hello everybody welcome back to my channel and thank you for joining me for another true crime mystery Monday today we're talking about a young woman who disappeared off of a cruise ship but before we get started there's no sponsor don't worry there's no sponsor but what I do have for you is a request to make sure that if you've already subscribed to this channel that you are still subscribed mysteriously people are being unsubscribed for my channel and they're also now being allowed to turn notifications on to be notified when I post a video so that's definitely strange but just make sure that you are still subscribed and make sure you have your notifications turned on also follow me on Instagram and Twitter the links are in the description box I'm a lot more vocal on there daily about you know different crimes that are happening it's a way for you to keep up with what I'm looking into and what I'm interested in when I'm not sitting here and recording a video for you guys okay let's get started so cruise ships have always seemed kind of ominous to me I don't know why everyone always says how fun they are and how I should definitely go on one but I don't know there's something that just holds me back it's the same feeling I get right before I board a plane which I'm pretty scared of flying as well it's just this heavy anxious feeling I guess it's because the ocean in general has always fascinated me but also terrified me at the same time it's this big beautiful kind of mysterious place I love going whale watching I'd love to see the whales and the Dolphins but I'm also completely terrified of the ocean because you know there's things in there that we haven't even discovered yet and we talked a lot about this in the video I did on mh370 the ship that just kind of disappeared into thin air and I'll link that in the description box if you guys haven't seen it and you're interested in checking it out so I'm not even sure I would actually let myself enjoy a cruise and after doing some research for this case I realized that my feelings were not completely paranoid and they weren't completely unfounded people go missing on cruise ships all the time it's a lot more common than you think a lot more common than you would like to think since the year 2000 there have been 313 docume cases of people going missing from cruise vessels and only about 10% of these have ever been resolved additionally cruise lines are not legally required to make public every case of a person who has gone missing or fallen overboard while on their ships it's estimated that only about 10 to 15 percent of the actual cases are ever documented which makes that number of 313 much larger in reality so 313 documented cases only 10% of which are resolved but then you have the fact that only 10 to 15% of the actual cases are ever reported so that 313 most likely is only 10 to 15 percent of the real number amy Lynn Bradley is probably the most well known person to have vanished from a cruise ship and I do want to one day make a video on her case because it's always fascinated and frustrated me but today we're talking about another young woman Rebekah corium who mysteriously went missing from the Disney Wonder a cruise ship operated by Disney Cruise Lines the Wonder was the second ship to join the Disney fleet in 1999 and it's decorated in the Art Nouveau style so there's a lot of stylized floral patterns exotic materials decorations geometric liens etc the Wonder has 11 public decks and can accommodate 2,400 passengers in 875 staterooms it can also carry a crew of approximately 950 originally the ship only sailed three or four night cruises to the Bahamas but in 2011 it began to sail different routes adding stops in Alaska the Mexican Riviera Hawaii and the Caribbean to its itinerary in 2011 when Rebekah corium vanished the Wonder called the city of Los Angeles its home 24 year old Rebecca orb acts as she like to be called was originally from Chester England where she lived with her parents her sister and her two foster brothers she attended a Catholic High School where she joined the British Army Cadets which is a youth organization sponsored by the UK's Ministry of Defence and the sharmee on its website the cadets tell aspiring youths that if they want to aim higher feel more confident and get a head start in their future they should join the army cadets to take part in fun friendship action and adventure after high school Rebecca attended Plymouth University at Exeter where she majored in Sports Science and a Liverpool hope University where she focused on youth studies philosophy and psychology for a while she also worked at the Chester Zoo following in the footsteps of her grandparents Kevin and Dolores khorium who have a memorial bench located on the zoo grounds that Rebecca would often go to and sit at to have her lunch while she was working at the zoo Rebecca also worked at the Doubletree by Hilton along with her sister Rachel and they seem to really enjoy there and they had a very close group of friends from there after college Rebecca worked at Camp America which is an exchange student program of sorts they bring in counselors from different countries to help out with the kids at summer camps she did this for four months in New York and Maine and she phoned her parents back home often to tell them about all the interesting things that she was doing living out in the wild she talked about how she saw bears but she wasn't afraid of them because all you had to do was clap loudly and it would scare them away I would never clap loudly at a bear I had never heard about clapping loudly as far as I knew when you see a bear you play dead not clap in their faces but as a non wilderness sort of girl I probably don't know as well as Rebecca khorium did Rebecca was a friendly young woman outgoing and bubbly with a love of the outdoors she was athletic participating in activities such as running cycling swimming horse riding and basketball Rebecca was smart and an avid reader and she enjoyed working with children which is why she decided to go to London in June of 2010 to interview with Disney to be a youth counselor on one of their cruise ships it was a very competitive job that she was aiming to be chosen for one which of thousands of applicants apply to every year from all over the world however Rebecca had their resume and the experience to grab a position on the Wonder and was given a four month tract the majority of crew members are given similar four or five month contracts and they are required to take a mandatory eight week vacation after they complete their contract and before they start their next one crew members work on the ship six days a week so it's necessary to recharge your batteries put your feet on dry land and go home to see your friends and family before Rebecca set sail she was sent to Disney World in Florida for four days for training she was excited about getting on the ship and starting this first step to what she believed would be a promising and bright future she had no idea that while working on the cruise ship she would also meet someone who would become very important to her when she boarded the ship in June of 2010 29 year old Tracey medal II was a self-proclaimed wild party girl who was unsure of her own sexuality when she met Rebecca on the Wonder during a crew party Tracy said the connection was immediate and they flirted all night from that moment on the two of them were in separable and Tracy claimed they took things to the next level and that it just felt right they were madly in love Tracy says there was only one problem however Tracy wasn't really available her boyfriend Devon Hyde who also worked on the cruise ship as a bartender was on shore leave when Rebecca joined the ship's crew and shore leave is a period of time that crew members are required to leave the ship as we talked about previously to see family to recharge their batteries before heading back out to sea for many months after two weeks of reuniting spending time with family seeing friends Rebecca returned to the Disney wonder and this two-week period would be the last time her family would ever see her for almost two months on the Disney Wonder it was just Rebecca and Tracy but then Rebecca had to return unexpectedly to the UK to attend the funeral of her grandfather she was home for two weeks a sad but welcome homecoming for her family who hadn't seen her in a long time when Rebecca got back to the ship after her short visit home Devon had returned and he and Tracy had pretty much picked up right where they left off suddenly Rebecca realized that she was a third wheel of sorts and when she saw Tracy and Devon heading off to his cabin together on the evening of March 17th 2011 she was upset while according to Tracy she was upset and she told Tracy that she was in love with her but she felt that Tracy was just messing around and using her to experiment Tracy also said that at this point Rebecca expressed a desire to leave the ship the night before she went missing Rebecca became extremely emotional and upset and she woke Tracy up in the middle of the night crying saying that she was angry with herself because she tried to jump off the ship but she was too weak to follow through Tracy said quote I was so scared I told her she was crazy it was too much Rebecca finally allowed herself to be calmed by Tracy and three other crew members the next morning March 21st the Disney Wonder left Los Angeles and headed for Puerto Vallarta Mexico Rebecca messaged her parents on Facebook that's how she would contact them when she was on the ship and she let them know that the ship was leaving and she'd called them the next day Rebecca's parents Mike and Anne corium they did get a call 12 hours later but it wasn't from their daughter it was Disney on the phone informing them that Rebecca was missing and the thought of not see what happened cordially so this the last time that Rebecca was ever seen it was 5:45 a.m. on the morning of March 22nd 2011 she was captured on the ship's CCTV in the crew lounge talking on the internal telephone line which means you can only call people that are on that ship in the video she's clearly and visibly distressed she also appears to be wearing men's clothing which are several sizes too large for her and when another crew member approaches her and asks if she's okay she nods hangs up the phone she appears to say yeah I'm fine and then she walks away and she was never seen again when she didn't show up for her 9:00 a.m. shift the staff was alerted and the search began but they didn't find her they paged her over the intercom they checked her cabin they scoured the ship but there was no sign of Rebecca khorium all they found was a sandal that they believed to be hers which Disney had allegedly discovered on Dec 5 which is the crew pool area now let's talk about the hours leading up to the last time that Rebecca was seen on the ship's CCTV eyewitnesses put Rebecca at the ship's bar having drinks with Tracy and Devon they described Rebecca as acting normally and they said that she seemed very cheerful and normal afterwards they all went back to Devon's cabin where Tracy alleges Rebecca initiated a threesome Tracy said quote she just went up to him and started kissing him we all basically had sex with each other at one point they went into the bathroom to me it was the best-case scenario then he came out and came over to me and we started fooling around end quote it was then that Rebecca came out of the bathroom and the realization hit her she saw Tracy and Devon together and she made the connection that it was never going to be just her and Tracy again Tracy said quote the way she looked at us it was like it was fun when it was her and him and me and her but for her to see him and me together I think she was like what am I doing here according to Tracy Rebecca took a shower and then said she wanted to go for a walk Tracy told her it was late and she wasn't going to go out and take a walk and Rebecca responded that's fine but I'm still going to go and take a walk the last words that Tracy said to Rebecca according to her were you're coming back right she claims that Rebecca responded affirmatively and then Tracy who was exhausted told her Rebecca to bolt the door so that she wouldn't get locked out because Tracy was going to go to sleep so it's pretty much the same thing that you would do in like a college dorm you just take the bolt out of the door so it's sticking out when the door is open and then when you close the door and appears to be closed but that bolt is still holding it open so that people can go in and out easily and they don't have to knock and wake you up or have a key Tracy claims that she woke up the next morning to find that Rebecca had not returned and the bolt of that door was still protruding keeping the door ajar okay so Rebecca is gone right vanished they searched all over the ship for her and they find no sign of her so obviously there's going to be an investigation if you want to call it that the u.s. Coast Guard and the Mexican Navy were notified and they performed a search of the surrounding waters the following day the vessel docked in Puerto Vallarta the Mexican Navy and US Coast Guard were deployed to search the Seas despite onboard inspections and alerts to the 3,000 passengers the ship returned to LA yesterday without Rebecca her parents and cousin were there neither of these law enforcement agencies actually conducted an investigation however due to the flags of convenience system the jurisdiction of the investigation falls to the country that the ship is registered in and in this case the Disney Wonder was registered in the Bahamas now the reason most cruise ships are registered in different countries is because they use these countries as havens a tax haven is generally an offshore country that offers foreign individuals and businesses little or no tax liability in a politically and economically static environment so pretty much they don't have to pay us taxes even if they run the majority of their business dealings out of the United States even if they still utilize the Coast Guard for help on the high seas which is paid for by US tax dollars it's kind of dirty actually these individuals and these companies also share very little or no financial information with US tax authorities in March of 2020 NBC News reported that the three biggest cruise lines were incorporated in equivalent exemption countries where they are not required to pay the 21% corporate income tax the US companies are required to pay these companies take advantage of an obscure provision in the United States tax code which allows shipping companies to evade taxes by incorporating overseas and flying foreign flags take Carnival Cruise Lines for instance over the past five years they've paid total taxes equivalent to only 1.1 percent of their cumulative eleven point three billion dollars in profit it's kind of ridiculous honestly and don't even get me started on the effect of these cruise ships on the environment a medium sized passenger ship pumps 21,000 gallons of raw sewage directly into the sea every day and noise from the ships is a big threat to orcas who are endangered because they drown out the calls of whales trying to communicate with each other when they're in danger the whales can't hear their whale brothers and sisters calling for them so they don't go to find them save them and help them but that's just my little spiel on the evils of these corporations that abuse the tax system and take Americans money but then they don't want to pay taxes into the country that pretty much allows them to stay in business then as they pocket these billions and billions of dollars they go on to pollute our oceans and kill our endangered species thank you for coming to my TED talk so the investigation into the Rebecca khorium disappearance fell to the Royal Bahamian police force and Disney contacted them three days after they disappeared they assigned one detective to this case one detective Disney flew him out on a private jet to LA once the ship had returned to port and this detective a man named Paul Rowles spent a total of one day aboard the Disney wonder he interviewed only six employees out of 950 and talked to zero passengers out of 2000 so a real thorough job was done evidently Rebecca's parents Mike and Anne corium were also flown to LA to meet with the ship's captain and detective role and to ask questions on the progress of the investigation into their missing daughter apparently they were given what the corium is called the full Disney treatment and corium said quote everything was staged by Disney we were taken in a car with blacked-out windows to the boats back entrance as passengers disembarked at the front they took us to a room where they played CCTV footage of Rebecca where she largely appeared to be fine end quote after this really thorough investigation the captain of the Disney Wonder and the Royal Bahamian investigator told her Becca's parents that they believed sadly she had been swept overboard by a rogue wave while on deck five sometime between 6 a.m. and 9 a.m. now deck 5 is where the crew swimming pool and lounge area is located and it's right on the bow of the ship on cruise ships they like to keep the employees and the guests very separate so the crew will have their own designated areas for everything so they aren't mixing with the passengers they have their own pool area their own bar their own fitness area and dining hall there's even separate quarters that crew can use to get around the boat that are kind of running parallel to the passenger corridors but they remain unseen they're like on the other side of the wall it's very similar to the way that Disney theme parks in underground city that allow the employees and the characters to kind of leave one area go underground and then pop up across the park in a different area without just walking through the park the investigator left the ship the same day that he got on it and Rebecca's family never received a conclusion to what happened to their daughter they never received a completed report they never received any more of an answer than it was a rogue wave what we need to do now is dig a little deeper look at the theories and examine which of them are the most probable now the rogue wave theory is Disney's official explanation it was their official explanation in 2011 and it remains their official explanation today they theorized that she was on the phone at 5:45 in the morning quite upset and then she went to Dec 5 2013 2 exist they do they're terrifying but that's the point they do exist and they are terrifying and they also they leave their mark behind on whatever ship that they encounter a rogue wave is defined by that wave being 2 times bigger than the average height of waves in that area and like I said these things are massive and terrifying a rogue wave can disable and sink even the largest ships and oil rigs and something can take place called bow slamming when a ship encounters high waves it produces an effect that sends the bow of the ship out of the water and as the wave passes the bow falls or slams back onto the surface at a high acceleration so if Rebecca was hanging out on Deck five and the Disney Wonder encountered one of these waves it is likely that the force of the bow slamming back into the water could have caused her to fall into the ocean and from that height the water would have felt like hitting pavement she would have been knocked unconscious immediately most likely and then drowned now the reason Disney believed that she was on Deck five that morning was because they found a sandal that they told her parents had belonged to Rebecca just one lone sandal on Deck five a very spooky I'm a sign of course if it was Rebecca's sandal however not only did her friends and family notice that the sandal wasn't Rebecca's size or style there was actually another crew member's name and cabin number written on the side of it which apparently the investigator missed while he was doing all of his amazing and thorough detective work nine months after Rebecca disappeared and her parents had gotten very few answers Guardian reporter Jon Ronson booked himself a cabin on the Disney Wonder during a trip that would follow the same route Rebecca had traveled from LA to Puerto Verta I'm going to be referring to his investigation in his article several times as we talked about the theories John talked to a friend of Rebecca's on board a girl he called Melissa I'm not sure if that's her real name but that is what he called her in Melissa told John that Rebecca was the most amazing little burst of energy that people were completely drawn to her she loved life she was always a bouncing around everywhere and they were very close friends but sometimes Rebecca's energy could become a bit too much especially after a long day when you just want to relax and Rebecca would be zipping around everywhere playing pranks on people and pretty much just being mischievous now about the flip flops the sandal that a Disney found I'm back five and told and in my khorium that they were at Rebecca's Melissa had this to say quote they weren't her flip flops Mike and Anne showed them to me they were too big they weren't her style they were pink and flowery and Hawaiian I had never seen her wear them why didn't Disney come to me or her girlfriend and can you identify these as boxes instead they put them in her room for when her parents got on board who does that disney swears they've told us everything they know which is that they don't know anything but most of us think [ __ ] someone must know something someone's covering something up end quote the official report that was released from that detective detective role from the Bahamas and from Disney claimed that Rebecca was on the phone in the fifth floor crew lounge like I said she can be seen wearing oversized men's clothing looking very upset someone asks her is she okay she responds I'm fine before hanging up the phone and pushing her hair back with both hands putting hands in her pockets and then walking away the report states that she then walked to the fifth floor to the pool deck where she was swept away by this rogue wave the crew of the Disney wonder even had a memorial service for her at the spot where the sandals that weren't even hers were found well I'll come to find out that CCTV footage that showed Rebecca caught on camera for the very last time I'm allegedly despite there being several security cameras all over the boat that did not capture her at any time after that well it turns out that that footage was not taken on the fifth floor it was taken on the first floor and when Disney made the video viewable to Rebecca's parents they intentionally cropped out the location stamp this is important not only because the official report doesn't actually reflect the truth but because when Rebecca walked away she was heading in the direction of the boats health center and there's no possible way she could have fallen off the boat from the first floor deck because there's no outside access it's all enclosed if what Disney said is true and she headed for the fifth floor crew pool after hanging up the phone she would have had to have gone in the other direction which would've been towards the stairs or the elevator which would bring her up to the fifth floor and if she went towards the direction of the health center which she did we can see on the video that she went in the direction of the health center and then changed her mind and decided to head back to the fifth floor pool she would have had to have turned around walked back the way she came since the stairs and the elevators with the other end and the CCTV camera that I recorded her talking on the phone would have again captured her walking by but it didn't there was also an eyewitness who had come forward in the days after Rebecca's disappearance another crew member who wanted to remain anonymous and he claimed that he saw with his own eyes Rebecca khorium jump off the Disney wonder of her own accord at 3:30 in the morning now this obviously contradicts with the CCTV footage which clearly puts her on the boat still at 5:30 and 5:45 a.m. and to explain this inconsistency we have a few possible options either this anonymous man this anonymous crew member saw what he thought was a woman jumping off the ship which I feel like it's kind of hard a mistake something else for someone jumping off the ship I think you'd remember pretty clearly if you saw somebody just jump off of a cruise ship into the water so that's the first option that he he just mistook what he saw and the second option is that he's lying why would this person who wanted to remain unnamed lie for attention because his employer at Disney had asked him to did this person even exist or was it just a fake person or a fake eyewitness account created by a company who wanted to emerge from this crisis untouched and let's say that Rebecca did somehow manage to make it to the fifth floor without being seen by any of the ships CCTV cameras which could be possible since like I said there's many crew corridors and not all of them are going to be under as much surveillance as Disney's going to put more emphasis on the boats public areas being under watch once she made it up onto that fifth floor a pool deck the employee pool she would be surrounded on both sides by six feet high barriers placed there specifically so people won't fall off and if she had been on the deck and this rogue wave happened too long and took her out this wave would have had to have been over 100 feet high which once again he is possible they do get that high it's terrifying but well it really doesn't make sense is that no one else would have seen this massive wave no one even felt it hit the boat there was no damage to the boat which a wave that big most certainly would have left something behind to show it had been there no one saw it no one felt it it's as if that wave just kind of like popped out out out of the water for a moment you know like picked her up and then vanished without touching anything but Rebecca kind of like in Milano and the Seas always picking Milan up and putting her back on the boat and taking her and putting her somewhere else the sea never touches anything else it has a very accurate aim for just Moana and that's how I envisioned it when I'm thinking about the scenario because to me that's the only way a rogue wave could be responsible for Rebecca chorim's disappearance without anybody else seeing it without anybody else feeling it without anybody else noticing it without any damage happening to the boat and as we know Moana although an excellent Disney movie is a cartoon and it's it's fake it's not real that doesn't actually happen so no I don't really believe the rogue wave theory and I'm surprised that Disney used it as their official answer to the question of where Rebecca went and it does suggest that they might have had something to hide as shown by their need to crop the video and withhold the actual last-known location that Rebecca was at so we have to ask ourselves did Disney have something to hide did they have something that they didn't want anybody else to know the fact that they tried to pass off these random sandals as Rebecca's the fact that they purposely crapped that CCTV footage so the actual last known location of Rebecca wouldn't be revealed it certainly is very suspicious and thought-provoking however it is possible that Rebecca just accidentally fell off the boat her friend Melissa had seen Rebecca earlier that night at 11:00 p.m. when they both finished up with work she said that they met in what Melissa called a secret corridor which just means a crew quarter that isn't under surveillance they were sitting there together Rebecca had her head on Melissa's knee and they were laughing Rebecca was trying to pull off Melissa's fake eyelashes then Rebecca asked Melissa if she was going to the bar later and Melissa said that she was but she ended up not going but as we know Rebecca did go to the crew bar that evening and she had some drinks with Tracy medley and Tracy's boyfriend Devon before going back to Devon's cabin with them it turned out that the person Rebecca was on the phone with early that morning right before she went missing it was another crew member a mutual friend of both Rebecca and Tracy who had played peacemaker before with a couple Rebecca had called this this unnamed person I'm not sure what her name is I can't find it and told her what happened with Tracy and Devon in Devon's cabin and she told her friend that she was upset and this friend promised Rebecca that the next day she would talk to Tracy and try to figure it all out but she basically told her back there you know don't worry about it don't dwell on it just get some sleep and we'll deal with it in the morning Melissa thinks after this call Rebecca may have gone to the crew deck to be alone and to clear her head knowing at that early hour she'd probably be the only person there Melissa said that Rebecca was a bit spontaneous and she could be kind of a risk-taker she thinks it might be possible that Rebecca could have climbed up on the six-foot wall to sit on the ledge just to feel for a moment that she was off the ship not really considering that it could be dangerous for her if Rebecca had been up on those 6-foot high walls and even a slightly choppy wave hit the boat she could have lost her balance and fallen off completely accidentally but here's the thing if that's the case Disney would most certainly know that since like I said there's CCTVs everywhere now when asked about the possibility of this additional footage Disney refused reveal how many cameras they had on board or where those cameras were located citing security reasons so logically if that is what happened to Rebecca Disney would know and they would have footage of it and Melissa thinks that they do she said quote security on that ship is ultra tight you can't get on or off without your ID card down by the crew pool there's HR offices the crew gym the crew office that deals with passports money documentation and they're saying that there's no CCTV cameras end quote when Jon Ronson of the Guardian asked Melissa why she thought that Disney would be trying to suppress it she responded to try to protect the brand if it was six am and they were doing their job and watching the front someone must have seen her go over or if they didn't they're covering up why they didn't see her go over and I mean obviously there's other things that are hard to to swallow about Disney story they lied about the sandals that apparently she was swept right out of by this rogue wave even though the sandal managed to maintain its hold to the deck of the ship but you know an actual person was taken away by the rogue wave but the sandal was like I'm not leaving the ship there was no displacement of water in the crew pool which would happen if a wave hit deck 5 there would be more water from the ocean in the pool those sandals were clearly marked and belonged to somebody else but Disney and and their investigator decided to just overlook that like it wasn't important and then they snuck into her cabin and like planted the sandals there so her parents might be more willing to accept the rogue wave theory because see if they had a sandal they had a sandal that belong to Rebecca that they could place on deck 5 then they could prove she'd been on deck 5 Disney lied about where she was when she made that phone call they were incredibly uncooperative when it came to providing additional CCTV footage although it's very likely they have on camera the last moments of Rebecca's life would they do all this to protect the brand short answer yes I think so but we'll talk about that more in depth in a little bit so we've pretty much established that Disney's official explanation of what happened is very unlikely to be what actually happened but what are the other theories whenever someone goes missing in a different country or on a cruise ship one theory always pops up without fail and that's human trafficking and I mean there's a reason that Theory's always popping up because it's a very plausible theory human trafficking happens every day all over the world it's not a myth it's not a conspiracy it actually happens in considering how much crime does take place on cruise ships which are pretty much just lawless independent cities floating in the water usually with unlimited alcohol and no actual police force if someone was in the industry of human trafficking cruise ships might be a perfect hunting ground this man Jeff furlong worked as security on cruise ships for six years serving on five ships for two major cruise lines security was way down the league you have to remember that it's a floating hotel so entertainment and dining and drinking and gambling is all the principal aims of the ship for long claims that many crimes were reported but few were actually investigated with numerous serious incidents being brushed under the carpet he also claims that roughly 95% of these crimes are sexual assaults on women with the assault rate being 50% higher than the average American city eighty percent of these assaults on board are committed by a crew member or they have a crew member involved Cruise Lines who make their money by marketing a floating paradise obviously have an interest in keeping these kinds of things a secret and when an assault is reported it isn't handled with an investigation but with damage control and deal making according to A&E who produced a two-part special called cruise ships nightmare journeys Jeff furlong said victims would be offered free cruises free holidays and he even knows of one person who has offered ten free cruises in exchange for their silence the captain or the hotel director who would be in daily minute-by-minute contact with headquarters would do things like offer you free holidays just for you or your family or even known one person was offered 10 cruises he said he would get a report of an assault and he would seal the cabin that it happened in and the next moment he'd go in and find that the bed linen and clothing had been removed additionally cruise lines based out of the u.s. are not required to do criminal background checks on their passengers and they don't have a policy of preventing someone from sailing with them if they do have a criminal history even if they are a registered sex offender there are background checks performed on employees but Jim Walker who's a Miami maritime attorney he's not sure how valid these background checks actually are he said quote you've got to understand people are coming from all over the world end quote he wonders how effective these background checks would be coming from countries who might not have advanced computerized record-keeping systems he's seen personally crew members lie on their applications and get the job anyways and honestly the environment of a cruise ship might attract the kind of person who's interested in using it as their hunting grounds it's a non-stop party with so many people travelling freely around the boat on the boat off the boat many of them have had a few too many drinks they aren't familiar with their surroundings and no one's actually watching additionally as we can see due to questions of whose jurisdiction a crime I've fallen while the ship is in international waters an investigation is usually half-assed which I think we can safely say was illustrated by one guy being sent to interview a ship with over 2,000 people on it for one day and if an investigation does happen it's mainly just to say that they did one and it's not a thorough investigation it's not an investigation that is actually being performed to get to the truth it's an investigation being performed to find a fall guy or a story to explain what happened now a person who knows this who knows that these cruise ships are kind of like the Wild West and this is a person who you know has access to Google so pretty much everybody in the world they might take advantage of such disorganization and lack of law and order on a cruise ship and use these ships to carry out their crimes in Rebecca's case there were three events that led some to believe she may have somehow made it off that boat alive but as a prisoner two weeks after she disappeared Rebecca's parents noticed activity on one of her credit cards but it wasn't a card that was found with Rebecca's things in her cabin after she went missing so it was theorized that she was either still alive and using it herself or someone had stolen it from her and they were using it or someone had taken her and the credit card and they were using the credit card while they were keeping her captive that new clue in the search for the young cruise worker turns out to be recent activity on her credit card it's one of the few hopeful signs the family's received since she vanished in March Rebecca quarians mother received an email over the weekend from her daughter's bank reporting recent financial activity on her credit card we could be you know she's alive well again it could be something else I getting an account on it could be so once I get the odds I don't know it's in their hands it's been investigated at the moment that's all I know at the moment it hasn't been reported where that credit card was used such as a specific country or a specific location as far as I can tell it seems like the credit card company won't reveal that to Rebecca's family because they aren't the cardholder but we do know it was used additionally Rebecca's family had been dutifully checking her Facebook which they had the password to in order to see if someone was trying to communicate with Rebecca or if someone had been threatening her before she went missing Rebecca often use Facebook to communicate with her family and friends back home in the UK while she was out at sea so they thought that it was a good place to start one day they tried to log in only to find that the password on the Facebook account had been changed a year after Rebecca disappeared a woman emailed her family and claimed that she'd seen Rebecca in Venice Italy with a dark-haired man this woman said she was 85% sure that the woman she saw was Rebecca and now Rebecca's passport and all her identification was still in her cabin so if she did make it off that boat and Venice Italy it's more than likely she was brought there illegally there's another connection that I found in the deep depths of the Internet's and I'm not sure if it holds any water but he do think it's interesting this is John Ludwig and John Ludwig had previously admitted to being involved with a Natalie Holloway case this is a very well known case I would say top five of the well known cases out there is Natalie Holloway now John Ludwig claims that he helped her killer dispose of her body but he was never charged with anything in 2019 John Ludwig was stabbed by a woman that he was attempting to kidnap in Northport Florida this is John Ludwig with Joran van der Sloot he claims to have helped Yarn dispose of Natalee Holloway's body now there's more twists in this case this is the woman who stabbed Ludwig to death now more twists in this case decades later private investigator TJ Ward's worked the Holloway case for more than a decade he thinks any secrets Ludwig had with Joran van der Sloot died with him as van der Sloot gonna roll over and talk about what he knows or what he shared with John I doubt it police say Ludwig was stabbed in the abdomen during the struggle for the knife the only motive they've released is that Ludwig was stalking Emily in person and over social media so this is a guy who clearly has a problem with respecting women and their boundaries and clearly doesn't have an issue getting his hands dirty and participating in illegal activity and even admitting to that because he knows he's not gonna be charged but it seems like some observant web solutes have made some more connections between Ludwig and a few other well-known missing persons cases including Rebecca quarians there's a video and there's like a blog post it's in a different language but you can translate it so something does get lost in translation but I thought it was it was pretty interesting I'll link those in the description box but Ludwick John Ludwig was well-known to love sailing his uncle was a nautical captain it seems he had the ability and the connections to travel around to different countries without using a passport because his passport puts him in Aruba for the very first time ever in his life in 2009 but he told people and he's admitted that he had traveled to Aruba and other places without a visa before that for ten years and it was discovered on one of Jan Ludwick's Facebook pages that he had worked for Disney and then another one of his Facebook accounts they found some photos posted in September of 2011 some of these pictures are you know just of the Disney wander at the boat things like that but there's one picture of a man who looks very much like John Ludwick wearing an Ironman costume but he's pulling the mask up so that you could see his face Disney purchased Marvel in 2009 so it's not out of the ordinary that one of the characters walking around a Disney park or on a Disney ship might be Ironman did Jan Ludwick work on the Disney wonder was he there at the same time as Rebecca khorium if so and we're aware that he has knowledge of how to travel between different countries without proper documentation being aware that he has a history of assaulting women before and he has some boating skills as well as an uncle who's a captain and owns a boat it is an interesting theory that he may have been involved with getting Rebecca off the Wonder into another location without too much trouble if he wanted to now the next theory is that Rebecca took her own life and this is the one being heavily pushed by her ex-girlfriend Tracy medley keep in mind that Tracy and Devon were the last people to talk to Rebecca before she vanished and when Rebecca's last seen on CCTV she's wearing Devon's clothes Tracy actually said that after they'd had their little threesome thing and Rebecca got out of the shower she went to go for a walk she couldn't find her clothes so Tracy told Devon to grab Rebecca some of his clothes and that's what she was wearing now Rebecca's family has always vehement ly denied that their daughter would have done this they said she was very happy and that she had been making plans for the future she had just called her parents excitedly to tell them that she'd been given tickets to Disneyland in Paris and she wanted to bring them those tickets were found in her cabin and there was also a note in her cabin it appeared she had just written it and left it by her bed and it read call mum now tracy medley stayed silent about her relationship with rebecca for over six years but she finally spoke up because she felt that the events of that day weren't being properly and accurately depicted and as a result it seemed that she and Devon were getting accused of having something to do with what happened to Rebecca Tracy says that Rebecca wasn't the happy girl her parents were claiming she was stating quote I've spent six years reading [ __ ] claims from Rebecca's family that she was a fun-loving never sad athlete with no issues and a love for life end quote Tracy makes the claims that Rebecca was a completely different person than this that she was struggling with emotional issues and drug abuse she said Rebecca felt like a misfit and an outcast in her family who did not accept that she was a lesbian at one point while they were together Tracy was going through a Becca's phone and found text messages where Rebecca was asking someone if they had more cocaine because she needed it when Tracy confronted Rebecca about these texts Rebecca got upset and accused Tracy of snooping through her phone and then Rebecca claimed that she had used the drug in England but she felt it had damaged her brain somehow so she didn't use it as much now Rebecca was fun and exciting and very passionate but Tracy feels that she was in turmoil over the fact that Tracy was seeing other people over the fact that Tracy had a boyfriend that had been in the picture far before Rebecca had come into Tracy's life and Tracy wasn't looking for a committed relationship she wasn't looking to settle down with any one person at that point now remember Rebecca had left the ship for two weeks she returned to the ship and found Tracy in Devon kind of you know going at it again and that first night that she got back and saw Tracy and Devon together that's when she got very upset and Tracy claims that Rebecca got so upset about her and Devon that she started screaming and banging her head on the metal walls of the ship so the way it's explained is they're all at this party for the crew because they're gonna you know take off from Port the next day they're all at this party for the crew they're all drinking obviously Rebecca sees Tracy and Devon sneaking away she gets upset and as she's being walked back to her room she starts screaming hitting her head against the metal walls of the ship she's slapping herself in the face remember Tracy said it took four crew members to calm Rebecca down but we haven't heard the story from any other crew member only Tracy and then this was the same night that Rebecca woke Tracy up and told her she felt like a failure because she wanted off the ship but she was too afraid to jump she felt that not being able to go through with it was a sign of how weak she actually was so then the next night the three of them had drinks together at the crew bar and then they went back to Devon's cabin to mess around when Rebecca initiated the threesome Tracy claims she felt hopeful and thought to herself yes there is my carefree girl but then things went bad you know Rebecca left upset and Tracy fell asleep and claims that they didn't leave the cabin after that so while Jon Ronson of the Guardian was on board the Wonder he talked to people who had known Rebecca to kind of get an idea of what her fellow co-workers thought of her and for the most part they said she was nice friendly low-key a really happy girl who was a little bit of a prankster another crew member told John that Disney knew exactly what had happened with Rebecca that they had a recording of the phone conversation Rebecca had had right before she disappeared this crew member said quote everything here is taped their CCTV everywhere Disney has the tape and quote John talked to another young man who had been a friend of Rebecca's and was also aware of the recording of the phone call this friend said that he hadn't actually heard the tape but he heard what was on it and that it was essentially just Rebecca complaining about a fight she'd had with her girlfriend he then said there is no mystery she was just a sweet girl with underlying sadness so we have Tracy who's saying that Rebecca was depressed struggling with things wasn't accepted by her family because of her sexuality she claims Rebecca told her that her own sister was embarrassed of her and that she had got involved in some drugs she also used the event of the night before where Rebecca he got upset and was hitting her head on the walls and screaming and coming into Tracy's room and saying you know I wanted off the ship but I didn't have the guts to do it Tracy claims that this was a sign that Rebecca had previously attempted to take her own life and Tracy believes that Rebecca was just so heartbroken and upset that she she did try that night and when she failed she knew she was going to try again but this time she succeeded now Rebecca's parents have always denied the possibility that their daughter could or would have done this but as a parent it's not unnatural they you might have a hard time accepting this about your child now the theory of Mike and Anne corium is not that Rebecca accidentally or purposely went off the ship but that she was attacked and thrown off the ship apparently when Rebecca had gone home for her grandfather's funeral she had confessed to some friends that she feared being sexually assaulted while aboard the Disney Wonder and when her personal items were returned to her parents after her disappearance they found her favorite pair of shorts the shorts that she wore so much almost daily and they were ripped they were ripped right in the crotch area so yes Rebecca's parents did suspect that foul play happened that they suspected maybe even that Devon and Tracy had assaulted Rebecca against her will which caused the ripped shorts and then gotten rid of her afterwards after getting no answers from Disney about an actual investigation Mike and Anne went home to the UK and they get private investigators and politicians involved who all claimed to believe that Rebecca was killed on the ship in the notes section from that one day half-assed investigation that was done in turrible his disappearance it states that both Devon and Tracy were interviewed after Rebecca went missing and the notes claimed that Devon had a very nonchalant attitude while being questioned he was even laughing and joking and the police had to give him a warning like settle down young man this is Arius Annan might believe that the ripped shorts indicate that a struggle took place and maybe it wasn't Rebecca who initiated the threesome but Tracy and Devon who were trying to pressure her into it and when she said no they forced her afterwards she was upset since many of her friends believe that Rebecca had never had a relationship or any kind of sexual interaction with a man before so Devon would have been her first if she had gotten upset if she'd started crying if she threatened to report Tracy and Devon and then left well they might have panicked and one or both of them might have followed her out now when Rebecca was later seen on CCTV she was wearing men's clothes presumably Devon's right but where are the clothes that she wore in to Devon's Kevin are those the shorts that were later found ripped and after she hung up the phone she headed in the direction of the ship's health center if she had just been assaulted her going to the health center to get checked out and possibly report it would make a lot of sense because remember she was not heading in the direction of the elevator or the stairs which would have brought her up to the fifth floor pool deck did someone intercept her on the way to the health center and knock her out and then push her overboard and although Tracy did make a public statement eventually six years later no one's really ever talked to Devon there's really nothing out there about him I couldn't find really anything about this this guy and he's never really publicly come out and said anything and he's never denied or refuted any statements being made about him suggesting he was a part of this it's kind of like he's a mysterious sort of figure additionally Jon Ronson of the Guardian also talked to some people aboard the wander who had some different opinions on what might have happened to Rebekah corium one of these people was a waiter who told Jon that working on the Disney wander is all about the show when in front of guests you always have to be on and performing when John asked about Rebecca this waiters eyes narrowed and he said quote I don't know anything about it it happen you know that's the answer I have to give and quote while John was on board he examined every public area he could but he was restricted from going to the staff pool at deck five since this was off-limits to guests knowing that Rebekah was an avid runner John wondered if she had maybe taken a jog early that morning after getting off the phone to clear her head in his article John says quote I've decided the only place Rebecca could have fallen from is the deck for jogging Trek the railings everywhere else are just too high she was a keep fit fanatic my furious after that 5:45 a.m. phone call she went for a jog and slipped so I'm surprised to spot for CCTV cameras on deck four two on the port side two on the starboard evidently capturing every inch of deck and a quote now as John was pondering all of this he noticed an employee nearby who was you know polishing a railing John kind of sneaks up to this guy and he's like hey you know that girl who went missing back in March she must have fallen from this deck and the employee looked surprised and responded no she went from deck five when John told this employee that there was no outside space on deck five the employee told him to go up to dect an awk to the front of the ship and look down as that would give him a good vantage point of the crew pool and then this employee said that's where she went from the starboard side now John asked this man how do you know this and the guy responded I was on the ship that day everybody knows they found her slipper so John did go up to deck ten and he looked down at the crew swimming pool and he noticed that it was a very nice and large pool but it didn't have a great view since the walls were so high you couldn't even see the ocean he does not believe she could have possibly fallen off or gotten swept away by a rogue wave off that deck now behind the glass you are protected from the winds you can hardly feel it back here on the other side of the glass you might be able to hear it in the microphone but the wind gets a lot more intense right over the bow these views he's like that just don't get home now take a look down there you can see his crew and cast - you'll see them using it sometimes but very infrequently but if you're on the Wonder make your way up here it's definitely let's take each theory and analyze why and why not they're plausible to start off with I think the rogue wave theory is probably not very likely the size and power of such wave would have been substantial enough to alert at least one other person on board was she trafficked it's always possible especially in this kind of atmosphere but in this specific case I think it's highly unlikely the only possible support for this would be her credit card being used and her Facebook password being changed after her disappearance and I do believe that there's other explanations for this the credit card company wouldn't release the information of what the charge was or where it happened - Rebecca's parents so it could have been something as simple as a previous like online purchase that had taken a while to clear and go through that happens to me all the time I'll buy something and then a week or two later I'll finally see it reflected on my credit card or like negated for my balance she might have had some automated charges you know monthly charges going through and then once the credit card company found out that she was no longer alive they may have closed the credit card so those charges weren't going through any longer as for her Facebook password I mean Facebook's such a weird kind of platform it could have been anything really her account might have been hacked I'm always getting messages to my email like Oh somebody tried to log into your Facebook from this location at this time like verify it's you maybe somebody tried to hack her account and she got that email but because she was missing she wasn't able to verify that it was her so maybe Facebook just lacked the account so when Rebecca's parents tried to sign in after this it may have said incorrect password or your password has been changed Rebecca could have had a friend who knew her password maybe this friend knew that Rebecca used Facebook as her main means of communication and maybe Rebecca would have wanted her parents going through her personal messages so she kind of went in to change it for her and as far as the sighting of her in Italy although I'm sure the woman it was Rebecca I hate to think that this woman was just trying to you know prank someone or throw false leads and it most likely was not Rebecca maybe this woman had just seen a news report about Rebecca or read something about her that had her picture and she was kind of primed to see this missing woman wherever she looked and as far as Jon Ronson's theory about Rebecca jogging on the deck for prominent to clear her head of course that's possible however Rebecca wasn't really dressed for running she was wearing Devon's clothes and as far as we know she didn't return to her cabin to change into workout clothes and sneakers I don't really see her going out for a run wearing men's clothes that were several sizes too big for her that that would be dangerous and with her cabin just a short distance away if she really wanted to go for a run I think she would have changed into the appropriate clothing now did she take her own life it's hard to say for sure since I didn't know Rebecca personally however it does seem odd that only one person has come forward claiming that Rebecca was struggling with these deep dark thoughts no one else has ever said that there was any issues inside the family or that Rebecca's parents were angry with her for being a lesbian they certainly have denied that this is the case and none of her friends from home have ever given any indication that Rebecca felt cast aside by her family because of who she was but her friends from home did say that Rebecca was afraid of being assaulted on the ship and she was making plans for the future she was planning on going with her parents to Disneyland Paris she was writing notes to herself to remind her to call her mother it's a little hard to swallow that Rebecca would have gotten herself so twisted up over one girl who she'd only known a few months and she feels so broken hearted and having to share Tracey with somebody else she would have felt there was nothing else for her to do but throw herself off a cruise ship which honestly is one of the worst ways to go if the impact of the water doesn't get you you're going to drown and if you really no longer want to live there's much easier and less painful ways to go about it was she killed to cover up in assault once again highly unlikely I have no doubt that Rebecca wasn't crazy about getting wrapped up into a love triangle and if she did initiate it or go along with it she mostly did it in order to appease Tracy or to try and find a way to make it work only to discover that that whole thing wasn't for her and she'd never really be happy with that arrangement we know that she talked to a friend on the phone afterwards who knew both Rebecca and Tracy and even though that call hasn't been released and even though nobody's really heard the call you know talk goes around gossip goes around the ship and I'm sure the girl who Rebecca was on the phone with may have told a couple of people what Rebecca said on the phone and then it got around which is how you know people know the gist of what happened but if she'd been assaulted I have to believe that Rebecca would have told this girl on the phone that she just been sexually assaulted and she didn't know what to do and that's what she was upset about but maybe not I don't know and if she did tell this girl that she was on the phone with that she was assaulted this girl certainly never told anybody else that not the investigator not Rebecca's parents not anybody else on the ship however the fact that Disney most likely does have a copy of this phone call and they haven't shared it it doesn't this seems a little Shady I honestly in my opinion I think it was an accident a sad tragic accident Jon Ronson said in his article that he didn't think alcohol played a huge part in what happened to her because he tried the drinks on the ship and he said that they were very very weak however we have to remember that the crew had their own bar and it's just for the crew and normally the person behind the bar is probably going to be you know coworker a friend a fellow crew member so the drinks at this bar were probably getting poured much stronger than the drinks at the regular bars that the customers and the guests would drink they were all in solidarity together the crew they knew how hard it was to be out to sea for months at a time and maybe they felt that a little extra alcohol would help make it a little bit easier now she was not drunk at 11:00 p.m. when she met with her friend Melissa in the secret corridor but she did say she was going to the bar and she had some drinks at the bar that night maybe more than she would normally drink because she was stealing herself for what was about to happen in Devon's cabin that night after she left the cabin upset brokenhearted she made the phone call and her friend told her to get some rest and they would figure it all out the next day maybe Rebecca was feeling a bit reckless maybe she just felt like doing something that would make her feel alive being the daredevil she was maybe she did go to the crew pool in climbed to the top of the six-foot wall so she could look out and be alone to think with the wide open ocean in front of her if the ship hit some rough waters she could have been knocked off her parents reported that they don't believe the rock wave theory because the sea was calm bad night well when you're out in the middle of the ocean the weather and the water conditions can change any time and they can change back just as quickly and there are also reports from other people that were actually on the ship that night which Rebecca's parents weren't and they said that the water was a little choppy and that it was kind of getting windy and the weather was kind of changing for the worse so that brings us back to the question is Disney covering this up in any way I think we can all agree that the rogue wave idea is it's just not the best but why would they feel the need to hide it if she'd just jumped off the ship herself or if she'd accidentally fallen the answer in my opinion my humble opinion don't come for me is the Disney experience the happiest place in the world where everyone's smiling and cartoon characters are walking around and there's no talk about sadness or death the Disney experience it's the name of their app which excited families around the world use every single day to plan their dream Disney vacation it's the foundation upon which the entire Disney Empire is built and it's put in place as much for the parents whose childhoods revolved around Mickey Mouse and Ariel and Tinkerbell as it is for the children let's go back to Rebecca's friend Melissa it was interviewed by the Guardian reporter remember what she said he asked her why Disney would suppress Rebecca's death if they didn't have a hand in it and Melissa responded to protect the brand even if there was no foul play and Rebecca simply slipped into the ocean even if she made the decision to take her own life that day due to the extensive CCTV footage it's very likely that Disney knows a lot more about the circumstances but a young girl falling to her death off a cruise ship doesn't really scream the Disney experience better to blame it rogue wave an act of God no one could have planned for that no one could have prepared for that not even Mickey Mouse no amount of security or precautionary measures can stack up against a 100-foot wave emerging from the sea and disappearing as quickly as that it popped up with Rebecca corium as its captive the rogue wave theory is the one that puts Disney at the farthest arm's length from that tragedy if she took her own life there might be questions about the long hours that employees spend working on the ship each day there might be queries on the mental health of the crew and maybe suggestions that they should get longer breaks there are more frequent Shore leaves all of which would affect Disney's bottom dollar if she accidentally fell off this might raise questions about how safe going on a Disney cruise ship or any cruise ship actually is those left onboard would certainly not enjoy the rest of their floating vacation knowing that a girl who had spent much more time on the Disney wander than they had who probably knew the Train very very well still wasn't safe from falling to her death from its deck they told us over the loudspeaker several times that they were looking for her okay and then all of a sudden they said they still hadn't found her I actually didn't even notice I didn't even notice the search every new this they said to they were searching but it was nothing obvious I talked to where the people that pick up they said that uh they found her shoes and her belongings in so that's my theory personally it's my belief its two-pronged I do think it was an accident I think she may have been under the influence of some alcohol which probably affected her reaction time I think the alcohol also maybe allowed her to think it was a good idea to crawl up on those six foot high safety walls and sit or even stand there you know we've all seen Titanic right who doesn't want to be jack just on the bow of the ship screaming I'm the king of the world you know she needed a win she needed to feel good about herself and about life and hopeful and I think that's what she went up there to get she went up there to get some perspective she went up there to kind of be alone and reconnect with her old self remember who she was I don't think that she would have taken her own life but I do think that Disney knows a lot more than they're telling us and I do think allegedly that they may be covering up what really happened to her and I feel that way because of some of the evidence that we've talked about today but I also feel that way because of what happened after after Rebecca's parents continued to make a fuss and shout out that their daughter wasn't getting the investigation in the justice that she deserved in 2014 Rebecca's parents Mike and Anne filed papers against a Disney claiming the entertainment giant failed in its duty of care in these papers they claimed that Disney gave false and misleading information about the ship's position when it alerted the Coast Guard they also alleged that Disney security to monitor crew members and passengers was inadequate as was its surveillance for a person falling overboard a spokeswoman for Disney Cruise Lines responded and said this incident has been investigated by the authorities the claims are without merit as we will demonstrate in court and Rebecca's parents were suing Disney for $75,000 but then Disney settled I figured this out after I contacted the corium family to try to get more information and clear up some inconsistencies that I found when I was researching the case I just wanted to pretty much run by the things that I was fuzzy on and have them you know sharpen it up for me but they didn't respond and then they didn't respond and then they didn't respond and after a week it passed I thought well what's going on here they say they want help and they say they want help you know figuring what happened to their daughter and they want exposure for her case I hope they're getting these messages and then I I did some you know further digging and I found out that they they settled with Disney for an undisclosed amount they settled out of court for an undisclosed amount sometime in 2015 so it's really harsh it's really a kind of secret but it appears that part of this settlement agreement was that Rebecca's family would stop speaking publicly about the case and stop you know trying to suggest that something happened and there was a website for Rebecca khorium I will put the link in the description box but there's a video on there and it says for Rebecca and it looks like it's from her parents and and her siblings but that video is no longer there so it seems like there's a lot that kind of was was taken away from from the website maybe from the internet altogether after the settlement but that's just my opinion that's what it seems like so that's pretty much I think why it's really died down and nobody's been talking about it anymore because they technically and legally can't but as always I would love to know what your opinions are on this case what you think about it it is a mystery it's a mystery that bothers me just like Emil and Bradley has bothered me because there is something about the open sea that's an incredibly terrifying to me and for me there would be no worse fates than falling into this ginormous body of water and not being able to get help make sure you like the video if you liked it make sure you share this video if you think it's worth sharing make sure you subscribe if you haven't already and always make sure to put plenty of comments down below so we can have a discussion I want to know what you guys think which theory do you think is the most plausible do you think that Tracy and Devon had anything to do with this do you think that Tracy's claims about Rebecca being depressed and having a drug and maybe not having the best relationship with her parents is is true do you think that Disney kind of brushed a lot of this under the rug and and hid some things let me know if you've ever been on a Disney cruise what was your experience let me know if you've ever been on any cruise what was your experience it's not gonna convince me to go on a cruise but it's still a fun thing to talk about as always thank you so much for being here with me I really appreciate every single one of you that comes back time after time for every one of these videos you have my entire heart well the part that my 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