My Emotions are Swapped | Animated Story how I Cry and Laugh

hi everyone my name is cynthia and i'm truly a bizarre person the problem is that i've suffered from emotion deficiency for a long time and now my reactions are completely out of sync i may laugh out loud when there is a tragedy when the pain tears me apart from the inside and i may cry when i get a good grade at school although i'm an excellent student and i'm quite used to getting a's as a child i didn't understand what emotion i should feel when something happened and i had difficulties in communication with other children even in kindergarten however the nursery teachers were wary of me as well just imagine a child falls down injures her knee and starts to laugh instead of cry i think now you understand why i would find a common language neither with children nor with the adults of course my parents saw the problem and i was even followed by several doctors i was diagnosed with a bunch of interesting diseases but the point was the same i didn't understand what emotions i needed to feel i tried to reflect those around me my caretakers and friends but it seemed to be forced and it was even worse than just crying over the joy of my classmate when he won a competition it wasn't because i was envious i swear later i realized that it was stupid to try to be like everyone else because i would never be like everyone else so what was the point of it all people just laughed at me and i looked like an idiot i wish i realized that right away but i only got it when i was in the 7th grade from then on i began to warn all my new acquaintances that i wasn't an ordinary girl and they should ignore my strange reactions fortunately everyone was sympathetic to me but there were exceptions once i was on the subway and one of the passengers felt sick there was a mess someone tried to help others were just scared and what about me i began to laugh although i was terribly scared and i felt sorry for the poor woman many people began to look at me with contempt and then one elderly woman shouted i think she's mentally ill call the police they'll take her to the place where she's supposed to be indeed when we got to the next station the police came and took me to the department of the neuropsychiatric clinic where everyone talked to me as if i were really crazy by the way i had been on the way to the hospital to see my mother who went through a major operation that day and was waiting for me and it was very strange that people had lost faith in people and not a single passenger in my subway car believed that it was my peculiarity aka my disease the doctors and the police officers didn't believe me either i had to stay in the clinic all day until the evening when the situation cleared up perhaps it would have been over earlier if i had managed to explain everything as a normal person but i kept on laughing instead and at the same time i was not having fun by the way i still managed to visit my mom the next day i felt so ashamed and sad so i began to laugh there as well the doctors and patients were shocked fortunately we managed to explain everything and people treated me with understanding in fact it's not only happy and sad situations to which i respond in the wrong way occasionally there are times when i hug a person instead of being angry and i get angry with them instead of hugging it's good that such situations don't arise often but anyway once i had a fight with one of my classmates she had been giving me a hard time for several years i simply hate her although i try to remain neutral but that day she was beyond the pale she started to come up with some malicious jokes about me it pissed me off i was going to come up to her and pull out her hair but my body decided to act the other way around and i hugged her tightly i was so angry with myself for such a reaction how could i show any kindness towards this right it doesn't make sense to hug the one i hate the most and the girl who pissed me off seemed to be shocked she froze and looked at me blankly while those around us shouted something and laughed at me by the way her name was bella she took my hand and asked me to go with her somewhere honestly i would never have gone with her but i was simply shocked so i did it eventually we went to the bathroom where she asked what had happened and why i had hugged her i replied that i didn't want to and it was just my body's reaction to the emotion in fact i was going to hit her at least i didn't know how to lie at all so i told her the truth bella was very upset and said she hoped that at least someone accepted her for who she was and found at least something good in her i didn't understand what her words meant but she kept telling her story she started crying and told her story i was laughing the whole time because i felt sorry for her however it didn't stop bella and i learned that her mother and stepfather didn't love her at all rather they even hated her that's why she was angry and had a grudge against the whole world then she explained why she had chosen me as her victim and apologized for everything after that incident bella and i began to understand each other and there was no beef anymore but we couldn't become friends we are too different although deep inside i hated the fact that the world was so unfair and asked myself why some people had normal parents while others had horrible ones children definitely didn't deserve that but there are times in my life when i get angry instead of hugging a person and sometimes it can be very cruel to be honest i'm even ashamed to talk about it but i'll try a horrible incident happened in our family when my mother went missing you know ignorance is the worst thing in such situations and we were in such a state for nearly two weeks we had no idea where she was and we were looking for her everywhere finally we got a call from the hospital in a neighboring city they said that there was a woman in their hospital who looked like my mother and asked us to come my dad my brother and i went there right away and there was my mom she lost her memory and didn't know how she ended up in another city but the worst thing was my reaction you can't even imagine how happy i was to see her safe and sound i wanted to hug her tightly tell her how much i loved her and never let her go but instead i rushed to my mother and started shaking her by her shoulders and screaming since my mother didn't remember me she asked the doctors to call the police and said that she wouldn't go with those weird people and that she would rather stay there forever than agree to become the mother of such a creepy girl indeed my behavior seemed very strange to onlookers and that's why it took us so much time to explain to the doctors that we were real relatives eventually we took mom back home and she recalled what had happened to her it turned out that on the day she disappeared she was in the store slipped on the wet floor fell down and hit the back of her head after that her memory was gone she tried to remember who she was and when she saw the inner city bus she thought that it would bring her home but unfortunately her trip only made the situation worse and my mother ended up in another city far away by the way later we understood why she got on that bus the fact is that it was going to the city where my mother had studied at the university and had lived for seven years apparently some memories of her student years arose in her subconscious and this played a cruel joke on her do you have strange reactions to certain events when everyone expects something from you but everything turns out the other way around give your answers in the comments like this video and subscribe to our channel

Channel: Meet My Story

Views: 104,417

Rating: 4.8973188 out of 5

Keywords: Meet My Story, Animated Story, Animation, Emotion swap, cry when funny, laugh when sad, police station, asylum, mom lost memory, hug when angry

Id: yD7gCQTs_v4

Length: 8min 8sec (488 seconds)

Published: Tue Sep 22 2020