Marrying Medusa: How to Survive a Female Psychopath | Anthony Dream Johnson

welcome to 21 convention Orlando Florida 2016 and right now we're gonna hear a very very special speech a personal speech a talk that literally every man needs to hear who's entering into a relationship and that's our goal we want to have close connections with people but how do we have close connections with people and keep ourselves safe keep ourselves sane and what can we look out for you known as I said as we started out this convention I'm always gonna put my money on this guy here's a guy who's built this convention founded it you know inspired so many men in Direction life and how to be a great man but that also comes at a price we're gonna talk about that today let's get into a man a guy that I respect I'm honored to be affiliated with this convention in any way this is Anthony Johnson founder and CEO of the 21 convention thanks Steve alright guys let's start this stuff strong raise your hand if you're comfortable with this question raise your hand if you have ever had sex with a prostitute without a condom okay keep your hand raised if you've had sex with a prostitute without a condom over a thousand times hope have your attention and yes buckle your fucking seatbelt this is gonna be able hell hellish of a fucking ride the speech is titled marrying Medusa how to survive a female psychopath yes that is her and yes that is a red knife Socrates help me find this picture drop it Sunday August 21st 2011 I meet dr. Ron Paul here in Orlando at the hotel not too far from here in my view he's a three-time presidential candidate and a 12 term congressman from Texas he's probably one of the greatest men living meeting him one of my heroes was absolutely fucking fantastic real early in the morning Sunday morning got to meet him take a few pictures with them with another speaker too from the 21 convention later that day I'll send me the darkest creature known to men I don't mean specifically either Medusa I mean a psychopath and we'll get into that we're gonna go through timeline you don't need to read this i'ma fire it off to you guys pretty quick yeah September 9 2011 few weeks later after meeting Medusa marilaine relationship begins throughout 2012 we travel around the world for the 21 convention I hold it three times on three different continents within a span of about six months that was London England Austin Texas and Melbourne Australia I met Mike McNally there a number other people throughout the year July of 30th 2013 degage Minh begins February 2nd 2014 were married marriage begins also coincidentally it's on rands birthday my favorite philosopher November 19th 2015 her behavior begins to go off the rails in a very visible way that's very obvious February 21st 2016 I discover one instance of adultery February 25th she confesses to former prostitution in 2002 for only five days and five clients notice how specific this is over specific and each client had a very specific story one was a doctor one was a dentist one was a banker one was a virgin etc etc very very specific stories with it February 26 the next day she confesses to you rampant infidelity for the entire four point five year relationship beginning twenty four hours and I remember this day after we went exclusive started the relationship stopped seeing other people all one of us did so in a four and a half year relationship she was monogamous for less than 24 hours it's probably 20 hours or whatever it was that's how extensively it be adultery the infidelity was she also confesses On February 26 - identical cheating just like this in every single relationship she has ever had beginning 20 years ago at age 14 she's 34 currently about to be 35 she also admits to pathological lying about almost everything in the entire relationship clearly big stuff like infidelity hidden prostitution in her past hiding of course her past relationship experience she did never never admitted to cheating like this and even little stuff for on the house making foods making food and stuff soaps for me and Sasha sand the speakers this little shit big shit everything all lies all the time 24 hours a day seven days a week four and a half years also even given everything they just occurred on February 25th and 26th this year she still claims to still not be 100% honest still not out of Sun honest after all this comes out in a very short amount of time I'm like holy shit what else could there be and of course with me in Socrates and few the speaker's trying to think up think this through right she pregnant was she born a man no I saw a birth certificate she was born female I was really worried about that so still not a hundred percent honest right so what could it be before we get into that let's take a look actually she'd not only admitted that verbally right but that's a serious claim for me to say that she admitted that verbally this was a written confession she gave talking exactly about that confession just back in May this year this is an email she sent me May third I'm sure that doesn't matter I sent her a really nice to email I had like a I knocked like a shot back I get drunken like one shot so I was like you entitled to them and his super cunt I don't usually say this to women but yeah definitely laying it down really did appreciate that so she goes I'm sure that it doesn't matter to you that when you say I was a sex worker checks call herself a call girl not a sex worker a prostitute call girl it was just after hurricane and my only source of income was destroyed or that it worked for exactly five days had five customers of which there was no sex involved with three of those five because that makes it okay right he trade sex for money with two of five instead of five of five or that as soon as I paid my rent for that month and never went back my sob story that it was only resource for me the scary twenty year old no skills remember I told you about the over specific stuff this is more of it five days five clients very very specific very specific sob story oh no did it once five days never did it again before continuing on the timeline because this story keeps going as you might imagine have some ice on that let's go over some goals of this talk right at least for the online audience you guys here know me so you trust to some extent of my totally crazy right online people might not who the fuck's going on when they watch this two years from now so one of the goals of the talk is hopefully Kaminsky I'm not totally insane just like partially in the best of ways right another goal is I have to convince you that the boogeyman exists after that I have to convince you that half the time it's a boogey woman - the boogey man - female third I have to convince you that hiding under the sheets is not going to work because this monster this boogeyman this boogey woman does not live in the closet hide in the closet doesn't hide under the bed it's hiding under the sheets with you and it's stuck in your dick so hiding on the sheets usually works not in this case let's go over the purpose of the speech - first I want to share an experience that like Steve said is very very personal clearly and that's for me and for you guys so you can learn from that so you can see it and so I can verbalize it organize it get it out there and get feedback on it so it's for me as much as this for you guys - I want to make it real and I want to make it personal as well this experience this is something that Socrates talked about his 2014 keynote speech at the 21 convention in Tampa Florida talking about the sexual marketplace and your personal map to it he really tried to make it personal in fact he used me and merrily as a marriage and a married couple to make it more personal for you guys so I'm following in his footsteps trying to do that with this presentation and we are gonna make it really fucking personal I want to show the lessons I learned some of the mistakes I made at least that's so far been able to identify and the span of you know four months and this happened 16 weeks now I want to educate you guys the best that I can inspire you to action not inaction not just sitting on your ass hiding in your closet from anywhere you can from the monsters right and I want to warn you that you were highly attractive targets and you were a high risk of the same thing happening to you just like it happened to me just like head up into David Tian just like it's happen to Socrates and many other speakers Psychopaths and predators and monsters of this magnitude are very attracted to quality targets you guys are here in person and online you know hit or miss who knows I don't know exactly who's watching but y'all are here y'all showed up you invested in yourself you took action you flew across the country you flew across the world do all kinds of crazy shit to get your ass here in person in that seat this means you are not mediocre you're not average you are in the top ten something percent of the population doing this at least in terms of what psychopaths and predators want empathy motivation quality they want quality targets vampires do not like shitty blood they want the high quality stuff if you have emotional skills and you're working on these things you're improving your life you've empathy and you can be and you can be a high quality person that's what they want they do not want average they want quality and you all have that so you guys were high risk and that's a major purpose this talk is to warn you of that because what I used to think and we're gonna get into this is that I thought I understood how to spot crazy pretty good not as good as some of the speakers for sure but I was like I'm not bad at this I can spot this so I was able to avoid it for a long time really well but in doing so I never realized how attractive I was as a target to the top predators Psychopaths another thing we need to talk about right now - right off the bat is that this is I think the number one knee-jerk response we're going to get online maybe in person - that this is just a bad breakup clearly I'm upset clearly crazy I should happen right one of the things I learned from this book though that I read not too long ago but has been absolutely fucking amazing psychopathy free is that any relationship intimate relationship especially with a psychopath sociopath narcissist or other toxic person is fundamentally different and fundamentally worse than even the worst breakup you've ever seen between two human beings or just human beings who have their flaws they make mistakes and make bad choices they have bad ideas whatever the fuck it is way way it's a hundred times worse than the worst breakup you've ever seen and I mean people screaming at each other yelling fighting slashing tires all kinds of stupid shit that stuff is nothing in comparison to this because when you're breaking up from pathologic relationship with a predator you have a predator versus prey scenario or human versus anti human scenario going on which makes it very very different it means that the predator had intent and was specifically hunting you and had intent to harm you over a long period of time even in the worst breakup you've ever seen you don't have that you have people who are making mistakes they're planning stuff for a few days at a time at best or it's just happening he to the moment they're getting emotional making bad decisions shit like that and that stuffs bad right I'm not downplaying that trivializes it but with a recycled path when you're breaking up from psychopath something like that or someone not toxic it's very very different so if you're thinking right now that I decided by break up a lot of shit going on you know I'm upset clearly try to put that idea aside for this presentation just take it and put it aside be open-minded active minded for the durations presentation if I don't convince you at the end by the end of the speech pick that idea back up no problem with that but for the durations presentation be open-minded to the idea that this is not just a really bad breakup it's fundamentally different and there are hundreds of thousands of people every year that go through it just like I did just like David Tian did also in a breakup with a psychopath so this is also how to survive a female psychopath right it's absolutely critical to not just walk away or to not seek out the truth you need to seek out the truth to the fucking max which is different from a regular breakup where you can probably just ignore a lot of it because there wasn't intent there wasn't premeditated to harm going on in the relationship and you don't just want to walk away if you walk away from a super toxic relationship with some a really fucked up person like this you're gonna miss an edge the education of a lifetime and you're still going to be prone for it to happening all over again a lot of people who go through breakups with toxic people like this book talks about they don't figure it out the toxic person manages to discard them and they don't figure out that everything that happened or almost everything that happened was planned which is very specific and unique to these kind of creatures and if you don't learn that after a relationship with one you're going to get into another one so continuing on the timeline early March 2016 I moved her Orlando immediately when it funded up about the cheating the first the first one the one who's one guy before I found about all the cheating start packing up is moving out put the ring off immediately we're done still kind of slow packing up that took a few days then though when I find out about all the cheating I was like I'm done I was out in 15 hours and then I was at Socrates house he took me in for a few weeks like in it like a like a men's shelter like I mentioned yesterday that's what I was talking about Merrill ease up there for three days with me did the walk of shame in his house right in front of Socrates and his fiance they knew exactly everything that happened but she had swore me to secrecy I still had some lingering and loyalty about the prostitution so I didn't tell anyone she left and I got to thinking I was like you know what I need to tell these one person about this I was at Socrates house we're out in the back one night you guys were there last night knocking back a drink and I'm like then I gotta tell you something and you can't tell anyone even Mary Francis seems like all right I'm like seriously he's like yep so I tell him about the prostitution he strongly suspects immediately that the confession about being a prostitute for five days and five nights five customers was just a preview the truth and was not the whole truth the same way with the cheating it was one guy and then five days later it's like a whole bunch four years right it's a preview starts out small and so big he encourages me immediately to look for evidence of continued prostitution which her rampant infidelity twenty years strongly suggests most women don't start escorting prostitution and then just stop they start and they never stop a lot of the time twelve hours later I find evidence in 2015 of her doing it later I find out events in 2013 and 2011 so after finding the evidence in 2015 it's the middle of the day you know Dan's at work you know artists and architects Mary Frances his fiancee is there with a baby I'm looking and uh we're gonna go over in a second but I look into her phone records because I'm the master account holder for our cell phone company she has a number but I have the account uh yeah I find evidence of it and I just proceeded to have panic attacks for eight hours at success I'm just calling up all the speakers knick-knack did she's a fuckin huh car I tell Steve Steve's like yeah man that makes sense I totally mix I'll never forget a cool Steve Bosley's again met the personality totally make sense I'm calling up Bravo like all these people he's like actually gonna try to hurt you man which is what Socrates said to so I'm just calling up all the speakers my she's a fucking hooker I'm just freaking out because of course you know I'm still waiting my CD tests at this point I don't know if I have HIV have to see her protective herpes I don't I don't fucking know I'm dumb a germ freak anyway so I'm freaking out freaking out panting for hours and hours and hours he had sex so yeah this is the first evidence I found as being at his house the middle today it was a call log from March in April 2015 and I see some numbers from the keys cuz I only know the helm looking for right like prostitution and I was looked through the phone records see what's there I see some numbers from the keys at least that's the city it's showing I'm like who does she know in the keys I'm like nobody like let me google that so I google it immediately we pull up and she's texting back and forth of this right ranked escorts companion reviews Florida companion and my personal favorite I was on call Fort Myers Naples Sarasota escorts this is all where we lived in Southwest Florida where we lived in Southwest Florida this is all in there and then again later I don't know I didn't decide to show it but this is I think he's so simple enough I find text messages in 2013 from when she did escorting in Los Angeles the night before a plastic surgery she was five hundred dollars short she's begging for me for before she left and I was like look I can't give it to you you'll have to ask your sister for word or something like that she's like all right no she didn't call when she got to Los Angeles and picked up the five bucks that way that's fucked and then in 2011 two days after my birthday I found a couple emails where she's impersonating a BDSM star Eve Ellis she used to brag to my friends about this I should look at this porn star is actually a BDSM star redhead pale large breasts looks a lot like her so she wouldn't person eight this person which is legal and then use those for escorting photos which kept her face off the internet for escorting with review pages things like that people looking for the pictures of her so basically she's been an escort admitting to starting it in 2002 all the way through 2015 completely hid this from me the whole time and we're getting it to this but yeah whole fucking time how much she actually did it to during the relationship is anybody's guess at least the three technically four times four clients that I found probably double that I didn't find if not a lot more but how much only she would know let's continue the timeline may 2016 at Socrates recommendation I've been looking at the personality disorders for a while right cluster be stuff specifically a few things that Kevin rgm mentioned with disassociative identity disorder she has a lot of different aliases different names she goes biased so it was very very weird looking but anyway in May 2016 I began studying severe personality disorders narcissist sociopaths Psychopaths later in May 2016 just like David DN talked about I discovered the hair checklist for psychopaths the gold standard basically it's a merrily checklist I read this checklist and I'm reading an item-by-item list of my ex-wife I review with one medical doctor with a focus on mental health who met merrily and was familiar with me and everything that happened at this point his conclusion is that firmly he supports my conclusion that she is a psychopath but ultimately like every psychopath you need to be diagnosed by friends like a criminal psychologist which is never gonna happen that's always the story of the psychopaths you can spot it but then getting them diagnosed is very difficult they'll never go with it June 1st 2016 I discover psychopathy free my new favorite books I'm recommending to you guys at the ass this is particularly interesting because this book is a detailed biographical account of the past four and a half years of my life reading it was one of the creepiest serious experiences I read it very quickly in like a day of experiences and a life though detailed month-by-month minute-by-minute account of the things she did that you I couldn't see going on right under my nose the manipulation the all kinds of psychological war games with my heart and my mind it's all in here because there's a whole group of people hundreds of thousands of people go through this every year kind of like the pickup community they have their own terms for it they're identifying it they're trying to understand it they're putting in book form on our websites and it's fucking amazing this whole community people so that book really takes things to the next level June later in June 2016 early this month I finally along with the hare checklist and reading this book as far as I can tell along with Socrates and MD I know that she's a true genuine female psychopath and the psychological not the conventional sense so a lot of people say a max is crazy or I have a psycho ex-girlfriend or ex-wife I don't mean it like that I mean it in like the Ted Bundy Hannibal Lecter Dexter sense like psychopath psychopath psychopath which is a very specific term with the real meaning and it actually does not mean crazy we'll get into that in a minute but let's talk more about the book - a few of the really key things in it right out of table of contents that are just fascinating to go through with Psychopaths sociopaths a narcissist and then so the book talks - about a lot of similarities right it doesn't even focus a lot on the conditions these people experience it focuses on you being a survivor of a relationship with these people so draws and similarities one of them is the manufactured soulmate so my friend Tim is here in the back when he met Marilee for the first time one of my closest friends his first comment to me about her and I know I'll never forget this was she's just like you but a girl which is very specific to what they do psychopaths in particular are really good at mirroring your personality so she was basically in that point the first six months of the relationship and complete observation mode in parrot mode she was listening to everything I said and I'm very honest I'm very open dishing it out and to the max right mirroring it all back and marrying it as best she can back to my close friends who she knows she's gonna have to get by to be with me basically the there robotically manufacturing soulmate for you by just mirroring you it's also personalized grooming along with the mirroring they're trying to cater to your every single little need they then go through identity erosion where they undermine you and your sons itself self-esteem to the best they can by probing your mind probing what you think about what you value what your insecurities might be all these things the grand finale is what started if you remember in November 19th when the behavior went off the rails Scheckter you planned this out and then over the next few months tried to destroy me as best she could in a grand finale which Sasha was there for a lot of and his wife Socrates is always on the phone every few days a few weeks I did call him new crazy shit going on all kinds of crazy shit went on the book also identifies and gives concepts to some of these specific actions or taking with you psychopath sociopath the narcissist they go through mean sweet cycles or they're really really nice to you for a few weeks and then really really mean and it's on purpose it's not like she's going through her period or something like that or some up and down of life it's on purpose mean mean mean mean nice nice nice nice nice super nice cooking buying you shit love bombing dropping stuff on you constantly than me as fuck flipping it all around and they get they're basically trying to wear you down will you away who you are there's also the idealization like we talked about they're trying to make sure that they're your soul mate they're creating one for you so they're idealizing you and themselves for you they're mirroring you later they go through the evaluation they take the things that they said for years they loved about you the best they flip these around as negatives on purpose triangulation is when they pick up they pick up specifically an adulterer infidelity partner and they then begin trying to flaunt it trying to get caught and some in some meaningful way right to build cognitive dissonance the drop and clues they're trying to fuck with you they're trying to adjust your out stress you out reverse triangulation is when you're used for the next victim so she currently has a next victim right one of the partners the adultery partners in the end I'm not being used in Reverse Oh max is crazy like all our exes right oh they're all crazy but you're so much better you're perfect you're perfect he wasn't he was this way now you're perfect it's just setting up the next target she did the same thing with me she had a four year relationship that guy was reversed triangulation I was like oh so I'm not like that guy great it's all bullshit one of the things Psychopaths do in particular and you should YouTube this is they look for Psychopaths and confessions they do you'll see them being interviewed from the criminal psychologist and stuff they build your trust as much as they can by doing really nice things for you and supporting you it's with intent to build your trust up as high as they fucking can then later betray it people do betray your trust in life right that happens they promise you all these things they work with you and they make a bad choice they betray you psychopaths do this on purpose to fuck with you and hurt you think about that build your trust up and one of the ways you do this for example is working with this company she had her own show the twenty one court I think has ever seen on YouTube and stuff she interviews of speakers she didn't do this to support the company she's gonna fuck about this company or what we're doing she did it to build my trust so that I cared for her more trusted her more have more confidence enter to later undermine it and betray it and abuse it and cause massive psychological trauma with it love bombing is probably one of the most interesting it's where there does it's like carpet bombing you with love right first six months of your relationship just showering you with gifts fucking like crazy at three four hours a day every day of the fucking week I love you I love you I love you you're perfect you're perfect you're perfect all this fucking bullshit and then it's finally combining the excessive flattery which I have some examples of excessive flattery with to be like stuff that is just so over the top just sounds ridiculous one of them for example she said right at the end of the read after the divorce she said something like I didn't realize you had the self-esteem of a Greek god to me and I think pretty highly of myself but I'm like what the fuck like who says this I don't even say that shit that's excessive flattering they're trying to build your trust up they're trying to manipulate you trying to set you up along with love-bombing which is yeah it's a super super intense much more intense than any other relationship you're gonna have with a normal person before continuing let's set some more context here much time so first of all psychological emotional abuse and torture every bit as real as their physical counterparts and are much more sinister they're more sinister because they're not honest physical abuse domestic violence and physical torture are at least honest and you can see them psychological abused emotional abuse relationship abuse when it's hidden like this it's basically the difference between force and fraud force you can defend against more clearly right it's honest it's in your face if someone if in a partner or husband or wife's getting beaten people see it law enforcement get involved friends and family can get involved and all that with emotional and psychological abuse it's really hard to see not only can you not see it being set up the people around you also can't see it so it's much more sinister than that and it's also just as real I mention that specifically because a lot of people don't take this kind of relationship abuse seriously they see domestic violence and then everything short of that it's not even close no psychological trauma and torture and emotional abuse are very fucking real and think about this you get a black eye from your partner right that's fucking serious and go to something with someone's you know jail for that possibly right but that heels assuming nothing permanent happens right think about 50 years of trust issues think about tens of thousands of hours you got to spend on therapy talk therapy psychologist psychotherapy over years your life from someone who's causing this much fucking harm in you intentionally so it's real and it's serious and it's sinister and it's hard to defend against because you can't see it second second path awareness is very low most people hear the sword and they thank just fictional characters they think Hannibal Lecter they think Tech Dexter they think only about violent people basically really violent Psychopaths but it's not like that a psychopath this is a very specific condition and it doesn't just mean violence that is a very specific set of expressions and sometimes that ends up being violent sometimes not so what is a psychopath - first of all a psychopath is seen Psychopaths are not crazy they're not psychotic psychotic does not mean psycho sucka psychotic and driving a break with reality it means you're out of your mind psychopaths are legally and clinically saying by all standards they are fully aware of what they're doing they're not out of control they're doing it with intent they also have zero empathy or almost zero they have no ability to relate with you and they don't give a fuck the coldest person you've ever met in your life knowingly is not even one one-hundredth is cold as a psychopath the cold-blooded reptiles they do not feel their emotions are very very limited most of their emotional range and life goes from anger to extreme boredom that never ends the jealousy and envy because they can see in you what they don't have they're attracted to it too like I talked about you guys being targets empathy emotions communication skills relationship skills they have none of these things they want them but they can't have them they're physically incapable of having it the origin of psychopaths is still debated but most of it the consensus mostly is that its genetic physical there's something seriously wrong with their brains MRI scans and other other tools support this very strongly what exactly it is is not clear there is also some debate some people say it's purely nature it's purely the way they're born it's a birth defect that happens to be very vicious and affect many many people other people say it's nurture based developmental I'm not of that opinion I think that'd be more of a sociopath and then finally someone interesting theories I've seen with Psychopaths is that it's both right the genetics set it up and then a bad environment pulls the trigger like a gun genetics load the gun environment pulls the trigger and then they're permanently stuck that way we should also my man also mentioned too and I mentioned it later but psycho psychopathy so Psychopaths are it's an incurable condition there's a 100 percent failure rate with talk therapy with Psychopaths no psychopaths in history that's been diagnosed has ever been cured period these individuals think they're perfect they do not give a fuck talk therapy actually makes them worse in prison it makes them more violent and it makes them better at lying because then they talked to therapists and psychologists they're picking up all the psych jargon just like when the Medusa Merilee was here why was she picking up psych jargon self-improvement jargon philosophy jargon all these words she was able to repeat them back all she had to do to manipulate people's listen to the speaker's like you guys are and is paired it back at me and the speakers listen to the key words have a shallow enough understanding to this kind of back out some more context any kind of a lot of what you see with Psychopaths especially in the media and stuff is like pseudo psychology it's not real it's a lot of gonna be thinking about you know being empathetic towards these individuals having sympathy for them and compassion these are just damaged individuals who have a tough childhood this is really not the case and whatever the case was they're pure evil now they're vicious they're predators but definitely don't media always wants to portray it as like tough trial - they can be cured and they can be they can like pick up a moral code no absolutely not the case so anything he picked up from movies and TV about Psychopaths try to put it aside for the rest of this presentation put a stop to the knee-jerk reactions so you're gonna miss everything let's go over some myth-busting so again Sega pass it submit that they're just crazy they're not they're fully aware of what they're doing they have intent socrates picked up on this at merrily long before I did when he said it - I heard him but I didn't really understood what he mean till what he meant felt a few months later so he was saying this like in March just after she left there was intent and I'm thinking weeks or months now he was thinking years and he was right and again they are legally sane and by legally and clinically saying they're not insane they're fully aware of what they're doing another myth psychopaths deserve a sympathy and compassion I am NOT of that opinion anyone else has been a victim is usually not of that opinion for example one of the speakers here Ted Rice his little brother as far as I can tell was kidnapped brutally raped murdered and chopped into pieces by Psychopaths in the 90s you guys are gonna hear about that today do you think he has a compassion or sympathy for that person for that individual no do you think he should no absolutely not another myth is that again psychopathy is the disease it can be cured as of yet it cannot some people have hope that they can figure something out with it as of yet nothing works at all even a little bit absolutely fucking incurable they're fucked to the max permanently and a big one here we're gonna get into this one is really big this as far as I can tell is one of the biggest myths currently out there with Psychopaths to any extent you people understand them that this psychopath is worse than that psychopath once they passed 30 out of 40 or so it's an approximate number or a number with some approximation to it on that hare checklist for psychopathy right the gold standard so what this means is people will see fictional characters like Hannibal Lecter or the guy who killed Ted's brother and butchered them into pieces put them in flowerpots these are really violent Psychopaths a lot of you guys are gonna say okay that must be the worst kind of psychopath right they're violent they're murdering people kidnapping children rapists things like that Leicester down the line then you're gonna have like your corporate psychopath it climbs the corpse of snakes and suits by dr. Robert hare the guy that David tans talked about yesterday psychopaths are very good at climbing the corporate ladder committing massive fraud just you know butchering people's lives right screwing everything up so you guys will see the violent Psychopaths and you'll think that's the worst and then a corporate psychopath or like Medusa Merrill aim is a lesser psychopath right she commits her second thief through relationships destroying men like leaving a trail of destruction or these people stealing millions of dollars that shit's bad right but murdering children is a lot worse and raping them right those must be the worst no a my understanding of Psychopaths they're all once they pass once they have zero empathy they're basically all the same now to us it looks a lot different right because we care because we're humans we have empathy we have emotions butchering children is a lot worse than stealing 100 million dollars that's a horrible crime someone's getting fucking robbed but clearly children being hurt and raped and butchered alive is worse the Psychopaths don't fucking care that's why they able to do these things they don't care it doesn't mean anything to them it only means something to you because you have empathy in your human emotions they don't fucking care I barely knew about Ed's brother you know what a response listen she found out that his brother was chopped up alive her into pieces I don't even remember she had an on response to it didn't fucking care just like the guy who killed Ted's brother Ted didn't talked him directly but later he was interviewed by the police or something he couldn't even understand why Ted's family was upset didn't honestly uh he wasn't crazy didn't fucking get it Merilee he's been escorting you know s spurned behind my back for now fears rampantly cheating risking my sexual health could have killed me HIV Hep C all that shit didn't even say sorry days later I realized this I'm like are you gonna say are you gonna apologize she just looks at me she goes sorry and I'm like what the fuck like it's cuz any the second pass don't care Kevin who the GN who worked with me for many like a year at the house every weekend need to come down he's been freaking out lately like yeah she could have killed me and she could have killed me man and you and he's right she would chop me up into pieces just like Ted's brother or the guy who killed Ted maurices brother not fucking care not bad and I she doesn't express her psychopathy of that particular way but she if someone paid her enough money to do that she would do it not bad a fucking I they don't care so if cats could talk right predators versus prey this is something doctor Robert hare talks about a little bit cats play with their prey before they kill it right if cats could talk you think they would criticize each other based on they play with their prey before they ate it and killed it no they wouldn't get the fuck because it's a mouse if you guys step on an ant or a bug on the way out you don't cry and out like this big deal about it you don't care cats eating their prey playing with it torturing it the cat's aren't going to fuck get together and have like a big discussion about the best way to play with it and you know what's the most humane way to kill the fucking night Mouse they don't give a fuck you are weak to them and you are pathetic because you have emotions and empathy they don't care that's why they can chop you up into pieces and it doesn't they're like didn't even understand why people get upset about this honestly and they're not crazy they're fully aware of it while they're doing it or Medusa torturing men throughout her life abusing them setting them up discarding them doesn't matter or stealing tens and millions of dollars or something like that they don't give a fuck it doesn't matter who they destroyed because they don't care they can and yeah at the end of the day giving up like the rabbit they don't fucking care how you get there is not important to them one of the things I've been thinking about lately is whether or not Psychopaths are actually humans clearly they're Homo sapiens right the genetic Homo sapiens ever fucked up they are but are they human which to me is something different something specific in my view I don't believe they are humans have rational thinking and this is just a basic checklist right the word is to be human being it's not even exhaustive but human beings able to think rationally gave it a reason and multiple layers go through a chain of reasoning to arrive at a conclusion you have empathy and your free will this convention this company is a massive expression of that you guys being here as an expression to that you are trying to learn and improve your life and put your will into it and then change right you're doing that with free will you're making a fucking choice you have choices in front of you you have knowledge being presented to you you make a choice I don't believe Psychopaths can engage in rationality they're good at pretending it but they can't actually do it because their main operating mode cognitively is lying one of the things I call just say about Psychopaths is that if lips are moving they're lying I think even if the lips aren't moving they're lying the body language is lying the micro expressions are lying they're acting they're always lying they lie every day their whole life something merrily said - that is really which also strongly suggested psychopathy not something else when she told me about the prostitution she said and a few minutes later I feel like I've been acting for 34 years of my entire life until right now of course she was still acting still lying right what she's suggesting strongly is that she has always been acting always felt this way hiding pretending trying to fit in because she knew she didn't fit in literally as long as she could remember probably not 34 years probably 32 or whatever having me Irishman to her first memory was psychopath genetic born that way so no rationality there lying all the time lying is not rational thinking lying is a distortion of reality you're destroying reality you're setting up fake realities it's not rational they're not engaging in it and that's our primary thinking the operating mode their thinking is also one-dimensional this is something Kevin our GM has pointed out he's here in the room today in the back multiple times with Marilyn she expressed this with her business some of the conversations mean Kevin had with her the way she ran it and working out she couldn't think ahead more than like a few weeks basically unless it was about lying they can lie into the future indefinitely they're really good at it but any kind of thinking that needs to go a couple layers deep they can't do so basically they can't reason they can pretend have the conversations with you but it's not really going on they're pretending so they're pretending to follow chains of reasoning they have zero empathy I think that is a condition of being a human being you have some ability to relate to other human beings they don't have it at all and finally I don't believe they have any freewill to significantly speak of and one of the ways we can look at this is in Reverse one of the biggest effects of freewill is change again that's what you guys are doing you have freewill you're exercising it you're here and every soul you can change you can change your health your relationships your social skills your relationship skills your philosophy your self-defense skills all these things you can change but only with freewill psychopaths are well known to be incapable of change they can't learn through experience except to lie and manipulate better other than that they can't they can't change at all I realized before I even discovered this a copy checklist that Marilee was the same woman I met in 2011 four and a half years earlier she didn't change at all she went to this conference four fucking times massive massive at the center very tightly and intense to write of personal change didn't change even a little bit nothing not a damn thing how the fuck is that even possible right you guys having an awesome week in here just up just one day she went to four of these conventions the biggest and best ones we had ever done didn't change even a little she was surrounded by the shit and me and the speakers didn't change at all imagine getting basically free coaching from these guys for the past four and a half years and then you're the exact same fucking person exactly this is notorious the psychopaths are good at hiding and they can't change something she also have conversations about with me and I think Socrates too when the cheating came out I said you have to change everything about who you are and one of the things she would repeat under like a broken record is change what how do you change what do you change it's like Rita she's tech Socrates's she's actually texting Socrates for advice again and back and be like I don't get it what do you change like he changed everything your complete immoral person you have to change who you are as a human being didn't didn't make sense to her didn't get it psychopaths they can't change they're stuck that way forever it's incurable and that again I think is the biggest expression of free will and that's why again I don't believe they're fully human they're not even close if and then by the way again like I said talk therapies 100 percent failure rate which is is beyond bizarre there's very I don't know if there's any other disorders in the face of the earth that you can't at least treat somewhat with talk therapy they can't do it they're just completely unresponsive to it they makes them worse a lot of the times so in a very funny sense I think that they are really advanced humanoid evil parrots that is pair of things they mimic the mirror they look human they pretend they're good at it but they're not human if anything they're anti human or anti humans so your next question might be how the fuck did this happen right how did I get in this relationship and stay in it for so long or how did I mean look at me I run the fucking convention there's been 100 speakers of this convention over the past 10 years she met 50 of these people interviewed them talking with them knowing them for years and years and years extensively right not in every case but in some cases and these people are these people dummies Hal now these people are fucking awesome these speakers highly fucking educated highly intelligent highly experienced they have centuries of combined relationship and dating experience centuries have over half a dozen PhDs medical doctors and astrophysicists and architects I mean I'm I've surrounded myself and her I surrounded myself and her with the small army of dating coaches these past four and a half years and that's something you guys need to think about because the only defense you have against this is a yourself whatever you can know about this and then be your friends and family of course I had that too right and that's that you have but on top of that I had all that no fucking problem getting right through it that's a dangerous they are and that's how good they are at hiding so let's dig more into this this is a sexual marketplace 2014 and a 2016 that Socrates talking you guys about yesterday so we're gonna get to now how that how that happened right you have your social selection scale basically your human scales I call it on the vertical axis on horizontal access you have a natural selection or homo sapien scale as I call it Socrates talked you guys about this yesterday civilizing skills being more human and then horizontally you just get more attractive more healthy more better seductive skills things like that and then you're somewhere in them in that quadrant right in the marketplace you have to pinpoint Socrates talking about putting yourself in it finding out where you're at and then improving from where you're at that's what he believed the marketplace was about a month ago I realize this is not the section marketplace it's pretty close but it's by half of it this is the real section marketplace we have the quadrant of course that Socrates talks about scale is zero to 10 or 0 to 100 however you want to do it on the vertical and then to the right and then of course you have the human ideal up here where you're maxing it up both to the best of your ability then you got your friend zone over there then you got toxic people down here right but this is this is the real section marketplace what I realized is and what Socrates didn't see and other speakers is that it doesn't go from zero to ten or zero to 100 it goes from negative 10 to 10 or negative 100 to positive 100 true monsters and vampires and predators don't belong in the human quadrant up here they belong in this half down here I have a shark there it's on the front of the psychopath book they're predators I thought it fit pretty well but seriously true predators and so in his in his presentation socrates talks about in his keynote address that sociopaths and Psychopaths exist right here right there Matt they're doing well on the homo sapien scale they're getting hot they're getting healthy they're they're aggressive all that or seductive but oh these are these to me are lesser vampires is what really belongs there he thought sociopaths and Psychopaths belong there meaning they lacked the human skills but they were still hot so they belonged here no true predators are not just lacking these skills right relationship skills emotional skills and all that social skills no true predators have not not only lacked them so they're zero they have actively developed in practice anti human skills anti life anti civilization things that are pure fucking evil they're destructive they're harmful so not just lacking them and being a dumbass and so specifically you know the lesser vampires are your party girls the douchebags your assholes drama queens attention whores should like that which is bad enough you got to watch out for that in life right but those are the baby vampires down here you have your Gorgons your monsters your predators your vampires your succubus is that's where they live pure fucking evil they're in the negative the scale by the way Socrates suggested it does probably go to the left - so there might be a whole area over here I think he's right but I don't know if it's a sectional marketplace anymore than if you're getting into the negative physically those would be like people who weigh like 800 pounds so it's like does that you think I don't think it counts on a section mark place but it's debatable but definitely this negative part here exists and it's fucking dangerous and specifically - I want to I want to I want to comment on this that speakers of the Contessa's convention are telling you guys about this right it's dangerous Socrates David Tian all these guys it's really hard to understand that how dangerous these individuals are and how damaging they are but this is where they live and that's where they reside and I'm really trying to drive that home for you guys and make it personal make it real and so this is how a big part of how this happened Greg Swan one of our alumni speakers the guy who married Marilee and I he said to me when this all blew up you can't see we're not looking for and that is how Socrates the guy best-equipped in the room on the lookout for it the most enemy number one for Marilee couldn't see it he didn't realize the marketplace went into the negative he thought it went from zero to ten you can't see we know looking for you can't see what's outside of your field of vision couldn't see it the reality is no one short of a forensic or criminal psychologist would have been able to spot it as conventional even then like dr. Robert hare he talks about he still gets faked out he's a doctor Robert hare PhD is the foremost expert on face the planet for psychopaths he routinely still gets faked out by them doesn't spot him that's a fucking good they are the guy who's the best still gets faked out so don't ever look at the speakers and be like oh they should have spotted it no like they don't have a fucking chance even the best guy is the best of the best of the best guys who've been through this stuff it's tough it's incredibly tough because they're incredibly good at hiding it let's take a moment talking about feminism I hear it's an interesting topic of this convention that we talk about sometimes so feminism I think relates somewhat closely to female psychopathy one of the ways we see this is when I dumped a bunch of cheating evidence for a couple different reasons onto a blog send it to our wedding group her family didn't appreciate this right but it's very interesting how they responded very interesting the woman in particular responded in a very specific way so again I dumped all the cheating evidence I had financial records pictures emails she wrote we're gonna go through one all kinds of fucked up shit plus she confessed it right I just dumped the snow blog post and send it to the entire wedding group in particular too because I felt my family friends were defrauded I went in full force genuineness how exactly what I wanted to do did it 100% honest she of course got thousands of dollars in gifts we did together for my friends and family who would have never otherwise sent it had they known that she was you know escorting behind my back rampantly cheating they sent those gifts and that money and spent that time and effort to come to the wedding because they believed that she was the woman to she presented herself to be just like I was as a men so they were defrauded that wasn't the big reason to dump this stuff so her sister-in-law says Anthony it is extremely inappropriate for you to publish this very private account of your separation with Marilee I'm sure you are hurt but you have no business posting this message you should really take it down I respond I'd love to know what's inappropriate about revealing the truth and thanks in advance for informing Marilee how deeply inappropriate irrational unethical immoral and dangerous for choices for 4.5 years have been with me and 16 plus years before me she responds it's inappropriate because it's private what's private bah blah blah blah and then this is her sister to perhaps just a Rihanna and you know I grew up Carrie please take this down so think about this specifically listen with Thummim ism think about how this would be in Reverse if I had cheated and lied to her for four-and-a-half years what do you think they'd be saying fucking man can't fucking trust them throw up cheating bastards mother throws take them all down fuck them like they would just be fuck in livid with Marilee oh you poor baby Oh your victim of your own cheating Oh Anthony what an asshole I'm posting the truth of course my question is what's inappropriate about revealing the truth and there's nothing in fact I believe one of the hallmarks of morality and justice is always pursuing the truth and always being open about it these people know what an asshole take it down and yet again if it was in Reverse so this is the feminist double standard right women cheat oh you poor baby men cheat fucking asshole so it's just ridiculous the double standard the hypocrisy with this and of course like I'm mentioning here absolutely no one in her family said yell merrily like you just really fucked up the best thing in your life what you did was evil irrational immoral you damaged this person you hurt Anthony he didn't do anything to deserve this earn it or ask for it you just went and did it no agency no responsibility which is psychopathy for her but in her family it's as feminism rearing it's like we had right no one telling her hey you just fucked up like we need to sit down and talk about this as your family nope fuck that you go girl power to you get what you need baby so let's get more personal right we're not even there yet this is an email she wrote 2015 Kevin was down for all these days at my house we were working right Thursday's past this August seventh or something watch the video blah blah blah had amazing sex she's writing this to herself by the way and she was not with me up Thursday's some other guy names Chris actually Friday morning amazing blowjob she goes through the whole weekend now breakfast Beach jet skis dinner melting pot Friday night again outstanding blowjob Saturday but she's telling herself this by the way I'm think I didn't say this stuff she's just like there's a narcissism rearing its head Saturday morning amazing blowjob is satisfied laughter breakfast that hotel trampoline jumping Gator farm tiger another alligator Cheesecake Factory on non and on my personal favorite Saturday night o watched episodes of lie to me learn how to lie right but my favorite one from this email is seriously thought about becoming a dating coach just imagine just imagine that just imagine that Jesus right oh I had really amazing sex again Sunday morning had fantastic sex again you know all this Cheesecake Factory ice skating cuddling all this other stuff taxes 2008 right the fucking subject line so let's get into text messages I'm getting during that weekend right all that shit's going on me and Kevin at the house Kevin are at the house were busting ass on 21 University working on the company right four days blah blah blah blah blah Saturday August 8th it's a Saturday during all that hey can you see me login info for 21 University I never got it I wanted to see sock and Brent speeches Brent Smith she's like my Socrates keynote address too that was about us by the way a huge part right we were the human ideal getting married working out hard as we fucking could Saturday again August now August 8th watching Sox speech again and then of course uh uh can we have this love you so much can't wait to see you again naked I send some Smiley's she sends me the the fuck what is it like this thing like we run a fuck she's fucking this guy the whole time right texting me this shit suck you know Kevin's down with me we're working so think about this though she's texting me that during all this going on and guess what happens she fucks him Sunday morning gets back Sunday night she fucked this guy robbed by the way I talked to him cuz he really wanted to talk to me I was like dude I don't want to talk to you like you're one guy like twenty like you don't matter that you really wanted to talk he said not only did they not use a condom he's like dude we never even talked about it never even came up conversation which of course right Psychopaths don't care don't go fuck anyway they fucked Sunday morning raw she comes home of course like she's saying we fucked heaven just left few hours earlier she gets back we fucked sloppy seconds she then writes this email in front of me I watched her fingers type it in the bed think about this for a second cheating is common right you guys are probably learned that it's point throughout the convention talk on speakers cheating happens it's common like this is not common writing about it in the bed after given your husband's sloppy seconds really not common this is borderline this is writing thrill-seeking this is writing the fucking edge I watch your fingers type it please tell me about it - the sex stuff right all I do is look the screen but you know we just had sex so I'm like are whatever I'm not gonna read your fucking emails wrote it right in front of me let that sink in for a minute let that shit after sloppy seconds right I'm a germ freak as it is I'm fucking paranoid about shit anyway just think about how fucking gross that is how fucked up that is this she wrote in so her latest adultery partner the last one as far as I know maybe who knows right she sent this on like November 20th the day after she fucked the latest guy a new guy like another guy right she's in a beach and fucking the Galapagos Islands puts us in the sand it sends me a picture of it this is a woman who's been cheating for four and a half almost four and a half years of this point and an escort putting this in the fucking sand in the Galapagos Islands send me pictures of it not crazy but conventionally sasha would say cray cray pretty cray cray oh yeah by the way triggered she tried to rob sasha a few weeks ago so that's interesting he went down to the house he had an RV there him and his wife went down I'm like dude y'all need to lock the door if you're gonna stay the night there and you shouldn't go there he did anyway and she tried to rob him and then he caught her red-handed and she's like well I had to try sasha is like what the fuck like the fuck's wrong with you yeah right so let's talk about spotting crazy a lot of people like I did think they can spot crazy especially if you went out for a while meaning a lot of women having a lot of sex having success right so this is some of the speakers who are not as familiar with psychopathy yet and anyone else who thinks they can spot crazy the crazy you can see is not the crazy you have to worry about that shit is manageable you can deal with it you can avoid it psychopaths were basically born in the dark and they're calibrated so you'll probably look at my relationship with Marilee possibly right if you're good with this stuff you know say oh she must have thrown off red flags these ones this one and that one I would have seen that spotted it ended their relationship right I'm missing the point psychopaths are expert con artists and manipulators they're masters of it and mirroring you idealizing you create literally creating a soulmate for you and a manufactured artificial sense right whatever my relationship was with her will be different from the one you have with her she would mirror your personality or yours or yours and create a soulmate for you that reflected you everything in you right you'd probably buy it the red flags would be different and if you were better at spotting crazy than I was she would just modify her behavior and calibrate it to not get caught in the same way right but to the best of her ability which is pretty good so whatever the red flags were my relationship that I missed and there were plenty right they would be different in the scenario and the context would be different in your relationship with her or another psychopath so think about that for a minute okay to see a psychopath to spot them you have to learn has seen the dark you need you need to get educated and you need to build yourself psychological night-vision goggles these creatures do not thrive in the daylight they're in the dark you have to catch the faintest fucking glimmer to spot them again she faked out 50 speakers of the 21 convention including guys like Socrates all these fucking people people fucking looking for it consistently constantly keeping an eye out for it right by and that's what you guys have to get educated to the best of your ability to avoid one there being able in ship with one my strategy with crazy and it worked pretty well was to repel them Mike McNally I went on his podcast unintentionally a few weeks ago don't even ask is funny and one of the things I said about myself is he's asking me a few things I was like yeah I think I'm like the ultimate antagonize ER and this is how I kept crazy away i repel them I'm abrasive with crazy with party girls party girls didn't like me as much as they might like me physically and vice-versa they don't want to be around me it's it's stressful for them I don't want to be around them it's a mutual feeling right so I could the vampires at bay the baby ones it worked Mara we're gonna work on watch a video in a minute about this right with Marilyn but I did a great job of avoiding crazy girls the lesser vampires the drama right keep them all bay fuck off get away from me did a good job but the ones you don't repel the really really hardcore predators you will attract that's what I did and I believe that's what David Tian did too so the ones who get through your filter are the worst fucking ones if you're repelling it like I did you're repelling liars your preferred repelling crazy you're repelling the drama queens the daddy issues the mommy issues all that fucking bullshit the ones you get through that net are really fucked up and it sucks so spotting crazy like you think you can can actually work against you because you're gonna have red flags you're looking for and you're not gonna see them your confidence is gonna build in the conclusion that this person is not crazy so the better you can spot stuff that you can see in the daylight the more you're just fooling yourself that this person is not a psychopath if they are indeed a psychopath or sociopath so spotting crazy your standard level of crazy it's not it's valuable and important but for Psychopaths these creatures would lurk in the dark not that helpful it can work against you so part of the subtitle this talk is how to survive a psychopath right so even though it's not a standard breakup it's fundamentally different worse it's ultra fucked up obviously there's a lot of pain and in trauma to try to cause and we're not even talking about yet but regardless with any breakup from a moderate one to a bad one to one with a psychopath there's gonna be some standard advice you can do right that's great and very helpful to surviving the the experience so stop the bleeding is what I call it it's actually what the arcs inventor of the arc submachine told me through email and when I told him all this it's great advice so stop the bleeding with the woman right that they cause first thing you gotta do is ghost I call it G day ghost a right like D day you should ghost out with them as much as you can as fast as you can I didn't do that in some significant ways before specific purposes that I can disclose to you guys yet maybe in Miami but emotionally I did ghost out I did it really well and not only did I do it well I think but I can tell you the experience of it emotionally so when she when I found out all the cheating she immediately started dying to me emotionally romantic love to me is conditional not unconditional I always told her I love you based on who you are and who you present yourself to be if you were ever anything else I'm not in love with you that that that thing that creature rated that person so when the treating came out clearly this is not the person I fell in love with the emotions started fading she was like oh they must still be lingering and I was like yeah for a few more days or a few more weeks and it'll be gone there's really fuck with her head and it's awesome because I firmly believe that so I was ghosting out emotionally right away when the cheating came out when I found out about all the prostitution of socrates house the best way I can describe the emotional experience of learning about her being a hooker for the past four and a half years was like the cheating was like her walking up to her French guillotine walking up to it right laying her head down the prostitution of four and a half years during our relationship blade coming down you dead to me this I realized when I found I that was like I don't even know the fuck the person is at all action they were a lot better than I think now but did then but in terms of you know where was that then that was the experience emotionally it's a fucking guillotine coming down dead emotionally next stop the bleeding break up any kind of severity right maintain daily habits I got this from Socrates shave as much as you can if you shave I got into wet shaving with a straight safety brazier a little while ago really cool to keep that up I tried to keep readings the best I could books and stuff all kinds of books I'm always reading books playing games stuff like that simple shit right you shave you gave you have habits like reading and playing games you keep doing it it's hard right you're going through a really traumatic experience especially the psychopath you keep up the daily habits try to keep a level of normalcy in your life it's very valuable second or third surround yourself with support network as best you can which probably your friends and family I unintentionally by building this company builds up a really strong support network I did not mean to do that but and part of what psychopaths do is they build you up and so the higher you rise the harder you fall I she really made me Rose she had me rise really high emotionally and then she tried to get me to fall throw me a 10-story window but I built this huge pillow right like the ninth floor hit the pillow instead of the ground so whatever the support network you have reached out to them family friends and my case family friends and then speakers do business partners basically so surround yourself with them forth spend lots of time with male friends specifically after a bad breakup of any kind you do not trust the opposite sex you trust your female friends female family but outside of that you're like fuck all women get the fuck away from me all of your whores get away I'll trust any of you that's only like a few weeks right if you're healing quick quickly and well so spend time with male friends that's gonna make you it's gonna help you just heal emotionally and empathize with these men because they're gonna have similar experiences to you they can share with you like Dean he has a sociopathic ex-wife we were really relating on that also one of the ones I found unintentionally from greg swans advice about something else spend time with non-relationship past lovers you have old fuck buddies all girls friends of benefits like that you haven't seen in a while do that the experience is electrifying and therapeutic because if you spent a lot of time with them in my case it's one girl for a few years we had I've been hooking up you have some significant confidence that they're not out to fucking harm you even hurt you but they're attracted to you which is different from female friends and female family so this experience was like there's still hope they're not all fucked some of them are like okay so this is really therapeutic to be around and really really great experience whether or not you have sex with them is irrelevant it's the emotional experience meet them hang out with them spend time with them also get in the best shape of your life I've done that actually recently put on a few pounds of muscle in the past few months great dial on your exercise dial your diet focus on intense physical exercise some David tan mentioned to me through Facebook when I talk to him about this and physical exertion specifically like I do with high intensity training like Drew BAE's and talk to you guys about today it focuses you when you do it slow and intensely and it's therapeutic it's a stress reliever and it's gonna make you healthier and stronger very good how much time we have 21 okay so I'm just try to speed this up never doing right so this is a quick slide I map to get there real quick but we'll see if we can do when I was 15 my dad was very violent my father write abusive alcoholic did some drugs and stuff steroids all kinds of shit everyone smell he'd hit me right hard like punch when I was 15 one time he was punching me in the face knocking me to the ground every time my mother was there screaming trying to get him stopped he'd hit me damn I'd go to the ground and my response was I did say anything got back up hit me again stay down got back up did this six times my dad is 6 - almost six - 240 big dude I was 15 at the time this fucking hurt my only thought was and this is a second second probably a psychopathic tendency in me by the way I let up leave him psychopath thankfully my only response was what am I going to do stay down no that's the last thing I'm gonna do I'm gonna get up for whatever fucking reason this is not the best advice by the way I don't recommend doing this is dangerous cab knocking me down kept hitting me kept getting up after the sixth time he freaked out got scared walked away house last time he hit me I call this out cycling a psychopath my father's probably not a psychopath he's just really damaged individual but this is how you out crazy a crazy person right you show a level of mental strength that out that matches them and it freaks them out it scares them I did the same thing with Marilyn more psychologically and unintentionally than that was very physical and very specific one of the examples that I'd love to give it's really great is uh Kevin was down we I picked up Kevin in Tampa brought him back down to the house to work for the weekend we got back really late like an hour late she flipped merrily flipped his shit and for the first time ever if she's like I never done this before she's like I'm locking the door for the master Brabham you can sleep on the couch blah-blah-blah-blah-blah screaming yelling Kevin's there like what the fuck's going on and I'm thinking like this is really over the top right we were late but I like this is weird I'm like okay look I'm really sorry about being late you shouldn't done that I apologize seriously but that's my bedroom we share it I'm gonna sleep there tonight no I'm walking the she locks the fucking door I'll light the bed on fire before I let you sleep with me tonight fire psychopath so I go okay is my home just like yours that's my bedroom that's my bed I'm gonna sleep it tonight no matter what so you can either unlock the door or I'm gonna take it off the hinges take the pick if she goes quiet start screaming again I'm like right Kevin I mean you hang out for a minute doesn't get really awkward for like five minutes I take the door off the hinges and it's gonna be all right I need you to watch to make sure not crazy happens like shouldn't hit me or anything he's like hey okay like a fucking Johnson holy fuck this is so what I did with my father what I'm doing here with Marilee is I'm leaning into it right this is this is a dominance play Psychopaths like Steve mentioned with Marilee the control freaks control freak control fear control freak dominates dominance Tommen its power power power they're always trying to gain control and power over you so my response is just over rolling force right all right you're gonna lock the door then I'm gonna take off the hinges and there won't be a door and I'm gonna sleep there and you could do it hell you want no one she never told me where to sleep and the end I didn't do it I went to get a screwdriver but take it off and I realized all right there was absolutely no way mean Kevin and get worked on this weekend at the house so I called a taxi got hotel got the fuck out but I was in the process of doing this and I would have done it and anyone who knows me knows damn well would have done this this is how you how psycho a psychopath you just overwhelmingly respond like this right and a non-violent way and it really fucks with them because they really love control and power you're just BAM right there there's another one - but we're gonna skip over it well no well fucking going this is a really good one - this is the second one and then we'll go there's nothing else to say here this one so a few months into the marriage right and you probably this before she sits down and says hey you know what I don't wanna have that much sex anymore blah blah blah blah blah I'm like what the fuck we've been fucking every day for like three years at this point almost every day something this is weird she goes into it talks about this stuff and I'm like okay alright alright so I love you we got married a few months ago I love having sex with you and I did not agree to the terms you're presenting you're just kind of forcing him at me throwing him out name so we're not gonna do that so we're gonna keep maintaining our sex relationship like we built it at this point and you know I love you but if you don't agree with this then you have 36 hours to surrender and change your mind or you're gonna find yourself that husband do you think I'm bluffing try me this she starts crying even more flipping out freaking out I can't believe you threatened end the marriage over this I'm like I can't believe he would unilaterally negotiate with me and just force new terms on me without even consulting me or getting input so my response it's funny right looking back on it decent not the best though should have attended the marriage immediately weaponizing sex like this is really fucked up really disrespectful turning sex in a weapon emotional manipulation and control a huge red flag and the marriage immediately and the relationship it also showed a level of intent she didn't just all of a sudden think up for months in this this is planned right woman do that Sonny we have a Psychopaths to do with long-range intent unilateral negotiation hey we're gonna do something new and you're gonna do it or you're fucked whoa by backing off and saying you have 36 hours change your mind I was maintaining the relationship we had established at that point the terms we said I said no you're not gonna change them maybe try to change them and force them on me we're gonna in the relationship immediately and she knew I was serious so it's an extreme sign of disrespect that just you know you know unilateral negotiation Socrates talks all about a lot about this Times blog so it's another example of leaning into it right try she's trying to gain control try and take the steering wheel the relationship trying to dominate me and I just go nope hell no take the door off the hinges you have 36 hours change your mind or we're done this is a sort of successful way at least it's funny in hindsight to deal with the psychopath ultimately should has ended the relationship but yeah lean into it this is something to that I mentioned because Socrates brought the sub two weeks ago when she was trying to specifically at the end harm me in the grand finale and really fucked things up I leaned into everything everything she threw out me to frustrated her and angered her even more socrates picked this up a lot sooner I did that is to lean into it whether it was my father with her locking me out of the bedroom or the sex stuff lean into it lean into it lean into it lean into it this is useful in life so here it's not the best with my father it's dangerous as a kid doing that could've got my fucking teeth knocked out still the chip in the back of my tooth from it with her you know psychopath she could have chopped my dick off the middle tonight so it's dangerous seriously she coulda killed me but I demonstrated because leaning into reality like this and confronting it is useful when it's not with second path take that home take that to heart okay so where I went right in the relationship this is something I talked about with a medical doctor who is a huge fan of this convention my philosophy the guides my life is called objectivism it's created behind rent big believer in it big supporter right I study it consistently and I practice it my life really really well we have speakers from the Institute in her name come to the convention consistently and all that in my view by engaging in philosophy so well and so consistently and following it so tightly that acted as a guardian of my psychology in my mind over these years so it kept a lot of the damage it's psychopaths dish outed Bay a lot of it couldn't get through it would just bounce back and it would frustrate her and piss her off because other guys is gonna work on it's gonna hurt them even more like the people that this book is written for specifically because they don't study philosophy so everything gets through all the damage with me anywhere between half to 80% of its probably blocked out by this she would try to manipulate in the story I would stop it no that's not true we're not gonna do that whatever the case was so philosophy is a guardian of your mind and your mental health in my view it also helps you untangle contradictions that they try to set up the manipulation love-bombing all these things and so basically philosophy was self-improvement it was kind of self administered CBT cognitive behavioral therapy so she would try to manipulate distort and harm me with long-range intent philosophy would be helping me undo these things over time along the self-improvement improving my life so the damage would get blocked out and then most of it we get blocked out we're kind of untangled to not create a lot of long term harm and one of the ways this looks as I keep getting the consistent because the very consistent comment from Socrates and other speakers and other friends that I'm handling what happened really really well and I believe so too that I'm an outlier most people in this book this book is written for and though it was written front by in a lot of ways they get massive fucking damage for months with life decades even I've done it think pretty well of it because the philosophy because of the way I handled myself during the relationship self-esteem as well one of the quotes of love from dr. Nathaniel Brennan one of my heroes is that self-esteem is the immune system of the mind which in my view is different from a guardian philosophy protects self-esteem heals so whatever was getting through was also kind of repairing itself the healing because I actively maintained and nurtures higher self-esteem through my accomplishments and taking pride in my achievements and pursuing the happiness so philosophies is Guardian self esteems the the healer and the repair the immune system very useful when someone's trying to harm you over many years of your life I also avoided legal marriage entirely in terms of we're men right we never got a marriage contract marriage license I was philosophically politically opposed to it she was probably for it because she knew we're gonna get divorced anyway then there would be thousands of dollars and you know attorney fees and stuff so she went along with my philosophic things with it but I think it was all bullshit as far as I can tell but for me I don't believe the government is any role in marriage at all the gay marriage stuff all this shit I'm like escape the government out which is supported by a lot of politicians today not a lot but a number of them they're famous like Senator Rand Paul I think Ted Cruz and a few others they're like look get the government out of marriage and marriage licenses let people establish contracts right and have what's called a private marriage I did that and I stuck to it and that saved my ass in a lot of ways because if I didn't if we had a marriage license I'd probably still be married to her right now going through a divorce which oh fuck that I would say if he do want to get married someday get what's called a private marriage google it look on Wikipedia look it up you have a ceremony we had our whole family and friends come out we livestream the wedding we went to a lot a week-long honeymoon in Hawaii we had rings she took my last name she has my last name Marilee Ellis Johnson so we did everything that a married couple would do except the least important thing which is get a marriage license avoid them like the plague stay away and I practice moral perfection she recognized this as did a number the speakers and everyone's hitter cheated on her not even once not even close or lied to her not even a white lie except to surprise her with a birthday present or something other than that not a single fucking lie like a psychopath then I have no shame no guilt no remorse but I have none because I didn't earn any she doesn't have any cuz she isn't fucking have the ability to have any but I'm proud to practice some moral perfection and practice my philosophy to a tee during the relationship super super well where I went wrong depend is solely on my own judgment for marriage I did spend four months sitting on the choice so I made it committed to it and I said alright I'm gonna sit on this for four months think about it chew through it develop it right look back on it that's not enough though marriage getting married is too long range of a decision to make on your own I don't give a fuck who you are make sure you consult your closest friends and your business partners or whatever you have on your life your family as best as you can and take their advice and their consults or their their discussions seriously when you're banging a girl you are mostly compromised you love a girl especially emotionally compromised well you're dickin ER you are not objective I don't care how how good your you are and in terms of understanding philosophy being rational being moral it doesn't matter consult people who are objective who are not putting their dick and the person you want to marry spend your life with consult other people I was overconfident minor staying and crazy we went over that I think a lot of people think they can spot crazy they can't the shit that matters what they're spotting is like the lesser vampires which you know all these people in your life but they're not people who are gonna try to destroy you big difference I also projected deep self Trust on to her my only trust that I after myself that was really really strong and rightfully so but I put that on to her we shouldn't deserve it that was a big mistake but it interesting Lee I think it had benefit my trust was so deep she had a lot of difficulty build a building cognitive dissonance in me she couldn't do it because I trusted myself so fucking much so and that's one of the main tools Psychopaths used to fuck with you and kind of hurt you so mistake but it out of benefit I think one of the ultimate defense systems is something she actually mentioned to me at the end it's part of the excessive flattery and it's to develop an anti fragile personality mean you become stronger with damage so the more she tried to hurt me the stronger I became the more I leaned into it the more shed to hurt me stronger I became the better I became this is useful for life it's what I do this business this company has had many problems in the past of money and stuff and it's put me through hell on top of that friends dying things like that right this is damages it's traumatic today makes me stronger it doesn't mean I repress it doesn't mean oh no feel anything it means that the more damage it comes in that I'm not looking for don't go looking for it you're gonna get plenty on your own right just naturally throughout life but every time you get hurt you say you take the position of all right I'm gonna get stronger with this like the old saying goes if it doesn't kill me makes me stronger yes take that apply it to your life study anti fragile things a gain from disorder with nascent taalib I've written by the author raise your self esteem always be raising it always be working on it always be thinking about it and improving it taking pride in what you do pursuing your happiness pursuing real accomplishments in real life that are going to give you evidence of like hey I did something great with my life I can take pride in it I can be happy with it and again do not seek out damage with this kind it's gonna occur plenty on its own you know you guys are young shit's gonna be in your future that's gonna it's gonna happen in your life don't seek it out get strong with damage as it comes to you naturally I want to show you a quick demo of the excessive flattery this is her wedding vows from the wedding in 2014 can we turn the volume up turn the volume up the excessive flattery of course was eclipsing the whole my gender I think pretty highly of myself but holy fuck dude there's three gonna have billion others like the fuck all right that's one thing right this woman know think about she just said as you were mine I'm yours or whatever exactly was this is a creature who was actively sucking and fucking other men's dicks week before weeks before this and weeks after it have been doing it for years and would do it for years had full intent to go do it had been doing it and knew she would continue doing it walking down the aisle in front of Steve there's fucking Steve my best man Greg swans up there marrying us knowing full fuckin law which he's done will continue to do as I'm yours your Mun Psychopaths they're good at hiding and they get off on this shit they're thrill-seeking because they feel dead inside this is how they feel alive here we go when Socrates is up here this is great these are fucking dangerous individuals I might kid these are dangerous individuals and you're gonna save your dignity be very careful here we'll come back to this all right furthermore these people are unable or unwilling to make social connections either don't know how or god forbid are unable to and if they're unable to they are genetically damaged and these people exist they're amongst us not here today but they're out there being wary this there are monsters in this world and they exist and they look and act just like us yep best guy in the room quickest equipped to spot this stuff on the fucking look out for it god bless Socrates when best men human beings I fucking know not only in the room she was in the presentation that is how deep these sharks swim that is how low they fly under the radar not just in the fucking room and the fucking presentation she ends up watching this we're gonna get into this well I will talk about it I think I had the slides of it though I'm gonna skip the nun she watched this speech with that with that guy in the email the Socrates speech she watched this speech about us after fucking that guy I talked to him about it he's like yeah the big guy I was with you and merrily in it I'm like yeah that was them like that's the keynote she fucked the sky all weekend sat in a hotel bed Fort Myers Beach 30 minutes for meeting Kevin working her ass off watches this speech just to fucking thrill-seeking do you fucking get off on it it's about me and her and how great our relationship is just fucking doing it power and control feeling it trying to feel alive in the fucking room best guy equipped to spot it shit number one threat by the way Socrates I believe was by far her number one threat for getting caught Greg suam is a close second but he would Dan Socrates lived in Florida we spent a lot more time with Dan Socrates than we did with Greg by far he was number one threat and you know she may pleaded to control him and kept him at a distance feminism Socrates screaming narrative of feminism she tuned into this picked up on and played on it and I realized it's a few weeks ago because he told me with his interview with her in Tampa he said I just thought we were talking about feminism and I was like fuck dad says she kept in a day she kept him distracted in this direction like a magician misdirects create illusions keep him occupied what Socrates talk you guys about yesterday feminism keep them occupied keep abstract 'add this does Psychopaths think master fucking manipulators thinking of multiple possible scenarios at all different times keeping people like Socrates goddamn hero at bay we're in his house filming videos all kinds of shit number one threat even kept him at bay full lizard mode this one thanks to Mike McCauley we found is really creepy he avoided the drama of all those other crazy your friends I want the best for him he just avoided it like just we're in the 21 convention 2014 I'm on the stage just like this doing a Q&A with you guys she's bragging and giving me compliments about what a great job I did avoiding the drama and the crazy girls this woman is a is escorting behind my back the whole time continues to do that after is cheating the whole time there's a basket case of fucking crazy in the conventional sense in the middle of the fucking convention what a great job you did aboard in the crazy she knows full well the fuck she's doing throw seeking getting off on it power control hiding I'm good I'm better than these people know Dade like the dating coach thing Oh think about becoming dating coach that's what you ever heard you guys ever seen Jurassic Park who's here seen Jurassic Park everyone right remember the noise the Raptors make you just heard it again I think a fuck kiddin man so we're gonna go a little bit over it's fine I'll make it work I'll talk to the corporate we'll figure it out gifts she gave me world-class education the female psychopathy four and a half years unintentional experience learned a fucking lot still learning a lot four months later I got about 600 grand a free prostitution over a thousand orgasms there are worse ways to be manipulated guys like it could have been worse right I also got to enjoy about $14,000 in plastic surgery didn't pay a dime for it she got alright Sascha said I got paid to get laid he says he got paid to get laid man you know she spent tens of thousands of dollars in expensive meals and trips for me she made about ten times as much money as I did with this company she's made a lot of money with her own company and with the love-bombing she was dumped that shit on me guns games presents trips to fucking Bali all over the America down to Miami and the keys and stuff all over the place and usually doesn't work like this with Psychopaths and sociopaths with that another con that book they talk about they muck the shit out of you for the money you have but I'm such a cheap ass second only to Sascha cheapest guy in the world you guys are my fucking hero whereas he has a year yeah she didn't get anything out of me like that and in fact it went in the opposite direction which is really great it's being so fucking genuine for so fucking long just had to keep love-bombing right let's keep love-bombing she also gave me a detailed lesson than what I don't want in my life and the most extreme sense possible it's it's hard to do worse than Medusa so I know what I don't want better than ever and in Reverse I know much better what I do want she's also enabling me to discover and confront the darkest parts of humanity which gave me night vision for this stuff right doesn't mean I have magic powers I'm a lot better than I was it spotting this stuff now and that's great right I'd was not aware of this part of human life beforehand I thought I was hell no not even close now I am she's enabled that and I'm thankful for that this sudden Nick Sparks by the way talk to me about what do you think for with her all right what could I be thankful of I was even scup that it could be but I am these are gift she gave me and they're great and Psychopaths I do believe like David Tim was talking about they're about one maybe two percent of the population they're by far the darkest creatures in the face the earth by far the darkest parts of the human race if they're even human right almost a pencil say that so she enabled me to discover them become aware of them and I can confront them openly I did have a blind spot by the way that you guys should also be aware of because you might have it too when you have high self-esteem your automatic automatic response to most things that you see in the world that are fucked up is a stupidity it's something that Fender Brennan talks about with like politicians right you see the Publishing's do stupid stuff you have good self-esteem your first response should be and usually is fucking idiots god damn fucking stupid right you don't think evil evil is a very distant second for you this for me was a big blind spot though because I always thought and I was right Merilee is not stupid enough to cheat on me she would never never just not stupid enough to do that true she's not but I never considered that she was evil enough to do it to do it with intent and with malice that was outside of my vision could not see that could not even consider it as possibility that I would attract that into my life such harm and trauma with intent so she was evil enough even though she wasn't stupid enough something also that I talked to Mitch about the other day i one of the attendees here like an alumni attendee too and I thought nothing of it because this is how I live my life but he thought I was very principled now I handled like all this so the moral perfection never lied cheated or hid not even once I had a very easy time with monogamy I don't have problems talking up with girls I'm doing great since the divorce like really great and great that's that's fun that's nice right look principled throughout it all so he specifically mentioned was I took the ring off immediately with cheating my position in the relationship with her from day one was zero tolerance for hitting zero tolerance for cheating the air but she taught me even once instantly done permanently that's it I did give her the out as I look if you go to therapy for like three four years before I know she's a psychopath and like you text me you know we'll see what happens but other than that we're done like you're absolutely fucking strangers to me now ring off made it public you know I'm single fuck him for being divorced who's single skipping that fucking status update and we had zero vaginal sex after the cheating I did let her blow me and stuff like another week or two Orlando when I was up here in the sock I was a guy sure and she kept trying to fuck me that's how they get control sock warned me about this stuck to my guns didn't have agile sex with her I was like ya know tried everything in the fucking book everything if she knows how to work she nodded working me like you wouldn't believe nope fuck you because you don't deserve it but you can blow me all you want yeah let's do that alright cuz that to me is a lot less meaningful that's just fun that's playing around for me that's not sex is meaningful right sex is important in human life it's like one of the pinnacle experiences intercourse so nope stuck to my guns was principled proud of that happy I did it and thanks to Mitch for bringing this up is he here yeah thank you one of the things Brava mentioned to me is a legitimate concern he's right is that people will create excuses from this talk because I'm trying to scare you guys cuz you guys don't realize it's hard to understand when David Tian and Socrates talk about this this shit's real it's really real and it's really hard to fucking see you mean Psychopaths all the time at the club a lot of them at the club like Davis talking about he's right meaning it worked in the workplace at the grocery store at the movies you're meeting these people all the time these creatures you have no idea regardless Bravo was right that you guys might use this presentation as an excuse to take to inaction to staying away from woman no I know damn well what's out there not better than ever and yeah I'm not in the sexual marketplace again having a great fucking time my eyes are wide open now truly and they're glued open staying open forever because of the experience great but no matter how dangerous the sexual marketplace is with these predators that lurk in the depths beneath the zero no excuse to not get out there meet the woman you want to meet how the sex you want to have have the relationships you want to have do it yes it's dangerous extremely fucking dangerous take that to heart though that you can still there's still women are not merely one of the gifts she gave me that I mention is that she taught me that she is not representative of all women not even close a huge chunk of them up to 15% of the population that cluster be disorders which is a billion people by the way one out of seven it's a 500 million which are women there's plenty of danger in the marketplace right it was a lot but no excuse guys no excuse and so you guys know as well as Socrates picked up on this with me too everything I experienced from my perspective so one direction right she thought nothing in reverse is incapable of empathy and capable of love but everything I experienced was genuine and real even if it was based on complete bullshit you know a factual data I was getting all nonsense from my position out was real it was genuine this has actually strengthened my convinced convictions about romantic love and marriage and monogamy seriously most horrifyingly disgusting sloppy seconds cheating prostitution pathological lying fucking psychopathy everything nope I know exactly what I did and I know it's real and if I can do it so can a woman who is also a human being there are some differences in the physical elements psychological true speakers talk about that but if I can do it to me it's improbable and implausible but I can't get out what I dished out back in return whatever you dish out is what you can get back and I felt that and it was real and it was genuine I was serious about it that's great so no excuses also look I was talking to one of the staff members last night I've done a really great job and so I even though this relationship obviously really sucked in totality I've done a great job and I'd even realized it till last night basically maintaining and managing long-term relationships in my life with my family with my friends with business partners with the speakers with attendees all you guys I have Socrates as a friend of 10 years my friend Tim also over 10 years I have a best friend of 23 years we have know we've known each other since we were 5 years old the speakers Steve made has been here since 2008 the film director Michael Cuttino since 2008 I've done a really good job in this business and then of my friendships maintaining long-term relationships so clearly I could have also taken the position that relationships suck but and they're all fucked up but no I've done a good job of it might in my life outside intimate relationships and I believe that can also apply with intimate relationships and thanks to the staff member can mention this yesterday I'm better able to see this understand this anyway no excuses guys get out there fucking do it I did want to put this out there real quick I believe I just done one of the longest unintentional observational studies on a female psychopath in history so if any researchers are watching this and want to talk to me get all the video I have all the shit I have a really great resume female female Psychopaths fucked on over a thousand times for a nappy relationship cohabitation of for over four years work together out of the house or over four years we spend a lot of time together probably what people would spend otherwise in his six to eight year relationship in four years does he work together live together slept together except and she was cheating escorting or shopping otherwise were together every day four years traveled around the world I have thousands of emails and text messages and I have a shit ton of video of a FEMA psychopath in the wild not in captivity not in prison where they usually study them like the men in the wild with a really fascinating set of characters all the speakers like astrophysicists architects PhDs medical doctors philosophers dating coaches relationship coaches personal trainers biomechanics experts like just just seeing her with these people's like holy fuck there's so much data here so if anyone's watching this his into this stuff contact me I also have a lot of private video that is not on YouTube so we got that too which is interesting seriously like the there's a we're gonna till later but there's a predator stare and I think on video we have it captured which is awesome or their eyes their peoples dilate it's fucked crazy I want to support the nonviolent witch-hunt that this book advocates or they think is coming this book talks about a witch hunt so at history have been is based on complete nonsense clearly witchcraft race color skin color or whatever the fuck right no psychopaths in FEMA second you know male Psychopaths female cycle paths this is a witch hunt worth going on these are predators these are actively steeple actively at war these creatures with human beings they hunt you they do not give a fuck about you they will chop you into little pieces they will in a relationship there was still millions and billions of dollars in destroy people's lives didn't give a fuck I say we raised awareness of psychopathy and breed them out of existence to the extend its genetic and I'm serious this will take a long time I'm pretty young I look forward to seeing progress on it seriously they do not deserve to be part of the human race we should not get violent not actually going to witch-hunt raise awareness spot them ostracize them let them just breathe themselves out of existence they can bring you themselves they won't psychopaths are competitive predators they fucking hate each other sociopaths Psychopaths narcissists they will not breed if we spot them well enough and a large enough scale they will die out I'm serious then take a long time but let's fucking do it you guys are also by the way at high risk of psychopath relationships of psychopaths and narcissists sociopaths you're also the most dangerous prey and also I have a quote here from Iran I love prepare to judge and be judged which is exactly what we're doing here I'm prepared to be judged if y'all critical of what I've done and the way I'm trying this let's talk about it but again you guys are number one targets and you're not averaging not safe but be the sheepdog you were dangerous if a female psychopath the date see like she did with me and Mary's you know whatever I mean look what's happening now I'm gonna out merrily but everything the truth will be televised to a hundred something thousand people who know who she is that is ideal Psychopaths you know let them get away with the crap they do sometimes they go to prison and they get executed great other ones get away with it they walk away with it feminism supports us right with the females in particular do not let them act with impunity we're gonna talk the truth she'll be televised I have the evidence it's not slander or not defamation I can prove it it's factual let's get it out there let's find more of them get the evidence get the proof out them ostracize them be dangerous make sure that if they date you they get you in relationship that it ends up being a very dangerous experience for them too finally the ultimate gift merely gave me she made me realize that I am definitely not invincible this shit hurt but I am the breakable and that was the ultimate test being a relationship but they're opening up completely to someone who I thought was my soulmate and then discovering that she had been trying to hurt me for four and a half years actively with intent the ultimate test of being broken did not break we're here today you guys sitting in those seats are fucking evidence of that she was a worthy opponent thanks bitch that's it [Applause] you

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Length: 104min 36sec (6276 seconds)

Published: Fri Nov 18 2016