"The Journal In Storage Unit #25" (Creepypasta)

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when the lock on unit 25 was broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other bidders groaned and rolled their</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eyes knowing it was a waste of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font> the auctioneer rolled his eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> simply</font> went through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> motions of attempting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to sell the unit rules were rules</font> he couldn't skip it as soon as the gate was lifted the stench of moisture soil and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Musk assaulted our noses from the</font> looks of it there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing of value</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for flipping there was no reason for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bid on it yet for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some reason I still</font> cannot even explain<font color="#CCCCCC"> I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> dismissed<font color="#E5E5E5"> it outright like the rest of</font> them<font color="#E5E5E5"> and waited the auctioneer started</font> the bids at<font color="#E5E5E5"> 200</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the chuckles and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">runners</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the crowd the asking price</font> plummeted to<font color="#CCCCCC"> $50.00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after a minute of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> auctioneers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rapid-fire offers the</font> inactivity broke at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> $25 mark when a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gentleman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lifted his hand into the air</font> as the auctioneer began the count this overwhelming certainty then there was <font color="#E5E5E5">something valuable inside the unit hit</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was so strange on the second count</font> I hope bid the man he smirked with a shrug in<font color="#CCCCCC"> but out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bidding at the count</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> three</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unit number</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 25 was mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> regretted<font color="#E5E5E5"> it ever since</font> unit<font color="#CCCCCC"> number 25 never strayed far from my</font> thoughts<font color="#CCCCCC"> the other units had no appeal</font> despite showing<font color="#E5E5E5"> promising inventory to</font> flip on eBay<font color="#E5E5E5"> or Craigslist</font> there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> an itch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get inside the unit</font> what drive me insane until<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> scratched<font color="#E5E5E5"> when the rest of the auctions</font> finished in<font color="#E5E5E5"> and came time to pay I</font> practically threw my money<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font> cashier and ran back to the unit lifting <font color="#CCCCCC">the orange gate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt like scratching</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around the area</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an X but not quite</font> getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the offending spot in terms</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> monetary value unit 25 was a success</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Panasonic Plasma television</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> within</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">accompanying home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> theater systems hidden</font> behind an old<font color="#E5E5E5"> bass colored couch covered</font> in dark brown stains<font color="#E5E5E5"> those ensured that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my gamble paid off in spades</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there were</font> more valuables<font color="#CCCCCC"> too but I won't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them the majority of the unit was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> junked</font> though pieces<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a broken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coffee table a</font> mattress covered in yellow sweat stains at least I hope they<font color="#E5E5E5"> were sweat stains</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> a bunch of other trinkets littered</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the unit the drawers of an old desk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">called out to me like a beacon in a</font> lighthouse<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> certainty of something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being in there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nagged me again the</font> drawer creaked open and inside was a bound leather<font color="#E5E5E5"> book it seemed to glow</font> against the dim light<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the unit</font> sliding off<font color="#CCCCCC"> the leather tie holding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> its</font> shot<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt a warmth flow through me</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> Agda tunnel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it felt like bathing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> a pool<font color="#CCCCCC"> of freshly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> baked brownies the</font> single bulb letting the unit brightened like<font color="#E5E5E5"> tossing a log into a fire my vision</font> blurred<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stumbled over feeling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> faint</font> all of a sudden and dropped the journal on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the floor to catch myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the desk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a precaution against passing out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I slid to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cold and dusty floor the</font> journal sat on the floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> open next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> it had opened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a page</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and a few of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">words caught my attention looking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the pages back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the first</font> entry<font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to read the following</font> journal entry<font color="#E5E5E5"> one miss wise link</font> lectured<font color="#CCCCCC"> me today about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being loud and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">annoying to the other people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> went on this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crazy tirade about</font> hearing me arguing<font color="#E5E5E5"> with someone last</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't home last night as what I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would have said if I managed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sneak a</font> sentence in between her endless<font color="#E5E5E5"> rant as</font> soon as I started<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking she'd</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">interrupt me complaining about slamming</font> doors<font color="#CCCCCC"> and without laughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> echoing down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hallways from my apartment and all</font> hours of the night when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> finally able to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell her that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slept at Brandis apartment</font> the old hag frowned at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me with that</font> wrinkled old<font color="#E5E5E5"> face of hers and shook her</font> head<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when she really lost her</font> shit<font color="#E5E5E5"> she called me a smelly liar and</font> warned me that<font color="#CCCCCC"> if I didn't keep</font> everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> quiet and orderly my ass</font> would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> out on the street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> once</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> it wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suggested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have a talk with the people in the</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to mine her brow furrowed</font> and she<font color="#CCCCCC"> looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> confused without another</font> word<font color="#CCCCCC"> the old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woman snatched the lamp</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cheque from my hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and slam the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keep it quiet and orderly right</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to show through the door there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was one more issue I wanted to discuss</font> but she hadn't given me a chance she had promised<font color="#CCCCCC"> to call someone and to cover</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> the weird spot on my wall I don't know if<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's moles or fungus but it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keeps</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bigger</font> my theory<font color="#CCCCCC"> is there's a small leak behind</font> the wall<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the wet wallpaper is</font> scrunching<font color="#E5E5E5"> up into it I don't know going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through the trouble</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font> to the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't worth it she'd</font> probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> try to start up trouble with me</font> over it since she's got nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> better</font> to do<font color="#E5E5E5"> in her life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than train her cat to</font> piss<font color="#CCCCCC"> on a toilet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can't wait to leave</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> shithole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and who them with brandy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">i'ma walk back to my apartment</font> I heard the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next-door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbors laughing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it up through their apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door put</font> these paper-thin walls it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> having a never-ending<font color="#CCCCCC"> party hosted in my</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't know how many people</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">live there definitely not all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of them on</font> the lease<font color="#E5E5E5"> they're constantly laughing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yelling and talking to each other I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not even sure if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they're speaking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">English</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> half the time I can't understand</font> them honestly it's it's really<font color="#E5E5E5"> irritating I've knocked on</font> the door a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> times but they never</font> answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slipped notes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> under their</font> door<font color="#E5E5E5"> only to have them return to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me the</font> nights where it's especially<font color="#E5E5E5"> bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> banged on<font color="#E5E5E5"> their walls and shouted for</font> them to keep it<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font> sometimes they comply most of the time I'll get<font color="#CCCCCC"> for my troubles is more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cheering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I cannot wait to leave</font> this shithole behind counting down<font color="#CCCCCC"> the days until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lease</font> is done journal entry<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2 today was the</font> day<font color="#CCCCCC"> from hell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this morning I couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find my house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> keys or cell phone I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> to lock myself out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my house and ask</font> wise when to let<font color="#E5E5E5"> me in later she was the</font> last<font color="#CCCCCC"> person I wanted to speak</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with but I</font> couldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment door open I</font> hope to god she'd be awake when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got</font> off my shift<font color="#CCCCCC"> even if she wasn't awake</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> crone had nothing to do the next</font> morning so<font color="#CCCCCC"> she could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep in when I got</font> into work when it was standing<font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the door smoking a cigarette and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking</font> at his watch<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> half an hour late</font> when I tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> apologize and explain to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened he waved me off with a</font> disapproving<font color="#CCCCCC"> eye</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> roll I've become so</font> accustomed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to seeing from him lately my</font> sales numbers have plummeted in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the past</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two months</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> warned it was on the warpath</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> it if it wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> bad enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">customer I tried to assist today seemed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a worse day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than I was</font> each person was<font color="#E5E5E5"> more annoyed with me</font> than the last my best efforts to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friendly with them were met with even</font> worse treatment<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had been considered</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the possibility that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was being pranked</font> at one point the tip<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the iceberg was</font> this old guy that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looking for a GPS</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upgrade card somehow I just knew this</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going to be the worst</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him</font> in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> nicest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way possible</font> sir your GPS doesn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> require an upgrade</font> card the old man exploded he went from a kindly old<font color="#E5E5E5"> man to a purple faced irate</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">berserker</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in less than a second this</font> smear twisted into his face and his<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font> bulged from their<font color="#E5E5E5"> sockets like they were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going to pop out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his skull he bared</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> teeth at me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like some rabid animal</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> to attack he berated me right</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drawing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the attention</font> of every person in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the entire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> store for</font> a second honey was<font color="#CCCCCC"> gonna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try to kill me</font> how dare<font color="#CCCCCC"> you try to deceive me you</font> smelly<font color="#CCCCCC"> little shit</font> get me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> fucking manager right now when</font> it comes dashing over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and screams for me</font> to go into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> break room then attends</font> to the old man my face was burning<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> embarrassment<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was more than happy to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walk off the sales floor away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> the prying eyes of every<font color="#E5E5E5"> employee and</font> customer<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the building a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font> later<font color="#CCCCCC"> Luna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> charged into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the break room</font> to take his turn berating me<font color="#CCCCCC"> too the old</font> man told<font color="#CCCCCC"> wine I'd given</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him an attitude</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to him about the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> GPS upgrade</font> card then instead<font color="#CCCCCC"> of trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> further</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">assist him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I pointed him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">direction of the automotive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> department</font> and told<font color="#CCCCCC"> him to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find it himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one it</font> didn't even give<font color="#CCCCCC"> me a chance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to refute</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the old man's lies he banished me into</font> the warehouse informing me that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> receive a disciplinary write-up</font> this in combination<font color="#CCCCCC"> with my sales</font> numbers was grounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> for termination it</font> was complete and<font color="#E5E5E5"> utter horseshit and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't do a<font color="#CCCCCC"> damn thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about it</font> at the end of my shift<font color="#CCCCCC"> two of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> co-workers<font color="#E5E5E5"> told me they received some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telephone calls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from me in the middle of</font> the night I told<font color="#CCCCCC"> them my phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">misplaced and it couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been me</font> maybe someone was<font color="#CCCCCC"> reaching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out to them</font> to return it or they'd had bad service they both said<font color="#E5E5E5"> that no one spoke on the</font> other end<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the line</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> both</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> calls ended</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">abruptly with a loud high-pitched</font> screaming silence<font color="#E5E5E5"> they tried to call back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> would go straight<font color="#E5E5E5"> to voicemail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> apologized and promised<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> care of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the problem</font> I called Verizon right away and asked customer service to disconnect the phone <font color="#E5E5E5">they stuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some ridiculous fees</font> which I was forced to agree<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in order</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> shut the phone line down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worn it then</font> comes into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the warehouse and sees me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> the phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looks like he's about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lose it he tells me he needs me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">until closing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I agreed to the shift to</font> avoid pissing him off any further with a <font color="#E5E5E5">12-hour</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shift ahead of me I asked if I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a half-hour</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break to get</font> dinner<font color="#E5E5E5"> and when it responded you think</font> you deserve<font color="#CCCCCC"> more time off the clock than</font> you've<font color="#E5E5E5"> already taking already I'm</font> fucking believable <font color="#E5E5E5">you were late this morning and you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">royally pissed off that old man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you've used up all your breaks for today</font> the asshole turned around<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaving</font> through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the double doors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> onto</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sales floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't sell today</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> dollars per hour generated<font color="#CCCCCC"> were fucked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I'd stayed until 11 o'clock at night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">starving and feeling like shit the last</font> thing I wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to deal with was asking</font> this wise link to let me inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> my own</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm falling asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right now</font> but I'll say<font color="#E5E5E5"> knocking on her door and</font> asking her to help<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of what is</font> pleasant is having someone kick me in the balls<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> steel-toed boots half a</font> dozen times<font color="#CCCCCC"> I need a new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> need a new<font color="#E5E5E5"> job</font> I need<font color="#CCCCCC"> an wife fuck all this shit</font> journal entry<font color="#CCCCCC"> 3</font> Murphy's Law<font color="#CCCCCC"> is a bitch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone broke</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> my apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not bolted</font> to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> ground was broken into pieces and</font> tossed<font color="#CCCCCC"> around it unless spider-man</font> decided to turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a life of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> breaking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and entering</font> there was no way<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone could have come</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in through the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there were no</font> signs of forced<font color="#CCCCCC"> entry</font> at least<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing was</font> stolen either everything was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> demolish</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still missing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> it hasn't turned up anywhere and</font> Verizon still hasn't deactivated it yet <font color="#E5E5E5">one of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my co-workers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were getting phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">calls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now that's another whole bag of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shit I'm dealing with them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I bolted over</font> to the apartment next door<font color="#E5E5E5"> and knocked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no one answered despite hearing their</font> roaring<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughter in the hallway before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">opened my door to my ransacked apartment</font> after five minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> of knocking and</font> shouting it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> an emergency I gave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> them forced to ask why's linked to</font> use<font color="#E5E5E5"> her phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knocked on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door in</font> the hallway filled<font color="#E5E5E5"> with their laughter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again what a bunch of dicks miss wise</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">'hlink answered the door with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the same</font> sour look on<font color="#E5E5E5"> her face from the last time</font> she slammed the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door my face it 11:30</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">p.m. on the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I locked myself out I</font> told<font color="#CCCCCC"> her about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my situation and asked if</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> could use her phone the bitch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually</font> seemed conflicted about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean for</font> God's sake she may not like me<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whatever reason but a phone call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't any skin off her back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> let<font color="#E5E5E5"> me in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> literally having to get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on my hands and knees to beg to use the</font> phone I'll<font color="#E5E5E5"> never forget the smell of cat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">piss musk and cooking spices permeating</font> the apartment breathing<font color="#CCCCCC"> through my mouth</font> was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> only saving grace I had while</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">speaking with the dispatcher they said</font> someone will be over immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the first time in days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that someone had</font> actually treated me like a<font color="#CCCCCC"> human</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> I nearly teared up at a display of basic <font color="#E5E5E5">human kindness after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hanging up I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turned</font> to thank the old lady and was rewarded <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the urge to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> vomit instead she had</font> sat down in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chair and spread-eagle</font> with no underwear<font color="#CCCCCC"> on what made it worse</font> was she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of taking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> teeth out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of her mouth and putting them</font> into a glass of water <font color="#E5E5E5">thanks I shouted and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ran out of there so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt like a teleported when the</font> officers arrived<font color="#E5E5E5"> they seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bothered to</font> be <font color="#E5E5E5">and they didn't seem</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to care about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything I said beyond</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting the</font> information<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fill out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their paperwork both of them kept</font> clearing<font color="#CCCCCC"> their throats making these</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sour</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking faces that they smelled</font> something bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> near</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> miss</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Weis leg made it</font> worse by coming in my apartment she gasped and started howling<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> being filthy I had no idea</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was talking about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until I took</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a look over her shoulder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw a path</font> of brown footprints smeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the</font> door leading<font color="#E5E5E5"> across the living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">carpet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my couch then up the wall to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">where the spot on the wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had been the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">damn thing had only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gotten bigger it</font> wasn't going to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be my problem once I</font> left so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't even bother chasing the</font> old bitch around trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get it fixed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they hadn't been there when I first came</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> it made no sense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the time that I'd</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been out someone must have snuck back</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> instinct told me it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbors since there were the only ones</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> they'd broken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in it was the only</font> explanation<font color="#E5E5E5"> my thoughts were interrupted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">by miss</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Link's insistence that I</font> pay<font color="#E5E5E5"> for new carpets since I was too</font> stupid<font color="#E5E5E5"> to lock my doors before I went</font> out looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police men were</font> there otherwise<font color="#E5E5E5"> I may have strangled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font> we looked over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> missing wise link looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inside from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the doorway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and scoffed at me she huffed</font> and puffed so much about the muddy carpets that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I considered actually</font> punching her in the face the police officers finished their report<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked happy to leave the</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ask the neighbors</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if anyone</font> had<font color="#CCCCCC"> heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything most of the other</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tenants in the building weren't home</font> during the day<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ones who were home so</font> they hadn't heard anything they knocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbor's door no</font> one answered this was shit got weird <font color="#CCCCCC">wisely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told them not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to bother knocking</font> on that door since no one lived there lady you're<font color="#CCCCCC"> freakin seen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">first out of my mouth in an instant all</font> eyes turned to me once again<font color="#E5E5E5"> Iceland</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was about to have a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stroke the officers looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at me like</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked at dogshit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> stepped in it was like work<font color="#E5E5E5"> all over</font> again I apologized<font color="#E5E5E5"> right away and told them it</font> was out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of stress one of the officers</font> coldly asked me to sign my statement<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> left<font color="#CCCCCC"> without an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> additional word</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wisely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stood at the door shook her head said</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> under her breath before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leaving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> except sworn it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the word</font> psycho I shut the door as they left<font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> slumped<font color="#E5E5E5"> against the door slowly letting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">myself fall to the ground</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bawled my</font> eyes out once I stopped sobbing I dragged myself over<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> refrigerator</font> for a beer the<font color="#E5E5E5"> craving to have one was</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> bad I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> taste it when I pulled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the door open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the hinges moaned the door</font> crashed to the floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a stir of</font> beer<font color="#E5E5E5"> food and condiments mixed with</font> glass covered the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> has nothing else</font> to do but<font color="#E5E5E5"> laugh the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> join me I wanted to slam</font> my fists<font color="#CCCCCC"> into the walls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and tell them to</font> shut<font color="#CCCCCC"> up but I didn't have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> energy</font> suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> a scream ran out on their side</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> unintelligible but no one made a</font> sound after<font color="#E5E5E5"> my welcome the silence but I</font> couldn't stand to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be there for one one</font> minute<font color="#E5E5E5"> the safety of my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Hall was</font> compromised <font color="#E5E5E5">there was no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> comfort and staying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> brandy was my only option</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> was surprised to see<font color="#CCCCCC"> me when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> showed up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment she looked very</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">well-put-together like she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about to</font> go out<font color="#CCCCCC"> on a date or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked if</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had plans for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night and</font> explained the<font color="#CCCCCC"> situation to her she said</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going to see some friends for</font> dinner but she<font color="#CCCCCC"> could cancel I could tell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was annoyed I didn't have the energy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to apologize</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> any more than I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already</font> had I told<font color="#CCCCCC"> her to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but she canceled on</font> them and stayed<font color="#CCCCCC"> in with me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the night</font> and took<font color="#E5E5E5"> a long time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for me to fall</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> each time I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> closed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes images</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of my ruined apartment flash before me</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> muffled my cries with a pillow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> wake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brandy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I really fucking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hate my life</font> journal entry<font color="#E5E5E5"> for I'm so happy to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back in my apartment if I had to stay</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> brandy another day I think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I would</font> have choked her to death in her sleep it's perplexing<font color="#E5E5E5"> because everything</font> started off so nicely between<font color="#E5E5E5"> us we</font> awoke together<font color="#E5E5E5"> made breakfast went to</font> work and<font color="#E5E5E5"> came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> each other's</font> company<font color="#E5E5E5"> after the second day things got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weird brandy would get annoyed with me</font> for no reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> and start fights</font> she even<font color="#E5E5E5"> complained that I smelled like</font> milk that had gone bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fucking juvenile like that I try to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">defuse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the situation but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she would lay</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> me with whatever was on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the time I left her place my desire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> with her was gone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we'll be breaking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> soon this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whole experience opened my</font> eyes to<font color="#E5E5E5"> who she really was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't want</font> to be with someone who<font color="#CCCCCC"> treats a</font> significant<font color="#CCCCCC"> other less badly or she</font> treated me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't take the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> abuse</font> anymore <font color="#E5E5E5">and came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back here despite feeling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unsafe as soon as I opened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door a</font> smell of<font color="#E5E5E5"> rancid pickles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> old beer and</font> olive juice stung my nostrils my first <font color="#E5E5E5">order of business was to clean the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it took almost an entire day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> it back into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a tolerable condition the</font> only<font color="#CCCCCC"> good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> news to report so far is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> renters</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> insurance covered a good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">portion of the items that have been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">broken strangely the whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> process went</font> without a hitch<font color="#CCCCCC"> the gentleman on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone was really Pleasant and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> helpful</font> nothing like Verizon<font color="#CCCCCC"> all I needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font> was take an <font color="#CCCCCC">taury of what was broken send</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them a</font> copy of the police report and wait for the check<font color="#CCCCCC"> to arrive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the mail it was</font> nice to<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> someone treating me</font> like a person<font color="#E5E5E5"> again the only issue</font> needing to be resolved was my<font color="#E5E5E5"> cell phone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> connected somehow</font> after being reassured<font color="#E5E5E5"> several times that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off by Verizon the</font> complaints at work about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me calling</font> everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> we're getting out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one gave me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the benefit of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doubt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anymore everyone seemed incredibly</font> hostile to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and even confronted me</font> about horrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> threats I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> made against</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> I flipped the fuck out on a couple</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of customer service reps for lying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> they passed me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a manager who treated</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me kindly and assured me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were</font> going to resolve the<font color="#CCCCCC"> situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">offered to credit my account for the</font> weeks of my phone had still been activated<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though the manager was</font> nice someone needed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be held</font> responsible<font color="#CCCCCC"> and face the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> consequences of</font> their<font color="#CCCCCC"> ineptitude</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only thing the</font> manager could say was the phone was disconnected from use the first day I reported it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I calmly reassured him that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if one more person tells</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me about</font> obscene phone calls coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my</font> number I'd fly to<font color="#E5E5E5"> India or whatever</font> godforsaken<font color="#E5E5E5"> shithole he lived in and</font> murder his entire family in front of them he cursed me<font color="#E5E5E5"> in whatever gibberish</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">language he spoke and hung</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbors are still at it I thought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about calling the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police on them but</font> reconsidered seeing how<font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pig shits</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">treated me the last time those fuckers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never sleep banging on the walls and</font> yelling it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and to shut their traps</font> doesn't work one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> these days I'm gonna</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sledge hammer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and break</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wall between us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so they have no place to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go</font> I'll hide it right in the middle of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> stupid fucking<font color="#E5E5E5"> spot on the wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't</font> miss<font color="#E5E5E5"> it now it's huge</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wise link is going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to take my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entire</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deposit maybe the sledgehammer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll</font> change your mind when the time comes I've knocked on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbor's door and</font> they don't answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> I challenged</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> come<font color="#E5E5E5"> out and fight me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feel their eyes</font> on me<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the peephole they giggle</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> or all the gods in human history won't be able<font color="#E5E5E5"> to save them if I ever catch</font> them outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> their apartment now that I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> about it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wouldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know what they</font> look like<font color="#CCCCCC"> even if I did see them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never seen their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> faces they could walk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">right by me on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I wouldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know naming who I was we could be in the</font> same<font color="#CCCCCC"> elevator</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> street or walkways and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd</font> be the schmuck not knowing<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font> they could come<font color="#CCCCCC"> home and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell their</font> little friends about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the idiot next door</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> knowing the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought simultaneously</font> pissed me off and freaked me out<font color="#E5E5E5"> work is</font> intolerable<font color="#E5E5E5"> my co-workers seem to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">actively avoiding me I've got a few of</font> the girls spraying perfume into the air in the places where<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd been standing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> the break room after I leave customers are approaching me<font color="#E5E5E5"> for help</font> either<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get paid regardless of my sales</font> so that's fine by me <font color="#E5E5E5">one it's been on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> case about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> numbers same shit different day <font color="#E5E5E5">fuck em all journal entry 5</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got fired</font> today<font color="#E5E5E5"> Warnock and me for threatening and</font> harassing my co-workers<font color="#CCCCCC"> over the phone</font> I explained to the overpaid self-righteous asshole in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the simplest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of words that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't have a phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> which to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> these calls hence I am</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> NOT</font> it bumped<font color="#E5E5E5"> he turned to his computer and</font> clicked<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mouse twice my voice came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out over the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> speakers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of his computer in</font> the shock of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't really</font> pay attention to<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my voice actually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said it wasn't important anyway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font> the word cunt was used a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">particular part sticks out where I</font> threatened to titty<font color="#CCCCCC"> fuck a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> co-worker</font> until my cock would penetrate<font color="#E5E5E5"> her heart</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ribcage if she didn't stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spraying you at perfume otherwise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember exactly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what was said</font> what I do<font color="#CCCCCC"> remember was actually in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">background of the recording there was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">laughter hooting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and hollering with each</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eyal word that spewed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my mouth the</font> recording finished with a high-pitched shriek<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the line went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> daddy</font> walnuts voice pulled me from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> shock</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> utter insanity of the situation he</font> droned on<font color="#CCCCCC"> about how the recordings have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been forwarded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to human resources</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> several<font color="#E5E5E5"> employees came forward with more</font> recordings<font color="#E5E5E5"> and refused to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come to work</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> still out inside the building</font> he said I should be<font color="#E5E5E5"> thankful they</font> weren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to get the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police involved</font> as if he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing me some sort</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of favor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was human resources in corporate</font> avoiding the additional paperwork<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the possibility<font color="#E5E5E5"> of litigation everyone</font> was probably convinced not<font color="#E5E5E5"> to press</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">charges against me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one it handed me a</font> termination<font color="#E5E5E5"> notice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with a shit-eating</font> grin plastered across as acne cratered <font color="#E5E5E5">face I've never seen a man jump as high</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as he did when I slam my fist against</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his desk and so the scared me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to heat n</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stop it went quiet the grin was replaced</font> with wide-eyed<font color="#E5E5E5"> fear holding the arms of</font> my chair<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> vise-like grip stopped me</font> from reaching<font color="#E5E5E5"> over the table and</font> throwing a stapler into his face I couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> breathe I couldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font> everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> was black in red the words</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coming from my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mouth didn't feel like my</font> own there was this<font color="#CCCCCC"> disdain and malice in</font> them my stomach and I felt disgusting each syllable<font color="#E5E5E5"> was like fecal matter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> pots<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told to expect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> human resources to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a closer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look at his management</font> decisions the<font color="#CCCCCC"> greediest amounts of time</font> was spent<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside smoking with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">employees time theft was a very serious</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">offense to my former employer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> corporate</font> didn't take<font color="#E5E5E5"> kindly to wasted time there</font> was also the matter of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his infamous</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out-of-the-box deals going to his best</font> customers who were also related<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him</font> the percentage off on items was equivalent to stealing there was also a recent<font color="#E5E5E5"> higher</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> receiving a promotion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font> veteran employees the appropriateness<font color="#CCCCCC"> of their</font> relationship outside of work<font color="#CCCCCC"> may have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had something to do with the promotion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one its face was like a cooked lobster</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even respond he picked up the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone and had our loss prevention</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">department escort me out of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> building</font> as they tossed me<font color="#CCCCCC"> out of the building a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laugh escaped my throat there rolled</font> with a cartoon snowball down a hill into <font color="#E5E5E5">a full-blown laughing fit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cursed at</font> the customers and<font color="#E5E5E5"> former co-workers</font> staring at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told them they needed to</font> take their<font color="#CCCCCC"> business elsewhere</font> since this company hires smelly<font color="#E5E5E5"> crazy</font> people that<font color="#E5E5E5"> harassed and threatened</font> their<font color="#E5E5E5"> co-workers I don't have a job</font> anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> it feels fucking great</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> journal</font> entry<font color="#E5E5E5"> sinks this isn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the complaint in</font> the slightest but I've been on<font color="#CCCCCC"> a short</font> fuse lately everyone gives me shit all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time and I stand by taking it like a</font> bitch<font color="#E5E5E5"> those days are done and over I'm</font> nobody's doormat<font color="#CCCCCC"> no one walks on me</font> anymore no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one crosses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they'll</font> discover the consequences<font color="#CCCCCC"> of their</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">actions too many people for far too long</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> treated me like nothing it stops</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here and now</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">miss Weis linka learnt her lesson today</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I paid the old cunt her rent money that</font> was fear in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her eyes a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fake smile was</font> plastered on her face she was trying not <font color="#E5E5E5">to breathe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked if she smelled</font> something funny<font color="#E5E5E5"> she shook her head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no I</font> demanded she evicted the<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because I was going to strangle them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">death with their own</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> intestines if she</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> she smiled and nodded at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me while</font> closing<font color="#E5E5E5"> her door she didn't slamming in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> face again I would have throttled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> if she did<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I liked it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I liked it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot journal entry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 7 Randi</font> showed up today<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the infamous talk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she would end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the relationship saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I was the one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that changed into a</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my blood boiled worse</font> than when I fought with Warnock<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> started all the fights<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was the one</font> who<font color="#CCCCCC"> changed for the worse it was her</font> fault<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to be around her she</font> knew her reasoning was bullshit in the final<font color="#E5E5E5"> moments of our relationship</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she confirmed at the top of her lungs</font> she'd been fucking several other guys while<font color="#E5E5E5"> she'd been with me the reaction</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the neighbors was mixed half of</font> them laughed hysterically<font color="#E5E5E5"> the other half</font> booed and jeered<font color="#E5E5E5"> onslaught of insults</font> didn't stop there<font color="#E5E5E5"> she called me a</font> pathetic excuse of a man<font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone could</font> walk all over<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I never stood up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> shit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like that the neighbors who</font> didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> Hall would like never before they</font> were getting a huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> shit kick out of all</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of it then everything went red my memory</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of what happened is hazy at best a table</font> lamp found itself in my hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> I phoned at</font> the wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> brandi dodged it before it</font> shattered against the wall<font color="#E5E5E5"> right behind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she hadn't ducked in time it would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have nailed her right in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slutty face</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbors hollered the spot on the</font> wall seemed to ripple like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a pond</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> think she heard them she didn't</font> see the<font color="#E5E5E5"> spot brandi rose from the ground</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with her hands held in front of her and</font> surrender then scrambled out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the front</font> door her cries<font color="#E5E5E5"> drowned out with a rigorous</font> applause from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the neighbors the</font> apartment shook everything went silent <font color="#E5E5E5">after that the only sound that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> the air conditioner in the</font> background <font color="#E5E5E5">man there was a single from the next</font> door<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next 20 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was spent</font> throwing<font color="#E5E5E5"> everything in my apartment</font> against the spot on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> wall when there</font> was nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> left ticks and punches</font> sufficed nothing in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> world was going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to keep me from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting inside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> and killing them all except</font> collapsing<font color="#E5E5E5"> onto the floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a heap</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> misery and<font color="#CCCCCC"> exhaustion I shouldn't have</font> done<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I felt like I needed to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apologize to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brandy for throwing the</font> lamp at her I wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell her how</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sorry I was</font> vomit<font color="#E5E5E5"> rose in the back of my throat my</font> thoughts aren't mine<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not like this</font> at all<font color="#CCCCCC"> brandi was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right I'm not me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anymore</font> journal entry 8 this heat is unbearable <font color="#CCCCCC">the fever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is much worse nothing helps</font> break it haven't<font color="#E5E5E5"> slept in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> days</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">insane nightmares I'm a sweat pool</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't remember anything about<font color="#E5E5E5"> dreaming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hushed voices whisper to each other it</font> feels like there are<font color="#CCCCCC"> people in here my</font> heart's racing<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm terrified and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">helpless</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scream at me and each</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> violent threats laughter</font> snickering they sound<font color="#CCCCCC"> like one it no</font> balls <font color="#CCCCCC">brandy bitch wise</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> link</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> denture face</font> they sound like<font color="#E5E5E5"> me am i screaming why</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Sling tells me to stop screaming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anna-lena neighbours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got him Laffy</font> Taffy assholes <font color="#E5E5E5">it's annoying her too she says there</font> aren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> any neighbors that the apartment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is empty dumbass I don't believe her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> loud she wants me out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I don't appreciate</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> look at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> live there</font> people in there they stand by my bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> reach<font color="#E5E5E5"> out to touch them and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they aren't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there journal entry mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found my</font> thumb<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbors had it they took</font> pictures<font color="#CCCCCC"> Brandis body twisted an</font> unfathomable directions at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bottom of</font> some stairs smile<font color="#E5E5E5"> swipe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lies links</font> face is blue the cat licked<font color="#E5E5E5"> crusted food</font> off her face her toothless mouth hung open her teeth were in her lap swipe left on<font color="#CCCCCC"> its face is browned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> steering</font> wheel<font color="#E5E5E5"> jammed into his abdomen he looked</font> surprised tada phone shuts off shadows surround them shadows surround me the voices<font color="#CCCCCC"> laugh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> voices scream no sleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> no dreams the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">building shaking the neighbors are in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hole I'm burning up nope no cold</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laughing again I'm laughing</font> with them the rest of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> pages were</font> unintelligible<font color="#E5E5E5"> whoever wrote the journal</font> tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> continue as writing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turned the</font> scribbles<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pages were stained with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">black smudges my dizziness from earlier</font> had passed<font color="#E5E5E5"> surround entry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> five</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was</font> no way to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop reading it three hours</font> had passed everyone else<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the</font> auction was already gone leaving<font color="#E5E5E5"> me in</font> the eerie silence of the storage <font color="#E5E5E5">building it was time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head home to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> conversation<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my wife over the phone</font> made the ride go by quick<font color="#CCCCCC"> I needed</font> someone to talk<font color="#CCCCCC"> to I didn't want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the madness between those</font> pages<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the journal we talked about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> stuff inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> unit number 25</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> save for the</font> journaling<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's insane ramblings my wife</font> spooks pretty easy when<font color="#E5E5E5"> it comes to</font> stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> like that she feel uneasy keeping</font> the belongings<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside our house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh what</font> he doesn't know<font color="#E5E5E5"> won't hurt her when I</font> arrived home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kitchen preparing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our dinner for the</font> past<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 years when I got home the first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> did was find my wife and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> give</font> her a<font color="#CCCCCC"> kiss and 20 years she never</font> rejected me<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was always happy to see</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to kiss and hug</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walking into the kitchen to say hello</font> she turned in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and a frown</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stretched across her lips</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought</font> nothing of it<font color="#CCCCCC"> until she turned her face</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> disgust he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brought her</font> hand to her nose<font color="#E5E5E5"> pushed me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from her</font> complaining<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they smelled like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rancid milk</font> if you made it<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> far I hope</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you'll</font> follow me on<font color="#CCCCCC"> Twitter at Kings Boop</font> creepy
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