"A Letter From The Previous Homeowner" | Creepypasta

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<font color="#CCCCCC">I just closed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a house this morning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saving and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> planning my</font> wife and I were finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to get the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">money together for the down payment in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closing costs that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come with buying a</font> house before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I jump into my explanation</font> of what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened to prom me to write</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> I want to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make clear and nothing at</font> all seemed out of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ordinary with the</font> purchase<font color="#E5E5E5"> of this house the price was</font> decent but<font color="#E5E5E5"> not surprisingly by any means</font> the inspection<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed with only a few</font> requirements<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the seller to put on a</font> fresh coat<font color="#CCCCCC"> of paint</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the shed in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> back and have the<font color="#E5E5E5"> water heater replaced</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in a few other minor things while my</font> wife and I were<font color="#CCCCCC"> moving boxes in that</font> first day<font color="#E5E5E5"> I happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mailbox</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm not sure why I did it for anyone</font> who's ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> owned a house you may</font> understand<font color="#E5E5E5"> the strange compulsion to</font> open all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> doors and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explore all the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nooks and crannies so I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> opened the</font> mailbox<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside my new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mailbox was a</font> letter addressed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me specifically</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> no postage<font color="#E5E5E5"> or return address I've</font> transcribed<font color="#E5E5E5"> it below</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I cannot begin to tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you how sorry I</font> am for what<font color="#CCCCCC"> you're about to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> read if</font> you're<font color="#CCCCCC"> a family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man which I believe you</font> are<font color="#CCCCCC"> I trust that you'll understand the</font> gravity of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> situation after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reading</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> letter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did what I needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do in</font> order<font color="#CCCCCC"> to protect my family</font> even if<font color="#E5E5E5"> that meant condemning another if</font> what I've been told<font color="#E5E5E5"> is true it's just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you and your wife moving in no children</font> of which to<font color="#E5E5E5"> speak which is the only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">solace I haven't selling you this house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there are certain things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you must</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> this house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> many of which I cannot</font> write<font color="#CCCCCC"> even now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or what I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can't tell you</font> is that if you<font color="#CCCCCC"> do exactly what I've laid</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> below</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there shouldn't be anything to</font> worry<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one do not allow children</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">your property I cannot stress this</font> enough <font color="#E5E5E5">no trick-or-treaters no Christmas</font> carolers no babysitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to always leave</font> one light on<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the basement</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three if you misplace anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do not</font> look<font color="#E5E5E5"> for it for always set an extra</font> place at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the dinner table</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five if you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have pets especially dogs or cats</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make</font> sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> to lock them up in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a secure cage at</font> night and when<font color="#CCCCCC"> you are away six</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make</font> sure you are in<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed between the hours of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">3:00 and 4:00 a.m. with the bedroom door</font> closed again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am terribly sorry and I</font> hope that you<font color="#E5E5E5"> follow these directions to</font> the letter please<font color="#E5E5E5"> do not be angry with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me I was only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to get my children</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back the letter was signed with the name</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the previous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> owner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I really want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">believe this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a cruel joke but every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time I look at this letter my stomach</font> turns the part that<font color="#E5E5E5"> scares me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the most</font> is<font color="#CCCCCC"> the first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bullet point do not allow</font> children<font color="#CCCCCC"> on your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> property</font> he may have<font color="#CCCCCC"> done his research</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my wife</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in me but I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his research was</font> extensive enough to know that<font color="#CCCCCC"> my wife is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">currently nine months pregnant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she's due</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">within the week and the doctor said she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">could go into labor any day now I wish I</font> could just get out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">literally everything I had went into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">buying it so for now my wife and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font> stuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> here does anyone know anything</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that might</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">part-2 I contacted my realtor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see</font> what sort of laws there were to help us out with<font color="#E5E5E5"> this situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> states<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are such laws that protect</font> the new<font color="#E5E5E5"> homeowners in the event that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something about the house was</font> undisclosed pertaining to its history with violent crime and such he said that currently there are<font color="#E5E5E5"> no laws</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> can get us around this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sort of</font> thing I guess<font color="#E5E5E5"> technically there hasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been reported any sort of violent or</font> detrimental history pertaining to the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody was murdered there it was</font> never used to cook meth and<font color="#CCCCCC"> so on</font> he said that if the<font color="#CCCCCC"> police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reports come</font> back clean the law doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> do much he's</font> going to do a little more digging<font color="#CCCCCC"> but he</font> said it doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> look good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but he'll do</font> what he can<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> couple of</font> days<font color="#E5E5E5"> we did what we could</font> my wife has been<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing her best not to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">think about the letter and I've been</font> superstitiously following the rules <font color="#E5E5E5">stupid I know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they're really simple</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rules to follow</font> I already<font color="#E5E5E5"> have a kind of like keep my</font> dog in<font color="#E5E5E5"> a night so that's already done</font> and I just<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave a closet light on in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the basement</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so that's another thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> list as far as the rest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of it goes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've been keeping a place at the table</font> set that we just<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't touch and I'm</font> always in<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed by midnight the latest so</font> no trouble there either those of you who have ever moved in your <font color="#E5E5E5">adult</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life I'm sure you understand</font> completely<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I say that it's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">absolutely exhausting so I fully</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">acknowledge that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I'm about to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">describe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> below can very well be the</font> product<font color="#E5E5E5"> of sad exhaustion but regardless</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I feel the need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to share</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this I've been</font> hearing sounds from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the basement at</font> first I<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought it was mice so I put a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">few traps down but so far I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> haven't</font> caught a<font color="#E5E5E5"> single thing in evidence to the</font> contrary has given me the idea<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> perhaps mice<font color="#E5E5E5"> aren't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> problem</font> we haven't set<font color="#CCCCCC"> up anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but we have taken boxes</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stack them in the room so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> plan on<font color="#CCCCCC"> keeping those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things during our</font> second<font color="#E5E5E5"> night at the house after bringing</font> the bulk of the items from the moving van to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the basement my wife and I heard</font> a loud bang<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran</font> downstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> found that one of the</font> boxes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been knocked over but</font> the contents therein had been scattered <font color="#E5E5E5">everywhere it wasn't like the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Box had</font> just toppled<font color="#CCCCCC"> over but it was like it had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been pushed the Box happened to be full</font> of old family<font color="#E5E5E5"> photos and some of those</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pictured were scattered across the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> my wife was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> one that noticed the</font> strange part<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures that had</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> scattered had kids in them some of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of me others of my wife</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> some with various nieces and nephews but <font color="#E5E5E5">every single one of them that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had gone</font> more than<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feet from the box or</font> have children<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the pictures up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">place the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> box firmly on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ground and</font> left<font color="#E5E5E5"> the main lights on in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> basement</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> going back upstairs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">15 minutes later my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep in</font> bed and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was laying next to her</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 20 minutes later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I began to drift</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">off but even through the haze of sleep I</font> can remember distinctly<font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing those</font> scraping sounds coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the basement</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> although I can't be sure I think</font> they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs</font> [Music] part<font color="#CCCCCC"> three hey everyone</font> sorry it's<font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so long since my last</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">post my wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had her baby</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">days past the due date and life has been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a whirlwind even though things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> vastly different at home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I've managed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">maintain the rules laid out by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> previous homeowner<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've been trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reach out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to him to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help clarify but so</font> far I've had<font color="#CCCCCC"> absolutely no response I</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> tried to track</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down family members</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and friends but is as if he's fallen off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the earth what a little</font> response I<font color="#CCCCCC"> get from those few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people</font> I've been<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to contact via Facebook</font> has also been less than<font color="#E5E5E5"> satisfactory</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nobody's seen or heard from him since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> moved<font color="#CCCCCC"> nobody I talked to even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knows</font> where he moved to he just<font color="#E5E5E5"> vanished during</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the days</font> following<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife's released from the</font> hospital I hadn't noted anything strange or unexpected in fact I would go<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> far</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say that since that night in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> basement<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the ordinary had</font> happened at all<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was honestly beginning</font> to wonder<font color="#E5E5E5"> if the letter really was just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some sort of prank on the third night</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the sounds of my son</font> crying in the bassinet<font color="#CCCCCC"> as always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> looked up to check the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the clock</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it read exactly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> midnight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got up and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">went to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fridge for a bottle of</font> formula<font color="#E5E5E5"> warmed it up and returned to my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bedroom</font> my wife is awake by that<font color="#E5E5E5"> point but I</font> told her to go back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep I could</font> feed the kid just as I finished<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I happened to look</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at the alarm clock again the time was</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> midnight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went to my phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> clicked<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the screen to see that the</font> time was actually 3:45 a.m. my blood turned to ice as I recalled<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rule</font> about being<font color="#E5E5E5"> in bed between</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 3 & 4</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m.</font> I'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> already broken one rule when we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brought my son home but now there were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about it I remember</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the microwave clock as well</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it also at red midnight it came to the</font> conclusion that the power must have<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone</font> out which drew me then to the realization that the light in the basement must have been out<font color="#CCCCCC"> for at least</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a moment or two as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did my best</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> maintain composure and remind myself <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> strange had happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> last little<font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and told myself it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a prank</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that I needed to be worried</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my heart I knew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I've made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> vital mistake the next<font color="#CCCCCC"> evening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I held</font> my son<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the rocking chair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stared</font> into his<font color="#CCCCCC"> gray eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wandered</font> curiously<font color="#E5E5E5"> around the room in them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could see reflections<font color="#CCCCCC"> of lights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shadows</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and as they fell on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> saw my own face reflected<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my son's</font> eyes I caught the glimmer of<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> else behind me standing outside the<font color="#CCCCCC"> window</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shape of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another person the baby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began to cry then and I turned around to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing behind me but there</font> was nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> but an empty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> window</font> and behind that nothing but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the night</font> part<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I apologize deeply for not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> following up</font> with this story<font color="#E5E5E5"> there have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deeply troubling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> events following my</font> last post<font color="#E5E5E5"> which prevented me from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">continuing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's only now that I feel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like I'm able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to relive what happened I</font> believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I left off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with the night I</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> the power had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gone out and had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">broken two more of the rules</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized the clock was wrong nor had I</font> intended for that light in the basement to go out but<font color="#E5E5E5"> something else had during</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the next few weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the general</font> atmosphere<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my home shifted my wife</font> seemed more irritable<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I found myself</font> getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> furious over the smallest things</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I vividly recall dropping a piece of</font> toast on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor being so upset</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it they stomped it into the ground and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thought about burning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole house</font> down<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember reading once perhaps</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even on reddit about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a phenomenon known</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the call of the void nearly every</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> has experienced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it sometime in</font> their life<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's that thought you get</font> when driving<font color="#CCCCCC"> into work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and you think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just for a moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you could drive</font> straight<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into traffic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feeling of standing on the top of a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">building and having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the urge to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jump for</font> no reason it's when you're alone with<font color="#CCCCCC"> the person</font> whom you love more than anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> your wife or newborn child<font color="#CCCCCC"> and you have</font> the sudden vivid imagery<font color="#E5E5E5"> of wrapping</font> your hands around<font color="#E5E5E5"> their necks and</font> squeezing the life out of them it's supposed to be your<font color="#E5E5E5"> brain running a sort</font> of systems check<font color="#E5E5E5"> experts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> suggest that</font> your brain is<font color="#CCCCCC"> just affirming it's</font> survival instinct<font color="#E5E5E5"> making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wouldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually do something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would end or severely damage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your life</font> except they're<font color="#CCCCCC"> not supposed to happen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every day let alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> several times</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a day</font> like I've<font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to have them these</font> thoughts just slip into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for no</font> reason at all <font color="#CCCCCC">I could burn the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could kill</font> my family<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slice my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wrists open</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and watch the blood slip down my</font> fingertips until<font color="#CCCCCC"> the world goes black</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forever</font> just as quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> as they came the</font> thoughts were gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> this went on for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">several</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks before I finally brought</font> it up to my wife<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told her I kept</font> having these dark thoughts slipping into my head<font color="#E5E5E5"> without any reason she told me</font> she'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> been having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that happen to</font> especially<font color="#CCCCCC"> when she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone we</font> promised each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other to try hard to get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">those thoughts out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of our heads and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> if we couldn't stop having such dark impulses we'd go see a therapist that night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cries of my</font> baby with blurry eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walked over to the bassinet in the</font> corner where<font color="#CCCCCC"> he slept I've bent over to</font> pick<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up but my hands found nothing</font> but blankets wadded in the corner my son wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his bed</font> suddenly awake now I<font color="#E5E5E5"> realized the crime</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't coming from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the room at all or</font> from somewhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> else in the house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I left the bedroom and followed the</font> cries immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing already where</font> I'd<font color="#CCCCCC"> find my baby</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but not wanting to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">believe it</font> as soon as I opened the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">basement</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> whales grew louder and more</font> aggressive <font color="#CCCCCC">I flew down the stairs nearly stumbling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the last step and the crying suddenly</font> stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> the basement was completely</font> empty<font color="#CCCCCC"> I searched for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my son in every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">corner but found nothing but silence and</font> emptiness<font color="#E5E5E5"> it probably took about a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minute maybe less to determine that the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">basement</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was empty but it felt like much</font> longer <font color="#CCCCCC">I was about to give up when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> basement<font color="#E5E5E5"> door slam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the lightbulb</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pop</font> I was plunged into darkness<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> basement and my mind suddenly<font color="#E5E5E5"> flashed to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the letter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw it with such vividness</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in my mind it was like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it in front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me to always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leave one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> light on in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the basement three</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if you misplace</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> do not look for it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I groped</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the dark for the wall and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">followed it to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> staircase</font> my eyes were just<font color="#CCCCCC"> it slightly then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> still not well enough they crawled up the staircase<font color="#E5E5E5"> on shaky</font> limbs<font color="#E5E5E5"> until I felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door with my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knuckles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I reached up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and twisted the</font> knob but<font color="#E5E5E5"> and wouldn't budge</font> I stood up and twisted harder feeling it give a little<font color="#CCCCCC"> and remembering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> store didn't actually have a lock on it which he meant<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only way the</font> knob wouldn't twist<font color="#E5E5E5"> would be if someone</font> on the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was holding it closed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">achu acid harder and pushed at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font> with my shoulder feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> it give a</font> little more but not nearly enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> give me hope <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> darkness on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my skin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as if it</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> somehow alive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my skin crawled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> I tightened<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the goosebumps I pushed</font> harder yelling desperately as I heard the bottom step creak<font color="#CCCCCC"> I froze</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next step</font> up creaked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I pounded at the door pleading for my</font> wife to<font color="#CCCCCC"> hear and I listened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">creaks of each step</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> draw near there was</font> a single step between<font color="#E5E5E5"> where I stood and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the sound I'd been hearing and I was</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> about to turn around when suddenly</font> a door opened and I fell<font color="#CCCCCC"> out all at once</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> line in the basement popped on and I</font> stared up at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my wife</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what's</font> going on she asked<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw her eyes were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">red and bloodshot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the baby in her</font> arms<font color="#E5E5E5"> was crying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I scrambled to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my feet and asked where</font> she'd found him she looked perplexed he was in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> bassinet I woke up cuz I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard you bang on the door what's going</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to scare her so I told</font> her I<font color="#CCCCCC"> thought I'd been sleepwalking I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep at all for the rest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> lay in bed staring at the time</font> when the alarm clock<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I got back to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bed it was 357 part</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 5</font> [Music] in the days that followed things got worse<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife started having night</font> terrors she started talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> and crying and even</font> screaming in her sleep it<font color="#CCCCCC"> can wake her</font> up sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> but about half the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> have to ride it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out with her no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's like those are the worst she</font> screams and<font color="#E5E5E5"> kicks and cries no matter</font> how hard I try she won't wake<font color="#CCCCCC"> up at</font> first I could understand what<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but now it's all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gibberish she</font> used<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like no no he's our</font> son no or please don't please but now<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">says half words and stuff that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sounds</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like nonsense</font> most commonly she would say<font color="#CCCCCC"> ah</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> set her</font> but other<font color="#E5E5E5"> times it was stuff like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pi horse horse horse shoe just repeat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these things over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in her sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as she cried and kicked and screamed and</font> I was left helplessly watch and try to soothe the<font color="#CCCCCC"> baby</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every morning she woke</font> up without<font color="#E5E5E5"> any memory</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before she didn't remember</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> having any</font> bad dreams<font color="#E5E5E5"> or anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even on the</font> nights where I could wake her<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't remember anything</font> she would<font color="#E5E5E5"> just look up at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with wide</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the darkness and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asked why I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> shaking her I suggested she go see a</font> therapist<font color="#E5E5E5"> after about a week of this she</font> agreed<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the condition that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with her which I was more than happy to</font> oblige we found a sleep specialist downtown and schedule an appointment for<font color="#CCCCCC"> that weekend</font> we went<font color="#E5E5E5"> together with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> baby</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and sat</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the stuffy waiting room while rocks</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grew in my stomach for some reason I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> understand I was nervous</font> he told<font color="#E5E5E5"> the therapists what was going on</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she'd been speaking nonsense in</font> her sleep he was a thin<font color="#CCCCCC"> man with long</font> bony fingers but she pressed against his lips<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we told our story when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were</font> finished<font color="#CCCCCC"> he calmly told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">assessment I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think you need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">professional to tell you that this has</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something to do with your subconscious</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something in your mind is not being</font> expressed<font color="#E5E5E5"> outwardly so when you sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">its</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> able to come out in the form of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these night tears he suggested hypnotism</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I laughed out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loud at this there's a lot</font> I can<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe in but hypnotism is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> stretch even<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my belief system</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> looked up in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife whom I expected to</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same expression of you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> builder</font> doubt but<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead her expression</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> wouldn't she agreed the<font color="#CCCCCC"> therapist</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asked</font> for absolute silence<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said that if the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">baby starts to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fuss I would have to take</font> him out<font color="#CCCCCC"> he said this only may work if</font> the conditions are perfect<font color="#CCCCCC"> I expected</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to pull</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out a pocket watch like they</font> do<font color="#E5E5E5"> on television or maybe a ballpoint</font> pen to swing back<font color="#CCCCCC"> and forth but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> instead</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> told her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sit up in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couch with</font> her hands on<font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knees and her palms</font> facing upward<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> close her eyes</font> he talked to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> any low focused voice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and began to paint</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures of a meadow</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ocean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and so on it took about 15</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minutes before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I realized that my wife</font> was completely relaxed her chin rested against her chest and her<font color="#E5E5E5"> shoulders hung</font> on her like wet laundry<font color="#CCCCCC"> he asked her to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">say her name</font> she did yester<font color="#CCCCCC"> - tell him where she was</font> she said<font color="#E5E5E5"> the Attic he asked which attic</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she said in our house I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> frowned she'd</font> never been up in the attic<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">honestly sure where the entrance was he</font> asked why she was there she said<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font> where the<font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs were yes what stairs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she said the ones in the ceiling in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> hallway yes<font color="#CCCCCC"> sir</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what she was doing</font> she said she was hiding hiding<font color="#CCCCCC"> from us</font> hiding<font color="#E5E5E5"> from menara who is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Minato it was</font> at this point<font color="#CCCCCC"> that my wife began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> scream the car ride home<font color="#E5E5E5"> was unusually</font> quiet<font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't remember anything she</font> said and I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> too afraid to dive into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">questions</font> I stayed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> late that night after she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i sat on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couch sipping</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a glass of Jim Beam whiskey and</font> staring<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the space between me and the</font> television my mind was<font color="#CCCCCC"> racing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no matter</font> how many<font color="#E5E5E5"> glasses of whiskey I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drank it</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> help the feeling that I needed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to check something out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I needed to find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Attic or at least I</font> needed to make sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were no stairs</font> in the hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm done my own fair</font> amount of home improvement projects<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> that although it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unlikely it</font> was possible to<font color="#E5E5E5"> cover up an attic</font> entrance with a fair amount<font color="#CCCCCC"> of plaster</font> and paint with the top of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a broom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> handle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font> at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of the hallway where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">baby's room was and began to thump</font> against the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ceiling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thumped hard against the ceiling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">listening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the hollow sound on the</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> end it was about to give up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">put the broom away and laugh at myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> silly when at the other end</font> of the hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard a solid thump I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hit again around the sound and found a</font> space about<font color="#CCCCCC"> three feet wide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> three</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feet long</font> where there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was no hollow sound</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pushed against this Square and saw</font> very faintly<font color="#CCCCCC"> but as I pushed the Square</font> flexed<font color="#E5E5E5"> against the paint</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't know that I would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have done so</font> if I were sober<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I retrieved a chair</font> from the kitchen and put<font color="#E5E5E5"> it up with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> hollow sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I groped around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seam then with my pocket knife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began</font> to slit<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pain apart as I cut the last</font> bit of paint and plaster with my knife<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> saw would begin to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sag</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I slipped my</font> fingers<font color="#E5E5E5"> onto the lip I made and pulled</font> the wood down with a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> effort on my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the entrance to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Attic plops</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> knocking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my chair</font> revealing<font color="#E5E5E5"> a set of stairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leading to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">attic i sat up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ignoring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pain in my</font> head in elbow perplexed<font color="#E5E5E5"> with what I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just discovered I pulled my phone out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and flicked on the flashlight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stepped up onto the first step the wood</font> creaked but seemed like it<font color="#E5E5E5"> would hold I</font> stepped up not planning on crawling into <font color="#E5E5E5">the Attic just intending to look it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dusty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and covered in insulation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but at</font> the end<font color="#CCCCCC"> just beyond my reach</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a large</font> cardboard box <font color="#CCCCCC">I stepped up further placing my knee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> the floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the attic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> extending my</font> hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> until I could get the box</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> surprisingly heavy and as I pulled the <font color="#CCCCCC">Box closed it called a corner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and tipped</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> spilling its contents across the</font> attic floor my mouth went dry<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I saw what was in</font> the box and I was filled with a sudden <font color="#E5E5E5">overwhelming sense of unease the box was</font> filled<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the brim with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old polaroid</font> photos of<font color="#CCCCCC"> infants children</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6 I</font> didn't know what to do with the<font color="#E5E5E5"> baby</font> pictures so I left them up there and brought them up with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my wife the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font> day<font color="#E5E5E5"> I told her about how I'd gotten</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">drunk and found the attic entrance in</font> the hallway and<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the big box of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pictures spilling everywhere her initial</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">reaction was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a mixture of concern and</font> repulsion<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was worried that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was</font> something perverted going on in the house before<font color="#E5E5E5"> we lived there and while</font> that very well<font color="#CCCCCC"> could have been the case</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I disagreed to me that just didn't seem</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to fit right the pictures were all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different babies and could very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well</font> have just<font color="#E5E5E5"> been taken off someone's wall</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or out of an album</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there also seemed to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be varying ages of the photos themselves</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some of the pictures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be quite</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> while others may</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been taken</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few years ago even though they</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> all pulled right photos regardless</font> of the reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the pictures being in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> attic we agreed that we didn't feel</font> safe in the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore</font> we tried hard<font color="#CCCCCC"> to live with whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going on but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> especially with what</font> happened to me in the basement<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the</font> photographs in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Attic we didn't think</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at all wise to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keep living in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if not for any other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to ensure the safety of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our son my</font> parents live about 45<font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes away which</font> meant that I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an hour-long</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">commute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to work every morning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but we</font> decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> that staying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there would be the</font> best plan<font color="#CCCCCC"> of action</font> the cover story I told<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that we had bedbugs that we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed to</font> have our house fumigated<font color="#E5E5E5"> she understood</font> without question and after<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thorough</font> search<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our clothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what little</font> luggage we brought with<font color="#E5E5E5"> us she bit us</font> entry into her home things were<font color="#CCCCCC"> better</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> several</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days</font> I honestly began to wonder<font color="#E5E5E5"> whether or</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd overreacted to what happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> thought my wife had<font color="#E5E5E5"> been thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> as well we started sleeping better<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> my thoughts of the void had almost</font> completely vanished and<font color="#E5E5E5"> things were</font> finally<font color="#CCCCCC"> starting to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look up I was until</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> got a phone call it came in on my</font> mother's landline one night about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a week</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> we showed up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mother's</font> doorstep and<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I answered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it all I</font> heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> was static for a minute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said</font> hello and<font color="#CCCCCC"> then for a brief</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> second</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could hear the sound of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a baby crying it</font> was muffled<font color="#E5E5E5"> and staticky like listening</font> through an old baby monitor<font color="#CCCCCC"> but it was</font> clear<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to send chills down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> spine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked who was in the line but as</font> soon as I spoke the call dropped <font color="#CCCCCC">I looked over at the caller ID and saw</font> no record<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the call ever have him come</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in I stood in stunned silence but the</font> receiver<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my ear for a time and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> put</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> down resolutely and<font color="#CCCCCC"> went to bed I wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to believe it hadn't happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to believe for a second that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whatever</font> had been<font color="#CCCCCC"> tormenting my family hadn't</font> found us the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> morning I thought</font> better of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my decision</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew I couldn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just let it go whatever I'd left in my</font> house had found me and my family<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was</font> sending<font color="#E5E5E5"> a clear unmistakable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> message</font> that my torment wasn't over<font color="#E5E5E5"> I resolved</font> to do a little<font color="#CCCCCC"> research on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the previous</font> homeowner<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> county records</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but what I found didn't make any sense</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so I called the real</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> estate company it</font> was just a local<font color="#E5E5E5"> real estate company so</font> I had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> problem getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through to</font> someone quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> it gave them my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> address</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> told them I needed to contact the</font> previous<font color="#CCCCCC"> homeowner the woman on the</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> line started to tell me that she</font> wouldn't be<font color="#E5E5E5"> able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to share any</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">information about the person who had</font> lived in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the home prior to my family but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stopped as if she suddenly realized</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a couple of clicks of</font> a mouse<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she told me to hold one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minute when she came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back she told me</font> she had just gotten permission from<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> supervisor<font color="#E5E5E5"> to share the information they</font> had about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house which was very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little under the circumstances</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> circumstances</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked the house had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been on what they called</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a dead lot it</font> hadn't been sold since the<font color="#E5E5E5"> previous</font> owner died over<font color="#CCCCCC"> fifty years ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> woman<font color="#CCCCCC"> whom had owned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house was named</font> Lily<font color="#E5E5E5"> gray and it died in 1958 the house</font> went up for sale<font color="#CCCCCC"> the following year and</font> had been marked<font color="#E5E5E5"> as for sale</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ever since</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every once in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while an agent would get</font> optimistic and<font color="#E5E5E5"> try to sell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it but nobody</font> ever got<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything more than a nibble</font> then about<font color="#E5E5E5"> six months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly went up in flames the local</font> rumor was<font color="#CCCCCC"> that some kids had broken in</font> and started a fire<font color="#E5E5E5"> but nobody was ever</font> caught the house was condemned shortly thereafter and the<font color="#CCCCCC"> bank had all but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to collect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the insurance money</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knock it down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rebuild it until some unknown benefactor</font> came forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the money to restore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the home the woman refused to tell</font> anyone her name or the reason that she wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to restore the house but with</font> such a generous donation<font color="#CCCCCC"> a request</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> anonymity<font color="#E5E5E5"> was respected the bank was</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> than willing to allow the donation</font> in the house went<font color="#E5E5E5"> up for restoration</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> summer the only requests that the</font> benefactor had made was<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the bank</font> retained the rights to the home<font color="#E5E5E5"> in not</font> sell to<font color="#E5E5E5"> private investors which was</font> precisely<font color="#E5E5E5"> what had happened</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> real estate company</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shut down all</font> sales of<font color="#E5E5E5"> that home a month before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apparently bought it it didn't make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sense and I told the woman on the phone</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I told her I'd met with someone from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the real estate office who had sold me</font> the home and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we signed all the documents</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm given me the keys</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out over two hundred</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fifty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thousand dollars for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that home and that</font> real<font color="#CCCCCC"> estate company had facilitated the</font> sale she told me that<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't possible it</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> even have the keys to the house</font> anymore this conversation went on for <font color="#E5E5E5">the next hour as I eventually got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ahold</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the owner of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the real estate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> company</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get to the bottom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of who had</font> sold<font color="#E5E5E5"> me the house but even he told me</font> the exact<font color="#CCCCCC"> same thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> on a dead<font color="#CCCCCC"> Lots since long before he</font> inherited the<font color="#CCCCCC"> company from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his father</font> two decades ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that eventually the</font> bank<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to retain the lot under</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">request from whomever and made the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">donation it simply wasn't possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> any of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his agent sold me that house I</font> called the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bank then to ask about the</font> house and got<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same story</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> small<font color="#E5E5E5"> critical detail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the real estate</font> company<font color="#E5E5E5"> hadn't known</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> which made my pulse</font> quickened in my mouth go dry the keys to that<font color="#E5E5E5"> home had gone missing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about three</font> months<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago from the lockbox</font> without another word<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ended the call</font> part<font color="#CCCCCC"> seven I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell anyone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd been told about the house</font> not until I finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrote this post</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> left to<font color="#CCCCCC"> wonder if perhaps things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> have been different<font color="#CCCCCC"> if I'd been more</font> transparent<font color="#CCCCCC"> about my thoughts in the</font> matter<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's no way to know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if that's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">true and if I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being honest with myself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I tend to think that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the entity I've</font> been dealing with<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't have stopped</font> until<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got what it wanted or I went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> insane that night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after I had</font> finally<font color="#CCCCCC"> fallen asleep I dreamt that I</font> was back in<font color="#CCCCCC"> that house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was dark but I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> still make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my way around without</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">issue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was looking for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">don't know what it was in the baby's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">room at the top of the stairs and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> end of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hallway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I walked with purpose</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and as I approached the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door opened</font> seemingly of its own accord<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stepped in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and as I did so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I suddenly knew I wasn't</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned around and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the corner</font> of the room was the little girl she was <font color="#CCCCCC">about eight years old or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so and she wore</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> white nightgown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she had no shoes or</font> slippers<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I could see that her feet</font> were extraordinarily dirty her hair was a dark brown<font color="#CCCCCC"> color</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was matted and</font> clumped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hung in her face and I saw</font> then<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she was holding something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> her hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> and all her attention</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">completely transfixed with whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was <font color="#CCCCCC">I went to step toward her but stopped</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> I suddenly knew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a gazelle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">knows when a leopard is near but my life</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> an immediate danger I turned to run</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slammed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shut</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard a</font> banging on the walls<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran to the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only hope</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for escape</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but even as I</font> did<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I saw that there were bars</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> outside and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could hear the little girl</font> getting up<font color="#E5E5E5"> from where she sat and</font> shuffled toward me sniffing like<font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font> animal<font color="#CCCCCC"> as she did so I screamed and I</font> awoke [Music] my son who had<font color="#CCCCCC"> been sleeping between my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wife and I always stayed with my mother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to cry and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my wife woke with him I</font> got up and scooped the infant in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my arms</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> told my wife to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go back to bed I</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to fall back to sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anyway now I'm not a religious man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the next morning over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my third cup of</font> coffee<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew I needed the sort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of help</font> only a man of God could offer<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> think a telephone call would suffice<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> I drove<font color="#E5E5E5"> down to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the closest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> church and</font> met<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the priest there he was a thin</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe in his late 60s with thin</font> wisps of hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> covering the top of his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hat he sat on the other side of a large</font> dark wooden desk<font color="#E5E5E5"> which was covered in</font> various papers<font color="#E5E5E5"> and religious texts he</font> asked me what brought<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in to speak</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with him was I interested in becoming a</font> member<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his congregation I told him I</font> didn't exactly know<font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> starting<font color="#E5E5E5"> a conversation like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this so I</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> get down to it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my house is haunted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I told him but it's more than that I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think it's something worse I took my</font> family<font color="#CCCCCC"> and moved into my parents house</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little bit and I thought that</font> worked but it found us<font color="#CCCCCC"> I need help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">makes you think your house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is haunted</font> the priests asked is expression unchanging there are many logical explanations<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> seemingly supernatural phenomena ranging from the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> settling causing bumps in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font> exposed wires putting<font color="#CCCCCC"> out fields of</font> electricity<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make you feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> someone's<font color="#E5E5E5"> watching you or even sheer</font> lack of<font color="#CCCCCC"> sleeper stress what makes this</font> different<font color="#E5E5E5"> I told him about the letter</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the previous</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> homeowner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font> rules that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was supposed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> follow to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the last detail now it seemed like it</font> had become<font color="#CCCCCC"> impossible for me to follow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">those rules whatever was tormenting my</font> family and me it seemed to it that I broke nearly every rule<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the letter it</font> stopped the clocks and turned off the <font color="#CCCCCC">power it stole my son to make me get out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't think I was ever meant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> follow<font color="#E5E5E5"> those instructions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at all it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just a part of some game I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beginning to understand after a long</font> silence<font color="#E5E5E5"> the priest stood from his seat I</font> hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> stories like this every year he</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and what I do is go down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> home and<font color="#E5E5E5"> bless it it's not up to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font> say whether or<font color="#E5E5E5"> not your house is</font> infested<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the servants of the devil</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">however I can schedule for someone to go</font> down and bless<font color="#E5E5E5"> your home I'm not able to</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next week so</font> you'll just<font color="#E5E5E5"> need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to wait until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then I</font> told him<font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't wait that I felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like my wife and son could be in danger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he brushed it off</font> the devil rarely has influenced to manipulate our world unless you've given him<font color="#E5E5E5"> power to do so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our Heavenly Father</font> will protect your family until<font color="#CCCCCC"> then have</font> faith son he crossed the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and opened</font> the door I'll have one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my ministers</font> contact you to<font color="#CCCCCC"> schedule a time to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bless</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your home I nodded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and left with no more</font> hope<font color="#CCCCCC"> than when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> entered I knew when I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although I dreaded</font> returning to the house my<font color="#E5E5E5"> family needed</font> more clothes<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed to get diapers</font> and wipes for the baby<font color="#CCCCCC"> if we were going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to be staying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my parents for that</font> much longer<font color="#CCCCCC"> I also wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find the</font> paperwork given to me by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the realtor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I bought the house and even the</font> religious card if I could find<font color="#E5E5E5"> it so I</font> could prove<font color="#CCCCCC"> to myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the bank that</font> the transaction really had<font color="#E5E5E5"> occurred</font> doing this<font color="#E5E5E5"> would mean having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the basement read put the filing cabinet</font> I promised myself that if<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all seemed out of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ordinary I would</font> not go into<font color="#E5E5E5"> that basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> get the documents to<font color="#CCCCCC"> prove that I wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crazy but doing so wasn't worth my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> answered the home I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font> surprised to see that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was just as we</font> left<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I think the part of me expected</font> to see the furniture turned over or pentagrams drawn in the ceiling or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> but everything was as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> should<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> I got a duffel<font color="#E5E5E5"> bag from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> filled it with all the essentials clothes<font color="#CCCCCC"> wipes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bottles and everything</font> else I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> think of that we needed</font> when the bag was<font color="#CCCCCC"> full and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the zipper</font> closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> I set</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the door and</font> turned back<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the basement was</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> just as it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was when we left it</font> would be a quick mission<font color="#E5E5E5"> in and out and</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> would have the proof I needed if</font> anything happened if the house even <font color="#E5E5E5">settled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I would bolt out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there as</font> fast<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I could and never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> swallowed and my throat clicked as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> steeled myself to<font color="#E5E5E5"> enter the basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> counted<font color="#E5E5E5"> a three and hurried down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> steps taking two at a time<font color="#CCCCCC"> nearly</font> stumbling on the last one<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hurried to</font> the filing cabinet<font color="#CCCCCC"> and pulled the drawer</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the file</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had labeled house I pulled it</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and went to turn back around when I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized how light it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pause for a moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open the folder</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and saw to my dismay that it was</font> completely empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> the paperwork I knew</font> had<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be in that folder was simply not</font> there <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought quickly through the rest of</font> the contents<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the filing cabinet and</font> found no such documentation knowing I'd overstayed my welcome<font color="#CCCCCC"> in that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> the filing cabinet and went back</font> up the stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just about to leave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the thought came over me so</font> strongly<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was nearly dizzy by it why</font> hadn't I thought of this before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> collect<font color="#CCCCCC"> the baby pictures even just a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">few of them and take them to the police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">station maybe they were linked to</font> missing persons<font color="#CCCCCC"> cases or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> fingerprints on them or<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> paused it again by the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> laying my</font> odds and again decided to take the chance in and out<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like before 30 seconds</font> was really all<font color="#E5E5E5"> I needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I watched the</font> second hand on my watch<font color="#CCCCCC"> past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the 12th</font> then bolted up the stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and threw down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the entrance to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Attic</font> paint chips and plaster fell into my face<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brushed them off and stepped</font> up the folded staircase<font color="#CCCCCC"> I clicked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> flashlight on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my phone on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see into</font> the Attic better but saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> dusty square imprint<font color="#E5E5E5"> over where the box</font> of photos<font color="#E5E5E5"> once sat it had been taken I</font> didn't think any more<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it and I</font> climbed out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the Attic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and went to</font> leave when I remembered one final thing I needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the baby's room in my</font> haste<font color="#E5E5E5"> to leave I've forgotten to grab a</font> box of<font color="#CCCCCC"> diapers I hurried down the hall</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> opened the nursery and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was stopped</font> suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> by the scene before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me the</font> window had been<font color="#E5E5E5"> blocked out by something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and when I clicked on the light my heart</font> began to race from ceiling<font color="#CCCCCC"> to floor the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walls were covered in the baby pictures</font> from the Attic I thought about dashing to the closet<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get the diapers I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">decided against it no part of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me wanted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to be in that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room then I saw something</font> a few feet past the<font color="#E5E5E5"> threshold just</font> beyond my<font color="#CCCCCC"> reach</font> throughout the horrors<font color="#E5E5E5"> and torments that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had experienced ever since my wife and</font> I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> moved in this was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the moment which</font> terrified me the most on the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> square<font color="#E5E5E5"> Polaroid picture taken in the</font> same<font color="#E5E5E5"> fashion as the others which now</font> lined the<font color="#CCCCCC"> walls of the nursery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> except</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> was undoubtedly the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> most recent of</font> them all it was a picture of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> son</font> laying<font color="#E5E5E5"> between my wife and I as we all</font> slept in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> parent's spare bed part 8 as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anticipated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was contact to the next</font> day by a priest to come<font color="#E5E5E5"> bless the house</font> this was a<font color="#CCCCCC"> different man than the one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd spoken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with so I told him my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> story</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I told him I was worried that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dark and terrible was living in that</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my wife and I were in danger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just like the other however this priest</font> seemed to brush my concerns away he said that he would come to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bless the house</font> that any evil<font color="#E5E5E5"> within its walls would be</font> banished<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we met it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was just the two</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing on the front lawn of the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wore the traditional black</font> cassock<font color="#E5E5E5"> and white collar and carried</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> him a small satchel which hung</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his shoulder by a leather strap</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and sat</font> on his opposite<font color="#E5E5E5"> hip around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his neck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> also</font> hung a silver cross on rosary beads which sad about<font color="#CCCCCC"> mid-chest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few</font> questions<font color="#E5E5E5"> and instructions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from him on</font> how to conduct<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while he does the</font> blessing<font color="#CCCCCC"> we entered the home from the</font> satchel he<font color="#E5E5E5"> extracted a glass vial marked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">by a golden cross he shook the vial with</font> an arcing<font color="#CCCCCC"> motion of his arm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and small</font> drops of water came out<font color="#E5E5E5"> landing on the</font> walls and<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor</font> he thumped<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cross on his chest and</font> began to mumble<font color="#E5E5E5"> the prayer to bless the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> I followed him from room to room</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> that fashion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to his almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">melodic prayer to banish</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the evil</font> entities within the house and<font color="#CCCCCC"> to let the</font> light of<font color="#E5E5E5"> God shine through as we went</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from room to room I noticed my heart</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">begin to race with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thee true me blessed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and more nervous</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt as if something was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going to</font> happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we reached the end and it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until I realized which room would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the last when I discovered why I was</font> so nervous<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were making our way to the</font> nursery<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remembered seeing the photos</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">learning the walls the day before and</font> nearly vomited<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told the priest</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about that room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although I couldn't</font> imagine why<font color="#CCCCCC"> it would make perfect sense</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to tell him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what had happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> room only a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days prior</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">photographs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wall and the one of</font> my son on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the floor</font> maybe there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> an extra prayer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> need to say but why</font> wouldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> mention that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was beyond me I</font> would say<font color="#E5E5E5"> it slipped my mind but I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's quite right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just slip</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no I think it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something else</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something preventing me from thinking to</font> tell the priest and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about is standing in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front yard I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think I would have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> able to speak</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and if I had I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think you would have heard me</font> we walked toward<font color="#E5E5E5"> the nursery door and I</font> tried to speak<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell him about that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room and the baby pictures but my tongue</font> caught in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> throat and I couldn't do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gag he opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to warn him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about what he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> about to see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it was as if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> mouth was<font color="#E5E5E5"> full of cotton we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> step into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the nursery</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say the</font> blessings<font color="#E5E5E5"> just as he had with every</font> other room he didn't see the pictures on <font color="#CCCCCC">the wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or if he did he didn't appear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to care he sprayed holy water across the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">photographs lining the room like</font> wallpaper<font color="#E5E5E5"> but never stopped his prayer</font> when he was done<font color="#E5E5E5"> he turned and left</font> without a<font color="#CCCCCC"> word I followed him down the</font> stairs <font color="#E5E5E5">to the front door</font> [Music] that should do it<font color="#CCCCCC"> you said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if there were</font> any evil entities within this house they cannot<font color="#E5E5E5"> dwell here any longer this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is a house of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't believe</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his demeanor it was calm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost bored</font> and he turned to leave didn't you see the pictures in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> nursery<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked I didn't put those up</font> what pictures the<font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures I repeated in</font> disbelief<font color="#CCCCCC"> they're all over the walls up</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> he shook his head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't see any</font> pictures<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the nursery he said flatly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">are you sure yes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I insisted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grabbing his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrist and pulling him back into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house he yanked his wrist from my grip</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but followed me up the stairs into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nursery</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and to my</font> horror saw nothing out of the ordinary <font color="#E5E5E5">there were no pictures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls</font> what are you talking about the priest asked there aren't any pictures<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> [Music] couldn't speak<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just seen them speckled</font> with holy water<font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes ago I heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and walk back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down the</font> hallway call me if<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> need anything</font> else<font color="#CCCCCC"> he said but I may suggest seeing a</font> doctor<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I'm being perfectly frank I</font> followed him to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> thanked him solemnly for his help<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> repeated<font color="#E5E5E5"> his suggestion about going to</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor he said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he had an aunt who</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing music from nowhere and</font> it turned out<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a very serious brain</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tumor she nearly lost her life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I nodded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and told him I would get</font> checked out and<font color="#CCCCCC"> went to close the door</font> as soon as<font color="#CCCCCC"> this car was out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> heard a loud banging coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upstairs</font> I followed the<font color="#E5E5E5"> noise to the nursery and</font> saw that not<font color="#E5E5E5"> only were the pictures back</font> to where they'd been but now there was a piece of<font color="#CCCCCC"> paper</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which had been posted on</font> top of the other photos it was a kids drawing<font color="#E5E5E5"> with crayon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">except it look like parts of it had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> scribbled<font color="#CCCCCC"> out in black</font> all that was really intelligible<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> pictures were the<font color="#E5E5E5"> labels some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> buffa</font> black splotches where it looks like <font color="#CCCCCC">people had once been drawn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were</font> labeled<font color="#E5E5E5"> mommy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a B me part nine final</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">update I was exhausted after the visit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> priest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as if all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my energy had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been drained</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my body within that</font> hour so<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he'd been blessing the</font> house when<font color="#E5E5E5"> we finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all went to bed I</font> fell<font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep almost as soon as my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head</font> hit the pillow<font color="#E5E5E5"> it gave my wife and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> son a</font> kiss<font color="#CCCCCC"> goodnight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's all I remember</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before falling asleep when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I awoke it</font> felt as if<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd never fallen asleep in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the first place</font> surely I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> because the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alarm clock</font> read<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:30</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which was several hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> to bed but I felt no more rested</font> than I had before my eyes simply opened and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was staring at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the black ceiling I</font> knew instinctually<font color="#E5E5E5"> that something was</font> wrong for<font color="#E5E5E5"> my brain made the connection</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> turned my head<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the side toward where</font> my wife and son<font color="#E5E5E5"> should be except I saw</font> nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> but an empty pillow the room was</font> completely silent<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was completely</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">alone I knew where they were but I</font> didn't want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> admit it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> searched every room<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the house and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even out in the yard but there was no</font> sign<font color="#CCCCCC"> of either my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wife nor my son the</font> car was still in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the garage so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it made</font> no sense how they could be back<font color="#E5E5E5"> at that</font> house but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew in my heart that was</font> where they were [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">a normal traffic it takes 45 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my parents house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to mine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost 3:00 in the morning with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font> regard<font color="#E5E5E5"> to traffic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> loss I was there in 20</font> I pulled up to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and immediately</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">noticed the nursery window the light was</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> drawing my attention</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to it and</font> silhouetted in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> lamplight stood my</font> wife with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> son cradled in her arms</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> ran to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> front door but it was locked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pulled out my key ring and began to</font> fumble with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my keys before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was one key missing the house key</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I swore and kicked at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door but it</font> didn't budge<font color="#E5E5E5"> pain shot through my foot</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ankle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I knew that I had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> way in the easiest winner to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">climb through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is the one to the main</font> portion<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the basement</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the other</font> windows either require a ladder<font color="#E5E5E5"> or swim</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through rose bushes I made my way to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">backyard where I selected</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a rock from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> garden and hurled it toward the</font> window it shattered loudly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was</font> inexplicably<font color="#CCCCCC"> self conscious of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> actions<font color="#E5E5E5"> I worried that the neighbors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would hear call the police but</font> disregarded<font color="#CCCCCC"> that concern as quickly as</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> came maybe if the police came they</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> help me with whatever the fuck was</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> on and so was with that new</font> resolution that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I climbed through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window</font> I cut myself on a piece of<font color="#CCCCCC"> glass but not</font> badly<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stumbled into the basement and</font> landed hard on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the concrete</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I hit my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head and saw splotches of color</font> for a minute and my eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> focused on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something in the dark it was a pile of</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> hidden beneath</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the pool table</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I never got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around to setting up I</font> pulled my phone out and<font color="#CCCCCC"> clicked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> flashlight on<font color="#E5E5E5"> then crawled toward the</font> mass and<font color="#CCCCCC"> shone the light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife's dead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glassy eyes stared back at me from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beneath the pool table and it was then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> noticed the acrid stench I threw</font> up immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> and violently as the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">realization rushed over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me in waves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> wife was dead from the look and<font color="#E5E5E5"> smell of</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been that way for some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time now</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I heard my son crying upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> steeled myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> there would be time to</font> mourn but now my son was in<font color="#E5E5E5"> danger with</font> a newfound<font color="#E5E5E5"> strength perhaps my wife's</font> last gift to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me I ran up the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs and</font> tried the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was locked</font> but this store did not have a metal core like the front door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I threw my weight</font> against it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the doorframe smashed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I fell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through the doorway nearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hitting the floor but catching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> this time and listened<font color="#CCCCCC"> again for the</font> sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> still hear my son crying</font> but I can now hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> something else</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my</font> wife's voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> singing to him</font> it was a song she sang<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him almost</font> every night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> follow the noise up the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next flight of stairs and down the</font> hallway there was a thin strip of light coming from<font color="#CCCCCC"> beneath the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I could</font> see the shadows and my wife's feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> walk</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> and forth across the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bottom of the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and stepped</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">inside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first noticing the lack of baby</font> pictures<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the walls then my wife who</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> turned around to look at me her</font> cheeks<font color="#E5E5E5"> were tear-streaked and her eyes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">were red and wide I approached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her but</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> recoiled from me</font> it was then that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> noticed a weight in</font> my hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down how long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had I</font> been holding this<font color="#E5E5E5"> hammer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I dropped it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it thumped against the floor I</font> reached my<font color="#CCCCCC"> hand out toward her and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took</font> another<font color="#CCCCCC"> step forward she took two steps</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> clutching at the crying baby</font> tightly against her chest<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> flashed in her eyes then something which I even<font color="#CCCCCC"> now find difficult</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to explain</font> it was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> darkness but there was more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> it was cold<font color="#E5E5E5"> and inhuman</font> and it made my heart to feel like ice <font color="#CCCCCC">I needed to get my son</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from her my</font> wife was dead<font color="#E5E5E5"> and whomever or whatever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was holding my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> son was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not her I lunged</font> toward her in my ears rang with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sound of<font color="#CCCCCC"> shattering glass I felt a pain</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hand and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blood trickled down my</font> wrist<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hammer was in my hand again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I just put that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in my fist through</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the nursery window</font> I dropped the hammer again<font color="#CCCCCC"> this time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> the window<font color="#E5E5E5"> and turned back around to</font> where<font color="#CCCCCC"> the thing which looks like my wife</font> stood in the corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> it came at her again</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I could do much she saw her</font> chance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and took it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she bolted toward the</font> broken window still<font color="#E5E5E5"> clutching the baby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and threw herself out</font> the remaining glass shattered<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reach toward her but my fingers fell</font> short <font color="#CCCCCC">I heard a sickening wet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crack and threw</font> up again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to look down at</font> her but I couldn't stop myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> that maybe the baby had survived</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I peered down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past the broken window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down to the lawn below but saw nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the lawn was bare and there was nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but silence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I turned around</font> and slid<font color="#CCCCCC"> down the wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and bewilderment</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my palms fell flat against the floor but</font> not against glass I looked around<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> there was no shattered glass<font color="#E5E5E5"> anywhere on</font> the ground<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stood up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and turned to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window which was completely intact and</font> untouched<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked around the room for</font> any sign of anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> that had just</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> but there was nothing I was</font> alone in the dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> room and it was again</font> covered in old photos<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> infants</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I left</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> room and heard crying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again this</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming from the basement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I followed</font> the sound to beneath the pool table <font color="#CCCCCC">where my wife's dead body still lay</font> except there were<font color="#E5E5E5"> two editions from the</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was when I left her only moments</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ago</font> next to her body<font color="#E5E5E5"> lay a bloody hammer and</font> on her chest<font color="#CCCCCC"> lay the photograph of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> son<font color="#CCCCCC"> the crying suddenly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stopped and I</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard it again</font> the police came<font color="#CCCCCC"> not long after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suspected</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the neighbors had heard the</font> commotion<font color="#E5E5E5"> and called it in although I'm</font> now a suspect<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the murder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my wife</font> and disappearance of my son no convictions<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> made if anyone has</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seen my son please let me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know he's only</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few months old with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brown hair</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blue eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> want to know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alive</font> [Music] <font color="#E5E5E5">hey everyone I hope you enjoyed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> today's</font> video<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you want to see more let me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know in the comments below and tell me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what you thought of this narration</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make</font> sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> to follow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Twitter for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> updates</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and if you'd like</font><font 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Channel: ClancyPasta
Views: 635,458
Rating: 4.7541966 out of 5
Keywords: creepypasta, reading, narration, nosleep, creepypasta reading, creepypasta narration, nosleep story, scary story, scary stories, horror stories, creepy story, asmr reading, asmr story, reddit stories
Id: qGvzEpeN3lg
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Length: 65min 7sec (3907 seconds)
Published: Tue Aug 07 2018
Reddit Comments

I love your stories I’m new to finding you but realized I’ve heard some read on YouTube. Can you tell me I know the babysitter stories and letter from previous owner stories are connected. What order do they go and are other stories part of the series? The one about you being sick as a kid is the girl Abby? Just wondering. Keep up the writing. Your an amazing writer and I’m hoping to get your book within the next week or so.

👍︎︎ 1 👤︎︎ u/Spookynynj 📅︎︎ Aug 21 2018 🗫︎ replies

Is this the complete story with all the parts

👍︎︎ 1 👤︎︎ u/MPZ1968 📅︎︎ Oct 28 2018 🗫︎ replies
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