Heidi Baker - The Fullness of God's Love | Gospel Forum - 2017 Session 1

you're so good God why don't you just just give him give him an offering we didn't waste money on an offering so give him an offering right now of your life just just offer it offer it up you can sing and pray in the spirit outta trouble she just lift a lift and lift him lift him up be so worthy come on come on new yorkers he's worthy he's worthy let's just lift up his name shake it abba kitty just lift him up he's so worthy kitty yeah yeah don't be shy don't be shy he gave you everything he died he rose from the dead he poured himself out for you sheikha robbed us surely we have time surely we have time to give him our time tonight she died she died yeah yeah yeah yeah just a little longer just a little longer come on shake it up I if you don't want to sing just start praying praying the spirits show rubbish a just just ask God ask God chick horrible to flow to flow tonight in this place to pour out his glory in this place you are worthy O Lamb of God you are worthy glorious King shaker Abba shaker about all King Jesus the king of New York King Jesus King Jesus establish yourself king of New York Chikara Basha Kabul o Lord may the people of this great city fall to their knees and worship the one who is worthy or they keep your rubbish a lord we ask that they would do it they would do it Lord before tragedy comes Lord before tragedy comes again God that they would do it for love that they would see that the one who is worthy King Jesus is worthy to be worshiped in this great city Lord Lord tonight tonight we come as a people and we say you were worthy O God you are worthy Oh God establish establish establish what you want to establish here O God Chikara ba we do pray for that way that brother David's talking about that Dinah's talking about that you're talking about God that third-wave let's pray let's pray Sakuraba we asked for that next wave of your spirit Lord why not here shake it about why not now God show Roberto Bechet as the as the climate around the globe goes insane as wars and rumors of wars go all over the world Lord we say show robos say Lord we want to stand with you Lord we want to catch the wave we want to put our feet on your feet and our hands in your hands Lord we want to see what you see and go when you go and do what you do shake our rubbish a just just just shift out of a spectator mode for just a little longer shift out of the New York spectator mode see what you've got we'll see if we'll come back we'll see what you've got just shift out of it and see see see see see because God Himself wants to open your eyes cuz your eyes need to be open shake out a bow because your eyes have been dimmed your eyes have been dim dim dim dim and it's time to see and it's time to feel and it's time to go it's time to see and it's time to feel and it's time to go because the Lord God's called you to see he's called you to feel Chikara ba no more spectating no more spectating let our life be a holy holy holy given life Lord God whether we're working on Wall Street or Lord whether we're in the bush bush or Mexico or China or the Middle East or the inner city of God show Cordoba che Lord may we give you everything Lord would you put us on like a glove put us on like a glove shake out about that's all I know tonight to pray lord I ask you Jesus to put me on like a glove shake out Abba Lord Lord a we probably pray Lord as we went in we went in we went in with Matt Lord we want to go in go in go in and go in with the word then we want to go in go in with worship again Lord in this place where we surrender our little lifes at your feet shaker how about you are worthy of it all to God take take take take take take take everything all of us God take all of me everything God tonight Lord not just what I gave you yesterday not what I just gave you Lord 43 years ago when I started sharing this glorious gospel not what just what I gave you Lord when we went to Mozambique 23 years ago no no no no no Lord take everything right now cuz right now we're here right now we're here we're here we're here we're nowhere else we're right here and we ask God that you would crash in Shaler Boko robo shake a day today that people God would be transformed Chikara Bosh uh Kurama shake it a day Lord I don't I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care Lord about the protocol thank you God the Daniel let there be freedom in this place shake out of us shake out of ashay that eating waste time on a 45 minute offering well thank you Jesus or drama shake cause you are able you are able but God I pray tonight Lord that we we don't just drop something at the back but we literally give you our lives we literally give you our lives as professors as artists as dancers as musicians as advertise executives of CEOs the surgeons god shaker Abba as ministers Lord has sent out laborers to the unreached people group as those who will stop in the slums and stop in the palaces God we want to say to you that you are worthy of it all and our life is not our own sheikha our New Yorkers willing to say life is not my own Oh what if we got to that place today where we just said my life's not my own son - Santa Santa Santa Santa Santa come on drop in - just drop in the room show robocco - a drop in the room gon drop in the room see see just yeah okay okay I have this little antenna and it's like they're they're not going any further right this second there's about three percent of them who will but okay so shakin ABBA why don't you just sit down for a minute and and I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm just gonna press in a little bit longer because if it's only 3% maybe it'll get it'll get to 5% so just as you sit down lift your hands for a moment and if you've never ever ever prayed in the spirit prayed in the languages of heaven I want you to just welcome Holy Spirit right now and if you do pray in the spirit I want you to just start praying in the spirit we want to shift the atmosphere and we can do it but but there's so much of the spectator mentality that has kept us from getting to this place of abandon so start if you've never prayed in the spirit just welcome Holy Spirit if you do pray in the Holy Spirit then just pray in the Holy Spirit I want I don't want you to pray wimpy prayers I don't know I think we're just we just so get so nervous just start praying praying praying out loud sharaba say yeah pray out loud show Cordoba something about Shia Lord God close your eyes right now just turn off the phone close your eyes lift your hand yield yourself to God show Carrabba do whatever you want tonight do whatever you want tonight do whatever it is you want tonight god I ask father even as we're in a building where people are are brought in to spectate I pray you shift that shift it Lord shift it God and allow us to focus on you the one who is worthy let everything you want to do and everything you want to say God Chikara Basha care about just come forth in Jesus name I asked father showed robust say I ask that you use Dina God that you use brother David and his family God I ask that you use mad and Daniel and Esther God I ask that you use Bishop Garlington God I ask that you use Canon white god I ask that you use whoever else shows up god I ask that you use of God I ask Lord that there be course after course meal after meal and God the Refresh bread shaker elbow SIA Abba lord I ask that you chipped us out of this place of spectating and into this place of participation shake it out by even with our own lifes God we want to stop being spectators with our lives watching what other people do comparing ourselves to others and we want to stop it we want to stop it we want to stop it and we choose tonight just to lay down shucker ABBA just to lay it all down lay it all down lay it all down lay it all down lay it all down lay it all down and let you just do what you want to do cuz if you just put any even if you put on any yielded lover like a glove you can change the world Sakuraba Wow what if you had two of them Lord what if you had two of them out of this place tonight shake that up I shake it off shake it off Oh Lord shake it about shake it about what if someone would get so yielded God that they didn't care they didn't care about anything but what you cared about they didn't care about what anyone thought about him except what you thought about him Oh what if that happened tonight's show Carrabba shakin about what if that happened during this conference that we would even get our eyes off of ourselves and we would say go ahead god go ahead god go ahead god go ahead god just go ahead God do what you want to do shake our about go where you want to go shocker I'll buy do it you want to do shake or about use every single one who is yielded and do something do something that astounds us so God do that do that do something that astounds us merciful glorious King Chikara Bashar above so terrible Shia yes Lord yes Lord I thank you for freedom I thank you for freedom I thank you for holy holy freedom in this place Sheikh Arabic Cordoba shake it a day I thank you God that you you called speakers Lord from China from Mexico from Mozambique from the Middle East an intercessor from Germany I laid down lover Bishop who's not afraid to sleep in a tent and use a lid Treen Lord if you brought us together and you showed me the common thread I said Lord why why is this group here in this place why have you brought us to New York shaker Allah I'm certain that none of the people that are speaking asked for anything I'm certain of that because I know them all well maybe one of them did but a Chaka Baba it's all good but I'm telling you shake Karabakh if God brought us here it's not to waste anyone's time shaker a bomb shaker Allah none of us came for your money we need way more than you have shake our Amish a Kurama shaker abano no no no no we came we came because we were sent we were sent from China and Mexico in Africa in the Middle East oh yeah show Carabas so go ahead God confound the wise go ahead God confound the wise use these little lives of little laid down lovers and just confound the wise in New York confound them just go ahead and confound them God with what happens when you give your life away oh yes what happens what happens when you give your life away and you don't try to hold on to it and you don't try to get rich and you don't try you don't try you just give your whole life away what happens when you just give your whole life away what can God do with the laid down life anything he likes I just feel like I feel like that's that's why Daniel does what he does he just a little lay down lover that said take me Chaka Rama take me take me take me use me Shekhar Alba bruise me if need be come on right now holy spirits just touching people all over this place don't freak out don't turn your phone on and send it to YouTube close your eyes lift your hands and say god oh god oh god oh god let it be me let it be me let it be me let it be me that is wholly given tonight let it be me that is wholly surrendered tonight God I choose I choose a different way I choose a life that is laid down I choose to fix my eyes on you my affection on you my goals argue my purposes argue my five-year plan is to love you and love my neighbor my 10-year plan is to love you with all my heart my strength my soul my mind and to love my neighbor as myself that's my 20-year plan Chikara Basha Karabakh oh how glorious oh how glorious that your plan your plan your plan is the same your plan your plan your plan Lord whether we stop for one or a stadium God shoulder elbow cetera ba we will always stop for you who are the one we will always stop for the one you put in front of us God we we say yes Lord so God take my little life and take my little message and just cause Lord cause that are to be a shift in the mindsets and a shift in hearts and a shift in spirit use Lord Dena's message God use brother brother David's message God use I just keep feeling like this it's this eclectic mix of lovers of God and we know em all we know Bishop Garlington ease it just amazing amazing laydown lover we know Clarence Shaka Rob we know these people because we walked with them Sheikh got out but we walked with him in the bush we've walked with him in the dirt we walked with them and we saw they're not full of entitlement but they literally give their little lives away and say take me use me do anything you want I know I know cannon white I watched them shaker table I've listened to him in know during war zones he's getting shot at and his friends died all around him and he just says I will just give my life for Jesus whether I live I live whether I die it died shake that up I shake it about there's this common thread shot urabá and then there's David ha Shaka rubbish uh care about chakra bah and I just feel you know oh god okay I'm gonna help help me help me help me help me help me yep yep I'm gonna Chuck a bomb in a I'm gonna look at you for a little bit sheikha baba wow this is an eclectic bunch it's it's it's meant to be are you hungry me too we're hungry thirsty i I just keep sensing the Lord wants us to tell stories but not just Africa stories New York stories I have a history I have a history with this city you would have expected that but I do I'm gonna start with a history of two amazing evangelists amazing lovers of God from this city I need to call him/her text them I'm not very good at all the you know all the things you're supposed to do so I I remember when I show up Holy Spirit starts speaking to you you should call them you should text them you should like tell him you you're here you know I just got here my luggage is in the back if you need anything shaaka bum i just showed up and locked in okay it was fun to have friends here that i could pray with i love them so much i love the whole game so much they're just radical lovers of god i love him so much I love Dina I think she's no joke I think she's the holiest person I know and I know a lot of people so I know a lot of people and you don't know her but God does heaven knows her you're gonna get rocked when she talks was so excited found out she was here okay anyway two New Yorkers amazingly brilliant full of God guys and they invited me to their conference and it was a very big very well-organized conference and I was enjoying myself God showed up and the only the only thing I I've I'm okay now I'm less challenged by some things that used to challenge me more because since my life's not my own it means it's not my own whatever I get picked up in wherever I get put to sleep wherever I go it's up to God right so I used to get frustrated when they picked me up in a limo that used to bother me a lot and I remember getting picked up in this big long stretch limo at the airport in New York and I was just thinking oh sweet Jesus I'm a missionary someone's gonna get a picture of that and it's gonna be everywhere looking and and I remember I just like ducked down and I was like oh sweet Lord and and I was having all these struggles and the men were so together so they are together they're fent I'm not gonna tell you their name but they are just great men of God but but they do the way they do things and the way we do things it's just a little different does that make sense so but but they're just super powerful men of God and I really respect them and honor them and love them and so they handed me their there what do you call it a brochure or something for their meeting what do you call that conference program anyway and they had a gold envelope I think it had real gold on it it was sprayed with it was very very very well done thing was beautiful the room was beautiful there was a Jacuzzi in the living room I mean it was it was just you know it was New York well and I'm thinking I feel like God wants me to invite them to Mozambique so you've been there how many have you been there there's okay so our world in there and your world just a little bit a little different so these two amazing blonds New Yorkers show up to my country and I have a four-ton truck that's what we picked him up in and they kept asking where there were where where was the schedule and where were they going to go and it's not that I didn't want to honor them I feel like I love excellence and I really think these men are awesome men of God and I really want to bless them so we gave them our very best truck that was it was running and it was it was awesome these men didn't understand how hard it is they didn't have any hats or sunscreen they had Gucci shoes and sunglasses I mean there are no Yorkers they look good and I'll never forget they asked our team over and over where is the schedule so I said to our team I said get a yellow sticky paper and write something down they need a schedule they're from New York they need a schedule put something down there for them you said what do you want us put down I said just just pray put something down tell them we're gonna go on the boat so I said did you get your schedule they're both kidding me a little bit they have TV just Channel and I mean these guys are really together and I said we've got to walk down you know to get to the boat we've already sunk one but this one's better I said this boat this is a good boat used to belong to the king of Spain it's 56 footer it's really proud it's a great boat you know the other one this one you you know you can get in this one so I had my crew they were like 9 10 and 11 yeah we had lifejackets cuz we are now prepared we've been shipwrecked now we are prepared we have lifejackets extra water flashlights we're prepared and these guys just got on there it's a nice boat it's really beautiful boat I'm not gonna get ahead of myself but anyway beautiful beautiful 58-foot Oh king of Spain's boat we ripped out his bed and put in bunk beds just to stay you know in the flow of what we do we had eight beds in there and they said now where are we go and I said we're gonna just worship I said okay how long are we gonna worship I said I I don't know where are we going we'll know when we get there so we got the worship band we didn't have Matt we had uh he's awesome we had a 8 year old nine year old 10 year old 18 year old on some bongos but you know the waves are high so you can't always hit the bongos so it's like one hand oh yeah we're trying we're doing our very best and we're just worshipping and we're worshiping and the kids eat cookies too they throw up over the side we keep worshiping I mean this is our tribe so it's like he ate some cookies and they had some some elves threw up a few times and kept worshipping these guys are just watching us like where are we going we'll know when we get there we're worshipping in worshipping and worshipping and suddenly I sense the Lord just really clearly say this is where to stop so I just spoke to the captain he was visiting from Holland he was very concerned I said just stop right here he's okay he calls me boss okay boss let the anchor down and these two guys just looking at me where are we and where where are we going so we're gonna know when we get there it's gonna be okay when we get there we're gonna know and I jumped off the boat started swimming cuz that's how I get to the shore and I'm swimming yeah I'm enjoying myself I'm created for this I'm swimming today I'm strong so I grew up in Laguna Beach I was a lifeguard I'm strong I'd like to swim so I'm having a good time and my kids are yelling at me mom you forgot the foreigners I'm so sorry where are my manners I swam back to the boat and these guys are just looking I said I'm so sorry I forgot you you know but we have a dinghy we have a dinghy just get in the dinghy and we'll take you all the way to the shore you don't have to swim they're like thank God thank God thank God they because I really thought they'd just jump over and swim with us you know we're going to reach unreached people groups what what's that's how we get there they didn't get in they got in the dinghy they were a little nervous I'm sure they had their little sticky paper schedule there's gonna be a schedule we get to the shore we get to the shore and and I put I put I don't remember three or four of my children in the dinghy with us with these kids I said they're the priority we don't have badges but they're good the blind see the Deaf hear the crippled walk the lepers can heal the dead get raised I said these kids are good they've been doing this and since they've since they weren't orphans anymore shot got robbed on their children of the King so I said it's all good there kid you got the prayer team we're good and we and we got I mean we were so polite at that point that we brought these beautiful blonde New Yorkers all the way the shore we did it all the way and then one of our guys got out and pushed that dinghy so they didn't have to get those fancy shoes wet pushed it all the way to the shore I mean we're really trying we really are because we really believe in honor we believe in honoring people so we're trying and and then I get out and so I kidding we're pushing the the foreigners and then I was very excited I'm we're almost there wherever we're going I don't know where we're going but I know we're almost there like we're gonna get there because that's what we were supposed to put down that anchor so we're gonna get to where we're going so now I want to read you a scripture about Jesus and what he did before he hung on that cross John 13 Holly it was just before the Passover Feast when Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father and having loved his own who were in the world he now showed them the full the full extent of his love what does the full extent of love incarnate look like what does the full extent of the one who is worthy who gave himself away that we could enter in to the secret place so that we could be forgiven so we could be freezed so we could be holy so we could give our lives away - what does the full extent of his love look like he said I want to show you the full extent of my love what is that what is that show us what that looks like in New York show us what that looks like on Wall Street show us what that looks like at the IV's it's not two Gospels it's not compartmentalized he said I want to show you the full extent of my love and then Jesus do that the father had put all things under his power what does that mean is Jesus powerful or wimpy so he knows that God put all things under his power so he's not schizophrenic he's not thinking he's weak you know the movies show Jesus he's always kind of that's not the Jesus I know he says I'm gonna show the full extent of my love and it says father had put old power under his feet he is powerful he knows who he is he has access to everything he isn't that he doesn't have a poverty spirit he he's not weak everybody he touches is healed He is God walking around in human flesh fully filled with the power of Holy Spirit he is absolutely perfect in every way walks around he's not wimpy Jesus he's powerful he's still powerful today is long he's the same as he always was he's not not powerful today in New York he's not afraid of New York and if God sent this group of speakers here from five continents certainly he has something you he wants the same word for the people who are here and the ones who are coming so Harry says I'm gonna show you the full extent of my love Holly I am full of love he's he's full he's full of love and what does he do this works everywhere he gets low see we've been told we always have to get high we have to stand up we need to be somebody we need to be somebody if you are who he says you are and you know who's you are then you're not afraid to get low you have no fear you have no fear you can cheer on every believer every church that loves Jesus you're not competing you're not worried about somebody stealing sheep oh sweet Lord you just choose to fix your eyes on the prize and get low holy so he looks and he sees one of his beautiful disciples he gets so low so low and he bends down yeah you can't you can't you can't do what he did like this but he's full of power don't take what he did for weakness he's full of power he knows who he is he has access to everything and and he knows exactly what he's doing and he gets super low I'm gonna come down cuz I'm gonna I'll go back later but this is it he gets so low and then he he takes off his outer garments and he takes off his outer garments washing the feet of his disciples just loving do you understand is that the job of a king holy is Jesus King whoa why is it they were always trying to get away from that place of low that place where we we we get so low we just bow down we see we see we see and we love and we touch and we bless show good about we're not afraid Sakuraba to get low cuz we can see what it looks like how he said I want to show you the full extent of my love now I know in your city the foot washing has no meaning because you're all walking around in shoes and I'm very happy I have a shoe blessing I've been blessed with shoes over a million pair not like the president's wife of Philippines I have over a million pair you know over a million pair of shoes I have more shoes it's not that I have them for more than a few hours because there's a lot of people out there so I have a shoe blessing he's really cool my spiritual mother one day found out I only had one pair of shoes in Hong Kong we were missionaries in Hong Kong - and she said switch your shoes she's she was southern switches shoes and we were we wouldn't tell anyone if we didn't have another pair we wouldn't ask we wouldn't beg we wouldn't tell so after three days switch her shoes I finally said to my spiritual mother 4 foot 10 fireball Pentecostal preacher her I said mom I really want to switch my shoes but this is if I said I don't have any other shoes these are all I have one pair of shoes and so if you want me to switch him I'm gonna go barefoot and I remember the look on her face she looked at me and she was shocked and she started crying on the street of Hong Kong she didn't care she's Pentecostal she started crying and she she doesn't miss a beat she does not miss a beat you know Hong Kong's busy people are sophisticated it's a busy city my spiritual mother she starts weeping she bends down she blesses my feet she said blessed are the feet of those who bring the gospel who carry the good news of Jesus shaken up up from now on you have a shoe blessing I bless you I bless you with his shoe blessing and then she didn't just say I bless you with a shoe blessing she took me into a shoe store now the kind of shoes she likes the kind of shoes I like two different things she likes spiked heels she was 4 foot I mean I I'm tall this lady's 4 foot 10 she had spiked heels and her feet were size 4 so jeeps she ever she really cared she bought me three pair maybe four pair camera shoes shoes shoes shoes shoes since then everybody gives us shoes Good Samaritan gives us shoes some group in Florida gives us coal container 40-foot container shoes people come to Mozambique with shoes we have more shoes we have trouble giving them out fast enough shoes are everywhere there you go shoes we have a shoe blessing holy but the way to see the way we need to wear shoes though your shoes and our shoes with different shoes we did get a pair of spiked red heels in a container and they were beautiful I probably costs I don't know least $1000 $1200 pair of shoes beautiful shoes one of our grannies some she looked at him she got really excited the only thing is the only gate was they only sent one she was really excited she was smiling looking at this red spiked heel shoe really happy she was like she was happy and so Shh I just like motion to the red spiked heel it's all yours she went straight out in we were in a village she went straight out she started digging her garden with that shoe it was absolutely fantastic she's like so excited I got a special oh here's my hug and I'm she just me hundred-dollar parachute but with one you know you had to be an amputee or what so she was happy see it's all how you look at things she's not concerned there weren't two she was thrilled it matters how you look at things it matters how you look at things in New York it matters how you look at things it matters how you look at things you need to stay with your eyes on Jesus and be full of light and full of joy and enjoy him and who he is howling so he he showed the full extent of his love now if it's our country they don't have they might have flip-flops there might be two colors unless we show up with our containers then you never know what its gonna be you never know what's gonna be in their shoes so Jesus saw the one in front of him and he washed the feet with so much love so much compassion he looked at him he took off his outer garments somehow it just speaks to me about the beauty of the humble King the beauty of the humble King not the entitled King the humble King holy who knew his Abba who knew his father who yielded himself to Holy Spirit and he said he said here I go this is what the full extent of love looks like this is what he did before he went to the cross and then he said I want all of you to do that now if you try to do that in New York you say okay all right we're gonna have a foot washing service it's an awkward thing I've watched people try to do it in cities it's very awkward the men are like to have to take off my shoes you want my socks I mean their faces just it's like it's perfect it's like what what we're gonna put our feet in water in public and you're gonna soak them up and why what why it makes no sense it's insane it's stupid it's religious it makes no sense don't do it here unless the Lord tells you I'm not gonna do it don't worry I don't feel led to bring out my bucket and wash your two feet you're too wonderfully pedicured toes not gonna do it so these New Yorkers with their beautiful shoes I like nice shoes they hurt me they look good so so when we get out we start walking and we're singing and we're walking and we're up to our knees in black mud it's not like when we landed when we docked the boat way out there we went into the marsh so when we start walking were up to our knees in black mud and we're singing and walking and singing and we're really happy we're also happy and it's oh we're singing and we've got our water bottles so we feel just super blessed and we're going and we went I don't know 35 40 minutes and my kids stopped me again I said mom they're back they're on the beach I'm thinking why didn't they follow us it wasn't in the yellow sticky paper it wasn't on there follow them through the black mud it wasn't in schedule I felt terrible well where's my love I'm supposed to be loving I'm known for love I don't feel like I mean I did not treat these two New Yorkers the way I should have treated them sorry Lord so I said to the children yeah mom we need to go back so we're dropping backs and now it's true I mean can't even wear Crocs it's foods crusted through our toes it's thick black hot mud we have tough feet we've been doing this for a while our fears I get to the dinghy there's my two amazing friends very famous evangelist with TV stations I felt terrible I said I'm so sorry I mean I don't know I just I forgot him I'm really sorry please forgive me I said another thing I need to apologize for is the fact that you're gonna have to leave those shoes in that dingy there cuz you're not gonna make it through to where we're going they said where are we going I said we'll know we'll know when we get there they're bright red Dell they look like la gusta la la lobsters they look they're red as la ghost us they're red they don't know to wear a hat or anything they're just burnt they have good sunglasses though so I said all right we're gonna keep you with us we're gonna go it's hot so they put those those little sweet pedicured feet into that mud I don't think they've been barefoot in a long time and they start walking they're not talking they've long stopped talking they don't say a word to me they're they were taught correctly do not if you don't have something nice to say just don't say anything you can tell these men no protocol and kindness and they're very good people so they're silent sometimes we catch them we're walking 40 minutes 50 minutes an hour hour and 20 minutes I don't know I stopped looking at my watch we just kept on going finally we came across a few people they were so relieved there were people we led those mamas to the Lord they've never heard the gospel they never heard of Jesus one time we prayed we blessed them we hugged him it was beautiful and then these guys were super excited like yes we did it can we go back to the boat I said no we're not finished I know there's something more well whatever peeped out where are we going well know when we get there so we kept going I don't know how long I don't I didn't look at my watch I don't know finally we get to this little village mud huts everywhere didn't look like New York and this little mama she made me look like a giant she was about this tall tattoos all over her face beautiful beautiful tattoos beautiful mama Makonde about this tall she sees me coming she knows me I've been to that village before which I I can't we've got GPS and super-slick team that can tell me where we've been now but I didn't have it with me so here's this little mom but this doll she comes out she spies me she comes out she's singing and dancing excited she can hardly stand it she's so thrilled to be there and she's she starts speaking away she's super excited and if she runs into her hut and she gets this old pink Basin with a crack down the side and and it I mean this is her treasure her treasure it takes her probably twelve hours or so to go and come back to get this treasure cold water and she goes in there and she just pours her treasure out in this faded it used to be red faded pink bass and she just pours it out super excited and then she says mama mama mama may I wash your feet she is carrying the most radical love of Jesus she met him last time we were there nobody told her what to do nobody said would you please wash the foreigners feet or Mama's feet or the children's feet would you give up your treasure and wash the feet nobody had to tell her she was full of God she was a Christian she was a lover so she got low I'll never forget it she got low and she scrubbed my feet with fury she took her couple honors she scrubbed I mean she did wow you talk about foot massage she did not waste what she had in the sense that she gave everything to do this the way it should be done love beloved New Yorkers has to look like something it has to look like something here it has to look like something here it has to look like the gospel it has to look like going low it has to look like Jesus people have to see Jesus in you on Wall Street Jesus in you at Times Square Jesus in you wherever you go whatever you do they need to see Jesus in you like a little tiny mama who had just been a born again just a few months before never had a DTS never had a g12 never had a discipleship training anything and couldn't read but she knew what to do after she washed my feet she did the craziest thing she took that water she was in such a hurry she took that water and she dumped it out I'll never forget it if you don't know famine zones and and zones where people die of lack of water if you don't understand this it's hard for you to understand the full extent of what she did she took that basin and she poured the water out on the dirt Wow she didn't she didn't even go to her tree anybody anybody who spends that long getting water would never dump the water out on the ground they would always dump the water out on a tree if it was really really dirty but if it wasn't really really dirty they'd keep using it until it was unusable but she didn't care she was so full of the love of God that she took the water the treasure and after she'd washed my feet and scrubbed my toes and washed up to my knees and she dumps it out on the ground and she runs back into her huts and she brings out more treasure I just looked at her house I have never seen that kind of love anywhere I've been picked up in helicopters jets put in seven stars palaces I've never seen anybody carry that kind of love that kind of honor that kind of power there's that little brand new believer who knew what it is to show love and she looked at me and she said mama can I wash those foreigners feet I'm not so I went around to where those sweet beautiful they're good-looking New Yorkers seriously good-looking seriously anointed seriously I'm not putting I'm not putting them down anyway they're they're magnificent men of God but God actually had a purpose for their trip and if he brought us here he didn't do it to waste our time haleh he didn't do it so he would just come here and do something and hope you did something cuz we know who our God is so we didn't come here to take something from you we came here because God asked us to come God and Daniel that mama looked at those two men new yorkers and i translated she spoke in Portuguese then cuz I know Makua but this was makan D and she said she wants to wash her feet and I watched these two men they start bawling yeah absolutely sobbing there was no message there was no altar call they were hot they were red they were miserable they were they were in a completely unfamiliar location and a little mama showed the full extent of God's love and she looked at the first New Yorker and she asked me to tell him to ask him if she could please scrub his feet because they were really dirty she did this crazy thing she poured out her treasure again and she ran back in her hot and she got more her entire treasure she poured out on the New York brothers she emptied her Basin and she scrubbed their feet and she blessed them and I said to them were here yes so we're here and he's here and he wants to touch us tonight and he wants to put more love inside of us and I can't tell you what it looks like to carry love in your city I can't tell you to copy what we do because that would look ridiculous but to understand that all of us are called to love in a radical way all of us are called to love to honor to give to pour out to bless I remember these two brothers just weeping and weeping and one a one of them was singling he actually met his wife on that trip another New Yorker beautiful absolute stunningly beautiful woman who single New Yorkers going to Mozambique just saying you never know she found she found some more water I believe from a neighbor and she washed some more people's feet there were my kids the prayer tea she she didn't stop till she washed all of our feet I want to ask Matt if he would come back please I feel like Holy Spirit wants to do something tonight really beautiful really beautiful something because he loves New Yorkers he really loves you the first mission trip that I ever went in went on I was saved born-again spurred filled at 16 started sharing the gospel just with drug addicts and Alzheimer's patients they never knew when I came if I repeated the same message didn't matter they couldn't tell it was wonderful it was great the grantees were happy that drug addicts were happy but I remember just feel I just feel like telling you this I was I was in university studying a Christian University and I heard David Wilkerson was gonna allow some people to come and work here just for the summer and so 16 people signed up for the trip they were really excited everybody was sure God had spoken to them and we all we all just were so fed bright brother David and I wish I could tell you the whole story but I don't have time I really don't I really don't have time but anyway we were really we were very very excited 16 people and all 15 out of 16 dropped out of the trip that's a lot you know that's a lot of people that dropped out but I had heard God they all said they heard God but I said I heard God and so if 15 people dropped out I'm still going to New York this summer and I was actually engaged to be married but I heard God say just leave the guy and go to New York it wasn't Roland we just went to lunch once and got married that was different this was this was a different situation so I said I've go cam I'd said I looked at the ministry leader he said the trips cancelled brother David cancel it because you can't do a team of one so the trips cancelled I said well I'm not canceling my trip I mean I'm tenacious I'm still going God spoke to me to go to New York City I'm going to New York City now that's where I'm going I'm going to go to New York and I'm gonna share the gospel on the streets whatever I do I'm going and somehow a Nazarene mission they accepted the one person mean they accepted me they didn't know why they couldn't understand why but they somehow broke all the rules and let me come because I was gonna come no matter what that was the way it is I heard God I'm gonna get to New York God said New York I mean I remember I didn't even have an airfare my parents had tons of money but wouldn't give me anyone I became a saved they said you're a crazy fanatic they were Ivy Leaguer Bohemians they said if God's gonna give it to you well let him give it to you you know they didn't believe in him anyway I let him to Jesus later they they were powerfully saved and filled with the Holy Spirit this is what happened I got I finally I think as I went to the airport I got the airfare it's very powerful and I didn't have any I mean I wasn't about to tell anyone I needed anything and I got to New York and I was I was at 44th Street and I mean I grew up in Laguna Beach with an ocean view so the room was a little different it was like a shoebox kind of room with it there was a window that looked out to a wall and it was hot in there I'll never forget how hot it was and I I think I'm 18 years old and I'm hot and I've never I've never expected this is my first trip right to go share the gospel in another place because where I was sharing the gospel to the drug addicts and Alzheimer's I just found them in my area so now I flied to New York City and and I go out to share the gospel and I went out and I am a young I'm young and I'm by myself do you understand I'm young and I'm by myself I wait a higher and 2 pounds and I'm preaching the gospel so I'm going out there I go out to all the pimps all the all the prostitutes I just preaches the gospel sharing the gospel with them just talking about Jesus one guy tried to grab me one of those big pimps really big pimp tried to grab me and I was like and then he went and he ran oh yeah ho talk about angels whoa shaka baba they showed up I mean I was strong God showed up for me that man let loose there were all kinds of newspaper articles of how girls getting grant not me how one day I was walking back to my palace and the Lord said why aren't you stopping there on Broadway said because they're all rich they don't want to listen he said why aren't you stopping on Broadway and I tell the Lord a second time they're rich they're going to the theaters they're wearing back then they store Oh still wore mink nobody threw blood on it back then I said they're wearing furs they're wearing jewels lord why would you ask me to stop for them he said because I want you to stop I love them I love them I love them I love them I love them and I want you to stop for them I will never forget I stopped on Broadway thinking well I'm obedient but they're gonna spit at me I stopped these people just decked out beautiful beautiful clothes and I said Jesus loves you I just hear I flew here to just tell you jesus loves you and he died for you and he cares about you and and you're so poor you're beautiful and Jesus really cares and he saved my life and I'm born again and you know and I love him and I love you and and and I remember what happened these these people in these beautiful clothes coming out of the theater start bawling bawling on Broadway weeping weeping as Holy Spirit just touches them they easily gave their heart to Jesus I'll never forget the first four people I spoke to before my curfew I I didn't have any more time I had a curfew I spoke to four of them on Broadway they all forgave their hearts to Jesus son - - you need to open your eyes you need to open your eyes wherever God has put you is the place you're called to shine you're called to love and love looks like something and love usually looks like you stopping and not judging them but loving them and I stopped and I loved them and I was still feeling the price of leaving my fiance and I really really love flowers I got back to where my room was I'm probably gonna cry I'll never forget walking right up to where I had to go into the building and there was the most magnificent bouquet of flowers that I'd ever seen right there on the doorstep and I wrote a song as I picked up each flower they weren't all together they were just each flower and it was God gave me a bouquet one night Jesus gave me a bouquet one night Jesus gave me a bouquet one night and I described each flower and then there was a single purple stock to say he died for me he died for me a single purple stock to say he died for me he died for me and it was the most beautiful bouquet that I've ever seen to this day and it was just laid there for me [Music] and the intimate love just me and Jesus my bridegroom came so for some reason he brought me back tonight son - he brought me back today later you know I had a glorious glorious meetings at Times Square Church brother David became such a spiritual father to me and to my husband and my husband's grandfather I'm gonna say I'm gonna lose it my husband's grandfather lived on $30.00 a month in China and he wore burlap shoes and he took a vow to be as poor as the people he worked with and he he fulfilled it and when the Communists came and my husband and his family were all by gunpoint and shooting had to escape to Hong Kong and then to Taiwan rawlins grandfather who know what he knew had any money never thought this man who lived on $30 with his wife for the entire his whole life as a laid down lover of God baptized over 20,000 people in the Yangtze River no one ever knew he had money but one day brother David who we so loved and we're so happy he's in heaven we love him so much we love him so much he taught us so much so we would never I have no time I've just been with Geron Davis whose husband just went to heaven in Israel and we met together from Times Square Church 23 years ago before we both went to the field where they went to Israel and we went to Mozambique and it was brother David who sent us from New York [Music] but he didn't know us how would he know people you know we've been hidden in the slums for years we spoke at one Church in Fairbanks Alaska in the winter how would he know us because a book called visions beyond the veil fell off his shelf [Music] and the Lord said I want you to bless pay back the Baker family we didn't know anything about it but Rollins grandfather had saved a fortune 25 thousand dollars and he sent it all to David when he was losing team challenge and safe team challenge a missionary from China who lived on $30 a month so I'm back in New York with this family line there's something on this family line and Deena's in China and we've all and we've all given our lives for the gospel and we all learn more than we had ever ever dreamed of learning from people in New York and that day that book fell off his shelf he took three days and he found the Baker's Roland mom and dad they were believing God to get back to Hong Kong in China but didn't have any support and he fully supported them for their entire their entire time and as soon as he found out about us he flew us here and we spoke at that beautiful church and God crushed it and then he sent us out to Mozambique in the first property that we ever had in xinpei - which is now a huge flourishing children's village and school primary secondary clinics how tens of thousands of people have been saved there it was a New Yorker so thank you thank you I think I want to just say thank you New Yorkers thank you would you please stand with me on that I by Shea and I'm gonna ask you just to close your eyes show robocco robust Shea and lift your hands I feel like there's something on tonight where the Lord wants to call you to just lay your life down for love and I know there's there's powerful times where Holy Spirit knocks people down and I love love love that I love that but I'm gonna ask you to just find a spot anywhere and you can find a spot on the front you can find a spot on the stage we're just gonna we're just gonna kneel down and we're gonna offer the Lord everything we have we're just gonna offer our little lifes I want all I hope it's all of us you can come up on the stage we don't care all we're gonna ask is that you don't focus on us that you don't stare at us and asked us to come to you I'm going to ask the the prayer team and brother David mrs. Hogan and their granddaughter and Deena and whoever else is on the team we're gonna go where the Lord leads us but we're gonna we're gonna worship right now and Holy Spirit's gonna break in and crash in on us as we worship it it's gonna be this place of of radical love in New York we're just gonna waste some time I love the name of this ministry here alabaster box we're gonna become the oil that's just poured out poured out poured out poured out why don't we bring God the treasure of our lives you see before you were born again you are a worm you were rubbish you are nothing but when the Lord Jesus met you and saved you and filled you you became who he says you are you became a son a daughter and now when you lay your life down if you say Lord I will go anywhere I will do anything whether it's Wall Street or Somalia Lord whether it's Broadway or Ethiopia Lord God whether it's 40th or 44 god I will go anywhere I will do anything lord I will go I will give you my treasure my life and I ask you Lord to use me to use me I want you now just to ask him use me Lord go ahead go ahead go ahead go ahead oh jesus said I sent you an example that you should do as I have done for you a new command verse 34 of John 13 a new command I give you love one another Oh remedial rubbish aiyah I'm gonna ask all the speakers and and the prayer team to just ask Holy Spirit where to go I want those who just spray just lift your hands shut up a song I wrote Oh Lord we want to love like you Jesus we want to love like you Jesus we want to look like you Jesus we want to smell like you Jesus we want to love like you Jesus right here in New York we want to stop for the drug addicts we want to stop for the pimps but we want to stop for the billionaires and the millionaires and the ones the tourists that are coming and going from this city Lord we want to stop for the Ivy Leaguers and the ones at the junior-college Lord we want to love like you Jesus show us how to love just put your hand on your heart ask him ask him god break my heart break my heart Lord from New York break my heart for the loss break my heart break my heart let me see open my eyes I need eyes Sam I've been blind God I've been walking past the multitude I've been walking past the multitude that's what I hear the Lord saying you guys are saying I've been walking past the multitude oh and I hear the Lord just saying it's time to stop it's time to stop I give you a new commandment love one another as I have loved you so you must love one another by this all men will know that you are my disciples if you love one another what if New York had enough believers and enough places of worship that we all would love first of all our brothers and our sisters and not judge them because they went to another man's meeting or another streams meeting but we would love like Jesus we would love like Jesus we would love like Jesus we would see our brother in another stream our sister in another church and we would love like Jesus until all of New York until all of New York would see that we are disciples because we love one another okay Matt I'm gonna go down and I'm just gonna go where the Lord leads me but let's go up let's go up Matt let's go up let's go up I want to pray a blessing the Lord bless you and keep you make his face shine upon you be gracious unto you and give you peace anyone who needs to leave now in the next before the next 15 minutes please make your way out we're so grateful you came we pray you come back tomorrow go and kiss your babies and stop for someone on the street maybe just one tonight and lead them to Jesus they're hungry don't be fooled by their disguise the Lord says don't be fooled by their suits don't be fooled by their finery they're desperately in need of love and they're desperately in need of a savior and it's time that we stop for the one in New York so please if you need to go make your way out cuz for the next 15 minutes we're gonna have no spectating it doesn't mean you're less spiritual if you need to leave we bless you so quickly make your way out and greet your friends out in the lobby now we're gonna go up if we're still here close your eyes everyone who's left close your eyes lift your hands and surrender your hearts we're gonna go up and we're gonna go in worship and gods gonna crash into this room and change us he's going to change us and I hear the Lord say that I'm gonna wash some New Yorkers feet tonight I hear my Jesus say I'm gonna wash some New Yorkers feet tonight I'm gonna wash their feet with my tears I'm gonna wash their feet with my tears because my heart breaks over this city my heart breaks over this city my heart breaks over my brothers and sisters my sons and daughters my heart breaks over them my heart breaks over them for one says she's not my brother and one says he's not my friends how my heart breaks how my heart breaks and I know the Lord says I know what to do I know what to do he says I'm gonna bow down low I'm gonna bail down low I'm gonna get off my throne and touch new yorkers with my manifest love tonight i'm gonna show you my eyes i'm gonna show you my heart i'm gonna show you the church i'm gonna show you your brothers and your sisters i'm gonna show you why i brought my friends from five continents to New York to this little little little meeting wide I asked him to come from Mexico and China in Africa and the Middle East why Chicago because I love my church and I love my children I love my church and I love my children I wanna wash your feet I want to touch your hearts I want to show you love and you say no no no no no don't do the ads don't wash my feet and he says all let me let me let me let me let me okay Matt just just go up and in you

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Published: Wed Nov 15 2017