October Baby [2011] Full Movie | Rachel Hendrix | Jason Burkey | John Schneider

[Music] the human heart is a scary part in fact cause i could break you [Music] [Music] you get [Music] is [Music] i've always been the kind to contemplate but [Music] excuse me [Music] excuse me [Music] [Music] hey ask me [Music] you know if you haven't learned your lines by now probably too late thanks real encouraging nice outfit so you nervous yes so where are you sitting uh front row center balcony with elana oh i didn't know she was coming yeah you're kidding we wouldn't miss tickets got your it got your programs programs five dollars hey hey oh thanks sweetie i'm sorry i'm late i got your text yeah i had to do a total knee replacement before it took three hours can you fix this well they need to quit treating you like a resident i think they think i am a wrestler you have the ticket hey sir and madam man please see your tickets real quick let's check them out make sure these babies are legit uh uh oh you guys are bronze package problem um miner uh i can bump you guys up to platinum package it's a small fee 22 dollars basically it's better ac in the building better seats and proceeds go to a charity a really cool one you're truman am i german our daughter's in the play it starts now we've got to go yes all about you all right thanks for buying the platinum package hey hey hi i'm good good game uh no i didn't i'll just look off yours so that took a while oh yeah i went to see a friend how is she she's nervous well i guess i would be too thank you for joining us tonight for our production uh special welcome to our alumni and guests good to have you we are proud of our spring production one of our enduring traditions here at the university but this year we are featuring some fresh new faces so join me as we welcome to the stage our cast as they perform an original play written by yours truly thank you thank you thank you thank you so without further ado i present to you annabella [Applause] annabella is that you desmond hello annabella you can dispense with the pleasantries desmond it's a bit trifle don't you think if you just let me explain i'm confident we would agree you need to know that my family has well certain standards for me standards in which i do not meet admit it desmond please i've realized i've i've realized that i have certain standards that you do not meet on my own it's time i discovered the life i've always dreamed of but thought impossible get it together i'm leaving desmond leaving where anabella what [Music] get her inhalers in the brown bag get her inhalers hannah [Applause] [Music] um dr jacob lawson is he in surgery [Music] you guys [Music] hi sweetie i was looking for you they said you'd be here what was that about does he um does he know what happened uh no no no the the full test results won't be in for another couple days but your pdf levels were fine when you stayed here overnight so dr stewart thinks it's good for us all to go home is that not what you think yeah no no i do i agree i i agree with dr stewart he's a specialist we need to do what he says all right well i'm gonna go get changed i guess okay [Music] uh [Music] if you just let me explain i'm confident we would agree you need to know that my family they will have certain standards for me standards in which i do not meet admit it desmond please it's time i discover the life i've always dreamed of but thought impossible [Music] predictions is there something you're not telling me dad i was thinking about asking you the same thing jacob hey grace anna it's good to see you all again although i wish it was under better circumstances so have you felt this week any new symptoms of problems no i feel fine well i've looked at your eeg and mri and it looks as though we need to reconsider our current management of the epilepsy stress sleep deprivation and alcohol can increase your risk of seizures since you haven't had a seizure since childhood i just have to ask i don't do drugs i don't drink i don't smoke i don't if if that's what you mean well i see bpd acute asthma seizures multiple hip surgeries most when you were too young to remember i remember some hannah i believe that everything you suffered from is related why am i sick you were born very prematurely 24 weeks premature birth or low birth weight and a traumatic delivery can be associated with this condition i was premature and that's why i'm sick hannah we're concerned about you because of the physical and emotional symptoms that you're having what do you what do you mean um emotional your father emailed me this [Music] [Music] i feel dead inside no something worse than death i am still a child a child trying to find a place in this world i have so many unanswered questions questions i feel but can't even begin to speak because there are no words to express them something is missing why god do i feel do i feel unwanted why do i feel i have no right to exist why do i spend more time wanting to end my life than live it you read my journal and i believe that what you're feeling is normal and is even expected what is this about what what hannah we're not your biological parents hey god that that's uh that's not how i wanted to tell you why didn't you tell me i was adopted ah okay um hannah you were born premature because you are the survivor of a failed abortion you're physical and i believe your emotional symptoms can be traced to this as they have in other cases i i can only speak to your to your physical symptoms but i'm suggesting that that you begin treatment for your psychological symptoms as well immediately now i'm prescribing a new medication to help control your seizures and and you have to continue to take your current medication i have to go hey i don't think that's a good idea don't touch me [Music] [Music] it's in my hand it's really loud in here i'm sorry can i call you back the iron's on fire sure it's fine whatever call me back bye [Music] we didn't even talk about it before he sent the email what am i supposed to do when i find out my daughter is contemplating suicide am i supposed to do nothing i don't think so it's not like that hannah sweetheart please sit down uh we need to talk to you you've had 19 years to talk to me i can understand why you would feel that way but please i would like to talk to you now so i don't want to sit down i don't want to talk about it and what do you want i want to see my birth certificate why because i want to know who i am i this is who you are hannah okay well i want to know who my birth mother is i want to know how i can find her i can't do that why because i can't i can't all right i can't do that because i have no idea who your birth mother is i have no idea where she is when she here what's your birth certificate thank you who's there hello it's me you can put down the pepper spray great how did you know i was here you're way too predictable i am i'm not can i come in no i'm mad at you what are you doing i am taking off my shoes why are you taking off your shoes because i'm sorry i don't like when people are mad at me especially you you doing all right no you want to talk about it i hope life is a lie why do you say that the hip surgeries the nightmares the asthma the seizures all of it's connected my parents aren't my parents they adopted me they adopted me because my birth mother tried to abort me i guess i wasn't supposed to survive and i barely did all i know all they will let me know is that i was born in a hospital in mobile alabama which is 12 hours away and i don't know how i would get there or if i did go what i would do i just i want answers i want answers to all these questions i want to be able to get on with my life you know because right now i just feel stuck there's like there's no way out i'm stuck in this place that i hate told you i didn't want to talk about it wow hannah hi sorry i don't know what else to say um i imagine things are pretty terrible right now but they'll get better that's really optimistic things are gonna work out okay i promise you'll know what to do what makes you so short i know you i don't even know me who's that alana i'll just call her back no no don't you answer him are you sure yeah i mean you should hello hey no no just uh hanging out what's up um yeah yeah sure i guess you can come look can i actually can i call you back yeah no i promise all right thanks see i am officially the worst at planning road trips three days before we leave and we have no idea where we're going awesome look get my car i'll take you home we both have exams tomorrow that's the last thing on my mind right now jason i know but we need to i need to study come on just agree reluctantly please okay you stalker [Music] in my life [Music] [Music] [Applause] what a piece of junk it's vintage classic it's vintage junk look at it it's dead it's not dead this is your cousin's yes what does he look like not nearly as good as the band by the way i think i know where we're going you have a wild side hannah what and i got one down in there somewhere i mean don't you ever want to just go crazy no i don't i need you to have a wild side hand can i hear you say mardi gras no you can't and are you even aware that you're in a library so did truman tell you tell me what well spring break we finally decided on new orleans and we want you to come come on hannah no luck mardi gras you know uh mardi gras didn't actually start in new orleans yeah it began in mobile alabama which is on our way so i figured you know if we got some time we can swing by there and check it out it's a pretty cool place yeah thank you for the history lesson i'm just saying i don't want anyone to feel like they're they're stuck on this trip you know like if someone wants to go somewhere they should go i was doing just fine before you came over here do you think i'm ready for a trip like that i think it's now or never it's now or never shh come on sir this is a library chase hey mr lawson how are you i'm fine thanks for getting back to me yeah let me guess you're truman right yep yeah is the charity you were telling me about what is going on i thought i fixed that this is the classic upon which we will be taking our voyage our millennium falcon if if you will her name is evelyn hey who's the old dude man remember hannah yeah the spaz yeah that's her dad oh hey dude who are you uh bmac his cousin and uh you know i'm driving them to their to their thing because this is my baby you know i'm sorry what did you say your name was again bmac no your name your real name your actual name i i go by bmac i mean seriously watching truman i came here to talk to jason you mind your privacy please absolutely you should do that whatever man sorry yeah what can i do for you hannah's sick you know that so why did you invite her uh dude what's that guy's problem man it's your beard you look like the unabomber whatever man i don't know i i figured she might have some fun fun yeah honestly i was just trying to help you're not helping jason you're not helping at all in fact you've made my position very uncomfortable sorry look hannah's not listening to me right now and i look mr lawson i can't get in the middle of this well you're in the middle of this jason like it or not you are smack dab in the middle of this thing and i got stuff going on at my house you have no idea about so i would appreciate it if you would just take my side on this thing okay hmm fine i wouldn't go 10 feet in that thing if i were you she can hear you i didn't know that the sticks and stones could break your beard the sun is up and you're still here yep gotta go to the clinic today although i wish i was going in scrubs i had a really good talk with hannah about not the trip i told her i didn't think she should go it'd be better if she stayed here i don't necessarily think that she agreed with me but i do think she understood so she's not going i told her that we trusted her to make the right decision so i think we're good okay i'm gonna get some coffee you want some coffee sure so [Music] yes [Music] don't put in your headphones diego attention van diego doesn't want to talk about our problems this is really a surprise everyone wishes they had headphones at this point fat men's burgers not know what you're talking about when it comes to burgers actually meat fillers which are these little yellow pellets that come in a cardboard box like seriously like when you cook a burger all the bad stuff drains down into the grill it's in your body yeah i'm listening to you you're making me really angry [Music] [Music] that's the meaning of life that's meaning of love and that's the meaning of everything and that's all you need to know about everything [Music] yeah wow you're really good thanks that actually was supposed to be a jingle for a barbecue company but they thought it was too deep you know you should go on one of those reality shows i don't think so those things are rigged i think you know sometimes i write songs based on dreams i imagine other people have tow truck step away from the vehicle you've been drinking no of course not why does everybody always think i've been drinking explain this to me oh when nobody ever tells you you can't drive on the beach man they do it on tv all the time also running and curly tub do you see any hotels on this beach yes no any restaurants or bars this is a trick question no yeah it's because it's a land preserve for what set aside for endangered turtle lake turtle eggs dude seriously are you about being punked like what no that's no five thousand dollars he's the owner and the driver no truman you're the one who told me to drive here i don't even know you're real what is wrong okay listen i don't have time for this now i need to impound this car i'm gonna ask all of you to please pick up your belongings and make your way down to the curb i'm gonna also need your names our real names excuse me sir can i just say something this is my first trip like this okay i've never done anything like this before and the only reason that i came is because i'm trying to get to mobile alabama okay ma'am i don't have time for this i'm gonna have to ask all of you to go ahead and make your way up just listen i promise i have a really good excuse see i'm trying to get to mobile because i just found out i'm adopted like last week and this is my only chance to find out who i really am i mean to find my mother and well i think she lives there at least i hope and we probably deserve everything that you're trying to say but really i i've got 93 50 no 40 thistle ma'am i'm not gonna take your money i'm not gonna take your money seriously that was in i think hey uh thanks so much for letting us off there take care of this yeah let's push it y'all come on push push push here we go come on evelyn you can do it evelyn i know it's painful truman's not doing anything i'm truman i've been doing all of this in my legs right now you did it we keep [Music] hey hannah hey i think i just wanted you to know i think it's really brave what you're doing you know like the whole you know thing with your mom and ass hope you find you know whatever it is that you're looking for because you know it's important so i really shouldn't eat burgers i guess it's just so hard for me to think about eating healthy food i mean like just weirds me out like in tofu i mean what's that stuff who came up with the idea to take a bean and turn it into a sandwich that tastes like a hamburger remotely i mean vegans always try to tell you that like tofu tastes like real beef that is [Music] i've untrue even heard of a guy named jojo this is literally the worst hotel i've ever seen you look better on the internet where at normanbateshotel.com hotelmonkey.biz i'm sleeping in the car [Applause] hannah you will be rooming with alana is there another option no danielle paid double for her own room i'm sleeping here in the van so you can have my room no that won't work because you're staying with me and neither hannah nor alana would stay with me would you get away from me truman respect evelyn that's a lot of pills yeah it's ridiculous huh you know what i think i think you just like to use this stuff that way people have to be nice to you you know like poor little hannah so wounded i'm sorry i i didn't mean okay you never mean to do anything but that's the point you still do why did you even come on this trip anyway jason invited me we didn't want you to he's just too nice to say it um i usually get up early but i can set an alarm if you want hannah just go to sleep what is wrong with you what are you doing getting some stuff going to sleep hannah hannah what's going on i'm leaving it's the middle of the night can we talk about this i don't want to talk about it i'm i'm leaving and you're staying here with your girlfriend i realize that i'm a problem and that i never should have come here so you can just go to new orleans with everybody else and your posse and just have fun or whatever i don't even care anymore you're not making sense what is wrong apparently i'm what's wrong look i'm leaving don't follow me dude her dad's gonna kill you man he's scary man [Music] [Music] see the question mark could top your spine [Music] sorry it took me so long the only rental place i was open was by the airport so it took a while i don't need your charity jason yeah you do what so we're just gonna go to mobile together or what beats walking what would alana think doesn't matter what she thinks this was my decision all right she knows that i'll get in i don't have time for this why do you care i care about you all right you know i'm not the kind of girl who just gets in a car with anybody right but you will hitchhike by yourself i wasn't hitchhiking i was walking okay now that's equally smart it would have been fine [Music] they left reaching through empty pockets trying to pay my costs [Music] you remember when we were nine i think oh when you were nine i was eight and a half yes thank you for that unnecessary correction i was nine you were eight and a half and uh we would go with the thompson kids remember and we would race to the water yeah this this all just reminded me of it [Music] is [Music] oh [Music] [Music] hi i have and change or something like that and a phone that doesn't work because the ocean broke it the ocean broke do you have a towel cheapest we have is 110 unless uh you are triple a oh yeah we are we have all three eggs yeah but we we need separate rooms yes because we're not together like that aaa's 99 only one room available at that rate the only other room i have is the luxury suite 2.99 uh that sounds great um we just need the regular room though the very regular room standard maybe next time this is awkward yeah definitely only one bed are you asleep i literally just laid down oh yeah sorry are you okay down there well you know i usually prefer the king-size floor but this is all they had so i'll make do that's funny you're funny do you think i'm being weird about all this why are we whispering i don't know i mean you're like the popular college guy girls they find you attractive and enjoy your company would you think it was weird if i said i never been with anybody before physically speaking which is purely a hypothetical statement of course um oh sorry i didn't i didn't mean to get into that good night good night i can feel you down there judging me like you think this is totally ridiculous like i'm some sort of christian homeschooling freak i'm a christian you thought it i did i thought so no that was a question look here's the thing what's so wrong with not having a wild side i mean i'm glad about the fact that i haven't done these things with and and i i have a wild side you've seen me play scrabble i'm wild what are you thinking i uh i think you know what i can't do this no matter what the circumstances where are you going stop judging me wow go away hello you're not a freak hannah oh good night thank you [Music] my [Music] was there a problem with the room no no no the room is fine because there's no refund no matter where you uh sleep and i'm i'm sorry [Music] i do have a wild side i can't believe you just broke in i didn't break in the door was open it was the back door and you pried it open i used to wonder the old or dad's hospital the cool thing is all the files and all the equipment still there hello i'm home oh scrubs got your wish yeah oh you talked to hannah today i tried to call her a couple of times my cell phone's not working i don't think that girl's ever gonna grow up i remember the first time i held her in my arms i couldn't believe something so small could have such a power over me and i did see him smile or if she's ever gonna be able to see things from our perspective i think we should tell her tell her what everything oh no she couldn't handle it i think she could no she couldn't trust me and i think we need to trust her daughter [Music] breaking and entering do you uh do you understand the consequences you do yeah no not really all right why were you there alana don't freak out something happened and long story short me and hannah are in jail yeah well it's not like we planned it you've got yourself into this get yourself out we've gone so far and the hospital was all i had it's the only place that i had left it was a dead end you know if you're gonna put me in jail please just get it over with cause my dad's gonna kill me bones free clinic oh my dad's gonna kill me he's gonna kill you too this uh i wanna be honest i had some dealings with this clinic um there were some bomb threats death threats and whatnot i dealt with a doctor and two nurses and the reason i recall this is because one of the nurses was just well she was very kind to me um here you go this is one of her statements the signatures are the same why would she sign my birth certificate um no idea her name is mary mary rutledge um phone is unlisted it's just an address and it hasn't been verified in quite a while good luck wait what about all the i don't worry about it um look i'm i'm very sorry for this misunderstanding all right i hope you won't think badly of our city and you'll come back again so we're free to go yeah jackie out there will uh get your stuff and check you out oh you know what wait a minute what will you say i i mean if you find your mother what would you say i'm just i'm just curious i don't know my wife has this thing she says to be human is to be beautifully flawed and well she's she's five months pregnant with our fourth so i i think i understand what you're going through how hard it must be so your life isn't always black and white so hate the crime not the criminal good luck thank you [Music] do you want me to go with you [Music] yes can i help you are you married yes i don't know how else to why did you sign this how did you find me a police officer recognized your signature sergeant dodd you do favor her she was a pretty girl barely 18. i wasn't much older but i was older you know the girls that came there they really knew what they wanted you know they were sure of it but your mother she was conflicted i'm the one that took her in the back and prepped her for the procedure the abortion yes the abortion she tried to convince me that she was making the right decision but you know she was really trying to convince herself she told me she didn't even know the fella didn't know his name met him at a bar and had a night together and then he was gone i listened listened to her like i did a hundred girls before her nodded told her i understood for some of those girls i was their only friend halfway through well something must have gone wrong i wish i knew what but when i went to see your mother she was just awakening and the doctor was telling her that it had been a failed attempt is that a normal for him there were things that happened there terrible things things they had me do when you hear something enough times somehow you start to believe it it was tissue that's what they told us it was tissue that couldn't survive non-viable tissue your mother came back the next day she said she wanted to finish the procedure that she had to go to school she had to have a career and she knew she couldn't do that with the baby so this was the only way i took one look at her and i knew she was in labor and too young and naive to know it i had two choices i chose to take her to the hospital when we got there she was ready to deliver she begged me to stay i was really the only one she had so i did your brother came first i'll always brother i'm sorry what are you talking about hannah your mother was carrying twins and your brother came first and i always remember him he was so teeny he was less than a pound and he was damaged his arm was missing completely gone torn off during the failed attempt but he was just i saw him shaking there i saw the pain and i didn't see no tissue i just saw the face of a child but you were the big surprise nobody knew about you not even your mother and you came out big eyes just beautiful [Music] i never went back to that clinic and i never nursed again was this mine your mother's she gave it to me when she left the hospital then she just left they looked for but she had changed her name and she was long gone my brother how long didn't how long before you know hannah your parents adopted both of you i i would come by now and then and see you in the nicu they were always there they sat right by the incubators and would read passages of the bible they were praying people i remember and he fought hard he never did leave the hospital he died four months after y'all were born i know where your birth mother is i saw her not long ago and she did get that education and she does have that career her name is uh cindy hastings now she works at a law firm in town finally home after all that running i've needed to have my say thank you ah hey [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] hey you gonna go see her yeah i have to you know i'm i'm starting to think that i shouldn't have found out about all of this deep down there's always just been this feeling nothing that's happened is your fault hmm [Music] [Music] come in hey gonna be okay all right well i'm gonna go sleep in the ice machine or something how are you paying for this i saved a few bucks for this trip don't worry i'll bill you later hey jason you know what the last thing was that i remember before i blacked out the last thing that went through my mind falling falling into perfect blue water holding your hand why have you always been there for me good night good night [Music] you're sleeping i'm awake tears on my pillowcase only one thing matters in this life will you make it to the other side and do you believe in bridges well i know where you are and i see where you're coming from cause i've been there myself [Music] i know where you are can i help you i'm here to see cindy hastings oh she's out at the moment would you like to wait do you have a restroom i could use thanks come on hastings attorney at mall how may i help you uh yeah she's really hooked up for the day though monday [Music] [Music] hi can i help you i uh i'm sorry um stacy didn't tell me that i had another appointment i'm sorry then i'm just like in your office like this uh i'm i'm hannah i'm i'm hannah lawson are you uh one of the new interns you know i would love to talk but uh i have a lunch appointment i was i was born october the 7th 1991 at mobile general hospital i can't i guess i came here because i hope that that um that meant something to you uh stacy uh could you uh please cancel my lunch and hold on my calls i don't know what you wanted hey honey you ready uh we gotta go lily's waiting for us in the lobby oh i'm sorry uh who's this i am i have i have no idea i don't know i'm hannah i don't know i i don't know where you got your information from but it's not correct i don't know what you're referring to i can't take any more cases right now but um raymond uh raymond down the hallway perhaps he can he can help you with your civil dispute i'm sorry [Music] [Music] hannah hey look i'm really sorry no it wasn't me i swear what are you following me now get in the car hannah i'm taking you home no i'm not going anywhere with you how do you even know where we are his girlfriend called me to tell me where you were and she also told me that you had been arrested i can't believe that you would lie to me you can't believe i would lie to you get in the car we're going home now come on get in the car now fine fine mr lawson day out of this jason mr lawson i said stay out of it i know how you must feel about no idea how i must feel about this and you can't know until you have a daughter of your own so stay out of it she's not your daughter and she has every right to find out who she is i'm gonna make this very simple you stay away from my daughter you don't call her you make no contact whatsoever you understand me you lied to me jason i expected much more from you look at me we're going to talk about this or what hannah until we get this whole thing straightened out i don't think you should go back to school i see no reason in the world why i should continue funding this sort of behavior what happened down there anyway why do you care why do i care i care because i'm your father i love you if you love me you would have told me [Music] all right you want to know the truth i'll tell you the truth it was three months three months after we adopted you we find out that the medical bills are not going to be covered by the insurance we lose everything the house we have to file for bankruptcy i am one year one year away from finishing med school so tell me something hannah how does that make me the bad guy sorry i was such a burden that is not what i said it's what you meant [Music] hannah stop stop what was his name what was whose name my brother i i found i found my mom sweetheart i always meant to tell you about that right jonathan [Music] your brother's name was jonathan [Music] [Music] hey guys oh look the prodigal returns hey where's alana good to see you too buddy you know if you had been here maybe i wouldn't have had the audacity to drink something called a hand grenade that would have been a good thing because about three sips in you don't know who you are anymore and when i say i have no recollection of those events i mean i don't remember anything nothing not the argument not the fight not this guy there's a little shiner oh and look it comes with a court date vote free disorderly conduct i have a criminal record jason i'd like to go home oh i got your luggage it's in my room thanks buddy i wanted to say that i went too far and i'm sorry where are you going home we're going home tomorrow i'm going home tonight this isn't clear and you don't need jesus till you're here [Music] dr lawson it's jason i uh i wanted to say that i was wrong and i won't be seeing hannah anymore i'm sorry [Music] hey can i come in yeah sure what's all this it's financial aid stuff honey he's not gonna take you out of school he's just upset i want to try to explain this is you yes you look so pretty in this picture you look pregnant i was 20 weeks in that picture twins you were pregnant with twins what happened we we lost them i started volunteering at this pregnancy crisis center there was this beautiful cathedral around the corner and i would go there to pray at lunch and i'll never forget october 17th i went back to work and i saw a bulletin and it said twins abandoned 24 weeks we do you and your brother would have been the same age hannah you are our miracle and that's why it's so hard to let you go honey you mean so much to us i know which cathedral oh it was beautiful well i guess i could have stayed ashore didn't have to go [Music] they say sometimes to find yourself you gotta let go [Music] and the water [Music] a is beside me now just try to let go [Music] and i'm just here [Music] but the world's not [Music] something has changed i can't hear [Music] excuse me i'm sorry but we need to close for the evening oh i didn't know i'm i've never been here before i'm hannah hello um we have services daily if you'd like to come back i'm actually a i'm baptist i guess you should know that [Laughter] and why did you come i don't know really i guess i'm trying to figure out how to let go of things things can't figure out how to let go of the fact that i feel hatred for myself and others there i said it what is it that you want to say just say what you feel well three weeks ago i found out that my entire life is a lie so i went on a trip i thought if i went then i would get all these answers and somehow when i got back i would feel different but i don't my parents aren't really my parents and my real parents tried to abort me and i have a brother i had a brother he died shortly after the i'm angry at my parents for not telling me sooner and making me think that i was just like everybody else i'm angry at my real mom for not wanting me why didn't she want me what's so wrong with me i found her and she still doesn't want me and i feel guilty part of me feels like he should be alive and i shouldn't i wonder if he would have been a better person than me what he would have been like just hey i just hate myself for feeling this way i see this cathedral was built in 1893 named for st paul the apostle magnificent he wrote a letter to the church at kalasai and said because we have been forgiven by god we should forgive each other in christ you're forgiven and because you were forgiven you have the power to forgive to choose to forgive let it go hatred is a burden you no longer need to carry only in forgiveness can you be free anna forgiveness that is well beyond your grasp more mine a forgiveness that you you can't find on a trip or even in this cathedral but if the sun shall set you free you will be free indeed i guess you better close up then huh what was your brother's name his name was jonathan jonathan wants you to live your life hannah live it to the fall [Music] come in um i've been giving this a lot of thought and i wanted to tell you that i am sorry i'm sorry that i overreacted so you're still enrolled in school thanks dad and i think you should probably pack what for what's this i know that you need to finish this but with your permission i'd like to be there when you do but there is this one place i would like to take you on the way if it's okay with you sure [Music] the doctor said there wasn't much brain activity but i saw him smile we truly believed that god would heal him we were just so young we didn't know what to tell ourselves so actually we never told you days became years years became decades and you still didn't know after he died i just remember holding you i would hold you for hours i would not let you out of my sight cause i was afraid that if i lost you too so i would just hold you because i couldn't let go and sweetheart i still haven't i'm sorry hannah i'm sorry for the journal i'm sorry for keeping so much from you for how controlling i've been but sweetheart it's not because i don't trust you it's because i'm trying honestly to learn how to trust god again so please don't uh dad yeah i love you and it's okay [Music] thank you for bringing me here [Music] sure this is how you want to do it [Music] [Music] stacy uh [Music] uh [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] hello jason it's dr lawson yeah listen i wanted to say that i assumed the worst about you but hannah talked to me she told me how you treated her with respect how much you cared and i think you should call her i uh listen i'm not saying that i think you have to call her but i just think that you should and i'm not trying to pry i just want to know what your intentions are about my daughter i love her you need to call her yeah okay yeah i definitely will thanks hi baby [Music] hello what a date like me and you [Music] what about my dad yeah i mean i do i mean i will sure [Music] [Music] yes i dressed for dinner five times actually five times i don't go on a lot of dates obviously yeah okay i'm good are you good my dad is scary yeah i know that okay ready three two one open them i thought you should finish finish what your play what do you think i think we need actors don't worry i was gonna play once kindergarten okay i was sheep number five hello desmond you can dispense with the pleasantries a bit trifle don't you think i think they expect they have higher their expectations for me standards for me i'm pretty terrible aren't i yes yeah well look when i was sheep number five i didn't have lines i just i wore a sweaty wool suit you cannot just say that that is ridiculous um i don't suppose you're talking to family [Music] can we move [Music] we've left behind can we move from [Music] [Applause] [Music] when all this is true [Music] of love mixed with [Music] [Applause] [Music] can we move we've [Music] [Music] okay i think that's the last of it call us all right let us know who your roommate is trying not to pick anybody too weird i'll be fine diana comments i gotta go is [Music] [Applause] [Music] can we [Music] move on from the love [Music] thank you for what for one take me you gotta go [Music] i love you baby [Music] the world is [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] beautiful um well initially john called me he said you know we we think that you would play the birth mother in this film john emailed me the script and of course i was so excited i think i sat down that very night i got to the point of the birth mother and um i was i i was so overwhelmed i started crying over it because the story actually had been truly written for me and john and andy didn't even know my backstory at all and she read it and literally called me back just weeping about the script and said how did you know and we said what are you talking about and she said 20 years ago i was working in a law firm which is very similar to the story she said she was in a relationship she found out she was pregnant and she decided to have an abortion it was easier to get rid of the child to not be questioned again rather than to have a child and be looked upon at that time like another failure and so many times uh i think especially as young women we carry that um that burden that we're going to look like a failure that it's shameful and you know you can care you can hide a secret for a long time of abortion unless you verbally speak about it nobody knows nobody knows except um you know my husband my therapist and some people like that and we were blown away by that and she said i feel like this is god telling me that it's time for me to share my story and i just remember hearing john on the other line going wow like wow from the post-abortive mother it was very important to be very sensitive to that and for this to be a healing movie for them and so having sherry's voice and having her play the role was just phenomenal to make sure that that came across very authentic and very sensitive i think i think as we went forward uh and filmed her scene she wasn't acting i mean it was as real as you could get it was one of the more moving things i've ever seen we went into it and i remember the cameras rolling and i just right as i walked into the room i just knew that [Music] i just knew that the lord was with me it was just complete healing in the moment that i slide down that door and then i that i'm crying and i'm feeling that that wasn't acting that was my moment with god and him with me to say it's okay it's over and you've been forgiven [Music] life is beautiful [Music] life is beautiful [Music] i know there are hard times but we make it with every sunrise comes a new life these are the things that make us feel like we have it [Music] these are the times that make us realize [Music] life is beautiful life is beautiful [Music] a father's love a wedding dance new year's dream home [Music] christmas [Music] that make lies life is beautiful [Music] is please

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Length: 108min 57sec (6537 seconds)

Published: Wed Nov 02 2022