Trying Not To Cry Watching *ME BEFORE YOU*

hello troublemakers welcome into another movie commentary Monday this is the final movie commentary Monday here in this Apartments although I'm thinking I'm probably just going to I'm just going to do the same setup cuz I like it I thought about it and I like it I'm going to let you guys in on a little secrets I when I sit down to do movie commentaries they tend to go pretty seamlessly if I record it I usually upload it however yesterday was a nightmare because I started watching Mean Girls and uh here's a little here's a couple clips from that wait a second why is there a musical note in Mean Girls this ain't a musical I watched the trailer this isn't a musical is this a musical this is a my thing is like you you couldn't like ease me into the musical assness she's the dumbest person you'll ever meet godamn my is oh I think I'm going to quit watched a bit of that movie and uh you know it just it wasn't it wasn't it so I said you know what today's not the day I will scrap the day come back tomorrow today is tomorrow I want to watch your film that I know I'm going to like because I watched the trailer for this on ugab Booga I'm pretty sure someone dies so like this film's got that going for it which I like but I'm also entering what I believe is a romance phase in the past I've had like a fanfic phase Disney phase and I feel like I'm entering romance and romcom face I'm talking The Proposal I'm talking The Vow I'm talking about the notebook pretty much any movie with where it's the and then a word after it I'm going to watch it all right how old is this film I was so excited for for this I want to get my heartbroken by a film oh I got to go oh he's walking he's walking I'll cook tonight better enjoy him while you got him oh oh oh oh it's an auto accident that's what did him in I thought it was like a you know like a like a bacteria started eating way at his organs or something he looked to have like an organ eating virus from the trailer just like ey test like if you were to ask me my non-medical opinion I would have said that she gets fired that's why she's looking for a job she going to mess something up here he's not happy with her uh-oh I'm really sorry is that how you fire somebody you just give them like a little little square envelope you couldn't spring for the the the the rectangle envelopes those are a little bit more professional don't you think oh no girly what are you going to do I hear a a par legal is looking for help only got two laps to go oh she's taken oh we got an A we got an aair hell yeah let's messy this up I'm running out of options for you here Louisa s please oh God you know what I actually I I'm going to I'm going to eat the words I'm about to say that hairstyle the fact that you looked yourself in the mirror and thought yeah this is what I'm going to do criminal but then I think about the hairstyles that I've had over the years I'm living in a glass house I got to be careful with what I say okay paralal assistant but you might need to do something about your wardrobe for this one and your hair it's actually excellent money it's the fifth time they tried to recruit oo there's nothing on here about needing skills you're perfect it's perfect for you that's a good joke thank you oh God here we go with the woke [Laughter] that's a good I like that joke give me a second thank you he lives in a castle he's going to solve your money issues girl I'm Camila trainer do come in her last name is trainer and she's going to train her for this job you can think of a less on the name maybe we talking about complete loss of the legs would that bother you not as much as would bother him obviously s your previous employer here says chatty and life enhancing presence with a lot of potential yes I paid him she's got charm I like her why should I employ you instead of say the previous candidate I make a mean cup of tea oh God get you're too British I make a mean cup of there is no mean tea there's mean coffee tea can't be made mean tea is always polite will was injured in a road accident 2 years ago and the virus gu got to his organs right ah another interview ah oh my God is that Game of Thrones is that Mr lar why do you need me for something no John fine go conquer Usos see you later so would you like the job why why I can't wait I can't I cannot wait for later on oh wait she's Game of Thrones too hey we got we got a reunion I'm getting distracted sorry I I can't wait for the moment later when she's going to recall the scene and be like do you know why I offered you the job it's because you're a bumbling fool and my my son loves bubbling fools no it's going to be something really heartwarming and I can't wait for that moment then let's go meet will so his name is Will trainer will train her he's going to teach her how to do the job guys no this is the annex was the Stables before we had it adapted for will you had whole Staples in your house how many office supplies do you need we had it adapted for a stable oh you keep them where you keep the horses I hope they cut him and he's just like mowing down on a carrot then let's introduce you to will he has good days and bad days H don't we yall I've have someone to meet you I'm a little worried about what we're going to see right now will this is Louisa Clark what is he is he uh is he in bad shape oh no he's fine the music and it just it took like a long time to build up and the reveal with like open Sliding Doors I thought he was going to be like super sweaty and grungy and [Music] gross good night Nathan you want her you want her that physical therapist wants her he ain't going to get her he going to make a move though watch it watch it I got an eye for these things should I make a s a cup of tea not too mean though tells you pretty much everything you need tonight don't make a move sir I'm watch watch him watch him there's going to be a look that he gives her that's just like a half second too long we're going to pick it up we're going to pick it up I have to handle drugs Anis spasm tablets tablets for nerve pain um what if she gets him to fall in love with her they quickly get married but his health is deteriorating mysteriously but he's got a condition it's not that mysterious come to find out wait a second why are we so low on pills we shouldn't be this low Will's already dead I guess it doesn't really matter oh who's in the will oh it's the Targaryen oh no this could have like a great ending where she actually murdered him and you got my number that's s you got my number you could call me if you need anything and I mean anything I'm excited for this what would you what would be your approach in this situation if a man who was a par illegal because of all the viruses eaten away at his organs and you come in and you're paid to essentially be his friend how would you approach the situation would you come in hot firing cuz that's how I would be I'd be like what's up bro just so you know your mom's paying me to be your friend so you're kind of a loser maybe not that hot but I would I would definitely break the ice by being like hey okay we we know what the situation is want to play some war zone or does he not play video games like how does he spend his days actually I'm very curious about that hello so I thought we could go out this afternoon and do you thought a driver would be good for me I didn't do anything Miss Clark I sit I'm just about exist can we strike a deal whereby you are very chatty around me okay okay I bet that's why the mom hired her actually because uh she's probably hired like a bunch of like Health Care Professionals and I think the the guy at the the work job station he said that they've already like run through like five different candidates that have all quit so I think the mom was just looking for something a little bit different so he just sits there oh my God no wonder he's depressed good to know that yeah they made a point of showing his ex as well at the beginning so that girl is going to come back in the picture and the physical therapist as well they're all going to be connected and she she has a boyfriend too oh my God every time I speak he looks at me like I'm stupid you get used to people looking at you like that I speak from experience well you can't quit Lou thinking of going back to college I can't stay here well you look great yeah I'm sorry it's been so long I've been so busy they've been really working me hard God why are they so awkward is he maybe he's that uncomfortable maybe I'm not giving them enough credit because if I was around him you you don't treat him differently like unless you have like a very shallow friendship to begin with and then it's like oh God we weren't really that honest with each other to start and now where there's like another thing impeding our relationship to make it even less honest that'd be tough congratulations neither of us meant for this to happen oh oh oh my God is that the girl is that the girl from the start oh she started dating his friend oh homie if you're not married and there's like a catastrophic a catastrophic catastropic goodness I need to pick up drinking so that I have an excuse to stumble my words around like that if you're married you deal with like a catastrophic incident your partner but if you're just dating I like you can leave you know what I mean like I think that's okay especially when they're these got his own cast man's lived up in the Stables but you do not date within his friend group that is dirty that is gross girl oh you got some you got some bad karma comedy yes ruper was the most terrific support after your accident big of it big of you you should probably go that's why it's awkward okay we really do hope things improve for you yikers yikers you know the tried for months he just pushed me away didn't want me here you know you can only help someone who actually wants to be helped true maybe I'm getting her a little bit too much flak it is still there there's not enough men in the world you have a lot of options you had to date his friend she's got a case though I do understand what she's what she's saying about the holiday yeah how do you Fans Say Norway Norway the Viking Triathlon that's our holiday just the beginning and then we'll sight see or whatever me smashing those photographs was not an accident all I didn't I didn't think you thought you knew best go and rage your grandma's wardrobe or whatever it is you do when you're not making tea you don't have to be an ass I'm just trying to do my job as best I can miserable is you apparently make everyone else's oh he's going to have such a good comeback I can't wait for this man this is this he sits all day he doesn't do anything he doesn't play video games he just watch TV he just sits and he thinks of comebacks to make people feel bad he's going to drop something nuclear on her she's going to leave crying she's going to cry many tears she's going to sob what is she going to say what if I said didn't want you here I'm not employed by you not because I care about you or particularly enjoy your company but because I need the money poor shamer right that's the move you got to have some wealth inequality jokes yeah come on my guy really need the money just put them in the drawer you sit all day in your room ruminating oozing bad vibes you make everyone's life hell everyone that tries to help you you push away and the first time you get a push back to you're pushing away you fool what are you sit in your room all day for make her cry what a loser God I'm so disappointed at him oh he's he's going to ruminate some more this is what he does all day he had no comeback for that he just sits there all day staring off into nothing at the very least sir put on an audio book from AUD well this is no fun I just moved and I need a new desk for the past 3 days I have been building this one desk not all my fault I have poor craftsmanship abilities admittedly but also some of the parts didn't even fit I had to I had to find workarounds okay I'm not a workaround kind of guy I'm just a work through all right just I need a straight line my hands are all banged up I don't like this but hey we're at the moment of truth now I'm going to flip this desk let's see if it stands oh my God Julius get up here I don't have any patience left my sanity is almost gone the only reason I've been able to remain sane is because as I was building this desk I was listening to audiobooks audible is the world leader in audio entertainment isn't that right you yes it is doing you have a high pitched voice and let me tell you it's difficult to get too mad at building a desk when I'm listening to the guest which is an audio book about a couple who goes on a vacation and then they come back to find their friend living in their house and that friend has had a horrible event happened to them and they want to be there for her but she just she keeps pushing boundaries like get a Lo of this listen to this Laur reached over and placed her hand on her arm don't worry I have savings I won't be a burden on you and Gabriel Iris did a double take alarm shooting through her body Lauren intended to stay longer that is all right isn't it I love a good imposition cuz it's like you you can't kick her out right oh you had something traumatic happen to you that's so sad so when are you leaving though for the past several days I've just been listening to audiobooks as I like start moving stuff around it's been such a huge help and you can get that sweet free membership from audible by just heading to audible.com Dillan is in trouble you get a free credit to spend on any audiobook if you're choosing you want something that's a little bit more action-packed or maybe you want a psychological Thriller like the the guest maybe you're more interested in in sci-fi or fantasy no matter what you want to spend your credit on pick it out it's yours for free use my link audible.com is in trouble so that they do want to sponsor me again now let's get back to me before you I just don't like superiority you must hate me then I've never hated anyone I hope at the end of the film he dies and he and she's like I hate you for dying that'd be cute I'm ready for him to die though cuz like I'm so dis I'm just s I'm just sad cuz that's what like that's his thing being like angry and like getting under people's skin it felt like he he was like a he was a verbal jouster and then he just gave up oil drill has to save the world that's better what do you do with yourself when you're not here CL oh sorry that was cute that was cute I love that so much I feel like the mom is a centerpiece to this all cuz she just wants what's best for her son and she knows what her son is going through and she's probably tried all the tricks she's doing all the things and she takes a shot and hires somebody who's not qualified but this is somebody who might be able to be his friend and then she walks in one day after months of her son just being a little downball and and she walks in and she sees it and that just filled me with such Pleasant feelings I can't wait to watch her smile later and maybe she she might cry happy tears for her son oh I hear this one's good no it's got subtitles it guess so you don't notice after a while two for the will feral please okay so that's the division a lot of times especially in like these uh like softer films they can't just have her make a hard decision where she's like you know what like I have a good boyfriend who treats me well but this rich man with the castle is just the Superior option all right we justed have a better connection that can't just be like a choice that she has to make and hurt somebody instead he has to be an a-hole so uh how is it people often do like the cheating angle or stories rather do the cheating angle this man wanted to do a vacation he's paying for the vacation but he's going to be doing like a triathlon that's why he wanted to go to Norway and he wasn't like excited about sightseeing and now she wants to see a certain film and he's like you think and then they go and see the film he wants to see so they're setting you up to be like oh this relationship isn't isn't perfect these are all pretty light things he's going to need like a severe one it's coming though oh time is passing how long's he been like this maybe four or five hours it's in the folder she almost killed him huh not yet you got to get in his will first oh this is an invasion of privacy for shouldn't you be at home he's stuck with me she's such a sweetheart what the hell come on thank you Miss Clark for attempting to entertain me when I watched the trailer it was the shot that was just so boring I can't believe they they keep cutting to it cuz it's it's so ah like the subjects of your shot are so little of the frame but the rest of the shot is just not entertaining at all I feel like if we're going to be this close to her she should take up more of the frame cuz like you said we're unless this was like a beautiful landscape back here we're watching the snowfall you have to light this you have to light the the outside a lot better to make it more visually appealing cuz yeah she she's on the left side of the frame the the rest of the left side of the frame is boring as hell there very little color everything just feels very syy ah it's just not good my bumblebee tights black and yellow stripes than God I outree them and they don't make tights anymore can you ever love anything that much yes walking so she's talking about like these awesome striped tights that she used to wear and they added that for a reason it's not for them just to get closer but he's going to find them and he's going to buy her striped bumblebee tights and we're back to spring now I like my life I'm happy here well you shouldn't be only get one life it's actually your duty to live it as fully as possible oh God the end of this movie is going to freaking ruin me I feel it coming what the last time I cried in a doing a movie have I I'm sure I've done it once or twice this is I feel like this is this has got the potential to do it oh my God why is this so intimate I might have to blur this that this just too romantic if I hadn't noticed the Swiss postmark we made an agreement with Will 6 months you are willing to help our son end his life he's my son yes he's my son too I forget what they call him there's like places where you can um you know there's clinics that just will do it for you for a small fee they do disposal and everything it's it's like it's a nice service so he saying like hey let's take him to one of those places he's been wanting to go have you seen the services list they take care of everything and the mom is like uh no we're not giving up on him even if he gives up on himself his choice this is what he wants you know how much pain he's in he's fine there's no way there's no way please oh God I thought the virus was going to get him but uh he might get himself apparently the shave was your idea nice one can she not give some romantic interest from the physical therapist I'm going to look stupid if I'm wrong about that and he's just like this nice guy who just physically trains if this is what he really wants then use the time he's got left make it special bloody hell that list could do more than that what if it could make him change his mind Inspire him to live okay now she's got a motivating goal will needs to be allowed to feel like a man so the father kind of looks a little bit coldhearted because he was like if Will wants it let him you know the uh the services plan they do everything and while that appears cold uh it it's just a different way of thinking it's him trying to look out for his son and let his son make his decisions for himself at the very least he can understand but I think I think we're he's not he's not going to be a villain I think he wants his son around but you know he just doesn't want his son to be sad oh you're still with the guy all right he's out doing an activity guys we're here it's going to be fun she's exactly what he needs unreasonably peppy but this I think you'll enjoy will you please come with me a wind coner I've been assured it doesn't involve farting girl you were on fire with some of your jokes earlier am I is this another glass house situation should I just quiet down do I have bad jokes though I don't think I do like at worst my jokes are like C tier like my worst jokes I don't think you can call them bad they're just like you know a little underwhelming yeah I'll let that one go girl Mo it is then this is going to be a blast they're going to enjoy it doesn't she put a red dress on and she's like I've always wanted to be a girl in a red dress set of both concert or something she says something or he say something f kapow okay so he's not a love interest there's no way you ever see a girl you're romantically interested in wear something sexy and say kapow uhoh uhoh is this going to be romantic oh yep he's happy to be here okay oh that's it hey homie hey homie hey homie this film is 2 hours long almost there's some room here there's some width to this film I'm calling this film fat I'm fat chaming this film there some areas that I think would uh do well with some tightening up but I thought that that that uh that concert would be one area where they could like you know let it breathe a little bit because especially classical music brings out it evokes such like um such a such an emotional response that's why people like it so much it it like touches the soul and I thought you could dim the lights and do something cool and make it look she's in a red dress she looks gorgeous he's all dappered up you got out of that so fast right well we better get you in wait a minute I just want to be a man with a girl in a red dress a little bit longer I don't want to go in yet what does he say what does he say it's so cute come on just want to be a man who's been to a con with a girl on a red dress a little bit longer a minute more just a few minutes more can I say something though as cute as this story is the directing is just like an abysmal mistake how do you not sit in that concert where it's like it's perfect for revoking all the right emotions you didn't light it well you didn't shoot that's not the right venue for that scene this could be so much more romantic this could look so much better and it would it would hit us so much harder I might not even cry at the end of this film because of that what her boyfriend oh this this could get interesting six miles yeah happy birthday to my girlfriend yes sry a bit late okay another we're just adding to the list here not bright enough to stop our getting up the duff though getting up the duff sometimes British people are too British and it's like offensive to me as an American she's not bright enough to stop herself getting up the duff Hillary it's not much but it's her birthday he's going to do the legging thing he's going to get her bumblebee leggings not not this what is this this is for our parents I'm talking about Will M next it's going to be like a Fitbit watch or something I didn't made especially that trick what is it oh wow all these little things are starting to pile up he's got about one or two more before she can she can break up with him guilt-free is it bumblebee leggings oh my God if it's bumblebee leggings I'm going to freaking lose it oh my God I don't believe it oh I'm going to try one love it love it thank you suck it Patrick thank you for the fitness advice just helping my girlfriend get the best out of her job oh you're a lucky man she certainly gives a good bed b it's very clear he's interested in you romantically right to fire that shot back like you could have just let it go not only he fired the first shot but then he rorted see this is what I wanted this is what I wanted him sitting in his room all day thinking he just takes of comebacks he had none for her before he's made up for his mistake though I forgive him what is that can I take you somewhere what is that Alicia de and Rupert Collins who are those people oh that's his friends those are his friend oh my God is that more offensive or less offensive that his ex-girlfriend who left him after his accident is it worse or better that she's now engaged to the best friend instead of dating him like at least they didn't betray him for like just a little plan right like in a way that it's it's good but in a way it's also worse because it's like you guys can see the air of your ways along the way and you're not GNA let me little me and my paralyzation get in the way of Your Love okay good just a little thing over here I got to deal with don't let that stop you you know can I take you somewhere is it to the top of a cliff oh my God they're on the top of the ramp Parts stop you coming he going to eat himself off the ramp Parts I want to be in Paris as me the old me I don't want those memories erased by the struggle to fit behind the table I've got a job the new head of Maintenance the castle that uh I don't know how I feel about that you'd be pleased it means that one day you can go off and spread your wings without worrying about everyone else oh my God so he got her dad a job cuz part of the reason she had to be employed by this family is because like her sister wanted to go off and and continue college and uh and basically Targaryen was like supporting the entire family and now her dad has a job and now he's saying like the reason is because he wanted to make sure her dad was employed so that she could go on and pursue things Beyond this town this city this place and uh she feels conflicted about it because um he is a reason she would stay but if he's not here how's traffic Michael you can leave us is he is he from the place that offers all the services oh oh he's Shing up his will oh no will oh see I always I always have like an optimism that these stories would turn around and they'd have a happy ending and then Along came a film me and Earl and the dying girl or whatever the hell that's called and I read the book too which it's good it's a good story but it's just sad at the end because like you think with the power of friendship like she'd be cured but it's not that's not that's not the way friendship works and ever since then I feel like these stories always turn out bad so I I'm prepared for the [Music] worst I like that how they do the quiet The Quiet Moments just the look on his face like you know what he's feeling and he's expressed before like he wants he doesn't want to go back to London uh where he's had like the most incredible time of his life because he wants to preserve that memory in his head of what it was like when um when he was there and the the new memories would kind of overtake the old memories he's like protecting that and he he would be his best friend in this moment if it wasn't for the accident he would probably be marrying this girl this would be his wedding and you could feel uh that on his face and I'm glad they don't go out of the way to like explain how he's feeling by him just like saying the words cuz he you see it you see it you understand you're a human being you got empathy and Targaryen recognizes it too when she looks over at him like we know what she's thinking and I'm happy that they not like trying to spill everything out for you life isn't all bad then eh well I am anyway anyway I love those little Expressions those are she's so funny oh God godmother to the bride which makes me morally responsible for her not one of my finer acts I was just thinking like how are they going to end it um I thought they would just be like okay these two are going to be a couple and they're going to be happy and I kind of like that that just moral greatness to it a lot of times sories try to like make you feel directly about a situation but I thought they was just going to leave this gray but I think the mother-in-law is going to come in and then drop like a bunch of things that just spell Doom for this relationship and it's going to be bad and it's going to kind of help like slant it back to from moral gray to like moral bad moral red oh yes young will only one of that lot that was worth a d rubber's are ass okay so she doesn't like the the husband which I wonder if if we're just going to leave it at that or if we're going to see him cheating or flirting with somebody else down the line we'll see we'll see how that that turns out out let's give these tosses something to talk about are they all a PO yeah this is so cute uh oh guys uh oh yeah well okay all right I'm feeling I'm feeling something which is rare usually it's just empty cold inside this is going to turn romantic and a little sad and I I don't I'm going to I want to lose it all right pull it together going something CL you are pretty much the only thing that makes me want to get up in the morning okay it was happy it never turned sad good I was on the verge there it's been a long time since I've cried too and I have a theory like it just like builds up in your system and just like I'll just be walking around and I I feel like on the verge of tears just because like the the tears got to get out sometime you know today might be the day I'm not coming to um extreme whatever it's called to Norway they need me at work your job take priority over everything these days oh oh oh oh oh oh oh the hospital we're at the hospital he's stable his lungs are weak any bacteria hits him hard oh the the virus the bacteria I knew it that's brutal man all because of one dude on a mop head I want to see that accident cuz that mop head didn't look like it was going very fast if they didn't show the impact no I can't judge what he wants to do I want him to live but only if he wants to live I can't just let this happen it's interesting too cuz uh the two men around will are like let him make his own choice if he wants to if he wants to call it a day let him call it and the two women are like no we're going to we're going to force them to live I am an idiot they're going to break up here I I sense it coming oh was the the trip I told you about oh they're breaking up for sure see he wanted to go to Norway because he's a triathlon event that he was going to do while he was there and they were going to also sight see you know so she's going to take her along but she's like no I can't I can't go on a trip because I have work you know I got to be there for Will and now she's planning a trip with Will so it looks bad to be like hey I can't I can't go on a vacation we've been planning for over a year here with you but I can go on a trip with this other hot guy who has a castle massages swim with dolphins yeah yeah yeah doesn't work you really expect me to just sit it while you Swan off with another man on a honeymoon there's other caregivers coming too two guys oh well that's all right then he's been set up to be a douche like he hasn't really been there for her he's getting her dumb gifts he's not really supportive emotionally so he's set up to be a loser but in in this situation is he wrong she can't go on a trip with him so she's gonna go on a trip with her boss he doesn't know the extent of the medical situation you know how this feels yeah I kind of I kind of understand him but he needs me I do I'm sorry oh she draw Line in the Sand oh yeah it's over that is tough that's tough I mean she made her choice though oh you got him me oh are we got Montage oh we got vacation Montage hell yeah let's go so Not only was that not the song to like start a montage or like a cool vacation it's way too chill but also why are you cutting tonight just Montage into the fun why would you start here I don't get that I don't understand this so he makes a comment you got him here she has a happy smile Welcome To Paradise music's rising and then it's a super chill track it's night and they're like okay here's your hotel room and then you cut to the next day I'm sorry you cross fade to the next day with an emotional song what are you okay actors on point so good story so good directing subpar don't go back to your room tonight what wait he said don't don't go back to your room tonight do I am worried that this is going to be like his last bang which is kind of like a Last Supper but hornier like he wants to get one last one in before you know going to the place with all the services I am actually thinking oh oh she cuddling up to him I'm actually thinking I was talking about video games before but I don't think his I think he can only do a little bit with one hand and now we fully understand the boyfriend he was jealous but like he had every right to be cuz uh like no hesitation here and honestly it's hard to blame her as well because uh she spends like all day every day with him and I think it's in her personality to want to be needed just do it no I can't I can't it's going to be too deep why didn't you make me do that earlier that was amazing what if she gets eaten by a shark just her legs though she gets a little she gets a little shark fighting on her legs that'd be kind of a cute story now they got to navigate their together you're glad you came right yes yeah it's his final supper man you was something else Clark oh God I just I just I got that feeling that his depression it's not something that he's getting over we got like like 18 minutes left he's got to make a choice I'm so nervous oh no like it's going too well and usually at the end of a film if it's going too well it's not like it goes from too well to really well oh oh this is good actually this is good listen I know this is not how you would have chosen it but I can make you happy I need to I okay I so I I the personal therapist clearly I missed that prediction I need to call it right now does he live I think he does because we have sunk so much into this relationship we have not put much into her future and her aspirations she talked about like she wanted to get into fashion but she hasn't pursued that and he hasn't helped her pursue that you know like that that's not a dynamic that we're setting up I think he's going to live I think they're going to be happy together yep he says no now but that's fine that's good this is good actually it's not yep my life say no now it's not even close because if he says yes now then there's nowhere else to go right so he has to Yep this is fine you never saw me before Oh me before you that's the me before you you're not giving me a chance I don't want you to miss all the things that someone else could give you oh God Clark if you had any idea what I want to do to you right now oh yeah it's it's the horny supper what I don't like that sentence this is this is good I think this yes is the most wonderful thing you you could have ever done for me okay yep he going to turn it around though right waking up every morning already wishing it was over okay okay I'm girl I'm it's not going to get better than this oh my god oh no when we get back I'm going to Switzerland nothing was ever going to change my mind oh my God I wish I had never met you Louisa okay okay okay how are we end I'm nervous now cuz there's not like he's dead set on this right and he has been for a long time it's not like a snap of the finger decision to be like okay I'm going to I'm going to keep going through life and then he's just happy with that decision forever like it's I don't know you have to work up to that how was the flight well we got here in one pace no no you had a private jet okay oh yeah it it was fine enough sir there were as many crew members as there were passengers okay you had a good fight come on we want to know how you got on there they go oh he can't change his mind I just don't see it or I think he's going to write her a letter I think he she's going to end this reading a letter and going to Fashion school or whatever oh no why did I get my hopes up this is the worst oh we got the dad to I love these scenes dad's going to come in with a little bit of wisdom I tried dad he going to help her set her heart of E I tried so hard and got so far but I failed but in the end it didn't even matter you can't change who people are and what can you do you can love them I remember that from the trailer they left this morning to Swit they left to Switzerland they're gone oh my God he's not going to change his mind though this is sad cuz at least in me and Earl and the dying girl she didn't have a choice we leave you be oh this is going to hurt this is going to hurt it's not going to make me cry it's going to make me sad in like the depressing way I'm just going to be demoralized oh no what if she stabs him in the throat she's like you know what if you're going to go go by somebody you love and the world will definitely be a better place without me come on come on tell me something good I left you a bunch of money in my will oh the parent I you know what this this angle this angle would kill me if they played more into this the parents and their choices and their feelings they did it a little if they did it more I it would have broke me all right that's it ah see the leaf represents his soul falling down into hell a few weeks should have passed by the time you read this I knew he was going to do a letter i that part I knew Michael La will give you access to a bank account it should buy you your freedom I wish instead of reading this sadly she was like sucker don't settle wear those stripy legs with pride just live I'll be walking beside you every step of the way if feels odd the reason I said he was going to live is because they didn't really build up her sense of like wanting Freedom wanting her to spread her wings she felt very content in that life and it was like more her sister who was like I need to get out but will is like no no no do do the thing spread your wings I mean it's like a good thing but it's not I don't think what her what her heart desired I think her heart desired to be with him so it's not even like an uplifting end it's like did she truly even want this maybe it's good for her but yeah it wasn't like her her true heart's desire you know the crazy thing I'm not like that sad but I'm feeling like the tear welling up in the eyes I need to cry we we need to find a movie for me to cry at in the next like several months otherwise I think I'm going to like drown myself like the tears are just like they're backlogging sometimes when I bend my neck I can hear the water like swishing around in there we need to find a film that really moves me though okay thank you to Audible for sponsoring thank you guys for watching um since this is the last one in this you know in this apartment I want to say thank you for uh following me along for these past what five years in this apartment I think another five in order in the next place I'm excited to see the beginning and end of that that Journey cuz frankly the beginning of this journey in this apartment I my God it's right here oh it's so empty thank you to Audible for sponsoring uh not just now but uh like a lot of times if you haven't signed up for audible already do it I need five more years of audible okay I'll see you guys next Monday in the new place see you

Channel: Dylan Is In Trouble

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Length: 35min 42sec (2142 seconds)

Published: Fri Apr 12 2024