Church Hurt: Stop Holding It

oh gee you are weary and heavy laden and i will give you rest let me blow my strength into your body [Music] people see your deeds god sees your heart because he woke your tail up this morning and as long as you got a pulse god's got a plan he's waiting on you to get out of your feelings and get into some healing limitless nation what's going on family come on i invite everyone to stand on your feet how are you guys feeling i want you to do two things for me once you look to the left look to the right and say freedom looks good on you go ahead and prophesy to the right side of the room and say you look blessed and overflow is your portion go ahead and prophesy to the other side of the room i said i can't wait to see what god is going to do on today and as you greet your neighbors we're just going to go after god's presence right here father god we thank you god we bless you and we honor you for you are almighty god you are mighty king god and there is none like you so father even now god as we fill this room with our worship god as we fill this room with our prayers god we ask that you would meet us here father need us in our word should need us in our father receiving of the word and father change us for your glory change us god and allow us to never be the same god we ask that you would come in like a rushing wind father that you were coming in like never before the god that you will make your presence so known in this atmosphere god that we have to give you the glory that we have to give you the praise that we have to give you the honor that god we have to live up a praise to you father even on pray to god we know that you are still working that you are still moving and that you are still in the miracle working business so father even right now god we raise our hands as a sign of surrender god we surrender our will we surrender our mind we surrender our agenda god we ask for only you to arise in this house father god we ask that you would set us ablaze on today father god that you will give us a new fire on today god that you will bestow a new oil on today father that you would drop down new manner from heaven so father we thank you for the fresh manna god we thank you for the fresh manna we thank you for the fresh word we thank you for the fresh word can we get a little more we thank you for the fresh word god we pray for the fresh word go ahead and raise this atmosphere with your prayers raise this atmosphere come on for about 30 seconds can we lift up the name of jesus in this house for about 15 seconds can we lift up the name of jesus in this house if you have your heavenly language begin to fill the room with your prayers if you don't know what to say begin to thank the god for what he has done for you god you have been so good god you've been so great you have been somebody in my life you have brought me through you have brought me over every obstacle every mountain every circumstance so father for that i praise you for that i honor you for that i bless you for that i give you glory go ahead and lift up the name of jesus in this house if you need god to touch your situation if you just need one touch from the master if you need god to just rest on your heart rest in our community i exalt you i encourage you now to lift up the name of jesus come up for 30 seconds congress tell the lord can we go up musicians for 30 seconds can we examine the lord in yourselves come on everyone in the room begin to feel this atmosphere with your worship open up your mouth and release the word that god has given you begin to raise up hallelujah in this atmosphere begin to lift up the name of jesus in this atmosphere lift up hallelujah in this atmosphere raise jesus in this atmosphere father we declare that our minds are whole we deplete the heart minds are healed we declare that our souls are renewed by the word father and god as we renew our mind we ask for their fresh oil to fall we ask for the fresh manna to rest in our hearts god father as we search after you as we worship today god we have to do a pour out like never before by the poor out like never before poured out like never before before foreign [Music] is and we have the victory do i have any victorious people in the house [Music] [Music] amen amen and amen can we lift up amen in this house can we raise if we know that god is good and his mercy endures forever can you lift up the name of jesus for five seconds hallelujah and as you do that can you turn around and wave at our on kansas family we love you guys can't wait to see you in the building let's get ready to worship limitless church did anybody come to lift the name of jesus this morning if you came to lift his name let me see you clap those hands right there come on let's do it yeah we gonna sing this song out to our master we're here for you let your spirit move as we shout your praise from my hearts to your ears all the glory is yours now forevermore hear our worship [Music] for you oh [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] come on church can we put our hands together in the building come on if you came to lift up the name of jesus can you just shout real loud right now you don't come we won't move we're desperate lord for a touch from you if you don't come we won't move we're desperate lord for a touch from you music [Music] [Music] [Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] foreign [Music] [Music] church i got one question will you help us sing out this next part y'all gonna help us i know we got some worshippers in here it's really easy it's real simple jesus [Music] way maker jesus chain breaker lift it up jesus [Music] one more time who you are [Music] glory [Music] and there is no rival who could ever stand against your might you've always been with us every battle you've already won who you've already won have those hands live in this church come on let's do it let's go [Music] [Applause] [Music] and there is no warning [Music] come on everybody let's figure it out show me one thing yeah [Music] come on i need to see your sign of worship [Music] every day [Music] real quick [Music] is [Music] show me [Music] now all of my fear i will turn into praise shake off despair as i sing out your name a victory dance i will dance out in faith i will crush this appointment and break everything come on [Music] victory [Music] victory [Music] [Music] is [Music] show me one thing that's true impossible yeah is if you believe that nothing shall ever be impossible for you come on can we worship him just take a second just to worship god anything is possible for the king of kings and lord of lords god let us think of your goodness in your mercy that follows us oh lord come on just worship him church [Music] i love you lord for your mercy never fails me [Music] of the goodness of god cause all my life you have been faithful and taught my life you have been so so good with every breath that i am the goodness [Music] is [Music] [Music] is [Music] oh [Music] after me with my life laid down my surrender now i give you everything cause your goodness that's running after it's running after is [Music] i give you [Music] [Music] is [Music] [Music] cause all my life will you have been so so good with every breath that i am able i will see of the goodness of god [Music] oh [Music] [Music] is [Music] is [Music] can we worship him come on let us worship him in spirit and in truth whatever that looks like for you take 10 seconds or so just to lift up your hands and say god i want to worship you with everything that i have god i want to worship you with everything that i do i want to worship you just make the declaration god nothing is going to take my worship this morning hallelujah so father we're coming with arms open hearts open are our gazes looking at you father and we want you to make your way right here on our worship have your way it's in jesus name that we pray let us say together amen amen amen amen thank you worship team amen i love that song about singing just about the goodness of god and how amazing it is and i just want you guys just to do one thing for me right quick we did this in the first service i want all of you just to close your eyes just close your eyes for one second and i want you to think of just one thing right now i know you know there's a lot of things that we think that hell man you know things aren't going your way maybe you've had more negative positive but think of the one thing there's one thing right now that you can thank god for because he is good and i bet you as you're thinking you're probably thinking there's more than one there's more than one and then another thought just popped in your head and another good thing just popped in your head and so often we stop realizing how god how good god is because of everything else we're hearing because of the negative why does it always overshadow the good guys god loves you he is good his good is running after you today just tell him thank you god thank you thank you for all the good that you are doing that i will never know about thank you every time you saved me in that car every time i went into that work and that boss didn't fire me thank you god for every time you've stepped in thank you for your goodness in jesus name right well welcome to limitless we are so excited that you are here today thank you for watching online thank you for being in the building man this is such a great place to be i love it i love being here i love what god is doing so welcome do we have any first time guests in the building today let me see your hand who we got new first time yes awesome welcome welcome welcome we are so glad that you're here we also want to say thank you for all our family that has traveled today thank you for being here online thank you for watching we know guys that you could go anywhere you could be watching anyone but you picked limitless and that matters to us we are so excited that you've chosen us and guess what we choose y'all right back you are the ones that we want to do life with so thank you for being here let's give it up for our guests one more time that's awesome amen and i can guarantee this that when you are a part of a limitless we are doing three things so well our vision here is connecting people growing families and changing lives stay with me connecting people growing families and changing lives guys we are in this together right think of us being in a boat all of us have a part to play so this ship doesn't go down right and you guys are helping us reach things and do things your yes is changing the game guys and we love having you here so not only do we offer that but we also give you an opportunity to partner what does that look like well we want you to be on our team right we would like to recruit you i ain't got no money i got a contract you can sign but i ain't got no money to give you but i would like to recruit y'all to the best church and the best team in this planet yes right so yes you have an opportunity to get on our team and simply how do you do that how do you partner with us how do you make this vision happen you go to our plugged-in class it happens every sunday at 10 a.m and guys listen what i love about what we're doing is we have not made this complicated or difficult you take one class and we get you on a team because we believe in the people that god is sending us we trust you we will we're going alongside you we're going to help you do this so you go to our plugs in class it happens online on wednesdays the first wednesday of the month on seven it happens in the building every sunday at 10 a.m in that class you'll learn a little bit about you you'll learn a little bit about us and you'll get to pick a team to serve on our dream team are the most amazing people everything that you see happening give it up for our dream team everything you see happening today happens as a result of an amazing team whether it's the kids team meeting your kids or it's the worship team leading us or our media team who's making it happen or our first impressions team guys it is the team of people this dream team this is what makes it happen every sunday so at the end of that class you get to partner with us you get to get on a team guys and every time someone says yes god moves every time someone says yes we're able to do something that we weren't able to do before so take an opportunity take that class stay yesterday and partner with us we would love to have you on the team do not forget our connection groups are happening right now guys i'm so excited all the stories and the things that i'm hearing about groups how hard these group leaders man these group leaders are preparing their hearts out they are spending time in the word to bring this great opportunity and and and group to you guys so if you're not in a group get in one if get in a group we have so many groups different time zones different places we got little mini limitless meeting all over the nation which is just the coolest thing ever so get in a group get connected once again we're not just a sunday morning church anybody could have that anybody could do church on a sunday but what we're doing is we're building a community we're building family and in order to do that it takes relationship so get connected in a group it's simple you can go online go to our website go down join click group it's going to be life-changing and guess what you also get a part of changing lives right because you share your story you share what god is doing you in your life and that brings hope it brings hope so get in a group i love our groups they're amazing we got 60 groups for you to choose from and they're the best thing ever do not forget limitless baptism is taking place september 19th yes this is a great opportunity for you to get baptized if you've never done this before or maybe you even want to re-baptize yourself hey we're in it to win it with you so um just it's so awesome you can go online sign up register we'll have it after the second service on september 19th it's going to be a beautiful experience and it's just an opportunity for you to say i choose christ i'm choosing you and everything that i've ever done is being washed away my past and all the mistakes i'm gonna make in the future god is washing it away so get signed up take part in baptism we would love to have you and it's so easy and don't forget i'm super super super excited about our limitless love cards right i tricked the media team aha yes so i anyways limitless love that is what we're doing we have these amazing cards and what we're asking you all to do is do these random acts of kindness to just impact our community what i loved is jesus when he was here he was constantly just loving on people and he was loving on the people that nobody even knew you know no one was like why are you hanging out with that dude right that's the people that's what we want to be known for is our love we want to be known for love so get a card share it do a random act of kindness buy someone coffee buy someone groceries do something amazing we actually have these on our merch stores so you can order some for those of you who live all over let's make a difference let's let's let limitless be worldwide right how cool would that be um and then next trunk or treat one of my favorites i'm already getting ready for my trunk i'm thinking it now because i'm trying to figure out what i want to do but guys we're going to have this amazing community event it's going to be so awesome we got candy it's going to be free food and right now we are looking for 30 trunks right and guys let me just make this very clear so so no one's confused we are not celebrating the devil's holiday okay that is not what we're doing what we're doing is we're going to love on some people in our community we're going to give kids some candy because i don't know about you if you're not a parent you might not know candy's expensive right and so we're gonna give some candy we're gonna give free food we're just gonna have so much fun we want this just to be a place of love and joy and excitement that people when they think of limitless they just get excited right so that is what we're about so i need 30 trunks you can sign up online you can sign up at the guest service desk and simply you're going to decorate your trunk you're going to throw some candy in there and we're just gonna have the best time ever we are also taking donations you can donate financially you can donate candy we need hot dogs buns chips bottled water it is just gonna be the best event so sign up for that get ready it's october 31st from 6 to 8 p.m it's gonna be great and i'll be honest it's so nice to provide a safe place for our kids to go right a safe place and i everybody's like why do you love it so much well because when i was when i grew up we always went to the church so i've i just always connected with the church and i want my kids to feel that way too that they know that this it doesn't matter who what anybody else says or the world says my kids are gonna know that god shows up on that day every day no matter what so yes so we got youth activities you can check those out on our website our kids our teams are actually meeting on sundays as well guys we need some space we're we're running out of space and i love what god is doing in our student ministry but our kids our little kids are meeting our older teens are meeting we're basically have this whole side of this building full every sunday and guys guess what this is a great place for your teens and kids to get involved god is moving in our student ministry so get them connected you can once again go to our website to see everything that we're doing and that is all the announcements that i have for today who is ready to give in the building okay wait one second i realized the first service is like i don't even know where my verse is but i i got it now philippines philippians 4 see this is this great philippians you know okay stop laughing i'm not going to come back from this okay in jesus name philippians 4 19 it says this and this is paul talking and he says this and this same god who takes care of me will supply all your needs from his glorious riches which have been given to us in christ jesus and i love this as i read this and i just had the sense i can confidently come before you and talk to you about giving an offering i can talk to you about ties and and what the bible says and here's why because i know that the same god that takes care of me and he has it's the same god is going to take care of you that there is nothing outside god's resources why because he is giving from his glorious riches and here's the thing that we got to realize about god is that his money that his resources are unlimited they are unlimited so when you give when you get ready let's not be hesitant let's be excited because guess what the same god that provided for paul is going to provide for us the same god providing for pastor kim is going to provide for you the same god provided for me is going to provide for you i can confidently tell you that because it says it right here it says it right here that he is going to give he is going to take care of you all of your needs with that can i get everyone to stand up with me today we are going to confidently give with the right heart we have several ways to give in-house you can do cash or check we have the kiosk in the back you can text to give we got cash app venmo and give online and you can go ahead and walk off and tap your phone on the altar or drop off your envelope thank you so much online in the building thank you for giving today [Music] living in the overflow [Music] i'm living in the overflow i'm living in the oven [Music] i'm living in the old father we just thank you for your presence in this place come on somebody come on somebody open your mouth and just thank god this morning for waking you up lord we thank you for every person that's given today every person that sowed a seed today every person that didn't sow a seed but wanted to that god we're living in the overflow we're not just coming to church on sunday giving you our first fruits giving you our tithe of making time for you for us to live in lack so father we prophesy that we are walking in amos 9 13 and instead of saying it won't be long now we're saying it's happening now it's happening now lord we decree and declare that everything that touches our life flows that's fluid there's no stop-ups there's no hang-ups there's no fear in you god we're not fear and covered we're not fearing cancer we're not fearing sickness we're not fearing death we're not fearing lack we're not fearing the unknown god we're walking you said it you said it breakthrough after breakthrough after breakthrough after breakthrough is ours you said it god you said ephesians 3 20 that you're going to do exceedingly abundantly more than we could ever ask her you said it god you said jeremiah 29 11 i know the plans that i have for you sayeth the lord plans to bless me so thank you god for opening the windows of heaven over my life and anything that i am holding on to that's sabotaging my future i let go and let god i let go and let god i'm not angry at nothing i'm not bitter at nothing i'm not jealous of nobody i'm not comparing my life i'm moving forward in you god every area of my life is fulfilled i'm walking in my destiny alexis i'm walking in my destiny [Music] and lord we say thank you online you better be shouting in the comments you better be putting some some fireballs you replay people you better be acting like you in here the bible said wanna put a thousand to fly two will put ten thousand to fly you got a bunch of believers all over the world that are saying enough is enough we're taking back our stuff [Music] i'm taking back my peace i'm taking back my joy i'm taking back my sanity i'm taking it all back but you can't have my family you can't have my money you can't have my health you can't have my sleep you can't have my future jesus name amen amen and amen bless it as they take it and we get started in jesus name y'all how many feel the presence of god if you don't feel nothing in here it's your fault your your little your little feelers been broken and a lot of times we're talking we are talking in this season we are talking in this this sermon series we're talking about church hurt we're talking about hurt in your life we're talking about a relationship hurt we're talking about hang-ups hurts and habits things that actually cause addictions in our lives things that cause us walking through life alone because we won't allow ourselves to heal from something that has jaded us or hurt us in our life and i tell you all this all the time at limitless we are limitless you cannot be connected to this house period online you can't be connected to this house any any point even a connect group and not be walking in blessings of god if you are connected to this house and me i'm not the only one driving a mercedes all of y'all should be walking in the overflow your your relationship should be in the overflow right everything about your life should be drippy we are not a church that thinks that you got to be in lack to be a believer we are not a church that believes you got to be in warfare 24 7. we ain't scared of warfare bring it on we ain't running from no devils we fight the devils flat-footed we are game-changers we are nation shifters we're the ones that'll stand outside your hospital a window and shout get up you shall live and not die that's who we are so if that's what you want welcome to our family you want me to pray for you if you're ever dying okay you want me because listen so we're talking about in this series we're talking about things that have burned us that have hurt us and i'm gonna title today stop holding it when you are putting something in the oven and your arm hits it and it gets burned you don't keep it there oh that hurt you jerk it right whenever you face something in your life and thank you musicians thank you dream team i love you all so much thank y'all media thank y'all man i got the greatest people on the planet serving here thank you thank you but a lot of times in life what we do is in the natural when something breaks us then we run from it i'm never gonna love again i ain't never gonna go to church and serve again i'm never gonna put myself out there again because in the natural it didn't really burn us to give us a reaction what it did was it hurt us over time see heartbreak betrayal it's a overtime situation if your neighbor hurts you it ain't the same as somebody at your church that you have served you have served that pastor 24 7 for 13 years that pastor kept telling you that you're gonna get to go you're i'm gonna elevate you i'm taking you with me and they kept bringing other people in putting other people in those places y'all never had a conversation and so now you're walking through life mad and never put your gifts to work again because you're afraid that the same abandonment and betrayal that you've seen before is going to happen again or maybe you're a strong woman and your mama was strong and your mama ran off every man so now you're just like oh i ain't never i'm just i don't even like women because you know i was friends with women before and now and not knowing that that that thing in you that's making you not like women is because you've got a gift to carry women you're a woman igniter you you you need to love women because you're going to be a revolutionary uh a leader for women a trailblazer for women so whatever area in your life that you don't like usually the loudest area the one you letting us know about all the time i don't need no man you want one so bad you can't stand it i don't need no friends you want friends so bad you can't stand it you're on tinkerbell.com me harmony you you got profiles on every page because you want friends so bad but it's because you can you can look behind the screen because they ain't getting close enough so you can you can pretend who you want to be behind the screen but in order to be face to face means i gotta let you have a piece of me that could potentially hurt me and so i'd rather never ever allow you to hurt me right so in this series this is the second week all throughout on wednesday night y'all cannot miss our unfiltered wednesday nights i'm bringing our congregation together and we're talking to people that have literally walked through church heard alexis gave a powerful word on wednesday night about walking through church hurt and how she spun that thing around and then we had our other uh leticia and we had tariq and we had eliza the week before that and this coming week we got pastors talking about how the church just slips in and it's delivering people all over the world on wednesday nights don't miss it go back and watch the replays if you're working but during this series i want you to understand that many people have been burned by other churches members they've been they've been burned by leaders they've been they've been uh a pain has taken over their hearts and it's confused them and what ends up happening whenever you allow something not to heal it's like these sour patch kids these sour patch kids anybody like sour patch kids in here i'm a whole child i'm two i love twizzlers i love i gained 40 pounds because of it i can't even eat this i don't even want this now god has delivered me from sugar i'm gonna i could eat this whole in fact i had these in my pantry who knew i was gonna eat it as a church illustration but pain and pain makes you do crazy things pain hurt from the past makes you uh gossip it's the law of draw pain attracts pain you sit by the pain people you go eat with all the painful people right and here's the problem when all of y'all used to congregate together and then all of a sudden everybody got healed but you and then all of a sudden nobody wants to hang out with you no more because once you get healed you realize the price you paid for the peace and so now you're all alone and not understanding why you're alone it's because everybody's getting healed in your circle but you ain't and so therefore you have to leave again with church hurt because instead of getting it together you allowed it to brew and hurt and it becomes like these sour patch kids these things right here will make your mouth literally where you ain't got no taste buds left and for some reason we won't quit eating them we will sit and we it's almost like salt and vinegar chips you ever had salt and vinegar chips yes it would just keep eating them and then the next morning we're like why did you just keep eating them it's because that's what happens when you hold on to something that is not good for you it's addicting it's it's the same thing with liquor same thing with drugs same thing with cigarettes oh i'm just a social snake smoker and then all of a sudden you and your car by yourself smoking right anything that is not good for you the enemy cannot touch you so he starts opening those areas in you and he gravitates people into your life that will feed to those things whether it's sour patch kids or whether it's cigarettes or whether it's relationships that are toxic whatever it is and the enemy will always make sure that whatever is your weakness he will bring that many people in your life to feed the weakness let's look at ephesians four we're going to read ephesians 4 15 and i'm going to probably go to 32. let's start at 15. it says instead we will speak the truth in love now what ends up happening when you don't let things go is you end up hardened and then what comes out of your mouth is hard right and then if you're really a good person inside but you just caught up in the messiness you ain't no more you messy messy anointed don't go together right oil and vinegar don't go together pitiful powerful don't go together faith fear don't go together you got to choose one right same thing here saying instead we will speak in love growing in every area every way more and more like christ who is the head of the body the church he makes the whole body fit together perfectly as each part does its own special work it helps the other parts grow that's why you got to get together because those connected to you are supposed to be growing under you as each part does its own special work it helps the other parts grow so that the whole body is healthy and growing and full of love verse 17 says with the lord's authority i say this live no longer as the gentiles did or as they do for they are hopelessly confused their minds are full of brokenness they wonder far from the life god gives them because they have closed their minds and hardened their hearts again against him they have no sense of shame they live for lustful pleasures and eagerly practice every kind of impurity but that isn't what you learned about christ since you have heard about jesus and have learned the truth that comes from him throw off all your old sinful nature and your formal way of life which is corrupted by lust and deception verse 23 says instead let the spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes put on your new nature created to be like god truly righteous and holy 25 says so stop telling lies stop telling lies let us tell our neighbors the truth see kim i told you i'm just telling them the truth but how you saying it what how are you saying it because delivery is everything stop telling lies let us tell our neighbors the truth but we are all parts of the same body and don't sin by letting anger control you this is me take it or leave it we all live in it it says don't let the sun go down while you are angry for anger gives a foothold to the devil if you are a thief quit stealing if you can work and you ain't you're getting unemployment y'all ain't coming back are you y'all not coming back you getting medicaid but yet you can now i know that stuff's there for a reason if you need it you need it i ain't saying that you ain't tithing you gossiping just makes more more and we wonder why our lives are not being blessed because we're holding on to all of this stuff and it's breaking us down and the enemy is telling us you can't do it you ain't good enough there's nothing in you that's going to conquer this thing if you let go of this help then what if you get over here and this don't work out and so now all of a sudden all of our faith is gone and we're sitting here with all of these things rubbing the pit of our stomach with ulcers and and pain and and fibromyalgia and high blood pressure and high blood and sugar diabetes and we're not sleeping at night and it's making us tired and we're just getting in one relationship after the other all of them are broken everybody's broken we all fit together though because we're all broken bitter and angry we don't know any different because i refuse to let this go he says get rid of all bitterness rage anger harsh words and slander as well as all types of evil behavior instead be kind to each other tenderhearted forgiving one another just as god through christ has forgiven you that's what this pandemic has done it is literally that's what that's what a divorce does when i went through my divorce and i had to move back with my mom and dad and i had to go get a job at belt making nine dollars an hour and i hated people i had a choice i'm gonna walk to that job and i did it every every single every every every day for a whole year until i finally figured out if i complain i'm remaining because life and death are the power of my words this is where i'm at it stinks i hate it and the only way out of this is to climb out of the pit i can stay here and barely make it for the rest of my life because that's what life will do life will give you the little bitty that you want to work for and as much as you want to just sit and settle in your pain and your brokenness life and we'll do it we will keep giving you what you need just enough to get by but god is over here saying no i made you as my counterpart the same power that raised jesus from the dead lives in you he says the king of kings that means you are a king if he's a king that means you a royal priesthood if he is royal priest said why because he lives in you he owns the cattle of them he that means when you walk into a room everything changes that means your friends are blessed because you're blessed that means your kids might be acting trifling today but tomorrow they coming up and they gonna come out too and you ain't even worried about the process that's good because why well he is i am he and me i and him hey hey hey hey hey that's why you ain't gotta run from the devil the devil looking at his bed every night to see if you're under there but what are you doing to cultivate it see you can't cultivate what you're not spending time with that's why some of y'all's relationships go to hell when your kids move out because you ain't cultivated it right i love y'all man y'all like girl i'm leaving i promise to god if you listen to me i'm giving you tools that will make you literally go from here to here i promise you it works because it's happened in my life i never preach anything that i ain't walked out so what are we going to do today we're going to release gossip we're going to list release mature we're going to release maturity we're going to release say i'm releasing i'm not i'm going to stop holding on to things that don't help me grow say it say it what's making you the way you are what's your daddy said about you i you ain't never gonna amount to nothing yo ex ain't nobody gonna ever love you as much as i did good yeah your teacher said you ain't never gonna be qualified why are you over here paying her bills now cause she's working for you you ain't crying about the doors that closed why you buying the whole doggone building why cause my daddy is the boss my daddy's a goat [Music] stop holding attitudes stop holding anger stop holding on to people that ain't holding on to you well what would jesus do well he told peter get thee behind me demon why because people were saying you ain't got to do that you ain't got to do that something that you ain't got to get on that cross you ain't got to sometimes you got to tell people that are trying to talk you out of your future oh no no no you got kids oh stay right here oh they need to see me struggling for the rest of my life ah my kids saw me broken my boys knew i was living at my mom and daddies and couldn't buy cheese with my credit my kids watched me being able to buy them anything they wanted in a 500 000 house with a mercedes at 36 years old i lost it all even my mind and i'm laying in that bed and i made a decision i can be mad at my exes i can be mad at all these preachers y'all or i can get up my boys need me to get up yo i remember at 36 years old when i had to move back in with my mom and daddy and my marriage of 18 years ended i was already going to hell on the slip and slide because you know saints are the fastest to put you in hell when something don't work out oh god for 18 years man i love this man's guts he looked like my sons hubba hub hubba but because we were living in portland oregon and we were working for a mega ministry and this mega ministry was all the way in portland which was four hours by flight back to my mama and i was a mama's girl and a dance girl and this pastor calls us from orlando and says god has told me that y'all need to come back to orlando and start a church a second location and we were like that is god we didn't pray about it or nothing that is god he knew he knows my name he knows my desire we pack our u-haul and we move back to orlando florida we bring two families with us our kids we pull up in the city on a hundred oh we did it we are now moving from worship pastors to pastoring we pull into the city and call the pastor and he says what do y'all want i said whoa what do you mean what do we want we're pastoring your second location i don't know what you're talking about basically he had changed his mind i watched my ex go into depression and i to this day has never walked back into a church preacher's kid preacher's kid the difference was when i moved back into my mom and daddy's house and i had no cheese i couldn't buy nothing i couldn't buy my kids even a haircut i had a decision because that woman on that front row said you are not them if you don't forgive you turn out to be who hurts you i could have held on to what they did to me or i could realize rejection's god's protection if god god was working behind the scenes the whole time because if i would have allowed if those situations would have happened i would never be traveling 50 weeks out of the year all week i'm traveling i wouldn't have the passion to get up on tuesdays and wednesdays and pray for hundreds of thousands of people i wouldn't have this passion i wouldn't have had to go get a job at bloomingdale's i wouldn't ever fell in love with people because i hated people but with those one-on-one contacts i started realizing that i would have never had any of this i would not even know who jesus is if it weren't for me losing everything now when i look at a single mama or a single daddy that's having to start back over again i can look at them i ain't got to open my mouth they're just like man there's something on that woman i won't why because i was crushed at my mom and daddy's house and i had a choice i can let church take me out i can let abandonment take me out or i can let it take me over i can let it i had rejection upon rejection in that season people walked out they told me they wouldn't walk out people were talking about me and had no idea what i was walking through church people were gossiping about me and in that season i heard god say live so no one believes and i'll vindicate you i was a clapback queen i would hurt you destroy you before you hurt me built these walls in my life that were keeping out my blessing i was letting somebody that goes to the bathroom like me wakes up with bad head like me decide my future the same god that literally created 7.7 billion people in this world all of us were different fingerprints some of us were big butts some of us no butts we all got different fingerprints he did it but yeah we'll let a human being that's broken hurt people hurt people the enemy don't want you to ever see your value limitless is growing you know what this pandemic has done this pandemic has gotten so many people divided this election got so many people divided the color of our skin man people are fighting just to be fighting why because pain is addicting oh i i can't go to your page because your page makes me feel some sort of way i quit following i just hit unfollow kim because you made me so mad telling me to get up so what did you do oh i went over here to that page bashing husband page because it made me feel better get up get up now listen to what this scripture right here says it says before i tell the scripture let me just tell you this everything that is said must be true but everything that is true must not be said when i leave i want to make sure everybody else don't like you too and because i'm messy in here i go over here hurt people hurt people but heal people heal people and once you get healed i can't hang around with you no more because you're spending your presence well what would jesus do jesus he healed me it's my i can't you can't be mad at me for cutting you off when you have the same opportunity to grow with me that's why when you're married and your marriage is in trouble don't be hanging out with a bunch of disgruntled single women girl leave him talk to that girl you should give him the solid treatment she never kept nobody she ain't got nobody you're over here asking people how to swim that's drowning but why because we attract listen to this words can bring life or death in every relationship hurtful words can tear apart relationships between families friends and even an entire church god supports the person that it talks about it says in proverbs 16 28 a troublemaker plant seeds a stripe gossip separates the best of friends y'all there was a whole dude named job i'm gonna do this really quick there was a whole dude named joe that did nothing wrong maybe you did nothing wrong you're carrying a wound around and you didn't do nothing wrong you can't control the wound but you can't control what you do with it you can bleed on people that didn't cut you or you could not heal every broken piece and then begin to pull people out of hell that's walking through what you walked through it says in job 19 19 all of my intimate friends this was job all of my intimate friends to test me those i love have turned against me see job was a man who served god with all of his might he was very successful in life and i'm sure people would have said that god had definitely opened the windows of heaven over his life he had friends he had family he was a richest man in his region he probably todd ate right went to the gym he had cattle sheep and abundance of everything then satan was allowed to touch him well why would you serve god like that it's the same god saying made in him i mean why would god let that happen because he was showing god was making a point see what he's doing in some that's what he did in my life that's how come every time something's happened in my life i don't go lay down i'm like dad would you ain't learned yet are you kidding me oh you're gonna do this in front of the whole world oh you're gonna make me look stupid in front of the whole world while everybody's watching oh i'm the t all over the media oh really oh you think this is what's going to shut me up let's rumble because the harder i fall the higher i bounce that's what job was saying god knew job was going to get back up again satan was allowed to touch everything he owned but not his body can some of y'all relate to that lost everything how many times how many times then this pandemic came and you fell again right and one day he loses all of his animals his servants even his children job still did not turn against god and satan was asked to ask if he could touch his life job then all of a sudden gets covered with sores and even his wife asked him why don't you just curse god and die some of y'all the closest thing to you has even decided to try to talk you out of your destiny why don't you just curse he ain't come through for you samantha i told you he wasn't gonna come through for you i told you you were a mockery some of y'all walk in it right now and you know what why don't you curse god and die you know what job said to her you speak like a foolish woman of course job was devastated even when job reached out to his friends they also turned against him they started to judge him knowing that he must have sinned that's what hurts that when the people you thought was your right or dies that's the ones that really hurt you that's the one that still got you bitter 48 years later how dare they not know me for real how you gonna believe what they said about me y'all that's the hardest thing ever is whenever people that knows you that's eaten with you that's been there giving you flowers when you were sick they know you they know your integrity they know your character they know you they've seen you in the pit and then all of a sudden they go with the rest of the flock and believe and god is over you're saying lift so nobody believes it i'll vindicate you don't you open your mouth watch your heart oh okay it's easier said than done job experienced unbelievable stress and loss and more than most of us ever will and in trying to cope with the bad news he invited all of these people over and it got worse it kept getting worse it kept getting worse and they kept telling him you must deserve this they gossiped about him they talked behind his back they said all sorts of bad things that job kept his faith those of us who have been hurt by unwholesome talk should take comfort in knowing this god's gonna spank them he gonna spank their bottoms that's why you ain't got to clap back and stop your blessing god's gonna get them well i don't see them getting them you don't know they probably ain't sleeping at night they got bulls on their behind you may never see it that's why you can't worry about it that's why you shouldn't be stalking them that's why you shouldn't care what they're doing when god moves them with well i'm just waiting for them to be in my front row because god said that he's going to put my enemies in my front seat well he ain't going to do it as long as you're waiting for him to do it he's saying you got to keep it moving and then while you're moving while you're moving while you're healing he's putting your face on billboards right next door to their house he is opening doors that no man can shut he has given you book deals when they called you stupid your whole life he's bringing a bow chicka wow a man with full of hair while his ball-headed tail is over there he's bringing you a wife that'll cook for you sir that'll bless you that'll pray over you while she's over here messing somebody else's life up you gotta let it go and let god like elsa says let it go let it go hand me my bag i'm letting it go i'm letting it go i'm letting it go maybe maybe i'm letting it go i'll just hold on to this i'll just some forgiveness i deserve this because they really hurt me i'm just gonna hold this and sleep with it at night and caress this unforgiveness go up to the front and pray for god to deliver me past kill pray for me and this can you pray for somebody at the altar yes praying but i can't let this go cause i gotta i'm allowed to have this because this hurt really bad and i can't forgive it this unforgiveness but now they're talking to that person that hurt me now i have unforgiveness here and i forgiveness here all of a sudden i look in there being blessed by god and i ain't blessed yet she's been married four times i can't even be married i'm mad at god now oh she's getting she got another book deal i can't even get one book deal she's so nasty i'm so much better than her [Music] oh i can't i can't i'm just gonna all this bitterness of anger and unforgiveness and hurt can't let it go go to georgia city and try to let it go you don't touch my balloons don't don't don't don't don't don't you don't don't you don't you no no put that up here put that up here i'll hold it i'll hold it myself you know put it on my chin i can't let it go i can't i can't that's mine that's mine too you don't know what they did to me they told me they were gonna they were gonna give me a promotion they told me that i was gonna be the next executive pastor they brought somebody else in because they look better i didn't look depart i'm just gonna go home i just need some help and i don't want you to help me because if i let you help me you my army again i can't let it go i can't again oh it just feels so much better i feel so much but what if what if what if you tell somebody what if you tell somebody what if you go tell the prayer team to pray for me and you tell them exactly what i've told you i'm gonna know if you did never gonna speak to you again [Music] okay okay okay okay okay god is bringing you people into your life that will help you unpack he's saying i got plans to bless you and not harm you give you a future and a hope you ain't got to carry your balloons see if you carry all of these balloons and then all of a sudden me and mimi come together and she's trying to help me but i won't let go of one of these balloons that i've been addicted to my whole life if she comes and we get too close then all of a sudden i'm gonna pop her balloon then we just keep popping popping popping you're so good minnie so i'm bleeding on people that didn't cut me and there's a calling of god on your life limitless stand up i mean you a hoe you should have done drama she cried and everything what is it what did your daddy do what did that old church do don't touch my balloons taking my balloons and i'm going home with my i don't share my candy and i don't share my food never open in my heart and you know what ends up happening y'all as you walk through this world and you don't even get to laugh it took me till i was in my 40s to finally get i am so free because if you don't get free and you got your balloons the enemy will make sure everybody on instagram is talking about you all of a sudden you'll get healed then you go right back all of a sudden you were so addicted to that man and all of a sudden that man i had somebody the other day send me an email they were like i am so mad i said why they said because my ex got married and didn't even tell me why was he supposed to tell you y'all are not buried well i have his kids he still didn't have to tell you but because she never healed she's still holding a fence and that offense pops balloons you were in control of letting go of what they did to you you have to but i can't kill them then you'll go through life popping your balloon every other day and god only gives you one life you're not gonna come back as a dog and i don't know about you but in this life jj i want to be a revival carrier i don't want to be guarded limitless needs you you should make it a point to get up and go to church well i ain't driving your church just in egypt we are but we need you you have no idea what god's going to do in the next few months here we may move to other campuses but we need you the world needs you your job needs you what is god called you to do but you won't do it because you're fearing maybe your yes is what's gonna break the open the windows of heaven for the remainder of your life what balloons do you need to release today who's been sent to help you and you won't let them if you're in this room today and you say kim i've been holding some balloons i've been carrying some stuff around from my past that hurts maybe it's even forgiveness for yourself when you get to the right place around the right tribe they don't hold stuff against you they will let you act like you on crack one day and then glorified the next day you hear me not all churches are gonna hurt you this church right here we accept you we accept everybody and we promise you if you come in smelling like pot you can sit by me [Music] because my job is to love the hell out of you [Music] the hell you get it the hell i'm either going to scare the hell out of you but i'ma love the hell out of you you don't like to hug you're going to be so out of comfort so uncomfortable here but before you know it you're going to be hugging everybody that's what we do in this church god's protected this church all through the cove at everything we are blessed so if you're in this place and you feel like you've been stuck and you've lost your way and you don't know where you fit but today you're letting the balloon down you are not a misfit you are not invisible and anything the enemy's telling you that goes against god's word which says that he is he has he has made you a masterpiece that you are a genius that he's got plans to bless you and not harm you if you've got that lag mentality on you and today you say i'm done with it i'm done with it i'm letting my balloons go whatever your balloon is but you say today i'm making a commitment lift up your hand today i'm making a commitment some of y'all got blooms y'all got balloons man our first service balloons everywhere come on lift your hand up don't get your hand in your hand anyway and nine thousand pounds all ideas i'm letting a balloon go today if i'd had my way out of let balloons go but we got some people in our on our staff that's worried about the ozone [Music] but what is it today that you need to release your daddy your mama your ex your child the grief from death today you gotta decide god i'm gonna help you help me i'm gonna get up today and i'm gonna help you help me i'm gonna move forward i'm gonna stop looking behind me i'm not gonna stay back here looking i'm not even gonna stalk them on facebook no more i'm gonna get connected to limitless i'm gonna get in the inner circle i'm gonna do something where i got people that are like girl put it down i'm gonna be like a stove my hand touches it i'm going no so if this is you today i want you to lift your hands as high as you can and say father i release it father i love you i love you so much i give you permission to move in my heart lord if there's anything that is petty that is sad that is broken i lay it at your feet what is it you're laying at his feet right now say it what is it maybe it's marriage problems maybe it's sadness brokenness what do you got to lay it say god say it audibly what are you laying at god's feet i'm laying the worry down i'm laying the fear down god knows exactly where you are limitless what balloon are you laying down today we here at limitless are saying here i got you i got you i will hold you i will pray with you we'll go to dave and buster's together you're trying to get over that love let's go hang out i'll be a friend say father it is done it is done i'm moving forward period i'm moving forward my best days are in front of me nothing i've lost is greater than what's coming so depression flee oppression flee sleepless flee misery flee fleeing negativity fleeing you can't live here i don't live here anymore now when people bring up your past all you got to do is remind them i don't live there no more i sold the whole building i don't live there no more i don't even know whose stuff that is i never owned a tweed negative couch i never had those negative shoes on my feet i never was outspoken i ain't that person no more because once i came to know jesus oh all things have passed away and he's made things new in my life come on man i like you he's made things new husbands and wives when y'all start to bring something up from each other's past no no no no no wrap your arms around each other start kissing all over their face we're moving forward we're not moving behind we're moving forward i believe come on let your neighbor say i believe in you come on look at your neighbor tell them somebody needs to hear that mean it look in their eyeballs be intent look in their eyeballs say i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in your future i believe in your destiny you ain't who they say you are you're who god says you are you are a best-selling author you're gonna own your own company you're gonna live in a house you ain't gonna rent you're gonna own your kids are gonna see you break generational curses you ain't pitiful you're powerful y'all believe it do you believe it online okay hear what we about to do come on y'all ready come on we about to get this charge we need as we walk out and somebody gets at the light and goes real slow we just gonna pray instead of shooting a bird y'all hear me we ain't gonna fight this is the extra dose of holy ghost we need are you ready this is about to be your charge on the count of three i want you to give god a yes the yes is i'm moving forward i'm not going back i'm moving forward i ain't mad at you no more i ain't gonna drink a bottle of wine for you no more i'm moving forward y'all ready on the count of three scare your neighbor's eyebrows off her face one two three [Music] okay okay okay there's some of y'all didn't get the memo so this is your chance you don't want to miss this this is letting the devil know you lost it you should have taken me out before i tuned into this broadcast you should have taken me out before i walked up in limitless cause i'm coming back i'm coming back i want the world to know you ready it's my season it's my destiny it's my week for breakthrough it's my week for game changing anointing it's my week i'm getting up and i'm leaving everything behind me i'm gonna boss this singles mama season i'm a boss this single season i'm about to be healed from the top of my head to the souls of my feet i shall not live in lack but abundance are you ready one come on world nation changers one two three [Music] don't go change the world this week i'll see you next sunday i love you i'm praying for you and you got this [Music] [Music] you

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