Havoc from Mobb Deep | Hotboxin' with Mike Tyson

so during that process how do you get sign what did you do it how did you know to go to a company that you run in a rough line because it's common sense look on the back of the tape then the addresses in here and you go to the addressee you stand in front of the address yep and it was coming out yeah so he's like it what's up things like these little [ __ ] crazy I want to start off with something real quick oh [ __ ] or do you want to save for let me bring us in and then you can say it first thing no I want to bring it in with this okay I'm not gonna lie when I was on the plane today I was watching a Muhammad Ali documentary we all saw it like you know was going on and then a sphinx was just doing our boy dirty right but immediately when I saw that I remember how I seen dis Spinks dirty and it just is it's just so lil how now I'm here now like were like you know when you fought Spinks what you thinking about Muhammad Ali no but you did fight Smith being home yeah how things beyond Spinks cried that's what that's that's exactly what it was but that I was SuperDuper happy well with that everybody this is [ __ ] hotboxing and i'm evan britain and i mike tyson we got man we got one of the oh geez in the house together me and my wife was in the movies with watching the tupac movie and your man was right then we were talking yeah I mean brother past he was talking we were talking to autumn and when they had to do that he pass watching the to pop yeah yeah yeah yep yep yeah yep when he when he landed he told me that he was watching the Tupac movie and then we went to or Walgreens I mean not walk means um uh uh uh uh or was the the organic place that whole photo fools thank you yeah that's proud of you yeah yeah yeah so why don't you take us back man you're from Queens yeah Queens born and raised born and raised Britt Queens bridge the bridge a new NASA known as well and all were like when our knives was a coming up like I was around them and like he was like the illness and she did I ever ever heard anatomy and uh I I was you know happy that when he blew up it's like hello this dude was from my way you know saying so I'm ho chi minh hung empty sham that kennedy from right away from back in the day that's that's what really like inspired me and she MC Shan like you know and Molly Moll MC Shan crazy he DeMaio Molly Moore he started it all oh I'm 45 young kid really yeah we was like 13 when we started this street how do you get how did you escape so to speak you know how we how we get out of here you get out it's almost impossible Evan Evan if you see the structure it's almost like taking a nap right and letting them go in here and you have to give me and somewhere do them by the end of the day which it will never be he have to get out of this building without getting stomped on like so if you want to get out of that door hanging out the door no way the listen the possibility is almost there is half percent [ __ ] like that man how many people are didn't graduate from cleaning the bridge you know don't get the college degree go into a bad school we're born there in Queens bitter born and Brownsville project and they're gonna die there that's like mostly everybody born there it's gonna die there yeah that's that's that's my attitude and let me tell you something my whole family from Brooklyn yeah if I'm best I'm your grandfather my bad my whole family is from Brooklyn you know saying my grandfather a buddy some best cries yeah most of the Crown's they have like the Muslims like the West mm that's where that's where I heard all my first Jamaican music yeah I Caribbean people cried yeah I might blow it up so like dresses the out be out solo yeah yeah cries right there Kingston yeah yeah st. jaws were saw grew up around all that my uncle was a gangster his things fur yeah yeah he was a king Southie he used to show me all his mob bullet holes right here you know worry about satellite ah Wow lure it out so what was it for you what led you into music how did you meet you met prodigy when you were 13 you guys knew each other since you were kids yes since I was like you know 13 but what really got me into the music was dead when I was like four years old my father this was playing music while he was gone to sleep at 10 o'clock we had to go to school the next day my father used to just play all this music loud it was disco music you know back then so then in the 80s I realized when I started you know getting a little bit older I realized that this music that Run DMC Kurtis Blow all the little ones come out I was like yeah I could do that and the jungle brothers and I was like yo these dudes is ill you know saying and I was like yo I could do that so I had an autistic thing in me so that's what made me want to do it and I just started rapping ever since then but I wanted to make be su so during that process how do you get signed what did you do how did you know to go to company that you run in a rough line because it's common sense it's common sense all you got to do is be like okay how do you get some how do you find a record label look on the back of the tape then the address is there and you go to the address see you stand in front of the address you know and he was coming out yeah really came out so he was like what's up things like these little [ __ ] is crazy we was just standing in front of there like that and then one crazy thing happened before I shot somebody in front of Def Jam oh cool definitely was it cool when do you see pop him over he was like this is crazy were acts it's verified acts run from not run acts DMC from DNC did have it push you over like this either you just shot somebody by accident you can die No thank God thank God he didn't die it like my would even be sitting here you never know know people kill people he didn't yeah how did you how did it come about that you accidentally shot this dude yeah because I was taken away from my mother when I was about like 13 years old me and my brother and my sister he got taken away from my mom's that uh they you know brought us to my grandmother and then after that we ran away maybe went away to Crown Heights so you were already karl-heinz I like Gil is to rely here so P hooked me up with a gun and I had the gun and I was like I gotta protect my little brother what happened to that I just wanted to tell you my little bride this all the time oh yes I just wanted to protect my little brother that's it cuz we interrupted we [ __ ] weenies we ain't book I said I want to protect him not me so Pete hooked me up with the gun I had it and then we was trying to become rappers so now we had Rush Manning at Def Jam and we update and I got this gun on me then I'm trying to protect my little brother so I thought it did [Music] it wasn't no bullets in it oh really go on for real man word because I was like your [ __ ] daughter I took it up I'm like 15 years old you got think about it so I thought that I took the [ __ ] out because I was like if I gave it to him I know I took the bullet out it was only a two shot Jerry Jerry prefer me so now I'm thinking I took this about accident hold it my bad so so I accidently hold it because we about to have a meeting with Russell Simmons for them but when we go to combat I was like it watched it I knew it was empty laughs that come out everything was slow motion for me he was like this he was like that I ran the Battle of it is when DMC for DMC accent not to thats the [ __ ] over get outside oh my yo I'm like Howard nervous breakdown you know what it don't haunt me because I didn't do it in and in a bad manner you understand what I'm saying I'm like I didn't do it in the BAM minute hey nah nah you know that's funny nah sod just was like stateful I was thinking I think and get locked up for nothing and I was able and that was that was a shoot somebody is go home they need a god is on your back America it was in your haircut I'm a walker I'm a walking metal cook you are brother you were handcuffed today and cut you for it and they let you go ha they didn't take you to the station movie yes oh god I gotta like trust me I tell ya how did you get the deal cuz after that brother was still willing to give you a deal of course that Russell didn't wanna give us a deal but it was a good thing that he didn't give us a deal cuz then Steve Rifton gave us the deal yeah and we did to do and then [ __ ] was just crazy how did you feel being the prize when you came on everybody know you all you came to the club baby we were feeling you guys I was I was feeling really good I was feeling really good still back quarters same lat quarters a little bit before a little bit before me but I heard that the lag quarters was crazy so I heard it was crazy of course that tell me about the lag cordis you know at the beginning I went to I started going there what 85 86 right that's my first really started boxing I started making a name at five or six pro fights just a few people know me if you're in the boxing and I used was going out a little time in the back then I used to be locked up a lot you know before after after after stop getting locked up I started boxing that stopped doing that [ __ ] but I would go out and I'll still see my friends I was robbed with I was still seeing mouth and they would still be at the club waiting for people to come out and Robin is still doing that bullshit's wasn't doing about still hanging out with them you know still hanging out with him to be up there and I guess was been doing that [ __ ] late nights watching them do that [ __ ] stick up beat [ __ ] take the close of juries and all that [ __ ] but I was never really into it I was doing career and people saw that my name was getting popular but they say if I saw them hanging hanging I was dumb [ __ ] so they really thought what the [ __ ] he doing but he Daleks I grew up with these guys he's got a group without 5 years old I knew their mother you know my mother and we gets grew up together and they if they were to we've been in both two different directions they became two stick-up guy the killers and all that stuff and I became this Katya started boxing I'm so happy I'm not imprisoned with them I still go visit them in prison they got four or five life sentences 90 years all that [ __ ] I still go visit them they been my longest friends I had to the friend or longest I ever had my my homo life and my oldest friends who are they what are their names scooter old man love yeah school it man love school I wonder if he here this Tut to wonder if they ever hear this [ __ ] no they trust me to hear it trust me they people's tell us so awesome you go and see these guys much huh it's awesome you see nice I don't know if I didn't do the weight of I didn't see them I talked to wonderful it's just really weird you know that's really really weird to think that they might die in there mm-hmm damn but you keep it all the way a hundred though huh you keep it all the way a honey man you still go see your peoples that you do for back then no doubt but I'm just saying I don't think what you're saying is like most people who had reach the levels of success that Mike has wouldn't do something like that let me take the whole bunch of there's a whole bunch of subtle be the very famous very powerful people that people that they love this in prison you'd be surprised you say what get in prison or something their fathers are hitmen that him other mothers killed their father [ __ ] like that you know me I'll sing some dope [ __ ] [ __ ] with dope but still you go visit yeah that's ill yeah it's powerful man it's never forgetting where you come from you know the people that you grew up with is when you think about listen think about this man he's everything well you're here now and people know you're here we are proud people know your name and you think about um the people that became for me we grew up with and we've until this day I'm 53 years I get I get right now you know but you know [ __ ] me died where he got shot today to this day these guys we grew up with since I was 9 years old pickpocket robbing houses snatching changes ripping people's pockets out up and 42nd Street it's all this stuff we did in our pathway to becoming menace or whatever was in the city and yes they no longer exist they stopped existing the old deed and I was and I'm Jenna I'm just like them I still have the disease just like them and it's crazy I hate the way cuz I know how they think I think like them you know but they don't how they hardly exist anymore so I have to go there cuz I'm almost lost without to peel my friends are going to have Andrew dope and stuff you know I mean it's it's it's more for it's more therapy for me than it is for them for me to see them you know I mean it's better for me to see them then I'm getting more out of it than they are do you understand chemistry yeah my life looks like it's almost over when I think about anybody I met anybody I knew for 30 years their new friend that's ill people you're really made out of you know those guys of what I'm really made out of did that make any sense mmm-hmm yeah that's what I'm really made out of I hate talking through the [ __ ] do they do but I'm no better than them I should be in there with them I took a different route mmm-hmm makes a lot of sense more yeah so havoc you got your first deal at 13 that like you've done public school wait a minute look at Mike Tyson that's that's what I'll do it Mike is is making me want to do what I gotta do see you you get to go home after accidentally shooting a guy and and I'm not saying that I happily look at all of course of course I mean that's [ __ ] you know that is God know it's a bad thing will of man do with conscious a dope but back then at that moment that the fly [ __ ] in the world and then they pull you back maybe what happened why did pop the who live in there why did you shoot anybody home from the neighborhood not gonna lie then it was not fly the winner with that situation trust me and browns my god issues somebody at 13 and Browns man that's your right passage to manhood when I was young at your passage your name is homicide now you name is killer Mike now you got a different name and everything they gave you a name well murder white murder this is your name got that in it now forever since you did that I should name the police know that and I don't know who you killed but they know that your name now anybody know that they give you that name killer March yeah that's Brownsville I'm very proud to be from there to anybody things were losers ever in the whole no we never thought that and he never thought that it was like the Browns will never will never ran never will trust you guys know about browser never ran never will from very tough very hard time so how long after that was it before you got your first deal Polly would say like two years later really we sold a lot of Records well and you guys I mean mobb deep and the Mike Tyson era you guys were really around the same tower pretty much it was a 93 I heard the music and present what do you think Mike I thought they were fly guys he's young fly kids yeah you know em fishing he was the first really silly rabbit ever came forward you see the history right there yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah nobody what yeah oh I didn't know that after 10 a stretch right up you open the door a big time being that into first right no no for real like kilo is crazy like kids to us you know me I feel the time because that was my culture but so like the one over there like kids that had some weird bizarre idea you know me hmm you think about it was like [ __ ] these [ __ ] are talking about baby let me white line don't do that I was Amina hip-hop the hibbity what the [ __ ] BtoB hi [ __ ] another [ __ ] [ __ ] talkin about man but within our soul songs we hear it it's in our soul we never heard of rap music before but once we heard you just start dancing this is us this is who we are this is our generation not even knowing it put the music outside a gym I'll sign the park it was like man it was weird it's like us I stopped everybody from all over comes yeah and then that's just when it goes down if there's gonna be fights or people will make new alliances or whatever gonna be everything's gonna happen near it the same way and Queen yeah crazy Wow yeah you gonna meet your friend you and meet your enemies you'll meet your wife go meet your girl feel me everybody the world that situation the u.s. CPP never seen before and they start playing that music yeah everybody comes out all the plays all the money making the regisnet jeans that's pocket this is what they love and we all in one place remember the movie uh crush screws slide remember that B Street those another one to let you boogie yeah yep yep yep yep my name is like popping and breaking you know those guys name to the people is from the Bronx the Crazy Legs and all those guys yeah yeah the bad one that's what is that's what it all started listen you know and I in our coaching when we battling one another right it's almost like it's a fifth fight with the energy it's crazy yeah it's crazy and when a guy does a good move in school it's almost like he scored with his punch people oh yeah they go crazy freestyle if we saw one enough they might they might stop fighting those definitely start a fight over do the battle is a picket yeah the dancing is does something to here it's amazing how that energy gets transferred yeah you know really crazy we think we know we are then we get overwhelmed by this music is there yeah yeah of music yeah the music is so powerful and that was at the beginning of time since we're not gonna rock thing up yeah and move people banging on a drum I mean it's so you know it's it touches your soul yeah man try it drink that's watermelon sitting out there yeah this is CBD you hit the CBD and yeah it's gonna be now yeah if you're feeling a little high CBD will mellow it out and it's a drink and you could just drink the whole thing as you CBD doubt every day yeah do - ugh yeah before I smoked there's or there's pineapple orange mixed berry yes yeah oh yeah unload yeah come on wasn't even born when you were graphing huh yeah they was a bit they don't work [ __ ] I got that thing in the car you knew and I'm remembering the car you're talking you're talking in the car and then you start freestyling didn't got a little kid in there with job yeah yeah yeah yeah and the beginning the video do this yeah I could do that okay my bad and Sue live in New York all day you go to Netflix yeah you gotta go to the fourth floor the red one the red one vehicle on the club well that that one of them are there good [Music] let me get slow with [ __ ] with crusty ass German things giving the dog who is I [ __ ] claim to fame I plead the fifth video and we was on enough a real real little sleep that's when they used to make the girls wear the clothing still don't know they are we're nothing now [Music] but she still killing them she really I feel like she really changed the game for women and round yeah that's why she killed [Music] [Music] [Music] traveling to your life that's a trip yes yes like I still got people's whistling right now like that poor kid from grounds of Brooklyn and I meet this high income guidance from France or somewhere Italy somewhere you know mean to be friends for the rest of our life you have friends like that yeah oh yeah yeah cab the stand chatting in you know you saw a little Russian it's all over the freaking place without naming a name who's the most interesting dude you've met in your life most into like maybe maybe not most interesting dude but most interesting figure like a prince sir [ __ ] billionaire or I don't know I don't know how to say interesting guys there's been a lot of money I met someone else I met some Russian guy that we just off the hook yeah just it's off the hook man yes um you know and when you're talking about abundance and all that kind of stuff on top of this off the hook and um you could be in a beautiful beautiful room like this inside of that and you have a phone and um there's another woman on the side and that one was full of beautiful women and years so pick the phone him to come in you hang up you totally did you totally show you picture your friend that they have in there he's picked that way so you want that when they go to another one this [ __ ] is [ __ ] crazy drinks at a bar a Z drugs huh that to the whatever you want whatever you could possibly imagine it's just you wanna party you think you got money you're a big time fighting a big-time rapper you're a big-time athlete that what two hundred million dollars you think you got money you're broke [ __ ] [ __ ] these guys do yeah I believe it they do what they do you know God put your ego in check you think you're the baddest flies Nick I'm a bad box [ __ ] everywhere I got everything didn't you get checked you go into a pigeon coop that's the size of this you know I'm a pigeon guy I want to go see all these pigeon coop I got a fly pigeon coop that's what a thousand four thousand square feet or something like that that's why that's a house party right so I think I'm flying at the exotic pigeons so I say did anybody in Russia grin I struggle to a pinnacle to a pigeon coop they got they got rolls or [ __ ] I'm property that as far as your eyes can see and they got houses mansion and the houses are the pigeon coops 7,000 square feet house but there's rolls are them and those a pigeon those look like in America other people's man that's who life is all about humbleness it's all about humbleness knowing there's something out there greater than everything I think I had something I see something do often me you know and when they have their pity could be having the guys with the multi have this that then that didn't they're [ __ ] I'm veterinarian they're the doctor they live in the same house of the [ __ ] house yeah I have the caveat you brother what what is your what was some of the most interesting things you experienced as a touring artist as a touring artist and how careful you got to be you know I mean cause it's not all just fun and games and you want on the road you definitely have time you gotta be careful what in what way like I don't think you could move like you have to pay attention you know I mean your health and stuff like that yeah especially when you get older yeah I'm saying when you get older you gotta you know much did you eat a charlie better like none of us don't eat McDonald's no more you know saying and not not the issue on McDonald's but I'm just saying like you know me back in the days we used like boom yeah but first down adèle like look you know now it's different like you're saying they have them possible burger at McDonalds over here well good luck to them you understand what I'm sayin not me that made out a plan that might save fast-food yeah Silas yeah it's all about eating good you gotta eat good yeah you know Ian statement of saying so what are their aspects of of that life do you have to be mindful of and aware of how you're obviously values people's Rob yeah you know with the people that are around number number number one you definitely have to make sure that your business is all point in statement of saying [ __ ] up money I didn't know that they were funding it only older they fund no more [ __ ] lot days not fundable you want some [ __ ] money we can't let them do that they can't we can't let them come to and do that they can't take this but we were too hard for it super to hotfoot people fatten you up you gotta worry about that just setting you up and what what any kind of what anyway Ketchum paint with your girlfriend this that whatever the situation may be no your money's at yes you always have to get some I what's that word I'm looking for self-preservation mmm self-preservation we in the world at this you know we have mothers we have brothers we have family members that people look after but um once you're conscious and I say weren't you conscious cook we don't even know how to take care of myself originally until we get conscious on know what taking care of ourselves really is you know but till we become conscious of that we you know we have to be very careful careful super careful cuz you see what's happening already right they snatchin do no say yeah do I say he did this you did that he did that it's like some kind of movement is going on and then some people you get swept up you understand what I'm saying somebody that didn't do nothing she be like but still yeah people's gonna suffer in this world we've all been here we have been suffered to the the extent that some other people suffer but we all suffered we're not gonna leave this planet until we do we don't leave until we do okay patty suffered leave this place you think so huh you think so yeah do you get continent realize that you are just a figment it was just a figment of your imagination who suffer yeah we do it to ourselves we feel we have to suffer some of us feel that we're guilty about things that's really isn't it we're not guilty about you know we the only species of people that do that no other species of animal will take poison that there no one's gonna kill them take it do that in the hopes of making us making us better why would you take the poison to kill yourself because because it's not giving this poison but is available to us or it's not doing cocaine that given that point I want thank you it's like he had just taken a say digital you have a little brother this is just a little bit yeah you go but thank you so much every time yeah and returns gets not take so much yeah well the other poison that we take his resentment is holding on to resentment and anger is like drinking poison and hoping someone else dies it feels good fighting angry at contentment in your mind thing that's a dirty mother for also resentment is bad no no no I believe that kills people nobody still don't gotta be mad to this day that's beautiful it's awesome let it go let it go support I mean to live your United mean like that's not cool being still mad at something I'm not mad about it because I always say to somebody close to me 10 years 20 years from now whatever we be mad about now we're not gonna care about 20 years lady from now yeah we're not gonna care brother and those are the people that we really don't speak to about but you know when you when you conscious like you said believe me you're not gonna hang around Mississippi because yeah notice we won't even have this conversation exactly yes there was no saying so they don't exist like misery would never have this combo and say hey guys what's up I'm gonna tell you about us about how we grow but what we're gonna hear about is the positive stuff it's gonna fall on all of ours yeah so you figure than your girlfriend you think I'll get married you know no not in a disrespectful way but I'm just saying like I think Mary just participate yeah that's a disrespect between one another that's all I'm sorry it's just respect like if you want to sit back yeah love that women feel they only be turned a fool ain't enough their that's their sense of security the right no doubt his sense of security mostly true okay that security to marry I'm not whatever and that's interesting that [ __ ] sometimes being around a ring on your finger of being marry me it spiritually married that shows a lot of character as well you know a lot of character I mean I believe that you know so I might want the first king or Emperor I got pussy-whipped and said no you're gonna have one way that's the rule do you think that was longer or set that forth what if it was just some Rafi yeah come out with power a Sheldon baby yeah somebody somebody with power authority they don't know I could make that rule you can't make it a but maybe you can make it an occult to well I think from one perspective it can look like something that's been mandated and you know the alternative is sorry how did you get the idea to build a rule any person life that you start up in life knowing nothing and it tells you you can you feel it tell you you can have more than one person yeah your energy tells you to have more than one person your spirits that week that we listen to and we travel to most of our life tells us we can have one person than also in somebody said no that's wrong and also me now we gotta fight this this ended really hasn't stopped beginning what is it someone is it someone or is it your feelings and feelings yeah its feelings yeah and then feeling to tell you this is some people may say no I'm just gonna do with this person for the day I died yeah you know some animals are like that we're format where an animal family yeah we could get those feelings when I miss staying with this person and yeah they say that they said some people have more of the gene than others about like like you know that uh yes whatever the name is called lithography yes some people have happen more than I believed assigned to the center because even I wasn't no monogamous type of guy was cheated read stuff I had to be with somebody I had to be with somebody I had that relationship I didn't treat people so [ __ ] bad but I need them you know what the [ __ ] needs a woman and then have time going I realize I need a woman I really man every time I'm like you know it's all about that that that's that's a ill statement because you know sometimes you know I chill just uh you know have company you can say what I'm saying so that's just you know and they're not even had to be nothing more than that doesn't have to be a sexual thing right that's why somebody did a survey when jail was first created when cuz you know ancient times jail was never created it was also and they either kill to it a soldier in the slavery there was no such thing as jail you know I mean and slaves didn't have jail because um if you're in jail you can't work the field so this gave you a whooping of lashing to you back in the field you're not gonna stop process jail was venting cuz they really took a study what can make these people want to make somebody suffer more than anything without killing them and that's separating them from their family who they love and care about that's what that survey they did when did that happen this happened know what sixteen hundred some [ __ ] 14-under some [ __ ] back then yeah I know they did the survey was what was what was more Val that any human being I think it was separating them from the fan will make them feel the lowest or something to that degree well have you seen the documentary this is the twelfth amendment it's a documentary I feed a promotion of them I know watched it so that talked about when after slavery was abolished and all these slaves were set free in the south if they are still slavery in a feminine 1870 they are still slate for another hundred years mmm-hmm so as the ones who thought they were ignorant to slavery but then again when slavery was over they uh they imprisoned them forth yes yes exactly they made Rockler his dying it did yes that's what it's the people's yards they clean people's yeah I mean universities the presence is there were slaves yeah by another name they were called prisoners but they were still slaves and slave really she lives long enough who you did live long enough she could live to your freedom they stayed in Inked Dido if a year took a year that's for them as a doctor they worked him to death they worked him totally to death that's when you know that's what I knew from realest the synopsis of the show that's when I knew it's called slavery by another name and I knew that the person could be worked at death within a year if he worked him every day like a slave had died and yeah years the longest that he'll last probably six 14 13 months if she works my the slave everything know so very little so every day every day from night from day to night every day it takes 13 months he died yes that's what I learn from the book in slavery the last 40 years 60 is some 90 years and then the jail one year working totally to death imagine going the place and knowing the year not gonna come out why did they just don't shoot oh excuse me but it is built you but this is the the FAL [ __ ] I'm talking like like you know when you hear [ __ ] like that like that's crazy that's crazy no like I'm very phases I learned from my mentor he was born in 1908 filly he seemed a lot of bad stuff right so this father been to a lot of the massacres and stuff would that happen and so uh he is testing Native people that's just our nature you know I mean some of us is just very kind you know that's just the gene may garlic you saying some of us a real not secure I need to prove that we're better than other people need to compete you know some of us are those people real nice people too but it's just I mean I need to compete at the pills that are better than somebody cuz I don't say like I don't feel good at all I'm also like I'm anything I need to prove that I'm something this is I'm a high makeup people you want to be something some people some people don't want to be anything I don't know what it's like that why do I want people to listen me I hate the fact that I have a podcast I hate the foot that I don't like my voice why the [ __ ] am I talking to people I say to myself some of the issues that we talk about I don't know but my job is to not let the people that listen to me know that I don't know you know because that's yourself that's our that's what we the Muslim forces to begin at a time they've been looking for answers and we don't haven't it's close to my death and it doesn't look like we're gonna get any more but you're doing something great you know that no tell me about that you I'm saying you're doing something great so if you just lend me your voice I think that's great really I do okay just add a human voice alone that's great hi guys this is my voice yeah it's just a trip me talking to people people listening to me I don't know what to say to him asking me a question was steadily talking about you I didn't feel any prizes prior to you uh you know lost my brother and when I found out that he died it dislike really today you saw Madden no no it didn't we couldn't be bad and I didn't know how to take it you know I mean I didn't have to think I was crying and you know I just I don't know I thought it was a lot but he will fit the last time you saw he was feeling sick and we just did to show in Vegas it was super duper it was like what I had you to ten degrees yeah speaking of is about to get on stage Demi performed namida got off she's like y'all feel good but before that earlier in the day he told me he said I was he was I think he was in Florida or something like that and then he said he felt good but then he started feeling better sounds like I good but when I left he wasn't in the hospital padang went to the hospital and then when I got there two days later somebody called me and it says son like your room or something but that's how I found out with him it was just crazy to say they must know a lot of our guys and stuff so I know it's my life has been fused and just my upbringing my neighborhood I've been and Aisha's what happens you know you go to a lot of you go to the court so I with that now that the consciousness that I believe that I pathetic now I don't feel sad anymore people died I used to feel sad before that dog would never let us see him again not even thinking that I'm gonna die shortly - I'm conscious so arrogant everything ain't gonna be him much luckily either what are you talking about why are you crying then you let me see him soon so I'm gonna look at it from a bad perspective any more people die it's not a bad thing no I think it has to be glorious a magnificent life was glorious magnificent so I could def be anything that's that's what I think I think death is who you are what you make in your mind what you believe it is well it can be tragic but some egos seemingly too soon yeah because we on this side of things we're gonna miss them you know I'm not gonna see them again stuff like that but uh but we do miss them in this reason why we mourn you're not to say that the next thing that's gonna happen is gonna be magnificent but he knows a good one for what I person could do for us what they did what I did make us happier than me that's hungry how we fought them how we loved him I we did everything together and then my ego missed that so I hate those for saying my feelings [ __ ] you method to get you to hang out and drink your [ __ ] no more we're gonna party in [ __ ] [ __ ] no more ego says that that's what makes you know we have to know they you know II think you think God made us to be miserable I don't know maybe he had but do you think I mean it's just after we go your miserable life everything is miserable here should be ashamed of yourself you should be humiliated you should feel miserable you live your life you think you think when you go to afterlife is something believable is right in wrong time of space I think it's emotions yeah it's all emotion we just live my life we had a turn by its vibes vibes vibes I think it's vibes maybe not but you know just happened this life for the time you have it is just incredible it magnificent believable but nothing we didn't do nothing to get this right do that for free before you can return you know look it's all my life what we did in our life my mother my father just one thirdly one day [ __ ] then we came here look what we got the father that guy good enough we put in work I can't say that but we put in work but look what we got and no one can we put in there's nothing even when you've been put into the single step of everything and look what we got you got love can you imagine anything that love love overcame everything our holy Christmas is becoming loves and it's loving God even though the negative don't a negative thing that happened to me what I like this is still a beautiful life I had a good mother being strung up just be in the way see my father was the way he wasn't my family is the way to everything look this is beautiful even though it was painful it's beautiful really beautiful gonna be amazing with the heavens door for me I can't wait you know in a weird kind of way yeah I'm like I'm with Mike yo we talked about this a lot if you can't tell so ya wanna talk about deaf yeah yeah I don't like to talk about this because it's simple I think that you could talk things turn into a zig since sad I'll talk about that I think so too I believe you could talk things into existence to pounding God created us to live in the fear-based world true we are right everything we will even got me afraid of everything you know yeah you don't think they caught the chances got access to take we want to meet Goblin on to meet God they say you know you have to go through that other process we're not willing to deal with that we don't want to talk about that but still you want to see God do what I'm gonna to be nice to us only get there yeah well you know on that note there's this thing called the Tilos of an acorn gullet the Tilos of an acorn is an oak tree so in the cells of that tiny acorn is already an oak tree and so you know we come into this world as babies and the Telos of us as babies is every form of us along the way even our death that's already in our cells you know it's just up to the unfolding of time for us to get there you know so in many ways we're already dead angry you know we've already been there but we're here right now you know and so you know we've talked about Manley P Hall and talking about life and death as a illusion life is eternal life is infinite the infinite now and that's where we have to be you know that's where we have to stay at least if we want to have a life that's at the end of the day enjoyable and not wrought with good and bad or we meant to live the fulfilled life yeah you know the seeker fulfilled life Elise absolutely so that's basically what she was displaying and use like you had to go through the good to the bad looks like you repent if you don't spend great actually forgiveness if you don't sin you know it was a it was a it was it was a very interesting monk in like 1908 1903 is around 1900 named recipes and he was a really interesting Russia and Russia yeah and he was a freaking he he was very elusive is he had a sex addiction and he would say to the farm girls in Russia Siberia where he that he said I'm how can you repent if you haven't sinned you must send them to you know you have to send in order to be forgiven and if I used to pretty much get the girls after I used ever read but didn't make so much sense you know I mean how could you be free how can you be forgiving for God if you don't send I can go being in life I think you feel good you don't spend how do you feel good fear him if you don't sin Rasputin is the guy with the Czar's apron at a stage he pretty much caught he met the Butte the Walker leaves again to the king and a Tsar and his arena Catholic if I die if I die your whole family will die right explain that because one of the sons had was anemic yeah if he do bleed to death yeah and Rasputin claimed that he could cure me he has been carrying up he had better gift to cure people right he was shot if he did the job yes he yes yes he did brother yeah listen I listen um if I hadn't experienced what I experienced in my life I will always thought that was [ __ ] to experience things that I experienced while I like so I believe he would be healed yeah the whole thing seemed like he did so much stuff they'd route them stand and wash I'm someone died yes it's insane I like better to run yeah they didn't do normally I don't tell you that let me tell you that family did it man yeah who was it was a Nicholas sir Nicholas what the Tsar yeah Nicholas the Sacco's with him right yeah yeah all of his families before him for 300 years before him were all pretty much dispatched you know I mean they were dictators and [ __ ] yeah they are very much enslaved the whole country itself since then you know and again ditching servants woman they got overthrown from the Communists yeah yeah listen people had a tough since the beginning ain't never had a good time till nice ice-cold him everywhere treated really badly missed almost their life most of the whole generation the Rory family the Romanoff then they've been the royal family for 300 years he imagine that yes yes yes treating everybody like trash for 300 years that's awful for for power for money no yes um this is Hawaii and [ __ ] you I'm better than you I'm royalty you're a [ __ ] peasant hmm good old yeah can you believe people think like that thought like that yeah [ __ ] pen don't touch me let me touch you we're gonna [ __ ] your family or something then I won't touch you in public or something like that yeah you know you have no right thing and do whatever they want to use your fire you definitely can't [ __ ] with those Royals well that's why it's so special Mike that you go and visit your old dudes you know when you stay in contact with them you know just for that that cuz you know you could be you're treated like royalty mo in the modern age but you know the human beings doing when they were out on the street exactly your honesty they were treated like royalty too in a different way but it was really detailed you know I mean well they're human beings ya know we're all human beings at the end of the day everyone is in need of some sort of contact there's no doubt about it you know I've been in putting them before my little my doing our life with about being incarcerated if I know that feel nice know so so are you saying that we need to believe in somebody no I think we innately do you know I'm saying that we need to have one another to share with to physical contact with to communicate with have exchanges with to exchange energy with you know we need that it's about Imogen we have to image we see a mr. wall I want to be like that I don't know if I'm Ferris go for me I know you can see I'm like that guy got his character I can't be nothing being me I gotta be like that you know I mean isolate all your pass or what you're about and you becoming this person because this is this is what I see this is success the way he walked away he talked the way the way with clothes where he talks to the women when he drive this car I want to be like that yeah and I know I gotta work hard to be like that I'm gonna kill nobody to be like that so that's what that's the right I took other people see other people hug hanging out that money got bad [ __ ] killing people nobody does ever disrespect everybody talks nice though if that want people to treat me like that so they go that route yeah well yeah okay I won't see you throwing rap and looking to spin on wild yeah you're not girls talking thena gangsters talk to him respect away like that gangsters wear my hanger gangsters when they should people that people are talking about they don't like his music [ __ ] like that I wouldn't be like that somebody want to shoot somebody else because they find disrespectful about me I want to be those guys to be in my crew hmm that's just what it is yes I didn't proud yes that's how happen all the time that's the only way it happens yeah that's what happened so you went from being a guy to used to be picked be picked on all the time to being the guy that got a crew they buy the neighborhood know that you don't [ __ ] with that crew and they see how these guys treat you and [ __ ] and cheat you tonight oh wow [ __ ] next thing you know you and the cops are watching you now too that's your talent is you know it's crazy yeah you learn that crew now you're the celebrity this is your crew in the jeans like get them on a payroll or they gonna go up there they gonna get in trouble and they're gonna be associated with shoot somebody stick some guys up and some dope deals gonna happen next thing you know your man got caught out there and then nothing's associated so yeah give them jobs well some of them you just love doing that to work like that and also havoc I think it's my my belief that we have to believe in something believe we have a purpose we definitely have a person I mean I'm sorry a purpose [Music] we probably don't figure it out until we bounce until we leave yeah we really figure out our purpose don't lose in life we probably a little bit scared is because we don't really know what's the next thing after this so it might make you a little bit scared but if you notice about energy and you know how your energy is then you know you I after this this part you just be like your energy is good nothing I could talk about this all day great I don't think it's talked about it enough yeah I don't think we embrace our non-existence enough immortality we don't embrace that enough yeah you know because you are you are it already you are it already you know saying you don't know the next thing because you wasn't in yet but trust me you never did not know it you always knew it you always knew it you're not gonna know what you're not gonna know even know that you know it huh you're not gonna know what you're not gonna know ever in your life you always know what you knew okay and but it just has to get just you know you can make it get better or whatever it is I'll just saying it's another concept that nobody's not gonna know you never didn't not know what you did not know you always know what you know and it's your energy and if it gets better it always gets better and it's better any better but I mean if it's called evolution evolved about you man no I still another still relishing in the fact that I'm sitting with Mike Tyson it's where to go I the first time I heard about Mike Tyson is Mike Tyson punch-out all right so it's like a video game that I couldn't afford but only when I was at my friend's house we could you know the first time you heard about Mike Mike Tyson's punch-out yeah man to be honest with you I would think I was on the elevator with you sorry Larry I was like kill I was like yo Mike you gonna see a football deep I was like he's like I do uh oh my god just making sure but what do you do in New York what are you that can mother nature in New York um okay she's back yeah but what I do want to see that new people you know about go now people start [ __ ] out on the [ __ ] they are because it would you do I was with you math man with your man [ __ ] this I think yeah what's this number there give me the numbers with now on them be anybody that knows me personally no more what are you doing New York these days yes he said now you got a lot I see some of the oh it's bother that I am though head in New York like I don't know what this whole transition yeah but not really you know say but I you know I'll be chilling that you don't have super miss those times man I remember those times we used to go into Club it somebody call that outside cuz I got stolen the tunnel was poppin it was crazy the tunnel was oh my god it was crazy where was the tunnel on 22nd yeah on the Westside Highway come with the world or worse I'll wait right there Mexico to sleep awake one pick a shelf and close 1 a.m. it's cold air this is some is so packed you can this is so packed what are that's blown open anybody from all over the city to bishops pack can't even breathe that was inspiring so high yeah [ __ ] freak yeah it was super awesome chicks with the a stuff of the day beautiful now it was the craziest club I know everybody that was the anybody that was shooting anybody stabbed and robbed anybody went to school with him I knew his mother I knew my mother it was just crazy it was good in the way it was cool for me but it was the kind I like I don't know this is what I had the girl with these guys you know every now and then every now and then they get from why today I know one like you know they don't know I know him or whatever are they probably didn't care but the ethical manner it would why didn't do that [ __ ] and then he tried saying he leave his [ __ ] jury back you didn't keep the money every day they was lucky they might be good are you not good would they know having fun I need someone I'd give him the money I mean if not opening them give me the [ __ ] money no [ __ ] [ __ ] they're lucky that Mike was had their back yeah it was good to get their stuff yeah I mean I'm not used to that stuff and then I used to guys like that man yeah they didn't let me give a fight they don't deal and try to fight back and then comment [ __ ] any cuddle party should I have people like that you know people that pretty it's different kind of people yeah I don't think I wouldn't be for Mike either right right stuff now we just do crate listen man if I was listen I was a stupid dick you know my friends and stuff if a guy had a girlfriend I was afraid of my friend my friend to tell him in their different wild guys they were just wild guy they're not to me take that come off sensitive but to other people they're not sensitive then I consider it a caring for their feelings or nothing you know I see this or fight that though but other people that they don't know never see it they don't even look at them as people it's just weird this is the way that they look like gonna steal their food kind of in a weird way you know that's not weird yeah they look at the like food straight up finishers have a really interesting area you know but it's just so common in our world no that's just [ __ ] have you come around then you got to know somebody don't come around me we don't know nobody they don't know that you know somebody is it like being a fresh fresh fresh deer in the front and the Sahara devid Serengeti doesn't mean in Africa anything that burns everything who was that and that's your time I'm victory it leave and we will be got out of that stuff highly unique ground how do you mean ground though some of us even become success we got pulled back down that's a miracle that's a miracle when you got a habit your attitude how do you leave doesn't mean you're born an addict how do you leave this place this is like your [ __ ] your bother your bullying your mother's book I can't go anything I wanted all my tools of my memories everything's in my friends who I believe with my friends are there how do you [ __ ] me not [ __ ] this up and go back down there what I'm used to being locked up in [ __ ] is better than being home to the holidays have to change that mindset that's what I wanted guys I promise the world someone the made it fun them did and even when you do supposedly makin still have those bad habits so you know I realize in order to change the world I had to change myself back up from being get my ass kicked emotionally but that's really what everyone else yeah eventually you can't change the world unless you change yourself yeah focus havoc what do you do these days about reworking up oh man right now I'm trying to uh you think the unnie yeah I'm as Studios in my house you know me so you know I'm rebranding right now you know the mean it's all about content it's all about cutting the middleman out you know the mean and uh so that's what I've been really focusing on like focusing on my brand well that's don't know well it's been awesome having you here brother thank you for having me I just came out here to meet with cha all right so I've gone back to my see everybody not tonight not tonight but how do you know you to see your lady ain't blowing my spot Oh bicoastal and I just think focused traveling after [ __ ] [ __ ] you like you have a job and every day she has painted - I can't build a bit honey with me forget your world for like maybe a fight I love that that's good megalomania my head that's a great that's like another that's your alternate ego down into [ __ ] your job your [ __ ] Billy's called me Oh before we bounce out of here I definitely got a plug sector yeah Oh everything you got plucked yeah yeah let me [ __ ] smoke it cuz you know I wouldn't Mike Tyson h-class havoc of mob the.com make sure that you go there and you uh you know go get the new contact with that be about to do right there and that fishery BSC website will be doing the conference yeah I know that I know and then holler at Steve summers brother this holy book sorry close yeah all right you having to play make his brother gap yeah yeah I think I like embedded inside clap yeah he's dope itself yeah yeah that's awesome anything else any social media stuff you know commotion of the havoc no chain follow me on IG thanks for having me I appreciate it brought it up and yeah yeah yeah don't know what all right Mike this is beautiful braid up we have today there anybody else today we good nobody else they've written nobody else today no all right man well hey everybody thanks again for listening and watching this episode of hot boxin be sure to subscribe to our YouTube channel hot boxing with Mike Tyson also check out our website we've got some dope merch up there hot box and podcast calm beautiful [ __ ] all the good [ __ ] you can subscribe to our newsletter merchandise and I clothed purchase the [ __ ] [ __ ] theater shades of me smoking blowing smoke in the clouds Oh cloud is it the cloudy factory it's like the hotbox baby so until next time i'm evan britain and i'm mike tyson the man havoc loves in the house and we're out thank you [Music] [Music]

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Published: Thu May 21 2020