ALONE IN NEW YORK

good morning [Music] guys this is not my bed i'm in a hotel room and i'm in new york can you believe it emma got out of l.a i decided to do a little solo trip just enjoy a new scenery kind of shock my system in a way i guess so i'm here i'm here i've been here for 24 hours but we're here the window is very dirty so you can't really see anything but i'm in new york and there's the proof so i'm not gonna waste any time it's eight in the morning i'm gonna get started with my day right now normally i lay in bed for hours but no not when i'm in new york when i'm in new york i have some sort of fire under my ass that i don't have otherwise to give you a little weather forecast it's about 35 degrees right now and the warmest it's going to be today is probably around 55. um so it's freezing which means i've been wearing leggings under my pants 10 shirts puffer jackets i mean i've been freezing we're gonna go out and do a few morning errands so we're gonna get coffee a bagel because i'm in new york another weird thing that i'm going to preface you guys on before we go out and do the coffee and bagel thing um if you guys know me you know that i only drink iced coffee but it's been so cold here that i've been drinking hot coffee so i'm just kind of putting a warning out there like don't think that i've changed it's just it's cold out and i'm enjoying it but what the crazy part is hot lattes are way better than i thought i don't think i drink a hot coffee if it wasn't 40 degrees or below but regardless this is the new me new york has already changed me anyway let's get ready the key to staying warm in this kind of weather is layering i didn't grow up in cold weather i grew up in california where it's like never below 50. i'm wearing leggings under my sweatpants i'm going to wear a scarf i'm going to wear gloves no i'm not because that's actually going to be a normal puffer jacket with the hood it honestly takes forever like when i'm in la i take it for granted i take the warmth in la for granted because i just can walk outside and chances are the temperature will not harm me but being in new york you have to prepare and like that is something i'm not used to ready to go it's bagel and coffee time let's do it you know i feel like it's a lot easier to vlog in new york than it is in la because nobody gives a [ __ ] here everybody gives a [ __ ] in l.a but here i can hold my camera with pride it's actually not that cold this morning i thought it was going to be colder i feel good then again i am extremely bundled up so if i didn't feel good then there'd be probably something wrong with my body i like how it's a walking city like you have to walk to get to places because it makes me adventure a little bit more he okay i'm not gonna lie to you guys i just got lost for like 15 minutes because for some reason the google maps in new york are not always the most accurate so it'll take you weird streets and then you just end up getting lost and then it'll keep rerouting you and rerouting you to try to help you get to your destination but it's not helping it's actually just making it worse yeah but we're fine let's try the bagel everything bagel with cream cheese yeah yeah you can make anything happen if you got your heart done right i'm about to follow you right now thank you well it's nice to meet you nice to meet you look at me being social there's not i don't i don't think there's a better food on this planet i got a hot latte i don't know what's wrong with me i'm changing i'm evolving but it tastes so good it's just amazing my bagel guys i forgot how [ __ ] good they are dude i don't even know how it's possible like i've never tasted something better in my life it's like my favorite food and i literally they hurt my stomach so bad they make my stomach hurt worse than anything in the world i don't even care the only problem with hot coffee is that i finish it in like three seconds like i drink iced coffee slower but i mean whatever you can't win either way see it's only 9am and i've already gotten my coffee and had my bagel that i'm i want another bagel god that bagel was so good hi um can i order an iced latte with almond milk an ice bucket and boiling water i'm gonna make tea because my stomach is already hurting from the bagel now listen was it worth it [ __ ] yes it was worth it not to mention i took like 50 photos of it i literally took guys i mean we're talking like i took photos of this [ __ ] i even posed it i posed it look i posed it in two different ways that's not normal that is not normal to take your bagel and be like moving it around for the perfect photo but guess what i did that because i want the world to see how gorgeous look how [ __ ] gorgeous if my stomach feels like [ __ ] a lot [ __ ] it let's try this out god the lighting in this room is [ __ ] terrible let's try the coffee first did i say almond milk i always get scared because okay especially after all that cream cheese i just ate i'm like if i have another drop of dairy in my system i don't know what's gonna happen pretty good we also need to make tea so so you guys may think i'm crazy i brought my own tea bags from home i feel like my mom this is something my mom used to do when we go on trips she would bring like her own tea bags and her own coffee creamer and stuff like that cause she just has preferences and she knows what she likes but now i'm becoming her also yesterday i went to the grocery store and bought lemon juice so that i could put it in my tea because i like to put a lot of lemon in my tea and whenever you ask for a lemon wedge they never give you enough so i just went to the store and bought lemon juice which is also psychotic making my tea look how gorgeous it looks all i do is think about taking photos of things it's like kind of a disease i feel like my tea and my coffee looks so pretty that i want to take a photo of them right here like look how gorgeous but it's like why am i thinking about taking a photo of it like why am i not just thinking about existing i'm posing this so that it looks good for my instagram i need some sort of do you know what i hate myself but it looks gorgeous okay i'm done that was [ __ ] enough it's like just drink your stupid tea and drink your coffee don't take photos of it stupid idiot i am stupid idiot i am anyway i need a shower because i haven't showered since i've gotten here and i smell like [ __ ] time to get ready while we get ready today we're gonna have a talk we're going to have a talk about something you guys aren't in trouble but we're having a talk no i'm just kidding also i'm using this while i'm on this trip i decided i don't want to go on social media at all obviously it's easier said than done it's such an automatic response right i'm trying to not do that while i'm on this trip and i'm not posting on social media i'm just going to simply exist i am posting on youtube but that's different because youtube's like not toxic it can be but not for me right now i'm realizing that i'm wasting a lot of time being a human requires laying in bed it requires relaxing and i know that but i just don't think that being on social media as much as i am is a good use of my relaxation time but i have an added layer of complication because this is my passion i love making videos i love posting instagram photos this is like what i love to do i also need to have some balance because clearly i don't have any of that so while i'm on this trip i'm trying to enjoy outdoors i'm trying to go on walks i'm trying to just hang out with myself and enjoy that i've also been watching all these documentaries and stuff like that about why social media is so addicting and i know it's such a stupid topic because everybody's like shut up like we get it already like every time i hear people talking about social media in general i'm like this is such a stale topic like can we move on but it's really not a stale topic because it's worse than ever you have to like interact with so many more people than you normally would on the internet whereas like on a day to day at school you might only pass them in the halls once but it's like exhausting to be like seeing what jeremy from math is doing all the time also another interesting thing i think i have a lazy eye and i know it's probably already been apparent in this video because i keep getting comments being like one of her eyes is wonky i know but i don't know how it happened i don't think i have a lazy eye but one of my eyes is a little crooked i don't know it's not all the time it's just when i'm tired which i'm tired a lot let's put on a lip plumper lip plumper is a godsend it just makes my lips look juicy and that's something that i crave i'm by myself i barely talk to anybody since i've gotten here so i might be losing it and that's part of it that's part of the fun that's part of the fun it's like is emma gonna lose it on this trip probably not actually i feel way more emotionally stable here right now than i did when i was at home so i'm just riding this wave and enjoying it it's hard for me not to move out of la at least once a week i really hate it right now and i really want to move the only reason why i'm not moving is because that's where literally the three people i talk to live i feel like i'm forgetting something i look weird also i don't know why i'm like putting lip gloss on just to put a mask on in public like nobody's going to see the effort i'm putting into my lip right now like i just did lip liner i just did lip liner to wear a mask explain that one i have nobody to take a photo of me so i'm having to use timer cam like i took photos in my hotel room yesterday and let me tell you was it awkward my worst nightmare is people knowing that i took a photo on self-timer so i'm always trying to prop it up in an angle where nobody would know oh [ __ ] also i'm not gonna lie my stomach is killing me from that bagel but it was so worth it let's see how i get this off without ruining my makeup oh it's not going well i didn't want to tell you guys what i just did and that's why i didn't film it but now i feel like i'm lying i just spent an hour trying to get an instagram photo because i was like okay this little corner of my hotel room is so cute like i want an instagram photo in it so i got in an outfit that i would never wear outside especially in this weather because it's too cold i'm wearing this cute little mesh top this little vest i'm wearing a skirt little does everybody know i'm wearing leggings underneath i literally set up a tripod using a lamp and a trash can flipped over let me show you i spent an hour on this it wasn't easy but i did get an outfit photo but look okay look in the photo right you look on the wall there's no thermostat i i got this app not sponsored retouch okay and if you want to just randomly like remove something from your photo like something small like this it works like magic let me show you click on this thing that says object removal right you zoom in and then you go like this and you color it in right then you press go it's gone this is why the internet is fake you see how easy it is for me to alter this photo and make it what i want i can remove a full thermostat out of my photo in five seconds the internet is not real now i need to get into an actual outfit that's warm enough to wear because this is not warm enough to wear and then we're going to go out for the day this is what we're wearing now outfit of the day so we're bringing around this bag cute and then we have some fingerless gloves because it's not as cold today but they look badass i tried to use this as a prop in my photo and it ended up looking so corny i was like the one priority for going out today is getting coffee maybe doing a little shopping and then at some point i'm probably gonna get lunch even though my stomach feels like it has an entire three pound bag of rocks in it because um my stomach can pretty much only digest simple things such as i don't even know anymore actually can i do a latte with almond milk i'm walking to get a second coffee coffee 10 times a day stop me can i do a latte with almond milk absolutely not the best day girl i'm just walking around i'm not even going into stores i'm not going in anywhere i'm just walking around and absorbing the atmosphere and i'm probably gonna do this for another hour or two literally just walk you can't do that in la you can't just walk in la like there's nothing to see but in new york you can just keep walking and keep walking and it never gets old hi i'm back from my walk it was unbelievable i just kept walking i loved every second of it but i'm hungry so we need to figure out where to get lunch slash early dinner it's like a liner i saw all these cute restaurants that have outdoor seating but you need to make a reservation so i was like you know what i'm gonna go back to the room change into something a little bit less sweaty and make a reservation somewhere table for one baby okay let's see i don't know where to go table for one i love selecting table for one because it's not only a little bit scary and uncomfortable for me but also it's kind of badass god okay after literally looking for 20 minutes like i could not make a decision i made a decision and i found a restaurant and i made a reservation for 25 minutes from now i'm going to get into an outfit oh my god i'm so hungry am i ready to eat i literally planned like 10 outfits for this trip and i'm not wearing any of them i don't know why i think that like planning an outfit is gonna end up working out like i never end up wearing it this is what i want to wear right now i'm comfortable and i feel good and my hair is dirty and that's where i'm wearing a beanie because my hair is so dirty that it's embarrassing so yeah we have our mask camera battery room key i'm out of here i'm still hungry so i'm gonna order dinner literally in 45 minutes probably because i thought like i ordered things and i like thought that they were gonna be like larger portions and then they weren't and then i was like wait what the [ __ ] like they literally gave me two little dollops of hummus and i paid like 13 so i never realized how long it really takes for food to come because normally when i go out to eat i'm going out to eat with people but that period of time when you're waiting for your food to be prepared is a lot more excruciating by yourself anyway oh my god i look like my high school crush right now so we're gonna put the best back on so i went to cbs on the way home let's do a haul first thing i bought advil number two i got a heating pad because i okay so you guys what you don't understand is i have an addiction to heating pads and i didn't bring one on this trip because i just like didn't even think about it but then last night i was like sad falling asleep without my heating pad because basically my sleeping strategy is that i like to turn the ac to like 65 degrees so it's like freezing cold and then i like to warm up with a heating pad it's like doesn't make any sense but it helps me fall asleep for some reason the heating pad regulates my body temperature much better i don't i don't get it i don't get it i don't know what else to do today i kind of want to go for another walk let's see how many steps i've walked today on the little apple thing damn i did 13 000 steps today in new york city i don't really know what that means though well it's a lot better than last week because according to this last week i only took 2 000 steps walking makes me feel good it's like the best form of exercise too cause it's like fun it's relaxing it's nice i need to start walking more honestly i wish i could move to new york i'm loving new york so much i really wish i could move here it [ __ ] makes me upset but i know that i can't because i know that i'd hate it if i moved here and i don't ever want to ruin it for myself but i also know and i want to live here but i know i do it okay i'm gonna go on a walk and i'll be back i'm back i walked for probably an hour and a half and then i waited for food for about a half hour because i ordered food haul time salad which looks [ __ ] amazing i ordered a pizza but why is it in here okay and then i ordered a pizza with vegan cheese um i'm not a big fan of it but i'm still going to eat it because i bought it so my god guys i just checked my phone and i walked 20 000 miles no wait no not 20 000 steps today salad salad's good hi i have some iced herbal tea it is good anyway that was a day with me in new york i had so much fun today and i never say that which is actually so sad but i like rarely have fun anymore but i had so much fun i was walking around i was exploring i just had a great time i hope you guys had fun hanging out with me today if you did i'm glad i was gonna say if you did give it a thumbs up and i was like emma shut the [ __ ] up by the way i'm laying on my heating pad right now that i bought from cvs earlier check it out check it out thank you guys again for hanging out with me i hope that you had fun and i love you guys and i actually met some of you guys today i met quite a few of you guys today out in the streets of new york and it really made my day so i appreciate you if you ever come up to me it makes me feel very good and you guys are always so sweet that's all i got to say i'll see you later i'll see you later see you around comment down below um a reason why i shouldn't move to new york because it's getting really tempting for me but i know it's a bad idea like i know it's a bad idea i know it's a bad idea but so everybody comment down below one reason why i shouldn't move here to convince me out of moving here i love you guys here's your forehead kiss you guys didn't think i forgot did you [Applause] you

Channel: emma chamberlain

Views: 4,418,449

Rating: 4.9856081 out of 5

Keywords: emma chamberlain, emma chambie, vlog, new york, traveling alone

Id: eAFlpLgSGo8

Length: 17min 34sec (1054 seconds)

Published: Sun Apr 04 2021