Taryn Manning's Last Words To Her Father: "I Hate You" FULL READING | Hollywood Medium | E!

[Music] hello hi Tyler to my name is Taran Manning um and Tyler May recognize me from Hustle and Flow maybe 8 mile or maybe orange is a new black I play pensatucky the one with the really like terrible teeth now I'm getting nervous a now I'm good what was your first name I'm Taran Taran great to meet you I am a believer for sure I don't believe that we just die and go to the ground and then that's it though I don't know cuz I've not died yet um well it's wonderful to get to meet you today so have you ever seen the show before I have yes awesome so I always ask that because this is obviously a bit of a unique thing and so my job as a medium is to connect and receive validation I like specifics I like information and the way that I get that information is through what I see and feel and it's kind of like little Daydreams little downloads of information and that's my job and then as I see here you have some objects which I love so what I'll do is I'll probably end up holding on to those in a minute um but I'm just going to actually just scribble and connect your energy and see what comes through naturally and I just sit silent yeah I stare at you you can stare at me that's totally fine and um we'll go from there exactly cross but I'm just going to take one minute there is someone in my life that I would love to channel so I I brought a a couple objects for him hopefully he'll feel something with those okay okay so let's see where we're going um this is an interesting thing I have this man coming in over and over and over again and he just keeps acknowledging this feeling of like passing away like prematurely too soon or like basically shouldn't have gone when he did is the way that this kind of feels cuz it seems like not a natural way of like it doesn't seem like the timing of it doesn't feel good I don't I feel like I'm in a completely different emotional state okay sorry okay there they bringing up alcoholism okay wow do you know of anyone who would have dealt with alcoholism on your dad's side of family they're showing me like this whole situation of like I'm seeing AA and I'm seeing like addiction and keeps coming in dad my dad and he did pass way too young I'm so sorry that's incredibly difficult um those objects which side are they connected to my dad my oh okay so what I'm going to do is I'll hold on to those objects and what I'll do if you could hand me that large rounding yeah I love it see it pops in yeah perfect there we go oh cute it's a trumpet or that is a trumpet right that's a trumpet oh my God that's from the 50s wow and um he was like his first group was like a doop group and then he proceeded to be in like I don't know how many bands he was in but he was all musician so I was really happy to have that wowful amazing makes me happy that you smile when you talk about him cuz absolutely he's such a goofball my life with my dad was always like Mr Toad's Wild Ride like my dad was an amazing singer but I think he was also highly insecure because he just had really thin hair and he just I remember there be like a plume of aquanette you know he just like would comb it back I grew up in like bars and you know watching him play like that's probably one of my Fondest Memories his voice was amazing yeah we can put it back yeah um there's a bunch of things coming in with this the way that I would describe this is when I'm connecting to this energy I'm looking towards the end of life there's a feeling of not fully knowing the impact that my actions are going to have just so not being in my right state of mind that I don't even know whether I'm like alive or dead it was just a feeling of like I'm so not in a good head space that when I pass there's this feeling of like oh my god did I just do this did this just happen to me it it would be that severe of a state in the way this comes through yeah cuz I've always been told that he killed himself so I can validate that that's big like that's a huge thing what's so interesting is he's having me acknowledged previous previous previous there had to have been a previous attempt there was there was a previous attempt and it's pretty awful yeah incredibly difficult but I always feel like if he was around all everything would be so different absolutely this is important um there's a feeling of almost like if if someone was feuding with someone right when they died it's this feeling of like I didn't get the chance to clear the air is the way this kind of feels and they're basically bringing up this like the situation where he would have made an attempt to try to reach out to try to connect to one of his children to try to speak to one of his children but there's this feeling of like it's not reciprocated yeah at the time he passed we weren't talking and I wasn't happy cuz the last time I saw him my dad lived in Arizona I didn't want to spend the summer away from my friends I was like 13 you know so I I was um having a tough time there so he sent me home early he didn't know how to deal with me you the next summer someone claims they called him and said well do me to fly Teran to Arizona cuz we were in California and he said no he didn't want to see me and not that long after he he passed but the feeling with this is him wanting I'm I'm seeing it very clearly like Outreach Outreach Outreach um in the way this comes in there's very much a strong acknowledgement from his perspective of just not hly uh when it comes to how other people talk about Dad now I don't know if we'd hear the truth in some cases maybe they have not been as honest as we've hoped so it would not surprise me in the slightest if your father did want to connect to you in some [Music] capacity I think there's two sides of the story you know so you've nailed something that I've really believed and it's kind of been the biggest mystery of of my life Tyler confirmed the feeling I've been living with and you know it's hard you know just just just the pain of the loss you know there's just a lot of guilt instilled in me about my dad and just those times cuz we weren't talking when when he died like the like the last thing I said ever said to him was I hate you because he sent me home and I was like you know I hate you anyway I never want to be here and I'm so happy I'm going home and then that's it if there's any over ruling message Dad is on your side and he always will be and if there's anything you can take away from this I honestly feel like he loved you a lot more than he was able to show it there's an immense amount of pride for you being able to distance from certain sources of negativity in your life that's awesome that's important thank you my dad he was always so proud of me what I can take away is confirmation that I'm not alone that's the bre that out he made me feel really good about but I still missed thank you so much of course that's awesome to hear despite the fact that he passed the away he did his soul is so happy and free and I it was hard to not smile as I was connecting with him because he was wanting to give that validation and provide that uh to let you know that you made the right decisions and that's important so good job good job really did I mean Stellar thank you so much of course absolutely I'm very honored to have got to meet Tyler and I mean he's like an angel his smile just like makes my heart light up and he's just so compassionate you know couldn't believe he's only 21 that's wild all right I'll see you bye see you later have a great day thank you you too woo that was that was yeah that was a lot I got a lot of um Clarity and closure and um I feel very grateful this was obviously an incredibly heavy reading that means that leaving this reading uh I'm feeling even more drained because of how emotionally intense that was but it was all for a really good purpose and it ended up really connecting in a profound way [Music]

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Length: 9min 11sec (551 seconds)

Published: Wed Feb 14 2024