Rain (full movie)

[Music] [Music] oh [Music] come in please have a seat good morning nurse we have a patient here she needs your help it's okay nice thank you meli bus now let me see what i can do with her my friend i'm going to tell you a story that i know and maybe after that you'll be in position to tell me your name and your [Applause] story [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] myself your oh thank you thank you please give me back my jerry can the wall is so far back there i can't go back to fetch water don't pour my water please no don't amuse me don't amuse me dora affirmative you're here you are singing or should i say crying your heart out and now you want me to be you're actually scared about your precious water and you're jericho what i do is none of your business so go and disturb somebody else i choose you i choose you dora you carolia please don't pour the water please karolyi don't put the water that you want see it what water huh what water i don't have any friends on this village what is emily it is you has no friends in this village let me tell you the truth i mean look at you see yourself who comes to the wearing sleeper supper too no you can't even help your judge with choice how you can't do that you're just there there is no jealousy just because some of us know how to keep clean it doesn't save your breath you need it all and i wanted your job [Music] holy [Music] do [Music] what do i owe the pleasure of your presence miss doran antoine what yeah i'm so sorry i don't know what i ever did to kalulay he poured my water for the third time i didn't know what i ever did to that boy dora you're a girl carla is a boy maybe it's not what you have done maybe it's what you haven't done he's trying to get you to pay attention to him instead of the trees and the stones and the birds and whatever else you spend the whole day entertaining instead of doing your chores and behaving like a girl in the village i don't know what is wrong with me sometimes i want to sing the whole day singing will not put food on the table do you know what will put food on the table and buy you these pretty clothes that you take for granted it is hard work good old hard work and when you realize it i will live a very happy life the upkeep your uncle sends us from kampala we spend it on labor to chop firewood to dig to fetch water dora these are chores that you can do okay that other children do to help their parents why can't you be contented i think i don't belong here i think i just need to go much as it saddens me i think that that is what needs to happen your uncle has promised to get you a job in kampala what a singing place i hear it is so easy to get famous in kampala imagine you with a live audience do you know how much i'll make at the end of the day oh my god i pay so much money the first thing i'll do i'll build you a very big house with electricity and running water and a big garden with only bars nantongo get your head out of the cloud this minute you're as bad as your mother do you know what happened to her yeah you have told me that story countless times that's because i want you to listen i want you to listen hard your mother came back to me pregnant with you and after you were born she died angry bitter and disappointed nobody knows who your father is not even his name no one knows whether he's alive or dead and nobody cares okay dora as long as you're living in my house and you're under my care you will not harbor those thoughts and dreams i don't want you to talk about them to me or anyone else in the village i don't want to lose another child now go and get the firewood from kali i'm sure instead of chopping the firewood he's busy listening to our conversation with the intention of spreading it around the village did you let karla chop the firewood after what he has done he's the only one who will agree to work 1 000 shillings now hurry up and go we have to put the beans on the fire hurry up now where are you going dora to come my hair stop that nonsense go and get the firewood from karulay now [Music] so [Applause] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] foreign [Music] what today is 31st january we are making any centigrade let me see what's that [Laughter] huge truck with at first i ignored because i was so taken up by the guys dancing on top of that truck but when the dj held the microphone and announced that that's only i pick i'm like i'm running to find you how much is the entrance fee it's five thousand five thousand e am i going to get that money right now my only option would be to sell these potatoes and i guess ah it's too late for that what am i going to do are you stupid that please give me the money i go and that's the whole night how you wait for me and open that door you're so funny okay since you're so clever what are you going to do about it yeah what are you going to do my final option would be yum i can just i sell my sandwich to nunchuck has been admiring them for a long time yes the problem is i bought them for ten thousand i told them to have seven thousand okay five thousand entrance two thousand let's go and get ready [Music] hmm [Music] hey you started me is it completely dark outside now no but why did you have to close the door so early i would have heard too soon or later so sooner rather than later great is here to see me but it is so late when will she go home she says she's coming down with a fever and her mother hasn't come back from the market and her siblings can't they help her therefore in seven years what can they possibly prepare and the father you know that man i remember that old drunkard fool instead of looking after his family he just watches while his wife struggles to sell the little she can get from the garden to keep those children in school breaks my heart how some of those men are willing to treat their families all in the name of beer but but go on call gority tell her calm come and sit down so that i can feel your temperature no temperature yet that's good but dora get me some panadol from my bedroom and water from the table let's give her some painkillers before you go these days is not easy to detect malaria good dora you can stay at gorita's place for the night instead of coming back in the dark okay gretty in case you need any more medicine please come to me okay thank you actually i can't believe i just followed that medicine that's more priced okay did you really swallow i did because i look nice in it okay stay right she dress and see if anybody's going to let you step on that stage put in a trouser before what if what you see the girl no one is going to see us [Music] [Music] okay you know this one goes here [Music] yeah we have fun [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] ah [Music] [Applause] yo [Applause] we are having very very very big artists coming from kampala dubai today we are navy [Applause] [Music] [Music] oh [Applause] rainbow wow whoa rainbows such a lovely name annie rainbow applause for rainbow rainbow rainbow yo yes wow wow wow uh aren't you going to remove your cape you're [Music] applause for rainbow ladies and [Music] gentlemen [Music] [Music] [Applause] stick to your dreams [Music] [Applause] [Music] i [Applause] i am [Music] rainbow is that your real name my name is dora nantong you're an anton rainbow is much better rain could even be much much better man your voice sounds like raindrops of gold from the sky you know well um as for me i'm a famous dj in kampala i play in all the right places arjuna governor amnesia my class associates uh dj shea you know bush baby aluda you know those guys no you definitely don't know those guys you've been locked up in this silly village for many years yeah um [Music] friend how old are you 18 no i'll be 17 next year sweet 16. that's like my favorite age yeah you know why no a lot of good things happen when you're 16. have good things started happening to you but i don't know what good things you're talking about let me go back to my friend she must be worried now what's the rush rainbow we just met i thought you liked me already look rainbow i i can make you a famous singer in kampala all over kampala yeah i can make you the new juliana canyon was the new irene number i don't know what you prefer shibakarunji i don't know uh so your new life starts today it depends on did you i've always wanted to leave this place i don't know what to do to get to kampala relax i'm your ticket and your passports all rolled up into one but you're going to give me something small and i'll give you something big i don't have any money please who's talking about money huh listen fast i'm to give you something pretty you like pretty things don't you yes take that from me this looks beautiful you know beautiful people like you these are pretty things so get it i'm going to give you this money and i'm going to take my telephone number so after tonight you know what i'm talking about i'll take you to kampala you want me to run away from home you don't belong here this is not you now this you belong in kampala a new life is touching so about what i want from you what is it first you have to take off that cup i need to be sure you look the patch you look beautiful look at me take off the blouse i can't don't you want to come with me to kampala huh don't you i even have no girlfriend i don't have a girlfriend i want to make you my girlfriend i won't hurt you nothing is going to happen to you nothing you know that dj how can i trust you you're just a stranger from kampala i'm just a little girl from the village but see i'm the master here i need to be sure you taste as good as you sound before we start this journey together come on so do all pastors have to be tested can't i just go without being tested in kampala why am i wasting my time did i give you my money how much do you think this cost me in kampala forget it i'm done now you must know you need me more than i need you did you wait did you wait i'm just a little bit frightened what do you want me to do i don't want you to hurt me listen take your time take your time after this i want you to go home park your clothes we meet here at 11 a.m okay is that okay with you [Music] [Music] so [Music] so dora manonga is that you are you all right right here today it's gorgeou she kept me awake the whole night she coughed and coughed throughout the night but i thought she had a fever not i'm so tired please let me rest for one hour i promise when i wake up i want you for the cassava garden and fish for all the water you want thank you for planting the cassava it's all we seem to eat these days dora you have very nurturing hands i wish you would spend more time in the garden yeah don't worry things are going to be different just wait and see okay just kidding one hour of sleep wait dora are those the clothes you were wearing last night i've never seen this dress before have you been buying new clothes no yes jen this is gorgeous dress she gave it to me last night i couldn't come back with my daddy clothes [Music] hey laura can't say goodbye to you are you alone it's of course illegal i'm alone how can you trust him dora he's a stranger it's my destiny your destiny how do you know if it's your destiny maybe just wanted to use you he didn't use me he touched me the right way he said the right things gory he's a master a master are deceiving young girls are you trying to make me feel guilty girl i don't belong here and i never will laura your grandmother she'll be fine without me she always reminds me of that you know she doesn't mean that you just remind of your mother that's what i'm afraid of i'm not like my mother she has to stop comparing us dora dora are you running out from home because of a man i thought you on my side yeah i thought so too but i had a long thought about it dora he's a stranger you can't trust him he said 11 a.m it's mid already where is he dora where is he you can't trust that mandora no let's go home huh be no more girls with no more dreams maybe they'll come true maybe they won't we can't lead life though we cannot lead life let us just allow life to lead us let's go home no god i'm not going home i'm a stranger in my own village even carlos said it i don't have any friends here you have me i sing to birds i sing to trees go away i'm going i'll be fine i'll be just fine this is so crazy let's just go home you can't do this dora let's go home you see yeah you still dance here to freak me i told you he'd come for me go come on cory i'll be fine hey dora how are you i'm fine did i did you send you to get me um about that you see our band broke down so the dj had to use a taxi to go to kampala and get us another one but he said he'll call you today or tomorrow and the rest of us are going to use taxi to go to kampala how do i get to dj don't you have his number yeah but where are you going to write it you have a pen yes i do zero seven five four three two uh sorry um i mean zero seven five four three two two zero zero three four thank you your pen no you can't keep it dora if i may ask don't you have a family yes my judge well i suggest you go back and wait i mean live a normal life dora you're beautiful and so is your life this dj dj is just a dj anyway i have to go the girls are waiting for me but i want to be like you i want to be famous you want to be like me dora i want to be like you my life is over this life chose me i didn't choose it anyway just wait for him to call or you call him i have to go bye no i didn't change my mind peter said go fix something and then he'll come for me my friend are you crazy i guess from the market i saw the truck leave you you won't believe the number of children they're all lined up you know what they're saying good times so funny what is it here the truck left did you promised promised to get me this is a wrong number the number is wrong say what the number properly died the number properly how about we try number two a girl said it was even wrong no thank you that's bastard that crowd bastard what's going on tell me what's wrong he used me what he used me was just a side dish a village dish that's when i thought i was so smart let's talk to jj before anything else happens what can be worse than this i've been left in kawako great let's go stop worrying yourself what am i going to do go away what do you mean what are you going to do that was a foolish decision i'm so glad you came back how could you trust him dora he's a stranger okay thank god he realized how stupid he was to take advantage of an innocent girl like you he didn't take advantage of me touch me the right way said would make me famous yeah i'm sure i told you all those [Music] things waiting for me so i will not stay here [Music] how are you feeling my child not any better what did you say was wrong with you it must be a favor but dora it's been two months we ought to call your uncle and get you to a hospital in kanpai no i don't have to call uncle i'm sure he has other things to worry about no dora i'll call him today in fact why don't i do it now what am i going to do now anything but i look on daddy's face when she finds out what's the fastest way of ending my life i have to go [Music] [Music] [Music] i'm in my room jaja what is it you are doing my child i'm just organizing my room suddenly i have some energy in fact don't tell uncle to come you won't believe what happened when i went to call your uncle at the phone booth the attendant told me that he had called earlier apparently he's on his way here now i am so excited hey it's been six months since he came i'm pregnant of course i didn't know it how could i know it where was i when did this happen who is the father that i don't know it was this one time i need to go away dora you want to run away no i'm not running at least let me go to garetty's house mama can't find me here he will kill me he won't even get me that job in kampala my history is repeating itself what am i going to do i'm sorry i will explain please just help me mom you can go through the back door hey hurry i'll come for you later it's not that i'm disappointed it's just that i'm hot i thought you trusted me i thought you could tell me anything i tried to be the kind of parent to you that i even wasn't to your mother i tried to even different from anybody [Music] else are you right i had some people crying are you okay yes i am okay it's just that i haven't seen you in a long time my son i'm so happy to see you i'm i'm happy to see you tomorrow how is dora oh is she up to her use your cheeky self dora is in the garden but can i get you some to my son some what oh no mom don't disturb yourself don't tire yourself it must have been a long hard journey no in fact i was just passing by kawaku i'm on my way to niendo where i have some business dear then i say to myself why not pass by and see mom and also give you the good news what is that my son are you finally getting married mama no no besides i'm sure dora is equal to over 10 grandchildren considering all the chaos she take you through every day um well anyway the good news is that i have good for dora a job have i said something that has offended you are you not feeling well okay i bought you some medicine and most of the things that you asked me for i'm just feeling a bit lonely how about if we pushed dora's job to next year how am i going to cope if you take her away today but i thank you for the job thank you for the job she is she's a wonderful girl maybe she's crazy sometimes but deep inside she's she's she's a good girl her heart is in the right place i've tried to bring up all utterly mom i have never seen you like this don't worry i am not going to take dora today huh one of my bosses the one for whom i made a big bed and they gave me a very big commission well his wife just learned that she's pregnant so i promised her that when she gives birth dora would go and help her out what you mean dora is needed for next year yes and the other good news is that you are going to come and start living with me in masaka town remember the other house i was telling you about well the structure is almost complete and you should be able to move there and live with me maybe from next year and there is space for a very big garden and i'll make sure that i employ maybe a chamber boy to help you so that you do not have to get tired uh you'll not be alone no and as for dora she's in a very good place because the dreamers they are a wonderful couple very wonderful i would not just let her go and stay anywhere she is so disappointed in me gory what are you going to do i don't know i've told you a thousand times i don't know what i'm going to do maybe i need to go somewhere very far when nobody knows me but there's a baby on the way who will take care of that baby myself it's my destiny laura are you sure it was just that one time how can i lie to you goretti someone didn't give me a phone number didn't give me his name but left me with a child but i'm sorry it will be fun let's go [Music] why did i make some mistakes [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] oh [Music] [Music] frustrations eventually you'll have to let him go oh do you tell the [ __ ] i don't know the father i don't know the father oh don't you think it's time you told the truth the baby is dead now i'm sorry my child there's no better way to say it and i loved him too the way someone can love a great grandchild dora there are people waiting outside and you have been here in this room the entire day i can't give it to those people it's time to let him rest dorado [Music] oh [Music] oh yes [Music] uh so what was the call about uh we're having a household coming in today so i thought we should both be here when she arrives oh i agree um but guess let me go freshen up okay let's see what that is okay oh hello you're welcome thank you thank you mr dumbo uh this is the [Music] this is the door you're not wrong but mine is the one i was telling you about okay ah this is baby jeremy do you want to hold him yes well look at that this is the first time he hasn't cried i know you see a gun a daughter with babies very impressive i think i better go now please wait wouldn't you stay for something i know thank you really i have to go to masaka town and you know it's already very late okay well then i guess i'll see him out we'll discuss the details i will give you a call in a week's time then you can talk to judge here it is do you like it here yes ma'am good ah now one thing please stop calling me madam you can now call me mommy because you're part of our family yes yes mommy we are entrusting you with a great responsibility of caring for our baby your uncle says you're a good well-mannered girl and i have faith that you will take care of him very well okay now dora i know you've traveled far to get here so i'm going to have to let you rest uh but we are a christian family here and we start every new step with a prayer and so this is a new step for both of us will you pray with me is it okay yes mommy okay okay give me your hand dear lord we thank you for today father we thank you for entrusting us with this child dear lord i pray to you that you may give her the wisdom to carry out her duties and father lord like i always say this is our destiny i pray to you through jesus name our lord amen amen thank you mommy no problem okay so i'll let you rest and i'll see you [Music] bring [Music] wow let me give you breast milk [Music] hmm want to sleep time to sleep yay time to sleep let's go to bed hold on [Music] crazy [Music] [Music] coming last week as i said yeah things came up my dear okay so but how are you coping i'm very fine uncle i'm very happy uncle mummy don't take good care of me i have a home to myself i have new clothes you have never changed you and your choice there hardly any chores but 8 a.m i have finished everything it's nothing compared to kawakulovian beating my world in my nothing which means you do not even miss jaja anymore i miss that just so much sometimes in the morning i wake up and call her name i miss these people yeah there they are mom even the judger by the way misses you very much she even wrote for you a letter and i'm sure inside there this is another one from gareth let me give you and i go i do not want to waste your time i was going to make you something where are you going walk up fast my dear you have to take care these doombass they say oh many many many good things about you huh yes you are right bambi greet them for me when they come back i will [Laughter] bye hey you woke up oh yeah last week a little faster we did just later moana wang how are you in that new place uncle tells me that it's a wonderful family and i'm glad but how are you cooping child we have had so many losses you and me but i barely sleep at night these days [Music] [Music] so he got the love of his life i miss them that you know my new friend [Music] perez [Music] [Music] oh dora okay i need you to help me with him and i set up the lunch okay thank you it seems like he doesn't like bottle feet is it supposed to be used by now it's about three months now mommy i think he likes breastfeeding he gets used to the bottle he'll get so what do you do in my absence okay here give him to me you're crying dora yes mommy i'm coming [Applause] i want to freshen up and get ready to start the dinner daddy jeremy will be coming over with dr mugabe okay so we need to get set oh i need you to get him ready as well uh give him a bus change of clothes i want him to be ready for the visitors yes ma'am have you had a shower as well yes mommy i paid the little oh okay good but i don't know why sometimes i smell this breast milk kind of scent in the house and i don't know why but anyway let me go freshen up so that i am not smelly for the visitors thank you for inviting me to your doctor this is your home anytime yes thank you jenny welcome thank you okay okay father in heaven we want to thank you and bless you for the food we pray that you blessed and sanctified pray that you bless the hands that have prepared it in jesus name amen amen amen well enjoy oh dora please come join us at the table you've worked equally as hard so you deserve to enjoy the meal with us here it's a wonderful meal jenny thank you the pleasure is mine i know it is the reason i always come home to eat her food well i'm glad you're enjoying yourself so tell me how's the practice going i get more patients from church especially i don't regret leaving mulan for paragon hospital ever since they said the first step is always the hardest yes it is uh doctor i have a question it is jeremy he has this fever that is on and off it is mild yeah but i haven't been so worried to take him to hospital but i don't know do you think he could be testing and do i have to take him to hospital i always say you need to trust your instinct if you believe there is more to that than just meditating then you should bring him into hospital tomorrow you won't believe how rampant baby infections are nowadays and you need to cup it before it's too late well i have not been so worried but anyway uh dora here has been so wonderful make sure to get jeremy parked for hospital tomorrow okay yes mommy our doctor we always appreciate your putting in your time for us we're really grateful anytime you're such a person so dora how do you like your pleasure [Music] honey [Music] [Applause] [Music] have you given him the medicine that doctor and he said if he doesn't change we need to take him for more blood tests i'm so frightened he could be having one of those diseases are you going to go in your night dress [Music] [Music] [Music] you're going to be fine okay he's so hot i wonder what's taking long doctor is here yes doctor are the results out yes i'm afraid i don't come bearing good news what do you mean i'd like to believe it's it's a mistake we've been very careful what is it doctor it appears that baby jeremy is hiv positive no no that's impossible right no oh my god but how i mean are you still an hiv test about five months ago as part of the pregnancy test and i was negative i don't understand neither do i domba just did his medical checkup and his results were negative i'm sure he told you [Music] obviously gutted him against any hum i have prayed for him how could this have happened to him no it is going to be it's a mistake i'd like dora to come in so that he run an hiv test on her since she's the only other person who handles baby jeremy besides you too she's only a child herself a child who's medical history we do know honestly if she's had my child she's going to pay for this dear this is not the time to fight please let's just look upon the lord i'm afraid sorry sorry [Music] how did i not notice anything was wrong how did i let this happen how did i let you go into my life we can rule out door how soon can i get her right now right now i'll go get her myself right now no let me go get her i don't think you're in such a future condition to do this let me bring when he found out i was hiv positive i was so devastated it felt like the world buddies had been deposited on my 17 year old shoulders and i didn't know what to do with them here i was 17 years old just lost a baby an orphan staying with other strangers and then they tell me i've just infected their only child with hiv my friend dumba was so mad at me as for jenny it was a different story she didn't want to look at me or talk to me at all it's like to her i didn't exist at all but surprisingly didn't call my uncle take me back to the village no i stayed on to work but jenny she quit her job she had to come back and take full-time job of taking care of her only child how could she trust me with her only child so work i did like a little donkey i stopped bathing all together taking care of myself i was smelling i was rich even that bad milk i used to feed that baby how could i do something like that feeding a baby that wasn't mine i thought jeremy had replaced my dead baby if only i had known i was hiv positive if only i had known my friend so what i did one day a thought came to my mind i had saved about four hundred thousand i said to myself you know what i can't stay with the numbers anymore i had to go i will make [Music] [Music] is this is [Music] [Music] excuse me you're stupid yeah after giving you a job i'm stupid so you have you been paying me my dear god don't push me you shouldn't do the only practice that i can work for no go go go get yours dear don't even come back for your payment god don't come back rubbish so what are you doing here i was just seeing your place no it's okay you come it's like you have just seen outside i just lost myself a waitress and right now this place cannot be managed with only one girl and at least number i need at two girls so are you good at waitressing no eh what job did you have i was a housemate it's almost the same thing so you're good at serving and waiting isn't it as you can see this is a club of live music that is an area where they play the live music from yeah and most of my customers are patrons and a few new ones that is my batman called john hello yoka madam this bar has only one role my dear and one rule only do not let me find you sleeping with my customers you want to do it go and do it somewhere else i don't mind because i do not want to invoke my name and the name of my bar in your personal affairs understood yes madam yeah so and do you happen to have um children any child somewhere no madam you don't okay john please show her to her to her room that the one on the left okay mother yeah thank you so much mother you're welcome but be surprised why first week where were you going and where have you been staying i was a housemate i was just looking for another job and where to stay today is like now your lucky day okay so any questions requests because i have to go and work i'm tempted i have to learn what so john will take you to your room show you the kitchen a bit of training or crash course because i need you to start today understood maybe just one request yes please don't call me dora call me rain oh okay then rain you are welcome thank you so much thank you so much welcome so i started my first day at the big boss it wasn't a hard job really like bossy had said most of the customers were patrons bossy well she was a little bossy sometimes but that is who she was personally i didn't care as long as i was paid sometimes it felt like i was on my path to death and this was just a stop over i mean here i was hiv positive and trying to live a normal life was i kidding i enjoyed listening to the different bands play and sometimes wished i could also join the stage and play the music manager of the club was dj daddy but everyone called him daddy he wasn't a bad man though he kept pestering me to sleep with him i was determined not to give in until it was the price i had to pay again to sing on the stage you know i just love you when boss is not around i love your sweat i like the way you say that white sword it sounds so nice and i love the way you feel in my arms are we on tonight not until you fulfill your promise did you come on bass you know tonight is your big night tonight we're reaching for the stars talk is cheap pops you know what i want so make it happen don't worry my princess i'm your man and i have the keys come on dj boss is not around she's off today just give me a chance to go on stage you know how much i want to perform please all right but you must promise me something special i'm always there and that's how i like it i know [Music] [Applause] ladies and gentlemen good evening tonight is the wildest night of your dreams believe me we have something homemade cooking and everyone is going to have to feast on it because after all are the boss everyone is a boss hmm well um there's a special young lady that has been begging me off the hook to perform for us and i thought to myself well why not today when the mood is right and love is in there huh well then i told the young lady get up on here on the stage and show us what you have and she goes like daddy you ain't seen nothing yet well i told her i've been around baby and she tells me daddy you're going to be blown away and i'm like do me the honors so ladies and gentlemen please put your hands together and welcome with me the amazing the beautiful the fresh [Applause] [Music] rain [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] oh [Music] so i sung and sung that night until my voice was horse in fact due to demand bossy found out about my singing at first she was angry but later she consented when she realized that i was obviously bringing her more money she became my manager with daddy i started performing in several clubs around the town all the big names i was a fixture i even started performing at concerts or big artists because somehow my voice drew the crowds the only problem was there was no substance in me it was like i wasn't a real person i was rained i had no history nobody knew me even when jaja uncle or jenny could see me they wouldn't recognize me because i had changed i dress more like bossy and i'd learned how to smoke cigarettes i continued to live in the club and every penny bossy gave me was either spent on drugs or beer or clothes or even men it didn't matter i didn't care there was no purpose to my life wake up wake up and leave get up hey hey hey get up and leave hey get up and live and get up what get out just come back to bed leave mister hey get out i thought you loved me how can i love you i don't even know your name i told my name is hey shut up just get out listen i have a promise tonight i don't want to be late where are you performing it's none of your business i have somewhere to go listen yesterday was really great but i really have to go and if you think of stealing anything in this room don't because everything here is worthless now get out but can't you come back to bed [Music] and don't forget your sheep [Music] i died in my own movie this guy wanted to give me i don't know how much he would have spent on me next time how did you get that's what i do hey hey hello hi how are you you've come up so early it's just 8 p.m i thought you'd be out by around midnight i couldn't sleep not with that dishy guy just someone out of europe that guy i have no idea how i got into my room yesterday yesterday was crazy at little beach i had a good performance i'm starting to think i'm taking over the music industry here well everyone keeps asking for rain okay surely i can't possibly organize for you a concert hey about it that one is using your money rain that is to be honest have you seen the house she's putting up in nigeria that is your money i don't care who cares so why need i thought you are in this for money not everybody is i'm starting to think you really don't give a damn about this whole thing you have a stranger every night in your bed and i'm told you're starting to use the drugs i hope you use condoms asking this listen i thought was supposed to be bad girls yeah what's with other condom token etc what is this all about at the end of it all it's your life if i really needed such as someone trust me i'll be in church right now girl where are you performing tonight surprisingly i am performing right here oh and then tomorrow i have like three performances casablanca club trot then back to explorer we are on tonight i'll see you all later as i got myself ready for that night i couldn't help thinking about the dancers once sometimes it's as if you don't give a damn at all you have even started experimenting with drugs i hope you're using condoms at least i couldn't recognize myself anymore i couldn't believe that this was a young girl who used to sing to the birds the trees and the stones who is this person i asked i couldn't stand to be alone with myself because i was scared of myself that night at the big boss club i performed like it was my last performance maybe it was because it was my last night on stage [Music] me [Music] morning [Applause] is [Laughter] [Music] okay [Music] i pretended to be asleep but i watched as bossy discussed my health with a doctor i don't know when he told her i was hiv positive maybe it was the time when i saw her cover her face with her hands and shake her head i wanted to tell her it's not your fault but see i was dying already i couldn't talk my mouth felt so heavy and hard and i wasn't really sure whether i was awake or asleep maybe i was drifting in and out of consciousness poor bossy she must have liked me or something or maybe it was the money i don't know i was discharged she took me back to the big boss and my little room she took care of me as best as she could and didn't at home mention that i was sick i regained a bit of strength and started talking and singing again but bossy was adamant she didn't want to take responsibility of that again she started asking about my family about what i could tell her but i couldn't tell her i didn't know how to beat dora nantuango anymore i once again made escape plans to return to the streets one night in her absence i packed my clothes the ones i came with from kawaku and returned to the spot of the streets i lasted three days on the street i was too gone too sick to withstand the cold and hunger of the street i hadn't left with a single coin because i had come to die just like a dog that god is dying be over let's get a build up order and take her to the house street it's only three thousand i don't want to see doctors but no one is going to see a stick heart there in downfall in that flow and we pretend you are looking for something and you disappear [Music] um [Music] so [Music] so help please help no what happened hold that shoulders oh is this door door [Music] to be honest i cannot thank you enough but i just wish you had informed me a little bit sooner because at least i would have come maybe to the hospital or you know offered some help in any way i could there was nothing you could do uncle it was all in god's hands dora is recovering yes and she needs hospital checkups but she's in very good hands with the dumbass i wish my mother was still alive because at least she would have helped with taking care of her no uncle don't even think about it this is our destiny this is what god wants us to do he has strengthened jeremy and dora is on the mend let us do this dora is our daughter now [Music] i'm very very grateful mrs doomba thank you be grateful to god alone he's in charge of our lives yeah um dora dora yes sir where is jeremy jeremy's playing outside okay um dora here was just sharing with me this morning about her future plans would you like to talk about it now i would like to become a nurse or counselor would like to help young people like myself who have changed their identity just like i became rain i want to use my personal experience to help them if it's possible yes of course it's possible and i know just the place where we can start and maybe i can be allowed to at least pay her fees no uncle no worries like i always say this is our destiny and god is in charge of it all amen what happened to jaja janja passed away she couldn't take any more bad news of losing another daughter she died so devastated angeretti girl is a nurse who brought you in here i convinced her to go back and study uncle paid for her school fees she became like her daughter actually she's married now and the dj have you heard from him no and i'm glad he's in my past i mean it was the beginning of rain and rain is long gone she's like a memory to me right now but don't you miss singing don't you miss the stage no i don't i go to church i sing in the choir church crusades i'm talking to you right now i feel like i'm using my voice for a fulfilled purpose for god yes you uh yeah so i would you tell me your name and your story my name is nanka vera sharon i'm 18 years old and i got a secret [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] foreign [Music] foreign you

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Published: Tue Dec 15 2020