I'M JUST DEEPLY SORRY. THOSE WERE THE WORDS JAMES PARKER HAD FOR THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF HOFF AND SUSANNA ZANTOP. THE COUPLE PROFESSORS AT DARTMOUTH COLLEGE, WERE STABBED TO DEATH INSIDE THEIR HOME IN 2001. I THINK IT'S UNIMAGINABLY HORRIBLE, PARKER, WHO WAS 16 AT THE TIME AND HIS THEN 17 YEAR OLD BEST FRIEND WERE POSING AS STUDENTS DOING A SURVEY WHEN THEY KNOCKED ON THE DOOR, SAYING THEY CHOSE THE HOME BECAUSE IT LOOKED EXPENSIVE. WE WERE ATTEMPTING TO TO GET MONEY TO TO GO OVERSEAS AND LIVE SOME SORT OF LIFE OF ADVENTURE OR WHATEVER, PARKER SAYS HIS FRIEND STABBED HOFF ZANTOP TO DEATH WHILE HE SLIT SUSANNA'S THROAT. I'VE GONE OVER IT AND OVER IT AND JUST FINDING AN EXPLANATION FOR THAT. IT'S JUST. I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I COULD. HOW I COULD DO THAT TODAY. THE PAROLE BOARD REVIEWEDED PARKER'S TIME IN PRISON, NOTING HE'D GOTTEN HIS BACHELOR'S AND A MASTER'S DEGREE, GOT A JOB AND WAS A MENTOR, OFTEN VOLUNTEERING WITH NONPROFITS. FACTORS WEIGHING IN ON THEIR DECISION TO GRANT PAROLE. I KNOW THIS ISN'T THE END OF, LIKE, WHAT I NEED TO DO, THE WORK I NEED TO DO. COMING UP AT 6:00, WE LEARNED THE HOPES ONE OF THE DAUGHTERS OF THE ZANTOP HAS NOW THAT JAMES PARKER HAS BEEN GRANTED
