The Sanctuary Ladies Prayer Conference 2021 | "I'm Still Standing" Shirley Carson

[Music] so [Music] [Music] so [Music] ladies if you're like me you came tonight with needs we're just gonna be transparent we're just gonna be honest with each other we've all got needs with life we've all got life but you know what i believe the lord and it doesn't matter to me how many is here how many is not here he said it only takes two or three gathered in his name and we got way more than that so i we're asking you tonight just make yourself at home worship like you do when you're at home and just enjoy yourself and just open your hearts and your mind and your spirit up to just whatever the lord has for you okay let's worship with them as they sing [Music] [Music] now there's breakthrough now there's freedom in your name you gave [Music] same us hold redemption make accusers drop their stones showed us mercy [Music] with your mighty mirror [Music] you gave us [Music] [Music] and we are here [Music] [Music] [Music] now there's breakthrough [Music] now there's freedom in your name you gave us [Music] showed [Music] us breakthrough now there's freedom you gave us [Music] [Music] and we are here [Music] [Applause] [Music] you crush the darkness [Music] you make royals out of place now there's breakthrough now there's freedom in your tape you gave [Music] we're us down [Music] authority [Music] [Applause] [Music] victory [Music] [Applause] [Music] authority [Music] fall down [Music] miracles [Music] [Music] [Applause] are we proclaiming it tonight strongholds break one slow down hallelujah come out lift your voices tonight we proclaim it we walk in your victory cheese we welcome you authority goddess [Music] i was hopeless i knew i was lost and death and darkness [Music] [Music] lord you found me you healed me you called me from the grave you gave me a real love i thank you jesus you'll wash my sins away and now i'm living i've been [Applause] you came and set me free that's what your mercy did for me [Music] i was hopeless i knew i was lost [Music] and i needed someone to come rescue me and mercy hurt [Music] my lord you found me [Music] now i'm living that's what your mercy did for me [Music] you can't be beauty for my guilty states [Music] and not living day to day by your grace you've gotta excuse me if i can't contain my brains cause i know [Music] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] that's what your mercy did for me [Music] [Music] [Applause] you wash my sins away [Music] set me free [Music] every morning mercy will restore me [Music] me [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] what your mercy did [Music] every morning mercy will restore me high [Music] the world may call me [Music] [Music] you gave [Music] [Music] [Music] and now i'm living day to day by your crazy so you gotta excuse me if i can't take my break you'll see i know [Music] you gave me [Music] that's where that's what your mercy did for me [Music] hallelujah thank you jesus thank you jesus let's thank him for his mercy thank you for his grace and his great mercy jesus morning morning by morning new mercy i see thank you father thank you father thank you father i thank you for your presence jesus that is in this place i thank you for each and every special lady that is in this place lord we thank you for what you've already done for what you're doing and what you're gonna do lord in the name of jesus we thank you father thank you father you may be seated we're going to get this out of the way but we're going to do just a little fun thing i don't know about you but i got out of breath a little bit that's that's good that means i'm worshiping we have three door prizes and we are going to do them right now everybody got your ticket eight three five nine nine seven nine eight three five nine nine seven nine all right we're going on eight three five nine nine seven seven [Music] all right all right sister arlene all right let's keep going eight three six zero zero zero six [Music] all right one more [Music] eight three five nine nine nine six all right sister diane awesome awesome sister miriam what a mighty god what a mighty god lift up your head so ye gates and be lifted up to everlasting doors and the king of glory shall come in who is this king of glory the lord strong and mighty mighty in battle does anybody here tonight need the lord to show himself strong you see there's no accident that you're here tonight god knew and god knew the needs we're just so excited so excited for this prayer conference we're so excited that god put it in your heart to come and a prayer conference wouldn't be a prayer conference if we didn't take a short time to pray so right now ladies um that are supposed to pray we're calling this a generational prayer pass and when when we entitle that we are prophesying into the spirit that there will always be a generation of prayer that our daughters will learn how to pray [Music] that our doors would become comfortable with calling on the mighty name of jesus and that they would know that he is a deliverer he's a strong tower is that list available we have sister bertram she's going to be praying for the church i'm going to be praying for the five-fold ministry sister angela is going to be praying for the prodigals ladies if you're going you will come sister aliana is going to be praying for the loss and sister tori is gonna be praying for the youth and what i wanna ask from you ladies is don't let us pray alone because i believe every lady here knows someone or has someone that fits into these categories i'm going to ask you to get out of your comfort zone um you can walk you can stand but whatever you do don't sit there don't sit there help us pray help me pray for the church ladies if there's ever been a day the church has got to be stand strong and to be a voice in this world it's today lift your voices with me and help me pray god your word says if my people which are called by your name if we will humble ourselves and pray and turn from our wicked ways and seek your face you will hear from heaven and heal our land and forgive our sin jesus we call upon you tonight lord you see these precious ladies god you see lord the need of each one you see god the church you see these precious soldiers of the cross of your church lord we pray oh god right now we plead the blood of jesus we plead the blood of jesus god not only above across these ladies lord but all across this nation father raise up a church raise up an army of believers oh god raise up an army of prayer warriors like never before god help us to lift our voices lord give us a boldness give us a fullness to stand for your truth give us a boldness to pray jesus the battle is not ours it's the lord's lord we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against the prince and the powers of the air greater is he that's within us than he that's within the world i pray o god that you would raise up intercessors and prayer warriors god if there was ever a day lord if there was ever a day that your church has got to be strong god we've got to be a light in this world we've got to be a light in our cities jesus we've got to be a light in our family lord we pray god that you would raise us up strong that you would raise us anoint us anoint us god anoint us to stand anoint us god let there be a fur foundation jesus give us oh god give us a fresh anointing give us a fresh god hunger and an understanding o god and a revelation of true holiness jesus let our holiness let it be a light let it be a beacon o god to the lost to those around us jesus we thank you god for what you're doing we thank you lord for each and every one of your people we thank you for the church we are the church we are the bride we are the children and one for whom the savior died we are the church we've been redeemed soldiers of the cross we are the church in the name of jesus i thank you lord right now we're going to take a minute and we're going to pray for the fivefold ministry if ever the men of god and the ladies of god need the strength of god as we try to navigate in these last days oh god i lift up right now the ministry oh god those you've called o god those who have given up themselves oh god those o god who are trying to navigate oh god in these last days oh god lord i pray strength i pray might i pray power oh god oh god to infuse them oh god i pray lord god they would stand oh god lord they would stand no god when all around him is shaking oh god that they would stand oh god lord i release the wisdom of god i release a strength i release an understanding of god i release an anointing oh god upon them oh god to minister oh god to your people oh god oh god to lead us unto god is oh god oh god as we oh god prepare ourselves oh god for your coming o god let them not faint oh god let them not faint oh god i pray you will strengthen them o god in their inner being lord through the spirit of your might o god i pray the spirit of the lord upon them the spirit of knowledge and understanding i pray the spirit of mighty and counsel o god lord as they leave your people o god as they lead your people oh god don't let them be weary oh god don't let them be overwhelmed no god but infuse them lord with the power of the holy ghost god infuse them oh god give them a fresh word oh god give them a fresh word oh god encourage oh god they're influenced oh god as they minister lord as they minister o god to your people o god i pray lord that there must be a voice of hearing o god in the body o god that when your word goes forth oh god we would not worry oh god against your word oh god but we will be liable oh god oh god i pray lord the maturity o god for the maturity of god for maturity oh god just set upon us oh god i pray for maturity [Music] i need you guys to help me pray for our prodigal so lord god for the prodigals everywhere o lord god that have tasted the lord and have left for some reason oh lord god let's hold them up before the lord tonight oh father god oh mighty father lord god we are so grateful o lord god for your holy spirit o god you are merciful o lord god you are great you are loving you are powerful oh god and you are so gracious oh god lord god we come before you now lord god holding up the prodigals before you o lord prodigal god and daughters oh god they need you oh lord god we stand in the gaps with them all tonight o lord god we pray and we ask that you touch their hearts and touch their minds oh god turn their hearts back to you o lord god forgive them o god for they know not what they do o lord god return your people back to you o lord god we pray o lord god that you pour out your spirit that you pour out your grace upon them right now o lord god let them know o god that they are loved o god and that you are ready and waiting to receive the mecca to you o lord god the door won't always be open o god but it is open right now oh lord god call your people back o lord god call your people back oh lord god and pour out your grace and your mercy on us oh god let us be an extension of your love o lord god toward your people oh god you said that your harvest place to your god and your laborers are few o god we pray an exo god that you take us few laborers oh god and use us o lord god for your glory for the building up of your kingdom o god use us god use us o god we ask for repentance right now on their behalf o lord god we pray and acts oh god that you remove the scales from their eyes oh god that they may see you clear oh lord god oh lord god we need you o lord god touch the prodigals o lord god and bring them home home in your holy name in your holy holy man amen lord we come before you knowing that you are the savior god that it is not your will god that any should perish lord but that all would come to repentance god today we cry out lord for the lost oh god in our cities in our circle of influence oh god lord for those that are dying spiritually lord god we pray that even right now god lord through the unity of our prayer oh god lord that you have opened doors for them oh god to find that place called calvary jesus god where you washed us god were you clenched us oh god help the lord god god to come to your feet o lord god where they may receive that promised lord of your salvation jesus god heal oh god lord not just in the physical but in the spiritual oh god lord we pray for the lost oh god lord for the dying o god for the broken and the hopeless lord god we trust in you lord god give us the burden o god lord give us open doors oh god to be your hands to be your feet to be your voice oh god oh save oh god save in these last days oh lord god we're calling on you jesus break our hearts oh god born for the lost oh god lord help us oh god lord to get a burden to see o god lord the condition of their soul o god lord to see oh god to be moved oh god by the path o god for that there and oh god lord use us oh god lord has your body to reach the lost oh god lord to bring them to that place of restoration o god lord we trust in you savior god we trust in you deliverer god touch the lost families the lost marriages oh god the lost mothers and fathers daughters and sons o god in the name of jesus in the name of jesus god we break oh god lord every device to be enemy oh god lord in the name of jesus lord we pray oh god for deliverance in your mighty name oh god lord we pray for restoration in your mighty name we pray for healing we pray for salvation oh god in the name of jesus in the name of jesus in the name of jesus even right now god we pray that you would send angels oh god into our cities oh lord god to war god in the spiritual god that i would be made manifest oh god in the physical god in jesus name save our cities save our cities oh god day by nation oh god save our families the lord god lord we trust you we believe you for it we give you glory we give you honor we give you praise god our savior our redeemer our holy one we trust you lord we give you honor jesus thank you lord thank you thank you jesus thank you jesus oh god if there's ever been a day oh god where our young people are under attack oh god it's in this day oh god now more than ever oh god when there's more wickedness and there's more perverseness in this world oh god lord in the name of jesus god strengthen him oh god to stand for you oh god lord strengthen them oh god in the midst of their home circumstances oh god lord in their school circumstances oh god lord every generational curse oh god that they're facing oh god lord let this be the generation oh god that the curse would be broken god in the name of jesus god touch them oh god put someone in their life oh god that will speak to my god lord don't only oh god move at least young people oh god or remove on those of god that'll have an impact on their life oh god lord in a ministry oh god lord that is a lot of times oh god not appreciated oh god in a ministry oh god that they felt we go god and discouraged oh god lord would you touch oh god for those youth ministers oh god those that have a say oh god those that work with developing oh god our young people lord would you help them oh god to give them the tools of god to equip them oh god lord in the name of jesus to live for you oh god would you touch them oh god give them the tools o god lord to shield their minds oh god to show their hearts o god from the wickedness of this world o god in the name of jesus would you give them power in their home o god in the name of jesus in the name of jesus we strength we worship you jesus we worship you jesus god move on amoka for that every generational curse be broken oh god in the name of jesus lord for we believe o god for that this is the generation that will see the coming of the lord o god this is the future generation of the church oh god help them oh god to hold to you o god lord help them to not be distracted oh god by the things of this world oh god the enemy doesn't care whether they're a boy or whether they're a girl oh god he doesn't care whether they're a young child or god or a teenager lord in the name of jesus that you would keep them oh god of all ages oh god strengthen us as parents in our homes oh god i put to set boundaries oh god in the name of jesus to protect our kids oh god strengthen our parents oh god give them wisdom oh god help them oh god to pray for their children oh god to intercede for their children oh god do not leave it up to the pastor o gods not leave it up to the youth pastor oh god help him oh god to cover their homes in prayer oh god get over their children in prayer oh god in the name of jesus we thank you o god for what you're going to do to this generation oh god thank you lord god we'll give you the praise o god thank you jesus thank you jesus thank you yes lord god yes lord god yes lord god yes jesus we thank you let's praise the lord ladies let's thank him for what he's doing let's thank him by what he's doing oh god we praise you we magnify you lord god lord we bless you jesus god god is good god is good i just want to um make mention of a scheduled change tomorrow the service will start at 11 a.m tomorrow for any ladies who are planning to come we will also have a taco lunch following uh if you would if you're planning on coming if you just kind of raise your hands we can get some kind of idea thank you jesus thank you jesus um we believe in the power of prayer this is our seventh prayer conference and every year we give space for you to fill out a prayer slip and put it in our prayer container and right here on this little table here is a vase if you pull out your request and put it in that race we're going to take some time tomorrow and we're going to pray over every prayer request and last but not least if our ushers would please come we're going to take an offering [Music] we're going to take an offering at this church pastor teaches and he preaches he's instilled in us to take care of the ministry he's instilled in us to take care of the ministry we are blessed to have sister carson tonight who will minister the word of god and i'm going to ask you to dig deep and give an offering let's just pray first of all father god we thank you for every blessing and benefit comes down from you lord we thank you lord for the privilege to be a part of this prayer conference jesus we ask and pray lord that you would touch lord the heart of everyone that would give lord and touch the hearts of those who have not lord god and we ask and pray that you would multiply it oh god oh god for the building of your kingdom and your precious name we thank you lord god we thank you lord god we thank you jesus [Music] i will sing of your goodness i will sing of your love though the seasons come quickly you have always been enough though the night may get dark though the waiting seems long you have always been faithful to remind me of your love and you are good in the morning i'll say you are good in the evening i'll say you are good you are good to me [Music] good in the evening i'll say you are good you are good to me [Music] you have always been patient you have always been kind you're consistent through the ages oh what a friend of mine so i'll remind my soul to bless you stirring the same upon your truth knowing you cannot be shaken cause i've seen what you can do so you are good in the morning i'll say you are good in the evening i'll say you are good you are good to me [Music] you are good in the morning [Music] you are good [Music] you have always been patient you have always been kind consistent through the ages oh what a friend of mine so i'll remind my soul to bless you standing firm upon your truth knowing you cannot be shaken cause i've seen what you can do oh you are good in the morning [Music] can we sing it straight to jesus right now say you are you are good in the morning [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] you keep all getting [Music] come [Music] you [Music] you keep all getting [Music] keep you are good say in the morning i'll say you are good you are good you are good to me [Music] are good in the morning i'll say you are you are yes you are you are good you are good to me come on can you bless them with your voices right now you're good [Music] god [Music] his praises shout continually [Music] i bless i'll you you lord [Music] thank you jesus [Music] let's thank him one more time for his presence for being here for what we feel right now thank you lord i thank you for your goodness in the morning i thank you for your goodness in the evening lord thank you jesus i praise you for your presence i thank you lord i thank you lord i thank you jesus in your name god we praise you you know i don't ever want to take the presence of the lord for granted it's a privilege every time we're in his presence it is a privilege and i'm thankful for that we are gonna br um let me say once again we appreciate so much each and every one of you ladies that are here appreciate your pr your um worship and your praise we're gonna bring sister carson sister shirley carson she's from louisiana and i said how long have you been they're a full-time evangelist and i said how long have you been evangelizing she said 30 3-0 30 years i said let me get down and kiss your feet that is we did it for five and lord have mercy lord have mercy 30 years this that's incredible what an incredible ministry um last year in 2020 we couldn't have our conference in person so we had it online and she spoke to us and it was incredible the lord used her and we were blessed even though we weren't in person with her and so we have invited her to come back this year and i believe this is a powerful woman of god and i believe that she um i think i know her well enough to know she's been fasting and praying and studying and i believe she has a word for us okay so just open your hearts open your spirits your minds your ears whatever the lord has for us you have complete liberty okay we just want whatever the lord has all right god bless you [Music] well come on let's give the lord a hand clap of praise [Music] come on he's worthy come on he's worthy come on he's worthy [Music] what an honor it is to be here tonight can i get a little more monitor please what an honor it is to be in bessemer alabama thank you for the invitation thank you sister marian jones thank you for the kindness and your your vision for this conference i give tremendous honor tonight to pastor todd bertrand the first lady of this church i love these folks very much you are extremely blessed um i've known brother bertram for a very long time and i've never seen a more dedicated powerful family than the bertram family i highly esteem and respect him and his wife very much i love you very much i appreciate you how many of you are here are you glad to be in the house of god tonight hallelujah jesus i have a little bit of a interesting task tonight i know for a fact that i've heard from god how many of you feel like you've just been up against a million walls anybody now the rest of you i'm gonna ask you hey have you been up against any walls i don't know about you but they're just some days i i feel like it's just an uphill climb and just right when i thought i'd got to the top i find out there's a whole nother mountain to climb i don't know about you but we're in precarious times there's no doubt but i tell you what i am so glad to be serving jesus christ i am so glad to be serving jesus christ thank you for the music department and the wonderful singing thank you for leading us into the presence of god a few of our bibles why don't we pull out our bibles i don't know if they'll put it on the screen i have to tell you i always take very serious uh speaking to a group of people i always fast to pray seek god i toil and cry and have so many tears hoping i can be in the absolute perfect will of god because you know sometimes that can be the difference between making it and not making it it can be the difference between throwing a lifeline to somebody and not being that lifeline at all um i'm gonna speak to you something tonight that is very powerful i'm gonna have to lay a foundation just for a bit but you'll stay with me yes now i'm swinging from the chandelier girl so i don't like it when i have to slow down i really struggle with that but uh you pray for me we'll swing before it's all over with is that okay amen i'm so glad to have my kids with me tonight i'm so glad to have my son and my new daughter-in-law stevo and danieles i'm so glad to have them yeah i got me a good puerto rican daughter and i sure love her she treats me good and cooks for me and takes good care of me man life's good my son's there on their way to a four or five month revival and they said mama we just want to stop in and hear you preach you'd think they'd be tired of that by now and i'm so glad to have my lovely daughter with me i love you so much ash she's my partner in crime and i truly love her we get into more trouble together and i love my kids very much i i want to speak to you tonight from experience i i don't want to preach to you to something that i haven't tried but i'm going to preach to you something that is probably one of the most important revelations outside of the oneness of god that i have ever received in my life if you ever been through some trials that seemed so elongated you wondered maybe if you would really make it out oh god only knows god only knows the miles and the roads i've had to trudge but god gave me an absolutely unbelievable revelation absolutely changed my life i want to share it with you is that all right i believe it will help you and i believe if you'll open your heart and your mind i believe this message has the ability to change what you're going through for the rest of your life amen why don't we pray right now god i thank you thank you for this time together with your people god i couldn't be in a better place right now lord i ask that you would anoint the ears every person in this building god you know those who have ducked in online god and are listening they need to hear from you i pray god that you would anoint my lips of clay i know that your word is already anointed help me god to translate to them what you gave to me god let it be meat to their bones honey to their souls right now in the name of jesus and somebody say amen you can be seated i want to start out tonight in uh job chapter one and i'm going to start reading in chapter eight we're going to read just a few verses and the lord said unto satan hast thou considered my servant job there is none like him in the earth a perfect somebody say perfect and an upright man one that feareth god and askew with evil then satan answered the lord and said doth job fear god for naught in other words there's a reason why he fears you hast not thou been made a hedge about him and about his house and about all that he hath on every side and thou has blessed the work of his hands and his substances increased in the land but put forth thine hand now and touch all that he hath and he will curse thee to thy faith face and the lord said unto satan behold all that he hath is in thy power only upon himself put not forth thine hand so satan went forth from the presence of the lord i want to speak to you tonight about i'm still standing somebody say i'm still standing i'm still standing this is a very unique book of the bible as many of us know this is one of the oldest books of the bible it starts out talking about a man named jobed the bible says he was from a land of us his name was job and the bible counts him as saying he was a perfect and an upright man one that feared god and skewed evil we know the story well about how he talks about his seven sons and his three daughters and he has sheep and oxen but verse number 6 enters us into a very interesting battle and it says there was a day when the sons of god came to present themselves before the lord and satan came also among them and the lord said unto satan winst cometh thou then satan answered the lord and said from going to and fro in the earth from walking up and down in it now i hear a lot of people how many of you say i wish the lord knew my name you know sometimes as saints sometimes there's people in the house sometimes we just feel like god doesn't even know my name hello maybe you don't feel that babe but i i was reading this chapter and and and he says hey have you considered my servant job now to me this is a really good time to forget my name like maybe he should have remembered sister marianne uh yeah god may maybe you need to brag on her for a while but have you considered my servant job we go on to read and the enemy says listen i can't even have access to him you've got him hedged in on every side can i tell you in the holy ghost some of you feel like you are lost and forgotten by god you wonder if god cares about you you wonder if god even knows your name but can i tell you in the holy ghost god's got you hedged in on every side and the enemy is walking about seeking whom he may devour he says let me get a hold of him and i'll turn him away from you god has an interesting approach and says all that he has is in thy power but put forth not thy hand upon him and we find out as the passage begins to unfold the sabians came and they fell on them and the servants were pierced with the sword it goes on and while he was yet speaking another came and they said that the fire of god has fallen from heaven and it's burned up the sheeps and the servant and confused consumed them and while he's yet talking the chaldeans come and they they kill out the camels and they've carried him away and they slain the servant and have you ever felt like you were just going from one trial to another sometimes if you're not careful you can question the divinity of god i don't know about you but i've never really had a simple life i i i have always been tested it seems from every side as a matter of fact when i come to church i don't even like to sit by people who hadn't been through something you know they are out there i know people that have never even had a hangnail hallelujah and i'm just so thankful for you and i i probably hate on you some days cause i don't have that testimony so i kind of break out hives a little bit when i get next to somebody who's just never even had a problem of course god has a sense of humor and i always tell god lord i married the best man in town but i married what i called bambi he's never had a stitch of problems he couldn't get a cold if he tried he couldn't get sick if he tried he seems to be blessed on every side i can't relate to that but sometimes when you're anointed god opens up his hands to trouble nobody here likes trouble but can i tell you in the holy ghost i can tell the amount of a person's anointing by the amount of trouble they have now some of you should have run right then because some of you feel like you're snowed under six feet deep and you can't get out of your trouble can i tell you in the holy ghost god knows right where you're at you are not forgotten by god but i know what it is to get under deep trouble even job in his humanity rinse his mantle and shaves his head falls down to the ground and says naked came out of my mother's womb and naked shall i return the lord has taken away but blessed be the name of the lord and in this job sent not nor charged god foolishly now i don't know about you but i can understand job's dilemma here when you're doing all the right things yet all the wrong things happen it can be extremely overwhelming everybody always beats on joe because he's complaining and railing on god but i understand why job is feeling the way he feels when you do so many things right yet hell opens itself up to swallow you that can be confusing and sometimes life can make you question your sanity it's one thing to go through one trial one trouble but when they mount up and go back to back to back it can make you question god and the divinity of his life so you can't allow what you're going through to determine who god is how many of you have ever had a trial only to find there's another one right behind it i mean bumper to bumper trials drives me nuts get in traffic and their bumper to bumper i can't get out of it i can't go to the left i always love the shoulder of the road if i can ever get to the shoulder hallelujah but sometimes life has me hedged in and sometimes i thank god if i could just get out of this trouble only to find out there's another one right behind me and i read in the second chapter of job this should have been uh this was alarming to you because it said and again there was a day anytime you hear again here we go again that's not a good sign satan came before the lord and he says again whence cometh thou and satan answered the lord and going to and fro and up and down in it and the lord said unto satan have you considered my servant job now i just want to tell god out of all the millions of people that are here on the earth can't you brag on somebody else just for a moment see a lot of us think that what we're going through is an indication that god does not love us and god is not there and god has overlooked you but can i tell you in the holy ghost you have never been overlooked by the hand of god and if you find yourself in trouble it's because god pointed you out have you considered him and i always love these saints i always love these people you ever go through something so so serious and you just got some of those people well life's catching up with you really well you must have been doing something wrong now i know you can't say nothing because you're probably sitting by her but don't you just want to choke some of your friends some days now i know you can't say nothing i know you can't raise your hand she's right they're watching you but come on just in your mind just jump up and down because you know that's probably her but people can drive you crazy and you know the enemy uses even church people people think the enemy only uses the world but sometimes the enemy uses people in the church i was going through a severe trial i was going through a lot of sickness and uh i i i my husband is what used in the gifts of the spirit we've seen tons of people get healed and god do miraculous things and i was in a trial fighting for my life i had an absolute one of the most precious people come to me and they said well uh i heard you're sick yeah i've been in through a trial they said well how's that healing and stuff working for you now i know i was ready to take off my shoes if i hadn't been filled with the holy ghost the bible says lay no hands on any man suddenly she better thank jesus because i'm gonna tell you what went through my mind i'm saved but i ain't that sanctified oh come on get real don't act like you don't know what i'm talking about hello somebody my husband said baby i'm so glad you prayed today but really she need to be happy hallelujah but we find the second chapter picks up and it gets word because you know he's no longer in the enemy's power the second chapter said this isn't enough i gotta take it one step further and he says skin for skin yea all that a man hath will he give for his life but put forth thine hand now now i understand what's happening here satan's telling god i want you to put forth your hand and touch his bone in his flesh and the enemy says if you do it he will curse you to your face and die and the lord said unto satan uh uh-uh behold he is in thine hand but save his life my question to you is what do you do when you're in the hand of the devil but you're in the will of god come on somebody what do you do when you're in the hand of the devil but you're in the will of god satan went from the presence of the lord and we know the story with job with boils from the crown of his head to his feet and you know what is interesting to me you can get in a deep enough trial it's amazing to me all the crazy folk who show up in your life it's amazing to me because the enemy showed up and he killed all the camels and he killed the oxen took his kids and all of a sudden his wife says unto him dost thou still retain thine integrity curse god and die now i want to ask you a question where did she get this from because when i go back and read this this is exactly what satan said to god if you let me have access to the church of the living god and you let me press on them and you let me put some pain in their life i promise you they will curse you to your face and die but can i give some notice to the devil tonight you picked on the wrong people you picked on the wrong church you picked on the wrong women of god see there's a reason why some of us have went through so much it's not that god doesn't have confidence in you it's quite the contrary god has all the confidence in you in the world so his wife said why don't you just curse god and die i told god i said lord why didn't you take her i know you can't say it this goes right back to maybe you sitting by her i don't know you ever wonder why god takes all the wrong people takes all the wrong you know all the wrong good people going all the wrong people stay you better remember that he'll send some of the closest people to you to work against you just when you need their support but god knows what he's doing there'll never be one thing that you go through that god said i don't know right where you're at there's never one trial that you're going through that god hasn't given the enemy permission some of you feel like you have been forsaken and abandoned by god but can i tell you tonight the devil is a liar i serve the grandest god in town he loves me he's for me he's always on my side he said to her you see you speak like one of the foolish women speak what shall we receive good at the hand of god shall we not receive evil and in all this did not job sin with his lips listen just because you're anointed doesn't mean you won't come up underneath some hard trials it doesn't mean you won't go through hell and high water but you must understand when you're anointed you enter a spiritual war that is unseen to the natural eyes and if i go by what i know i may not make it but if i latch on to the everlasting purpose and providence of god i know i can make it so don't bail now don't jump ship now for some of us that would have been enough to kill us then to me a crazy thing happens you got to be careful who you call your friends hallelujah because his three friends show up can i tell you there are some people who don't need to have access to your life sometimes you just need to say talk to the hand sometimes you need to hang up the receiver say bye i see you wouldn't want to be you sometimes you got to disconnect from all the naysayers who are partnering with the devil and they say why don't you just curse god and die no no no so we got three friends that show up so in chapter 4 elias shows up and brings him out he tells him that god's judgments are not for the righteous before the wicked but wait a minute here cause that's not what god said the bible said he was a perfect and upright man one who has skewed evil but yet you got friends who are showing up and saying the reason why you're going through this is because the judgment of god is coming on you so you got to be careful could you let have access to your life a crazy thing is three friends show up they're there 28 chapters long i don't know about you but i didn't mean hurting somebody right there 28 chapters and for seven days they railed on him then you have elihue and said that job that the wrath had been killed against him because he justified himself rather than god you see job started his trouble boasting about how righteous he was and how good he was and that was exactly how it was some of you wonder i don't understand why i'm going through what i'm going through i have to be doing something wrong but i want to propose a new proposition to you maybe it has nothing to do with what you're doing wrong sometimes it simply has to do with everything that you're doing right you can go through so much trouble you can forget that god's confidence in us is far greater than what we could ever grasp so job gets into a predicament now but i can understand it it's very frustrating when you're doing things right and you're attacked because i live in an earthly body and i'm trying to make sense out of this spiritual world i find myself some days when i was fighting sickness i told my husband what am i doing wrong what am i doing wrong i fast i pray i know how i live i love god i don't let things in my life i protect myself i'm giving it everything i got and some days i sit on the edge of the bed saying god i don't understand what have i done to encure your wrath god you've got to understand job is not privy to the conversation between god and satan he doesn't know that god has all the confidence in him in the world and this is where you can go wrong so from chapter 32 to 37 he reminds job listen don't make this about you because you can start out right and end up wrong come on somebody you can start out right and you can end up wrong so elihu comes up on the scene and reminds him how open omnipotent god is finally god shows up because now job is so irritated he can't see up six feet below he can't even see the bottom of his shoes he's so snowed over there's never been a precedence see you and i have some precedences in the word of god when we go through trial we got things that we could go back to and say god said he would keep me he would heal me he would deliver me but be in one of the old books in the bible there was no precedent for job to draw from and for two chapters god now chews him out saying hey did your trouble make you forget who i am but isn't that the root of all trouble it is trying to get the church to question god then the lord answers job out of the world when about who darkeneth the council without words you need to you need to gird up your loins like a man and it wasn't until chapter 40 that job humbles himself before god job answers and said behold i am vile because job got real sideways with god i don't know about you but have you ever been through so many trials that you become disillusioned about the goodness of god i've been through some trials i've been through some years i was in a rough place in my life when i tell you i have my degree in trouble i kid you not 18 years of sickness 18 surgeries in 18 years i know what it is to get sideways with god i got kids watching me my daughter was way younger she came in one day she said i hate god i said what she said i hate god mama i said don't you ever talk like that she said mama i know god could heal you and yet he doesn't i said you can't talk like that see it's not what i don't know about god that troubles me it's what i know about god that i struggle with because i know he could speak one word and everything would have to flee and i know myself i know how i live i know how i pray i know how i fast and when i love god and i'm giving it my best but it seems like my prayers are not being heard and i close the curtains and i shut the door and i pulled the blanket over my head and now i've got a problem with god cause anybody can get a hangnail and be okay anybody can go through a trouble for a week or a month or a year but 18 years and after a while we're lonely flesh and after a while you can get bitter at god because you know what god could do and god looks like he's abandoned you and it looks like you're a shipwrecked person sitting on the seashore with nowhere to go i found myself everybody in our family was being affected my husband said i'm just throwing in the towel see when you go through a trial the trial is not just about you everybody connected to your life is benefiting from the trial you go through there's never a trial that you go through that will just be about you but it was about my girl he was trying to discredit god by watching a mama who lives right trying to prove to her you can't trust god don't stay in the church see what you get for being holy see what you get for praying see what you get for living right but can i tell you tonight the devil is a liar the church of the living god will make it why yes see my husband said that's it for me i'm so sick of going to the church and i watch god heal everybody else i walked and prayed for cancer cancer was healed i've seen blinded eyes open he said i've seen i've seen crooked legs i'm telling you in a holy ghost i've seen people we've prayed for that were born with deformed legs and we laid hands on them and the power of god healed her completely straightened out that crippled leg toes unfolded don't tell me what god can do i have seen the goodness of god but you go through a trouble long enough you can get crooked with god my son my husband said i'm not doing this stuff anymore i'm angry at god i'm not praying for another person i come home he said i had to hold my baby at night while all you are getting healed and he comes home and he says i don't understand why god won't heal my mate why god won't touch her body you've got to understand you can start out right but you can end up wrong it can happen this was where job was at he got to railing on god so a lot of people criticized job i can't criticize him i kind of get it i don't understand you god because i always thought when i got saved in god in the church god would make me exempt from trouble hallelujah but i found out boy was i a threat to the enemy's kingdom you know it's crazy sister bertram i was just a nobody still a nobody didn't come from the best family didn't come from the best money didn't come from anything great but god put his hand on me said i'm going to use you but i never knew my anointing would come out of trouble i've been through some stuff that would just make some people shudder you know my poor husband i love him so much you ever need encouragement there just some people just say all the right things all the wrong things and men are fixers amen hello women just want to talk men need to fix i'm like go out to the garage i don't need fix i just need you to listen okay maybe the men need to be here maybe i need to help them in some of you should have said hallelujah that was your time so my husband's doing what men did i'm a very deep thinker and i'm very theological and i'm you know i got a lot going on in this spring of mine so my husband decides to encourage me one day and he says babe you gotta understand you're so anointed okay there's you're so powerful that's why you're going through what you're going through now listen i'm going to be honest with you i had a carnal moment i don't know what come over me and i looked at him and i said then what's your problem i said i married somebody that still got spots you couldn't get a hangnail you couldn't get sick if you tried and now you're telling me i'm going through trouble and i'm annoyed that's why i'm going through stuff then what's wrong with you he said well maybe i need to try something else don't you love those people so i sent him out to the garage to get his toolbox so he had tried to encourage me and he was absolutely failing 500 percent so i did what every woman does i kicked everybody out i locked the doors i got in the floor said okay god me and you gonna go at it tonight i need some answers and god my spirit's not right god i don't understand i did everything you said trying to live by the law i'm living by the commandments i'm filled with the holy ghost i speak with other tongues god i know how i dress i know how i interact with people and i got into a serious holy ghost prayer meeting i wasn't on the floor for an hour i wasn't on the floor for two i wasn't on the floor for three i wasn't on the floor for five i was on the floor for five hours pouring out my heart before god now i'm just gonna be honest with you i copped an attitude with god because when you pray and pray and pray and god don't show up you got to be careful because this flesh is a powerful thing so man i'd had all i could take sister bertram i'm just being honest i got up i had an attitude i'm going to tell you that right now i got up said god why won't you heal me what's going on tell me if i'm doing something wrong tell me but help me to understand the purpose little did i know that there was a bet going on in heaven between god and satan and he said if you let me have access to her i'll make sure she curses you to your face and die and god says she'll never do it i know her my spirit's in her she won't do it and satan said the only way we could find out is if you let me have her let me touch her let me give her years of trouble so i got up out of the floor i had the best pity party you ever seen in your entire life i got up i had an attitude i told god i said that's fine we could play this game you don't want to talk to me fine so i got up and did what every christian person does i turned on upbeat music i'd put my heads and my hand in my head so all of a sudden i started hearing this people were singing the song they overcame by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimony and god struck me he said what did they say and he took me to revelations 12 and 11 and they overcame him by the blood of the lamb and by the word of their testimony god spoke something to me very powerful he said do you understand that the blood of the lamb never changes do you agree he said but the word of your testimony does he said and they overcame him by the blood of the lamb and which means in conjunction with the word of their testimony and god told me this is a strategy that has been designed by satan he knows that the blood can never be altered but he knows what you and i say about god can be altered from day to day it's why you're going through that trouble it's why you're in that rough place he's trying to get you to say god is not faithful god spoke to me and said i want to give you a revelation you can control your outcome because your outcome is tied to your mouth i remember job saying he said i'm a vile man you know why because his mouth got to run in wild you got to be careful what you say about god cause he's listening so job said i put my phone over my mouth i put my hand over my mouth listen the spirit is a powerful thing but the soulish nature of a human being is powerful and we don't understand when we step into a place and we say i don't believe god loves me god doesn't care about me anymore god's not gonna kill me god's not gonna hurt my marriage god's not gonna help my kids so now we got a problem because we only overcome by the blood of the lamb and by the word of our testimony you cannot overcome by the blood of the lamb by and in itself it is in conjunction with your mouth that's why you got to keep yourself prayed through every day don't let what you're going through dictate your future you gotta understand something you know what i learned there's a war going on between two worlds so we're up against a battle this is where we're at the enemy says just let me have a few hard months and i'll get them to curse you and die i've been there i've been there i've had to repent before because somebody's watching you let me tell you something when the enemy was kicked out of heaven he could never hurt god see we got a war going on between god and satan and the enemy knows that he can not destroy god so guess what is the best next thing he can touch those who have been made in his image and his alikeness see you are a threat to the enemy when the enemy sees you we look like god we smell like god we sing like god we walk like god we dress like god and they're going to be said i can't have it i can't have it i may not be able to touch you god but i'll touch the next closest thing to you and that's your baby girls you gotta understand it's not personal so he's doing everything he can't why do you think you find yourself day in some days i don't know if i could do it i don't know if god's gonna come through you gotta rest that stinking mouth of yours you gotta stop that negative thinking some of you came from negative families that's all you ever heard was negative negative negative and all you ever do is what you saw but god's trying to deliver you he's trying to take you into another dimension god's trying to take you into a place where you can know him so god said if you let me have him the enemy said i promise they'll curse you and die what do you think when jesus said when i return will there be any faith on the earth because the enemy is after our faith do you understand who you are in the holy ghost do you understand the power you possess as a woman of god do you understand the anointing that rests upon you there are people watching you all day your kids are watching you your unsaved husband is watching you your person at work is watching you there is somebody who is watching you so i told god i get it now you haven't withdrawn for me because you don't love me but you're standing over the brink of heaven proving a point to the devil that my girls can make it and some of you mistaken the silence of god is meaning that he doesn't love you when that is absolutely incorrect god loves you so you got to turn some things on the enemy i don't like to sit and suck our thumbs and cry and woe is me you can get like that real easy do you know what i told myself i said okay okay i see how it is because now i understand i'm like a chess chess piece in between god and satan he says let me have her so you know what i started i had all these surgeries you know what i told the devil oh man i'm fixing to be the worst bur in your saddle body you gonna regret the day you ever touched me some of you say how do you do that man i became a wrecking ball for god i'd go into doctor's offices i'll never forget i was so discouraging god gave me this revelation i went into the hospital they had me into admission i showed up and i'm like have you received the holy ghost since you believe that guy's fixing and checking me out he's like code911 we got a loony bin up here checking in i said to myself that's what you think buddy i'm gonna be your best tornado you ever seen in your life i told the devil you wanna take it to me i'm gonna take it to you so here i am they're checking me in well you you're what's going on with this is going on i said isn't god good he's like whatever you say ma'am i said yeah that that is what i say sir god is good he's so good he checked me in i go in they put me in a bed anesthesiologist comes in he says my goodness i've never seen such pitiful veins and all my life i said oh really i said these are god's veins he said well you got the veins of a baby i can't even find i said well i'll tell you what let's pray god's going to give you the ability to tap into my vein i could tell he got agitated but i said that's okay devil bring it on the anesthesia anthologist went out i said okay i heard him go down the hall you know they got my curtain drawn on the room now because they're like oh my lord room 9916 don't go in there now 916 is crazy so i hear the doctor come by and he stopped by and i said he said now now mrs carson i hear you've been causing quite a ruckus in here i said you better believe i'm causing a ruckus i'm a one god apostolic tongue-talking holy ruler heaven-bound believer in the power of jesus name so here i got three more people they coming through they left my curtain and i heard them talking out in the hall they got a little switch i know i'm the talk of the emergency room they're going by and they're like we'll be with you sister we'll be with you mrs carson in just a second nobody wanted to stop in my room anymore because i decided i'm on a mission for god you want to put it out on the table devil we can put it on the table here i went in under the knife they want to give you this medicine right before you go in lord there's never a more dangerous woman when she's under the influence of morphine you thought i was bad praying for you before you let me get a little morphine i might get boated stand on a chair sling my gown but somebody's gonna find out about jesus [Music] [Laughter] let's go devil when i go to the meat market i'm after my meat man when i go to the banker i'm after my tiller when i go to the dry cleaners i'm after my dry cleaner it doesn't matter where i'm going i told the devil every time you put me through it i'm gonna put you through it and some of you said god doesn't love me but there's something that happened to me i felt like god gave me a secret i pulled open i pulled open a fabric of time and i stepped through in faith and there is something happened when you walk in pain nobody wants to walk through their pain everybody wants to escape their pain but i'm telling you right now you'll never be more powerful than when you are parading your pain some of you are waiting to get better don't wait to get better you're already better step out in the holy ghost i dare you to step out i dare you to sing i dare you to speak so you know what i learned you got to feed your faith and starve your fears you gotta stop talking the way you're talking we are the express image of god and the fact that god loved you enough to be late god's got confidence in you and some of you are saying i thought god loved me he did he loved you enough to be late he told mary and martha they're so mad they don't get it if you would have been here see that that's our hang-up if you would have been here my brother would not have died jesus said something so absolutely crazy now if somebody told somebody this in a church we'd get mad and backslide we wouldn't come back but jesus said i am glad for your sakes i was not there but listen to the intent that you would believe we only like god and the miracles and the good times when he's delivering us out but i have never known god in this powerful way than when i embraced trouble he said surely it was good for you that i didn't show up i always kind of was hating on paul he got on my nerves he said dumb stuff like it is good for me that i have been afflicted don't you want to just smack somebody like that i mean i just wanted to smack him so bad that's a typical man it's just good for me that i had been afflicted the devil is a liar it ain't never been good for me that i've been afflicted jack i was so glad he's in the new testament i wouldn't know what to think about him but then after all my trouble sister bertram i realized oh god it is good for me that i went through this because god is preparing the church for the end time we're so close to the rapture of the church and listen you may be in the hand of the devil for a time but you are in the perfect will of god and god is preparing you for something so powerful some of you been saying god i want you to use me i want you to do great things through me well god is preparing you right now he's putting you underneath some trouble i want you to stand yea though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i will fear no evil you know what god spoke to me you know what he told me one day sister wilbanks i was quoting that scripture and god said i said god i'm walking through the valley of the shadow of death and god spoke to me and said it's just a shadow it's just a shadow i was in one of the darkest times and i said god why am i encapsulated by darkness i don't understand what's going on i can't see anything it's just nothing but darkness god spoke something to me so confound he said it's you're you're looking at it wrong he said it is not the darkness of your trouble he said you are mistaking the darkness of trouble with the shadow of the almighty and i was complaining to god because i said i'm in the darkness i'm and then god said no no no it is not the darkness and the shadow of death it is the shadow of my wings it is the shadow of god that is overshaking you and you think you're being encapsulated but nothing but hell and the hells of hell and god said it's not the shadow of death he said it is the shadow of the almighty it's all a matter of perspective it all is a matter how you view things you've got to stop viewing this as if god is against you god is not against you god is for you god is all he loves you he's protecting you he's with you when you cry he's with you when you get up he's with you when you go to bed he is with you i want every hand in the house dressed oh oh you know my name you know my name you know me god i always thought it would be good for you to know me [Music] but i i didn't know that you would put me out in the middle of something cause now all of a sudden i want to be overlooked i know you know my name you know my name is [Music] you know my name i could see the cancer you know my name i see the anxiety oh you know my name yes and i received god knows right where you're at come on god knows right where you've at come on you gotta cry out to him some of you have felt shipwrecked and overlooked by god but god said i know your name i see covet i see cancer i see the nervous breakdown i see the anxiety attacks i see that you had to throw clothes on your house i've seen that you've lost all your money i see that your kids are on drugs i say that your marriage is in distress but listen i know your name come on if you need a miracle i want you to get out of your seat and come right now i feel like the waters are being troubled young come on reach out right now reach out right now in your trouble come on reach out come on reach out come on reach out go ahead reach out reach out i dare you to reach out i dare you to open your mouth i dare you to pack i dare you to tell jesus i believe your god i turn loose scott i trust go ahead go ahead right now release it to god go ahead come on 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