begin to arise often the you feel eternity this becomes increasingly difficult to focus on what it is all about this is also part of the evasiveness of the ego-mind however there's a clue in what you say you say that it seems as though all of this stuff the density of the person seems all-encompassing yeah what is observing that to say that surely there is there is some ability in you to be looking at at that phenomenon energetically isn't it and say it feels as though it's filling everything but that's just a thought and a sensation it is not necessarily a factor yet I am looking at who you are taking yourself to be a huge part of this misconception and difficulty is because I am pointing you the light at you not your problem and as yet many people don't see the significance of that you think your problem exists apart from you but your problem exists as something combined with who you think you are at the moment they go together you see when you discover the truth of yourself the false you along with its problems will go this is very subtle and maybe most of you will miss what I've said but because of the insistence and persistence at looking and the important pointing I'm sharing with you now that the most important what is fundamental what is radical in what pointing out is that I am not so interested in your problem I'm always interested in you who are you who are you presenting yourself to be will determine whether you are going to be free or you will live with a sense of being bound a problem does not exist apart from you and I'll tell you something else all problems are personal all problems are for the person and not for the self pure self the mind the psychological mind seems to its greatest technique is to pull you into personhood you are not naturally a person naturally you are the consciousness you're the self but conditioning and divine intention was that as soon as the consciousness manifested in form it would begin to identify with the form believing itself to be the farm and the conditioning presented to the consciousness in the form of a person that will play a role in who you think you are for a time but it's been a long time for some beings it's far too much time and for others it's not enough time when more and more each one according to the role that you must play for a bit if you in your life begin to experience an interest or an urge towards awakening to the truth of who you are that is your good fortune the graces is playing a big role to stir you into awakening your mind did not invent this if your mind invent this it won't go very far but if something inexplicable has brought this into being within you trust it a little bit more than you do at the moment it's here to help you to find your way home and let me tell you something else home is also not apart from you home is not a place home is your own heart even in life as we know it now the consciousness is giving many hints many clues to stir a certain awakening inside the human mind once upon a time when someone sent you a letter there written by hand like some letters here I have one written by hand few written by hand they were sent to a physical address and if I was away from that address I would not be able to get my letter and read it it has happened enough times I'd have to wait until I come to that physical address but these times now you can have your address can be digital isn't it so you could be in the middle of the Amazon and if you have got Wi-Fi that is your address your addresses where you are wherever your computer is as your address your address is not necessarily a physical place the address of yourself itself the only thing worth really discovering in this life depending upon your maturity and that is is you and often the thing most missing from your life is you but you have to be sparked to see that we are living with a lot of picked up concepts ideas that we inherit even from people that love us and that we love who have not found the truth what is this truth that we are talking about is it some sacred cluster of concepts what is truth is it something you can read on a piece of paper or a holy book what is truth everybody say I'm searching for the truth if you find it in what form will it be for you if you are searching for your glasses when you find him you can say aha here they are you can show if you're searching for your children aha there you are you can come you can find them if you are searching for a certain philosophy you can look and hahaha this is the one I'm searching for if you're searching for the truth how will you find it does it have a shape or a size or color is it religious is it transparent is it belief is it different from you well to really know especially last point is it different from you you'll have to know who you are yeah you cannot find the truth until you find you you cannot find the truth while you yourself for a lie does it make a little sense hmm yeah but to even have a sense that presently our self conception is a lie that is already a kind of wisdom I know that but I feel somehow trapped in that lie like a large part of what I live yes there is something in you that cannot be trapped has never been trapped it cannot even be free because these are merely concepts to it it is so pure but freedom is a good word for now you say I feel so trapped because you have to rely on the senses and the mind to evaluate your your situation you have to rely on how you feel and how you think on your moods to have an assessment of how you feel but the truth is nothing to do with how you feel because in the realm of feelings feelings constantly change one moment you are feeling absolutely beautiful and there are a few moments you're feeling a bit annoyed or irritable about something next you're feeling so wonderfully alive not a minute you're stiff board who can control you cannot control anything you cannot control one man his wife it was his wife's birthday and he said darling you've been with me so long and today for your birthday I promise you I will not snore tonight is it can he keep this promise hmm with all the best of intention I love you so much tonight I will not snore well it means tonight I will not sleep basically you don't have that control we like to feel we have this type of control yes I will do this I promise I will love you forever and ever I promise I will never hurt you I promise I'll never have to say sorry to you tall things to say and we love saying things like that we love it there darling I'll never never we love it but to carry it out you cannot mm-hmm feelings come feelings go if the feeling come you cannot tell it when to go you cannot make an appointment with feelings and say okay you stick around for three days you can leave on Wednesday you have no control so suppose the truth was a feeling it would come you feel wonderful thank you for my god oh and then what happened that is also going and they said oh yes you know the truth visited me yesterday but it took off after 10 minutes I mean the word to say about it the truth cannot be a feeling then what can it be then because we love feelings we love them they feel more intimate than thoughts so I feel so good I feel it deep inside my soul these are feelings as any feeling ever come and not go everything that come go okay so it cannot be a measure of truth belief you believe something I believe in this I believe in this mmm but things will challenge your belief and what you'll do is fight you will send people away don't come I don't want to speak to you because you challenge my belief belief has to be converted into experience and every experience has a beginning and an end there is something in which experience is itself experienced and you know what you're there you're there to watch the lies and the truth the comings and goings of everything maybe you don't want to be maybe something says I don't want to be so much there that I am unaffected I want to be affected you see there's a feeling inside no I want life I want to be passionate about life I don't want to simply be aware I want to be passionate I want to participate you see why because we love experiencing every part of experiencing the bitter and the sweet the ups and downs we love the appointments and the disappointments we love the smooth and we love the rough it love no success and the failures huh love always it addiction is it love or is it addiction to the experience I think we are addicted actually it seems like addiction it's a bit of both not everybody suffers from this some people say I am tired of experiencing have you ever met anyone who say I'm tired of experiencing maybe maybe one of you with died of experiencing or just maybe tired at the moment because that can be part of it too lie right now enough but only right now so something is in this and we are meant to experience the senses are there to experience mind is there in order to be experiencing and all of this I find no fault at it by itself we find fault in it because we have a lower concept of who we are we have limited our identity to merely body-mind functioning and body-mind functioning is not consistent it says one thing one moment and felt the contrary thing the next moment it cannot it what it is itself your identity is relative yet it wants to behave as though it is absolute something that's not possible so the personality personal identity cannot be your ultimate truth it is always fluctuating unsteady by nature inconsistent so as long as it persists that we identify ourselves personally to that extent we will feel the waves the rock-and-roll of life and we may think wow I love it I love it but even that is really not true we are addicted to it we love and hate it it's part of it but what it is is that we are attached to experiencing we love it what about sleep if your name is John you can only be consciously John for what 18 hours a day maybe because when deep sleep come you're not John even if your beloved was calling you John wake up not John is there unless you can shake them into awakening you're not John who are you and yet maybe for eight hours 10 hours you sleep oblivious to any identity and you love sleep or not you love sleep we spend good money to buy the best bet to forget about everything including yourself you have nothing no story to tell I'm not talking about dream now actually don't want that sleep in fact you should not wish anybody sweet dreams sweet dreams mean you're not sleeping you're still mentally active you're gonna wake up tired dead sleep means lights out shop shut okay like this you wake up refreshed like you've been on holiday refreshed okay for eight hours or so no experience no emails no Facebook no dialogues and every night you would do the same thing you ever get bored of sleep what is the big deal about sleep they sleep also an experience or not basic need is a basic need and we need it but do we enjoy you go to bed your babies with you your children with you your parents with you hmm but in deep sleep they are not there even you the one who has a life in a store in a history of biography you're not there yet something is there yet you are there but not in that way who is it is there in deep sleep and is the one who was sleeping is that one here now how do you know that answer to that question hmm just allow me to ask it just hear it first No I want to show you this one if you don't pay attention for a few moments to whatever is going on in your head from any region of time hmm you're aware thoughts are wanting to play sensations are there in the body the senses are functioning a sense of time sense of change all of that yet you don't have to do anything about that you don't have to be juggling time or causing things to change right as you are you're aware that they are moving by themself hmm who are you yeah where is your place in all of this you may say that you're merely witnessing this you're aware of it you're aware of the sense of change you're aware of the feeling the temperature of your body the the emotions any kind of nervousness or tiredness you're aware of the feeling of feeling a bit lost or confused but they are just sensations and they come and go they're all can come and go but all of them are watched from someplace that which watches them does that come and go first of all are you aware that there is a stationary stable place from where all the traffic of emotions and sensations are observed to be coming and going are you aware of this or not that which is aware is it different from you it is you without allowing any judgments to be formed around this sense of fineness simply resting in this I sense without creating any story the place from where seeing is being seen even the function of perception is being seen do you feel bound again from the place without moving to the left or the right you can move left or right doesn't matter hmm but without having to move to left or right or to make any conclusion or to do anything at all you observe all sensations that arise inside your body and mind you observe the movement of people and the wind and every sensation that arises in consciousness you perceive without having to do anything about it is true or not yes do they depend on you well in order to be perceived you must say that if you don't perceive them experientially they don't happen for you can we say like this yes if you don't perceive them experientially did not record it in your consciousness as ever happening you or that which is perceiving everything it's very quiet yes is it being quiet quiet quiet does it have any opinions about life has it ever been noisy [Laughter] [Laughter] as it's ever done anything wrong it's never done anything really is it religious this religion doesn't know about religion yes let's turn to the dynamic side where it is the breath and his movement and there's senses and sensation and so on hmm they are manifesting they're playing by themselves and yet without the perceiving of them which arises in this place that you speak you are discovering it is the birthplace of all sensation of all movement from the very act of perceiving everything is arising from that yet it is not arising it cannot get smaller or bigger can you confirm just is it just is does it have any conflict with the dynamic expression of life with the breath and with form and movement it's just a space this space that she's referring to and it's it's more than just space it's more than just space it's not dis just space it's more than space but it's not a thing it gives space to space this you must find in you this you must find in you as you it will feel as though there's you and it how do you perceive what is your place there are you floating in that space or being that space yes so she's confirming I'm not an object a person floating in that space I am that space in this experience there is not many people who are going to understand you maybe your parents will not understand you your friends your husband or wife may not understand you it's okay you must notice you don't even have to talk about it because in deeply confirming yourself as this beyond merely the concepts that you are this then even if you could not speak your presence will speak it will communicate something from this this in earnest this is ness and you are going to love it more and more you're going to love it until all separations all divisions are lost and this is the one love that can never betray you because it is synonymous with you love is like your perfume peace is like your perfume silence is like your perfume but the flower from which they come no one can touch not even you thank you so much Mooji thank you stand up also yes you have to stand up yeah you have to come easy because you came to find and this amongst all things this is the one thing worth finding everything else time will say to you everything else belong to me but this does not belong to time for this alone is timeless this is a time body but the timeless is living inside it for now this is a mortal body but the immortal is moving inside it for now and its highest joy is to recognize itself in spite of the many forces pulling to engage with time to engage with to change and it can play in this realm but great is the one for whom the play comes but they are never separated they never fall into the illusion or delusion of losing themselves this is why satsang come to help you again to remember and be that which you can never not be but dream your separated from it you come here now you can turn this baby for me thank you I felt that I have to come no yes but it happened again that while you were speaking it's just now I had this attachment I have carrying with me for quite a long time and then I knew that died I had to speak about this with you but then every time when I'm in satsang it there's no mine I know that I'm already free yes you listen to that every time he says my intention is to expose this attachment that I have you see but every time I come to satsang I can't find it again I have this attachment which means it's troubling my life at some level and I know I must dump I must come and declare Mooji attachment what can I do but when I'm in satsang huh it's happened again I can't find my attachment you have you found the cause of this of this vanishing I'm not sure can i how can I answer but I can try there's nothing nothing now now in this very moment there is still I can sense it and I I somehow carry carry that thing with me it's about my daughter and I have been with her since almost 4 now a very intensive intensely and and then I I was participating this see my retreat yes and then I was soaked supposed to go home straight after but I I had these openings and I felt that actually just we were speaking about that about dream state deep sleep I felt that I was I was inquiring all night and then I woke up I was I slept only a short period period of time and then I felt that I was I slept very first time in my whole life and I was still sleeping even though I was I was awake already yeah and it felt like I was alive in a very first time in my whole life and I knew that I have to appreciate this and that's why I decided to stay yes just as you say tell me a little bit about this sleep that you speak about as you speak that I was still asleep even though I was awake yes yeah did you hear me say this you must pay attention to this because it's something very significant but he speaks about hmm I was deeply asleep even though I was completely awake but it been it means that somehow even though the functioning is taking place there was something like the sleep state but it's not the phenomenon sleep this sleep were not that sleep it means I was asleep to the senses asleep to the mind they could not engage me I was separate from them was it be like that yes yes is he so functioning is a plane this is actually an expression of natural states the actions are taking place you don't even know how they're done they're happening but there's a something quite integral about the movement it's coordinated it's not like you're bumping into trees or something your actions are taking place and they seem quite appropriate somehow but there is no personal investment in it there is no not that you know oh this anxiety that that accompanies the person it's not present so there is a harmony in that state and this has been reported from ancient scriptures also that this is a natural state where the senses everything is there is sahaja state and functioning is taking place things are seen interactions actions reactions are taking place but somehow in the space of the nonreactive presence is there yet these activities are taking place without identity actually this is the most beautiful actually the better you get at something really the less the reason why you get really really good at it mostly is because your identity leaves you become unselfconscious psychologically and you flow is a flow but the minute you become conscious that you're good like the case of the caterpillar the scent of pee mmm dancing then all becomes the kind of craziness again you see how to prevent this person from coming back in by knowing it doesn't exist whether he's in or out he still does not exist how it mean don't exist I mean I can see him I can feel his energy coming back him again but it means he doesn't exist yes he does not exist apart from you your belief in him mmm energized his existence he cannot live independent of you he runs on phantom power what it means phantom power some of you are very much into this kind of things you can know that something doesn't have power by itself but when it's plugged into something it takes the power from that thing and appears to be powerful runs on phantom power you keep confirming that no experience can be registered without you who perceived them and keep confirming and affirming your true place and gradually and this nuisance will go will drop away from you you'll lose interest in the sense of person as long as you are interested in the person how well the person is doing and so on it will perpetuate it will continue to be present as soon as you begin to discover your true nature and the beauty the fragrance that arises from your pure nature nothing can compete with that nothing from this world or any other world can compete with the purity of the self it gives rise to the expression to enjoy yourself that's what it means to be in the joy of your own self you may say but what about my daughter no yes what a sacrifice because maybe it's selfish I should be with her yes and I'm here tripping out is spirituality your mind would like to present this option to you but you must see things in a totality your daughter is not separate or anything so separated from you in this way it's like a matrix a field of being the one who is with you now as you is with her now as she yes yes I know yes you are with with her and you are with me yes thank you so much it takes care of everything yes yes it is the divine physics and mathematics it takes care of all accounts sometimes I say God is my secretary arranges all your meetings everybody you will need everything is taken care of nicely the Supreme Being why because you are not separate from it but we must lose our arrogance we must stop giving in to the sense of our private specialness but I won't want to talk about this because you don't want to give it too much attention it falls off like an old wart okay if you try to pull it off trouble come but by itself they will just drop off you will sneeze and you will fall off but if I say try and get it off a lot of trouble the greatest victory easiest victory is when the psychological mind has no significance for you and when will that day be the day that you recognize what you are again because nothing can compete with that you see you don't have to be going out shopping through the senses for sensations your heart is the source of them it's crazy that I'm still speaking about my daughter but she draw this picture just yesterday and I felt that it was like it was for you also so I'll talk to sew it to you and if there is this character and she told me that it's me and it's shining like a Sun and then there was this another character or just next to me and it was called queen purple I don't know cream public a queen purple and then there was this rainbow and and this door under this rainbow and it was called it was their home the castle castle rainbow castle and I somehow ask me I have been avoiding my family's love because this I haven't been I have I have not have any other interests for quite a long time than then then you and then just yesterday I I realized that I have been avoiding that that's not the way to boost them away because I have noticed that I had this attachment and then I suddenly yesterday when I am speaking with this beautiful being I realized that that's not the way and somehow I was finally finally capable to be open for them that and be really open that why I'm here and and they really understood deeply that it's for them also yes and and and then I found found that that now I can be fully here I don't want to carry this this thing any more more with me because I can't hear you told I feel I can't be here totally if if I'm carrying carrying this thing yes but about that rainbow I thought it was so beautiful that there there was no treasure in the end of this rainbow there was nothing there and and then the rainbow will also disappear at some point and then there is only home and how I felt it it was so beautiful and how strong what a strength she have already to understand she see all all also understand already this why I'm here even though she's wondering where where am i because I have been with her all the time in her life that which is it's always here when and then it comes from mind when and then refers to the time when mine recognizes it then we say a time will come when when we will see this a Sun to see what is here now and it is the most natural thing you don't have to expect any any fireworks it may happen but don't expect anything very often in the mind is already preparing and you know preparing for a carnival of realization that there is going to be for war all kinds of things it's best just to stay empty stay empty empty empty empty empty empty empty empty when you are truly empty and not looking for okay what now what's next just you're here it cannot hide from you well if you pick up one ice cream your eyes and your senses will go to that ice cream and it will see mr. it eyes it from you if you understand what I mean it is possible to not pick up anything and yet perceive everything and perceive it in a way that it does not bind you it does not blind you does not intimidate you this will take time and this kind of taking of time is perfectly OK the realization of the self may come like this you may come and see this stabilising in the self may take some time because every now and again something will come from past from - on and some hold habits may seem to be still alive but each time you look from your true place they will just disappear gradually they aware of that nuisance will wear away at the same time you're not waiting for the nuisance to finish these are subtle things subtle things but Direction comes from inside at a certain point for a while your guidance has to come from outside although really nothing is outside I can see why it can seem difficult then a certain point everything would seem to be coming from inside you're still that one who is able to perceive inside and outside simultaneously have I gone too far talking like this with you or we are okay thank you thank you so much thank you very happy what is your daughter's name threed Frieda Frieda it means peace peace can you pray for her please very good thank you so much good thank you okay good run away you see me yes habla español español ms2 en el camino him is he dumped oh haha okay one moment yes she says I am in the path and I've been pushed como el coche fears cuando no Tina battery okay simple huh as his car you meant before there was pushed but this madness this car this microphone that has this phantom power this bushed hm pero todavía necesito ICM Pahang Definity oh she stills needs this definite push she still needs needs a definite push Raja you need to be pushed where the only thing is kirisame pahala is a very fair como persona to disappear as a person when you disappear as a person something will be there to observe this disappearance quando disappears Cosmo persona Abra halwa detrás perhaps service TC disappear human the same one who watches the appearance will see the disappearance el mismo capture bala Parisien boxer VAR la desaparición who is watching the appearance que esta servando Miran door la pasión Elizabeth young you understand because you say your way you want to push so that the person disappear see commend associa estás diciendo que quieres que tiempo home para que la persona disapper Eska in the moment that the person disappear something will notice ah could con en el momento que la persona disappear ESCA al-wada Serie A desaparecidos that one is he is also here to say the person is here is tambien esta aqui para decir que la persona esta aqui who is that one king si si is it pure is puto very subtle question he's an apprentice until would this one be pure the one who say ah kaput gone King as much poorer caddy say though miss aparecido now I am happy now rest the content oh is this one who you are is it - is still - where is mr. la persona que tu eres mr. Edano cuenta now I'm realizing que es la mente kena each other so it was the mind who said that ah it's very good mister some women what knows it is the mind that said the key is Lucas Ave keys lamenting Oh Kano is momenti is that in the future in the past or now dicen el futuro and pasado waist ahora aquí it's here does it have a problem in a gum problem Clemente see hmm / yes lament Essene oh yeah the mind the mind yes has a problem now Oh mind is a problem I mean this one poor Lima the one who watches the mind has no problem he'll kept several I meant a note in April Emma both exists a most existing experientially experimental Ament all right no not now not now both don't exist now you will taste for a while the sense of having problem not problem but if you know the one who has no problem hmm then the one who appears of a problem will be very superficial seek Erebus a started trend with saliendo and esta pista in astronomic appear OCAC conatus Lil Kim no teens problema que no tiene problemas you mean sorry can you repeat again thank you for saying when you discover cuando his violence he does not he not enabling us then the one who seems to have all of this LLL keep aretha key it in un problema it will still be playing a little bit startled Yahoo hand on poco but the impact of its play will be very super viral impacto de juego serum we pequeño because the one who cannot have a problem porque el que no puede tener un problema is table asystole it's it's pure sport and it knows itself is a cannot assume is more and it is aware of the one who seemed to have problem es consciente de la persona que apparently meant it in el problema is its playful projection is una projection who who a toner it is the correct relationship yes la razón corrector gradually poco poco the one who is suffering a kiss once maybe stands the oyster will gradually thin away si bar paka paka disappear yes or you can say it becomes the pure one or possible a tremendous hideous transforma NL Peron so no longer - you know there's no I'd well my toes either that it vanish or disappear anything or it merges or say one name it's the same thing it's a mismo let me not go Sam does anybody get that Ella Mendez como si I stuck in Odessa Perez Cass como persona no notice how are cuenta el que se da cuenta so she has the feeling that Tilly till she doesn't disappear as a person she will not realize who she really is and who is not did not like that it doesn't run you are focusing on the person I'm focusing on the presence it was a significant delay in la persona he yelled in la presencia in the preserve focusing on the person I'm focusing on that which is aware of the sense of person see to statically content relevance and Oh en la placencia in in la persona que él estaba hablando indicting sista dun da cuenta de persona market if you focus on the person you give life to it and reality to it see the content Racine la persona let us be de estas and of Bertha if you are aware that the person is only an image in the mind of the perceiver of the person citrus cuenta que la persona so Luis una imagen in in lamented el que esta / TV end o the reality will stay with the perceiver lara lead a cicada con el caper TV and the person will diminish in importance illa persona dis manuia importance eeeh if you wait for the person to go see espera que la persona serve alia you strengthen the belief in the person miss doesn't know mint and oil in Lagrangian is a persona if you pay attention to the witness of the person see present in humor test ego is a persona the person will not be there la persona en esta comprende si yes very good please contemplate what I have said contemplate okay Lalit these talks are remaining online free for you to listen over and over again mr. Chawla sister and Internet Parker puedes oir last night you Travis this is what is good about it it's legal away no so so that may be here you cannot hear me completely and mejor Akeno we put this couch are completamente but if you listen again and again Sierra's couch as una otra vez it will become more clear for you cor Claire our parity mas couch I rather than you do she's heard you many times in YouTube yes but this is particularly for you get asperity particular mental stability toe because if you understand this it is a key from much much more will come spontaneously will be realized since in this esto se kuna yala para closes muchas cosas as Bingham a spontaneity the main problem is that as human beings we believe in our troubles will prefer problemas que como se lo menos que hemos a nuestros problemas there is no such thing as personal trouble no assist Elvis he como problem as personalized the person is the trouble Ella persona hazel problema but for whom perect pero para king for the consciousness that is temporarily under the hypnosis para la conciencia least our temporal mentok bajo hypnosis when it believes it is only a person el que piensa que solo somos una persona a contraction of consciousness when a contraction de la conciencia a severe limitation the limitation severa you have to again wake up to the fact that you are the timeless consciousness tienes que Olvera despertar tape arrest in the key to eres una consensus in temporal yes the facts exist before the realization a loss a chose existing antes indicated a us cuenta de que hace system so what it means you don't have to create you see I cannot finished clear neither you only have to recognize so Latinas can recognize air do you realize the significance of this cuenta de importance hear this tone yes it is not hard work nice trabajo duro because the truth already exists for camera exist area as your own self como tu propio but we are suffering from a distraction pero estamos haciendo una distraction by believing that we are merely the person porque cream O's que somos una comment' a la persona the person is also a form of consciousness I personally wear this uniform at ambien de conciencia but it is a very restricted and limited form of the uniform we resting he that limitada de conciencia something inside wants to burst open it in through here is plotted here fuera the person is like caterpillar ella personas come on goose I know you cannot be accepted pillow all your life police I know total tiempo are they committed America chapter pillar has to become butterfly who sanitary competition Mariposa butterfly means to break free of ego significa star Libra Diego similar Mariposa to find your beauty contract to a lesser your freedom to leotta your life to be kept up Allah is also alive gusano también es una vida but the only goes from leaf to leaf the Salah do has enormous very good we'll just have this thank you thank you thank you your attorney I know there is something you said just now mm-hmm and you kind of told me this year ago I almost didn't stand up because there is this arrogance I think kind of I don't need it better I keep quiet all of that I can also see there is something that wants to know don't want to indulge that but saying that I think this question I don't know I just need to say it you've said that not going to be able to repeat it but somehow I'm the way I heard it if from a true place I give my attention to a sense of person then I would experience the person or make it alive and if I give attention to sense of witnessing I will experience the presence is um I don't know I think this is the question what is the question is this understanding right yes what you want to do about it [Music] and I don't know okay when you know you come back and talk to me you can come that was technology about a couple weekends ago in dirty satsang I had a question it was compressed or didn't come out right but you essentially said I know this mind it's a complex mind this mind needs to come here and sit quiet or keep quiet so I guess I'm here for three weeks okay to seek your guidance or any of the next steps but before I carry on would you mind if I read something from the dr. Gita you from the from the ashtavakra okay we'll go thank you so I mean just for reference for everybody no I should have aggregate I considered as my Bible it's the Gita for the non-dual seeker this is from the final chapter assistance to get a further non-dual see grant do a seeker does it mean then that doesn't mean this the seeker is non dual or what the seeker is seeking is done well the Seekers on the path of non-duality versus the traditional path on the traditional path they're still right from the beginning - okay duality well this is the seeker is in search of that non-dual wisdom right okay very good so this is from the final chapter of the book the heart of awareness by Thomas Byron they're difficult to have can we lower this a little bit yeah thank you thank you know in the chapter 20 the final chapter I'm Shiva I am fulfilled the elements of nature the body in the senses what are they to me or the mind what is emptiness or despair what are holy books or knowledge of the self or the mind even when it is free of the senses or happiness or freedom from desire I'm always one without to knowledge or ignorant freedom or bondage what are they what is I or mine or this or the form of the true self I'm always one what do I care for freedom in life or in death or for my present karma I'm always without I so where's the one who acts or in choice and what is the rising or the vanishing of thought what is the invisible world or the visible in my heart I am one what is this world who seeks freedom or wisdom or oneness who is bound or free in my heart I am one what is creation or the solution what is seeking and the end of seeking who is the seeker what has he found I am forever pure what do I care who knows what is known or how it is known what do I care for knowledge what do I care what is or what is not I am forever still what are joy or sorrow distraction or concentration understanding or delusion I am always without thought what is happiness or grief what is here and now or beyond I am forever pure what is illusion or the world what is the little soul or God himself one without two I'm always the same I sit in my heart what need is there for striving or stillness what is freedom or bondage what are holy books or teachings what is the purpose of life who is the disciple and who is the master for I have no bounds I am Shiva nothing arises in me in whom nothing a single nothing is double nothing is nothing is not what more is there to say what do you have to say no I've been on on the path with another master I'm lucky enough right now that I have two enlightened masters in my life and I'd see no conflict both of them are propelling me along yes you should not survive them yes and that's the point that's why I'm here in front of this standing here then you must read what you've read now as ashtavakra himself yes right now I'm in the spotlight many of them sit / the worker will not care about it why do understand last September Zemo he doesn't know last September yeah recognition is easy it is the sustained endurance in that state of awareness there I'm stuck yes recognition easy and in your presence you confirmed that and it helped me in a way there was value to say I am awareness and experience the deep stillness and awareness and your presence but I've had that you know every so often the sustain of what makes it go away you must find out why is it that you can speak in the past about it when if you speak if you read as Tavarez words he is not speaking in the past he's speaking in present tense this book is thousands of years old maybe and yet he speaks in the present tense you are you are speaking now and you're speaking in the past I am in the way deliberately looking into the past to bring up certain experiences to put them in front so I can seek your guidance yes and it is also because you conceive of yourself as an entity in time and I am going to speak like this you know not because I intend that you get it you see because you could not have chosen something more beautiful than the words you have chosen of ashtavakra you see I was very delightful delighted to hear you reading and so when you're reading him SOHO wonder what he's going to say after days can you say something what you're going to say is it just something that you like you have to become these words itself or be in the position not of the listener of the words but the speaker of them and what will be needed for you to be the speaker of the words not the reader of the words but the speaker of the words what will be needed then hmm I speak with everybody know what word what will be needed because already there's a conditioning in you where you have already are you're presenting your position from the wrong place also you already are insisting that you are bound by time and that you are person nobody gave this to you but you are using you're referring to yourself by time and and by somehow some status which is not true I have to speak at this you see otherwise and cooperating with something that you have to throw away like if there is no for you now no past no pass I don't nothing from past now because ashtavakra is not past okay hmm no past and don't speak about future like okay so in the future I hope to be awakened to so that ashtavakra is where it should be real for me so no future for you no pass for you nobody's ever experienced the future you only know now today is yesterday's tomorrow but you only know now so about now off now you have nothing and no walking stick left hand walking stick passed right and walking stick future and present doesn't need any walking stick so now what you can say and you know now there is only now now there's only awareness and this is familiar this is always there is there anything more stable than awareness no okay yeah then don't touch anything else then because anything else is not stable it's gonna take you off into the past now just now yeah now yeah speak only now speak only in present tense with me then there's nothing to speak words can come and go if the speaker of them is not of time you will know that when you are clear as to your true nature you may speak of course and converse because also this is natural state you may have to say yes tomorrow I'm coming 9 o'clock and so on so this is the nature of the time the the manifestation the dynamic expression we will talk like that you say you know can you give me something for later and I'll take something for a go to bed because I whatever all this thing that's fine it's not about not speaking domain is mistaken about not speaking it's about knowing who you are during speech and prior to spacian at the end of speech that doesn't change can I share something for which I might have to refer to the past or at least a condition more relevant than now why is now not enough why you must go to past hmm leave everything in the past all the graves are there don't go to them and none of them from future now let now be enough speak from now because that's the only place where your life where you're alive try and understand me in your heart what I'm speaking now these things have been your chop past future you've wasted a lot of your life over them now we must bury these ghosts no more past or more future for you no you must be fully here no present and your your lack of eloquence about it is better than what you have to say about the past and future for the moment it's more real and yet is not complete the ego is also past everything he speaks become death nothing who is going to speak I see everything you are going to say I've heard before the rascal the enemy is still there it's hiding it's subtle but as you said it can only be an enemy if you are searching for friend nothing is your enemy when you are nothing you become nothing and see who is enemy who is friend and for you this is going to be a perfect day every visitor for you has been a thief it's been stealing your chance to wake up to your completeness see you're on to him right now you don't touch past he can't touch you you don't touch future it can't touch you you don't even touch present even don't touch present don't even touch IE you have not confident no no no construct no biography for you no autobiography for you and tell me where you are now don't accept anything from the mind it's only ever offered you booby prize accept nothing from mind this is nice to vatra accept nothing you say himself no none of man that is not that none of these things what are they hmm something in you chose this yes these verses of my home how far from home are you home is that this home has no walls has no windows no brick no wood no steps no gate no locks and nobody can stay here nobody can stay here nobody can stay here only mr. nobody can stay here nobody can stay here because for somebody to stay here even yoga if meditations not help him to stay here because all these are phenomenal all these happening time only they effortless one can be here is it time to call off the search no who is gonna call it off you have to be somebody to call off search you're nobody there's not a search for you or nor find for you I meant it from that place then don't speak it let the search end by itself don't call off anything no unbuttoned no off button this is not anything mental I'm telling you so don't think oh I asked you to do anything at all you should be delighted you should be delighted not even asking you to touch your nose you should be delighted I've seen to the delight the ups and the downs it doesn't delight me I've seen that even those bears a Sturrock Renault's a delightfulness that few beings know yes he's not attached to it but it shall not leave him this joy cannot leave him this joy begs him to stay this joy says what purpose is there for me if you're not here does life carry on with this body mind has a biological puppet life lives this puppet you are to keep quiet it's not your business now just you look and even looking is not your business if you want to meet ashtavakra you can only meet them inside yourself and now more than any other time is an appointed time miss a beautiful time for you don't worry about the rest don't worry about the rest he is not worried about anything yes master yes I learned that all your back away and I prefer you don't back away you've come such a beautiful thing you brought then I don't want you cannot go back separate from what you say you have read something to me and you'll be unworthy to read them if you're gonna go back as you came there's no back the bridges of your long time ago don't speak anything it may sound a bit hard but it is the only way for you now okay let the mouth speak let the ears hear let the heart beat but you don't say anything I have been wanting to say such things to find someone who will hear them I think it may be you let me see what you do with it but don't say anything Hey yes namaste namaste very he said what - to be here so grateful to have this opportunity and I I want to take this opportunity as the chance if I have to [Music] leave the person and I don't have time I I would like to I would like you to help me to experience the self because so far what I what I experience is that kind of witnessing Paris witnessing without touch man's just witnessing emptiness but I have the feeling that is not the truth service if you wear the true self I will really know yes so I think it was also they mind pretending to be this but because you are the true self you know I know yes you said because if it was the true self I would know I would know yes and I said and you know because you are the true self I wonder if you follow now you know that's not a true self okay it is not just playing with words it is something because we are so much yourself that many times I listen carefully and you give it away you give away the fact that you are the eternal one but you forget you say that you don't realize you're speaking that as it look look is speaking again but the very one who speaks then one what don't forget you see so it doesn't matter you say okay do you know that you say witnessing you've been witnessing no and what is it about witnessing because after a certain time I don't encourage people just the witness weakness because at a certain point no I have to say this because some people are doing in the beginning or so you know when they don't understand you know we're learning is part for everybody also we experience we have everything you know like who is hungry we're hungry who is thirsty who did this oh you know it's a some kind of paranoid inquiry happened at first for many people then gradually they come see no no it cannot be that it's not like that it's more that somehow whatever is taking place there must be awareness of it to say that you experience it means that you're aware of it but does it mean how long you have to keep on with this I say no what is the purpose of the observing and inquiry but observing is that after a short time you start to see that everything comes and goes everything appear and disappear even something beautiful it comes and then something else another thought come and that one seems to be gone like this then you come to see that everything that I perceive through the senses and the mind they come and go that is you're observing what is perceiving the comings and goings like this then the attention stop looking outward and it turns in what is seeing all of this can that be seen like the other things can it be seen can that which is perceiving everything can it also be perceived is it an object like other objects this is also inquiry and you begin to look you say how you have the power just because you want to know the power comes to look and see is there a seer separate looking at things is it personal is it unique and like this is one point of the enquiry you start to look and then you it will take you someplace or you may start with the sense of witnessing and then you say but even the witnessing is also perceivable you follow this you know that something is looking at everything there's a deeper knowingness behind the weakness that perceive even the weakness just try to understand that and gradually a sort of peace is coming like there is something that this is just here but you don't know what to call it it has no shape but it's like a sense of presence have you come to this sense of presence it's like no one don't know how to call it but one look in what's happening yes outside yes and inside yes what is it that's looking I don't know okay the fact is something is seeing something is doing the looking the looking is happening already isn't it so that's the fact then I simply ask you what is it that is looking and I don't want you to create or imagine something because when you don't imagine something when you don't create something you begin to experience something hmm you follow yes because what we do often when you don't know the answer your mind just start to create something I said no don't create you know that everything is being perceived that you intend to look at you're looking at them so this functioning of perceiving this interaction with objects that is also seen that is a fact what is seeing all these things don't go scratching your head the fact is that they are seen presence are I know do you feel it the presence do you have a sensation of presence what I mean by this is when you start to look like that the sense of yourself as a person is not there anymore it is replaced or not yes because usually the person is thinking about personal things like I've gotta go shopping today and it's Thursday that's the activity of the person some mental thing some engagement some feeling some intention okay but when you're looking for what is looking at this the person is no more the witness the person the feeling just goes by itself and it is replaced by a feeling of presence this is I want to ask you is it like this or not the person is still here the person is still there okay if the person goes if the person goes it will be seen that the person is gone if the person disappear the feeling the print I can't find a person something will know the president is gone isn't it the thing that knows the person is here also knows when the person is not here if you don't know this I would like you to spend a little time and to look at this question and I want to talk to you more about it because I know that you want to find it yes thing okay so the something feels that the person is still here is it the person saying the person is still here or is there a deeper awareness a cleaner awareness which is less personal but saying oh the smelly one is still here so something you say the person is still here okay now is the one who feels the person is still where here I want to get rid of him is this one who you want to be no why not because I want those billions God I really right I I'm here for that yes so you are my life you hear what she said no no so the one because we're saying the person is still here okay how can I get rid of the person would you help me to get rid of the person if Mooji helps you get rid of the person will that be the end of the story first is God hallelujah I'm free will it still be is that the one you want to be there's something here that doesn't mind whether the sense of pressed is there or not it makes absolutely no difference to him so when he doesn't hear a presence there or not the person is not this is how powerful you are yes you see something is feeling you know this person are here come now here comes the mining atom the ego the ego and who is going on there you go who is this one is it the God oh come here no it's not so do you want to be this one no no you don't want to be this one that which sees the ego one and says I don't want to be the ego one that one don't make that your goal that is also perceived in you okay when you are in the position to say ego or no ego I am not the one who is choosing that whoever chooses that also I don't want to be that one who are you here tell me from speak from here let this hit let this speak let this speak now tell me who you I know if you can as or serving or serving what is even observing is not tough to do [Music] observing is also take it or leave it he doesn't have to observe he's not compelled to observe yeah I think the egos are still here waiting for these finally the ego is there or not it's done the problem is who cares hmm is the one who cares don't identify with the one who cares even that one is also seen who gets it oh really will be weak on that side we don't know this is a significant pointer would you agree or not because normally go and my mind is coming back again I guess it might come back who cares but I thought Mooji I thought you want me to get rid undermine what mind show me the mind the mind is only day when your thinking in mind yeah yes my mind is getting so big Mooji yeah I can see you making it up very well you are building very well otherwise where is it yeah you see so the one who is the creative one who imagines this and imagines that that's not your goal yeah that which is aware of that one and doesn't have any attention or energy to invest in even that one what is the state of that one how many beings are in this house after all how many of people living in this accommodation is a family in error what how many versions of you are in this one house we only used two conceiving of ourselves as being somebody you are not attracted to conceive of yourself as nobody that's a trouble as long as you're somebody you always have to be on the move you're always in here it's always something to do but that which perceives somebody nests but it's not at all interested in that what is his story come on all my questions can be answered now there's nothing for homework that which is aware of somebody nice the thing that makes us uncomfortable with each other is what when we have to feel that you have to perform you think people are looking at you and thinking ah look at that dress oh my god you know and people think like this a lot or did they like me was i clever was i attractive to them will they invite me back in it this one you want to carry this one no you don't know but you want him how does he nobody wants him so how is he living for so long thousands of years he's living two other years what is his diet how he lived for so long I am not yet met somebody who says we said admits Mooji how can I be just the greatest ego please help me and yet there's some secret desires going on there somewhere unspoken that which is aware of the sense of the person good or bad present that which is not concerned about good or bad person that deeply of course they encourage you for good because with goodness you become more happy more open more universal but they themself not attached to that beyond that say something I really wanted must tell me something because I'm pointing you to something and I see the body language is not confirming that it's tight it's still something is there so what is the idea - what is it kind of as I say I feel a kind of presence but I still it's a strong belief that God president he must be much more than this you must be not miserable it must not be worried there was something that must not be self-conscious in a psychological sense hmm it must not be worried about you know my mind or something like that yes if there is not these things I think you'll be quite happy you should not be thinking oh my god it's still not mind I need more to be more intense you would not you be intense enough intensely peaceful and happy and content yes what makes these tendencies appear to be still here interest in them identity change them you see belief habit persists let me put it so again you can turn it towards my body yes the attention I I put the attention in the person because it's what I know yes but they are unknown I don't know is how to put the attention in something I don't have I have an experience yet actually you are the unknown and the unknowable and also to the mind I know this may sound strange thing to tell you to say to you and as for the known I would say only the apparent known because you are knowing something based upon the idea that you are personal and this is your body and this is you and that's the fact but if you know all the other things but yourself you don't know how reliable is your knowledge then nothing well I wasn't expecting you to say that so completely in fact it is something here resonates that's where I am here something that you your presence what what you say is true so Nate this is true so that's what I'm everything is in place yeah the the pure self is in the is in the perfect place yeah everywhere it's in the perfect place always but there's a thought that you are your conditioning that we are our conditioning and we have been trained to believe and to somehow believe that we are merely the person so we function although we are consciousness and we can accept many people says I know I am consciousness but experientially it is not quite like that but I believe I am it makes sense that I'm consciousness the very fact that I can think and I know the difference between thinking and meditating and contemplation for instance I know when you say no mind I know what it means so it must be consciousness that knows these things because what else can know them I know my mind my mind doesn't know me you see so little clues are here you are observing you can study your mind you can study your brain can you study you who are you who is studying the mind even is it just not and of mind I long to be able to sit with you and to enjoy the revelations of the self in the most simple way but for now I find myself speaking like this I have to speak like this if I told you I don't have to speak like this at all do I have to say anything there's nothing I have to do have to happen my race is happening already it was a better shot don't say anything there is a longing for truth that is true there's a combination to every heart yeah sometimes something is here you know you're right you're right there you know you're right there but something I don't know what it is and yes the grace has to reveal it a little bit it can just be flicked out away like this in one way but I don't know can we set up here with me for a little bit that talk with someone else for a minute intended you come you put your hand up look I want to see if I understand your silence if you understand my silence or you understand me in silence I just want to marry with you in truth you have never unmarred from me if I be honest with you but I wonder sometimes when I find myself saying these things whether it's it seems very strange to say nevertheless I have to speak because it is true it just depends on from what level we are speaking I know that when that doubt is not there we have so much fun when that doubt is not there there is so much love we don't have nothing to prove to each other it is just you know we can see the sense of the sense of differences playing enjoy each other but what they mean philosophically forget about it not forget about all this stuff I know that I know and then I forget and then I remember yes I'm so tired of this game yes yes we think we forget we believe we forget and we believe we forget has a cost also it as it's a component it contributes something to the experiencing also it will make you feel a certain way but in absolute terms it's not true but in relative terms it has any impact and effect and so the game has a purpose it has a it's a it's a tremendous display of the magnificence of consciousness even as its dynamic expression as what we call life or existence now it has to play like that but I like just down-to-earth talk a very simple baby food nice I love baby food I haven't tasted it I used to even when I was crying I don't know you stop telling things I should so these don't thank you okay I don't know if there's something to say no suppose I say I was spoken for 20 years I'm not sure that's a single thing and the mind says you should say something I don't are you put your hand up now it is okay okay where you come from okay thank you best love movie for last three years I was watching you very often on internet okay and most of the time I was looking like yes it was like hours I was agree with all you saying and all the question which people brings it was like so many times I already knew the answer like I could suggest and then you said that I have for many years someone journey this is discovering the spiritual part and I have this powerful feeling of ini I spiritual and I physical and when I realized that when I'm when I'm using spiritual inside of me like using like I'm putting empowering empowering empowering yeah this this part everything is possible so I start doing like amazing things in my life for me and for other people and I realized that everything is possible there is nothing impossible and even now here it was like five weeks ago I start this journey with my woman we took backpacks and we just start going to you and we here now and what I would like to ask is mmm what to do with this kind of power and how to because you're always sending people you have to find the stillness you have to find what what is looking at this and I have like powerful mmm feeling of that and I feel the separation and I know myself as a body and I nose is not important but it is like a car and I feel like inside and I love this spiritual part and I don't feel fear I don't I feel like I would last forever and I'm connected to everyone everything in one moment and in this moment now it's forever tomorrow can never come and yesterday doesn't mean nothing anymore for me and I would like to ask you how I can share this energy and how I can grow more and how to use it properly a number of people sometimes if people have come and they spoke about things like this you know and ask you know what I should do I should express what I should do with this energy and so on and I can only tell them you know you offer it to God then offer it to God and and you don't anymore choose what to do with it let God show you what to do with it if it is true you make use of it just only thing because if you want to do something then you retain a separation you retain ego you you are feeling you have power you but this would not be a healthy way I have to say the new surrendered surrender it and say you know where where where where does power come from even that you should have it and if you have to ask what to do with it then it's you give them back the one you give me the power you should take it what am I doing with it you maybe I give your wrong question because this is like I know that I can I can do nothing I can relax and enjoy that but in the same moment I feel like I'm gonna be useful and I'm just gonna enjoy that and that's one who from whom the power come know best how to use it sure and and guides one because only one who is in some way humble open fit to be to be somehow an instrument for that expression not that God needs anybody you know sorry it's not disabled that he need anybody but that as one thing you begin in fact that is the power that the God creates inside the fact that you are one as the words you've been speaking saying that you read it you're one and then in that oneness somehow you are not individually so concerned about that because with the wisdom and pure intelligence you know that this power is from the one and belongs to the one sure we trusted that somehow whatever use that is to be put to if anything at all also then it must find its own way of distributing that power or sharing or expressing this power and this is why for instance we come to satsang and never we having any idea what satsang should be about today sure in a way you can say it's always about the same thing actually no but not okay today we want to bring in this and talk about that and then maybe next week nothing at all and this is so beautiful because it is always going to be spontaneous and fresh and open sure I don't want to know anything about what it will be there to be so why would you let it show itself in the moment and it will show itself in the moment and that is beautiful because whatever you learn or you expect you're going to be disappointed sure if you ever feel you know yeah I can see that really when I I'm gonna meet these people are gonna share this power and they're gonna really like it they're gonna really see that it's not gonna work because your person is there the person has to come out when the person is not there only is there this is the most beautiful when the person is not there and when the person is there may be some power come but for a while and then afterwards it's gonna start going downhill because only one can sit on this throne and that you notice and then you offer Lord you put these things here please take away my sense of separation because I sense it is poison here let me have the joy of being in service make me fit as an instrument to express even one bit of spit from you be happy this would be really good best way because yeah can I have like one more question okay because you say it give it to the gut you believe in God and there are people some people calling you also God are you okay with that how do you feel with that you have to put it in the right countries I say give everything to God if people feel any discomfort then they don't give anything to me because the me I cannot say I have any existence apart from God you understand it is like that it's not I am God and says I am right I am NOT actually I prefer that you just realized that I'm nothing actually I'm most comfortable as nothing I was losing satsang you said that many times you prefer to be nothing yes yes so nice with nothing because if you start to be something then you have to try and keep up being something I am nothing so I'm the most free I'm the most free is he so I don't know have anybody really refer to me as God in the sense they know what they are speaking and if it's not true energetically I know I said no you better not say that but if I'm going to say look you know you know oh no no don't give it to me give it to God I'm creating a separation doesn't know it's not true so understanding is needed for these things I you know if someone come and says I am god this is really not good if there's someone believe in themselves I am the God and they still have a personal smell it is not good yes and it will not last something bad is going to happen but nothing bad is still good but it will not be pleasant but if you understand because in the past people feel that if you speak and say that your God is something it is regarded as the highest blasphemy but I felt it's more blasphemy to feel you are not God so this is angle I'm speaking you know and I prefer to avoid the terminology because it opens up so much opportunities for misunderstanding I prefer to say you are the self it is pure pure consciousness because a term god carries so many connotations for different people and some people want to kill you for it and other people want to lift you up for it or whatever so I prefer to say the self or the supreme being the lord of the universe is the supreme intelligence the power that that manifests this magnificent universe and who is beyond form and all this this is my lord thinking out a very good somebody thank you that's got never smoochy G no sky first voltage is touching her feet because I feel more and more and the regional separation of these I would like to first of all thank you as the Portuguese for a creating a rush room here in Portugal it's a great honor for us really it is beautiful to hear it coming from the mouth of a Portuguese person and I want to thank you very much for the guidance along the way of you know following you and other masters are here also and I want to say thank you to all of you and one question was a vertical question and I feel when I'm in presence when I'm feeling presence or when it becomes very wet when it becomes conscious there is a there is some clicks that's happening in my my brain it's I'm just talking about this because you were talking about so quick with the save but this is happening more and more intensively is it painful when it happened no it's just it's just something here but yes it is a strange thing yes I don't care very much but people are behind the business besides me they'd say you're clicking your in sunlight it's not nothing here I can if this like in the brain or in the end yes it is yes I think and I don't know maybe we can show you once again did it happen at all there you heard it oh I didn't hear sorry maybe the fan there something ok not it's not too relevant these things I have to tell you it is not uncommon in the least from many people as they they get more deeply marching in consciousness like this there's some unusual phenomena starts happening unexpectedly like sometimes you know there's tremendous heat start to be felt in your shoulder moving around into the chest sometimes or the head feels like it's kind of like just many different things happened myself also it's happened a lot in the past you know and I can say different things about it but in the end I would just say don't worry about it because then the mind wants to say oh yeah this means this thing and this means it's not necessarily and after you go to doctor they can't find anything they say well I mean we don't understand what this is it's nothing at all they want to give you some tablets and I said it's okay there as the consciousness begins to flower it can produce unusual effects in the body people do often go to different types of groups and to that that start to speak about these things I said don't it's okay you're fine keep following the paintings that's all and stay there and gradually it's even good that you experience these things you don't follow them you know this no and because I know the people sometimes they've gone away I remember in India some while ago one man came to my place and he was playing help please help me help him is a what happened young guy I went to his house and then his he said his girlfriend is jumping up on the bed I went in the house and she was anybody was there with me here must be somebody here her body was flicking off the bed flicking off Bella bumping like a frog well I did but she was quite straight and you know it is very unusual thing to see you know and he was terrified so anyway we stayed a little bit I put my hand somehow just intuitively I didn't know what I was doing actually I just felt put my hand here and she calmed down and this thing stop bouncing and came very quiet I said what's happening sure that they've been doing some energy work as their way go energy where come satsang and sit down and follow this because did they explain to you what this means nor they didn't expect don't go for these experiences you know if they cannot explain and then he is terrified also of these things that don't understand they come to satsang you point you very simply you follow and then all these things have happened you're not bothered about them no big deal do you want life to be a big deal come to satsang and be with this like that so these things do happen unusual things and some people walking us all or you know everything is turn like this light blue of experiencing this light blue SLK or different things are happening so it can happen like this and I said don't let your mind go there it can become just a distraction just stay here and don't worry nothing bad is happening to you at all sometimes genuinely the consciousness has been like maybe trapped for a bit in some old tendencies or stale energies and now it's kind of just it just wants to come out and it will come out a certain way don't don't worry about companies just request can I kiss your feet you can come and give me hard very nice very good rate thank you from from where are you and I Lisp ah ok very good ok very good very good ok thank you thank you thank you you know it's 6 o clock how it gets to be six o clock like that two minutes past 6:00 I think we should take a break when somebody will come sing some play some music I believe Dave is coming there's a music after which maybe we will take a little break some of you who are new to satsangs here i just want to share with you that we take a break and you are welcome to stay and have some chai or some very good chai and then we come back and say 25 minutes and we have a second part of satsang you're very much welcome to - come and sit here we enjoy your company I used that time to read some of the letters that come there from beings who have attended satsang and it's also an opportunity to really sort of to really feel satsang as it as it comes through these in this form as also you're very welcome I also want to say something to you that you know what I feel I'm sharing with you it is so it is so beautiful and so simple so accessible actually the only thing that one of the only things that make it seem so difficult maybe is because it's an unusual way of looking because we are tend to want to understand with the brain and say okay I understand that now and now all I got to do is just go to make that become real or something this and so this way may sound radically different from the way that we are accustomed to in a traditional sense of understanding something because we're time many times people understand something and they feel that that is enough it means that now they know it and here it is as though something more than this take place inside where you it just becomes so clear that it's not just some kind of concept that you've learnt it's something your whole life will transform because of this in the most beautiful way so if you don't understand you don't get it in the beginning don't worry it's a gradual assimilating and gradual digesting happening and much of it is assisted by grace you don't have to be working so hard to use your mind it's not such a mind eating at all you see so this is actually a song that's actually writing on the wall and it's actually from a vision I've just seen the the writing on everything that exists just the words of God and just through everything [Music] writing on the wall this language of life it is written throughout creation brings life to time every rock and every tree bird every bean every breath we breathe it's a song of life and something to be [Music] do you see the writing on the wall do you feel the chain Jared called you see the Wonder Man - no still iframes now fewer child of dawn lift your head don't be Flo horn about all that is past no that's to come for a new day below a shine bright light your way to lighten your way [Music] you a home home again home again home is where you've always been the places that you seed and your dreams the place that you know the heart so open and wide bursting out from inside open your heart now see and the tree turn out the horse is calling me to come home my love my sweet child [Music] take the hand I love my sweet child [Music] come take the Hat come take the hand come home my love who my sweet shy old come [Music] writings on the wall on the rocks the trees clouds the skies the birds the sea quino's fires mountains the streams the rivers the oceans the dream of the one meeting something to be [Music] you see the writing on the wall you feel change aired called do you see one demands in all school iframes now you were child of the dawn lift your head don't be flow horn about all this past no that's to come for a new day glow a shine right like your way home again home again home is where you've always been the police thought you seed and dreams the place that you know you hurt so open and white bursting out from inside so whooping your heart now see I'm the tree churn out the he and the boys it's cold to me to come home my love my sweet child [Music] we'll come take the hand come take the hand and come home my love oh my sweet child Oh take the hand take the hand come on my love come on my sweet child [Music] come take the hand come take the hand and come home my love oh my sweet child come Oh [Music] come take the hand come and take the hand and come on my love come on my sweet child [Music] writings on the wall its language of life and it is written throughout creation and it brings life to time every Rock every tree every bird every bee and every breath we breathe is the song of life it's something to be [Music] you're leaving and don't get a say so I'm saying that I am leaving oh you'd like to say goodbye to you and give you a hug and really thank you for everything this opportunity that you gave me and also I would like to say thank you to all the Sangha because they were all so amazing you're doing them now yeah so I really think a big thank you to all of you to all the words that you gave me on the right moment even the ones that I didn't like that much they were very important and I love you all very very much thank you for having me here I can I give you a hug yes I love you too so much sorry private conversation [Laughter] [Music] my friend watching this is very nice [Applause] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Applause] thank you my pond [Applause] [Applause] I read it inside this one [Applause] oh yes [Applause] [Applause] when are you leaving in the morning 25 minutes huh [Applause] [Music]

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Length: 195min 14sec (11714 seconds)

Published: Tue Jun 21 2016