Stripper interview-Diamond

there's a girl over here that just came into the game she don't know nothing she's scared and she got this tight [ __ ] and she got these perky tits and and she's trying to figure this out for the first time and she and your man come around and be like baby i got some money for you can you give me an experience that i never had he still loves you though he appreciates you though he's gonna give you the house the car the credit but he just he's just a man he's just a man all right diamond oh wait i ain't even ready i got the cup on go drink it up okay like i got a little bit of [ __ ] what are you drinking um well i decided to try dark liquor because white liquor i don't know it's a bit not been agreeing with my stomach so i'm trying do say you do you drink pretty much every time you go to work oh i have to you have to i have to because if i don't drink i'm in there like but it's like how do i talk to people how do i interact how do i do this because this is all new for me um how long you been doing this it's going on three years and three years it's fairly new for you it's a little different for me my story is a lot different how did you get into it had to survive baby that's a common story i had to survive and let me take this last week and we gonna get into it you meet a guy for the first time okay yeah he's cool he got money i don't care about that me you have to dismiss certain things when it comes to a man you have to dismiss it like what oh hey he got a big chain boom he got a big rat he's gonna come in talking about some baby i got all these racks i can give you this i can give you that what you own i'll be like okay babe that's cool that's nice okay great okay i can give you 1500 for the night pop it open let me see you okay okay okay you about to okay all right i'm down i'm cool [ __ ] take off his drawers can i curse of course oh cuz i didn't know because you know you two be a weird real right here yeah say what you want no okay you do it how you want you you you know hollywood man but [ __ ] wanna pop it up talking about something and man all the time the minute you start trying to [ __ ] me raw i devalue you i devalue you cause i'ma stop you and say oh no baby let's use protection and i don't care how drunk i am one thing i'm gonna make sure i'm about my bread and about my protection but i really should say this about my protection first i'm about my protection first it's about me because this is the money so i gotta protect it everywhere possible i don't give a [ __ ] if i know you for three years we're using a condom every [ __ ] time because the same way a guy has eyes for me he has eyes for the next the next the next and all that nexus that he done collected he's going to put inside of me and i don't want to risk that i ain't been out here like that but i have never had an std i've never had an std but i will say this there's been times i've been running to the clinic like please god help me i don't know i don't know i don't know please help me help you please i don't know and i don't throw all my money down terrible stress and i'll talk about that later i don't talked about it before but if i've been spared this long i gotta protect it because i made a promise to god that was like please god if you protect me this one time i ain't never gonna [ __ ] up i ain't never gonna [ __ ] up and it's the most realest [ __ ] that i have and that's why every time i'm like oh no baby you gotta wear a condom and then [ __ ] men they'd be like oh okay yeah i'm gonna wear a condom and you gotta pick up on certain things like okay this is how they love to get you from the back from the back this is how [ __ ] look to get you because that's how the [ __ ] has tried to get me not once but twice the first time they really got me that's how i learned my lesson they was like okay let me get it from the back okay cool but then i hear and that's them taking off the condom and me i don't care i don't drink that much but i drink enough to know my limit whereas like i still have my senses you gotta still have your senses in this game and i'll talk about this a little later you gotta have your senses in this game it was like and i looked down i said baby i see the tipio dick what's up and you start acting up and a dude who's rock hard he ain't gonna jeopardize leaving on blue balls and that's how you got em that's how you got em because you gotta play that game the same way they trying to do you these [ __ ] i don't care these men i don't care how clean how smell good they is how rich they got it how big of a chain if they dirty that [ __ ] don't mean nothing if they're dirty that [ __ ] don't mean nothing you cannot let no man put no disease on you because if this is your money you should do everything possible to protect that you should because if you got herpes how you gonna [ __ ] the next [ __ ] who won't offer you 10 bands to [ __ ] wrong he ain't gonna want to [ __ ] with you after you give him that disease he ain't gonna [ __ ] with you cause me i never had no std not in my past life before i was a dancer and not even as on my dancer the only thing if you [ __ ] or you [ __ ] out here really want to know a yeast infection but any girl can get that just by coughing any girl can get that but if this is your money if your body is your money then you should protect that like this is a house this is equity you should treat your [ __ ] like it's credit because if it's credit and it can make you more money why are you gonna risk it for a [ __ ] who dirty who want to [ __ ] 10 [ __ ] and he don't know because men they don't care you'd be surprised how many men have tried to turn me over and said baby bust it open and they're not coming at me with no condom i'm the one with the condom i know what i can use latex baby i can't use that that's gonna give me a yeast infection i don't play with that [ __ ] it's gonna hurt me you gotta do what's best for you if a guy comes at you with money or he makes it clear that he has money oh okay that's cool that's fine you know because i'm not talking about safe sex anymore i'm talking about just a guy in your life romantically personally if a guy has money does that mean something to you or or is it usually trouble it don't mean nothing to me because me already in the mode this is how i am oh you got money okay cool that's fine all right babe i would like this i would like that all right cool that's great that's fine that's cool that's fine all right great that's all cool that's all fine but me in the background in my head this is how i am all right how low does this guy go what's his problem what is his fix is he a pill head does he like drugs is he a drug addict is he an alcoholic what's his problem how can i protect myself so i don't get too [ __ ] up in what the [ __ ] he got going on and this is where i start going like okay if he cool i gotta play the game but not be so close to him because at the end of the day you met me in the strip club i know you're tricking but i don't know how bad you tricking i don't know if you [ __ ] ten holes raw and you trying to [ __ ] with me i can't be the one if you [ __ ] ten holes raw i gotta be the same one i gotta be the smart one i gotta be the one that uses the game good enough so i can excel higher because i can't drag you i can't drag myself down with you what the [ __ ] what you doing and that's just what it is so you got to use that for what it is but you got to be smart you got to protect your prize you got to protect your heart your mental yeah you could get your heart broke [ __ ] it oh well in 30 days you're gonna you're gonna you're gonna meet somebody else you're gonna forget about the old one but let's say you [ __ ] this one and you got sick yeah you take some antibiotics but you always gonna have that oh i was sick you're gonna have that stain on you and you don't want that was the last time you were in love oh the last time i was live oh probably not 60 days ago today today's friday yeah exactly it worked like that that's how it'd be that's how it would be well i can't even say 60 days ago like 90s 90 days 90 days this is the guy you met in the club exactly i met him in the club i mean do you meet guys outside of the club ever are you working so much i would say just recently because there's a way to do that so you don't have to be in the club as often you can meet guys outside the club just by being a presentable woman and being by a presentable beautiful woman sorry i'm trying to make this very pg as possible for the rated r mental that's out there you'll get demonetized not where you're going you get the monitor oh i don't want you to get three more times i get demonetized all the time it's okay [ __ ] it man this is real talk youtube cannot censor the real life but um no let me finish it what was your childhood like you had both mom and dad um my childhood i don't know how to explain my childhood other than that i was sheltered but between i guess from the time that i was born all the way up until i was 24 i dealt with abuse and the type of abuse that i dealt with was a lot of verbal abuse from my father sheltering i grew up as jehovah witness so it was a lot of sheltering a lot of different things that i didn't understand at the time and it was very different my father it wasn't until like years later as i got older i realized that he suffered from a mental illness that kind of was the reason why he was the way he was my mom she came from haiti and not to really develop her situation because she told me never to speak about it but when you're coming to this country for the first time you don't have any papers you don't have any means of making any money you have to do what this person says to do and as quickly as she came here she became pregnant with my sister and two years later she became pregnant with me and after she became pregnant with me that's when things started to change and she had to move in the direction that her life was changing um and that's kind of where it come from there how is your dad mentally ill in your opinion um i want to say that now as i've gotten older and i'm 30 now i believe he suffered from a type of schizophrenia um my family and even in my culture mental illness is not something that is a knowledge mental illness is something seen as it's a spirit it's a voodoo it's just something that someone cursed you with it's a magical mythical thing and that's just from the background but being in america it's like hey there's medication there's therapy there's treatment for it and as i've gotten older i understand that and i've accepted that do i love my father no do i want to rekindle a relationship with him no it's just i've accepted it and it is what it is if i swear to see my father like right there i wouldn't feel any kind of way because i've made so much peace with that it's like i don't know him anymore he's he made me and thank god that i'm here so i can be somebody for my mom because my mom is present i had to make peace with the decisions that my mom has made because she put up with a lot of [ __ ] that my dad had did that she should have stood up for me and been like hey this isn't right you can't do this you can't do this you can't be x y and z and i had to make peace with that i had to forgive my mom and we have a stronger relationship now because it's like it's not your fault you came here you didn't know any english you didn't know anybody you didn't have any family nobody it was just you and you had to do the best you could to survive and that's the mentality i always have you have to survive you have to do what you can to survive because nobody is going to do this [ __ ] for you and she had to do it she had one and then two kids and that's it so the abuse from your dad was mostly verbal not sexual very verbally abusive very controllable verbally abusive my dad he was verbally abusive the first abuse started with not only was it started with my mom it started with my mom because that's all she had at the time she didn't have any kids the verbal abuse started with my mom very abusive and she had to take it because she's in a country that she doesn't know anybody she doesn't have any family and this is the only person that she can rely on she came here illegally you can cut that part out i don't i don't want to dispel her information but she came here and my dad was all she had this one person that she relied on for money for guidance in the united states she needed that relationship she had to do what she had to do to keep it going so you know she made right she got pregnant with my sister my dad was upset that it was a girl but she still kept that relationship going she put up with the abuse she put up with the verbal abuse it wasn't physical but it was mostly she doesn't know anything she doesn't know america she doesn't know america she doesn't speak english she's relying on this one person coming to america was a big deal it was a big deal and especially not to fully speak about it but the way that she came here she could have died she could have died and she didn't want to go back to that and she knew that being out here she didn't want to go back to haiti she didn't want to go back to that life she didn't want to go back to what she she grew up in have you been to haiti yes i've been haiti a few times what do you think of it oh i'm not one of those spoiled haitians regardless of the light-skinnedness because there's a stigma that you're light skinned that you're you're up here you're great you're you're fondly looked upon oh no all i know in haiti is the bottom all i know is haiti all i've ever seen in haiti was the bottom people with their belly buttons out no clothes no shoes living by the beach washing themselves with salt water mothers struggling making mud pies that's all i know that's all i've ever seen haiti i don't know this nice side of haiti that people keep talking about and vacationing too i don't know that side i've never seen it i wish i have but i've never seen it i don't know this side so you're happy to be in america oh yeah i'm happy to be in america and i'm like damn i wish i would have been somebody i could have been well and and when you being haitian you're supposed to be like a nurse a doctor a lawyer something up there i ain't been none of that [ __ ] child i'm a stripper i'm trying to make this i gotta make this live song little piece but it's like me seeing haiti i never i know there's a nice side i know there is but i've never seen it i've never seen it and it just has to do with the way my family came from because we didn't grow up with that nice side i don't know what it's like to see a mansion in haiti with running water all i know was the well yeah are you so would you describe yourself as a happy person oh yeah you're grateful you're happy i'm grateful i'm happy i try to be as positive life hasn't always been super easy i would say from the time i was born till about the age of 27 i've really had to deal with abuse and it's not so much punching hitting abuse comes in all forms and it wasn't until i got a little older someone explained it to me that was like that's abuse that's abuse i'm like really i was abused i didn't know i didn't know because it was just like dang i know life sucks but i didn't know what's up this bad and i felt like oh but other people have it worse than me but verbal abuse control trauma all that stuff it is abuse i still even until this day don't even try to acknowledge it i just have accepted it and moved on because what i want in my life is to be happy to be positive if it can help somebody you know understand and understand like hey this was abuse this just saying something you should deal with and cool then that's fine but even until this day i still have i still have like a hard time accepting that this was abuse that i've went through and i've went through it not only between my family between religion and then a relationship it's like it's hard it's like dang i've been abused for over 10 years of my life do you have kids no no kids you've been married no you didn't love that even you had a long relationship at some point yeah i had a long relationship but left it was about four years and that was abusive too as well so it's like right after i got out of my parents house which was abusive i looked at this man as like oh you're finally my savior and i well i didn't know it was like a worse mistake but i moved in to his place and was like okay you're going to now be my protector you're going to now be my savior and we're going to work together and build something that's going to be great it's going to be better it's going to be something that different from what i'm used to but now you're my abuser you're verbally abusing me and you're verbally abusing me because you're addicted to alcohol you're i can't even call weed or drug even to this day but it's like you have to smoke and drink every night and when you drink because that's the more higher i guess the higher drug you're taking that out on me you're being verbally abusive to me and the last kind of year of the relationship it became i became more distant i became more reserved i became more trying to put my foot down and his advances towards me became okay you're withholding from me so i'm gonna force myself on you it is what it is and i just know i had to get out of it and i had to plot my escape out of it is that where stripping kind of came into the picture to survive that's where that's where it started tell me about stripping tell me about working in this strip club what was it like what do you want to know about working this will you tell me baby because i got a whole story for you baby where do we start what about the guys what what what a girl girlfriends and wives need to know about their partners when they go to strip clubs first of all you can't be slacking there's no baby mama there's no girlfriend that's of that [ __ ] i'm sorry baby but you gotta understand your man is a man and man have needs even though he [ __ ] with you ain't enough you got loose skin your titties is down here yo no [ __ ] ain't that tight listen your [ __ ] ain't that [ __ ] tight it ain't that [ __ ] tight [ __ ] is tired you know let's and [ __ ] be sitting here like damn i'm trying to be safe oh [ __ ] yo [ __ ] loose your skin loose [ __ ] it he going to the strip club he's going to look for [ __ ] that are they on that [ __ ] [ __ ] they're looking for hoes they looking for [ __ ] that do all kind of weird [ __ ] this [ __ ] want fingers he want to stick his fingers here he want to stick his dick here he want to do all kind of freaky [ __ ] that's what your husband want to do and you're not giving it to him and you can't you got this this this flappy whatever the hell that doctor gave you you got too many scars up over here you got too many and that's not to devalue you as a woman but it's like baby this is what you have there's a girl over here that just came into the game she don't know nothing she's scared and she got this tight [ __ ] and she got these perky tits and and she's trying to figure this out for the first time and she and your man come around and be like baby i got some money for you can you give me an experience that i never had he still loves you though he appreciates you though he gonna give you the house the car the credit but he just he's just a man he's just a man and he have needs that need to be experienced even if it's just for one night what night just one night baby and he gonna make this girl whether it be for five hundred dollars or a thousand dollars or 10k he just want to experience something different than what you can offer him it doesn't devalue you as a woman but it's like damn this man just want to have a different kind of time than what you can offer him at that moment and that's it it's nothing more it's nothing less it's just for one night and that's all you gotta understand it's just for one night just for one night and he gonna give it to this girl he gonna let her do what she got to do he's gonna feel how he gonna feel he's gonna feel good he's gonna be like damn i don't did this he gonna brag to his homeboy he's gonna grab too he's gonna brag to his homies in jail doing 20 years so uh tell me about the the white clubs okay so with the white clubs you have to understand in the white clubs it's more based off of conversation and emotion because these guys coming in they got their girlfriends bitching at them they got their wives bitching at them they used to seeing loose skin attitude all kind of whatever irritant whatever makes a man mad you know that's what they used to seeing but when they come into the white club they're looking for a hey how's it going baby my name is iron you seem a man stressed what can i do to make your night better i know that you're tired i know that you're stressed but i want to make that like better for you would you like me you like me sloppy would you like me to keep it cute you tell me baby i'm here for you i'm here for you baby i want to make tonight good for you that's okay what's what is just about what's all your stress about babe don't be shy with me i'm here for you you just let me know what your fairness is about because you never know i can make it all happen better tell me baby do you like head oh my god but that's how it be because i notice more in we're just gonna say caucasian club it's more of a a need it's it's more of a what they're not getting at home that they can find and where are you working tonight the white club or the black club tonight oh and the white floor maybe yeah it's friday i think i'm going to meet you there right is due right is right is doom right is dude and the what are the black clubs like black club is don't get me wrong within the white club during the week is very very slow so me i don't know if i got like 80d or something like that like i like to be stimulated in my head in the white club during the week you can find a good trick and what i mean by trick which is and [ __ ] you don't have to say a man could i curse sure you a man you don't have to say too much to you you you got demonetized in the first minute so i don't think oh baby you you can let but like in the first you know the first couple conversation you know you have to understand men they want different things but you have to also remember what you want out of these men because a man that came into my life i never women okay women in the black club we very bougie we very [ __ ] oh he don't look like he don't spend a hundred dollars we ain't gonna talk to him and i know i'm being real dramatic but this is what the mental is this is what the mental is but that man that you know and i know i'm being over dramatic but that's how i have to be because some of you girls out there don't [ __ ] know that same man that you that man because this is what happened to me baby look at me bring that camera close because that's what i want to know that's same man that's same man that's same man oh baby oh that's same man when i got him that same man when i got him he don't give me a whole 10 bands 10 bands and for the people that who don't understand what 10 bands is is 10 000 cold dollars cash if you don't change my whole [ __ ] life my whole [ __ ] life because what you don't see is because as good as i look as nice as these things are as good as this buddy is as soft as it is as soft that is baby come here come here real close because i want [ __ ] to understand the [ __ ] was struggling living in the projects and i looked as good as it looked but until i started using that game that it was meant for that's when i started coming up so unless you finna do the same then [ __ ] you just struggling like the rest of these [ __ ] so people can call it tricking [ __ ] for money this that in the third but at the end of the damn day if you got a note on your door saying that if you don't pay this damn rent within 30 days then what the [ __ ] you got what the [ __ ] you got you gotta start using the game for what you need and it just is what it is it just says what it is it how you want it don't work the same way for every girl but i'm just telling you that if you have a goal in mind if you see yourself more than just the club you gotta start manifesting what you want if you see yourself i don't know in the business in the meetings with the millions for properties for i don't know let's say you want to do jewelry then you got to finesse for that what you over here with these bags and shoes for that [ __ ] ain't gonna let you nowhere you gotta get in these meetings you gotta understand what this game can get you because these [ __ ] is dumb as [ __ ] [ __ ] is dumb as [ __ ] but they're not too dumb they'll let you know enough to eat with them but you gotta do enough so you can sit with them and be a boss and any real [ __ ] who understand what the [ __ ] i'm saying you gonna make sure that you be a boss any [ __ ] who really about that life you won't be a boss you won't be a boss it ain't about [ __ ] for bags and shoes of a vacation vacations is nothing more than an instagram picture ain't nothing bored just for clout i don't care about no clout you can make clout at any point in time you gotta make something that you can eat your kids can eat your mom can eat and after your mom pass away that your praying kids can eat you can eat you gotta eat long term you gotta have that money that can do something for you today tomorrow for your grandkids for your ancestors for this that and the third you gotta make a legacy you gotta hold stuff you gotta own stuff you gotta own [ __ ] i don't own stuff at one point in my life people always ask me oh diamond how you got your body done how you got your body done the real [ __ ] that's gonna take you somewhere you wanna get a body like this baby you gotta invest in real estate this body this titty this ass came from real estate real estate can you say it with me real estate that means investing in a property and you might not see it might be a short-term lease short term but if you stay in there a year and you make the right investment when it's time for you to sell that [ __ ] you'd be surprised how much your money you get back and you'd be like damn this is the thing that i always go back and forth with i still have like a complex was it worth the abuse to look like this or could i have made it a different way because that's the track that i'm on i gotta make it a different way i don't wanna deal with the abuse i don't wanna deal with being yelled at i don't want to be deal with getting raped i don't want to deal with getting talked down as a woman i want to be seen as damn she's strong she have knowledge she knows what she doing she she's not gonna fall for the little stuff i wanna i want people to respect that damn yeah she been through some stuff but she know better now versus back then which was like yeah you got right for this yeah you got yelled at for this yeah you you lay down for this because all that [ __ ] led me to where i'm at today so some of the girls coming up you gotta ask yourself can you do the same thing and you can't you can't deal with a man yelling at you when you're drunk you can't deal with a man yelling at you when you have no money in your bank account you can't even make it to work with no money your card when you swipe to get gas to get to where you [ __ ] getting to is saying decline insufficient funds and you don't got nothing to do you don't have no [ __ ] to do do you take your chances on that less than half a tank to drive our way to a job or do you go back home what the [ __ ] do you do and when you quit that man and say [ __ ] all this [ __ ] you're like okay i'mma go throw my ass in the club and see what it do and when you first do what it do you don't make the money you don't make the money that you're making you don't make the money because you don't know the game you don't know the people you don't know what the [ __ ] you doing you just out here like oh i just wait and see you waiting in the back but you waiting in the back so you can study the game and understand okay this is who i get to this is who i get to this is who i get to and that's the way the game is so how does this work affect you emotionally emotionally um i am never gonna lie it do give me anxiety it made me hard to trust people i'd be feeling like yeah i'd be getting depressed but it made me like on some flip [ __ ] like okay what this person want do they do they want to try to trick me alcohol is how you deal with that yeah alcohol to deal with it because it's like i gotta suppress that thinking because if i don't think like that if i don't have the alcohol in me it'll make me like cool sedated calm down because if i don't have the alcohol i just be in there with a mean face like okay what the [ __ ] was first of all okay that's helping just a third because i always be thinking like how they finna get me how they finna run down the alcohol listens you up opens you up yeah it opens me up enough to be flirtatious sexual uh more flirtatious to an extent but if i don't have that alcohol in me i'm just very frigid very cold and i'm really really myself and the way that i'm really myself is just like that's how i am i'm very frigid i'm very cold because i can't be as open and loose that i need to be and when you're a dancer you have to be flirtatious very sexual very like very enticing like hey i'm cool i'm good for a down time and you have to look like you play that sexual part and i can't play that part unless i have liquor i can't play that part unless i have liquor and i'm i'm not sorry to nobody what the [ __ ] y'all owe me what the [ __ ] y'all owe me nothing but some money and that's the way that it is that it is but i have to drink in order to suppress that and i have to control it and i hope people understand that you have to have a balance in this game you have to have a balance because if you don't have a balance you're going to fall for anything because [ __ ] don't try to drug me kill me set me up all kind of [ __ ] [ __ ] and i don't have to survive that and you don't have to have that [ __ ] with you and you have to you have to it's the game but that's the way that i have to be you have to be a little flirtatious so you can make your money you don't have to be a little you know a little open you know a little a little sexual and that's just the way it is for the game for your job to make the money but anything outside of that [ __ ] that talk [ __ ] talking about come with me here this that in the third ain't none of that ain't none of that unless you got that piece with you all right thank you so much for an interesting talk thank you you're fascinating thank you we're going to have to do a part two one day hopefully all right thank you thank you you

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Length: 44min 13sec (2653 seconds)

Published: Sun May 30 2021