Jesus. Burn in us like a fire. Burn in us like a fire. Consuming God. Consume me. Consume me. Consume me. Surrender. Surrender. Oh, Holy Spirit. Weee surrender. Holy Spirit. We surrender. Holy Spirit. We surrender. Burn in us like a flame. That can never be put out. Burn in us a fire. That the world would see Jesus. Walking by. Burn in usss. A passion for Your name. That we would carry the flame of the Gospel. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. We want to burn for you God. We want to burn with you. We want to co-labor. We want to move with you. Talk with you. Walk like you, Jesus. Because the same Holy Spirit, that raised
Jesus from the dead. The same Holy Spirit, that raised the Jesus
from the dead. The same Holy Spirit, that raised Jesus from
the dead. Dwelleth in you. He dwells in you. He's there like a lake. He's supposed to flow like rivers of living
water. Every day, everywhere we go. People want to know something real. Every day. Everywhere we go. He wants to flow through you like rivers of
living water. Of living water. Everywhere you go. You have the opportunity to stomp hell for
a living. Everywhere we go, you get to crush hell. Everywhere you go, because it's not just about
getting there. It's that He got into here. I'm not praying, "God rescue me! Get me out of here!" I'm praying, "God flow through me. Let me step on the devil's neck every day
of my life." Renew my mind so I know how You think, Father. All He's asking you to give up is something
you were never created to be in the first place. You were not created for you. You were created for Him. You were never created for you. God didn't say, "Let me put them there for
them." He placed you here to represent Him. Born again. Re-Fathered. Brand new Dad. The best Dad ever. It doesn't matter how you grew up. What matters is that you have an encounter
with your Father. Father, I just thank you in the name of Jesus,
God for what you want to do. I thank you for great grace, God. I thank you for lives transformed. God, I thank you that people have come in
here that they won't leave the same. I thank you that they will live with more
conviction. More conviction. I thank you that real grace, it empowers real
truth to happen. I thank you that people would have even more
of a hunger for Your word. Even more of a hunger for the Truth, God. Even more of a hunger. God, that we can't be so led by the Spirit
that we avoid the Truth. And we can't be pressing into the Truth without
the Spirit. But God, there would be such a move of God
on this planet. That would be Spirit and Truth. Because the Spirit of Truth is here. And Holy Spirit, you're the best teacher ever. Father, I thank you for great grace, God. Mercy. I thank you for the power of the Gospel. In Jesus' name. And everybody said. Amen. Awesome. Yay. Okay. Are you ready? Alright. Thank you so much. You guys are amazing. Uhhhh. Amazing! I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I say that because he loves me. He loves me. He loves me. He loves me. He loves me. For those of you that have never heard me
before. How many of you have never heard me? Come on, there's some still there in the world,
man. I am so thankful. First of all, I want to just give honor to,
to the Hagans and just thank you. Ahhh. Thank you. I know. I just. You know when I was high. It's hard to believe it's been three years. It's crazy. I really love you guys. I honor you and thank you for what you're
doing the world. All over the world, and crazy. More than 200? 200 schools. 223. 225 schools. You can't even keep track. It's awesome. 52 nations. Sheeeeh. Crazy. That's a lot. More than I, when I was here last time, way
more already. Wow. Well thank you so much for letting me, letting
me come back. And I really appreciate you. And just thank you. I hope I can help. I hope I can add to everything that's happening
and. I'm just so thankful to be alive every day. I'm just, I'm just grateful. You know? I'm, I'm, I'm 3 years older than when I was
last time. I was 9 when I came here before. Now I'm 12. It's really awesome. Ummm, my, my girl that was 16 is now 19. My girl that was 7 is now 10. And my girl that was 2 is now 5. And they're possessed. They really are possessed. Like crazy. Like really. And then my wife and I, we just adopted, uhh,
we're in the process of adopting on Father's day. Our, we, a little boy was born. His name is Azariah. Down in West Virginia. And he was born to a mom who was addicted
to heroin for 20 years. And, uhh trying to come off, you know, and
be free. They, they designed a, they came up with a
drug called methadone. Which isn't actually a drug they want you
to be free from. It's actually something that people are hooked
for life on. See, come off of heroin which is illegal. You go on Methadone which is legal. But they never tell you to wean down. They keep you on it forever. And so it's an epidemic. It's way more than anybody knows. And methadone is something that. (Clears throat). It's a drug, man. I don't care what you want to call it. He needs to be, you need to be free from it. And so our baby was born on Father's day. They brought him from mom, and brought him
right over to us. And, and in 72 hours he's shaking and tremoring. And doing all those things. A baby, man. And I was a drug addict, for those of you. There's lots of you that know my testimony. I shared it last time I was here. It's actually the most viewed YouTube video
that we have. Was here. And, uhhh. Last time I was here, I was, I was a part
of a ministry called Neck Ministries. And, and (clears throat) when I came here
a couple of weeks later, Dan and I had a conversation. And Dan said, "Todd, it's time for you to
launch out." And there was a guy here that was helping
with. Just so many things changed. So many things. But it happened here. And so two weeks later (clears throat), Dan
said, "You know, it's time for you to launch out and have your own ministry." And I'm like, "Okay, well God didn't tell
me that." (Clears throat). But there was a fellow here, ummm that actually
said, "God told me I'm supposed to help you with a website." And I'm like, "Well He didn't tell me that." Actually came up to me here, and I said, "Well,
He didn't tell me that. Man, thank you so much for your help." This is before Dan told me. And I said, "Thanks, man. Here's, here's my number. You're going-, he's going to talk to you. I'm like, "Man, I don't think so, but thanks." And then your wife said, "You need to listen
to him." And I went, "Oh my gosh. Yes, Miss Annette. Thank you." And then Dan said, and I'm like, "Hey, dude. Uhhh remember when God told you? Uhhh, I think you were right, and I was wrong." And then so January 1st we launched Lifestyle
Christianity. But it was right after I was here, so this
is like a birthing place for me. And so, like crazy awesome. Really. I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only one
in this room that would ever say that. I'm pretty sure there's a lot of people where
this is the birthing ground. You guys are like an incubator. That's awesome. I do. I want to share a whole bunch of stuff with
you. You know, I think, I think it's your fault
Craig that last night. No, no, no seriously. Last night, I'm, I'm, I try to go to bed at
like, it's like 1 o’clock. Now I just came back from Europe. But I've been back for about 5 days. It takes a little bit to get off the jet lag. Last time I was here, I was so jet lagged. I was South African jet lagged. It was not good. So I'm, I'm trying to get to sleep
And it's like 1 in the morning. And I'm like, I talk to my, my wife. And she's like, "Hunny, I'm trying to go to
bed. I have to feed the baby." I said, "Well, when's the next feeding time?" Because every 2 1/2 hours the baby eats. She goes, "1 o clock." I said, "Well, it's good I called you right
now because you only have 15 minutes until it's feeding time." So we talked for a little bit. And, and then I went to go to sleep. And this scripture hit me and kept me up all
night long. And I know it's your fault. It's, "Have faith in God." It is, isn't it? That's you. Did you stick that thing on me the other night? Ohhh. But it is. It's right there where Jesus cursed the fig
tree and the disciples are like, "How did this happen?" He said, "Have faith in God. For any mountain you speak to will be removed." And He's. But it's just that little bit, and then Jesus
said, Have faith in God." And then, I'm like, "Okay, help me." And all night long, "Have faith in God." I'm like, "Okay, yes God. I love you so much. I have faith in You. Lord, you're amazing. I'm going to try and go to sleep." "Have faith in God." I'm like, "Okay, God. I do. I love you. I need to sleep because I, I've got to speak
in the morning." "Have faith in God." "Yes Lord." All night long. "Have faith in God." So I'm growing in the revelation of having
faith in God. I mean I talked this morning about having
faith in your faith and that's not right. You need to have faith in God because God
is the reason you even have faith to begin with. And it's a big deal. But I'm, I'm in a place of hungering. Because I need to see more. You know, I'm. Like I get to see a lot, but it's not, it's
not nearly enough. I, I, I need more. Like and people say, "Well you have God." "I, no, no, no. You don't understand. I'm not seeing what the Bible says I need
to see. But I'm seeing more than I ever have. So I'm not, it's not an unthankful place. It's thankful, but not, not satisfied. I am content. I am thankful and I'm content. I am so thankful that God has created me. I am so thankful that I'm his son. I'm so thankful that he's my Father. I'm thankful because I get a glass of water. Like, I'm thankful. I just live with a thankful heart. But I'm not satisfied. No, I'm not. Like I was reading a book, and, someone had,
had suggested awhile back. It was a man you might have heard of named
T.L. Osborn. You might have heard of him before. I think that's your fault too Craig. Because you sent me a picture of T.L Osborn
a couple years ago. And said, when he had passed, you said, "A
great man and here's him with my grandpa, and." Oh my gosh. But I read the book and I'm like, "Oh my gosh,
am I even saved God?" Are you kidding me? Like they, a whole blind school left healed. A whole deaf school. Like, like what is that? That's faith. Having faith in God. But that same Holy Spirit because they would
tell you that they didn't heal anybody. That it was God through them that healed them. The disciples didn't heal anybody. It was the Holy Spirit in them. Jesus even said, "I can do nothing of myself,
but what I do, I do because the Father does it. For what the Father does, the Son does in
like manner. I've so limited myself, that I can't do anything
in my own strength. It's the Father who dwells in me that does
the work. So if you don't believe in me through the
things that I say, at least believe in me through the things that I do. For it's the Father that dwells in me that
does the works." I need a deeper revelation. I need a, a, a more amazing encounter with
Him. Every day I'm crying out. Every day. And like I see a whole lot. I love being on a plane and watching the plane
just get Jesus. I love going into a grocery store and watching
people that shop there get Jesus. I love going into a drug store and watch the
drug store get Jesus. I love being in the dentist office with gauze
in my mouth and blood all around my mouth, going out to my car after people just got
wrecked in the dentist office. I go out to my car. I said, "Man, why were they staring at me?" I look. I've got blood ring all around my mouth because. I love the fact that it doesn't matter what
I'm going through, it doesn't matter where I'm at, I'm going to share the Gospel. I'm going to share Jesus everywhere. I love that I have found out that it's not
just for pastors, apostles, prophets, evangelists, and teachers. I am really really thankful that the Bible
says, "These signs will follow them that believe." That means that if you're a believer, you're
in. It's you. It's yours. You are the only one that limits you. Because God did not limit you. God has given us everything according to life
and godliness. So that means that I have to press into Him. I need to jump in with everything that I am. I can't afford to hold back for such a time
as this. Who knows that you, just like, just like Ester
was told by Mordecai? Hey, who knows that for such a time as this
is the reason why you're there? Don't think that you're going to escape. Because you're there for such a time as this. That's who you are at your workplace. That's who you are at your school. It doesn't matter who you are. It doesn't matter where you're at. No one limits you. Take the chains off of our Father. The Bible is true. The Bible is true. The Word of God is true. I remember when I first started praying for
people. And, man I, I just saw somebody get healed. I was so excited. I'm like, "Man, I, God wants to heal people. And he wants to use." Do I have to stay behind that line? "God wants to heal people." You have no idea. I stand in boxes a lot sometimes. And I, I, and the worst nightmare for me is
I'm in a chord, a chord hooked up to a mic. It's like a chain. But sometimes because of the video you can't
go certain places. Hahah. Freedom. But I, but I saw somebody get healed at a,
at a church. And I was so amazed. I mean, I, I didn't see him get healed. I just saw him get prayer. And, and they had leukemia. And I, I watched him come up to the guy that,
Dan. This pastor that had a healing service. And he said, "Listen, we're very skeptical
of this, but honestly we're out of options." That's what the guy said to Dan. He said, "We don't have any other choice. Like the doctor said we're, I'm, I'm going
to die. The wife said, "The doctors diagnosed my husband. He's got one of fifty cases ever known of
this strain of leukemia. And it's killed every one, 49 other people. I'm the 50th case. The doctors have sent me home to die. And we're very skeptical of this because honestly
we've grown up in church and we don't believe in this whole healing thing. But we're out of options." And he said to Dan, "We're, we're out of options. Is that going to matter?" And Dan says, "Absolutely not." I went, "What was that? That was faith." I just didn't ever see it like that before. And I'm brand new, I'm like. I'm a brand new Christian. I'm a brand new Christian. I've been set free from 22 years of addiction. Like, all of that stuff. I shared my testimony before here. With my girl for 9 years and then I get saved. Radical encounter with Jesus after I get shot
at. God speaks to me audibly, "I took those bullets
for you. Are you ready to live for me yet?" I come home. I go into Teen Challenge for 2 months. Have a radical encounter with Jesus. I come home and realize that there's no way
I can move back into that house again. Because I can't. So convicted. Like my house was full of pornography. All that junk. And God convicts me, "Go through the house. Get all your junk and take it out to the barrel
and burn it." I did. And all of my past went into that barrel. Like everything. All my junk. All my trash. Pornography. Drug addiction. Everything! Like, I wasn't addicted to drugs when I went
to that barrel. But all my bongs, my bowls, my paraphernalia. All the junk that used to rule my life. Pornography, that used to rule my life. Ended that day. Ended that day. It was amazing. And then we got married a couple of days later
in between first and second service. And now my amazing wife is my best friend
in the whole world. Best friend. Best friend ever. 21 years this year, we've been together. 9 really really bad ones. 12 amazing years. Because they've been in Christ. 12 years have been amazing. Uh, like you say, "Well, what about your honeymoon?" We never had one. Every day is one. I, I love my wife. It's like amazing. So I saw this healing thing and I'm like,
"Oh my gosh, I have to go after this. Like, this is so crazy. Like, that, what is that?" You know, I said, and he prays for him. The guy didn't go, "Whoa." Shake, fall, nothing. He just looked at him and, "Amen." Prayed for him. The guy goes, "Is that it?" Dan goes, "Absolutely. Here's my number. Call me." That's the same thing Dan said to me. "Here's my number. Call me. You're going to need it." I'm like, "Whatever, dude. I don't need your number. And then 5 1/2 months, he's the only one that
will talk to me. I get shot at. And then he's like, "Hey." So I know what that means. You're going to need to call him. But it was to verify, you know, what happened. So two weeks later this phone call comes in. This guy with leukemia is completely healed. And I, I sat there and I went, "Oh my gosh. I'm going to pray for everybody. This is cra-, this is crazy. I'm praying for everyone." And they're, "Okay, alright. Awesome." I told Dan. He goes, "Good for you." I said, "If God's healing people in here,
why wouldn't He do it out there?" I didn't have any models. I didn't have people everywhere praying for
people. I just said, "Well, I'm, I'm going, I'm going
to pray for everybody." Dan's like, "Alright, praise God." I'm like, "Okay." Well, my wife wasn't on the praise God thing. We're brand new. We're married, but she's not excited about
me praying for anybody. As a matter of fact, she's totally embarrassed. So we're in Wal-Mart. My little kid's in there with me. My little Destiny who's 7 1/2 at the time. I see a lady with a walker, walking like this. And I'm like, "Oh my gosh. Let's, I'm going to pray for her." My wife pushing the shopping cart. And my daughter and I behind. We veered off left and went over there. She goes, "Daddy, what's going on?" I said, "We're going to pray for her because
God wants her to be made whole." She goes, "What does made whole mean?" Because my daughter has no clue. Like, she's never been like, this, that's
not church isn't a part of the equation except for brand new now. She wasn't with me at the healing service. You can never allow what people haven't seen
to determine what you need to see. NEVER EVER allow something that people say
shouldn't happen determine what you need to see happen. Never allow what people don't see to influence
what you need to see. And so I'm like, "I'm going to pray for this
lady." So I asked her, I said, "Can my daughter and
I pray for you?" She goes, "Here??" I said, "Yeah, the worst that can happen is
nothing." That's the truth. Like, that's the worst that can happen and
the worst that she can say is, "No." No and nothing. What do you have to lose? Like are you sold out? You've been purchased with a price. You ought to like sell out to that. It wasn't just silver or gold. You weren't redeemed with silver and gold. You were weren't, you were redeemed with the,
with the precious blood of God. Jesus paid a price for you! Paid with his flesh and blood. Paid with the price of His life. The cost that heaven paid determines your
value. You have to know how valuable you are. You can't allow anything in life to determine
your value. You can't allow whether your parents wanted
you or not to determine your value. Who cares whether your mom and dad wanted
you or not? They didn't know who they were, if they didn't
value your life. If a parent has you, and they don't know who
they are, how can you allow somebody's identity that doesn't know who they are, to determine
your value? Whether they wanted you or not, all life comes
from God. "No, you don't understand. My mom rejected me." So what. I mean, I'm, umm, I'm not going to sit there
and pity you. A lot of moms don't know who they are and
they have babies. Man, we just adopted this baby that was born
to a woman that didn't want to get pregnant. But she did. And then he's here. And like, what are you going to do with that? I'll redeem that life is what I'm going to
do. Redeem it and show the value of that child. And show him who he really is. And teach him who his Daddy is. Because when you find out who your Daddy is,
He changes everything. If you think that your natural dad is all
that you have, you're wrong. Your natural dad can be the most amazing dad. Ever. Most amazing dad. But that's not where your value comes from. He can value you as much as he wants. But if your value doesn't come from heaven,
you're still not valuable enough. It's a big deal. I don't know if I shared it last time when
I was here, but I'm going to share it this time. I might have. Did I share the whole like how many chances
it was for you? Let me just share real quick because it's
really good. I love this. I want to talk about childbirth for a minute,
so we can understand the value of life. When I was born, there were 80 million chances
of me going up a birth canal. 80 million. What's up buddy? Transformed. 80 million chances of me going up a birth
canal headed for the egg. Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom
boom boom boom boom boom boom. Can you see me? Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom
boom boom boom boom boom boom. 80 million chances trying to get in the egg. Natural instinct. Everybody, every man for themself. Jack hammers. Sledge hammers. Saws. It doesn't matter, man. (Makes chainsaw noise). Boom boom boom boom boom boom. (Makes more chainsaw noise). Everybody's trying to fight for their way
in there. Why? Because natural instinct says, "Get there." That's their only mission. Millions of people on a mission. And everybody gets there, and they're trying
to get there. And then I'm the last one. I'm slow. I'm behi-, I'm the last one. Because the last will be first. And so I'm at the back end of this whole crowd. And when I get there, they part like the Red
Sea. Wouldn't that be amazing? What if it really happened like that? It did. And then without a tool. Without a jack hammer. Without anything. Without a sledge hammer. I just, plop, right in. Boom. Inside. "Whoa! Who let them by? How'd they get through?" And a voice, my voice from inside. Because I don't know this world. I have no idea what the world's like. I don't. All I know is my Father. See, we don't teach this sometimes, but this
is the truth. See, you, see if inside that egg, my voice
says. Because I don't know the world. I have no idea about the rejection, of, of
life. Or any of that stuff. No. I haven't been let down. I haven't put my trust in stuff other than
God. I haven't been let down. I haven't been hurt. I haven't been violated. I haven't been offended. I've just been born. Not yet, but kind of. From inside the egg, my voice says, "Sorry,
guys! I was predestined before the foundation of
the world!" And that's the truth of a life that has never
known the world. But then once you come into the world. All of a sudden your mind gets messed up. And you become the way that seems right to
a man. Whether you grow up in church or not. Nobody, nobody can establish relationship
with God for you. My kids are on their own when it comes to
their relationship. I can guide them, but they have to want God. They have to press in. And the best way for a child to want God,
is for them to see their parent really love God. Not just part time. Full time. Like, all the time. Love God. It's the best for a parent to not be a hypocrite. It's the best way to love God. But still you've got kids even if a parent's
not a hypocrite, they, they veer off to the left or to the right because they never press
in for themselves. And then they might blame that. I meet people all the time. They might blame that on their dad. Or blame that on their mom. But nobody's responsible for your life but
your own. You're responsible for it. Really! Are you guys with me? Powerful and exciting. So I'm, I'm learning all of this. I'm a brand new Christian. I see somebody get healed and I'm, I'm praying
for everybody. I see this lady. We walk over to ask her to pray. She goes, she goes, "Oh, well right here?" We're like, "Yeah, the worst thing that could
happen is nothing." She goes, "Okay." So we pray for her and nothing happened. I didn't get hurt. I didn't say, "Well, now you made God look
bad. Who do you think you are?" You can't make God look bad, buddy. God is good. Hypocrisy can damage but God never changes. He's the same yesterday, today, and forever. All good things. All good gifts come from the Father of lights. Guess who lights, guess who the lights are
that He's the Father of? We say, "Well, moon and stars." No. You are the light of the world. He's the Father of lights. Come on. Let your light so shine that they might glorify
your Father in heaven. What does it look like to let your light so
shine? It's not, "This little light of mine." That's not good. That's catchy, but it's not true. Because I'm not a little light. You're not a little light. You are the light of the. The city on a. A light that lights up his own. See, we better get that one. You better light your house up! What are we doing? How can you light up the world if you can't
light up your own house? The only reason you couldn't light up your
house is if you have a basket on your head. Because you're allowing the things around
you to determine the Christ within you. You're allowing the squeeze to determine what
you can manifest. The squeeze is supposed to be necessary if
need be. Should we go into 1 Peter? This is awesome. I, it's exciting to me. We're going to actually, I think. In a little bit. So, so we pray for this lady. She walks on. My daughter looks at me. She goes, "Dad, this is so weird. Why are we doing this?" I said, "Because God wants us to pray for
the sick." You know my daughter didn't read that. I'm her dad. And we went and found another one down another
aisle. And before you know it, we didn't, we lost
my wife. I, we don't know where she is. We found her an hour and a half later in the
car. "What do you think you're doing?" "Hunny, we're just praying for people." "What, wha, what are you, what?" She didn't read that part. That's not the part of the Bible she was reading. She didn't read, "These signs will follow
them that believe." She doesn't know I'm a believer. I'm a chosen generation. A royal priesthood. She didn't read that part. But she knows that I'm a brand new creation
because I went to get a job. So she was excited about that because I'm
going to get a job. I never worked before! So I'm like, "Yes, I'm going to do my job
as unto the Lord and not for people!" Like literally, when I went and got my job,
I told them that. "I'm not working for you. I'm working for Jesus. It's going to be awesome!" "Okay, we're not religious." "Me neither man!" I knew enough to tell them I'm not religious
either. It was exciting. So I said, "You know what? I'm going to pray for as many people as I
can. I'm going to pray for 10 people every day." I just, it's what I said. And I called Dan. I said, "Dude, I'm going to pray for 10 people
every day." I said, "I already prayed for 7 at Wal-Mart
today." He's like, "Alright." I said, "I've still got 3 more to pray for." And my wife was so mad when I got in the car. She goes, "Who do you think you are?" I said, "I'm just a Christian. I'm just a believer." "Whoa. You are not a pastor. You are not going to do this to me." "No, no, no. I wasn't doing this to you." "Yes, you were. You could care about nobody but yourself." The only reason she's saying that is because
I'm an embarrassment because I'm pretty bold. And I lived for the devil my whole life. And now I realize God loves me. I'm just going to run. And so my wife said to me, "I, if this keeps
up, I will not go out of the house with you again." I said, "Why would you do that? I just, okay." And I was quiet on the way home. I cried. Not because she hurt me. But because I was hurting for her. Because she needed to see what I saw. But I wasn't seeing anything, like healing
wise. And I'm praying for all these people, but
not seeing anything. So the next day goes. I'm like, "Alright." So I'm at work, praying for people. They think I'm a lunatic. Actually crazy. Off my rocker man. Done. (Whistles). Gone. And within a week and a half later, my wife
says, "Listen. If you do this one more time, I will not go
in public with you." I said, "But why would you do that? Like, God loves." "No, I don't want to hear anymore, okay? No more! Be quiet!" Do you understand that in Timothy, 2 Timothy
3:12 do you know what it says? "For all of those who desire to talk godly
will suffer persecution." That's not what it says. There's a lot of people that are talking a
lot of things. But it says, "For all of those who desire
to live godly, will suffer persecution." Why? Because godliness brings on every, all hell
breaks loose when you start to live godly. Talking godly. Quoting stuff but not walking it out, that's
not godly at all. Walking stuff out that you quote and actually
walking out the very Word that you say you know, that would be godly. Being not conformed to this world, but being
transformed by the renewing of your mind. So that you can prove God's will. Not talk about God's will. But actually prove it everywhere you go. "Do not be conformed to this world, but be
transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you can prove." And that prove means approve, what is and
what is not God's will. You are required as a believer to know the
will of the Lord. "Do not be unwise, but know the will of the
Lord." That's what the Bible teaches. It really does. It doesn't teach you are supposed to question
it. It says you're supposed to know it. How can you know it if you just read about
it theory? You can't read about it in theory without
application. It's called reading the Word and walking it
out. Don't just be a hearer, but be a hearer and
a doer. For he who hears and does not do, is like
a guy that looks in the mirror and walks away and forgets who he was. "Wait a minute. Who was I again?" But the Bible says that we all with unveiled
face beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord are being transformed into what? Into the original image that God created us
to be in the beginning. As if we never ate the tree. God wants you to see yourself the way that
he sees you. But if you don't walk out the word that you
say you know, you're a hearer and not a doer. And you'll forget who you are. And you'll walk away. Don't be that way. Hear and do. So now I'm reading in the Word and I'm seeing
Dan's life. And I'm seeing more miracles. I'm like, "Oh my gosh." Not from me. But from Him. At healing services, "Man, my knee is better." "You're kidding me dude. Seriously. What couldn't you do? This is nuts. You've got to be kidding." So it's, what it's doing, it's, it's enticing
me. Not just for me to go, "Wow, went to a healing
service. It was awesome." I'm like, "I got to get this in me and I've
got to walk this out!" Because if this is for believers and all I
saw was Mark 16. These signs will follow them that believe. Guess what the first sign of a believer is? You're going to cast out devils. A lot of the church is afraid of devils. Why would you be afraid of something that's
supposed to leave? I'm not kidding. There's no devil in hell that can crown Jesus,
man. There's no devil in hell. People say, "Well you're not supposed to,
you can't lay hands on people hastily." That's for ordaining people into leadership. That's not because you're going to pray for
them and what's in them might get on you. What am I doing? That's a spirit of fear and God didn't give
you a spirit of fear, but of love and power and a sound mind. But you can't walk in love and power without
a sound mind. A sound mind comes from the renewing of your
mind. From the Word of God. From the truth of God's Word. "Don't be conformed, but be transformed by
the renewing of your mind." So you can prove God's will everywhere you
go. You are a walking, walking, living word. God said that Jesus came and he was the Word
made manifest. And he dwelled among us. God wants our flesh to become the very Word
that we say we know. Not just by theory but by application. Boom. Once you step in, nobody can take it away
from you. Nobody. Nothing. But I'm praying for all these people, and
no one's getting healed. And I call Dan. "Dude, I prayed for 10 more people today man." He says, "Did you see anything?" "No." He didn't say, "Well Todd, you know what,
you just don't have the gift of healing." I, see I didn't see that. I saw, "These signs will follow them that
believe. In my name, they'll lay hands on the sick
and the sick shall recover." I just saw that. That's all I saw. And I'm a simple guy. I'm not technical. And I'm not reading 15 books on how to do
this. I just don't understand any of that. The Bible's enough for me. I'm like, "Okay, God says in His Word, 'These
signs will follow them that believe.' I'm a believer. I'm in. They're cast out devils. They're going to pick up serpents. I, I don't want to pick up a serpent. It's not a fear thing, I just think its, "Why?" And I saw that, that Paul, when he was on
the island. And the viper came out and bit him. And he was supposed to die. They said, "This man's running, and now he's
going to die." He shook it off. Threw it in the fire and didn't even pray. "God, PLEASE help me!" No he didn't. He just shook it off and went on. And they looked at him like, "Oh my gosh,
this guy is a god." Paul didn't think he was a god. He just knew the God that he served, and he
had faith in God. Come on. If you drink anything poison,
And I'm not into drinking poison. But I believe that if by accident it happened,
I believe that God would, I believe that God would rescue me. That's what the Bible says. These are things that I don't have to. If I see a devil, it's got to go. Why? Because Christ is in me. The hope of glory. And devils have no access to Christ that's
in me, the hope of glory. And I'm not afraid. If you walk into a room, and there's a million
devils, what question do you have? One person in Christ is the majority. One million devils or one person in Christ,
which one wins? All I'm talking about is the truth of God's
word. Just the truth. Now I'm not seeing it yet. So a week went by. I prayed for 70 people in my first week. Not one person's healed. Do you know how many Christians have told
me, "Well why didn't you? What? You should have just, you know. I don't know how you kept going." Because people pray for 3 people, don't see
anybody healed, and they just, "Well, obviously it's not mine." Stop it! Where's perseverance at? What are we doing? Why would I give up? Why would I sell so cheap when I've been purchased
so expensively? I'm just not doing it man. There are people that depend on you walking
like Jesus. The Bible says "Be an imitator of God dear
children and walk in love even as Christ loved us." The Bible says, "If anybody says that he abides
in Christ, he ought to walk just as Jesus walked." The Bible says, "If anybody has this hope
in him, he ought purify himself, just as he is pure." That's the Bible. That's the truth. That's amazing. I'm going with that. "Well, I don't believe that." "Well, you've never read it." Or you read it and don't believe it. I'm going after it with everything I am. There are people that are alive today because
I didn't drop the ball and I didn't give up. And I, I'm running with this thing. Seeing people come out of comas. I'm seeing people come out of wheelchairs. I've seen blind eyes open. And deaf ears open. I, I love that. Why? Because that is my portion. God says that He likes to live in me. God doesn't just like to live in me and, and
sit in there like some lake. God likes to flow through me like rivers. God doesn't expect me to have some fear thing. God crushed that spirit of fear with love
and power and a sound mind. How can I walk without fear? The perfect love of God casts out all fear. If I walk in fear, I don't understand the
perfect love. There's two commandments to walk out, guys. It's righteousness. Righteousness has been obtained because He
who knew no sin became sin so that I might become something. But if I don't realize what I've become, how
can I walk out what I don't even know I've become? Righteousness produces its' fruit unto holiness. It says there's two commandments. All the law and the prophets hang on these
two. Love the Lord thy God with all of my heart
and my strength and my soul and my mind. And then the second one is like it. Love my neighbor as myself. How can you love your neighbor if you don't
even love yourself? It would be dangerous for you to minister
to your neighbor but not know who you are. And it would be really dangerous for you to
not know who God is. Because if you don't know who God is, then
you don't know who you are. Because God created us in His image. And in His likeness, He made man. Are you guys okay? I love this. This is such a good Gospel, man. Praying for another person. Praying for another person. Now my wife is like, "Look, it's over. I'm not going anywhere with you ever again. Ever! You, you obviously don't care about what I
say." "Hunny, I do care about what you say." And then she'd say, "No you don't, because
if you did, you wouldn't pray for all these people! You wouldn't embarrass me everywhere we go." See, what she's not seeing, is, is that I
was really an embarrassment before. No, I, I hurt everyone. People were dead because of the life I lived. NO ONE told me about Jesus for 34 years of
my life! Where were you church? I'm not mad at you! But I'm not going to live with a basket on
my head. I'm going to live with a heart on fire. And I'm going to tell everybody about Jesus. God's not mad at me. He wants me to represent Him. He paid a high price for me. And if I see my value in me, then I'll see
your value in you. I'll love God with all my heart and what people
say won't determine what I'm going to walk out. I'm going to walk out what God says because
I don't fear man, I fear God. And the fear of God crushes the fear of man. I will not fear man. You can't kill me. I'm never going to die. To live and believe in Jesus, that He is the
resurrection and the life. I will never die. One day I'll put off this tent, but I'm going
to leave a legacy. And I'm going to crush hell every day. Every second of my day. Everywhere I go. Regardless of the place I'm at. Because no place. There's no place that's too hard for my good
God. No place! It doesn't matter. I've been to some really wicked places. It doesn't matter. Jesus is Lord. "Yeah, well, what if it's dark in here." People say, "Well, it's really dark in here. How do you?" Who cares? That's because there's no light. Take the basket off. Man, shine! That's why you're there. Who knows you're there for that reason, that
purpose? You are there to shine and let your light
so shine. It's just good Gospel truth. Good amazing conviction. Let your heart get convicted. Holy Ghost defibrillator. Boom! Thump your heart. (Makes gasping noise)
"I'm alive!" Realize why you're on the earth. Realize the purpose you have. You are on the earth, 1 John 3:8, to destroy
the works of the devil. Jesus, the Son of man was, was made manifest
to destroy the works of the devil. What is the work of the devil? Anything place death, loss, and destruction
is, it's the work of hell. I know he's talking about teachers. But their doctrine came from hell. Death, loss, and destruction is from hell
itself. It is not from God. The thief cometh not to steal, but to steal,
kill, and destroy. But I have come, that you may have life, and
have it abundantly. It's exciting man! What kind of abundant life is that? Just hanging out at church? No! It's not. Abundant life is, is making the devil wish
that he never touched you or messed with you. Abundant life is making a mark on society
that's saying, "I serve. There's a new King in town. He lives in me." What other kind of King would give up His
life to come and live in you? Dwell in you? And move through you? And flow through you? What other kind of King would come and make
his home inside of your heart? So that you could look in the mirror
And see Him in there and actually say, "Oh my gosh, I see you in there! Wow!" That's not arrogance. That's Godfidence. Come on. What are we thinking about? I love this. It's called terrorize the devil daily. Daily! Daily! Your life is the best witness you have. Your life is! And you limit you because God won't limit
you. He's given you the same Holy Spirit that raised
Jesus from the dead. Jesus! The same Holy Spirit dwells in you. What are you doing with Him? Because life is boring without a Spirit filled
life. And the Spirit filled life is boring without
doing something with it. Christ is in you. That's the hope of glory. But Christ coming out of you, is that hope
being made manifest. Christ flowing through you, making the devil
wish that he never touched you. He takes a risk every time he touches you. Every time. He just wants you to never believe this. He wants you to live with theory. Man, theory doesn't do anything. Except make people's head big. You don't need a big head. You need a big heart. Because your heart can take you places your
brain can't fit. It's time that we step up and just believe
basic. (Sucks thumb). "I'm going to crush hell for a living." If you'd see my five year old, it would make
your head spin. My FIVE year old! Praying for people. It's crazy. We're talking about today. She walks up to a lady the other say. She's like, "Ohhh." She has a brace on. "Can I pray for you?" "No, hunny, I'm okay." "No really, let me do it." She's five. Kids don't get a little Holy Ghost. Do you know that? Talk about conviction. She's like, "Can I pray for you?" "Okay, go ahead." She's like. My little daughter. "Lord, I thank you that you'd take the sin
out of her heart." She doesn't even know this lady. "And make her leg all better. Owie, get out, in Jesus' name." And the lady was laughing at my daughter until
she said that. She goes. Got purple! My daughter goes, "Jesus loves you." She just. What if, what if you teach your little kids
that there are no limits? What do you think that lady was thinking? "Ha ha ha, ha ha ha. (Gasps)
Whattttt????" That's awesome! That's what I teach my kids. No one limits them. I teach them the Word is everything. It's alive and sharp and active. Sharper than any two edged sword. Living and powerful. It separates your soul from your spirit. The Bible. The Holy Spirit. You guys ever see Avatar? Who saw Avatar the movie? Okay, well this won't make sense to the other
ones that don't. The Holy Spirit. Because in the movie, in order to ride the
horse, you have to hook up your dread hair to the horse. And then once it does, what happens is the
horse and the person's mind becomes one. So with the Holy Spirit and your spirit, that's
exactly how it is. But without relation- with the Holy Spirit. See, it's not just about going, growing through
church. People lots of people grow up in church. And then they grow up in legalism. Then they find out that the Holy Spirit wants
to use them. So what they do, since they've been taught
legalism, is they push the Bible away. And they go after the things of the Spirit,
but they have no truth. So all of a sudden, they become flakey Christians. And that's not okay. We need a move of God that's pure and holy. And how can you be holy without the holy Bible
that's interpreted by the Holy Spirit? I promise. People are like, "Well, I don't believe in
all that stuff." And there's churches that don't want anything
to do with this because there's flaky Christianity out there. You don't have to be a flake. You can be a solid Christian. One that has no spirit of fear because of
power, and love, and a sound mind. Because you know the truth concerning the
doctrine. You study, not to preach yourself approved. But you study to show yourself approved. Rightly dividing the Word of truth. We can't afford to drop that thing. Not at all. No way. It's about being possessed by the truth of
God and the Spirit of God. And never allowing anything less to come into
your life. Pursue peace and holiness, for without which,
no one will see the Lord. Mmmm, I study the Word every day. It's so amazing. I devour it. I live on it. I feed on it. As a matter of fact, I'm fasting today. So that's really what I fed on. And I'm really hungry still. So the more I speak it out, I'm thinking maybe
it's going to satisfy my hunger. Actually, to see you step into the calling
of God on your life. And that doesn't mean you're called to be
a preacher. That just means you're called to be a Christian
full time. You're called to not compromise your life. You're called to live at your job. And to realize that your job's your mission
field. You’re called to live on your job and do
your job as unto the Lord. Colossians 3:17, "Whatever you do, in word
or in deed, you do it as unto the Lord and not for people." You're not working the man. You're working for the Man. If you see that, your job won't be a bummer. It will be your L-O-V-E. Amazing. Wake up. "Time to make the donuts, baby!" I promise. And then you won't feel unfulfilled. Because people think, "Well, one day when
I have a ministry, I'll be fulfilled." You're wrong! You're fulfilled the day you say yes to Jesus. The only reason you're not is because you
don't know who you're created to be. Because if you see that, your whole life is
on fire from day one. No matter who says anything. Because, see, my wife, she can't stand that
I'm praying for people. None. So much that she won't ever go in public with
me again. People say, "Wow, man. It had to be rough." You have no idea. She's the woman that I've given my life to. She's the woman that I've dedicated everything
to. She's the woman. We've become one flesh. I had people at church telling me, "You've
got to stop praying for people. You can't. Your wife is not in agreement. The reason God is not answering your prayers
is because you know, she's not in agreement. And you need to be in agreement." I get it, but they didn't see my private life. They didn't see. I was like, "You need to listen to me because
I'm the MAN! You need to SUBMIT!" I didn't say that junk. That's trash. You don't say that to a wife. Why would a wife submit to somebody that doesn't
love her like Christ loved the church anyway? You start loving her like Christ loved the
church, I guarantee she's like, "Yes, hunny." Why? Because Jesus' yoke isn't hard. It's easy. And His burden is light. It is. And I wouldn't put a yoke on my wife that
she can't walk out. I'm not going to tell her she's wrong. I'm just going to have to walk out what's
been made right so she can see fruit on my tree. And instead of trying to sell it to her, she
can just pick it. You want to see your family members saved? Stop trying to sell them fruit. Just bear it. Let them pick it. "What is that? Whoa. What is that? Seeds in here." Guess what it does? It reproduces after its own kind so it's only
a matter of time. So I'm praying for people for a week. Nobody gets healed. 70 people! People will go, "What do you do?" You just keep on going. Never allow what you didn't see determine
what you need to see. Never allow your experience that doesn't happen
according to God's Word trump the reality of what God's Word says. But let God's Word trump the reality of what
you didn't see. Because you need to see this. But if you focus on this, you've dropped the
ball. And I can't afford to focus on what I'm not
seeing. So two weeks went by, praying for 70 more
people. Uhhhhhh! Calling Dan, "Dude, I prayed for 10 more people
today." "Awesome. Did you see anything?" "No." But one day it's going to happen. And I'm praying, "God, help my belief." Really. I'm serious. "Well you know they could have sin in their
life. Or they could have this. Or they could have that." Everybody told me all these different things. "Well, healing's not your gift." But I didn't see it as a gift. I saw it as a believer priesthood. That's how I saw it. I, did the Bible say that or not? "These signs will follow believers." So I'm like, hah, just, "I'm a believer. I'm in. I'm a believer. Lord, help my unbelief. Because I can't, I can't do this." "Well, it's not just your unbelief," people
would te-, people told me man. People. Well-meaning people. Told me, "Listen. You need to stop. You're opening up doors. You need to stop." And that, to me that was fear. I'm like, "That's fear." Like, why would I open a door to the devil? I'm, there's no sin in my life. Like I'm, I'm in love with Jesus. Like the last thing I'm trying to do is sin
and get away with it. Like I lived a life of sin. For 22 years, I was twisted and it was whacked. Now I'm free from that thing that manipulated
me and mastered me. I'm not a slave to sin. I'm a slave unto righteousness. I am a sla-, I'm a weapon. Wahhhh! Unto righteousness. I'm no, sin's not my master anymore. It's the last what I want to serve. Last one. I had a brand new Dad. He's amazing. Wow. Three weeks went by. Nobody gets healed. Four weeks go by. Nobody gets healed. Five weeks go by. Nobody gets healed. Everybody's got every reason why not. "Well, they need more faith. They need this. They need that. They need that." I just didn't see Jesus say, "Listen, I'd
love to pray for you but it's not your time." I didn't see Jesus say, "Look, I'd love to
pray for you, but you need to go get some more faith and come back and we'll do this." But I heard a lot of people tell me that the
church told them that all the time. "Well, you know, they told me there must be
sin in my life. Have you searched your heart? Are you good?" "Yeah, I'm good. I just don't understand why." "Well, you must be in unforgiveness." Tell me one person that Jesus told that to. And I'm not saying that unforgiveness can't
cause problems. Because it can. Unforgive, unforgiveness is an epidemic. It's horrible. But Jesus was on the earth. And there were 400 years without a voice from
God. 400 years without a voice from God. Do you think one or two of them Israelites
would have been in unforgiveness? No voice from God! No prophetic voice. John the Baptist is the first voice on the
planet. But he's just declaring and preparing the
way. "Make a straight path for the Lord to travel." He's not even the one. But he's bearing witness of the light. Are you with me? Jesus comes. He's the real light. And in Him was the light of man. Guess what's in you? Jesus just crushed it. And if people didn't have faith, He gave them
more faith by doing a miracle anyway. If He saw faith, "Whoa. Amazing faith. Awesome. Your faith got you this one." When He didn't see it, He didn't say, "Get
some more faith and come back." No He didn't. Why? Because God's will. Come on. I hope this is making sense. It makes sense to my heart. It did at the time. And every, about almost, almost one hundred
percent of the people were telling me all these other reasons. And I'm praying for people. And then another month went by, and not one
person was healed. That's ridiculous. Like, not one. We're talking like, we're talking 70 people
a week times two months. That's like, less than 600, but a lot of people. How many people have prayed for 5 people,
didn't see a miracle, and they didn't want to do it anymore because they figured it wasn't
their gift? You have cut yourself off. All you need to do is pick up and run though. This is, I'm telling you, just repent. Repent means change the way you think. I was walking this way. Prayed for 5. Nothing happened. "Well, what do you do?" "Well, alright, that's over." I promise you! Repent means change the way you think. Change the way you think. Boom. Run. That's it. So, 3 months go by. No one's healed. Pffewww. It's like crazy. And my wife wouldn't go in public with me
anyway. But I didn't have anybody to share these testimonies
with. And the testimonies I was sharing was, "Nobody
got healed today. But I prayed for all those." And this one time, I prayed for this guy. He kind of ran from me, but I caught him. Really. I was a lunatic. And my daughter is with me for a lot of them. Man, we prayed for all these people
And mom would go, "I don't want to hear. Don't you understand? I don't care. I don't want to hear this. I told you to stop. You don't care. You don't listen to me." I said, "Well, hunny, you're my best friend. I need to talk to somebody." "I don't want to hear it anymore." "Yeah, but I love you." And I would go. Get home. I'd go back in my bedroom. I'd tuck away. I'd open my Bible. I'd get on my knees and say, "God, help me
become what this Word says. God, help me to love my wife like you loved
the church. God, help me to see her created value. God, never let me see her for anything less
than what you see her. God, I thank you. She is a bright and shining lamp. God, I thank you so much. You love her. She's amazing. She is good. God, thank you for this woman that you've
given me. God, I love her. I love You. I thank You. Father, thank you for my daughter. God." "Come here Destiny. Come in here." I'm going to pray for her. "God, I thank you for my little girl. God, I thank you that I'm walking out. It looks like I'm a fool." And everybody's eyes. My little daughter is like. It does because people are laughing at me. Making fun of me. Mocking me. Going like this behind my head. My daughter sees all that stuff. All of it! All of it. So, 3 months go by. Nobody's healed. Prayed for a lot of people. Almost 900 people. I pray for more. Another one. Another week went by. Another one. Another one. Another one. Another one. Nothing! What do you do? Do you give up? No! God never gave up on me. Why would I give up? Why would I throw in the towel? Why don't I just bow out? The Bible says, "These signs will follow them
that believe." I'm a believer. How dare the devil stand in the way of me. No! It's not happening. I'm praying for people. Another one. Nothing. Another one. Nothing. Another one. Nothing. What do you do? People, I tell people this. They're like, "Oh my gosh, this is crazy. Why don't you give up already?" Because most people have. Because perseverance isn't something that
we're used to. But I promise you that it's everything. Because trials. Because I'm in great trial, man. Trials produce perseverance. My perseverance, my patience. People are like, "Patience is such a bummer. I hate patience." I hear it all the time. You have a conference on patience, everyone's
like, "Sign me up! A conference on patience? Amen!" (Laughs). No. The church is like, "Uhhh uhhh. Last time I prayed for that, I, every traffic
light. No way! God opened the door for me. Patience? No!" The reason why we hate patience because we
don't understand love. Because the first thing love is is patient. Love is patient. Love is kind. That's what love is! God is love. How patient was God with you? How many years did it take you to say yes? For me it took 34. No one witnessed to me. No one share the Gospel with me. Why am I so adamant about this? Because I'm not going to walk by people and
not share Jesus man. I don't care. People have told me, "You can't just do that." "Yes I can." "Well, you have to be lead." "No. Get a lead sinker. Put it in your pocket. Get one for each day. Reach down. Get ahold of that thing. Feel lead. And get this thing on with Jesus and stop
coming up with excuses." I'm serious. Feel lead. Uhhh, there it is. I feel it. Now get it on! Just go! Run with this thing! Stop being afraid. The reason why you don't feel led is because
you feel fear. That's why. I'm not kidding. "I, I, well, I just don't feel led." "No, no, no. You feel fear. Don't be afraid. What are you afraid of? Perfect love casts out all fear. What do you got to lose besides your dignity? And that's not a fruit of the Spirit so get
rid of that thing." "Whaa no no no. Hey, I'm." "A little pride here. No, stop. Don't mix this thing up." Man. Aren't you glad God doesn't have pride? "Well, forget it! Now you want to repent? I don't think so! It's been 34 years. Get away from me!" Or how about this; you mess up. Come waddling across the field. God, "Psshhh. I'm not running to you. Are you serious? Get out of my face." No, that's not our Father. "Here's some shoes. Ring. Sandals." Clothe me with righteousness. And, "Welcome home son! Let's go crush the devil. Come on, let's go throw a party." But the older brother gets mad. "I've always done everything for you. I mean, obviously I have no idea who I am
or what I have. Because you just gave him, threw him a party. And look at me, you haven't done nothing like
that for me." "Son, all that I've had has always been yours." "Yeah, whatever!" What are we thinking? Our God, our Father is totally different than
that man. Even right now. People are like, "Wow, I've just gone too
far." "I don't think so." "Well, I've blasphemed the Holy Spirit." "If you cared about it, you didn't." People are like, "Well, I've, I've done the
unpardonable sin." Do you know how many Christians I've talked
to? "I've blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I've committed the unpardonable sin." And the very fact that it convicts you means
you didn't. I, I, it'll change your life forever. The devil, "Oh, you blasphemed the Holy Spirit. It's over now." And all of a sudden you live your whole life,
for 30 years condemned. Like you did the unpardonable sin. And the very fact that your heart cares about
it means that you didn't. See, it's so simple. It's such a lie. It's such a simple, simple, truth. The devil is such a liar. He's such a scammer man. And he plays on people's emotions. "Well, I feel like I did." "Well, you're deceived because we don't live
by feelings. We live by faith." So another week and a half go by. I'm 3 1/2 months old in Jesus. I'm in a guard shack. "Yes, Lord." He's telling you guys to believe what I'm
saying. (Sighs). It's exciting. So, I'm in this guard shack. Some guy pulls up with his truck. And I think this thought. It's crazy. He gets out of his truck. And I don't, like, there's no obvious need
there. But I think this thought, "Two herniated discs
and sciatic nerve damage down his leg." I don't even know what sciatic nerve damage
is. Where are you going Craig? I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. Sorry. Hey, you probably have done that before. Sorry. I love that man. I do. Two herniated discs I saw. He made a break for it. He's got a break. Two herniated discs, sciatica nerve damage
down his leg. I never. I don't, I'm not smart enough to understand
what that stuff is. So I thought to myself, "That's crazy. What is that?" So I asked him, "Hey man. Do you have two herniated discs and sciatic
nerve damage down your leg?" He goes, "Yes." I go, "Oh my God." I didn't even know what it was! I'm like, "I'm not smart enough to figure
that out. That had to be God. Come into my guard shack." So he comes into this little square building
I had. He said. Comes in. I go, "Hey man, look in this Bible. Are you a Christian?" "No, I'm Catholic." "Okay, awesome. Look, you believe in Jesus?" "Uhhh yes." I said, "Did you know Mary can't, Mary didn't
die for your sin, right?" "Well, no." "But Jesus did. You can't put your faith in Mary. It has to be in Jesus." "Well, yes." "Okay, good. Alright, here's Jesus. Red letters are Jesus. When Jesus is speaking, it's red letters. We should pay attention to them." "Yes." "Okay. Besides, at the wedding of Cana, when Jesus
was there. Remember when Mary turned water into wine?" "Ohhhh yeah." Everybody knows that. I go, "Man!" I said, "So, so Jesus is there, and they ran
out of wine! And Jesus was baptized in the Holy Spirit." He doesn't understand this part, but I go,
"And, and Jesus was there. They run out of wine. So Mary, like, if you were a woman and you
got pregnant by God, you would know who you got pregnant by, right?" "Yes." Heheh. I know it sounds crazy, but I'm crazy. Out of all people on the planet, you would
know that Jesus is the real deal. Like, if you never had a man, and then there's
a baby in your belly. Like, she's the only woman that ever happened
to. Ever. Ever. That's trying to explain that to people. "Oh, you know, I mean it was God." "Stone her." She knew. This is Jesus. He came from God. She knows. And she is still just as pregnant with Jesus
as the first day that he was placed in her belly. Nine months in she delivered Jesus, but she
still knows that Jesus is the Christ. And for 30 years, she's held that thing in. 30 years. She knows. They run out of wine. Okay. Jesus says, "What does this have to do with
me? My time hasn't come yet," when she asked him. Mary's like, "You know what." She goes, I love this. I love how she just, delivered Jesus at the
wedding feast. This is amazing to me. She looks at the people. She look, she looks at the servants. She goes, "Do whatever Jesus tells you, okay? I'm out." And Mary backed out of the equation. Jesus heard from God, "It's not your time." Because Jesus never did anything unless the
Father told him to do it. He never said anything unless the Father told
him to say it, so obviously God told him to say, "It's not my time." He said, "Woman, what does this have to do
with me? It's not my time." Mary said, "Absolutely. I'm, I'm not going down that road. Absolutely not. You do whatever Jesus tells you to do." And what happened, was the hunger of Mary
turned the heart of the Father. Ohhhh. Listen to me. List-, listen very carefully. The hunger of your heart where it might have
been years down the road where something was going to break through. The hunger of your heart can pull into your
today what was reserved for tomorrow. How hungry are you? And what are you hungry for? Because I promise you, what I'm preaching
tonight is just normal Christianity. I'm not preaching some strange doctrine. I'm preaching this because I walk it out. I'm not preaching something that I just came
up with. This is crazy. So Mary said, "Do whatever he says." So I said to the guy, I said, "Jesus says
to pray for the sick." And I, I'm in Mark 16. I couldn't get my eyes off of this. I'm talking like a 1000 people, and I'm still
focused on the same scripture that everybody tried to explain away. But it's still in the Bible. Even if they explained it away. It's still in there. It's still right there. Like, "Well, it's not for you." "Well it's right there." "Yeah, but it's not for today. And we don't, we go past that page." "Well, I, no, sorry. No it's right there. It's me. I'm a believer. It's mine. Mine. Mine." So I told the guy, I said, "It says these
signs will follow them that believe. They'll lay hands on the sick." I said, "Your back is sick, man." He goes, "Okay. What do we do?" I said, "Just stand there man." I didn't say, "Now, listen. Before we do this, I have to warn you. I've prayed for almost 1,000 people, and almost
none of them have gotten better. So we need to go over this first, okay? Because you're like 1,000. I need you to get into a place of faith because
obviously it was their fault and not mine." He goes, "Okay! What do we do?" I said, "We're just going to pray man." I put my hand on his back. I didn't pray any differently than I prayed
before. "Father, I thank you in the name of Jesus
for this back being better. Brand new discs, God, in Jesus' name. Amen." I said, "Okay." He goes, "Now what do we do?" I said, "Bend over man." And he goes, "Okay." He gets up and he goes, "You have a power!" I go, "No! Stop! The Bible says this." He goes, "No, no, no. Ohhhhh." I said, "Stop." He said, "You have a power!" "Stop man. Stop!" He goes, "No, no, no. No. You, shhhh. Shhhh. You have a power." I said, "No, no, no. Jesus, he's the resurrection. "No, shhhh. Just. Guhhh. Ohhh. Shhhhh. Ohhhhh." He goes out of there left. Crossed. Crying. I'm like, "Oh my God, it happened! Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Really! I'm so exci-, I'm so excited! "Whooooooooooaaaaaaa!" I went. It was my break. They came out to relieve me. The guard shack. I go inside. I've got to call my wife. She's going to be so excited. "Hey, can I talk to Jackie please?" "What?" "Guess what?" "What? I am busy." "No, you don't understand. God spoke to me today. And then I prayed for." Click. She hung up. You know what I didn't do? "Are you serious?" I was so excited about what God did. I'm like, "I got to call Dan! Dan's going to be super excited!" I call him, he goes, "Yep." I go, "GUESS WHAT?" He goes, "What?" I go, IT HAPPENED!" Dan was like, "Okay, what happened?" I go, "Man, my, all the time I've prayed for
people. I've got a great thing to tell you today. It's amazing!" Dan told me that's called a testimony. A testimony means, "Do it again God!" Do it again! What you did once, you do again! God, thank you. Do it again! Here I am, God. Here I am, send me. Do it again! Do it again. Do it again. Do it again. Do it again. Whoaa. And I, and I shared the testimony. It took me like a half, almost all my lunch
break to share it. And then he pulled up and the wheels stopped. And then he got out of the truck one foot
at a time. And then he came up to my window. I didn't say, "And God, gave me a word of
knowledge." I didn't know that much yet. I didn't know what that was. That's what it was. I didn't know what it was. And he said, "Todd, that's a, that's a word
of knowledge. I go, "Awesome. Like I had this knowledge. I knew this. It was awesome." He goes, "Well, God told you." I go, "It was so good. Well, how did he tell me?" Like I'm so excited. I'm like, "Okay, let's go over this again." And I'm like, "Yeah, huhhhh." And I figured, "You know what? This is awesome. Yay." The rest of my day, I'm like, "Ohhhh man,
this is awesome." And I prayed for some more people and nothing
happened that day. And what do you do? Never allow what you don't see to determine
what you need to see. So I went home and I started my own testimony
book. I would write down whatever God's doing. I'm going to keep my eyes on what I'm seeing
Him do, instead of what I'm not seeing happen. That's what I thought in my heart. I wrote it down. It took me a whole page. I'm like. I, I just like I told Dan. I wrote the whole thing out. Man, my wife didn't want to talk to me. Just done. "Just, don't talk. I don't want to hear it." I would, every day, I would come home. I would get a shower because I stank. Because I worked hard. And I would go. And I would make dinner for my family. We would eat. And, and I could pray over the food and that
was about as far as it went. And then when I started to share testimonies
of stuff that didn't happen, "I don't want to hear it." And then she would watch TV. And I would go back in my bedroom. I would get on my knees because this is where
it's at. I would get on my knees when no one was looking. I would open up my Bible, and I would say,
"God, make me become what this Word says. Because, because that's where grace is, is
right there. Grace is, but God I, I don't yet understand
this the way I need to. But God I'm asking." You can't just put the Bible on your head
and hope it goes in. That's now how it happens, man. People think that. They have a Bible on their nightstand. A Bible in the closet. A Bible on the bed. A Bible over here. And they never pick it. It isn't going to do anything for you. Except you'll have no dust there when you
lift it up. Because it's all on top. That's not okay. You need to grow in your identity in who God's
created you to be. So, I, I kept praying for people. And I think that first week, I saw two people
healed. Still prayed for an average of 10 people every
day. "Like, how do you do it?" "I'm just going after this thing, man. Going after it with everything I am. Everything I am." Now all of a sudden, like a couple of months
in, I'm seeing a couple of people healed every day. It's like exciting. Like, like one or two people every day. Yay. Five and a half months in, after I'm seeing,
after I saw people like start to get healed, it's ridicious. It took me 45 minutes to an hour and a half
every day to write down testimonies of one day. Every day. And I didn't even do it to have a ministry. (Laughs). Like, I'm praying for all these people and
I don't even have a ministry. It's just fun. It's my life. It's a lifestyle. Like every day. It's, hey, wake up guys. It's for you. Every second of every day to be focused and
put your mind set on things above and not beneath. Hope deferred makes your heart sick. But how can your hope be deferred if you're
hoping from here? You repent and you live from here to there. Here to there. Everything that God has is available for you. It's all yours. It's all according to the Spirit. And the same Holy Spirit. So I started reading about Jesus and gifts,
and, and all these things. I'm like, "Okay, I don't really want to focus
on that. I just want to focus on God. And how much He loves me. And how much He loves people. And that became my life. Every day, it's about how much He loves people. How much He loves me. It's exciting. He loves me. He loves me. He loves me. He loves me. And then God started to speak to me about
people. It was crazy. I remember being in a restaurant, my wife,
like, this one time that I, I, I actually forgot that recently she brought up, it was
almo-, we're about 7 months in. And we're at a restaurant. We sit down. We're at Friday's. We're sitting there, and there's a mom, a
daughter, and a granddaughter. All 3 generations just sitting at the table. And my wife is there with me and Destiny. God speaks to me, audibly. Like ahh. Tells me what happened to that daughter. Tells them that the father claimed to be a
Christian and hurt her really badly. And the mom doesn't know it yet. And her daughter is suffering because of what
the. Or her granddaughter, the granddaughter is
suffering because of what the mom's went through. So I tell my wife at the table, "Guess what
God just said?" She goes, "You better not." I had to go to the bathroom. I went to the bath-, I had tears in my eyes
because it's horrible. And God doesn't reveal something so you play
charades. He's not playing charades with you. He doesn't talk to you about something so
you keep it into yourself. And why would we expect God to give us more
stuff when we're not willing to do the basic stuff that He's told us already? People pray for prophetic words. And pray for all this stuff. Why would God give you more when you're not
willing to walk out what you have? Come on. Then people are, "Ahhh, well, I never got
a prophetic word." "Well, did you ever walk out what He told
you?" "Well, no. I'm waiting for God to put it in my lap." Stop it. What about the people that you see? What about loving people that are in front
of you? What about being selfless and loving people? Full on. Fire. Man. Every day. So I went to the bathroom. I came out. I said, "Lord, you have to do something. Because there's no way that I can just walk
over to that table. My wife's going to. She doesn't go anywhere in public with us. What am I going to do?" Uhh, He didn't say, "Well, here's what I'm
going to do." My wife's like, "Eat fast. Now. We're leaving." I'm like, "Okay." So we eat really quick. I'm talking 5 minutes from when I got to the
table. We leave. As soon as we get up, they get up at the same
time. My wife goes, "Oh my God!" I'm serious. I hold the door for all of them. I'm like, "Ohhh." Whoosh. She ran to the car. Hold the door. I walk out right after the daughter. I said, "Hey hunny, I need to talk to you." She goes, "WHAT?" I said, "I saw what your father did to you." She goes, "What?" I said, "I, I'm a Christian. I love Jesus with all my heart. That's my wife and that's my daughter. I'm not a crazy guy." I said, "I know that's your daughter and that's
your mom. And I know that your dad, her husband, did
this to you. And he's not around anymore, but I want to
tell you that he said that he knew God but he didn't. Because if he did, then he would have never
done that stuff to you. And you're mad at God because you think that
God did this. And God didn't do this. God doesn't come to steal, kill, and destroy. God came to give you life and life more abundantly." She looks at me. She goes, "You have no idea." I said, "I do. I actual-, I actually saw. It was horrible, and I'm really sorry hunny. But I promise you that Jesus would never do
that to you. I was a drug addict for 22 years." And I'm sharing with her. She goes, "You have NO idea what this means
to me." I said, "I do." I said, "Now you and your daughter can have
life. And even if you never talk to your mom about
any of this stuff, you need to know it wasn't God. And you can teach your little one about Jesus
now." She goes, "Thank you!" She gave me a hug and I went, "Hey man." I get in the car. "Who do you think you are???"
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! I didn't say anything. I cried the whole way home. Because what's that worth? Is that worth getting persecuted for? You better believe it is man. Is it worth losing your dignity for? That little girl blaming God for something
that God never did. What's it worth to you? For your wife or your spouse to be mad at
you because you're stepping out believing the truth. You don't parade this thing around. Tell her she's wrong and you're right. You can be very wrong about being right. It's not about that. It's about Jesus. It's about humbling yourself so that grace
may abound towards you. It's about the love of God for people. The love of God for your wife. So a couple of weeks go by. And my wife says to me and my daughter one
day, "I am going to go to the grocery store with you today." I went, "No way." "Yes, because I am sick and tired of you taking
SO long to do shopping." I'm like, "Ohhh, okay." She goes, "And you will NOT embarrass me because
we will not see each other in the store." I go, "How is it going to happen?" She goes, "You're going this way. I'm going that way. I have a list. I'm making you a list." (Sings) Checking it twice. I said, "Alright." I told Destiny, "Mom's going with us to the
store." She goes, "No." I said, "Yeah." She goes, "Daddy, we're not praying for anybody,
right?" See what people don't understand is how horrible
it really was in the house. And how much persecution it was. And how much of an embarrassment I was. It was way worse than anybody knows. Way worse. It's surreal to me. Because her mom hated me. And she's consoling in her mom that hates
me. And her mom, "See, you threw your life away. Look, you married a lunatic. Now, I hope you're happy. Look at what you've done. You've thrown your whole life away." "No mom, he's, he's different. He just won't stop praying for people. Like, he believes the Bible. All the stuff that he's claiming is in there." She, "And, well, I'm, I'm telling you, he's
crazy. He's a lunatic. I told you you shouldn't have married him." "Yeah, but, mom he loves God. He loves us. He doesn't swear. None of those things. None of those habits. All, they're all gone." There was nothing that she could convict me
of. And there was no sin that mom could convict
me of. Except that I was possessed with wanting to
believe the Bible. (Laughs). So she went to the store. Sure enough (woosh). She goes, "I will see you in 30 minutes, in
the car. Do you understand me?" "Yes ma'am." We went this way. She went that way. My daughter and I are walking down with our
vegetables and stuff. We go by. We see a lady in a scooter. We're like. I said, "Look, Des. There's a lady in a scooter right there." She goes, "Dad, mommy's in the store." I go, "But we just got here. There's no way mommy's going to see us." It sounds funny. But my wife pretty much cut us off from going
in public for 9 months. One day is a lot. A week is a lot. A month is a lot more than a lot. Two months is a lot a lot. Three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine. With one time in between that like really
damaged her wanting to go anywhere. Because of that girl that I just explained
about. So we walk down and I said, "Hey hunny." I said, "God, God wants you to be healed. Can we pray for you?" "I'm okay. Thank you anyway." Obviously she doesn't believe in other people
praying for her. I said, "Hunny, can we please pray for you?" She looks at me. She goes, "I said no." "Okay." But see I pray for a lot of people and I've
heard every, all these excuses why not. So I have to ask her what hers is. "Why won't you let-?" "Listen. Every night a man named Richard Roberts prays
for me on the television. Every night." I said, "Okay." "He says, 'Put your hands towards the TV.' And I do every night." So she at least believes in healing. I said, "Well, I understand." I said, "So you're believing you're healed,
but you're waiting for that manifestation. Because it says, 'By your stripes you're healed.' But if we're not seeing breakthrough, we want
breakthrough." I said, "So can we pray because we're members
of the Body of Christ." "I said no." So I didn't know any better. I looked at her granddaughter. And I said, "Hey hunny." I said, "Do you want your grandma to be able
to play with you again?" Grandma looks at me like she, "You didn't
just do that." And I wasn't trying to be arrogant or nothing. As a matter of fact I was ignorant. I didn't understand the severity of what she
was dealing with. Her grandma, her granddaughter was 7 1/2. Same age as mine. She'd never played with her grandma because
she's been in that wheelchair. So I asked her, "Was it it your knee, or your-"
"It's my back. I've had four back surgeries. I'm on chronic pain medication for 27 years. I am fused in the seated position. I cannot stand up straight." I'm thinking, "What is that? I don't know what a fusion is." She's fused like this. In the seated because of pain. Because it restricts some of the pain. But she's still on chronic pain medication. She spends all of her money on pain meds. Like it's ridiculous. Bad. Food stamps. The whole thing. Granddaughter has to drive the scooter out
to the car, to get her in, out of the seat. Transfer to get her in. And this little girl. She goes, "I'm in pain." I said, "Come on. Can we pray for you?" She goes, "Hurry up!" She's mad. A lot of Christians would think, "Well, God
can't move here." And they go through the Christian ritual. But really not believing God's going to do
anything because she's angry. How could God move in the midst of this? It's easy. Remember that it's God's goodness that brings
people to repentance. What if they need an encounter with His goodness
that causes them to repent. That's what people need. So we pray for her. Nothing happens. I said, "Hunny." I said, "Can you stand up and check?" She's like, "I'm in pain." "Please, hunny. Can you just check?" She says, "I'm." "Grandma please?" So the granddaughter's just trying to beg
grandma. Grandma goes, "You have no idea." And she's sweating and it's not the presence
of God. It's the pain that she's in. She stands up. She's like this, trembling. I said, "Come on, let's pray again." We prayed and it went POP! And it popped underneath our hands." And the granddaughter goes, "(Gasps)." And the lady goes like this. And I went, "Oh my God." Because 27 years, she's been bowed over. 27 years straight. I never saw anything like this. God got way bigger than I was ever used to. I never saw anything like it. But how can we ever see anything that we've
never seen if we're never really going to step out and believe God? So she stood up. The granddaughter goes, "GRANDMA, RUN!" I went, "Oh my God." And they went, "Run? I can hardly walk!" "Come on grandma!" And she took her grandma and they ran down
the aisle. I'm like, "Oh my God." My daughter's like, "Yay." And they turn around. They're coming back. They're about 30 feet from me, and my wife
walks in the aisle. It's exactly what happened. My daughter went wooosh. Gets behind me. She literally. You can ask my wife. She'll come sometime. She's behind me hiding. "Dad, we're in big trouble. We're in big trouble dad! Big trouble." But this lady is healed. I'm like, "What am I going to do? Oh no." And the granddaughter goes, "What's wrong?" I go. She's so full of joy. She's so happy. She ran with her grandma. She's never ever ever ever ever been able
to play with her grandma since she's been born. She's only 7 1/2. That's, her grandma has been in that chair
for 26 1/2 years before she was even born. So the only playing she has, maybe tossing
a ball from the chair. They ran! Grandma goes, "I can't believe this. This is awesome. God really healed me!" Now she's excited. Now she's not, "Hurry up and get done." Now she's happy. My wife's not happy. But see by the time she looked up, she's already
like 15 feet in the aisle. She knows there's an empty scooter. She knows there's a problem right now. She doesn't know that she's the problem. Not limiting God, but limiting her. So the lady goes, "Who's that?" I said, "Hunny, this is my best friend. Her name's Jackie." Destiny won't even talk. She's behind me hiding. I'm really not kidding. "Oh my God. Dad we're in so much trouble. So much trouble. So much trouble. So much trouble. So much trouble. So much trouble. So much trouble." The little granddaughter's like, "Are you
okay?" She goes down. She goes. I said, "Can you please go tell my friend." She walks down. She goes, "I sure will." She walks down. My wife goes, "Ohhh my God. You're going to send her to me?" (Roars)
She didn't do that. She goes down there. And the lady starts talking to her. My wife looks at me. She's still mad as. I mean, like really mad. And then the lady turns around and lifts her
shirt up and shows her scar on her back. My wife goes, "Ohhhhh myyy. Ohhh my God." She like, "(Wails)"
And I'm like, "(Wails)" And our cries mad
Except I'm down here. (Sobs). "Whoops mommy's really mad." "No, she's crying hunny." "No, she's really mad. We're in big big trouble dad. Big trouble. Big big big trouble." "No, hunny. These are good tears." "What do you mean good tears?" Ahhhh, oh my God. What's going on dad?" I said, "I think God's talking to mom." She goes, "Okay because I'm not going to talk
to mom right now." I'm serious. That granddaughter drove that scooter out
that day. We went up to the cash register. I'm the first one in line. My daughter is in the middle. My daughter's laughing. I am bawling like a, like someone's died. It's horrible. My wife is crying worse that I am. One of those cries. I got to pay the bill. I, I always talk to the people at the register. Everyone. It doesn't matter. I always talk, tell them about Jesus. I can't even talk. My daughter's like. She looks like we have an evil stepchild. Something. Bad. It does! I know you were thinking that. It does. It looks like something's wrong with my daughter. We go out to the car. I didn't say anything. I'm like. I am such a mess. Like, this was like breakthrough. My wife calls it labor. We get to my house. I put everything away. I always do. I always did. I didn't need a thank you. I wasn't going to get a thank you from her. I just do my job as unto the Lord. Whatever I do in word or deed. No matter what it is. Whether it's for my boss. It doesn't matter. I'm always doing it unto God. I always have a thankful heart. So we're praying and just having a thankful
heart. Put everything away. I go back in my bedroom. I am done. I lay on my bed and here's my prayer, "Father,
thank you so much for letting me see my wife through her created value. God, even if she never says anything. God I just thank you so much for who she is. God, thank you that you've never let me get
hurt God. That you've always kept me in a place hurting
for her. Father, I thank you for this amazing woman
that you gave me. God I thank you that you're talking to her." See, I would come out of the bedroom. I'd pray that same way for nine months. I'd come out of the bedroom and my wife, "Get
away from me!" "Okay." But that day, it was different. I come out of my bedroom after an hour and
a half. I, snot, teared messed my bed. Mess. I go out there. My wife's on the couch. Still sobbing. I go, "Hey." She goes, "Yeah." I go, "Are you okay?" She goes, "No!" I go, "What's wrong?" She goes, "God spoke to me." This is where it's at. Because God needs to speak to your persecuting
spouse. God needs to speak to your wayward son. God needs to speak to them. But the best life that you have is living
full blown for Jesus until He speaks to them. And allow your life to be a witness everywhere
you go. And you be an imitator of God, dear children. And walk in love even as Christ loved us. Because regardless of what the Pharisees said. Regardless of what everybody else said, Jesus
didn't bow to Satan. Jesus walked profuse, on fire. And if you desire to live godly, I promise
that persecution will come. But that persecution, who cares about the
light affliction compared to the eternal weight of glory. And that's not just when you get to heaven. That's now. God's glory. Christ in you is the hope of glory. But man when you squeeze this, Jesus comes
out everywhere. When I get squeezed, Jesus gets on. When the devil squeezes me, he takes a risk. Because I promise you Jesus is coming out. He's not going to get me, because me died. When you get squeezed, what comes out? When you go through great trial, what comes
out? When you get squeezed, the devil ought to
take a risk. When your family persecutes you, just be quiet. Be silent. I ought to talk about family reunions or those
things. Christmass or Thanksgivings. Because I've been through some serious ones. I've been in court with relatives that want
to put a bullet in my head. Why? Because they hate the Jesus that I serve. Your war is not against flesh and blood. It's against principalities. Demonic, demonic stuff. Spiritual hosts of wickedness in heavenly
places. Your war is not against people. It's against their mindset. How they're thinking. That's where your war is. So stop being offended. And stop praying that, that they get fixed
so your life gets better. People are not your problem. You are. People aren't your problem. If you've got a problem with this one and
this one and this one, it's not them, it's you. It's you. It's youuuuuuu. "No it's not. It's them. You don't know what they did to me." It's youuuuuuu. "No, you don't know what they did to me." Me, me, me, me, me, meeeeee. It's youuuuu. It's youuuuu. It's not them, it's youuuuuu. Consider Jesus, who suffered hardship, persecution
horrible, yet like a lamb, silent to the slaughter. Consider Jesus. Consider what He did for you. So my wife looks at me and she goes, "God
spoke to me." And I said, "What did He say?" "He said, 'I've given you a new husband. A man you never knew you could have. He just believes Me. Now why don't you?" And I go, "What are you going to do???" I really, I. You have no idea. This, if, uh, if you knew just how, how aggressive
it was. She goes, "Who am I to stand in the way of
God? I'll never stand in the way of God again." I go, "Hunny, you never stood in the way of
God." She goes, "Yes, I did! Stop it." I go, "Okay." But God still healed all these people all
the time. And I showed her my book. "Ohhh my God. Why didn't you tell me??" "Hahah. I tried! I tried! I tried!" It took nine months. How long are you willing? How long are you willing to wait? What's love worth to you? What's it like to be a believer? If you desire to live godly, you'll suffer
persecution. It's the way it is man. It's nothing. And to a life that's yielded. To a life that's surrendered. It's everything. Look, there's a lot of people here. I, I know, and I'm glad you came. There are people here that don't know Jesus. I know there is because I've been seeing them. And I'm really sorry. And there are people here that have blamed
God for things that God has never done. And there are people here that have been angry
with their spouse because their spouse wants to step out. "You listen to me." I saw it because I saw people hitting each
other. Heheheh. Hahah, yeah. You don't think I saw it. I saw it. "See? See? See?" Don't let pride get in there. Don't be arrogant. God loves you. All God's asking you is for everything that
you are. He's asking for full commitment. He's asking for everything that you are. That's all He wants. He wants everything. He's not asking for much. I mean, He created you. All He's asking you to do is give back what
you've held back from Him. So if you are here, and you're willing to
give God back the life that's not really yours to begin with, come up here. Come on. Just stand up here. Just right there. That'd be good. Come on. Come on! It's no, it's no fun living in selfishness. It's no fun living that stuff anyway. I'm just talking about like full on commitment. Full on. Saying, "Jesus, I just say yes with everything
I am." So all you other people better be on fire
and living for Jesus every day. I promise. Listen, there are people that are in here,
that are, that are hooked on drugs. That are, that twisted up. Hooked on pornography. Hooked on all that stuff. Just come on. Just say I'm just done with that stuff. Come on. Come on. If you're upstairs, get down here. Don't play games with this thing. You're not a bad person. Look, that junk convicts your heart, that's
good. Conviction is amazing. Because where conviction is, transformation
is possible. Don't violate your conscience. And don't let anybody else tell you. Listen, if you're here and you need to be
right with God, get up here. If you're here and you need to get right with
God, get up here. Don't be afraid. Come on. You go girl. I'm proud of you. Come on man. Proud of you. Don't be afraid. Listen. When you stand before God. When you stand before God. When you stand before God it isn't going to
be the pastor that wronged you. They're not, your, your excuse is not going
to work. It isn't going to be my dad that didn't walk
this out. It isn't going to be my mom that did this. It isn't going to be people that did this
when I was a kid. None of that stuff. You're going to stand before God. You're going to answer for your own life. I promise you. It's going to be you and your life. Nobody is your excuse. Nobody. I'm really sorry. Just like that girl. I'm sorry that your dad did that, but God
didn't do that. I promise you. He DID NOT. He DID NOT. He did not do that. He would not. God is a good God. He is loving God. The goodness and kindness of God leads a person
to repentance. He's the one. He's the one. Jesus loves you. He wants you to burn. He wants you to be on fire. Now. So that people that have __cuts out 1:39:20____don't
need to burn later. He wants you to burn for Him now. I'm talking about giving your life completely
to God. If you've been living a hypocrite life. If you've been living a life that's just less
than what you know is possible. Listen. Don't sit there in twistedness. Say, "I'm just done. I'm going to burn for Jesus right now. I'm going to burn with everything that I am." If I had a baptism tank, I would hold you
down till the bubbles stop right now. I know you do. This church comes equipped with one. I promise. Listen. I'm not, I want you to hear me. I'm not making light of what people have done. I'm not making light of pastors or leaders
or people that have offended you or hurt you in the church. I'm not making light of that. I'm not, I'm not condoning what they've done. I'm telling you that you're responsible for
your own life. You are. You're responsible for your own life. Nobody's responsible for your life but you. I teach my kids nobody can help your relationship
with God but you. You are the one that's responsible for your
own relationship. Are you okay dude? You alright? I love you man. Come on. Jesus. We say yes God. We say yes. We say yes. We say yes God. We say yes God. Now before we pray, I want to talk about,
I want to talk about one more thing. We're ______cuts out 1:41:20_____ and then
we're going to pray for healing and because Jesus is awesome. That's how you're, that's how we do it. People get hurt by the church and say, "I
don't want anything to do with church." And then people get saved. They give their life to Jesus and then they
never plug into a church. Or people get offended and say, "Well, I don't
want to go back into that very thing that hurt __cuts out__ 1:41:40. It's not about that. You need a local church. You need a body of Christ that you can have
and call family. So it's very very very very very very very
important that you'd have a local church. You'd have some place that you live around
that you can go and call family. Don't allow what you've been through before
to determine what you're going to go through now. And don't allow what you've been through to
determine what you're going to go through. And never ever ever are we supposed to go
to church to try and get love there. We're supposed to become love and plug in. But that means that you surrender, give up,
and say, "Here I am. I'm part of the body of Christ. I'm going to find out why God has me on this
planet. I'm going to plug in and I'm going to make
myself useful." Come on. Are you with me? In other words, you need to be a part of a
church somewhere. God's family. Jesus hung on a tree and died so that the
church would be made available. And we get part of the church. We __cuts out 1:42:40____ the fullness of
God that fills all in all. The fullness of Him that fills all in all. The body of Christ. We are the body of Christ. Listen, if you're boyfriend and girlfriend
and you came up here, make a commitment. Say, "Look, I just, I'm not just going to
continue living this way. I'm actually making a commitment and actually
ask you to marry me. Because I'm willing to sleep with you every
day of my life. And I'm willing enough to call myself a man
of God. Will you marry me?" Make a commitment. Don't play games with this thing. I promise you. Don't just leave this altar and say, "Well,
yeah I'm right with God." Yet continue in a twisted place. It's not okay. I promise. Are you guys alright? Man, I'm so proud of you. Boy, the devil fears you guys. Whoooo. Heheheh. Yeah. Alright. Okay, so let's pray this. Are you ready? Everybody say, "Lord, Jesus!!!" I'm just. Yes, come on! Ohhhh. What was that? Just pray this with me. Lord God, I'm coming to you right now. And you run across the field to me. Because you're a good Father. You paid a high price for me. That makes my life worth it to You. That makes me have great value before You. The value of my life is determined by the
price You paid for me. And heaven went bankrupt to get me back. I'm asking You to forgive me of all my sin. Of all my junk. And remove it right now. I, today, am giving my life 100% of it, back
to you. I'm not going to run away from you. I commit to run with you. You forgive me of all of my sin. I desire to walk like Jesus walked. Humble. Blameless. Spotless. Pure. You cleanse me of all of my sin. You heal me of all my disease. I say yes to You. In Jesus' name. All addiction, we command it to leave right
now. That's no longer a part of who I am. This is Your life. My life is Your life. In Jesus' name. And everybody said amen. Amen. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Lift your hands. Holy Spirit, I welcome you right now. Baptize me with Your presence. In Jesus' name. If you know how to pray in the Spirit, lift
up your voice right now. Right now. Come. More. Fill. In Jesus' name. Fill. Jesus. Holy Spirit, come. Right now. More. More. Jesus. Jesus. Come right now. Fill God. Jesus. Fill. Fill God. Jesus. Every devil in this place, go. In Jesus' name. Come on. Lift your voice. Lift your voice. Lift your voice. Lift your voice. Lift your voice. (Prays in tongues). Right now God, more. More. Fill. Fill. Fill. More. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. More. More. I just watched a whole bunch of you just,
just shift right now. If you can feel a shift right now just wave
your hand. Right now. I, I'm not kidding. Like I just saw it all over the room. More. More God. More. More. More. More. More. More. More. More. Flame of heaven. More. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Flame of heaven. More. Every devil, GO, in Jesus' name! OUT! Now. Jesus. Right now. Jesus. Jesus. Right now. Every devil, I command you out now. In Jesus' name. Now. Go. Now. Now. In Jesus' name. In Jesus' name. Every devil. In Jesus' name. If you've got sickness or disease in your
body, would you lift one hand up right now? Body of Christ, you see the hands that are
up? Put your hand on somebody right now that has
their hand up. Come on guys. These signs will follow them that. Who? Are you believers? Even if you're up here, you are now. Come on. In the name of Jesus, God, I thank you right
now for complete wholeness. 100% healing all over this house. In Jesus' name right now. Every bit of sickness. Every bit of disease. No matter what it is. In the name of Jesus we command it to go. Her back. Pray for this girl in the stripes, in her,
her back. In Jesus' name. Father, I thank you. 100% healing. I thank you for every person's head that gives
them any pain whatsoever. That would be headaches. Any kind, any kind of problems with the head. The brain. Brain tumors in Jesus' name. Migraine headaches. Headaches. Problems with the nasal passages. Allergies. In the name of Jesus, I command it to go right
now. God, I thank you for brand new ears. Ears, in Jesus' name, be healed right now. Deafness go! Deaf and dumb spirit, get out now in Jesus'
name! Right now. Brand new hearing. Father, I thank you for vision in the name
of Jesus. Eyes be healed. Vision be restored in the name of Jesus right
now. Brand new in Jesus' name. God, thank you for brand new necks. Brand new discs in the neck. Brand new muscles in the neck. In the name of Jesus. Brand new thyroid glands in Jesus' name. Father thank you. Any kind of problems in the throat. Brand new voice boxes. Anything at all having to do with the throat. Right now in Jesus' name. Be healed. Right now. Father, I thank you for complete wholeness. 100%. In the trap area, or in the shoulder area. In the name of Jesus right now, traps be healed. Rotator cuffs be made whole. Right now in Jesus' name. Brand new. Right now in Jesus' name. Shoulder's be healed. Brand new elbows. Brand new joints in the wrist. In the name of Jesus. Carpal tunnel, be healed in Jesus' name. Right now. Brand new. Be healed. Fingers. Every knuckle. Every joint. No matter what it is. Any kind of wrist issues that limited you
from moving your wrists completely around. Father, I thank you that it would be removed
right now. In Jesus' name. Numbness in the hands that have come from
the neck. In the name of Jesus right now. Numbness be gone in Jesus' name. Tingling in the fingers because of diabetes
in Jesus' name, GO, right now. Pancreas be healed right now in Jesus' name. Right now. Jesus' name. Brand new. Brand new. Brand new lungs. Brand new hearts. Brand new organs. In the name of Jesus, right now. Brand new livers. Brand new kidney. Brand new spleens. Brand new urinary tract. Bladder, fallen bladder. Get up in Jesus' name. Right now. Father, I thank you for complete wholeness. Kidney stones. Chronic kidney stones. Kidney disease. In Jesus' name. Jesus' name, right now, go! Be healed. Brand new. In Jesus' name. Right now. Father, I thank you for complete wholeness
God. Brand new hips in Jesus' name. Hip be healed right now. Brand new. Hip socket be healed. Sciatic nerve be loosed. Brand new discs in the back. Herniated discs. Perforated discs. Bulging discs. In Jesus' name. Be healed right now. Sciatic nerve damage, get out now in Jesus'
name. Father, I thank you for a leg that's short
growing out right now in Jesus' name. Where there's been damage by polio. No matter what it is. In the name of Jesus, is your leg is smaller,
man there's muscles to grow right now. In Jesus' name. Brand new right now. Jesus' name. Brand new. Brand new ankles. Brand new knees. Brand new squishy stuff in your knee. Brand new ligaments. Brand new tendons. Brand new cartilage. Right now in Jesus' name. God, thank you for complete wholeness in the
name of Jesus right now. Brand new. Right now. Knees be healed. In Jesus' name. NOW! NOW! Jesus' name. Now! Now! Now! Jesus' name. Now! Now! Brand new! Right now! Jesus' name. Brand new ankles. Right now! Metal, be removed from bodies in Jesus' name. No more rods. No more screws. No more pa-, no more pens. In the name of Jesus. Wire mesh, be gone. In Jesus' name. Father, I thank you for a burning right where
that metal was in Jesus' name. Right now. Every metal plate be gone. Be removed in Jesus' name. Father, I thank you. Miracles in Jesus' name. Right now. Right now. Hahahah. Yay. If, right now, I want you to check your body
from head to toe. Right now all over the house. No matter what it was. Knees, backs, necks. Just check. Check your shoulders. Check your wrists. Just check. It's amazing what God does in just a couple
of minutes. If you have breakthrough in your body, physically,
in any way, shape, or form wave both hands over your head right now. Listen to me. I want you to check. I want you to take 20 seconds and check your
body from head to toe. Something, if it was an ear, have somebody
whisper. If there's change in your hearing, no matter
what. I want 20 seconds. Check your body again, physically, from top
to bottom. Some, a lot will have to go to the doctor
to get checked, but just check right now. If you have change in your body, wave both
hands over your head right now. That's more like it. Both hands. Come on! Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! Come on! Give him a shout! Come on! Give him a shout! Give him a shout! Come on! Again, give him a shout! Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. I want you
to put your hand on somebody right now. I want you to pray for somebody right now. Again. I want you to pray for healing all the way
from the top of their head to the bottom of their feet right now. Come on body of Christ. We are the body of Christ, the fullness of
Him, that fills all in all. Come on! Pray for each other. Jesus. Jesus. Come on God. More. More. More. Jesus. More. Come on God. Come on God. Jesus. Healing. Wholeness. Miracles. Signs. Wonders. Hearing. Sight. Organs. Heart disease. Asthma, get out! Every bit in the name of Jesus right now. More. More Lord. More Lord. Come on! We're the body of Christ. Come on! You are the body of Christ. We are the body of Christ. This isn't Christ in Todd. It's Christ in us. The hope of glory. Jesus. More. More. More. Jesus. Jesus. Father, I thank you for a boldness for your
bride. I thank you for massive breakthrough in every
believer in this house. In the name of Jesus. God, I ask you to mark every believer. Father, I thank you that they would become
the light of the world like the Bible says. A light that lights up their own city. Like the Bible says. And a light that lights up their own house. Just like the Bible says. In the name of Jesus. God, I ask you to touch everybody here right
now. Come! More. Holy Spirit, touch them. In Jesus' name. Right now. God, we say YES to you! Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. More. More. Okay I want you to check your body again. All over the house. From top to bottom. Check right now. Use 10 seconds. 10
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both hands over your head. Come on! Come on! Come on! Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. Come on! What do you say we do another worship song? Can we do one more? Alright. I want you to put everything that you are
into focusing on Jesus and what He's just done. And who He is. And I'm praying for God to impart to you the
message that I shared today. That that would come upon your life. And that everywhere you go you would share
the Gospel. Everywhere you go. Would you guys be okay with that? Come on. Father, I thank you that you would impart
through the message. I'm watching it all over the world. In the name of Jesus, in every believer in
this house watching live stream. In Jesus' name. I thank you for a ridiculous encounter with
Holy Spirit. Father, I'm asking you to overwhelm them with
Your goodness. With Your mercy. With Your grace. With Your passion. With Your flame. Do it God! Do it God! Do it! God, I thank you that you'd set people on
fire. On fire! On fire! On fire! On fire! In Jesus', in Jesus' name. Come on! Do it. Bring it. Bring it. Come on! Father, I thank you in the name of Jesus,
God. Come on! Jesus. Jesus. I don't know. Fire. Heheheheh. Jesus. Jesus. Set a fire. More! Come on! That I can't contain. That I can't control. I want more of you God. I want more of you God. In my soul! That I can't control! I want more of you God! Set a fire down in my soul. That I can't contain. That I can't control. I want more of you God.
