"There's Something Wrong With Lizzy's Stream" | Creepypasta

[Music] back in 2013 I used to watch a lot of streams on Twitch mostly just League of Legends tournaments but some streamers as well I liked the interactive aspect of it a lot but the popular streamers had thousands of people trying to all talk at the same time it's pretty much just white noise at that point sometimes when I got bored I would scroll down on the list of channels there were hundreds of people streaming the game the people in the first page had thousands of people watching but the further down you scrolled the lower the viewer numbers twitch doesn't actually let you just scroll down to the bottom right away you have to scroll down to the edge of the page and only then does it'll load in the next couple of rows it's a very painstaking in laborious process like they're actively trying to stop people from going down too far an implicit quality management [Music] you start to notice trends at the lower ends of people trying their best to get out of the dark basement of obscurity people doing giveaways or in-game challenges anything out of the ordinary but the problem is when everyone is trying to stand out the same way no one is that's how I found Lizzie it was several minutes and scrolling down the endless feet of thumbnails some were in the range of 10 to 20 viewers between promises of $20 giveaways and the skills of the next LCS player was just a message of no boys allowed [Music] yeah well I clicked it anyway I joined at the wrong time Lizzie was hunched over in her chair laughing just loud uncontrollable laughter I had no idea about what she was just standing afk in the jungle near blue buff the first summer I saw her her face was red and she had tears in her eyes she leaned back in her chair and gasped for air [Music] that pretty much summarized Lizzie she was one of those insufferably happy people who did everything with gusto in retrospect I regret not asking what was so funny I was new to the stream I didn't know any of the etiquette none of the 15 other people were talking in chat I don't know I kept watching over the years I've peeked into hundreds of different streams sometimes you only need five seconds to know you absolutely detest someone sometimes it takes five minutes before you wonder why you even spent that much time in there but sometimes things just click Lizzy had that undefinable set of characteristics that just hit the right spot for me it also didn't hurt that she was pretty I'd like to talk a lot [Music] but what really made her special in my eyes was that she was different than the other streamers about five minutes after I tuned in someone new dropped by chat asking why he as a guy wasn't allowed [Music] Lizzie banned him it was just such an absurd thing to do on a platform that's basically all male it didn't make sense [Music] much later after getting to know Lizzy like the sister always wanted to have I found out that every week on Tuesday she worked an eight-hour shift at the cafe with one of her axis on Wednesday she banned all boys from her stream she knew perfectly well that most people were guys but on that one day of the week anyone who acted too much like one got banned at the time I just thought it was funny a quirk of her personality after she finished a game of League she ons and announced the stream was over for the night she spent another five minutes saying goodbye to people in chat and then the screen went dark I went back to scrolling down the list of desperation tuned in to a couple of streams but never stayed for too long I couldn't stop thinking about Lizzie every stream I opened it was the same old stuff gamers yelling loudly trying to hype up a crowd that just wasn't there we're listening to loud and bad music at the end of the spectrum most people didn't even have face camps [Music] the 30 odd minutes I spent watching Lizzie felt so alive compared to the others I found myself missing her already after opening and immediately closing the sixth stream I went back to Lizzy's channel and followed it by the time I got the email that Lizzie went live I'd almost forgotten about it she didn't have a streaming schedule then she just hopped on the computer when she felt like it sometimes there weren't days between streams sometimes there were three in one day each only ten minutes long it was chaotic but every time I got a notification that Lizzie went live it was like a little surprise [Music] it made me happy I'd stop whatever I was doing and tune in [Music] sometimes I'd miss the stream because I was at work or sleeping and I'd watch the vaad it wasn't the same [Music] after a while I found myself shaping my own life around the stream I'd turned down friends because Lizzie mentioned she'd be streaming I stopped watching movies right in the middle because Lizzie came on over the months and eventually years we grew into a small tight-knit community [Music] I was made a moderator at some points and even when the stream was off Chad was active with a few of the regulars very frequently Lizzy would stay after the stream and we'd just hang out talking about everything and nothing I wouldn't even know where to begin if I had to tell you everything I found out about her she was 25 when she started streaming in early 2013 worked part-time at her aunt's cafe in Minneapolis and her dream was to become a full-time streamer she was the youngest of three girls her father had passed away from cancer but she was 10 her mother died during an armed robbery at a bank when she was 20 [Music] despite that she was one of the brightest and most optimistic people I've ever met in the fall of 2014 Lizzie had to make a choice the savings from her parents life insurance were almost gone and her streaming career wasn't at the point where it paid all of her bills her aunt was willing to hire her full-time but it would be the end of her streaming career [Music] we had an emergency meeting after the heartbreaking stream to discuss her future Lizzie didn't want to give up on her dream and decided to go for a last-ditch effort she quit her job at the cafe and tests the dozen regulars with brainstorming ways to improve the stream I can only imagine how scary that step must have been but if there was one person who could do it it would have been her the stream changed a lot after that she had a regular schedule six hours everyday she bought a new webcam mic and set up stream laps the rest of us went out and advertised her stream on forums and social media we stop screwing around so when we played together and actually focused on the game to help her improve her skills we also finally abdicated the Wednesday rule it felt great and don't think I've ever seen her happier every day that we reached a new viewer record she nearly broke down in tears it meant a lot to us all she was like everyone's younger sister [Music] back then it took quite a bit to get partnered with twitch you had to have at least a couple hundred viewers on average before they considered you in November she had her first application rejected in December the second one was rejected on January 14th she got partnered with twitch that was also the first week that she broke the 500 viewer record I still remember the feeling of elation at hearing the news like an enormous weight lifted off my shoulder it was an incredibly emotional stream a lot of crying on all ads I was the third person to officially subscribe to her Streep I gladly would have paid ten times that it was a double-edged sword I love seeing her happy but the stream wasn't really the same anymore it had grown to fit the molds of all the other channels there's a certain number of people and which twitch chats turns into a completely useless mess I found that to be around 150 people like it didn't matter how many mods we had there was no way to hold back the inevitable meme in a mode spam in the early days if I ever missed a stream and go back and watch the vaad but that wasn't really possible anymore there just wasn't enough time in the day nevertheless being with Lizzy consumed the lion's share of my spare time I didn't even like League that much anymore but I still find myself playing it when she had subscriber games in September Lizzie told us that she reached a point where she was financially stable between subscribers donations and the occasional sponsor deal she made enough money to live on [Music] that's when she pitched the idea of a meet-up she wanted to meet all of us and celebrate the details were murky but she wanted it to be on a weekend in Las Vegas a small venue if enough people RSVP'd otherwise we could just hang out on the strip I didn't think about it twice the moment I found out the date November 15th I booked a ticket Boston to Las Vegas just the weekend meeting Lizzie would be incredible all the other regulars were on board too just like that my enthusiasm for everything Lizzy was renewed [Music] I watched every second of every stream catching up in the vod's if I had to it climbed from silver to gold so I could play ranked with her I watched chat like a hawk banning anyone who talked everyone was excited about Lizzy Khan people plan to travel from all over the world the furthest I heard was about one of my fellow mots he was working as a contractor in Iraq [Music] under different circumstances I might have been apprehensive but at that point I've watched Lizzie stream for longer than any of my serious relationships lasted I had friends that I talked to on a daily basis but didn't even know what they looked like these people were my friends on Tuesday November 11th five days before Liz econ I came home after work and tuned into the stream it was like being punched in the stomach hard the thing on the screen was not Lizzie it looked like her it sounded like her it's moved like her [Music] but every fiber of my being screamed that it wasn't Lizzie I was dumbfounded it was in the middle of a game of League talking about Lizzie Kahn I turned off the stream trying my best by pack nausea a visceral feeling of sickness I fled my apartment and a need to breathe fresh air I had no idea what the hell happened my first thought was that I ate something bad that I got a cold maybe a fever that made me delirious watching big flakes of snowfall and sucking in the cold November air I calm down again Sabbath enough to go back in anyway just touching the mouse again made my pulse race I did not but to open the stream for the first time since Lizzie started streaming I was having doubts about opening it I wish I hadn't opened it I wish I could have just walked away forget about Lizzie but she was too important to me and I was convinced that it was nothing bracing myself to see it on the screen didn't make it any better if anything it made it worse the revulsion sapped my abdomen like a dagger pushing it all the way to the hilt and twisting it something was wrong seriously wrong forced myself to sit down and watch though I wanted nothing more than to run and hide it acted just like Lizzy no it didn't act just like her it was exactly like her a perfect replica to perfect [Music] every motion every word completely devoid of life no originality it's laughter since shivers down my spine sweat ran down my forehead I checked my temperature nothing I whispered one of the other mods if he noticed anything amiss no dice I loaded an old vaad Lizzie's real voice was like soothing balm on my open wounds I barely slept a wink that night every time I closed my eyes I saw it those dead eyes staring out of the shell of a person I loved every day of that week was torture I woke up feeling like and went to bed feeling like death I checked in on the stream frequently hoping that the madness was over it only got worse there was only one thing it seemed to talk about Lizzy Khan it was the only thing anyone in Chan was talking about on Wednesday a viewer count peaked at 2,000 on Thursday it was 5,000 despite that there was barely any spam on Friday over 18,000 people tuned into the stream [Music] it was madness where do they all come from was it doing that my plane departed at 8:14 p.m. from Logan International Airport's on schedule but one passenger short I spent the evening paralyzed in fear reading the assurances of thousands of people that they were going to show up to Lizzy con people chatted from airports and buses from cars and trains I've never felt so helpless on Saturday the stream stayed off I couldn't stop thinking about Lizzy cotton part of me was relieved I didn't go part of me desperately missed Lizzy I checked twitch chat nothing I checked social media nothing I checked local Nevada news nothing I spent the entire day scouring the internet for even a hint of what was happening there was nothing nothing nothing [Music] Lizzie's stream never turned on again I waited for it all day Sunday Monday the entire week I messaged all the regulars nobody responded I tried calling them nobody picked up I asked around in other streams nobody had ever heard of Lizzie I started doubting my own sanity if any of it had been real I had proof though the vod's were still up until they worked three days after Lizzie Conn her twitch account was disabled not banned or shut down disabled it's been over three years now and I still think about Lizzie every day it's like losing a friend a sister a cornerstone of my life David from Wisconsin I never liked you too much but you were a good mod you were the first person to subscribe to Lizzie's channel and I don't even know how many thousands you donated over the years if you're still out there somewhere please contact me Mike of Toronto I still have the cup you sent me I know you existed wherever you are now know that I think about you every time I take a sip from it bed buck you've been there for every stream even if you never talked much I'm sorry that it's too late to get to know you [Music] Caleb Nevada I enjoyed listening to your stories of your job in Iraq it's hard to imagine that you survived an explosion in the Middle East only to disappear near your own home [Music] Sven of Norway I was so proud of you when you earned your PhD we all were you had such a bright future ahead of you I'm sorry that you can't enjoy Carter of Florida I talked to your sister she misses you she survived the operation it's a girl I wished you could meet your niece everyone else I'm trying my best to remember every one of you I wrote down all the names I could remember on a sheet of paper but I know for sure I missed a few people I wish I had done more I wish I had done anything and lastly Lizzie [Music] I miss you I miss you so much it hurts I wish I knew what happened to you there's not a day that goes by where I don't think about you every time my phone lights up with the notification my stomach drops and I hope it's your stream coming back online every time I feel the same disappointment even if nobody else in the world knows who you are I will remember you and the joy you've brought to so many people [Music] hey everyone I hope you enjoyed today's video if you want to see more let me know in the comments below and tell me what you thought of this narration make sure to follow me on Twitter for updates and if you'd like to get early videos shout outs high quality mp3 downloads of my narrations and much much more I'd appreciate it if you check out my patreon page it's a place where you can help support my channel while getting awesome rewards in the process and every pledge helps out a ton no matter the size so if you'd like to see all the rewards I offer and consider becoming a patron in mean a ton to me if you click the link in the description and just check it out and don't forget to show some love to the amazingly talented authors who make these narrations possible I have a good night everybody Cheers [Music] you

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Id: bjbXd2OPUII

Length: 29min 34sec (1774 seconds)

Published: Wed Dec 06 2017