Is Blessing and Cursing Conditional? - Dr. Henry Wright - Hope of the Generations Church Service

oh good evening Church you you telling all sheep you can always tell the difference between a sheep and a goat a goat to go the Sheep do I mean get this straight and when there's goats to come to church no matter what you say here's what you hear yeah but yeah but Mr goats and we could find a place to land I hate to break up all this fellowship is so good everybody kind of hanging out and talking about good productive gossip what's good productive gossip you know that the Bible talks about good productive gossip you to meditate only on only things that are good report you've read that in your Bible you meditate on things that are of good report that's good productive conversation you guys are having so much fun it's like a bunch a bunch of bees and a beehive well that's where you find the honey so I find somebody next instead good evening honey the church is not a box with a steeple when you leave tonight the Holy Spirit leaves with you he's kind of bored here by himself there's nothing especially spiritual about this building the banners up here have no significance unless you're a banner worshipper how they are flopping in the wind has no prophetic significance come on now I'm messing with you they're up here to hide a very ugly ceiling and then we went in painted ascending black to take it out even further and so anyway welcome the church is not a box the steeple a church is the people so when you say you're going to church it's not to go there and worship the building it's to go there as brothers and sisters sons and daughters of the father of all spirits it's such an incredible honor to be known as sons and daughters of God she'd never take it for granted and the promises we have and the joy we will have one day is well worth the journey of potholes of life that's family papa and that and that qu and it's wonderful sometimes the churches become so sterile and we forgot the people are really real and you know I've discovered over the years that in traveling and being around different churches and movements and so on that for the most part okay sure church services may have become a spectator sport few people perform for you maybe sing a song for you and according to Barna research the average person that goes to a church service and here's the sermon will forget even the subject matter within 30 minutes of leaving the building so you have to decide if you're going to be a statistical casualty that's incredible isn't it the next statistic that probably will challenge you is that you have to have heard something six times or seen it in its entirety just to retain 25% of what you saw or read the first time you know God knew that God knows you're slow you've ever tried to talk to somebody they weren't listening to you come on and we had to had a conversation and this is glazed look on their eyes they were nodding but they didn't hear word you said I never experienced that the prophet Isaiah speaking for God by the Holy Spirit deals with this issue and I really kind of like this scripture because it dumbs it down to my level in your level makes a little more understandable God's here's the deal he didn't say that but I said that my paraphrase here's how I teach my people line upon line line upon line precept upon precept precept upon precept here in little there little and for all of that they didn't hear a thing that's in your Bible so God said why they weren't too good so I give them stammering lips and stammering tongue I'll give them an unknown language and maybe get an interpretation and when they hear the unknown tongue is thus saith the Lord but they didn't get it that way either they didn't get it so God scratched his head they didn't say that I said that and said well I think I'll go back the way I wanted to do it I think I want to teach him again line upon line line upon line precept upon precept precept upon precept here little their little and after all that they became like a backsliding heifer never saw him ever again so what's the purpose of teaching and preaching the Bible says is foolishness to who and then their perishing you know we spent a lot of time and money learning going through educational things to learn how to make a living maybe or to be a specialist or have a career in in your generation and so we spend 20 years of our life learning something here we go through elementary we go through middle school we go through high school we end up in college some of this and then some of us go on into a little further and the next forty years we try to make something happen 40 years is a generation forty years is a generation may have a little fun with you how many hours in the day a day with the Lord is how many earth years you ever divide a thousand by 24 its 41.67 this is your hour this is your generation did you ever think this way well why do I think this way come on Moses guy that Moses guy back there and and when what he wrote in Psalm 90 kind of got my attention God said this he said the longevity man shall be threescore and ten and then if by reason of strength for score and then we look it somewhere either the presence of God or or the heaters on every day and that's but 40 years is a generation that's your productive time so that's 40 plus 20 is what 60 the promise is 80 so for the next 20 years you exist trying to figure out what happened to you doing those 40 years come on now this is life you know so even though it seems like we're here forever our our time here is in terms of eternity is just short blip on the radar but then we had the promise of eternal life man do you want to live forever kinda not me this is too hard one thing I want to tell you you are a spirit being if you didn't have a spirit you just be an animal and zoo all I just say you are the problem with science and zoologists and all that crew is they only believe what they can see that's the fallacy of science and the industry of men but there is a dimension that is invisible that you also are part of even the unsaved have spirits even the unsaved our spirit beings and a spirit being will live forever somewhere because the spirit of man is indestructible his body may die but his spirit lives on I encourage people have you made plans for your spirits going because when you die your spirit goes back to the dust but the preacher said in Ecclesiastes what animal dies its essence goes back to the dust that's why you could eat chicken tonight now feel guilty that's true but the preacher in Ecclesiastes says but when the human dies his spirit goes back to God who gave it so you're going to exist conscious after you become unconscious as a physical being the tragedy of suicide in people that check out wake up on on the other side of the death fully conscious and still tormented that's the tragedy and no way back because when they get there fully conscious and tormented they'll want to come back and reverse their action and it's not possible and learned that from the story with a Jesus gave about the rich man and Lazarus I'm not trying to be somber I'm not trying to say things to get a service started you know from the bottom up but sometimes we're told that were to it we saw each other daily and I could preach you about joy I could preach the all night about Jonah and the Whale and and your Shack my Shack and the Bendigo I mean your Shack my Shack and a bungalow how's that go Shadrach Meshach and Abednego I got it finally I can think about Daniel Lions Den and all those are great and great stories of men of faith I could talk about Judas a good link for a while it's a tragedy I can talk about Peter and he almost didn't make it but he made it he became an overcomer didn't he and so in this time we're so busy in self-gratification because many times the Christian Church in certain sectors have made this all about being blessed why do you have to over create blessings why you have to make blessings the object of your journey can I give you a prophetic statement would you be open to it but it won't be me prophesying it'll be the Word of God prophesying would you be interested in the prophetic word of the word I'm taken to dinner I'm a chapter 28 we had so much hype and Christianity we forgot to be normal and that true we forgot to be normal you know look at certain people there either chandelier swinging or parachuting or taking astral trips to heaven I'm a little concerned some people just act like boomerangs June days back again I thought I tossed him away war room where he comes I want to encourage you to not be following the Pied Piper but be a doer of the word and one of my favorite scriptures of course is the Old Testament no but most people that tell you you don't have to read the Old Testament anymore they're out to lunch breakfast dinner and supper and they're absolutely dangerous so actually God allowed me to crack and understand multiple allergies the physiology of it the psychology of it in the spirituality of it not from science for one scripture in the Bible science still hasn't caught up with what the Bible says and we go to an allergist he has no idea what your issues are but he can certainly take a whale on that good stuff you won't eat so in Deuteronomy chapter 28 it's okay if I just kibbutz with you for a while thanks I'm going to anyway well it's family it's family time gosh you look gorgeous out there but in Deuteronomy chapter 28 verse one is one of the most incredible prophetic statements ever found in Scripture you want to hear it and it should come to pass you want prophetic word it's in your Bible sometimes people come to me in conferences and they think I'm closer to God than you can imagine I don't know why it's always wanting a word from me they say pastor you're gonna word for me yeah is it read your Bible it's a sure word because everything that they're searching for has already been written I found everything pertaining to life godliness how to get along with mother-in-law's and everything else in the Bible I found how to get along with enemies in the Bible I found how to be happy in the Bible I have found the secret to life in the Bible I have found the secret to happiness in joy in the Bible regardless of circumstances have you so anise you're kinda passed is that preventing the next word is if how many of you done a word study on if nobody you think it's a redundant word no it is incredibly important when it comes to jot and tiddle the word if is a conditional conclusion nobody wants to make what who God is conditional we don't want to have to be held responsible for conditions do we cause poor kids no kid wants to be hugged responsible for their actions do they how coming want to keep your kids responsible for their actions but you as adults don't care about your actions no I'm not not you hear that people listen to this in England hey guys so we got a lot to think about and then she kinda pass if if you hear what God said and you do what he said then all how much is all how much is all percentage-wise 100 percent some are all these blessings should come upon you and overtake you all I had a years ago I had a pastor his wife come into me by phone and his wife was dying a breast cancer that had been TAS decides to her whole body she was staged for terminal she'd been prayed for nothing happened I want to tell a story because in a setting like this this may save somebody's life right in this audience so I had to be led by the Spirit will you let me be led by the Spirit because I seen God stop an entire service just to talk to one person and it may be you I don't know these things but I have to take the risk that I need to stop and ponder things with you she'd been prayed for she was never healed her doctor sent her to me because God had helped and worked with me in cancer issues and to some degree it hadn't and I seen God do some things so her doctor was aware of my journey in cancer cases and it was aware of our ministry and he was her personal physician and he told her I can do no more for you and she prepared for it nothing had happened so I became the last resort and he said you need to get a hold of pastor Wright and see if he'll pray for you so she came in by day by phone one day by phone with her husband on the on the phone and she said my doctor has asked me to contact you I'm dying of stage 4 terminal breast cancer that metastasized well you pray for me I said what kind of cancer do you have and she said I have breast cancer that had metastasized and has spread to my entire body in stage four I said which breast left breast her right breast did it start she said right breast I see well well I can't pray for you she's supposed to pray for me you're a pastor I said no I'm not I must there's no requirement I pray for you at all I said you see why won't you pray for me I said because you've committed to send us unto death I read you something and this is a time sometimes we don't read the Bible like we need to and the enemy takes advantage of our ignorance one of the scriptures of the prophet Isaiah I think is chapter 5 said gusset my people have gone into captivity because they have won no knowledge you know ignorance is a form of knowledge I'm ever ignorant your time the rest of her would have an altar call how many or did you have wood in an town's past how many of you would have defended your ignorance then the Prophet Hosea picks up the subject says my people are destroyed for lack of knowledge and then it says because you have rejected knowledge God said I will reject you and I will reject your children this becomes iniquity transferred not to think about isn't there I'm barely escaping the iniquity of my pastor father men it's been years of escaping everything that killed the right men in their generations everything that took them down if I didn't know what they did I demand a casualty many years ago but my faith has taken me a little further in life not death you know why because I read the Bible and I read it and pay attention to it and if I want faith how do I get faith some supernatural dumping thing from me from heaven how do I get faith when I need it faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God and when I read it I mix my faith with it and I say Amen not yet but then I tuck it away in my heart so that when I need God's sanity it's right there for the Holy Spirit to bring to my remembrance but it's a journey a Munez will start somewhere I'm 38 for I started this journey something about to be born righteous in the womb or way ahead of me but it's a journey is it not in this not a journey for those that are slumbering and sleeping and are in passivity and are just Drifters in the kingdom can I give you a scripture it is a glory of God to conceal a matter but it is the honor of Kings to search the matter out have you been inquiring of your father lately about things you need to know answers to I'm really falling into a trap lately about that I found that Google knows everything so I had to be really careful but I know replace gob of goo goo yeah it's amazing I have a phone I've always made fun of these phone geeks that go to church here I call them cheap Bibles cuz I like people looking up scripture and a Bible not bringing out these electronic cheap machines but I have to tell you that I've been using them lately I've had repent because I've found in this little this little phone here if I even have remember part of the scripture I'm looking for I just type it in the search thing and it brings it up to me and nine different translations it's multiple choice truth depending on the denominational catechism it has modified it dad that's how close it is for recall right here wow that's fast I mean I can't even go to concordance and find it that fast I got a look at the long lines look over here and look at small print and going this like that yep there it is in an amazing so where I without excuse these days in a way we are and who come to pass if you will hear what God said and be a doer of the word there was last Old Testament what can I take you to the new it says be a doer of the word and not a hearer only is that the same thing so I guess it's called the harmony of the Old Testament the harmony of the new so the Word of God may be established them out the tumor witness says I got it the Word of God is not a suggestion it's not multiple choice is instruction in life and righteousness it is God thinks then we see many examples of how people have either lined up with God or didn't I learned a lot from those sinners in the Bible because I could have been one of them I learned a lot from Judas I learned a lot from Peter I learned a lot from Thomas I learned a lot from Adam I learned a lot from Eve I learned a lot from Cain I learned a lot from David when he got a married woman pregnant and had her husband killed I learned a lot but he was a man after God's own heart there's hope for you and I why Psalm 51 is his prayer of repentance that's what made him the manager goes on God's own heart he came clean and dealt with it is that easier one pretty easy it should come to pass if if if if is a fulcrum perhaps were not receiving the blessings that belong to us because we're not doers of the word or maybe we haven't searched out the deepness and the depth of his wisdom and his counsel in Scripture and we're going to the world trying to get counsel and wisdom God knows more than Harvard and God knows more than Google and I want to be in the understudy of my father I won't know how he thinks and I find out how father thinks by reading the word then watching what the words that about things and we want to start understanding the pathway in the journey go take a little time in psalm 119 you be there for a couple of minutes because there's instruction in the journey I go to proverbs and understand how to deal with problematic people I learned in proverbs that you cannot reason with this corner because your people have good hearts and you have all this love buzz stuff in your head you think that you can rehabilitate this corner the Bible says you're wasting your time in fact the Bible says if you even try to reprove us corner forget about reasoning with him if you try to rebuke him to reprove him you will regret the day that you were born so there are people I avoid because I'm glad to be alive I'm glad to be here thank you very much so why should I why should I meddle with people that are incorrigible people that have evil hearts in my good thing of love trying to rehabilitate them against their will you cannot live another person's life for them don't even try if they're not listening to God why would they listen to you I'm just saying so there there are times that we can't not approach certain people because they're scorners I tell you don't worry about it there's about six good none of the people you can consider an object of your love cut your losses move on you know Jesus only healed those that came to him are you are you aware of that do you know many people he walked by knowing everything about them but they were not in motion think about it then it goes on this thing has to come to pass is that prophetic I'm in verse 15 of dinner on May 28 and it shall come to pass is that prophetic if there's that conditional as you come to pass if you hear what God said but you will not be a doer of what he said then all these curses shall come upon you and overtake you question on the blessings conditional - what here comes some good news other curses conditional isn't that good news isn't that good news so if you're under if you're under the power of the enemy what do you think might be a solution repent and get back on the side on the right side of truth that's not living it could it be that simple could it be that simple I know about probably 500 diseases or syndromes on the root cause and why people have them right off the top of my head I have some few years of experience so if you give me the name of your disease or your syndrome I know you I take a three-dimensional picture of you just like that in my mind spirit soul and body I know you're dead works issues in your life I know the areas that you stumble on other parts that you're not sanctified and none of your family tree back three to four generations now don't be afraid of that why would you you go to your doctor and you have a disease and yes then why don't have it he don't know but he knows how to manage you in it I come along and give you the reason for you I have the disease and get mad at me the doctor charges to tell you nothing I give you information for free if you ask me and you up said you know people get my bookmarks like excellently what they do they go to the back disease section first and they read the disease in the route and they said and because I had that is it that guys out don't watch I do it all the time they get offended I think I couldn't be years ago that was arguing with me about what I know and what I do and I said well I got a suggestion for you go figure it out for yourself oh you have all the answers go figure it out for yourself what I have to say is not important to you so what you talking to me for why don't figure it out I remembered what Jesus said one time wasn't it jesus said this one the Apostle I think was Jesus I said physician heal myself you have a man sirs figure it out there's a lot goes into this journey a lot goes into this process there's a lot of misunderstandings about the word curse people fuzz up like when you say evil spirit or demon people get really nervous they said we have to talk about that I came here to be edified we have such a fear of evil appel murder bug flu my my wife's head the other day John Henry one night went through Lyndon her lips in the middle of the night she went through the ceiling no hole laughs but there are things in life isn't there the curse people well Jesus paid the penalty for the curse this is argument we get when we use the word curse well what do you think hemorrhoids are it depends where you're sitting you consider hemorrhoids a blessing or a blank you know hemorrhoids are in the Bible and during the twenty eight as a curse I was in Sierra Vista Arizona years ago I was asked to teach in a Sunday morning service and some of our travels and it was later they come to our program for my life that had come here with a Christian lady by the way with hemorrhaging hemorrhoids even preparation age couldn't help and through some of our teachings she she realized that I had said it might in our teachings that that hemorrhoids the varicose veins of the lower region big intestine large intestine and was because of unresolved anger and rage either expressed or suppressed so she would have been an angry Christian woman and sometimes the Sun did not sit on her wrath it was there the next morning and she was so convicted and she went before God because she knew that it was true you know I love it when God's sons and daughters are honest about themselves I know here trying to fool God already knows your stuff your house would come clean he doesn't look unless you're friends that you confessed you might love you less but God doesn't he's waiting for your confession he's waiting for your honesty and in this in this service she got up and gave a testimony on Sunday morning about our healing of hemorrhoids that's a great testimony in a Christian Church on Sunday morning we need more of those that we may believe because of Goggin healed hemorrhoid seeking care just about anything and but she had an anger rage issue for years and she went to God and she's sincerely repented for it I mean she was Brewer she was broken in this and she gave the testimony that after and by the way nobody prayed for her she became a doer of the word and what does the word say be angry and sin not let not the Sun go down on your wrath is that what the word says if you don't live by that you're going to have some serious cardiovascular issues which is either thinning of blood vessels bulging and blood vessels or rupturing of blood vessels right down to possibly a bursting of an aorta all anger based that's the serious price to pay for a little bit of hostility don't you think but she gave the testimony of her healing when she dealt with this in her life repented to God and begin the process of having her mind renewed and walking in the victory of it she said my hemorrhoids dried up and I've never had a bleed out in many many months that's a powerful testimony and we probably more thrilled about a testimony for you know some major disease or something but every part of your body is important to you would you agree and so it's powerful but she became one a doer of the word years ago when I was doing my study on the subject of blessing and curses because there was such a lot of rhetoric I mean when I use the word curse people will just get all up in the air upside down get angry and rebuke me and stuff like that well I'm a Christian Jesus paid a penalty for that what you're talking about and I said well did you ever read in Deuteronomy 28 beginning in verse 15 - in the chapter the list of all of the things that are called occurs it includes every disease known to man every syndrome including losing your business losing your wife losing your home to foreclosure all of that is found right in this one chapter right down to hemorrhoids and the reason for this curse is defined in Scripture so rather than get into the argument of ignorant so why don't we just go to the word so I went to the word I want to share this with you because part of the reason I'm sharing this with you I want to encourage you to begin to read your Bible more I use that I use a King James because of many reasons it's it's more it's more in line with the older manuscript evidence and also has a Strong's Concordance that has the Greek and the Hebrew that's been mr. strong developed to understand Greek and Hebrew and one thing I like about the both the King James Version is that when English words were added to give the flow of meaning in the English language the words that were added to the sentence are italicized and you're better in James versions that means you can't find a Greek or Hebrew word to do a word study it was added by the translation committee to bring the flow of meaning in sentence structure that's integrity folks the other translations I don't care what camp you you're coming out of on Bible translations the rest are all variegated forms of transformations mix with a lot of denominational catechisms and emissions and in deletions and so we have to be very careful that we try to remain contain the integrity of word study so I had this conversation I'm having with you because I want you to develop a hunger for God how God thinks you'll never have it unless you read the word begin to read just read ask and ask the Father to begin to by the Holy Spirit to reveal to you things don't read it don't memorize it you're wasting your time read it and certain things will begin to fall into your spirit that you'll never forget or you remember key words don't be intimidated that you can't find scriptures in your Bible because you remember part of it many people don't witness because they they don't know line in verse do you know that Jesus didn't use liner verse he just said for it is written come on now when he defeated Satan he didn't say well in I hear you quoting from Psalms mr. Satan and it kind of reads this way and you're you and you're creating from you know you're reading from here and Deuteronomy a he didn't even mention it he said I hear what you said but for it is written that's the thing you got to know then with these modern little phones if you're under pressure with somebody and you know it the Bible says it but they're asking where's that found you free go hey get lockjaw you get hyper belly God blood pressures you you're about to pass out but from fear because you don't know many times because you don't know you don't show up and you don't know enough here's the cheat sheet I'm learning this Curtis put in a keyword that you know is there and I'll bring it right out so give me a second look let's check this out and then you can read it to them isn't that easy but make sure your battery has full charge because that's embarrassing when you find it and it has 2% left and it goes between the word becomes silent the word curse when I was doing and I want to finish this exhortation because I want to you know I just want to encourage you to come out of out of this dimension of thinking you know everything as you heard it we're still learning folks there's a lot to learn about God and you'll find it in Scripture I've learned so much even about the future I don't need to go to some human that has a spirit of divination tell me the future Oh Satan's will for my life I have a word I found things in there that I and I have to tell you I happen to know more things than the leaders of nations right now including our own president about the future about Israel about where God is going in the nations they don't they become gods to themselves I want to go where God is going with mankind to you I want to go I want to go where the Father and Jesus are going to be well you want to go there too whether I live or whether I die so I was doing my study years ago and I came when you know blessings and cursings and where blessings is very easy to do word drill it literally means benefits if you go to Psalm 68 it says the Lord that word Lord there is I don't I know jehovah capital and little ol little R little D 136 in science concordance Adonai I don't know he same pronunciations are correct the Lord daily loads us with benefits the Father daily loads us with benefits even the Elohim God capital G little o little D 4:13 your Strong's even the god of our salvation so what is the first gift the father gave to us salvation some 68 right there is the prophetic statement the father has given you eternal life do you want it you will live forever every one of you death will not keep you from living on the other side there's even a resurrection of the unsaved one day they stand before the father and white throne judgment and give an account that I want to go there I want to go to the judgement seat of Christ you might is okay if I want to have my judgments I'm going to take Jesus because if I end up with the father it means I missed the plan so as I was doing this study on blessings and curses I found the word blessings means benefit he daily loads us with benefits blessings that was from obedience but the word curse if you hear the word but you don't do it then all these curses should come upon you and overtake you I went to the word curse and I looked it up in the Strong's Concordance and it said vilification nullification the curse is a vilification so I looked at the reward it said vilification I wasn't getting any worse so finally I in my prayer time with God I said father what does this mean I see the word curse from Hebrew in the English I go look it up then the Hebrew it means vilification twice do you want to help me understand this you know Baba says Obama says very clearly is that God is not upset with you if you ask him something about what you don't know he's expecting you to talk to him and I didn't know and and and and God began to speak to me if words begin to form of my consciousness and God said to me Henry you know how to conjugate words conjugate vilification I didn't know God into the word conjugate are you serious in English yeah I know how to conjugate you know how to conjugate words you break them down sir God said break down the word vilification it starts out with a word villain now once you learn with me right now the word vilification means starts with the word villain vilification is dastardly deeds that are done by a villain and that act is known as vilification and then when I read the villain and I have conjugated the word villain I heard a scripture in my mind the thief comes but to kill steal and destroy but jesus said I came that you might have life and have it more abundantly dearly beloved I wish above all things that you prosper and be in health even as your soul prospers then I realized there was a being called the villain that wanted to vilify our blessings the blessings were ours God wanted us to be blessed but because we were listening to the villain and he had influenced us then he had to write to bless us with his blessings so the curse is a blessing of Satan and his Amen to our disobedience because we're not following the law of God or following the law of sin so when God said you shall forgive your brother was that a suggestion so if we don't forgive our brother does that open the door for the villain to bless us with his blessing mark 11 26 25 and 26 it says when you stand praying forgive if you have aught in your heart but if you from your heart do not forgive your brother neither will your father which is in heaven forgive you your trespass that verse anybody have an NIV here it's okay if you do you're safe does anybody have an NIV here you have your NIV phone that reprobate phone is anybody having NIV other than the phone all right you have one I'm coming down to talk to you not not for wrong reasons I want you to read a mark 11 26 in your NIV don't say that out loud too much oh now we're gonna do this mark 11 2006 I want you to read mark 11 26 in your NIV there a footnote in the footnote or sometimes footnotes as a footnote says not found an older manuscript evidence some manuscripts is it is it in read the part that is there it's not even in read what's your footnote say a good Catholic Bible new American Standard this Verte sorry this verse verse 26 which reads but if you do not forgive neither will your heavenly Father forgive your transgressions unquote is omitted in the best manuscripts it was probably added by copyists under the influence of mark Matthew 6:15 that's a nice opinion dr. Peck are you here Doug everybody fusses with the King James because I'm quoting from the King James you've had some experience with Tyndall's Bible which is what 1400s 15:26 1526 that's before 16 and what came after Tyndall the Geneva Bible now now you've done some work and and and I've shared it with you is Martha Van Horn a six found in the Geneva Bible and in the Tyndale Bible yes it is a matter of fact the 15 that was 500 years ago and the Tyndale Bible was the first Bible written in English from the original Greek and Hebrew and it reaiiy have a copy of it a beautiful copy of it and I've read the whole thing it reads exactly like the King James 90% mmm you know you have to be careful of the of the flow of manuscript evidence EDA came to what's called a Syrian text on the Masoretic text or it came through the Alexandrian text in orion in the second century or came through banana kiss and Sinaiticus from the fourth century to the Roman Catholic Church so if you're going to look at the flow of manuscript evidence you'll find that the older manuscript evidence that predates banana kiss and sign Atticus in the fourth century and you go down through the flow of the technology out of the manuscript evidence is there I have difficulty when people just start removing historical text under the guise of superior education or what are you going to call it to take that out well let me finish my story I started tonight because I want you to get a message remember I started the conversation about the lady that was dying of cancer now we're here again I say I didn't forget where I was that I just doing a big circle sometimes when I teach I'm like a painter painting a picture I put a swab there swab there hang with me you're going to get the picture because there's so much to learn and so much to understand when she came to me my phone and said when you pray for me I said no I am will not pray for you committed a sin unto death I was about to take you to first John five no I'm back when I'm like no how can I have a little more of your time three people said yes thank you lord part of this journey is learning first John chapter 5 verse 16 if a man if any man see his brother in this case his sister this is a pastor's wife sin a sin which is not unto death he shall ask and he shall give him life for them that sin not unto death there is a sin unto death I do not say that he shall pray for it all unrighteousness is sin and there is a sin not unto death I don't know if many people really understand this set of scriptures until you're faced with people in life live life life and death situations where you have to have God's Word if I had prayed for her she'd be dead today had other people prayed for she's a pastor's wife many times has he been healed No so what good's my prayer gonna be I asked him special in with God maybe now there's a disconnect there's a dead work there's it did work and so I knew that she had committed a sin that was unto death and I would not pray for her why did I know it was a sin unto death because she had a disease unto death hemorrhoids are not diseases unto death so we might pray for you on those could be messy but she said what is my sin this unto death I would not answer her because I did not want her to give me the right answers out of fear of dying I had to have her from the inside out I had to have her making decisions I wouldn't tell her I said because she has said has started in the right breast I asked her a question do you have any unforgiveness against another person unresolved non family member she was real quiet she found I said yes I knew when she said yes I do I was getting so excited because she told me the truth if she had lied to me she had lied to the Holy Ghost and she'd be dead today cerise tough isn't it that's what I love God's Word it helps me think straight thank you for your honesty the Bible says in James confess your faults one to another so that you may be what be healed wow that's big isn't it I asked her what do you think you need to do about it she thought a minute and said it well I think I need to call it sin what I just read you all unrighteousness is what all unrighteousness is what do you think unforgiveness is unrighteousness then is unrighteousness sin I'm not a few pastors in the world that have really scorned me because I considered some diseases to be the byproduct of unconfessed sin and they come up and they here's what they say can you believe that pastor Wright at this precious precious saint of God dying and he comes along and burdens them with this suggestion they have as soon as you can you imagine how evil he is I'm not responsible for their ignorance because if I knew and she had just confessed to me that she had unforgiveness towards another woman is that unrighteousness that righteousness is it so all unrighteousness is what and so what do we do a sin we confess it we come to the Father and we say we know is this we take responsibility and we confess it father come to you is he ready to forgive us is it that's simple so I said what do you think you need to do she said well I think I think I need to go to God and repent for this sin of unforgiveness if I had stopped there she'd be dead today because there's one more verse that I am fill ting her through for her freedom from death as was nice that's probably what you need to do that but what else do you think you need to do and this is why mark 11:26 should be back in your Bible as Mark 11:26 says that if in your heart do not forgive your brother his trespass neither with your father would just heaven forgive you yours see we got it we got something consider know when she has to forgive that woman before she ever receives forgiveness from the Father that scripture that was taken out is killing hundreds of Christians by irresponsible leaders that do not understand God at all at this level let me ask you a question if I offended you which is very possible well yeah would you expect me to take responsibility but if I offended you and I pierced you and and wasn't the kindest or whatever would you expect me to repent to you in your heart no well yet you hope that I would then you would expect me to be very nice don't be nice with me is sweet but you you wouldn't expect me to take responsibility there would there be a breach between us that breach would stay there until I came to you and took responsibility for piercing you she would not consider God as important as another human the Prophet said your sins have separated you from your God I don't need separation from you sister and I don't even need separation from God why should I die because of the sins of another against me the day you take in and you start harboring unforgiveness against another you have come into agreement with death and with hell your agreement and you've made a covenant with death that's in Isaiah read your Bible so I asked her what do you think you need to do she said well I think I need to get a hold of the lady and ask her to forgive me I said very good thanks for calling she's not as you're gonna pray for me I said no ma'am I don't have to if you from your heart will forgive your sister and release her then when you prayed towards heaven your father's gonna forgive you and release you that's the scripture I just read that's mark 11:26 that's the first time five I said you met the conditions of the cross hell and death have no more power over you have a nice day I never heard from her again I feel like Jesus and the ten lepers only one came back hey she's got a death sentence than ever hear from her until I get an autographed copy of a book co-authored by her doctor and dr. Neal Anderson a few years ago and I'm in chapter 10 the first chapter and she's the testimony that when she did this stage four cancer that had metastasized evaporated God healed every body part that was damaged and she was made every little bit whole and I did not pray for her she became a what doer of the word God watches over his word - performant why don't we make it that simple it maybe instead you chasing for some divine healer you may just need to get right with God none against people that are trying to help people don't get me wrong but sometimes we could have saved us the expense of the trouble that's why as an elder of the Christian Church I'm quite irritated with Bible Translators that taken out mark 11 26 because I didn't hand that scripture on let her off the hook and I wouldn't have had the full counsel of God and she'd be dead today so I'm leaving it in my Bible and what's really bad about this you'll hear something that's really I'm glad I'm just getting really raunchy right now Mark 11:26 is missing is the number 26 missing but fine fine I find out you're my exhibit tonight so enjoy and not against you bro we're gonna breathe in breathe out I'm sure you do mark 11:26 did you find it again there's no number is number 25 there is the number 25 there is the number 27 there so they took it not even took the verse out that took the number out so there's not even such thing as the number 26 forget about the verse and that's what you're buying in your book stores and there's something wrong you can say that maybe you can argue whether it was an older manuscript evidence or not but what are you going to do with misleading the number out that's bad scholarship you trust anybody not account it amidst the the other verses yeah but it sure could they sure got busted with me I said I use serious what is your question is it a legitimate question it is it is and I'm glad you mentioned that because the same verse is in there they forgot to take it out yeah it's Matthew 6:15 so why so why is it valid in Matthew 6:15 and it's not valid in in mark 11:26 only they can answer that redundancy I have no idea I have no idea why is it doubted here it is not valid there it shows you the inconsistency of men's tampering with God's Word so the curse is what the blessing of the villain because we're a doer of the villains word not God's Word boy happen out here all this time talking for an hour that's enough thanks for letting me share we've got some songs to sing it's gonna come up hearing many I forget somebody ever been here John or somebody up here I can't sing I singling cos kah kah kah that's why you don't say didn't did crows on the road they warned there fellers car ha ha ha humming ha humming this thing is oh I forgot to say something for those of you that are here for the first time our servers are non traditional they're patterned after the first century church is found in first Corinthians 14 when you come together all of you have a sum have a doctrine have a revelation have a tongue have an interpretation but all things be done unto edifying so if you want to participate maybe you have a share of Scripture maybe you want to give a testimony maybe you have a revelation maybe you have a tongue maybe ever checked maybe have a prophecy I don't know who is handling the open links and Dale and Sharon our deacons here and hope with your generations Church they've got colored cards green different colors if you have a testimony to give you a green card if you have a song and give you an orange card if you have an exhortation or a revelation or give a yellow card and and when and if you want to participate this podium and this mic is for you the church and if you want to participate go back and say nealandsharon and say here's what I want to do they're gonna listen to you and say okay or no yeah probably yeah and they're going to give you a card and you're gonna come sit in these nice soft pink chairs but when you sit up here don't sit on your card we have no discernment there while you're here put it like your D and then in the flow will release you to come and edify us that is that cool and so this is this is how it goes and because that was a first century Church it was unpredictable you had no idea what's gonna happen next they didn't print a program because didn't have printers and and you know be a prophet or two or three there and then getting up and promise I one two three and there B it was just as a spirit lid in the flow that and our services here we found that because we don't control God in what he wants to accomplish that many times in our services there's a theme that develops that God wants us to ponder and and so you'd be aware of in the flow if you if you take an orange card it's usually a song this is not the place to try out for Nashville and if you get up here and you're in the flesh you need to be like the old days of the gong show somebody's gonna go gone you're on a line if somebody gets up here and starts giving some really weird stuff that's unscriptural we're not going to embarrass them what I thank oversharing they were gonna have a Bible study isn't that how we learn I mean who wants to be wrong anybody want to be wrong then it was time to learn it's how we do it so that's what's happening also these pink chairs over here are the ernest section i was always impressed with church history when they had the anxious seats maybe you've read the first history and the anxious seats used to be a bunch of wooden benches over there by the side where the stage was and the ownerle churches and if there was a person that wanted to get saved and give their life to God they would get up and come sit down in those benches we're signified they were anxious to make a decision for salvation how I so impressed me so anybody's here today tonight and God's dealing with you to give your life to the Father because of Jesus don't wait to end this service you may chicken out if God's dealing with you go up and say who is back there Brigid hey Bridget and honey see you back there Bridget and she's overseeing what we call the earnest section if you're earnest about God or honest about God with you you won't get born again we'll stop everything right now it gets you into the kingdom of God is that clear and you don't have to wait to be lulled in by some sleepy song at the end of this service to make that decision if God's dealing with you get up say Bridget I'm ready and she'll walk right with you down here we're gonna stop the service and get you all the way into the father's heart he loves you already I want you to make that decision to receive his love you're gonna confess sin there's a good place to do a safe place this ought to be a safe place for everything you had no shame here no fear you can confess sin if you want I mean I've had a pass for how many years ago confess this urge to murder his own son as he's confessing I cast the devil out of him he went right to the floor like a snake when he got up off the floor he was free and he loved his son from then on that's a church service that's that's what the church is all about when people come in and they need God you don't ask him to leave and find God out there we're gonna take care of business right here you need healing you need deliverance this is the place to do it don't be bashful you're the family he's dead we're gonna do business the siRNA section father I thank you for this night I know I talked a long time father but I really felt an urgency to represent a and desire to be more activated in knowing your word and being able to apply it and be able to enjoy the blessings of You Father through Jesus and so father as we are here together I ask that you come here by your spirit in Jesus name and just be with us thank you sir in Jesus name Amen the word says to make a joyful noise unto the Lord praise Him in the dance praising with a high sounding cymbals let everything that hath breath praise ye the Lord our God is the god of the living and you are part of the Living you're not each tin stone I don't think oh we love doing that song pastor Benny why don't we take this little breathing break here and let you receive our giving for tonight and then we'll move ahead and some more things okay we're gonna give you all an opportunity to give into the kingdom of God and if you if you'd like an envelope you don't have have one but if you'd like an envelope raise your hand and our ushers will bring you an envelope and you can you can put your checks or cash or all the envelope if you want to use your credit card to give you can do that and we will lock it deep beneath the earth for the weekend so that it will be fully protected at all times well I feel like you guys really have shaken yourself loose tonight huh that's so awesome and it good to be able to just have fun and rejoice say well I don't know about that well the Bible says for you though don't know about that and every man be fully persuaded in his own mind so we release you to your conclusions amen yeah anybody else need an envelope yeah thank you for your giving hearts yes bless your heart oh it's so enough fun to have fun as a family you know God has a sense of humor look around and you know and God is happy when you when you read sums and you get into some of the Psalms there at the end about rejoicing and giving thanks and the joy of the Lord is somebody else's strength the joy of the Lord is what my strength and merry heart does good like a that word actually means cure the actual rendition of that from the language isn't very hard as good like a cure and we know that from the study of science and someone that laughter is good medicine do you know that happiness is a wonderful wonderful place of health and the enemy comes to steal your joy I I remember years ago a guy a teacher maybe you don't know who he is Mattel my age but I got named Jerry Seville was teaching years ago and he had a teaching I never got the title a Satan can't steal your joy he can't keep your goods and isn't that the truth and so keep your joy look up your Redemption draweth nigh and have a merry heart and all things give thanks for this is a book of God in it good to have a happy heart I mean to tell ya it's just wonderful well then they interfere okay our assurance will come around and pick up the giving now if you want to raise it up and kind of let them know where you're at they'll be right there and we just want to thank the Lord for this opportunity to be part of building as Kingdom and really building his kingdom as building men and women and children and building people that will bring honor to God and we just we thank you Father for this opportunity we thank you that you have set such a high place for us that you you gave everything and you are the biggest giver in the whole universe and we thank you for that example we thank you for our salvation and this opportunity to work with you father got one up on the front dug right there so and they don't come by run us down and then what kind of cards we have over there could you hold them up so I can see green green green is testimony do you have a song sisters that what that go ahead and do the song and then we'll do the testimony ice get a song going amen god bless you oh my gosh all right so we have such a good father and I've just been blown away by the just how expansive his love is and so this song keeps playing through my head so well you guys stand with me and if you know this song will you sing it with me I don't know all the verses so I'm just gonna start with a chorus but join in with me if you know it you're a good good father it's who you are it's who you are it's who you are and I'm loved by you it's Who I am its Who I am its Who I am because you are perfect in all of your ways perfect in all of your ways you are perfect in all of your ways too you're a good good father it's who you are it's who you are it's who you are and I'm loved by you it's Who I am its Who I am its Who I am because you are perfect in all of your ways you are perfect in all of your ways you are perfect in all of your ways too you're a good good father thank you so much you may be seated in no particular order you all talk it over who wants to give your testimony next just popcorn let's go here comes popcorn I've had a an embarrassing addiction for 40 years [Music] maybe doesn't seem like anything big but for over 40 years I would pick on the skin of my fingers and it would cause embarrassment it would keep me from raising my hands and praise but God this last week through the City of Refuge that addiction is gone I haven't had hands fingers that look like this that I can remember it would keep me my hands closed if I'd be meeting with people I would be clients it was embarrassing when I was courting my bride I'd kind of hide it from her and I just praise God so my mind is clear fear is gone I love myself things have been good I just praise God for city of refuge is sweet [Applause] that is no small thing and while I'm after this conversation even biting your nails is a sign of fear insecurity and it is an addiction also just sayin go ahead brother the God be the glory for the things he have done only little over two months ago the first time I ever heard of the City of Refuge or being helped precious lady that is tonight who introduced me to it and gave me a copy of a more excellent way told me about this place but when I got here I was like the Queen of Sheba when she met Solomon the half had never been told but I praise God for years ago this past September I was diagnosed with prostate cancer and August this past August the first and second I was in the hospital for the first time in 60 years I had a stroke and even though there is no physical evidence of anything but when I went in the pool yesterday I believe stroke and cancer was left in that pool and I walked by faith and not by sight as the ten lepers left Jesus and the Bible said as they went they were cleansed I believe as I go I shall be cleansed thank you thank you thank you awesome don't look at me I said it's popcorn you all talked it over this is actually my mic so we can hear yelling this is my third time - for my life well good welcome back thank you and the first time I came was what it'll be two years this February coming up and my story in a short version was I had several diagnosis of fibromyalgia and I said had so that's key praise God but I had fibromyalgia chronic migraines chronic fatigue hypoglycemia Lyme's disease multiple chemical sensitivities environmental allergies and I was at a point I had that for nine years it just when I first the first thing I started with kind of crossed between migraines and oh and I had gluten intolerance silly acts as well so my food was a piece of that as well but when I first started nine years ago well it's almost ten now I started with doctors for four and a half years and I was a business owner it's licensed manicurist I owned a day spa and I got to the point where I had to wear a full mask in there I was passing out I had to sell my business and I was a very active person a mother at the time of for children involved with my church and my life went down very fast but again I went after the medical community four and a half years of doctors trying all kinds of tests and meds and things and wasn't really getting cured it was actually only getting worse I would get something else and then something else and so after that I tried natural things so I went for supplements herbs different modalities of healing even with Christians that I opened myself up to I'd get small reliefs but never cured I would I had a very limited diet a very clean and pure and push myself and I got to a point one of my daughter's was about to get married and I was extremely sick I had respiratory things I just very very sick and bedridden and I had tried several natural all the things I knew that was the best I finally went to the doctor because I needed to be there for her wedding and she wanted a voice a very important so I then took the prescription medicines and I was sitting it was about a month before her wedding and I looked on my nightstand and I couldn't hardly speak I couldn't even get out of bed and I looked and I saw the prescription meds I saw the herbs I saw the oils and I heard God say are you ready to do it my way yeah so at that point two months later I went to a prayer meeting and a woman that had been through there for my life program and healed of many things and got her life back she pulled me aside and spent two hours talking to me and as you can tell when you've been through this program not even two hours is going to get it I mean she went over my head but I thought I went home told my husband she'd give me the Father's love CD and shared and I said this I think this is what I'm supposed to do and it was God provided the funds and now when I look back and people will talk about the expense I think how much money we knew the enemy comes to kill steal and destroy I thought about all the money and how the things I couldn't do in life has all been restored so I praise him for that and coming back you think the third time and my husband I have done the marriage retreat it was wonderful but every time I'm getting something different I got the physical the first time a lot of it and I came with three I had three sheets the I came and this time I just had one two little things we're working on it and it's good thank you very thankful you know I I appreciate your testimony in your journey that gets so much hope to others I've talked to so many people over the years that have spent all of their retirement life savings on doctors by the tens and tens of thousands of dollars and no hope no help and so I remember years ago there was a Jewish couple came here I've got pictures in my files of them standing here he's got his Jewish scarf or they call that thing in so on and they don't and his wife and they had driven here all the way from Canada and she had she had come here for one week and was totally healed in one week the amount of drugs she was paying for filled a sack and she came through the ministry went home and continued to get better and about six months later they showed up here with the bag of prescription drugs to give the testimony of her total freedom from these disorders and he had brought her in the first time flying in in a wheelchair and she set here in a wheelchair and she left in a wheelchair but in the course of applying the principles she dramatically began to heal her husband came in with her right here to give a testimony and he and I've got a picture of all the drugs we upset that bag they went all over this floor not three or four dozens and he's and he poured all these drugs on the floor and he looked at the audience looked at me and said not only has God healed my wife but we drove here in a brand new car that we could never afford before but now we can afford it that's a testimony and hearing our sister talk now is so encouraging because it's her journey it's her testimony it's what God has done for her and I'm thrilled you know I heard me say something tonight and I say a lot don't I and sometimes it's hard to give up what I know but remember I said something tonight that you have have to have heard something or seen it six times in its entirety just retained 25% she's been here three times she's still learning there's new things because you cannot comprehend everything and process it because you're slow I'm slow we're all slow so let's understand that and get over it and stop hyperventilating and journey just take a day at a time thank you sister who's next just get up and do it my name is Jodi I flew in from Colorado originally from australia i come from on both sides of my my mother and my father alcoholics addicts all my sisters or my brothers all the way through they're all alcoholics and addicts about two and a little under two and a half years ago I went to jail I was always going to jail living on the street by the time I was done using I was injecting meth and straight into my neck about 40 cc's three four times day and I remember in the end there wasn't wanting to do drugs anymore and I would cry when I would be trying to find a vein and so I went to jail and I don't know I just I think I obviously I surrendered to God I and I told him I didn't know what I was going to do when I got out where I was gonna go it was cold I went him when it wasn't cold I didn't have a coat I didn't have anything but a church came in that called new creation Church from Glenwood Springs and they were talking about hello the father led the Israelites out of Egypt out of slavery and he also had their back from behind so if we would just walk out in faith that the father would part the sea for us and he would also take care of the enemy behind us we would just have to keep walking in faith and um but we would have to take that first step like Moses had to raise his staff to the water and and then they taught me the story of lot how we kept looking back we keep going back to jail we keep going back to the same lifestyle when we get out just stop looking back stop Doernbecher it's gonna kill us like it did Lot's wife when when she looked back and um so I don't know something clicked with them stories and now I just I didn't go back I took a little right out of the jail and I'm alive it's been just most testimony would be three hours if I told you how I got here too but within two and a half years I'm like I went from homeless on the street drug user with my kids gone my son's back with me I haven't had him with me since he was seven he's 22 years now he's sober he also went through an addiction I've got a little under two and a half years sober my own business I'm just a lot of fear is still a lot of racing thoughts in my head the closer I got to coming here the worse it got I I couldn't figure things out I couldn't think I couldn't walk myself through the airport I couldn't find my way back to the cabin day after day and just an immense headache and it's gone [Music] I want you to come no not yet I want you to come back up and stand in the front you deserve more than a hand clap I want a standing ovation right now remember by face as through the next testimony let's do it he's bigger than big I almost didn't come this week and I always hear for the first time I guess about eleven and a half years ago diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma I had lived with it unknowing until it was diagnosed in 2007 already from 2003 on that I knew of I had been raised that I knew I was not supposed to die prematurely so I had some faith but not a lot of practical feet to put on it and I knew after going through the course when this beautiful twelve-year-old who's with me was just a few months old and that beautiful friend came to nurse her so I could lie there in the back that I wasn't I wasn't gonna die I was sure and I had tools and I even felt things changed in my body so much so that we we actually lived here for a few months in 2008 and actually a lot of things in my life had gotten worse at that point I was Stage four and my husband decided he didn't want to be married anymore and I had three little kids and if you don't know Hodgkin's lymphoma is a fear of abandonment from a male figure so that was being repeated the enemy was trying to take me out because he knew how much I loved God and he knew that I had sinned greatly because I put my trust in these male figures as a lot of us do and we need that father you know and um but he needed me to come back and I have been totally healed since 2014 glory to God even though even the medical community says I'm totally healed I'm not even in remission I'm totally healed oh yeah yes it's all him but if I hadn't obeyed you know I wouldn't be here there have been a couple of things that have been said this week that are so key that I'm so glad to see they're not only just being still being said they're being said even better every time I come here it gets better and so it's it's a peeling off of that onion of junk the enemy tries to hide us behind it is so huge to hide the word in your heart just came up really big in my spirit this week a time when I was driving home 45 minutes away from this amazing oncologist God connected me with when I didn't even want to do anything medical but as I learned to be led of the Holy Spirit listening asking my father to lead me there were times I had to tell the medical community yes and there were times I needed to tell them no and it was always a testimony when I would obey Him it was always a testimony and it took all these years but it grew in me that it didn't matter everything the enemy had said to me was a lie and I can remember one night driving home I was alone a lot of times people took me to things but at this point I was well enough even though I was getting a worse report that I could drive myself home 45 minutes from a report appointment and all of the labs and everything were worse and they didn't know what to do and I remember in the dark driving down highway up highway 65 in Indiana praising the Lord at the top of my lungs and screaming what was on my vision list because a man without a vision will perish but I now had a vision and I'm just here to share my testimony that don't give up it doesn't matter how long it takes the enemy is trying to wear us out and even if it's if it's a huge step forward in a moment and then and then it's back and then it's forward and it's back it's okay now that I'm totally delivered from cancer I came and I'm like there are these other things that the enemy is trying to bury me under and he just gave me so much more revelation this week and even just the testimonies of these families that I knew when I was here before and the victories that they're having God God's ready to do that with us all the time and I I'm so excited to go to the next place to say no to fear and rejection again and just thank you thank you for obeying the Lord thank you for giving us this opportunity to grow up and I'm excited I'm excited to come back again sometime welcome welcome back Wow you know she said something quite important about you know not giving up Habakkuk I'm sure everybody read that this morning chapter 2 is one of your favorite books to go to I am sure but in Habakkuk chapter 2 beginning in verse 2 and 3 it says I'll write the vision the vision of my heart I'll make it plain so that he that runs may read what is written that's the intent of your faith now though the vision seems to tarry this is the part that I heard you really saying I'm going to scripture to come along beside you though the vision seems to tarry it will surely come to pass now sometimes in receiving from God we don't build in the time of receiving that's why it's so important not to fall into the trap of always expecting instantaneous results although God can do things instantaneously but sometimes there's a gap of time for to apply our hearts to righteousness see what Moses had teaches the number our days Oh Lord number our days that we may apply our hearts unto righteousness you know it takes time to change we're creatures of habit and some of them's are stuck with ourselves and and changing your mind and changing your personality and changing your spirituality there's a lot of friction inside because you don't want to have to give up things that are common to you but things that are common to you may not necessarily be right for you so in this testimony and I appreciate you coming back science to see you and and I just love your spirit I just heard it so clear just special I just want to say I just sensed that bonding there and your heart so pure that give yourself a break yes but you gotta start this journey somewhere I remember years ago I was so thrilled we did a day of ministry and I watched a woman in wheelchair ministering to a woman in a wheelchair I was thrilled that's where you begin you know who's next over here wow this is good tonight kemell god gave me the name joy with the scripture that God might get closer please okay God named me joy my name is Locke travel for real but my pastor told me Galatians 6:9 he said la travail don't get weary in well-doing keep doing what you're doing and so I'm just thanking God because holding on to something when you don't see it come to pass is hard to do but with God nothing is impossible you man and so the other scripture I had that came to me I do numbers and he's got a book of him five four seven was real important I kept seeing five four seven I'm like what is up with this so there's a big story about five four seven I won't go into but my sister and I were the only two of the ten children that my mother had that were getting back into the word and when God sent me to Georgia I kept saying to her sis you gotta come on she's my younger sister so I kind of boss her around and she did it she came in she evangelist and you know she's prophetess and her gift just for growing I was like whoa we gotta do stuff so five four seven came to me from an event we went to that she got invited to but the scripture we found out a year later and we were both almost simultaneously looking at the word we're like whoa I found it it's in somewhere she found it I said no God gave it to me five four seven is in John Donne five four seven and it says if you don't believe the Torah that Moses wrote how will you believe me I'm the Living Word and I'm like okay five or seven so I'm looking at numbers and they just come up and come up but I ended up coming here cuz God sent me here he's got a mission and a plan and a purpose for everything he wastes nothing and so I was in Minnesota two months ago because my nephew got killed in jail and I met these beautiful ladies at this church called open door and one of them came up and saying good good father but I'm from Minnesota and I've been here 20 years but God sent me back there thinking I was going to help my nephew who had been diagnosed stage four cancer with bone marrow he's been healed now praise got a hundred percent thank you Jesus went to Mayo and now he's back but my nephew we didn't know how to raise him from the dead so he's all the way dead and so she's her only child you know so she's moping she's a wounded soldier and I'm like wow God you know I don't do pity parties I can't cry with her I don't I got four sons I don't know what this is gonna be like I'm just praying none of mine will leave before I do or you know leads us to say when I talked to them and met them they were telling me after I was leaving October 31st that they were coming to Georgia I'm like wow I live in Georgia you come into Georgia they knew I lived in Georgia and she said yeah we got a conference I was like really so they tell me they were coming and they tell me what date they were coming they told me they were being health so they sent me the link and I kind of looked it up and I was like that's kind of cool I'm have to tell some people about this it's in Georgia well when they got here on Sunday we had lunch and so we didn't really talk about being health but they were saying well we don't have room in our cabin you know you might want to call and just see if you you can come so I palm Mary said if you can get here on Monday now I went to work Monday morning and she said I called the line I guess it was 8:30 and she said well if you can get here before this morning before the first session is over because this is the groundwork then you need to come today and stay for the whole five days so they were asking me at work are you coming back this afternoon and I was like I'm gonna see how the Lord leads so I'll call you and I called Mary and she said it was about 9:30 I was like can I get there by 11:00 I said you're you're less than an hour away from where I'm at I think I can get there she said yeah well come on I'm on my way praise You Lord well not travel is my real name I'm just wrap this up l8er evll ESI I had to look at it my brother said to me in April I was 54 it says have you ever looked at your name I said if they write me a check sure because they don't call me laravel and my family but my name when I said I let the Lord lead it's been a revelation for me that God is leading me and he wastes nothing so LT ll is what I've been saying and somebody gave me those acronyms I'm like LT yeah it's like yeah you let the Lord lead my brothers shall be my name it's LT ll in my name bless God you don't waste nothing I'm so excited LTL also means a whole truckload and she's certainly a full truckload tonight isn't she I would just play him it's good it's who's next let's do it testimonies will do the song last hello cowboy hi I told God if you want to do that you have to put your words and my mouth because I'm not a speaker and I am from Russia bring the mic yes sir sweet sister yes so I just asked father if you really want me to do this you your spirit would just have to speak through me and I'm a Russian person and the English still but challenging or and at the same time very interesting part of my overcoming journey and so I guess the first thing that right now at the moment since we're being made overcomers I'm overcoming right now a big deal and I think God showed me that from my childhood whenever I was four my father hit me on the head with the spoon when we were sitting at the dinner table because I wanted to say something and so later in my life God revealed that all those fears what starting kind of exposing themselves after I moved to United States because all my life in Russia I'd never had it and I've worked with people I worked on the stage so I'd never had that but after I moved to the United States everything started falling apart my health all those panic attacks anxiety is everything and so I'm still overcoming Satan I guess didn't want me to come but I said you know father would because if I would be sitting there I would want to hear somebody's testimony it was very important to me when I came here a year ago because I was so I was so ill and so those testimonies were really really really important and father you just reminded me about that that you know put yourself in their place and so he just reminded getting that enemies trying to short your body right now that it's all you know as Adrienne was saying today that's just outer whatever soul and mind and catching up God delivered me from that from those spirits and I believe in that and so okay I'm not gonna participate maybe my voice will shake and maybe my body will hurt but father you sending me okay I'll do that but still you have to put words in my mouth so anyway so that's a that's a first testimony that I'm overcoming right now and I praise God for that because I'm making it I'm making a choice I'm taking a stand against the enemy and I'm gonna continue doing that and so when I came a year ago it was September of 2017 um a couple months prior to that in July I was diagnosed with severe anemia and my iron dropped down to four and I was almost at I'm a transfusion point and so I was scheduled for endoscopy and they decided wilt since there is some kind of internal bleeding let's do colonoscopies well so let's schedule for the point you for the appointment and let's see what it will show and so within a few months since that spring I drastically started losing weight and I lost maybe close to 20 pounds before right before I came here and so I was waiting for that appointment and I asked them if you would have cancellations please and I didn't know anything about being healthy at that point nobody ever brought it up and so taking whatever different things they even made me eat meat what I never really just didn't like even growing up with any kind of non-christian environment I just didn't like it so that was a big big overcoming for me too I started eating elk so I saw my iron can go back up and even that didn't help I was feeling weaker and weaker and was losing weight and thus so I was waiting for that appointment and so they called me the very first following Friday or Thursday but ever after I scheduled the appointment and told me there's cancellation but for some reason something within me was not ready to take that at that time I didn't understand anything I just held those you know just regular regular Christian knowledge and beliefs and everything and so I didn't take it and there's like why didn't I I was waiting for the cancellation but okay well it's passed and so like okay there's almost two more months and um help and I was just praying all the way through and asking father for guidance and um and so about four weeks prior to me coming my friend one of my friends who knew my history and what was taking place in my life and my health she brought up being health and uh and then she after we hung up with her she emailed me and told me in two days on Saturday they will have a webinar check it out and so I shared with my husband and we decided to stay home in pastor Adrienne and pastor John was teaching that webinar or presenting that webinar and so it was absolutely something we've never heard anywhere and so but I guess because our hearts were soil was ready for those seeds the hearts responded and my husband started checking into things and he called here and they told him that in November at the end of November they'll have Syria refuge and financially it was really really tough so it was a very kind of great opportunity to a chance to come here and so and as time goes on they were no cancellations nobody is calling me and so trying got closer and about two days prior to my appointment I my husband came to me and said you know I feel that you need to cancel the appointment and I was waiting for almost two months and it's like if I don't take it nothing is working whatever I'm taking even ELQ is not helping you know nothing is so that I don't know what I'm gonna do if I cancel what what what I'm gonna have I'm gonna get over this so to speak and he's like I really feel you need to go to Georgia and he said I know you won't trust me because for all thirteen years of our marriage it was really really really challenging and so um it didn't go any up there it just was from almost the first day was going down and so that hole and pain was accumulating and and so he's like I know you won't trust me but I felt that father really wants you to cancel and consider going there and still like okay and so I started thinking well I need that next day I need a call and cancel and here we go here's something started and I began I didn't know anything about spiritual realm anything like that now looking back and here comes the battle Satan was after me in a powerful way I couldn't figure out why I cannot make decision I was like okay he wants me to go that's fine but something was just it but really it's visually it's like Satan was just really pulling me so strongly like with all the things he could twist around me because it was even physically it was just really painful and yes and I was like why can't I just call him and say I'm not coming and so that was really for sense of Wednesday and Thursday it was almost a misery if I wouldn't have know that God was pulling me to his side and really trying to and so I started asking God okay God please show me in your word what do you want me to do I really needed like like this like my five fingers to see it like we say in Russia and so I prayed and I opened the word and it was first Chronicles I believe 15 20 or 15 21 where David as I think David is saying to God that I would rather fall into the hands of God who is merciful of me and I said there was that verse and I was just okay he was just I couldn't escape I couldn't run away from that and so it was still a battle buddy the Thursday goes on and then just it gets later and later and like okay I told my husband if I cancel it there's still two more months before CPU Syria for a future time and I was like if I cancel I don't know what to do nothing's working and it's like daily it's like whatever is just dripping out of me and there's like call them and see if they have program before that a little earlier and so he called that very day and they had program starting October 1st in a week and so they had one lodging Mary told him we have one lodging left and so he said ok we'll take that God will provide the way so I was like ok cancel it so after that I called and I canceled the appointment and he started working on all the details and calls and everything and and so so there was peace I'm coming and so following after Friday Saturday Saturday night very very very very bad pain came that I have not experienced before and it was going on like from 9:00 at night till midnight it was really really bad and I was like ok father if it doesn't stop I just have to go to the emergency room I can't go on like this it's just so bad and so I tried to stay strong and some by God's grace I know and so I now again looking back I understand what Satan was you know trying to do and make me to go to the doctor so maybe they would have to do this surgery if they were internal bleeding whatever the reason was and so father allowed me to go to sleep in pain like around midnight and I woke up pain was gone but I fell asleep in pain and so then God brought me here and so it was I stayed for and my husband just felt impressed he's like no you need to stay for both weeks he found out that there is walk out also after that and we again we didn't know much even though a little bit he researched we didn't know the whole what this whole thing is about how deep it is and and so anyway so I came here with two suitcases because I guess whatever the malabsorption and all different health issues I had since we pretty much got married almost right after bad after me moving here and we actually used to live in North Carolina and because my health deteriorating they told me that I had high allergies to the mold and other things so we had to leave North Carolina with my husband's family leaving his business and everything in church and moved to nothing too empty place in Colorado because of my health and so I'm father you need to help me because you you're the one who is speaking I don't know where you what I need to tell and so anyway yes I've been sick all those 13 years in a row every day was something different every day was something different I would gain weight I would drop weight and so at times I was diagnosed I had a lot of gastrointestinal issues h pylori and acid reflux and hiatal hernia and moderately severe gastritis then I had a lot of neck pain and back pain and doctors were like idiots calling each other idiots not knowing what to do with me and no one says you need to do shots the other one said something else and so it was just constant things and then just different places and my body would hurt from nothing I didn't know what was going on so it was quite a long long long journey now I look back I see and understand you know that there were rules for all of that and so at that time it took me to that very severe anemia and I had very high mercury level and again all those different things gas with my gastrointestinal tract and so yes I came here was big suitcase of juicer and my blender because malabsorption I could not really eat anything and so I brought all my tools and even my foods and so we went by and then walk out and buy and at the end of the walk out I mean it was a huge thing I can talk about all this whole week for even more time what God did and how he really just showed that that Father's love and all of that but just deepest roots of all my issues and what God the more God did was just amazing but by the end of the walk out when we were packing suitcases I was just happy and it was just something really changed in me but I just okay well two weeks vacations and with girls with friends are just great I was finally got vacation like after 13 years and but we had scales some my friends borrowed scales from our achieve weight the suitcases who get ready for the plane and I was like okay maybe I can check my weight because I was doing it like every day every day it's just keep going down and and I've noticed that I've gained like five or six pounds and I was doing all the same things what I did before and it was just going that way and so I was like okay thank you Father so much and so when we got to the airport and I got those suitcase and one was even roll I mean one was rolling the other one I had to pull and on the way here my husband our friends had to get that big suitcase for me because I didn't have any strings to do that and the carry-on it was really really really hard for me to even pull I was almost crying called my husband and like and so on the way back I was like wow I was rolling the suitcase I almost ate cases I almost was dancing around the airport with them and it was just a few pounds I've gained and so when I landed in Denver and my husband and my son came to pick me up Thank You father's so much and they and they told me after that when they saw me just approaching them they looked at each other like what happened with her they didn't it's you know didn't check my muscles shrinks or anything but just looking at me and I shared that today earlier that people were telling me after after I came back home so that's this first sight have see firsthand that something got changed and I we know what now that's like what happened was mom and so and they wanted to take suitcases from me and I was just like no I'm having fun I was not able to do that for a while so let me so I was rolling it around and like praising God as like no I won't you do that because I'm from Russia I'm strong Russian woman McDonald we've done it all and so yeah that um and so so that was the beginning of the journey and what they taught us here about all the supplements and old you know those kind of things but in you in the past that you know I need ask God to bless it and but it was a big turnaround for me in my overcoming journey that when when they said nothing is wrong with it if that's your bridge if that's time of your crossing that bridge and it really changed like really just whatever I say that changed my thinking and my I guess this way also and so when I came home I would sometimes feel like figure to take something or I would just ask father father am i over am I on the other side it was like it was every meal I had to take different things and it was every knows I thought I would do I do do I take it do I not it's like okay whenever it's time you just tell me because I know how him it's just important part of the journey and so in about three weeks I realized that I am not taking anything anymore I was like oh how did that happen that it was really just really really strange and I was like nothing is hurting you know my weight is scales are still the same and you know I'm gaining my weight and so I kind of like okay father maybe that's time maybe I am on that side and so since then I have not taken anything and it's been a little over here and so God did save me God did brought me freedom to my body and it's still overcoming journey was just utter all those different but ever done on the soul level pastor Adrienne helped me out and so um anyway I don't know if anything else I need to say so I left at work every time so anyway I was like SL stop thank you Father and I just praise you and I love you and that's what she I guess what else something else he wants me to say because he showed me how broken my heart was my all my life over 40 years that Father's love teaching was and I guess probably so many here and when leaving home I asked dr. Henderson what I do was that you know I can't be a baby again I can start / I was like you know nurturing and tactile contact and all of that I would you I love him how what do I deal with myself with him how so because I understand that if you love me keep my Commandments I got the concept and and so now I came here and I can say that this year of overcoming and overcomers community is a huge thing if you're considering consider its it's been huge because people who experiencing same things and they share how they overcame and how God helped them and you really need to hear that on that piece of strings at that moment I was like they did it God helped them it happened and really happened and so that's for me at least personally that was huge and so now what God did this life in this year that He healed my heart so much that now I when I worship I can raise my hands to him and I feel that that's my daddy I can't call him my daddy now when all my life my brain didn't associate was the word father because it was a betrayal and a liar and alcoholic and all of that so I didn't know what to do with that word and some of my brain in my heart it's it's happening more and more in my heart that now that's the most important area of my life is getting so much healing and it's still a journey but that's the most most important thing for me and I know everything else adds to that so that's the glory be to human thank you so much sorry it was too long I'm Russian you might be Russian but you didn't rush [Applause] as you may be rushing but you didn't rush through that so you're not that much rush into Russian I just want to pause a moment you know I know we've been here a long time tonight so what what you're gonna go back and sleep somewhere on a waste order pizza not tonight too cold the the simply I just want to dwell with you the simplicity of this testimony is startling the the journey is how we learn to journey ourselves and listening to how the people's journey helps us journey with them because we need all the help we can get we're kind of slow keep saying that tonight but we are and we we we operate based on basically instinct most of the time which is based on past events and that's how we relate to present and future events I appreciate this testimony because it was real thank you sister my name is Kevin hey Kevin hi you're about to be filmed this is my third venture coming down here third yes and it gets better and better each time some I can live a close to here I was a music minister for 22 years and then I changed careers and there was a time in my life when my song left me I couldn't sing and that was my that was my life but I couldn't sing and and even tonight I'm going to sing but I'm raspy but it doesn't matter I contemplated back there do I want to sing should I sing no I'm not gonna say well I will sing and then our sweet sister here okay the testimony about being in jail and saying I don't know what I'm going to do where I'm going to go what I'm gonna do when I'm good all these things I love the hymns I love the praise song but I just love the hymns and there's a hymn that God has just blessed my life with it's called his eye is on the sparrow take it away why should I be discouraged why should the shadows come why should my heart grow weary and long for heaven when Jesus is my shelter my constant friend is he for his eyes is on that sparrow and I know he watches me he [Music] watches me let not your heart be troubled his precious words I hear and resting on his promise I've lost my doubt and fear he draws me close unto Him my constant friend is he for his eye is on that sparrow and I know he watches me for his eyes on the sparrow and I know he watches me so I can sing because I'm happy I can sing because I'm free for his eye he's on that sparrow and I know he watches me his eye is on that spare [Music] oh he watches [Applause] my mother my mother used to sing that song I don't sing like him but at home sometimes I'll be singing bits and parts and pieces of it you know that's a powerful truth that you're also important can you imagine he keeps up with a sparrow that I had a spare the other day that flew in front of my car thoughts so bad I said God - one sir I don't think I needed to tell him that and the other one that stretches me this is something that endears me to the greatness of God our Father is that the hairs of our head are numbered can you imagine what a job it is to keep up with the hairs and everybody's head how many of you brushed your hair and a few hairs came out millions if people do it every day and God subtracts it just like it was nothing you know I want to tell you something about that tell me they're not only numbered they're numbered like that ones number one that one's number two that one's number three that's that's how intricate they're numbered the other part that really stretches me is how we're engraved upon the palms of his hand I don't know that that's literal but it means there's a book of remembrance and you know what is so cool when you get born again your name is written down in the book of life in heaven yeah you're known it's not that you say you know God its are you known of him you know well I think we're about done but it's better being half-baked that's good news I'm so thrilled you know sometimes we're such a hurry to come to church and leave nothing ever happens you don't get a chance to experience this depth God gets the gourd well that was a good burp did you ever have those once in a while I cooked dinner for Donna night tonight at home and I just enjoyed the dessert well we're family right you know I just enjoyed this time of just sharing I'm encouraged are you encouraged tonight what God has done for one he'll do for another really really really high grew high glucose high carbohydrates no it's okay God you know God has a sweet tooth I wasn't Christian radio for five years in a major city I kind of rocked that city played music and irritated him and the major city million people and I used to ask trivia questions I weren't quite so Tribune one time I said do you know that God has a sweet tooth and people calling him either answers yes or no and so on it was kind of interactive and then I did a little teaching one time God was complaining to the Prophet about his people and their insensitivity towards him and what he said this is in your Bible besides that God said you've not me any sweet cane with money there was no Walmart well God was saying is this you'd spend all this time on satisfying your own things but hey you know I have feelings too here you've not bought me any sweet cane with money I thought fun pondered it but hasn't going to eat in heaven well I'm not sure but he said it we had one of our students this year at overcomers Academy which is a daughter of Pastor Scott Harper and Sarah but you meant this week went on to become Miss Thomaston here in Georgia as distinguished young women of Georgia and in competition and and so on so we're quite proud of one of our students becoming Miss Thomaston and then going on to compete at the state level and you won't hear something really good because you know you know the Harper's got a big family and takes a lot of money and takes a lot of money sing kids to college these days when you don't have it this young lady going through this system and all this stuff ended up receiving the fourth highest award of scholarships for college for the state of Georgia she received a total of 238 thousand dollars in scholarships God can do it so we're quite proud of Hannah Harper and the Harper family and and it's good the glory of God can show up in so many ways can you no not the devil doesn't have all of our kids and it's so nice to see it and I hope personally that all of you have a wonderful time this time of year both remembering the greatness of God's love for us and secondly take in time for family let's let's have it I time how would I say this a thunder full time and find somebody to hang out with that loves you it loves you and I have a good time so god bless you and Jesus name I release you give something a hug and a smile as you go god bless you you

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Published: Sun Jan 13 2019