School Shooter is Innocent - VRChat Stories

i do not wish to shoot up the school and at this point i'm raising my voice i had the whole world against me and and not a single person was taking my word if i went to my local news station and i told them about this story it would have went global for sure like this was huge [Music] so in high school this whole event happened to me in my grade 11 year i didn't have a whole lot of friends because i was just the the person people knew but i was kind of the shadow of everything i was always very kept to myself and the lack of friends and just the mistreatments you know the lots of the bullying that came with it as well i i became a little bit depressed not even gonna deny it was bad and a lot of people knew it too and i always make you know really dark jokes everything between you know just jokes jokes really dark so pretty much i became this personality of this edgy kid who's got no friends and nobody likes him and gets bullied a lot and so that was me in a whole nutshell usually i'd get pushed around a lot in hallways and like just you know like not just being like pushing the shoulder some people would just like intentionally like push me around it was actually kind of i just made me feel worse as a person and just destroyed my morale as a day as my day went and you know so i started like you know pushing back and then kind of getting people's faces like what are you gonna do about it kind of thing like i'm like just try me like i just have nothing to care anymore i have nothing to really lose at this point i have no job no friends all i have is the people back home um we had a server that you know all the students could save their files on so you know you don't everyone have to carry onto usb and you have the chance of losing it and losing all your school data you could just pretty much access all your files save it to your save drive and access it from any computer to school and at this time i started saving a lot of these memes i'd find on reddit while i should probably be doing classwork just terrible jokes i think i had a good couple hundred and i didn't realize the time that school actually checked these these save drives for malicious content or anything in general and that's important to the story midway through the course i had stopped kind of taking people's crap and starting to stand out for myself this one student they started really egging me on in class and just pushed me to my limits and eventually i said that's it i'm done and i just slammed my laptop closed and i ran out the room and that was that and i um it was my fifth period at that time so i just grabbed my bags my locker and i went home come next day i get to school i agree at the doors by the principal and i was like okay so i guess it's just about me you know leaving class early she wants to know where i went he escorted me to the office sat me down and asked about yesterday um but what happened and i said oh yeah i left the room and that was that like he's like you just nothing was said no i didn't say anything as i was leaving the room they were generally concerned if i had said something of a serious manner as i left the room um at this point i was so confused i was sitting in this chair just nice really comfy by the chair um holding my bags my longboard and just he was so serious a few minutes later head of the food chain guidance counselor comes in and he was wanting to talk about what happened and at this point i'm still confused and i was like class is starting like why am i not going to class and he was wanting so insistent about what did i say as i left the room and i'm just jogging back my memory and i was like no i didn't say anything and he was like well a student had reported as i left they heard me mumble under my breath saying i was gonna bring a gun to school and i was gonna shoot people i sat there in the chair and i was just like so taken out of it i'm like what i couldn't believe that like i highly had doubt i had never said that as as many of the jokes i made in high school and all the memes i would show about those kind of terrible incidents that they how of school shootings are i would have never in the circumstances said that because i knew how serious it was and he was like you are absolutely sure and i'm like yep absolutely 100 sure i had not had said that and he was taken by a breath and pulled his laptop around and he wanted to talk about what was saved on my school drive and at this moment i really knew i [ __ ] up like to the extreme um i had two folders it was memes and spicy memes as the folders went he opens up the quote unquote spicy memes folder opens up the first image the first image is literally standing in the kitchen and talking about first step of cooking is turning on the gas and he's like do you think this is school appropriate no this is not school appropriate and he goes to the next photo and it's a photo of the plane's crashing and it was just terrible meme in general and he was just like from where i'm sitting it seems like you have a high interest in these jokes and think they're taken lightly and so it makes us to believe that you had said this and we were wanting to investigate this and of course investigating is a good thing but the actions they took were great he was like questioning like are you a religious extremist what no no i'm not a religious extremist i don't follow his actions i don't wish to follow his actions i don't follow any people as an icon and i do not wish to shoot up to school and at this point i'm raising my voice because i so felt like i was in a dream like i just didn't feel like this is happening there's no way this is literally happening to me in comes my parents and they're like hey we're here to take you home and my mom is in tears she's like so just destroyed and my dad is the look of disappointment in him is immeasurable and i just see my mom in that way it always breaks my heart it's just because i'm such a mama's boy you can say i've always loved my mom all right i know she was the best and it just it hurt my broke my heart so much to see her this way and it wasn't even my fault but now they were talking about like expellement at this point until they could figure out what was going on and so i went home and i was pretty much on house arrest at this point i wasn't allowed to leave the house i wasn't allowed to go anywhere so i just went upstairs my room and i just sat on my phone there was still no word about it and every time my mom came to my room she was just in tears like the whole weekend she was just destroyed and she came to me and she was like you've told me always everything about you what's going on and i've always told you how i feel about things and now 101 did you say it did you say it and under my breath at this moment for a second i was thinking to myself did i actually say it because there was a moment of like i had the whole world against me and and not a single person was taking my word and no one was believing me like the whole like the feeling of when no one believes you in a moment like this it's just you can't describe it it's just because your whole life at this very moment can very much change like something joking like that is you know you can be criminally charged and you can go to jail for making a statement like that sunday evening my mom comes to my room i hear coming up the stairs and um she sits down and she sits comes right by my feet and she was in tears like way worse than all weekend and i was like oh great like what now and she was like um she had gotten a call from the school division saying that the student in question had come forth and actually lied about it and said they had said it and the other students thought i had said it because the student and i had very similar voices it was he had a very also deep voice and there wasn't many people in her school who had a voice like mine where it was very distinguished and she was like yeah like he had come forth and he's going to apologize to you and the teacher is going to apologize to you as well because everything up to this point everybody was fully pretty much admitting to it i had said it and now they were all wrong and she's like i'm sorry for not believing you she just she was trying to tell me how terribly sorry she was and i'm like just like mom like it's fine like i'm okay i'm fine and not this in the entire weekend like i never broke down emotionally started crying about this because i knew what i said and only up until that one moment where she had came down and talked to me in one-on-one i only started second guessing monday come i was allowed back into school and like the whole school was kept a secret from this that was going on which was probably a good thing because the whole school fight would panic and scream because i was such an edgy kid i went to the office first thing i dropped out of the class the principal apologized to me the vice principal apologized to me and the whole thing was kept quiet like after that they pretty much the whole that situation they shoved it under the rug and then they've put in the floor safe through the safe key burned the house down and nobody knew and at this point now the school couldn't touch me if i went to my local news station and i told them about the story it would have went global for sure like this was huge and i could have like if some people like i looked into i couldn't see the school for slander of for what they did what really surprised us and the only reason why we knew that whole situation became so hush-hush is because my mom was really good friends with some of the faculty and she talked about it afterwards and not a single word of that whole situation they ever heard about and they were so surprised like this was you know one of the bigger events that ever happened to our school to them was completely unknown they had no clue what happened and so they were the only people i guess that knew about it until that point was my family me the teacher and the students in that classroom and i guess the students in that classroom were all ordered a hush and they were told never to speak a word of it it was incredibly stressful just of knowing my entire life was hanging in the balance and if he had never came forth about it i could have you know been criminally charged i could have went to jail on you know the conspiracy to commit genocide or mass murder i was this kid who showed up to school every morning you know didn't care what i looked like i always head down and i fit the stereotype of a school shooter that's the past i'm trying to live in the future so that's my story if there's any questions you have for the speaker you can find a link to his instagram down in the description below if you want to help support the channel then please consider subscribing it only takes one second and it really does help a lot and if you enjoyed this video then maybe leave a like and a comment 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Id: hivxWSLiC08

Length: 14min 10sec (850 seconds)

Published: Sun Aug 30 2020