Jake Webber & Johnnie Guilbert On KISSING Each Other & REJECTING Trisha Paytas | Just Trish Ep. 55

we have a platform your IBS diarrhea your depression anxiety dad dead and you're the autism [Music] yeah hey guys and welcome back to the J podcast today is just a rare sighting in the J Trish Studios we have two straight guys and you guys they're everything they're Kiss k yeah a straight kiss they're Trish approved they're they're F they're mask they're fun they're your best friends everyone wants them to be their boyfriends Valentine's Day is coming here they are Jake Weber and Johnny Gilbert wow you said my last name right that's awesome how do people say it yay the Clapping we have one audience Moses and yummy and I was like if we had another microphone we could have all of us it's like a whole thing cuz you guys should all do a podcast cuz I see you guys on dropouts at different times but never all together so this is very exciting we we've talked about that before during a podcast yeah the three of you or two of you well I think all three of us would be really cool cuz you guys all get I know I'm going to sound like such a like a millennial you guys get so many views and I'm still like shook by all of you I was looking at all of your views I was like how are you guys all getting like millions of views like 10 million on Tik Tok 2 million on like YouTube like how we just pay for it yeah yeah you know no you don't no no I I honestly don't know do you Market yourselves no people think there's a lot of people that think that we have like some secret trick or we like script it out we literally just film that's wild to me and they are it's very just unedited like a little edit but very unedited like eating which I'm like what how are you like today you did one like Valentine's Day and it was just like literally eating snacks and have like half a million in like 24 hour like not even 12 hours yeah I don't I don't get it either really I mean we've both been doing YouTube for so long at this point too like we've had moments that are like higher but this is just like a different level and it's very strange and you don't know why well I mean the boom I just I feel like it's just our chemistry yeah and the ideas that we do it's it's not they're not too complicated right you know cuz I feel like people don't like to watch overly complicated things they just want Simplicity yeah and I also think like um I forgot what I was going to say never mind is it the look is it the lookx do you think it's like you guys look like the boy like kind of like a boy band like are the emo bands and like oh this is what we needed uh that probably helps I guess I don't know I guess just it's just everything it's all in one it's everything together um yeah we're kind of like in the same world lookwise but we're also like different variations kind different eras we talked about this in the video because you're very like early 2000s My Chemical Romance but then you're very you like you said you like Punk but you give me like early Tommy Lee Vibes like yeah I've gotten that before and I'll totally take it which one do you prefer either or you know I do you know the bell bottoms like it's kind of like hair metal you know yeah so it's kind of like a mixture of a couple eras I'd say do you guys get looks when he goes go on public uh in what way like negative ones I no that's what I want to know cuz back in my day it would be like negative like people who dress like this back in like early 2000s they oh my God look at those Punk boys but I feel like now is it in where people like oh damn you look good I used to when I was like younger cuz I used to dress like this all the time and stuff but I used to get like really like made fun of in like high school for it and everything but now like if like look at us usually it's like oh they like watch the videos and they're like wanting to say hi or they think we're in a band and it's like oh yeah that's oh my God we get that so much like so are you in a band or what no way really yeah from like guys like so the dudes the dudes ask us if for an a Bandon I like I think moms like us well I mean yeah you too and Grandma yeah I think for sure I I have this idea that we like might remind them uh I have this idea that we might remind them of their boyfriend in high school or something or the one they wanted to date yeah I feel like I'm a mom and I feel like yeah in high school I wish an emo boy would pay attention to me like that was like my dream or like someone cool looking with tattoos no one cared about me like this in high school but I was like obsessed with the boys that look like you guys so I think that's what it is damn I always thought like this was like a bad look so I guess I got to keep rocking that's crazy so in high school what year are you in high school uh I only did one year I dropped out I don't know I don't know wa really you don't know what year you were in high school do you not say your age you're young yeah I'm I'm 25 I just I don't I have no idea you don't know when you graduate waed you dropped out 2016 did you guys go to high school together no I lived in Kansas oh oh that's right you're Midwest you're San Jose which is crazy so you weren't justing like this in Kansas uh I was a little bit but you know I you get really judged there I mean if you're if you're just like a little different they look at you and they're just like why why that's a good impression you know I'm from Illinois so I get the vibe yeah so you were how were you what were you like in high school were you guys in you said you got picked you dropped out after year yeah I just I had a hard time with school in general like I would fight with my mom about like even going into the classrooms and stuff cuz my anxiety and everything and um and then like teachers would try to drag me out into the classroom and everything and like it was just like I just had a lot of struggles with it trying different schools and everything and um I'm also like dyslexic so that was like a big problem with learning and all that stuff yeah like this is not for me yeah and it's not for everyone yeah and then I got like the dead dad trauma so like during that during that time the dead dad stuff happened and it's like you know being like 14 or 13 or whatever you were 14 when your dad passed away I think I was 13 actually yeah oh my I don't know I always forget it's kind of a blur really do you like block it out no I just don't remember like years very well like I don't remember when I was in high school but yeah I don't know how anyone yeah no that's drama like losing a parent at that age like that's that would be I don't know I know but it give me character look at me now and you use it you like use it and yeah now I wear ey Shadow so it's okay your makeup is so cool yeah like when I see old like older videos of you like you now you didn't wear makeup you were just this little clean de oh yeah I'm going to post it we'll put on b-roll we'll post a picture of you without makeup yeah I started when I was like 13 or so yeah it's weird to think that he's a natural blonde yeah he look like makes uncomfortable Justin Bieber type over there I was like oh look at this little wholesome kid and you just went the other way you know it's okay when I deep dive you it's different when you do it to me and it's crazy you know deep dive you're like you were watching High School Musical I thought you metant you were I was like you know you were yeah I was but you guys are high school music friends were you athlete jock were you popular no I I can't play any sports I can't like really do any physical do that well wait wor did you did you like bully kids no no no no that I did social media in high school and and they're like you know it's all football and farming so you know they I feel like they really looked down upon me um I was I was so ready to get out I hated it there really and you finished though you cuz you went to college right yeah I went to college for just one year and then you were like over it cuz you're one of six I one of um you have six one of four one of four okay I thought you had six your sister does YouTube though yeah okay so it's like a family thing so you guys were all like let's do this together or did you start first I was I was I was the uh I was the guinea pig I I wanted to do social media and what did you start as cuz you weren't this when I even knew you in 2019 you were like BL you were like Justin Bieber too you were like blonding and like wholesome I know I like I see like I I I've never I didn't even know the genre Punk growing up and I found it like in 2019 and I I like hyperfixated on it so hard it's like the only music I listen to and I'm just like obsessed with the culture of it that's a long hyperfixation though 2019 that's five years now yeah I'm vibing I'm vibing yeah that's that's that's not a phase like I definitely go through phases and I feel like you everyone has to start at sometime I was just a late one how did you find it I was watching uh Nirvana documentary and uh this dude named Pat smear they were talking about him and he was um in the germs and the germs is a punk band and then so it was from there and then I then I like just Dove right deep into it and that's one of your favorite bands I thought it was like Dead Boys germs yeah and um Dead Boys germs and there's a third one uh Black Flag I'd say okay those are like obscure bands I feel you like you know the punk it's not like you just said Sex Pistols or something which is like the only punk band I know yeah I don't claim to be punk though like people be like he J's a Tesla like I don't claim to be I just like why you Tesla I don't know I'm not using gas like I don't know we is that not punk I was I I I I'd say people say it wouldn't be I think I think it's just like yeah you like punk music and you like things about it like I like the fashion I like the music the style of it all yeah would you consider yourself emo do you think Emos consider you emo I feel like well Emos do they I I think so I think I mean I mean he like if the dictionary has a picture of Johnny in it under emo Google does if you type in emo boy Google yeah oh really okay cool so would you consider yourself um I think so I guess yeah why not okay you do you have a danger day spider it kind of is it's like it is it is that but instead of uh the lightning bolt it's a swirl but it is from the danger days have you guys done tattoo tours well we haven't but people ask us all the time well have you I've done I've done them one like like back in the day but I've gotten so many more we've gotten a lot more how many do you guys have we try to get one like at least once a week what well he mostly does bie those are expensive too isn't it like a million dollars to get like your whole sleeve no there's no way i' i' pay around I'd say like 300 a piece i' no way oh my God I gu should do a whole tour of it yeah I'm just waiting to build up more and more but um he gets more than me though he's like I mean the more you get the more you look at it like damn I don't have like any you know like look at this arm like what the hell I have like no tattoos do you have any that you regret uh no I do what's yours uh I had my like ex-girlfriend like tattoo my leg and put like you know like we are number one the Robbie roding guy from Lazy Town yeah yeah yeah she did that on my leg it looks pretty bad but it's I don't regret it that much it just looks bad oh just cuz it looks bad not cuz it's cheated it I don't really care that much it's just like funny and then I had my grandpa I like tattoo my leg like pop pop on it oh my gosh and then I I tattooed this on me when I was drunk um it just says art is dead it's supposed to be like kind of a reference to Bo Burnham and stuff his s and uh you're a Bo Burnham fan wow High School Musical and Bo Burnham he's he's so big into pop culture he knows everything crazy it is wild I don't really actually regret any of them though those are just like the ones that are more rough I guess that you would like but you didn't cover them up or anything uh maybe the one on my leg just to like put something cooler but you know it served as course about for each other would you guys get one for each other yeah probably like a back piece of Jake's face that would be so would you Ste like steo his whole back what a cool video though talk about views you guys would get so many views I Johnny and cursive you know Jake did right right on the Angelina Jolie spot right there I forgot Jake did like tattoo this like star on my stomach oh you did okay I had to get it touched up by somebody that actually knew what they were doing though with a needle or you just sketched it no we did with like a like a machine yeah tattoo machine I did it yeah who let you do that you got really infected you have tattoo machine at your house yeah is that legal yeah yeah you can just buy them on Amazon it's I mean it's probably not like safe or anything but what yeah what would happen if it could have go too deep could it like puncture you okay it didn't so we're fine well you it did hurt yeah and it was really gross looking on mixing up like colors yeah I was I didn't watch my hands or I I don't know I just kind of did it and I know what I was doing it was like it was like green oh my for like a couple weeks did you do it for videos or just for fun oh for a video okay yeah of course I would never do that for fun that sucked I feel like you guys do a lot of things just for fun Z like he's like can we just kiss for fun we don't film it I I love that that wasn't that was him okay I love it this is my favorite story guilty tell me about it so this was New Year's Eve oh my can we talk we were about there's not a story to it we were both just drunk we were both just drunk and we just joked about it and then it happened New Year birthday kissed me on New Year's and New Year oh my God my birthday oh [ __ ] she doesn't know I'm gettinga said on her birthday broken up and you guys were just making out oh my God okay we weren't making out okay I can't help that his lips are plump oh my wait what so you were at is it your party or just it was my party yeah and they didn't know you broken up you guys are broken up and the world doesn't know and then you guys kissed and someone spotted he asked me to it was on a live stream okay I guess it's just always meit you initiate it yeah you Puck her up okay you're the other half of the deal I'm scared I kind of love that though I think you would initiate I don't know why that just my skinny jeans are tighter yeah maybe I feel like you give me you're more of like the fem in a good way like I say that in such a good way get it I understand but you initiated cuz you even initiated meeting him you said you were like tipping him or something on you now yeah he raided me on Twitch like sent his viewers to me on Twitch wouldn't that okay say for the people who don't know because I did not know rated you on Twitch means it means that whenever I end my life everyone that watches me will be sented to him yeah oh okay and people don't usually do that that's like if you it's like a nice thing to do like you know shows like your supporters to another person you know so it's like giving them a shout out and who was more popular at the time were you guys equally popular probably him I kind of fell off for a minute yeah really interesting okay so how did you get all your followers um I like I just keep on saying everyone buys them no I'm no cuz you were on my digital Escape you had that whole thing your Van Warped um so I have a couple buddies um that I moved in with and people really liked our Dynamic oh Sam and Kobe I just researched this trap house yes exactly exactly yeah people really liked our Dynamic um that's right and yeah I'd say like that was a pretty uh nice start do you still talk to them yeah yeah um I'm hanging out with them like next week or something are they still Pop I don't I just I just found out all this this morning so they're they're still popular they're still popping oh yeah yeah they super powerful popular so like what do okay so you guys were like so you guys were like living in a house it was like hype house is that the that's exactly what it was yeah we reneg hit the NAA a few times did you did you do dances on never I think I've seen a couple Tik toks of you doing some silly okay it was never my idea they wanted to hop on the trend and we did that I've done I've done a couple of them too I get it oh I love oh that one where that I love that one no I love that you guys do that I love that you're open our main thing has always been YouTube though so why Why YouTube it just I I mean I I don't know I like like putting something you know together Tik tok's fun but it feels kind of like I'm just posting a story right like I I like I like to like you know create a little movie which is crazy cuz your Tik Tok you get like just 10 million views per Tik Tok well they're all like [ __ ] posts you which is what is [ __ ] post what do you mean sh it means like I just like literally I find a sound and I just like you know it's it's it's like something that should stay in the drafts I just like you know it's something I never like I don't think out you know I just post it it is crazy your last one it was just like you shirtless and Jim weren't even lips syncing just music it has like 345,000 likes and I was like that's wild I know it's pretty awesome you're like the I don't think we're like even like used to it yet to be honest this this is just like a past couple of months thing we so weird cuz I was watching it I was like looking at the like you know trajectory and I was just like gosh like where did this come from and it's like just so every video two million view it's like un I don't know anyone who gets those views on YouTube I'm still like shocked I was telling Moes I'm like I'm just shocked by it all it's like wild cuz I've been on YouTube for 17 years and I've just like never seen it and I mean this again in the best way possible where it's like pretty low effort as far as like you're in the car eating and gets 2 million views well the thing is is people post a lot of Clips on the Tik Tok of the videos so if we overedit it then it it doesn't allow them to be able to edit how they want oh I see so they do the edits the fan edits yeah so if we keep it more raw then it gives them more ability to do something with it wow that's so smart cuz I did see so many people like our collab that we did we did like a mukbang I saw so many clips and I'm just like wow people really just clip it fan edit it take everything you say and do your looks oh Johnny was like looking like this he did his hair like this I'm like wow they really analyze everything it's remarkable they're the best though they're the best I mean they help us out so much you know yeah no you guys are really like loyal to him CU we were talking right before the podcast that you got gotten hate cuz you like collabed with me and I was just like I'm so sorry cuz we had just said you guys never are problematic like people love you and then you collabed with me and it's like I'm so sorry it's okay we made it through we made it through we're here right now you're very sweet you're like people change and I'm like I would like to say that too I feel like I've changed a lot so thank you oh yeah no that's that's how I like to view everyone to be honest I know how much I've changed in life and I just continue to every day so I'm not the same person I was yesterday yeah agre that's such a good thing me too I feel the same way everyone changes cuz we saw Clips obviously Us in the reality house I went back to watch it and you voted me out I think every single time I think it was if I was I would have too going have youve been a I don't even know that guy I don't even know that sh we really think it's different I don't mind I don't care there was clips of me like I there was so many clips of me just like talking so bad about people and I'm like I like I don't really feel that way I just kind of like talk now you probably even care I feel like I used to I used to be a lot more negative and you know I used to you know I I had friends that I feel like we'd all just be so negative together and then you know one day I found out that like everyone was always negative about me when I wasn't in the room and then I was like wow if you're like if you talk negative with your friends all the time then they're doing it to you too so true after that moment I mean I don't think I really talk negatively about anyone anymore it's been like years like that was like my Turning Point yeah and that is so true cuz I had friends too and we'd always talk so much [ __ ] and then the day I found out my friend talk [ __ ] it Shane and like the I found out he was telling people about me like wait what did you say I said I've heard of him yes Shane Shane when we were like so good friends and like of course we talking about so many people and in the minute someone's like oh he used to talk [ __ ] about you and he would call you a liar and all remember this floor yeah it's like an talking [ __ ] is like an addiction too you know you like you know sometimes people's relationships like friendships like develop through talking [ __ ] like they just that's all they want to do yeah so you have to bond over that I know friends that like they walk in the room and they're ready to tell me what's happening isn't it crazy I feel like becoming aware of that though really like helps you just stay when you're aware of it it gets exhausting you know when you hear someone talking [ __ ] it starts to get exhausted oh and it's just like it's such a downer I used to love talking [ __ ] about people and like now very I mean you guys are so you're 25 10 years younger than me and you figure this out so it's like so smart but for me I was just like yeah that's all I thought I could do still probably moments where I like say stuff about like you know what's going on in the world or everyone needs to but I don't really go like to the level that I used to as like a 20-year-old or Etc yeah nice honestly no it's like just better you just feel better also I'm like spiritual so like the karma of it all it just feels better like no one you know there's no negativity that comes back to you I think it's great I don't know I love that you guys think that way cuz I feel that way too but in reality house I feel that was a compettition so you know it was entertainment too hey guys I am so excited for spring mostly because of all the great concerts and shows coming Olivia Rodrigo you already know Oscar is excited about that we have to surprise him and I am excited for Beetle Juice coming to Orange County all right you guys today's episode is sponsored by seek I have used seek so many times before they are wonderful they are great if you go 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said e all right I didn't say that I didn't say that I was on a lot of drugs too during that time like I was on so many drugs in that house so I was just like well I was coming off them I wasn't doing them in the house but I was coming off them that day and I just remember like that's why I wear sunglasses it was just a lot so eating eggs when you're just likeed up it's just like the worst thing in the world my stomach was throwing up for days after but it was a good time F fun and would you ever do any sort of like reality show yeah why not I mean maybe I don't know depends on what type you well cuz you recently did in your Valentine's Day one you were the judge on factor and you were the contestant so would you do what you think it was great there's a little dancing clip of Johnny you were doing ballet would you ever do that for real like American Idol or cuz you have other singers no I can't I I just it's I don't know I don't think I'm like the person that would be what they would want I'm so shy around strangers like if it was like a group of my friends getting thrown into a house like I'd like that but I if if I don't know anyone it's I would be struggling really yeah I feel like a reality show and stuff like that is cool but a competition like it depends if it's like oh no dude standing in front of an audience I only like attention behind a screen that's you do music too so you don't like you don't perform live I never have wait what yeah it's scary I've never heard of a singer who hasn't doesn't want to perform live it's scary that's crazy I wonder what that is you said you had anxiety do you still have it now I I guess so like like yeah I'd say so cuz you guys are pretty like chill you guys said you're like not nervous when we get sat down you're like are you nervous I'm like I don't get nervous but when I do other people's podcast I'm really nervous you're like no we're not we don't doesn't matter for me it's it's kind of random because I feel like most of the time I don't really care yeah it's just it's random moments I don't like to be the center of attention you know really I guess just in person only online I love it online you don't like to oh in real life you don't like to be yeah I'm the same way I like to go out really ugly and just like not but I do love to be Center attention in like online of course of course place so when you guys go out to parties but you dress like this yeah so you don't you don't mind that you just don't want people to talk to you I mean it just so it's just I don't how would you EXP how would you I don't I mean I I I still I've played shows before and stuff and I'm like still kind of interested in doing that more but it it is scary it's like you know putting yourself out there well you were on Vans Warp Tour two years yeah but for that I I've only played two van Warp Tour shows with like actually playing I like I did mostly just like meetups back then oh you wer you weren't on stage but I've done like with the collab Channel I did I did like a whole tour with that playing and I've done like a couple other like just music based tours and singing MH yeah oh my gosh but it's been a minute I mean it's been like a year crazy cuz the vanand of the war if you were on you were 10 years ago so you were 16 yeah how was that experience uh not the normal like 16-year-old experience but it was really good honestly I mean for the most part like it's just weird because there was a lot of like drama going on I guess if you want to call it I guess that's kind of like downplaying it but there was a lot of like controversies and being around that as like a 16-year-old it was just really weird to see happen it is while cuz you also moved out at 14 with a guy who was 21 no 24 okay yeah wow super normal this is and you talk about this yeah okay so and you said it's Brian Stars you said it who I I actually know I don't know any of these people like I didn't know anybody and I'm like I just know he was he was like a popular music interviewer guy and then I I met he did like a tour of his own and then I met him and then uh I she said come live with me no not necessarily my um I was very depressed and I was going to like Mental Hospitals and going through my dad passing and everything and I always wanted to the only thing I wanted to do was like music and YouTube and stuff like that like the people I watch so um I met him out at his tour or whatever his show and um then I just kind of like he saw that I had like quote unquote potential I guess and then my mom was like seeing this opportunity of like you know something that makes me happy so it just kind of like happened where I moved in with him pretty much because to like start my YouTube career and dropped out of school and um it was it's not normal now looking back at it but we didn't really realize and also like people weren't getting called out back then for like like to that level for being weird and creepy cuz right cuz I mean like when I moved in with him he was having me like he was like being like oh you got to drink with me and stuff like that can't me drinks at like 15 and stuff like constantly and you never thought it was weird back then no I thought it was cool because I was like you know 15 and I was like I'm getting drunk like the bands I like they drink all the time so I thought it was cool and your mom was supportive she she didn't know about the drinking part like until I was older but as far as moving in with a 24 yearold yeah because like it wasn't like it was just like oh this you know this is gonna like you know this is what you want to do you want to be you know popular she was like skeptical but yeah it was like um just a once in a lifetime opportunity thing so do you were you glad it happened or like oh thank God are you like regret it um I think it's a cool story it's a cool it's um I I don't really regret it because I mean that's just how life goes you know there's so many things that happen and you know um but it there was a lot of like weird like situations or like he like also managed me and like 360 deal like took 20% of everything like instantly when I started making money and like oh my God oldest stuff so and uh at 14 you were 14 I was like 15 probably at that point or something yeah so oh my God that is wild it's like the Priscilla movie when they let him her move in with Elvis at 14 and I was like that's very the same that was your Elvis right is your Elvis I as much as I'm a cool Mom I don't think I'd ever let my daughter at 14 move in with like I think it's just like yeah I think it was just like the times too like it just wasn't as like on our mind of like and I was just so depressed like struggling so bad mentally and like it was just so it was like the only thing that seemed like the way to keep me pretty much alive is like giving me this opportunity of the one thing that was like making me happy which was like social media and music and trying to be like the people that I looked up to so yeah I mean that's I mean but that's in a way good at least you weren't like spiraling and no you never did drugs you guys both never did drugs right um what kind yeah more like the hardcore like not like weed oruc gin don't count I don't think they're legal no not really they're legal in Colorado so I'm like those don't count so nothing like hard okay then no okay no nothing hard no okay that's good see like you could spiral in that direction and stuff like that you know so at least you had drinking is not bad I feel like drinking is you know whatever yeah no it was uh I mean I've had some moments with like drinking and stuff that were like a little like rough but that was just you know um rough moments in general in my life too so did you go to therapy to like deal with like the loss of your dad or anything I yeah they would try to like make me go to therapy and stuff but I was just so closed off and like didn't even want to try it was the same thing with school too I just didn't even want to try to enjoy it so I just kind of didn't even give it a chance I guess and I would just fight and be like I don't want to even leave the car and so yeah so just I never really gave it a full chance it's really hard to open up to people about you know that stuff I mean not really like the people that I talk to that are like friends but yeah some random person that's being paid to listen to you I guess yeah I get that it's like hard do you guys talk to like would you talk to each other about deep stuff or no um we have yeah you guys get deep like like at night okay you guys live together congratulations the new house by the way 11 you guys get deep yeah yeah we kiss and get deep with each other the con straight I love the connection though I just love a good bro man like I think it's so healthy to see like two guys just you know with each other we're definitely like we'll hear each other like on like things that we're going through or anything but for the most part we haven't really had anything that's too too crazy lately I feel like that's like you know super duper deep that you know but just little things yeah but we're always I mean we're always like talking about to each other like about our day and stuff you know okay or what's going online like you know if like if I'm dealing with something cuz I get stressed about a lot of things like do you yeah if like I have a lot of anxiety and stuff so a I always am like I'm a little bit like venting to Jake and I'm like yo I'm like anxious about this and he's like dude it's not that big of a deal and I'm like I love that but that's like really nice it's like oh yeah and then I'll talk to like my sister too who you know helps me out and she'll be like you're like in your head and I'm like h sometimes you have to hear it sometimes it's awful to hear that like it's not a big deal you're like okay try being in my head but sometimes you need to hear that too yeah I mean it helps but it like doesn't make it go away but it does help a lot it's so easy to say don't worry about it right right right but when you have someone who said who doesn't worry about things like it's so such a different perspective cuz if you're by yourself and spiraling or with someone else like it's so bad but that's how I am with like Moses he's like it's just not that big of a deal like no one's thinking about it like you're thinking about it you know and but now you have this like popularity and it can be like so much harder because now you're like oh my God so popular you guys are no you are literally it's crazy like literally the most popular girls you are the girls I don't think anyone is more popular than you guys thanks for cursing me with that so cute you don't want to be baby girl no I love it he's you got to own that baby girl I totally get it and what was your life growing up you have your family you're close right yeah yeah um it was I'd say like I grew up fairly normal you know fairly I okay what's the not fairly part it's like the part that wasn't normal I don't know just I mean I feel like every every you know everyone has like ups and downs you know but I'd say I'd say for the most part it's pretty normal you had no you don't really have anxiety or depression you have you recently were diagnosed with autism yeah which was a little controversial in our last video everyone just no no see I thought that was like people we were saying you're saying because it's a it's a thing it's a trend I you know I would rather have someone say silly things about it versus someone come up to me and be like should I talk slower you know cuz people people act like you people act like I have a problem you know like I'm chilling I I'm I also feel like comedy with like certain things that you go through is just like you know especially with people that you like get to know and everything it's like fine like I make jokes about my dead dad all the time Etc like like my depression yeah it's just like I don't know like you bring it up but also make it a little bit silly too and it's like not I don't know totally it just depend on the person I guess and how they take it for sure cuz there's like a stigma like I have a mental illness autism like it just like sounds like such a scary thing obviously and so like I think if you make it like I guess I sometimes I'm more the one to like make it light and I'm like oh it's like so funny then I look back I'm like oh my God it's so cringey I still cringe at myself but we all do shout out Jen for helping me we all do do you guys cringe at any of your videos yeah I mean like anything anything always like more than maybe a year ago you know next year a year ago I'll cringe I mean next year I'll look a year um back in cringe yeah you will I think I cringe at like some of the stuff I even still do actually I think what we do right now I I like what we do right now yeah but then I'll put my t-shirt over my head and do a funny and I'm like I'm 26 I like that but it keeps you youthful because I really thought you guys were like 20 I thought you were like so young and then I was like you're still very young but I think just cuz you've both been around for so long you just seem cuz you started young you were 14 what age were you when you started uh M 13 I'd say not on YouTube though like I was just I was doing like Vine and stuff like that 13 I probably started like on like at like 11 or 12 though with like you now and stuff I was I got chronically online very early wait how and what did your like how how were you even introduced to it you had phones or what iPod Fred Figglehorn iPod shout shank yeah wait so you had an iPod what does that mean like you were like you can go on social media I'm so I told yeah that was like my first that was like my first smart device and I just you know I'm on my phone so much during the day there's not much else to do and you could get on social media on an iPod yeah yeah at the time yeah yeah like an iPod touch an iPod tou mine right yeah on your iPod yeah it's an iPod touch it l it looked like an iPhone much the iPhone but without the phone part yeah I've never heard of that I always thought you like listen to music I had like an I didn't know you could do that oh my God so you had an iPod touch and so you were able to do Vine were you like collabing with other viners I just I just loved the online attention that was the moment when I was like I like at 13 what kind of attention were you getting at 13 I was getting I felt like I had like no friends so I really like the online attention oh yeah I'm very similar I'm the same way I have like no friends I still have no friends and I feel like online is like giving me my social life you know I I was having um I I got a a pool table like from my house and my friend asked me they're like okay do you have like three other friends to help you lift this in I was like no oh no who asked you that uh I just like I hired someone and they're like you don't have they asked you if you had friends to help you no no my friend did and then I was like oh I don't okay I should hire someone yeah but thank God for those things cuz that's same way I don't have any like friends but it's like online people they'll help you actually I bet if you ask Tik Tok somebody would be at your house to help you Mo sounds like horrible people already last place people already came to our house we don't need more yeah what do you do oh we like take a picture with them we sign do you we take them in for dinner I was like don't do that then they'll just keep com me back you just like ,000 like a cat you know you feed a cat and it keeps coming back no they will do you hide are you like oh no I think we just yeah we just you hide I hide still to this day if there's a door ball I'm like no in general yeah in general if anyone comes to door I hide no one answer that and that's good no yeah I mean I've I had one person that came to my when I lived back with my parents uh somebody came to my house that was like saying some weird stuff about me for a couple months and then I I opened the door and they were right out front but they were looking the other way and then I closed it and I was like oh [ __ ] and I like told my sister and they were talking bad about you like negative no they were like wanting to like pretty much hook up with me and like they were talking about like a Motel 6 they wanted to like and I opened my door and it was them and it was like that's crazy they could have at least chosen a Marriott yeah I know it was the hotel that I was really disappointed by um Jose oh yeah and then my sister answered the door and they were like is Johnny here and I was like oh my God it was them oh my God why did your sister answer I would like don't answer uh cuz I wasn't sure if it was really that person at first I thought it was my sister because like they had like colored hair my sister at the time used to dye her hair so oh my God but luckily they were looking the other way so they didn't notice me and then I had like I lived at a apartment before and there was like people that were pretending that they lived there but they were like listening through my door and stuff oh my gosh y you attract those kind of fans that's crazy I mean that's not your fault but I think it's because like I've done so like my first video that popped off off like was me crying about my dad passing and like my struggle with self harm and stuff so it was like I feel like that's very vulnerable and sometimes people feel a little too connected but most people handle it very nicely and stuff but some people can get a little too attached I guess that's the blessing in the curse when you're like so vulnerable and Sh all that stuff because like yeah people do think they know you cuz they're like they feel the same thing like I've been through this too but showing up to someone's house is crazy but you guys just moved has anyone cuz you had gates at that house you have a gate at this house uh yeah okay so you're gated that's good and now you have like a pool can throw parties yeah oh that would be fun are you guys party people you yeah you go to party that's you guys all met yeah I like to go out he's more of a party guy than me though but I still like to go out now since I've been like living with him and stuff I go out more than I've ever done so okay that's good I don't do anything at home you know like when I'm at home I feel like I'm in prison you know really why I'm I'm just on my phone for like eight hours a day like I got to go do something you got to get out how do you find the parties um I don't know it's kind of a loop you know there's like there's there's always like one place that's like kind of popping or like you know you just get to know more people people and then there's just like pockets of people that have parties you know like stuff okay so you're very social I try to be I have to get drunk though to go out like I've Tred to go I Tred to do it sober and like I want to go home instantly oh my God partying sober sounds terrible it's horrible yeah no I have to be like every everywhere I go I go straight to the bar and get a double Jack in Coke Jack Jack and diet Jack diet Jack so oh my God I can never really yeah but you know what's funny like a lot of people cringe that we like drink whiskey but it was like cool in the 80s and then you know and then like 2000s it was vodka and now it's tequila Tequila's like what's cool is that the cool drink now yeah but it feel Grandma's ass yeah I don't like it at all tequila is so bad not in a margarita or anything Grandma's ass is not that good no dude like uh I mean whiskey I to me is delicious whiskey yeah I mean that's that's very uh Sunset Strip you know what I mean like whiskey aogo the Roxy yeah maybe one day it'll come back like it's weird how alcohol like trends that is odd cuz yeah vodka cranberries were big when I white claw and all that for a minute yeah selers were a couple years ago wait really I didn't know why claw had alcohol it's like 5% or something it's like smaller but like that was like the pop and drink for like yeah like everyone is drinking my claw but you can't get drunk on that you it's hard I get bloated too soon you know oh yeah true it makes and like I wear crop tops sometimes and you know I hate I hate I hate a drinking white claws I think in general alcohol kind of blows you that's why I stopped drinking it I feel like oh my God it blows me so much yeah yeah I'm sure to a level yeah oh interesting so you guys go out so you guys are in this new house now kind of a Content house cuz you guys film together how often are you filming maybe like once every other day would you say like with each other yeah yeah we're always doing stuff like after this I'm filming with Tara we're doing a cooking video I think for my channel so how do you decide whose Channel it goes on because you all have very similar content it do you well it's like if I just come up with an idea I'll just like walk up to John and be like hey can you be in this with me you know we we don't like we don't like brainstorm or anything like that okay so it's very casual yeah yeah I'll just be like hey can you film this uh eating video with me he's like sure and then we just hit we'll just try to make sure that we're getting like if we need somebody's help like to be in a video or something we just try to we're like yeah we have time this day let's do it yeah just all do it together help each other do you film multiples in like one day like you do a lot of mukbangs sometimes but we got to like we we're we're very we think about like how we feel because you know if we're not having a good day then we're like okay let's save this for a different day because because like we you know we want to be like as silly as possible and witty so you know if if I pulled an all nighter or something I'm might I could be a grumpy pants then you know fil that day who is who is the who has more attitude who gets more grumpy more emo excuse says Jake what really can see why they broke up I could get I could get in my modes I could get in my modes what did we talk about science I think we talked about science what was yours do you know oh science science yeah no not science we about science same I'm not a science science I'm a Gemini you're a Gemini oo okay that explains it that's why you get moody because you're like double-sided you have two faces I'm a very yeah I'm like I'm very minuscule Moody you know I feel like I I am very just pretty in the middle all the time okay you know it's pretty stable that's pretty good Moody not bad either you're allowed to be well everyone's got to be moody everyone's got to be a grumpy pants sometimes you're grumpy pants do you ever get grumpy pants uh not super off I see I never see him actually like you know like mad wow I get anxious that's my thing you get more Angry kind maybe depressed bit that is I mean but you know what as far as a thing you're vocal about it and you're successful and I feel like that gives hope to people who are anxious and depressed you know because it's like you can yeah you have a functioning life you've gone on tour were you've had relationships you have a good relationship with your mom and sister yeah would you guys ever make your relationships public again hell yeah uh maybe like down the down the line a bit you know cuz I you know I feel like it has to be like organic you know yeah so you wouldn't write away like you date the girl for a month you're not going to put her in your content I don't know maybe you might I don't know you don't even know someone after a month you don't even know you don't even know someone after D I don't know I don't know I just like I can't say how I'm going to feel but maybe I'll be down I I don't want to like the last thing like with my first relationship and stuff I made it a little too much like relationship content though and I think that was like something I don't ever want to do you think it hurt your relationship the internet I just don't think it's like the right thing to really I don't care like it's it's not that about making it like a secret I mean how how long how long did we uh wait to like Post Yeah a long time like like we were like at that point where we were like when we were dating like you know we know knew everything about each other and it was just you know mhm do were you both content creators though already right you guys I I was but because he told me to do it again well oh really so you had stopped you had stopped well you like a you weren't like I know I wasn't she wasn't like a YouTuber really no but when I you fed off too it's crazy when I first started dating her I just like I I just like saw that she was like a star I could just tell oh you know how did you know what was it know she's a no you definitely do like I've seen you everywhere and that's why she is you do tell I but it's like you guys Doo it's like you could just it's not even just the look it's like this like it Factor thing where you're just like oh my gosh yeah I mean just like she's she's super likable to like anyone and like she's super hot and the girls love you to and witty you know like she just has like all the qualities funny all the comments on your last thirst trap where you're like shirtless was like I don't know if I want him or Tara more you know and that's like a hard thing what do they call it they call it uh bip Panic yeah yeah I never heard of that what's bip Panic that's fun um it's like when like P the Disco you see like it's when you see like I don't know I think this is it when you see like two uh hot people of the opposite gender and you're like don't know which one you want by Panic by Panic I love that's at least what I've interpreted sounds it's a cool term I love these new terms you're the one who surprised me the most as star quality though because now I would look at you and be like obviously yes star but back in reality house like again whatever we didn't know each other but I would never think like that's the one that's going to be the biggest star in like 3 years it's crazy you know I mean you figure more about yourself every day you know yeah you just did you guys always want to be famous yeah you didn't me too always I think so but like sometimes I freaking like hate having people like talking about me it's scary wait oh because it gives you the anxiety I love it I love when I love when people talk [ __ ] on me because they're talking me about you so you're like well yeah it doesn't like offend me or at all like I don't mind people being I don't care what anyone like says about me and General where did you did you always have that or did it just come recently I don't know I think I just slowly throughout the years just stopped giv a rat's dick wow that's a good I still care I still care like when I saw people giving you hate on Twitch I was like oh no and then I was like well I'm not going to ask them to be on my pocast thank thank God you followed up you're like if you want to be on the podcast because I would never have asked I like no they're going to get hate I don't want to ask cuz I get so anxious about it yeah I still hate when people don't want like me I really want people to like me I'm like I promise I'm okay I love when people like me yeah well but no one hates you that's why I think you haven't gotten fully hated I guess yeah I don't know you don't know the full hate of it I guess not I guess I I've I have had like people attack me before like when it feels like irrational that's what's like super annoying but when people like want to just kind of dig into my life in general I'm like that's that's kind of interesting but when someone just like wants to hit me for no reason they're being like a fat turd then you know that is annoying yeah and how do you deal with it like in real life like in high school or something like if people didn't like you just say like you know whatever just annoying drop so you're like whatever you're like Drop I I with the drop out I really wanted to drop out of school I B too everyone should do it it's just such a it's just such an unusual thing to do in Kansas right oh yeah like what would you do where would you go unless you knew Brian star was yeah everyone need a Brian Stars which I would honestly if I had like an Elvis or Brian I would be like yeah I'm leaving too yeah it's uh yeah it's not the right decision but it was a decision but it got you to where you are you're really successful now so yeah and I I'm happy that I'm where I'm at now I think Johnny de dropped out of high school at Quinton tantino Johnny Gilbert so I mean like yeah all the big stars you had the same Vibe wasn't he in a band about vampires he had like a vampire Johnny yeah he was yeah it's a with Alice Cooper yeah I love that you know that where do you everything it's you actually Jake got me I love Alice Cooper I used to dat his personal assistant I bought them that that's cute is a vintage I was the sugar daddy that day it was my sugar daddy you've been the sugar daddy that's like your Trend right now sugar daddy it's C well I didn't call it that I was Sugar Mama Sugar Mama and did you really buy everything did you pay for everything yeah yeah wow that was a good video but it got 2 million views so like that was nothing to you you're like well it's a tenth of what I make on this it's cute videos oh my God it was fun it was a fun one it's interesting cuz like even after your guys' breakup your content is still very based around each other like you're like my ex-girlfriend and I'm my ex-boyfriend and stuff is it weird or no cuz like we're like we're such like we're good friends so there's no weirdness like we like are truly friends it's not like we're like faking it the only reason why we can do these videos is because we truly feel like the feelings are not there I mean the Romantic feelings cuz and we can cut this if you don't want to talk about it but do you do you have any sort of jealousy like if she's flirting or he's flirting do you guys have jealousy no no I think we sorry she'll talk about boys too me oh really cuz I know on dropouts everyone was saying you're flirting there's that new guy who's that guy that she always been like she was like that before when I was in a Rel relationship I'm just like flirty like she was she was like that before I even started dating her so it it you know I wouldn't be like okay you're dating me now you have to stop being you that's aure guy I knew what I was signing up for not not like it's a bad thing but um you know that's like you know that's who she was when I started dating her so I don't want to obviously change her like that's what like about it how mature that's amazing I love that I'm all about changing people so you know you are a good guy and you want to change people you're like absolutely not that's so messed up and you said you would date a normie because your last girlfriend was seen girl one girlfriend you had right she was kind of sceny I've T to some girls but I've never like dated anyone after that you know and you said you would date like a normal girl with normal hair color no you don't think you could date like just a girl that's like in college at a sorority I don't think so you know cuz they wouldn't be under understand your lifestyle or I don't know growing up in Kansas and feeling like everyone didn't like me and everyone was super normal around me it makes it like the last thing that I would look for I get it it's like and also to understand like an influencer life and stuff like that it's just like very hard to find someone who like gets it although I married a normie and it's the best thing CU I used to only want to date celebrities and stuff like that and they're kind of like they're a little unhinged but if you're stable then you can date someone unhinged if you're unhinge then maybe you want a stable person yeah I think idea I I I don't really fully know I just kind of if it feels right it feels right so I'm just gonna that's true that's true you never know who you're gonna like go with the Vibes and you guys are on you were on dating apps I've never used I only used one to like go through the people and like see but I never ever talked to anyone nor did I want I heard someone said I did that once I would never pay to meet people wait really how do you meet oh you go to part well you go to parties you'll meet and like you know um I have a buddy that said they're like I like using Tinder but when I walk in a party I see so many faces of people i'p with and that's just weird to me oh yeah that's kind of weird and then I feel like also with you guys they might think you're like Faker or something like I feel like are you a real person cuz they would see you they could Google you reverse Google image search yeah and I I like uh you know I'm on my phone so much if I was to like get to know someone I wanted to like all be imp person like I don't like I don't like building relationships like texting like if I was talking to someone I probably wouldn't text them that much really yeah I just like ask to hang out cuz I don't like I don't like developing like friendships or relationships like through text I feel it's just like in a way and friendships you feel the way too yeah like I want like you know I don't want to like grow I don't want to grow anything over text messages so after you raided him on Twitch how did the physical Meetup happen we barely even talked to yeah we just like he literally just came by who invited you invited him I think I was already I was coming to La he just showed up at my door I was coming to LA to do some like music video stuff and then we hunt out like once and then after that we brought up like oh we should hang out again like come to my house and d d d and then we like played or then we did a wrote a song together yeah and and there was probably only like three four text messages between us at that time I'm sure we just like hey let's hang out and it happened and you were song on the second date second time you guys hung out together second dat second time that was the third date I was like that's so cute I love that no yeah we I think it was like I mean the second time we like met up as people yeah oh my that we're dating no I'm just kidding this is not helping the r you guys were like I love it though I love it and you guys were just like let's write a song or were feeling the vibe you're like this is should be a song I think he had a song written like an idea and then um he just asked me to be on it and stuff and I was like yeah let's can go and then we knocked it out like a day or two later and I like uh like I I love hanging out with Johnny like in the beginning like it just was like constant fun now it sucks but like I feel like your guys' Vibe is always so good I love it and I love how you guys like we're past the honeymoon stage so now you're just comfortable and yeah I think we need to like break up for a couple months and then like get back to together and then we'll like it'll be like exciting again you know yeah reignite the flame like we we've like lived with each other for already a year now there's like no issues we're both so I me saying I'm super chill like I don't know if you can say that about yourself yeah I'm the the most humble guy ever um no like we we don't have like issues with each other you know we're understanding we talk about things sometimes I don't take out the trash but he'll tell me that like he'll just be like dude you know oh that's cute I love that stove on I'll leave the stove on oh my God that's dangerous okay well how am I supposed to know when you turn it one way it might be full Max and not off do you have have a flame or is it electric oh it was the old place we had a flame yeah oh my God you couldn't tell that it was off no it just turned it all the way you know walk away that's like the most dangerous then you to turn out light in the whole it only happened twice it's not that big deal you know twice is too much it's okay I saved the day I turned it off yeah so you're the responsible one in this we I think we both have our different responsibilities that we on who takes out the TR should you have to take out the trash Johnny does it a lot I'm trying to do it more you don't have a schedule you guys should have a schedule and might be help then yeah that's true I mean I sound like I'm doing it fine so are you are you physically rolling the trash out yeah yeah it's just like sounds like no fun you don't have anyone doing housekeeping for you guys no we keep it pretty popular or something oh my God everyone has housekeepers even people who like have a regular job no I mean like it's that's hard for me I feel like it's hard for me to comprehend you know I feel like we're like we're naturally like kind of like tight in a way my room's a disaster and all that like I just leave everything's a mess for me oh so you don't care I'm talking about I'm talking about like spinning oh you talking about that yeah oh okay I like I don't know like I always used to like growing up like i' always like you know it's like dollar menu and stuff like that wait really yeah yeah oh so you've always been like a bu so you guys budget yeah I I'd say like the budget Vibes yeah getting Bargains stuff like that what do you spend your money on cuz you guys both make money right now um tattoos paying my editor tattoos okay go back into it oh yeah alcohol okay so that's not much I don't really spend that much yeah that's pretty much it mine's mostly just Ubers and like door Dash oh Ubers oh Ubers are so expensive yeah oh my gosh that's and so what are you saving your money for like it's good but what are you saving it for I don't know uh just for fun I bought the place that we just so I that's what I spent my recent money on no way oh my God congratulations I had no idea oh that's so huge I know right it's really cool it's really cool I'm super you're 25 and own a house yeah oh my God oh my God that's so cool with the pool yeah it's the best part wow that's wild you probably could you're like not spending money on anything yeah I mean maybe I don't know but then you guys can't live together if you buy a house I guess you could buy there's not really like yeah there's not really a purpose just yet for me to do anything like that and also like I don't know I just saving money is cool I guess I love that I love that you guys are sa we're not like oh yeah no I do not understand you know the LA culture of like buying a table for like $7,000 like how dude that would actually I would I would probably be thinking about that for years for one night out yeah CRA that's insane I think it's just all like an impressing thing like you know we don't like wear a designer or anything like that like we don't we don't care to like Flex yeah yeah like doesn't matter but are you like driven by money like when you start making money are you excited about it or you just yeah okay so then you you get excited yeah what dude so still gets excited you're like oh my God we made money I'm the same way it's so fun and that's like the the hustle of it all is like when you make money like oh my God this is finally making money this is so exciting it's kind of scary though cuz I'm like I hold myself at this thing like oh now I need to keep on maintaining this level of income subscribers oh yeah of course interesting because you said you've had ups and downs like you said you already gone it down and then you up so I'm surprised because you just know that e and flow you know it goes up it goes down it go back up again I just don't want to I like knew I knew that like I don't know I knew that our chemistry like I felt it was really good like when we'd be making videos and I just like I knew something great would happen really right away yeah I'd always say that I'd be like be like oh no dude we're good yeah it's like you know and finding that so hard when you find like something that works you're like oh my God this so how did the duo start like how did you guys were like we should start making videos all the time together well we like okay for for me personally um I usually never have just like random people like on my channel you know in general um we just started becoming friends and we kind of grew it organically and like you know we' post stories here and there or months like I wanted to like make sure that like the people that watch us both like are very used to us filming I mean I mean felt like natural like being together so it it it was natural yeah so we didn't just like right off the bat like collab we like grew our friendship first I don't even know I think we like only started making videos actively like consistently together like maybe N9 or eight months ago like like I'd say like a month or two after we moved in yeah so that's the secret then you guys just started clapping because that's when you really started popping so it was the duo that kind of made it happen you think yeah oh for sure they don't care about me on my own not I went to your channel cuz I thought you only did twitch I thought you were live streaming then I went to your channel I was like oh my God you get the same you get the same views it's like crazy and you're also just eating pizza and stuff yeah it's insane I think people really like um just the the the dynamic I feel like it's really hard to enjoy things when it's just solo I mean like even like a lot of it's like multiple people talking even if they're behind the scenes oh for sure I had a solo podcast and no one cared and then the minute I just have like two or one other person talking it's like oh now it's more interesting it's just nice because like if you say something interesting then they could bounce off and it's like it's double the interesting totally it's triple right now it's triple it's quadruple I want to be in this group I'm like trying so hard I'm like this is the group I need to be in look for it right now I know I really did try I looked up some girl I don't know who it was I literally typed in the scene girl and it's like someone's hair that I stole exactly I don't know who it was I think I know who she's talking about I think so too she yeah necklace myace do you know her I'm sure you know her uh sounds familiar the photo I don't know it's maybe like I don't know like your kitchening or something I don't know yeah I'm surprised you would have know all the scene girls like I like I wasn't on MySpace and stuff you were not no after that so wait were you on my space I was a child yeah oh wow I was probably like 11 or 12 when it was cool when I discovered social media yeah that's what I started too was like Facebook and YouNow and oh YouTube wow cuz your look is so mypace like I thought you would have been on there for sure where did you learn it where did you learn this look I just listened to artist that dressed kind of like this I guess and wow I was as I said I was a sad boy and that's just where I gravitated toward wow I tried to get you in my band you did a song with him the first second day and it's like I don't play the Bas okay I know it's my biggest regret I looked at our DMs I was like hey would you want to be in a band you're like I have my own I was like okay that's what you said you said that I looked it up it was February of 2020 wow you're heard Johnny he's like I actually had my own and we're touring and I was like oh okay sorry I did not say we're touring you did it was like all the DAT I don't know I have it on my phone it was something oh she has the receipts I the receipts I looked up I was like I really lied to you no well maybe you didn't say too maybe you didn't but you were like I have my band you sent me a link to something and I was like oh okay sorry I see I'm a bad guy I wanted you and sad boy so bad cuz you were such the emo boy and I wanted all emos in my band to you still still baby you still the emo boy I don't think anybody keeps the emo anymore even like social repos I think he's kind of dumped it I think he's just he's still like standing on benches or whatever is that the bird guy the birdy he's the ukulele he I mean I've I've done tours with him yeah I know who he is he sings on the P yeah you guys were like you did tours together Goods he sings on like a Pao yeah yeah yeah he's like my age he's like an elder emo I guess we love we love you don't love you had a you had a falling out yeah I mean I just got like with all the people like coming at me online and stuff sometimes it gets a little stressful and stuff and I also like was like friends with people that had problems with them so it just put me in a weird spot you know but I'm kind of over it you know I think you're probably used to being like when people were coming for you for clapping with me I was like wait but you've collabed with so many problematic people so I feel like you should be that's kind of the thing too it's like you should be used to it the interesting thing is like everyone somewhat has some level of controversy even like people probably would say that about myself you know so I don't think you have any I don't think there's one I looked after we talked last time I was like Johnny Gilbert canceled and they don't think you've ever been I mean it pops up on Tik Tok they're like Johnny Gilbert cancelled Johnny Gilbert this but like actually comes up but yeah but I mean I'll see like the top like I'll see like 10 people like that are upset by me and it'll feel like 100 to me so for so cuz you collabed like onisan Eugenia I never collabed with onisan I talked to him though oh you never went up to his house in Washington no I luckily did not there was everyone went up there at some point I thought I know he did collab with everyone Jaclyn Glenn and yeah jacine I yeah hung out with her and stuff yeah you were in the group you were in the scene you've been in groups you're very much like me you've been in like different groups yeah yeah but this one is this one seems to be like is this forever I'd like to think hold each other's hand no my hands are clamming my hands are claming she just making me nervous she said she said wow okay sorry and you both have manicures did you do yourself I bite my nails you did yeah that's good that's oh no did you say to do it myself oh no it would look it would look so bad gel yeah it's gel I like it cuz like I know sometimes like do you remember like a couple years ago when um it was like very popular for dudes to paint their nails like dudes that like were super there this there's this dude he's like he's like if it's if it's not shipped then it's gay oh my God what I think Chi you look crazy there was so many dudes at that time were just like yeah I pay my nails so much got chipped he do the memo yeah no I just I don't do manicures I just bite oh yeah it's horrible I oh that stop it stopped me from biting my nails the gel you can't do you can't bite them no you can bite them no you can't they're they're so hard it would be so disgusting I it's nice I like it add more flavor got a pedicure you do yeah you go in the chairs of course you know I like to pamper myself sometimes I'm scared I have my little I have my little Bouie moments do you go on like the ones on like ventur Boulevard or something like that like yeah I just I just find one like near oh yeah those are the best and you don't like people touching you no why I've never gotten a massage or like wait really but it's awesome dude Mass are awesome especially those kind of places it's like you sit there they're so I got to tell them soft though cuz it feels like they kick my ass some people are like you know it feels like I I want to enjoy it yeah you don't like a I just need I just need another human's touch that's all like I don't I don't need to get like my knots like right n knotted oh so you go more for just like the experience the pampering you don't need to get stuff out I just need to be pampered yeah I need to get like I love burped I need to be burped baby girl yeah like going to the doctor like I I like when they like put the thing on my finger you know and put the WRA my arm I like that feels like therapeutic you love yeah I love that okay it's therapeutic it's just nice it feels like someone's like taking care you wow you should watch like ASMR videos they have a lot of that where they like you know pamper you and stuff so you can feel it through ASMR I'll look into it I'll look into it have you never done it we've never done it oh my God made joke one actually I think with social repost back in the day you did what were you guys doing I don't know we were just kind of making just like tapping and stuff it would be really hard for us to stay quiet but no I feel like your guys's voice would be actually very ASMR people tell me on streams that that's should we try it right now yeah do ASMR do ASMR POV it's like that your the camera is your girlfriend okay whenever I stream people tell me that my voice just makes them fall asleep cuz I talk usually so so go like this or I play music so go softer with your voice no I feel like why why dude everyone everyone's everyone's doing that's good that's good everyone's doing it you you went G I just got the egg this guy's gross and what would you say if you're the camera was your girlfriend would be like hey baby girl I don't know how to talk to girls like that what the Yeah we don't you don't talk like what do you say to your girlfriends how do you hit on people girlfriend we do we we don't hit on people you have no pickup lines oh no I just talk to them like regular people and then you know really oh yeah no I hit on anyone like if I was interested in someone like not air I'm not a FLIR not really no if I was interested ask on a date not wait really okay T said not a flirt begged for him to ask on a date interesting I love that though I love that you're that kind of girl cuz I would be too be like what's what are we doing what are we doing on Monday remember Dam yeah oh my God it was like yeah we like just hung out and she's like when you want to hang out next and she's like tomorrow and I was like love it's going to be hard to date someone after her because you don't find girls like that I'm serious cuz people love you just kid it's just going to be so hard you know I don't know like I just like I just like conversate with someone like normally I don't like you know I think it's weird when dudes like are too touchy like let's say like Johnny was like a hot girl and I was like yeah you know and I was just like testing it out you don't know if they want to be touched or not W God so creepy like if if like if a dude was like okay let me let me try this out see if she likes and puts his hand on her like die or something you know like the the chance that a girl could feel uncomfortable is not worth it not worth it I mean I love that but I just think it's like but also like grow some balls dude like how do you know K I'm the same way no because you have to nowadays people like if you don't ask for consent to kiss like people if someone said like can I kiss you I'd be like that's kind of weird but I guess that's like respectful I feel like I feel like you got to really know you know like let's say a guy's at a party and does that you know no what I'm saying like if he just like puts his hand on or like a girl he's like just talking to like for the night just to try it out I mean I get kissing like I feel like you could like you could sense sense the vibe that that's there but I'm saying like if a dude like thinks the girl's hot goes up to her and like you know it's just like touchs you right off the bat and she's like it's also to awful when you're not into it and you're like e this guy's disgusting that's what I'm saying I feel like a lot of most of the time it's probably that oh man it's so hard today it's so hard today cuz that's totally the respectable thing to do but yeah it's like how do you know because as a girl TR be like oh he's not into me cuz he's not touching me but then it's like but you want to be I don't know it's hard yeah it'sing okay that's why that's why it's better to do like the DMS cuz then if you flirt through the DMS you kind of get the vibe and then you already kind of know what's going to happen you know you know you're both into each other as opposed to like a bar or a club you don't like you said you don't know you touch them e i I hate D I hate dming you never do you never slide into the DMS mm I that's also smart though too because if you guys started dating like let's say someone like was a secret fan but didn't tell you and then you start dating this fan and then something goes bad then they could like destroy your life you know what I mean that's that's fair you're smart I feel like I'm good at catching red flags though okay that's good what's your biggest ones like what's a big red flag um what they're like oh I have no idea who you are I don't even know what YouTube is that's fine oh really you don't think that's a red flag no they might not know who I am I'm not that cool no but like they know it social media like I don't even have social media I know like I don't I don't have like specific red flags I could just kind of sense when someone you know the energy yeah like I feel like it could sense when someone's like like you know like levelheaded are just like weird you know pretty like I mean like when I met Johnny I was like oh my God like this this is about to be my best friend like I knew yeah I knew I you knew T tus you have that intuition yeah Taurus I feel like I'm good at picking the people around me I like I don't have like that many people around me but the people that I I you know choose I feel like they're all just they're all great that's so good you have that I hope that you stay with that forever because it's so I'm the opposite I just think everyone's like a good person and then usually they're like shitty or something that you know what I mean yeah that's no fun that's no fun I've Had My Moments though you know where I've people in you know for sure especially I feel like I relate to you a lot with the anxiety and like depression and stuff like that or just loneliness and just like not having like I had a my dad didn't die but he wasn't around that much so it's just like anyone that was like a like an older guy was just like oh they're nice they're cool and they end up being like shitty they pray on it yeah which is interesting did you ever feel that from a guy perspective not in like a sexual way but did you ever feel like an older guy and you're just kind of like okay that's like a dad Vibes for me um maybe not like just like like somebody that's just like gonna be like a friend and watch over me more so and just like help out but you looked for that you think I don't think I looked for it but I mean there was definitely like people I found like more Comfort like oh they're they got my back kind of thing I think I still have that to a degree because like any friendship I have that but never like somebody that's like oh this person's going to be you know my dad replacement or whatever you know but you feel like even cuz I called it wasir when he started wanting me to tuck him in I thought that was weird that wasn't weird you only made it weird cuz you brought it up normal that would be cute that'd be cute little video If you guys did that yeah do the military tuck wait what is that wait were you was your dad it's when you get the blanket and like you know you tuck it under them that be video it' be such a cute video of you tucking me in what your dad is the best at military was he a military person he was in the Air Force yeah oh my God that makes so much sense she were like this like military kid a where is he do you have he's like a cookie jar you have it no yeah no my mom has it he's right next to my dog's ashes and everything building like a little army of Ashes oh that's okay you know yeah okay I love that maybe you can meet him someday just kid do you talk do you talk to him do you have that what spirituality I don't know an aquarium hello did you see there's a Tik tocker do you know treat do you know the guy Alex Warren on Tik Tok he did one love his dad dead humor he both of his parents he like unboxed them like he had the uning oh my God it was wild he got him like in a FedEx so good oh my God and it's so dark cuz like people who haven't lost a parent like you're just like what the but then I guess if you like no I totally get what he was doing with I'm like damn love it's dark oh my gosh but anyways I never know how to act or stay in those situations cuz it's so hard no no I love that you talk about it okay no I'm well and the fact that you have I just wondered if it affected you if you like felt any sort of effect where you're just like I see male friendships more than girl friendships okay no no no I hate I hate them all well I love this friendship and I feel like uh you guys Bond so much over lots of things but I love that you both have the lip piercings yours just yeah mine are new and you have them both because in the video of Valentine's Day were one was missing and then you said one was swollen and then you said you swallowed one so yeah I um what number piercing is this do you have new ones or well not a lot of people know this but whenever you get your lips pierced uh the first time you get bars like the bars that they have to put in have to be long because it will swell so I had that like these long antennas but that was because that that was because like it was healing people like looked at me like dude that looks horrible like d these are like my healing bars but now they're they're um now they're the right size I like them a lot did you swallow one for real I don't know I might I don't know we don't know it was there then it was gone I got my nipples pierced though any did you were trending for that which is I thought I was in trouble that isn't that scary come with anxiety you're probably like oh [ __ ] what did I do I was trending too and I got nervous immediately I like what happened this time you're in the clear you're good this time was in the clear you're you TR for cool things though people want to see your body they're like oh my God look at his nipples we both have our nipples pierced now I heard that you said at one point you would never do that yeah I thought was really scared of it morphing into each other wait so you had them done first and then you got them and then you had your lip done and then you got them yeah we made a joke the other day what if we like slowly like morphed into one person kind of hard right I get my lips he's getting his nipples but then I would have to like work out and stuff and I'm like really La we we have a gym in the house you he said that he was going to start no I might actually cuz like why you're so skinny you don't need but I I need it would be unfair to other guys I think also wouldn't match your aesthetic I don't know what your body looks like but I mean I'm sure he's talking about just like a little tone like a banana slug a little bit I don't want to get you see Santa Cruz yeah yeah exactly I don't want to get like you know I just like want I like I just like to be a little toned do you work out like not a lot okay yeah not a lot but just here and there yeah I just CU you eat fast food I'm a calorie [ __ ] yeah I'm a calorie [ __ ] and then but I don't that's like the main thing I think about like I I uh work out barely oh wow you're lucky and then you eat all this fast food and stuff like that you're like yeah well usually like on videos I just take one bite of it like like off camera I I literally only eat steak and smoothie bowls really yeah oh the blender every I know you hear that [ __ ] dude Blender at every every day at 700 you make do you make it for him too you want to eat that [ __ ] what do you eat eat door Dash fast food nuga diet for sure fast food fast food and like microwavable food so you don't need to work out you're so skinny and you can eat yeah but I kind want like a little bit of like tone like I think that would be kind of nice do you think that goes with your Vibe your aesthetic though a a little cuz like then at least I don't look like this I don't know but I feel not to say you look like it but I feel like people like like Nico where said she likes sickly looking people that are like dying you know never mind maybe this is the vi I think that's the vibe and not you looking like that but you know they like that gaunt just I don't know like just scrawny looking emoy he's working it he's working it I don't know for that but you know that's a good thing to hear I saw when he tweeted the shirtless one you tweeted you tweeted right underneath it you said what did you say you said something like an alien picture that was supped yeah you're like my body you probably have similar body types though cuz your legs look the same like you probably have similar yeah but he's got like he's got like muscle if you were to like do the arm thing I would have like oh flexing have no muscle either yeah it's only just cuz I eat a lot of protein like really don't work out that much D maybe I should eat protein do you do steak you don't do steak I just don't I'm lazy I don't cook it would you cook it for him if he wanted to yeah yeah but he wouldn't eat it I think should steak you I should swap diets for like a week oh that's actually kind of funny for a video you know and eat like him for real do it don't cheat and then you eat like him for like I don't know maybe even a month try it oh my God that's a long time do day Jake would hate his life I would hate my life because like I'm very like routine oriented I had like if I'm not if I don't do my routine then like my day is kind of wonky oh interesting so you have to have that structure and you're up early you're an early person yeah I cuz I hate I hate staying up late cuz like I kind of just like lay on my bed like I think about like okay I'm ready for tomorrow I'm ready to like wake up drink my monster and go to the gym oh my God you know so just let's go to bed and get it over with so I'll be like I hate when I'm like wide awake at night I'm just like laying there for hours like okay I'm done with the day you know so I got to wake up so today I woke up at 6 wow yeah I wake up drink a Monster maybe smoke smoke a cigarette oh wow oh wow you did smoke I forgot about that I know it's so bad he said he's going to stop I'm just a fat turd you know like I anything in front of me like you know Energy Drinks like anything that can be addictive I I just love it energy drinks might be worse than cigarettes I heard I know I had six yeah so you should just keep both six yeah I know right did a good job yeah if I don't notice an immediate change you know like uh energy drinks cigarettes like I'll do them all day and not just like cuz you don't notice an immediate change right so you're like I'm going to keep doing this yeah yeah and it'll catch up to me one day but like I'm such in a right now mindset that I just don't think about it right I guess I mean there's no long-term studies I don't know maybe there is someone di definitely is so [ __ ] I'm so you think well I think we all kind of Are My Future Self is going to be so so mad at me you never know though look at like like Tommy Lee you know he admitt did like a bunch of drugs and drinking and like snorted ants and stuff like that and he's still kicking at like 65 pretty Osborne's still kicking oh my God that's a great example cuz I I talked about watching that movie and I was just like God he did everything and he's he's been pretty good for like how like crazy he went you know so I feel like you guys are not even that hardcore right you're doing Red Bulls and cigarettes not too bad no he put the clear yeah I don't know but wouldn't that be crazy if Red Bulls were worse than all like those drug uses of like mly crew and you end up like I mean s good but sounds like a lost seat then they taste so good I don't even do it for the caffeine I you just like the taste love the taste of monst my mom is the same way my mom and sister they drink red blls all the time and like we just like the taste I was like what that's so weird yeah t like it gives me anxiety too I feel like it makes me too energetic to where I get like anxious same I always think I'm going to have a heart attack I I'm like oh my God I'm going to like my heart's going to give out right now if I drink this it's so weird I mean I eat fast food but you know just think like I will never stop like eating F like fast food like so like I have steak in a smoothie Bowl in the morning then at night I'm like so pretty much like I have two meals a day like steak and smoothie in the morning and then at night like I'll like browse what fast food place I want like usually have fast food at least once a night yeah I get like the healthy food like out the way in the morning then you know my late night YouTube and yeah my actual fave we didn't even eat in your guys's car cuz I love chicken nuggets I love spicy nuggets from Wendy's I love chicken fries for Burger King they took remember they took away the spicy nuggets for years but they're back they're there back baby yeah they're so good Wendy's is the best kind of right now they're kind of killing it with everything their little cookies and their frosties frosties a it's so amazing I love it I love that you guys do the fast food I'm I'm such a fast food girly I don't think I could ever get me too like I mean that's like that's I feel like that's just like the fun in anything like you know if you hang out with someone like going to get food is like the best thing to do I think so too when people say zic doesn't make you hungry it makes me scared to get on it cuz I'm like I love eating with people though it' be soir I heard about that like someone thought I I took it oh because probably cuz yeah you like did you lose a bunch no but you were always skinny I was I've been 20 lbs uh more oh I see I have like I'm like a binge eater So like um yeah you're actually a Ben eater right did we talk about this yeah like I like people people feel sad for me like online because like I'm a calorie [ __ ] but if I wasn't a calorie [ __ ] then I would be binging like it's it's pretty much a way to keep myself from not binge eating I do the opposite wait what do you mean so wait what's a calorie [ __ ] first of all this is like the third time I like I like I count I count my calories because like I don't stop eating throughout the day like I eat and I mean you could even askor like it's actually crazy when I'm when I'm at dinner I have at least at least five D Cokes he like keep them coming I can't stop consuming like going to my food sometimes oh my gosh really even today even today I got I today I got um on on my way to pick up Tara I was drinking a monster and then we stopped and I got a Diet Coke and then I went to another business and I got a medium tea and I like I just what you another business what does that mean that's just another place like I went to the Coffee Bean and but the first place is the bagel place cuz we got your uh B by the way I love Hanks it's like my favorite I'm so exit for him God it because like I I like I I love Reddit in the sense that like it has um it there's like a community called like food Los Angeles and they'll tell you like all like what's known as like the best really oh I had to find it I don't go on Reddit I you would you would like it okay I have I got to stop going on Reddit don't go on there that's worse than all those things I just look at my account and it's like okay I can't even I don't even want to click on it to check up on anybody I'm like no it's awful oh I just look at what people say about me I'm like oh this well that's why you have depression get yeah I do that and then I'll look at my name on Twitter and it's like ah this guy now don't do that oh my God that is worse than the Red Bulls and the cigarettes and all of it but D that's true they say they say stress is like the worst thing on your body oh it's great I love it a th% stress but I guess you get enough sleep didn't you say you're like a vampire you wake up at like 5:00 inmore I started waking up at like 8 or 10 now did you say Diet Coke okay so Diet Coke can I tell you I'm pregnant and my doctor is like I'd rather you drink wine or beer than have Diet Coke while pregnant I remember you mentioning that and they cuz love Diet Coke too but they're like it literally will kill like a baby at like any stage show it's like it that happens like what is it doing to your but I love Diet Coke but I tell everybody I'm like especially like when you go to a nice restaurant and they put a lemon in it it's like okay like the bever hills hotel is such ass wait you don't like it it's just like I prefer it why would I want that it's so it burns your throat rather have like Dr Pepper or Cherry Pepsi St pepper is for sure a root beer root beer G wait really yeah like root beer like root Beer's good I you know just like walk out of this podcast right now oh my God you're saying that as if root beer is isn't literally Dr Pepper cin right you're like I'm walking out that would be good yeah just well at the end you can do a storm out be like something it so well they won't if we put at the beginning of the video like go to this point and watch it no soda's the best I love it I love Sprite I love all of it I think it's so good but it's just amazing I love that you guys love it I love your advocates for fast food sing too people like don't eat that I mean like you know fast it's just like if it's like if you give a dog like fast food it's like the only thing they think about for the rest of their [ __ ] life you know wait is that a thing I mean yeah if you give like a dog a dog like human foods I mean like like food is awesome a might get it they just are like obsessed with it then yeah yeah um back to the thirst traps do you guys get do you cuz you're guys they're guys and we were just talking about this the other day on the Hot Topics I was like girls you know they don't want their bodies objectified but do you guys like it or do you feel like it's weird sometimes what the objectification where they're just like okay I saw specifically a tweet I think you replied to it a girl's like your music sucks but you're hot or something like that oh I said this I think a girl said this to you or maybe I I don't know maybe I just saw the Tweet to mus okay all right we're we're only getting better but like do you care that people comment on your body like the piercings you were trending cuz your nipples were piercing do you or you on dropouts they were talking about your like genitals and you were like smiling and everything but I'm like do you care does it make you uncomfortable no no I like I've said it like before I don't care what like anyone says about me like ever like like negative good it doesn't really matter to me I just don't like you know if you know people are hated on like around me like because of me oh right you're but anyone could say anything about me I don't care to be objectified I don't care to be like hated on like I've never I don't care do you like it like if girls are like oh wow yes daddy um I think that's fun I think it just depends on the scenario cuz like for the most part like I think it's cool and it's a compliment it's nice but um you know sometimes people go past a point where it becomes a little weird like funny like they'll say some crazy [ __ ] to me I just laugh about it you always laugh well I guess you never had someone come to your house that said any of this stuff right no I mean like I I just don't have any sensitivity to it I guess it doesn't bother me though like at all like when viewers do it like they'll say some crazy [ __ ] really what's the craziest thing you've heard all I think I was on Twitch the other day and I don't even know if I could say this you can say it we can it was somebody like saying like I don't know like um something about being inside me or something they wanted to like be inside me whatever my God it's just the weirdest part is when like I was on Tik Tok live the other day just like chatting about like you know some people's like having problems with me or whatever because I think about everything and I was like being serious and stuff and then people were like saying like you know being like Oh I want to do this to you and [ __ ] like that and it's like all right you can say [ __ ] like that whatever but like when I'm like having a serious talk it's a little like weird that's what I wonder so like when you're trying to be like vulnerable and real someone just that's the only time that it like kind of bothers me like if I was playing like a show like I remember one time I was on tour and this girl um I was like going through my breakup too and like this girl was like instantly like saying that she wanted to like me or some [ __ ] and I was just really pissed off about it because I was like why why would you say that to someone like right away especially when I'm like playing music and stuff you're still like heal that's interesting I always wonder that about musicians cuz you know obviously the M crew guys love it but then the Gerard ways who are like married with a baby are they just like annoyed by it you what I mean I think it's just I mean I don't always like hate it's just like the it just just how it's delivered in like everything also it's just like I don't know some people are just really aggressive especially in person when it's like that that's kind of weird if it's in person it's weird but I don't care what the hell anyone says on like there was this one time I was at the mall um and it's like obviously it didn't matter but like this like 12-year-old came up to me and they're like get back with Tara it's like dude like you know person in real life in person like through my face and I'm like we're cool and then like I like I I get but I I mean like I mean they don't know how they don't know how I am like you know in real life like just walking around that's kind of like a boundary Crosser yeah what if you're with someone like not even dating but what if you're just with someone and you're just like um it's not that it offended me I was just like I just kind of felt like you know it's like you don't you don't do that to people and that happened in like a mall or something like that yeah it was weird I thought it was weird I thought I thought like my boundaries were crossed no for sure this guy at Chick-fil-A always harasses me he's always like where's David drick I'm always just like what like it's like 10 years ago they really need to tap in again wow it's been a minute he always does it too and it's always on camera cuz I'm filming my mukbangs I'm just like you're so weird he always that's some people are soing weird yeah like that kind of stuff I always think is a little odd I'm always like it's a little invas like it's just like dude why can't you just be chill act cool it's like easy just to be normal like well I mean for some people but I mean like but to say stuff like that to strangers just strangers relationships and stuff exactly in that sense you know it's like people people are just HS yeah for the most part though it doesn't really bother me um it's it's weird though cuz my viewers will like try to defend me from people that say that stuff too so then it becomes this argument of people being like like somebody called me like pretty or something like my viewers were getting mad about that they're like oh that makes someone uncomfortable I'm like that's fine like that's not bad at all and and then it becomes like this whole bickering thing though of like I hate that yeah yeah yeah we're at this point like I feel like in our fan base where where if someone like says like compliment us or says something um or like analyzes us someone in the comment will be like you [ __ ] piece of [ __ ] you so hard it's like yeah yeah but it's almost like sometimes I just feel like it's just their way to like be mean to someone like oh you don't think it's out of like love for you guys maybe a little yeah in a in a way like you know it's it's nice to stick up for us I totally get it but sometimes it just feels like they're just like I don't know it's not that Prett I don't care what say people like you know okay let's say on Tik Tok you know um there'll be a a video of me and Tara and someone will comment down below and you know say something like oh they're going to get back together one day and it's like it's fine to like analyze Us in that way but someone will like reply and be like they're just fing friends it's like well I don't care like like I don't care like how people analyze Us in any way she I'm sure yeah you don't care either so it's like you don't have to like stick up for us there it's like you know I feel like it's kind of just a way to attack someone like it's it's nice though yeah yeah we signed up for this so it's leave the comments I saw the one of her photo and you're like I fumbled and I now everyone analyzes that they're like he wants her back I've seen ones where it's like oh this is them at the same night he was here's Jake with this person here's Tara here they're like trying to like like figure out like the timeline of like the breakup and who's with who and stuff like that yeah I don't care wild it it doesn't like I don't care to be like analyzed you don't care if they investigate no I don't care as long as they're not mean to anyone you know that's they could be mean to me I don't care if someone's mean to me but if you're me mean to someone else like and it's like due to me then that like makes me feel bad do you say something ever do you ever talk to your fanss directly and be like guys don't be mean to each other he I will if I have to I feel like I feel like you've done it a little bit but but not but you more so cuz you're on Twitch you're interacting more yeah I sometimes I just and I just like if something's on my mind I usually just bring it up publicly that's good you like to get it out there yeah but sometimes it like maybe makes it worse or something I feel like cuz then people are like oh it's getting a reaction or something I know it's you're it's a catch 22 it's hard because like the more the more people watch us the more kind of feels like it's it's starting to split in two different sides it almost makes me feel like I need to pull back sometimes my actual feelings from the internet why cuz it feels like when I actually bring up stuff that's like mean towards me or whatever like it it encourages some of those people to go harder with it feel like I don't want I don't ever want the people that watch us to just like be at war with each other cuz sometimes they are like I want I want it to be just like a big like you know family like where everyone's enjoying it like it happen but like you know like like I was saying saying earlier like with the uh you know when people like would analyze me and T you know people just it's like they're all fighting about it it's like just just watch and enjoy sitting here laughing right It's Entertainment it does become sort of entertaining at that point too the coms are the best part I feel like yeah yeah yeah I feel like it's kind of just the idea of like I mean maybe some people could see me and Tara like doing shopping spree videos like as you know ex's like maybe like a scandalous thing so then it brings that scandalous energy in the section so then they're like well it's it's X for a reason or like you know they have their opinions about you guys or whatever yeah yeah but I would like I would prefer like everyone just to enjoyed together like people can like for me personally people could like analyze people could say whatever they want as long as like no one's like a turd to each other you know you should get that trademark you put on merch turd a turd fat turd don't be a turd is cute no there's two you know there's two types of people in this world okay they're certified chillers okay and then there's turs did you just make this up I feel like he's been saying this actually phos but this is yours this is your original it's not like playing on the internet no no I say it all the time certified chillers and what's the other one fat turds no no I just said turds I just said turds you said fat turd earlier yeah you did yeah yeah that's if they're really very tury very turty which one are you guys I'd like to think I'm a certified Shiller you got a little bit of turd in you sometimes I could be turd wait what what is you got a turtle head how would you define it that's cute I like that little turtle head oh my dude I like that that means when you're you're holding in your boob no that me Turtle no that means I think that's when it's like peeking out of your ass yeah it's called Turtle that's why I was reacting in that way he's gross you had a no he's gross oh I'm also also I don't want to like be a turtle head in general I want a turtle poop makes me literally want to vomit whenever anyone mentions poop I want to like actually oh I didn't even bring it up I don't know what we're talking about anymore you hate being around me wait really are talk about poop Ione talk about poop she's a little T talks about poop everyone's a pooper I just talk about poop all the time I think more people should talk about it CU it's natural bodun she's an IBS everyone oh your IBS I think so diar every day oh wow I was so nervous to me you had diarrhea before this oh interesting so you get a nervous diarrhea well you know you should normalize that especially pretty girls having diarrhea people will be like thank you so we all have stand we have a platform your IBS diarrhea your depression anxiety dad dead and you're the autism yeah you know I think that's cute I think we all have a plor I'm like very mentally out we've been to mental hospital I like you know I think it's cute that's say like okay we're totally vibing right now we're totally you guys look good in the pink too I like it it's very the contrast is really cute I was wanting to wear pink but I don't have any you don't have any pink no oh I feel like that's very you thing to wear pink cuz it's very like you know F but you're the mask boy wearing pink I don't know I I all my clothes are red and black I just I love those I mean that's very MCR oh yeah true they're all red and black you know I love the color red it's just like I feel like it's just you know sexy it's sexy it's like red lipsticks oh also yeah like danger you know roses stop signs blood ambulances it means danger and like in like sexy like it's just a very bold color too late man you should do like there used to be a challenge video back in the day where it's like eating only red food for like 24 hours oh we did stuff like that you did you those before before um everything changed like dramatically we're kind of just like testing and we kind of did a little bit of a Mr Beast F but it's like you know what you were giving away money or what were you doing no no we doing like just like the the the what's up you guys I'm like very very fastpaced you know like words on the screen thank God I would to see those I haven't seen those they're all right they're all right they were still pretty good but I was miserable making it yeah no why just it wasn't your Vibe you like uh it's not we make right now what we genuinely want to make we're trying to find it works but I I thought you know I realized that like ra there's so many people that like you know will copy people like Mr Beast but it's like why would you ever want to be like there's always like that better person at it like Mr Beast he could not go into the store and do what we do you know oh for sure no way exactly so I got to do something that someone else like can't do you know who's getting more views you or Mr Beast definitely Mr Beast I know what he gets for views oh my God he probably gets like 100 million views in a day actually yeah yeah oh some he's buying those for sure then right no he's just so there's no way I he's actually that famous I think so I went to his videos cuz there was I have a whole Mr Beast like Theory I won't get into it but I I have a whole theory about him but I went and his comments the first 20 minutes are all different languages like multiple languages yeah because because like he has a a broad audience no no no there's like this there's a this uh feature on YouTube where one video you could change the language and they already have it like all um switched like you could like go to Spanish and like it's already pre-made Spanish like you go through the options it's like this was like different lettering different characters of different languages you saw it with me it was like different like it was different it looked almost like you bought like a farm you know like India has like Farms where they like comment things for you on your like Facebook or whatever it looked like that just from like different countries and all like different like I think it was I have I don't think it's real Mr Beast we're on to I am I know I didn't get me canceled but I think it's probably real no they all yeah they all yeah I think it's real he's got chocolate in like 7-Eleven in Walmart I think but have you tasted that chocolate yeah it's fine it's chocolate good Lee said it and I'm not it's not unpopular only thing I will say that's honest is I didn't really care for Mr Beast Berger but you Mr Beast Berger was butt [ __ ] yeah it was a ghost kitchen but even he knew that he that he stopped it because he said the quality was so bad so it's a little scammy I mean I know you're not trying to get canceled you guys love Mr Beast I'm I'm still yeah we are yeah if I saw Mr Beast in prison I would flip I would actually I would have him on the podcast I'd like yeah come podcast yeah no up that but he seems like a nice guy I would love if he gave me money oh really okay just like handing would you go on a challenge would you go on a Mis be challenge yeah probably the Chapstick challenge with M what what is that oh tasting the flavors chck challeng guys we will be doing the Chapstick challenge with have you guys done chapstick challenge I did it like back in the day with who with my ex okay so not together mm no should we no I'm just kidding but I don't think that's bad because that's I think a lot of people did it I want to say like guys did it with guys girls did it with girls I think I did it with Ricky Dy do you remember him yeah o it was a random video it was really a long time ago but oh God o where are those boys I'm friends with um ke and JC oh yeah cuz you did reality house I didn't know them at all I didn't know yeah they're very sweet they're very cool they're like dads now right and they have babies and the other one's married or something like that he's uh fiance yeah isn't that crazy they seem like boys to me and I'm like wow it's amazing that they're having like babies that's they're like my friend I'm like they're such a different part of life than me like right yeah you know how old are they older than you little bit they're like what I think they were like 45 or something I think he's like was JC like uh they're like I think they're around they're around they're around 30 31 and 32 someone said that that Aya is that her name Aya was like 32 I like oh she's a young mom she's like 20 and they're like she's like 32 I was like what she looks so young that's crazy wow they were youthful that's for sure are we going to be dads no why don't we day imagine like us as two straight dudes and we just have like isn't there a TV show on that two straight dudes yeah like that yeah is that what that is I think so yeah they had I don't know what you're even talking about yeah Charlie Sheen and John CER you remember but I don't even know what he's talking about I don't know maybe that's what saying what if we were like two straight dads for one like you know we like adopt the kid no realiz s miserable there was than what was the one with three hot guys do you remember there's one with like three hot guys and then one day the the girl comes like you're a dad and just left the baby on the doorstep and they're like three like it's like Taj Mari and like these two other really hot guys and they all have to raise his baby together you haven't seen that one no idea what the hell that is is that one do you remember the name oh it was so anyways it's on Hulu that's the scenario I was talking about you guys should do like a scripted show like that like sounds a lot of work I'm tired I liked watching you babysit that day I saw you and T doing it oh my God that was so cute you were actually so good actually you like buckled them in like you knew what to do I feel like I'd be a good dad I feel like I would be but I just don't have that responsibility yeah like 15 years I think people are becoming parents like 30 40 yeah yes yeah I don't know it's like right now I can't really barely take care of myself MH I feel you on that that's smart and you're responsible I think that's a good thing for sure like I tell myself I'm going to quit like energy drinks and cigarettes every single day if I was like having a cat I that would be the moment where I would wait really it would click in for you yeah oh my gosh say what a cool era and I wonder if you guys would still dress like this as dads or would you be Dad I'm yeah I'm going to look like one of those dudes at the [ __ ] Rainbow Room rainbow uh no no no no it's not Rainbow Room Roxy it's called Uh the Rainbow Bar and real people do they change it I they mix it up with like they get it mixed up with burgundy room yeah same idea oh yeah yeah yeah I always thought that too rain is it still round yeah yeah there's like there's like uh like 60 70y old dudes like with my exact hair yeah this dud came up like Nirvana Run music oh yeah like there's like grumpy old rocker dudes I love that really I love it do you love getting hit on by old men I love getting h on by anyone May same are you I love getting hit on by old mom do you yeah I saying earlier like they're like moms love us that is funny I I wish like girls my age love but it's just moms like that talk to me like I wonder what that phenomenon is I guess they're just like living at their youth again they're like oh these young boys or something like that I hope I'm never that old lady that's like creepy with you know like JLo with her dancers it's like I don't know it's just like a lot I get it you look good but I don't ashon Kutcher with Demi more remember that era I was just like that's a lot you know if you're the same age as like your kids it's kind of weird yeah I didn't get that have you ever dated anyone older than you no never dated mom I only dated one person so really just got one girl yeah I mean I've talked to girls but I've never like built a relationship with them so it just kind of like falls through I would though you know it like it just doesn't happen really interesting okay the dynamic is interesting the older woman younger I don't know it's kind of it's a little different I feel if yeah if they're hot yeah it's like okay it's a thing um do you want to date anyone uh yeah you want you like being in a relationship yeah I think so you're not looking for it right now you just got out of one day yeah I'm trying to I'm intimidated by it though but yeah it sounds cool but it seemed like your last one was cute you guys went Target shopping together and stuff like that original Jake and Johnny yeah oh yeah you guys did I replaced her that's cute so you miss someone doing that stuff with well I gu I don't even know I would just yeah I would just I I wouldn't try to make content with them like that I would just kind of be living I just want a actual relationship that's a real one because like you know everything we're doing online is working we don't like you know I feel like you don't need to mess up the chemistry and like like where we are are at right now like I don't want it to be like a weird like power Dynamic that's true true like messes things up yeah exactly you got the girl Vibes with Tara so if you need a girl in your video just throw her in she's always down I mean if we if I ever like dated someone like I mean occasionally like they can maybe be in a video or whatever but it's like I'm not going to try to do it you never know like I don't know you never know you can't you don't really like choose like I feel like when you just happens like yeah it just happens what about Valentine's Day plans what plans you guys aren't going to do anything cute subject Trisha wait why is it are not going to do anything cute for each other or just for yourselves or wait why like they have Valentine's days for girls yeah oh out I said are we hanging out T said that it's Gilbert Gilbert time's day that's what I saw someone tweet about we all just hang out do anything we just like hang out are you not seeing anyone either you're not doing anything for Valentine's Day no plans currently no you never know it's coming around it's next Wednesday I haven't got yet okay I know there's a thing now where you have to ask someone to be there Valentine my letter was lost just it probably will be your s you'll get so many people on Tik Tok being like be my Valentine yeah I'll just ignore it and you guys think you'll do like any cont well I guess you did your content already the tasting Valentine's Day treats and stuff yeah I have like two I did like two videos for it still okay I I did two too many I think he did so many Valentine's Day videos I like dude I love that it's my favorite time year just like love everywhere and red red is the color of the season so yeah yeah and the Chinese New Year's red that's coming February 10th so you guys have a lot of red celebrate with yeah ghost what was that what was it what did you just do a little burp yeah okay sorry I honestly didn't see it coming that's embarrassing what about doing like a Val it's not embarrassing okay I don't care you're you're not you're making me feel embarrassed when you say things like that it's very guy it's very guy coded yeah like natural as you would say Natural Gas you straight guys G burp gas for sure do you mind if girls burp in front of you no no you fart in Bur in Fr T you don't fart I have oh but not like a lot you don't just do it on each other or anything like that time you do do you guys fart in front of each other I don't fart really like I fart oh I love that for you so baby girl of him you know he's If he if he ever does it's a toot it should be more I wish more guys were like that I wish more girls and guys were like that like people just fart so casually we never fart in front of each other he fart in front of me one time it happened on accident and I wanted I was like I wanted to puke I was like that's I can't talk to you I can't even look at you for like a week like yeah I was like imagine being hang out with Jake oh do you fart I couldn't God guys stop I'm not kid three times just sitting here wait really well you're quiet no I did not I would not do that I respect your space Trisha he going to do it get in the car I not do it not smelly oh okay I thought well I first of all it's natural I'm not going to be I'm not going to hate you I don't know you like that but if you were my if it was a little long it would be kind of disrespectful it's like oh my God and everyone was just quiet for like 5 Seconds part you would know because his Parts make noise ew you don't even try to hold it in squeeze it in guys next I know I might actually throw up this is crazy this is crazy Disneyland right what happened at Disneyland oh I don't know I was trying to subject change from he's a good guy he's a good guy Wow have you guys ever been to Disneyland looking like you duck looking like I a duck look looking like you look I haven't yet I haven't yet or a duck uh kind I've looked like this for a while so and you've gone to Disneyland yeah yeah but things are ever since things have been different I wonder what it would be like cuz like I it's so annoying because like I used to go out like you know in my Birkin stocks and like my pajama pants and now you know like my dogs are out you know like my toes out and my birk socks and like I'll go somewhere like 7-Eleven and like I'll like take like two pictures of people yeah and it's like very very like casual like places that like you know maybe like a year ago I'd go and I would never have anyone come to me now one's like oh my God I have to like start wearing jeans when I walk outside wa really you change how you dress you don't go out and flipflops anymore well I just I just instacart now I don't even grocery shop anymore how often like if you got recognized you go out in public how often are you getting recognized like where every time you go out like no I'm saying like Ralphs like I'd say like two PE I like notice and like I'd say at least two people like no notice man so you like can't go out anymore without being recognized I would say it's really weird like Tara like was telling me the other day she went to the nail salon and like they piur well cuz you think about all those views right now only you're getting 2 million on YouTube which is a lot but then all the ones on Tik Tok like 10 million people are watching One Tik Tok like of course they're going to like recognize you it's weird is it weird for you well it's just like it's cool but it's like crazy that it's happening so it's super cool I like it a lot I appreciate it a lot you do so you always take a picture with someone of course yeah yeah yeah of course unless like you know I'm like walking through a crowd what happened the other like the other day we were walking through a crowd but we had to go so like we can't like you know we had we also didn't want to take away from the show that was being performed wait where were you guys what show were you at barely human yeah this artist on like they're super cool were you guys like VIP were you guys like yeah we're in the Green Room in the green room but people still came up to you well we like went through the crowd and stuff you went through General Mission yeah yeah wow I don't think I I don't think I would be just in general I'd be scared to do that like my cple R I didn't go cuz I I asked you guys are going on Zack saying I asked Zack I was like um do you have a like way for me to get in the Forum without like going through the general Mission and then he told me too late he's like yeah you can go through it but I'd just be scared just in general also just of my C romance fans I'd be scared I wouldn't want to like go through General Mission with them you know what I mean scared they probably look like me really yeah do you go VIP through that the hair styles oh oh my God we went to a hairry Styles concert like ages ago and we got freaking mob cuz I'm such a big hairry Styles fan and I think my I couldn't imagine you at like a My Chemical Romance concert oh right I know I I was thinking about I wonder if people know that though like I wonder if people know I'm like a m they usually hate me really I know everything about you wait really ion even even if someone like never looked into you in like their life they I feel like people will still know you oh my gosh thank you so much you're that iconic you know I feel like I've just been around for so long I think when you're around for like 17 years it's just like you're not going to go anywhere people have to know you at some point you know what I mean and just doing all those little things like even like reality house even though it's like so like little or whatever it's just like certain people know you from that so like the keen and JC fans they'll be like oh I love audience yeah yeah so I try and just go around and I think that's what are you do you guys ever think you'll do that like expand your collaborations more to people that aren't your demographic yeah I mean as long as like I so we always talk about how just because someone has followers doesn't mean that we really want to collab with them it's like the idea of like we want there to be chemistry like good chemistry we want like it to be enjoyable so it's like even if someone like was popping and we feel like it wouldn't really work out we probably won't film with that really who's like your dream collab oh my God R and Link really that' be sick Good Mythical Morning what um I mean they're like literally older than hit me up please wait what is that I watch them every morning is that the one where they eat food the last meals they're awesome it's like the older version of us yeah yeah it's awesome oh I could actually see that um I think like I don't know smos would be cool I like them so wait what are they still what yeah they got back together the original spash or the new character yeah they're doing smash videos are they doing skits what are they doing they're doing like skits and everything now so I think that'd be cool to be in oh my God what that's aming it's pretty interesting that uh our Dream collabs are literally the same dynamic as what like we have that is weird that's it's like the duo it's like what we like to watch we're like do yet so that makes sense you guys like the new and you're the hip younger versions people call us the new T Phil oh yeah yeah we do get that yeah I could see that where are they at they kind of disappeared they're doing stuff again they started again so is one of them come out they both came out or what I think they both did my God but that's why they said they're like they're like we're waiting for them oh yeah it was a very in I would like like people like I I'm very open about my sexuality you know I'm like which is I'm straight okay you identify if I was gay like I would I would suck dick like it's mying job you know I would you crush that [ __ ] I would crush that [ __ ] no like like but I'm you know I'm straight and like if I was gay like I would let the world know like right away because I'm I'm very with myself yeah for sure it's like very it's also very trendy to be gay right now I always think it's like very cool you know what I mean like I like oh you never tried it you never were like let's see maybe curiosity I just know I think I think you just know for the most part or you I mean I don't know everyone's journey is different so I've never felt like confused about my like I've feel like I've always like known myself in a sense like wow like always like I've never like done like you know went on a journey to find myself like I just feel like I've always like known does it feel weird to have to clarify your sexuality to be like yeah I'm straight like to have to like come out of straight almost no I don't care like people could like you know they'll say like silly things and like you know but it doesn't if you're if you're comfortable with yourself it doesn't matter you don't care I don't care if people think I'm gay I don't care if people think I'm by yeah like I don't give a rat like rat's dick you know like I don't care you know whatever you want to think about people can assume whatever like isn't it funny how people still like question people's sexuality or care that much it's like why do people even care it's just like they like it really only matters mostly for you know how people you know talk to you and like the Curiosity that's true like people are very interested in the our life like what we don't show like they're like who are they talking to like what do they do when they wake up like what are they doing off camera like are they gay you guys should do okay you should do a day in the life like that like from morning to night what you do like your routine was interesting your morning routine and then your morning routine would be like so interesting what's yours like are you I would call an afternoon routine he at 10: a.m. he's getting earlier I've been waking up at like 8 now yeah cuz cuz of my [ __ ] blender I'm sureit no I have like busy been busy but um what do you do now at 8:00 in the morning I don't know you wake up in what I yeah right sit on my phone for about an hour okay so you're okay so you do do that before anything you're Tik toing you do do I don't remember what I do you what I don't really know what I do you don't know what you do this morning like what did you do this morning I think I went back to bed did do that yeah today I was a little tired how when you guys like not tomorrow you said you're going to go to Zach say like how what's your day like for that how do you prepare for like a big interview like that like this is whatever you're at my house it's close by but like his is like Amazon it's like a bougie Studio it's in like Culver City like it's it's security it's like 12 security to get through this think the Green Room will have your name and M&M's and just like a whole basket of food crazy but you guys how do you prepare for it same thing smooth smoothie Bowl steak Steakout you're supposed to prepare for your dress and then leave well how do you guys how long does it take you to get dressed your hair your like 15 minutes my butler dresses me no I'm just kidding your makeup you have makeup so that's a bigger process I just probably like 40 minutes to do everything wow that's I just spray my hair with hairspray and go ready you a mullet this is like bringing back yeah like I mean I go get like a haircut like a the person who cuts my hair like kind of like specializes in it but like well yeah people are like like how does he get his hair like he uses this probably like dude like don't even I don't use anything really shampoo they speculate about everything about and I just like you know do this in the morning with a little hairspray and I will go about my day it's amazing it's cool hair like from what I knew in 2019 the bleach blonde short this is like such a Vibe I was just always like you know I feel like I was always afraid like I don't know what happened there was a turning point where I just like really stopped giving a [ __ ] but like I guess I was kind of like really detaching from that the Kansas idea of like being scared of like stepping out of my boundaries I mean stepping out of your comfort zone my comfort zone yeah so I I I've always thought about making my hair long I never did I always thought about getting blast and Tattoos like I would I would my first one was like behind my arm because I was like just scared of the commitment like I just always I always like had like a fear of um doing like being what I want because like in Kansas they was so judgmental to me that like I tried it at one point and then I was like no I need to be like them it's like trauma almost like it's your own PTSD it's just like I'm scared to be different Kansas is wild too how how big was your town um about 1,200 people oh okay you were a small town too yeah my middle school like like 25 people in my class wow it's crazy yeah oh my God and you came out how old were you when you came to La I was 19 but like I wanted to move when I was 13 yeah just you know but it just was imp possible yeah I tried everything to get out at 13 too I never been back to Illinois after since my high school graduation never been back I was like eh it's awful yeah it's corn it's Farm yeah it's nothing exciting um okay so if we were all in a band together what would our band name be called canceled copyright tan Brook oh [ __ ] canceled podcast cancel the band um a great name that one's a good one yeah can't take that one apparently my bad uh and you guys aren't canceled you're unpr problematic we'd be like the girly pops or something em I actually love that that's it pops what kind of music are we are we doing well [ __ ] uh are we doing sco grunge Pop I could see I could see some like like emo Club Vibes you know what's emo Club just something like b b b but it's also emo o can you do a lyric to that beat I mean technically te I on the spot uh you can't just come up with a lyric come on Johnny all right uh well there's no beat anymore I'm not saying it was so good the vibe was there there's no VI I don't even know what the subject would be yeah we'd have to think of like a subject be like I don't know I guess your music how would you describe it your guys wait so it's your song together so you have a song ecstasy coming out February 12th which I just saw on your ex I was like this is very exciting okay so it's a it's a du it's a Duo you're Duo together in this singing Duo yeah um no one's a lead singer in this I'm versus I'm versus and he's the chorus you're the bridge too I'm like yeah I'm more so a Fe on this one it's for his like upcoming like project okay wait so is is it part of something bigger cuz there was like another name on it is it part of yeah it's it's like just a little EP that I'm I'm putting what and it's coming out February 12th the whole EP or just the song no just that song yeah and you guys did you guys do a music video for it uh uh we're planning on it that'll be like later oh my God can I ask what the budget's going to be no probably like I don't know no idea with our friend not at all not nearly as much we're working on with on with our friend Nas she's going to put it all together oh my God and what's the do you have a concept or anything no I like I told her I was like my brain lately has been mushy can you just like yeah cuz lately like lately I feel like we've had like mashed potato brins wait why do you think that cuz I feel like now more than ever you guys have been in a high like creative L because like well yeah yeah we like work really hard like we don't really take breaks but like it's at that point where can't take everything on yeah can't take everything on can't commit like I like going to like Target like feels like a lot of time out of my day that I could be like working so like but isn't that work cuz you guys go to Target and film it yeah to film it but like groceries like groceries like now I literally like get it delivered so I could keep editing like now now I feel like each hour in the day like matters right so like I can't like spend pretty much um time doing thing you know doing other things but with music like this is like a this is your passion right yeah yeah but like the music video director like usually is the one that come up with with ideas so I like I used to like want to go out of my way and kind of like you know take a take a little bit of um creative control yeah creative control but you know I don't have the time for that anymore and like I'm sure whatever they come up with is going to be great so like I don't need to insert myself have you done a music video I've seen yours and yours are like so good youve done music videos yeah SOLO yeah mhm okay and did you write your own music then yeah oh my God I didn't know that about you cuz you were so good like our Tik toks I mean you kind of are like the star of the Tik toks the way like performed at the camera I was like oh you're really good at it but you said you didn't perform live so I was just like how do you do you like practice in the mirror did you practice as a kid like just behind being behind I have the most confidence behind the screen wow that's amazing especially when someone's like filming and stuff like that I get really self-conscious especially being in other people's Tik toks I'm like oh my God like looks so dumb but you like go for it yeah he does go for it yeah I go for that sh I love it but you have your Vibe too I feel like your Vibe is very just it's very different that's why I'm interested to hear the song I wish I could hear I wish you would have given me sneak peek we have one out right now too and that one that one was really that one's like old it's all right no it's good I still like I don't care for it PMS PMS no K like w you're really in touch with the feminine I don't I don't care about my music like after a month of dropping it like I I feel like I feel like I only am getting like better at it so like I'll look back at like something I would never make now and just be like wait really yeah I don't identify with like anything I make like so you could sell your and have no problem you're like it doesn't matter to me it's no effect it's like babies to some people it's like that's my child like I'd rather delete it than sell it uh but like uh uh no I'm like starting I'm I'm starting to like my last few songs are like songs that like I think I'll always like so I'm like getting to a place where like I'm comfortable like with my music but like you know a lot of my older stuff like you know you have to start somewhere right of course so I don't care for it the evolution of it would do you rate this song I like it a lot it's cool you think it's like a top 10 top one your favorite um I'd say top five yeah top five wow I that's a fair place to put it I'm so excited and you announc did you announce it today is that first day and are people like hyped for it yeah yeah people have been wanting this one for a minute what's it about is it about ecstasy uh it's about like the feeling yeah the feeling of ecstasy just hot yeah wait hot girls or the feeling of ecstasy hot metap feel like the feeling of ecstasy got it and what does it feel like to you describe that what ecstasy or hot girls I've never done it but like I can imagine so okay all right you just what it's what you think it would feel like I've done acid in mushrooms I guess clest all the same kind of right I mean just like the idea of like you know if you like someone like just like feeling high off it yeah you feeling you feel high off high off I mean like I been crushing on someone I feel like feels like a high crushing is the best I kind of miss the stages of like crushing on someone yeah it it's fun the beginning stages of it all yeah that's cool have you done ecstasy no no okay I don't think there's anything yeah we'll do it one day I've only done like mushrooms and stuff like that I feel like they're all the same I'm not a hall just expert but I always think they're the same I know people give me stuff and like I don't know if this is acid ecstasy LSD I don't know what it is yeah they all Hallens I would say are all pretty much the same it's like saying vodka is different than whiskey to be honest It's Kind the same right yeah same family kind same family cuz it takes you in a different like Dimension cuz you said you did shrooms is that what you said shrooms so like it takes you into like another like parallel the universe which is cool like animals will talk to you guys have animals no not currently oh like I had a dog like talk to me he knew like my passcode and stuff like that it was crazy yeah and I was like how did he even know my passort I never even gave it to him you know what I mean that's what always trips me out but he knew cuz I couldn't remember it was wild that's pretty dope yeah I always like doing that but now I can't do it anymore cuz I'm mom but you know but in this room it would be cool you know right especially mushrooms cuz like everything gets like brighter and sck how Wiggly yeah but it turns me turns me into a baby that's why I like them they're like yeah I feel like I feel like a kid on a playground really yeah yeah I just feel so like giddy they're but they're legal right what mushrooms I don't um maybe they're decriminalized I don't know I think they are are they legal you know yeah they're legal yeah yeah yeah sure yeah or Colorado I don't know anyways and there's like micro doing I think there I think it is I really think it is I think you get like dispensaries or something you can yeah yeah but I don't think it's uh the same level it's yeah I don't think it's like you know I think they're doing it lowkey but I just think that they're not really you know I feel like cops probably are going to be like whatever they're mushrooms right right can't much like oh my God I don't endorse any drugs I'm not a drug person or alcohol person anymore but that's awesome you know what I it's more just I don't like the taste or I'm also pregnant so I can't really do anything of course very understandable um what is the thing that would surprise people the most about you I don't know is that your tummy yeah my tummy is drawing oh no are you guys going to do a mukbang after this where you guys going maybe I'm pregnant too yeah would be crazy the thing that would surprise people I mean usually so open uh I don't have my license yet so that's pretty that's not surprising though when we all know that [ __ ] first of all surprised me you surprises like people I'm blonde that surprises people that's a big surprise for him I've only had one girlfriend that surprises people well maybe not um that's good though I have a dead D no that doesn't surprise me but that surpris me too you see those are all surprising things I would know about you yeah I think everything's already kind of out there though but I mean you know I think that I think that what surprises people about me is that like I'm a lot quieter and more reserved in person than in my videos wait really yeah yeah yeah like if I if I'm at a party like I'm just like chilling you won't go up to somebody and just start talking no you're not life of the party I got to be drunk no I'm not the life of I'm not loud I'm not like hey guys look at me you know like I'm just very reserved like hands in my pockets oh wow how I am in my videos like I love being like that and it is natural it's not like I'm slapping my face to get into it like that's how I am am when I'm like I'm very comfortable with people I'm a silly goose but like if I'm like in a public you know around like strangers I'm very monotone I wouldn't think that yeah I would not think that about you because even when we first met I'm a really awward person people think I'm like they're like dude this like they think that I'm like having a bad time or something no but I thought you were having a I was like wow they're really outgoing like I left like drained because I was like oh my God they're so outgoing I couldn't keep up you know cuz you guys have a lot of energy you talk I like all stuff I'm like I can't keep up with that I like I feel like well I felt like very comfortable like right off the batz cuz I feel like you're very like um outgoing and like you know talkative and like make you're good at making people feel comfortable really I I feel like I'm super awkward especially just with like young people in general I feel like anytime I hang out with someone like 25 like I don't know I literally feel like a mom everyone said in the video too they're like this is like an aunt or something is that Tik Tok that went viral you saw that one yeah I think you reposted it and it's like this is like anti Vibes be like how's your piercings just like trying to be cool yeah um but like like just in like you know if I'm like at a bar or something I'm fairly I'm fairly quiet that's interesting that's so yeah I guess that would be something surprising um what is something like where do you guys see yourself if you weren't doing YouTube um I really liked working at Jimmy John's you did yeah do you still go there I like I love the number three the total tuna oh you are you saying you'd still be working at Jimmy John's yeah yeah that's a Vibe did you see that girl go viral at Tik Tok cuz the Jimmy John she refused to make the sandwich of the person that harassed her she basically did you see that one what you're on Tik Tok all the time how did you guys see I know sorry I missed one our Tik Tok are only our own videos yeah you repost a lot of them so I don't just see now all I see are you guys on my fyp I'm like all right it's everywhere sorry about that you know what is your fyp look like me US yeah really yeah it's really just you guys yeah yeah cuz it's like a part like Tik Tok scrolling it's like a for me it's like a part of the job like you know I like to uh stay super connected to the people that like make videos of us so you know I like share them all yeah we'll share them and comment stuff like that well I've never seen a fandom like you guys for real I've been in a lot of fandoms In My Time shout out to our fandom they brought they and they're super nice I feel like most of the guy fandoms I get into they like hate me or something like that and some of them did but I think most of them were pretty nice I was like they're pretty cool you know yeah yeah they could have their moments like where they kind of like you know go at war with each other but I feel like they're for the most part yeah they mean well and I think they're they're they're really nice I like it be kind to each other what are your fandoms name thanful very thankful for them I love that I think gratitude goes such a farom name yeah fandom what do you guys call them I I still say like thug pugs I used to say that when I was a kid I know I used to say that when I was like 13 a pug like a dog yeah like the dog with the squish face oh no I don't know if I like really like say it anymore but I say it at the end of my video how you say what's your sign off oh God like hey my little Thug pug watch like stay happy not crappy Les [ __ ] don't quit peace out Thug pugs oh my wow yeah it actually a George Washington quote Yeah I was saying that well since I was like 13 or 14 on the videos W do you still do it yeah usually I don't know why probably should stop huh that's iconic no I miss outros like Jer stuff always had Rock the outro I was I was telling her no like an outro like an outro slide yeah cuz those like went out of style but like she still rocks hers I love that I love keeping old school YouTube alive oh my God you're so good you're so good on podcast too cuz I see you on the Dropout one and I'm always like oh my God so you guys really need to have I mean that's ultimately I think where you guys should go cuz one of your great talkers which I never would think ever you know what I mean cuz you know there's traps are usually just you know looking hot or whatever like that so I was just like w i to make it of us then I mean yeah and you guys would have such a cool Vibe you could have a red set you could just you it would be so cool yeah I feel like the dynamic between like Tara Johnny and I are like you know I feel like we're all likee but all so different I feel like it' be a cool uh oh and people love this this is the time to do it because everyone's obsessed with all of you guys right now it's like the place you guys are the group you the get to noce and figure out that we actually suck no everyone loves you and I've never seen a grou like I've never seen this in like so long probably like vlog squad or like back in the day Shane's group and stuff like that but you haven't seen that in so long or H I guess was a minute I yeah that was I didn't watch that one to be honest I don't know I feel like like Tik tokers like they like got popular super fast and then like the next day it's like who isn't that crazy it's because like they don't get to know their personality right you know it's all like sounds it's like you know you can think someone's like really hot and then like it just depends on like I mean some of them like definitely made careers like afterwards and stuff true true true but what about the one you kind of look like him remember he was so big what was his name he dated Charlie you know oh little huie little Hy is he still around oh he's doing his thing is he doing music yeah he's dropping like a new song soon is he po like is he still pop Alex Warren's pretty popular like those people are's going like hard yeah I mean the people that like went off to do something else other than Tik Tok I think those people like stuck around but the people that only did Tik Tok like you know I feel maintain yeah yeah I feel like you got to like you got to like break out of that and show people your personality like YouTube I feel like you know we we love doing YouTube because it's it's just like they get to know us and like they feel like connected to us oh yeah you're talking and just yeah it's like it's like we're homies yeah but um and they're relatable I feel like it helps with the music too like makes people feel more connected so I like that aspect so I feel like it's I feel like it's the best like um platform for like people to uh check you out on yeah which I think is cool I saw you guys did a collab with uh Laray wait how you say his name l i was call him L I saw him he lives out here he lives by we saw him at Target he came up to me and he said God bless and I was like wow thank God bless you too I don't know him but it's like it's cool when you can see people like pop off like that and stuff like that and I saw do a video with you guys the Turning emo on and I was yeah that was fun so someone just messages you who I don't know who messaged who did you guys message him or he messaged you um I don't remember do you just say yes like if someone messages you like what if I were to message you like okay yeah yeah yeah because we would just block you yeah well I knew like you know you message me you don't message me it's like you kind of speak you kind of are like a couple in that sense I'm like hey are you guys available this day and you're like yeah we can make it and I'm I wasn't involved that's not my fault wait why cuz I I uh asked you to like be on my channel so cuz we have separate channels yeah yeah yeah oh I see but then I was scheduling this through you I was like can you guys I guess I should have been in a group chat I don't think I have number I your DM yeah he actually talked to me about that the other day he was a little butur about it wait what did you say kid I looked at our DMS I'm like the last DM was February of 2020 so I was like I guess we don't DM each other can you even group chat on Twitter I don't even know if you can uh yeah yeah a lot of fans do it wait really they put you in a little chat and be like hey guys yeah yeah yeah yeah oh my gosh yeah well I love it so much you guys wait does your thing say eight before we leave does it say eight no it says hate yeah he ate I know when I wear a rain though everyone says oh eight like you're serving I love that like eight that's really really cool well I absolutely adore you guys so much I hope we can do another mukbang soon I want to be in this group so much fun and when I say that we just do like fun videos together I hang out with you guys I don't want to be that so let's go to parties Tara please come Tara Yummy's here and I know it's Tara not Tara cuz I see that yeah so I was like so please come on this was such a fun vibe I love you guys so much I hope you guys do a podcast cuz I think that's like the calling the tour for the Ecstasy album for everything I can't wait for the music video yes I really think you should do it at least at like Viper Room or something you know one night only just make it like super you know cool and old school and you guys check out Jake and Johnny on their respective channels they're on Twitch they're on Tik Tok and uh ecstasy coming out February 12th check it out we'll see you guys in the next episode bye bye bye peace y'all

Channel: JUST TRISH PODCAST

Views: 1,364,381

Keywords: tana mongeau, trisha paytas, just trish, cancelled, podcast, jake weber, johnnie guilbert, dropout, tarayummy

Id: 9rht6WSe1xU

Length: 126min 22sec (7582 seconds)

Published: Thu Feb 22 2024