Closer To God: Jessica's Journey | Full Family Drama Movie | Family Central

hi it's day 25 of my imprisonment being out of school is surprisingly really really boring and i miss my friends hi hope hi valerie hi kristen as you guys know the cancer is back i'm not even sure it ever left the doctor says that the cancer is spreading too quickly and that treatment won't work this time he said i only have a few more months left i even started telling my mom to get my arrangements in order rude wikipedia says and in the u.s only like 1300 people died last year of this type of cancer and like there's like 300 million people living here so the odds are totally in my favor i'm gonna beat this thing besides two years ago the doctor says that treatment was a long shot here i am sorry thought i heard my mom she doesn't really like it when i talk about my cancer when the doctor told her i wasn't gonna make it she totally lost it flipped out just listen to mitchell get out of my roomy little fungus make me go i'm gonna tell mom when she gets home [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] who's [Music] [Music] rose this is your dad rose it's me again i need to talk to you rose so is everything okay i'm sorry such a class i'd say sorry i just have to go i'd say stupid i don't understand how you can be so relaxed everyone here is going to be without a job if you let it what's your point my point she's barely here she's constantly putting off meetings with you excuse me she puts off meetings with you she's never dropped the ball in the 20 years she's been with me in spite of the terrible hands she's been dealt so let me ask you one more time what's your point at least let me take the jacobson excuse me can i come in i think you're already in i used to play pro ball and i can't even hit a metal can three feet away rose jeans you know we have a dress code here you're gonna have to start no i know i know i know i know that's the rule it's a stupid rule is that what you want to talk to me about panda's leaving rose i thought this nurse was the nurse she is she was she's having marital problems she's getting divorced worse she's getting married rose i think maybe it's time you took some time off riley i can't you and i both know the jacobson account's the only thing that's gonna keep this little company afloat another year yeah i could put someone else on it nancy will do it don't even think about it you know i'm the only one that mr jacobson trusts i got a woman if i can't get him to sign this contract he's gonna go over to peters and klein oh peter's incline those smarmy riley i just need the afternoon okay i'll figure it out rose i think you need to take care of your daughter i am and if i lose this account we're all gonna be out of a job thank you oh no hugging rose it's own a kiss it's the rule stupid rule thank you [Music] hannah you don't have to do dishes i got your message i thought you weren't getting married until june you know i love jessica but chris got the job and it's in dallas dallas i'm so sorry i know this is going to leave you in a vine no you've been a lifesaver i don't know what we would have done without you what am i going to do without you i'm really happy for you i am i'm sure you have a million things to do you should get going we're gonna be fine [Music] love you too mum [Music] and i'm hungry [Music] mama we're about to keep my high score come on one look one second honey mama's a little busy you're always busy jess we should take you this long tomorrow get your hair cut you want to feel good to get pampered it took me two years to grow this out i'm not gonna cut it again billy honey put that game down mama get everything ready for dinner mom come on you dweeb just help her out it's bad enough you didn't finish your homework like she asked you billy you said you finished was going to after dinner no games until after your homework's done you know that really what did i say just sit down you couldn't put that stupid game down long enough to answer the telephone let me try and relax okay mom not now billy but mom billy can you just leave the kitchen until i call you for dinner can you do that mom billy go mom are you okay yeah dinner will be ready in a second billy and i can't get dinner why don't you just sit down for a second okay mom what now pop rosie jess will you just take billy upstairs gonna wash her dinner what are you doing here i've been trying to call you yeah i've been trying to ignore you my goodness jessica got so big how's she doing pop what are you doing here how is she doing you never wrote back so i don't know anything about what's going on in your life did you ever get any of my letters it's been 15 years pop what was i supposed to write i know you've been constantly in and out of my life since i was 14 but maybe this one time your probation officer won't violate your probation and let you see my kid i'm a different person now that's what i've been wanting to tell you i'm not the same person i've wasted so much time whatever i was you could have wrote rosie yeah now that's all i'm saying about that i'm not holding up liquor stores anymore and i'm not abandoning my family anymore i'm here for you i'm fine we are fine jess just sit down it's late you haven't eaten anything i'm fine are you a grandfather yes i am i'm your mother's father you're william right it's billy william is an old man's name an old man william is a mature name i like it i hate it [Music] this guy all right billy it is jessica i haven't seen you since mom said you were in prison i was but i'm not anymore i'm here now i'm here for my family if that's okay rosie rosie what i-is that funny mom hates being called rosie well too bad she's my little rosie it was your grandmother's name god rest her soul your mother always be my little rosie well rosie can you stay around very funny i'm sure your grandfather has a ton of things he needs to do so thanks so much for the visit pop jessica you look just like your grandmother are you all right sweetheart is it the cancer i'm fine every time i sneeze someone treats me like i'm made of porcelain of course you're fine you're a doyle doyle our last name is donaldson doyle's mom's maiden name dummy she's feisty like you rosie just like your grandmother listen i have to finish dinner pop you're more than welcome to stay but it's me a quick one tonight billy has school in the morning and jess has a new nurse coming and she needs a rest mom i don't want another nurse well i new nurse what happened to the old one it's a long story pop she had to leave just like the one before her and the one before her my granddaughter's sick i'll take care of her no pop but you come in here after 15 years and you think i'm gonna leave you with my kids rosie mom at least he's family i mean we know him more than we know what's her face coming tomorrow i can do this i was in prison when your mother was sick my granddaughter's sick let me help mom stay put how dare you come into my house and push yourself on my children you have no right i was just trying to help rosie don't call me rosie you lost that privilege when you left mom and me the last time now you can stay for dinner and then you're gonna tell the kids you have to leave i didn't mean to caught you any pain by coming here rose i've been waiting for this minute for 15 years pictured a much happier reunion why ever would you picture a happy reunion you left me [Music] i'm not doing this you should just go right now dad mom no please just go back to the table want to know my grandfather before i die one day one day fair enough don't you disappoint my children my grandfather is here not really sure what to make of him yet he's nothing like i thought he would be it's kind of cool to have a grandparent though all right the white pills before breakfast the yellow pill is after lunch okay well you got it i'm gonna give you one more number just in case i've got this the pillbox is on the counter make sure she eats healthy and keep her stimulated i've got this everything's gonna be fine okay but pop this is just for today you're gonna be here right i'm not gonna leave her aside all right let's go billy we're gonna be late hey grandpa okay okay we'll have to work on that later i'll see you now i'm gonna call you a bit to check on jeff okay okay all right bye i should call to see what's going on [ __ ] night you just got here you haven't even had your coffee yet i know nance but i mean he just shows up my i think it's sweet your dad just showed up at your door you don't know my father i don't think you would do anything do you no it's not bad it's just i'm so angry at him you know you don't think that maybe god brought him back into your life for a reason don't start he does that nice and strong you know he just shows up and expects everything to be all right so like him and then i've got to look the bad guy when i tell the kids he can't stay no one's saying you can't be upset with the guy give him a chance maybe he's changed people don't change nance nancy you've done it again you were a master making this generic coffee taste gourmet you want me to give you my secret yeah what is it i would tell you but i have some papers to file or some other excuse to get out of here right now rose how is everything good everything's good good so i was wondering if you know maybe if you want to go out oh sorry ethan i just totally remembered a conference call i was supposed to be on oh yeah of course okay bye have you saturday night oh i'd love to i'll pick you up at 8. sounds great mr flynn funny seeing you here right you know cause cause i work here how you feeling chess uh oh are you hurting feeling sick or anything no just having a bad case of applause well if you're not sick get up chop chop breakfast in five minutes really hello hey pop how's jess doing oh she just got up about to have breakfast she's a sweet girl she's just not a morning person no it's okay if she wants to eat in her room oh no rosie you know how your mother felt about that a good family deals heals and eats their meals at the kitchen table i know pop i got this rosie you're not gonna be a serial caller are you a what caller someone who calls back every 10 minutes no i'm not whatever you just said type of caller that's not me i just i just want i'm gonna hang up now i have to go okay bye love you pop i was mom wasn't it yes that was her and where do you think you're going young lady to my room oh no you have this fine kitchen here you just take a seat you're not gonna tell me some old grandpa's stories about how you guys used to eat together as a family or something are you no no old grandpa stories but i will tell you that it's no fun sitting in an enclosed room for the rest of your days that i know well these are the rest of my days and i am sitting in an enclosed god we'll let you know when your time is up but it's up to you to decide what to do with the time you have left so what are you gonna do well whatever i do can i go do it in my room in front of my television laying in my bed no you know that's mom right i'm not answering it if you don't she's totally gonna freak out good you should know some of the things that she did when she was your age that freaked me out really like what oh no oh no i'm trying to get on her good side there's some things that i'm sure your mother doesn't want you to know you know i really don't know my mother how can you not know your mother you live in the same house with her well i mean i know she goes to work and she comes home and takes care of me and billy but i don't really know know her i mean ever since dad died and i got sick she's just been kind of like a machine you should get to know them rosie i know she's a firecracker that one it was her words to me that kept me going in that awful place my mom yes your mom i really think you should answer this i thought you said you weren't gonna call back every ten minutes will you hung up on me pop i'll be quick i just have a favor to ask anything jess's doctor wants to see her for what no it's nothing serious he just wants to see how she's doing since we stopped her treatment i don't know if she'll be back in time for billy's soccer game can you just can you take him what kind of question is that of course i'll take him thank you pop his game's at 4 30. so he needs to get ready as soon as i've got that rosie okay all right bye bye pop grade three that's the highest cancer grade a doctor can give you what can i say i'm an overachiever got something to hide your life like it's something too high so put on a show something to hide a girls are good at it something to hide we won the game mom well that's great honey i'm sorry i know that you wanted me to come to the game but yeah yeah you'll beat the next one right billy i'm sorry but your sister it's always about jessica billy i'm sorry what did you want me to do now your sister's sick she had a doctor's appointment she's always sick you have more than one kid you know billy what did you want me to do now you coming here yelling and tracking dirt in my kitchen i will talk to you whenever you calm down if jasmine dead would you come to my game then let him go pop i am so mad i'm afraid of what i might do rosie get out get up get out get out [Music] sorry billy i'm sorry i'm destroying your life don't you have to be an inconvenience i'm sorry [Music] so [Music] billy is it okay if i come up you were really upset in there you said some pretty bad things to your mother so unfair unfair it's always about jessica jessica this is just that billy let me tell you something do you mind if i take a seat you don't remember when your father died your sister was young you were a baby and i was in prison your mother had to face that by herself i know but now your sister is sick with the same disease that took your grandmother billy the biggest regret i have in my life is not being there for your mother to be there for your kids when she needed me let me give you a lesson about life life is unfair and to us doyle's life is extremely unfair but you deal with it billy you deal with it like a man not like a spoiled brat imagine what your mother's going through we can't even imagine what your sister's dealing with this isn't a time to hold your head down i need you to be strong for your family like it or not you're the man of the house and your family needs you you're getting to an age where no one has to like you sure your mother your sister and i we love you we'll always love you but you're not a very liked person right now you have to decide to be a likable person you have to earn that no one's gonna give that to you i had to learn that the hard way and i i'm still working on that one you're a man of god aren't you we don't go to church just going to church doesn't make you a man of god doing the right thing when it's uncomfortable and when it seems unfair that's what makes you a man of god i believe in you billy i believe you can be the man i never was do [Music] [Music] so [Music] i'm sorry i just don't feel like doing this today maybe later can i tell you a story grandpa i'm a little old for bedtime stories well this is a a good one have you heard of the man called jesus grandpa this is one of my favorites uh what is this what are you guys doing rose don't hate us we just wanted to help and we aren't taking no for an answer no no no no i can't say no everybody in the office chipped in we just wanted to help a little bit i can't accept this rose just say thank you but i can't accept this kind of just say thank you you better say thank you don't make me tell secrets thank you actually it was ethan's idea no hugs that's a stupid rule riley thank you ethan oh it was the least we could do you know you're going through something that none of us can even begin to understand and okay enough of the mushy i need a little alone time with rose talk to her okay cool secrets right these walls are thin it's not like we're not gonna hear what you're gonna say anyway i can't thank you enough you've been beyond good to me you know we all love you here ross oh my god you're firing me do i look like donald trump i'm not firing you rose no of course not you practically started this company i'd never do that okay riley you can't start a conversation with a phrase like that and insert a butt god he scared me after death all right but what you were right about peters and klein my source says that jacobson's firm set up an appointment with them your source rose this is serious except for the day after you pitched to them here i don't know what to do i want to do the right thing the right thing is making you take some time off but if that happens all of our jobs will be in jeopardy no thank you for letting me know everything's gonna be fine what you looking at nothing you're getting red what's out there nothing i was just looking next door grandpa close the curtains before he sees you okay who is that is that your boyfriend no grandpa he's not my boyfriend i'm not talking about you with it oh right i'll go ask him grandpa no oh that's so embarrassing oh look at you in the month i've been here this is the first time i've ever seen any color in your face you really like him yes i really like him but every girl in school likes him he's like the hottest guy well i don't like him you don't like him you don't even know him does he have a job it's not like he's my boyfriend but yes he has a job he delivers pizzas do you mind no i don't oh look you're a very pretty girl any guy would be lucky to have you hear my grandpa you're supposed to say that oh no i mean it why don't you have more pictures in here i don't know i haven't really thought about it the last few years have been nothing but hospitals and medications you need to have pictures of all the things you've done with your friends and your little boyfriend over there not my boyfriend grandpa you do have friends don't you yes i have friends i just don't want them to see me like this i don't want to be a charity case now is the time to be around your friends don't be silly this is the time when family and friends matter the most maybe you have to fill up this photo album fill it up with what all i do is sit around here all day don't you see this book symbolizes much more your journey isn't over we have pages to fill well grandpa i can't understand what you're going through i really can't but i do know what it's like to have time taken away from you time is something you can never get back don't waste it well what am i supposed to do what do you want to do this minute what i don't know i don't have to think about it what about that little boyfriend over there do you ever try to talk to him when i was a young man we would ask a young lady on a date to a dance you know and real classy thing like that do you kids still do stuff like that maybe prom but i'm not counting on staying around for that hey no talking like that besides i don't even know how to dance what do you mean you can't dance you're a doyle it's in our blood now you give me your hand come on come on okay all right good good okay good back good see you're doing it it's easy i told you you could do it it's [Music] cause you're not finished yet do you hear me take a picture [Music] so pop can i come in sure come in all those years i was locked up harry day i'd wait for the mail hoping to get a letter from you i'd write to you to see how you were doing and hope for word on the children but never came not one letter did you get mine yeah i got your letters well you know i never got upset with you not once because i knew i brought that on myself in prison i stayed to myself mostly you know kept working and reading and stuff like that but what got me through it was this remember when you gave this to me as a long time ago pop why are you here really making it for lost time what yes mostly i i missed a lot but i'm here now i'm here for you where were you when i needed you i beat myself up for that every day but i am here for you now now these last years have been hell for me pop first my mother then my husband and now my baby girl is dying and you come in here and you start talking about god and that you want to be here for me now god has forgiven me i'll spend the rest of my life doing whatever it takes so that you can too i don't mean to sound ungrateful pop because i really i really do appreciate how great you've been with the kids but you told jess she could go to her prom oh oh no wait i didn't tell her pop i know you you might not have said it outright but you were the one that put that idea in her head well maybe i believe that she could do whatever she wants to you don't get it do you she's sick she's not getting any better she's never gonna go to a prom ever the only thing that's keeping that kid alive is her optimism so you have to stop putting these unrealistic ideas in her head oh she needs to live a little bit rosy she has a little fire in her belly it's natural what's so wrong with that did you hear anything i just said to you you'd never listen it's just like when i was a kid i mean where were you then oh i got locked up for trying to provide for money that is a cop-out pop now do you honestly believe that i wanted to be away from you rosie the lord has given me a second chance and i'm taking full advantage i am sorry that i wasn't there for you before but i am here for you now what else do i have to do to prove that to you you can start by doing the things that i ask you to do i've raised jessie for 17 years i've always been here i never left and now she's dying and it's my job to keep everything in control there are just some things out of your control some things are in god's hands it may not make sense but we don't see all of god's plan you can beat me up another day you have every right but right now time's too short what did i do to deserve this mom the love of my life and now my baby sorry pop god abandoned me a long time ago remember what you used to say to me if god brought you to it god will bring you through it [Music] [Music] [Music] i made coffee oh nan's always looking out for me what you reading uh nothing i'm just trying to stay motivated before work just do what i do when i don't feel like working what's that don't i'm serious let's get out of here work is not going anywhere answer that's very tempting but i have so much to do to prep for this jacobson pitch oh please you're always over prepared nance i can't really i can't come on it'll be fun we'll invite your boyfriend stop calling him my boyfriend why he should be but he isn't so stop calling him that so you wouldn't get mad if i asked him out then okay so i didn't say that i just said that he isn't my boyfriend i think i'm offended nance probably should be you okay yeah i'm just thinking i'm just wondering if i'm doing everything i can wonder if i'm leaving anything out hey you're doing the best you can and that's what counts i just can't help wondering if i'm not holding jess back from living the life that she's left jess is the happiest child i know now get your stuff and let's go shopping we'll be back in an hour come on always twisting my arm hey that's what friends are for just don't tell riley okay grandpa i'm confused i don't know what to do what do i do now show me your hand oh no i win how did you win when [Music] poker is not for everyone sweetheart you're so busted oh no grandfathers are allowed to cheat it's in the rule books you want to play again no i don't feel like doing something else like what where are we going oh i just i think we drive around i'd like to i want to see some of the sights there are no sights around here grandpa there's nothing special around here i know but it looks the same as when i was a kid you know when i grew up there was absolutely nothing here your mother she grew up about 50 minutes south of here yeah i know we used to visit all the time and dad was still alive that's good oh oh my eyes they're they're starting to bother me you know i'm oh wow i'm gonna have to pull over is that okay yeah okay grandpa is everything okay well i must have something in my eye i i think i'm gonna have to ask you to to do something for me you want me to get it out for you well no i i think i need you to do something else okay uh i i think i need you to drive us home grandpa i can't i don't know how you can and i'll teach you [Music] [Applause] okay come on let's go nance i'm really glad you made me do this see and you're gonna look stunning in your new outfit the jacobsen firm is gonna take one look at you and sign us no presentation needed you know i haven't bought something for myself since our last shopping spree you cannot be serious that was like five years ago you were long overdue girl now you got all that yeah i mean i'm not really wait oh i think you can do it okay i'm not feeling too well you're feeling hot it's my stomach oh oh oh that's not the cancer sweetheart it's butterflies i know you can do this okay but now promise me the minute you feel sick you i'll pull over if i feel not good i'll go over okay good now good good now oh wait wait wait wait check your mirrors good yes sir okay look for your blind spots good i got this okay okay here's what we got to do we gotta put it in here just back one now you're gonna push this in okay good one pull it back okay back [Music] that's it keep it in the lane great go ahead oh you're oh your dreams are natural look at you [Music] are you serious right now this has to be someone's great grandmother driving or something i'll get my breakdance come on this looks like my father's car look go around this car pull up and what if it's not your father what if it's a serial killer serial killers don't drive 35 miles an hour just past that is my fault that is jessica driving my father's car jessica pull over a little bit okay good good good okay oh oh now just keep it steady and let this car coming up on you pass you by [ __ ] what oh jessica pull over pull over should i floor it no i think we're busted pull up over there hold over nance pull over okay don't kill her she's a teen they do these things rose just get out of the car just get out of the car now jess not you pup not you what were you thinking do you have any idea what could have happened are you crazy what is wrong with you i just thought that maybe what pop that is your problem is you never think oh look rosie i'm sorry she was doing real good there you know what pop i want you to leave mom no jess mom grandpa was really careful i was driving do you know how long i wanted to do that i didn't even have to ask he just knew mom please jess go get in the car pop that was completely irresponsible and totally unacceptable mom i'm a teenager i'm supposed to be irresponsible okay fine but then what's his excuse oh i'm an ex-con oh that's it that's enough get in the car that's it pop i want you out of my house out of my life and i don't want you anywhere near my children ever again do you understand me rosie what were you thinking you could have killed yourself more than ever i've been trying not to let mom see me sick she acts like she can handle it but inside it's killing her and it's been really rough this last month with grandpa gone she's been trying to work on some big account while taking care of me at least she's agreed to let some friends stay over tonight it's gonna be really fun i'm excited i miss grandpa this cannot be happening really as if i don't have enough my plate already got to throw this on top hi having some car trouble no it's fine this always happens it just needs a minute we'll try starting up again it's probably the battery no that's your starter actually i think the mechanic said that last time i was in i should probably have it checked out well i can call tow truck i know a great mechanic one of the ones you can actually trust this is supposed to be a quick drip i was just supposed to scan a couple documents i've got jess at home with a few friends i don't think i have time well let me take you home then i can call a tow truck in the morning ethan that's so nice of you but you don't have to do that i want to okay thank you no problem confusing well this is it i should probably get in there thank you ethan any time rose so i will see you on monday saturday maybe if you know you're interested i'm definitely interested you are yes i'm i mean ethan you are such a wonderful man i'm i'm sorry i can't i it's just it isn't a good time for my fam i'm sorry i have to go wait hey ethan i just i don't know you uh for your purse hey this is dave hey mrs d who's your friend very funny ladies this is ethan he is a friend from work i had a little car trouble and he was nice enough to see me home and he was just leaving yeah i can see you guys are busy so i'll see you on monday big personal day today sure is [Music] that's the key jessica honey did mrs richardson pick up billy yet where's jessica okay mama's here right here i'm so scared oh baby i don't want to die jesse baby god is not going to give us something that is more than so when that time comes and god just can't stand not having you in front of him you're gonna be ready okay don't tell me what happened [Music] please let's get you to bed you need a rest no no don't make them go home no please oh my goodness i need to do what is best for you that's not through this for you mom i have this i got this just don't make them go home please i can do this i can do this okay [Laughter] do you think jessica will ever come back to school i hope so sweetie well i think you're lucky you don't have to go to school yeah i actually kind of miss it yeah i even miss the homework sometimes too you must be really sick no really though so do you still like venezuela oh that little boy from next door jess i had no idea why didn't you tell me oh mom he's not a little boy and he's so cute i didn't want to tell you he's really cute misty and he always asks about you at school jessica he does he's in my fifth period no he doesn't when was the last time i don't know i'm not keeping track oh you should next time he talks about me you guys have to call me immediately right after i had no idea you really like this boy i wouldn't tell my mom who i was crushing on it she'd totally overreact i'm her mother not her warden she can tell me things like that okay then who's that guy at the door oh he was really cute yeah we're not talking about that mom pizza i'm sorry man go ahead hi jessica hi vincent i haven't seen you around in like forever oh you know cancer and all jessica yeah totally okay vincent thanks so much for the pizza thank you vincent now you know how i feel whoa mom you look pretty thank you sweetie i'm gonna be gone two hours billy i programmed my number to the cell phone i know your number mom billy this is extremely important if anything happens anything anything at all you call me i will be right home muhammad everything will be fine i've never felt better okay wish me luck bye love you bye you ready champ yeah i just need one more minute you've been studying these notes the last half hour you got this come on let's go all right great let's go rose are waiting all right grab those do what you do best rose thank you hello gentlemen lady thank you so much for your patience mr jacobson gentlemen we know you have many choices and busy schedules so we are very honored that you're considering wilson and blanks as your financial institution sorry continue rose as i was saying we couldn't be more pleased to present to you our projected future can everyone please shut off their cell phones of course i'm sorry technology can't live with it can't live without it rose please continue rose is there a problem it's my cell phone i should probably grab that rose i'm sure everything's fine please continue so we've put together a uh fantastic presentation for you [Music] mom mom mom please call me back right away jesse i i don't know what to do what do i do that was just my little spin on it i figured you would like that one mr jacobson mommy please call me back she's not answering what do i do just jesse jesse so you can see the factors have changed on the sml mr jacobson it is extremely important that you sorry to interrupt um rose your father's on the phone rachel i'm in the middle of a presentation he says he really needs to talk to you um just tell him i will call him back when it's more convenient [Music] i'm so sorry about that where were we [Music] so i think that just about wraps up what i have to say we really hope that you choose wilson and blanks as your financial institution thank you well done thank you so much thank you rose it's pop i've got the kids meet us at st joseph's hospital as soon as you get this not now no no come on really really right now why why right now i don't understand you god i don't understand you're taking my daughter away from me what more do you want from me don't you understand that [Music] uh [Laughter] uh if he brings it to me don't bring you through it okay okay i hear you i hear you god i am not in control anymore you are so i ask you please get my baby save until i get rose is everything okay no i need a ride to the hospital right now please yeah yeah let's go come on thank you ethan truly our heaven sent you call me if you need anything at all i'm gonna have a long ugly talk with my mechanic i'll see a doyle will only hold you back [Music] i'll be standing right here [Music] is [Music] i will [Music] you don't have to be afraid [Music] hey jess you didn't think no thank you actually yeah stay with me billy william william i won't be around much longer just don't say that it's the truth billy i need you to understand this i need you to take care of mom okay you're gonna get better jealous i need you to do your homework i need you to clean up around the house and stop giving mom grief can you do that for me william yes you know if you don't i'm gonna haunt you i'm serious okay jess hi sweetie hi how you feeling tonight open your eyes it really is beautiful you want to try it on show grandpa [Music] am i i have this dance chest the tiptoes on the bedroom floor these quiet eyes are spinning in the dark a secret wish that none will know she keeps it locked up in her pale heart wait [Music] [Music] wait for it it's all she ever knew [Music] tonight was the best night of lifetime life it's true when mom says that god gives you exactly what you need at the right time there are so many things i'll never get to experience i'll never have a first kiss i'll never get married i'll never forget to travel the world but i got to go to pros that was pretty awesome i'm definitely gonna have sweet dreams wait for it it's all she ever knew she dreamed she dreams for it's all she ever knew uh [Laughter] ugh [Music] [Music] oh [Music] hmm rose i know you've been asked a million times but how you doing as good as can be expected look i want you to take as much time off as you need okay but not too much time after that amazing presentation i orchestrated i think we're going to be super busy you orchestrated uh enough about how great i am look why don't you sit down we'll take care of everything oh thank you riley but i think it's best if i just stay busy same old rose not even close riley thought that was against the rules stupid rule yeah speaking of billy oh she's probably gonna talk to him hey i do anything for you no thank you ethan you really are too nice for your own good i really do appreciate that you're here anytime excuse me i think i see what's going on here romeo i don't know what you're talking about riley you know rose is like a daughter to me i was by her side when she lost her mother her husband and our daughter i did not want to see anything bad happen to her again i'd never let anything happen to her sir and she'll give me the chance to win her heart i will absolutely take care of it that's good because otherwise you're fired how are you feeling william oh young man do you have a job [Music] still forgive the hurt and pain of yesterday [Music] hold on to hope and never let go let love be the only song you know seek restory souls cast off the burdens of today find comfort in the grace that's around and a that peace [Music] slow down on busy mud slow [Music] find joy in the promise of today [Music] hold fast all your spirit hold fast deliverance will come one day to free you of the worry hurt and pain and lead you to where only love remains [Music] [Music] hi again it's me jessica these past few days have been rough physically it's funny that when you're sick you start to see things differently i noticed how people look at me differently they say who's that sick girl and why is she so pale but you know what i'm happy i'm the happiest i've ever been if i die tomorrow i have no regrets not one okay maybe one and that's that i wish i would have wasted so much time dying and spent more time living don't wait for a tragedy to make you realize that don't wait for a tragedy to start living mom i'm talking to you it's funny everyone dies it's obvious it was just my time to go a little bit sooner and you know what i'm not scared anymore i'm ready i know i'll see grandma and dad i know that god has a plan for me and somehow this is just part of that plan mom you remember your promise to me live life is a blessing live every day every single day as it counts you know grandpa told me that if it isn't right it isn't the end grandpa was really smart mom this isn't the end for you i feel like this is just the beginning i completed my journey it's time for yours you are with me every step of the way thank you so much for all you've done i love you so much mom oh yes ethan is really cute don't let him get away my god it's been a long time i'm sorry i ever left thank you for sticking with me thank you for being my rock even when i didn't realize you were lord i ask you that you help me keep jessica's wish then losing her i don't lose myself but most importantly please take care of my baby up there for me oh i'm sorry no ah please pop you remember when i was little nice to tell you i was praying for you i do you think you can pray for me now [Music] even when you are you still act the same it couldn't have been easy dropping stones but every year it gets easier hmm you

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Length: 82min 30sec (4950 seconds)

Published: Thu Dec 24 2020