You Are the Beloved of God, How Can Life Be Against You?

[Music] you [Music] you could really keep your dream that's it [Music] [Music] [Music] Oh namaste welcome everyone to satsang today here in beautiful rainy Rishikesh morning and I hope you didn't have to spend too much time waiting to come in you all look quite dry from my place of looking welcome of course all of you who are joining via broadcasting from wherever you are in the world I know many people are getting up very early in some places in order to share in real time with us here in Rishikesh so well done and some are up late so diverse is the play of time on the planet so some people are about to go to bed some people just rising up even early in order to be together as one Sangha today in the sharing of satsang here in Rishikesh so welcome everyone this morning and let's press on very good don't start with you please oh no I still have it thank you for coming in my life and thank you for being here it has been about 10 years I have been searching for truth and in the search for a truly enlightened master it so happened that I left all the worldly things and at this point of time I don't know where I will be having my next meal or where I will be staying but somehow I feel that I get power is taking care of all of my needs and I am enjoying this kind of life when I heard you on YouTube I started to get the glimpses of a of myself of my true nature but they are offshore traders they don't remain for long so today I stand before you to pack for enlightenment I want to be a boat and my nature is dizzy and repeat repeat please what you say I want to be a Buddha and my nature is by nature I am lazy and I am also becoming impatient many say it takes thousands of lives to be awakened but I don't want to wait I don't when I want freedom to t take it that the thousands of life was already parked behind you okay so now it brought you this point okay because I cannot refer you to another time and say you know in another five lives or so don't work like that and so you have spent your thousands of life okay so let's see what you're going to do with this life so please help me out one two three now we are in some way starting from scratch with you because we have not met before I am only going on what you have speaking today right now and you said that you have had glimpses of the truth it's true you said that is but you say they did not stay they do not stay why because the one who had the glimpse is itself not consistent actually it is believed that this is your the factual position that you are looking from and this person that had a glimpse into the infinite self you may say you didn't use those words but I'm assuming what you meant and that somehow it did not stay and I know it cannot go you see so [Music] maybe for the duration of what you experience as a glimpse was in fact for that period of time yourself as an eagle or an autonomous being was not there and in the absence of you personally was revealed the presence of you universally and I move too fast on this one yes so it's this it's a very subtle thing is it because we are taking and assuming that the personal standpoint is adequate or sufficient to catch hold of the supreme eternal perfect self so it's not that the person had a flash of the self but that the person for a flash was not there and in the absence of the person became the presence of the presence revealed itself it's not easy if we are thinking in the usual way of thinking yes but why did it go of course we are experiencing from a very limited standpoint of present hood which we have assumed to be the fact of who we are some people have evolved enough internally to recognize that the person is not a reliable state it fluctuates something knows the person is not consistent to see so something within you is able to view or overview the sense of your person by that that which is able to observe the sense of person is that itself a person I say again if the sense of yourself because we do it also very casually we talk about our past hmm we talk about our projections of our future and these ideas and feelings they come and go for us but we don't stop enough to look at who is it that can perceive past can perceive our present state can perceive that our state is not stable is what is it where are you looking from to observe that your person or personality is not stable it must be from a place within yourself also you see so it is not true that the person we can say okay okay we can say the person had a glimpse but that glimpse did not expand into continuous seeing it was effectively experienced as a momentary thing and that went away and it is apparently the person who observed that that's flush of enlightenment or awakening that went away but the person has remained consistent but actually it's not the person that has remained actually you're a sense of person is not a fixed thing it's only seemed to be fixed in your mind you think you're always looking from the place of personhood mm-hmm where are we going with this I don't know talk to me a little bit more give me something to catch hold of because I feel you say now today you wish to be free of of these comings and goings the kind of momentary flashes of of seeing or grace you want permanently to be established in that I have done many practices than many courses about meditation and they say it takes many years many lives but as when I heard you say practices take time it is true meditation also take time everything takes some time for all of you I ask you what is there in you that takes no time don't answer don't answer me just reflect what is it that is already so that does not need to be practiced just just just I'm just saying everything else takes practice and practice imply that the thing you are practicing to reach cannot be where you already are it is some projection all paths all roads are leading somewhere what is it that's not going anywhere because even present thoughts they are traffic they're on the way to somewhere emotions it's also under way to somewhere our minds are fixing things as though they don't move someone saw me also a few days ago and this lady asked me how are you today how are you now okay just cause last time well you are not so well I so when two years ago you know what happened two years ago in my life mine fixes certain things and then picks that thread up later on as though this is the next instant so all these are stale ideas that we have collected in our mind and we are holding onto them as though they are true that they are real and that they are of value is it so my question to you now what is it if you don't try to reach anywhere even state of enlightenment or whatever don't try to go for anything at all for just for a moment I'm just trying something okay don't try to go anywhere or to become anything just for a few moments just while I'm speaking just drop all this idea and for a moment not trying to reach enlightenment not try to become Buddha not trying to become anything just for a moment so we can just relax and don't hold on to any idea don't hold on to any shape about who you are just for a little bit be empty of it and also whatever your mind wants to say about this leave it leave it can we do like this because perhaps for hundreds of lifetimes you're searching I don't know yeah for something something has been looking we tried many things many things and they don't last nothing lasts now fast-forward to this life fast-forward to this moment and I'm asking you to do nothing more for now no just as you are here and for a moment don't be expecting anything like I'm about to do some miracle on you or something no just be empty so you see your senses are still functioning monkey is trying to put little get a nice seat somewhere okay so your senses are functioning you can see you can hear but you're not collecting anything at all you are not a container of thoughts memories intentions just be empty of that hmm if they come in just like clouds are coming in don't try to rush them away and don't try to hold them let them eat everything go their own way but you are just here for now okay so even the idea about enlightenment and becoming a Buddha I want to finish with this all your requests your desires all these things just leave them for a moment life allows you this space leave everything alone and don't touch next so whether past or future or now don't touch anything at all just you remain only aware in this space which I'm referring to as simple awareness hmm pay attention is it expecting anything at all please look you can your answers now I can I would like to hear from you how are you in this in this instant you have you done any work to be here you say you're lazy no so I'm really on your side now okay not on your back okay the lazy man's way to enlightenment really nice so you don't do anything at all don't reach for anything don't turn back to get anything leave everything there's something if everything is taken out or left aside everything all your thoughts all memory everything for a moment okay you can have them back in a little bit if you want but just for one instant of time to leave everything from moment until there's nothing else that can be taken out nothing can be left aside are you not still here something is here even the memory of yourself as a person it come and go so you leave it are you in an unbearable state now your mind is waiting to give a lot of information by the way yes it wants to say something yes but not for the moment he can wait also you give a few moments just to be just as you are no next no past even present you don't know what it mean simply you're here not asked you to control or to suppress your senses they are not the problem don't hold on to any self description nor any past just you're here don't listen to what your mind wants to say for now in a little bit he can come in just as you are now empty now it's like for some time I am experiencing emptiness but there is a desire that is not going can I say that is there yes I won't okay a desire seems to be coming and okay and you cannot put him you put them over there it comes back leave him don't engage with it though say okay you can be there but I'm not in a conversation with you it's possible or must you engage with this this desire can you leave it or not it's getting difficult quick that is I can I said it is there it is it is getting difficult is a feeling yes the desire tell you it is difficult the desire say listen is difficult to leave me okay or is something saying it's difficult to leave the desire I feel it's something is saying that it is difficult to leave that is very good is there not an awareness that there is something that is feeling is difficult to leave this desire do you have to identify with this one even there's a feeling but it's so hard to leave this desire but there's an awareness behind that hmm from the place of the awareness is the awareness attached to the desire know when I reach the place of awareness I don't feel a testament to that is a stay dear is it difficult to remain in this place I'm not asking you not to breathe I'm not asking you to sit very still say that relax not asking you to do some spiritual gymnastics you nothing just as you are here so even this persistent sensation or desire you have just now admitted although it feels very intimate and itchy the one who is feeling itchy there's awareness of this one so that cannot be my essential nature it's true or not yes yes so that being said what remain now that's not doing anything no effort at all here at this point of time I am experiencing a space not knowing what to do nurse what to think just be the space just be the space just be just be there and this in the space are you something that is in the space or are you same as the space now it is very that I am this space does the space have desires it's like I'm experiencing it sir consciousness who is knowing I and there is nothing at all except - - is that an anus with content or without content it is as it is it is only I only the feeling of business yeah did you create this feeling is it a trick it's like it's always there is it a glimpse no it's like a ocean and waves are the glimpses the waves are what these are the glimpses thoughts are the glimpses so the waves are glimpsing the ocean No don't touch mind do you feel restricted No can you go until you come to the end of this now in any direction you can go and tell me when you come to the end of this I didn't get what to say just now you wanted to say something just now I didn't understand what you say it is this that is we call and you say for the moment use the word space this sort of space that's here hmm Jenny can you come to the end of that space does it have a limit can anything change that space like sudden movement and the space is gone that's awareness space itself now there is a doubt arising yes I am feeling that that consciousness is in this body and outside there is no awareness okay go outside then and take a look something is saying consciousness is limited to the size and the proportion and the dimension of this body and outside of this there is no there's no consciousness that's a feeling that came authorities yes where did this thought come from it was not here previously then now it arise from where it comes I know I stuck with sent the question how far is the space then I thought but then I looked and I felt like this yes I felt that a space is not outside the body so therefore the space that you're in is the dimension and volume of the body it feels so it feels okay is that feeling consistent is that feeling reliable or is it just like another feeling if it is true then it means that it will always be true it's true now at any time you're gonna check in it's still true your existence is only inside the size and shape and the dimensions of the body and because that thought came and it seemed as though some belief has gone to that thought so the thought becomes more solid if it is left only as a thought it was soon float by it's as though each thought is auditioning for your attention for someone else maybe the thought come and it also go but somehow this thought has come perhaps not for the first time for you it has come and it goes a and you go and you have the sense of going off with it and for that moment you have chosen in some way in a subtle way to live your seeing and to be in contact with that thought which still cannot stay with you I also wanted to tell experience when I meditate my concentration goes here and I feel like I am someone sitting inside my head and looking the world that also I feel is a blissful state but that does not remain for long so infer from that experience I sometimes think that I am a little point something in my head but not at this moment not at this moment when I meditate or when I in good environment spiritual environment it automatically happens that my concentration goes in above my head where is it now where is your concentration now I tell you don't do anything at all don't even concentrate from in it just listen no because if something is going to your head there's an awareness of something going to the head and then the thought says I become contracted and I'm right here now is that an actuality or is that a truth okay I don't know but if it was truth you would still be up there now because the truth cannot be just part-time what I call truth must be consistently reliably always as it is it doesn't change mood or color or something else the mind is trying very hard we call it monkey mind but when you pay attention to where I'm pointing that's called monk's mind monkey mind monks mind hmm all these things are heard you know as thoughts and feelings movement something and even the reaction as a response to that is also perceivable when you know this when you have verified this you find that you still you're still and you're here not up there let's not even call this a name for now you're still just here you're talking about here is perceived in here the talking started it run for a while it stopped but you have not moved have you come to this certitude it is as though there is a dimension let's say for now within you that is not pulled about by the traffic of thoughts and feelings and in all of this they are all perceived but they do not alter that which is that which is can you recognize this earlier when I asked you all these things that come and go for a moment just don't try to control don't try to organize your mind hmm don't follow where it wants to go be aware only from the place of awareness the comings and goings the rising and falling all of these things are perceived but without passion and without attachment can we come to this place is this a place that you create or you discover discover and when I reach there I find that my mind is trying to organize that it is trying to draw draw some conclusions and draw some does the mind's conclusions affect here who cares about the minds conclusions is it this or something else it is something else which you are presently addressing as yourself the eye feeling became the I mean feeling hmm because you mentioned before the feeling of I is there and I asked you does it have any content you say no it is just a sense of being is there you see that sense of being is you're really you're watching place the first important discovery that you are simply observing the traffic of thought sensation feeling memory all these things are watched from this place some time ago I shared with you a simple example that I thought maybe it's worth repeating now and you must have heard me talk about it before because many people could relate to it and I gave the picture that there is a tree and on one branch for tree and there is a bird and the bird appears to be building a nest it has babies and it's building nests maybe flies off every now and again it finds some worms it brings it back to the be able to feel activity now this bird I'm saying represents our life of activity having a life making a family having a home having your business going about doing the things that we perceive other human beings are doing in according to our culture according to our tradition according to expectations that's the first bird on the branch doing that but a little bit above on another branch sits another bird that looks identical to the first part but this bird is not doing anything it only sits quietly observing first bird okay activity we can relate to this one above on another branch sits a bird that looks like it but this bird is not in that activity it quietly watches in its view it can see the first bird and first bird activity but also it can it's aware the very open expansive seeing it's aware of the sky and sea and the breeze like this but it's not doing anything that bird represents an ability within you to observe with detachment you follow okay so when I ask you yes you are observing all these things but you're not directly participating in them can you relate to this that that is also a space within you a capacity within you to observe with detachment and these two birds now there are functions in one body so while we are move our TV on there's a natural awareness of the activities but that awareness is not the activity itself does it connect with you you see this is so significant and so significant discovery for most people from when they when they catch it and see how of course it's natural but it needed to be pointed out you see that I can see my activity the activity of the mind also planning what to do next and what was done before this is all first bird activity watched from second bird position what is second position the sense of natural presence from where you are viewing and perceiving all the activities of life and your own life also sits inside that can you relate to this second bred position also yes yeah no I feel that some thoughts are trying to hold my attention but they are going so thoughts arising also are coming but in the position of second bird view it watches the thoughts arising also possible from this second bird position is a movement one of your great powers the movement to believe or to engage with the activities that appear in front of you but as soon as you go with this power to believe in them it's as though you get pulled into first bread position very easy can we follow this or not okay so can you follow yes yeah okay so I'm asking now first birth position activities of life traffic and telephone calls sending emails sending this Facebook although blah blah blah and all of the activities of our lives now second birth position many people not even aware that they are aware meaning that now you're consciously being asked keep observing don't try to control the senses let them just move inside the space that they exist in you are only the awareness of them okay you are not getting caught up in the bubble of any scenario you're as quietly looking it's clear enough yes okay many people when they discover what I'm calling the second bread position already a sense of spaciousness or expansiveness comes into their awareness field is this happening when you are not aware of your actions it's like your world can easily become claustrophobic and tight don't running out of moves I don't know what to do do do-do-do guru when you sit back in the place of the observing position you see from a wider perspective and at the same time you are aware that you are aware is true or not and how does it feel is it the same environment first birth position second birth position second when we discover this already you are experiencing some sense of peace space spaciousness a joy contentment panic agitation those lower energetic functions they seem to be thinning away and replaced by a field more of graciousness lightness more open aliveness can you recognize this or not yes when people come to this position then I say be rooted in this be one with this for a time because life is gonna keep on presenting many activities and it is it will feel as though some activities are trying to get you back into first bred position only nothing wrong with first bird you can exist but he cannot is better existing with second bird also there conscious no so let be that both happen now I want to share with you something first bird is involved in lots of activity function very very emotionally psychologically physically involved in the activities of its life so to speak now second bird position is more aware that these things are happening mmm this but it's not emotionally involved it can see with more spaciousness now things are not so consequential this seems more time things have slowed down so first bird is a functioning isn't it you're observing the activities we let's call it the functioning of identity and personhood you with me okay second bird is also just observing quietly its place is more peaceful more stable and more happy more open okay may I ask you something is second bird position peaceful as it is is it also not a functioning don't ask this question very often can we say that even second bird position is also a functioning may be a functioning of witnessing also is their third bad are you still with me when I'm speaking like this is there not a space within which also second bird is also witnessed now am i starting to feel that witnessing is also activity yes and there is a space in which witnessing is also done so therefore even the function of witnessing is itself witnessed where the functioning of perception is also perceived now I am it's feeling like a gap going into an emptiness and a fear is coming and I will lost all my identity such type of fear yes you lose your identity so there is some resistant it is saying don't go there there is if I will lose all my thoughts all my concept what will remain every day it's something like that you will die like I am dead something will die but you will not be dead it's a strong word a very human word die don't want to die no but what will die is that which is never really alive you just imagined hmm I don't have to use the word dying I don't have to use this word and I'm not tricking no because we value so much the concepts that we are attached to and we feel we cannot do without them okay but while we are protecting them hmm you are not in the fullness of yourself you're living in a conditioned state which is fine also and fine you know because a very big membership there okay so you're in you're in you're in good company we can transact in this way and I say where I'm speaking now the population is few the reality is that is the truth of what we are but the mind which is conditioned into believing in not you because you the awareness itself because you can only ever be the awareness but you can also be not aware of your awareness and believe you're only alive through your ideas and personal identity and something feels afraid to move beyond that because you've learned the street language of your person you see and I'm not here to pull teeth you know I'm not here for this okay because each one must move in their own speed in accordance with the will of God no but some are able to grasp what I'm speaking and feel the immensity of that they can feel the purity of it they can see and feel the love that pours out of that they can experience the wind of the universality of that I'm not going to tell you try harder try harder no hmm either you can see or you're not in fact you are seeing but at the moment you're seeing also your resistances the resistance is which is coming from your person easy and the person feels threatened by the opportunity that's being presented to them to go beyond the limited field of personhood into your natural original state in the immensity of being but in accordance with your destiny for the moment you say we say with words I am up for it I'm here to go all the way I am here all the way okay come sit let's talk and as we begin to look hmm then we begin to see as the the laser light of consciousness begins to scan internally and now it is exposing the seeds of personhood that is keeping you attached to the things of the world things of the world is not bad they're just things of the world but our attachment to them hmm limits your capacity to rest in the fullness of yourself hmm now don't get me wrong I'm not saying that to be free you must live as some single monk living in some mountain sitting on a stone and not I don't have this picture hmm you must come to what we call we sometime use the word sahaja Samadhi now which means to be a way in your natural state meaning the senses are functioning you can interact with the life and beings without being pulled into the noise of personhood you see there's no hierarchy it's not that you feel I'm above or not special but you are seeing and being from the place you are but naturally to come to this point you will be tested why tested to make you fail no because we need that friction sometimes I say it is as though consciousness creates the sense of a problem in order to have the experience of transcending it so another way that we can call this all experience or an experiment of life is a game of transcending hmm the lower energy fields which gravitate and hold the beingness hostage when the beingness is deeply attached to personhood if you are deeply identified with your body and your your your gender your race your whatever it is these things will be coming up your attachment because something says come a little bit more in come back again to the original place and some things think no I don't want to be without this and this is fine if that's as far as you can go for now that is all I'm only presenting what you say you want when it is more clearly perceived in you meaning you meaning what well for me you're always the self but in the role temporarily in a mode of localized consciousness which has formed itself into what we call a personal you are still the self the still the self is totally here but there's the mask of personal identity and it is as though the self has gone to sleep or is living in a state of hypnosis for a time whereby it believes itself to be the mask of personhood and so because of this it is limited is living a life of a limited perspective of personhood when the reality is that you are one with the supreme not equal to I don't want to use what equal is a different thing one means in harmony with equal is more ego idea you're not equal to God very rarely but one with means belonging to one with harmony with that which is so what you are reporting is that as I approach somehow let's use a word approaching approach coming back into the field of business of that which truly is I began to see my humaneness and its attachments you see it's true or not yes and it is also experience some fear that I might be making wrong choice I'm letting go of the things that I have believed to be essentials to me but a voice seems to be calling at the same time let go and move more deeply in don't destroy simply leave for a moment come more deeply in can it happen for you you see this is a second day of satsang in Rishikesh we are having this conversation maybe mine tells you look you've got three even three and almost nearly four weeks man relax okay it's nothing new we know this vise is the same guy operating in all our minds nah that's fine I am NOT here to struggle with you but I am endeavoring to respond to your requests and your request I don't know if it still remains true from when you said I am here to wake up yes what do you perceive to be in the way of that awakening which you say you longed for speak up know it's fitting that there are no words but some between mine thoughts are coming but I am feeling that there is a I cannot say it's time to say it's time to say it's time to identify is there a genuine obstacle given what I have just shared with you know is there genuinely an obstacle is it real or imagined imagined imagined and now it's your turn now see to then say I need to sit with this a bit I need to sit with this a bit and to look at it I don't come here with a form for enlightenment to your friend what is your name dick I'm not here for that you ask something I'm only endeavoring to respond to it now I see what happens with you with it hmm because even when that light is clear clearly seen it will still take some time your mind will still keep coming it may see you have not really crossed over you're just more convinced but you still have attachments there a little bit that they may suffer some a bit of a beating or something but they are still there and they will still come but now you're in a greater position to look and say I have a choice about this I can leave that now because nothing that I see there hmm can improve on Who I am here I'm not selling enlightenment coupons you asked the guidance come for you then we see you see at least in this place something feels stuck and what is feeling stuck for someone else they may say yeah there's a feeling of stuckness but when I look there's nothing really stuck sometimes people have said you know yes I see all of this but there's something that that is still troubling me okay what is it I don't know you don't know but something is troubling you yeah okay next boom is your time to reflect about it so I want to thank you because I feel in and sharing with you it's not just personal then I feel it's for everybody food for everybody you know because something I may share with you maybe someone will eat completely okay so thank you thank you can I tell about the desire the desire that I left before oh you left it yes you want to return to it yes okay tell me that I want to sit at your feet for some time in the hope of what I am feeling very I can't say but I am feeling this experience this is some the greatest experience you can say okay can I say something to you about this yes if you embrace what I have shared with you if it resonates inside your heart then you can be experiencing the thing that you say you desire for as long as you want if you wanted physically I said oh okay we can do a little bit like that but if you've understood inside then you feel you know what you're always with me and maybe even a more powerful way than physically sitting with me there are some beings I have one I have office spoke of him one friend who comes once each year over the last maybe 10 12 years he flies all the way from Japan he is a busy man he's working with government but he has very little holiday you know so his family when he has his holiday he flies to see me in India recently came Portugal and just few days three days sometimes two days and in those two days before even not speaking English me know Japanese you know that guy two days and in those two days even not speaking English actually it was for him actually he was the motivation for having another friend of mind to translate and to speak the invitation to him was the first time and we sent it to him and he could listen in his own understanding but for all these years he's come and each time I see him there is less of him less of him and more of him it's a paradox less of him the old idea and more of what he truly is so I know it is not there people may be living close with me physically that don't show that degree of merging so it's only a question of your own earnestness your love your genuineness it will be enough also to fulfill all that you have shared with me and it need not take so long because when you understood experientially not just intellectual conviction but with experience you have crossed over from death into life you are in the kingdom of God still you will have to be sitting out the little things as they come but you'll be much more effective hmm at straining out that which is untrue and you will enjoy it or so it will not be like a task you will enjoy it every moment of transcendence will feel an enormous victory a beautiful thing okay thank you very much thank you I see you Thank You Rosie thank you you're pointing no matter how much just intellectually it has even though it has helped me a lot whatever level of understanding I have got from your teachings like after Portugal it was like I landed in the war zone and like about transcending I want to I've got a lot of injury like I not able to transcend so I wanted know where I am I've done wrong where I'm doing wrong actually if there is such a thing where you'll be going around is holding on to the idea of the one who is going wrong no III don't want to give you cliches about this like that maybe we're too strongly identifying with actions because some actions are almost all actions that come in your wisdom you can transform them into great seeds of wisdom and insight we are too quick sometimes to miss read situation circumstances events which are [Music] opportunities for deeper seeing for excelling you know for expanding in consciousness because we are looking at them from a personal standpoint too much and then it looks that why is this thing happening to me and what have I done wrong and then you keep on going into the same sad story it is said that the wise person builds a house out of the stones that his enemies throw at him and lives in the house happily things will come and they can shake your shaking yesterday one of our sisters from here we heard that she was attacked by monkeys yeah machine hospital with some scratches our husband came and he told me about it and I said I think he's okay it could turn out to be good no and I want to tell you story you know can I tell your story but it's what in your love story it's a story I've told many times in the past I am NOT these days speaking to so many about stories but I'll tell you this one because it's a good one and explains beautifully what you are experiencing he said once there was a king who he inherited the kingdom from his father and just by the fact that he was the only son but it was not a very wise king but he had a very wise counselor I know many of you have heard the story but it's feel very appropriate now so the king and the counselor they were like this you know they move everywhere because the counselor always give good advice to the king you know so everywhere the king went the counselor came with him acceptable bathroom you wait outside wait King come out now if not even the Queen get to spend as much time with the King as the counselor does now so it's happened like that that the King being a very plump chap you know he was getting out of bed one morning and as he put try to put his feet into his royal and slippers it slipped slipper slipped and he fell onto the floor marble floor polish and hit his elbow ah and really smashed his elbow now and you can imagine the pain he was screaming uh then he shouted counselor Khosla quickly counselor come inside and he says Your Majesty Your Majesty what's happened he says I look what's up look what's up well what happened like this the counselor said ah it is good my lord good the king was very angry he was not able to accept the counselors well how do you mean good how can you say look how it hurts guards the guards take him away so the guards picked up the councilor resorts off they took him and down drum drum drum come down to the very bottom of the of the palace into the dungeons into the jail destroy minutes in the jail the door now the king is really really was really really angry that the council gave him that advice so he was in bed for over a week it's pain pain but after nearly eight days or nine days the arm was feeling better and he was tired of being in bed you know he was also missing the counselor but they were still more angry than missing him you know so one morning he got up and he felt much better I feel better now and he loved writing he had some beautiful horses there's a subtle of my finest horse you know I went to go for a ride so this saddle up is finest White Horse and the king climbed onto the horse and I felt great off he goes round and he is enjoying the ride so much he travel till actually he's gone so far he was going through and he saw like a white deer or something so he's a isn't trying to follow this deer didn't see then something happened I think he got knocked off his horse he had entered into another Kingdom kingdom of cannibals yes he strayed from the boundary of his own kingdom and had enter into another kingdom of cannibals not so quickly he was he was captured and you know big fat juicy king you know and there they carried him they carried them the sounded their trumpet their heart got a big one okay and they are bringing him in and they he has no friends he has no counselor nothing and they're taking him and they locked him up into a room he could just about see you know out of this place and he saw that they were making a big fire and big skewer so he's terrified terrifying now and the drum was butoh there buddy coming you know we're ready to have something now so they pulled him out and they they pulled him out and now he's terrified if you can imagine now he has no friends everybody is there you know hungry and looking at him and they're pulling the king under that should he's resisting and then just as there was about to bring him right to the fire they're pulling him and his sleeve came off and they saw his all bloodied their arm and all the drum boom boom boom do they look damaged goods we can't sacrifice him on everybody and he's so juicy looking and everything so they quickly they grabbed him and they put him on the horse ha any again then after a very long time he entered back into his own Kingdom and the horse kept going he just holding onto the horse now the horse was wise enough return to his the own stables and then back into his kingdom the people they found him how your majesty and they took him Oh bleep bloody and nervous something and he went back into his home and they dressed him and they washed him and they prayed for him all this thing and then he's there you know and then he begins to think you know my god they almost finished me off and this thing saved me and then it came to his mind my counselor my counselor then immediately because he remembered the counselor said this is good my lord so he quickly he himself went down to the dungeon they opened up and the counselor sitting there I know not eating anything at all since the King fell at his feet you know my counselor my counselor all my counselor please forgive me please forgive me the counselor said my lord what has happened now what has happened so he explained the whole story and said you see you told me you were always right you told me this is good but I was so angry our Psalm in pain I could not accept your words and look what happened you see this very thing you told me is good I could not see at the time and now I turned out that because of this I was saved from being eaten o my counselor my counselor you on the other hand you were innocent all this time and I locked you out for no reason how was it good for you he said well my lord mm-hmm I am always with you or no so on that day when you went out riding our probably riding with you and then when they saw that they couldn't sacrifice you they would have grilled me so it was very good for me to be in jail for all this time so obviously the point of the story is that sometimes things happen and the mind immediately interprets it in a certain way oh this thing happened to me well and you don't see that sometimes these things will turn out to be good especially if you keep your mind in a neutral way and open the things that happen to us don't happen because life is vindictive but more corrective and so things happen and if you reflect on them in the correct way you see wait a second you know it is good it was not pleasant but it turned out to be good because because of this thing now I stopped going to that place or I stopped doing this thing you see so watch that tendency in us to feel that life is against you life is nothing against you you are the beloved of God now why you should be against you but if you are living only to be comfortable and everything is all nice and so maybe you don't grow in the way that you need to grow living on this planet we have to grow very quickly so I would give that as a good example that things happen stop reflect a bit more you know you have been to satsang you've seen that sometimes yes you know the ways in which you have transcended or grown most quickly is often through painful experiences and make use of it otherwise your mind start to develop a habit of giving the wrong reading to something and then you feel you're not moved on and in fact you won't have moved on I'm very grateful all the hard hardships your fine things were like they were they get good I mean they gave me life and in spite of everything so happy and give me a second life it just I feel you should become a better person but I feel at times I become angry and maybe have more arrogance maybe it's temporary but I just want to cross over forever don't give too much importance for day-to-day things do what you have to do do what needs to be done what is appropriate also the energy will guide you your consciousness will guide your actions you must keep being grateful to that too to somehow follow the invitation follow the the pointers have made and and to lead you out of this any personal states so that you observe more and you don't have the feeling of just being pulled about by these tendencies you know gradually they their influence is weakened and they fall away and you watch that also you know so mistakes you cannot help and they will happen but if you learn from them they are not called mistakes anymore their opportunities you use them because there's no reason why you should be continuing to speak like this very quickly we can come out of that why why is it because you are already the self you are not going to make the self you are already this but we are under the influence strongly of conditioning and habit and so on and we have to wake up out of that sleep in somehow gradually you find you don't complain so much about things you don't have any judgments about them things happen is not that you don't care but you don't mind things come and go you have found the quintessential thing you have discovered the self and that it itself is unchanging it is the it is the very womb of existence hmm why you should not be happy because only the person is experiencing life problematically the one as you're growing in back into yourself the problems so called problems are converted into really auspicious for you okay very good no what you okay Mooji I have been with you already for five years I don't know if you remember I remind you my name is Alice from Israel I remember Alice well now I have I'm done I'm done and I have come to India just just to be free to be taken to the other side I don't know it to be to disappear you mean it I worked 24/7 to awaken and I have not reached I have not come to a breakthrough now one of the reasons is that I do that I had been collecting negative versus not me something they are sitting there and they are very violent and it's only you who can get me out of the this possessed person even though I'm very open everything is it I am ready I'm ready to jump and disappear it's just this these forces they keep me believing I'm a body and I'm not and I struggled so I him here just for you and to be to merge with you just for you just for you okay okay okay at this moment I die I don't feel to say something I don't feel something but I am very much with you pardon me I don't feel to say something I'm not finished to say something but I'm very much with you okay I know we will see how the day's unfold Alice I don't want to go back nowhere I don't I have nowhere to go I just want to end here in India with you the story of Alice in Wonderland yes there is no no possibility to continue it's not possible that sounds auspicious yeah it's not possible it's just physical also not possible it's not possible or no level it's just no possibility even to open to go outside anymore actually yes really not to go outside anymore is not is really beyond the physical thing I cannot be physical anymore yes yes then to go not able to go outside means not able to leave here isn't it not able to leave you then then everything must be fine then what I mean then everything must be fine then I want to disappear together with all everything that tries to hold me back which I have no control over no don't even try to disappear and just be here you see otherwise mine's gonna go uh-huh child abracadabra nothing be and I can't do it because you put a task to disappear I understand the words and so on but you say that you are here I'm wondering if when you say you are here if it means the same when I say I'm here because there's a tremendous space in here nests not there there I don't need to hear is obvious place for me because using your words you say there's nowhere there's no other place left for me to go I can't go outside I am applying to your words their highest meaning as in within my capacity I'm not doing I don't I don't words have no meaning Mooji for me I just then you better shut up then yeah it is true if the words have no meaning then this is good now suppose the words have no meaning then then stop using them then and words and thoughts same thing ok so then whatever thoughts don't mean not nothing then you don't waste your energy then then what will happen if you don't do waste energy with thoughts come words come is that in a bad state I don't think so I don't think so there's another one who can say even though these lips move and sound comes out of them or whatever something in here feels I am NOT speaking at all anything at all without trying to be mystical are you able to understand that that kind of quietness you know is not a physical thing it means that you have discovered that before even words could come before thoughts came and even during the expression of thoughts it remains unalterable so if that's not yet the case then I will meet you we can see what whether your sense of being here needs my sense of being here and then we won't have any trouble something tells me if I meet God in my heart this big love which I've already experienced in the past but it's gone this will bring to an explosion of all there needs to be exploded if you leave everything alone and because everything you have touched I've exploded into some trouble foil some people had done know everything at a certain point everything you touch you break everything you touch down on everything everything is gone then I say even in this I can find a blessing that at a certain point the life is just washing everything from you hmm if even like that you come at a certain point if I say don't look about okay if I meet God because the mind just takes these things and made them into something else but if I do this not if I say simply you stay here yesterday I was speaking to some of our friends from China and one person I was saying to one lady you know when we start counting how do we count one two three four five six whatever nobody starts zero one two three okay so you be zero you understand what to pin you don't tell anybody that don't tell anybody I'm 0 M 0 no no just be in the place if you understood what I'm speaking you don't even touch your mind so they're after whatever comes from the mind has to come through the heart it will come from there have I lost you by speaking like this with me a little bit okay because I just think if I go back to my room and I meditate these energies are very sitting here they're they're physical their physical and then I identified because I either or I go deep deep into the ocean but I can i it's tiring they they are these things come every day for you yes all the time all the time yeah okay even now now not not when I stay stand you want to come and sit with me here and just sit here don't speak it to me just sit here then show me when they come and I can speak with someone else for now come come back okay you go freshen in the dark top you come to speak namaste and Tashi delay myself I'm Tibetan and I have a very thing to say that I was also seeking for enlightenment and having knowing God more searching God more then suddenly I came through all this satsang first time through my life partner whom I married recently in Nepal Katmandu his name is Eugene she wrote yesterday he has given you a book also and actually I wanted to know about enlightenment everything and I myself I always try to cultivate myself in my day-to-day life though I had a very tough time with my family members and though if I had a tough time in my life also and then I used to talk to God more often like I had always a conversation with God always talking like I used to fight with God also sometimes why I'm so good and my life is so terrible and then I used to say I will not believe in God anymore and then later when my anger cools down I will again speak to myself and say no no no I can't leave God because even though I get angry at times and scold God and say something something like that again I say no I will not leave God so my weak point is always God but I don't know how to find myself to go further further to God but then he also when we had a conversation with him in the beginning used to tell just avoid whatever is going on in your life and just give one uncondition love to your family members to whoever hates you that way only you can find the peace with yourself so that way he used to one day neighbor also told something to my my mother and I was so angry I want to go and fight with him just why he said this and that he he stopped me don't go don't go don't say anything leave him that night I had a dream of Gautam Buddha I was bowing to him two three times I'm bowing boy in my bunkmate it's like a school I was in school and I was Boeing Boeing and suddenly my pillow fell down and then when I wake up myself my blanket also had fall down then in the dream I saw when the pillow fell down I was just seeing the Buddha statue and I I was finding it so funny I thought to myself maybe Buddha saw me with a pillow falling down on my bed from my bed so he I just saw him and he was smiling with his teeth full full open I never saw a Buddha with teeth tip coming out no food and smiling not I also have a haughty Buddha is showing his teeth so I just told my friend I saw dream today good eye smiling foot full teeth shining teeth white didna happy then he's saying nice nice you did a good thing last night you did last didn't scold fat man and Buddha is smiling at you today he in your dream so I was very happy this way I try to try to when I talk pay more so with about holy things and all I just say enlightenment means enlightenment means inside you I don't have to seek outside of me it is inside of me even better lama when we go to do car chakra and all we are running towards the ramana to take his blessing blessing everybody pushing pushing wants to take the thread now can we give me more give me more I'll take the purse up more more MORE there is no love in that you baton sometimes they just want a Lamas blessing not running running pushing pushing and going what they don't then I think why they are so angry taking my cell go ahead take give me thread some give me give me give me I'll take like I don't want to push anyone and go whatever I got okay I'm fine then I think sometimes vellalam is also kind trying to tell compassion compassion but people are not understanding compassion then I think we are pushing and going to Dalai Lama to Metis I also hang on now I think I should not run to Dalai Lama yesterday I was thinking I will come and see you I was in bed then suddenly from the gun in Ganga when I was with my husband I just saw you and I just bought to you know I was thinking wow I didn't get chances yesterday in there and I suddenly get chance so it's my fortune that also lucky that we also so I am thinking now we should not push and go to any sadhu some running line you know it is inside husna everything is inside us we also think nicely everything is entitled so I was thinking your vibration when I saw from there so touch and I was crying crying so much then I thought one mooch is vibration Mooji I was vibration is coming so much now I thought if all the whole people become enlightened so just imagine the vibration how much you will be there in the world I don't think you'll everyone is saying I want to meet you I want to meet first our inside 'no inside us is there now we should meet our self inside there's an alarm also running running going no need if you are doing good things from inside if we if we try to sit down have compassion in our heart those good things then ultimately you are also happy Buddha is also sitting there and yesterday I saw there one Buddha smiling one I take pictures also day before yesterday so that way I'm thinking now I don't have to run to any sadhu Sun just running around no no no no need to run anyone I just have to sit with myself inside me only God is there then I just observe God inside me then I don't have to run to any sadhu son push push don't have to run go anywhere it's inside me only no need to follow anyone follow you're inside no it's inside you only no need to follow outside of you it's all inside you inside of you so everybody become enlightened then how much world will be peaceful utopia world everybody peaceful knower even my country if all Tibetans have compassion no heat to us Chinese maybe our country also free one day soon thank you very good no very good very good you you speak it's and it is it is true that you were saying that it is already here everything is here you know but it's important to find also someone who will encourage that and to remind you my kubaton people I don't think they art in satsang I don't know diffidence they are very sometimes there they are in Indiana they will say like sometimes they don't like Indians but I am most grateful to Indiana because they give us shelter in India but sometimes dividends are like saying that Indians are very cunning Indians these Indians are that but India only giving us shelter now that I am I giving shelter I will be giving shelter but sometimes in Tibetans they don't realize that they always have hatred towards Chinese in foreign country also when they are staying they just fight they just do procession these that Free Tibet free typical you become time we become loving towards Chinese they also heart will melt one Dana then they will free our country otherwise they don't do good to us means they'll come out so they'll face one day because of our maybe our Karma's dependence suffering so much and Tibet is taken by Chinese maybe if they do more harm to chair gym attendant they also suffer the Karma no I will not be no need to eat Chinese and not English there is no need to hate anybody even sometimes very difficult to restrain when people say things or do hurtful things to you it's very difficult to not want to respond and to fire back you know but what you speak is very exemplary very very good because it is true sometimes we are too much people want to get get get in I get get get get you know and after I sometimes even one month of satsang one more more more say no why don't you swallow the food in your mouth meaning digest you're seeing be still and be present with with where you are don't more more more more MORE this is really weak habit you see it looks as though it is good but it's weak the better you take small thing and you digest it completely then you take a lot of things yes well each one according to their capacity some people can eat very quickly some more slowly no we cannot set one rule for everyone but I said I want to talk I want to talk yesterday also I didn't get chance to talk then is telling you or Nico is running and coming from corner well this time it's worked very well what I what is inside me so that if I talk and say something maybe some people will understand it maybe because if I keep inside me then satsang is over and I will go back home no use so it's all inside has no need to run yeah there was a seek anywhere even in night and when we all will get one there is a time and place for everything because sometimes it's important to run about and the time to stop yes no there's a saying like this there's a time and place a season for everything sometimes you have to run in that time you must keep quiet time you meditate another time you you ask questions and our time you only listen sometimes you're talking sometimes keep quiet sometimes working too much sometimes sitting quietly time for each thing and your consciousness is guiding you if you listen if you take time to be quiet and listen internally but most people need a little help to remind them no you don't have to do this part just keep quiet let that go you see with little guidance and we have to accept the help until you are able to go beyond the need for help this is wisdom sometimes we must seek help until you don't need more help like this everything has its place as its time but I'm very happy that you you speak how you speak I see much truth in it not just about Tibet people but many people you know that sometimes we are too much they do body burn themselves the monks they burn themselves the Tibetan people they burn themselves and cry no don't don't do suicide don't burn yourself and do like this he also Kriner I don't want the real number to cry by doing such acts by Tibetans no he is crying we don't like him also crying so we should not do this silly things na by doing self immolation we should just have compassion wait for our country to be free one day people will realize even Chinese people they realized slowly slowly what Chinese are doing wrong to Tibet No so they also keep Dalai Lama photo in their mobile they also like Dalai Lama so they also getting enlightened who's wrong who's right so they also know Chinese people some of the Chinese people do you know what the Communist Chinese are doing not so the Karma's will be come to them slowly one day so we don't have to do self immolation then do procession scream shout go to Delhi embassy and take the Tibet flag and do all this we do no need to do this doing will not bring now Tibet freedom the most it will be hamper Tibet we should do everything with with compassion everything with compassion then everything will come slowly slowly next year there is time for everything sometimes you must turned up you must march sometimes time to fight but not always fighting not always extreme is not good extremes are not good no we can do it in a nice way it's some good extreme is never good even madmen and he is doing same thing but he did with satyagraha means everything like with compassion only Matt maganda also free India from the British so everything he didn't do any fighting he just did with through this thing so that way we also have to free our country with nicely not fighting not doing processed and not doing extreme thing burning themselves this will not give freedom nah and they India they should love Indian people because they are giving shelter nah they should not hate Indian they should not say anything bad against India people because they give shelter shelter to us even sometime Dalai Lama also says like same thing nah don't hate Chinese he keeps us reminding not have compassion at her don't hate Chinese because he's compassionate has that's why he got the Nobel Peace price also he's so compassionate anyway I watch his youtubers and he's always making fun of himself joking around all this thing and yourself I just saw through my husband only I don't know about you just watch video video YouTube yes Papa si si watch then I came to know and then I understood no I'm also calmly sitting so laughing so smiling so nice I said so teaching nicely I said to him no this is nice way of teaching yesterday you said put your shoe outside and your mind all said no that also good everything my now side then on me inside is God not sitting yes nice man everybody listen please it's true God is inside us now yes outside too but you'll find better inside I understood from you even Dalai Lama not able to tell me but he's just come Buddha in condition but he didn't now I got an idea from you that we can also inside we think nicely then we also become Buddha all of us Buddha and Saints will become that and or vibration just imagine how much vibration will be day in the world thank you very good very good okay thank you thank you okay okay you you can follow that I don't have to follow that I feel I am that I just wanted to say thank you to you guru ji to domina I just come from our natural I went for two days and something decided opened up and suddenly his teachings were like down like I didn't have water for many days and I remembered you when you say they in London you get his book and you was with Rama and I know that it looked nice face and then you opened it then you said that must have been there longer cover for this book and then before it was like this and then suddenly all his teachings now go it takes some time because especially new new people new to this and you know at first they maybe have some hot response but it feels no I don't understand these things don't understand this thing about you know going beyond mind and all this thing they said don't worry you just to sit down it's okay something is taking care of you you don't have to understand every single word I've had such sons with people don't speak the same language and no translator so how did we feel so much love together something is there we venerate where it's too much you think oh that's how we communicate but there are other ways in which communication is happening and that we don't we're not aware of it so like the example you give we come and we we spend some time together already the grace of God is flowing through this place into each art speaking to each one in unique ways that your mind don't understand also we speaking also with words and that has its place as well too hmm but sometimes you don't expect you know anything and then suddenly yes Oh what is your whole being is lit up from inside don't let your mind tell you it wants to say oh no this is too difficult or it's impossible no nothing is impossible for you nothing is impossible Linda and yesterday I picked this picture of you there which says don't try to be a Buddha to be yourself you are Buddha and this feels for me without feeling that Americans but in the same time please cut every arrogance every every root of arrogance in me so it doesn't come up again and absorb me absorb me completely into you this is my only wish and I'm here only for that guru ji and they love you so much of you so much and this is all and in the same time there is no separation I am Hugh and I know and we are all we are one and it's know so much gratitude lovely love you and thank you thank you so much thank you thank you thank you thank you I'm very happy yet so early in our time together we can be speaking more and more from the place of the heart and you can remind each one you know that your life is not an accident you are here by the will of the Supreme and there is no one whose life is cursed you know but somehow things may happen and we have not really understood or sometimes some people they are opening their life in in in ways that some energies and forces start to fool around with them but they don't belong there and you're coming to satsang sometimes it will expose whatever it is that is not really serving the truth in you and be patient you know and trusting also trust the thing that brought you here that it will take care of you because your life is created out of love and this love must be set free but when we live too much from the egoic identity and so on it suffocates the spontaneity the beauty that is naturally the fragrance of your being and all this I say I'm happy that so many people who come for satsang and that this transformation begins immediately whatever needs to be put right it will be a movement towards that's you know it is my hope somehow that that each one who come with that openness because we know that there are forces functioning within ourself that is deviating or turning your attention away from the correct place and try to keep your mind on just being personal and selfish and insecure and all this type of thing but what you are is much greater than this power and if I can in some way point you again how to watch these things and to pay attention to your true nature then it's going to be such a beautiful time you've spent here so blessed to each one and even those who were not able to make it physically you know it's the same those of you are watching and but broadcasting same thing for me we're in the same energy field the same grace field like that your earnestness decides things you know it makes everything accessible for you so thank you for you come and to talk to send my love to my husband Dean and creep he watches and he's the family and he stayed behind and he's also funny to say that with all his heart with you so blessings to him - thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you what is still there we receive you can sit at the front somehow you know but you know there's gonna be somebody sitting at the back with more close to me that you thank you whoever don't know no thank you thank you let us just be quiet for now the one somebody's going to play some music maybe you come and sit there for me and someone will come play a little music you sit with me for a little while no all of you something here from ashtavakra gita I would like to just read a few I'm opening out spontaneously and it says forget everything my child you may read or discuss scripture as much as you like but until you forget everything you will never live inside your heart you are wise you play and work and meditate but still your mind desires that which is beyond everything where all desires vanish striving is the root of sorrow but who understands this only when you are blessed with the understanding of this teaching will you find freedom who is lazier than the master who is lazier than the master he has trouble even blinking but only he is happy no one else seeing to this neglecting that but when the mind stops setting one thing against another it no longer craves pleasure it no longer cares for wealth or religious duties or even salvation craving the pleasure of the senses you suffer attachment disdaining them you'll and detachment but if you desire nothing and disdain nothing neither attachment nor detachment will bind you when you live without discrimination desire arises when desire persists feelings of preference arise preference of liking and disliking they are at the root and the branches of this world from activity desire from renunciation aversion but the man of wisdom is like a child he never sets one thing up against another it is true he is a child if you desire the world you may try to renounce it in order to escape from sorrow instead renounce desire then you will be free of sorrow and the world will not trouble you if you desire liberation but you still say mine if you feel you are the body you are not a wise person or see you're simply a man who suffers let's hurry teach you or Brahma born after Lotus or Shiva himself unless you forget everything you will never live inside your heart the forgetting everything means not clinging you will use words concepts but don't lock them let space flow between them let all things be as they need to be you keep quiet you stay empty mine will tell you but how I can live from empty no you won't have to live you are life itself follow a little bit drink deeply and watch and behold the majesty of God thank you namaste Guruji I would like to play a prayer it's called love will never fade love love will never fail you'll never fail and it came very beautifully listening to you reading the the first letter of some Paul to the Corinthians when he speaks about love so thank you to being such a beautiful example of this love thank you for your amazing generosity at all levels and thank you to give your life to teach us that we are this love that will never fade thank you [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] thank you [Music] love you watch me 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Length: 146min 5sec (8765 seconds)

Published: Sat Feb 23 2019