The Psychedelic Experience - Mind Field S2 (Ep 2)

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I haven't been on this sub in a while, but I'm watching this episode right now and came here to see if it had been posted or not.

For context, Vsauce is a YouTuber that does a lot of scientific and philosophical videos. I don't think he really has much (if any) drug experience, and he's very "reality-focused", if that makes sense, so I think this was a pretty big step outside of his comfort zone.

👍︎︎ 60 👤︎︎ u/Kopekemaster 📅︎︎ Dec 06 2017 🗫︎ replies

Too bad it's YouTube Red. I don't think I would ever pay for that tbh.

👍︎︎ 78 👤︎︎ u/[deleted] 📅︎︎ Dec 06 2017 🗫︎ replies

Anyone else thinks it's crazy (and hilarious) that such a big Youtube personnality on a mainstream show like this would go from no drug straight to Ayahuasca in Peru ?

👍︎︎ 11 👤︎︎ u/Korovae 📅︎︎ Dec 07 2017 🗫︎ replies

At least he actually went to Peru unlike Jaclyn Glenn.

👍︎︎ 12 👤︎︎ u/DontStealStories 📅︎︎ Dec 06 2017 🗫︎ replies

Despite my comments below, I truly do enjoy DMT and hold the utmost respect towards the chemical. Hate to come across as some anti-hippie thought police or some shit. But I don't think applying absolute science to relative and subjective experiences is the way to go about trying to map out the psychedelic spectrum of things.

Not to say that is what Vsauce is doing either. It's what those trying to preach a tangible truth that I'm wary of. At least until further scrutinised.

👍︎︎ 14 👤︎︎ u/ThisOnePrick 📅︎︎ Dec 06 2017 🗫︎ replies

YouTube is trash but vsauce needs dmt in his life

👍︎︎ 7 👤︎︎ u/Rollafatblunt 📅︎︎ Dec 06 2017 🗫︎ replies

Did he like it? I’m not paying for the episode lol

👍︎︎ 2 👤︎︎ u/spookiisweg 📅︎︎ Dec 07 2017 🗫︎ replies

Vsauce and psychedelics!? Those were two worlds I never expected to meet, but I'm glad they did. Having now watched the video, it was quite interesting to see how he, someone I've watched a lot of's videos and feel like I know at least a BIT about him, reacted to it. I've seen friends on psychedelics before, but never ayahuasca.

👍︎︎ 2 👤︎︎ u/Argenteus_CG 📅︎︎ Dec 07 2017 🗫︎ replies

I'm surprised nobody talked about how batshit insane it was to do tests and surveys on him while he was peaking. I can't even imagine someone doing that shit to me while on any psychedelic, let alone Ayahuasca. He even said he was anxious about it during the come-up. I think if it weren't for that he would've had a much better experience.

👍︎︎ 2 👤︎︎ u/DrizzlyEarth175 📅︎︎ Dec 08 2017 🗫︎ replies
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[Michael]<i> This is Iquitos, Peru,</i> the world's largest city inaccessible by road. <i> The only way in and out is by air or by river,</i> <i> the Amazon River.</i> I'm about to head up the Amazon to a remote jungle retreat called Refugio Altiplano, the Refuge on the Higher Plain. There, I will meet with local shamans to drink an ancient psychedelic drug, ayahuasca. Ayahuasca contains dimethyltryptamine, DMT, a molecule shaped very similar to serotonin, <i> a neurotransmitter in our brains.</i> Ingesting ayahuasca and flooding the brain with DMT leads to what many describe as spiritual experiences-- <i> strong, vivid visions,</i> <i> a sense of oneness with the universe,</i> even a sense of one's self dying. But mystical, magical language like that doesn't really seem relevant to scientific inquiry. It can often scare away those who are scientifically minded. However an understanding of the human mind isn't complete unless it considers everything the brain is capable of. What does it mean to feel at one with the universe? Why should our brains even be capable of such a feeling? This isn't about having fun or taking a risk or doing something extreme. I want to learn what my mind is capable of. I'm about to embark on a journey. [theme music playing] Psychedelics are chemicals that are structurally similar to neurotransmitters <i> already used by our brains.</i> <i> When we ingest them, they bind to receptors</i> <i> and alter cognition and perception</i> <i> in ways we're still trying to understand.</i> <i> When many people think of psychedelics,</i> <i> they think about people challenging societal norms</i> <i> and recreational thrill-seekers,</i> <i> but that only attends</i> <i> to a particularly narrow slice of human history and culture.</i> <i> Fossil records, cave drawings, and archaeological digs</i> <i> have all provided evidence that humans</i> <i> have been using psychedelic compounds</i> <i> for thousands of years, and by "used," I don't just mean</i> <i> in the stereotypical "trip out" sense.</i> [screaming] For instance, among the indigenous peoples of the Amazon rainforest, psychedelics were and, in many places, still are a normal, common, and totally mainstream experience. As a member of these groups, believing psychedelics can heal, give visions of the future, and connect you with deities is not some weird or New Age idea. It's the way things are. <i> But when psychedelics became associated</i> <i> with certain counterculture movements,</i> <i> the United States banned research on them in 1970.</i> <i> Most other countries followed suit shortly afterwards.</i> <i> From then on, testing on humans was essentially gone,</i> but recently, restrictions have begun to loosen up, and a few researchers have started to investigate these substances in what some have described as a psychedelic renaissance. <i> Research universities are conducting</i> <i> comprehensive studies on the beneficial effects</i> <i> of psychedelics on addiction, depression,</i> <i> and cancer-related trauma.</i> By approaching psychedelics scientifically, what we find could fundamentally transform our understanding of the human mind. [trimmer buzzing] When I go to Peru, I will be accompanied by Dr. Robin Carhart Harris, one of the first British researchers in over 40 years to investigate the effects of psychedelics on the human mind. He and his colleagues have found that psychedelics don't increase brain activity, as previously thought. <i> Instead, they decrease activity in certain areas.</i> <i> And the greater the decrease,</i> the greater the reported feelings of what is called ego dissolution or ego death. <i> Your ego is your self-identity.</i> <i> It's the part that separates you from everything else,</i> <i> the part that creates narratives about the outside world</i> <i> and your story in it.</i> When the ego dissolves, your sensations and feelings don't cease like when you're unconscious. <i> Instead, your attachment to your identity does,</i> <i> and all that's left is naked perception.</i> Ego dissolution is a concept that I find difficult to wrap my head around, but people who take psychedelics say that it can be an extremely frightening experience, but also a profoundly transformative one, <i> one that makes them feel more connected</i> <i> to others and to nature.</i> Now, I knew that I might feel ego dissolution on ayahuasca, so to make sure I was ready, I decided to speak to some experts. <i> Before setting off to Peru, Dr. Carhart Harris traveled</i> <i> from Imperial College, London, to meet with me.</i> This will be one of the first times that anyone has scanned a healthy person's brain with FMRI before and after ayahuasca. -Yeah. -It's quite pioneering work, really. The thing that's on my mind right now is intention. -Yeah. -I've heard you should know why you're drinking ayahuasca. Yeah, I would suggest that you think about an emotional intention. To make it emotional is a lot more frightening to me. -Yeah. -Partly I think I'm quite happy, and I don't want to ruin that, right? I don't want to drink ayahuasca and then think, "Oh, my gosh, I'm not close enough to my mom, or I don't show my wife I appreciate her enough, and now I just feel terrible." There's something to be said for sitting with those thoughts, -being mindful of them. -Right. And in so doing, they become less of a threat. -Hmm. -You look them in the eye. All of a sudden, they reveal things to you, and their scariness seems to dissipate. I hope I can embrace that while I'm surrounded by people who are all filming me, you know? Yeah, the most important thing is that intention to go in. -You dive in-- in and through. -You don't resist. You don't resist. Yeah, I think that'll really be important while I'm on the trip. [Michael]<i> Robin has arranged for a number of scientific tests</i> <i> to be done in order to measure brain activity,</i> <i> behavioral differences,</i> <i> and physiological changes to my brain.</i> [Robin]<i> Today, we are scanning Michael's brain</i> with functional magnetic resonance imaging, or FMRI. <i> This allows us to see the whole brain</i> <i> and how different parts connect and talk to one another.</i> <i> This way, we can compare how Michael's brain may change</i> <i> before his experience with ayahuasca</i> to after the ayahuasca experience. <i> I expect to see that one network of the brain</i> <i> that relates to introspection</i> <i> will become more strongly connected after the ayahuasca.</i> [Michael]<i> After meeting Robin,</i> <i> I still felt some trepidation about my trip,</i> <i> but with my pre-ayahuasca FMRI completed,</i> <i> it was time to set off for Peru.</i> <i> The trip to the Refugio Altiplano retreat</i> <i> involved a flight to Lima, Peru,</i> <i> a second flight to Iquitos, Peru,</i> <i> followed by a 90-minute boat ride up the Amazon River.</i> <i> It was a long journey.</i> <i> And every minute I got closer</i> <i> meant that it would be harder to turn back.</i> <i> The Refugio Altiplano retreat is in a very remote area</i> <i> of the Amazon River in the northern part of Peru,</i> <i> and I thought it would be a great setting</i> <i> for my ayahuasca experience.</i> So, Kelly, what does the word "ayahuasca" mean? "Ayahuasca" means the "vine of the soul." Ayahuasca's been used for possibly over 4,000 years in shamanic rituals and is the primary plant medicine for healing in the villages. [Michael]<i> With the ayahuasca ceremony just hours away,</i> <i> I met with José, the shaman who would be</i> <i> my guide during this experience.</i> <i> -Hola, José, Claudia. -Hola, amigo.</i> [speaking Spanish] [speaking Spanish] [translating] It's my pleasure to have you here. Welcome to Refugio Altiplano, where many people come to look for a change in their lives. José, how do you feel about someone like me coming in, who is not part of your culture, taking part in it in a way that might not come from the same history? [speaking Spanish] [Claudia] For me, there's no difference, and for the medicine, it makes no difference. This medicine, all it wants is to make your life better and heal you. On the very first night with our guests, we give them a very small medicinal dose to see how each person's gonna react differently to the medicine, and then tomorrow night, we'll dial it up a little bit. [Michael]<i> It was great to speak with José</i> <i> about what the ceremony will entail.</i> <i> I am nervous about the emotional part of it,</i> and I'm nervous about the visions and feeling like I've been disconnected from the real world. <i> Scientists know very little about how ayahuasca works</i> <i> since its illegal status in many countries</i> <i> makes it difficult to study.</i> <i> We do know that its key ingredient</i> <i> is dimethyltryptamine, or DMT, which is a hallucinogen</i> <i> thought to occur naturally in the human brain</i> <i> in small amounts.</i> <i> DMT can create psychoactive effects</i> <i> by acting on certain receptors in the brain.</i> <i>But normally, DMT is broken down rapidly by enzymes in the brain.</i> <i> but ayahuasca is actually a brew made from two plants.</i> <i> One contains DMT,</i> <i> and the second contains a chemical inhibitor</i> <i> that blocks our brain's ability to break down DMT,</i> <i> allowing the effects to last as long as four hours.</i> <i> Dr. Carhart Harris performed a series of tests on me</i> <i> to compare how I change during this experience.</i> [Robin] Given that we're in Peru, we're in the jungle, and you're drinking ayahuasca, it has authenticity that perhaps sometimes you lose when you give psychedelics in the laboratory environment. -Yeah. -Because we're going to be doing this after you drink ayahuasca, we need a control condition, so what I'm going to do now is I'll ask you a short list of questions about your journey here, and I want you to rate how you feel about these questions on a scale here. We have zero to nine. Nine will be strongly agree, and zero will be strongly disagree. So "I learned more from my journey here to this retreat center about how past events have influenced my present behavior." Two. -I got ideas areas during... -Two. -Five. Six. -Great. With different psychedelic drugs to ayahuasca <i> like LSD and psilocybin, also DMT,</i> <i> we've found some quite consistent changes</i> in brain activity. <i> We've seen that the brain activity</i> <i> is richer and more varied.</i> <i> Of course, we can't wheel an MRI scanner</i> <i> up into the jungle, so the EEG setup that we have</i> <i> is pretty much the best possibility</i> <i> that we have to do this.</i> [Michael]<i> According to Jose, this flower bath was meant</i> <i> to protect me from bad spirits during the ceremony. </i> -[Michael speaks Spanish] -[José chuckles] <i> I didn't believe in such things, but I was glad to do it</i> <i> because it was a symbol of José's good intentions.</i> <i> Hola. Buenas noches.</i> [Michael]<i> The initial smaller-dose ceremony</i> <i> was expected to last about two hours</i> <i> with the effects beginning after 30 minutes.</i> [José speaking Spanish] We'll begin with our ceremony tonight, asking God to guide us, to give us knowledge and intelligence. [José speaking Spanish] [Claudia] We're going to bless the medicine first. [music playing] <i> Gracias.</i> [Michael]<i> The ayahuasca tasted earthy.</i> [speaking Spanish] <i> Maybe also a bit like fennel or something.</i> <i> It's hard to say.</i> <i> I'd never tasted anything like it.</i> <i> After swallowing it all,</i> <i> my heart started racing. </i> <i> It was the most nervous I would be all night.</i> <i> DMT from the ayahuasca was flowing</i> <i> into my blood and brain.</i> <i> There was no going back.</i> [José chanting] <i> Throughout the ceremony, shaman José is saying icaros,</i> <i> or chants, which were meant to guide me</i> <i> through my spiritual experience.</i> [chanting continues] [José chanting] <i> The initial dose was meant to gently introduce me</i> <i> to ayahuasca.</i> <i> The effects began slowly and were mild.</i> <i> I began to feel as though the room</i> <i> were swinging like a cradle.</i> <i> I was aware that the motion wasn't really happening,</i> <i> but it made me feel sick</i> <i> and nervously off-balance nonetheless.</i> <i> My imagination was more vivid.</i> <i> Images in my mind were more detailed,</i> <i> but almost always under my control.</i> <i> The ceremony ends when the shaman lights a candle.</i> <i> I was comforted by this because it was a sign</i> <i> that the effects would only be weakening from here.</i> Thank you, José. I think there were two moments where I was actually was surprised by something that I saw. One was like a very vivid-- like bamboo that had been cut so that it was at a slant, and I remember going, "Wow, where did that come from?" -But as soon as I did, it was gone. -Mm-hmm. [Robin]<i> One of the effects of ayahuasca</i> is to kind of create a sort of chaos in the cortex. <i> That can lead to dreamlike visions.</i> The second time I was like, "Oh, yeah, nature," and, like, "Do I feel more at one with everything?" And I imagined trees, but only in this ring. And all of a sudden, they came really close, and they were all right here in my head. But I was like, "I did not think that. I didn't intend for that to happen. [Michael]<i> I think a good comparison for what I felt last night--</i> if you, in a sober state of mind, just imagine something, like think of a pink elephant. Okay, now an image probably popped into your mind, but not like a super detailed one. If I asked you a specific question like, "How many wrinkles are on its trunk?" you'd have to probably imagine it again and then, like, basically fill in that detail. But under the effects of ayahuasca, those details were already in these-- these imagined images. They seemed only as real as an imagined image, as a daydream, but they came with more detail, and a few times-- I'd say maybe three or four times, <i> things appeared that I did not feel like I had put there.</i> But as soon as I was aware of that, they disappeared. I'd like to look at the stars. Yeah, let's do that. <i> The morning after my initial dose of ayahuasca,</i> <i> my head was clearer, and I wanted to discuss</i> <i> my experience was shaman José.</i> <i> -Hola, Michael. -Hola.</i> [speaking Spanish] You had a perfect introduction ceremony. Emotionally and sort of personally, the only sort of revelations I had was that I was probably more worried than I needed to be beforehand and that I let that affect my behavior, and now I'm not as dominated by what might happen or what has happened. I'm just kind of in this moment right now. Like, I feel much more open to mystical thinking. [speaking Spanish] He recommends that you complete with more medicine tonight so that this will help you complete the insight into yourself. Last night, I had a third of a cup? [speaking Spanish] Three-quarters will be the dose for tonight. Three-quarters. Okay. It's weird. I had an intention going in. <i> I experienced this</i> <i> as a very interesting scientific endeavor.</i> <i> But I'm fascinated by how I want it to have meaning.</i> <i> I feel like I didn't hit that oneness yet.</i> Tonight might be different. [Robin]<i> Michael's getting the higher dose tonight,</i> and the experience is very likely to differ <i> quite substantially from the dose that he had last night.</i> [Michael]<i> I'm interested in personal development.</i> I know that that's a big part of ayahuasca for a lot of people. I'm open to it, for sure, but I do feel still <i> some apprehension for a larger dose tonight.</i> Hey, Michael? I'm here to pick you up for ceremony. <i> -Buenas noches. -Buenas noches.</i> [Michael]<i> The higher-dose ceremony</i> <i> was expected to last four hours</i> <i> with stronger and more vivid hallucinations.</i> <i> José smoked a cigar made of a tobacco plant</i> <i> that's indigenous to the Amazon called mapacho.</i> <i> The smoke is believed to clean the energy fields of the body</i> <i> and remove negativity from the ceremonial lodge.</i> [exhales slowly] <i> The second ceremony included another shaman, Daniel.</i> [chanting] <i> I started to see these very geometric,</i> bright squares, like, stacked like Aztec pyramids, <i> moving, and I was traveling down</i> through these, like, repeating kind of, you know, fractaled images of everything. I mean, too many things to really describe, music notes and colors and shapes and squares. <i> Then I started to feel like, "Oh, my gosh,</i> this is going faster and faster, and this is too fast, and it hasn't even been that long," and then I felt my body being covered with these blocks, <i> and I, like, saw my body from above</i> <i> and felt like I was disappearing.</i> <i> [José chanting]</i> <i> And that's when my heart started racing,</i> <i> and I said, "Mm, this was very bad.</i> <i> This is not good."</i> <i> A lot of emotions I always have were amplified</i> so loudly I couldn't ignore them. <i> And I had to come up with ways to console myself</i> so that I wouldn't be consumed by them and have a complete breakdown and panic attack. <i> And I resisted,</i> and I successfully brought myself back to calmness just by saying, "I'm fine. I'm not going to die, and everyone here can help me." <i> The visions were really, really vivid.</i> <i> They didn't feel like they were under my control.</i> It really felt like they were just there. A note from the song would occur, and it would cause this image, and that was pretty frightening, because I wasn't-- I was, like, on a ride that I didn't know the path of. [distorted chanting] -Robin? -Yeah. -I can do the EEG now. -Yeah, sure. [Michael]<i> I spent a lot of the ceremony being anxious</i> about having to do these tests with Robin. <i> I don't know how to deal with the lights coming back on</i> <i> and Robin talking to me and asking me questions,</i> <i> but the more I concentrated on why I feel anxious,</i> the more I realized it was just about me. It was about how I felt, but then I said, "I'm here to do a show. We're filming this. Robin wants this data. Everyone will be happier if I do it. <i> So I'll just tell Robin I'll try my best,</i> <i> and that gave me the courage to do it.</i> So being less selfish basically saved me from a panic attack. [Robin] Each time I read an item, if you could give me a number according to how you see yourself at this moment, okay? "I see myself right now as extroverted, enthusiastic." Um... one. Okay. [Robin]<i> This is a big change for Michael.</i> <i> Usually, he's very extroverted,</i> <i> and on his pre-ayahuasca answer,</i> <i> he gave a higher number.</i> "Extroverted, enthusiastic." Five. [Robin]<i> But now I'm seeing signs of withdrawal</i> <i> and introversion from him.</i> "I see myself right now as critical, quarrelsome." Uh... two. "I see myself right now as critical, quarrelsome." Six. [Robin]<i> The experience has led to a change</i> <i> in how he sees himself.</i> It's in a way reflective perhaps of a higher waking state. [plucks notes] <i> It's interesting to already see those changes,</i> <i> and it's only halfway through the ceremony.</i> [Daniel singing in native language] [Michael]<i> Shaman Daniel sang in Shipibo,</i> <i> his indigenous language</i> <i> spoken by only 5,000 people in the world.</i> <i> I've always been frustrated by the difficulty people had</i> <i> in explaining what it felt like</i> <i> to have a psychedelic experience.</i> <i> Now I know why.</i> <i> It's a different state of mind,</i> <i> and trying to describe that is like trying to describe</i> <i> anger to someone who has never felt it</i> <i> or what colors are like to a blind person.</i> [singing continues] Oh, man. [chuckles] I'd say about five minutes into that first song... I... really panicked. My heart rate picked up, and I actually touched my chest to make sure it wasn't beating as fast as I thought it was. But that moment, I may have left my body or something near it before I stopped. I was very scared that I was disappearing. Michael is describing what to me sounds like quintessential ego dissolution, the start of it, that feeling that he's disappearing, <i> that his control over his mind and his body</i> is ceding entirely, and he felt some resistance to that. <i> With a high enough dose,</i> <i> you're just forced into that space.</i> <i> My feeling is that the intensity of his experience</i> was just short of that kind of profound transformative type experience. I think he got a bit of that, but I don't think he was all the way. [Michael]<i> I was there in that ego-dissolving state</i> <i> for a moment, and it terrified me.</i> <i> I wish I was able to surrender more fully,</i> <i> but I definitely got a good taste of it.</i> So the dosage last night was much higher. Yes. Visions-- the visuals were really vivid, and the feeling of strangeness was really strong. I'd be curious to know what José was doing last night. What was he reacting to that he saw in me. What plants did he call forth and why? [speaking Spanish] He knew you were going through an intense ceremony. It was strong for you. But he said he was very happy because he knew this was going to have a positive ending for you. I'm really interested in what the lessons were. I felt so small... and so humble. But-- but, honestly, I liked it. I wasn't afraid of it. I was glad to be reminded that I'm weak. I feel like the experience amplified everything I'm concerned about way above what would be a normal amount to care about it. But that made my fear and anxiety big enough that I could actually relax them. The question is will I remember to apply that, or will this kind of stay in the jungle? <i> Before leaving Peru,</i> <i> I completed one last round of tests with Robin...</i> I'll place this on your head. <i> ...in order to gather data</i> <i> after my higher dose of ayahuasca.</i> -Thank you so much. -Thank you. I can't wait to see you back in L.A. and see what other thoughts you've had with these tests. [Robin]<i> Being here in the jungle, it's more organic.</i> <i> Because of that, I feel that I've collected data</i> <i> that's going to tell us something important</i> <i> and meaningful about how psychedelics</i> and ayahuasca specifically work on the mind and the brain. <i> After returning home to Los Angeles,</i> <i> I had my second MRI so that Robin could see</i> <i> if there were any changes.</i> <i> Although my ego dissolved only for a brief few moments,</i> <i> I was teetering on that edge throughout the entire ceremony,</i> <i> and I was anxious to see what it looked like in my brain.</i> Robin, welcome to my home. Thank you for coming back. I can't wait to see what results you got. -Yeah. -How did ayahuasca affect my brain? Okay, so we found something quite interesting. We found that your brain activity became more complex, <i> more diverse, more rich, more varied</i> <i> under the ayahuasca than at baseline.</i> What does it mean to have more complex brain activity in terms of how I experience things? Mm, I think we can understand it in terms of the richness of your imagination, of your ideas. Trains of thought can be more varied, more changeable, more dynamic. -I definitely experienced that. -Yeah. All right, you looked not just at my brain through the surface, but you went deep inside. <i> -Yeah. -What did you notice there?</i> We looked at a particular brain network <i> called the default mode network that seems to relate</i> <i> to our sense of self or ego.</i> <i> We've seen in other studies</i> <i> that during a psychedelic experience,</i> <i> that network is dramatically compromised.</i> <i> It shows a kind of disintegration and actually,</i> that process relates quite strongly to people's ego dissolution, and yet after the experience, <i> the network comes back as a kind of reset</i> <i> or a kind of rebooting of the network,</i> <i> and what we found your brain after ayahuasca,</i> <i> as predicted, was that your brain reset.</i> <i> The network became more cohesive,</i> <i> more integrated, more strongly connected within itself.</i> <i> Wow. Yeah, afterwards, I really did feel</i> <i> much more interested</i> with my identity, my past and my future. -Yeah. -You asked me a lot of questions before and after about my insight into experiences. -Yeah. -How did those compare? Well, actually we saw something really nice in those data. So your ratings of insight for the journey, <i> the lower dose and then the higher dose with ayahuasca,</i> what we saw was that there was a graded increase <i> in your levels of insight.</i> <i> Your score at baseline was 27.</i> <i> After the low-dose experience, it was 39.</i> <i> After the high-dose ceremony, it was 49.</i> <i> Wow, I definitely felt like the larger</i> <i> the ayahuasca dose, the more I considered</i> <i> -and learned about myself. -Yeah.</i> Well, Robin, I'm glad that we were able to do such a, you know, in-the-environment-type study. So thank you for coming all the way out to Peru with me. I really appreciate it, and I hope that I helped. Yeah, it's been a great experience, and I've learned a lot. As I look back on it now, I feel like my experience with ayahuasca was one of resistance. <i> Instead of surrendering myself to its effects,</i> <i> I dipped in and then got scared,</i> <i> and I told myself, "It'll be all right.</i> <i> I'm not gonna die,"</i> <i> but I should've just gone in and through.</i> I did however learn a lot about how to control anxiety, that relinquishing control and selfishness can make it vanish, but perhaps in doing so, I lost the chance to experience my mind operating without the controls and dampening I'm so used to that I'm more comfortable with. Scientists like Robin have managed to break through tight legal restrictions surrounding these substances and have begun to find out what they can teach us about the mind. Their findings so far are just the beginning of our understanding of these powerful compounds, which shows us how much we have yet to learn about the mind and brain. And, as always, thanks for watching. [theme music playing
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