Ex-Mafia Hitman Plays Never Have I Ever

i was stabbed up i was batted i was hit by a truck but that was part of my life as a hit man [Music] hey i'm john alain ex-enforcer for the gambino family hitman and i'm here to play never have i ever never have i ever killed someone i have in the past you can't take back what you did you can only move forward but that was part of my life as a hitman enforcer for the gambino family and some of the things i did for the gambino family i killed with the bat i killed with a knife i killed with a gun it was part of the life for me to enforce some of our rules and laws when i was sent by guys that i work for personally never have i ever nearly been killed i have unfortunately i was stabbed up a couple of different occasions shot i was hit by a truck i was also baseball batted and piped and on several occasions different organizations tried to machine gun me on the corner of my house another time guys involved with the mafia tried to shoot me down the block from my house one occasion i was in the hospital for about six weeks i got out of the hospital i was probably about 80 pounds that was just part of my everyday life unfortunately never have i ever refused to kill someone i have at the time john gotti senior was in mcc manhattan he asked his brother gotti to come back and see me at the club after a jailhouse visit and asked me to kill a guy as a favor i believe he was part of or one of the guys that killed my friend greg ryder that the body was never found that he was supposedly chopped up and disappeared i refused to do any kind of favor for him to help him beat his case while he was in jail for several murders during my enforcing days i was also accused of killing a rabbi hired two people in jersey to murder his wife while he had an affair it was big news in philadelphia and south jersey i was questioned accused of that murder later on i was cleared they found the two guys that did it they told on each other the rabbi went to prison for life the detectives at the time when they came to see me you guys know what i do for a living you think i'm a hitman but i wouldn't kill a woman i'm the guy that would go after the guy that killed a woman i would kill that person so i think afterwards my reputation talk for itself they knew i wouldn't do things like that and i never got accused of something like that again my hits were involved only with street guys mob guys nothing outside of that never have i ever been to prison unfortunately i've been to prison my whole life i've been off parole the last couple of years was the first time since i'm 17 i've been off parole i've been in prison in florida in new jersey on a cruise ship in brazil probably 40 prisons i did a book called prison rules with nick christopher it's a handbook actually about the pitfalls of the street and how to avoid them how to avoid trouble inside prison if unfortunately you find yourself there when i went to jail in brazil it was nothing like united states prison because it's almost like concentration camp like in the prisons i was in you get about 100 some guys that get killed a year there's guns inside the prisons there's machetes and there's occasions where i myself had to stab several guys in prison in brazil but it was more of a torture situation not here where you're housed and confined there you're tortured you beat completely different situation in third world country i think when you grow up in the life i grew up fortunately for me my father trained me as a kid to accept getting hurt as bad as they are you have the mentality to never quit you're going to survive it somehow you're going to get out of it you're going to try to escape and you have that no quit attitude it was a life where i hurt and killed a lot of people it's the part that took me to another level that most guys don't go to even though they talk they'll do this or do that like most mob guys if you go through the accounts and see how many people they actually heard shots that very few of them have done that kind of work it's only a handful of guys like myself that do that kind of work never have i ever suffered ptsd [Music] i have i think anybody that's been in wars or seen the violence i saw it's impossible not to suffer from ptsd unless you're a sociopath the toll of people i hurt killed which i think took a toll on me mentally and i started seeing therapists probably for about 30 years same woman somebody i relied on to help me not lose my temper when people are pushing my buttons and at times i yell i scream but i don't react the way i used to it's okay to think the same way just don't react the same way my lifelong dream is to continue helping every kid not to stay in prison to get out and live a good life never have i ever regretted killing someone i have not and the reason why i say i have not and i think that's going to surprise a lot of people because if i didn't come to this point in my life i don't think i could ever save all the kids lives i'm saving now so i think for whatever god's plan was for me it was for me to get to this point the lowest point you could probably get into your life and reflect back on the lives that you took the people that you hurt but in the long run i think i'm gonna save more lives by doing the things like i'm doing now the johnny and gene podcast show and all the talks and a second chance program for teenagers and young adults i think you know some of the rewarding stories that people ask me there's a young boy who became a my thai fighter champion his name sam greenfield i mentioned them plenty of times on different podcasts the shows i've done he had a friend that was killed in gang violence in the uk so i flew over the uk and sam's father got in touch with me we started speaking and i started talking to his son and his son turned around his life instead of trying to get revenge and kill the guys that killed his friend he changed his life he started helping kids advocating kids became a champion fighter and he just received a reward this year for advocating for young adults so it's something i'm really proud of i changed a guy's life who's saving a lot of guys lives it really makes a successful and it helps me to move forward doing what i'm doing i can't look back and regret it because i can't take it back and it's something that'll just frustrate me mentally and i think the only thing i could do was use what i did in such a bad past to make such a good future [Music] you

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Id: ESg_Yz4vSMU

Length: 6min 20sec (380 seconds)

Published: Fri Jul 24 2020