A Restored Marriage After Adultery: Awene's Testimony

well 10 years ago Allen is a woman of the world I would say and I was growing up and go gather I really tried my best so I came from a small family we made parents to a farmer and I wanted to be one of you know in the corporate world I would we tried study hard join beauty patch and everything there's no intimacy with the Lord so I have intimacy with myself to whatever I want I never thought there's anything wrong with our marriage as a matter of fact I thought it was a perfect marriage at that time because my husband's likes and mine were the same like to do things all together and he's my best friends until I started to notice that he was starting to be depressed which is very unusual one time I've been here sometimes he gets messages and I was just asking was that who's that and I will trust him whatever he says but he was sleeping at that time I said ok maybe a customer of him so I looked at it and it was another woman I was just devastated I thought that'll be the end of it I don't like I don't want to see him I just want to be alone I just want to be myself and I Will Survive I don't need him that's something like that in my mind at that time so I found out that it was a big problem when probably one a month after that instance that night at first we tried to fix it as okay we will not tell anyone about this because I was very ashamed until one day I went home and he was not at home and I just had this beside a letter from him and that's the time at the time everything collapse I have no clue being traveling from all over I don't know where he went from those countries so I had to tell all of his family I need help you gotta come here I need help I thought it was just the mistress I did not realize that he is a sexual addict and that he has been doing it since we were married and even before we were married we found out through the Lord's blessing that he was actually in the Philippines he traveled 8,000 miles I went there and that was a long trip probably this time to the Lord the Lord work and I had intimacy with him I have this piece because for some reason the other was just saying you are doing the right thing go find him and then we found him he was even ready he was just stooping in the parking lot when we came back first he stayed probably a week or so for psychiatric treatment because he was suicidal and then after that they did not find anything but said you are depressed you need to take Prozac and so it didn't help him he went to pure life I pushed him to go to pure life when my husband went to pure life I was not hopeful with our marriage I started to realize already that wait a minute the Lord has been healing me or has been working in my life all throughout this process and now the Lord wants to be with me and I found out I'm a senior too and that's the time that I did not worried that much anymore about my husband and I think that was the time I would say I'm a change now the David graduated to program the Living Program and I graduated the oka our marriage is I would say godly I don't know what time I could put now I would say if the Lord is nothing you know marriage I don't know how any marriage can survive I just felt like I found I found brushes stretch sure that only the Lord can do my name is Allen and I've been in chained

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Length: 5min 6sec (306 seconds)

Published: Fri May 02 2014