Sultan look aren't they pretty I just bought these gel pens. They're so beautiful. Only you can borrow them, okay. Sultan look. Isn't it pretty? the ocean at night? It's beautiful. Yeah, it is. Whenever I think about this story. To this day, I still can't decide if it's a happy story or a sad story. I wonder what will you think of it? If you've seen my previous videos about my school experience You'll know that primary school for me absolutely sucked and I didn't have any real friends But that's not completely true You see in the classroom. At least there was one person who always treated me with kindness There was one person who even though we were never close I considered a comrade This is the story about the first girl I ever loved if you know me in person As friends or even if we just went to school together Chances are you already know who this videos about and You've probably heard bits and pieces of our story because people love to talk but not the whole thing To tell this story. I need to go to the beginning The very beginning Our story takes place almost 10 years ago In the final year of primary school our teacher assigned us random seats, and I was seated next to a girl She had these sparkly rainbow smegal gel pens all packed neatly in a sleeve and She turned to me and told me that only her best friend and I could borrow them since I was sitting next to her This was my first interaction with her. I didn't know it then but That's when it all began Now She told me this a few years later, but we had actually been going to the same school since we were five but I just never noticed her until we were in the same class together a fact that she always made me feel guilty for She was always kind to me always spoke to me in class, but we were never really friends Or at least I didn't think so That was until the first day of high school *shimmer sounds* *walking in the hallways* Sultan Please tell me you're in this class Yeah, I am. Are you? Hey Someone I know Promise me. You won't ditch me. I don't want to be alone Promise me you won't ditch me ever This is the story of how a sultan fell in love with the princess Her name obviously wasn't Princess. But well, that was what I actually called her. So it's pretty accurate Now, let me talk a little bit about what kind of person she was She was very sweet, funny, caring and she was very intelligent I mean, I think we worked on hundreds of projects together and she was beautiful Like stunning. She was one of the most gorgeous girls in the school, but she wasn't the typical, popular, hot girl you see in the movies she was kind to everyone but she kept her circle close and As we grew closer She let me in her circle During primary school when people used to bully me she never did and In high school whenever I'd be walking alone She wouldn't let me She'd run up to me and she'd wrap her arm around mine and she dragged me to socialize In the first year of high school I was still extremely shy and timid so I couldn't help but feel like a pest following her around So I tried to limit my interaction with her, but she wouldn't have any of that Every time our class had to pair up. She'd shoot me a stare and partner up with me whenever there were parties She would always ask to go together because I was very insecure back then and thought no one liked me I thought she was just doing it out of pity But as I grew up as I made new friends as I grew to become more social and confident I realized it wasn't She genuinely liked me and my company and I adored hers I think when I became confident in my own skin and personality, that's when we truly grew closer We were inseparable And everyone in the school knew it if they saw me or Princess by ourselves They would get shocked because we were always joined at the hip not that I would ever leave her alone Of course, there were a lot of thirsty guys in our school who always checked her out when she walked past I made sure they didn't. I was still pretty shy and avoided conflict when I could but when it came to Princess. I would jump in headfirst for her Princess didn't date much and honestly, I think it was because I scared off a lot of guys I didn't threaten them or anything like that, but from afar We did look like a couple and every second question we were asked were are you two dating? It never weirded us out because well we were used to it and we were both very certain of where we stood with each other We were best friends. That's all Every time Princess dated I would make it my mission to become close friends with the guy. I needed to know what kind of people they were I wasn't just gonna let the most perfect girl in the world date someone who didn't appreciate her I was usually end up being the middleman and run back and forth between Princess and whoever she was seeing at the time and Give advice to both of them and try to help them out whenever they needed As for me. I dated a few times as well, but for some reason whenever I was getting close to a girl I pushed away At the time I thought I was just scared of commitment, but I still wasn't quite sure Most of the girls I dated Princess hated She was so sweet and kind to everyone in the school But for some reason she thought I picked the wrong girl said she would usually lecture me about it. I think she also thought I deserve someone like me and that was something I truly loved about her I would always lecture her about leaving her homework to the last minute and she would always lecture me about sleeping properly So there were a lot of lunch times where we would sit in the library. So she could do her homework while I could sleep As we grew older. We just grew closer and closer. I called her parents mum and dad and she called mine that too our parents shipped us together But we always laughed and brushed it off the rumors at school also never stopped, but it never bothered us We knew who we were and that was all that mattered Or so I thought In the eleventh grade, I was at a party that finished way earlier than it should have I'd been drinking um Grape juice. Yeah grape juice, so I wasn't feeling too well. I was walking home when I received the text on my phone It was Princess and she was at my best mate's house with a friend and she wanted me to come over after the party It should be noted that at this time Princess and my best mate were seeing each other And so I hiccupped my way over there When I arrived at his house, I walked into his bedroom and said hey to everyone and then fluffed down on the floor We sat and hung out for a little while Princess's friend was taking snapchats of me doing dumb stuff It was a good night Was I remember Princess's friend wanted a selfie with me and Then I said I didn't want a selfie with her I wanted a selfie with Princess So I turned around to ask princess for a selfie and then I wanna take a selfie with Princess hey Princess come take a selfie with--- *Heartbeats slowly getting faster* Sultan, where are you going? My mother's messaging me. She wants me home and, you know how she gets if I don't listen Oh Okay, I guess I'll see you at school on Monday Yeah *Footsteps* *Knocking* Sultan what are you doing here? It's the middle of the night. Huh? *Heartbeats* I think... I love her
