The Immortal One Comes to Satsang to Wake Up

[Music] you [Music] [Music] [Music] Oh namaste welcome everyone to satsang here she cash this morning and not forgetting all welcome to those of you are joining via broadcasting we're very happy that we can be together in the same time the same energy field of satsang today welcome welcome welcome and today if I can just start today by saying that hmm as you know we're in Rishikesh it's an open season and so everyone is invited they can come but I would like to say if you are new to satsang or new to the satsanghs that are offered here I would I would really ask you to not just get up and put in any question to me at this moment if you are new to satsang entirely and you're here except it's also by grace that you are here and whatever it is that you can receive by being here God will give to you but primarily this season is a shorter season than I'm usually here and I know that many people have been following the paintings from around the world for those beings whose intention is been to come to some final clarity of seeing I invite questions from you in particular so that the more kind of domestic questions and questions concerning too much kind of I don't know what to classify that so you know what I'm speaking about that we don't get caught up too much in personhood nevertheless I am NOT I am NOT sweeping aside any question though it may start in the place of personhood but if it is open to go beyond this into clearer understanding clear discovery then you you can come also but I want to hear from the Sangha who have been pondering over the the invitation or self inquiry to really go beyond what may appear to be an obstruction so far that has not been resolved it's good like that thank you welcome to satsang everyone and very good no one's damaging namaste huh thank you I love you so much and but so much gratitude for you um I've met you four years ago in monte sahaja I've had a question and you answer that way that I actually dropped myself completely and I'm sorry could you say you say well I when I spoken to you yes there's four years ago I like I just disappeared myself disappeared and the thoughts couldn't enter just for another two days like I was completely without thoughts was good was it good subscribe since then those four years I've been contemplating I've been meditating and I've been trying to tackle the mind or I've been trying to go around and ignore it or work with that it was just but now I just don't know where to go and I just feel like I need your help I okay yeah it's sufficient what you say i endeavor that when we speak although i will address your question in particular I feel in the response and the question is broad enough that everyone can ride on with what we share you say that four years ago you had the experience where your sense of self vanished okay something must have witnessed that vanishing isn't it that the usual the self which you regarded or related to as your regular normal self somehow was not there something noticed the absence of that identity and I asked you was it good and your answer was it was great but I just saw it as experience only and I would like you didn't see it as an experience then so it doesn't experience when your mind came back that's right and said wow that was nice I'd like to have that again but it was not dear to experience that experience if something was there mine came back in the usual position that you regard to be your daily day-to-day identity and so on that came back then I came back okay that's not a blame that will come back okay it's return was also noticed and its departure was noticed its absence was notice and its return also noticed is true or not yeah yeah I mean it may be so quickly that we are inclined to as soon as the sense of the person came back like a reflex identity came with it and then it felt okay I came back but I wanted to slow it down frame by frame to really take a look at what happened because the mind sense came back the sense of a person came back but it was also experienced or noticed to come back yes in its absence what was there in the absence of the sense of the person what remain what was there reporting from you you said actually it was fine of all is fine when the sense of the person was not ruling it was not the presiding presiding deity of the body he is gone and there was peace silence contentment I don't know how this hour-long disappearance period doesn't make two days two days okay two days two days okay and then somehow slowly slowly or suddenly the sense of the person came back I'm sure it was a little bit of a disappointment I was really grateful for the experience you just gave me the sense of what I'm reaching forward yeah I don't know how to say it but I know that you're the only one who can have I'm not the only one maybe others can help too but so the sense of the person came back with it came the one who's speaking to say yes now I know actually what to go for because I had that experience when my mind person was not present and it was beautiful I love it I love being here now - come back and it's created a kind of cloudiness around that and I have the sense that you know okay at least I know what to go for okay so we can proceed from there since four years what has happened bring me up to date and tell me what my life got much better the identity was less and less I got I guess better in myself and because yeah but I still can see the attachment to all the and it drags me back that you can see the attachments to thoughts what is important is that you recognize that is also observable yes I hope you're gonna come and experience the significance of what I'm speaking that you are aware of the intrusiveness of thoughts or something something watches that know if you are watching something the thing that you're looking at cannot be the essence of who you are as the one looking would you agree or not did you say it again yeah I know I said I've been saying again and again for because quickly the mind forgets it it doesn't want to hear no good so you know I think I forgot [Laughter] something observed not that the myself the mind stuff comes whatever is observed cannot be the essence of the one who is observing if I'm looking I'm looking at my hand my hand is not looking at me something is observing now this thing AHA you know now my Seema thoughts are coming back and so on are the thoughts you now what happens is that when the thoughts come back there's a tendency to get personal with them it is as though the energy of them is inviting you into a personal relationship they have something to say to you it may be something like you need to try harder it was better yesterday or something and who is it speaking to it cannot be speaking to your natural state it must be speaking to the idea you have of who you are not your true self it's speaking to your self image presently only then can it perhaps succeed into pulling the consciousness which is not personal into the shape of a person if that happens you may then say well now I'm experiencing my mind is this the sense for problem comes all problems of this nature are personal and person based when you say I can observe that it is as an opening a clue an opportunity for me to say good if you can notice it or it can be noticed okay normally we are putting a lot of attention and projection on the thing that you're looking at but from the place where you're looking from you remain unaware because of habits of saying this thing is happening now the mind is getting bigger you're telling the story of what you're seeing when I am inviting you to look at where you're looking from and who you're looking as now it does take some time repeatedly to keep challenging you're looking like this inviting it to don't get pulled into the story just be aware that of yourself as the witness of it if you are the witness of something you are not the thing you're witnessing it may bear some relationship with you the witness but it cannot be a definition of who you are so my first point is to to ask you are you aware that it is an object of perception that you are somehow getting involved with but if you leave that play for a minute and put a bit of attention on what is looking at this can the one who is looking at all of that can this one be looked at who is doing the looking here if you don't get involved because if you get involved we lose our chance if you get involved already you start to report this is happening to me and why I just have to happen and I came over yesterday was that you see you're telling the story of your mind and you're identified with the mind but if you are able to listen to what I'm saying that you are aware of this and because no one encouraged us to look at the place we are looking from then we have not we have missed our chance to come to a deep recognition of the silence and stillness that you are when you come to recognize this the reflex to get pulled into the noise of the the play that will lessen and you become naturally self-aware rather than scenario aware rather than aware of the of the the traffic of sensations and so on you will be more also aware of yourself as the silent and formless witness of that gradually this witnessing becomes more strong more present more self conscious in the correct sense not psychologically personally self conscious but truly conscious of your consciousness when that begins to happen these things which are presently felt as distractions that will begin to slow down and if this doe everything seems to be happening but nothing is happening to you personally because there's no person for it to happen to now that might sound to be a strange thing but experienced it is the most beautiful you stay more in the place of observing we have to learn to observe more and more and to react or to get involved or identified with our reactions less and less this little bit of advice that I'm offering now if you follow it the fruits are immediate you begin to see how much you avoid being pulled into the noise or the traffic of all these sensations which are blowing up in your mind at a time begin now [Music] because gradually you know what happens what is it that happens now that actions interactions reactions are just noticed as just a play but your beingness does not get sucked into any drama and yet at the same time it's not that you don't care but more and more that you don't mind and when you are like this you don't lose your composure you don't get pulled into excitement and destructiveness that easily and you will enjoy your natural state you'll want to be more and more established in that and so that you're less and less pulled about by the pointing mind the pointing finger of the mind yes you're always here you may spend 30 40 years of your life and rarely come to recognize your stillness your natural stillness you nobody created it it is not the practice it is just there for discovery and this is why I'm delighted because if I've got to give you a practice and I think some of you won't be good at it but because it is there in the heart of everyone I say don't be lazy just look keep looking there is of course a kind of natural resistance and reluctance to look because of habit but also because there are forces working within us that is resistant to liberation as there are forces within us that gravitates that is drawn towards a higher expression of life a higher altitude of consciousness so these forces are there in potential some of them are very active you see but as soon as you become conscious or you're becoming more and more conscious of your true place you may for a while feel it a real battle is going on it may feel like that and you may think but wait a minute but why is this happening why am I not getting support but I say just trust carry on it will be like this for a while until somehow you push through this thing and you find your stillness whoever it is everyone who has rediscovered their original nature has come to this kind of crisis they've come to the battles in the mind and you know should I go this and what should I do and they've been pointing what should you do identify the one who feels I need to do and gradually when you come to see that even this one your favorite place to be is itself not your true place not yet and as soon as this light arises inside you're seeing you notice wait a second not even this position our regular space of identity even this that feels so factual so real so true so reliable you come to see that that is also a state of mind as it when you come to see that things begin to open up tremendously for you you're not so easily fooled you are not somehow blinded by your own ignorance you see and now seeing is is the seeing is opening more and more the resistance will be loud for a while but it will begin to subside as you become increasingly clear to your true position you see could you clarify on um when I'm observing is it just feels different to when I have that experience it just still feels stop everyone says this it's like you had an experience before it felt fantastic there after you're looking for a replay every other experience don't quite match up to the first love you know something holds this idea in the mind that was nice punchy but it wasn't quite the same way you see the mind is copyrighted it yeah see if you can get that again okay I would like you to forget about that okay because you're remembering of it is a bit sort of like inflated or looked at in a way that it's not serving you right now so you can start from scratch again just forget about all these things that you've retained as a beautiful experience that once happened just leave it aside for the moment be fresh don't keep relating to things of the past as though they are true now if some people are good at it they're largely are in the past and so now in the present it's as though in the present moment they are the past they've given so much importance to thing thinking backwards and that they're really fresh they you will talk to them and it takes time for them to to just get to now because attention is located always in some nostalgic thought or something so don't bother with that drop everything be fresh as though if I were to say to you just just stay empty don't pick up anything don't pick up any thought even a fantastic thought don't pick up anything for a moment if I were to say this to you don't touch anything for a moment even beautiful experience you know beautiful visions just leave everything for now let's try to start from just being empty and it's not difficult you know what I mean by that that if you find that some thoughts are wanting to come in or trying to make their way in or something this you're aware of that but don't get entangled in that just leave that isolate yourself from them don't hold on to any name or history of yourself just try to just be empty it's not a trick everyone should at least be able to come to this you're not carrying something you're not a container of concepts leave everything alone if you are successful at this what is your state maybe the mind says yeah feels nice but it's not real that's not reality you see and we're very prone to listen to these kind of little from the mind these little pellets from the mind and then you think yeah yeah it's nice but it's not why I'm looking for and boom you miss your chance so don't pick up any suggestion or any commentary that comes from thoughts or your mind just let suspend that for a moment and just see what is here that is not requiring any effort by itself just like your breathing breathing is happening by itself you don't have to say look I am breathing now breathing is happening by itself what is here by itself that does not need any upkeep no effort just the presence the presence presence presence meaning mmm your natural way of knowing that you exist you know you exist if you don't have any history to that then that sense of knowing is fresh and clean you don't need past to know that so the sense of presence so even the sense of presence is perceived mean that you're aware of the sense of presence it's true yeah if you're aware of the sense of presence there must be a deeper field in which the sense of presence is itself perceived have I gone too far didn't give me some feedback don't let me feel like I'm talking to myself I am talking to myself you know what I mean so can I say with you that even does that that's subtle subtlest perhaps experience or sensing the sense of presence not a sense of person the sense of presence the sense of existence is also perceived if I were to take one step further and ask you if it is perceived by what does it perceive what is perceiving it and I say don't give it to your mind the fact is already stated that that is perceived so use that fact but even the sense of presence which is not a story it's just a subtle intuition the knowing of existence itself if the existence itself is perceived is there a perceiver of that existence that can be recognized phenomenally this is open question it's your question its my question to you if what we say that even the sense of presence I'm not asking you know about the situation or any kind of scenario or what's going on in your mind I'm asking that even the sense that you know that you are conscious and that you know that you exist is itself known by what is it known and I said don't give this to your mind the fact is already stated that there's awareness even of the subtlest of perception which is the percept of the sense of presence what knows the sense of presence I don't want an answer by the way because if you give an answer the answer you will also perceive okay I'm just asking you to allow the question to search you you being what at this point of my talking you would be what if you're following what I'm speaking you are aware even of the sense of existence can you be identified where is this act of perception that even the functioning of perception is perceived have I gone too far by moving too fast oh then be with me then you know know that right now you're conscious you are aware that you are conscious I I read a story mmm one man he was driving his car it was a stormy evening and suddenly a tree fell down on his car while he's in it and he became aware he survived but that's why I'm speaking about this he he was wait there in the car and the tree had come to even through the window he was chopped up in there he's reporting now after he recovered he said that I was there and I I was I thought nobody is going to find me yeah because this is the night but somebody must have seen and they called ambulance ambulance came and he said I could hear in that somebody was asking me you know I am here with you you know what is your name and things like this but he was just chuckling to answer then you hear all this machine trying to cut something then he said at some point I noticed I'm losing consciousness what note is losing of consciousness so I'm not asking for an answer because any answer I'm going to reject because it announces just an answer I can a conceptual thing I'm going deeper than answers here I'm asking a question the question is going to search you you see there is an awareness of your consciousness the functioning dynamic consciousness which the most pure of that consciousness is the intuition or the sense of being that which is announcing itself in the body in the form I this I am vice or intuition which is our natural in fact it is our name before your parents gave you a name this principle is there it is the the name of consciousness I am this everyone says I am but if you understand what I am is because very quickly we are conditioned to associate this natural intuitive sense with the body and with a name and with an environment so the I am is just a vibration a kind of knowingness the unlearned way by which we recognize our existence this vibration I am okay I am equating that with presence conscious presence but largely in the early part of our life and that intuitive sense I am gets associated with I am the body I am a man on a boy I'm a girl I'm English I'm white I'm black I'm Jewish I am blue it is not that in itself it is not that but it seemed that some force in nature compels it to adopt the body as its self I am this body I am this person I'm a man I'm a woman I'm English and Japanese I am this I am that so that's subtle knowingness starts to other thoughts begin to pour in on top of that and the aggregates of all these impressions arise as the sense of a person I am this kind of person I am that kind of person and because largely this is the currency the conceptual currency of the whole world we all act and interact on the basis I am this person you are deaf person and so on it was meant to be like that for a while but gradually the natural urge of consciousness is to grow beyond its limitations or perceive limitations you have come here you have not come here to study mechanics with me you've not come here to do a course in yoga or to study some scientific subject you have come to discover who fundamentally you are not as an intellectual knowing but to experience this but not an experience which comes and goes you must find that which is there before the comings and goings and that which is not effected by coming and going therefore when I ask please leave these things for a while you can do without them don't touch start to tell me your lineage and Heritage's I don't know it's okay that you're a man or a woman it's irrelevant for this nutter not important that you speak English or you know Swahili damn that's not really important that you understand what we are speaking that's important for now that you can use my guidance to somehow come to a recognition internally of what is really here meaning an understanding that is I would say a non dual understanding which means that not one thing understanding another thing so I don't know if it's called understanding revelation maybe a discovery maybe I would put this as in my own feeling the most significant the most important the most profound discovery possible in the human Kingdom for a human being to wake up out of the limited idea of ourselves it's just a person and to recognize our divine origin our true nature beyond imagination beyond fantasy through sober seeing and with the help of grace because I put it that because this is what we are if this is what we are searching for then all the beloved and benevolent forces of the universe must be ultimately in support of your awakening it is not something you can purchase over the counter if you are a trillionaire your money will not be able to buy it so what does it require some earnest urge within you it may start as a curiosity as an urge and I say the urge must become urgent then from urgency to emergency there's some people no no I'm not leaving here I'm not leaving here without knowing this even this is just a ploy because even here the one who speaks is not the ultimate one the discovery is so natural so simple so already so but not correct recognized as it really is this is the paradox of awakening actually that what you are ultimately discovering is the one thing that can never change everything else is changing including the idea you have of who you are at any given moment that is also not consistent it is not fixed so I've used your question I have not targeted you directly because you have to give me a bit more you have to come somehow I don't know but I've opened it up for everyone because it is someone else may get it someone else may benefit from your question more than you I don't know all I would like to ask you if we could Jam I would believe all the obstacles which is repeated together any obstacles which which are in a way I just would like to but actually to be honest there are really no obstacles in the way they are imagined obstacles in the way there really are no truthful obstacles in the way I'm taking a risk to tell you that ultimately there is not even away but maybe this is too early but I don't expect results from saying that okay you will come to see I say sometimes the truth as it is is simple but the seeker of truth is complex and keeps tripping over itself you are more true as truth than you are as your present idea of yourself but what's the use of telling you that it's these things because we want the mind wants to say 1 2 3 4 ok that I say 0 but of course I have to explain why I mean by this thankfully I have the help of grace I can't talk about what grace is the grace is flowing in the heart of everyone who is open to it it is enabling you to actually come to a recognition of what is being shared verbally also and energetically it's doing that in ways that you are not even conscious about if you have chosen inside I I don't know anything at all but I have a feeling I have a certain sense I have a feeling when I come here that I want to be more in this vibration please help me to remove whatever obstacles I don't even know what the obstacles are that prayer is being answered for you Thank You chief as much as you can understand my words and is connect with them and that is also working also to deconstruct what is not true I don't have to make what is true when what is not true is exposed and wiped away the truth is revealed somehow but to who we will find out ok ok thank you thank you for the moment I know we're gonna talk again at some point you see I'm looking or what am I looking around for I don't know I'm looking to see if I but I get it wrong sometimes I don't know yeah if you can call it wrong [Music] yes you okay let's hear now since um here it's an enquiry I get blackout season yeah there's nothing so I you brought to me I thought of bringing it to you yeah let's start from there you get blackouts blackouts are also noticed I'm just saying mine doesn't look for blacker than black holes okay so even if blackouts or black hole happens who witnesses black hole something otherwise there'd be no way to say that something expected did not happen as something unexpected is revealed there's something mine blocks out goes into a seizure why because something called yourself will feel it didn't work my mind blacked out you don't really need your mind actually that much even if mine blacked out or going to a seizure there is an awareness of this who is getting this essentially by the way even if the mind blocks out something is aware mind is blacked out okay is that the end of our search - black dot is that not also another another kind of mechanism and not kind of play hmm what is important is not the mind blocked out but that there is an awareness of it are you when mind blocks out are you blocked out are you not there to say - blacked out but something is there also this feeling that if mind blocks out what can we do that is also noticed yes so something rose but you know I mean and that is taken to be significant but that is also just another thing notice there's a whole queue of things that you could be noticing yet none of them is fundamentally you all are just clouds passing including black hole even for you something is here that experiences these things that perceive them as yet you don't realize the significance of this we don't we are still looking for results in the mind the mind is trying to search for the truth which is watched from the truth but you are not aware of it and I can't be that simple man there are so many great books about it you want something from your mind you want a result from your mind you want enlightenment for your mind but you are the one who is here something is here maybe the you that is here is still somehow dressed in personhood and it is saying you know it I want a relationship me and my mind is gonna go to heaven together or something but you as the one who is looking if you are still looking with personhood you're gonna keep on finding things to be entangled in and the feeling that you didn't get it and it's not working because your person you've not looked at your person has got to be another thing that you can look at also at present we are owning up the person and think that you're looking and that you can see the ultimate from your person that's a snack the person itself must be seen in the form of the mind when you feel I've been trying I've been meditating for so long and I just don't get anywhere and so on who is speaking I'll give you a clue can it be the pure self that is saying this thing no can it be just the body that is saying these things yes no no the body is only the instrument it is not the sentient functioning the body is just there it is just a desktop the body cannot say this thing if if we put a little needle or maybe a certain kind of pill hmm or a little gas okay so that the conscious functioning is not there if you went on the unaesthetic to remove a bad left leg and the doctor come in a little drunk and is going to is removing the right leg your body by itself is not going to say hey hey whoa whoa whoa you know you're doing the wrong leg if the consciousness is not there the body you know nothing you see so it's not the body that is saying that and it is not the pure essential consciousness that is saying that so what is speaking to say I'm not getting very far I'm practicing and meditate every day but I still don't get it you must try to understand to identify who is speaking that because presently we are strongly identified with that voice we are so used to it we rarely question it because you accept it as the fact of who you are whereas it is seen here that that is the fiction of who you are it is still connected it is still the consciousness but this consciousness that is under the hypnosis of believing that it is a person that's why I say that has to be you have to wake up out of that state and I'm showing you how you are already the pure consciousness here but you're not aware of it because you're more aware of yourself as the body-mind functioning whereas the body-mind functioning can become a thing that you observe to be also a functioning watched from a place that cannot be recognized phenomenally is that too many words there this change has happened this twist in consciousness has happened whereby the one who is saying you know I shared with you last time we spoke that great Saint Saint Francis of Assisi once said what you are looking for is already where you're looking from I don't know know who got it what you are looking for looking for something as an object is already where you're looking for from meaning that the one who is looking things that are gonna find something outside themselves which is themself but they are already the self that they are looking for but through the mind to make a mistake that you should be showing up as something they can recognize so this paradox that seems confusing for a while at some point is gonna become clear for you clear for you so because of your persistence because of your insistence because of your urge in you for this you will keep getting flashes or insights and in those period of insights the person you take yourself to be it's not there and that's why you're so happy when you are clear as to your true nature you will still be able to function if your name was Jane before you're not gonna stop calling me called Jane and be called mahadevi or something you know you can still people you can talk with everybody and still you're the same you understand that language but you're seeing from a much more pure place so all this you're not stripped away the sense of being swept away becoming confused or the press they become redundant concepts for you and experiences when seen from your true place where is your true place until you find it where is it in a some divine vault somewhere where is it until you find peace where was it hiding somewhere in you know God where was it on the day that you recognized did you create what you recognized at the moment it seems that our sense of person is continuous I say it is not actually that which is continuous and unbroken is unrecognized why because the consciousness that you are has falsely come to believe itself to be the person which is also consciousness but very limited form of consciousness okay I'm looking for one who's want to go through today and somehow and I mean can I see would you speak with you you come now you want to say something she's speaking right now you speak Russian but this lady is gonna speak first okay no not you sit down for a moment please we'll come to you and speak for you I have to breathe you don't have to I'm a little bit clone up you are a little bit what blown up what it means like yeah something you are experiencing also something you are noticing also a sensation which we assume will soon pass not worth giving too much attention to that clouds passing flux passing sensation clouds passing thought clouds passing feelings passing projections passing everything passing what is not passing I feel that I don't I don't want to be somebody like this is already enough what is what it what is here what is here nice right now quite empty hmm but then I have this question whenever I'm just having some experience whatever it seems to be a little bit more special could you say again the whole thing right like when I'm having some experience yes which is feels a bit special always good until the mind comes and says oh maybe this is the one like the special experience and comes to judgment like this Eragon might think that it's gonna get enlightenment or something you started by saying when you are having a special experience like this you said oh yeah what makes the experience special for you something that's more alive hmm or something that I haven't experienced before so you insights okay okay but I don't know why I'm even talking about it right now it's sounds like nonsense yeah I don't know was talking like literally loss I can write there is nobody dodgy this is my previous thoughts are talking like I just I had them they're like I'm gonna ask this thing and now I have this memories and the memories are talking but it's not nobody talking it's true I'm very okay with that and I it is it is an insight that that does come now that at some point you or something is just kind of talking but there's not really a true connection with that it's just kind of something rolling so where are you in this actually there you are what in this me it's empty this accept and opened to everything right now yeah and I'm just talking because there's microphone in front of me when you were sitting down you put your hand up what was happening there anxiety anxiety yeah shaking my body was shaking shaking which meant works that I have to speak or something sometimes if you're sitting and you know the body's shaking and stuff and I say what's happening what does it mean this mean body is shaking the mind wants to give it something more and say you know well it's shaping because of this this and this and again we have a lot of automatic talking that happens which are not consistent with what is really present here you are giving an indication of that but actually just my mind is talking or some old idea or an intention to say something has come up in this going but I'm aware that that is not me it's not carrying what I am I am just here well I would put that as a very important recognition and especially it becomes intensely recognized the more you sit with it and keep looking at that easy or if some thought is coming and your mind you should do this and maybe tomorrow you need to go and do this thing and so on you know try and look at who is it speaking - Oh are they start speaking - and just be quiet and look and you will see don't be quick don't ask your mind to answer that question hmm who is speaking - it must be speaking to some identity you're holding on to when I say it's speaking to the idea you have of who you take yourself to be can this voice be intimidating or talking to that a deeper place in you which is just empty can they be speaking to the emptiness the more you come to this place which I'm calling emptiness because it's not a contest not carrying a bundle of concepts to see which one I can use in this situation it is totally empty and your responses come totally spontaneously you grow more and more to make life in this spontaneity this freshness unafraid I don't know we are talking to right now so I can't understand right now hmm if I ask you could you go and get me a cup of tea you would you understand that yeah you can understand just functioning also you don't have to be somebody particularly to go and get a cup of tea everything happens naturally you don't have to a the trouble comes when we try and talk about this especially with someone you want to impress in big trouble come but if you just stay as you are you can function and do the things that needs to be done you don't have to be a reclusive Sameach in the there are some actions that need to happen through this body and this deep knowing in you is not in conflict with that so whatever this body is made to be doing and so on that can happen your interactions with other beings that can happen it doesn't cause any in fact there's a joy in that even although you're not searching for joy in anything you come to death silence don't feel that because you come to this place of emptiness you can't do anything and just some awakened tomato rasam they know you can't do everything I am doing everything on needs to be done it does not interfere I don't have to say I suspend life in order to be awake no I am live for and also and yet I don't feel deeply that I'm doing anything at all the most profound thing is that you know you are but what precisely you are there's not even something to define to others from time to time a deep introspection may happen and the seeing may arise out of that what's more profound just like that I've been seeing here this thought coming couple of times which I talked about before that the third thing saw something special is happening and I see it can limit you know what if you don't touch the idea of special then the functioning of your intelligence will just do what it needs to do maybe in your mind it's as special and goes whoops not special whatever all these things you will gradually naturally come to not take to be of any you will not be so easily caught by them you can just not worry about that at the moment maybe we give too much attention to the minds reactions to things all this will slowly find its right balance you don't have to wait on so we talking more about it if you can follow what I'm speaking you know this thing and you can see internally pleasantly it's enough and then you're seeing and being they become one it's like that they are one I don't have a lot of things to tell you lots and lots of things to remember because I can't remember them anyway so I don't want to tell you things remember this remember that remember this I don't put the other I just point to something I just point to it and you should be able to see it you may see that something keeps getting in the way of your seeing of it we can talk about that but my teeth I don't I don't even really like to call teachings even if you ask me how do I get to you know to Rishikesh town I tell you you just go here and to go down to the end of the road turn let's go over the bridge and you're there if you say you know you come with a book to study how to do it I said no no I don't study come on walk with you let me share I prefer to talk to you like this show me yeah yeah oh thank you you can get it we don't need to go into any deep philosophy about it because it's not a star is where we're in what direction can I point for where the self is which we wear which is the most which direction which direction is yourself is it more East where is it or what direction can I point where it's not same thing maybe the mind wants to perceive it in a special kind of like way but I'm a very down-to-earth guy I am telling you it's it's it's I see the difficulty because I also experience difficulty I'm happy for that so when we seem to be experience difficulty I can see what's going on a little bit at least a little bit no okay thank you thank you thank you okay I speak with you well thank you very very much thank you for selecting me I'm following you for more than one year and I'm doing all these practices of meditation for like more than 10 years and I heard one man ship before because I'm follow Rocha and for last three years I am doing meditation a lot a lot means a lot I mean my day does not pass without meditation I have few experiences that I want to share some time some people say is like for example my hair Baba and some other people sorry Baba Baba and few others said that near sixth chakra or seventh chakra after that only the grace of master can help you or something like that and for last almost two years I am somewhere here and here and I feel like something opening and closing now that something circling here and and sometime when this opens up the sixth step I like I'm still I'm still I know that I am here and I as you have said that you are the emptiness inside I know that I am the emptiness inside but what is it that I feel that I am not inside on sometimes outside because this emptiness this is here I know I am here but this has been observed that you say all the time the question that you said that what is being you heart whatever you are is being also observed so sometimes I feel I'm not inside today I don't say what you are is being observed in some phenomenal way not observed as in a subject observing an object not in that kind of duality can I say also and I want your attention because I my my intention is that you wake up you know so don't drift off and then ask me to repeat something I rather get your attention and the one who is with that I see no reason why you will not catch my painting okay so I said with you like that know that you say emptiness and sometimes from the mind we can feel that well my emptiness as though emptiness is yours and it belong and it is it is as far as your fingertips as high as your head and that is emptiness I don't know how each pierced person is perceiving but I speak of emptiness it is cannot be defined in terms of the proportions of one's body or even one's thinking you know so it takes another a deeper sense to understand that you say I've been meditating I'm experiencing some some opening you've learned the language about chakras and so on okay these things are observing but you say but I know that I'm here so what is more real the opening of chakra energy or the one who is aware of them the one who is knowing it yes happening the one who is perceiving can I commanded that which is perceiving in whose presence in those orbit whatever it is that comes through the senses or the mind from any zone of time such as past or future or present all these things are noticed by it does it want anything no it does not want anything does it meditate so this doesn't really date it's there does does it not happen that the the meditator the act of meditation the intended goal of meditation is perceived by it and in it yes it is not the meditation the intention of the meditation to reach the one who perceive it please come back again is not the very intention of the meditator the very act of meditation the goal of meditation to reach that which perceives the intention of the meditation the meditator also will there be a meditator who comes away with the boon of the supreme Stolte no he does not come he's not there after that that which we are referring to that does that benefit from anybody's meditation at least whoever meditating is gone now so what that sense yes yes if the meditator disappears in his meditation what perceive it I perceive it and I being what don't just go into words now because I'm really with you on that one yes and this is what that witness the success of meditation or the failure of meditation or the the need to increase a certain kind of thing in meditation are that not perceived will that not be assessed from this place the sense of a failure to meditate and that does any of these things effect that we're seeing is arising from itself doesn't know anything apart from itself to reach itself well sometimes like for example this is one of the meditation I do most of the time when I sleep Osho said and also in Gita Krishna once said that when you sleep there must there is something which is always awake who is knowing that sleep is happening yeah so gradually I take the sleep on my body and sometimes I hear the voice is happening around me sometimes someone is coming in the room going in the room sleep is no disturbed the body is lying and I know that the bodies lying the things are happening when I wake up yes this state is there for some time to live but then in worldly things for example I am studying I like to study but then I lose it whatever I am I lose it by the time I'm studying I'm lost in the concepts of the book and then at that moment I am not there so is that which you are referring to as that high state yes does that within itself fluctuate no the mind takes place I mean the person comes here and start straight and the mind create any alteration in that which itself is the various the ground of the mind the source from random mind itself has come isn't the function of what you call mind also perceived yes it is procedure if it is perceived does it not indicate that at the place where the mind itself in all of its capacity and potential of expression that is perceived there that which perceives the mind and its potential to diversify its expression is that less than mind is that less than mind no can I be affected by the movement of mind No it means by the time stirring the mind creates of the true self which is actually false self in that moment yeah it does therefore for whom does it do it if the is is that original place confused by the minds antics no the mind itself confuse my its antics yes and who cares about it through masking yes I have affected I mean I mean the mind a affected yes so it makes it make a distinction for me these are yes you mind mind or same thing you and mind presently are the same thing no you and the source that substratum place are different don't give me an agreeable answer just saturate mind is different I am here I mean the mind is part of me when I'm when I'm broken or I'm divided or I can say I'm when I'm involved in something not totally that it start creating your own so you can be divided can you be that which is indivisible I can we agree that there is something that is indivisible ok I understand it I'm just asking yes can we agree can we can be filled with any certitude that there is something that is on splittable indivisible uncreated do you have the authority to say that that there is something that you don't know how you come to know but you stand firm that this is individ in imperishable uncreated unborn do you do anybody here feel that you have the authority to say that such a thing is is true and truth or that has to be clarified in some laboratory or something what is no it's annoyed I feel it I am it I know it I am it I am it always when I myself it means the mind project itself to be something it is not it is true yes but the minds projection can be only significant for who for itself let's break it down a little bit it has to be that from the very root itself the earliest and purest manifestation from that pure place is what we may call the consciousness or the conscious presence that which is the seed out of which the world of names and forms and titles can come that witnessing consciousness I call that also a functioning by the way you with me I can repeat this one understand it okay of the pure awareness we cannot apportion to the pure awareness any kind of quality or anything that fluctuates it you must come to the realm of the mind consciousness duality for duality to be functioning can I speak like this can we continue with this it's short is short so the place in which knowingness dualistic functioning one thing knowing another thing must come into the realm where the duality is manifested earlier than this duality they cannot be any talked about functioning and stuff like this it's that pure place pure space where is that pure space because sometimes we can confess it is infinite mean that is this everywhere present that is this limitless or should I not use these words because we cannot confirm can you confirm or not I can confirm what message that I am I'm here yes and I'm asking now you are aware of the limitlessness now speak of limits okay the of limits who are you as you speak about this now we can slow down slow down I think we are drying up our questions now I'm the one who's present as what as existential here that's it yeah so this existing one yes is in search of something no I know myself that's it I'm here okay can we stop there for a moment then yes if I am NOT in search of something am I left in a state of completeness or is something missing no I'm complete I think it's obscene yes what is the intention of meditation for you all the dirt that I create for myself all the dirt all the is the dirt that you create for yourself real is the you that the dirt is seems to be attached into is that real from the place of speaking no itself created for what purpose what can I say I know sorry to ask you these questions that yes no but I'm not you know yes okay there is something that seems to to be active in us to try and kind of put compartmentalize and to you know this but that is also noticed yes there is there a need or a compulsion to identify with that functioning no not at all okay when you don't identify or when there is no identifying with that tendency to create something and to and if one does not join that by identifying with it what is the fruit of that function there is no fruit I mean I'm not involved in that if that is happening it's happening then no fruit for me from that place if something is happening and you are not interested you're not involved yes is anything happening really significantly it's just occurring nothing is happening it - is this a theory yeah as this witnessing yeah actually it seems like until or unless the mind says something is happening experientially nothing is registered as happening it's just the way it appears like it work like that yes in a sense because as long as the body is here and the vital force is in it and consciousness is there some production is going on okay isn't it the tendency for thought and so on and and that's because you're not dead you're living being in this living body the thought activities were present but as soon as it is clear unto yourself that you are the effortless witness of this you are sinless [Music] caramel s if you want this is clear this activity of the body mind is turned to the benefit of the manifestation it takes the form it reforms itself as the fruit of the expression of compassion of love of wisdom of joy it becomes the embodiment of the supreme a facet of that supreme and it showers blessings in in the world so to speak even knowing that the world ultimately is it's kind of illusory in a way but it is also divine something sees that by divine and mean that it doesn't exist on as a thing onto itself it is the play or sometimes I refer to it as the activity inside the theatre of consciousness I say theatre of consciousness meaning the the functioning of perception as this nests and that nests in you and me and high and low and heaven and hell and King and Queen and all of this plane of existence which we are meant to taste in a and at the same time knowing that nothing is happening actually from the place of the from the to place this is why this paradoxical talking comes sometimes out of the mouths of mature Sangha when they say yes I'm going but I'm not going I'm active yet I'm not doing anything there's movements but I'm unmoving so to the to the ordinary man this kind of sound what are you saying you had a going or you're not going so therefore this language in its wisdom and it's compassion it does it knows exactly how to speak to each one without looking some into their background it often so spontaneously but whether it says I'm going down the road and so on or whatever it is internally the understanding is there that it's not moving it doesn't even have to say that actually it doesn't have to say anything at all it's just the way it is when it says something it is because it's it feels a joy in communicating and to spread light where light is needed about something that's all otherwise it's so natural it's effortlessly itself and it is the same for everyone and there it's perfume I use the word it's perfume I say is peace enjoy equanimity total serenity compassion love openness unselfishness its fearless these are the perfume arising from there but the thing out of which the perfume is coming nobody can find if you can touch them you can only be you cannot hold cannot contain understand just last thing do I really need to take care of or just give attention to all these things happening this just happen for themselves and then they let them happen by themselves okay I would rather encourage you you stay in the none happening place without trying without trying to stay in the none happening place okay just something is aware here that all these things they seem to take place something wants to give a greater significance to that hmm if by themself left come to themself to manifest whatever they want to do they bring about some alteration in the dynamic field of consciousness it is fine that is fine but they're not being pushed they're not being you know sort of like intention for something to happen or waiting for some outcome of these movements in order to say okay now I am better than that that stillness is he unqualified on manipulatable that is the source self we talk like that about it like that as though we are talking about an object but it is not an object I won't even call it the subject even beyond the subject and object it is there i say beyond but I don't mean beyond in term of distance or direction I mean beyond in subtlety it is a subtlest of all all other subtleties come out of it all other experiences come out of it all other states come out of it but it doesn't come out of anything yes and it is not it other than you but I don't want to turn these things into teachings and people learn them and talk about them it is for the one at this table what we serve we eat does it create any confusion and you know not at all thank you and you need to come here and thank you I enjoy to speak with someone I hear in fact Jesus I I was waiting for you you know there was a recitation right just ended few days before in Rajasthan I wondered to come but could not come because all the highways were blocked so and my paper are there on fifth much but I still I said no I have to meet Mooji because then you will be leaving India why don't you stay longer here seriously I mean the people like me a better than me who need you seriously please I mean no offense you comment on anyone but people outside India you know they have enough money to come and go anywhere but person like me who's so tight on money I mean I don't know I mean I have taken money from my father to come and visit you so it's a fairly bad for it but don't you say myself that you know I was saying just yesterday how much joy it is to be in India and to you know I have conversations with the beings who come to satsang who are from India because for some reason you just get it much more easily why why maybe because of this tradition of bhakti in India I don't know yes it just it just overrides arrogance and in the necessary soil of humility and openness because even people who come from a very strong bhakti background are so perfectly placed for Gyana yoga for this perfect understanding I'm lucky enough actually because I was when I was child I used to ask my brother I was that time maybe seven to eight year olds that what is he's doing Swami canons photo what is he's doing said he's meditating guys know how and why and he said he's just meditating to see you know be the god and he's meditating on third eye and all that I said really I said that time in that age did not get anything I had a headache that's a different thing but I still I had a chance and many times in my family we are like screeching family and my cousin visited in Russia he might be seeing this today so I used to talk for 2 to 3 3 hours every single day and he had his master's degree in yoga he had all the new ways and all that we always had two to three hours of spiritual conversation and he just cleared my mind so many times I always went to with him ok Manish Mia this is the problem that is the problem and he just become such a solution that I am again empty I had no option to ask him another question and fewer days later again I would go with some questions again he business so I was lucky enough yes so that's what I'm saying that people better than me they really need you how many of I mean like you people are there in world very few so you should stay these people can come they can travel they can travel their money but I don't have money and many people won't have many [Applause] [Music] the food is too spicy I'm gonna stroke it just like in this oh yeah but III hear you and I have to say that we thoroughly enjoy our time always here because yes I'm here for nothing other than this you know yes and to meet beings who can really not argue not just arguing argue but can really look together because such a joy to look together and to come to this opening this morning I was coming in I'm sure that through the window I glanced Babaji here who came to see me a few days ago with his entire family and if he doesn't mind me saying that he had come and he had some some challenges with our Nia that was really causing some problem you know and so he came for our operation actually and he had brought his family up his wife his two daughters and two dead two two children they come to the house if it was already a full day for us and he came and he said he always taught his children and his family you know you go and go to satsang if I go to operation you go to satsang and he was under he was already they shaved his belly and everything to do operation and his daughter said so some reason that Aniyah is not showing itself at the moment okay what is the point of doing this operation now when he could go Rosa song only in India you hear this kind of stuff for heaven and the doctor okay okay and he came to the house and we sat and he said I've been I've been meditating and studying spirituality for a fair for a long time and then I discovered you some years ago I'm following your paintings and so I'm but I have to confess I don't get it said okay let's take a look how you do and we just got talking he's talking talking and Babaji came all the way through all the way through I don't know if Papa cheese here I think I saw him I think I saw him he came through into seeing and I test him you know test himself what about if you wake up in the morning and it's kind of like he said no no I can't happen like that because the scene was so clear it was not an attitude it was not a belief it was clear seeing is he and thereafter I spoke with Mataji I don't speak in English but I really feel like you're my mother I'm talking with you or the daughters came they also are very highly ready we had beautiful conversation then the little boy I think I don't know how old he is eight years old he came says can I ask question and he sat in that chair he looked to me like a little like the boy J Krishnamurti he looked exactly like him hope they don't know anything that he said very composed and he ask intelligent questions on me that we could speak like this I said I really enjoy speaking with you then finally the another sister came and sat and we had beautiful conversations conversations which are not passing time yes they became timeless yes and this is why I say that I have so much love and the respect for this country and the people there because I see that yes my conversations they happen so much more receptively we are not struggling and fighting over concepts it's like something is ready just to drop inside for many people now I cannot say for everybody of course and of course in Western many Western people it is the same also for many of them for many of them the day have revived in fact and restored a lot of you know like sometimes people say you know the Western culture they are just dying but many are you people and they are discovering they are also waking up to the same thing you know but there's something here that I totally it just feels I'm at home in this in this kind of way and speaking like this with you and I'm sure there are many others it just really validated that that that sense that I have in me yes so hopefully next year I will bring my wife also I am teaching the same teachings of yours to her so that I can prepare her she's meditating a lot now she never made it in whole life but I said I will eat only when you meditate so she married that for five minutes she married yet so five minutes and she says her face is like oh my god she's like still like a lake and so just do it why don't you do it and then again the mind comes on okay this is the reason that is the reason I said leave it drop it and she does that and then it's becoming so next year when I will come she will come with me also okay in the meantime yes sir you can also bring because the invitation that we play in the day it is it is available for you yes you can just take it and sit with it and just sit because it's it's it's not trying to we're not trying to ignite eyes you I mean yes it's simply speaking into you consciously and you're just avoiding the the pitfalls so to speak of the habits of the mind to then create diversions and you know fragmentation inside and you just right through it just come back to you where you are doesn't create it just reveal but I'm here and it's it's very simple because thereafter of course sometimes it might come but increasing you're able to see that this mind coming and going yes it's really not that important you're not mine coming and going is the attention given to it and the more that you are discovering your natural state the more established you are and that the less influence is coming from the mind yes it really is cutting the virility of this type of you know very regice ik and tamasic tendencies in the mind so I hope you take away the the essence of what we share today yes and and just look because as long as there's intention even to meditate and to do something you know it can be one step out of what you already are is yes and yet at the same time I don't want someone there's a difference between thinking you've got it yes and and being it yes sometimes we think especially I believe in our way system of education we can think that what we have learnt mentally is what we know and in in here through our interaction and like this will you come to somehow its experiential and so the old patterns are dissolving in your seeing is yes you are left as the as just the image less yes when you don't have to say that you don't have to try and share that even if you could not speak about it you'll find that the world life is responding to the presence that it is there yes and lasting just when you leave please can I hug you why don't I mean you do it so that your time is not just at here when you leave and the states can I hug you okay okay okay thank you thank you [Music] [Applause] thank you they will import the food from the West I'm quite enjoying the Indian food actually at the moment hot going in hot coming out of the turn a little letter here it says hi Mooji can you please let me know how does one carry on living when you have no more strength to do so because one feels so defeated by life again how please let me know how does one carry on living when you have no more strength to do so because one feels so defeated by life you're not defeated by life you may feel defeated by your mind not by life as soon as you're your true seeing recovers you will make your world beautiful not by going and decorating it just by the power of your own heart and seeing when you have tried everything humanely and spiritually possible but nothing turns better I don't believe this statement when you have tried everything humanely and spiritually possible but nothing turns better if something is not understood something is not understood hmm and you don't know when or how to get the money to carry on living in this world and wish that the life force within you will just give up on you you're wishing that the life force within you will just give up on you this is that you sign Sully so here is someone who's saying can you please let me know how does one carry on living when you have no more strength to do so because one feels so defeated by life we I spoke about these energies there are certain certain forces working within the human expression of consciousness this duality there are certain forces that are more carnally oriented that in its indirect opposition or resistance to the evolution of consciousness back to its source you know it is designed like that in the theatre of consciousness because as I said before it is like if I can put it in this way it is as though consciousness has created or devised the sense of a problem in order to have the experience of transcending it I feel that this life of existence we call existence is really a play of transcending evolving growing transcending transcending because we are equipped with the power of discernment which when rightly guided is plenty enough to transcend the law forces that create fragmentation of our attention and seem to function to keep our mind and our energy focused on only mundane things and on our physical existence and yet the higher force within us is to bring you back to your original nature so these forces so when I read this letter how does one carry on living when you know you have no more strength to do so because one feels so defeated by life sometime it is based upon the wrong idea of self that needs to do everything to make it in life and do all these things but as yet has not considered that life could be also about to be happy and peace and to be at one with with with existence you know that perhaps sometime is not been given not being presented as real virtue anymore the virtues have become to make money and to have this and sometimes more selfish and if we live life like that we do live a life of selfishness it has been said in a past we grew up that the opposite of love was hate but one comes to see sometime maybe the opposite of love is selfishness and selfishness is one of the one of the the characteristics of an egoic identity the selfishness cuts you off from the wider harmony that is integral with life you know so I wonder then you go on to say Sally when you have tried everything humanely and spiritually possible but nothing turns better I don't know where you're getting your spiritual direction and assistance from because you use the word spiritual that is not to do about your ego but to redirect your attention to the deeper truths within yourself if you have been finding that you could not have written a statement like that to say that when you have tried everything humanely and spiritually possible but nothing turns better that is to do with an outlook sometimes we can have a kind of like a bit of a fixed mindset and that whatever is shown to you it's almost there you decide you're going to disagree with it I've met people like this is that their mind has been closed and no matter what you do you just can't get in you know and they're holding onto this and they're holding onto this and then of course who do you hurt you hurt first yourself you may not think you have but you cut yourself off from the oxygen of of expansiveness of natural growth so I'd say be aware of that you know and I would welcome such a person please come to something I want to talk with you I would like to talk with you face to face because all the things that you say here I'm going to show you they are not true they're only existing as thoughts that you believe in and it cuts you off in a way it's like a valve closes behind these thoughts and you're not getting the right instruction you're not being guided rightly if you are really open and you must be open to write me a letter like this and you must be you're watching such songs if you're really open I want to meet someone like you because when I hear this it really hurts my heart but knowing who you really are I don't have to go to your parents to know about you I know already who you are because I know who I am and I don't see no difference so with this conversation this thing's out the way no no problem you see and then it goes on and you don't know when or how to get money to carry on living in this world it's almost as though you appear to be cut off from grace and I know this is not true because life God has put in your orbits every being certain clues that you must use your discerning powers enough to recognize these clues and each time you recognize these Clues somehow something something falls falls away from you and it brings you near we have to learn little by little bit to strengthen our discerning power so that you can defeat these lower energies transcend them with higher understanding and knowledge not and you don't know when and how to get the money to carry on living in this world and wish that the life force within you just gives up on you the life force never give up on you it grows until its allotted time when it is due to cut the power it cuts the power but not as punishment it doesn't cut the power it is in alignment with your destiny you see it doesn't have this nothing that God does is vindictive that alone man do but the actions that come from the universe they are more active than they are vindictive so nothing in life is against you you just have got the wrong understanding in your mind and that can change because you are greater than your mind the mind is something that's always changing you must find the thing which is not changing when you find the thing which is not changing the mind will pranaam there the great opportunity for each one is to move in the direction of liberation something causes you to be here maybe your parents don't come maybe your children don't come maybe your friends don't come don't worry you're here your realization of the truth you know as bound to affect them on some level don't you're not doing it for that necessarily it's important to be focused and discover as much as you can and I remind you all the true forces in the world is on your side you may not feel like that because we have been so much creating and developing a relationship with the mind in a psychological aspect that somehow it's as though our minds are confused and cluttered with so much conceptual noise and so on but I want to tell you something just like if you have a diamond and it falls in the mud you may not see it but the mud cannot contaminate it you just have to wash off the month if the my if the diamond is in the mud for a thousand years it still cannot penetrate it it cannot lessen what it is so I'm really using this diamond as a metaphor for what we hire you know it's not the greatest example but though it appears as though the mind can contaminate the heart it cannot do it it can only somehow play this contamination inside the theater of consciousness where we as the pure consciousness for a time are wearing the mask of personhood and even in the mask of personhood our powers is still there if we are humble if whatever somehow some open income life squeezes you things happen in life tragedies come all these things are rich spiritual foods because they help us to stop dreaming our life and to really push us compel us to look more deeply you don't need to know how I would happen but it happens and each thing must have contributed to this moment that you are sitting here today one moment one day we wake up out of this sleep of ignorance we think this is my life this is just what my life but you are life and at the same time the unfolding expressions of life are visible to you at a deeper level satsang is here to help us too to come to that recognition experientially not theoretically not as you know some you know holy cluster of concepts that you've got to keep but as your experiential truth and proof so my encouragement it is great we are here together discovering together a tremendous force is here supporting your self-discovery I don't feel that you need to leave here with only a theoretical understanding of what I'm speaking here is the discovering place you have to discover to recognize you see not just the kind of learn but to recognize that is direct to see and if at the moment you think oh I just don't get it don't worry don't worry it will get you you don't worry you know I don't know what to do and it's mind again you could sit quietly be open be aware that there are forces blessing grace is with you if your heart is open don't cling to any mindset because none of that is going to serve you be very open your life must become miraculous it is already but it must begin to feel miraculous to you why because as soon as you are discovering the truth of yourself you see that miracles are everywhere around you miracle means what grace peace things that you think oh I'm never going to be able to do this they happen beautifully things come on unexpected then you come to know wait a second this this universe is not created at the mercy of my mind I said something that seemed very paradoxical I said the world is not what you think it is the world becomes exactly what you think it is it is not what you think it is but you become to experience it in the way that you think it is okay thank you for today and god bless you and you know whatever whatever forces may come up to feel like you know you're under attack and you're not ready and you know it's too hard and stuff just trust what I'm saying and just stay with it because like Rumi say the one who brought me here must take me home whatever brought you here trust it don't trust your mind projection and your techniques they are not going to help you so much that which brought you here must take you home and where is home where is home not necessarily physical place it means back to the heart of who you are that's all I'm in my home okay so thank you while those who are going to come to play some music prepared himself I'd want to be just a few words I'm enjoying at the moment few words from our Staubach Akita and we are going to remember that actually dr. vara the these are not so much teachings he's not teaching students so much I say that they're the kind of spontaneous utterances that manifest spontaneously out of the sages bliss and joy you know he's speaking like this he speaks my own splendor it says with the princes of truth I have plucked from the dark corners of my heart the thorn of many judgments I sit in my own splendor wealth or pleasure duty or discrimination duality or non duality what are they to me what is yesterday tomorrow or even today what is space or eternity I sit inside my own splendor what is the self or the non-self what is thinking or not thinking what is good or evil I sit inside my own splendor I sit in my own radiance and I have no fear waking dreaming sleeping what are they to me or even as to see what is far or near outside or inside gross or subtle I sit inside my own splendor dissolving the mind or the highest meditation the world and all its workings life or death what are they to me I sit inside my own radiance why talk of wisdom or the 3 ends of life or even oneness why talk of these now I live inside my heart [Music] don't worry sorrow fear because in our hearts trying to fulfill all the protections of the past with falling the Kirtland stand we sing live same old story of trust and pursuing something that would last start planning the life so much ahead of the time enjoy because what is the joy life is a game did I dream of dutiful play I'm falling every moment [Music] when you ask a finger with seat at all but you keep quiet will open the door and then the silent smart speak thumb bedsores but I warn you to do your mind that you disappear into crime there's no regrets for the highest fours start planning the life so much ahead of the time enjoy [Music] life is a joy life is again a divine dream a beautiful play unfolding every moment from space [Music] and if it shouldn't right now [Music] because contentment peace and love remain we man so much ahead of time enjoy [Music] life is a child life is a game Devine dream play [Music] stop planning the light so much [Music] enjoy [Music] life is a joy life is a game divine dream a beautiful play falling every moment in front [Music] inside your heart [Applause] you know when a I take a chance to look look at you and I wish I could have time with each one in and it's not physically possible in that way but it's possibly in another way because if you really just keep following the pointing even though it may not feel so easy at first and it doesn't feel easy for many people because we are just not it's not our habit to look at ourselves in this way but what I'm sharing with you I did not originate it's a very tested and sure way it's not a formula it's more like a friend a light that comes to to remove the seeming impediments that seem to get into the way of revealing the richness and the fullness the completeness and the perfectness of our true nature and if you follow this be patient with it I would put it as the most and most important the most important opportunity because it cures cures our mind from delusion as you discover and you will discover I read a letter today you know of someone who seemed to feel like you know no in spite of everything I've done my life has not improved this is a very poor thing and immediately something wants to say to catch hold of you and to say come come come I'm gonna show you I'm gonna see where the mistake where the misconception is we have to remove that so you come back to your life as it can be so I started by saying when I when I see you and often you know I look and I see yeah I would love to have this time also at the feet of Papaji also I I cannot say that there are beings who were who had the good privilege and good fortune to work next to him and to look after him you know look after his form and so on I was not one of them and I even said that if I was I wouldn't be good at it but then people said what you say Papaji said to me and deserted and I said of course because what was spoken even though I was sitting in a group like this it went right to me I have to confess it said to me when I read the gospel and I hear what Jesus spoke and I hear he spoke to me if I read the first from the holy corn and what God spoke he spoke to me that's direct enough if I hear what the Buddha have spoken it touched by a spore to me and this is the time we have together to look together I don't ask you to join Sangha don't know it's enough you if you follow if you hear and make use of it don't give up too quickly because your mind God we listen to our mind far too much hmm listen a little bit to your heart no listen the invitation came by grace it is a great friend listen they show you something that maybe our habits may have blocked us from really seeing but it's come again the voice comes again remind you you are not these things that you see you're not the things you conditioned to believe you are you're much more than this look with me and I will show you and the discovery is entirely wrong make use of it they make use of it they say that this age is the age of Kali Yuga which means it's a very challenging time for human being very difficult period but you are going to turn this Kali Yuga into your golden age because perhaps if things are too nice for the mind you never wake up but when life squeeze when tragedies come we are bound to reflect and to look a bit more deeply the truth is never apart from you it's all the love that comes from God God means that universal consciousness which you may conceive of as pure awareness even but a benevolent force that works on behalf of every living being to bring us into awakening not just to give you things all things we have they're perishable including the body that you require to enjoy them and this is also personal this is a mortal body but the immortal one is living inside disguising itself as a person for a while he comes to satsang to wake up so may this chance not be wasted because there are many things in life there come up just to waste your time so make use of time to discover the timeless one while your body is still warm win freedom it's possible you are your form our forms are created for this adventure of self-discovery hmm in my heart I cannot I cannot live one out I cannot look in the face of any human being even the most wicked person and feel you are not included in this I can only look and see the tiredness the fear that has blinded us from our true scene so from now these sad songs I blessed by God to keep going deeper until you are resolved I'm not going to promise you another season because the mind is going to say yeah okay next time we are experts at postponement and postponing the thing you most need to see today so I don't want to make any promise to anybody but I feel that I speak today because while I'm here I am only for this and it is not difficult why because you are already the self I can't get you to create the self the self is uncreated the form is created the mind is creating but our self is the uncreated reality this life is to discover that but that's just my feeling so god bless you and made this season this time here be in your time your hearts time because it may be your heart time lucky boy [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] goodnight the nectar [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Laughter] i watch words you [Music]

Channel: Moojiji

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Keywords: Satsang, spirituality, surrender, devotion, Ramana, Self-realization, bliss, guru, non-duality, duality, spirit, Shiva, Jesus Christ, awareness, nirvana, seeker, self-inquiry, Mooji, love, peace, enlightenment, self, yoga, Krishna, truth, contemplation, presence, supreme, wisdom, time, Liberation, ego, freedom, soul, maya, mantra, Portugal, sahaja, awakening, prophet, philosophy, I Am, Papaji, eternal, divine, meditation, Monte Sahaja, being, God, reality, sacred, Buddha

Id: J0A-s7YMN5o

Length: 152min 48sec (9168 seconds)

Published: Thu Feb 21 2019