Down with The Crown | Troy Brewer and Josh Weathers

church will you join me in welcoming the whole planet earth to big time burleson texas on a wednesday night y'all this is the open door experience boom hey so glad to see you guys blessing and peace on y'all in the mighty name of king jesus guys if you have your bibles please open them up to genesis chapter 25 genesis 25 25 is five times five you're like so that's that's that's manifold grace amen i woke up this morning at 4 44. i woke up picked up my phone and it was 4 44. is there any 444 people in here that you start seeing yeah look at all these people i'm seeing 444 everywhere right 444 is the number that represents the kia david behold i've set before you an open door and no man can shut it hallelujah and i got up and said okay lord whatever doors you have opened for me i believe it in the name of jesus you know the bible says in the book of revelation that jesus himself brings that key it's a big deal man for the lord to bring you a brand new authority that says i'm going to give you supernatural access to something that you have not had i actually had a dream last night and i woke up it was a waking dream and i dreamed that i had that there was an angel that came to me and he did you know he just looked like a dude but i knew that he was an angel and he came to me and he said troy i want to show you this report now let me just kind of preface this and say you know i go to the doctor you know once a year now or so i've never gone on the doctor my whole life unless i had a broken bone or something and i'm not much of a doctor guy but you know you get over 50 you have to start doing that kind of stuff and i have to do that the church board makes me do that now and i'm like all right so i went to the doctor and uh um i got my blood work done it came back it was great but in my dream this man came to me and i knew that he was an angel and he said i want to he said i want to show you your blood report and i said okay and he said they missed some things that they didn't tell you about and i said what and he started telling me things that was in my blood and they were all supernatural things and there was he was he he told me he said you're high in favor and he started telling me i was high and a whole bunch of things and then he told me i was low in an area and he said this is something that you need to seek the lord about and i said okay because we know that the blood is the life amen and it was a crazy dream and then i just i woke up and thought man what a weird pizza dream that was and i want to tell you a lot of times some of the most supernatural dreams you'll have do not feel like they're supernatural whatsoever and you have to go wait a minute i'm old enough to know better than that that was the lord and i need to think about it i need to get up and go write it down so i got up and i grabbed my phone to speak into my notes is there any of you all that actually do that and don't you know that that siri has trouble with my hillbilly accent and when i grabbed my phone i looked and it was 444 and i was like man this is the lord so i got up and i've spent a day in the lord today and then at 5 55 i was still up and i sent a post out and god's been talking to me about the grace that is upon us today all day and i've done tons and tons of tv shows and things today in this subject of the grace of god and the power of god and the presence of the lord continues to come up today i want you to receive that because that's a word for somebody there's an overcoming grace for you yeah listen god is not asking you to live a powerless life he's not he loves you and if there's any area of your life that is hopeless you are under the influence of a lie right on tell the person next to you tell them say quit talking to snakes tell them that in genesis chapter 5 guys we have the story of the incredible and the miraculous love affair between isaac and rebecca and it's just so crazy cool because rebecca fell in love with isaac a long time before she ever actually saw him because brother abraham sent an incredible man of god to a faraway land to go get rebecca and his name literally means comforter that's what his name means and she agreed and all the way back this brother is you know riding on a camel i would imagine beside her and saying let me tell you all about isaac man he's he's a good-looking dude and rich that brother is richard and davey crockett and i can tell you right now he's funny oh my gosh he's so funny i mean you know his name means laughter he's just so full of joy he's so awesome and she fell madly in love she made a commitment to love somebody she didn't know but by the time she ever saw him she was madly in love with him because the comforter had caused her to fall in love with him that's like you and i ain't it you know the comforter is the holy spirit right and he's constantly telling us how cool jesus is and we're constantly falling in love with him over and over and over again well she saw him in the bible she said is that my lord she saw him walking across the field all she saw was a silhouette and she recognized even his silhouette because because of this three-month journey that this man had been telling let me tell you exactly what it looks like let me tell you exactly how to spot this is i'll tell you how he walks this is how he talks and she said that that's him right there right and this is what the bible says she got down off of her camel and went running to him they kissed and she said we're hitch let's go the tent it's in a bible i'm not being ugly in any way whatsoever there was no fanfare there's no ceremony there's no nothing i'm the one you've been looking for your whole life you're the one i've been looking for my whole life and we're getting married right now and he was like okay not anything nasty at all we're talking about an ancient culture and we're talking about something miraculous that took place that is going on with us and jesus right now so that we can recognize him as soon as we see him is that my lord is that my lord is that my lord that's him right okay so then she gets pregnant and of course there was a big issue with her getting pregnant and she finally did get pregnant there was all this kind of stuff that happened but then something crazy happened the bible says in genesis chapter 25 verse 22 it says and the children struggled together within her so she had twins and she had twins inside of her and they fought and they fought all the time now she'd never been pregnant before and i would imagine at first she thought it was normal you know i would imagine because she didn't know you know but it's like dang man this this getting pregnant thing is no joke this is like for real and getting pregnant with twins man this is something else but then after a while she began to just there was a constant fight they were fighting each other within her womb and like what what is this and she began to recognize and so finally man she she she consults the lord concerning this internal battle that is going on inside of her and she goes before god almighty in genesis 25 verse 2 and she says these amazing words why am i thus i don't know about you but i've had that talk with jesus a whole bunch of times i say lord i think things i shouldn't think i say things i shouldn't say i got this you know i know i'm saved but sometimes i don't even feel like i'm safe god i know i'm victorious but sometimes i feel like i'm such a failure god i know that i'm honored but sometimes i feel like i'm an imposter and i know i'm the only one that's ever thought that in this room and it's cool to be among such holy people but that's that's been real in my life my whole life and i've had to come before god and go why am i thus what's up with this war that's going on inside of me man i'm worn out from fighting troy brewer and i what is that and lord i know that you love me but i tell you i'm conflicted sometimes with your love towards me because i can't stand myself i can't stand the stuff that i fight like what is all that and the lord's like it's just here it's just your humanity man you're good cause i know you in present future tense i know who you are and you have not yet seen who you are but i have and i love you and we're going to get there and i'm so grateful that jesus is like that aren't you glad guys that jesus is like that but here's what's real all of us have this internal struggle i wish i'd never got road rage i wish i was okay with people driving 40 miles an hour in a 70 mile an hour lane but i'm not um i you know i there's a whole bunch of things i just go what man i know better than this why am i fighting this what is this well you know what whenever she went to inquire the lord which is exactly what you do god almighty gives her this amazing revelation and in genesis chapter 25 verse 23 he says to her there are two different nations inside of you and they're always going to fight now that's the ptv that's the pastor troy version of that verse it's like why why am i like this he says because you got soul and spirit in you and that spirit has to bishop that soul and sometimes your flesh and your soul will team up against you to kill you and you gotta fight on your hands big boy and you gotta knock down drag out johnny cash mud blood and a beer kind of brawl with you inside of you and you need to know that this struggle is actually a holy struggle and one that you have to win and you got to take this fight serious and you need to know that there are literally two nations within you and one has to win over the other well if i'm a man of peace why do i have so much anger if i'm a man of confidence why do i have so much anxiety if i'm anointed to have courage why do i have so much fear if i'm a man of joy and celebration why do i deal with so much depression what what's going on what is that oh well you're dealing with two different nations now the good news is the blood of the lamb and by the power of the holy spirit your soul becomes holy your flesh will become holy see how it works is your spirit is 100 saved right this second aren't you glad of that but your soul or your mind is in the process of being saved and someday your physical body will be saved now you think i'm good looking now wait till you see me then yeah someday i will even i will have a glorious body someday even i and so that's the hope and that's what's going to happen but what's real is our promised land is overtaken now not through physical territory you know we don't pick up machine guns and go against real physical giants and and we don't take on the philistines and we don't actually come against walled cities now now we let the spirit of the living god invade our souls and you have to understand that one territory has to overcome the other territory there are two nations within you and which one wins is the one that you bow down to whoever is the king of that one that's the one that wins so god knows that there's a battle going on within us and god knows what's going on within your thinking and he knows the struggle and the good news is he does not hate your humanity he's not mad at you over the struggles that you have he's not um he has a grace for you and he has patience and now that i've said this he fully expects you to take this fight seriously and you can't just say because i'm having a hard time i'm just going to let it ride you can't let it right you cannot there are certain things that cannot happen on your watch there are certain things that that it needs to be at the end of the day it needs to be said out of all the mistakes that you made what's real is you took your watch serious over the things that jesus trusted you with that you took it serious and i'll tell you this you can you can try and take on the whole world with a water pistol if that's what you want to do outside of your flesh but if you don't win this and if you don't if jesus is not on the throne of your own heart and if and if you do not deal with the internal struggle with all of your doubts and all of your belief nobody else is going to deal with that for you so we have to own it we have to accept the responsibility of being grown-ups and being people that jesus sees as warriors the lord does not mind that you're in a knock down drag out all the time he doesn't he he doesn't mind that one bit i mean he thinks that you are a warrior it's true that you are the bride of jesus but jesus is attracted to a warrior bride he's not attracted to a diva who has to have her way 24 hours a day and she's a drama queen he wants a warrior bride he wants his people to say i'm up for the fight and i'm encouraged for the fight because i see what a mighty warrior king jesus is i say those things but i know that it's not easy the whole battle between soul versus spirit is a really big deal it's a big big big deal now there's a lot of there's a lot of confusion as to what your soul is as opposed to your spirit and i i hear it all the time just even in our own culture you know we'll say things like well you know what makes an animal uh unlike us is they don't have a soul no what makes us like an animal is that we both have souls what makes us unlike the animals is that we have the spirit of god and if you do not have the spirit of god within you the bible calls you a brute beast you're animalistic you're always in fight or flight mode and you have nothing else but through the power of the holy spirit friends we are made more than overcomers more than overcomers so so your soul is not your spirit your soul is your mind your will your emotions it's how you process things and all of us in here have a very different soul because we all have different backgrounds we come from some of us are urban some of us are country some of us are young some of us are old some of us are male some of us are female some of us had two parents and they were good parents some of us didn't have any parents some of us grew up in blended families uh some of us moved all over the country some of us never moved at all and so those things actually affect your soul it has to do with yeah it's it has to do with who you are but it also has to do with who you are as a person that processes the world and that's why guys we have to have the breath or the pneuma or the spirit of god within us that says i'm going to give you something that is not of this world supernatural the way i see you the way that i love you my lens of everything a whole new world view and it's not just something you're going to strive to enter into it's going to become who you are and then here's what happens you rule your soul through the spirit and again if you don't do that and if i don't do that nobody else is going to do that for us pneuma the spirit the breath su-k the soul your soul your mind and your will and your emotions must submit to the spirit of god now there are some certain things that we can do to do that adoration is one of the exercises you and i need to learn and you might not even know what adoration is but adoration is a disciplined emotional response to the love of god but he says okay every time god moves for me i'm going to respond this way i'm not just going to shrug my shoulders now i'm going to discipline myself to go whoa hallelujah and you see all these weirdos that are cause of god man that was god okay that's not just because they were born weird it's because they're intentionally in love with jesus and you that's a discipline that's a that that's a true discipline people that you see come down here like whenever you see tabitha come down here and worship she's down here freaking out right on okay i want to tell you five years ago she wouldn't have lifted a finger to praise jesus is is that not right miss tap no no man that has been that has been she's like i have learned to adore the lord i have learned to discipline myself to respond to jesus in a way that is radical that's adoration and that's on you if you're like well that ain't my personality well let me see what you act like at a football game let me let me i i'm taking you all kinds of places and you have an emotional response that is culturally acceptable and you've learned to conform to that right i want to tell you like brian dobson is here he's one of the most subdued human beings in the whole world you watch him worship i want to tell you that ain't natural for him it's supernatural for him he's conformed his life to that he'll get down here and ball and he is the last person in this room that wants to cry in front of anybody and he's just like man i'm just going to let it go the spirit lord wants to make me cry man i'm going to cry i want to be broken before the lord that's adoration it's an intentional response it's an intentional emotional response you know psalms 122 says i was glad when they said to me let's go to the house of the lord well that didn't happen the first time that didn't happen a second time and if you're like me it might have took like 20 years before you was ever happy to go to church and i was the pastor so it might take a while but you're like dude i i might as well get happy about this and i might as well bring my expectancy man i'm expecting the lord to show up within our midst hallelujah first thessalonians 5 23 now may the god of peace himself sanctify you completely and may and may your whole spirit your whole soul your whole body be preserved blameless at the coming of our lord jesus christ there's the battle right there to not just have it on the inside but get it also in your head and not just have it in your head but actually walk it out in your physical being and that's it and this is the walk and this is why we need each other this is also why we need to be supernatural people this is why we need to be spirit-filled holy ghost jesus freaks and this is why if you're crazy i'm saying that you ain't crazy enough and this is why i'm saying you're not stupid for going after jesus in a ridiculous way man listen you need this and we have to go after this i preached in the garden at on easter sunday and i preached i don't know five or six or seven messages on the garden over the weekend and this is a deal i promise you that if jesus christ had to be strengthened supernaturally by an angel you will you will come i'm telling you the day will come that if you don't know how to tap into the presence of the lord and have the god of heaven literally send an angel to impart strength into you you will not make it you can't make it through learning 10 000 verses and planting them in the in your frontal lobe you're going to have to live out the word of god and receive those verses as permissions and green lights to go after jesus and to live this and let it be the confession of your mouth let it be the meditation of your heart let it be the thoughts of your mind and be someone say this is a life i'm living i'm not living any other life you can do that you can do that well pastor troy i just don't feel like i'm that guy who can do that man i'm going to just say this as polite as i possibly can you have to you have to come to a place where you say what i say are you ready for this to hell with your feelings that's what i say to me all the time i i got the i don't want us you know i just get the i don't wanna sometimes we're like okay i just don't wanna i got the idawanis anybody know about the atawanas you know and i just say to hell with my feelings listen to me soul man i'm a soul man today i'm not a soul man i'm a spirit man all right on i ain't john belushi i'm dan aykroyd sorry so no i i i'm not a soul man i'm a spirit man i'm saved right i'm saved and so i have to tell myself all the time you know brother david spoke to his own soul the brothers talked to his own head that's how crazy he was oh my soul why are you disquieted within me it's like what's the matter with you talking to himself like why would he do that because he knew how real this battle was and he's going to get himself in line that's on us you need to have very real confessions of your mouth that you make on a day-to-day basis you need to have such a real prayer life that if again god woke me up at 4 44 i went outside and i set my truck and i pulled my truck i i live on a ranch so i don't have to get dressed to get in my car in the morning i got a robe you know i just wrapped a robe around me and i got my truck and i drove to a part of my ranch and i sat out there and i wanted to watch the sun come up and i said lord i'm up and i'm here i'm here king jesus i'm here and i love you with all my heart and god i don't know why you want me up this morning i have such a busy day and and i i've got so much stuff to do but i don't have anything better to do than to seek you in to find you and here i am and if and if it if it pleases you to have a meeting with me i'm in and let's do this and i spent a bunch of time just seeking the lord this morning and literally praying about god help me god with my thankfulness god i want to be more thankful than i've ever been help me lord god almighty sir with my awareness of you because then i'll be more courageous god god god people are starting to just come up to me everywhere i go and say hey i see you here i see you there and god there's nothing worse than talking to somebody and not having an anointing in my life for that person god i need to be much more aware of how i carry your presence and lord lord jesus i i want to i want to know who's going to come up and talk to me before i know it give me a word for them lord lord god i looked up my finances and i left up all the strategies and the plans of everything that we're doing and god i lift up our teams all over the world and father i want to talk to you about my kids i want to talk to you about my kids i love my kids i praise god for who all my kids have married and i praise god for all seven of my grandbabies and lord you're doing such a great work god let your spirit move upon them father god sir don't let your kingdom stop with me and leanna don't i thank god that all four of my kids and all their spouses all love jesus i'm so grateful i'm like lord don't let the things of this world carry away my grandchildren and lord can i just talk to you about legacy today can i do that now lord let me just talk to you about lyanna she's so cool and god she just is always there for me and she's she loves me so much and i'm gonna tell you the truth the lord spoke to me and said go make her a monster breakfast and take it to her in bed yeah now before you think i'm just a rock star husband i'm not saying it was good it was good but i went in there and she woke her up and she's like what's this i'm serving you breakfast in bed today i'm like why i said because the lord told me to do this he's so happy with you he's so happy with you leanna and i'm so happy with you and i praise god for you she's like cool i i i well when it comes to how the lord wants to prosper you you need to know that god doesn't want to just prosper you financially he actually wants to prosper you in your emotions and he wants to make you emotionally sound and what i'm going to tell you today is that there has been a spirit that has been unleashed in the united states of america in fact all over the world and it's i think it's been something that has been chained up until recently and it's been unleashed and you can see it absolutely everywhere the spirit of offense and the spirit of emotional instability where people are offended and they will attack you and kill you they will persecute you they will lose their minds and then in the meantime a spirit that has been unleashed upon the body of king jesus that says you know man you're just going to go into some kind of a crazy kind of funk and you're not going to come out of it and you're not going to feel right ever again and because we don't have emotional skill sets and because we don't have big time kingdom skill sets a lot of us have fallen prey to this now i want to tell you i have experienced it myself but i've done a good job in battling it and hear me say that i want to say i am i'm just as vulnerable to as anybody else is that's what i'm trying to say i can tell you that there's been a grace on me from the very beginning as soon as the coronavirus the virus with the crown came was unleashed onto this planet the lord told me do not receive that crown do not do not bow down to that do not fear it and do not freak out and so i've been very very very vigilant in my own self but i want to tell you you know i've you know i've known 30 some odd people in the past year and a half that have died of the virus i don't know how many you know but i've known 30 some odd people it's one of the things that fascinates me people when i get all this hate mail you're so ignorant of how dangerous this disease is i know i'm not you're ignorant of the power of king jesus and no it's not that i don't take the the threat seriously um but i'm also not ignorant of the fact that 130 million people die of car crashes every single year i still drive i'm not ignorant that car crashes happen no i still drive still on a highway every single day that's not me being irresponsible it's me being responsible as a grown man and doing what i'm supposed to do that's what that is and and nobody is yet calling that irresponsibility well i know that there's a demonic argument that goes with all that and i recognize i recognize it for what it is but i can also say that what's what's real and what's true is that at the same exact time that that people have suffered um the loss of people all over the world and and again i know people all over the world and all my friends live in trash nubs all my friends work in the worst places in the whole world and they're the most vulnerable people to disease and it's got a whole bunch of us and i wish i could stand here and tell you that i don't know anybody that has passed away of that but i do and it hurts and i mean i all i got to do is think about it and my heart breaks i know their families and i know what godly people they were and i know how important they were in the kingdom now i'm i'm very aware but i'm also aware of this even those of us many of us in the body of king jesus that we have we have not been sick and we've not been fearful there's been something that has come upon the church over the past year and a half where people have absolutely lost all hope people have lost faith and i'm not going to i'm not going to pretend like it hasn't happened because it has happened and friends we have to answer this evil with the goodness of god and we have to be real about it and go wait a minute this is a real deal and and i think that the culture of the body of jesus is so much that people don't feel like that they can ever be in a vulnerable place or show any kind of weakness because everybody will think that they're losers well that's not us that's not us and if you're struggling you need to get help if you need prayer you need prayer if you need resources you need to get the resources if you need counseling you need counseling but don't sit and entertain darkness and think you can handle it find a friend find a church find a jesus freak find the elders of the church find people and say hey listen why am i thus come before the lord and be real about your struggles and god just tell you the truth i hadn't been happy in a long time and i don't know why your breakthrough is coming you have a breakthrough there's a breakthrough that is for you but you cannot give in to it i have known people i have known good people i have known people who have had powerful walks with jesus that in the past year and a half have come to a night where they put a pistol in their mouth and pulled the trigger like what happened what what happened one guy in particular that i i am still so shocked because up until the week before his death i talked to him all the time and i mean he was great and in just a couple of days something came on him that he could not handle you're like well he must not have been saved that brother was saved i know that that brother was saved well yeah well he must have just given up on god i don't know what was going on inside of him i just know that he isolated himself for four or five days and the last day it was over and friends i'm telling you there is a spirit that is being unleashed that wants to kill you dead it wants to kill your children it wants to kill your family it wants to destroy your marriage it wants you to walk away from jesus it wants you to end it all and friends here's how i tell you you got to fight you got to fight this and you're going to have to be i'm going to i'm going to be intentional i have to be full of joy i have to be full of the holy spirit i got to shake this thing i've got to learn skill sets i got to get real and if you have been struggling with that if you've been struggling with that i'm going to tell you that there are good people all over the world that are struggling with that do not be condemned and do not run away from jesus and do not run away from us because of that listen you're just a human being all of us are just mere mortal human beings in desperate need of a savior all of us are and we fight these things and i'm sorry that the majority of the body of jesus doesn't allow anybody to talk about this kind of stuff but phrase you got to overcome this you have to overcome this i want to ask my my friends to come up here if you would please and i want you if you would please to uh take my podium and also too if you'll bring my chairs up here i'm going to read to you a couple of things this is something that these are some prayers and some things that i have written down and some declarations that i make this one is number one my prayers are powerful and effective i want to put that up on the screen it's number one and you guys see that where all the prayers are everybody everybody read this with me are you ready my prayers are powerful and effective let me show you number two god richly supplies all of my financial needs let's all say that together you ready god richly supplies all of my financial needs here's another one number three i am dead to sin and alive to obeying god come on guys let's say this you ready i am dead to sin and alive to obeying god oh that's a good word here's another one are you ready i want you guys to want you guys to say this with me here's number four i walk in ever increasing health do you believe that that's what the word of god says okay here's here's number five oh i nearly set on them glasses number five i live under a supernatural protection i'm gonna go ahead and put these glasses on because something bad's not gonna happen if i don't walk hallelujah number six are you ready i prosper in all of my relationships you are not a loser that cannot have relationships you are not a loser that cannot have relationships you're not here's number seven i consistently bring god encounters to other people i want you guys to say that with me are you ready i consistently bring god encounters to other people i got a whole bunch of these things and uh they're going to be in the notes and i'm going to share the notes with you guys everybody that's watching online all over the world i'm going to post the notes and i have all these in there and i want to just tell you the word of god will equip you and the spirit of jesus will empower you and again if you're a sadducee and you don't believe in supernatural power well that ain't gonna work for you if you're a pharisee and all you believe is philosophy and study and study and study that ain't gonna work for you no you're gonna have to know the supernatural power of king jesus i have a friend of mine who is known all over the world um he is a next level entertainer he's a drop dead sowed out jesus freak he's known for things like selling out billy bob's texas and then springing jesus on everybody and uh uh he's a good friend of mine he's a good friend of our worship team he's somebody i love with all my heart friends josh weathers is here tonight josh come on up here if you would please oh josh weathers i bless you my brother i see you're out of jail we're happy you're out welcome what are you doing here i don't know you're the one that called me and said man listen for real okay god wants to unleash something and i said okay i'm in okay and so he's like someone said he said don't say just hey you know don't don't say anything you won't regret and i almost just left okay um i was just as real and as honest as i could be about how real this struggle is yes and um yeah that's a microphone i don't know if you've ever seen one of those but that's yeah he's a professional so uh and and also too about just the humanity of the emotional experience today is heightened in a different way because it's much more collective than it's ever been and i don't know if you guys know about all that but i mean everything is so connected now all over the world now that there is a collective kind of emotional thing now and there's a spirit that's in it that is not jesus you guys recognize that your grandparents didn't have to deal with that now i want to tell you what your grandparents did have to deal with and i could go through the struggles that they had and this generation would last five minutes for what our for what our grandparents went through but there is a different struggle today that our grandparents would make it through and so there's a grace there's a grace for all of that josh i've known you for a long time i've traveled the world with you you went with me to india it did and you and me and you played on a stage in front of thousands and thousands of people we did it's one of the funnest gigs i've ever done my whole life it was cool man changed my life it it was a was a life-changing trip for you wasn't it it was so you actually um after that i mean you started going to india all the time and junior abroad katie y'all y'all y'all adopted a bunch of babies and you built an orphanage and all kinds of craziness yes all kinds of craziness well hey you're welcome thank you whatever i didn't have nothing to do with any of that jesus is watching yes so but but um i've known you i i i'm a you know i'm a fan of yours and i am you know i am i love you and whenever whenever i whenever i go to see you play somewhere i go to the front i go the front row and i scream and holler and you hear girl fangirl i am a fan girl and uh and we're friends we call each other when we text each other we share struggles with each other um you've been a tremendous blessing to me you've you've helped me raise a ton of money to say boys and girls out of sexual trafficking all over the world and i say all that kind of stuff to let everybody know that i mean i know you yeah you do i mean i do and and you know me yep and uh you want to hear some troy brewer story easy easy boy i don't think i don't think there's anything that would shock anybody yeah leona tells everybody what do you got to tell everybody everything for her i don't know so you know you can have some secrets without telling everybody you know how crazy you are but what's really is you are one of the happiest people yeah um you you you you live in joy you have a rock star bride yeah got such a cool wife man you got such a cool family yeah six kids six kids five with one on the way yeah yeah we have biological bookends that we just made that's what happened we have 10 years since my wife has carried a baby so she hates it a lot we're having a little baby asher in june that's amazing hey we bless asher in jesus name and we bless katie through her pregnancy yes in jesus name thanks god yeah um you've been really successful yep you mean you've you've seen zeal there have been you would say this i would not say this but you would say there have been a lot better musicians than you that have never seen the success that you've seen sure you had one youtube one video how many how many hits do you have it went viral twice yeah i know which is totally a god thing the first time i was like lord if this is not you this needs to stop because i can't i mean that's a long story but i felt like the lord had told me to that i was in the wrong place that playing and where i was playing what i was doing he didn't want me there anymore that's right so so i said if this is not you and just after that happened that video went viral the first time and so it got like a million and a half views like in a week yep and then it just breaks yep and i was like oh praise the lord it was like really getting tired of turning down all these record deals because i did because that was i don't i don't go into that story but but then it went viral again but then after god took me to india just a few months later just not too long after we go to india with you and then god totally transforms my life and uh and then it went viral again after katie and i decided to start love like you mean it we it went viral again and that time it got like my goodness 25 million views something yeah something like that yeah so the lord was like yeah we'll just hit that button again yep yeah you got a call from president trump and you played the inauguration yeah which pauline also played that she was on stage here nick nick nicholson nick choate who plays with us yeah uh blaine blaine janet's son um i mean you've seen really cool success you were the first i called you before i called my mom my mom's my mom wouldn't be happy to but like after because i didn't know that i was going to meet the president i didn't know that i was going to meet the president that evening and a production company had hired me to do that gig and that was based out of fort worth because they actually wanted to use small businesses to produce those events imagine that he said that and then they did it and then and so that's also why we're friends but um yeah i mean i didn't know that i was gonna meet the president that evening and then i did and we had this like 10 minute five minutes i don't even know how long it was because it was speaking with the most powerful person in the world and i called you because troy has like more favor on his life than you know probably any other human being on planet earth and he always called me back dude i met mike tyson yesterday and he took me to the beach and we hung out and he didn't take me to the beach he gave me his gloves he did give you his glove aside yeah yeah and i said i said i went to richard branson's island and had coffee with mariah carey weird things like that and so i went after i met president trump i was like yeah he brothers calling me [Applause] i said bro guess what and i was i was down at you were like i'm watching you right now i was watching you i was in my little computer room i was wearing overalls i didn't have a shirt on i had on overalls and i was watching you know the computer down in the back pasture and i was like dang i was watching you man it was so cool i was like richard branson [Laughter] so anyway i i know you and this is how we are all the time you're a really funny guy and you have a lot of joy in your life and then but yeah and then i don't know several months ago you called me and we were filming and i was in the middle of filming and we were doing something i don't know what we're doing but it was something crazy and you'd call it and then you called again and i thought man i wonder what's going on though josh and i answered the phone and you said hey and you were crying and you said your boy's not good and i said what what's going on what happened and you were just uh you were not good i almost i was a disaster you were a disaster i'm gonna start crying right now thinking about mike man dude i don't know what's going on but i got to get with you and then and then and then it didn't get any better from that did it no what happened tell us tell us tell us what happened tell us when it started what's that bro i'm losing it i'm losing it and you go and and i explained to him a little bit what was going on and i won't go into great detail but it was just like this severe anxiety severe like which led to depression which i was just losing my mind crazy thoughts insane things i was thinking that i had never i'm like i mean i could not rationalize anything and you go brother you are out of your tree which made me laugh which made me feel better and he was like you're full blown out of your tree buddy well i didn't know what to say you know everybody everybody thinks because i'm a pastor i know what to say and i just don't sometimes and i like brother you're out of your tree so all right so so tell us what happened so so you started thinking did it happen in one day did it happen over a process it was there's a catalyst it was a long it was there's a lot to it many layers that led to me you know i was like at one point and it happened a couple of times where i was like fetal position on the floor like i was done with life my wife is pregnant with our sixth baby i got five other kids in there i can hear them screaming laughing everything's great and i was not great and i couldn't get it together have you ever been like that before ever okay guys hearing this never you guys hearing this so listen he's being brave and doing this i'm truth telling because there's people in this room i'm telling you there's people that you know there's people i don't know if this is going to be on tv there's people that are watching this you are not by yourself so um anyway uh yeah just crazy just crazy thoughts basically it was it was a it was a mass demonic attack on my identity just after everything i believe everything i love everything i hold sacred everything against my every aspect of a man it came under subjection to the point where i'm like i don't know who i am i don't know who i am i've lost complete sight of everything i know and when you feel that way i mean my faith was like it was like over i mean it was horrible i went through i went through this in 2011 that's when i that's when i went through my thing was in 2011. we've gone through a bunch of hard stuff i was supposed to appreciate guys i got so bad in 2011. and again you see our glory but you don't know our story and you need to know that this is part of it and you have to overcome this you have to and in 2011 josh uh i was supposed to do a conference on a monday night and it was supposed to be monday and tuesday and i think that's what's going to wednesday i got home from church and i was so mind you i got up and i preached in church on sunday somebody probably got saved i did a good job i got in my car and i cried all the way home from church i just cried and cried and cried because i was going through something so bad and it was not about the thing i was going through anymore it's i could not think right anymore i couldn't feel right anymore i i felt so defeated i did not feel like a grown man anymore this was in 2011. and i went home and i used to have this big giant birdcage that was actually a net and i had hundreds of birds in there and it was in all the trees and i'd go in there and i'd feed those birds and they'd land leanna came to me and she said i'm gonna go do your conference for you and leanna didn't do conferences for um back then and it was first conference she ever did and leanna told me i'm gonna go do a conference for you and because you don't need to be around anybody i said yeah don't guys it was like i blinked and leanna was like are you okay are you okay i'm i'm gonna tell you this and i've never said this publicly but i'm going to tell you this leona will tell you we would tell you this my friends know that this is truth but leanna i didn't answer the phone on monday i didn't answer the phone on monday nightly and i got word and came home on tuesday i was still sitting in the same chair on tuesday that i had been sitting in sunday afternoon and i never got out of that chair and i want to tell you i don't even remember it that's how out of my tree i was i was so broken that i i i was like moses you know me and tabitha were talking about this today there's a place where tab where where moses begged where moses went to god said please kill me yeah elijah too yeah and i was i sit in that thing and i was like while my wife is gone i'm ready to die right here right now if you've never had that day i'm happy for you but i've had that day he's he's just he's going to tell you more about what he's been coming through but i'm just i just want it for the record that this happens to godly people and this happens to people who have their acts together and this happens to people who who don't even know why it's happening you don't even have to have a cataclysmic event you didn't have a cataclysmic event i mean you had life but all of a sudden this happened so for for how long did this go on where you just kind of felt like you were being sifted like wheat like five months five months you know one time you called me and you're like bro i'm thinking this i'm thinking that i remember i remember my amazing counsel i said quit it yeah it's like that bob newhart skit on mad tv you've ever seen that where he's like well it's gonna take about it's gonna take about one minute but it's it's five dollars a minute after that and the lady's like i'm afraid i'm gonna be trapped in a box and buried alive and he just goes stop it and that's that that ultimately is the truth it is that is that you have to stop it you just have to turn it off okay and then you turn this on and then things start to change so when what was the place where it started to change for you what what was that and tell me what was the turnaround when the turnaround began there's been like layers to it it really has come in like layers because getting free and staying free are two different things correct so so i i really i mean i had a great friend of mine danny mcdaniel i was just out of my gourd just like you know and i drove over to his church he just happened to be there that day i hadn't been there in months wow happened to be there he let me come stay at his house for like four days and he literally like nursed me like a child i mean like a baby i mean really i mean he just took care of me and we sat in his living room and went through this whole identity series thing it was really really great and that that was one layer and then and then uh you know and it would start to come back oh no it wasn't coming back and then i went to i went to a service over in watauga it was so divine i walked into this place on a sunday night the guy's message was like it split me between the eyes god had told me the day before go to church well i couldn't go anywhere that morning because it was just the morning fell apart ended up at this place on sunday night god literally designed this whole program it was like for me i'm the first person at the altar afterwards i get totally wrecked right and so that was like this moment and then things started to build from there and it was like i mean it's just come in so many different layers but really i was in i was i was up north i was print playing a private event and and uh and i started having this conversation with the lady at the private event her and her husband and she and her husband a couple other people standing around and we just we start talking about jesus and then i can kind of hear through the conversation that she's been dealing with some stuff she's mentioned therapy which i did that i was not that didn't work very well i'll just be honest i'm not going to go into that because i don't want to you should have went to open door counseling yeah i should have christina could have helped you i'm just telling you i don't know if she's in here and i will call you one day no i mean a lot better than that yeah i was the counselor you had quit all right go ahead yeah why don't you tell me to call her then jerk anyway i love you so i'm sorry so and then um um but i i'm having this conversation with this lady we start talking about demons and you know she's kind of like i don't know you know i can tell you can tell when people are like that kind yeah i see that look all day long everything and she and it's probably just obviously people know that those things exist but you know i i don't know so we start talking about it i say hey i want to pray for you she goes great i'll pray for you too and i said no no like before i leave i want to pray for you so okay great so her and her husband had come out to the car we're loading up stuff and i just started talking to her again and she says ever since i got sick this like this heaviness has been following me around she had she got coronavirus and then i said you know what me too and it was like i didn't realize and me and my wife and i had kind of talked about it because we'd heard you know like there's the brain fog thing after you get it and we've heard people have this like so but i was only i had i was like sick you know kind of for like three days but it was during that week when when i literally just nosedive right you guys hearing this okay so and that's when it started was during that week and so i was like you know what me too but i just grabbed this lady and i just start praying and i start commanding the spirit of depression and anxiety all these things to leave go now in the name of jesus right and so i drive home that night i google it when i get home i'm like you know what i wonder if this is a thing because i literally have been like unplugged from the world for like five months i don't know what's happening in the world blaine will get so mad at me he's like dude you need to know what's going on in the world i'm like eh do i you know anyway but you do i mean it is a thing so but i google it and i come across the first thing that pops up is this study and they they test they they tested 62 000 people all tested positive for cobit one 19 five are developing symptoms of depression anxiety or dementia within 90 days of being diagnosed that's diagnose cases i never got diagnosed but i lost my taste and smell which still has yet to like come back you know fully i can only not smell bad things which is like a gift from god that's good because you're sitting next to me it's been a long time you sat in a bird cage for three days i bet you smelled great you have your nervous breakdown your way yeah i will have mine my way so so we should start a tv show anyway uh and so immediately i start i start having this like i'm like you know what this is this is part of this this is part of this there's a demonic assignment on this virus and it's attached and i'm like it's hurting people in more ways than they even know my grandmother my grandmother died at hugely hospital of coba 19. the week before she went to the hospital she did we didn't know she had it the week before she didn't know who my aunt was and she's lived with her for 15 years and she's never had any signs of dementia she literally did not she goes who are you she thought people were in the front yard that were not there she had dementia that week before she went to the hospital and was put on a ventilator and then two weeks later she's dead right so there is something to this and i start thinking i'm like you know what if i lose my taste and smell that's neurological that's not in my smeller it's not in my taster it's in your brain right and i'm like so then i'm like mr google over here she's never a good i don't recommend dr google but but but there is something to the eff to to like you know i don't know exactly how the brain works but there is something to that like your smeller is not far from your emotional center right and so i just said you know what i woke up the next morning i'm telling my wife about this and i tell her uh i think this has something to do with covet and she's like yeah and i said i tell her about the study that i read and i'm like and uh and then she's talking to me and i'm wide awake laying in bed and i don't know how often how many times i'll share this with people but i know i'm in good company here well go ahead and put it on worldwide television we're only we're only in 200 nations okay 200 nations good i can't wait for the emails just for the ones with my name i'm sending them all your way man sorry edit this part out i guess you prayed at the other at the end of the other one so it's fine don't blame me for what you're doing okay i literally i'm sitting i'm laying in bed and i just see this as clear as day it's like i'm dreaming but i'm not dreaming i'm wide awake and i see i'm on the promenade deck of a cruise ship and i'm looking down the edge of a crew like down this hallway of a cruise ship and and there's there's nobody on the cruise ship except one guy who's kind of hiding from me like in plain sight and he's got a he's got like a security outfit on he's got blonde hair kind of almost like a mullet kind of not it's real disheveled looking doesn't look secure i'll put it that way he's wearing a mustache wearing a mustache he has a mustache and he's he's and he he looks right at me like that and he sees that i'm looking at him and he looks right at me and he just goes like that and winks at me and i just was like it crawled all over me this is something so evil about what i'm seeing here and then i tell katie i was like i think i just had like a vision and she's like what was it and i'm telling her about it and then it just came over me i said i just started commanding anything that would have been a mental health issue connected to the virus to leave me in jesus name you go in jesus name and i start and i see i see that in this vision thing again this guy is being pushed down the hallway and he's falling down the hallway and as he's falling down the hallway i'd like i command him off the side of the ship i'm like you get off the side and i'm like get off the side of the you go into the abyss now in the name of jesus and i'm like yelling in the room and he's off the side of the ship and then i started feeling better and then things started like and it was like another layer of victory and then i just changed the trajectory of the fight i was no longer going to fight like there is something to be said about getting your body in check i mean i started taking tons of supplements and things like that because your body's soul and spirit and everything healthy yeah i was just like this is part of my body the muscle called my brain which helps control my mind and i'm like i want that to be working fully so i got on man i'm just like you it looks like a dump truck i take every day which is part of it i lost like 20 pounds and uh and then yeah things just started to turn around when i when i took the battle took the fight where it was supposed to be okay so when you were telling me this the other day i showed you in proverbs chapter 6 where it gives the description of the wicked man okay it says he winks maliciously with his eye that's in proverbs chapter six okay you guys know that scripture that's in proverbs chapter six and he winks maliciously with his eye that's and i read that verse to you yeah you did i did i read that verse to you so what's real is i i believe this i don't think that this is just a theory but i really and truly do believe that with this virus also came something are you ready for this if it manifests in your nose and if it manifests in your taste it means it disrupts your discernment and your experience hasten [Applause] that you it's going to mess with how you experience things it's going to mess with your ability to discern what's real and what's not real because your nose represents discernment and your taste represents your experience with god so here's what i want to do i want to ask the guys in the band to come up here josh we're going to pray amen do you guys want to be set free of this thing and i want to tell you if you got this virus sometime last year or whenever and you recognize dude that's legit i i can tell you the guy that i was talking about that killed himself who is my friend he had just come out of the bout with that and it had been i don't know three or four weeks after he was like okay i'm clear i'm done and then nose dived and i here's what i say the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but they are mighty and they are mighty to the pulling down of strongholds and whenever you begin to expose and bring the light okay light maketh manifest and uh you you can kick that off the ship you can it was so funny to me that you saw it that absolutely tells me it has to do with the coronavirus because the coronavis the coronavirus has manifested in cruise ships right it was the big deal when it first started it was all about the cruise ships you guys remember that then he shut it down right and i've been just been saying that um you know the cruise ship church is out of business and the battleship church has to step up right on so i want to ask you how to stand up if you would and i want to ask all of our alters to come up here everybody that works on our altar team would y'all come up here and come here and put your back up against this thing i want you to turn around and face everybody if you would please hallelujah josh thanks man for being brave and for sharing that man yeah proud of you and i love you so i want to since the lord has given you this victory man yeah and and and i got my victory in 2011. i want to tell you after i went through that in 2011 and i went through that and there's actually people in this room that helped me through that um 10 years ago i once i defeated it i have never dealt with it one time since then i've dealt with it trying to get back into my life but it's never been able to penetrate my heart again and i mean once once i beat this thing i haven't had to deal with this since then i've had to deal with it in a sense of stay off my property but not get out of my heart and get out of my mind that's a completely different thing and um i'm just going to ask you man since you're the one that's living in this momentum i want you to pray so everybody's up here right on i want you guys also would y'all would y'all kind of move over here towards the front too yeah come on up here guys hey steve you guys want to come up here you and your beautiful bride you guys come up here please if y'all would listen we're going to start to pray and here's what i'm going to say to you if you need to go you can get but you can also get prayed for here tonight and if and if there's anything within you that's embarrassed quit it just stop it you have no reason to be embarrassed you're coming before the king of kings as your authority and the lord of lords as your owner that's what you're doing and none of us have any opinion about anything that you've ever gone through because none of us knows what it's like to be you none of us do and maybe you're not even going through something but you're like i recognize this in my house it recognizes my family i've seen it and i want to stop this thing i want to confront the wicked spirit that winks maliciously with his eye and says in the name of security put up with me give way to my fear yeah i know that devil so we're going to begin to pray and as we as we begin to pray let me let me pray for you first then i'm just going to turn this over my brother father in the name of jesus let the spirit of the lord begin now to move in this house oh god it is the anointing that breaks the yoke it's the anointing that breaks the yoke and we declare chains are falling off of people and that there is a grace to overcome anything that has started to mess with our identity with our perspective with our discernment with our personal experience and how we will taste and see that the lord is good and not be able to taste and see the goodness anymore the goodness of god i just declare in the name of king jesus that there is an anointing here to break that declare it oh god i love you lord and i praise you and i thank you you're so good yeah let the let the oil of the lord fall upon you in jesus name i speak peace on you in jesus name and declare to you you are not crazy you are not a failure you will not fall you will not sit in darkness any longer you will not be separate from the life that god has for you but you will taste and see that the lord is good that you will smell the fragrance of heaven i just declare that to be made manifest that a supernatural smell comes into people's noses and that we begin to we begin to just smell the fragrance of heaven i pray father god sir in the name of jesus god that you'd make your amazing presence manifest in this room in jesus name friends as as josh begins to pray for people uh i want you to come down here and get yourself prayed for and i want to tell everybody that's watching online i'm going to let you guys go we got some business here in the house but i'm praying for every single person that's watching all over the world and telling you this seek the lord who loves you seek the lord your god who loves you he loves you so much and he is your hope i call you the head not the tale above and not beneath and highly favor of the lord god bless you go ahead buddy

Channel: Troy Brewer

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Published: Thu Apr 08 2021