Tana Mongeau's GOOD GIRL Rebrand, Pregnancy Scare & JoJo Siwa FEUD | Just Trish Ep. 69

I'm the good girl we actually have to make a song Good Girls that's our good girl be like good girl oh my god sister we wear our hair [Music] up hey guys welcome to the oh my gosh welcome to the G podcast I have never seen Tana like in such a good like you really are in your glowing era right now what is happening like you're so I swear I'm just glowing today cuz I'm at your house you should have seen me the whole car r page almost like smacked me I was like playing K screaming jumping like so excited to be here really I love it here I feel like I like I always feel so disconnected cuz you have been on on our tour for so long and I'm like I miss her but I'm also like kind of weird cuz she's like doing her thing and she's with her boyfriend and she's like on tour and like no I well it's funny because we put we had you make a video of yourself in the tavern to put in the middle of our live show and so I feel connected to you as ever because I see this every single day this video of you and it's it is actually fing nuts Trisha like how the how Wild The Crowd Goes when like when you come on the screen it is like they saw God like it's definitely like the loudest part of the show the amount of people wearing like ihe heart Trisha shirts and [ __ ] too you wearing the original ihart Trish I should make that into merch because everybody wants that shirt including me I was like that was a good that was a good shirt it was it's my favorite shirt it's it's actually crazy though and the amount of people who were like please tell Trish I said hi like it's it's crazy so I'm I'm feeling connected gosh thank you for the clout I was like literally everyone was like I was re I was reposting CU nothing was going on in my life at that time I'm like let me just repost everything as if I'm doing something no I really I want you to come to the California show is it happening do you have a date or you can't say may we have um like s Santa Barbara or something like something close close that's close to hear I I just want you to come so what date that is I have to keep checking my own Instagram I I'll get it I'll tell you I'll tell you it's in May it's like the beginning of May okay I might be giving birth then but I'll come wel come with the baby when are you going to pop um it's supposed to be like miday but it could be beginning of May don't know I feel like you were just like like you just got pregnant really yeah I feel like it goes faster than the second pregnancy where you're just like oh my gosh okay like and you're already I saw your guys is Tik Tok you already want more huh that was kind of just for Tik Tok I think I think it's I think two is good I'm like overwhelmed with one still so two is going to be like a lot I can't wait and I'm like 36 so I don't know if I'm going to be like popping up babies it's okay I'll your kid forever okay yeah I mean you I really do feel that way with you like I really always felt that I said that to I was like I always feel like daughter little sister like even before I knew you I was always like so protective of you and I like you are mying soul I'm so happy to be here I'm so excited you look so great we're just saying how amazing what are you doing because everyone's noticing your glow up I think maybe I think just cuz I'm sober and like I'm really happy I'm like the happiest I've literally I think ever been it's like this is the first time in my life where I'm like just happy yeah and like there's nothing like it's it's honestly weird like I keep like I have this like constant feeling of like something bad has to like happen soon you know what I mean well don't feel that way do you feel that way now you're you're like okay I'm on a good kick this is like where I meant to be I'm trying to just take it all like as as what it is and like be so happy I feel like I found my Moses I'm I love I love it and you guys are so you're like so pretty lowkey about it too which I love it's like it's so nice I try not I'm going to make a Tik Tok about him later and I already warned him cuz I was like I'm sorry um what is it what is it uh my friend just sent me these photos of him and he looks like a supermodel I want to I want him to like model or something but I know he just hates really yeah he hates it like it's like he loves being lowy and doing that's crazy and you never done like a photo shoot together CU You Like Love photo shoots and stuff like that I do we have actually taken some cuz our one of our close friend yeah is a photographer so in Hawaii okay so he doesn't mind taking him like with he should model cuz how tall is he too He's like 6'3 he could really just do it I know he he's in Alaska right now like snowboarding he was telling me that all these girls like stopped him in the coffee shop and I was like that's so crazy like because they know him from you what do he think about it is he get like overwhelmed I think he just is very much like it it's like he's like mind blown by like he's like what this is so crazy but like it's nice cuz I don't feel like it gets to his head at all like he's not like weird about it like that you know yeah where he's like I'm going to be an influencer now too does he take pictures with them um I think so like if they ask yeah Moses does not take pictures with people if they ask literally he's just like no unless I'm with Trisha I'm like but you're on the podcast like people know you he's like I feel like I'm not an influencer to take pictures with and I was like but you just said no to this girl at a coffee shop like that's so and he's not doing it to be rude he's literally just like well I'm not anybody and I was like but that sounds weird cuz like I don't know I would want a picture with Moses if I met like if I was a fan of the the whole Trish lore but it's it also is like there's a lot of weird people who try to do weird [ __ ] like make it misconstrued and I think that's what he's always scared of especially because like back in the day I used to be like so insecure but I'm like you can take pictures with people but I think he thinks now if he takes a picture with a girl it could be like a whole thing so yeah like loyal to a fault he is which is amazing right but I think like like they know like M MCO they like know him so like it makes sense like they see him with you they want a picture does make sense it does make sense I don't know I love it I love that you're still like thriving happy so like it's like it it's getting harder with my podcast like trying to find topics cuz I'm just like dude life is good I wondered that because you're You're So based on like relationships being flopping and now you both are like in like it just both seem like so stable and stuff and I'm just like oh no and how many stories do you have from your past that you can talk about exactly I'm like can some [ __ ] but I guess tour created a lot of craziness like crazy stories and stuff so that's good oh my God we had so much literally we were like the recap show of your tour like everything that happened like we were just I'm like okay Tana I'm braking the thumbnail again let's go cuz there was so much that happened it was yeah it Wasing wild are you like exhausted from it are you like I can't wait to get back on it the last two days I finally felt a little tired and I was like okay this is normal like it's good cuz I I came home and I think I was so excited to be home that I like hit the ground running like you said I was doing my rounds I was like I want to podcast with Trish I want to podcast with jff how many podcasts have you done since you've been back in two days seven stop it you are wow seven that is so crazy did you do how many did you today have you done a no no today the only one today oh my seven I know that is so fing I love that for you cuz that's why you are so popular cuz you're just everywhere like everywhere it literally I was seeing clips of the dropouts podcast and I was like I haven't gone on there I have like I have this like feeling in my chest and head when I see like a popular podcast that I haven't been on I'm like no you got to go that one came out of nowhere right or I just like whatever all of a sudden I'm just like how is it so popular all a sudden it's the I think it's the tar yummy I think so too CU they said they were at like 190 episodes I'm like where did this come from I yeah I just knew it from Tara too just had her on and she was great she [ __ ] loves you yeah she was so sweet she came just to watch with Jake and Johnny and I was like wow that's so like humble Queen because she gets like so many views and you just want to come just to like hang out she's she's like everything she really is like she just like she's been putting in the work forever so I love to like see yeah and she's like genuinely nice like she's just like so sweet and nice and stuff like that so I'm so happy for her too she's like mini Tana Vibes she's just a fuing little icon and I love it she she keeps saying that to me she's like you raised me and I'm like what like I feel like I raised like the JoJo Seas of the world I feel like that's the mini Trish and I so sorry to everybody I'm just like what do you think of her um the Rebrand the Rebrand she talking about you today did you see that on the vile files no that was some piping hot tea today I keep seeing the [ __ ] vile files everywhere what dude like Nick vile came up out of nowhere interviewing Gypsy Rose after all that [ __ ] I was like damn what did she say um she you don't know oh my God cuz we were like look we're like right we researched all this stuff and and both me and Oscar are like P she's so unpr problematic there's nothing to you know obviously tour stuff we'll talk about but there was nothing happening and then JoJo talked about youday like yes we got something to talk about what did she say so she um okay so it was in the 17-minute Mark if you guys want to go to the bile wildes I literally like send me a time stamp I will watch the whole thing cuz JoJo's been Wilding yeah and I think it's I think it's a troll I think she's trolling but ask her thinks it's serious I don't know it's like very do you think it's real or you think it's well let me tell first of let me tell you it's a lot and it's entertaining at the end of the day like honestly like a hater love JoJo like she's kind of entertaining right now anyways so she said that um oh he was talking about people making fun of her music like mocking it and she said he brought up James Charles first and she's like well James texted me and asked me if he could post that weird he was like dancing like her or something and she was so it was fine we're cool um she's like but the one that got and then they said Tana they brought up Tana right the host brought bring you up and they're like um what about tana and she's like well that's the one that gets me because we're like cool she did clarify you guys weren't like friends but you were like friendly like last time she was on the podcast she said that you guys were going to have a fun night or talking about having a fun night together that was right that's what she I literally just watched it like an hour ago so she's like you know we're cool we've always been cool whatever and I was like okay she I did her podcast talked about having a fun night okay and then she goes so that one that one she was mocking me so it hurt a little I don't know in what world she thinks I would ever would be texting her to ask her foring permission to make that video like well that's even hey Jojo like I'm I'm going to post a video asking if you've ever taken a perco set no okay you made wait what was wait I thought your video was just you singing to Mulla was there a perette oh okay CU I like well that's not bad no I I made a Tik Tok and the question still stands okay I'm just gonna say the question still stands like the whole song is like bad girl bad this bad and I'm like and I I saw that she was kind of hinting at this being like her Miley bangers era I was hting I think she said it I think she like this is the Miley bangers ER so right she said that [ __ ] and listen Miley put the work in she was smoking Salvia on TMZ she was out here doing her Dam you know and I just if you're I just I was curious you know if you what was your question have you ever taken a perk per like that's like not mocking well is it I don't know it was kind of it was my tone for sure but like what would like be be so for real like have you ever done some actual bad girl [ __ ] you know what I mean like I just peret is not even bad cuz it's like prescribed to you yeah I feel like if you took like heroin or something that's like a bad girl era I just but I think it's like I I just I love when people are in on the joke like I not maybe I'm a narcissist for saying this but like I wanted her to see my Tik to and giggle haha he he well she said she did she said she texted you and said LOL she sent you the text and at LOL and she said you wrote back hahahahaha let me see if this is that was the recap of the text conversation she showed it too she had it they blurred it out on the vile file she was showing the cameras vile files it was T like wow okay yeah she did and I did say so she find it funny she said LOL yeah so I guess I don't I don't know dude it's it's just like I'm seeing her on this iHeart Radio red carpet with like all this this it's it's sometimes there's a hard line of like and I've fallen victim to this a lot so I want to you know say this with Grace but sometimes it's hard to humanize like it's like some shit's just a meme and like you know what I mean but I think she wants it to be a meme I really think that don't you think that's what I'm saying I think she want she and she said it on the V she likes the attention the song is doing so well like I think she wants that attention that's how you dress like that I think if she keeps doing this [ __ ] eventually she'll probably make a song that is stuck in everyone's heads and has a little more has a little more positive of a you know whatever like and she's doubling down like go off like she Honestly made me want to reignite my music career I was like you should I would love a bad well no you did rebr but you're like the good girl Tana now you were the bad girl and now you're good girl Tana yeah I'm I'm in limbo right now with everything it's so funny like I love the good girl of it all but it's like I'm seeing all this Resurgence of like people in their Kesha era and T yummy and that music and that's like who I am the I'm like you want to get bad again I don't know what I want to do do a remix with Jojo sewwa I might have to I live for it I look I don't love JoJo as a person of like defending Colleen and the stuff with the extra people I don't also the thing is it's like I feel like we were really cool her and I I had her on the pot like whatever and then that [ __ ] happened and then I kind of like was like okay wo whoa whoo like let me back up a bit so like a course I'm going to make fun but also I feel like that's just you I feel like I know if Tana makes a Tik Tok What was the thing I talked about on hot topics like even T made a Tik Tok reacting to it do you remember what it was oh the conjoined twins I won't bring it up no you can't cuz we died a Hot Topic I don't know how to bring this up like I don't know what to say about it did you see well did you bring it up pre or post them tweeting no about you no no love I would die oh my God I would fall over and die pre pre I didn't see what they they had said they hadn't responded to anything what did they say was it real cuz I saw one that looked fake the photo it was about them having talking about how they have sex but like she's asleep or something like that well there's a whole crazy crazy crazy sentence there's a whole there were I saw an image of them allegedly oh but that's not real I can't be no there's no way that's real it looked so real to me but I also want to believe it I don't know I made my Tik Tok and then I also thought Gypsy Rose was dating Pete Davidson so I think the realness the Photoshop is real dude for real I would love that first of all um so then they tweeted like yes I sleep with my partner yes I go down on him no no no I swear to God real tweet real tweet not phot a real tweet I don't think it's real you see Oscar hand on the Bible fact check I by hand on the Bible they tweeted there's no way and that that yes we both experience an orgasm but she just tries to put it the pleasure out of her mind that's the one I saw where like she's not yeah she doesn't enjoy it or something like that she listens to True Crime podcasts this is I saw this but I don't think it's real I think it's I don't know I think you're falling I'm believing it's real though because I think I've wanted answers for half of my life oh my God it's not kidding I don't know I feel like they should just live their life I don't know I kind of was just like they should it just curiosity kills the cat and I'm the Cat every time no same I would ask Moses these questions but I don't know if I would talk about it like on a podcast like what what's happening down this is the third podcast I've talked about it on this week I'm I'm I'm plagued by it so this is like something think people bring up cuz they you talked about it you made it popular I I unfortunat no but it's been me bringing it up like it's you're curious you should have them on the podcast I want to but it's like after 20 minutes of them being on am I just like really no I think you would actually be so genuinely interested cuz you are such a genuine person where I feel like you would ask the genuine questions yeah you want to know I don't I don't mean it like in no way am I trying to make fun I'm just curious as a [ __ ] and I've been I watched their TLC show like 8 years ago so you're like a fan okay so like that's what I'm saying is they're out there for entertainment like and they know that so I feel like they would come on yours cuz they're that's what they do you know they're I agree I just I want to know but I don't know if I should just leave them alone I've done enough I fear I don't know I think if they want to make like a comeback like if they have another show maybe they'll go on and promote it or something yeah like if they're ever doing a press run it's like stopped by my house for sure but like I just did you ever sent him a DM or anything just to like show support support no I didn't I feel like you should just be like genuinely I like love you yeah I kind of I want you get the weekend I get the henel twins like you know it is what it is is that they're called the henel twins that's their names I think that's their names I might have just made that up God I always think I should DM like Jojo for like a little support cuz I feel like everyone's like attacking I'm like maybe I should be like you're going the right direction but just like chill for a minute you know what I mean like talking wise maybe just WRA the car Matt Black did you see the car cut off somebody off yes that was wild I like this I'm get bad girl bad girl I think she we haven't seen the music video comes out tomorrow so maybe she's doing something crazy someone's like licking her neck or something so oh [ __ ] yeah I think it's just you know her outfit choices are you know whatever but she's out there for sure I love the song I think it's a Bop nothing I love JoJo but the song's a pop it's I love this I really do I think the Trisha stamp of approval is all you really need the music the music everything else I would love to talk to her like for real like have like a s but I just don't think she's like there maybe like when she's like 35 be like you realize you went through some trauma I don't think she realizes it yet yeah I feel that actually completely like yeah I I'm definitely interested in her whole trajectory yeah for sure she's trying doing her best you know but I do miss the Tana music are you going to come I saw you on dropouts when they were playing heer and you cringing I'm like but this is such a good song I cringe so hard I I just cuz I genu I'll never believe that I think that's a good song I know I know what it's done for people but there is just a part of me I don't know Julia Fox so you've seen the Char XCX stuff right like Addison Ray screaming on that one song It's So for her on on her stadium tour that's iconic I would go to see Addis and Ray I we should go do you know her I know her oh my god let's go but we should go I don't know if I know her well enough now like I haven't talked to her in a long time to be like hey girly guess list me like you and I would love to that what I actually would probably leave my house for we should leave our house for that I'm not kidding so then Julia Fox did a song with Charlie xcx2 and it's like the chorus is her being like I'm a [ __ ] I'm a mother I'm a this and it's so so oh I think I heard it on yeah she performed it live right she was like at a club performing it yes I mean Julia Fox's music career would slay so hard I know so hard so I'm like dude like maybe I want to get into this whole hyper poop situation would you would you collab with someone like that would you like duet that would be the goal that's if they want to have me though you know usually your dream like to collab on ooh that's such a good question you you no no what the fck the fact that I didn't even immediately say you like that I the fact that I paused for a beat is actually so embarrassing no you need to go with someone like Megan train or someone who's on tour already like sister she's sister I love Miss Megan okay I love Miss Megan the house down but imagine you and me on aing song I don't know that's going to be good like mine are not that great but imagine us talking like saying something soy and they put it over a beat and it's like just talking like what would it be like I don't oh my God I don't even know I don't know either I don't know what our brand is now we're we're like clean girl good girls now that could be the whole thing our good it could be like good girl oh my god sister sister we wear our hair up oh my oh my God we wear a britz earrings like Brook scopi no I'm just kidding I don't fing actually know but like scop sh out for sure in the song yeah she's the good girl no I'm actually not evening around I fear we have to make a song I fear it would be awful I tour well I guess you're on tour but we need to go to the stadiums we need to find someone who's already on a stadium tour but I feel like we put out one song we'll have the stadium [ __ ] running I mean I'm down we never said oh well I guess we don't talk about it now but I have a I have a serious offer and you said you had a serious offer about something I I feel like it's going to be the same thing mine's not a serious offer it's something in my head oh mine's like a serious offer and all of a sudden I was like oh my God anyways we'll talk about after cuz I'm like I'm so scared to jinx it no I can't tell you right now I tell you before essentially I just really want to do a series with you like I think that's where it's going cuz that's what my serious offer was about something that's why I thought okay we're agency girlies now hi hi we signed with agents at the same time which is so weird different agencies it made me feel like I'm doing the right thing when I saw your post same thing when I heard you talking about it on cancelled I was just like wait and it was before we announced ours and I was like maybe I almost texted you but I was like I don't want to be like a weirdo but I was like she always does this text me like what am I be like oh who are you with like so weird and also I'm with someone like as if someone cares like no one carees I care but it was weird timing like at the same time and they're both two big agencies and it was so so weird and I don't know it's just so hard so you're with CA yes and then now I'm with I never thought we'd be having this W yeah that's huge that's the two biggest I had a meeting with them today and it's just so I never ever thought in a million years I would be signed to an agency a big agency I never had an agent because I never wanted to like like managers yes but an agency that can get you like the connections what did you say when you went to the meeting like because I had certain things I wanted I'm like I want my own TV show I want this I want to be on Broadway like what did you say to be honest with you Trisha I was just so so shocked that they wanted me that I kind of just showed up and was like tell me what you can do yeah like what like what do you want to do you know what I mean like oh interesting they've already helped me so much cuz they were routing my tour before I signed with them so they they were already helping me on that aspect so I think that also kind of just made me be like okay they're helping me with this already so that's good enough and I want to do a book like so bad so I know you were talking about this so it's like it's like a memoir biopic like what I really want your advice actually like yeah I want to talk about everything up until now and I'm like from birth like you're talk about child so it's like a basically a memoir which is like crazy would you be doing like Rebel Wilson style where you're like naming names have you heard her Memoir no I haven't she's talking about how like Sasha Baron Cohen asked to like finger his butt and stuff like that yeah and she lost Virginia at 35 to some actor oh I keep seeing headlines actually about both of those things but I didn't know it it was steming from a memoir well you really have to put it all out well you don't have to but I feel like if you put it all out there so would you name would you name names cuz like they go through legality process she say B basically like they check things with their lawyers but like that's the thing is I woulding love not to get sued like I it's just like life is so awesome when you're not getting sued I see the the world in more color you know interest yeah that's like what so that's why I was asking then you're in such a good place so do you go back and like I would feel like I would feel disingenuine if I didn't tell my story for how it really happened I think it's like I'm really going to expose a lot ofing people for doing a lot ofing bad [ __ ] and it's scary I don't it's so weird like I feel this like guilt towards saying the truth about these people and like oh they're going to hate me but it's like they were shitty yeah so it's like if someone's shitty like you should it's like it's like we're talking about the quiet onet it's like if someone's shitty like you should expose it like you should they people should know and it's so weird to have this like still like not love but I don't know what it is like like if anyone else told me the things that have happened to me that happened to them I would be like those people write that book and never look back so it's like I wish I felt more that way but you a connection where you're like I don't want to like hurt them is that what you're feeling yeah and I think that it's like I I have some weird empathy for a lot of people who've done bad things to me where it's like you [ __ ] me up and you did awful [ __ ] but do I think you're a horrible person through and through and maybe that's just me getting manipulated by these people as well I think it's just the kind of person you are though like you are just like such a forgiving person and stuff like that so I think you're just also like forgiving like you do like love people and like you're forgiving at people like people have done some crazy [ __ ] to you even stuff you said like even stuff that's like not too crazy right like girls like making out your guys you like or something I'm like you're so forgiving where most people are like that's [ __ ] awful I don't know what it is about my brain but I really can like hold on to the good so much better and like see I see people with such like rose-colored lenses which is soing awful it's it's good and bad cuz that's just like I feel like it's also like this like a way to protect yourself too you know so you're like not getting hurt cuz you always just seem so great and so wonderful and you like never seem hurt by anyone you know what I mean I guess that's true like I wonder if it wao I wonder if that is like a way to protect myself from being hurt cuz I really romanticized the [ __ ] out of ass right right well I think you you had like so much hurt in your like childhood by your parents you're just like okay I'm going to like look at everyone like good the good in people and you only remember good which is again not bad but it can be a lot to like hold on to and take in especially now if you're trying to write the book but I think it's like would start a movement it's like the quiet on set right you say something about someone and it could start like so many other people just either have same experiences or about other people and stuff and being I think quiet on set and like Janette mcc's book and everything like that also did really inspire me like I've had a lot of conversations with Trevy Moran about this cuz I feel like we kind of came up at the same time and like we were her a little before me but we were like the same age and we were best friends like through a lot of it you know and then I feel like we just dealt with a lot of the same [ __ ] of people like using and abusing us and like alcoholism and like just so many different things that came with being kind of a in the first generation of a young internet star like things that would never happen to oh a demilio now things that would never happen to you know what I mean and it's I want to talk about it but it's important too it's just it's interesting and I just like a lot of people are like you said are scared too and I think when you have someone to relate to then other people can relate cuz I'm sure it still happens but people are like scared to talk about although now would although I don't know anything about this but like there's a bunch of gamer boys being exposed right now did you see that like all these girls like I don't I don't know what the allegations are like I guess they were like essay and like at VidCon and stuff and so like all these girls are finally saying something and you know you just hear these stories for so long so it's like I think giv more people like even that like that's definitely something that's funny cuz I was I've written out like a timeline of like everything in my life like that's where I've kind of been starting is just birth yeah to like to now and one of my chapters will definitely be about those conventions and the [ __ ] that would go down like it it was just so was it influencers that we're like well it's just like think about it like you put all of these and Playlist Live all of them like I'm not I'm not blaming the people who held the convention at all at all like cuz it they had nothing to do with that but you you put all of these famous internet people in this one hotel everyone's on the same floor everyone underage is blacked out drunk and like everyone from the industry is also there attending these older people these Executives attending these parties with all these you know what I mean like and they're just all in the same vicinity stuck in the like so just [ __ ] went down and it was like that was my first taste of like you know what I mean like and how old were you when you were going to these things I think the first time I ever went to like a convention I was probably like 17 16 17 and like what goes out like just like a gimps you go like deep in dark like you say there's underage drinking like what other stuff like sexual cuz I keep hearing like sexual like the Dom there was like a Dom allegation I think a lot of people were sleeping with a lot of people they shouldn't have been sleeping with including me you know what I mean like and I think that that was very interesting you know like you as like an underage girl with like guys that shouldn't have been like messing with you for sure but not even just that even just over time like just I don't know just all of it the power I just never know I never been to those things so I'm like when I'm always a little shocked but like not surprised cuz so many people have the same story I'm happy that that it doesn't happen like that now I think it was like a cultural like short little period of time like you know what I mean like I feel like it right I don't know if vion but it seems relevant like people are saying it now you know what I mean unless I don't know if it's from a long time ago or it's happening now but it's a lot of like gamer people like so I don't know again I don't know these people but it seems like they're all getting canceled for something like this oh I wonder I really is it current you know so it's like current stuff happening that's what I'm saying but it's like the girls don't have like the power like you do or the influence you know to like say stuff sad like it makes me so sad that is definitely like my go with when yeah for sure I think it's just so important also because you are so like respected now and like also like just super influential I think it's like I've seen you over the years and I know just the surface level of it all and I'm like it is crazy the amount of like creeps and like weirdos that like just inappropriate jokes or inappropriate anything and I'm like and I just like you and I have talked about this at length I think you were really one of the first people to like put me on to acknowledging that more like the amount ofing weird ass people who are I think it's because I was just so crazy and that it made it okay for them it made it okay like I thought it was okay like I thought so many things were okay and it's like looking back it's like I at the end of the day I was still aing child of course you know like no 17 18 19 like you just think it's or you think it's like yeah you think it's like in the moment you think but like looking back that's why I was saying like Jojo 20 years from now I think will have like such a different perspective of like what she went through now cuz she's still very young and stuff so and I think now and you're still like young but I'm just saying you see you've been doing it for so long you can see the I age and it's funny cuz I I've always wanted to write a book and I've like tried for years but it was like I just wasn't in the mentality like I think this is the mentality I need to write from you know I have good representation too I feel like like I write books you just put on Amazon or whatever it's like shitty but if they have like the right push the right people like legality to look it over that you can just share everything and anything that is so crazy that you were doing that for so long like just straight up writing a book and like putting it out on every two months do you like I had like eight books out like my time I was 24 do you remember any anything you wrote about no but also in My Lying era so I think I lied about a lot of stuff too I wish I could just write like a real half of it was real and then you should write a real one now you should do books at the same time okay I love that just do everything at the same time I'm not kidding I'm literally mad I'm not pregnant right now like live it that would be everything I know I think I saw one time I don't know if you're were like joking but you were saying um like you're going to take the plan B I was like oh but how iconic would it be to be pregnant at the same time I know don't want to be pregnant though so I no I just had the pregnancy scare of a Lifetime on tour literally I don't like nothing really I think I'm just dramatic but like my boobs were hurting so bad like and my period was like nowhere in sight you know what I mean and I was so convinced that on this little break that I'm on right now I was going to have to come home and figure out my situation what does that mean would you have I feel like would you have kept it or no I don't think so no really yeah I mean being in like love I mean no judgment at all but I do think this would have been had I not kept it this would have been the first and only time in my life where I would have been sad not just like you know what I mean totally so that that was kind of crazy to me wow so you just like were feeling all the symptoms and stuff like that yeah and then I I don't know I got my period thank God I I was at Disneyland the next day and I was like I'm not pregnant and I'm at Disneyland this the best day ever that's like yeah you were like drinking around the world yeah I wish I was but I I was around the world talking about your sobriety that's right so you've been how long have you been sober for now 3 months that's amazing it's the longest I've ever been sober no every time I see you when cuz I guess I don't know the difference when you are or when you aren't every time I see you when you say You're Sober you're just like so bubbly like 10 times more animated like glowing like it is actually like crazy I am so like it is the best thing ever I feel like lately I've really been on podcast kind of talking about the negatives of it but that's just because I like want to be honest with how I'm feeling with my fans and like my journey and [ __ ] but like I do feel the best I've ever felt and like I work way harder I'm way happier like you know I me just feeling well I saw you and I kept saying I'm like you look like like you look and you're like I haven't done anything and like I just eat whatever and I was like but you just look like so different like healthy and that's probably why I think it is why cuz when I'm drinking I am just so much more of like a piece of [ __ ] in so many ways like I'm way lazier I'm way lazier like I'm I just want to do waying less like I eat so bad so much cuz like when you're hung over that's like you know what I mean and I'm just like I'm I'm reallying crazy and wild so I do a bunch of wild [ __ ] which makes for great stories but it's also like living with the anxiety of the wild [ __ ] that you're doing and you know what I mean and I'm just the type of person where I like keep it going like I'm just like if I'm drinking and partying like I'm on a bender and I do so many things I just shouldn't do and what's a bender like where you just drink for like a week straight yeah where you're drinking for a week straight that usually probably involves some cocaine that's like a lot of you know what I mean just and you're so completely off of all that well yeah I um I mean I'm California sober so smoke weed but but that's like everybody yeah weed is just like I don't make stupid decisions on WE other than like maybe like eating crazy weird food combos but oh my god I've been wanting to make a chickle where you that you put the cheese in the skillet and then you put the pickle in the thing pickle girl such a [ __ ] pickle girl through oh my God you Holly the hot girls eat pickles I never like pickles but that's probably why oh my gosh shut Trisha you're so hot but do you ever feel like weird now about cuz like pickle boy has been exposed are you like I don't want to have wait what's pickle boy wait what Brian PE did you see him as pickle boy and he would like serve people pickles and he like oh my God I forgot about through the door to Ray Romano and Aaron yeah I saw that um I'm going to try to just keep the two so far away from each other I don't know sorry this is like on my brain right now no real though real like why was he holding so many pickles and why are pickle sexual to people they really are sexual to people like it's like whenever I see a girl on Tik Tok eating the big pickle I'm just like oh you needed views today you know what you never done that though I don't know if I have I probably should I tried to for like yeah like as R cuz like the ASMR crunch is so good but like I honestly gag when I eat a pickle really wait so back to your chill chickle it's like cheese on a skillet and like it's like burnt cheese or what yeah and the but around the pickle and then you like dip it in ranch I have to make it tonight and I think it might be good with some peanut butter in there which is just really have you ever had peanut butter on a pickle no I love peanut butter though I'd probably eat peanut butter on anything you would like do you cook it yourself I would cook that myself how come you never Tik Tock this before this is like what Tik Tok is all about I know I really should I I like will do weird food stuff on Tik Tok now and again this company is about to send me chocolate chip cookies with Pickles in them wait what and that will be a Tik Tok for sure you should have that be your brand like you should have chocolate chip pickles I know I think that I really I I really have been debating on starting a pickle company but I think this might just be a thought I want to call them tickles no one take that seriously tell W that's so SL yeah you have such good names for all your products that's you should tell them that but it's like really Tana yeah because no one else has that it's funny I had a meeting with W me today and my manager before was like tell them about your pickle idea and I sat in the meting and I was like I can't look at all these it's all these like suits and I'm like I want pickles it's like an intimidating building where they're just like all around a huge table and it's like a skyh high tower that's how CA is too today's was on zoom and I was so happy cuz I could just like hit my vape in my house and like I was eating like egg bites and [ __ ] and it was great um but yeah in the in the actual place I was like oh my God like it scared me a little it was like 10 stories high and I was like they had a cereal bar for me they had like 10 cereals and milks to choose from and all these Donuts it was like 9:00 a.m. and they're like we would have done like butter noodles or dominoes but it's like 9:00 a.m. and I was like okay I'll take some cereal stop that and I hate eating in front of people but I felt like while they did all this work I'm like let me and there's like eight of them I'm like okay let me have some cere so amazing though they didn't do [ __ ] for me like that at all at all I had top water in a cup but you know she is the queen no no that's everything though that's actually so cool I was so happy for you when I heard that I was like oh my God that's going to be everything is the Broadway thing sorry cut go is the Broadway thing was that cuz you posted it on April Fool's it was April fools I was just telling okay I don't know I should even say this well I won't even say it but but something happened like the next I'm telling you it's been like weird manifestation lately something happened the next day with CA about Broadway and I like no this has to be like this can't be real so I don't know so maybe it'll be real but I don't know yet I don't know for sure I I think I every April Fool's prank I saw that one hurt me the most because I commented I was so excited and I was like oh it's a prank like but you need to be on Broadway someone just wrote that article I didn't even I didn't do it or anything like that but um thank you I would love to that would be amazing it would be so much fun I would go to every show I'm not kidding every show not kidding a thank you in New York too we'd have so much fun oh my God that would be everything that's our show idea tana and TR in New York didn't the Kardashians do that like they're in living in New York or something I we need to do something I'm serious I'm scared of New York though especially now with all those like assaults happening I know that's actually crazy Jeff wants to do a series where he goes to like catch the guy and like have me be the prey oh wait would you to get punched in the face I don't think so I don't think he would let me get punched in the face honestly but how would he catch somebody to do it if they didn't do it like I'm just I don't know I guess like someone like attempting to an stop some or something I guess I don't know it's so crazy they catch the people but the people just get out or something like that I'm not really sure but that is actually so scary is it more than one person sorry about yeah no it's like it's a few it's a few different guys do you think they go home and have like little weird meetings like they all just order like dinner and then they're like what should we do tomorrow like I think they do have a Reddit page where they like post about what they did no I think that's what someone was saying yeah uhhuh cuz I like I really got scared I really like delved into it I was like oh my god do you think Jeff is Jeff that kind of guy like a tough guy where he'd actually go like run someone down yes I think he wants it cuz it's like he lived that whole like jail fighty life and now he can't do it so like Outlet to do it like for good he's like Dexter he's so interesting yeah you guys are still friends yeah okay you just in his podcast yeah we were in Vegas together this past weekend too he um did this whole Bachelor show [ __ ] and now he's in love I yeah I think so I don't know um she lives in Australia so I'm I'm interested to see how they make it work but I met her and she was really sweet I was like wow I approve I would to see him like in a c relationship they could do like 9 fiance cuz I think they to get married in 90 days if he brings her over here he needs yeah that'd be fun that I'm not even kidding that would I would love to see it I think a girl for him like it's just so humanizing wait so you guys are both in relationships and you guys are still friends and both of the partners are cool with it they're like we are yeah okay yeah absolutely honestly which and this is just like it's my dream I love it I feel like people are shipping me with Maka more and that's good cuz that's my boyfriend no you guys are so cute I couldn't even see the shipping now with you and Jeff because it's like it's so you guys are just friends I Jeff and I are just so similar too like I love how like soft and sweet makoa is and like nurturing to like all my like awful Tendencies really like like what's the one thing where you like that makes me melt like he not kidding like I'm just I really am just gross Trish like all like have crumbs all in the bed and [ __ ] and he like thinks it's cute like genuinely finds like my like behaviors endearing what do he do if there's like crumbs all over you like he'll just like sweep them off and like smile and like make a joke and like send me funny memes about it and [ __ ] like I swear to God it's like it it's almost bad though cuz it enables me to like be worse I'm like he loves me that is the problem Moses always calls me skinny and I'm like I'm not skinny and he's like no you are you need to eat so then I keep eating and I'm like I just keep getting fatter cuz he keeps telling me I'm skinny not that's literally I'm not kidding you I'm in the exact same situation it's dude MCO and I were on tour and like on tour I feel like you find a lot of your side dopamine from eating because it's like obviously the shows and meeting people is so much dopamine but like other than that it's like I'm in Springfield Missouri and it'sing 1000 p.m. and there's nothing to do other than go to a waffle house and that [ __ ] you love a waffle house and bies so much oh my God so the eating was just out of control what is a Waffle House what is so special about it why does everyone love it the waffle the waffle is the best waffle they're the house you feel me the waffle is the best waffle money can buy how but I will say a Rosco's waffle is the exact same as a waffle house it's thin but it's cinnamony and it's just WAFF house also feels like home and it's just like everyone who's working in there is like always fighting with each other feels like home I love the chaos yeah it really it's just oh my God people live for a Waffle House lad Del Ray Chelsea Lyn you yeah we should go we should go do that like work at a Waffle House like lad I would love I don't know how you do that though I don't think you just like walk in there did you do that I think it was like for a music video or just for fun I don't know I don't know anything about her do you know her I don't like you would I feel like you would know her no I absolutely do not know her the show idea like okay can we just work at every restaurant we love yeah that's like go to Waffle House go to KFC that' be fun just eat all the food Trisha that's my dream that's my dream with you w CA let's go not kidding I I'm not even kidding I feel I like even though I'm signed to an agency I feel like it's kind of like you know what I mean like it can skew your head to think all these things are going to happen but I still feel like we would have to do it ourselves and then put it on YouTube and then it would yeah but I think they're the ones to make it happen cuz I think you really need to have that connection I just like never had that connection you know it's kind of like Holly Gets all she has all these shows I'm like that's so amazing how do you know she has like all these like agents and stuff like that so I was like that's what we need when now we're there I know it's so crazy I'm so proud of us I'm so proud of us too I was shook it was the same time cuz I've done the 17 years like hoping to get an agent and I've never had that and it's like they just came it's like soir literally same and it's like seeing that you were doing it at the same time as me genuinely felt like I was so on the right path and like it's so awesome that we can like navigate This Together saying this is the TV show we can talk about it all I want but I'm like they can help us so we're putting it out there to the thing I think we need to yeah I'm about to get birth in a month so after a month I'll be ready that's literally what I was just saying to Paige I was like okay we got to give her like two months and then like no no literally like two weeks and I'm good like for I was like filming like you're actually like giving birth as a BBL like just like I think it's easier recovery than a BBL for sure for sure that's why I tell everyone don't do the BBL because it's like freaking insane I feel like I got hit by a truck oh my God I had a C-section too so they like opened the baby up they did everything like that and I was like okay I mean it's bad but it's like you know no I think a C-section so slay though cuz you're puss it's just so slack oh I know I was thinking about that too because people always talk about it ripping and tearing and all stuff like I don't like what I wanted to push so power to you guys but um yeah it is kind of nice cuz I only had to like bleed from like here really well he bleed from everywhere but yeah oh my God yeah but do you give birth in like a extra bougie Hospital like I can't just imag opposite ours was like not Bouie we were like he was like in my bed because there was like literally nothing there was no couch I would love to I don't know where they go and get like we didn't even have like a dining room like someone had to go and get like a bag of chips for me or something like that what yeah it's like not bougie at all wait I I feel like I we need to make this birth experience so bougie bie but I think it's like I guess it's planned now yeah like C side I think has like bougie rooms and stuff like that we need that I want to cater you like John and Vinnie's or something oh my God that would be like such a dream to have cuz like literally like chips afterwards and that was it oh my Trish yeah but I'm always like eager to get out of there I'm always like okay let's go let's wrap it up you know what I mean really yeah like a day is good for a meme I'm such a like medical paranoid person like I feel like I would need them so interesting about you I know Weir because you're also so like wild and stuff like that and like you like you said you do like to drink and party it's like you think you would be like I was scared to do drugs because I was like I'm going to die this is the time I'm going to die you know always talk about that like literally like anytime I take medicine like just over the counter medicine like an allergy medicine or something I'm reading it over like 38 times like I haven't done like Advil like C back door [ __ ] it's like like make it make sense T like if someone gives me an Advil liquid gel I will ask them 38 times like are you sure this is an Advil PM are you sure this isn't that but then it's like that's what I say too yeah like if I found a perk 30 on the ground 3 years ago in La I probably would have taken it it's like make it makes sense interesting and you never were paranoid I don't know sometimes I think at at that time my my idea like my need to be numb superseded my paranoia oh yeah so you're like I don't care like when you're just hurting you're like anything to cover so you're back on tour okay Waffle House is like a hot spot for you biy is a hot spot for you I love that Beaver okay why so much Dr first of all okay God there's so many questions I have about your tour first of all how come nothing's been leaked like no stories nothing like we can't find one thing not even from Brooke when she brought out all those guy all those girls I'm like how come there's nothing dude I we do a whole like monologue at the show where we ask everyone to keep our secrets and cuz I mean the first time around we were really really exposing people then this time we had an a show and a b show we wrote two different shows so that we could kind of alternate so that it was like cuz I never want to go out there and feel like I'm just reading off a script and I'm tired of it so it's like it was nice to alternate and whatever and it's also nice that it is just kind of marketed as come listen to the podcast so we do have the freedom to kind of talk about whatever we want but our a show at the end we like we were really exposing a couple people and so it was like we we did the whole monologue and the people are so sweet for that I know it's kind of crazy right there has to be like a hater in there somewhere from Reddit I know there's got to be like someone fil like how is there no one filming this I've seen a little bit like it does like a little bit but it doesn't like pick up traction which is so good like even Brooke was exposing Matt R months before she did on the canceled podcast at our shows and they all like kept the secret I was calling him handsome Squidward on stage in like North Carolina like 6 months before the podcast came out wow so people knew yeah you exposing we can censor it but who are you expose on this one and we'll I promise you censor your mouth I we we should definitely censor it because censor it for sure well broke had this whole story about going on a date with um oh yeah yeah of course of course and we can also cut it I just want to know no no no no um but he just ended up being like a crazy guy a crazy like awful like talking [ __ ] about me to her like this yeah and it was like so strange and it it was a part of this big long monologue she had about kind of having bad luck and like it was with guys so we were exposing him we also Brooke and I catfished someone um together I celebr like someone known kind of who say well bleep it okay bleep it bleep it oh bleep bleep that B that please um but we we went that's so good we went in on that I mean obviously she had the the girls come from the Matt group chat so that I wanted to see what you guys talked about like did you guys film it like a pro shot no I think we eventually might like you you have someone filming at all oh we did we did like we had jrod we're we're kind of working on like a tour documentary kind of and it's good so far it's really good so I'm like God I want to see it I'll show you a little trailer or something party yes not kidding oh that's so exciting so that was fun we also we had a lot a lot of crazy like fan experiences so that the air tag the person on stage uhuh the person on stage oh my God Trisha I thought of you cuz I was like I know you would have been the same as me like horrified the minute I saw you both I'm like I'm Tana why is Brook staying on that stage I was like I would run absolutely I You're such fighter you you flight you're like I'm going by yes and the people were posting the psychology of how she's kind of like freeze and I'm kind of like flight yeah yeah yeah you had the right reaction that's what you need to do like I think Brooke also thought she later she was like I thought it was someone from the venue like bringing us water but I was like I don't even care if it was someone from the venue bringing us water that was scary and then I we found out that the girl wasn't even drunk she was having like a break according to the people in her life which scared me way more you she not hear from her lawyers or anything you didn't get involved with any of that no I think we just we learned a lot on this tour for upping all security protocols and I thought we already had really high ones clearly not um oh Security even Theo Von had like his security someone was like interrupting him and he like had a tap the security guard he's like and he's kind of he was kind of rude about it and people called him on in the comments where he's like uh do your job like get this person out of here you know what I mean so I think security sometimes can be you know lacked because they think nothing's going to happen or something like that SEC playing Call of Duty on like an iPad in New Orleans after this girl brought she brought a big can of bear spray bear mace in her pants wait what did he do anything um they another security got her out but then we were leaving and we saw the freaking security like just playing Call of Duty and I was like oh slay what was the bear maze for I don't know and then everyone was trying to be like what if that was self-defense tana and I was like I'm not a bear and it's just like you who said that I'm not a bear like me I was like everyone thought it was self-defense he's like what if it self-defense yeah or self-defense in general like New Orleans is crazy but like just I I don't know hate New Orleans it's hard because I love touring me too but I do live in a lot of fear while I'm touring and I think everyone knows that like people just are scary did you bring your own security or just the venue security all right just the venue security but we would have them like Outsource way more like from a local security company and [ __ ] so we were like pretty safe and pretty secure but I don't know I might bring my own security still just for like more peace of mind I mean chances of it happening is slight but the bar meing is weird I wonder why you never contacted her to see like why did you bring that no no like girl what why or have someone contact like why did you bring that get her back to the forest or something I just didn't want anything to do bears maybe yeah I don't know maybe like attack her um what was the one you guys canceled for there was one you canceled because of security reasons yeah um I just if there are things that are happening that make us feel extremely unsafe M I was actually really mad at the routing like my team for even like had they run it by me I would have said no to doing the show in that venue a 100 times over you knew about venue ahead time like yeah had I known and now it's like now I'm asking all these questions and I that will never happen again but we are moving the show and we'll have a show in Virginia eventually okay that's where it was are you how long are you on break for we're on break for like another two weeks okay and I'm going to go to Coachella got to talk about that for sure okay did you guys come back for Coachella is that why you took the break my manager just automat put me like off for it cuz they assumed I would like really want to do it I don't really care anymore like I was down to skip it but then it was off and then um I ended up doing like a brand deal out there and I'm just going to go and like but if this was my last Coachella I am not mad at it wait really I thought you're such a Coachella what would you have rather Miss Coachella or the tart brand trip to Bora Bora oh my God I'm going to Bora Bora every single time are you kidding me I remember you on tour just being like we're in Missouri and everyone's at Bor if you ever want to go to Bora Bora I'm your girl just know that you live for it I I went one time it was I went with the wrong person but I think if you go with like the right group like the girls look great like you know like Al and I like oh that so much fun yeah everyone was there everybody was there yeah I would love I it's just my dream travel destination I want to be in that little Hut so bad yeah they're so cute actually that whole thing I think someone got eaten by a shark there though like recently yeah like swallowed a pill yeah that's crazy yeah yeah yeah I think they got maybe bit first and then they kind of drown and then the shark got them or I think I don't could anyways but I'm still down to go that does the Sharks do I've never been afraid of them until recently with how much makoa surfs I'm always just like aren't you scared yeah and I hear all the like surfing lore like when I'm out there like all my friends who are Surfers and their parents just like sharks are so real they're so real some remember that girl that got her arm B off she was Beth Hamilton OH how do you know all these names wow you're so smart you're like in your smart girl era like how do you remember all these things think knowing Beth Hamilton makes me smart I mean her name I'm like how did she know her name I don't know she I get like really hyper fixated on people that things happen to like like Helen Keller and like I'm oh my God I know everything about Helen Ken Keller like Bethany I don't know why Bethany Hamilton and Helen Keller are like the same to me they're not Helen Keller was blind and deaf yeah and what do you know about her besides that everything do you know that she flew a plane no I don't know I mean not to be whatever but that can't be real she I mean it's a lot of people believe that Helen Keller was never real and she was you know lying for clout and did you see the movie there's a Keller movie yeah we had to watch it as a kid and like the person would go like yeah it was like Annie or something was her name that one that helped Helen Keller oh yeah she slay she like she taught her water yeah yeah and she would like smack her and stuff it was like crazy there's a movie I can't we haven't seen it we had to like watch it every year in school one smack for yes two smacks for no like she would like smack her face and then smack smack again it was crazy I was like I didn't get it but anyways do you think she's real it was a real person yes 100% 100% I've just done so much Helen Kor research I'm serious she had a boyfriend at one point like towards the end ofes sense I guess I mean I feel like yeah yeah but like I love that for her that's actually the best person to date someone who can't see or hear you honestly like just to feel you like you could fall in love with like anybody oh my God I know that's actually so true anyways so awesome people have fallen in love with us seeing and hearing us that's so sick well you look amazing you actually look like you're literally in hot pants uh P's like what are you wearing and I'm like literally just show sweats cuz you're always in your sweat mode you're like in tank tops and sweats and that's and then today you like little hot shorts you look like they're like up my [ __ ] right now a little too much and these boots that you and bro wear on tour you get matching is this free people um no these are Steve Madden I think but they're so comfy oh I would love them I just know my calf would not fit in there because yours like is right there girl girl the Joni wi cap didn't fit I don't think those are going to fit but that's just they're like so wrong for that and weird well I think those boots wouldn't fit I love them though you look so so cute I don't know your whole vibe okay so back on tour was there any other like do you guys have any cuz you know you and BR had before on tour dorts gate like is there any dorts gate that happened this dude we both finally admitted to each other that we were likeing horrified like we thought we were both and we both didn't like we joked about it to each other but like we didn't really heavily like verbalized the fact that we were both convinced that we would come back like each other fighting because we really did the first time and I think that we we we ended up making up and being fine so it was kind of just like a sweep under the rug thing but like we really did buttthe heads a lot on that first run and it's all on video and eventually we're going to like put it out there and stuff but like we were you know this one I think I was just I was scared and we went out there and I Trisha I kid you not I love her more than I evering have like we got along so so well and it's like and we realized that every reason we didn't get along was because we just we really didn't have the right team around us and it was a lot ofing people like putting their jobs onto us and like going to Brooke and like being like you need to get tner to do this this and this going to me and you need to get to do this and you need to and it was just we couldn't focus on what we needed to like which was do the show be best friends like you know what I mean it was putting it was making us both so anxious and you know what I mean like making our worst sides come out to the Forefront and it was like this tour was the complete opposite we we had an all girls team and they were all so amazing and they were they were so amazing and it was like it just let our friendship shine more than ever it was getting to the the point where like we'd have a day off and we'd be in our hotels and we' call each other like I miss you so much like what are you doing like let's go hang out like I'm obsessed with her and I've always loved Brooke just so much but like we're closer than that's amazing to like not even like need a break or anything like that while you're like we both can't wait to go back on on the road like literally she came over to podcast yesterday and we were like de like so excited like and you guys been going crazy with the podcast since you've been back yeah how many have you filmed with those three three and you're doing like three on Saturday yeah or like two or whatever cuz I never given time like wow look at you with like time plots for guest that's like amazing the early one I was like I'm coming as early as possible um we should go to Malibu after that I was saying because on your the way to your house I kept seeing we should do something cute well I'm I going to you I mean we can we can go to I guess you're going to me so maybe we do something over there but we should all do something yeah no you had jelly roll and Bunny which is like crazy like how are you getting these guys are you just dming them you're just like hey you want to come on well Bunny and I have just been friends for like a while andas thought yeah I thought um jelly just knew nothing about me like but apparently he's like I I posted a song a long time ago my ex put me onto his music and I just was listening to it loved it posted it and apparently he's like known about me since then which I didn't know at all and I love him oh he's amazing he is like like if I could write up my favorite type of human it would be jelly like I just I and he was like I just hate meeting people I like really idolize and like love like that because it's like you get let down a lot of the time and he he him and bunny it was just like it was such a good episode and it was amazing and he was just so sweet and into it and into the canceled lore and he was just he would say little things like I'm in my blank era and I be like oh my God I love and giving us tea and I was like you to do a lot of podcast so that's why I was like shook I was like Wow amazing I gagged but it's so funny because it still is the same [ __ ] like jelly roll is down but then I'll hit up another like big person and they are like no absolutely not so are you booking them yourself you're like hitting them up yourself wow because I also I feel like people don't love when we have guests on anyways so it's mess I think with you guys cuz sometimes you have really good guests in your know you guys have been slaying actually I looked the other day I never look at people's numbers but I was like looking look I'm like oh my God like everyone like 1.1 1.2 like everybody you have it's amazing it's really crazy it's I think they just like you guys and if there's someone on like okay we'll watch it too yeah that's but I think it it kind of created less pressure for me to like feel like I need to get someone to book my guests or I need guests cuz it's like if people don't fing want to then they don't want to that's feeling I'm like running out of people cuz I reached out to everyone too and I'm kind of like running out and I'm just like well maybe we just do like hot topics twice a week or whatever and if I get a guest I get a guest you know what I mean cuz I really am like reaching out to people I have no idea who I am like you want to come it's called just Trish for a reason like I I that you are the goat I but I love guests though too like I love like meeting people like you know like like someone like jelly roller bunny or something it's like so cool to like interview them absolutely I'm excited to watch your Alexa episode and like see came on to hey that was a good one I'm listen to it in the car it is always like surreal to me to like to see like mainstream people who was like on Zoe 101 you know I'm just like like that was like my dream job and then hearing all these core stories it's like Holly all that stuff too it's like you know my dreams are like oh these are like really dark actually like you possess something that is like when I sit here like I I could tell you even Lauren Gray like it felt like she came on and she felt comfortable enough with you to really like say some [ __ ] that she would never say anywhere else and like like even just like whenever I see Tik toks about like people going through [ __ ] like the top comment is always like they like go on just Trish like and that's I don't think cancel is that at all like you know what I mean well it's such a different vibe but that's like that's the cool thing is people just feel so comfortable with you to like say their sh it is nice actually like we were just talking about the other day I was like I want to be like Wendy and now I feel like Oprah but I love it like the fact that once to open up it is amazing it feels nice I think you're everything everything good from Wendy that you wanted to be is you are you know what I mean well I don't think I possess any Wendy's feat she's so real and so like blunt I could never be that way I'm just like nice to everyone have you watched her show the documentary I haven't watched it yet that's so sad it's really sad like there's a lot of people taking advantage of her like her bank put her in a conserva like Wells Fargo put her in a conservative like you imagine I don't know what do they do like see you swiping for some crazy [ __ ] they're like she was spending erratically I was like what like I'll be in a conservative sh no it's wild like her story is like so sad and Bank put her under that's a thing I really don't think conservatorship should be a thing at all like I even if someone needs them I think that like the bad outweighs the good I agree just let them spiral or something conserv like really they take the most Advantage whether it's Britney's dad or and like Amanda was under she was yeah parents I think it was her parents I she was under a conservatorship cuz we were wondering like really like the light came out of her you know what I mean she had so much light even as an adult so it's like what happens so might be something with that conservatorship dude I want I want to know so bad I just I love Amanda Bine so much and it's like loveing love her and I just like I I hope she's okay like I really [ __ ] do and it's I I like I wanted to see her go down the podcast Journey when she did but at the same time it's like if she's not in the mental space for that you were supposed to go on it last time you were here what happened they postponed it yeah she she just didn't want a podcast like a week after she asked me to go on her podcast she was like did she ask you personally like DM she dm' me Instagram so Instagram's her real Tik Tok is not real of Amanda bines what do you mean like is there like a fake Tik Tok cuz there's like an AM bind they follow and she follows me but that's oh is that really her on I think that's really her oh I didn't know I didn't know which one was real oh okay cuz I think if she was ever to go on anything and talk to anyone it would be you but I just wonder if she's in the head space to I would just like to talk to her in general like you know what I mean CU I do love her but as like a fan and I feel like that might be like weird for her cuz I am such a fan it's like Britney too it's like I don't know if I could like talk to them cuz I'm like such a fan but I would love to just like ask the questions cuz she was so great and then watching the quet on I was like God she was so funny and so good and I don't know just it girl like she was just she was and and unpr problematic like she never had when she was like making those movies she wasn't like Lindsay Lohan where she's like out at clubs every night you know what I mean it's really weird how it just turned so quickly I know I don't know it makes me like sad and like that's again not to go back to Jo but it's like at least she's like not on drugs you know what I mean she's like seems to be mentally okay yeah just living her life yeah I like to see that more I'm like well that's a better that's a better alternative um so you and Bri are good you guys are better than ever we are we reallying are I'm not kidding I just I love her and I like admire her so much and like I it is so nice like to not have to do this alone like to have someone like with you it just made it so much more like exciting so who was all on the tour bus it was you Brooke Maka came for the whole thing the whole thing which is so sweet like I was I was kind of making him like off from work and [ __ ] and I feel a little bad but um oh my God it was so nice like it was just like so much fun to have him there and like eat snacks and we're both such little iPad kids like we we got we had a farm on FarmVille together what is Farmville Farmville is like this app where you have a farm and you like water your crops you water your crops and like feed your chickens and like like virtual crops why why are you doing it I don't it just it was so fun I don't know we had a farm together so we were slaying that and um yeah and just for fun um yes everything I'm such an iPad kid through and through like I I can play games on my phone for hours and hours oh my God that's so cute and it's probably like an added security having like a guy I know it's like so misogynistic but like have a guy you just feel a little more secure you know yeah 100% I felt like way safer and just nice like so so nice like he was just giving me like foot massages every day and [ __ ] I'm like oh my God I love you God so every day just like you're more in love now than you were when you first met up yes and that was it was the same thing honestly just being on a tour bus with anyone I was like dude like if he's going to come for this whole thing that could go one way or another and it like really like it went the good way too like things are just good Paige came for the whole thing she was held a gun point though by me I say I didn't think she was going to come for all of it last we talked to m in like she wasn't going to come for all of it yeah um she wasn't and then I just um kept trying to bribe her and eventually she came I couldn't imagine you without having Paige at all and Paige is just funny as so it was like she she was so much like comedic relief which was great um and then we had friends pop in and out too which was nice like oh so it was a pretty small group yeah and then we had our tour manager and like our merch girl and um another assistant on the road with us okay so it was them and they all were just likeing amazing too so that was good oh my God so no drama behind the scenes dude not at all like knock on [ __ ] wood dude like I'm just hoping this next run is the same way cuz it's like but that's like your Good Vibes like don't even like doubt it or be like oh man it's all going to go away cuz I feel like the Good Vibes that's how I feel I feel like the Good Vibes just keep coming you know what I mean like I don't see anything negative I'm like wow everyone loves me now maybe there is people who hate me but I'm like wow everybody loves me it's amazing you know I have mostes moderate comments too so I'm always like wow everyone is like so nice oh my God wait I love that do you moderate yours you never moderate I moderate everything he does everything no I I made a Tik Tok the other day about a guy and all the comments were about him and I was like uh he's not going to want that so I put his name in my comment for the first time in so long I moderated it oh oh oh it was like cuz they were like guessing who you were talking about I like I don't even want them to guess that's good yeah I think like blocking whatever I just don't see anything bad and I feel like that yeah it's we're just in such a good ERA both you and I it's so nice you can't like doubt I feel like once you start thinking like it's all going to mess up or go back cuz I used to always think that way and then like it would go bad but I'm like no everything is good perfect timing so [ __ ] good I know I'm almost happy that I had like that little JoJo blip of drama cuz it's like we needed something today I know I was like relieved I it was so it was so not anything big and even when she exposed not exposed but like said the text messages she like I wrote LOL and she wrote hahaa I was like okay well that seems Pleasant enough yeah but like I don't know I love a little bit of something you know what I mean a little bit of Dr I know sometimes I feel like that too I'm like God I need a little fun a little spice yeah just give me something to can talk about seriously but um my topic so did you see Gypsy Rose left her husband and immediately went and got matching tattoos with her ex with her ex yeah and she told him about him too there was an interview and she like yeah he's like hitting at my parents but he knows Ryan knows and he's secure and I was like B now what yeah it's crazy I still want her on the podcast I know she's kind of like not the girl anymore but I want her on the podcast we were just saying how she gets these men to do all these crazy things for her like oh my gosh like from the beginning with the guy in prison to like Ryan never thought about that I wonder if she's like low-key manipulating them or if it's just like the power of the puss yeah or like yeah and like the damsel and distress lore oh for like men love that [ __ ] you know what I mean or maybe they're just all like a little off you know what I mean cuz I feel like I don't know I've had some people that were a little off that would probably done some crazy stuff for me but I was always like but but maybe not maybe they're totally fine and well and hopefully that's the case Nick V had her on I don't know the matching tattoos what did they get I didn't see it what did they get they got a husky they got a husky matching dog tattoos matching husky tattoos do they even have a husky has she ever even like seen a husky why did they do that it was like symbolic of their relationship or something of a Husky yeah wow that's wild it's so funny that this is our job like oh they had a husky tat too like we get paid to do this [ __ ] that's the best it's honestly the best like sometimes I'm just content doing this in my basement I love it cuz having Oscar just know everything I'm like why did that happen I need an Oscar it's so funny because like my Oscar and Aaron are just like the straightest guys ever I've been saying do you know anyone like you no so we don't have a lot of friends but I love that chronically online is my favorite thing literally chronically online gay you I need cancelled needs a chronically online my second choice was if askar was to say no I always say this was Daniel pra I didn't ask him but I thought about him CU he's like I don't know maybe you know him better than me onp culture he seems to know everything but he's a lot more S I don't know Oscar's pretty sassy I was going to say he's a lot more sassier but I don't know maybe you're more sassy than Danielle cuz he can get pretty sassy in a good way the best are you ever free never I'm such an employee po that's one thing about me but he's literally I don't even get him he's full-time Entertainment Tonight like even always like can you come and do more and he's like I have a full job but maybe I don't know I speak for you you he loves you I need to find a chronically online gay I'm so for real yeah and I feel like your schedule's like different and stuff Oscar was just he worked with Joey when I met him like it was like Joey meet Entertainment Tonight like he's literally does juggle people so I don't I'm speaking for you but yeah no but I don't need to poach I don't need to poach your I fine poach poach cuz he is so good everyone says that need full time but you know no it's it's even today Jeff was like I want I'm going to do an episode of Coachella and I was like well if you're do that I'm going to do it too and he's like are you [ __ ] kidding me T like I I gave you my employees already and now you're going to make them do the same oh you have Jeff's people was his yeah but does he work for Jeff still yeah okay so like it Le it like balances and stuff like that it does balance it does balance but yeah it's noar's booked and busy but maybe not I always think like maybe he'll like free some time topics like you just slay all that like the research and [ __ ] right he slays journalism yeah journalism yeah we're going to do a reaction video we reacted him to interviewing the Vlog Squad and we're going to do the next one of him all the times he's interviewed you he has like a whole what if you he was at your wedding girl he got the exclusive I really don't like remember I was really thinking about this the other day like I only remember like five flashes of that like why the did we do that it's just so what did we talk about what did you ask me it was like your plans about your honeymoon I want to see this interview so bad I was on your your TV show as well you were yeah what you what he's like wait what when Dude the way I don't remember this time of my life is so concerning it's funny cuz even with the book I have to like write about that OB do he'll remind you of everything you've done what did we do on the TV show I hosted your VidCon panel proposed again I think it was and like wrote a s he made a poem or a song we'll send you the compilation cuz I was like I was watching him interview like David and Scotty I'm like what what what was this it was so Random he's like I have a whole one of tan I'm doing I'm like I need to see this lately I've been really like I would love to get Jake on like the canceled podcast or something would he do it are you guys like talking terms I think yeah I think we're cool I don't know if he would do it but I just like so funny like I really just want to know his like perspective as much like on that time as me lately like I have just been thinking about that like what was he thinking I guess he's just like I bet he would do I don't know I don't know how close you guys are now but he seems kind of like might just be theing weirdest [ __ ] that I ever do and then immediately I'm like why would I do that he seems like I don't I don't know him at all but he seems like he's in like a mature space where he's just kind of like doing his boxing thing and not being like drama or chaos or anything like he was during team 10 days yeah I can't believe he's about to fight Mike Tyson I think that's so crazy what do you think about that I think it's like sick soing cool so iconic like I can't wait to watch it like I love boxing though oh you do I never watched boxing I I don't know much about it but I'm like isn't he like he's old right like he's 60 so like is that like a fair fight that's like you fighting like Dolly Parton or something you know what I mean it's kind of wild I can't believe I ever like I came so close to doing boxing just for the like clout and entertainment like I was going to do it are you a fighter that's what we were asking one episode I'm like are you like someone who can fight I genuinely think if given the opportunity which I don't want okay I'm just saying you don't want a box like no yeah no but I think that I could like I could scrap but the issue with me is like the nose and the teeth and the fuing all of that but you don't mind having a missing tooth I guess that's true yeah you'll be down I really don't but I don't and then just what if I got my ass beat that's you can hit in the face or can you I don't know I don't know about box you can hit in the face you can hit in the face oh [ __ ] who would you fight I don't K wanted to fight Karina did you know everything chronically online game it's amazing no he's aming [ __ ] nuts yeah I remember at the time Karina wanted to fight me and like I don't even know actually yeah she just tweeted that she thought I was like soing annoying or something and I was like news to me when was this a while ago yeah this was a while ago kind of wild I I don't oh we did talk about that maybe and I was like who would win I don't know cuz I'm like you seem like you're really like tough and like from the streets but I'm like I don't know she he ran I was like I probably run too you know what I mean like I don't need confrontation yeah I don't I really actually don't know I don't want to fight anybody like the idea of someone like coming and punching me in the face I like this scares me so I would go down instantly if someone ever tried to hurt you I would actually catch a murder charge of course I would Trish oh my God I really would really yes I don't know if I would for you it's so funny too cuz even when I'm with you like when we at the Madonna in and like fans come up like I I almost like leave my Tana body and I'm like what do you want from her what do you want from Trish you're so nice to every single person like we could could be in the middle of dinner and you're like so so I'm like scared of everyone that comes up I'm very standoffish I'm very much I can tell so I get like protective over you but then you're like sit down you want to have you want to eat something with us and I'm like it's nice but I'm like we don't know what if they going to you know do something to us it's so true it is so true overwhelmingly like welcoming and like I I mean it's good it's a good way I think I also just feel like a almost like a pressure to be that way like I'm definitely authentically me when I meet anyone but I think that in my head I'm just like they're going to remember this and if they if they really are saying that I ra them and the things that they say like and they're going to remember this interaction forever like I I almost want to give like too much of me just so that they remember it you know what I mean cuz have a good experience I just get like a little I always tell people like if I'm St offish it's cuz like I'm usually especially when I don't have Moses I'm very much like what do they want what are they going to do to me like I'm very that person but you're very I need to be more like that well you like a sec you have a security guard with you all the time like that that's what I was going to say that's the like nice part about having security is that I can be nice and not feel scared yeah he felt amazing like I remember he like drove me like we literally were like 2 feet away from each other but he like drove me to my little um Hotel cuz I was on the end and I was like kind of scared and he like waited and I was like oh that's so nice I should get his I should poach him cuz he was like oh if you ever need a driver if you ever need a security he's the best he really is he's the best he's silly though he's such a character it's crazy I just went to Vegas without him though and I was like oh my God I shouldn't have aari and I were like gambling at the table and this old ass man came up to us and he and he was like are you Amari you're tana and like asking us all these questions and I was like I got so scared I ended up hiding under the table like under the roulette table for like 5 minutes in Vegas cuz I was so scared god well you had an experience with an old man the guy that FaceTime you guys and threatened you right uh that was um a friend of mine's experience that I oh you weren't on the FaceTime yeah no no I was on the FaceTime but that was like my friend had a sugar daddy who was like but maybe that was him he found you guys in Vegas he's like different guy different guy but I was scared as it was so scary cuz he was just so out of my like demographic but then we found him and I think that was like a fan of amar's only fans or something oh okay that's cute how did you find find that out cuz we he tagged Us in an Instagram story and we were like doing our research cuz he scared the out of us and in Vegas scares me so much because I just feel like I have so many Loose Ends there that it's like I can't yeah like I can't even just I don't think of it anywhere else like when I'm in Vegas and I meet people and they're weird it's like were you like my third grade teacher are you my dad like I don't even know any would you recognize your dad I don't know if I would really is that kind of nutty yeah I mean but that makes sense but that's good again it's good it's kind of like a block like you just want to like block it out yeah sure it's yeah I mean I've just been on lately I've been on like raised by narcissists Tik Tok and seeing so much stuff about people's parents and how crazy they were and I relate so much to like how so I I I stand by the no contact of It All Forever for sure so smart have you added to that narcissistic Tik talk like oh I was the same like I was used Stitch I could Stitch and go crazy I need Queen you Stitch everything Stitch Queen I love stitching stitching is the best feature of Tik Tok ever because there's always you get paid for it though what yeah what people do now is screen grab so you don't have to do the Stitch yeah you know what I love about you is every time I come over she will let me know like how like how to make more money on Tik Tok and I listen like a [ __ ] I'm so I'm like so I know I actually you're SM I I was thinking this the other day but like I nerd out over like algorithm [ __ ] and like monetizing [ __ ] so like I I could talk about it for days oh yeah we like monitor all this stuff like he's really good at too like with our podcast just like knowing okay this one gets this CPM and if you talk about this or if you don't talk about this or like this in the thumbnail like it's really amazing I get into it too I just like the I just love making money like Anyway even if it's like little like a couple thousand on T to I'm like it's like fun I think the Hustler will like always be in us you know what I mean cuz had we not done this like who knows what we would have been hustling for money and oh yeah you know what I mean so my butthole or something for sure all of it my but hole has been like literally crazy lately cuz it's like the pressure of the baby I think it's like yeah it feels like you're about to poop I think I'm like having contractions all the time keep telling she can come early like you never talk about your butthole so I get so excited I talk about all the time my butthole hurts it hurts so bad like it's crazy it's like so much pressure the baby's like on it it's crazy and I feel like when you like go into labor it feels like you're going to the baby's going to come out of your butt that's what it feels like for real and they won't let you go to the bathroom I'm like I have to poop after poop and they're like no you don't like just stay there and I'd always have to go to get like relief just to like cuz you don't have to poop but it feels like that and the baby feels like it's coming out your but hole oh my God I can never be pregnant I don't know how you do it I don't know how you love it I don't know how you do it like hard me into orbit that would set me into orbit I'm not even kidding it is crazy yeah this one's a lot harder I will say the first one I was like yes love it this what I'm like oh this is hard harder how um on my butthole on everything like just everything hurts my ribs I go to the doctor I'm like I can't feel my ribs I can't breathe like it's just a whole thing but you know it's okay yeah that is it's crazy it's so awesome it's the most beautiful thing ever but like it's just so wild yeah no it's cool to like bring in like a human but you know it's a whole um but Vegas no Vegas definitely wild we always stay at Hara and I always feel a little bit really yeah people like well that's where Donnie asine is so we stay there but um people have been breaking into rooms at like Rio while people are in the room sleeping they come in the door so you have to like do a door jam at the things to make sure like they don't get in cuz like it's like employees allegedly um that like have keys and then the Rio is just like we don't have cameras I don't know what to tell you so like people are just getting [ __ ] stolen from them it's all over Tik Tok no I'm going to go down the rabbit hole I have such a hotel room fear too everything like whenever I'm in a hotel room and I have to like put a chair in front of the door and like yeah you have to do that for sure I know H was just on like two weeks ago we were talking about going to ex caliber it's like a haunted place there and then she was like we all have to go and see the aliens along the way or the Luxor I would love to see the aliens along the way the Luxor is so haunted I had a crazy experience at the Luxor on I like it's so funny too because this experience like a lot of other people have had it and it's like all over online but I thought it was just me only happened to me I I never go to the Lux store now I literally say I think it is the creepiest oh no most like just the feeling that you get inside of the Luxor is unlike any other Hotel on the strip and it's just the hotel itself is just set up very differently where it's like have you ever been yeah car top performs there I love it I've seen the show like 20 times I would love to go with you to Vegas we need to go am I just like going to see carot toop and D that's fine I would love that I'm sober now so that's like the same thing that would be so funny I would love to make you play like roulette or gamble with me a little I've never done that by Gabby down I think you'd have so much fun I would teach you and you love it okay I'm down um oh my god let's go we to go early at like 6 o' cuz I can't stay out past 9 I get tired oh [ __ ] okay yeah I'm down okay anyways you were like doing Illuminati or something yeah so the whole hotel looks like a triangle like a like a pyramid on the inside like it does go up and all the rooms like Overlook the casino and it's very creepy and they're all empty and y y so I just really don't like it and Amari likes it there cuz he always wins on slots so he'll make me like go with him and it just and you can kind of like like I've had a lot of friends who like back in the day like they wouldn't be 21 like you can get away with a lot more there cuz it's not there's not as many like employees and [ __ ] like you know what I mean um so I went there a lot when I was younger and um the actual rooms and going up into the hallways and [ __ ] is like It's So Silent like almost So Silent that you feel like you're hearing things and it's cold and it's creepy and I had this experience one time where I went up to a room and it's like essentially like I got in the elevator and I put in the floor I was supposed to go to and it didn't I'm getting like heie talking about it right now not even kidding like and it didn't take me to the floor that like the hotel like whatever floor I can put in I can't speak English right now like I put in like floor 14 and it took me to like a random floor Flor that wasn't on the like list of floors and it was just like empty and there wasn't like rooms and it was supering creepy and cold and the elevator wasn't working like getting me back there and then like eventually I like got to my floor and whatever but like that's happened to a lot of people at the luxur where so it takes you to what like just a random floor like it's giving like not like basement but like kind of like like abandoned Hotel floor how do you get out of it I just like got back in the elevator and just like hoped and waited oh my God that's so weird but it was just creepy as like I really it's just a creepy it feels soing haunted and like so many people say that and like so many Vegas people say that and it's like well a lot of people died when they were building it like how like they in the building process I guess I don't know like what exactly happened but like yeah a lot of people died building the Luxor and then they just built it on top of the bodies like they dead bodies what how can they do that I don't know they're just like oh we'll just leave you here yeah like rip that's crazy I don't know I really don't oh my God I didn't know anything about that yeah and Holly loves the like haunted [ __ ] I hate haunted [ __ ] I'm kind of the same way I don't believe in it but I also don't want to get near it I'm also like I don't get me creepy I like I'll never do a Ouija board I don't allow anyone to do them like in my home or anything like that like hell no this bit over here she thinks she's like a witch and [ __ ] and she would like love it I used to like play with Ouija boards by myself wait what that's crazy does it work are they real I've never done it w never do it I don't know I don't know like I had some weird [ __ ] happened to me like after freaked out like I just stopped no I believe that I don't want I don't want to in my house either or any demonic [ __ ] I just feel like I have enough of that going on you know like or like luck wise or whatever that I just hate and it's so funny cuz I love Holly so much and I love you so much that I would like get roped into some [ __ ] like that but then I'd be there like panicking I would too I would do it for Hol cuz I do love her too I'm like yes I want to be cool too let's go to the creepy clown but also I would die I would be like absolutely not I prob would literally die I'd be the one girl I goes missing and yeah i' be on Holly shows she like actually she was my really good friend and I was like you brought me here we really have I think we should do the the alien [ __ ] aliens I'm down with cuz they feel like they feel like almost like Bears to me like just like another species oh right right right totally and I feel like I always I told hly when she was here like I kind of feel like she's a little alien yeah you know what I mean cuz she's kind of like weird but like in a cute way and like I feel but she's also like really smart about a lot of things and I'm like kind of alien Vibes to an alien I would kick it with an alien I'd be like let's make this Tik Tok yeah I think they're kind of normal we talked to someone that like really did talk to and was like fully believed in them they were like completely normal they were like a person that's like very functioning and very normal and um yeah if it was like she was like so she like what do they called plans I keep saying this word they're called pans people who talk to aliens are called plans no the aliens are called plans right that's like politically correct not the politically correct term for the aliens I'm tired I'm tired the pans how do it right away it's like yes they're platians I like okay yeah I love that for that's that's almost crazy because it feels like you're like humanizing them a little yeah well they kind of are I mean they're just like a different like species from a different like planet or something like that that's true I almost feel like Jo was an alien I could see that for sure that makes a lot of sense and that's why she's yeah I get it have you seen all that stuff like reptilians and like lizard people and [ __ ] oh with the flickering eyes Shane Dawson used to always do like conspiracy theories oh they're reptilian he thought everyone was a reptilian I'm like okay he still does that right literally same thing right for like seven years it's he was talking about tanacon on his podcast like recently it's so funny too even that I don't remember a lot of it and it's so funny hearing other people's like memories and perspectives he was like living for it right cuz he did a whole documentary about it he was like probably like living for all that yeah he was definitely now I could think I could venture to assume that he was probably living forward a little oh for sure especially other people's drama and like all the stuff like that and um well I never I don't remember this at all because I trauma block it out but once he talked about it it unlocked like one little flash of it and it was after tanacon right after tanacon Shane organized this dinner for like me and like the guy that I did it with Michael Weiss and like all the people in like Georgio Baldi like are like some festar restaurant and like right sounds so good I can't get in there I was like how did he get that reservation I don't know if it was Georg Baldi but it was like a fivar restaurant in the back room and he I think that Shane thought it was just going to be like we talk it out like real people but I was so young and wild at the time and we just ended up screaming cussing and this [ __ ] after went to [ __ ] he organized his dinner yes to try to like make us kind of like see eye to eye camera like not part of the doc yeah no wait what happened and I get to the dinner and I guess I remember one flash like I I really don't know what happened I'd have to ask did he say like he was just saying that we were like scream fighting and the thing and like him and Ryland were just sitting there like awkwardly oh my god do you don't remember it at all I don't I you invited him on canceled right and he's like no I think that's true though I might like a while ago you told me like it's funny because if it wasn't true i' just be like yeah like I don't remember maybe like I really don't remember maybe not I don't know I thought like did cuz I feel like that's yeah I love hate with him for sure because I was just like it's it's interesting cuz he's he's chronically online you know what I mean he very is um chronically online by I guess not gay um so right I don't know if that's politically I don't know I don't know what to say anymore but yeah but he um he's always online like he would see I don't know now I don't know him but he'd always see all that [ __ ] and I'm like that's one of those ones too where I think that if I were to have him on it would be so emotional for me like where it's like you know what I mean like cuz that was like your person that you like loved and stuff yeah and just again I just don't I it makes me really sad how little of my life I remember like I would love I would love to have a conversation with all those type of people in my life just to know what they remember so that I could remember it too you know yeah that's why I feel like it would be kind of interesting because it doesn't it's not like like you tell it cancels like hard-hitting you don't need to like ask him all the controversial stuff just be like tell me about like me and like what you remember cuz I don't and I think that's like that's pretty normal I think for so much time with Shane and so much time at his house and so much time just like him and I and I just don't remember which is like so wild cuz we were like really close at the time too and I just like I don't know never never crossed path that way like never heard stuff about you and I always just thought that's so interesting um yeah I mean a lot of people have that stories I don't know I think it would be blast from the past I always want to talk to people from my past too like Drew Monson and stuff like that but damn I know I need to just do that I might this this conversation might inspire me to just reach out to a bunch of people but it's kind of [ __ ] up too if I hit up all these people and I'm like tell me what you remember and then I'm I like I'm going it and expose the out of them like thanks for meeting with me tell me everything now I'm going to go right about how awful you were I just had to get my ducks in a row yeah I feel like some people don't care not not that Shane was so awful I just said that yeah yeah with all the other people but I think that's smart you know what I mean to like sit down and like talk or just get it out of the way and you know I think that's interesting there's so many people I I wouldn't want to go on my path cuz I feel like I just I don't know it's like too much for me right now but um is interesting you got to talk about stuff like oh what do you what did you see in me then what is that you know what I mean even Shane I'm like were we really friends like did you actually like me or just like make fun of me the whole time you know what I mean 100% 100% there's so many people I I think I might have to do that who else would you talk to I would love to know Bella Thorn's perspective she would tell me too like just all of that even I said Jake like I would love to know his perspective even like old managers and [ __ ] I would love to know Jord for sure all of it Jordan for sure do you have a manager now um yes and he's the best manager ever the one You' had for like the past six months cuz I remember you told me you had a really good one like last time I had for like I think a year now maybe a little longer yeah a little longer for sure and he's just everything I've ever dreamt of I like I often now think to myself like if these people were my team all along I would be so much lessed up in the head I would have done so much less [ __ ] like yeah but like growing and like maturing and finding the right people cuz that's what they say like in your 30s you like get all those right people and you're like this would have been so much easier if I had this in my 20s for sure already there at like 25 you know he's like actually just like he's like such a dad and just cares but not in like an overstepping yeah way like it's like professional and awesome and he's just he's smart I genuinely really look up to him and like it's that's so important it's just like sick and he's just like funny and awesome and our relationship is so normal like it's it's great to have yeah it's not like chaotic or yelling or anything like that yeah and not like way too close like in aing weird way like you know yeah you and Jordan were like I don't again don't know you guys back then but like gave off very close Vibes yeah and that just like was s like sometimes it's not good to be too close with people you like work with in general you at all like we did not have a work relationship at all you know what I mean it was like cuz I he was like parent like I never had Parents he was the first person to ever like parent me and that's like very murky Waters I think to have someone be like a father figure but not but and you're so young and he's kind of so young and it's just like a lot yeah it was exactly and it just like it's it that whole thing is so strange to me that our whole relationship how did you guys meet he just reached out to sign me and it was so interesting cuz I was going to get signed I was in the process of signing with someone else at full screen who was like a very normal normal manager and I had one phone call with Jordan and like going back in time it's like now I would pick the other guy you know what I mean like because why just like cuz the other guy was very much managerial like I can do this for you I'm going to do this this is our Network like meeting professional and Jordan and I were immediately just riffing joking and I picked him because I liked his personality better interesting you know what I mean and it's like that that is so interesting like and it's so weird cuz I I wouldn't take it back cuz it it definitely like shaped me so much as a person but maybe in a lot of wrong ways at like that time you know what I mean and just all of it like you know what I mean his company was like out of my pool house for like so long and [ __ ] I remember like just seeing it on video and stuff like that I was like oh my God that's so wild like that was so weird like I would wake up out of my bedroom and like there's a management agency in my pool house every day like a real Playboy Mansion remember they' go to Mary's office and stuff like that they just like walked down the hallway like hey what's the schedule for today like like that was really what was like going down and it was just an interesting time all of that like the [ __ ] that would just happen in the houses that I lived in until what just the parties and the people always being there and all the like core memories like I feel like my house was just like a hub for so many people always just be is that like that now do you think do you feel that now not as much I think now it's like it feels like my house and like my Hub and like it's not just people passing through yeah like you know what I mean yeah it never feels that way like it always feels kind of just like a house for people to live in and not like crazy like a hype house or something you know exactly and I feel like for a long time it was like that you know what I mean like I was just thinking back to even like Jordan in the Jordan was working in the pool housee so then there'd be all these little [ __ ] on laptops and [ __ ] doing the deals and other clients would come and have their meetings there and then I would have my meetings inside at the round table and I was thinking about like there was this time that I was like dating Noah Cyrus and she had like Miley's Range Rover out you were dating Noah Cyrus yeah did you know this yeah chronically online gay I this wait what and it was like me and Noah were just like in the pool house like definitely high as like just being like messy I was thinking about that like memory the other day and I was like there was so much going on wow my mind is blown like what the was going on that's someone I would love to talk to too but I don't know have you talked to her she has me blocked on everything did it end bad or you just talked about it or what happened yeah it kind of ended bad but it's it's again one of those things where it's like I was on drugs like I don't remember why it ended bad for the 19th time we dated you know what I mean and I would love to know oh my God were like in there yeah we were just like super on and off and like to like so toxic and turbulent and crazy it was so wild must so young and it was so interesting to being with a girl who was kind of the same [ __ ] like on their same [ __ ] as me cuz it's like if like one of us knew the other one had a crush on a guy then one of us would go date the guy and like it was just this cluster [ __ ] of toxicity that we would like drag all the people into so you both were like bye I think I heard you talking about this recently on canel where you're like I can't just date a by girl because or was it the other way around where Brooke said she couldn't date byy it had to be like full on lesbian I have to know like everyone would always accuse me of being gay for clout like they're like you only date these famous girls so you're being gay for clout but it wasn't that it was just that like you just date famous people well girls specifically though because it's like when I A lot of times like if I would like like a girl I would come to find out like she's not by she's pretending to be to like get famous or she's pretending to be to wear all my clothes or she's pretending to be to go to all the parties and [ __ ] that I want to go to and stuff my God that'd be crazy to pretend to be buy for clothes yeah you have to do some serious [ __ ] down there they wanted the [ __ ] right it's not light it's not a light thing to be by yeah like no for sure like I just had a lot of girls that would like you know what I mean like want to date me I think for the experience not for like actually being like into it you know but I feel like a lot of young girls you know you question it like I you know like especially growing up you're just like maybe I am so you have to test it with someone and they maybe think with you you're just so like down for everything that's true cuz how do you know and I always think that with guys too it's like how do you know unless you try 100% maybe they try and like okay it's not for me or for me it's like it's it was just like the sex part I'm just was not good at with girls I love girls I think they're so pretty but I'm just like not good at it alth I'm not good at with guys I just lay there but at least like guys can do more work girls you have to both put in work you 100% that's the that is the thing too like a female relationship is so actually 50/50 and it's like oh my God who's going to open this jar like we both really got a Munch box right now like it's like you know what I mean it's just like you got to both be givers like emotionally too like girls are just so much more emotionally like in tune well also just like you both get like periods stuff I mean not whatever but it's just like you sink up and like what if you have different periods and it's just like that was my issue right and so you're just like can never have sex CU you're just always on a menstrual cycle somewhere you know crazy oh my yeah oh my God that's why I was always with polyamorous couples because they'd be like when they were on their period like okay you can come in you know what I mean so it's kind of like a substitute for them for their boyfriend no wait wait tell me about this I just was one couple but I was like a what do they call them like unicorns or something like that and just like yeah they were really really sweet hold on hold on hold on she's done interviews about me I think with like people online and stuff like that so it's real cuz people would be the same with me she's just making this up I'm like no it's real so they were it was a girl and a guy a girl and a guy couple and they were on Bumble or Tinder looking for like the third and you matched I matched pretty hot back then this was 2018 I was kind of like a hot person 2019 so hot now I don't know why no I was definitely hotter back then you would just go in and like she'd be on her period so you would like yeah she just like watch yeah so F and he was Gorge but she was Gorge too she was Gorge she was like pink she had pink hair like alternative like huge boobs and he was like he was an anesthesiologist and like Gorge he was like 30 and like a model like 6'5 and they were the most gorgeous couple in the whole world stop that's that sounds so fun see this is the thing about me being so taken now that I'm like Oh my am I never going to do anything crazy ever again no crazy I think you're done I think you're done with a crazy well I don't think you need to like now I want to it just ends bad anyways cuz someone's feelings even hers like I think for a minute she got like in like maybe insecure or I don't know something and me too it's like okay this won't work like my family won't you know it's like it gets messy I think if you're in love stay in love don't think you know what stay with I don't I never get scared about it being like Oh just with one person for the rest in my life you know what I mean I think it's like exciting cuz you've done so much yeah you know I think this is just the first time where I'm with someone where I like really could marry them and like you know what I mean like it would be awesome like if I married Maka like no complaints do I talk about it yeah but not like too seriously you know what I mean like I don't want to like scare him away we're literally about to hit our 4month anniversary it feels like I've been with this man is that yeah of being official oh my God it does seem like like a year at least wow I know maybe that's why this tour feels more like fun too or like cohesive cuz you're like stable you have like love in your life that's so true I would be such a fing stupid hinge like [ __ ] if I was like really on tour you think probably yeah like just so I that you have like the love and the stability around you so just you're a nicer person you're more like wonderful to be around you know what I mean yeah I do think like love heals and like it really does and I'm happy to be like out of the streets like I when I look at my like [ __ ] era now it's like I've done just some really [ __ ] [ __ ] that's what I'm saying you've done crazy [ __ ] like you don't need to feel like you're missing out yeah I'm definitely not I'm not missing out I it's just like I'm I'm raising the the white flag not that I was just like this big [ __ ] [ __ ] but like I definitely had a couple you know stints no for sure I definitely was oh my I always think about it I literally was having sex like five different people a day was hoping I got pregnant by one of them it was like wild it was crazy and I was just like so sad and depressed and I was just have like rotating it was crazy yeah it is crazy how much like being a [ __ ] is such a form of self harm and I like oh yeah it can be so fun and I I feel like you know what I mean like at the time I was just like this is so fun but it is funny now like looking back I'm like there is definitely some [ __ ] I was doing where it was like you oh you were depressed depressed like you said it is kind of self harm you're like risking so much and just like lots of things not just STDs like you could get beaten up you could get killed all stuff and I was just like whatever to my house who cares like come through like it was crazy like that is it is just so crazy but like you said like in the moment is fun like I never shame people who want to be that like in their [ __ ] era cuz I like it is kind of fun in the moment but then also just sad like I remember it'd be like the end of the week and i' be like this is really depressing I have nobody you know it's like Friday night and like nobody wants to come around and I'm like oh this is sad it it really is just like crazy even just before dating makoa I think I was on this like kick last year of like I want a rich guy you know what I mean like I I want a rich guy Soph rich and it's like yeah and I like there's just like you did not have to hook up with that man you did not get anything out of that sister like what the like get the Birkin first right get the Birkin first even that it could go to [ __ ] you know I always wanted Rich too I mean that's what you're like brought up growing up but then it's like you see those relationships happen and they don't always like work out it's it's really sad I don't know and and they're just like someone feeling like they own you and [ __ ] it's just like tan like like you were never going to be that you know yeah oh and it's like yeah I wouldn't want that like would you want that now is like just someone just cuz everyone I know who has like a rich husband who may even be like famous in their own right they want them to kind of like be on their beck and call like you have to like be here with the kid you can't work and stuff like that you know I feel like that would be I wouldn't want the controlling this of it all at all and it's like I just I was trying to convince myself that that was like the only type of guy I should settle down with and it's like d yeah it's better just to be happy and in love I mean I guess you could be in love with a really rich guy but I mean yeah you know I don't know rats it's it's better just to be happy and in love and then when you don't have money doesn't matter yeah so much and it's like I don't know I really think I just wanted it for like I don't know like the aesthetic maybe it's just like you make money like you're doing F you just want to be like on the private jets with your husband's money but sometimes they don't always pay I do know a girl I won't say who but I do know someone who had like a really rich husband and he like never paid for [ __ ] like never paid for her glams never paid for like anything it would be so controlling she wanted to do like o and he like wouldn't let her and I was just like can we bleep it yeah we can bleep it no no I was thinking about her this whole time yeah I know I almost did too cuz I was just going to say like that whole situation but like never paid for anything and she would like say it and it's sad I mean the whole thing cuz you look at their lives and you're like oh my god dream life like you get all you have all this money you married someone so rich and wealthy but it's not always you know they're controlling a lot of times too the rich guys are like cheap they don't want to give you money they give you like $500 a week and I was like what do you do with $500 a week and like you said you're like the rich man you know what I mean so it doesn't matter and that is so crazy yeah it's kind of all sad but I love that you're in your love era thank God I'm not even kidding thank thank you God for sure so this is the happiest era for you yeah I just like it it is like it really is something to like write home about like how um if you've never been happy like in your life really like I've been happy but like I've never felt this like this just like peace and things are going so good and I feel like all of the like work I put in is finally like showing itself and paying off and I never thought I would feel that way because I've always lived with like the fear was my number one motivator you know what I mean and it's like it is just so hard to like feel comfortable in it like it's like feel like secure yeah like I just feel like there's this part of me in the back of my brain that is always like wanting chaos because that's where I feel comfortable and having to like really fight that is so nutty for me it is crazy like when someone doesn't want to fight with you you're like well you don't love me you know what I mean like but the fact that you said it you said it that you feel peace I think that's like the big thing if you feel peace inw peace everything is just so so so good so I'm like really oh my God what is going on I just happiness who can we talk [ __ ] about no I love that we don't I know I always think that two on Hot Topics I'm like who can we talk about there's like no one to and even people there is to talk about I'm like I kind of feel bad you know when you're happy you're just like well I want them to be happy you know what I mean I hope they all doing well like what the [ __ ] yeah there's really nothing which is good I like being unpr problematic you know what I mean I know trash crazy when tour is over after this next like so when do you guys go back out May yeah we go back out what month is it April it's April it's no I go back out April 23rd oh [ __ ] you right after Coachella yeah right after oh damn because you don't get much time off so you're going to go through May yeah you're done before your birthday yes in June okay so what are you going to do after a tour I think I really want to get a little place in Hawaii and just like rot there and like you know what I mean like just do my big one with that and just be Underwater All Summer W you do we're going to go back out in the fall so I I feel like yeah on tour girl what that's wild I know and it's like how how are you not going to get burnt out I don't think so that's what I think I just need a lot of Hawaii and a lot of that's true the break relaxation and even this break is like enough time I think I'll be ready to go back out I have to like do my big one at Coachella though I fear like I think I'm going to take a lot of mushrooms or something oh I was like what's do my big one mean you said that too in you said it in Hawaii like I'm going to do my big one there I'm like what big one what I don't know what just like do yeah do my thing like you know what I mean cuz I need we need some lore for the tour we need some stories yeah I feel mushrooms will give you lots of stories right I think all my stories come from mushrooms I only like twice would you ever take mushrooms again um oh I would love to but like I have babies and stuff that would be wild maybe like me and Holly can do it with like alens or something like after you can you take mushrooms while you're pregnant not that I'm going to ask pregnant yeah I don't know I mean they are natural I guess I don't know yeah I'd have to like be with you guys like away from the kids cuz the kids would be wild to have mushrooms on like oh my God yeah like you're just tripping balls like with Malibu like you can't do that but parents do you know the parents that do like crack and stuff I'm like how do you do that and like raise your kids dude I just feel like the kids would ruin my high would just being like Mommy Mommy like that's so crazy people like crackheads yeah but they function like people have like babies like drug people have babies parents take the LSD and go to dis with their kids with the kids I've heard people doing it at Disneyland but not with their kids I think it happened to Brooke she went and took oh no I think her mom like took her to Disneyland on some crazy [ __ ] or no like her I'm like I can't be telling Brooke's story right now cuz I don't even actually know all the details so maybe don't make that up I heard I heard um I I probably can't say that either but I heard we could probably B I don't know allegedly I don't know John Stamos did that too with like his dates he used to take them and like do Molly on Disney I don't know if that's true I was thinking about John Stamos the other day as I fell asleep for like a while to show you love you best show ever I I would love a Joe in my life that would just like stalk me and romanticize he was everything I have such a crush on himy yeah he would not like us though I don't think at all because he's so serious and so like Ser like I'm just studious and I have a podcast like he's just very that he has like Chris Olson on his podcast he wouldn't have us gets all the Big's everywhere he's he's on tour with making trainer yeah that's crazy I want to know what he's doing like does he just bring a coffee out on the stage what's no yeah I think he's a singer oh we have to go to that too patri we have to go to that I would love that we have to go to that oh John Stamos plays like the hot therapist oh the first season you and I've been saying that I think I need a male therapist what so you can have an affair with him no cuz that's what you is this John Stamos and he was like gaslighting him to be like we're not having an affair and then they were totally having an affair and I was like okay yeah no not an affair but I just think it would be like good motivation to go to therapy I think that yeah for sure I agree actually like I prefer like trainers I don't have a trainer I've never had a trainer but I probably prefer a guy trainer cuz you have a girl and I was like I don't think girl could motivate me yeah but I don't know no definitely definitely you know what I mean absolutely but then why do you want the guyap such a pick me right same yeah we're kind I get that way too we talk about men and then women and I'm like so double standard I'm like I still like but Jacobi whatever but Rachel that you know I'm very much like a hater something but I try not to be like I want to be the girls girl I think it's just innately like the way we were raised we're always looking for a male validation which sucks yeah even if you have like a full-on great relationship I have like a husband and I'm like oh well it's still nice to have like validation from guys think I'm cool I don't feel much anymore huh yeah I just I hate every every time I think that way I reroute my thoughts immediately like I can notice it so I don't actually live that way yeah but like I know in the back of my head that I'm like like that no for sure I'm the same way cuz that's why I've always been friends with like males in like YouTube world you know like the shanes and then David it's just like oh the male validation then I tried to be friends with girls and it was like awful that was bad you know so it's like yeah but a lot of girls also just suck too that's true but that's I feel like us we're like the good girl the cool girls the good girls that's our Rebrand I'm the good girls we actually have to make a song Good Girls I'm not even kidding we have to make the bad girls gone good oh [ __ ] I need her in the writing room the writing room do you have writers on your song um I don't know what I was doing in that era it's been a long time we get John Stamos to be the drums or something on our song Trisha he plays the drums we should just do that we should just have like a cluster of a situation John Stamos on the drums like some weird [ __ ] producer like like we need to write for us that's like crazy like and then like we need JoJo in the music video like we need like a whole we need the the conjoined twins like and their husband like doing a dance like they play us that would be so good oh my God if we were conjoined what do you think our biggest problem would be oh gosh there would be a lot of problems maybe The Vaping or probably the sex that's the thing they have two separate pair of lungs like but then is their whole body addicted to N I think their lungs are connected no no I know that really wait what's connected I guess we shouldn't go into their personal details but well the waist down okay waist down is connected okay we also have HR Oscar is the HR the politically correct things to say am I like can I say that he's like no like okay okay well the ways down there we wouldn't have too many problems um I yeah do you have any problems down there sometimes I discharge a lot when I'm not pregnant but right now do you what are you taking just like the yeah yeah counter stuff yeah those are wild like you have to pee all the time my pee is orange right now dude and it's like I'm get it I don't know because normally you get a UTI from like sex oh right well they can be they can just be from that too like you also just get them like you're just more like prone to get them it doesn't have to be from like sex and stuff and it's just like so I just can't even believe I haven't in a while but I used to get them a lot they're awful urge have to like pee all the time it's just so bad that's why I had to stop with the McDonald's on Van nice on our way here I was like oh my God am I going to pee myself was that middle way van I yeah and Trisha I know you hate to hear this but I blew up that bathroom oh my well you said you're quick at it so I think that's fine yeah normally I am but this was she texted me checking in on me and then dude I was in the bathroom like really like gripping the McDonald's walls on my way here yeah and then these two girls went into the bathroom and I was like audibly farting I'm so sorry Trish and then they came out and Paige overheard them being like is that tan Mojo and like how embarrassing that's happened to me we had that story ironclaw on the day after Christmas I was in the bathroom and I couldn't stop doing the same thing farting and blowing it up or whatever you call it and the girls literally were like Trisha Trisha I was like what the [ __ ] it's like a little theater near eyes I'm like what it's the most dehumanizing thing most I left the theater three times because I could not stop I'm just like I have to go back and it was all the beginning of ironclaw and like the girls kept following me out there and I was like this is so humiliating I'm just always hitting the inopportune [ __ ] like it can never just be like in a good moment like it is but that's healthy gut for you like if you're doing that you know what I mean like you have a good gut regulation happening I've taking met a muil gummies cuz I get constipated sometimes oh me too well I'm pregnant but yeah I never I can't go mine were like Rocks coming out yeah that's the thing the whole Pebble L okay okay sorry sorry sorry no no I wasn't saying ew to you I was just like oh my God we might get censored for talking about you could definitely say ew to me for that like I never say I don't think anything you say is ill because you talk about all the stuff and anyone else would be like that's disgusting but you I'm like that's cute I love you so much you're just such a cute girl and you're just like sweet and I'm just like okay that's cute but and the way you talk about stories it's just like endearing and you are my actual heart I can't even believe I know I missed you so much I feel that way too we had such a nice time at the Madonna Inn and then I was like oh you our little Christmas moment like we have to the second I'm back like I would love to just do so many cute things with you yeah if you're down if you're available you're bu available you'll have a big birthday trip I know you are we invited to that birthday trip this year you want to come I live for the drama oh my God I think every year and then I can do a vlog like what really happened on Tana's birthday I would live God I kind of want to do like what and you love Four Seasons Mau yeah I would love to go to Hawai yeah I would come to Hawai I feel like I need to do my birthday a little differently as I'm getting older though like no more of me being tar cosmetics and just taking yeah like or just somewhere closer something more wholesome maybe like we all have hotel rooms like I think it gets murky water when we're all in a house too is that what was happening at your birthday parties that because everyone gets like hammered oh would you be sober on your birthday or are you going to be I think I have to be wait really so I don't want to be but are you going to continue you're going to to try full on I'm going to try my hardest yeah cuz I think it's also like the main reason that I've gone sober is to break the Habit well I no more so like I just have no moderation so it's like I want to go sober long enough to where that when I drink again I feel like I could be like rewriting things and like be new about it you know what I mean cuz if I were to just drink like tomorrow like yes 3 months is great but like I do feel like I would immediately be the same person I was 3 months ago but is that bag that I feel like I knew you when you were drinking really but like it's you like I'm not going to come to your like I look up to you so much like I'm never you're never going to see me like like blacked out and like being awful yeah are you awful when you're drunk though I feel like you want to be yeah not awful like cruel but awful like for myself like turbulent like I'm insane like you know what I mean like I'm just what does that mean like you're just my whole friend group is different like they all have face tattoos and do fcking you know like they're all just I'm just I live I'm different I'm definitely just like really insane like and I'm always leaving somewhere with like my hair in my hand and like my you know what I mean just having a good time too much of a good time but way too much of a good time and it's like even just Turks last year for my birthday like all that drama that went down I just think things would have been so different like it just I yeah I think if it's like better for you I think it's the way to be you know than keep going with the Good Vibes yeah I just have to find a way to just be have more fun while sober I do with you though like I do with certain people so it's like I think I just have to really hone in on that like focus on where I am having fun right what is your funnest activity oh cuz you're going to go to gella I'm literally not even kidding hanging out with you is like up there really yeah like nothing's that fun to me really what really like you don't fun but just different a different type of fun like the type of fun that I have when I'm blacked out is like insane and I need to maybe I'll never get there and that's good just have a more like what do you guys do together you and like makoa like if you're like at night time together we just eat our snacks and smoke our weed and watch shows and yeah play our farm so you find sober activities if you're farming and stuff like that thank God for I'm serious though do you think that you would be a better farmer in real life because you play this game I think a reality show and I was like well we could go farm cuz you would know how to do it I'm not even kidding you yes like something like the other day on FarmVille like I I had to make like a bunch of granola bars like they they needed granola bars like over for sale at the at the barn and wait what barn oh the farm yeah just the barn on my farm like little the farm hands where like you need to make like three grola bars tan and I was like oh my God this is so much work but Amish of you too because you have to like bar and stuff there yeah yeah yeah so I had my bees were making the honey and then and then I um harvested um strawberries and I had to make goat's milk for it you know and the Goat eats Carrots to make the milk wait oh my God you know so much yeah but I don't know if any of that's in real life I bet it is I bet if we had to make goat milk you could do it well but like the sheeps eat tomato to make wool and like that's not real like sheeps don't eat tomato to make wool right I have no idea I mean maybe but I made this really cool pair of jeans on my farm with the w gosh so you could actually function in like the Farmland I think so I feel like that would be that's the reality show we go to Amish community or something I think we need to I'm not even kidding I would love to go live as an Amish for a week or two well our podcast producer is Amish no well actually I'm lying wait what I'm completely lying hold on hold on I was like can not be around electricity we call him Amish Aon I think he like might have grown up in Amish Country or something he's not Amish I'm like there's no way he's working on canceled as an omish person yeah there's no way but I like to pretend okay you're like me an Amish person I live for the OM that girl that went missing on Tik Tok she was like fake Amish but it made me like really interested we be fake Amish yeah I think for like a show purposes like entertainment purposes let's do it yeah I don't think that offends anyone if we just like try to live like them for a week let's do it I mean if you can make butter and goat milk like I mean that's pretty impressive that's we're in cuz you have to trade stuff you have to like trade what you do oh my God Trisha we have to do it I think this is part of the the bigger plan yeah which I think is going to actually happen I think the people would die I would love and I would have so much fun filming a show you like oh my God I know I feel like like I can just imagine getting to see you like every day that's so fun you have so much good energy and like every time I see you you have good energy like I it's late like if it's a different energy for me it's like so late like usually seriously not joking I'm in bed at 6:00 so it was like 6:30 when you got how do you fall asleep like just naturally oh I just knock out you don't smoke weed you don't take melatonin no never I just am like out I love sleeping if I could sleep early I would be theing president I'm not even like that's how I genuinely feel it's my like biggest problem what I went to bed last night at like 5:00 a.m. what are you doing just like I'm on Tik Tok I'm tending to my farm like I'm like you know I mean like I've been watching Sex in the City like I but even if I close my eyes like it takes me like an hour and a half maybe you're like thinking too much or too much screen time to like be like no thoughts in your head like at 6 o'clock I turn off my phone I just have no thoughts in my head I just like go to sleep it's kind of like the best thing ever or do you read books sometimes I read and I fall asleep yeah but read same thing it like makes my thoughts too thoughty really when you read how can you how can you thoughts when you're reading words it's my ADHD like I'm always having 20 thoughts at once I guess it's like a kind of a good thing too cuz you like multitask or something like that which I think kind of everything yeah it's true my ADHD is like my superpower and my kryptonite do you take anything for it I can take out all but it doesn't like I don't there's got to be a better drug out there I'm so for real cuz it makes me Focus like I am only having one thought for like a certain period of time but then the second you come off of it it's like horrible come down and then it's all back and like it's not it doesn't like regulate it like long term everyone talks abouton I'm like always wanted to try it but it scares me like pills scar me all that stuff like that it's like too much you know what I mean I don't think you'd like it cuz it makes me a [ __ ] like I'm such raging yeah and like your emotions aren't the same like Paige always makes fun of me on outall cuz she could literally tell me that I won the lottery and I'd be like that's so awesome oh and you'd have no I would ha that feeling of like no I mean it like I'm like that's awesome but I can't like oh my God like I can't like emote and you're so emoted you know what I mean like then you're regular such a like Stark difference too oh man yeah I that's what kind of stuff scares me I'm like I don't know I do I would love to get like a natural high somehow you know what I mean but I don't know me either I guess mushrooms are kind of natural so coella we haven't talked about that are you going to go both weekends or just one I'm going to go one weekend the fact that I ever woulding go both weekends is murderous to when I think of coel I think of you really yeah like I think you're that and I heard it's out now to be like you can't dress like a hippie like that's not cool anymore oh God I going to dress like a hippie I don't know I don't even know I'm too old for this [ __ ] I'm so over it you're like such an Old Soul for Real cuz you have been around for so long like you've been doing this you're like 15 and it's like and it's just coachella's Madness that's I think that this will be one of my last ones because if I do plan on being sober like it's not it like because you're walking like 20,000 steps a day like my body's going to hurt so bad like you're not a walker not at all my ideal position is horizontal at all times even right now right now mentally I'm laying we should just do a podcast laying it' be so nice I would love because especially being pregant like I'm telling you like but the baby is pushing down and I'm just like can't breathe I'm just like okay yeah but lay a laying down podcast would be so good you kind on cancel cuz you have that couch that's like so like yes and I love it Jee and I were going to do that like a podcast our podcast was going to be from a bed and I was so excited to like why didn't you do it I don't know I was just doing his so much that it was like it's going to be the same thing yeah but then it's like a joint one did you see like Zane and Heath and Alicia we always talk about them that is such a crossover did you see that I didn't know they were like like start a whole ass podcast together cool like that I didn't either cuz I imagine them as such different people but maybe that's why it works too cuz you know do you know both of them I only knew Zay and he I don't know Remy and Alicia at all so like I like acquaintance know them like you know what I mean like I've seen them at parties and stuff party girls cuz to me I always think they're like clean cut wholesome and then like to me Zay and he they're like just so controversial they're always in like [ __ ] you know and I'm like that's such a crossover I'm going to tune in though I I saw a clip and I was like oh that that could be funny I tuned in and tuned out I was just like no shade I like them but I was like I love when she hits a no shade more than anything in the world like oh my God that's hilarious I actually like love like REM me on Tik Tok I love Alicia and Marie like I love them it's so funny cuz you shape anything like like you make me like if you say watch it I watch it if you say don't watch it I don't watch it like I'm not I'm never going to tune in now sorry you lost a viewer pretty pretty unter three under call her daddy and Joe Rogan they like showed a screenshot that they were number three but the charts work like that right like forek I don't know that's what he was saying cuz ascar was saying that too he was just like well they kind of what are they now like 24 or something so okay so they so they go up for a minute it's still good still better than us I'm not saying anything but love 24 or something 24 we were looking before I was like where are they at cuz they said they were number three and I was like how are they number three but anyways I was thinking about that because the crossover you and Jeff were supposed to have and I think that people just do that now where they start um podcast together but how many can you really have and can you like focus on it it was just would have been the same show eventually I think we will do something but I don't know you know what I mean we are going to Coachella together and doing we're going to do some collabs there what does that mean so we I stayed in a house last year it was me Jeff Mike MAAC and like I brought I know wild what is Mike MAAC now is he still like hustling it's funny cuz I I really Mike is like a bigger part of my life cuz he's best friends with Jeff so I like see him a lot and talk to him a lot is he like still an influencer he does his little his like night shift Vlogs um I think impulsive is coming to an end so he might do his I thought it was over yeah I don't know it I like impulsive I watched it and I'm like I just thought they weren't making new episod or something like I know I don't know him at all but I love that you guys are close That's So Random he's just a character Mike he's he's definitely just like a like I always say I feel like someone wrote him like he is like it's like he's reading a script at all times really like he's a he's but he it is funny he's funny yes but a lot of the funniness to me comes from I don't want laughing at him sounds so mean because it's not unintentionally funny yeah he's unintentionally funny like he's always just like screaming about some [ __ ] and I'm like what are you screaming about and he's like screaming about like a limo or something you know what I mean like it's like he's just just such a straight man like so written I don't know but I stayed with them last year and it was really fun so now it's me Brooke Jeff and Mike got a house together that's it just you Brook Jeff and Mike so know and but like outsourced like they're bringing their friend Kea and like I'm going to bring like Paige and Ty and like okay um Ari but no significant others oh no yes I'm bringing and he's bringing his girl Jeff girlfriend I don't know what that situation is going I think he said he was on a show where he won or something yeah but I think she has to go back to Australia Mike has a girlfriend it is just like a big cluster so I think oh so it's a lot of people I thought like you four I was like wow that's but is yeah like all the like sides should do the podcast you should be pretty unfiltered it'd be you and Brooke and Mike and Jeff literally I think we're going to shoot an episode like that it would work it would work you're out take out pretty unfiltered no no we love them I really do like them I don't know why you has such animosity towards this podcast no but I'm loving it I'm loving it like it it is just you're like me though when something confuses you like like it confuses Ang yes I don't know why I'm the same I don't know them at all and like Z and he actually were so nice to me when Us in the Vlog spot so I'm just like I hate this but you know what it is it's like you know this I you know this about me like when there's so many people talking and like the fact there four co-host but it would work and people do like it so I mean it does work obviously it is like yeah so many people talk I'm like this is like a lot it overwhelms me yeah doing a podcast with four people is so hard that's usually when me like me Jeff Mike and Brooke try to do something together I'm like oh my God like just in editing it's like holy yeah just like talking over each other and just like a lot happening because you guys did do a episode together right you done them yeah that would be cute though I feel like it's definitely like needed I don't know podcasts are just needed because there's just no podcast out there I listen to like the most boring podcast in the world because I mean literally ones that don't get like not sh again like get no views you know what I mean just like I just listen to anything a new podcast like to listen to cuz I always listen to impulsive but it's done I listen to theovon every week though love clips of him I never like watched a full yeah I listen to everything he does like a creeper I want him to come come on my podcast so bad I don't know you was really cool with him right like friendly yeah I don't Tennessee I think I would literally fly to like Russia to shoot a podcast with him have you done his no and I want to so bad yeah how have you not cuz I saw Britney Broski I saw chick Brianna chicken fry on there that's crazy I know I would love to I don't know much about him I just see him on uh Tik Tok and I always just think of him as like a character right like he's not a real person like that's not really his personality it really is that's the thing is like I thought at least from what I know any interaction I've had with him outside of his podcast he was just like he is on it so he's really talking like you know I don't know that's how he talks it is every day what like I just I don't even every conversation I've ever had with the ovon off camera it was like we had a conversation about Panera Bread once it meant so much to me I know he doesn't remember it what did he say I don't know what we were just talking about like I love Panera Bread and he was kind of like roasting me like you like you would love Panera Bread and I was like his eyes or does he like talk down like this like no I don't know about paner bread like I feel like he would never look at his eyes he's like what do you like about paner bread I think I don't know we talked about cats once I don't even [ __ ] know oh my gosh okay so well you know but I swear to God I don't think he could pick me out of like a lineup I don't know if he remembers me why you think his brain is just gone or what no like why would like he would know you you're so notable I don't know and memorable cuz I always am like he'll like be interested in one of my friends and I'm just kind ofing there oh oh is he not married no not gay no I always thought he was who's your friend that is he's like a comedian that's gay I love yeah I did was like oh my God be so funny responded he's like I'm on tour but that would be like dream crossover episode I only like gay people I don't really know that's why I thought Theo was cuz I was like oh he gives me kind of gay Vibes and like I love gay people so much I collect them like Infinity Stones like in my dream world like it's just like there's no straight people anywhere but you hang out with so many straights like you said you love cuz he's so straight written well it's funny because he's so straight like written like if he was gay I would love him way more yeah I think I would too cuz I remember watch like the night shft I a while ago and there just like so many girls and him just being like these hot girls all the time and see like why do I why does that interest me am I like even a pikme like in my own home Pik me I think you're just you're just a cool girl you're a guy girl you're a girls girl you're very Tara yummy coated where she's also like a guy's girl a girl's girl I don't she would have been my dream career when I was that age cuz she's always around the cool boys and I was like wow girl you are wants her she's so hot oh yeah no she is and she's literally so tiny and petite I love her too I'm just like oh my God you're so she's so nice I know she's literally everything my H ey is like acting up okay do you need to go no I just like feel like I need to rock like this maybe it's the shorts it might be like sometimes they ride up a little bit yeah like I fear there's faux leather in my post right now do you we do you wear granny panties no I can't I don't I think they're less comfortable I'm not kidding I feel the most comfortable with like a thong up my ass and I think it's a fart protector because your farts are like girl no they're going to just come on out because there's nothing there no but no I swear thongs stopped me from like like audibly farting I don't think that's at the meet and greet one time though on tour Trish I like farted audibly on a fan and I just want to know so bad if she remembers it you think it was bad I want to know if Brooke pretended not to hear or like what well because were out loud well they were coming out all quiet so I thought I was in the clear but don't they smell like they smell people no I swear to God there's just different like types of farts like I know when they're not going to smell have you heard of a dutch oven yes have you ever done it to Maka no people would always do that to me and I'd be like that's so I think that's why I'm traumatized as a kid cuz everyone would Dutch oven meme I do crop dust my friends sometimes that like where you just walk in front of them and you fart I would never crop dust you awful oh my God I couldn't I would never crop dust you you get paid for that I heard you like stopping o o now you're like kind of not doing it dude I swear I'm just making [ __ ] up as I you said it on a podcast you're like I think I'm like stopping for a minute I was literally having her face tuned my nudes earlier so it's like no I'm not but like I'm just making [ __ ] up like okay I don't know I'm just less interested in it than ever interesting because you have cuz I know you said like now you could have a partner help you take pictures and stuff so I'm surprised that yeah that's the thing is if anything I could really like slay it I don't know I just like it was kind of just like a big PR stun a big two-year long PR stunt for me so it's like like I loved doing it but I also think I loved like the attention around doing it like as I'm like like that's not the thing that I'm garnering attention for I'm like am I I'm not passionate about like face tuning 500 nudes like you know what I mean and it's like I just I don't know I like chilled out on it and like just started making less money on it cuz I was was like making less content and it like it didn't affect me as much mentally like I thought if you told me like a couple years ago like you wouldn't be doing as much only fans and you're making way less money on it I'd be like what like yeah you know what I mean so it's like I retired from it and I was making like a lot of money too and I was just like you know I think it's time to just retire I really want a patreon too do it that's our favorite thing in the whole world like I'm obsessed with patreon well you're like sending signed head shots and like lost of your hair and like private tours like I just I I need I need to figure out what to like what to provide what do you provide okay do exactly what we do we just watch other people or like what are they doing you know just kind of do the same thing um do an extended podcast so like after your podcast do like another half hour we do like an hour after our podcast um so do like another half hour and that goes up the like second day after your podcast um we do bonus videos so like because it's like videos you and broo don't do videos a lot together so like me and Oscar will go like get popcorn movie food or something or oh we did gaming I start I hate I hate gaming but you know people like to see it so we've been doing like fortnite we're terrible at it but how do you like where where in your house are you like sitting and playing fortnite there's like a pink wall out there it's like a pink sequin wall and we sit in front of it it's like chairs and tables and you set it up for her cie actually well yeah there's always mishaps actually but oh my God I want to see you that's crazy I need to watch you play fortnite yeah we did find night at Freddy and what's your fortnite strategy I don't know I can't even pick up a weapon I just picked up a weapon the other day I was like okay let me pick this up it's so hard I like to land and hide I can I can't even land I like go into a tree or something like that like I never know I don't know how to do it where game with you that'd be so fun no you can play your FarmVille on patreon like just record it right people would totally do it oh my God I might have toing do this it's kind of everything so we do the two videos a week or you can do one and then yeah do head shots and like you know prod stickers whoever made those stickers eight by the way they're so cute he's good shout out Louis he's amazing yeah yeah I have everything you need I have all this for you too we have a little good bag of our purse Moses can you hand me that do you sell those tumblers we sold out shout out I know we do sell them but they are sold out completely and we had like one last one I see why that's so like don't you think we need that oh my God so cute yeah did you have your girl bling it yeah and that's why they were a little more pricey cuz she like hand does them so we have like regular merch coming but here's your oh you got some stickers there stop yeah got some oh my God you and the Selena blanket oh yeah we have a Tavern made one too this is on a sticker I would pay like $25 for this yeah I think they're like 50 stop well they come with head shot and stuff too oh it's already bedazzled I thought I was going to have to send it to the [ __ ] are youying they come bedazzled it's our very last one so oh my God Trish yeah I actually can't thank you enough for this yeah no no no no no I'm soing for real I'm taking this everywhere I go oh my God I kind of live for it yeah they so that I use them all the time you this is the thing I've ever looked at in my entire life it's fun I really loved it it's all that in like a week I was very shocked looking at bedazzled [ __ ] is like a bump of coke I love it that's my natural high right there just blinged everything here's another I feel like you're on the prices right or something here's another gift no I love it gift for being on the show Trish it's Noah BGA but you know oh yes it is look at this it's all the pictures of Mi and Holly on a tote and on a makeup case and it's it's mainly the face tuned ones God is good it all is I think that's the only ones you sent right I don't know there was one horrible one of me it was us in the tennis you and Holly were so small behind the tennis net and then I'm just like huge with like my butt and back to the camera and it just looks so bad you like these are great though I I felt like we looked cute we looked so cute this is my favorite photo shoot I think I've ever done that was so much fun it was so fun cuz it was like you drove so far like it's a little closer for me but we drove like two and a half hours and just to take photos and which is so like soy and our little brunch the next day was so cute I wish shook I did not prepare like hair makeup I didn't bring anything with me cuz I was like oh we'll just leave like the next day whatever you get up at like 5:00 a.m. so you like a whole day. I went and got my nails done I got makeup that day Tik to just kept coming of [ __ ] that you were doing all while I was asleep and I was like oh my God I'm such a piece of [ __ ] yeah but then I was like the last to leave cuz I guess you guys were all packing up in your room and here I am just like going out and doing stuff and I was just like oh [ __ ] I was like the very last sleeve and I was like oh no no but I love it I absolutely love it and you're Ari and I were talking about your mayback for like hours you like a mayback is so insane kind of everything yeah I kind of love it so everything I I actually like it better than my rolls race I actually do cuz it's like comfier and like Cozier yeah I like it a lot and it's just like easy to drive the pink one was just like a lot I I did love the roll race but I want to learn to drive I want cars when are you going to do that dude I don't know you should I mean it's like learning in La is just so hard and I'm never anywhere long enough to like like learning here so like I don't even know I asked her if I could drive home but I literally don't know how to drive well I don't think you can if you don't have a license or a permit yeah but her license is expired right now so I was thinking like B that last June what last J we got to edit all that out no I know like [ __ ] wait how do you okay that's what I want to know how do you get a car for someone else because don't you need their registration you can do it all after you gift it to them like but they won't let you drive it off the lot right unless you like have insurance to be honest I've always had to find people who are like connected at dealerships like and you know what I mean like try to use my like little clout to like let them like it works like I when I got the car for Kyla that's kind of what we did right we switched over was my old assistant oh my God you're getting cars for literally everyone that's why I need to ask you I was like how do you get these cars well because I don't drive I spend so much time in an assistant's car you know what I mean and yeah she was she worked for me for like 2 years before I got her the car though did you let her keep it um it was a lease so I did a lease for a long time this is and I love a lease by the way and so does Oscar and we like how do we get a lease like if I want to get them a lease car but it's like how does that work you pay the down payment then you pay the lease payments and then yeah when the lease is up then then what then you're like okay time to give it back or you're like well I think she just she took over the payments yeah cuz I feel like it's just not that easy cuz we want to get matching Tesla trucks but I can't really surprise him I want a cyber truck so can we all should we all get one all four of us yes yes I just went well if you're down to get I will if we can figure out how I don't know how to get one so did we get it we look so small we oh my God we look so tiny so how do we get them that's what that's what I need is just a big body vehicle I don't need oh epic I just need big vehic get everything to make you look smaller that's what I like okay so how do we get it if you have connections cuz I'm just like more like I'll pay but I'm just like I don't know how I I just went and did the T tumm like the Dropout podcast and the guy Zach on it has a cyber truck it was just sitting in the driveway I was like that is so what what wow he's really killing it I like this guy popped out of nowhere I'm like wow he's everywhere I know he's like my hyperfixation person right now really yeah I'm him he's too straight written for me I think yeah he's always just being like well he also worked at tanacon before he blew up you didn't pay him or something I paid him the other day um how much I gave him 500 bucks was that what he was but then I was gambling the next thing I was like I could have given him 300 you know what I mean I mean 500 to 300 I feel like is like nothing of a difference for you but we need to okay ask him how he got a Tesla truck cuz like can you just go into the Tesla store like the depay them all no everyone who has one is like I applied for it two years ago and remember yeah like David Dober brought his like three years ago like when I was still friends with him he's like I got a Tesla truck I was like okay yeah um such instant gratification though like I can't put that much money down and then wait 2 years no that's what I'm saying I just want to go get it like is it in the store like in the Tesla store and I'm like I want to drive away with it I always do when we get cars like the day we saw you we got a car that day we got a car the next day we saw Paige at um where were we me and Ari like went to go look at Defenders like oh Range Rover yeah I was at Range Rover yeah Moses was talking to someone I was like who are you talking to you just saw Trisha car sh in the group chat we were freaking out I never knew this I was in the backseat with ma Moses was trying to get us Range Rover something we got what do we get we got a Lincoln Navigator that's what we got Range Rovers are awful yeah but we got it that same day yeahh small bad mileage always in the shop like just what everyone says get them my back we got the my back and the next day we got the Navigator but now I really wanted to you got a May back and then the next day you went and got a navigator well because we had a Jeep truck that I hated we had to turn everything in I was going through a crisis at the beginning of this year I was like crying throwing fits I was like crazy and I just yeah what was the main like what what would did the fit stem from like what were you feeling o I don't know I don't know I just pregnancy hormones or I was like acting out I don't know what it was I think I just was like I don't know Trisha that is so though think about it like she threw a fit and she went and bought a May back oh trust me I think this was like the only time Moses and I ever got to fight I'm like I'm going to go get a May back and I was like fighting and then he ended up coming with me to get it but it was just like a whole thing like he's like you he's like you can't just be like impulsive and buy all these cars or whatever and I was just like I think I lost not lost it I traded back in my Rolls-Royce cuz they want like $300,000 so I was like I'm so sad that was my car so I just like needed something and yeah that makes sense you know what I mean I don't know it was just a lot I was just going through a lot I was that's the thing with the being me being sober too like if I am feeling slightly manic it's like I have to go on a trip I have to buy something like I've really been like curbing that I don't know just like do you still you don't shop that much right you're not like an impulsive buyer like you're not buying I I don't shop that much but when I do I do my big one like we were just in New York City like and I was on tour and like we had a day off so we went to Treasures of New York City which I need to take you to so it's have you seen me sitting on the couch that says sex and it's like leopard it's like this showroom and everything in it's like vintage and I like I left and I bought like three Dior purses and I was like T like I don't even like yeah but like two of them like I didn't need those yeah I get like that too person are my weakness for sure my weakness I want Birkin you want a rainbow one are you still trying to sell that Birkin I gave up but I really someone buy her rainbow Birkin please selling it I really did need the money like last year I really was like really trying to sell all my birkens and no one was buying it it was so frustrating but um it's just if it was any other like it is so rainbow rainbows are so ugly too I always think that I'm like The Rainbows are so ugly love what they stand for with gay pride but like ugly like don't want to wear it yeah I feel that completely I feel that completely I'm just not a rainbow girly like no yeah JoJo would be the best going to say that she really yeah JoJo buy the Rainbow Birkin she did she had like she said something once but before she she went like a little off the rails while talking about Colleen but she had said something once and I was like so excited like maybe she'll buy it cuz like I needed the money last year and then I was like oh she never bought it but how much would you sell it for I think last year I was like I bought it for 40,000 I think I was going to take like literally like 15,000 now I take like a million cuz I feel like it's iconic yeah you you can't you it for so ugly but like someone $4,000 48,000 I have the invoice from privy Porter shout out privy Porter oh my God no trust me even all those Rolexes that are like blinged out I spent like 60,000 from like ice box nobody wants to buy it like because it's like aftermarket and like no one wants an aftermarket Rolex even though I have like the invoice from ice box where it's like all diamonds everything no how much like each watch was 20 like 60 each watch was 60 you know why cuz of K she used to buy them from ice box I'm like well I'm going to get them too and like never wear them oh my God nobody wants them no they're just I like want to help her out like I'm this close to like offering to buy one and it's like I can't I can't I don't maybe last year but no I'm okay now but they just sit there they literally just sit there cuz I like I what am I a rapper like what am I going to wear it to you know what I mean right now you should just wear them more I also have too fat of a wrist it doesn't fit at the moment like I literally had to get an extender Moses got me the Van Cleave cuz I Lov your so he got me the van is that Sam van love your I love yours so much I bought this one dude and I was like this one is so SCE so and then all my friends and got it off of dhgate for like $27 indistinguishable they look exactly the same and I have them you cannot tell the difference and I'm like so cuz I thought this would be the one that people weren't like faking and I'm like oh my God I love that one though too cuz I wear a lot of silver I love this one too this is very unique but I love that one no I love that one that that's like my I want that one I think me and octopus lover was that his name puss lover what is his name octopus your friend he's everywhere now too he's everywhere gosh he's just so many places some people I just feel like get put into the like brand like the brand yeah exactly like literally like and just everyone wants he was just with bro at aloe I was like Wow making the rounds I know I keep wanting to go to aloe but it's like it's the why haven't you gone you have to get like it's like a cult wait you haven't gotten accepted invited I all of it like I haven't really tried like Jeff was like go with me but I'm like I don't want to je goes Al too yeah like and he told me he just walks up and they let him in but he has one of those like faces and personalities where like he shows up and everyone just like lets him you know what I mean I feel like they would turn my ass away and I don't want to be like cold plunging with him like and doing [ __ ] with him they do he's like to like fit you know what I mean like I would be like like I need someone to go with that like would be my level of skill I want to walk in and go should we try could you imagine I can't even fit into their clothes you think they're going to let me in their gym like literally they go up to a large and I can't get in there they go up to a large that's and it's the tiniest large I tried to try they have no XL no no XL what yeah they only up to a large we should start our own but then no one's working out there like just everyone's eating like cheese yeah yeah not a gym a restaurant could you imagine I would love a gym just for like fatties to feel comfortable in like me you know what I mean because you can't go into aloe they look great it that would be like my ideal situation I hate it I hate when I go to the gym and like everyone cuz I go to Equinox and it's like such a it's and it's so stupid it's $300 a month there's no need I'm not kidding do you know that I just had to have my doctor like fake me a note so I could like leave Equinox what does that mean like no they won't let you live you have to like move across the country or get injured so um yeah I tore my I tore my ACL spread the word oh my God they won't let you leave no what if you just cancel your credit card yeah you could do that for sure but but you know well I did gym once where I cancel my credit card and they just charged the new one I'm like how did you get the new number like it's happened so many times I think Netflix does that where I like cuz you know you cancel it for fraud or whatever happens there's like I had like four new debit cards and they just keep charging they find the new number that's crazy my parents growing up were such like collections ass [ __ ] like just like would always do that like like change the card and like not pay anything oh really they don't let you do that now they like track you down that's crazy me and it's like how do they find the new card it's crazy yeah I don't know all right viewers yes oh my God there's so many more questions but we love you and I'm so I feel like I'm never going to see you again I'm like cuz you're going to go on tour Hawaii and going to be gone for like two 3 weeks and I'll see you right after cuz I want to do something with you I miss you so much I'm not kidding I miss you so much I'm yes of course I love seeing you just happy and glowing and I'm always watching we're always watching we watch everything you do we talk about you like we don't know you I'm always like so tana and BR like literally I'm like we know them but Trisha I'm not kidding you I told you already I talked about you every single day you just at the of my mind I know you guys were supposed to come do the Tav thing but then you guys were people you guys were booked and busy that day and I was like yeah yeah I was going to try to make a work and Brook was like T like if we come shoot that like there's no first I knew you were never going to come it was like 8: a.m. I'm like I don't even want to get up at 800 a.m. to come here there's no way they people and you doing it like for us for the show Almost was likeing better anyways I feel honored and I love it I'm going to keep playing it at the next run of shows I hope you know like let me know if at any point you want us to stop playing that video of you because can you take that down actually yeah just let me know I'm serious cuz I will run it home oh thank you for having me be a part of it if you guys want to see canceled on tour I make an appearance there on screen so check it out is it sold out maybe I don't knowes May don't check it out I don't know anymore but I am going to try to get you to come to the Santa Barbara show I think that's sold out but everyone there is going to feel sold okay well if you give me a ticket I'll be there maybe unless I'm giving birth I don't know what's happening but thanks for watching everybody this has been just Trish this is Tana and I love you too thanks for being here we'll see you next time love by oh my God

Channel: JUST TRISH PODCAST

Views: 1,472,632

Keywords: tana mongeau, trisha paytas, just trish, cancelled, podcast

Id: YimWFOUS32A

Length: 140min 24sec (8424 seconds)

Published: Thu Apr 11 2024