Priscilla Shirer, Tony Evans: God is With You in Your Suffering | FULL TEACHING ​| Praise on TBN

but when you know he has an unconditional will that his Sovereign plan overrides our desires for his glory and our good and maybe what God wanted to do was to use our loss which was in his will to help others in their loss and their grief and their hurt and their struggle because God never wastes bad times on us so Daddy today how are you I think the general Republican people who know if you would want to know how are you doing given all the circumstances well it's been a a journey obviously uh after being married for 49 and a half years to your mom uh and uh having an awesome wife y'all having an awesome mother and an awesome Ministry support it's but it's a it's a vacant space so that takes some time to get used to but the good news about your call is that you don't let me drift South long enough because somebody's gonna call so uh and then they always show up and we all have keys yeah they'd be calling at six in the morning seven in the morning as Christian well Crystal will call it two in the morning so it's a little irritating but but it's appreciated so uh but that that's really reflective of the closest of our family that we've had for all these years and a large part of that probably the predominant part of that was uh your mom's uh consistency and commitment to keeping our family tight and so we've stayed tight and and so we're hanging till we're uh we're uh pushing forward okay pushing forward ups and downs roller coaster but pushing forward wait y'all raise to be close and that's why we all currently still have keys to the house because you wanted us to be yeah but we need to change everyone now this is a different season yeah there's too many keys out there yeah I'll be using them Uninvited you cannot have the keys I can change the locks oh so the keys don't work I can do something terrible you don't really love it it's really Priscilla isn't it well I think the worst cheers she comes and jumps on the bed you know it's it's it's serious that's okay but you're our dad I know we want to hang out with you yeah but you have a family you got oh Lord have mercy stop she does not every day okay I have pictures of her as a six and seven year old that's what she would do for the viewers that don't know um I I think some people probably watching are like I didn't realize that they were all related that happens all the time like that that's the thing um our family collectively over the last 18 uh 24 months at this point um we do one of y'all kind of just want to go through what what happened so the viewers know why I think the the best of well it started um a couple of years ago now 2018 is that correct 2018 where our cousin she was one of our clothes she was really more like a sibling than a cousin but winter unexpectedly uh just her heart just gave out so she was 38 years old and um literally she was fine one day and the next day her heart stopped and so that started a string of losses over the next two years every four to six months another family member passed away and the reason why we're acknowledging um dad's loss in this is because every single person was directly connected to Daddy so and obviously to all of us but really directly to dad so he lost his niece that was winter and then shortly thereafter your brother passed away then your sister passed away then your brother's wife passed away so all our aunts and uncles on that side of the family and um and then we had another cousin pass away um and then two daddy your dad in the same month as Mom um and then shockingly as well actually an eighth person passed away because then my mother-in-law eight months after Mom my mother-in-law passed away who was very close to all of us as well um so we had eight losses in the course of two years just back-to-back losses so it has been quite a journey emotionally yeah it's been it's been a lot and a lot of people you know up until Mommy maybe they didn't really know all of that right yeah because winter exactly winter and Mommy but didn't really know about all of that and wouldn't really think about it because of how daddy operates yeah he continues to preach he continues to keep rolling he continues to build he continues to encourage and all of those different things so how do you uh one of my thoughts is as your son is man this guy keeps going yeah even while it seems like things are falling around him yeah and so how do you keep that up do that how are you able to to be that faithful in a season like that well I mean it it starts with your view of God if if God is Sovereign if God is in control if you're going to trust him if you believe that there is life to come and if we're still here and therefore have a job to do then while we should while we should uh be struggling with loss we should be struggling hopefully and not hopelessly that's two different perspectives and struggle and so when the hope is there then you keep going even if you're going slower than you used to even if you're going with sadness or tears or struggles or uh you know sleepless nights you still you still go because God is still true to his word he's true to his promises he's true to his provisions and he's true to our our future so so and there's still people other people are grieving too yeah so you know during this season of covet and race and politics and economics and all the global crisis we're facing we're not the only ones grieving yeah so they need they need they need Ministry too so you got to keep ministering to our local flock first of all at Oak Cliff but then nationally through the urban alternative we we wanted to to let what God was doing with us and through us and in our pain be a Ministry to others as well as we walk this journey together because everybody is going to walk this journey at some point in their life and speaking of continuing to do ministry that is why we are all sitting here together is because we we collectively made a decision to try to figure out a way to use what we've been facing and how we've dealt with it to to minister to people so we did something very unique um we we have a it's a it's a book but it's like this it's the conversation it's a family conversation we all have different crazy different personalities I'm this hyper emotional one uh crystal is she's the smart like logical she's really super smart so right here you may think she's being quiet but she's formulating things that she's going to say in a minute that are going to change your life no pressure um Priscilla's this personality as you've seen and very opposed to the smart one yeah absolutely I mean she's also smart and dynamic but she's growing up she got in trouble for talking a lot but now it God's used all things for good you know what I mean he's worked out I showed you God is The Miracle Worker yes because that's this personality and then Jonathan's the the athlete the the self-proclaimed favorite um but that's true but no he he makes a decision and he goes after it but we get to talk about how from all these different personality types how we held on to to faith in these moments so I I want to know just just a kind of a blanket statement a blanket question for everybody is how specifically given all the things that we Face collectively and things you face in your life as an individual how have you what are some practical steps you've taken to hold on to faith when life was shaking you up Chrissy when we talk about um you Dad and how you have continued to do ministry I think while this is definitely a major major loss for our family there have been lots of things over the years that have happened that have been hard that you all have had to walk through and what we've seen you do and seen you do consistently and Faithfully is stay the course we didn't just see you and Mom do that we saw our grandparents do that on both sides so there's this Legacy of faithfulness that has been deposited in us generationally as a legacy we are not when people ask me how I'm doing or they ask any of us how we're doing I think to say that we're able to do that because of our wiring that's just a small part of the the design is also something that has been gifted to us and granted to us and blessed To Us by generational faithfulness and so while it's hard it's not hard while it has been uphill it's been at a pace that's been doable and I think at the end of the day what we have done individually and what I have done individually is you know the Bible says we look to Jesus who's the author and the finisher of our faith and if I can take a little liberty with that you know I look to Dad you know I look at Mom I look at her example and I say okay if they can do it I can do it you know and I think that the good thing is when I share that and say okay it's because of family and because of legacy and because of support and because I can go to Daddy and say okay Dad this is hard like I have these questions and I have that relationship with my dad to do that the the good news is for somebody who listens and says but that's not my story well then Dad always tells the story of course of his dad who didn't have that that wasn't his so any of us get to start anywhere and if you don't have a dad to look at like I've been able to look at my dad or look at our Aunt you know Auntie or look at her siblings or look at each other for support you do have somebody to look at you know someone who is the author and the finisher of your faith so my ability to keep it going is not because I got some juice to keep it going it's because there it's faithfulness to stand on from Legacy that I've inherited that ultimately traces its way back to Jesus Christ like this setup is not a representation of what we've been through right okay this this is this is nice what we went through with crocodile tears yeah what we went through was the lowest of the low when Daddy told us the news and ran to the other side of the room and was bawling crying and and then Anthony and Priscilla Chase after him and they were bawling crying and then I felt like somebody rubbed Icy Hot all over my body and didn't even know what to do I mean you're talking about going all the way to the lower the low and and Crystal talking about those examples um that obviously being the lowest in my in my view um but them holding on to faith through the lowest of the low like people need to know that the Evans family ain't sitting up here this this is nice that's not what it looked like um this is this is you know year and a half later or however long we're able to use that time uh you can know I wrestled with God big time yeah I was like man we prayed your word says this that I was you know based on the scriptures good dad always taught take the scripture and throw it back into God's face because God is is you know what I'm saying obligated to his word his word is obligated to him so we did all of that um where two or three gather we had the whole world praying we had it so we we did it by the book and we had an expectation um that God is going to come through and it felt like he didn't it felt like we just we were just like yeah like there's a lot of people feel like that a lot of people are like yeah you know so you know is he God or not yeah you know what I mean and um and so people need to realize that that's what it really looked like it didn't look like this and so when we're watching Mom and Dad hold on to faith through those times it was some hard times that looked like hard times um that that we had to go through and so yeah there's definitely been a wrestle yeah well the the book is called Divine disruption um and I having trying really hard you have to try really hard for me an emotional person if you're anything like me I know I'm hoping a lot of the viewers are like me because it's sometimes the Lonely World out here in this family but everybody's so so strong but um it's called Divine disruption so I I want to know finding God in disruptions what do you need to do to change to get your perspective to where you can see God pass because disruption is such a it's such a thing for an emotional person like me how do you see God when when there's so much disturbance how do you get that that that that clear daddy or Priscilla or anybody but I well you know what there are many times in the Bible where people are struggling with God yes Rebecca wants to know why how long job's big question is why did the righteous suffer you know so it is fake news to assume that to be committed to Christ means that you will not suffer in this world you will have tribulations John 16 33 says but then he says be of good cheer I have overcome the world so the circumstances are never to have the final say so although they are real that you have to deal with so the question is how do you deal with them well a lot of times what people do is they want to find God in the midst of it when they have been built a relationship with God before it came and it's hard to pour a foundation in a storm you you that's a hard thing to do the idea is to increasingly build your confidence in a sovereign God God has two Wills he has a unconditional will a conditional will his unconditional well means he's going to do it whether you uh like it or not because he's decided to do it his conditional will means he's going to do it if you meet the conditions well obviously it was God's unconditional will to take Mom home at 70 years old when he did because we met the conditions and he still did it so that says unconditional will but if you only believe God has a conditional will then you're going to be disappointed when you when you've met the conditions and the opposite thing happens but when you know he has an unconditional will that his Sovereign plan overrides our desires for his glory and our good and maybe what God wanted to do was to use our loss which was in his will to help others in their loss and their grief and their hurt and their struggle because God never wastes bad times on us he uses them for good times for others just to your point dad about building your confidence and your relationship with the Lord before the storm comes I think one of the ways that people can do that I know it's been helpful for me I didn't even realize I was doing it but actually writing down and keeping a track record of when you see the Fingerprints of God in your life I look back now and realize I was probably just keeping a little Journal I'm not one of those people that journals like every day or you know even every you know religiously every week or anything like that but just when something happens that I see the Fingerprints of God opening a door or closing a door that in hindsight I realized was his best plan for me or I see something happening where it's just what some would consider ordinary but there's the traces of God's handiwork just moving things around I write that down because you won't remember what happened a decade ago but when you open up this little book you've scribbled some notes about what God has done and then you look back and you begin to actually see how things that seem disconnected at the time or just seemed like it wasn't going your way how you're watching God work that out then it helps to build your confidence when you're going through something now because you realize wait a minute if he sustained me in my 20s and my 30s and even in my teenage years when I look back and see little things I wrote down and I go oh my gosh the Lord was the Lord was moving even then to derail me into into a particular direction that track record becomes a booster for you in the current things that you're facing in your life so I've even done that with my sons I've kept a little journal for each of the boys I bought a little Journal when I started when my oldest was five I went to Ross Dress For Less in the back corner there they've got these little journals for 5.99 and I've had the same ones for I guess now 15 years and every now and then when I just see just a little hint in a question they've asked or a conversation we've had or some way I can see God working and moving and something he's lined up for them I write it down because I want to be able to give it to them and say look if if he did this for you then when you hit the bumps of Life which we all are then you can trust him because he's already proven to you that he's going to be faithful yeah and Jonathan you mentioned wrestling with God which we all watched you do firsthand because you are the athlete of the family like you you do this and then you end up here you work out and you end up doing but like that's just kind of how your mind works but as we talk about as as we've heard these things that were said I remember I think in chapter nine of the book you basically talk about getting the place where you realized that God's answer was yes or yes and you had to get yourself there can you can you elaborate on that when it comes to yeah absolutely um just thinking about you know what Dad is saying in his conditional and unconditional will like we met the conditions so I'm like uh I'm just waiting I did it the whole time I'm hopeful yeah whole time yeah we all work and I'm watching mommy kind of Decline and I felt like this was a great opportunity for him God this is a great opportunity for you now no you need to take advantage of this one this is it that's right because everybody's watching yeah um and so I kind of got to a place where I really felt was hopeful about it and when he basically said no that's how I received it initially that we did all of this and you just didn't come through right um You didn't make a way out of out of no way you know you didn't do those things but then God you know in my quiet time and silence and Solitude I got Clarity just spending time with God and he just said you know you don't understand my victory you're complaining because you don't really understand what Jesus Christ has done it was hard for you to watch your mother die but how much harder was it to me to watch my son die so your mother can actually live when I thought about the life that has been given in his unconditional will that his unconditional will even meeting his conditions was better than what I prayed for trying to meet his conditional will um you asked for healing she's got it um you asked her to be with family she's got it you asked her to be well taken care of she's got it you don't understand I've given you everything you asked for on a higher level than you asked for it and you don't understand it because you're a kid you're not you know what I'm saying the same thing with my kids they just don't get it until they get to a point of maturity where they're able to say oh Dad his will is just best and and now we can do what my mom always said with my mom like she's not yours we can do what our mom always said your greatest ministry will come right out of your greatest misery and um and keep on going you know one of the ways me and Daddy encouraged each other you know through football is you know in in football every player has to retire it happens every time and the players that are still on the field are sad you know because that's the that's their guy right but all you can do is put your head down and keep playing until you retire too because you want to hear the coaches say the same thing to you that he said to him well done you played hard here's your gold jacket enjoy retirement and that's what Mommy's doing she retired she's enjoying that retirement in his rest and we're gonna put our heads down we're gonna keep playing hard that's great all the way to the Finish yeah there are so many things that we had had to to learn I mean I didn't realize I think daddy told me this he thought that when we were going through this and and Mommy thought this too she would look at me and be like are you okay but it wasn't a normal are you okay it was kind of like uh this is the kid that could fall apart with this much weight on him emotionally that it was that kind of are you okay and I all the things that we've talked about all the lessons that I learned along the way even in the hard moments of my life I didn't realize were training me for this moment in the book um I can't remember what what chapter would we tell the story of of The Karate Kid which I won't tell the whole thing now Priscilla tells it a lot I mean the karate kid you know the one with Daniel's son and Mr meal yeah although that was good too yes but the original one you know Danielson wants training and in karate so he goes to Mr Miyagi and Mr Miyagi basically has him managing his house cleaning cars painting fences sanding the floor and he just Daniel becomes extremely frustrated he's like you this is not what I'm here for yeah I came here to train to be able to be excellent at the craft of karate and so Mr Miyagi sees his frustration and he starts throwing punches and Daniel without thinking about it begins to block all of these punches and kicks that are coming his Direction he did not know that all of that training that seemed unnecessary and seemed mundane and just like he was actually accomplishing nothing in that mundane training was actually everything that he needed to be prepared for the fight he was learning he was becoming masterful at the craft it just didn't look like it in the moment even as a worship leader and traveling around and all of us in our different we collectively do things a lot together but for me even as a worship leader and stuff I didn't know and being in full-time Ministry I didn't know that I was capable of that fight of the fight we have gone through collectively I did not know I was capable of that and the the punches that got the blocks that came out of me naturally I was like oh I really do believe this I really I didn't know that I believed it this deep a lot of my faith through that time came through from you which you never knew it wild yeah because you heard you were coming to me and say I mean you were settled in I'm not even worried about it it's I already know it's going to work out and you would say do you think it's weird that I'm so hopeful and I would say no I'm right there with you I mean that's what we were so the greater the disappointment you know that we felt but that's that's the training that you had because I believed I guess I believed kind of along the lines of what you're saying like Mommy even though I don't want to see her in pain I don't ever want to experience that on any level I don't want anybody to ever have to experience watching a family member um go through that but I think I just knew I cognitively and in my heart knew like this is our faith will play itself out that's the bottom line and you were right yeah it's it's so wild to me um I didn't a chapter was it chapter 15 we talk about well Crystal mostly talks about doing the right thing along the way as you are um all the things we talked about your understanding that God is is divine our God is um has a conditional unconditional will you're learning about what it means to really be hopeful but what about the day-to-day like what do I do next the right thing along the way even when you're hurting can you speak to that yeah you know I was literally uh just recently talking to my daughter who's 30 years old and whatever she was asking me um my answer as I answered her you know I heard mommy's voice because it was the same thing you know it's it's a new problem to her but it's not to me but one of the things we know Mommy would say all the time is this too shall pass um when you have a history with God and you know that the thing that seems the most difficult for you in a moment that you'll get past it and I keep talking about our history but I even remember our grandmother saying is you know Daddy's a doctorate of Theology and our uncle was a doctorate of Sociology he had a doctor of sociology and I said did people ask you how did you do that like how did you have these kids that were so highly educated and she said I just kept doing the next right thing to have children who were law-abiding citizens and were good people like I wasn't trying to achieve that right and I think when people would ask Mommy and Daddy about us how do you do that like how do you get four kids who are all still involved in your church or involved in Ministry what they were doing was the next right thing and for Mommy that was fixing dinner and the idea that this was not necessarily the specific thing I don't think you could correct me that you had in mind it was just that we would love God love each other and be faithful um so I think the next right thing is look at where you are and what I was saying to my daughter today is often we're looking at the big thing and thinking how do we get through the big thing Moses asked God the same question when God stopped by the burning bush and said all right so it's time I need you to tell pharaoh to let my people go and Moses like how am I going to do that and God said what do you have in your hand so we're often looking purpose and calling and what am I supposed to do and how's God going to get me through this and we walked with Mommy through that season one day at a time getting her what she wanted to drink try to make her comfortable being there for each other and so the next right thing is not the next right big thing it's usually the next right small thing and because it's the next right small thing it's usually something that's obvious to you to do right and it's easy it's right there so I think if I could say anything to encourage everybody from my experience it's stop trying to get over the mountain and just make sure you don't stumble on that one rock that's in front of you and just keep going forward that's great that's amazing disruptions in our life are God's um God is wanting to reset us and uses the disruption do that can you talk about what that that means God allows confusion chaos trouble because he's trying to get things that are either out of order back in order or to take us to a new level Hebrews chapter 12 talks about God shaking things and the physical because he wants to do something in the spiritual so when there is disturbance in the five senses of our lives in the environment of our lives in the chaos of the culture it is because he is shaking things to remake something in its proper order things have gotten either out of order or there is a new purpose that he is moving to and so he will he will allow pharaoh to get tougher so that you can leave Egypt and not get comfortable there so he will create so I I just want to encourage people if you're going through pain struggle grief disappointment while those feelings are real and you don't deny them also ask God what new thing what new experience I love job 42. he's come through great loss I mean 24 hours this whole world falls apart his business his family his workers his children his health everything falls apart and he never even found out why the book never tells job about the conversation between God and Satan but in chapter 42 he makes a powerful statement he says I've heard about you with the hearing of the ear I've been to Bible study been to church been the small group all that been to Sunday school but now I have seen you with my own eyes so ask God when your World falls apart to make himself visible to you in a new way and he wants to do it because of what he allowed to disrupt your ease and your comfortable situation right there can we can we just go around and I would love to hear I don't I've never asked this either in what ways specifically in as it relates to each of you has this disruption reset you like what is a re what is something that has been reset and I'll just say for me um the the purpose behind what I do has changed drastically it's changed drastically um the most important thing to me has always been family but now that's on some other level uh the most one of the of the second things has been Ministry but now it's it's very purposeful and intentional and if I'm going to miss something family wise to do ministry I won't do that anymore like that that is something that reseted me and uh it's help help open my eyes to what I really have and appreciating that and not the rat race of trying to get more and be more and be you know the the bigger thing um what what about what about you um I would say y'all know I love Kanika yes uh which is my wife yeah um but you know she'll tell you I don't even I don't know if it's the way that I've grieved uh but she'll tell you I mean my appreciation for her tangibly has skyrocketed because she's living our mother's life basically basically of the same basically and um one one of the things that broke my heart for Daddy is the plans that he had for him and mommy at 70. is he talked about having these plans to travel do you know kind of tone down in the ministry and ramp up with just Him and mommy just kind of riding off into the sunset type of idea and when Mommy died at 70. um that just spoke volumes to me about time and people and treasures and plans and just life and so with my wife and children I don't really live on it I'll do it later mentality I live on I'm gonna do it right now mentality and not take any of that for granted yeah I would agree I think that's it's along the same lines that Mom said to us incessantly mom said to us y'all need to stop and smell the roses that's what she would say that was her sort of encouragement to us and challenge to us um mom did that very intentionally she enjoyed her life she would intentionally tack on extra time to Ministry trips for the two of you to enjoy each other sometimes we didn't know where she was at we didn't know where she was at she's on a cruise yeah yeah the Dallas Theological Seminary would take these Ministry cruises and she would just hop on and enjoy seeing the world and also the foot the footsteps of Paul or whatever and so she did that very intentionally and I remember her saying you know if she could go back and do her life again she would have started that mindset sooner that even as you're going throughout raising kids and working and whatever she would have stopped to smell the roses sooner enjoy your life um and so you all did that you know she was always posting pictures hashtag two peas in a pod the two of you enjoying your life together and so that's kind of stuck with me what do I need to do even as we are continuing in Ministry and raising our boys and all of that but how can we just pause and intentionally just enjoy the ride and there's nothing non-spiritual about exactly people yeah people think exhaustion is a badge of honor like especially yeah no but Ecclesiastes is clear he's like enjoy your life it's all vanity you know it's just like you know and so that's a part of the Christian Living that we often toss to the side for Christian Living that's right you can be diligent and faithful and consistent in all those things and still have rest have a sense of Sabbath about your life and enjoy the ride yeah I think um what I've heard over and over again um and I said this to at her funeral too is just mommy was very good about intentionally seeing people because she was decided decisively moving slower she took time to remember things to talk to people so I think in the spirit of being intentional and slowing down both from my family to just making time to make sure that the people around me not just that I have time to enjoy my life which is a part of that but also having the bandwidth working on that to have the bandwidth to be present for you know the people that God brings across my path that I don't expect or I wasn't planning on that day to make room for that too yeah you know speaking about mommy always just gets me I just I feel her all the time just the the just the love of our mother and I remember um I think it was me and Priscilla were standing over her bed we were all in and out of the house so much in those uh period but in the last few months we were just all there and our mother's concern was for you like our mother's concern was what about the people who are praying like when she felt like her health was going a different direction she was like but all these people are praying what about the people who are about their faith what about their faith what about their faith what are they gonna like she was concerned about you and as I said tears about that worried that the body of Christ would would stumble in their faith potentially if the Lord didn't answer prayers because so many people were praying that way and as I sit here I'm very like man hmm this is a message from our mom for you yeah of what it looks like to hold on to faith it wasn't when she when you when I just think about her saying what about those people well Mom we are here to talk to those people people you were so worried about the people you wanted to make sure were okay we're here to share what it looks like to hold on to faith and it hurts it doesn't feel good but there is something to be said about hurting but knowing that you're anchored at the same time and that is what it is and I know that Crystal mentioned everybody may not have a family like this but you you get to start you get to start that story you have you have a choice to start that story you have a choice to have chosen family around you which sometimes in some cases it's like this is my family but I just I love that we are sitting here and I just see her tears and what about them and we are getting to address those people yeah on behalf of our mom who wants you to hold on to faith when life is breaking your heart um and in just a few minutes we're gonna we're gonna close we're so grateful that we got to spend this time and daddy you kind of already did it but just I want you one more time because you have so much to say this is one of the the he is a well of knowledge like a deep I've never even seen the bottom of that well I don't know where it is you know but can you look into that camera and just give just give the viewers just one more what does it look like what do they need to do for a heart that's breaking I know that there's somebody there's a bunch of people on the other side of this screen with tears running down their face please look at them and talk to them about what else they could do to hold on to faith in this moment [Music] well one of the things your mom said she was getting sick and sicker she said don't let my illness deter you from God's word and proclaiming it what she was telling me was hold on to God's word and his truth in spite of the circumstances that you see us going through so I just want to challenge everybody who's struggling who's hurting who's going through difficult times you tether yourself to God's word you memorize it you quote it you think about it you have people telling it to you his promises his encouragement you you read you read that Upper Room discourse where he's encouraging his disciples on his way to the Cross because he kept giving them hope the Holy Spirit if you've accepted Christ into your life the holy spirit is there and he's called the comforter he's the paraclete he is the one who helps you to make it through during tough times so allow the Holy Spirit by requesting it that you don't have to go through all commotions you say Lord God holy spirit because he's the one that Jesus left here to represent him inside your heart Holy Spirit comfort me because you are the comforter encourage me by the word the word is the truth the holy spirit is the experience of the truth so he takes the truth of God it makes it light up in your soul so ask him to light your soul up to dry your eyes to comfort your heart to settle your fears and he will do it because you've come to the Lord through his method based on his word to get it done that may not mean your circumstance will change today or tomorrow but it means that you will change in your circumstance and when you change you're managing what used to be managing you

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