Prostitute interview-Lil' Mama (update July, 2021)

all right little mama yes sir mama what so it's been about a year maybe a little over a year since you were here last yeah tell me what's going on in your life so what's going on is um i let master jay back into my life you know he's a person too you know and i love him a lot you know and he loves me it's just that he he needs some help [Music] let's start over mark wants to start over okay all right little mama yes sir well mama welcome back thank you it's been a little over a year since you were here last and tell me what's going on in your life since then well what's going on in my life is i'm making plans to get myself together and the reason why i say this is because i let master jay back into my life um i love him and he loves me and it's just that i think he i think he needs some help i think he needs to be touched i don't know what do you mean by touched um i don't know i mean i i guess he needs the right person to come along and talk to him and you know just you know you know how you grab a person and you make them shoot the [ __ ] with you you know what i mean like i don't know help them see things differently yeah don't wake up a little bit yeah it could be you guys have been together for how long on and off um totally like we're like three to four years you know i see you have a black eye yeah so i got to tell you the story with this one so we have a friend named john that has a silver mercedes and when we see john we get very happy because we know he's got like a few hundred dollars that he's gonna you know help us out with whatever you know for food cigarettes you know hanging out so we sent him to do something for us to get some weed for us and when we sent him we were there and we pulled off so john goes well you know little mama i want to kick you with you you know what i'm saying so i was like okay so this guy takes me buys me an outfit you know buys me some toiletries um so i could get cleaned up real nice at the time and uh you know we're buying different little things drinks and driving around and stuff like that so we're in gardena so at the time he has to go to like bellflower norwalk to get his bank card so we go out there he gets his bank card he gives me money you know buy me some you know like i'm saying you know just take care of me basically so i get a hotel room for master jay and i because we live in a camper and um you know i'm getting ready to tell him everything that i've done and because it's been more than two or three two to three hours i get sucked in the face and it's just like are you serious like i'm trying to get something done for us for us yeah i mean there's so many different ways this lifestyle is played out amongst a man and a woman i've learned yeah and some of the some of the men can't handle a woman who's trying to support them in the ways that you guys do and other guys get it and some women are meant for this lifestyle and other ones just aren't cut out for it and they're doing it to support a drug habit or they're doing it to support their kids but other women are doing it because they just they love it they love it wow i don't know so much about loving you know um i just i mean i just know i love the person that i'm with you know and i know that we have to survive you know what i mean and i just that's why i'm saying that he needs help because he do you know now this like i said this has been a week and we pretty much you know got right back together so we've been together for a while but um you know so recently i'm hearing about a job you know i'm just saying some of the things you know recently i'm hearing about working recently i'm hearing about you know let's go somewhere else to a different a job for who for him yeah i'm hearing about yeah and um you know let's let's you know because i what happened with he's not really a pimp is he or is he you know what now he had he does have other i've seen you know we've been getting into it a lot or going through it a lot because of him and other women you know so i don't know what's going on with that maybe that's his ways of getting the money he has you know what i mean um i just know that now we're talking about like making some changes and you know um getting an rv and like going somewhere else going live in a total different environment where we don't maybe know you know where anything we indulge in that's harmful is you know yeah different environment yeah you know maybe go and check out uh what's up north like the state of washington is up north from california there's so many places so i'm just saying like just going somewhere where we don't know to do those things you know i mean we just know to do normal stuff yeah you know healthier environment perhaps i'm just saying i'm recently this is recently very recently so i don't know if it's the threat to like just totally leave or what you know you've been hit before have you been hit before yeah yeah and he's not the first one i don't know what it is like i said if this relationship doesn't work out between him and i um you'll find another guy to hit you no i'm good because i've seen that before i am going to get me together i'm not worried about being in the relationship no more or none of that i don't care how lonely i get or none of that i gotta get me together and once i get me together then i can date whoever i want but i'm just i'm just yeah you could i mean if you take care of yourself yeah he'll either follow your lead or be left behind and that's his problem not yours yeah because you you'll have taken care of yourself yeah mark so there's so much you're still young there's so many things you can do with your life i'm trying i just it's hard for me to leave someone it's hard for me to just leave someone hanging yeah i get it i mean a lot of commenters that watch these videos your videos will will say oh leave leave the dead beat or the abusive guy and they have to remember what if it's them or you know maybe they're not near right on that level but let's say if it is them in any type of way i wouldn't walk away from them either you know what i mean would they want would they want me to walk away from them if it was them there's a million different types of relationships i've learned yeah and just because what you have doesn't fit what somebody else thinks you should have doesn't match what someone else thinks you should have doesn't mean it's not right for you right you know maybe he's the right guy for you maybe he i'm not saying i'm not saying hitting anybody is cool right but i i understand yeah it's just i don't know love is crazy yeah but i think taking care of yourself is is the wise thing to do yeah it's about getting me together i already told him like a day or two ago i said hey i'm gonna um i'm gonna call your family and tell him to come get you because he has family that lives in other states and he needs to do something different but i know when he go to that vegas oh he does the same thing over again so [Music] are drugs still in the picture for you a little bit yeah see that that's that's going to be a snag no matter what yeah um i gotta it's time for me to get clean and sober you know and i'm not i'm not gonna i'm not gonna lie to you and when you ask me that question because for me it's important for people to know so they can understand where you're still at you know what i mean like like that mark so i basically know that i need to do something totally different you know one thing i've learned through doing all these talks with with people like yourself and from other walks of life is is if you do the work yourself rather than somebody like giving you a and all that if you do it yourself you build the self-worth and the the feeling that you deserve the rewards for changing your life and and it becomes more permanent whereas if i if i stepped in and gave you some money and a place to live and a car and whatever else and found you a job and all that stuff it's much more likely that things go haywire yeah that i see i've seen it happen many times yeah but if you build it by yourself and maybe i help you here and there but basically you did the work yourself that becomes so much more permanent why why yeah i love the way you're thinking yeah thank you [Music] so your kids do you see them or you talk to them oh they're doing good they're doing good yeah they're doing real good the girls are growing man so that's another reason i mean that's well that's the very reason for me i mean i know it's supposed to be for me you know through god or whatever but like i look forward to bringing him a whole bunch of barbie [ __ ] like i said yeah but for my my attitude on all this kind of stuff is if you do it for yourself your kids will see that and they'll follow suit yeah whereas if you do it for them and you still suffer the kids will see you and that's kind of what's going on right now so yeah you need to take care of number one yeah and your kids will your kids will be fine if you do ace for me all right it'll be for me that's great well mama thank you so much for coming back and i love hearing you talk sense like this it's great it's probably time for a change right yeah so it's it's like after the fourth of july our next holidays what halloween so i figured i figured i'll dress for halloween and for thanksgiving and christmas i won't get a donated plate i'll be in a program one that we get to cook ourselves oh really good for you all right little mama thank you so much good luck great seeing you again you

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Published: Fri Jul 23 2021