Meet SIX Alters! THE GIRLS OF DISSOCIADID | Meet The Alters | Dissociative Identity Disorder

[Music] [Applause] [Music] hello everybody my name is Chloe and this is another video by dissociated dissociated is a channel that's dedicated to spreading awareness education and the stigmatizing dissociative identity disorder which used to be known as multiple personality disorder this video is a meet the alters miniseries video where we introduce alters in this case it's all the female alters in one go in short segments as much as possible because this is what our patrons voted for thank you so much to all our patrons for helping us shape this channel we did one video like this before and it was for the boys and if you wanted to see that you can see it up here we got a lot of comments from people saying is this real what is this dissociative identity disorder is a real disorder it's a disorder that's formed due to childhood trauma essentially it disrupts the personality from integrating fully so instead of having one fully formed personality a child will grow up having multiple self states these self states are unknown as alters they develop as separate people they'll have their own memories their own experiences they'll make their own decisions about life based on those memories and experiences and we have different religions different tastes into different reactions to medicine different gender sex different sexualities different preferences when it comes to food and things like that so yes this is a real thing and this is where our patrons asked for so I'll start off with me my name is Chloe I'm the host of the dissociative system I use the body's legal name that doesn't make me the original if you want to know more about what the original alter is or what dissociative identity disorder is we made a video essentially going over what what most of the ideas and how it forms and how we live with it here for now my name is Chloe and I'm the host and that just means that I'm out to the most often so I'm in control of the body the most often I deal with daily life generally trying to make sure that we stay safe and healthy and interacting with people I run the channel dissociated I created this channel I on all the social medias so unless you get a comment that specifically says it's from another altar it will always be from me I'm pansexual I'm attracted to people regardless of gender I am female I'm sis I was born female and I identify as being female I enjoy writing I enjoy learning new things I enjoy learning about medicine and arts and poetry writing I love learning about history I really enjoy creative pursuits I'm very fond of affection I'm a very affectionate person and I'm very passionate about raising awareness for mental illnesses especially ones like mine which aren't really understood very well and that has a big impact on the way that we as people with this disorder have to live our life and the resources that are available to us I'm very much a believer in that everybody should be treated equally no matter where they come from or your skin is what your religious belief is or what your sexuality is I believe that everybody should be treated equally and that everybody should have equal rights on an equal platform or on a platform that benefits as many people as possible those are things that I'm passionate about I love animals very very very fond of animals yeah these are some of my altars hello everybody my name is Sally a lot he will already know me I did a video with Amira called all about altars tree which was about non human and animal altars I have made a MeetMe altars video which will be like this one except in a lot more detail and I had also switched out in other videos as well I'm sure Chloe will leave a link somewhere if you'd like to see what kind of videos I've been in and to learn more about me but I know we're following some basic questions that were left by our patrons my name is Sally my role I'm technically a protector but I'm more of an inner caretaker I work mostly on the inside I used to exist primarily to soothe Chloe especially when she was having panic attacks or major depressive episodes and I think that helped her I really like God and I spent a lot of time in the in a while looking after the children now so a lot of what I do is this soothing soothing the system caring for the system nurturing the system for Chloe took on a more maternal role in the system I was known as like the mum of the system I do do a lot with the children they'll either sit with me on my garden or they'll sit on my lap in my rocking chair I had to go trying to teach Omega and to play the piano I can't go into too much detail about it if you want to do why I made a video on it I'm sure again Chloe will leave this somewhere yes I'm female I'm also an age slider I move between the ages of 24 and 27 sexuality I'm straight so I'm a straight woman I am interested in men I don't think I've ever been in love I've never been interested in any of Chloe's partners at all I we have very different tastes and then Chloe is attracted to femininity whether that's in women men or non-binary people I'm not attracted to masculinity but I am attracted to typically handsome men rather than pretty I'm attracted to security intelligence and stability Chloe and I'd her quite dramatically in that I mean she's also attracted to stability and safety and things like that definitely intelligence but we haven't baited that many attack let's put it like that favorite food I actually really enjoy salads I know that people are gonna think that that's silly because I'm a gardener you like rabbit food no I just really enjoy clean tastes refreshing tastes especially if it's hydrating I like healthy food what I really is salads my favorite yes I like a good salad it's favorite movies I like Titanic I find it very moving I like old movies I like I like movies that tell a story that can transcend time I like movies that teach you something I do like Moulin Rouge as well I think that's a very nice film very sad very sad film seem to like sir Phil that's not very good yes I do I do like those films I like the channel I am quite chuffed that my videos the most-watched video on the channel I feel very happy about that very pleased glad I did a good job especially considering how dissociated I was when I filled it with Mira I think that Chloe is doing a wonderful thing and I think it was very brave of her and I'm very proud of her for starting this and that's why everything we are going through and have been going through since we started this channel she was only missed and upload twice since we started and it's coming up to a year now she sits down and she films and she edits and if she's not happy with it she won't upload it she'll go again even on days when she can't get out of bed she's so dedicated to trying to change lives I guess so I tried to help and I find that very inspiring and I think that we're lucky to have been given such a platform to be able to explore that and if we're helping people along the way then what more could we ask for along my name is not the it's nice to meet you hi everybody there have been so many so it just today is unreal I feel like I've had sleeping put on like you know one of those like spinning toasters on like fairground rides and stuff where you just like like desperately go to the slide that's why I feel like right now hi it's Nadia and I haven't done the alters video yet and I know I need to and if people keep saying well it's not easy do because you love me and I love you guys too no I haven't done one yet and I know I need to I know I know I'm sorry so this is like a mini one I know because our patrons voted for it and we love our patrons very very much we love all our subscribers and it's very very very much we love you we love you thank you for following thank you for subscribing please join our patron so we can pay our bills I'm Nadia I'm 17 years old I don't age slide I'm boys 17 years old I don't think higher age haven't aged in a while so right as of right now 17 years old probably for the foreseeable future the human embodiment of sunshine people will say which is really sweet some of you seem to find it really interesting how much energy I know he's not keen on it because it's usually me and Chloe who switch with each other and when I've been out because this body has chronic fatigue she's exhausted like exhausted because I have like way higher energy than anyone else in the system and probably way higher than the body's like physically capable of dealing with which is why I'm usually out for like short bursts like half an hour to three hours like short bursts no idea time party at fun time I'm female most of us in the system of female actually have a few men you'll beat them in this video probably not today because I feel like we're at our limit or switching in one day in a short period of time we've been using positive triggers like right we've been using positive triggers like songs and stuff like a lot of us have specific songs and things like that that will encourage someone else around them we also knew we were filming this today like Jade passed the message around and Kyle's like oh okay guys you need to settle down everybody stayed in the front room Kyle doesn't sound like that worries alright guys everybody come to the front room he doesn't like that either sorry got my role is ironically to keep the body relaxed but to keep the body carefree to keep our mind from being overwhelmed I am the embodiment of our childhood freedom that we didn't get to have I am the embodiment of our childhood happiness i excitable and I'm happy most of the time I do have depression so I do swing between happy and sad but I'm happy more than not most of my memories are positive I mean I have trauma I'm not a childhood trauma holder but I do have trauma from teenage years thanks specifically relationship trauma me and Chloe are like lovers of the system the most interested in relationships and things like that I'm pansexual which means I really give a poop about gender at all I mean I respect your gender I validate your gender whatever it is but it's not going to affect how I love you so if you're one gender it's not gonna mean I'm any less likely to love you than another gender it doesn't matter to me it's the person that matters to me I'm into wicker and things like that I like exploring our connections to the world around us and the earth and nature and natural magic and things like that I like feeling a part of the beautiful parts of the world that we're in because sometimes it seems like it's few and far between but I mean there's no clouds in the sky today and that's really beautiful and I think we should appreciate things like that more birds sunshine favorite songs and movies I really like the song man on moon you spy like gsella day or something moon [Music] we've got playlist on Spotify and stuff like that if you want to have a look at the music we listen to you cuz everybody's got their own one or most of us do anyway there's 82 songs on my car I love drops of Jupiter by train as well I love train I do like Gabrielle Appling a lot Oh and Dodie and love Dodie Clark we all love 30 clock especially the girls were just like yes Dodie give us them feels girl oh I also like country music a lot Charlie Charlie Charlie Omegan of yum please don't take no man I got distracted so sorry literally just so showing it to my phone like yes music I like that yeah my wife I'm supposed to answer questions oh my god this was a really bad idea we I questions questions where have they gone initially just like swiping through round and things and clicking hoping that one of them will be the right one Oh what do I think of the channel I didn't even see it it just hit me whose clothes like what do you think the channel tell me I'm doing good job Chloe's doing a great job I think that she's awesome for doing this and I found so many friends through you guys in the comment and I'm so happy you in our life now and I can't wait to do a meet up and meet you like I cannot wait I am waiting on this moment soon so sorry how long my name's Marty it's nice to meet you see it's the simple things it's a simple joy I like in life simple things like consuming really close in on my face and saying stupid stuff that doesn't make any sense those are the things make me happy just like you make me happy and this channel makes me happy and I'm really glad that Khloe's doing it because I know we're reaching people and we have so many nice comments left and stuff like we don't really check why is this still zoomed in on my face so close should I just do this for the rest of video you uncomfortable you feel uncomfortable good afternoon it's me your host for this evening literally well I don't relate to this body skin or anything about it really I remember my family and I have a whole back story in there of memories that are real to me even though I know that they're not the body's life it's my life I'm quite dark I'm also quite a lot taller than this this body is 5 foot 2 and quite curvy like we're not large like we're slim we've got like an hourglass figure whereas I'm more straight I'm quite willowy I'd like I'm very slender not a slender is Jay but I'm very slender willowy I've got small boobs like the other day oh my god I messaged win from entropy system I like because I walked past a mirror and like I really wasn't paying attention at all I kind of forgot that I wasn't in my own body even though like the sizes and Heights and stuff are different so I'm so dissociated I just kind of felt like I was in a dream I walk past this mirrored cabinet and I just kind of went like that and I was like oh god life it's very unpleasant like even the whites of my eyes like they're different kind of white I have high cheekbones really high cheekbones right into Platts where my hair is loose it's kind of just above my way lo T things I can be free in and spin and fill the air on my skin and feel the world around me and just kind of connect with it oh I'm dissociating like hey I gonna leave this lot here for today and to see if we can get other people out throughout the week because this was a stupid idea we're all like oh my god nice to see you again I hope you enjoy this video save me nothing I need to go inside bye guys hi so my name is Nina I'm altar in the desert sheeted system I am a sexual older which means I get to do all the things the Clarisse I want to do or can't handle doing Chloe and I both hyper sexual but sometimes things happen that even hyper sexual people can't deal with and that's my job so I look after Chloe I'm a sexual protector I make sure that Chloe doesn't remember anything unpleasant but she doesn't want to remember and I experience things for her that were too intense for her to deal with so I hold a lot of sexual trauma I'm the best built to deal with that sexual trauma that doesn't mean that being a sexual alter who deals with sex is the only thing I am I'd like to think I'm supportive I want the most fantastic at calming people down I suppose I'm more enjoy the fun things but I am a good friend I love to give advice I love to talk about sex I love to dance I really enjoyed dancing who doesn't have to be sexy dancing any kind of dancing I'm female I don't like to think about it too much I I'm an adult I'm legal let's put it like that I'm the mat I like to think I'm a little bit mysterious I like to be playful I'd like to know about people I like to I like to discover things about people I like to surprise people I like to be a bit naughty I get the system into trouble sometimes or I have done in the past but I'm a good girl now I should bet about it and they thank me for it I'm not too much of a troublemaker I like to think I am a good person I just have a lot of [ __ ] in my brain and a lot of [ __ ] memories hmm what do I think of the channel I am join we can come back me and Jade get on we both have quite a sharp tongue and I enjoy feeling that denotes but I'm not allowed to reply to the comments on this channel the others think it's going to get us into trouble I don't think it'll get us into trouble I just like to be a bit playful life is boring otherwise what's the point sexuality I'm not that bothered I don't think I've ever felt romantic attraction so I consider myself to the aromantic sexually I prefer women I prefer women and I'm very irritated that's how he beat me into our first lesbian sex experience that really got on my nerves but Fairplay to her anyway I'm happy with men I'm happy with women I'm happy with a gender non-binary transgender whatever I really don't care that much but I do think that women are attracted in a way that men aren't not necessarily more attractive but I appreciate aesthetic beauty I find it a lot more fun to flirt with women women are a bit more complicated when it comes to flirting especially when it's another girl fighting with them so I find that interesting because I like to challenge myself I don't interact with the rest of the system that much I mean Clara get on like a house on fire I do love that girl I mean Nadia also get on because Nadia is very affectionate she's very interested in all that stuff so she likes to ask questions even if they've never been put to use I don't really know what else you want me to say I enjoy doing makeup but I don't do it that often this isn't the kind of makeup I would choose to wear if I had the choice I would wear big cat eyes if you've seen photos of us in the past I was quite fond of wearing dark red lipstick or dark purple lipstick and very big eyes in a world my hair is very straight very long and very very platinum blonde I look almost exactly like Chloe did in a university at one point there's a photo which looks almost exactly like me my face is pretty similar to the body's face if not exactly it my nose is a bit smaller and I am a bit slim I have high cheekbones a lot higher cheekbones mm-hmm cut I'm taller I'm five foot seven almost I don't have dogs like Nadia but my skin isn't as pairs the body skin clothes skin is atrociously pale but I wouldn't say I have a golden being a sexual protector is not fun and games it's very unpleasant experience and it's quite the life to live I guess there are some good things that come with it too I've met some very interesting people let's put it like that favourite food I like noodles I like sushi favourite music I have a playlist on Spotify but you can listen to if you like favorite movies you know not sure I have a favorite movie iPhone where something quite boring I find it difficult to sift through copies I like to dance I like to sing I like to flirt I like to to learn things about people that people don't even realize they know about themselves and then I can pop out like a little folder feel like hey I know you people are less mean to you if they think they have a chance with you people are more respectful if they're attracted to you that's what I found so that's why I always get on a man's good side because if they think that they have a chance they're gonna try their best not to hurt you too much in case things ruin their chances and then they have to become big bad wolf which obviously they don't want you to see all of the time that happens anyway and we have a habit of getting into meat I have a habit of getting into it but it all comes from a place of protection and I did my very best if I had my own body I wouldn't be living in England I'd be living somewhere somewhere nice somewhere fancy somewhere with modern design a house with white and black theme I really like wearing red you see Chloe wearing red it's probably me when did I pair in the system shortly after Chloe's first sexual experience which was non-consensual so I've been around for a while I don't just do this to seduce people that is not my role as my aim I don't really care about seducing you but my role is to keep a safe in a different way in a very particular part of life and I think that I do that very well I know a lot of things about a lot of people and I've had a lot of experiences and I like to talk I like to talk it was nice to meet you and I hope I get seen you can see [Music] good evening everybody my name is Jade I have already done two videos on this channel one of which was a meet the altars full video if you would like to know me in more detail I would suggest visiting that video I go into much more detail on my inner world life how I came to be my relationships with other people within the system as well as my opinion on this channel so yes my name is Jade I am a gatekeeper in the system and also one of the executive protectors I am female I used to age I first appeared in system when I was 11 years old I then continued to age and now I have stopped aging and identify as ageless I do not believe I will age anymore and I do not identify with a particular age I am able to control the memories inside of the system I am in charge of filing and who has access in and out of the dungeons of our inner world through the cave system I have a lot of responsibilities within the system again I would suggest if you are interested in that to view my full video only meet the alters series playlist my sexuality romantically identify as a lesbian sexually I believe myself to be asexual I have very little interest in that sort of thing it takes a lot to gain my respect in order to pursue a relationship like that there must be a lot of respect involved which is difficult for me because I am NOT the most trusting person due to my relationship with those within the system and my job within the system which involves keeping us as safe as possible I'm not a trauma holder personally but I am aware of our trauma throughout life due to my role in the system as gatekeeper and having the ability to file memories I have access to all parts of the inner world which is unique to me I am the only elder in the system who can go to all parts of the inner world I work very closely with Kyle and Chloe the three of us make the executive protectors of the system we have the final say on any decisions that are made my opinion on the channel has changed somewhat since my meet the elders video that I filmed many months ago now which was right at the beginning of creation of this channel as of last week we have been doing this for a year exactly as of lost Sunday was our year anniversary of Chloe beginning the channel in some instances like for example if you have seen our unboxing video one of our unboxing videos I was proved correct in my awareness of the channel and my belief that some view is a very naive about the sort of situations that this could put us in in terms of danger and abuses people trying to target particular authors especially littles I was proved correct there as well but also I was pleasantly surprised at the maturity and willingness to understand of many people who view this channel regularly or who are new visitors and I must say that was very pleasant surprise I was not expecting that I believe this channel has encouraged me to be more open-minded and it has definitely improved our communication within the system it has improved my trust in Chloe and my understanding of what her abilities are and exactly what she wants to do with the life that we've been given as for appearance I am very very slender I have been told I am unhealthily slender I do have eating disorders I have black hair which is very very long black hair I have green eyes I prefer to dress and black clothing preferably with long skirts or dresses my preference is very much black dresses my favorite food a bread and soup very much anything that I can cook in my cave I will enjoy cooking with my cauldron pot cast-iron pot over a fire a log fire I enjoy a rustic bread soups meat those sort of meals for music I am sure everybody has told you by now throughout this video as it has taken us well over a month to encourage everybody out to front to film these videos using positive triggers it has been very difficult but I'm sure everybody has told you that we all have our own Spotify playlists if you would like to hear my music taste then you are more than welcome to have a look at mine I'm sure that they will be linked in the description box below if you would like the links I believe that should be enough for now thank you very much for watching this video I hope you have a very pleasant day please remember to like and subscribe good evening everybody [Music] well this is the most stupid thing I've had to do in a while you do realize this is literally just talking to a camera right this is stupid this is so stupid I feel like an idiot hello my name is Ruby I am an expert acuter turned protector of the system the dissociated system apparently is we're now called I've been told I have to do this so here I am talking to a camera like my name is Ruby I'm in my 30s not really any of your business exactly how old I am I know people are gonna be like Ruby stick so Ruby's really really rude honestly I don't go you can say whatever you want about me I'm like this for a reason and frankly I don't really care to change I've done enough of that so it used to be a persecutor if you don't know what that is educate yourself videos on the channel Chloe were probably link one somewhere if you want to know what the hell that is but it basically means that I was a bad alter I used to harm the body generally do not nice stuff I never had anyone else I never would hurt anyone else except in self-defense I exist to keep the system physically safe if somebody came to fight us or something when we needed to physically defend ourselves because someone was like literally punching us or something like that I'm the one who would front I've got very high pain tolerance I'm good at assessing mmm I mean I think I'm good at assessing danger apparently I jump into it way too quickly but hey I'm getting better all right I'm trying my best not always enough I'm quite maternal I enjoy playing with the littles they'd only look after them but I enjoy like being around children to protect them and care for him you know you know I'm gonna chew my holder I will never ever ever talk about the tumor I hold but especially not on this channel no thank you no I'm a lesbian [ __ ] I have red hair I've been told I look like red from or ingest new black I existed way before that show came out so no I'm not effective and to be honest I don't think we look that similar we just both a bit big and have red hair and also obviously I'm not rushing I'm strong someone once said I was built like a rhino I have a scar there I like to dress in punk clothes punky close spikes lots of leather I was I have a color with spikes on it my opinion on this channel I feel stupid talking to camera like it's a person I mean like it helped us like get somewhere safe like I mean if you've been watching this video you'll have seen night it went from nothing like bare bones to a home we've moved in officially on Monday of this week so we've not even been in here a week yet the difference it's made Kyle is around and you can probably hear that because I wasn't gonna do this on my own I'm a physical protector keep the system safe tell people to if they are being rude or getting too close and yes that includes friends if you say something that's triggering or something like that I will tell you to back the [ __ ] off obviously out of a sense of self-preservation not because I'm just a douchebag and no I would never hurt someone else no I'm not a murderer I call that that Alex stigma I this to keep the system safe and that's why I'm here you're welcome I don't know what what else anybody else would want to say to me I'm really keen on Dorothy the singer the band Dorothy music Dorothy heavy music music can I help get my anger out I guess all right I'm bored that's enough I hope this is good enough for you Khloe lovey we down by thank you so much for watching I hope that you enjoyed this video and enjoyed meeting some of our female alters if you would like to see our boys we did another video which you can buy enough yeah what the description box below coming soon there will be one on our nonhuman altars so you'll meet them in a separate video thank you so much for our patrons supporting us and who voted for us to make this video if you would like to help give some input on how to run our Channel and what you'd like to see from us then please do check out our patreon it's what allows us to do these kind of things as well as donations through coffee it allows us to continue to spread awareness of this disorder and other mental health issues so I hope you enjoyed this video lots of love to you everybody have a great evening bye [Music] [Applause] [Music]

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Length: 35min 9sec (2109 seconds)

Published: Sun Mar 31 2019