Iris After Hours - Episode 120 - Daryl Crawford Marshall

get a welcome back to our softer hours guys I'm with my good friend Daryl consistency Yuma's come on been a long time I know if in a long time has Daryl oh hi used to living the same big community aspect and Sydney and like gosh what was it 2007 we did 2008 yeah yes yes six to seven no it was six year 2006 and yeah it was crazy crazy and we were at Jubilee International Church in Sydney grunting with Feeny an easy shout out Feeny busy - I love you guys in this amazing pastor's back in Sydney yeah a great leader church yeah no great and it was crazy times and you've since been married that was Dells Crawford now it's Daryl Crawford Marshall was there always now Crawford Marshall but my wife's now Belinda Crawford Marshall yes I think your name was always call from always - I thought it changed when you got married I was always passionate Lindy you're beautiful why yeah who would probably be on this podcast right now except she's looking after a riot looking at a shot kids yep three and one yeah three and one so Elroy was born on Christmas morning last year so this is Christmas baby yes oh she's beautiful smile little the girl Jesus yes exactly right it was really fun so is it good it was a good morning I did wise dressed up in all different they did a nativity while she was giving birth so why don't they it was very funny it was a it was a bizarre situation actually and they will said that she was like the baby Jesus and then then he did the three wise men and the shepherds and they made it like that during their that delivery so it's very interesting so it's an interesting time that must have been it was wild yes it was very surreal one of the most surreal things are living ever been in actually you know obviously then seeing the birth of your beautiful baby which is such an incredible incredible in spirit but then to have it on Jesus purchased really felt the morning yeah it was just amazing was amazing so we've had a big year you know having having a second having a second and baby and then of course that's good yeah it's really good are they sleeping no no one slept for a few years I slept once they don't sleep through the night uppity all right that's right they're gonna say Ivanka everyone always tells me Darryl is just a season I'm Wayne that's awesome so we've anyone probably you know a few years but it's a great one so I love being a dad you know yeah really for you so best thing in the world ever it is isn't it absolutely love being a dad to men it's just how crazy is the love you feel amazing and then you think God loves me this much like yeah this much but more it's like I can't even get my head around he loves me as much as I love Mikey exactly yeah just that blows me away but then it's more than that exactly yeah crazy dude what do you know I think Danny silk said the purest form of love that we have on earth like a like that God's given us is that apart from like the Holy Spirit pouring love into our hearts is paternal love yeah but that love you feel for your ass yeah yeah well because it's not about you it's just purely you just want to see your kid survive first of all from growth speed so that I die and it's like oh my gosh and then prosper into everything exactly and then rise them up and you have all destiny at me exactly cause she's such a full-on thing isn't it it really is and you think about your own childhood and how important was your own childhood and that's what you're shooting for your kids exile rains up everything isn't it crazy yeah and God I mean lightly I don't wait with rabbit Charlie here but God's be showed just kids don't last mm-hmm it's a temporary thing like your kids are only gonna be one of three for one year and then that's never again not even in eternity they're gonna be one of three exactly yeah so it's this temporary thing that's so beautiful you can't hold on to it's just every day you just got to enjoy it and then it goes because then I mean I see kids families that have got the kids are all teenagers I'm gonna that's gonna be me in a few years and yet the Cutie thing if you do this you can pick them up and hold them when they're so cute is the best and it's only temporary then so crazy even you're talking about them I just wanna go I've just been with them so yeah it's they're funny no is it selfish you put your kids to bed and you sit Minya yeah you're missing your quick start especially if you see something on a movie with kids or something triggers you and you're like you it's beautiful yeah a restoration of the father I know isn't it it's so precious and it's it's crazy that God's given this is something that's so precious that's so temporal that he I don't know it makes it even more that it's temporary makes it even more precious yeah doesn't it it does it really does and there's only in your memories but then your kids memories of being hugged by you is that I'm so precious to them about that all the time you know what I mean I always think about that and how kids I mean it's like that I remember that story about the orphanage in Romania years ago with under the Iron Curtain and the kids would ever touch I keep sad I in the orphanage because no it touched I remember that yeah the babies it was proves the facets need that physical match and hugging to bring them for this human being yeah to leave so that I mean love is food in the night for kids yes but just just to be able to empower that and give that and you know to your children and it's so wonderful isn't it it's the best it's very exciting I think we have to pray for everybody wants to have kids it's single we are release husbands and wives for everybody today so this is gonna be a husband and wife releasing podcast and yeah that's good iris I think we should do come on let's do it right now yes Father in the name of Jesus we just thank you for every person watching this right now yes father for those who are single father we thank you that we just were would you encourage their hearts that their day is coming come on if their day is coming at their their partners are being made ready for their connection and so father we thank you for that in Jesus name father we think it's this hope deferred makes the heart grow sick but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life yes the Father we thank you God for a season of marriages upon the city upon the body come on Jesus name father we thank you for a season of divine alignment of relationships it says - yes as ten thousand to flight so father we thank you for this season right now that we are in a season of Kingdom alignment the kingdom marriages unto Kingdom purpose yes the father we thank you that it's not just about partnership and friendship and companionship but it's actually about kingdom purpose yeah we thank you that you're bringing people together to change the nation's for your glory in Jesus name yes and I got the little word it's too good for too few yeah well everyone needs it that's good come on it's too good for too few so say that prayer to God God it's just too good for too few my husband bring my children exactly No bring us all the very relationship you know with God and then just the dynamic of your relationship in your family with your children and your wife it's just we were meant to be in community you know we are we're not meant to be alone not isolated yeah and that's where the devil takes us out so I select active tenants take people out there that's true the community just brings us in I mean we're here we're hurtin give me any bubble he'll the community very very interesting Wow good you're talking about that come on the things that we've been really focusing on recently is God's been speaking to me a lot about prophetic people and about sensitive people and talking about the necessity for people to be in community and you mentioned Danny silk earlier and Danny so one of the things he says is you've got to work hard for God not to put you in a family and one of the things I said again you've got to work hard for God not to put you in a family it's a t-shirt so I'll print it out and send me that t-shirt I mean The Book of Proverbs it says I think he's 18 verse 1 I think it says he who isolates himself with themselves rages against all wise judgment and there is something about that from it yeah probably I think it's 18 1 and I feel like what's happening at the moment is that summer this is it God gave me this went all that prophetic people for a second absolutely this term recently it was this term he made this statement he said the prophets are coming home the prophets are coming home when I started to see now this is this is not about you know the prophets on you know in the body or not in a local church but I saw the many highly prophetic people and some of them actually called even to be fivefold prophets were on the fringes of churches that they had been hurt in the past they're highly sensitive people and that they were literally on the fringes but there was going to be a season it I felt like the Lord say it's like a homecoming and I felt the Lord's say the hopes and the homecoming is upon us when the five four really starts to work together well but you know that the five fold is is incomplete without prophets and prophets functioning well in local church in local churches but the thing about prophets is that when they're hurt they come into their place where yes they'll still see the gift and call of God is irrevocable so they'll still see and still be sensitive to the things of the spirit but they find it very hard to connect yeah I had an experience I won't be in community I hadn't yeah exactly and I had an experience once I'm actually writing about this at the moment and and I I had an eagle statue in my house and the eagle statue fell off the perch as it were and both over the feet of the eagle broke off perfectly off the statue and I said cobble and he's and I said this is a prophetic sign and the Lord spoke to me he said Daryl an eagle is incomplete without feet an eagle is incomplete without fee and I really felt it represented the landing of the Eagles and we know that the Eagle always really often represents the prophetic in nature of the person but also represents the Prophet symphony and the things of the prophetic and I felt like what God was saying is that there was going to be a a grounding out or a landing of some prophetic people so they can be in community so that they can be loved on so they can receive any healing that they they need I'm not suggesting they do but if they did need some yet they could receive some and then from that place of being fully restored they were then able to launch again into the gift and call the Godhead for them so I feel like that's the season one of the seasons that's upon us right now and it's really long and it's really happening so yeah and then there's rest as well yeah got faith the Eagles got to stay up all the time and go a bit strange yeah I forgot to say these guys Darrell is an associate pastor yep Field of Dreams change of light itself let's just you guys if you look on the map come on right down here in this little egg come on I used to live in that light as a kid come on - Norwood football car come on this is what I FL was in the Football League went national yeah I don't know 15 years ago or something 20 years in Australia but yeah before that each state had their own professional league and I was in Norwood supporter down here they're like look I have football and I figured out ladies night drink not a coffee in Norwood every day every day when I'm in Australia do you know wooden about there a church building for Field of Dreams Church where I work is is in Norwood it's basically just one block down or a couple of blocks down from the parade in Norwood which is the red Lakes they secretly Red Lake yeah there you go I don't know never three years in Adelaide so it's been good and and and now listen you said you're writing is there somewhere we can read stuff you write do you have a like is there a podcast or something you have so what so at the moment I speak a lot of Field of Dreams Church so if you go to the field dreams website yeah which is Field of Dreams org dot a you you can see a weekly podcasts not weekly podcast a weekly Vimeo stream of the services and so we all of those all of those has streamed also the Tuesday nights there's a lot of prophetic teaching equipping prophetic intensives that go on on a Tuesday night they're all also available online so I speak a lot of those yeah which is one thing I'm also trying to work through a book at the moment that mean I always say the first book is the most difficult one to get out so yeah it's only taken you know I've only been working on a 15 years so one day but but no but that's something that I'm seriously seriously way subject thing or is it more autobiographical no sexy no it's actually about what we were talking about it's actually about the grounding out of prophetic people into the local community and so so one of the titles are subtitle of it is called the battle to belong a spirit belonging that's a t-shirt right there someone print the t-shirt gives me hope and I believe anyone - that's good the battle to belong oh my god it's so profound yeah so that's part of what well I feel like at the moment it's saying again who isolates or he they that I select themselves against any wise sorry he who isolates himself rages against all wise judgment which is so profound yes because you know me to get hurt the first thing was something happens the first thing you do is isolate yourself I'm actually pull back and it actually says that that's incredibly unwise and you know you that's literally how the enemy takes people out it says if he waits like a roaring lion to see whom he can devour so as soon as you start to pull back from something there's literally an opportunity for the enemy to come in and take and that's way offense in the business exactly right route and breathe right fist up in that thing take people out and then they come back round the mountain because you've got to work hard for God not to put you in a family so he wind up coming back round again and that's what happens when people find themselves well oh I can't believe I'm back in church again but it's actually just a cycle because the Spirit of God wants the people of God to be in the family of God really resented through the local church community so oh my gosh so it's really exciting it's exciting to see it I mean yeah I did not let God bring you back you've got a really really sight you've got a really fine guys if that's you right now resisting that just take this as a as a prophetic word for you guys right now yep and I think which is when we were talking I was reminded and I feel like this is a prophetic word for people as well one of the things that I was doing for a long time and not so much now but a few years ago was always spending time I worked as an associate person I've worked as a pastor I've retained you over ten years exactly international in Sydney at Bronte Beach eggs come on my field is but I was working but I was working I'm a prophetic minister and so so I work as a prophetic equip ER but I was also working as a pastor and I think one of the things yeah and I was just reminded sorry that the Lord was saying to me and that one of the things that happens is that I used to engage with highly prophetic people always sometimes they always wanted to spend time with me and tell me their biggest revelation or what they had seen I saw this angel I saw that and one of the things that the Lord reminded me of was one of the questions that you would always I felt the Holy Spirit would always ask me to ask them was what local church he going to add II feel connected heavily survey and one of the things was that he he did that and I sorry and when they responded they would or a lot of them I would say 50% of them were were saying I'm actually just between churches at the moment and and that was the response and I felt the Holy Spirit say there's no such thing as being between churches a t-shirt to go third or fourth t-shirt because there's no there's no no such thing as being between two churches is there such thing as being between now I'm not saying that there can't be a transition time where God calls you out and then you do a time of a short time of transition and then it moves you into another place but I've moved a number of times to a number of different places in my life and every time I've moved I've always moved from being planted in a church to being planted in a church so yeah it's and literally I've known which church I'm going to before I've even done the geographic move and I feel like that's one of the ways that the enemy also gets people caught in a bit of a rut they might feel like there's a time of transition sometimes people move prematurely from churches but what happens is that then they get into place what a lot of the time people don't want to be hurt and rejected again so what they do is that they play a God card and they say no the Holy Spirit is actually I'm not going anywhere right now I'm just doing time with God and that's a really and say it's it's it's borderline anti-biblical yeah and I'm not saying it doesn't happen with some people I'm not look I don't know how God really is yeah I would never say that but I do fight but 50 percent of the people and this is a number of years ago a 50 percent of the people that were highly prophetic we're struggling to be in local church community at that time and that's that's a sign that's not yeah God isn't doing that with every person you know so that's so e so if you are I really felt like God is on that to that you know yeah so if you are struggling just ask the Lord where your to be and I guarantee you that he will tell you I guarantee you and if you've been out of church for more that's it good to out of church for more than six months in he said oh no God saying just wait ask him why you're waiting ask him why why am i waiting to be connected with family God asked him yeah because I would really because you can actually say well that's really interesting because the reality is that you need to challenge that because glory must have a very specific very specific words you don't hear exactly right yeah and that's one of the things that when you're out of community you only see impart in you only prophesy in part so so one of the things that happens is we actually we actually miss read our seasons as people and so sometimes we'll hear a word or we'll feel like we're supposed to transition into something and we move out from that place but then we don't move into the next season successfully and Chris valid and spokes an amazing message about that speaking specifically about when Elijah was called out to the brook but then the brook dries out and then a lot of Christians are still sitting at the brook but the Brooks dried out all so they're actually in a place where now they're feeling dry because they haven't actually gone into they haven't actually transitioned into that next thing that God wanted to them to transition to and the enemy's design is to keep you out in that place as long as possible because when you're in a place with no water and no substance and sustenance and no family in that place you'll basically shrivel up and you'll never be you'll never functional problem so so if he can keep you there the longer he can keep you out of local church community the better for him yeah Wow is now interesting well this is good Darryl what's the balance between the voice of God hearing the voices going in prophetic and the Word of God okay lockers we've got to bring the Bible yeah yeah well and lots of things are very clear yes you're like don't forsake gathering and get up yeah so I mean you can give a prophetic word about it as well God's highlighting it but it's in the scripture as well exactly yeah so what's the for you what's the what's the Beryl's between those two things okay so the balance between those two things as this I was in a place where in my opinion and I was in a place for many years where I wouldn't go to bed until I'd heard God speak to me clearly and I needed to hear him speak to me every day you know it give us today our daily bread Matthew 4:4 says man does not live on bread alone but on every word that proceeds from the mouth of the lord also luke 4:4 says exactly the same thing same scripture so just so you don't forget it's the all the force for for Matthew 4:4 Luke 4 for same scripture when I say same scripture same as same words from Jesus yep and and so I would never go to bed until I'd heard a Rhema word from God's mouth and I feel like what's really missing no Rhema means that God's active working out we're not the written word but I would like exactly but it could be the written word actually now exact that it's it's it's it's a now word exactly so so it's a now word so so what happens is that the written word is called the logos yes but when God breathes on the logos so so we're talking about it so when God breathes on the logos that then transforms the logos into a Rhema so then so when you read the Bible so bill Johnson says this he says when I can't hear God clearly this is what bill said and when I think not you know everyday but when he's when he's waiting for a word why he's seeking the Lord something he says that he just reads the song until something comes back that's actually finding a Rhema word through the Psalms yes and that's not reading into it feels good speak to exactly right and so that's well that's the Divis so the difference is this you can read you can do a Bible reading program and there Ana Bible reading plan and you can get to know the Bible really well and I highly encourage people to do that I feel like report it's so important story of it I think for a lot chronology study or how it weaves in together and the overarching picture oh yeah it's fascinating it's really amazing really important but it's not a substitute from here for hearing God's voice for yourself yeah this is really important because a lot of Christians read the Bible and go about their daily world but they never stay in a place where they're actually listening to what the Lord speaks and this is what the Lord was saying to me recently he was saying that there are going to be many doors of opportunity open for people in 2019 is one of the things he was saying to me but he was saying that people need to position themselves in my presence in order to hear my word as to which doors to walk through oh my gosh and and he gave me the scripture 1 Samuel chapter 3 verse 3 which is where Samuel is lying down in the temple where the Ark of the Covenant is the Ark of the Covenant represents the presence of the Lord when he was a boy or when he was a little boy yeah so when he was a little boy and that's where Samuel was lying down it is very famous piece of scripture that when Samuel the Lord calls Samuel Samuel doesn't know it's the Lord calling he runs to his overseer and Eli and Eli perceives it says after three times that Samuel being called or two times after but Samuels being called by the Lord it says that Eli perceived that that was the Lord that was calling the boy yeah so then Samuel got hit so then Eli sister Samuel go back and lie down again in the temple beside the Ark and say when the Lord speaks speak Lord for your servant is listening for your servant here or the your seven heareth and so when he says that this is 1 samuel 3a chapter 3 first and i encourage you to read this chapter today if you get i'm and so what happens is or when you've listened to this and so then what happens is he lies down in these his speak Lord for your servant is listening or your servant hears and then the Lord speaks so Samuel has been posted himself in a place where he has he has opened his heart to be a hearing heart what a hearing this is so fastening a hearing heart and then from that posture of him meditating or waiting on God for a word which is what I was saying I did every night before I went to bed God then speaks to him a word in season that it needs to be released basically that's when he gets activated as a prophet but but the concept is that he's lying down in the presence and he says he says speak Lord for your servant is listening now the word listening and the word here there is the word Shamar in the Hebrew and the word Shamar doesn't mean to just listen it means to hear and to obey it's exactly the same so it's never about hearing it's about hearing and Abeyta bay and so when when I was saying about your singing when I was saying about the Lord and obedience is immediate if it's not if it's not immediate it's not obedience I have sped up a t-shirt if it's not immediate is that we are in the t-shirt we are running there's some serious stuff happening with these t-shirts not immediate it's not obedient I want that t-shirt please someone come on present it to me they probably were meeting of two dares largely come on and and saying yeah so so yes so what I was saying is in 2019 the Lord was saying that there are going to be many doors of opportunity presented to people but listen to what he was hear what he was saying there are going to be many doors of opportunity presented but they weren't all from him and so he was saying that people need to come back into my presence and posture themselves in a hearing a place of listening prayer or hearing prayer and say speak Lord for your servant is listening the Lord and in the Lord was and then as I said the Lord was then showing me that then he they will know which doors of opportunity to take in 2019 because they've heard which direction the Lord would want them to go in it says in the Book of Isaiah it says it says whether you turn to the right or to the left you will hear a voice behind you saying this is way way walk in it my sons I know that scripture has a three-year-old and said that's and that's part of what what God is doing at the moment is awaking wakening us to hear his voice so clearly in this season it's so powerful there is nothing more important John G Lake said the difference between Christians and everyone else is that Christians have a living Holy Spirit that will direct guide and basically walk with them and you've got to understand that we have the Living God we have access to the Living God who will speak to us every day God's a conversationalist he wants to talk he wants to talk and all he's looking for is for us to say speak Lord for we're listening not in a religious way but it's going you know if you if someone's talking on your phone you're talking talking talking will you have to stop talking in order and then you have to posture yourself to hear or to listen in order to hear what the other person is saying exam that's what that and so what God is doing is he's transitioning us into a place where we again redefine the importance or it becomes a core value for us the importance of waiting on God and hearing his word for we're supposed to do never jumping out because something feels good or well it felt good it's not good good enough to have something to feel good you have to get the word if it's a major thing you need to get the word of the Lord yes and so never move out until it is something that my friend Todd Weatherly always says he always says senior pastor of field of dreams he says never step out into something big until he get the word first when it's just so important you know when Peter stepped out of the boat he said say the word and I will come oh my gosh and so he stepped out on the word young he chose speaks specifically about that talking about the logos at becoming the Rhema and Peter stepping out of the boat and he talks about the importance of that and so that was a pastor young e-trade you can that's available in YouTube is very powerful teaching and so so it's called from logos to Roma and so and so that's where we're at at the moment in the body I really feel like God is awakening our ear to hear so clearly so that we can step out into the new things that he's got and we really are in a season of the new yeah and if you and I'll just say this in isaiah 43 verse 19 the lord's about to mean he said isaiah 43:18 says forgiveness i was gonna ask you about this this is crazy Darrell released this word at the beginning of the year on Facebook yeah and I said it to some of the members of our community Adina really god bless yeah but this is crazy I was I was just thinking what is that thing you said I'm gonna ask him to say it but let yourself you you're perfect wearing that upward line so didn't mean to Sharon yeah absolutely it's not really cool so towards the end of 2018 and I mean just towards the end of the year the Lord said and there have been many prophets talking about and you've if you're connected to the elijahlist or connected to any of the kind of the prophetic movement on the earth right now you're hearing a same a similar word coming through many many of the prophets on earth and they're all saying we're at the dawning of a brand new era it's a brand new era the word era or the concept is a new dispensation of time we're kind of everything is new and it was like a divine and I felt the Lord say at the end of 2018 he was calling people up into a divine reset that was something that Stacey Campbell was talking a lot about that there was Adam it was like a big resetting and then as a result of the resetting it was like a reformatting and then he was doing something brand-new for 2019 but in isaiah 43:18 it says forget the former things it says do not ponder nor ponder the things evolved and then in and then so that's the end of isaiah 43:18 yeah 2018 just sayin and then isaiah 43:19 2019 it says it says behold i do a new thing it springs up all around will you not know it and the word know there in the Hebrew is the word Gaddar which is to have an intimate knowledge of it and it was the same word about Adam knew Eve and they gave birth to a son it's the word new as the word and kid you don't to know someone and it's so what you have to do and this is really really important when God says something like that you can't see or engage with the new what he's saying is it's very difficult to engage in the new thing when your heart is pondering the things of old because you can't basically embrace a new harvest field while he's still working an old one and you have to and with the new thing that springs up all around what God is saying in that is he's saying it can spring up all around but it could spring up and you might not be able to see it because the eyes of your heart are still engaged with something that he's not on it's just so interesting and so in 2019 he's saying the things are springing up all around I really believe that we're in a new dispensation of time the dawning of a brand new era I really believe that we are really and especially with the passing of Paul Cain last week as well we are inside a transition in the body right he was involved in the community of everybody was and where was he any funeral and no I think it's next week tomorrow second yet I think so I don't know too much about that sorry I don't know too much about the details of that but yeah but what I was saying is that then God was saying hey I'm doing a new thing it springs up all around will you not know it and so what we've got the news about these two concepts they're both completely connected you've got the first concept which is God saying when people spend time in my presence they can hear my voice clearly to know which doors of opportunity to take in 2019 and in conjunction with that he's saying but in that process I need you to let go of the form away the form of things in order that you can embrace the new thing that I'm going to talk to you about so you can actually log launch out into it step out of the boat and embrace a brand new rillette for some people a brand new reality that is completely connected to the reason that you were born in the first place the divine destiny that God has for you being released at a greater measure in 2019 very exciting come on I'm pumped - yeah super exciting him and the thing that really strikes me where that is there's this whole thing of I mean some of us are just waiting for one door to open and we're in a place of survival we just need a door to open a job or anything just so we can eat or whatever whatever position like a lot of our students have moved here to LA sometimes it's there yes I imagine yeah but then there's that but we have to get ready because what if there's a lot of doors open up and we you need that discernment you have to have them and you have to know something you said yesterday really struck me said if you don't hear God's voice well you say just stop and don't do anything else I do a little place where you can hear God I think that's the most important thing when we mentor people and we talk to people about particular things that for me is the most important thing ever and as a pastor one of the questions I got us that there were two questions I got asked for more than anything else ever and the first one was how do I hear God's voice that was the first question I'm talking taneous pastor yes I miss many other people no there's only 10 years but it is long enough to see a pattern so that was the first one and the second one was what my call to do well I really believe that both of the completely can now and what that's good they're they're both completely can always always a the wrong question exactly really but what's really important how and what they're good questions and what's really important if they are they really are what's really important I really believe in this next season or this what I was saying is you've got a lot of people running into the things of God but not necessarily being able to hear his voice clearly and I when we talk into people that we mentor or look after all you know I connect with and they're not hearing clearly I really really encourage them to fast ask the Lord things to let go off and things to embrace in in order that they would start to get fine-tuned to be able to hear his voice clearly very very common thing is people then take time out from watching TV and sometimes they'll take time out sometimes they'll fast food there sometimes they'll do other things but it's really booked Facebook if Facebook a really professional via social media is a really big one because they're all I gets an ear Gates and those are the things that which do it's like eating junk food and I'm not saying this everything on social media is junk food I'm not saying that but there is a lot there it's a it's a mixture and so you've got to be very careful with what comes into your I gay and their gate because that can actually muffle the voice of the Lord a lot of the time wow I'm so thing and so when we move into this I say to people I will like it as you said I if you can't hear boys God's voice clearly and I'm not saying we can always hear God's voice clearly in everything all the time because you know sometimes we can't but you have to really press in to make sure that you are in a place where you feel like you are connecting with the Spirit of God the only you can feel his prompting in this leading I feel like that is so so important and and one of the things is sometimes we can't hear God's entities to you that's his voice yeah so it's not like you have to hear an audible voice but they move the leading and prompting that's the voice of the Lord in your yeah exactly but in a place of discernment yeah so you can discern that but yeah so I just feel like that I feel like that's really important and and especially if people especially if it's been a long time I mean I'd stop everything I would just say okay I'm taking two weeks off work I'm cutting everything out yes until I can hear it yeah because I mean we cannot go on as Christians to and change the nation's being nation check we're going to change the world but I don't know what God's saying well we need to be able to know what God's saying if we're going to change the world yeah and so I feel like this is definitely a key that points on the language really exciting and another interesting that chrome cook says a lot is when people having trouble hearing God's voice what's the last thing God yeah you didn't know and I think did you do it yeah no maybe they asked me this all until I go back and think oh oh I heard when was the last time you had God's voice clearly yeah did he ask you to do something yeah have you done it yeah so that's really good yeah cuz then you access the things that he's supposed to that he's released on that word because the word is always eternal so what's really interesting is the word I posted a repost of the web and I rarely do this by reposted a word on Facebook you know when something comes up on Facebook and it says are two years ago you released this word because the words eternal yeah and I'm not saying that things aren't seasonal but God can rebreathe it's not that even easing this needs to rebreathe on it because it's everlasting the word with the word is sent to accomplish something yeah as if the Bible's not relevant right but exactly right so what I mean yeah so so yeah I just said I feel like something I said mentioned something yesterday actually well not was hanging out with you Nathan and I was talking about when I struggled to him God's voice clearly with my season the Lord said this and the funny thing is that he spoke to me while I was struggling to hear and I was looking for a directional word from God and he wasn't speaking anything directionally but this is what he did say to me he said Darrell I want you to look for my voice in your circumstances I want it to look for my voice in your circumstances and I feel like that is so key but if you're really struggling to hear something directional from God and you know sometimes people like what am I supposed to be doing and what we equated from grindr's so great from grain cook saying what did God say to you loss because that's exactly it but in conjunction with that I really believe you can just look for his voice in your circumstances to well you know well things are going well here and things that go yeah and you can actually start to see it see the fragrance of his voice in in in the midst of everything that's going on in your life and you can actually find a thread and you can pull on that and you can start to feel a reassurance that you're in the right place through that too so you have an example though that you would be free to share um do I have an example and that I'd be free to share but oh my gosh this is so important isn't it just that connection I mean with the Lord and hearing his voice and he's leading in his progeny super super important and super imple especially with so much opening up and so many things starting to happen I mean you said you're excited about what God's I mean we here in LA and you're excited you can sense there's odds releasing yes staff here in Hollywood and releasing a new season here yes absolutely I really I had a very brief conversation with a guy called Doug Edison I don't know Doug well at all but I was in Dallas and I got introduced I think Jeremy Nelson introduced me to him and he was saying that there have been a season of contending over LA and that there was literally many many people were feeling drawn into LA and drawn into Hollywood and what was really interesting was that there is something at the moment where when God's about to move people get drawn to particular places and there's something perfect there's there's profound stuff happening up in Santa Maria the Central Coast AC Campbell who you've been exactly a lot like with Stacey and we're bored you know yes I knew that yeah with Stacey and with the people that run the healing rooms up in Santa Maria and people are being drawn to these these these locations because God is doing something and so in that in terms of what you were saying about so in relating to what you were saying about LA and Hollywood C there is a time right now that God is doing and I know that we hear this a lot but I really believe that there is a turning of a tide or there's literally gonna be a tipping over in Hollywood where there's gonna be something where and I know that many Christian producers are doing something amazing at the moment and you know I was just recently a transformation summit in November I think you were there yeah for some of that as well something that Stacey Campbell and Carrie green have been running which is a really a really amazing venture that God has really called them into which is amazing getting producers together and business people together and people from all the spheres of society working together getting them on they're basically getting on the same page to bring true transformation well see the kingdom into into society and see the kingdom then released into those places believe me they're going to Brazil for a second ever for another transformation summit summit this year so so so I believe that people go online and register if they feel that they'd like to go and be part of that I think it's global transformation org and I think so and so so that's one of the things that so what I was saying is that with Hollywood you've got these all these people like a feeling drawn but one of the reasons is is because people come into a place because it there's there's literally the way that God this is what it's not the way that God moves it's one of the ways that we've seen him move is he he strategically positions people who and so that's just that what he's been doing he's been strategic just like a game of chess and he strategically positions people because there's a checkmate coming and they're a bit and there is go on and there's there's a checkmate coming for California and it's a godly checkmate because what's happening is that there is there has been there so what's happening is I really believe it's like a hostile a kingdom hostile takeover yes California okay godly Kingdom it's obviously the kingdom of heaven and I believe what's happened is there are some really high levels really unusual because you're seeing these these gatherings of very very very high level people all in one place we're having the same in Adelaide South Australia as well like literally people are congregating and they're very high level people it's like this congregation of high-level prophets and apostolic people in it and the reason that happens is because that crea it creates it creates like a convergence and a tipping point and I feel like that's what's happening with Hollywood these people are coming in are know many people there have been a number of people I believe that Wendell Smith as edge started a homegroup in Hollywood be them many other people have started things there obviously the guys have been doing the House of Prayer next to the hustler building yes and so and so they've been like them there on sunset I think and they've been there I think it's called radiance they've been there great ending for years of imagine and this is what it's all about is this convergence because there's something going to tip over and I really believe I mean I really believe that there we are in a time right now where we are gonna see the kingdom of God start to infiltrate different things and not because the darkness is winning and now the lights gonna the darkness will never be able to overcome the light as soon as the light comes in the light washes away all the darkness and I feel like that's what's happening that there is going to be an invasion of light and I know that many years ago Joshua Mills did something with that as well but there is we are in a process of an invasion of light coming into Hollywood coming into California because California is a forerunning nation I mean and I think it and I think it was Stacey this one is pretty crazy I think what disciple even as an H even as a state it was a country yes standalone it was in the top yes 20 in the world or top foil so it also disciples the nation's and anything else Hollywood Hollywood and I think it was wasn't it I think Stacey said it as well or maybe before but this is this is what's really important that we understand that Hollywood is the disciple or of the nation's here was her she did say and so and so what happens is that you have to understand this is that's a really profound statement because the reality is we think oh yeah well the government's ruling this and the government's ruling that that's not how things work what happens is that what people feed on disciples them and and people feed on movies more than anything else nearly you know movies and music yeah and what are the key things that come out of LA movies and music they really are there and I'm not saying Mesa doesn't come out of the UK obviously the best musicians or have all been British in the past but that is the reality and so la has always been a trendsetter yeah and so that and because la is a trendsetter it is a forerunner in so many things but what's happening is that there's a kingdom infiltration coming in but nearly like the mountain of the Lord is the king of all the mountains and that there's a transition coming coming now I don't not gonna go into the specifics because we'd be here for ages of the stuff that I'm feeling but but as I didn't rule as a general but there isn't a stronghold of the enemy yes absolutely absolutely so there's is that what you saying is that there is a struggle isn't it but there's a light and the diversity there's a big war there's a big war here and there's a I feel like it's a place where people need to be extremely fortified before they come in here if they're coming in to do some spiritual work or coming in to be if you feel good if you're listening to this right now and you feel called to come to California make sure that you don't move into it until you get really fortified with the Lord make sure you've got Neil around you and you can you break that down yes I use so I feel like super important so I feel like it is really important I feel like one of the things is first of all going to the Lord and asking him are there any breaches in my world that I need to stop up are there any breaches in my world because it says that the enemy comes to steal kill and destroy and what he'll do is he will leverage any breach in your life so if there are breaches if there's hidden sin if there's something you're saying which is ain't saying this is out I mean we're all all on a journey so there's no condemnation for this but if there are hidden things or there are things that the enemy can leverage don't step into a place where there's where there's high-level warfare he'll take what he'll take what's his but I really believe you're right - I really get in there I really believe if somebody is being called you know to come into California or specifically coming into Hollywood or LA at this time in when I say in this time I'm talking you know next two years this is a I feel like this is a season that's gonna be the real the gathering of the prophets as well not just of the prophets but that people if they do feel it over the next - you know if you do feel that then God will give you a strategy and just make sure that you do some time with the Lord as to what you need to do to ensure that you are fortified to take the take the ground what's really interesting is people say you know everywhere your feet do tread the Lord will give unto thee you know and they go and and what that's a complete misquote of the scripture because what it presumes is that God has given you every territory in the world to take it it's not true because the when God says that to Joshua he's already given them the borders and jurisdiction of the land he's giving them yeah he's already said because the whole thing exactly said this is your Metro Dan McCallum from Vacaville speaks about this about Metron so he's already he's already said this is the territory I'm giving you everywhere your feet do tread I will give them to you so what happens is what happens I went to China recently with Todd whether it would recently the time just goes like three years ago two years ago and I was in China and I was with my friend Todd him we were now and we were just on a holiday in China we went through we did something there with one we did something there and and I really felt like there wasn't a grace both of us felt there wasn't an overly a grace to minister and I felt the Lord say if you start to pray and challenge things when you were in China your trips gonna end badly this is what he said to us and we went out and I remember myself and Todd went out and we said hello should go and pray in Tiananmen Square and we walked out again pray in Tiananmen Square and as we were started to pray this is so crazy the temperature dropped five degrees in an instant and both of us stopped looked at each other and said no we're not gonna do that and so then we just went and just toured and so you have to understand that yes everywhere your feet betrayed the Lord will give unto thee but that we were out of our Metron at that time yeah that was not God was and and this is really important you've got to understand this that it's not that God won't look after you and all of that but sometimes we can get a big big big front boots and go yeah I'm just gonna take on whatever and you got to understand that the spiritual world is real and we need to again hear the voice of the Lord to know wait a step or the Territorian or its to know what to step out into but in saying all that so we're not giving the enemy you know the enemies so big do you know it's not about that as believers we carry all authority in Christ I'm not trying to say that but what I am saying is really interesting that when you come to I have known of people that have been called in to particular regions and that's been their calling and you know they've done but they because they didn't fortify themselves maybe there's been something in their heart maybe was something that they haven't dealt with it actually took them out when they moved in to that next level and they stepped up into that next level it actually ended up taking them out and so what I want to say to you is if you feel good and so we smile and you know well that sounds quite quite serious Darrell this is really sounds quite serious but this is super but if you are being caught that I'm saying this because I really really believe that God is calling many people at this time and he's gonna be calling many people into many different places and this principle works wherever you've exactly right so I'm not saying this about LA or Hollywood or anywhere else but what I am saying is that there you've got to be aware that when you step into a place if you are on assignment for God or you feel like you're moving into something you need to be aware that the enemy isn't gonna be overly happy about you moving in and and and and literally the more we push and the more we contend for the things of the kingdom to be released through our lives the more threat we are to the enemy and it's and we're not under sizing the enemy here this is not what we don't know because Jesus is way greater and he says that he was the enemy was Jesus made a public public spectacles victim of the enemy at the cross so let's just make this very very clear let's make this very very clear at this stage that there is that Jesus is Lord he's on the throne he's not coming down come on he's not coming off the throne and he has granted us all authority to overcome all the power of the enemy and that's what it says but what we've got to understand is that there are particular things that that we step into on occasion whether where our hearts will be tested and if there is something if there's a bridge that thing will be leveraged and it does say you know that people you know people their faith could be shipwrecked and I feel like one of the things is I mean it does say in the last days you know people's because people get taken out by particular things and I feel like one of the things that's really important as we step into this new season if you do you know as we step into it is that you know where your weaknesses are and you make sure that those things are breached or quotes sorry those things are fortified and closed up before you step into something something major you know I think that's really really important oh yeah absolutely and another way that Diane vanora says it is um have nothing in common with the spirit of Hollywood well where have you called because God calls us to the dark places a memorial in Harbor school yeah wise guy yes would call to go to the darkest places on earth you know that's part of their mandate and I are absolutely to go into the darkest place but that fortification is such a word of wisdom Philip Darrell because you know you kind of have anything in common with the darkness there there's something in you that bitterness or unforgiveness that taps into that or lasts or whatever the thing that I ever agreed whatever uh-huh then yeah you need to deal with that stuff and just ask the Lord to show you and how to deal with it how to fortify notes and that's one of the reasons we're talking about it with it would all of that was in conjunction with LA because what we're talking about la is LA is a place where of lusting for more it's all about me it's a lust it's a lust for power it's a lust for prominence it's a lust for fame its lust for recognition as if itself Rick it's all about self-glorification all about there and that's one of the reasons I really believe that God is gonna if you are being caught to come and you know come to this place I really feel like you've got to make sure that your heart is get your heart all clear you know clear of anything that could potentially take you out you know if you if you live by the affirmation of men if you check your Facebook status um how many likes you get all the time that's a problem by check check all of that stuff words and work out because if you if you don't feel bags I mean we're all human yeah I mean we all have weaknesses exactly right and I think cuz we're loved enough by the father when you know you're loved you can face your weaknesses and you know well I'm not good at this I'm not good at that I'm really bad at that and that's okay but you've got to know it and get fortified in those areas but God still loves me and and I've because God loves me I'm brave enough to face my failure my weakness my sin whatever you know exactly get fortified mm-hmm no fear no thing a lot of people stop a lot of people don't fortify themselves or don't look at those weak areas because they're skiing and would fear when you make any decision out of fear you're learning the enemy rule so you've got to go it's okay to look at myself need to know where those areas God show me I mean it's a son 139 into someone 39 isn't it Lord search me and know me see if there's any new David said see if there's any places of weakness in me yep there it's right there and that's exactly it's exactly so it's really important in this now and this is that this is a life thing this isn't just you know if you feel good to go and do something but this is a life thing you know God and this is what success is the success can be defined in so many ways but what is real success and that's when you please God when you when you are loving him and improve like rock roll and I says proving your love for God in the face of the enemy in the face of darkness in the face of every other temptation yeah I choose and I love God yeah over all that other junk when you seek yourself oh no I hope you're getting something out of this my eyes decided to go droopy you know I starting to feel a bit drunk that's good it's good come on Daryl so I mean what a crazy journey you've been on yeah well where did you encounter God you didn't know God as a young man Dino I didn't know can you give us a very good synopsis oh yeah I tried to yeah I mean I mean I had an experiment was there an accord practitioner she was on TV yeah she was a kind of a not clairvoyant as such but she was an astrologer she was on cable you know she did - absolutely read celebrity mail and stuff like that you know but but accessing accessing the the wrong God you know the small G and there was a so it so I was always open as a little boy to the things of the supernatural and so what happened was that I I left home very very young I think I was 15 when I left when my mum was and then you work with you dead no and then I went with my dad and I went and lived my dad who was a musician and it was a musician he's an incredible man lives in Northern Ireland and he no sorry and then so what happened was that I started to get very desperate I was very I think because of my parents divorce when I was away you know when I was young they divorced when I was three there was a lot of any job that was the only child then I have a half-brother now yes from that Union yeah it's the only child from that Union and I felt very very broken for a long time and so what happened was that I actually started to drink so I drank from the age of 14 I became an alcoholic at 14 and so I drank heavily then I mixed that with pharmaceutical drugs a lot of other drugs in general and I really really got very unwell so I would pass blood from alcohol from the age of 15 every time I went to the toilet went to a a 20 and they said no at 18 and they said you're the worst drinker we have in AAA they said you're the worst and you're not gonna live and their knowledge so so I was basically presented the fact that I was gonna die so I thought okay I'm gonna die is what it is and so what happened was this is really bizarre I made a plan I sure won't know I tell you what happened so I so so I was really on the edge and I started to get very depressed and then all these and you know how it is all these Christians started to kind of pop up in my world and say hey you've got a calling from God and the hood be like don't even talk to me you don't even know who I am you don't know my problems and they were so persistent persistent persistent and there were a couple of them that really really hounded me down and constantly just tried to sit me down and talk to me about Jesus so what happened is that one night I lay in my bed and I said okay what is the most bizarre thing I can ask God and I lay in my bed and I remember lying I had a mattress on the floor in a place called Nottingham I was just starting uni there he sherwoodforest yeah yeah well relatively me but it wasn't a word-for-word and and this is so cool and I just said I thought what is the most bizarre thing I can ask God if he you know so I said God if you're real show me an angel because I thought there is no way he could do that you know and you know I just I couldn't think of anything else at the time and I you know I was not I kind of believed in God but you know I was you know I was kind of searching and I was just read I'd read a couple of New Age books like The Celestine Prophecy and things like that she was really into I was kind of searching you know and in in the midst of being an alcoholic and depressed and taking drugs and that night I was jolted out of my bed and I mean she ulted probably about 1 o'clock in the morning and there was a foggy haze like a haze at the bottom of my bed and there was a six-foot flapping wing vivid through my bedroom and it I was so scared I was frigid with fear and it was nearly like my heart froze like I went into some kind of borderline kind of fear convulsion like it was unbelievable and so the night but then suddenly it dis it disappeared up it was there for a while then it disappeared and then I suddenly went straight back to sleep and I woke up it and I went in the morning and I went what on earth happened and i sat there and an audible voice came in and that was the first time I'd ever heard God speak to me an audible voice came into my room I wasn't a believer came into my room and he said lucky and it said this he said Daryl last night you asked me if I was real to show you an angel so I sent one to you last night that's literally what it said that's literally what he said oh so then I really freaked out then I thought I'd lost my mind I thought I'd done too many drugs so I started to so I started to get it was all a bit weird and then and this is so cool so then what happened is about two days later you know I was I was starting to go okay I need to look for a church so there was something called the yellow pages at that time yes a few years ago so there was the yellow pages and I remember opening the yellow pages looking for a church thinking I've either lost my mind they can put me in a psych ward because now I'm seeing hearing voices and seeing angels you know and and this is so funny I went into my living room so all my friends were out and I was actually I was actually I sold drugs you know just you know sold marijuana and you kind of I was just there doing what I was doing and still an alcoholic and I went into my living room probably PAP not long after that he's so weird and the woman's my living room and I still really depressed you know I'd borderline kind of suicide or not I don't know if I would have taken my life by others you know it's kind of meditating in those dark places it wasn't yet and I turned the TV on and it was just a regular TV show and as the TV went on there it was like gold goo but it wasn't good it was like gold matter came out of the TV and I'm not saying like as I was a seer it literally like it felt like in the natural and then above my head a circle opened in my living room and all I could say above my head and I'll explain what happened and all I could say is holy holy holy holy holy and I got my knees and an angelic chorus filled the whole living room and I was on my knees on my face I couldn't lift my head up because all I could say was holy I knew I had to be on my face and an angelic chorus was singing through into my living room and I was like oh my goodness I'm losing my losing my mind and so then that stopped I started to freak out I didn't know how to say the sinner's prayer or yeah I didn't know how to connect with God so I rang some churches in my area or rang one and I said hey how you doing I said and I said hey what how can we help you and I said I think God's talking to me does that sound real to you just on the phone to a church in the Yellow Pages and they said yes that really does can we get you can we come and collect you for a Sunday service I said sure come and collect me now I didn't know it was gonna be one of the most intense black gospel churches in the region and I was the only in early like yeah and I was the only non black attendee that day and they were doing something where they were hammering the floor so I got into the church and I start to freak out and I said no this isn't me I can't do this and so so what happened was that I started to sporadically attend a church but I still hadn't given my heart properly to the Lord and so what happened was that I started to get at that stage there was even more water out of my life and I started to get more depressed and I thought what I'm gonna do is I tried to reach out for God I had these two experiences God is real kind of but I don't kind of know what do and so I thought the best thing for me to do is because I'm already an alcoholic I really like to move he called leaving Las Vegas which was about Nicolas Cage yeah I thought he was about to ending him ending his life don't don't watch that do not watch that maybe it's inappropriate for people to watch it's not great maybe but movie was all about him ending his life through alcoholism in Las Vegas so I thought to myself I was 21 and I thought to myself I'm gonna go to New York then we go to Brooklyn and I'm gonna go and in my life in Brooklyn this was my plan so I was really set now because I thought I'm just gonna drink myself to death in Brooklyn don't how many months it will take so I was just working it out I hadn't looked at flights here but I'd been working it out after each month and going okay that's my end goal now that's the best thing for me to do is just drink myself to death because I can't stop drinking alcohol and this and this and but this is the funny thing I would think about going to New York every day I walk to work so I was a functional alcoholic so I had a job I'd walk to work and I was living in London then and because I moved down from London after Nottingham and this is so funny and this one take this won't take long and nearly done but basically I was walking to work every day and it had this and there was this billboard that said countdown to summer and every time I looked at the billboard I thought okay I need to I need to go to New York and every time I thought about going to New York I had a voice speak to me and the voice said you can't go to New York until he's been to Australia you can't go to and so I was in London working downtown London every day and nearly every day I'd get this thought about going to Australia and in that time many many people in my life died and father figures and it just got worth compounded everything compounded and I got really depressed how old were you at 21 and I got really down and my mum rang me and I was actually walking through a graveyard because I was looking at the graves of some of my father my stepfather had passed away he killed himself and so I was in this thing where I was walking through my walking through the graveyard and my mum rang me and she said and it was when we just had mobile phones you know they're like and she's yeah and she rang me and she said are you okay and I said no I'm not I think I was 21 I think that's about right yeah no I think that's right and she said are you okay and I said no she goes I do I said I'm so down and she said what do you want to do and I said I didn't say I want to go do your hook I said I just want to go and live in Australia and she said we'll just go oh oh oh I'll give you a fun day to go and live in Australia just go just go she knew that I was you know she'd knew that I wasn't in a good place so I so that Tuesday I quit everything and I just got a ticket and I flew to Australia and I flew to Australia and I drank for 21 days solidly and I nearly died so I arrived in a place called Kings Cross in Sydney and I drank a mile way King's Cross and I drank for 21 days I didn't I didn't drink any water I didn't eat I just drank myself into a place and I drank myself in and I drank for 21 days and on the 21st day I'd I'd been like wetting myself and it wasn't good and on the 21st day I went into the place called the Bondi hotel which is in Bondi Beach and I went in to order a beer and I said hey can I have a beer and the stories and they finished I said hey can I have a beer and the guy behind the bar said sure and a beer came in front of me and I started to have black flashes come into my head and the voice came to me and said if you drink this beer today you will die you will die now the people in AAA had already said three years before that others can actually pass away but I was having something called alcoholic seizures which basically means you're going to a major seizures and you get brain damage and so the voice came and said if you drink this beer you'll die and the black flesh has got really severe now I had my passport in my pocket and the voice said get in a taxi and go to the hospital so I went to the I got in taxi went to the ER well as soon as I walked into the ER they grabbed me they pulled me they could I they literally just walked in I nearly fell they grabbed me put me into her put me into a bed and did all different stuff to me and that was it I was out and then I woke up three days later and I woke up three days later and I was in a ward and and I when I woke up three days later I was in this ward and and I was next to a heroin addict in the ward because he kept on saying I need my methadone and he and I was sitting there and I really was thirsty not saying and I need some water you know hoes if we're both shouting in this ward but I was completely overwhelmed I didn't know what happened and there I lay back onto my bed and I went into a vision and on this vision a dot I saw a dog run and then jump over a wall but the dog then hung himself on elite and the dog was being strangled and dying on the lead and this is a vision so I'm now in a vision I've never had visions before you know I've had two experiences of God like that I've never had a vision before and I'm having this whole story playing in my head and then I see these two hands come and lift the dog up and take the leash off the dog's neck and a voice came and this was the voice this was the father speaking and there was more love in this voice than anything I've ever heard in my whole life ever like you know when you just know and this voice came and said it was it was nearly like he was communicating everything at once and he just said have you had enough yet but as he said it the love was so extreme from that him saying have he had enough yet and he said to have you had enough yet and I said yes I have and suddenly I knew that there was a chapel in the hospital downstairs I just knew it was nearly like and I was taken and I was directed and I just walked directly into the chapel I didn't even didn't even think about it I went down some stairs and I walked into the chapel and I went up to the altar and there was a stained-glass above the altar of a sheep that was caught in the inner fence and Jesus taking the Sheep out of the fence and it was it's Sydney it was I was actually in a ward in Sydney I Hospital they put me an award in one of those those those hospitals and I got on my knees and I said God take the alcoholism from me and I said and I'll follow you for the rest of my life and that moment her of God came over me how I was filled with power unlike anything I've ever felt it was like fire filled my entire body and I wept and I just received Jesus Jesus received me and I received him you know is this this amazing thing and I stood up and when I stood up and this is I mean any person that's ever met me prior to this I was a new creation I was a clearly different I was a new person and I went up I went back up to the thing to the an I hadn't spoken to any of the nurses or anything I went up to the thing to the way the registered nurses we're now in and said hey how you doing and they went oh you're fine why are you even here let's get you released right now and they released me then they just released me and I was and I was so full on for God that I just went back to Bondi Beach to all my friends that were doing drugs and drinking in the house and I just witnessed all of them I just went in and I said I've met Jesus this is what's gonna happen and from then I was I ended up going I ended up bringing people in the UK that have been witnessing to me and they said all your life because they've been praying for me since I was a little boy some of them you know I said that some of these Christians were coming around me they said all your life God told us you were going to be a pastor in a ministry so I then so then I said oh my goodness and so and then I knew that I was needed to go and work as a pastor so I spent time serving in a local church actually in a Hillsong Church then I ended up going through a Bible College then I ended up being on staff at the first church and I've been in ministry for 15/15 years so that's a good one isn't it all right good but all testimonies are great and so God is amazing the way that he plucks someone out from a place of death basically snatching people from the fire and then brings them into a place where they don't just become the new creation he's always designed them to be but they he actually aligns them to the divine purpose that they always had it sorry that he always had for them and I feel like there are going to be people watching this today come on are actually gonna some of you might even be in that same situation you know and I want to encourage you that Jesus is here to meet with you he's right beside you he's committed he's ready for you to meet with him he's ready to meet with you and all you need to say just like me he said have you had enough yet there wasn't any crazy prayer where I outlined everything I just said yes I said I want to become a Christian that is literally all I did was said yes I want to become a Christian and I want to serve you for the rest of my life and I knew that Jesus was lord and so if that's you I really encourage a we encouraging yeah absolutely just say yes oh my gosh yes and how's his patients crazy he is God is the coolest ever he perceives most loving he's the most romantic and the coolest yeah he's got patience mm-hmm I should just save this as well I didn't and I didn't crave an alcoholic drink or drug ever again oh my gosh and I didn't have an alcoholic drink I still haven't had a drink sixteen years never never had a craving never went to a aina so from full chronic alcoholism down my family line my mom died of alcoholism three years ago so down my family line chronic alcoholism I never craved a drink again from that moment that I've received that fire so not only did I get born again but I experienced the so so of God which is saved healed and delivered it's less general think you mean you're welcome man it's so good to hang iris hanging with the iris guys come on awesome Hollywood then hey listen I got we gotta finish up we have three quick questions yeah favorite movie The Matrix Wow I love The Matrix first one I watched it the green pill nine hundred times really isn't it good I'm Back to the Future one I like that yeah that's there right oh come on interesting question this is really great films really great oh yeah The Matrix one is just yeah off the hook I need watch it again mm-hmm what's your favorite sound music or sound like what what do you mean neither fighter jets there sorry the engines from fighter jets yeah me too what's the kid with what my cousin had a farm right next to the MBA wow yeah yeah and 111 I mean I would be so awesome in there right back it's just so powerful or they're taking off in the landing did you lose me yeah yeah it's so crazy so powered it really is powerful and obviously sounds of heaven and genican you know I love that but we're talking Elvis is thinking for natural sound yeah um when all is said and done in life on earth is finished but they're all Crawford Marshall and you meet Jesus face to face what's the first thing you want to hear exciting you come on no I think we did it we did it because then I know that I finished well yeah come on Daryl you've encouraged us so much I'm glad such a pleasure being yeah I said it's cause this office is awesome come on you just want to just Just Blaze love to let our audience just father in the name of Jesus I just thank you for every person that gets to watch this father we pray and I really felt I just have such a heart for the Lost today there's something on that so father I just thank you God if anyone what would you get this podcast into the hands or into the eyes and ears of those people that need to hear it needed to know or need to hear about the reality that Jesus can save them once to save them and wants to transition them into the life that you'd always purpose that for them to have so father we thank you for that I also pray a blessing for any person that's on it that is struggling to connect with the church - yeah we thank you for any person that's on the fringes father there even from today that there would be a transition for them that they will be able to have their hearts knit into a community in order that they would be able to walk for not just fulfill everything you have for them but be able to receive the love come on that a family gives and so father we thank you for that we thank you for a new level of healing coming to any prophetic person that needs to be healed yeah through family in this next season - in order that we can have a fully functioning body and see your kingdom invade the places that it needs to in this next season so we pray a blessing over each of them in Jesus name come on amen and I just felt - for you guys that are struggling with maybe Kelly Church God show me that a bridge is coming your way hmm there's gonna be a bridge so look out for the bridge and it's gonna be gone and just walk over come on thank you so much man it's been a pleasure go on guys thank you for listening I know you've been encouraged I mean I'm just pouring any encouragement from being in this podcast at the moment so I'm on we love you guys bless you leave the comments below and we will see you again really really soon love you guys yeah this podcast is presented by Iris global for more information or to support the work of iris global please visit us online at iris global dot you can also text to give simply text the amount you'd like to donate to five three zero three three eight three eight three seven or to speak to someone at iris global call our office at five three zero two five five two zero seven seven iris global is an international Christian mission 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Length: 74min 46sec (4486 seconds)

Published: Thu Mar 07 2019