"A Repenting Heart" Pt. 2 (9-19-21) Pastor Tamara Bennett

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you're there jesus showing me how much you care you're there you're there right there you're there you're there right there you're there you're there right there you're there you're there right there you're there you're there jesus [Music] in the midst of my fall you're there i can conquer it all cause you're there in the midst of my fall you're there ah jesus i can conquer it all cause you're there you're there jesus you're there you're there jesus you're there right there jesus you're there you're there jesus you're there right there jesus you're there you're there jesus you're there right there jesus you're there you are there jesus right there you're there jesus is [Music] [Applause] jesus you're there you're there jesus right there you were there jesus you were there you were there jesus right there you were there jesus you were there human when i fall right there you can conquer it you were there you were there jesus right there you were there jesus you were there you were there jesus right there you were there jesus you were there you were there jesus right there you were there so we honor you cause you're the god that's everywhere proving to us you always care jesus [Music] you've been lord you've been so faithful [Music] your faithfulness brought me through jesus [Music] when [Music] jesus right there [Music] all of your grace all of your mercy that you have bestowed upon us for fathers truly by your grace that we have not been consumed it's been by your mercy that we are here today it is by your loving kindness that continues to draw us even in the midst of our frailties father you remind us you are there you are faithful to us [Music] [Music] [Music] jesus right there you're there jesus you're there you're there jesus right there you're there jesus you're there you're there jesus right there you let me fall you're there you're there jesus right there [Music] [Music] i could never repay you more for what you've done for me how you lose my shackles and you set me free then you made a way out of no way return my darkness and today never repay you lord for what you've done for me lord you loose my shackles then you set me free then you made a way i don't know when you turn my darkness in today never repay you lord for what you've done for [Music] so we acknowledge you today as our king as our savior as our lord lord have thy no way in this place bless us strengthen us lord send a word today that would teach us how to serve you better because we love you we love you with all of our heart all of our mind all of our soul and all of our strength lord you know us one by one a name by name you know what we need today you know the touch we need from you you know the word we need from you you know the breakthroughs we need from you you know the healings we need from you you know the deliverances we need from you and we've all come saying help us strengthen us give us what we need give us our full portion that we may serve you better that we may live for you that we may be enlightened of your will for our lives father buying the adversary that wicked one that would come to steal kill and destroy every evil device that will come against it we rebuke it in the name of jesus father we declare thy word over our families our finances our home our bodies that no weapon formed against this shall prosper but we are more than conquerors through you so we stand at it and we believe it that he that have begun a great work that you're going to finish it in us that you're going to finish it in us and father we declare victory in this house today that souls will be saved that backsliders will be reclaimed and father that miracles will happen in the earth and in this house we declare it in jesus name and all the people give god a praise come on now let's give him a praise for his faithfulness give him a thunderous praise for his faithfulness come on give him a thunderous praise if you know him to be a faithful god give him a thunderous praise if you know him to be a faithful god give him a thunderous praise a thunderous praise because he is faithful he is faithful he is faithful give him a thunderous praise a thunderous praise hallelujah bless the lord with me and let us exalt his name together give the lord one more praise help me praise god for our worship team and our minstrels and psalmist we could never repay the lord for all of his goodness towards us to all of our brothers and sisters all over the world that are watching the service we greet you with the love of jesus christ you may have your seat in the presence of the lord i give honor to my own husband and companion and covering and friend and business partner and babies daddy and all those things i thank god for ldq and all of the ministers and elders and to all of our visitors today i greet you with the love of jesus christ thank you so much for being a part of our service today as god is entering us into a season of getting reset and rebooted and getting rebirth in the things of god for sure these past two years have been unbelievable for everybody and anybody and so it's important that we stay rooted and grounded in the things that god have called us to i think it's a season that if you already knew the lord pre-code it then it should absolutely be making something a little more intense in your seek for him to want to know him a little more and if you did not know the lord then it should definitely make you curious of who he is because it's obvious that all this that's happening that god has to be in control and we need a true answer and a real answer and so we are grateful for what god is doing in this house um i just want to slow down just a little bit i want to attempt to minister today as the lord has been talking to us about a repenting heart as we are preparing for our 21-day consecration and getting our hearts ready to go before the lord and seek his face um it's important that your heart goes with you yeah you want to take your heart with you um just real quick about the consecration i just want to show you this more details will follow um but we're getting ready for our 21 day october consecration the dates will be october 11 through the 31st we will do weekend revivals fridays saturday and sundays and again i'll give you more details on times and things like that we will have our live 6 a.m prayer monday through thursday it'll be online with me we will not have a wednesday night kingdom like bible study through those days we want to focus everything toward the revival um if you're anywhere in the california area i invite you to come um i can't lie i want folk to come that's ready to get something from god yeah and you know just desperate people i want some desperate people and and chasing after him and all of those things and hungry for him so um if you're interested in coming i would love for you to be a part of it again as i said we're going to have more details um to come definitely for the three-day revivals and the consecration and things it's just time to seek the lord until he reigns down righteousness amen that's where we are and that's what we're trying to do as we are ending another year and preparing ourselves for 2022 having no idea what 22 might hold we want to be prepared as i said there's a quote that the lord put in my spirit and he said when you see the signs of the time and the end time is not for you to be fearful and scared it's for you to be ready and prepared amen so he prepares his children let's go um to the word today so we want to continue to talk about a repenting heart and understand what we're doing everything we're doing right now is strategic and it's intentional we are we're breaking up fallow ground we're breaking up our hearts and we're making our hearts remain sensitive to the things of god this world i say over and over and over all the time as long as you're in this flesh you are subject to vanity you're subject to making mistakes it's just part of the journey it's because we're in this flesh you're subject to be prideful and haughty and and do some things that you never thought you would do because as long as we're in this flesh we're gonna be tried and we're going to be bombarded with the cares of this world with the demonic spirits of this world with spiritual wickedness in high places and what's critical is that you guard your heart you guard your heart toward the things of god just bear with me a little bit because i just really want to be honest and frank for me and just plow my way through you know you know you know today is a day that's got all these different you know clinical diagnosis and all this different stuff and mental health and mental illness and all that i'm i'm a hundred percent convinced that everything lies in that heart everything lies in that heart and what's in that heart and what have that heart experience what have that heart taken in what have that heart believed what have you been passionate about what have you leaned your passions to whatever you lead your emotions to because all of those things are in your heart and let me just talk to you as a believer i will not take on medical clinical psychologicals i'm not going to take a social i'm not taking all those things on more than what i take on what's spiritual because everything happens in the spirit first and so if i believe that and if i lean my emotions if i lean my heart if i lay my passion to understanding spiritual things then god gives me the revelation of what's happening in the natural now everything about your life everything about how you live is based on how you believe it doesn't matter what's been preached to you it doesn't matter even what you've experienced it's what you believe because what you believe is what you do what you believe is what you do it's not what you say it's what you do and i can say i'm a believer and still cuss you out i can say i'm a believer and still commit adultery i can say i believe and still commit fornication i can say i'm a believer but it's what's in my heart that proves who i really am so everything comes out of our heart it's your heart and god is saying in order for us to be a people a repenting heart to change you've got to deal with your heart we're caught up in emotions and we're caught up in let me just god please help me today satan loves to latch on and attach itself to life incidents and hard times and tragedies that he creates satan is the root of all evil nothing about god is evil and i needed everybody to say amen on that nothing about god is evil satan is the cause for evil satan is the cause for abuse and rape and molestation and murder and homes being destroyed satan is the cause of that and then he uses those incidents to make you bitter and full of rejection and hurt and all of that mess lives in your heart god help me today it lives in your heart rejection lives in your heart self-pity lives in your heart bitterness lives in your heart and then you begin to train your flesh based on what lives in your heart so you trust nobody and you can't stand people and and you got an attitude against everybody in the whole world all you nobody owes you nothing but love and you owe yourself love and to give it to god to help your hurting heart god help me today you can't fix it you can't go around it and i'm done i'm done with religious happy pill messages i'm done listen call for it if it did nothing else from me it gave me a huge wake-up call and that wake-up call is you better get to the root and the matter of things because in the time of trouble god help me to hallelujah i need something solid me something solid that i can stand on give me something solid that is true give me something solid cause in the time of trouble your happy pill messages are making me happy get me rooted get me grounded so in the time of trouble i can still stand and god is saying it's all in your heart so real quickly let's review just a little bit so we're talking about our repenting heart here we go next slide so he said one of the hearts is by the wayside and that's the heart without an understanding so you come and you hear the word and you didn't get an understanding for you as i said before and i'm not going to re-preach this message but church that understanding is i've got to understand what god is requiring of me i've got to understand my route things that i can't do or can do things that god is shaping me into i am a woman i have to understand what god wants for me as a woman of god who am i to you you know my past you know my future you know my beginning and my end i can't hide from you and what you're creating of me i have no idea so give me understanding give me an understanding why you saved me and not others give me an understanding why you healed me and why you kept me give me understanding so the first heart is the heart that's got to get understanding but that wayside heart you won't have understanding if you don't have an understanding you don't you won't be faithful if you don't have an understanding anything anybody says can make it just fall aside because you never got an understanding when you get an understanding you don't need a cheerleader squad to make you serve god anymore you do it because i understand what he requires of me so that's the wayside heart keep going so then there's the other heart and the bible and and these are terms i gave you but it's an offended heart and that's the heart with no root so here you go you heard the word you were happy you received the word but then when persecution arise for that very word you changed i thought you loved jesus i thought you were faithful but as soon as the wind changed you changed with it because you had no root so whatever the most popular thing is you changed again if all your friends are saying something different you changed again blm came and totally changed a lot of saying your whole mentality changed god please help me to get forget blm the entire movement of riots and division i was hearing things from saints i could not believe when did you become so hateful when did you become so combative when god said that blessed are the peacemakers but they shall inherit the earth you had no roots when did you start living off of color when did you do that no root so when persecution arises because it was what everybody else was doing you got with it no root you heard the word you sung about it but there was no root movements can change you when there's no roots civil issues will change you when there's no roots social issues will change you when there is no root god called us to love period and you got to get rooted in it thank you for the five people that believe in the power of love here we go next one then there's an unfruitful heart that he blessed you he prospered you god please help me today listen church listen okay how can i say this i don't know let me try real hard you have to be very careful that you don't use god because the methods can work sowing all those things work but then when you get that blessing you're not as faithful to god when you had a car that you had to pray to start and pray to stop you was so committed we knew you were coming because we heard the car on 47th exiting and you were faithful because you believed god was going to bless you for your faithfulness so you stay faithful when you had the studio apartment that you and your six cousins lived in you remained faithful because you was believing god for something better and if i stay faithful he gonna bless you but now that you don't got your house now that you've gotten your car you've got your levels of comfort you just needed god because your life was uncomfortable it was never because you meant to really serve them so as soon as you get all those comforts now it's an inconvenience to do what you need to do for god now how did god get slaughtered in your schedule and not become a priority cares of this life cares of his life choke it out it'll choke it out so now you're so prosperous let me tell you something let me tell you something let me tell you something i say this by the grace god bless jesus keep me covered all that god i'm gonna pull on david parallel he said don't make me so poor that i might steal but don't make me so rich that i'll forget how to praise you give me what's comfortable for me give me my comforts just make me okay but the cares of this life will literally choke the spirit out of you because everything has become a greater priority you don't want a business that's of a greater priority than god's business you don't want a house that you give more care to than god's house you don't want a family that you'll sacrifice for more than god's family i know y'all don't like me today there is a balance so my heart can stay true to the things of god but then there's the fruitful heart and the fruitful heart here we go next slide and the fruitful heart is the heart on good ground it's the one that get an understanding it's the heart that's honest it's not a perfect heart because perfection is a process it's not a perfect heart but it's a heart that's got understanding it's a heart that's honest and when your heart becomes honest your first honesty is to god hallelujah hallelujah i don't know how to say it 10 times 10 times you can't hide from god baby you can't just see you can trick me you can trick but you cannot hide your heart from god oh lord oh lord o lord o lord o lord o lord o lord and when you get comfortable with having an honest heart to god man means nothing when you learn because god will teach you how to handle man how to be kind and forgiving to man when you learn to be honest with god here we go scripture says so jeremiah said thus saith the lord jeremiah said curse be the man that trusteth in man that your confidence is in yourself your confidence is what you can see in man if the curse be the man and not really from the king james version he said it maketh flesh his arm and whose heart departed from the lord he said curse me to man you're not you're not going to prosper you can't you can't put your confidence you can't put your trust in anything that's a man-made system it's flawed because we're flawed so you can't put your confidence in anything that's of a man-made system god please help me today there's gonna be flaws you know as i was studying this and i just think god is so phenomenal because it's just like wow god so you created us in your image and the one most powerful thing he gave us was a free will um i'm attacked something i'm not ministering it but i'm attacked something so i'm a part of a school board john arms academy and uh we had our constitution day where we were installing our um new um deem of students um government staff or government body student government body and our guest speaker was congressman mcclintock now i know i'm not saying it exactly the way he said it but he said something that was so profound and he was talking about our constitution and we the people of our constitution and the power of we the people and the power that these were men in the 1700s that if you can believe this that was under the inspiration of god to create a nation that would be free to worship free to live by their choice we the people free and liberated to be like him i need y'all to work this this is just my own translation are you all right we're created in god's image who is great who is phenomenal who is awesome and we're created in this image so we have those same tendencies to be creative to be brilliant to be phenomenal because we're created in his image the united states of america was created with that mindset i know y'all don't like it you want to act like that the u.s is against me that demon need to stop as long as i'm in the united states of america i am liberated to be great to be an entrepreneur to be a worshiper to be whatever and god made our nation that way that's why we're such a blessed nation if i can get 10 people to stand up and say i'm proud to be an american citizen thank you very much thank you very much i'm just putting this little commercial break in there all right let me tell you what he said that was profound he said so with that understanding which he didn't break it down like i just did but it was kind of like that with that understanding this is what he said so when you come against our constitution you are literally coming against the will of god because he made us to be free oh y'all not ready hallelujah our nation was founded and you can deal with that whole ethnicity thing if you want to i need y'all to work and i'm gonna walk out here and i'm not gonna even leave my message but i gotta walk out here you can deal with that if you want to that these were caucasian men about you can deal with that if you want to i'm not i'm dealing with the inspiration of god that in that time those were the men that were in charge but god saw me down the line he saw all ethnicities being free in the united states of america hence is my power we the people i need praise i need praise in this house to be ready to be what he asked you to be he made it that way and so with that freedom here we go with that freedom you can go many places in your heart because he made us that free and i'm thinking god man wow whoa he said but oh god help me today but because i created you i know you hallelujah hallelujah and you don't even know both ways you don't know the depths of your evil and you don't know the depths of your greatness i need i need y'all to walk with me i need y'all to walk with me i need you to i know your heart and only i know your heart jeremiah said god said i know your heart he said here we go he says so cursed is the man he said that believes in man you put more trust god help me today you put more trust in man he said how dare you when i'm the one who created you oh lord oh lord oh lord oh lord oh lord oh lord oh lord oh lord and when i created you i had greatness in my mind for you i have purpose in my mind for you i have a plan for you but i gave your will you got to want me as bad as i want you and you got to love me as much as i love you he's just so curse be the man who put their trust in man can i keep working it for half a second still i'm detouring just a little bit this kid are y'all really okay yeah i i i i'm appalled and i come against it because and i need to talk to an ethnicity right now i need to talk to my folk for a minute i need to talk to my folk for a minute i wish i might allow this demonic negative rejected demonic spirit to come in my mind and make me think my nation is against me it don't matter whether you like me or not i'm here and i'm here to be great because god called me to greatness and it's part of our nation so i won't receive it i won't talk about it i'm not going to deliberate about it because you ain't going to get that much energy but i will spend my time asking god what is your plan for me and then turn my heart towards him i need praise in this house i need praise and get ready for your shift to get reset to get rebooted to get rebirth i will not waste my vital time hearing of demonic rhetoric but what i will do is break up my fallow ground and get a heart of understanding what is the greatness you have called me to be what is the assignment that you have called me to be and then let me hear it and let me move curse be the man put all your trust in man and its ways including myself here we go next verse so then he said he said they'll say the lord curse me to me yep next one so blessed is the man hallelujah blessed is the man that trusteth in the lord and whom hope the lord is my hope is in god because i know he's in control so blessed is the man for he shall be as a tree planted by the waters and that spreadeth out her roots by the river and shall not see when he'd cometh but her leave shall continue to be green oh god i love you and shall not be careful in the year of drought neither shall cease from yielding fruit in other words as long as i keep my confidence in god i will remain fruitful i will remain blessed i will remain watered down i will remain fruitful my heart because i put my trust in god i put my energies towards god i put my actions towards obeying god i put my thoughts toward thinking like him i put my energy towards things that are pleasing to him and as long as i'm doing that the bible told me i am blessed clarification again we know what's happening in the earth with vaccinations and et cetera et cetera et cetera we know dr frank we know the cdc we know all of these things we know all of these things are happening i never want anyone to misinterpret my actions or what i say i hear them i respect them i take notes i understand but my trust is in god that no matter what is happening in the earth my trust is god is going to make me all right i need praise your word can't be a word over my hope in god i need praise come on y'all let's work it all the way through lean your heart i trust god therefore i will remain blessed hallelujah shout hallelujah shout hallelujah i will remain fruitful shout hallelujah shout hallelujah i will remain prosperous shout hallelujah shall hallelujah i will remain healthy because i trust in god i need praise because i trust him i hear what you're saying but i trust god i respect what you're saying but i trust my hope is in the lord and because my hope is in the lord i can't let your fear choke my assignment i can't let your fear stop my assignment i still got to do what he asked me to do because my trust i need praise up in this house i trust that as i do your will you're gonna take care of me i trust you i need praise up in this house and shout hallelujah shout hallelujah let's get our hearts right with god here we go the next scripture he said for the heart is deceitful you can't trust it it's deceitful above all things and desperately wicked who can know it it's always looking for a way out more than a way in okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay let's make it kind of simple okay okay okay we can put out detail by detail about a consecration here's what it is saints we're just doing one meal a day we're doing fish and whatever ask me if somebody will say is it like no bread or ezekiel bread or um is um i don't know you know why because flesh says i want to break find something good for me i've said it many many times because i've done it i've said it many many times it could be just one meal a day it doesn't matter what you're gonna eat after that but just one meal a day fast until three 258 you are in in and out's line you are and you clocking it and you let go in front of me because i don't want to be i'm letting the lord know i earn on my time because that heart wanna do what they wanna do it's deceitful and it's gonna feel so good as it holds its fry at 2 59. 259 58 57 56 i 55 it let's go do it let's go do it because our heart it is deceitful and it's desperately wicked who can know it but god and why because i made you hallelujah hallelujah because i created you i know your processes i know i know about you what you don't know i know when they did that what impact was going to happen before he even knew it was going to have that impact i know your heart i know the layers i see life as layers childhood the babies childhood teenage young adult adulthood senior our our lives are filled with layers and as things happen in our life and each one of those layers you got to learn how to give god your heart again because i need to know you in a different way and what i knew you as as a teenager i'm now older i need to know you again because my heart is being tried in some things that wasn't tried and as a teenager it wasn't tried in my childhood so who can know my heart but you he said it's desperate look at but the lord searched the heart he said i'm searching it and i try the reins i'll allow circumstances to happen not so i can show you so you can see what's in your heart and i need you to renounce a repenting heart i need you to renounce those things out of those out of that heart because i don't dwell with that i'm a jealous god and i want to be the only thing that lives in your heart so you will be tried he said i try the reins of the heart he said to give every man according to his ways according to the fruit of his doings you are rewarded church base as i said in the very beginning you are what your heart is yeah and what you do is coming from your heart good bad right or wrong up down sideways what you do is because you're passionate about it you believe it you want to do it it's in your heart you commit adultery though oh no what is the famous line over adultery it just happened i don't think so yeah nothing just happens there was a curiosity in your heart there was a craving in your heart sin don't just happen y'all better talk back to me he sends images in our minds he sends ideas you hear a thing you'll see a thing he drops seeds are you listening to me and then those thieves if you keep dwelling on it it'll get planted and then it'll leave an idea and it becomes something like i wonder if it becomes a what if it becomes i i think i can and it'll become i think it can that i think i might i think i'll try what's the big deal you're not talking back to me and it'll become i think i try i think i might till i did it and then if you liked it now there's an addiction you're not talking back to me that's how sin works and god said i know how it got in but now i gotta let you see so he said i try the reins of your heart so that you can see the deeds i said to someone the other day and i live by this i truly truly live by this i truly believe i can predict my future based on how i sow and i'm talking about everything if i sow forgiveness i believe forgiveness is gonna come back to me when i make my mistake because i'm gonna do it if i sow love i believe love is gonna come back to me instead of hate if i sow a repentance i believe god will forgive me again and again because i've shown it's gonna come back to me are y'all working with me i regret that the church deal more about sowing money and then they do fruit of the spirit i regret that i regret that and so we're rich and mean we're prosperous and we're blessed and and lazy and the things of god but if i learn that everything i do that i give to god he rewards me accordingly it's coming back to me are y'all working with me i will show goodness in my marriage because i want happy days the rest of my life i choose to forgive i choose to repent i choose to say i'm sorry because i don't know what we're going to face down the line that god would keep us together i need praise up in this house i choose not to say it's him i choose to say it's me help me because i believe that as i sow that i choose to sow loving to our children and helping them and understanding them because when they get older and they don't know life yet i know you don't know but i'm gonna show goodness and let you know i'm a door that you can come to so in the time of trouble that they can come to that door because i never closed it i sold an open door are y'all working with me he said every man is known by his ways he said and i know you and i need you to know you by your heart here we go we've been bringing the story in and we're going to close it here we go the word of god said here's a story about jesus familiar story jesus and peter familiar familiar familiar story jesus and peter and so jesus had performed all these signs wonders and miracles peter has witnessed it peter's with him peter james and john great men of faith that stayed with jesus and all of these miracles all these signs and these wonders now the flip side of that story is that as mesmerizing that's phenomenal and as awesome that jesus was doing these things with peter james and john and the other disciples what also was taking place is jesus in his own route with god and so while they experienced some phenomenal things they ate with two fish and five loaves of bread they you know they're seeing the dead raising all these phenomenal things what truly was happening on the end for jesus is jesus was doing his course with god and these disciples have been called to witness it to help you believe the works that i do in my father's name you can do an even greater but it was jesus who was being persecuted and on the front line not them it was jesus was being spit at not them it was jesus who knew this whole time he's given the same power and authority to everybody including this man named judas that i know you're going to betray me with the kiss it was jesus that had to treat judas equally to all the rest of them even though i know you're the one that's going to turn me in it was jesus that was coming through his course so here we are almost at the end of jesus journey and jesus is telling the disciples therefore when he was gone now jesus said now is the son of man glorified because he was coming to the end of his assignment he said and god is glorified in him he said if god be glorified in him god shall also glorify him in himself he said now the lord is about to be glorified because i finished my course and now it'll be known that i really was the son of god because i i humbled myself and brought my flesh under the obedience of the ways of god to prove that the glory of god can live in flesh hallelujah and that god can get the glory out of our lives so every single possible thing that satan could have ever tried you and he said i proved it you can overcome it and so now i'm at the end because i've been trying to now i'm at the end now the glory is coming the glory can now come into flesh and the flesh can now experience the glory of god because jesus brought flesh under subjection wow he said so now flesh will know what it's like to experience the glory of god to have the presence of god he said they're going to experience it now here we go he said and so and shall straightway glorify him so little children he's talking to little children yet a little while i am with you he said you shall seek me and as i said unto the jews whether i go you cannot come so this is what i'm telling you i'm going to make my shift now and when i make this shift you can't go here we go next verse and the bible says simon peter okay here we go simon peter said unto him lord jesus whatsoever thou goest i'm going to okay yeah all right all right jesus answered him peter whether i go you can't follow me now he said but thou shalt follow me afterwards peter i'm i've come through a course that you haven't come through yet and so god my heart because i i gotta be like flesh my heart got tried in everything peter everything the bible says there's a pastor of scripture the bible says that the prince of this world came and tried me and couldn't find nothing he said so my heart has been tried peter he said it's solid it's going to glorify god he says so you can't go where i'm going yet but you will here we go here we go here we go peter said unto him lord why can't i follow thee i will lay down my life for you okay okay okay peter i'm not gonna talk to you i'm gonna talk to your heart i know i hear what you're saying but you're inexperienced enough to know what i know your heart gonna really do so i hear what you're saying peter jesus no i'm gonna lay down my life for you right he said let me tell you what's gonna happen he said will thou lay down thy life for my sake will you really do it peter he said very very i say unto thee the gonna crow three times peter because what you've given me is out of your emotions and i believe you mean well but i'm telling you right now that's not what lies in your heart and church this is the journey that um in our restaurant my line every time because oh it's a wonderful place my line every time is we're a work in progress you know why because i don't know where we're going to be in 10 years we don't know he don't know i don't know we don't know and there's always room for improvement yeah you have to be that fluid with your walk with god because you don't know your heart you can talk tall at one stage because you don't know what's down the line for you and you can talk tall when you're single but then you get married y'all not going to talk back to me mary folk i go i go till you marry somebody saying i ain't what you gonna do with that and then you all sold out and then you have kids that you can't control y'all not talking to me that in your man we're having a child and our child name will be johnny johnny's going to be a good boy johnny's going to get probably about um he'd probably be about 3.8 or so uh johnny is gonna graduate good luck with that let's see how johnny's gonna do you don't know you'll find yourself as all folk would say listen johnny i brought you into this world and i could take you out see just and then johnny was saying mama aren't you the great intercessor ain't nothing about that right along in here see johnny will make some stuff come out of you your own flesh and blood so you got to be careful with your heart god said but i saw it coming i saw it i saw it coming i saw it coming and then you get older oh that's i can't lie like okay i'm indefinitely in the marriage stage the business stage the ministry stage the kids stage but i can't lie i'm i'm working right here but i can't lie my eyes is on my senior citizen stage because you see some seniors it's like well how did you end so like that it was in the heart and you know the older you get you lose filters y'all all know them all folks that just speak they met y'all that you defended well she didn't mean like don't tell me i'm a ground because the older you get the less filters you have so you just say whatsoever forget oh some of y'all doing it at 45. you just say so i can't lie i'm focusing on my senior citizen days i want to be a sweet old saint you know sweet sweet oh honey god is able he'll work it out sugar hold on now baby i want to be one of them kind of you're just full of the devil that's i want to be i don't want to be but god said i know long term i'm looking at your heart hallelujah hallelujah and peter i'm at the end of my course of being persecuted i'm at the end of my course peter i had to walk with judas until i knew he was gonna betray me that was my course peter not yours but if you want this glory i'm telling you peter you go get it but right along in here you gonna deny me peter three times before the crows you gonna deny me here we go in the word let's go let's go let's go next scripture here we go so peter said so that's called the offended heart it's the one with no root so peter i hear what you're saying but you haven't gone through it yet to know how rooted you are and church hence is the will of god every man's work have to get tried to know what sort is uh it is of are y'all with me are y'all okay i'm saying that because kovit tried us talk back to me y'all and if you got loosened in some things don't be discouraged it just means my roots weren't as deep as i thought y'all work back with me if you feel actions and things that took you out of character don't let go don't give up it's just god showing you your roots weren't as deep as you thought if fear paralyzed you from doing the will of god it just means your roots y'all not working with me you quoted god and gave me a spirit of fear but you show acting in fear you're not gonna let me talk about it your roots have to be i will not fear and it's proven by your actions i can say that i believe god but i got to be proven do i believe god and he will try the reigns of your heart not your religion not your notes not your google not all it's your heart i'm gonna try how rooted are you in me and so the bible says it is a heart that's easily offended he was offended why would you say that to me jesus i love you is you too offended because i know you're talking out of your emotions you haven't been tried here we go let's go let's go so then peter now jesus is going to the cross and here comes the persecution because jesus work it is done now here's peter he sat without in the palace and there was this damsel that came up to him saying hey thou also was with this jesus galilee as jesus he's watching jesus get stoned get whipped get beat hey weren't you what jesus but he did not shut up woman no no me no no no oh no i'm good the bible said and i know but he denied before them all saying i know not what you mean who are you talking about g what what's his name yeah aren't you what jesus i'm sorry how you pronouncing weren't you with jesus i'm sorry who je um how do you spell that um he's saying i don't have a clue y'all not y'all not hear me i don't have a clue who are you talking about and when he was going out onto the porch he leaves the woman another one came and saw him uh-huh hey cause you know women are the first one to blast you brothers kind of do things on the download yo i think that's oh not girls that's him oh yeah i saw him dudes are kind of like on the download yo man on you with that um i'm just saying they got some folk over there watch your back bro that's what brothers do better watch your back like he was him yo that one right there the bible said and when he was going on to the porch another handmaiden said unto them unto them that were there this fellow was also with that jesus of nazareth here we go next one next one next one and the bible said go ahead go next slide next slide next night and again he denied with an oath i don't know who y'all talking about peter how did that happen you just said you would lay down your life you said you would lay down and now you don't know jesus he said i told you i don't know the man and after a while came unto him they it's a lot of people now they that stood by and said peter surely thou also aren't one of them cause you talk like him who else know the language of a shot and impartations and you talking like him then begin he to curse and to swear you was just speaking in tongues stuff don't happen except to make you see what's in your heart when you fall the fall is not god trying to say i told you so is saying i need you to see what's in your heart the fall is because god's i needed you to see so be happy that you saw it since we're talking about a repenting heart not a perfect heart if you never told peter your heart was going to be perfect he said peter before the crowed three times now peter you just said you would die for me wherever you go i'm with you jesus i got you and now just like i told you because i was looking at your heart the bible said not only did he curse but he swear now you can come up whatever alphabet of curse and words as you want to he did them how did he curse but he swear saying i know not the man. and immediately the crowed i'm just talking about my own personal journey um maybe i should say because i want to put a demon in the atmosphere so i'll plead the bloodline over my statement right now it takes a lot to embarrass me it takes a whole lot because i don't see myself as perfect so when mistakes happen it's not it's not i mean you know we still got pride we don't want mistakes to happen and things like that but i can tell you this it's a greater importance to me to make things right than to worry about you talking about my wrong you talking about my wrong do not offend me what offends me thank you what offends me that's so kind of you what offends me is if i'm not able to tell god i need to make it right a repenting heart and when you care more about what people think i don't care when you care more about what people impression i didn't make you have that impression that's your impression of me i didn't tell you to have that of me i admit lord have mercy i am flawed because i'm in this flesh and i can put no confidence in this flesh but i put my trust in god that as he show me i will repent peter upon this rock is what i declared about you upon this rock i will build my church the revelation peter that you know who i am i pund this rock i will build my church and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it not because you're perfect but because you got the revelation revelation of who jesus is and so the scripture says here we go and peter remembered the words of jesus which said unto him before the crow thou shalt deny me thrice he wasn't too full of pride and he wasn't just forget it he was reminded and he went out and he wept bitterly give me some worship and we're going to pray in a minute what god is saying about this repenting heart is that we get this thing it doesn't mean it's perfect but it's saying i put my trust in you god i got a long way to go i don't know my end i don't i don't know my end i don't know what my end is going to look like how many of us already things have happened in your life you didn't plan situations happen in your life that was not part of the plan that's how it happens but i gotta trust you and so as we're talking about these layers of heart god is saying just like peter it didn't change my calling it didn't change that you are a chief apostle it didn't change that i've given you power over demons none of that changed i needed you to see peter what was in your heart we're preparing for this consecration and the best way that god keeps whispering to me he said tammy this is a long time journey and i need you to maintain a repenting heart so when i show you things turn change change a repenting heart means you change you change and you don't go back peter never went back to that place again as a matter of fact when it was time for peter to die peter said hold up hold up he was about to put him by the cross he said hold a heart i hold up i'm not even worthy to die like jesus turn me upside down because he never went back to that thing again yup church we are plowing right now we are digging right now and if we really want to see a move of god it's not going to happen in these walls it's going to happen in our hearts it's not going to happen in these chairs it's going to happen in our heart and our hearts being broken before the lord our hearts being fragile before the lord our hearts being tender before the lord there is a wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful outpouring that is coming to the church and is coming to god's people and everything that i feel right now he's saying but give me make sure you get that repenting heart between now and the time god anything you show me don't let me go into denial don't let me act like it's not me but let me see it let me acknowledge it and then let me go away weeping and bitter that i hurt you what is true repentance and we're gonna pray it's what you did against god what i love about god is our founder used to say oftentimes what i love about god is he knows everything about you and he still loves you and so right now even if you don't know the lord jesus christ as your personal savior it's you discovering him he already knew you and he loved you in the midst of your wrong he loved you in the midst of your mistakes he loved you in the midst of you not sure doing some things that you don't want your mama nobody else know i know i did he said but i saw it and i know it but i also knew i had a plan to redeem you to wash you and save you here we go the last scripture the last verse this was something jesus reminded him the lord said simon simon behold satan have desired you that he may sift you as we but i have prayed for thee that thy faith fail not and when thou art converted strengthen thy brother you know why peter was able to repent prayers had already gone up for prayers had already been up for him you gonna come around peter we're standing we're standing prayers had already gone up for him prayers had already gone up for him so god already knew i already got you we're prepared for this consecration our hearts are preparing for this consecration everything's got to get rebooted everything's got to get reset and this entire ministry will get set on fire again hallelujah again there will be a new harvest of souls and there will be harvest of souls and this and and i'm moving into something right now in my own spirit i'm asking god for sons and daughters that we get it it's one body the body of christ is made up of a family amen and that family is sons and daughters saying we get it and we get our simon and we get that god's got us and we got god and sons and daughters ain't about an age it's about a family hallelujah your hands are lifted before the lord your hands are lifted if you'd only just trust them and so this process we're doing now you got to trust him and you got to trust the lord with your confessions you got to trust the lord with your repentance you got to trust the lord to tell him the truth you got brothers in this house i'm asking god i need more sons i need the sons to take their rightful place trust him trust him with your frailties trust them with your weaknesses trust them with your talents trust them with your businesses trust him with your gifts trust him and watch him bless him watch him bless us so this altar is open this altar is open and you're saying yep that's me it's a repenting heart i want to make things right with god it's a repenting heart i need you to praise them as they're coming i want you to praise them as they're coming it's a repenting heart i'm making things right with god i'm making things right with god there's no shame in my game i'm making things right with god i'm making things right with god i'm making things right with god when you're coming to this altar you're coming for you and you're making things right with god because you're trusting him you got to trust him with your children you got to trust him with your health you got to trust him they're coming they're coming i need y'all to praise them as they're still coming i need you to praise them as they're still coming i need you to praise them as they're still coming i need a real praise i need to hear a real praise [Music] hands are lifted before the lord hands the lifted [Music] i need worship mics i need worship mics [Music] be [Music] [Applause] [Music] i will be with you [Music] talk to the lord talk to the lord talk to the lord [Music] [Music] he's [Music] talk to the lord talk to the lord [Music] talk to the lord talk to him [Applause] [Music] he understands he understands [Applause] [Music] [Applause] i'll fight your battles [Music] all i want you to do is trust me [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] you trust what i'm doing with you [Music] [Applause] i need you to trust me [Applause] [Music] all right [Applause] i'll make everything all right [Applause] [Music] i just need you to trust me [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] you [Music] never leave you i'm with you until [Applause] 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are still the god of miracles you're still our god we trust you [Music] renew within us the right spirit in the mighty name of jesus and let your will be done upon us and let your will be done in us we declare father this is the beginning of us breaking of yokes fellow ground we anticipate the latter rain the former and the latter rain we anticipated father we trust you we trust you for an outpouring we trust you we trust you for the renewing we trust you for the rejuvenating we trust you we trust you we trust you we declare it in jesus name in jesus name we declare it [Music] give your king some praise all over this house give your king some praise all over this house we trust you we trust you we trust you give your things some praise all over this house give your kingdom some praise we trust you lord we trust you we trust you i need to hear praise we trust you we trust you for the process we trust you for what you're making out of us we trust you we may not understand it but we trust you we trust you we may not even like it but we trust you we trust you and we trust you we trust you for what you make me we trust you for what you're doing in our hearts we trust you what you're doing in our hearts we trust you what you're doing in our minds we trust you we trust you we trust your anointing i need praise again in this house i need praise again i need praise give your kingdom some praise give your kingdom some praise a repenting heart and you can stay in that a repenting heart that's where we are that's where we are that's what he's doing with us that's what he's doing in us we're breaking up these fellow ground a great rain is coming a great rain is coming and it's falling on the ready heart it's falling on the honest heart it's falling on the sincere heart it's falling it's falling and it's coming upon us we want you we're thirsty for you we're thirsty for you we want you silver and gold have a nun but we want you we want you we want the more of you the more of you we're preparing ourselves for this consecration more details to come um and also for the family of this is pentecost um just write this down on october 2nd i think is that saturday that saturday we're doing a special service with um bishop walton as we're talking about resetting and rebooting it's going to be a special service where we're going to deal with the in-house and rebooting and resetting ourselves in auxiliaries our ministries and things that god is giving us to do we're rebooting resetting we declare what this house will be and winning souls for the harvest and setting it up that it's a safe place and that there's avenues that we can continue to be developed and grow in the things of god we want to grow we want to mature we want to be able to move in the things of god we want to be soul winners we want to be light we want to be sought and god is continuing to gather and reign himself upon us so be prepared i think it's that saturday october 2nd it's going to be an afternoon service again more details to come as we're confirming everything and solidifying everything i appreciate it i appreciate the family members of this is pentecost that have tolerated all year what seems like it has been a very slow start it's just trying to be a sure thing i've not been anxious again i can't lie i'm coming out of kobe with a different perspective of ministry in church and what that is and above everything i only want to do what's most important to god i want this house to be that house of prayer and anointing and power and spirit we want it to be the house that we can get fed and be truthful and fruitful we want it to be the house where there's true fellowship and love and support for one another so that's where i am and we definitely want to be in this house where we have all ethnicities and people coming together worshiping god i need praise we want this as our house and so we're preparing for that and we're rebooting for that and we're resetting that as the lord continue to allow my husband and i both to be in all these different avenues and different places everything keeps getting right back to our faith and who we are and the reason why we do what we do everything keeps getting centered right back to our faith god will truly make you salt and truly make you light in the world so that he can get all the glory that's what we're doing so we want to prepare ourselves for giving at this time all of you that are able to give whether it's via text or whether it's via online or whether it's via our app or whether it's just in the house your sewing in your giving is allowing us to do what we're doing i don't know if you've been noticing but there's been a deep deep clean out that's been happening throughout all the church as we're preparing for our season of who we are as people that will serve our community as you know our feeding program is constantly busting at the seams and so we've had to we're in the process of re-gutting or reorganizing that whole back area so that we can bring in whole freezers and refrigerators we already have them but we need walk-ins hallelujah ain't that beautiful weenie thank you sister olivia being happy we need walk-ins now to be able to store the food that's coming that's helping so many people and as i said even to you if you remember or you frequent our church you know have no shame in your game if you ever need anything don't hesitate to let us know and whatever we have that's available and fresh we'll be sure to keep it for you but we're getting so much food that we need the means to keep it fresh the scripture said that our storehouse may be full right well he's doing it hallelujah he's doing it your giving is allowing that to happen your giving is allowing that staff to get increased so that we can do this on a full-time basis we're going to make several changes and we're trying to do it to better accommodate the community to better accommodate our staff so more announcements will be coming out about that but your giving is what's doing that obviously the more that we have to use all of these different freezers and things that increases our electric billing et cetera et cetera et cetera i don't worry about that i know that god will always supply the need and those that are giving you are the reason why we can still do what we do so we're going to prepare for that so you're giving your tithing your sowing god said and so that you can be blessed he said i rebuked the devourer for your sake when you're a given giver i open up the windows of heaven for you and i pour you out of blessing again law of sowing and reaping i believe the word of god that he gives seed to the sore that means the more that he blesses me and i believe i'm blessed to be a blessing and give it back seed is gonna keep coming back to me because god knows we are good stewards you want to be a good steward of the things that god bless you with that you do those things that are pleasing to him so we're preparing for giving and at the same time we're going to be dismissed we're going to open up all the doors so everybody can be comfortable to be able to come in and out we again by the end of this week you should have more details about the consecration and everything else and sorry last night and then the 20-year anniversary november 27th saturday november 27th we will have a banquet luncheon amen amen i'm excited thank you sister olivia for being so i know everybody's kind of drunk in the spirit it's okay i know november 27th saturday will be our 20-year celebration of 20 years of ministry of what god has done in this house and it will be at the kempton hotel again you have more details on that um so we're excited about what god is doing all right saints let's stand to your feet we're going to get ready to be dismissed great great great yep so good so we've got some bags available today of food if anybody needs anything we've got some so you can see minister deborah brother roshan or sushi yolanda or somebody in the back to desert a desk so you can see somebody in the back if you need something no shame in your game or maybe you know somebody that's already shut in and they need food or things please let's see about them let's bless them you know the bible told you that if your enemy is hungry feed them so the person that's got issues with you bless them that's how you do it you bless people again sowing and reaping it's not what people do to you is what you do to people that determines your future it's not what they do to you it's what you do to them learn to bless people all right our hands are lifted before the lord mr gerald if you could please come and dismiss us hallelujah we just hallelujah come on let's just thank him for one minute hallelujah come on just thank him thank him for his goodness thank him for his kindness oh we just thank you lord who we just thank you lord we thank you father we thank you lord we thank you oh we just thank you come on just thank him hallelujah we just thank you we're so grateful lord hallelujah hey hallelujah we just thank you lord we thank you for everyone here father we thank you for the hearts hallelujah hey every heart that's before you today god oh help us lord keep a repentance heart god before you lord help us walk in your word father hallelujah we may be fruitful some 30 some 60 some a hundredfold in jesus name hallelujah father bless our pastor lord bless her lord keeper father keeper family father bless eldar q father bless father all of the ministers and father we just thank you lord as we leave this place but not your presence father walk with us and keep us in jesus name

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